#at least I’m better now
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It’s crazy how even a little sickness caused me to lose all motivation in my writing. I always saw myself as a sickly author from the 19th century suffering from whatever maladies my poor immune system couldn’t handle.
Really, though, I’m more like a puddle a mucus top tired to move— like a slug who’s gone too long without food.
#at least I’m better now#it was just a depressing and anxiety inducing time#the fact that I was worried about going homeless while being sick is stupid#writeblr#2024#writing#creative writing#writers on tumblr#aspiring writer#trans#writing community#writer#writers#writing humor#humor#writer life#writing struggles#writer problems#writer stuff#sickness#lolz
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William Afton has top tier FNAF parenting skills
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#willaim afton#henry emily#dave afton#david afton#cc fnaf#evan afton#afton family#fredbear#fnaf survival logbook#fnaf 4#HUGE day for cc enjoyers#idk if yall seen Hyper Droids theory on CCs actual name#seeing a lot of the names was a stretch of how they were found etc#I think it checks out BAHA#I’m usually hesitant to use any name for cc outside of cc#but I think Dave/David makes sense#it especially fits better with his siblings names#Michael Elizabeth and David#I can’t believe William forgot his own sons name ohh noo#top tier parenting grade A for will#but least cc is use to being called the wrong things#sorry lil man we didn’t figure this out for so long#I’m so glad I can call him by a name now over CC though 🩵
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Over the weekend I had a spiritual experience and realized I was living in a form of idolatry… turns out filtering your thoughts through fictional properties and obsessing over things that aren’t real actually hurts you. Not to say that I’m not allowed to enjoy something that is fictional, but early-childhood escapism can grow bigger over the years into something that makes you start to ignore reality.
It’s a lot of words to say that, update: I’m probably not going to post a lot of fandom stuff anymore.
I’m not saying not ever. But I’m just in a very transitional state right now, and I’ve been going through a lot of faith-based stuff over the past month due to anxiety and stuff. I don’t know what my future is going to look like, but I might as well be transparent about the state of things. I still like the Psychonauts games… and I think it has a lot of good things to say, but deep down, it thought it would save me from some nebulous thing from my past and present, like my previous obsessions. But it can’t. No fictional property can, unfortunately. Some say that fandom is like a religion, and in a lot of ways that’s correct.
Just… be careful out there.
#shelti rambles#religion… I guess?#I’m okay#at least I’m better now#if you want to unfollow I completely understand and hope you have a lovely day#but if you do stick around… I can wait to see what happens too#I’ve been working on my book so that’s exciting#if I ever getting around to drawing the characters maybe I’ll put that here?#again. I don’t know. I’m just trying to be transparent.
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the fact that kevin day also witnessed a man being chopped up in the tower at evermore after neil’s audition is mad, and it’s something that is very much not addressed ever. like, maybe part of kevin was so accepting of how things were in the nest because he knew that this is the second branch, and if he were to leave, he’d become the main branch’s problem because he knows too much, and the main branch casually chops men up as a warning to literal children. and then he’s still called a coward for leaving ?? but also a coward for wanting to go back to make the inevitable less painful for him ??? and that’s not even considering what riko and tetusji did to him specifically, before even jean arrived at the nest. and his mother’s death would’ve been quite recent at that point. just insane.
#like i’m pretty sure the man being chopped up was the final straw for mary to take neil and run#and kevin saw that and wasn’t allowed to leave#so he accepted that maybe where he is is the better of two options and decided it’s okay because at least he gets to play exy#so exy became his only escape because if he was so scared that if he were to leave the nest he’d be the next one given to the butcher#it’s not until he doesn’t have exy anymore cause riko took it from him that he leaves#god i have so many thoughts but i am going to stop now#aftg#all for the game#kevin day#neil josten#so you’ll believe that neil was scared of nathan for a good reason but won’t believe kevin was scared of riko for good reason#(i said i’d stop but i did not)#and tetsuji#like even in tsc kevin is still calling tetsuji the master without hesitation
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Princess Stan and Dragon Ford haunt me please send help
Dragon Ford and Princess Stan by @dark-lord-of-awesomeness
#art#my art#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#gravity falls fic#stan pines#ford pines#dragon ford#princess Stan#digital art#gravity falls is my favorite fandom cause it forces me to learn to draw new stuff#like hands cause they were hard but hey now you must add an extra finger so you better get semi good at that!#and now semi realistic eyes cause hey YOURE vision ain’t gonna look as good if they’re cartoony#and also at least make a cat that looks vaguely like a cat cause now everyone is a a cat! still working on that one#what’s gonna be next???#so exciting XD#I sound annoyed but I’m not this is awesome actually
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Melissa Thalia Howell, Lou's mother.
#the woman with the most devastatingly beautiful blue eyes#or Mellie if you're Lucian Carranza lol#Gorgeous woman wicked heart#she's doing better mentally though#for now at least#*melissa howell#lykaia#my characters#render#ts4 render#queue#hello from the past lol#when we get into her sorry and find out how much irreparable damage Lucian caused to her psyche#mama was unwell fr#I’m getting good at making white people! I’ve improved! errbody clap
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I got a comment on the pilot that said they were happy to see that Felicity wasn’t just a one note mean girl, but showed that she had her own struggles and anxieties as well, which was nice to read.
I wouldn’t say I’m making anything groundbreaking when it comes to Lumi— it’s the furthest thing from that, actually— but I’m really happy that I managed to at least show off everyone’s characters in a way that showed they were much more than what they were presented as (as tropey as they might seem).
#if that makes any sense at all haha words hard#it’s one of my favorite things to write in terms of characters exploring the complexities and depths that come with them#Felicity’s especially was fun to dig into at least a little#although the trope of mean girl has a secret soft side has been done to death it’s one of my favorites I can’t lie#it hits so much harder though when the character still acts like a jerk even with that#I wish I could have done a little better with Mika though looking back— I think the boards where he chuckles nervously before running away#to join Felicity could have been dug into a bit more!#his crush on Felicity isn’t just the main thing about him— such as food with Holden#but I was pleasantly surprised to see that folks didn’t see them that way and even witth the more tropey aspects they saw glimpses of their#characters beneath it#I’m kinda just rambling in the tags now wahahaha#but gosh just character writing is so fun!! I love it!
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I Survived the “V is Coming” Edging Campaign and All I Got Was the Urge to Burst
#and I’m expected to go to sleep now!!?!?#the band ghost#papa v perpetua#we’d better be getting a chapter that gives us more insight to this guy#though…it’s interesting innit?#two purple Papas who’ve both been in music videos#wherein one man’s fall makes him turn into the Papa we know#I know it’s symbolic at least here but. I find it interest if coincidental Mayhaps
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I think one of the saddest things about Veilguard is that I have no reason to replay it after a thorough playthrough (I did all side quests and only missed a couple evanuris statues and a couple codex entries). Forget about desire to replay it (there is none), there is legitimately no reason. The narrative is so linear and the most impactful choices that you do at the end are not dependent on choices you’ve made in dialogue, but whether you have ground out companion and faction quests. The results of this are not even compelling. It’s good or bad endings. I don’t even care to romance another companion because of how short and bland those storylines are (they are literally only 20min on YouTube) despite my playthrough not having the romance canon to my world state. And, world state only means something to me because I can only think of two choices that might be relevant in future games.
#lol this is me feeling better about Veilguard than I did the day after I finished it lol#I’m just so confused about how we got this game#it’s so clumsy honestly#I don’t know how we got this writing and these story mechanics#it’s unbelievably hollow and devoid of what i loved about the previous games#at least now i’m in a place where i can take solas’ ending and what happened to the griffons and ignore everyone else#dragon age critical#Veilguard critical#BioWare critical#dragon age spoilers#Veilguard spoilers#dragon age: Veilguard spoilers#spoilers
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I received a vision and had to doodle it immediately
#keese draws#isat#isat spoilers#new game+#isat loop#if I were a less biased man I would have done this fully with loop but I am biased so they get one concept in the corner <3#and technically the rest of the sasasaap party are there too but I’m not tagging them that feels mean#anyways my bias comes from the leader for erm. tee hee. reasons.#oh important context this is my comicfrin and their party 👍#speaking of#oc posting#I’m not sure if I’ve been putting them in my oc tag but they get to go there now#the party I mean even if I’m also completely making shit up with chou#but yeah chou tanking the forced memory loss since they already basically forgot everything erased#everyone else is not tanking it as well for many Many reasons#anyways shout out to this hypothetical au for being a better version of the normal star guide chou au because with the rest of the party#at least one of these fuckers would actually help saapfrin eventually#well yknow try to help#chou would probably still be largely uncooperative and kicking and screaming every step of the way but not much they could do abt it
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Hooray!!! we’re an hour into weird girl wednezday!!!



it goes without saying, but always remember that
SHE (michael, newborn and regular)
is weird.
a weird girl…
#the monkees#mike nesmith#michael nesmith#weird girl wednezday#great week for newborn mike… my god… he’s so small… and so? ears? you can see them because he has no hair. none at all.#i made newborn mike my phone home screen so i can see him every day#my leg feels better that’s good i like couldn’t walk last week but we’ve moved past that i guess and now it’s weird girl wednezday again!!!!#i’m so happy !!!#people are reading neftoon zamora. i got like everything i need to get for my classes done. im preparing for work this summer. things are#pretty golden and i’m getting through the tricky stuff. well pull through friends#okay rant over. it’s 1:18 am. i’ve got class at 8:20 in the morning and i’ve gotta walk through the snow but at least i won’t be in pain#anymore. peace and love ✌️
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Chapter 4 of Easy as 123 is LIVE! 📺
And look! More wonderful art from @racketti <3 He really understood the assignment (commission) and brought Mr. H to life! 🥹♥️ I’m so obsessed. Thank you again, my friend!!
#thank you again Racketti I love love love love the pieces 😍😍#as for the fic I still have a few chapter written and ready to post so for the next few weeks I’ll at least be posting this on schedule#but yeah prayer circle for me so I can adjust quickly and that my creative juices start flowing again#because right now it’s like that entire section of my brain is powered off to conserve energy#<3 thank you to those that reached out I love yall sm#billy hargrove#steve harrington#harringrove#easy as 123#racketti#art by racketti#art commissions#my writing#write Rae write#stranger things#stranger things au#stranger things fanart#famous Steve Harrington#kids show tv host Steve Harrington#stranger things fanfic#Harringrove fanfic#Billy Hargrove centric#billy hargrove deserved better#and I’m giving it to him dammit
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Do not be surprised when the bird you caged pecks at your eye.
Click for Quality
A sorta follow-up to this piece (<- link)
#she deserves to kill her bitch ass husband ok.#will this make her get better mentally? no of course not. because she my favorite character.#and all my favorite characters have to suffer immense trauma. because I’m normal#but hey! at least that bastard is dead now!#aria draws#digital art#digital drawing#fanart#oc#oc art#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#gf#gf fanart#gravity falls comic#gf comic#gravity falls oc#gf oc#tbob#tbob fanart#the book of bill#book of bill#abigale blackwing#Abigale northwest#northwest#tw murder#tw blood#it’s purple but like. yknow.
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fuckkk i hate cooking, i made beef stew for the first time in years so i used a recipe from the internet, and it called for 4 cups of broth which sounded like a wildly small amount (vs i use 4-5x that much when making chicken soup) so i doubled the recipe. but i guess when it said “3 big potatoes” etc it actually meant “3 medium-small potatoes” etc bc when i put the veggies in there was WAY too many veggies. i had to add another four cups of beef broth AND take like 20% of the veggies back out to get to a point where the broth was actually covering all the veggies and it was possible to stir. i have so much beef stew, bitches help


#everyone please come to my house right now and help me eat this stew#god. it better taste good at least. i’m gonna be so mad if it doesn’t#silverstarschat
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Idk if I’m just mishearing things, but
I swear she says “my name is Diner” and not “my name is Dinah”
I’ve watched this clip like 7 times (╥︣﹏᷅╥᷅) I SWEAR SHE SAYS DINER
(Unrelated but I think this is the first time I’ve reached the tag limit on a post)
#stex#starlight express#dinah the dining car#me!#no hate if she does say Diner btw#I am NOT hating on actors today#I’m just questioning what she says#also giant unrelated yap coming in#like very corny#I don’t think people on tumblr care about that#but just know#it’s pretty corny I can admit#SO#I did like a lot of research into otherkin and all that stuff because I got an ask a few days ago#and I feel so much better#I feel right when thinking of myself as Dinah#y’know?#it genuinely makes me happy and ik that’s dumb#but I feel so much better after acknowledging all this stuff#I want to refer to her as me#but#ik at least 3 out of 4 of my irls who follow me will think it’s weird#and ik it shouldn’t matter#but it really REALLy does!#I will make a post referring to Dinah in the first person and I will be really happy!#I do it naturally in my head but I always have to fix it before I post#at first with this post I wrote that is NOT my name (╥︣﹏᷅╥᷅)#but then I was like uhhh idk what if everyone thinks I’m a loser and they hate me#I’ll hopefully get over it at some point and be very happy#but for now I’ll just do it in my head and feel normal there
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what-the-fuck-khr’s most popular sky is tsunayoshi! he won with 38.6% out of 10 characters!
#sawada tsunayoshi#khr#katekyo hitman reborn#27#72#my shit#manga coloring#manga colouring#khredit#khrgraphics#teehee hi. the winner got a prize congrats#‘most popular’ is generous obviously but I figure that’s about the gist of it anyway!#it’d be nice to do a much longer one#y’know to get a better look at the answers but for now#this is just for fun!!#I also chose a panel to test me!! it’s been a while y’know#so I chose a panel/page I would typically avoid at all costs HAHA so I had to do some work#had to clean him up a bit. fiddle with the shadowing bc of his forehead flame#his hair………….. not fond of but alas#is it my best work ever on planet earth?#absolutely not lmfao. but I’m pleased with it nonetheless at least#additionally I don’t usually add watermarks on my shit#and if I do I do it on Instagram with a different username#but I wanted to for this bc. y’know. obviously#also yes leaving the Japanese characters black was a stylistic choice#didn’t wanna deal with them and fiddling with them next to the flames so…….
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