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If I do end up writing murderbot fanfic, it'll probably include some nasty taking over control virus that will not be conveniently stopped before it can actually start acting. The way murderbot was absolutely terrified when faced with that alien shit in Network Effect was absolutely delicious. I need that, but ten times worse and also painfully drawn out.
It would miss the moment it got into its system for "trying to save humans no time to waste" reasons, and by the time it had a chance to get a diagnostic it would have already hidden itself. By the time it noticed something was off, it would already have enough control to stop it from doing something about that. Maybe changing the memory files so that it struggles to keep track of it, and maybe directly stopping its body from cooperating.
A scene that came to me had Murderbot try and tell Mensah about the virus and have the output be cancelled (perhaps before it got to that point it would have noticed a slight delay in the reaction time, which would definitely be hella concerning), just completely being unable to notify others that there is a problem. Except that they have those code words with Mensah and so it does tell her that something is really really fucking wrong, but can't elaborate. Now everyone is worried, and it is struggling to fight off the virus that has had enough time to prepare to really not make it easy.
Anyway, ideally it all escalates despite everyone's attempts to figure out what the fuck -- Murderbot's diagnostic tools are fucked from the inside and humans have better luck at noticing the problem but can't really help much. The perfect culmination would be total control. Murderbot just being completely trapped into its own body, forced to do something it doesn't like or even just stand still (no access to media if you want to turn it into an especially excruciating torture). Tho turning its control completely is a waste of its talents. Maybe the virus could just get the governor module back online, but completely under its control, so Murderbot can enjoy being electrocuted some more.
Gods I just love to torture my favorite characters. If I end up writing a fanfic, it would be this kind of terrible no good scenario
#those few people on this blog who know me as a whump writer. at least pretend to be surprised that this is what id write#but honestly theres nothing like making character relive their trauma. love this. need more of this#the book is *almost* satisfying in this regard. but not quite. i need murderbot to have bad time some more#maybe something like this *is* going to happen lately and i wont have to write it. i have two more books left!#but either way its a very satisfying scenario to think about while falling asleep#tmbd#tmbd spoilers#the murderbot diaries#murderbot#murderbot spoilers
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luigi himself supports the shooter lol you all need to learn to read between the lines of his statements. i don't judge people who think he's innocent but i think many supporters are naive and rely too much on the theory that he's being framed
anon, for the last time, i'd like to very openly state that when you or other people say things like this, y'all are simply making an issue out of something that isn't an issue at all. if somebody believes that Luigi is completely innocent and he's being framed, that's fine! if somebody believes he did it but he should walk free, that's fine! if somebody believes that he was involved but he should still walk free, that's fine! as long as all the people agree that Luigi should be walking free after getting a ‘not guilty’ verdict in court and the people involved are talking about him by giving him the presumption of innocence, it's all good. the end result matters much more here compared to which thought process leads to that end result. i hope you and other people sending asks like this understand that.
#we're not fighting on this blog nobody is fighting with anybody on this blog about this at least#as long as anybody believes in what the URL states no matter where that belief comes from it's a valid opinion#people can have different opinions and it's okay#the most important thing is that Luigi should be able to walk free and not get the death penalty or LWOP or any other years in prison#and that's basically all i care about regarding this at least#luigi mangione#free luigi#asks
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I promise you that you will not get arrested for changing your mind y'all. You can GROW and and rethink some of your past actions! Its normal, it happens. Easier said than done but you really don't need to publicly shame yourself for thinking a certain way. I get how internet culture has us overexplaining literally anything we do but you owe no one but yourself justification. It's okay to breathe and say yeah that probably wasn't a great way to think, change and move on 😭
Its so easy to go down the rabbit hole and turn a growing moment to a "I'm a horrible no good human being that deserves the worst things imaginable". Not saying that you're exempt from taking responsibility for your actions if they harmed other people but there are other ways of going about it that don't involve beating yourself up.
There's a post going around and I'm not gonna speak on it, but some people who really aren't the target audience are taking the brunt of it all and rethinking themselves as a human and I'm there like oh! That post really wasn't calling you out but okay! That's okay. We realized we need to change some things but it doesn't mean you're a terrible human. And these are literal sweethearts who keep to themselves panicking cause they thought they did something wrong. TRUST me the people that particular post is calling out is not about you. The fact that you're self reflecting is a huge sign you're not like that i promise you. Be kinder to yourselves y'all
#grow in silence if you must#i do it now- in regards to this blog at least. but i'm also not gonna tell you how to heal and if thats how you need to clear the air#all the power to you. but if youre doing it just to not get in trouble by the tumblr police I'm sorry but you might need to try another way#no cause is it just a neurodivirgent struggle to constantly want to explain yourself ESPESCIALLY when you think you've messed up.#i be on this blog yapping for my life sometimes and then I think to myself... for WHAT and for WHO#none of you know me irl and only i can prove to myself whether or not I've “grown” and I dont have to prove diddly squat#but man much easier said than done. i really be tweakin sometimes#did this post make sense y'all#literally me thinking I need to explain how I'm not against the base morals of the post so people know but then I- the IRONY
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Throwback to when someone referred to me as the matpat of transformers
#very few will remember this because it really happened so casually and also... almost 2 years ago now#in the era I like to refer to as this blog's prime#on a little post someone tagged me in#and I was such a champ about it. I was so normal and did not make a scene#but I think about it at least once a month#it really was so crazy. what did I even do#I still don't know if I should be offended or not. I know it was written to place me in high regards#but that somehow made it hit so much harder#it's the type of thing that happens and you gasp and talk about it in discord but it doesn't feel that crazy. and then you look back and go#I can't believe that was a real thing that was said to me#I can't believe.. if only for a moment.. that is how I exist in someone's mind#Mac mumbles#the titles I was given in 2021... the range#chill laid back guy#bug in a jar anon wants to study#uptight annoying prick#insane individual trying to pass off as a chill laid back guy#<- favourite one btw#and lastly#the matpat of transformers#what an era
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#vent post#vent blogging#Seven’s Public Diary#motivating myself to study for my driver’s permit by thinking of the Freedom and independence a license would grant me? ❌ 1/10 ineffective#motivating myself to study for my driver’s permit by imagining all the new & different possible ways i could become injured in a car crash?#��� 7/10 it just might fucking work!!!#the only true cure for OCD is to face one’s fears. but i just might be able to find a loophole via my ever-worsening mental health#because you don’t have to Face your fears if you don’t Have any fears#and in order to rid myself of my fears regarding harm coming to myself. i simply have to stop fearing being harmed#and what better way to stop fearing it than to actively crave it!#or at the very least become so overwhelmed that i lose the capacity to feel any particular way about it#i’ve found a new OCD cure everybody - Just Stop Caring™️ /sarc#well. sarcastic or joking for everyone else. but im serious when it applies to me#bc so much of my anxiety comes from feeling unsafe. so i just have to reach the point where i stop caring if im safe or not. easy peasy#like yes i know this is flawed and unhealthy logic but i’ve resisted more compulsions via this method lately than i have via anything else#and even outside of OCD stuff even just for all my other anxiety disorders it’s also worked. im actually making a modicum of progress now#need to make a scary phone call? just get into a 3-hour family argument and then you’ll be so upset that you don’t feel fear! :)#genuinely worked very well. scared of a home invasion? well at least it’d mean you’d have some different company for once!#you might make a new friend! or if they **** you at least you’d have some Real trauma for once. it’s a win-win honestly …/hj#so. scared to drive? well even if you Do crash at least it might lead to a hospital visit and then you’ll finally get that attention you-#-want so fucking badly! you’ll finally get a break from everything while you recover. or even if you don’t survive- well. i shan’t say.#anyways. the ‘you’ in those tags is me talking to myself for the record. i wouldn’t speak to anyone else like this. i just speak in the-#-wrong tense/person sometimes. don’t know what’s up with that. just another reason i need to stop speaking altogether. as i’ve learned#i’ve been trying So fucking hard to be nice lately. letting them walk all over me. and it’s still not enough. cause i’m always-#-‘using the wrong tone’ and ‘if all im gonna do is say smthn negative i just shouldn’t speak at all’ ..okay! gladly!!!#sorry for being autistic and unsocialized and under immense stress and being unable to keep my ‘tone’ under control. my bad.#i just need to get blackout drunk with Venti at Angel’s Share. that would fix me.#that or heading down to the bottom of the Fortress of Meropide and curl up like a dog under Wriothesley’s desk. head empty no thoughts#not sexually. just. in a pet-regression sense. i can’t stop thinking abt it. i wanna write a oneshot for it but i can’t focus these days#anyways. the delusional maladaptive daydream dissociation will continue until morale improves. and brother it’s only getting worse.
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Are you proud of any of your children?
I know you have like 5 I think
Oh, wow! That is.... definitely a question...
Well, I am proud of my brothers, @devlindoherty and @octaviandoherty. But as far as regarding my offspring, that's not a subject I'm going to touch with a 100 foot pole. Just not a subject I have any desire to talk about, in fact, it's a rather... bothersome...topic, you know? Now, if you'll excuse me, I have matters to attend to. Goodbye.
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#julius the dressmaker#//rp blog#creepypasta roleplay#julius doherty#devlin doherty#octavian doherty#//ooc: Julius sees and acknowledges Devlin and Octavian as his brothers & Devlin and Octavian see and acknowledge Julius as their brother#//the number of children Julius has is not canonly confirmed other than he does have at least 5 biological children#//four of them are with Emily#//I've gotten into the nitty gritty of the complicated situation regarding Julius and his children on my main blog
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always glad I’m not on hockey twitter but especially if it means I don’t have to CONTINUE to see mikko discourse wdym they’re still raging
#mikko rantanen#dallas stars#maybe it’s because I don’t follow avs or canes blogs LMAO but I’ve at least mostly seen positivity regarding him from the stars blogs here
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i dont follow many demstiy bloggers (weird bc it's been my autism fuel for 3+ years) but holy shit i'm glad you're one of them
a;skdfgfhds thank you?/???
#anon#answered#shocked to be getting this bc i do not have a lot of confidence in my ability to post draw write etc#but i'm glad you're enjoying yourself ;w;#also dwdw i totally get it#transformers is one of mine and i don't. really follow any specific blogs regarding it? at least not on here#there's a couple i follow on twt anyways
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I should brobably do an au master post
#im working on some world building stuff regarding monsters and races#it’s been really fun but I have a lot of it and nowhere to put it#and I’ve been… needing a master post for a while#because shits about to get confusing#there are two prologue things surrounding link and sheik and they will eventually feed into the main comic#they’ll go by different names but I think I’ll just put them on the soh blog and not make two new ones#yeah I don’t really wanna make separate blogs for prologues that will be over in at least 30 pages#BUT! I can put my lineup somewhere finally#which is going to be nice#sorry about the inactivity btw#as far as the comics go#writing has been hell for a while now but it’s finally coming together
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not to be hateful with this purely a suggestion please hear me out.
I think instead of completely ignoring the allegations made before you came back to this blog and deleting them all to act like it never happened, you should make one big post addressing it all, just to add as a link to your pinned post if you know what I mean.
i know the whole drama wasn't your fault, and I'm whole heartedly on your side, but there'll be people who'll insist because you deleted the posts on your blog about it that you're ignoring the issues and claims made towards your name.
of course this is just a suggestion, but with claims strong and harmful as such as the ones made I think it'd be smart to do so, especially with how people are on here. because pretending it never happened would probably cause some uproar .
english is not my first language. I'm sorry for any wrong words.
thanks !
i guess i’ll use this as a jumping off point then? me deleting the posts was never to pretend nothing happened. frankly nothing i could do will ever make it seem like nothing happened. i just really didnt want people coming back to check on my blog once i returned and being hit with all that nastiness, and i don’t want it on my blog. and to be honest i don’t really think that’s anyone’s business
and honestly i think a lot of this is no one’s business 😭 i don’t think i owe anyone anything because this is supposed to be a comfortable safe fun space for me and having to constantly defend myself completely defeats that purpose and the thought of that makes me just want to nuke this blog entirely
that being said, i guess i’ll say it once and NEVER again. i was not on that twitter, i did not use that twitter. i followed him when he made it bc he was my friend, and never checked it again. i deleted it when i did bc when we started getting the nasty anons and i found out what was there, i knew i was fuckin doomed bc that connection was already made, despite me having nothing to do with it. so i deleted it in a frenzy. also if i was a part of it do you guys genuinely think my twt wouldve been “floratumblr” and my blog wouldve been linked in the bio. do you really think that. like use ur head why would i have done that
i wholeheartedly and vehemently condemn underage content. i condemn shotacon and lolicon and any other fuckin nonsense bullshit that has anything to do with underage. i don’t know how to make that any clearer.
he and i are no longer friends.
and frankly anything else is no one’s business! that is all thank you!
#THIS IS NOT INVITING A CONVERSATION. NO MORE ASKS REGARDING THIS WILL BE ANSWERED#im not a huge fan of this ask honestly but i think at least something needs to be said#and that’s all nothin else will be said ever ever again#this is my blog and supposed to be my safe place#so. that’s all#i will not be linking this in my pinned that is a little bit bonkers#and to demand that of me is pretty disrespectful#i do not owe anyone anything#im just rambling now but i didnt want to have to talk about this so#voices in my head
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MITCHELL AKUTAGAWA EPISODE!!!!!!!!!!
#MITCHELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#///AND/// AKUTAGAWA EPISODE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And Yosano and Kenji spotlight too. Episode written precisely for my personal liking#Too bad no Atsushi then it would have been perfect (╥﹏╥) At least we got his voice in the episdoe preview#Alright I **LOVE** Mitchell. This is not the space to talk about it properly but I just really like how flawed she is‚#but also in a way that results funny and endearing. And I love love love how much she cares about her family and is loyal to it!!!#It makes her so noble and virtuous. I know she has so little screentime but really the way she's so harsh and in apparence self-absorbed–#But in reality so kind and altruistic... The way her hearsh ways are implied to be only a consequence of a life of struggles and her will–#to save her family's name through a noble behavior and appearance too... It makes her so complex and multilayered imo#AND just how her innate tendency to defend people spans out of her family too!!!!#In my interpretation she did NOT care for Hawthorne or like him. But she still gave her life for him because she just instinctively–#protects the people around her. I don't have any strong feelings for haw/mitch but like how to blame Hawthorne I would have–#fallen for her right that istant too.#Now to Akutagawa. I'm really endeared by this episode because I'm pretty sure that's when I started sympathizing with / liking him :')#Like that's the moment when the things Dark Era showed us and the canon Akutagawa behavior click together and the watcher goes “Oh. OH.”#At least I'm pretty sure it was for me. It's bittersweet but especially sweet.#One more thing is... Wow bsd really has been like *that* since the beginning hasn't it. It's kinda silly to think back to all the criticism#the latest arc got now.#The criticism regarding how the ridiculously high stakes have been solved seemingly effortlessly in a way that resulted very anticlimatic??#That's ALWAYS been there. “Oh no the ada is done for if they found out our base!!” *holds literally ZERO consequences*#“Oh no the Guild is done for if they destruct Zelda!!” *holds literally ZERO consequences*#“Oh no the Guild knows were our clerk is!!” *holds near to ZERO consequences*#And#“Oh no Akutagawa died!” “Oh no half world population was tuned in vampires!” “Oh no Fukuchi obtained One Order!”#“Oh no Chuuya is a vampire siding against Dazai!”#It's really the same‚ isn't it?#But like‚ we're still glad all of it happened right? Because it makes the experience enjoyable lol.#It's really about enjoying the ride I suppose.#I have more to ramble about but I've ran out of tags so I'll be doing it on my main blog reblog later#random rambles
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in the pokemon brain zone once again
ok so i feel like larry is honestly just something something overqualified meme of just being stuck in pokemon training
like, he was initially having fun with the whole pokemon raising and training thing, hell, using the geeta rival headcanon maybe she was his rival who got him involved. he grew up and was invited to be a gym leader and he was, obviously a good battler. inviting the area zero sorts of headcanon he has a very important role and would have to be a really skilled trainer. but its just like, not really any sort of passion anymore. like, either between the mental illness feels burnout or just, growing out of the phase, he only really keeps doing it because its just his most stable option and well if it aint broke dont fix it.
like i think hes grown past some jaded views he might have had towards being a league member, seen the job for what it is, and its gone from dream job to just... what gets the bills paid.
man im so close to derailing this post into my anti capitalism rant but rlly i just think larrys an old prune whos just not into the job anymore but trying to move on and do anything else is just not viable in this economy, hed have to start from zero relevant experience again and thats just not realistic.
#not regarding my old essay in this one from my main.....ill probably still rewrite it tbh#which. i may or may not be trying to write a sort of larry fic#ive shuffled between a reader or a character/oc x larry (even if the character is rlly just an excuse to not do a reader insert)#i wont finish it but hey lol#what ive been doing instead of artfight playing sv#pokemon#pokemon larry#larry pokemon#gym leader larry#elite four larry#pokemon scarvi#pokemon analysis#so yes i do use this blog 💜#not exactly an in depth analysis just something i noticed#not this one at least#looking at YOU OLD RANT I HATE#thats way too popular....hellworld for me Specifically#🌌sleeptalkings#🌌holding reality
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using my law & ethics class to judge eddie brock on his decision to protect his source re: the sin eater case
#listen man im not even a journalist nor am i going to become one why the fuck is this a required class for me to take .#why in the world am i reading about supreme court cases and learning how to not get arrested as a journalist. im not even a journalist#brot posts#v posting#sort of. for the main caption at least#me: i want to learn how to use various media and evidence-based methods to communicate science to various audiences#my program: okay so take this whole class about journalism#me AN ASTRONOMER who is never going to experience any of these situations: okay.#literally just imagining phil plait getting subpoenad or sued for libel/invasion of privacy for his bad astronomy blog posts. like.#rip to all of you (my classmates) but im built different#like okay this would be useful for science communication of OTHER fields of science like. climate and medical scientists#what with the contentious political environment we live in nowadays regarding public health and climate change#but im an astronomerrrrrr there's nothing controversial about astronomy except for like. flat earth and astrologyyyyyy#im not going to get arrested for Speaking The Sceintific Truth about astronomy DX#I AINT GALILEO !!!
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do you have a side account for other doodles or do you just have your yakuza accounts
i have many side accounts and theyre all for different fandoms i like so yes but do i have one central art account. Lol.
#snap chats#yeah no. no i dont LMAOOOO#thats kiiiiind of what my twitters meant for but. uh.#i get awkward bout posting art there that deviates from. whatever i mainly post bout at the time#like i post rgg on my twitter rn but once or twice i posted shadow and final fantasy art#but i felt so awkward i just. never did it again- esp since they received such low attention jveALVJAELKJ#and ik ik Post For Yourself Yadda Yadda but its always nice gettin encouragement but Moving On#if its art that deviates from the current franchise ive been posting about at the time#then i usually wait until ive accumulated a couple of pieces of art or like. i KNOW im gonna be locked in for a while to start posting ther#i get very awkward suddenly inflicting my new interests onto people. and thats why i like tumblr#whenever i feel myself begin to really like another thing i can just make a new blog and start anew#at the same time im not abandoning the other thing i like and i can keep em separate and not confuse anyone#but with twitter thaaatts like. a whole thing. i dont wanna make another email im too lazy#plus getting noticed on there is a LOT more difficult compared to tumblr- like once you have attention then youre set#but starting's annoying so. lol#all of this to say i mostly just keep a lot of my doodles to myself since theyre not fandom related and im too lazy for a central art acc#or at the very least its not for a fandom i have an account for/ive drawn enough of to warrant air dropping onto twitter like a nuke#again i feel awkward about mixing interests if i have the easy option to organize it in regards to tumblr so. yah
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that piece of work that u thought the eyes were a predator are in fact lion eyes! which is kind of a spoiler for the story, bc that's fanart for dungeon meshi. :) u were spot on about the themes and representation in that piece, so the manga might be up your alley? im afraid it's not very explicitly gory but it deals a lot with death and the cycles of life,
ah, dungeon meshi... the anime with the first new tumblr sexyman in decades... Mr. chipton, the dadboy
#i've been meaning to at least watch it#but i have to read berserk and watch jjk first. because of friendship#lowkey i forget fanart exists sometimes. everything is an original character design to me on this here guro blog#i embarrass myself in this regard on the regular#anyway there were like a thousand other things that were cool about that art piece like there was a whole lot going on on that canvas#but my brain and fingers grew tired so i just exhaled and hit that ''post'' button#anyway#answered#anon
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Me when i check ao3 and theres no iterator fics as always onxe agai
#no continuation of the old ones (except for 1 god bless its soul 💋). no new ones. nothing. that interests me#ive read this ive read that#im standing om my knees and hands and looking at the floor#WHY is therw so little content about them ?????????? Why did everyone abandon their works ????#im so desperate#thank god i even read on ao3. ficbook goes to hell for what it has to offer (regarding iterators. specifically ships)#talk.pmp#well at th very least i can always go cry about it on ma tumblr blog 🏄#I'll delete this post later#btw if you ever wrote iterator fic I'm looking at you luke yhis -> 😏 and smiling at yoy so kindly
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