#asmr community

[escapedaudios]

Content polls are useless because they always end up looking like this.

[mr-laveau]

A little NeXus Lore Tidbit

Here's some canonical info we know about some listeners + added lore about them that you won't get from the audios, directly from the discord:

Hot Shot - has a pair of strong arms, aether, visually defies gender norms in their appearance, secretive, asks a lot of questions, orphan, preference for earth elemental magic, smart and athletic but not very active in sports

Cher - has one arm, also secretive, does not have a green thumb, protective alpha, empathetic to a degree and is an artist who can still draw alright because they hadn't lost their dominant hand

Pet - smoker, just moved out of their home to New Orleans, best friends with a dog shifter, drifter telepath, now a vampire and was actually a very good cook

Sherlock - sneaky, mischievous, strategic, put together, a vampire who's over a century old, works as a freelance night guard and has actually family in new Orleans they don't talk to

Bud - Shape shifter, more withdrawn but can be firm, was bullied in AMP for a time, senior year student, works as a teacher's aid and has a custom coffee order that's too long for any person to actually think it's sane.

Trouble - daemon turned werewolf, rough around the edges, withdrawn, stubborn and does not like being touched without permission

Liege - talented liar, gaslight, gatekeep girl boss(gn), has committed several crimes, telepath, canonically has no issues with murder or blackmail, seems to know things about the criminal underworld and they have a bunch of playing cards they keep on hand to play solitaire

Seaweed Brains - shape shifter drifter, has not yet been fully registered, reckless, studied marine archeology in college, experimental, loves horror books and has a hard time putting names to faces if they're not close to someone

Angel - hacker, hard ass but cares, very intelligent, has a righteous streak, is pretty well known online and owns too many hoodies to make this look healthy

Best friend - dog shifter, has been a part of the garroway pacl for a while, protective, loyal, tough & intimidating and is a gym rat-or dog

Rascal - troublemaker, adventurous, solid leadership qualities, pretty down with cases of murder, married, most seen with a handkerchief over their mouth wild west bandit style and they are more fashionable than Joseph as shown by the many cowboy hats they keep on hand

Genius - stubborn, incredibly smart, does not know how to take no for an answer, loyal to a fault, not reckless all the time, daring, does not realize their own circumstances until it hits them like a brick, inventor and does know how to fire a gun because of their brother

Doll - married, loyal to a massive fault, ex-cop, very empathetic, community oriented, idealistic in some sense and they are an avid reader who prefers historical romance and non-fiction

Tanker - scientist, earth elemental, smart but also a bit of an ass, mischievous, does not hold themself in high enough regard or their achievements and is well learned in boxing

[sbewyz]

Ive been posting YV fanart so on a related note about the asmr/audio rp creators-

Its kinda wild how no one seems to give af about how many of these creators are using uncredited or AI generated art in their videos.

Considering how much (deserved) noise theres been when someone reuploads or steals these creators own audios and how i can only imagine the same people would react, if their voices were taken to make a AI version of it that was then used to make whole new videos, You would think theyd understand how disrespectful it is as another kind of creator to have your work taken without credit or permission.

Seriously, your content centers around AUDIO, do you need the AI generated frankensteins monster anime boi in your video that bad?

Or is the content YOU make just not that good that you have to rely on somebody elses to piggyback off it?

"credit to the artist" doesnt magically give credit to the artist.

"If you know who the artist is lmk so i can credit them" Im sorry, why is it now your VIEWERS job to do what you were supposed to BEFORE YOU USED THE ART IN THE FIRST PLACE?

"AI generated art" is literally just images made by scraping nonconsenting artists work.

Theres so many ways to go about getting graphics for your video that are perfectly fine and dont require you to steal somebody elses work so legitimately I do not understand this fenomenon at all.

[yumeasmrscript]

[A4A] Your Dominant Partner Ends the Scene for you [Aftercare] [Safeword] [Soothing] [Dom speaker] [Sub listener] [Sub has a freeze response] [Reassuring] [Slightly spicy at the beginning] [Cuddling] [Kissing] [Comfort]

Sooo I’m back with a new script, which I personally haven’t found a lot around, so I wanted to give it a try. You are free to monetize with the script and paywall, just please credit me and provide me a copy if you do! You can edit anything related to gender for speaker/listener, and any sfx to your liking, and since English is not my first language, also feel free to fix anything that sounds weird, and you can make edits to personalize the script a little bit too, if you want, as long as characters and story stay the same. With that said, I hope you will like it!

Please remember to always communicate with your partner when something makes you uncomfortable in any way, trust is the most important thing, especially when it comes to this kind of things. Stay safe <3

Summary: During playtime with your partner, you’re starting to feel too overwhelmed. You’re not sure why it’s happening, but you can sense fear growing stronger, to the point that everything feels numb and distant, you’re only focused on that crippling anxiety. And while your mind screams that you need to stop, your whole body freeze, and you’re unable to use your safeword. Luckily for you, your partner notice it, says the safeword for you, and slowly helps you get back to reality.

[Actions/Moods] Emphasis on words

_______________________________

[Panting]

[Soft dom tone for the first part] Aren’t you the cutest? Even when you get your punishment for that bratty behavior of yours, you still look like an adorable mess…

I guess you’ll think twice now before disobeying me again, right, pet?

Or probably you’ll just keep doing that, because that’s who you are inside, am I wrong? You enjoy getting punished and seeing me angry [chuckle]. I don’t really mind, though, it’s pretty fun showing you every time that you can’t win against me. It’s truly satisfying putting you back in your place.

[Speaker’s voice gets slightly muffled to listener’s ears, as their anxiety grows, from now on]

[Less soft tone] I wonder, though, if you actually learned your lesson. How many times have I told you that you need to look at me in the eyes when I talk to you? And still, the floor looks more interesting than me to you.

[Kind of amused] I admit, though, it’s brave of you to challenge me once again right after you got punished, you little brat.

[Small pause, foosteps of Speaker circling the Listener until they’re in front of them]

Do you really crave it this much? Could it be you enjoy it more than you should? Hmm?

[Playfully dom] Why don’t you ask nicely to get punished again, kitten? If you do, I might give you what your rebellious heart desire the most...

[Silence]

Come on, pet, I’m waiting.

[Silence]

[Playfully annoyed] And you’re still not looking at me…. Does it embarrass you that much to beg for your punishment?

[Silence]

[The dom tone ends here, turning into a more soft and worried tone] ...Wait, honey, do you need to slow down a little bit? Do you want to use your safeword? You look… distressed. You’re not responding at all. Are you okay?

[Silence]

Hey, why are you not saying anything? Please, at least look at me. We can end this if you need, you’re making me worried...

[Silence]

[Regretful, still worried] Say something... I can clearly see you’re not enjoying this like you always do. Your body is stiff and trembling, and it looks like you’re holding your breath too. Can’t you tell me what’s wrong? I need you to be honest with me when you’re not okay with what we do. I need to trust you and you have to trust me too.

[Silence, speaker’s voice get a little bit more muffled]

[More worried] ...Hey, Are you still with me? Do you remember what our safeword is?

[Silence]

Please honey, at least nod if you’re following anything that I’m saying!

[Silence]

[Sigh] Okay, that’s it. If you can’t do that either, we’re definitely not going any further for tonight. Red.

[The muffled speaker’s voice returns to normal]

[Gentle] Sweetheart, can you focus on me? I used the safeword. And I’ll say it again if you need to hear it one more time. Red. You’re not going through this anymore for today, okay?

[Relieved, sigh] You’re nodding now, I’m glad. I was so worried, baby, seeing you like that… You’re safe with me, I want you to always remember that. I want you to remember that, whatever we do when we play these roles, I always care about you. You and your well being are my top priority, and I would never, ever hurt you, not in a way that you don’t want me to.

[Quietly, still gentle] Can I hold you for a moment? Just… nod or shake your head for now, you don’t need to talk if you can’t.

Of course honey, I will wait if you need a second. I’ll get you out of these restraints in the meantime then, okay? We can cuddle afterwards, if you want. I don’t really want to leave you alone in the state you are now.

[Speaker removes restrains here, pause for a few seconds with just sfx of metal/fabric/stuff falling on the floor as they get removed]

[Softly] There, all done. I’ll get you some water, okay? And a blanket too. I’ll get them from our nightstand and closet, so I’m not going anywhere.

...Can I give you a kiss? You don’t need to raise your head or anything, I just want you to feel comfortable and safe with me.

[Small pause, Speaker gives the listener a kiss on the head]

Okay, I’ll get you all the things you need now.

[Footsteps, Speaker open the closet and gets the blanket, then pours water in a glass, and goes back to the Listener]

Here, take a few sips.

Don’t worry baby, I can hold the glass for you if you feel your hands unsteady.

[Small pause as Listener drinks]

Better now? I’ll set the glass nearby, in case you wanted more. And… here’s the blanket. Soft and warm. How are you feeling? Can I hold you now?

[Happy, still gentle] Oh, honey. You don’t know how relieved I am to look into your eyes again. Here, come closer, rest your head on my chest and let me hug you.

[Speaker hugs the listener and start stroking their hair and their back]

[Gentle and reassuring tone] You’re safe here, baby. You will always be safe with me.

And you’re loved. You know that, right? I care so much about you. I want to make sure that you still remember that. I was so scared… you’ve never reacted like that before. Did I do something that made you feel truly scared of me? Or that you couldn’t trust me? I need to know that honey, we can’t play like this if you’re not honest with me. I can’t do these things if you don’t tell me what’s going on in your mind.

I know that “you know”, it was just a reminder. What happened there?

[Pause, as Listener explains]

Okay, I understand. Your mind went blank, huh? So it’s not like you didn’t want to tell anything, more like you couldn’t. And I’m sorry you… felt that way. I probably should have been more careful and understanding the signals you sent, like when your eyes locked on the floor and you remained completely still whatever I said or did. That wasn’t normal and I should have realized it. I didn’t want you to feel like this, baby. But please, if you ever feel the first sign of something like this, even just a tiny bit of discomfort or fear that you don’t want, tell me. Tell me before we get to this point. Alright?

[Kisses]

I love you honey. Always remember that. You’re precious to me, and I don’t want you to ever feel hurt or abused by me. I want you to enjoy it with me, I’d never want to force you in any way to do something you wouldn’t like or wouldn’t feel up to do. I would totally understand and respect that.

[Soft chuckle] Of course, apology accepted. And I’m sorry too.

[Happy] Are you feeling better now, sweetie?

No, don’t feel guilty. Knowing you, I bet you probably wanted to endure it when you felt something wasn’t right, but I doubt you wanted to get to this point on purpose. And we both apologized, so there’s no need to feel guilty at all.

[Soft and reassuring] It’s okay, everything’s okay.

Just focus on the comfort of this moment, alright? Focus on the blanket that gently wraps you, on the beating heart in my chest, on my hand that gently stroke your head while the other one holds you close to me. Relax in this peaceful space we have all for ourselves.

[More kisses and soft stroking]

I’m not going anywhere, I won’t leave you alone. My arms will always be here to shelter you from everything and everyone. I will always, always, make sure that you’re safe.

[Pause]

Of course honey. [Kiss] If you feel like it, would you like to take a bath with me? I bet that would help you get warmer, I can still feel you trembling a little bit here. Or… maybe you’d like a snack, something warm to drink, and watch a movie instead?

[Chuckle, happy] No, it’s never “too late” to watch a movie. What’s the problem if you fall asleep in the meantime? Isn't it wonderful to fall asleep in your beloved's arms while your favorite movie lulls you to sleep? It’s supposed to help you relax, after all. And I’d say that tonight, my baby deserves the coziest night of all.

Alright, honey, we’ll leave the movie for another night. I’ll help you up, now okay? So we can take the bath together.

[Speaker stands up and help the listener]

Careful, baby. Your body went through a lot tonight, it’s normal that you feel weaker. But again, I’m here for you, so…

[The Speaker either carries the Listener in their arms, or wraps the Listener with their arms to help them walk]

...Isn’t this better? Now you really have to try hard if you want to fall down, when I hold you like this [Chuckle]. Come on now, let’s go.

[Footsteps, as they enter the bathroom. Sfx of water filling the tub]

Give me the blanket, hon. [Small pause] [Chuckle] Aww don’t pout like that.

Yes, I know you’re cold, but it’s just for a second.

[Listener gives the blanket to the Speaker]

You’re so good when you behave, you know that? [Chuckle] Come here, my baby deserve a kiss. [Kiss]

Is the water temperature good for you?

Okay, well then, let’s get inside.

[Both gets inside the bathtub]

[Relaxed] Aaah, this feels so, so good. Are you relaxing too?

I’m glad to hear that. Let’s just… stay like this for a little bit longer. I’ll help you clean yourself later, but for now… just lay on me, let me and the warm water hug you.

[Sweet] You did good tonight. Even if things didn’t go as expected at the end, you still did very, very good. You’ve been a good kitten for me, like you always are. You don’t know how much I appreciate you. And even when you look like a mess, you’re still gorgeous.

...And you are even more when you smile and blush like this when you hear those words [Chuckle].

[More strokes and soft breathing]

I truly treasure these moments with you, and I hope… you will always feel safe with me.

[would-they-be-good-at-asmr]

ASMR Saturdays (21)

For this Saturday (01/18/2025), I am highlighting “Squid Game ASMR Mukbang With Wi Ha-jun | Squid Game: Season 2 | Netflix” by Still Watching Netflix!

The channel that the video was posted is Still Watching Netflix, but the performer is Wi Ha-jun.

[pickle-juice-enjoyer]

Did parrot ASMR make me cry? No it did not (absolutely it did)

I need a hug asap

[audioroleplayconfessions]

the audio rp fandom has a massive issue with favouritism + double standards.

like if your not “popular enough” or joined a fandom late you have no chance of getting any recognition

and that pisses me off bcuz this fucking fandom is really talented

-🏵️

.

[b4rkwoofwrites]

As an artist that can't draw how I want, finding art that gives me motivation is like FEEDING ME. its so ttttaasty,,

im about to write either a fanfic, an asmr script, or both about this shit.

[little-witchys-garden]

Angelica asmr has really gone off the deep end...

there are videos from her tiktok denying racial oppression, claiming feminism is evil, shaming POC, attacking pagand, denying r-pe culture, and even telling LGBTQ+ people that they should end their lives....

Mind you that Angelica was in a hateful cult once and seems she's now supporting religious cult based mentalities...

She once dabbled in Wicca and astrology but never took it seriously and now is claiming all paganism and spirituality is demonic and evil..

Mind you this isn't some messed up character she's doing... She's now making streams with very hateful bigoted people specifically cis straight men where she basically kisses their asses and praises them for saying horrible things..

Here are some of her comments I found extremely gross

[queencolondarkwing]

AngelicaASMR’s current change

This post only about any info posted as of 7/25/2023 (will update in future if needed).

Ok so I’ve been following the Angelica Asmr shit pretty closely (don’t expect me to comment on gwen gwiz too because that girl is a grifter from the start). And as a mental health worker it REALLY freaks me out for her. I worked in a rehab for awhile. For people quitting drugs, but many of them also had bipolar, ptsd, schizophrenia, and similar diagnosises (some people also had the behavior due to being in crisis as well due to loss, recent homelessness, police brutality, etc.). So I know what psychotic breaks look like. I won’t armchair diagnose anything specific because I am not her medical provider, but while I can’t say she has anything for certain - she has a history of manic episodes in the past.

As someone with ADHD, a history of sexual and religious trauma, and c-ptsd like Angelica, I can honestly see how she fell into this. As someone who is also anti-capitalist, I can see why she thinks finding community would be beneficial (not sure why she would choose the Catholic Church instead of something from less individualistic, Eastern philosophy doesn’t make sense to me personally though...) to finding growth in an online era of isolation following a personal loss in her life. It seems weird how she went from talking about her Jehovahs Witness trauma from her youth...to going full on Orthodox, but I’ll get into details on why mentally this is actually super common in a minute.

I can also see how she would become a SWERF after having done OF, since as a former sex worker myself (camming, porn, fssw) who quit doing it after being raped - I can safely say that I myself am neither pro or anti sex work. I’m pro-decriminalization to keep workers safe, but also do feel a bit sick sometimes that MOST fssw on the streets are marginalized people. It is a complicated issue with nuance that non-sex workers have no business taking a side on. However, she is very hateful recently and anti-sex in general. Which is an issue.

She originally joined OnlyFans during a manic episode. So she HAS a history of mental illness and making major life decisions during mania. 

She went from pro-lgbtq to anti-lgbtq. Deleted her old progressive videos. Claimed to be a victim of MKUltra. Started making up delusions around the Catholic Church being anti-capitalist (Catholics individually can 100% be leftists, but the Church itself is VERY Capitalist). She posted homophobic and transphobic tiktoks where she would yell practically incoherently. Lots of staring. Inability to talk without looking away and laughing (she is normally a skilled actress).  Posting WAY more frequently than ever(she reposted 3 deleted videos last night and deleted them by this morning). She posted a video and lots of shorts and is way more active on Instagram. 

 The worst breakdowns I saw working rehab mostly always cycled through 4 topics: fame/self importance, inconsistent political and religious rambling, and sex. Always. Angelica has shown inconsistent spiritual beliefs (she has been mixing up Catholic, Orthodox, politics, and other religions). She has been focusing on sex in the context of trauma and posted a short of her in a bathtub on youtube again. She has been posting and immediately deleting content that has even positive comments on it.

Some medical signs of possible mania and/or psychosis that she is exhibiting:

Paranoia, trouble talking in a clear way/rambling, withdrawing socially (posting more often/online more but also alienating from her former fans), Confused speech, trailing off/lack of focus in videos, Generally disorganized way of thinking, no sign of restraint in expressing self, racing speech, goal-directed activity (seems to have a new anti-sex work goal), distractable/trails off topic, random giggling at nothing at camera like it is a person she is conversing with...etc. Tbh the amount of red flags I’ve seen are alarming.

I hope she gets support and help. And it is one reason I can’t blame her as hard as I would most, because she seems clearly unwell.  It isn’t an excuse. At all. And I don’t blame people for not supporting her going forward, but I plan to keep an eye on the situation for now and am hoping that somehow she can pull out of this shit, because I’ve seen this shit happen to a LOT of people with hard lives. Hell, I’ve even lashed out in smaller degrees and been delusional during my own ptsd breakdowns too, but when people are as far gone as Angelica is...I don’t usually see them come back again to the same state they were in previously. I’m hoping for the best, as a former fan and as a social worker, but Idk.

[escapedaudios]

No such thing as "just" boyfriend ASMR

Whenever an audio RP creator's storytelling is critiqued in any way, people will try to defend it by saying it's "just" boyfriend ASMR and people shouldn't take it so seriously. I hate this mentality so much. It's not a defense, you're just selectively exempting a medium from standards, and in doing so you're keeping the medium at a very low level.

If you, as a VA or a writer, decide to advance from "cuddles with your vampire boyfriend" to a multi-part narrative about a war between vampire clans, you have now exited the low-stakes comfort zone of boyfriend ASMR and have entered the league of full-fledged narrative fiction. You are now creating a plot, and people are going to notice things like plot holes, pacing issues, and flat themes. They are permitted to note their critiques.

That same mentality that people use to (ostensibly) defend their faves implies very strongly that audio RP shouldn't have good writing, that audio writers and VAs shouldn't take themselves even slightly seriously. Yes, they are usually amateurs, but you know what? Amateurs can write, amateurs can have talent, amateurs can have vision. I don't want to be coddled like a fucking child because my work is "just" boyfriend ASMR. Also, if you're going to praise someone for their stories and lore, you can't shield them from criticism by saying they're just a wittle bittie boyfriend ASMR voice actor. Sorry, you can only pick one.

It's ok to criticize! I WANT my writing to be criticized! Being critiqued means I'm being taken seriously as a writer rather than having my entire medium be relegated to a creative kiddy pool with no standards. I want audio roleplay to be taken seriously as a medium, that means I don't want to be coddled and treated like a delicate flower who is just too low-brow to be expected to meet standards of writing.

To be quite frank I wish MORE people would critique my work. The only condition I ask is that they actually listen to the audios they are critiquing and know what they're talking about. If you satisfy that one basic condition you have earned the right to talk all the shit you want. GO! THROW THE MUD!!! THROW IT! I LITERALLY CANNOT EVOLVE IF YOU DON'T!

This rant went off the rails. Anyway, audio roleplay is a legitimate form of narrative fiction. Just as expressive and artistic as novels and films.

[mr-laveau]

Meeting with Magical Vigilantes || [M4A] [Audio RP] ft. @bansheeaudios & @silverspoonva

It's been a while, hasn't it? I'm so glad to be back with another NeXus audio and this time around we're following Joseph and Rascal as we meet more members of the Wild Hunt! I was glad to officially work with @silverspoonva and @bansheeaudios again for this particular audio and they did so well! Kudos to them! Check it out here!

[sjaudios]

I posted a version of this on my twitter, but I made this version too, because my moots deserve some love too!

seriously, I have like, two mutuals on here that are the backbone of my fandom, and I'm always zooming to my computer with excitement every time they tag me in something-

(and of course, more of me lovingly harrasing @itsargyle for their incredible artstyle and kind words, y'all keep me going!)

[silentmacabre]

how I sleep with my silly little phone beside me playing silly little noises