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Tried to start chloe tings uhhhh 2021 weight loss challenge after my usual elliptical workout cause I'm hitting "the wall" now and I almost threw up bc my body isn't used to hiit let's gooo
#at least i got through one video#but this means I'll have to work my way up to doing all three in a day like the schedule says#meaning we're gonna be sitting at 275 for a minute but thats literally a okay#considering ive lost 10+ pounds this past month#weight loss#tw weight
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one of my favorite things about zedaph is that on a server full of people that find strange and oft-overlooked minecraft mechanics or rare events and then see just how far they can push them in the name of spectacle or efficiency or world-breaking, zed is over here finding these mechanics in order to do the weirdest things he can think of in as entertaining a manner as possible
like i 100% have faith in zedaph's theoretical ability to be just as efficient or spectacular or world-breaking. if he wanted to do that stuff, i trust that he absolutely could. but thats so far from being his priority. instead, hes going to spend around a week of irl time focused entirely on eventually having the good luck to spawn in something insanely rare so that he can convert it into something even rarer, the result of which being something that 99% of the server reacts with complete and utter shock that it even exists in the first place, just because its zany and funny and he wanted to. and i love that
#zedaph#hermitcraft#genuinely i adore the clucky few project im not even done watching the episode and i had to pause and make this post#i saw impulses video first and went ''that HAS to be some sort of datapack or something-''#only to immediately go ''no. no it cant be. because this is zed#and its practically a trademark of his to push the limits of the game as far as possible in the direction least expected#not for the purpose of efficiency or spectacle or intimidation or whatever like some players who push limits#but purely for the purpose of making something so funny you cant help but laugh at whats going on#and maybe being a bit impressed that he ever thought of it in the first place''#at which point i went ''holy shit. since its zed doing this. somehow he ACTUALLY got a villager on a chicken. with no cheats. thats INSANE'#i was relieved when i checked my subscriptions to see what the next video i had to watch was and saw he would be next in line#bc if i had to sit through 19 other hermits videos before i could watch his and find out what the fuck he was doing i would have been so sa#sidenote but i feel like a zed video where he interacts with this many other people all in the same video is so rare#idk i didnt watch season 9 and i know he started collabing a lot more w/ other hermits then#so maybe its not nearly as rare these days#but like the last one that *i* saw where he interacted with this many people at once was towards the end of season 8#when all the people he experimented on earlier in the season came back to experiment on him#and like i would like zeds videos with or without the collabs. but its a lot of fun to see him interact with people#so its very cool to me when he does it with a lot of people all in the same video
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various redraws of tsams thumbnails
#my art#daycare attendant#dca fandom#sundrop#sunnydrop#moondrop#their thumbnails with the weird face morphing on the 3d model are just. theyre so fascinating#they're also surprisingly good practice for me#i havent posted in a bit but i've been drawing a lot so i wanted to post something at least#dont ask me what videos these are from i have no idea. i just looked through all their thumbnails and got all the silly looking ones
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for the Sports Anime Olympics week, day 3... Ina11 Superpesis AU!
pesäpallo (a mix of baseball and a local game "kuningaspallo" from late 1800s) is the national sport of Finland, and Superpesis is the highest national league here. ig started suggesting me superpesis videos a while ago, so when the prompts were up for the week, I instantly knew what I wanted to draw for the AU!
my own knowledge is mostly based on playing pesis in elementary school gym lessons, but it's said to be paced faster than baseball, and apparently the pro players dive a lot? and home runs require a bit more tactic since you can't just blast off the ball with all your strenght.
ngl, the outifts look a bit simple to my own eye since all the superpesis outfits have a lot of ad logos which I was too lazy to draw.. but it was fun turning the soccer outfits into pesis uniforms!
and now the main reason for this AU: among the pesis videos I've seen, there's a specific place with the best videos: a stadium/play field in the west called "island field" where a river parts and goes past two sides of the small island the field is on. knowing that 1) there are no fences around the field, 2) if the ball hits in on the first bouce it basically won't be out no matter how far it goes, and 3) they have cameras set specifically to the river... it tells a lot what sometimes happens there:
here is the og video (and you can also find other cool clips on that account if you want to see pesis in action! they post mainly official league stuff, but the video side is partly curated for curious people)
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#oops this got little long... all my insp for the week went into this one au...#no read more this time guys I'm going to make yall at least browse through (in hopes that you'll watch the video)#((except that I forgot the “expand” thing lol oops))#these imgs are set on 2nd season (with random kudou as the referee because why not)#core memory: it was a tradition for 6th graders to play a friendly game against teachers on the last day of school before summer vacation#also in the art high school I went to.. we played against teachers before summer holidays... and the winners got baguettes as a prize#I don't know anyone who watches superpesis but I think almost all finns have childhood memories around the game#animeolympics2024#own art#inazuma eleven#Instagram
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#tw suicide#idk i feel like i am probably gonna kms after TIT#i would do it sooner but i asked one of my friends to come with me and it would suck if i made him go alone#and it is something to look forward to which is helping me hang on i guess#but ughhhh once uni starts again in september i know everything is gonna fall apart.#i already got an extension on my thesis due to being a useless shell of a person who can't motivate themselves to do anything atm#but i was supposed to get some work done over the summer and have so far done nothing#hence why i want to kms before i have to talk to my fucking supervisors again and admit yet again that i simply cannot do this 😭#and it's not just this. my executive dysfunction has been so bad over the past couple of years and it's only getting worse#to the point where i can't imagine being able to work at all. and if i can't work i can't get out of my parents house#and then what the fuck is the point.#every time i see someone on here talking about bonding with their parents over dnp I'm like damn what's it like#to have parents who actually want to talk to you DSFGJJKL i know they let me live in their house at my big age#but that's only bc id literally be homeless otherwise and they're not like evil. they just don't love me#also went through a deeply embarrassing breakup recently#tl;dr ive been in love with this person for over a decade and i thought they were the dan to my phil or vice versa.#then after 10 years they left me and i'll spare the details but it has me wondering if they ever loved me#i thought it was a “let's live together and get a cat one day” relationship#but now i feel like for them. it was just a “sex and video games” type situation#i am trying soooo hard to at least be creative bc that makes me happy sometimes but it's hard to not be overly critical of myself#and now im getting to a point where i can barely even find any joy in this space any more. for a bunch of reasons#most of which revolve around me being extremely sensitive. and this is like my last bastion of dopamine so that fucking sucks#idk i don't see the point in my life any more. a social worker actually told me recently that i should consider euthanasia so.#it's just completely over for me i fear#this is not even mentioning all the damn migraines. and all the other ways in which my body simply doesn't work properly#sorry for this weird ass vent I'm not in therapy any more bc i couldn't find a therapist willing to treat me+all my diagnoses at this point#and im scared my friends will stop wanting to talk to me if i talk to them about this. several of them already have#the 2 friends i have left anyway. that's a whole other thing. when they said it's hard for autistic ppl to make friends i took that persona#so uh at this point it's vent here or develop a substance abuse problem. and im already halfway to having a substance abuse problem#anyway dan and phil for the love of god please fucking post something tonight. unfortunately you are my only hope
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did my loveless ace self really just sink three hours of my life into a fucking dating sim?
#yes and i will do it again because i will SCORE all the POINTS and WIN at LOVE#ok good at least you can still tell im ace haha#listen i watched ddadds polarize this entire hellsite when it was a thing but i didnt have money at the time#so i saw it was 15 bucks of my adult technical degree money and decided to experience it for myself#to add to my aceness im just messaging all the dads methodically in the order they are displayed and got about halfway through#so far ive gotten S on every date except mat and that B is going to haunt my sleep#im an achiever when i play video games can you tell#the 'one chance at everything' vibe is kind of exciting in the moment sometimes and i get invested#and whats good about playing this game in adulthood is i can feel personally attacked by every old man bad knee joke#in a way i just wouldn't have in 2016 or whatever#i just love how pastel my ps4 menu is... my taste in books/movies/music is sgt sprinkes pinkie pie and my taste in games is canon pinkie pi#rhythm games and... apparently... this#ddadds#so the family of my increasingly less cryptic posts is all together
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i think itis funny in the past when i would list my interests as if i post abt them i donot post abt the shit im into rly Mainly bc im not rly Into Into anything anymore i occasionally watch or read or play something but i dont do fandom stuff rly much.... just sometimes i get brainworms
#do i still list my interests somewhere i dont knowwww#i just stopped rly being into fandom a few years ago combination depression antipathy + bad experiences in fandom spaces#but idk. me listing my interests didnt rly accomplish anything for anyone bc it was just like anddd just so you know i was crazy abt this#video game for a rly long time it probably wont ever come up again but it might maybe one day. yk. ig its just sharing info Which is one#supposes the point of all of this but idk#its not that im cagey abt my interests except that one which i cant talk abt publically bc its a triple a game and im embarassed abt it. no#anything bad im just embarrassed . its not anything any of my oomfies have ever posted abt either so its just for me. and lamp . and when#the third game comes out i might post very very very vaguely abt it ......... possibly.#but ya its like. idk i think you guys have to find out abt my plague tale obsession on your own through lived experience. aka just me seein#like the word king and randomly collapsing to the floor and going KING HUGO 😭😭😭😭😭 oh god hugo guys oh god . please play plague tale#i wish i had finished that tw thing i started making but then i got too focused on the color palette and making it look nice and i stopped.#umm tw child death animal death The plague some gorey stuff theres some cult things in the second game ummm. yeah ..... its rly special to#me tho i love those games PLAY PLAGUE TALE!!! and if u need more indepth tws ill give them to you even if i have to replay both games to#refresh my memory... lamp wont play plaguetale with me (not their speed) so im all alone </3 but i miss it i might replay soon... i wish i#was in like discord servers so i could play it on call w ppl or something <- is in discord servers but is shy and Also i feel like playing#game on call is like a level like 2 friendship thing and i cant even do level 1 friendship things like i feel i need to at least be talking#regularly in a server b4 i like try to do Calls in the server esp for plague tale bc its like a 1p game so wed need a rapport to like have#shit to talk abt and etc ..... i could just infodump abt the game but again i feel doing that to like strangers/oomfies would b weird. ik i#come on here and talk abt whatever i want but its like you guys dont Have to read this and its not like a server where Yeah im not talking#to one person but im still like Oh well ive sent a message and its in the channel and everybody just has to look at it and whatever.#but on here i post i nobody cares and it just gets pushed down and its Fine bc its not like anybody has to feel obliged to respond#which is fine. you know.. i just hate being like a nuisance i hate . idk how to phrase. imposing myself on others ig.. which is dumb bc the#i turn around and whine abt how i have no friends and its like Maybe that is bc you donot talk to anyone bc yr scared they will be annoyed#with you and you dont leave the house and have no interests to bond with ppl and etc. but basically the difference is ive written all this#and you guys can just not read it or you can just read it and ignore it and its different. even tho i am like addressing you and i do have#like. weird parasocial thing with My followers or whatever where i talk directly to you YES YOU! reading this. IDKK im rambling so much i#dont know what im talking abt anymore. i proooooobably need to go to sleep im hungry tho but im not but i am. but i think my sleep is getti#off schedule again i had trouble sleeping yesterday too... ugh
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sweet sweet re:kinder community... I would like to ask y'all how you came upon the game and your experiences with it because i wanna know. im genuinely so curious to hear about other people's experiences and little opinions about this game because of how wild the game is (/pos) I'd love to hear it. do ramble to me about it
#re:kinder#not art#so in my case i once saw someone talk about it in a video and some scenes with the very vague context really struck with me#i was like wow...that is so sad... i wonder what goes on#but the thing is i watch videos talking about games like that ALLL THE TIME while im multi-tasking so i FORGOT FOR A YEAR?!?!?#until one day i was sick in pain on my bed could not move. and then it came to me. yes. “RE:KINDER. I SHOULD PLAY IT.” LIKE OUT OF NOWHERE#i will never understand how i dying of pain remembered a game i saw once BY NAME AT LEAST A YEAR LATER when jve heard of so many games#and you wanna know why it stuck with me. i saw in the video an image of the “as if id be reborn as a princess” line#i did not know the context but it was devastating#AND WHEN I PLAYED THE GAME when that scene game i was shocked to silence😭😭 BECAUSE I BASICALLY WENT COMPLETELY BLIND??#I DID NOT KNOW THE LITTLE KID WOULD BE THE ANTAGONIST???? AND THAT HE WOULD HAVE SUCH A SAD STORY??#like. i saw the sad coming i knew it was bound to happen yet i could have never been prepared for how hard it would hit me#I HAD TONS OF FUN but at first when i finished it i was so confused and so lost i was like welll.....what a game... TOO STUNNED FOR WORDS#then i thoughr of it for 20 minutes and bawled my eyes out and realized it was art#so when i got to my second playthrough i CRIED LIKE CRAZYYY😭😭 I WAS BLOWN AWAY IT REALLY HITS YOU#personally it admittedly hit close to home and while it made me bawl my eyes out it was also very comforting i felt very understood#AND IT WAS CRAZY FUN TOO i was not bored once the first time i played through it i was sleepy but i was so excited to keep playing😭😭#its funnt becayse i was initially apprehensive about playing cuz im sensitive to stories where sad things happen to kids#but i played it regardless because i was like “but what if its one of those scary media that hit close to home and i enjoy”#AND I WAS RIGHT. BUT NOT ENTIRELY BECAUSE I DID NOT THINK IT WOULD HIT AS INTENSELY AS IT DID😭😭 IT WAS MYCH MORE THAN EXPEVTED#many ways in which it impacted me but if i started listing them i would not shut up . so for now it is enough#IN SUMMARY WOW.. WHAY A GOOD GAME!! PLAY RE:KINDER!!!#i rambled more than i intended to i do apologize
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I have made a THING! It is a music video to Owl City's song Fireflies!
It is mostly footage I have randomly taken over the years playing Sky children. It was so much fun going through the recordings, so many good memories! And sadly so many friends I dont see any more.
I am really proud of this :D
I hope yall like it too!
#sky children of the light#Music video#Owl city fireflies#Sky children#sky cotl#I have never actually done one if these before!#I worked really hard on it and tried my best!#This is actually version 3 🤣 i got feedback from my friends and adjusted it a bit!#This was so fun but oh man did it take forever! I probably spent at least 40hrs on it!#I have like 1k videos of sky#Most are really short but i am not joking. It took days to go through them and i was fast forwarding a LOT#Most are like 30 secs from switch#But i have ones that are over an hour each#I want to do more of these#I have IDEAS
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y'all my bass skills are goin 2 waste. i gotta learn how to use mine as a video game controller b/c it would be very cool and funny
#my skills ARE going to waste tho i got SO GOOD#unfortunately with my job it's just more Pain to put my fingers through waauuughhh#i'm the video game boy; i'm the one who wins! 。・゚✫ ooc#like. at the very least necrodancer would be a BUNCH of fun.
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Still normal don’t even worry about it (Patreon)
#Doodles#ADHD#I was Very nice to my fixation - when it was fixated on the thing I wanted it to be lol#Honestly I wasn't even that mean about the two (2!!) other things it wanted to brain-focus on#Mad about it but in that dopamine way lol#''Can we please get dopamine from this thing and not those other things? Please'' ''Lol''#That is not an answer!#It is honestly still really interesting data :0#I've still never successfully forced a fixation but this is at least the second time I've continued a falling fixation#I wonder what the through-line is hahaha <knows the through-line#I was actually very resistant to fixating on the other things because my pride got in the way again lol#To the point where I didn't even write them down until recently pffft yeah that's how that works#''If I don't write them down then they don't count'' Uh Huh#Even if there are Some similarities to the last time I forcefully refixated there are still enough differences to make for interesting data#Like how the last time I had three in conflict did Not go well it was very rough on my brain - but this time was nice :D#Probably helps that the two-pair were kinda-sort from the same source so really I guess it Could be argued that it was just two in conflict#But I'm not counting it that way and since it's my brain and I make the rules that's what matters lol#The next set is one of the fixations you all saw the TV Guide for this week it's fine lol#The other - it's another video game but hmmm I might see about making fanart if/when I actually get to play it myself#It's very silly so I'm gonna hold onto it for a bit longer haha
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Honestly, I really want a game where there’s a story, but there’s no dialogue between any characters, and the only way to figure out the story is through things like item descriptions, details in the character design and backgrounds, and leitmotifs in the music
I’m sure games like this already exist, but I still would love to see one.
Or heck, I’d make one myself, only I don’t know how to program a game or what the story’d be
#also none of the characters have names at least not in game#I like to imagine this game as like a puzzle box for a community to solve#I think I got the idea from watching Game Theory trying to solve Minecraft (and/or FNAF)#and like it just seems really fun to have a game and give it to a community to solve#not because you want attention but just because you want to give them a puzzle to work together to solve you know?#but also like you can still play the game and not be confused all the way through#I feel like a bunch of indie horror games do this#I don’t want this one to be an indie horror though#the most I have for ideas is that it all takes place in a giant fortress/citadel/castle#and it’s 2D#maybe like a Metroidvania style game? I think that’d be neat#video games#video game idea#video game design#random stuff
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#rant cw#🌙.txt#i'm genuinely so scared rn 😃 i'm trying to distract myself and have fun but it's so hard#like. i know i'm privileged bc at least i have a safe place to stay and i could make it here before everything got worse#and i know there are people going through much worse than me#but i'm TERRIFIED bc there's a high chance we might actually lose everything this time bc this flood is SO much worse than the last one#and if we lose everything then what the fuck are we gonna do...#how many times are we gonna have to deal with this kind of situation#i couldn't sleep bc i was too anxious and now i'm tired#and i just saw a video of a bunch of cows being DRAGGED by the fcking water and they looked so scared :(#i keep crying i feel so powerless#bc literally the only thing i can do is wait and pray that the damage won't be bad to the point where we can't recover from it#i'm sorry i keep posting about this and again i know i'm more privileged than a LOT of people#but i just need to vent bc i honestly have never felt this scared in my life#i'll try to at least take a nap now tho. i need some rest
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Listening to Nick Crowley is weird because I always get invested by the storytelling, but I always get so worried about the stories told, that I tend to just look up how the story ends. It's basically hearing the tension in the first minute or two and just going, "Alright, how bad is this one just so I don't have a heart attack."
And in all honesty, I'm so much more shocked on the occasion that they have a happy ending.
#nick crowley#i guess the same kinda applies to savox but not nearly as much simply because his style is far more straightforward#i'm just starting off with the “darkest channels 6” video and already took a small look into the first story and yeah it's not good#like i mean it it's one of the most horrible things i've heard in a while on youtube#rest in peace chyenne you deserved so much better#and i already got at least some idea of the third story through the comments#these videos are so well-made but i'm amazed that they haven't given me a lifetime's worth of nightmares at this point
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I'm very normal about Piranha Plants on Parade you can trust me with your country's most valuable resource I won't feed it to my Dinosaur Creature to see if it'll make him sing trust me.
#Emile's Arts#Mario Self Insert#Mario isn't even IN THIS ONE it's just ME and my PUBBY#I like to imagine Wonder Flowers are at least semi sentient#In that way most plants in Hive Mind situations are so they send other plants signals and receive ones back#They communicate#So what the Wonder Flower does when the Wonder energy is released is based on what the other plants around it may want#I am.. Debating considering Pipes in the Mario universe as Plants#Like.. Thick hollow grass...#Is that stupid? Maybe but I like the concept#Sense plants are a lot more sentient in the Mario Universe than irl and also a lot bigger#I was listening to a video yesterday of someone popping open Bamboo stalks#And it sounded to me like a less echoy version of the Pipe Sound#That's like. Unrelated.#Wonder Flowers do whatever they want they cannot be controlled#I think the game's got it backwards though#The Flower absorbs the Wonder Power and the Seed releases it#That's why the seed only appears after activating a flower#It spreads it's seeds through contact#That's my current theory anyway#I haven't like. played the game. I don't own it. I don't have money#But I did watch all the way up to the first Junior fight and a compilation of all the Musical Levels#And Piranha Plants on Parade at least 50 times on it's own now#So I feel like I know everything (I do not)#BUT I WILL#Florian was like 'Yeah I'll lend you a flower just be sure to bring back the seed okay?'#And then I had to call him I could not bring back the seed my dog ate it...
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This was not how I expected this morning to go. Woke up very early and couldn't go back to sleep (bad memories took over), so I decided to do the dishes early. Opened the dishwasher to find an almost completely rusted through tine. Spent over an hour looking up if it was still safe to use (yes, but pots and metal utensils will likely start developing rust if you wash them in it), are replacement parts available, and how to do home repairs. Final verdict was that if parts are available for this particular model I can't find them. Everything just says compatible but will cost between $100 and $250. Repair kits will take a week to arrive and will take several days to complete (that's the route I'm probably going to go for now). Then my one smart braincell finally came online and was like "why don't we just remove that row?" Ten seconds later and one chipped nail, it was off and the dishwasher is good to go again. I made things infinitely more complicated for myself though lol, so now I'm a bit stressed.
#vent post#I'm going to take my time now and watch more repair videos before i settle on which kit to get#since i got it off and there's no other rusted through spots yet I've got time#there are a few discolored places that I'll look at closer later#still might try just getting a replacement rack but I'll make my partner find one#or at least confirm the ones i found will work
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