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lorainedoesthings · 5 months ago
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Coming on to say that chapter 5 is… a thing. I’m not even going to lable it, it’s its own thing. I’m very scared of it. It’s going in the opposite direction from which it started.
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dykedvonte · 25 days ago
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Can you talk about trans!Curly a little bit more? I'm curios if you have any headcanons and the like
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It's just such a thing in my mind because it adds a truthful sadness and differing aspect to mouthwashing.
If Curly was trans it adds the horror of the horribly selfish thought he could have easily been in Anya's situation. It could've been him but it wasn't and he so conflicted on the pit it put in his stomach that brings and the shameful relief it wasn't. In this scenario he is friends with Jimmy for a long time still. Jimmy likely knew him pretransition. Maybe he gave Curly weird looks then, maybe they never stopped after, maybe they seemed meaner. They are guys now, bros, both of them are. He doesn't really have to worry what those looks mean anymore, Jimmy just has that face with him sometimes. It's recontextualizing a lot of things for him that he was in denial about or too ashamed to admit. How naive he was being and how he let that get another person hurt.
Specifically with Anya, it's he knows the dread and fear she's feeling. He can understand it because he had to live with it for a good portion of his life, he knows it cause he still does, just in a slightly different way. It makes him think of all the times he's been alone with Jimmy, all the times he's been way more drunk off his ass and not remember the night, Jimmy was always with him the next day. Makes him think of the comments he would laugh off both because that's what guys do but because that part of being a girl says to laugh so Jimmy doesn't do something. It's the selfish realization that he was never safe and he's uncertain now too. Mad at himself for forgeting that feeling, espcially since for a long time he would've been considered the only woman on a crew (with all that implies) for a long time.
He should've taken those blinders off, step back into that position for just a moment and it's so much more painful that Anya likely came to him because he should've gotten it. Those thoughts don't leave his mind after the crash when he's in an even more vulnerable position than she was...
#this is less headcanons and more my thoughts of the intersectional horror this brings to mouthwashing which is also a thing it#already has but more directly in the mix vs just the class gender and positional struggle. like the idea he waited to confront Jimmy becaus#he could conceptualize the crime better because of experience with womanhood and also how it would've destroyed him in terms of being trans#like its weird to word as a comparison but thats kinda how empathy works as in an understanding and ability to project through aspects#like you found out your friend who has always had weird feelings about and relating to you is a rapist and got one of your other friend#pregnant and is now being openly hostile and aggressive towards you. You have only a few days to really think on all of this all the years#with him and how many oppurtunites he had that you blame yourself for giving him both in life and to do to you. You are starting to#realize that he may have done what he did to Anya because it was no longer viable with him or because of weird transphobia/homophobia#from Jimmy and god its so much and he should've know better and what did Jimmy do then - c r a s h#he is at such a small amount of mercy to Jimmy now and he can't protect Anya and it's terrifying because i know and you know that Jimmy is#giving him those weird looks again...#like it adds another layer of horror to things and while I don't think Jimmy would do anything to Curly it's heavily implied he targeted he#because of relatively more important position and getting Curly to have doubts about him as a power play and Curly knows Jimmy well enough#that him immediately exerting his authority and power would set him off after already having been mad about it and even when doing#damage control it still set him off. like its the horror of accidenlty siding with your oppresser and hurting other like you only to then b#stabbed in the back again by the person who took advantage of your nature like its so complext but my actual trans curly headcanons#are just a little bit happier like i imagine he was the first on the boys soccer team and a star player. maybe he and jimmy even picked ou#his first offical “boy” clothes and Jimmy picked most so he looked like the grungiest white boy but she was a boy so it didn't matter cause#it was with his friend who accepted him and I bet on the bed he looks back at all those moments and notices the little details that his#friend wasnt actually so happy but he can't be certain when he started looking so bitter or hes just imagining out of paranoia cause he jus#cant know and even if he could he wouldn't want to ask like god thinking about Anya and probably being a little glad if not heartbroken#that she did get out of it in the end like trans curly and anya destroy me even more its so upsetting like he didn't realize how much he go#you girl and waited to act like it was cowardice but then would she not realize what hes realizing? should that be a grace or more of a#condemnation in her mind like what are her thoughts? espically during the scene Jimmy hits Curly like she had to hear and what did she thin#they are tormented in a similar hells with the same demon and its fascinating#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing
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lucapizzelles · 3 months ago
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"Fame è il mio secondo nome."
I love when the non-english versions of the movie give me heartbreaking characterizations not as barebones apparent* in the original. what do you mean he's not just "definitely hungry." what do you mean he's hungry so much that he uses the phrase usually reserved for things you're really good at/often find yourself feeling/do a lot ("danger is my middle name" "pizza is my middle name".)
Am i reading too much into this? yeah 100% definitely. dooooooonnnt careeee.
*because tbh you don't need to do much analyzing or digging to come to the conclusion that Alberto likely has a lot of malnourishment going on, but this kinda pushes it to the front
(also, luca infantalizes himself in a lot of the dubs (a lot being the Thai and Italian one, I should check the Spanish one though since I actually know that language) which I could also talk about for a significant amount of time)
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girlcockholmes · 3 days ago
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im sooooo good at getting disproportionately annoyed at things that dont really matter
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once-in-a-half-life · 3 months ago
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carnelianwings · 20 days ago
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I love telling coworkers “I voted the way you’d expect me to”. It’s a total non-answer that validates their beliefs/perception of me without needing me to put in more effort than I’m willing to give while at work and needing to be Not Offensive to coworkers.
The ones who barely know me outside of work could conceivably think I’d vote red, because “taxes and she gets paid well”.
But the ones who actually know me outside of work, the ones who know my favorite Gundam series is Seed and my favorite character is Cagalli and my favorite superhero is Kamala Khan/Ms. Marvel, the ones who’ve seen me at locals early on making sure the one flamboyantly gay new guy (who joined the same time I did) didn’t get picked on, the ones who know I’m bi/pan - those are the ones who know I voted blue.
And the ones who’ve spent even 5 minutes getting me to talk about politics will realize I voted blue only because I’m compromising and settling for no progress (with the hope of a tiny incremental step forward) because backsliding is the worse option of all.
But what do I know? I’m just a(n overeducated, single, career minded) Asian woman who doesn’t know her place.
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willel · 1 year ago
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"I'm too busy to discuss this with you right now and I'm totally not repressing my feelings."
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bastardcherub · 1 month ago
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DUDE YOUR ART IS SO STUNNING
AAAA THANK YOUUUUUU!!!!
I barely post it here but I swear I’m still making some HDBDJFKG here’s my newest muse, Sverre,,, cyberpunk/sci-fi setting they’re a robo mechanic who absolutely does have the hots for mechanoids hehehehhe…
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deargravity · 18 days ago
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haiiiii sardini i hope youre weeell !!!!! dyou have any favorite/comfort media like movies or books or anythinf that changed your tastes 4ever !!!!!???
haiii i’m doing okay actually.. college is a horror but we persist. so firstly, i have a LOTTTTT of stuff i really enjoy and no real fixed tastes, except that i don’t like romance-centred plots. i love gothic literature and detective fiction mostly but i’ve been getting into memoirs too etc etc let me get into it
so, FIRST OF ALL i really like sherlock holmes. i grew up on it so it’s given me a taste for cozy mysteries in general and the occasional hardboiled crime/espionage novel. it’s my all-time favourite series but i also have quite a few adaptations i enjoy and return to
- Sherlock Holmes by Arthur Conan Doyle (the original canon, cozy detective fiction)
- Charlotte Holmes by Brittany Cavallaro (a young adult series with 4 books)
- the 1940s Sherlock Holmes movies with Basil Rathbone (all on youtube, btw, a great way to pass the time)
- Moriarty the Patriot (manga series, with 1 season of animation, one of my ALL-TIME favourite adaptation ever)
- Enola Holmes (the book series, but the movies are also really fun)
- Moriarty: The Devil’s Game & The Silent Order by Charles Kindinger (audible original podcast, a moriarty origin story with a refreshing change in perspective, where Moriarty is the heroic protagonist and Holmes is the villain antagonist, a lot of creative and original recharacterisation, it was so interesting just give it a chance)
- Sherlock & Co. (ANOTHER FAVOURITE. and a classic. a podcast too, set in the 21st century and by far, my favourite adaptation of the original stories and just wonderful)
OTHER THAN THAT:
- (book) Wuthering Heights by Emily Brontë - got me into gothic horror
- (movie) Good Will Hunting - coming of age (?) movie about friendship, love, potential, and the power of vulnerability
- (movie) Jennifer’s Body - i’m not a horror fan at all actually but this was a horror comedy, iirc and it did give me a taste for evil women in fiction
- (book) Unquiet by Linn Ullman - a recent 4⭐️ read, a very intimate, vulnerable memoir of grief and memory that opened me up in a lot of ways
- (movie) Bound 1996 - lesbian noir film, god i love criminal / mafia lesbians
- (music, album) Folie á Deux by Fall Out Boy
- (animation) Arcane
and you may already know this but i’m also into Paradox Live, A3, Blue Eye Samurai and Mahoyaku. i’ll get into anything if it can promise me a good, fun time I don’t really have limits on the kind of media i can enjoy, except that maybe animanga is a little hard for me to get into.
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reflectionsofgalaxies · 6 months ago
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how do y’all move past the impulsive desires that come with existential crises?
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elenadoeslife · 1 year ago
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your first love hits different
#another day another vent-in-the-tags post#i came across a picture of me and my fiest boyfriend of five years today. picture must've been 10 years old at this point#found many more pictures of him and us on my dad's old pc#i can just feel my body pull and heart ache when i look at him in the pictures#wondering what my life would've looked like if i hadn't broken things off between us#we tried to stay friends and a couple of months later we went for a drink. when daying goodbye he moved in to kiss me#i was hesitant and stepped away. he couldn't bare having me in his life while not being together so he cut off all contact#don't get me wrong in any of my thoughts- i love babe whole heartedly and he's the only man for me now and in my future#it's just that nagging feeling burried deep. the 'what if's. what if i felt more confident about my body back then?#what if i hadn't moved on so quickly? what if i had let him kiss me?#i tried texting him telling him i was approved for gbp surgery (i broke things off because i was very insecure about my body)#he congratulated me and sincerely wished me all the happiness in the world but also asked me not to contact him again after this#it's been 7-ish years but every now and then i wonder how he's doing and what he's up to#he doesn't really have social media apart from facebook (and that page is private) and i only stayed in touch with his former best friend#but i'm not gonna ask him because i know they haven't spoken in years either#i've had plenty more relationships after him but i rarely ever think about those guys#am i okay? is this normal? lol#i should get my head out of this rabbit hole asap#add: the picture is almost 15 years old lol. my math ain't mathing. we met in 2009. not that it's important#i think i just moved on too quickly and didn't allow myself time & space to grieve. that's why he keeps popping up in my thoughts now & then
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wind-becomes-lightning · 1 year ago
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🎧 💕
shuffling my "blorbo thoughts all day" playlist! :)
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this is from my kakashi and sayuri playlist! I just think it is a very nice sort of moment of breathing after the war has ended etc well the title says it all :D In my mind the continuation of "we looked like giants" that tells the story of their family would be called "in our bedroom after the war"
Send me a 🎧 and I will put my music on shuffle and give you a song and my favourite lyric from it
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bytesie · 1 year ago
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i love your shep and i am desperate to know what mods you're using!
hi! ty i love fern too <333 u made me want to finally do my mod resources page so i did xoxo i tried to get everything i hope i did
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bittwitchy · 11 months ago
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let me revel in your defeat
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thedeadthree · 1 year ago
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-`. i need to be more unhinged about her so here is yana in this picrew. 🥀🌸<3💀
#oc: anasyana an enaviryn#leg.ocs#t: picrews#*holda her up* hiiiiiii my murderous murder muffin <3#she’s a star elf! she’s an archfey warlock (tasha is her patron! she’s bhaals daughter! my dark urge! in love with one archduke !!!!)#fathers favorite daughter !!!!!!!!#i havent been as unhinged about her here so i bring her in this pic few i found while looking for pictures to intro my bg clowns 🌸💕#ye olde creative brain has been making clowns and her aesthetics i need to make EDITS of dearie i need to teach myself how to make gifs !!!!#I WANT TO MAKE PRETTY GIFS FOR YANA !!!!! (and learn how to mod for the yanagortash brainworms 🥀🥴 *giggles*)#what do you mean there’s blood on her it’s just strawberry syrup 🥀😌✨🍓#her house wished for a savior to see the return to their world that was lost to them and they got murder muffin 🌸💕✨😵‍💫🤭#(also sliiiightly unrelated bc the archduke has the braincell i plan to ship him as well with a few other nondurge clowns <3)#(i will offer lore soon but i love castellan and vaermina having ships with him !!!!!! yanagortash you’ll always have my heart but they’re!)#aaaaanyway y’all are welcome to send asks of my baby girlie i will never not want to talk till the cows come home about her 🌸🥀✨😖 MY BABY!!!!#she’s not evil she’s never done a wrong thing in her life <3#if yana and una were in the same verse they would be the best of friends i can feel it !!!!!!#she also has a thing with a*starion who i think’ll be ascended in her playthrough? they both should be allowed to be unhinged i think!#sarspira will get vampire pookie un ascended and will resist her urge <3#OH and she is not the one in my icon that is my sweet girl tissaia <3 i am so so stoked to intro her as well!!!!!!#reading word on the street that the d*urge was created purely by b*haal adds a whole new LAYER to her house wishing for a child of#destiny to save their world they lost bc RAHH at the thought he though OO here’s my opportunity + then created her + they got their ‘savior’#i think i read its in a note you find AND I HAVE TO FIND THAT NOTE 🥀😵‍💫✨ !!!!!!#like from his own viscera?? INCH RESTING for the lore for yana and what was meant for her VEERY#q#q: from the drafts
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soulsxng · 1 year ago
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"Ranadi...what are you doing? Why are you and Dionysus with Metatron?"
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"Uh...you know! Just...we're...I've told you before a bunch of times that I think he's attractive, okay? Don't look at me like that!"
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