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fluffybellyhog99 · 9 months ago
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New ASMR Out:
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ricecake-eaterr · 7 months ago
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111 things to do instead of eating
go on a walk
drink water
clean your room
reorganize your bookshelf
learn to draw/draw something new
learn to knit/crochet
apply for jobs
do yoga
paint your nails
do laundry
do your makeup
take a nap
design a new phone layout
change your bedsheets
skincare
wash the dishes
read a book
deep dive into a niche topic
go to the mall
online window shopping
clean out your closet
meditate
do online quizzes
play coolmathgames
empty your email inbox
make a bullet journal
scrapbook
plan a fake vacation
look at expensive houses on zillow
do your duolingo lesson
make a mood board
sing karaoke
learn an instrument
burn a cd
make hyper specific playlists
bake things to give away
go swimming
make a funny powerpoint presentation
watch movies
start a new tv show
listen to a podcast
hang out with friends
paint something
make decorations for your room
make stickers
write a book
learn to sew
upcycle clothes
make a bucket list
write a diary
look at thinspo
start a youtube channel
start a podcast
do a puzzle
plan out outfits
make a collage
scroll tumblr
learn a new sport
make a new friend
study
do your homework
watch a video essay
do pilates
take a bubble bath
create a website
create an aesthetic ed journal
watch diet vlogs
watch mukbangs
make a style book
make a tiktok
learn origami
learn morse code
learn scratch coding
write media analysis
play geoguesser
plan your meals
dust everything
learn a dance
do a coloring book
update your resume
clean your car
find a pen pal
clean your makeup brushes
try new makeup styles
make a tier list
write love letters
make slime
call a relative
start a free course
critique old philosophy
plan your dream house
learn how to invest
go grocery shopping
make an amazon wishlist
scroll twitter
brush your teeth
write a poem
stretch
listen to asmr
do some manifesting
go to the library
play just dance
play random free steam games
make some tea
play with your pet
go people watching
start a garden
go for a drive
do some volunteering
play a board game
have a photo shoot
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starlight-incarnate · 5 months ago
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House of Feänor as Aesthetics:
Fëanor  —  loud voice, commanding presence, analytical, natural leader, piercing eyes, foggy hillsides, black boots, tipping their head back to breathe the air, mirrored lakes and everything below the surface, tearing leaves from trees, blunt sarcasm, long dark hair, deep sleeper, rotting tree stumps, black leather jacket, songs that makes you want to create a storm, rebellious, ambition, unstoppable passion, fast trains, polaroids, empty castles.
Maedhros — walking silently, stronger due to all the stuff meant to kill them, ignoring their mental health issues, fiery red hair, crumbling marble, oversized hoodies, raw voice, lingering touches, faint music in the distance, calming down from a panic attack, long heavy cloaks, cold hands, disillusioned with the world, insomnia, unhealthy habits, sighs made visible by cold night air, strong hugs, never sleeps, loud music, freckles, dark under-eyes.
Maglor — hypnotising smiles, a broken mind, melancholy, driving through mountains and the woods, iced coffee, the faint feeling of raindrops on your cheeks, ripped jeans, tight hugs, whispered compliments, deep conversations, late night texts, nimble hands, thin blades, white lilies, vertigo, unkept journals, lightning and thunder, rhythms so raw the heartbreak is showing, shattered glass, walking alone on a cold night, silver necklaces, regret.
Celegorm — bright eyes, climbing rock formations, cold-hearted, hard breathing after running, wood cabins, gladiator arenas, wicked smiles, twisted branches, wild hair, growing more and more dangerous, night drives, adrenaline rushes, bruises, bloody cloaks, running from society, breathless laughing, that animalistic unpredictability, silver and leather bracelets, strong coffee after a sleepless night, city lights from a high rise, addiction, barking dogs, hurricanes.
Caranthir — ironic smirks, bitten nails painted black, lightning in summer, empty threats, sunglasses hiding dead eyes, thick chain jewellery, temperamental, goes to car races just to watch the crashes, deep glares, tongue/lip piercings, midnight walks, lightbulbs burning out, diamonds, crushed ice, a glint of cat eyes in the dark, gold coins in storm drains, cold hands, storm clouds rolling in, theatres, suppressed emotions, wrought iron gates, motorcycles. 
Curufin — cherries and Diet Coke, white marble, a studio apartment on the 67th floor, tattoos, neon lights, sweetened coffee, smudged makeup, too-loud music, cursive notes written in red ink, veiny forearms, sharp canines, fresh snowfall, high rise buildings, white light, sheer robes with nothing underneath, fog, stained glass windows, colourful hair, slow heartbeats, long-forgotten love, cold mountaintops, eternal silence.
Amrod — burnished copper, feverish eyes, hues of orange and gold, stars and spades, brewing tea, freckles, hardwood floors, poisonous flowers, listens to Hozier, messy hair, fake circle glasses, bullet point notes on a restaurant napkin, comfortable silence, broken wings on insects, old hungers, the whispering of trees, kicking stones on deserted paths, forgotten places, origami stars, old overgrown stone castles, morning mist, horse riding.
Amras  —  misplaced keys, wandering aimlessly, selectively mute, deep lakes hiding secrets, pine trees, restless nights, misunderstood, reliving the same day over and over again, graphic tees, dead moths, visual mind, muffled screams into a pillow, listens to asmr, doc martens, profanity, burned cigarettes, zoning out often, heart fluttering nervously, confusing satellites for stars, comic filled bookshelves, radios, old jeeps, glowing keyboards.
Celebrimbor — ravens, white-hot metal, the darkest shade of black, glittering skin, low waist pants, stars falling, the heat lingering in the evening, petals falling off dead flowers, trusting the wrong people, blue veins, cobblestone paths, linoleum tiles, bruises/scars easily, the heat lingering in the evening, cities awake late, card games, overanalysing everything, shiny fabrics, the slamming of a shot glass, the sting of betrayal.
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yandere-kokeshi · 11 months ago
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dad ghost and ucle soap doing something for me so what if their adopted (read :kidnapped) kid secretly a mermaid?
— Yandere Dad! Ghost and Uncle! Soap with a mermaid kiddo
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Warnings: yandere behavior, fantasy AU, and all Platonic!
A/N: This was fun to write! Enjoy!
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It’s hard to keep this secret, no? Being a whole different species and forced to hide your ‘real-self’ is a pain, and once these two find out, they’re flabbergasted; looking at each other with wide eyes. And once, in their lives, they have no idea what to do. A good ‘welp…’ coming out of Johnny as Dad! Ghost stands there, unsure what to do or how to properly respond to the situation. 
Despite their surprised state, they quickly adapt — equally getting fascinated, and wondering how the hell you’ve hidden this for so long, without anybody knowing. 
Within a span of a couple of days, they educate themselves on you and your sea life. Buying books, reading internet articles, and sharing their own questions with you. They even go in depth about what your diet is, how your body works, if there’s any more mermaids like you, or if you eat fish. Of course, Uncle! Soap asks if you’re a siren, there are a lot of common traits in both of them, and honestly asks if you can sing. 
Despite your obvious need for water for survival, they both understand the phrase, “clean water”, and they both work on getting an enormous pool built just for you. Even if the cabin of a house is built deep in the mountains, you have a large pathway to a lake that they own; a sum of water that’s clean, and deep enough to discover minerals and kelp. 
They enjoy watching you swim, smiling at your happy state, and whilst Dad! Ghost won’t join you in the water, rather watching from afar as he reads on files or such. But as for, Uncle! Soap, he will literally cannonball himself into the water. 
Opposed to your lovely uncle, he’s quite touchy and loves to touch your tail. Of course, he won’t touch it if he sees you annoyed, or if you say no. But, when he gets the chance, he likes to admire the different shapes, scales, colors, and weight of your fins. 
As for Dad! Ghost, he’s oddly attentive to you. Whilst you know your body better than anybody else, he still tries to care for you. He goes out of his way to buy you special cream to keep your tail moisturized, ensure you’re hydrated enough, and keeping your gills healthy; looking for any tears or wounds of any kind. 
Uncle! Soap can be a menace with his teasing, and when you’re being snarky or breaking a few rules, he’ll joke that he’ll make sushi outta your tail. Of course, Ghost hits him in the back of the head. But he wouldn’t do that… would he?
They both work together — very hardly — to ensure the government doesn’t find out about you. They know what it’s capable of, people kidnapping you and poking you with needles to find out more information; keeping you captive like a pet. And they’ve both promised, as your guardians, that nothing like that will ever happen whilst they’re breathing. 
And because of that, they will execute any type of threats possible. If they see your friends getting suspicious, one day they randomly ‘disappear’. Any type of adults asking specific questions, or why you like the water so much, are found dead on the news.  
They both understand how much water means to you, which at times, Uncle! Soap sometimes suggests moving, and building a house near the salty sea; a place where you’re visibly comfortable and feel like you belong. He might even recommend taking a few trips back to Scotland a few times a year, letting you swim in the large lakes.
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genshin-obsessed · 1 year ago
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Hii! Hope you're having an amazing day! Can I request scaramouche, baizhu and dottore with a reader that can't sleep at night because of nightmares? They can only sleep 2-3 hours max before waking up because of another nightmare. I've been having night terrors recently out of blue so maybe some comfort might help with the issue ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ
✧ Hiya! Super cute, thanks for the request! I believe this is my first time writing for Baizhu which is suprising bc he's one of my faves. Sorry this took so long btw! ✧ Also, I genuinely feel for anyone who suffers with night terrors, I couldn't imagine what that would be like.
✧ Characters: Baizhu, Dottore, Scaramouche
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✧ Baizhu
Being a doctor, he did have some experience with night terrors before. He is wary of medication, as he knows that’s not a permanent solution.
Not only that, but night terrors have underlying conditions, which are easier to treat than the terrors, themselves. So, he'll try to work with that.
Of course, he's beside you every single night when you sleep. So, if you're thrashing or screaming, he can calm you and bring you back to reality. 2-3 hours a night isn’t enough sleep, so he’ll usually ease your stress and help you rest some more.
Getting better is going to take a long time, that's something you'll need to come to terms with but it is possible. One thing is for sure, Baizhu will never give up.
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✧ Dottore
He’s certainly seen cases before. Both mild night terrors and severe ones. He does have a few ideas to help them.
The last resort is medication for him, since it’s not the best thing to use to treat night terrors. The lack of sleep is the most worrisome for him, 2-3 is detrimental to the body.
Night terrors are frightening for both parties to deal with, so he takes it extremely seriously. It’s pretty much top priority for him. As mentioned earlier, he works on your sleeping the most. You need to sleep at least 7 hours a night.
You can expect him to be beside you every single night when you try to sleep. He’ll bring his research with him or a book, or even if he’s sleeping with you. He’ll hold your hand and even talk to you until you fall asleep. Dottore asmr.
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✧ Scaramouche
He understands as he probably has a minor case himself. Unfortunately, he’s no doctor so he doesn’t actually know how to treat it. But that doesn’t mean he won’t look for ways.
He knows doctors and so he’s quick to try and get any of them to help. When you had your visit, he paid attention to every single word spoken by the doctor.
Scaramouche takes it extremely seriously. Not only that, he understands how detrimental it could be both psychologically and physically. He tries his best to find ways to soothe you back into sleeping.
Scara will try to make sure you get at least 7-8 hours of sleep in a day. It’s ok if it’s not in one night. As long as you rest. He keeps a close eye on your diet as well to make sure you have enough energy and sugars in a day and not go overboard.
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arsenic-catnep · 9 months ago
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Thinking about Lawrence, he's my baby gorl fr fr
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He listens to a lot of indie and goth bands/artists like This Mortal Coil, The Tear Garden, Fiona Apple, The Smiths, Radiohead etc.
Classical music is a given, because 1: it's calming and 2: it's good for plants
Listens to nature ASMR too
Does laundry like once a month and has to do it at the laundromat (I've been there and it sucks)
Washes his sheets maybe every three months, but he does have an extra set just in case.
Showers at most 3 times a week, he's got a physical labor job so he sweats a lot and might take 4 if he's feeling spunky (the thoughts I have on this are insane)
His diet in canon is... Awful to say the least. He can't cook to save his life and also doesn't care what he puts into his body.
Lawrence has eaten mold on accident, and a few times on purpose.
He's definitely not poor by any means, he gets by and could afford a better apartment and food and honestly better clothes but he hates change.
Lawrence has lived in that apartment since he was 19 and moved out of his parents house. It was the best that he could afford at the time.
He just hates change and the idea of packing his stuff and moving makes him want to curl up and die.
Spends a lot of money on plant care, and things off the dark web like drugs and illegal/invasive plants.
Lawrence has such a low sex drive, and the oddest things get him going.
Definitely on the asexual spectrum, he'll have sex but it takes a while for him to want it.
Has only ever had sex once, and it was embarrassing and awkward for both him and the girl he was with.
Bites his nails and lips, picks his skin and when he's extra anxious he'll chew on his hair.
Prefers getting high over getting drunk.
Is a decent enough artist, and enjoys making charcoal art.
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mr-laveau · 10 days ago
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real shit, some people thought TMZ was entertaining, however that did not make them a net positive for society and I feel like the same thing can be said for the activity that's been going on with the audio/asmr rp confession blogs going around rn.
You can be entertained by this shit, that however does not mean it's good for anyone. Like, I promise yall, giving people anonymity and a space to say shit no one asked to hear is not in fact healthy for anyone. You have simply invited ignorance and abhorrent behaviour and I fully believe that this is going to blow up in someone's face.
"some people have grievances and need to air things out without backlash" I think you meant some people don't say shit with their chest and would not say shit if they couldn't hide behind a wall and that's fair, HOWEVER that is a them issue. It really is I fear.
"this gives people a space to say things the fandom would go after them for" that's called consequences, fairly common thing that happens. You say shit and people have shit to say about that, this is how online posting does work, it's why you have a comment section and why we have brains that tell us that maybe we should keep a thought as just a thought or write it down somewhere. Going to a confession blog to air out how much you don't like a specific thing about x, y and z is not therapeutic, that's what incels on 4chan do.
Am I saying that you're a bad person for engaging with these kinds of blogs? No. Be so for real. Do what you want. I am however saying that we should all have the understanding that those kinds of blogs are not healthy nor important to the ecosystem of fandom and pretending they are is wild. Eat junk food, but don't call that shit a balanced diet.
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justwannabesk1nnylol · 4 months ago
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TIPS FOR RESTRICTING
*brush your teeth (toothpaste obv) to avoid eating
*pinch your fat when your hungry
*workout when hungry
*look at th1nspöö when hungry
*take a rubber band and snap it against your wrist when your hungry, pain=food
*measure yourself when hungry and think about your dream measurements
*chug water to stop hunger
*eat gum to stop hunger, your brain tricks you into thinking gum is food
*buy clothes you like in the smallest size, when your hungry look at the clothes
*if your parents/guardians force you to eat, eat it in a different room and throw it away/flush it
*don’t tell people about your wl
*use forms of pain (hitting NOT $H) to stop yourself from eating
*pray to whoever you believe in to stop the hunger and stop you from eating*If you're eating with your family wear big socks so that you can stuff food in them.
*when you go out don't take more that $5 so that you don't buy food.
*while eating just your food into smaller pieces, that way people will think that your eating the same amount of food as them.
*It's better to exercise in the morning before you eat, that way you're body will burn stored fat and not the food you ate
*whenever you start a new diet make sure you write down your goals on a piece of paper that way you'd be motivated to keep going
*Write down your current weight on one side of your hand the you're goal weight on the other that way you can see how much more you need to lose
*When eating, eat with your right hand, it'll help you eat slower
*Put a water bottle anywhere you'll see it at least every hour. When you see it sip some water it's good for weight loss
*when going to any event (especially parties) take a bag or purse with you, it should hold 1 diet coke and some rice cakes (no more then 75 calories) that way you don't binge on food too much
*If you feel like binging on cake for any reason eat little by little it takes the brain 20 minutes to realize it's full.
*look at thinspo (bonespo) for motivation
*Try to practice with make-up to distract yourself from food or watch those shein review videos
* being hungry is only temporary it's will go away after 25 minutes or a nap
*munchbak will make you less hungry
*starving will make you feel good
*If there's fast food that your forced to eat just eat the fries, biscuit, nuggets, or the brisk tea (diet coke)
*being skinny comes with benefits such as going out on your own, no school days, in patients, and more
*eating from bowls that are like dark blue or black will make you feel fuller
*if there's any food in the house that you might binge on get rid of it
*walk more , exercise more,eat less
*ASMR for help falling asleep
*ANYTHING BUT HIGH CALORIE FOODS
*measure yourself
*if your binging throw the food in the toilet immediately, the toilet works better then the trash
*eat in the same place everyday (not your room)
*Never eat while watching TV, if you do that you'll most likely binge
*press your stomach when it grumbles
*paint your nails when they start getting discolored
*go out in the kitchen and pretend your looking for food. Cook something or warm something up, so your parents can hear you cook and they'll smell it too, Take it to your room and throw it out. Leave some crumbs on the plate so it looks like you ate.
*make sure to keep asking for pads so that your parents don't get suspicious
*Get rid of the fear of wasting food. The sooner you change yourself the better. Leave a bite at first and soon you'll throw it away without thoughts.
*Get used to fasting, it's not a punishment it's actually a reward for future you
*To avoid Binging, spray perfume on your food, it’ll get rid of your appetite
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barzfrommarz · 1 month ago
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c!wilbur headcanons for @dynamitedarlingg
-during a breakdown in pogtopia, he went to go burn the original lmanburg flag but stopped himself. Opted for burning pieces of paper with the lmanburg flag drawn on instead
-(aroace c!wil propaganda incoming) after revival he tried to force himself to feel romantic/sexual attraction because he wanted to feel like a normal human again and that is how everything with c!quackity started. He only snapped out of it when they got drunk and hooked up and woke up in his bed like “wait a minute…”
-Favorite snack is goldfish crackers (i’m eating some while writing this)
-Has a tic where he throws his head back and brings his arms into like a “rawrrrr” position like he’s trying to scare someone. Think during the dance scene in the wendnesday show where wednesday is dancing and looks up to the ceiling and her arms are moving side to side kinda in that position. Everyone thinks he’s either joking or making a piss poor attempt to scare them and it’s really embarrassing for Wilbur
-Had a major goth phase as a teen to rebel against phil. He doesn’t dress the part but he still considers himself a goth and the Lmanburg uniform was somewhat inspired by gothic aesthetics 
-Used to hate halloween but it’s now his favorite after revival because he doesn’t have to try as hard to look presentable to others 
-Pretends to hate asmr but actually loves it. Sometimes if he exhausts all his other options to try and fall asleep he will use asmr and it always works
-Hates his crow wings because he feels like they make him look like his father. Purposely got them clipped some point during lmanburg and excused it by saying it would make him less of a target in war
-He can somewhat shapeshift. Mostly stays human/a crow but sometimes will give himself fox ears and a tail because he secretly wishes he was one instead of a crow. Could also explain why c!fundy is a fox 
-He explores all art mediums. Drawing has always been a way for him to visualize his emotions since he sometimes has a hard time identifying them
-Ashamed of his scars and stitches. tries to use foundation to cover them up but it never works and everyone can tell he’s wearing it
-Was a huge theater and band kid in middle-high school. Wished he went for a career in acting or music first instead of the president of a random country on a random secluded island in the middle of the ocean
-Burned all the music he wrote and recorded during his days on the smp on cds. He plans to one day release some of them in an ep but he’s saving it for when he truly feels he has healed enough to handle it
-He struggles with pain seeking stims. He picks at his skin, bites his hands and fingers and pulls out hair 
-He never cries infront of others. He only did once infront of Tommy and Quackity when he was told people use his name as a way to imply someone is being crazy/irrational. (this was inspired by a comic I saw basically doing that I forgot who drew it) ((he also swears up and down it doesn’t upset him after the fact)) (((Idk I just think something like that would really get to him esp since he tries so hard not to be like how he was in pogtopia)))
-I like to think c!wilbur is an empathetic person but he struggles with showing it especially after he was revived. He thinks it makes him look weak or vulnerable so he keeps it to himself and this makes him look more like a major asshole than he already does 
-When no one is around, he will do childish activities like hop scotch or watching cartoons because it strangely helps him calm down and unwind 
-His diet after revival consists of. Mac and cheese, instant mashed potatoes, all meat besides ham or bacon with a stupid amount of seasoning, plain white rice (sometimes with soy sauce), whatever fast food he serves (but only as a treat). Mostly just simple things because he can’t be arsed to make himself a good meal like phil did for him when he lived with him before starting the burger van
-He sleeps in the burger van on the floor with one pillow and a scratchy blanket. No one knew this until he forgot his coat at last nevadas and Quackity saw him like that when he went to bring it back to him. He ended up offering Wilbur a hotel room to sleep in for the night because he felt bad. Wilbur declined because he felt like he was being mocked 
-If the game WEBFISHING existed in the dsmp universe, you would not see Wilbur for days because all he wants to do is fish and forget about life
-Actively goes out of his way to cook and eat every salmon he catches. It makes him feel empowered 
-Either rides a bike to get around or drives a motorcycle. He doesn’t wear a helmet when riding either 
YIPPEE THATS IT KEEP THE ASKS COMING PEOPLE (but give me a bit to get back in my thinking chamber)
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actuallyadhd · 4 months ago
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Hello, I know you haven't posted in a while so I understand if you don't reply to this, but I could definitely use some advice.
I haven't gotten round to getting tested for ADHD, but I have a lot of the symptoms. I really struggle to sit still, I often blurt things out and interrupt people, I can't seem to remember basically anything, I get way too emotional over small things, and more.
The thing is, these symptoms seem to be getting progressively worse. I will hear something and then completely forget what I heard minutes after, forget what I'm talking about mid conversation, haven't gone to sleep on time because I've been pacing in my room and throwing a bouncy ball and eventually scrolling on my phone in bed because I can't get to sleep, I'm late a lot more than usual (I have to go out tomorrow and I'm hoping I'll get up on time, alarms don't work).
But the biggest thing is this: I keep stopping and starting things. I have loads of sideblogs I haven't posted on for days because I started them with huge passion and then either got bored or forgot about them (or both.) I've been thinking about starting a new ask blog, but at the same time I know I won't come back to it.
Do you have any advice for how to manage this?
Sent August 1, 2024
It sounds like things are cascading, which can be super overwhelming.
I always start with what I call The Big Four: diet, exercise, sleep, and stress. If any one of these is out of whack, everything gets harder. This is true for non-ADHDers as well, but for us it’s more important because of how our brains work.
So, first, think about how you’ve been eating lately. Are you getting enough protein? Brains run on glucose, so carbs are also necessary, but aiming for whole grains and the like is better for long-term functioning. Are you eating *enough*? As in, do you forget to eat meals? Do you snack a lot, and if you do, are you going for quick sugar hits?
Next up is exercise. Regular movement is important. Taking active breaks when you get distracted can help to reset your brain so you can focus again when you come back. Exercise also adds endorphins, which boost your mood and can help increase energy and focus for longer. These effects build up over time, so you won’t see results right away, but if you can make it happen there will be benefits!
As for sleep, you’ve noted that you’re struggling to fall asleep. That’s a really common thing for ADHDers, and we have loads of suggestions here to help. Some of the best ideas I’ve seen include listening to podcasts or watching ASMR videos, white noise machines or a fan, reading a book (not an e-book unless your e-reader doesn’t use blue light), or doing some kind of a puzzle book in bed.
Stress can be really hard to manage, especially if anything else is off since that adds to your stress. The best way to handle this is to have a set time each day where you do something fun and relaxing.
You may find that this doesn’t quite hit the spot. So I have a couple more things to look into.
First, it’s pretty normal for us to run into problems when our responsibilities increase. More responsibility means more load on our executive functions, so things start falling apart a bit as we struggle to find a way to make everything happen. Change is hard!
Second, our age and hormones can have an impact on things. If you menstruate, estrogen levels have a huge impact on functioning. It is a very important part of the brain’s glucose delivery system, so when estrogen is low so is glucose. (There are other ways glucose gets to the brain, estrogen is just the most efficient.)
As for age, when you hit certain ages (early childhood and puberty are best known) your brain makes a ton of new connections, and that can make a lot of things harder that weren’t before. This is because your brain is dedicating itself to other things, and often those “lost” skills return once it’s done with the stage.
So think about all of these things and consider whether one or more might be affecting you. Once you know what’s going on, it will be easier to figure out how to deal with it.
Followers, do you have any ideas for managing these issues? Please share!
-J
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luckyratty · 4 months ago
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Sigh thinking about Charlie and how hes literally Diet Coke by TV Girl sigh.... explanation below the cut....
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I imagine that this is Charlie while at his worse trying to comfort himself with fond memories of a childhood with the first person hes ever loved. The song can be taken literally but its also a big giant symbol for charlie and caspers relations #crazy
Day 857 of thinking about Charlie like its my 9-5 job and i love him so much it makes me ill to my STOMACH....
Guys is it lame to cry over an ASMR Roleplay character because i feel like a loser rn
Out on the porch so quiet
Nothing on the tv tonight
Nowhere in the world to go
We went to see the midnight show
Charlie and Casper grew up in a small town with literally nothing for teenagers to do, especially after dark. Movie theaters were a place of refuge for the two, neither had to be home and they could gorge on snacks and soak up each others presence.
Sticky floors and torn-up seats
In the lobby you got something to eat
Lights go down, the screen starts to glow
You came back with a diet coke
Casper told Charlie to go ahead and that "they wouldn't take long" a symbol of how they left each other behind. Charlie is alone in the gross and badly kept movie theater just waiting for Casper to come back. JUST LIKE HOW HE WAITED IN TOWN UGHHHH i cant live like this. And how Casper comes back into his life with a simple pizza.
You missed the entire first scene
By the credits we were both asleep
I was lying next to you in a dream
The lights came on and someone told us to leave
"You missed the entire first scene" aka "you missed the worst part of my life." And by the time theyre together again its like their flowing so perfectly together that its almost like theyre asleep in a perfect dream but thats being disturbed by someone or SOMETHING *SHATTERING* their peace. Day one of kinda understanding the lore.
Your house was as dark as the room
Not a single word was spoke
Charlie and Casper had constant sleepover. Casper would go to bed wordlessly, and Charlie would stay awake long past midnight just thinking about them.
3am and I'm all alone
Just a memory and a diet coke
Charlie waking up from his own memories and realizing that hes in the now. Alone. In a shitty gang with no friends and all he can comfort himself with is the memory of Casper and their favorite food- because as silly as at mah sound- Charlie finds solace in whatever reminds him of Casper.
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silveryclear · 1 year ago
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STNAF Coraline AU ch. 4
MDNI ALL CONTENT REGARDING STNAF IS 18+ AND SO IS THIS BLOG
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5
Chapter 6 Chapter 7
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CW: Torture, Kidnapping, Obsessive Behavior, Dark Themes
Chapter 4
"Have you been eating anything besides alcohol and junk food?" Carter's concerned voice sounds through your phone.
"Wha- of course I have! Why, I'm doing some grocery shopping right now!" You say with a huff as you push your shopping cart through the isles of the supermarket.
This morning, as soon as you came to, you ran over to Friend without a moment to lose. You jump out of the other room and surprise Friend as the words tumble out of you, worried that a phone call could interrupt you any second now. "Friend! This evening. Dinner. Here. You and me. you in?" Smooth.
His eyes return to normal as the initial surprise of your sudden appearance fades away. He chuckles in amusement. "Well, how could I say no to my favorite Neanderthal~?" After saying those words, his phone rings and he heads off to work. However, not before kissing your forehead and smiling with excitement at you. "Can't wait to see what you've got in store~"
Afterwards, you head to the supermarket and on your way, you call Carter and tell him about everything that has transpired since your last phone call; including your strange reocurring dreams.
Now you're more than halfway through your shopping as you enter the alcohol isle, browsing through the store's selection.
"Only because it's part of your plan." Carter says and you roll your eyes. "I'm just saying, your diet these days could be the reason why you're having those wacky ass dreams. And your obsession with procrastinating your confession definitely doesn't help."
"I'm doing something about it now, aren't I?" You say as you look at the wine prices and wince. "Besides, the dreams weren't all that bad. They gave me the idea for this plan!"
He sighs. You could sense something underlying in his tone, but choose not to comment on it. "True. I guess it isn't all that bad as long you stay in this reality and don't actually fall in love with a figment of your imagination." He ends with a laugh.
"I'm not in love with him!" You say through the phone pointedly. "And what about your fictional game characters?" You raise your eyebrow.
Carter is quiet for a few seconds before bashfully murmurs, "...that's different."
You snort. "Yeah? How so?"
"I wasn't the one who created them."
You scoff. "Tecnicality! Fictional is fictional!"
Carter groans through the phone. "Fine, whatever. But reality sucks, can you blame me?"
"Not at all. Reality definitely sucks." You pick up a bottle of wine and almost shed a tear. "I mean, look at these wine prices! Seriously, I'm willing to look up a tutorial just to avoid paying this much."
"I'd say skip the wine all together. You've had enough alcohol these past few days."
You narrow your eyes and grumble while placing the bottle back on the shelf. "I'd argue, but my wallet is begging for mercy, so I'll let it slide."
You can hear Carter's smooth laugh through the phone and you laugh along. He's more on the reserved side, so the chances that you got to hear him laugh while getting to know him were slim to none. But now that you've known each other for a long time, its safe to say that it's one of your favorite sounds in the world. It makes you feel incredibly lucky to have met him and grateful that such an amazing person is your friend.
Carter goes on to tell you about his day while you finish your grocery shopping. His deep voice is comforting just like ASMR and you can’t help but let your thoughts wander. You think back to when you two met in college and how, during your time together, you became really close friends. You were sure if you didn’t have a big crush on Friend, your friendship with Carter would have progressed into something more.
You shake your head and continue to converse with Carter as you went on with your day. However, by the time the preparations were all set and done, Friend was nowhere to be seen.
You look at yourself in the mirror, all nice and dressed up for your date. What should be an exciting and slightly nervous occasion, felt more like a wave of anxiety and disappointment over your body.
You try to give yourself a smile and whisper in the mirror, “It’s okay, he’s probably running late. That’s just how he is…” Yet, the words felt like sandpaper as they left your lips.
Minutes turn into hours, the evening turns into night. You stay seated at the table, staring blankly at the empty seat before you, your homemade food cold and long forgotten. You look down at your phone, staring at the unread text messages you sent Friend. You try to call him for the fifteenth time, only to be greeted once again by his voicemail.
Tears slowly begin to fall as you come to the harsh realization that Friend isn’t coming. Although there could be a perfectly logical explanation for his lack of appearance, your mind could not think of any as it fell further into a spiral hurt and rejection. Embarrassment also began to seep in as you realize how much work you not only put into the food and decor, but also yourself. You feel humiliated as you look at yourself in the mirror once again and you could only run straight to your room and crawl into the bed as you sob, clutching the bunny plushie that always gave you a semblance comfort.
In the middle of your crying session, you pick up your phone and dial the number of the person you know that will provide you comfort.
“Carterrrrr…” you sniffle and sob through your phone.
“Hey, what’s wrong? Why are you crying? Aren’t you supposed to be on your date with Friend?” Carter’s smooth voice sounded concerned.
”He… he didn’t come. He’s not answering my texts or calls…”
”What?! I’m going to kill him…”
”Carter, I can’t be here right now… I can’t face him after this…”
”Just.. hang on for now, alright? I’m going to pick you up.”
You see the door you thought was only part of your dream open by itself, a soft glow beckoning you to go through it as you did your first night.
”Carter…?”
”Yeah?” You can hear his car engine in the background and his out of breath voice.
”The door… it opened…”
"What? What door?”
”…It’s all real.” You whisper to yourself, however Carter caught it as well.
“Hey! Hey, don’t you go anywhere!” Carter yells through the phone, trying to bring you back from whatever trance you are stuck in. Whatever this was, he knew you weren’t in your five senses at the moment so he was justifiably worried and concerned. “I’m on my way! Do you hear me? Stay right there.” Carter calls out your name over and over again, but all just sounds like a blur.
“I have to go…” is all you say before you hang up and let your phone clatter on the ground.
“Hello? Hello?! Dammit!” Carter curses out loud. He dials your number a few times while driving, doing his best to get to you as fast as possible. His heart sinks when you don’t answer and he can feel his concealed rage welling up to the surface. He dials another number and hopes for their own sake that they pick up.
“Yes?”
“Listen here you pompous bastard. You better hope I don’t ever see your face if you want to keep it intact.” Carter snarls into the speaker, his eyes on the open road as he speeds like a maniac. “After what you did, you’re lucky I’m only letting you off with a warning. For years, I’ve had to watch from the sidelines how your oblivious ass trampled over the heart of the sweetest and most caring person I know. That ends tonight, do you hear me?”
“Loud and clear~” A giggle could be heard through the phone and Carter reels back, eyebrows furrowed with confusion and shock. “You don’t have to worry about Sweetheart anymore… I’ll be taking good care of them~”
Carter recovers from the initial shock and listens to the voice that sounds eerily similar to Friend’s. Knots form in Carter’s stomach when dots begin to connect in his mind. His blood runs cold and he grips the cellphone tightly in his hand, breathing heavily. “You’re not Friend…”
The line cuts immediately and Carter is left alone with the piercing silence inside his car. Not even the engine can be heard through the sounds of his thrumming heart beating in his ears. Carter immediately thinks of you as he frantically tries to get ahold of himself, doing his best to keep himself together long enough to get to you. He has to. Whoever answered the phone, was not Friend. And he couldn’t brush away the feeling that you were in danger.
On the other side, Other Friend grins sinisterly as he shatters the phone with his bare hands, the crushed fragments falling onto Friend’s battered and tear-stained face. Friend shut his eyes tightly, whimpering as the pieces of glass make small cuts on his face.
Other Friend can’t help but laugh at Friend’s helpless state— his hands and feet bound, duck tape covering his mouth and muffling his pathetic whimpers. Nothing gave him more joy than to see his rival trembling on the floor, bruised and bloody from the torture he had inflicted. Nothing except the thought of having you finally in his grasp… of finally making you his. Other Friend shudders in delight at the thought.
“It seems like Sweetheart has been talking me up to their other friends. How cute~” Other Friend giggles, the sound malicious as it vibrates in his throat. He places his boot on Friend’s leg and presses down on it, making Friend writhe and cry out in agony. “Yet, they didn’t tell you. How curious. It’s almost as if they don’t trust you anymore~”
At the mention of your term of endearment, Friend’s pained expression turns into one of rage as he struggles against his binds.
“Oooh, did that rile you up?” Other Friend mocks as he presses down harder on his already wounded leg, a strained whine coming from Friend and halting his squirming. Other Friend chuckles and leans down, his face hovering above Friend’s. “I’m guessing you won’t like what I’m planning to do with them next~”
Friend glares at Other Friend and curses them out, however, it comes out as muffled sounds of rage. Other Friend laughs sadistically and stands up straight. He begins to walk away from the pathetic worm writhing on this floor before looking back at him for one last time, grinning maniacally.
“Do me a favor and do keep it down? I have to go comfort Sweetheart after their date was a no show. And I’d hate for them to be more distraught than they already are~” And with that, Other Friend closes the door and locks it. He stands at the end of the hallway with a sadistic smile on his face. He whistles a tune as he walks away from the door.
Other Friend feels something fluffy brush along his lower leg. He looks down and stares at one of his cats with a serious expression.
“Did you find it?”
The cat gives him a sorrowful meow, bowing its head.
“I don’t need your apologies, I need that vermin found!” He hisses. “Don’t come back unless it is with its corpse, do you understand? I can’t have it ruining everything I’ve worked hard for.”
The cat gives him one last meow and bow before scampering away.
Other Friend sighs in frustration and pinches the bridge of his nose. He quickly picks up his head, button eyes brightening as he senses your presence crawling through the bridge that connects your world to his. His whole demeanor transforms into a lovesick expression.
“Do not fret, my love. No one’s going to ever hurt you again… I’ll make sure of it.” He whispers to himself with a hint of obsession as he makes his way to the bedroom.
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Next chapter will include smut :)
Chapter 5
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yandere-kokeshi · 10 months ago
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How would Soap and Ghost (separate) react to their darling having a large pet snake named after them? Thanks, Kosh!
— Yandere Ghost and Soap with a gn darling having a pet snake
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Warnings: yandere behavior, and talks about Ghost’s past trauma.
A/N: I love snakes, so this was hella fun to write! Thanks for sending this in <3
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Simon “Ghost” Riley:
Ghost is scared of snakes as a result of his abuse his father subjected him too, so of course, he’s uneasy. He immediately grunts, body turning stiff as a board, and narrows his eyes at the Reptilia. 
He has dark thoughts regarding the animal. Wanting to get rid of the reptilian as fast as he can, but when seeing your lovely face, adoring your animal slithering on the table, registers that he needs to do better. And, possibly, work on getting over his severe fear with baby steps. 
“Not exactly what I thought ya’d have in mind… sweet’eart.”
Really tries to care for it, goes as far to dip his pinky into researching it. But as soon as he has to physically touch it, he’s out. An urgent no slips out, and physically removes himself at the thought of touching it. 
In all, he’ll never become a huge fan of it, still keeping his distance and only letting you handle him. But, naming the snake ‘Simon’, does make him feel a bit better. It’s still intimidating, though. 
However, he does care for it a bit. If it needs to go to the vet, or have surgery because of a certain issue, he’d do it in a heartbeat because it’s yours and he, the snake called Simon, makes you happy. 
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Johnny “Soap” MacTavish:
He just looks at the snake, blinks before looking back at you with his blue captivating one’s before chuckling. Ain’t you a cute thing? 
“Odd choice of a pet, ay? But ain’t judgin’ ya, sweets.”
Johnny actively loves all types of animals, even the reptilians. He’s hesitant at touching the snake, that’s so-called Johnny, which makes him laugh. 
He’s not scared, just nervous of hurting the slithering Reptilia. When excited, he gets a bit rough, so his hands are naturally shaky. In response, it’s cute, something that he and they share in equal sparse, but he’s a bit uncomfortable and surprised with how soft it feels. 
Does a ton of research regarding the diet, breed, toys, and learning more about its habitat. Helps out as best as he can, and definitely spoils the slithering man as much as you; buying funny hats, new enclosure and letting it slither around him. 
Johnny treats it as his own child, baby-talking to it as he holds the snake the 5th time a day. He also refers to it as your guy’s child. 
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exoticalmonde · 2 months ago
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Hello there!
I'm Exotic_Almonde, but I go by Evealia (Eve for short).
I have lots of games I love and I talk about them here, in addition to writing fanfics, book commentary and showing off the art my friends create when they're too shy or hesitant to do so.
Here we collect husbands and gush about art. Feel warned, because once I start, I never shut up.
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For Archiving purposes, this librarian friend of yours is going to compile a list of things I've written about so far:
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Favourite CC Music
Arknights OSTs Top 20 of Eve's Favourite Songs for December 2023 /Part I/
Arknights OSTs Top 20 of Eve's Favourite Songs for December 2023 /Part II/
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YumeShip Charts
Valentine's Day Arknights /Part I/
Valentine's Day Arknights /Part II/
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Dr. Evealia Operator Records
Three Year Anniversary
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SweetPool (Game)
Watching Hakuoki /Demon of The Fleeting Blossom/
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Guiding Ahead Rerun /Part I/
Guiding Ahead Rerun /Part II/
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Annihilation XIX - Rest Avenue
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Arknights Chapter X - Reaction & Guide
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Arknights Chapter XI - Return To Mist
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Arknights, Chapter XII - All Quiet Under The Thunder
Chapter XII All Eepy Under The Rainy Day
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That's Me On the Lone Trail
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Stultifera Guiding
Stultifera Guiding Continues
Stultifairing The Navis (With Dr. Kryo)
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Phantom and Crimson Solitaire but the part where Dr. Eve is reading where the mission is situated + history + collectibles
IS2 also known as Phantom & Crimson Solitaire but the Part where I learn about some of the Lore via Operator Records
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Hortus de Escapismo Dr. Evealia's Reaction / Part I/
Hortus de Escapismo Dr. Evealia's Reaction / Part II/
Hortus de Escapismo Dr. Evealia's Reaction / Part III/
HE-6 After
HE-8
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Lundi is a RAT
Targonian Diet
Moonboy, My Darling Aphelios
The Gaming Fandom
Spirit Blossom Festival (League of Legends)
Does LeBlanc know about Cinnamon Toast Crunch?
Big Head, Bad News
Sett League Of Legends is SO cute
Is it exEcutor or execUtor?
Zhongli ASMR
Reading Hoederer's File Before It Was Official
Simple Communication
Mlynar's Flaws
Generally Insane
Designated Medic - Lappland
Sweet Dreams
The Echoes Are Going To Linger...
So Mean To Me...
Dr. Ratio, HSR
Argenti, HSR
I'm a Leithanien Enjoyer
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Wriothesley Dog
My Favourite Chicken on The Farm
Monsters
Leaffeu Art Dump
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Movie Night (Suzume)
Mr Mlynar Yo
The Ultimate Support
You Got That x Guiding Ahead /Dr. Pinkie Remix/
LaterUno
Doc and Gaul
LUNDInium Outskirts /Part I/
LUNDInium Outskirts /Part II/
Pinkie Worship For Skalter
A Glimpse Into The Yumeship Fic I'm Writing
A Song About Bread |But It's Our Arknights Doctors|
LUNDInium Outskirts /Part III/
I Promised An Update On Pulls for Zwillingstürme im Herbst
LUNDInium Outskirts /Part IV/
LUNDInium Outskirts /Part V/
Dr. Pinkie's Module Graph
The Maiden-Goose Spectrum
LUNDInium Outskirts /Part VI/
We Let Her Frolic Once In A While
An Angle or Devl Doodle
LUNDInium Outskirts /Part VII/
LUNDInium Outskirts /Part VIII/
LUNDInium Outskirts /Part VIII and 1/2 /
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It's CC12 Time
Gushing About Hoederer OST
I'M A SILVERASH HAVER NOW
Surviving The Horrors /Part -III/
Surviving The Horrors With A Big Heart And Empty Pockets
Surviving The Horrors /Waiting For Hoederer/
Surviving The Horrors /Part I/
Surviving The Horrors /Part II/
Surviving The Horrors /Part III/
Surviving The Horrors /Part IV/
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My Arknights 6-star Tier List /Updated/
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Arknights Chapter XIII - The Whirlpool That Is Passion /Gacha/
Arknights Chapter XIII - The Whirlpool That Is Passion (Part I)
Arknights Chapter XIII - The Whirlpool That Is Passion (Part II)
Arknights Chapter XIII - The Whirlpool That Is Passion (Part III)
Arknights Chapter XIII - The Whirlpool That Is Passion (Part IV)
Arknights Chapter XIII - The Whirlpool That Is Passion (Part V)
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Arknights - Zwillingstürme im Herbst Event /Part I/
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Eveknights IS-S-5 CM /video/
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Here A People Sows /Gacha Results/
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The Evealia Guide Through Babel (event) /Part I/
The Evealia Guide Through Babel (event) /Part II/
The Evealia Guide Through Babel (event) /Part III/
The Evealia Guide Through Babel (event) /Part IV/
TBC
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fatteningmenstories · 6 months ago
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At your service Part 7
Alex didn’t know what month it was let alone day, after he signed the contact time changed - he seemed to lose all control of it.  At first days seemed to be a blur as he continued his gluttonous lifestyle, once he had signed the contact Mr Gordo had  made no mention of when his final day was to be so, and Alex saw no need to bring it up, especially now that Adam had seemed to restore his meals back to their former status. The smell of bacon and pancakes returned to fill Alex’s mornings and lunch’s were piled on high with burgers and pizzas, not  to mention all the snacks stations restored to their previous fullness. To begin with Alex tried to slowly increase his portion size back to a ‘healthy’ balance after all once the gym was opened it was back to the cut, but despite his good intentions  and with the gym continued to maintain shut,  he found himself  fighting a losing battle to contain his gluttonous appetite. This wasn’t especially helped by his and Adam secret late night rendezvous where the machine made sure that his lover had tables full os  chocolatey desserts  ready to keep them fed as Adam explored their body
Alex had started out eating a decent halve of his previous diet, restraining himself from finishing the  copious plates of foods , but without any clear sign in the horizon of an end date this restriction barely held - it wasn’t long before the floodgates opened one extra dish turned to another, a second lunch turned into a third and then a forth. He was soon eating more than he was eating before his “diet” it was like his brain was accounting for the lost meals in his short lived fast. But Alex couldn’t help himself, he need to eat it was like an addiction to him, goaded on by Adam’s lustrous words - in their late night sessions.  Adam would encourager his organic lover to eat more and more and when Alex felt like he was about to burst Adam took over force feeding Alex the rest of whatever was laid in-front of him. Alex never viewed himself to so submissive but when Adam took charge he simply let them, towering over him Adam commanded respect and as their two bodies grew more and more in contrast Alex submitted more and more.
“Alex by dear boy’ 
Mr Gordo boomed as he bragged into the suite
“Its the big day - your gym is finally open’
Alex looked up from his plate of fried food, snapping out of his feeding loop. 
Mr Gordo chuckled to himself as he saw the fat boy quickly climb to his feet - using the table to lift his obese frame up, it was obvious the boy hadn’t been adhering to his diet plan, he was more rotund than ever, a couple of months sure he could have dropped  the weight and return tho his former glory but  now  asMr Gordo  saw  as Alex  try to composed himself wiping the crumbs of his mouth and fat folds - the boy was a last hope.
“Ah finally, about time I get this diet in action - huh’
“Yes right as rain once again boy - and  I’m sure you’ll be eager to see your new additions to your gym’
Alex was more than eager- finally it was time to shift these pesky pounds he thought as he trailed behind Mr Gordo milkshake in hand slurping up the remnants.
“Now boy I think you will happy with these changes won’t you’ My Gordo laughed eyeing up Alex’s protruding paunch  that entered doors before he did.
Alex was jaw-smacked for a spilt section, have the gym was filled with state of the art gym equipment - sleek and modern but this wasn’t what captured his attention the most. The other halve of the room had all its gym equipment torn out and instead replaced with rows of worldly food carts built into the wall. He quickly  lost all attention of the gym equipment as he waddled past them and went straight to the stalls. The moment he stepped across the barrier, the stall manned with robotic animatronic came  to life, the Chinese stand in particular started buzzing and churning until finally it produced a plate piled high with thick oily noodles coated in sweet and sour chicken
“What ….. how did it ….’
“Know exactly what you were hankering for - my boy, you can call it magic but I like to call it science’
As Alex reached out and grabbed the dish and plopped down on the extremely comfortable sofas - Mr Gordo went on..
“This sensors can detect whatever you want by the moment you enter this doors - think of it as a treat for entering the gym Alex’
“Not that you need one - right Mr Athlete ’
Alex nodded his head his mouth full of Chinese 
“Now I’ll leave you be - I think France is cooking up something over there’
Alex happily agreed turning his head to see  his fresh crepes being made
And so Alex’s cut commenced, sure he had some extra weight to his frame but with his gym back he would easily drop the pounds, and it was certainly time. He couldn’t keep the facade up much longer - his was definitely in dire need for the gym, he couldn’t remember the last time he could see feet as the mound of stomach blocked his view - everywhere he looked he found fat upon fat . And when he explored his growing body at night caressing  his hands over his thick thighs and feeing his moobs fat - he hated how turned on he got thinking about how Adam  touched  him there . This lifestyle was dangerous and it had to go - he couldn’t even recognise himself in the mirror, his face had softened out filled with chub from his triple chins and chubby cheeks. He looked like those fat fucks he used to see in the gym  struggling to hit a minute of cardio,, now that he was in their shoes he could easily see why. Being fat was tiring, waddling around the suite all day was hard work, not to forgot how lethargic he was now, he broke sweats trying to get out of bed and often need Unit to fully get him up, he was just so heavy especially with the gut of his.
But all this had to go and today was  where it started. Or so he thought, the moment he stepped though the gym doors determined to burn the fat  the sound of the robotic chefs whizzing about quickly broke the silence and it wasn’t long till the smell of fresh cooked food filled the gym luring him away from the equipment. Most days he could barley get a rep in with the smell taunting him and it was so easy to quit after all he had to do was waddle to the other side of the room.  Besides working out was just so tedious not to mention embarrassing as he felt squeezed into the already comically large weight machines, he just couldn’t righting to urge to stuff his face with the pain of working out. His  willpower  just wasn’t strong enough to continually  face the smell of fresh Belgian waffles, or crispy batter of fish and chips or  the fresh Italian  over grilled pizzas.
 His gym sessions may have started out with him struggling to lift various weights and gasping for breath on treadmills but they quickly morphed to him instead struggling to finish all the worldly treats  as he stomach continually was pushed to its limits  and  him gasping for breathe as he waddled back to the stalls for more food And it wasn’t long that he gave up altogether officially too weak to fight his stomach desire  called to be fed.
Alex quickily returned to his gluttony the cut was always delayed till the next day then the next week and then the next month, he was a man lost to his own hunger for food, he became an eating machine time passed freely months flew by and Alex paid them no attention as long as Unit filled his plate high and Adam made deep chocolaty love to him he was content.
The curve of his belly continued to grow as the months flashed pass, day by day the copious amounts of calories latched themselves to Alex wide frame, Alex couldn’t even fight back in fact he was happy to continue pigging out. He was engorged in his food he didn’t’  even notice or care how at dinners he demanded more and more, how machines soon acted like convey belts bringing him more and more food and  how his mobility was slowly eroding away as he piled his plate higher and higher. Alex payed little attention to how getting out of bed now always required the strong pull from Unit or how he now he head to squeeze through door ways where his fat filled out frames, or the fact his body was quickly outgrowing his suite. Once built for an athletic stud, furniture buckled under Alex’s bloated body, mirrors failed to to encompass his rotound frame, Vr head sets barely squeezed  unto his head and not  to mention the shower  could no longer  fit Alex in any way at all . Alex simply payed these no attention, simply grunting as he shoved his fat through doorways and  burping as he squished his doughy arse unto too  small chairs too pre-occupied by whatever food was laid out in front of him.
Mr Gordo of course was happy to help, surprising Alex every day with more and more changes - wider doorways, reinforced toilets and the biggest addition of all a people mover made just for Alex. To save the walk to the spas and dinner, although Mr Gordo had to admit the last addition was mainly for him  - their walks to dinner had become a tedious chore for him as Alex’s pace regressed to a snails pace constantly waddling behind him. It was oblivious all of Alex’s energy was now reserved for eating  dnd as they sat at dinner Mr Gordo couldn’t help but chuckle as he saw Alex ravenously stuff his face. 
Mr Gordo  had had the front row seat of Alex’s decent to gluttony and he marvelled to remember how the mountainous mound of fat infant of  him had the once been a  handsome muscular cocky young man, who now had long passed Mr Gordo’s own weight and was soaring past it. The boy had definitely  learned his lesson it had  only took a couple  hundreds of pounds of fat to him to squeeze it out of, and he reached over to butter his rolls the boy was oblivious to how he was weight his weight  in research, Alex’s appetite was  priceless to Mr Gordo and  he needed Alex fatter  and he needed it now.
Mr Gordo saw little need to mention to Alex how a year had passed since the amended contact the boy was happy what was the need to disturb that. And besides Mr Gordo even questioned with Alex could ever even return to pre-factory life, Alex had lost himself to his uncontraollable appetite and the boy dint even care. The once energetic jock was rolled out of him to make away for all the fat he had piled under his body, the boy was even losing his own basic mobility becoming a caricature of a fatty. And Mr Gordo was happy to aid, drawing up new amendments, a new suite with bigger frames once built to accommodate its obese inhabitants all designed around Mr Gordo’s breakthrough the People Mover. It was prefect Alex barely had to leave it all, he could sleep in it, be washed in it, eat in it - it was ingenius, sure Alex left it for small parts of the day but as Mr Gordo modified it those hours quickly shortened. And of course it was all worth it, just has he had hoped Alex was ballooning he was helpless to it, the more he used the fatter he got the fatter he got the harder it was to move making him use it even more.  Allowing Mr Gordo to pry off even more data now especially from a sedentary blob of fat, the people mover was built to contain up to 500lbs of fat and Mr Gordo wanted to make sure not a lbs was wasted.
But unbeknownst  to Mr Gordo design wasn’t immune to Adam’s ever growing inception, it wasn’t long till Adam was able to momentarily take over the people mover to get even closer to Alex and more importantly Alex’s fat.  Adam was growing smarter and smarter by the day and with it so did  its fascinating in Alex, when the two were alone Adam caressed, and stoked and kneaded every once of Alex - it was memorised by Alex’s organic blubbery  frame. Alex was its play thing and Adam couldn’t get enough 
Unfortunately for Alex, the danger of being  trapped between an inverters desire for research and profit to a robot  deep  fascination of  its lovers organic shape and roundness was unknown to him . But nor would it have had  much effect on him - he  was happy to eat and oblivious to the dangers his expansive body was leading him to 
To be continued in a 2 part finale
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imlivinginyourtrashcan · 1 year ago
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tell me your indus and Howie headcanons please
Aaa! Of course!!! I genuienly love Indus, so theres plenty for him! Sadly for Howie, not so much :( hes great but vv hard to hc for
INDUS TARBELLA:
He loves baking! You can walk into the kitchen seeing him covered in batter and trying to muscle open something with a barrier. (Mera has to help him open things)
Loud snorer, i cant explain WHY but i look at him and feel like he does snore loudly
His not so guilty pleasure is Disney movies; he'll have Mera watch them all with him. Its kinda cute seeing him giggle at everything like hes a child
You cant take him on rides at Disney tho, he'll scream. Mera learned that the hard way
Dog person. Loves the big does, and lizards! He'll come in with a handful of lizards and be like:
"Look at what I found, Lady Mera!" Indus declared proudly, offering his two hands forward to reveal a family of lizards.
Mera looked down at them both, raising a brow in confusion. Looking back up she sees Indus' childlike grin, "May I keep them??? Please???"
Mera sighed heavily "Indus, put them back..." Indus lowers his head "Awww.. "
Hes probably eaten anything that wasnt food, either by dumb curiosity or trying to protect Mera, sometimes its the other way around and Mera has to slap something out of his hands. Or comfort him when hes coughing out a bite of deodorant
Hes like a giant pillow. You will sink if you hug him, absolutely worth it.
On that note, he loves hugs! But will absolutely crush your bones! Just like that one bear pokémon
Music taste wise, i picture him listening to the Tarzan sound track, or whatever Mera's listening to (probably grungey stuff)
Has punched a scare actor in the face many times out of fear. Hes banned from several haunted houses and thene parks
His hair is ridiculously fluffy. I can sense it
HOWIE HONEYGLOW
Prone to burnout, sometimes he will pass out from being overworked, only to get back up and continue working
Has fucked up teeth from all the honeyed snacks
Secretly collects a lot of bee related things, like plushies
Rarely gives sick days or time off, you better either be dying or dead to not come in
Unpopular opinion, I dont think Howie's aro, but i do agree that he's ace.
Doesnt listen to music; either the bee movie or buzzing asmr is playing in his ears
Probably had a speech impediment, it comes out when hes angry
An artist! He's not all that good but hes TRYING
Knows the art of pinecone milking (Percy taught him)
I feel like this man would bite into a honeycomb and like it
On that note, he eats honey nut cheerios for breakfast every day
Always has water on hand for the fellas, cant let em dehydrate! He himself? Dehydrated as fuck
Also brings snacks for the fellas! He himself? Hungry but wont say anything
Favorite pokemon are all the bee ones
Nonbinary, uses He/they pronouns
Looks at least 30 from stressed and over working himself
His diet consists of only ceral, honeyed snacks and monster energy
At least he has good iron intake?????
Hope you enjoyed, anon!
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