#ask killu

[kustas]

I’ve noticed wrt to fandom’s changing the source material, people have a growing issue with using the word ‘coded’ in place of ‘headcanon’. This can lead to people projecting and thinking certain characters are x minority coded and seeing the creators as actively malicious when they never intended to go that way, or if other fans make content of those characters that differ from it as well. This is especially awkward with the rise of manga since (LGBT) stereotypes and terminology differs.

well coding is absolutely a real thing but people have got to start learning the differences between coding, stereotypes, and character traits they project upon. I've seen instances of people hailing a character as representation when the character in question was a very uncomfortable stereotype...often it comes from younger people who might not have experienced the flavors of oppression that birthed said stereotype but man. it's important to know about these things

and like I said prior running with barebones lazy hints is how companies get away with doing the bare minimum and getting a reputation for being progressive which is scary

[earfqwake]

Alpha Killua/Brother X Omega/Sister Reader

Part 2

dark content warning: contains brother/sister love, yandere behavior, nsfw, explicit, you’ve been warned!! 🕷️

Killua can’t exist without Y/n.

It’s been close to two years since you and Killua presented at 16, and a lot had changed for you.

True to his word Silva no longer required Y/n to partake in the family business. The not so slight down side was that Killua’s work load doubled now taking more jobs then ever before. It pissed him off no doubt but more or less he didn’t seem to mind as long as you were safe and sound at home. You had tried arguing to Killua that he really didn’t have to and you didn’t want to burden him. Didn’t matter, he wasn’t hearing any of it.

So when you were informed by Father on this decision and it’s finality you instantly sought out your brother knowing he was the reason behind this. Staring into his eyes with softness only held for him you sighed, “Killu, you don’t have to do this for me! I can do this for you too, Im not some weak little girl anymore.” Embracing you in his arms he shook his head. “You and I both know this was for the best.. now you can spend your time doing things you actually want to do.”

Giving him a sorrowful expression you push away from his hug. He was always like this, trying to shelter you from the harsh realities of the world. But this was too much. “This isn’t fair to you though, how can I be happy knowing your risking your life out there solely for me.” Killua looks away and huffs out a deep breath clearly uncomfortable that he’s made you upset. Shaking your head you turn to go back to your father. “I’m going to ask Father to change his mind, I can do this to.”

At that he jumps to action and grabs your arm before you can fully turn making you face him. His reflexes are much quicker and his strength is rivaling that of Illumis already. That only upsets you more, how much has he suffered to get to this level of strength? Frantically he tries to reason with you his inner alpha being upset at the one he loves being distressed.

One of his hand gently holds your cheek directing your teary eyes meet his. “No! No, listen Y/n I told you I’d take care of you and I meant it okay? Just let me do this for you..please.” Melting into his touch I place my hand over his and hold it closer to my face. He’s letting out calming pheromones that envelope me whole but I still can’t help but cry.

Tears fall down my face and he quickly laps at them, a habit he created as a pup and has no desire to break yet. Not when you cry those pretty tears just for him, would be a shame to let them go to waste. “UhUh, no crying, you don’t have to cry anymore Y/n. ‘M gonna take care of my Omega, my little sister” Kil Mumbles affectionately as he catches each tear with a soft lick occasionally placing little kisses on your cheeks. Nodding in understanding you blink away any more tears now just lightly sniffling. In a small voice you answer to him, “You are too kind, always taking care of me! Wanna take care of you too Onii!”

Letting out a low growl of approval he nuzzles into the side of your neck breathing in your now calm scent. You smell sweet like peonies with a freshness like the air the morning after it rained and just so good. You smell like home, his home and only comfort in this harsh world he was born into. “You always take care of me baby, being so good for me. Gonna keep you safe until I can take you far away from here. You remember what I promised you?” He whispered just so you could hear him, placing small kisses on you loving the way you scent spiked with arousal. “Y-yeah I remember Kil”, Is your breathless reply as you lean your head to the side letting him swipe his tongue over your sensitive neck.

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~ 6 months prior ~

It was just another regular night for you, already having bathed and finished your night time routine. Skin soft and smooth with a slight glimmer from your lotion. Adorned in a matching set of pajamas that was pink with daisies all over them. A white lace trimmed cami top with shorts of to match that clung to your body perfectly. The moon shined through your window reflecting off the matching anklet and necklace Kil gifted you as you sat up in bed anxiously.

He’s been gone for an entire week now with Illumi doing a job he was tasked for, and it must’ve been dangerous if Father sent both of them together. Hugging a white cat plushie to your chest you sighed and layed in bed restlessly. Soon you slip into restless sleep but you awaken an hour later when you heard your bedroom door open up. Years of training made you instantly awaken and tense up until you saw who it was.

A freshly bathed Killua slipping into your bed in just sweat pants, he wraps his tired arms around you and sighs as he breaths in the scent of you that fills the room. Now he was finally home. Nuzzling your slightly startled face he smiles. Even in your sleepy state you give him a big tight.

“Didn’t mean to wake you, we just got back tonight. Go back to sleep.” Purring at finally being in his arms you pout, “I was so worried about you…” Smiling he plays with the heart shaped locket necklace that dangles from your neck ending just above your bust.

Flattered he hides his blush behind a quick witted joke, “You’re always worried about me cry baby.” It was true but you can’t help thinking of everything that could possibly go wrong when he’s gone for so long. Rolling your eyes and huffing you turn your back on him and cross your arms over your chest, “Well excuse me for caring. I’m going back to sleep then I have to leave out for my own task in a few hours anyways.” Grumbling Killua wraps an arm around you pulling you flat against his toned chest. Your smaller body fitting perfectly against his own. “And why wasn’t I told about this?” I giggle and turn my head to face his. “Because you would’ve tried to make PaPa give you this mission too, you need to rest Killua I can handle this it’s fairly simple and I should be back within the same day.”

Knowing I’m right he just lets out a irritated huff, but his expression quickly dissolved again when he heard my laugh again. Staring at my lips before looking down at the curve of my body slotted against his. And how your ass is just sitting perfectly on his bulge you feel his length twitch against you. I deadpan stare at him before busting out laughing. “You’ve got to be kidding me Kil ! Let go.”

Shaking his head no he traps me in his arms shoving his groin closer to me. Continuing to wiggle only makes him stiffen more letting out low growl he playfully bites your ear. Squirming at how it tickles you giggle more, “Ow Killu !!” Satisfied with my reaction and finally hearing my laugh for the first time in a week he smiles.

I feel myself swooning all over again, Im pretty sure there’s hearts in my eyes. And then he’s staring at my lips again longingly. The air in the room suddenly feels warmer and the smell of our arousal mixing makes me feel fuzzy. Starting to feel shy I turn my head away, “Kil, I really need to sleep now, and you need rest too…”

Ever so slowly, slides his hand that was holding my torso up my body until his hand rests comfortably on my neck. With light force he directs my face to meet his again and leans in. Tilting his head he furrows his brows in confusion, “I thought I told you that taking jobs isn’t necessary anymore. I don’t want my pretty girl getting hurt.”

Having him this close and feeling him twitch in his sweats against me is distracting. Suddenly I’m feeling almost breathless looking into his intense eyes. “B-but Killua, I want to help you and the family.” Again, he feigns a look of confusion yet still devouring me with his eyes alone. “You keep calling me by my name , that’s not what you usually call me baby. And why are you worried about them ? You should only worry about me, Onii knows what’s best for you, right ?”

Emphasizing his point he gives a soft squeeze of my throat, keeping his hips firmly against my back side, even as I try to discreetly rub my thighs together. “I-I’m not a pup anymore , I don’t call you Onii! You treat me like I’m a baby.” His eyes widen now almost as if in disbelief. He was gone for one week and you’re acting out.

Rolling his hips against me, I bite my lip to stiffle a moan. His hand trails back down from my neck to resting on my hip. “Oh you’re not my baby anymore ? Even though we’re older you’ll always be my little baby sister, but you’re right! Your a big girl now Y/n, Look at this pretty body..” His hand that was caressing your hip slides inbetween your thighs.

Slick now soaking through the light material of your sleep shorts has you gasping. Parting your legs for him automatically as he rubs over your slit . A deep growl of satisfaction is felt vibrating on your back, “Yeah that’s my big girl, so beautiful and so mine.” Feeling up your wet pussy through your shorts he stops to slowly rub against your aching clit. His breath felt warm against your ear as he whispers, “Your mine right Y/n-chan?”

Nodding my head as my eyes flutter closed, too busy focusing on the pleasure he was giving me. And although he was more composed than you he was slipping into that fuzzy head space too. Pleasuring the one he loves, bathing in her scent after being deprived for seven whole days of her touch. He couldn’t help himself from stealing a needy kiss from your lips, which you gladly returned.

His hips rhythmically rolling against you in time with how his two fingers rub at your clit. “So perfect for me,” Even as you moan he keeps your lips together swallowing them as he does with every bit of attention you give him. Selfishly. Possessive. Obsessed.

His grunts mix with your whimpers, he still won’t give up kissing at your mouth, you messily return kisses but the pleasure is just too distracting. Your hands cling to him to drag you down from the pleasure. One hand gripping his hair keeping his mouth close to yours the other grasping at his forearm. Not pulling him away from his motions, just wanting to touch him. “Perfect just for me, fuck Y/n.”

His face is flushed now, seeing you fall apart is enough to please him. Pressing one more sloppy kiss he pulls back reluctantly, but just enough so he can see the mess he’s made of you with just a few touches. And oh man, it was almost enough to make him bust in his pants. Swollen lips glossy from your desperate kisses, eyes low from breathing in his scent and squirming from his hand rubbing up and down your cunt.

He groaned as he took the very last bit of restraint he had left to halt his rutting. Slowed his hand down before he removed it all together making you whine in confusion. Repositioning himself to kneel in between your legs with you on your back. Pushing your legs up and open so he could see the slick covered mess you two made. Drinking in your image only makes him thirsty for you.

From above you he looks so handsome, seeing his toned body that has built muscle never fails to make you feel flustered. Looking down you see how big he is,feeling it against you was one thing but seeing his outline in just sweat pants has you moaning. Your eyes both taking eachother in. It’s silent other than your breathing calming down.

You’ve curiously touched each other before, but never this far. Making out was as far as it went, and he was always handsy with you never wanting to let go of you. This is uncharted territory though, never having a boyfriend of your own to explore with, which was all apart of his plan.

Finally your eyes meet, his eyes are darker than usual. Love & lust is in the air and very hard to deny. Curious hands touching on eachother. Killuas hand teasingly rubbing your soft inner thighs as he holds them open. “Too perfect Y/n,” He whispers before interlocking both his hands with yours. It’s like time stops as he leans down again kissing you, but softer this time. He may struggle with expressing his emotions but it always comes through his actions.

His love for you being ever evident in his eyes, in each slow motion of his lips against yours. And his hips roll against you again but this time it’s slower, wanting to take his time. “It’s hard for me to control myself around you, but I’ll wait until it’s time. We’re gonna be mates Y/n, and I’m gonna take care of you...” Breathlessly you moan, your hearts are beating in sync, the love you two have for eachother is blossoming into something new.

Yet doubt shreds through. Killua notices the change in your scent and nuzzles into your neck to distract you with soft lips against your sensitive scent gland. “But w-what if it’s not you? We’ll never know until the day of our birth day.” He can’t help the growl that rips from deep within him. You? With anyone other than him? Please even if by some odd miracle his name wasnt revealed on your wrist he wouldn’t let you go. Never.

“Said your mine Y/n, no one else can have you, my mate. ‘M gonna marry you Y/n have you full of my pups.” The pleasure isn’t enough to distract you from all the what ifs. “Kil, my pups, I d-don’t want them to grow up like us. I couldn’t handle that!” You cry out to him, even as you feel these euphoric feelings of him stimulating you it’s bringing out a vulnerability within you. Nipping at your neck he sucks a decent sized bruise there. That’ll have to do until he can actually mark you.

Sighing he stops yet again, he wants you but not like this. Not when you are questioning your future together. For now he ignores how painfully hard and pent up he is and comforts you. Kissing up your jawline be presses kisses on your lips not wanting his baby sad. “They won’t baby they won’t… I won’t let them hurt you anymore. You listen to me okay.” Big eyes look up at him with tears threatening to fall.

“I promise you I’ll be a good alpha for you.. for our pups. They’ll have what we needed and more. But you’ve gotta help me help you. No more taking jobs , I’ll do it for you and you just wait for me. After we mate I’ll get us far away from here, anywhere you want to go.” At that your heart fills with joy, far away from Kukoroo mountain and your crazy family ? That’s a dream come true, but is it just that ? “Are you sure Killua? That we can live a normal life away from this?”

Nodding his head he smiles at you. Your smile brightens up the whole room and your scent doubling down as your happiness spreads through your whole body. “But you hold up your end of the deal, no more taking jobs Y/n I mean it, It’s too dangerous for you.” He says sternly but his smile still not leaving his face because seeing you happy just does that to him. Cracking his cold exterior down to nothing but dust.

Pouting you groan, “But I don’t like seeing you come back exhausted or possibly hurt.” Rolling his eyes his grin deepens as he presses a kiss to your forehead. “It’s a good thing you can heal me with your pretty tears, huh. You didn’t even notice the stab wound on my leg.” Gasping you wiggle out of his hold, pushing him backwards so you are now the one on top of him. Your lip wobbling as you feel frantically for where it might be at. “Killua why didn’t you tell me? I knew something happened.”

He doesn’t even flinch when you press slightly on his right thigh where you feel the bandage under his soft sweatpants. His eyes scan your face as you let you tears fall and hit his abdomen, your nen making quick work at the wound and in no time it’s gone. Frowning he sees your eyes still crying even though he can no longer feel the pain. “You worry too much as it is, I’m sorry I upset you pretty..”

Reaching one hand up to rest on your cheek and swipe at any more tears, his other resting on your thigh giving it a small squeeze. Wiping your eyes you rest your hand on where the wound once was smoothing it over. Still not meeting his eyes your other hand plays with the string of his sweats.

“Come on Y/n I’m sorry this won’t be forever.. I told you we’d leave this life together. I’ll take a thousand more wounds before I let you get hurt.” Only shaking your head you feel tears about to fall again. And he knows it soooo wrong but his dick jumps in his sweats wanting attention. Cooing he grabs your hands in his own “My pretty omega so worried for me, Im fine baby wanna see ?”

Your heart skips a beat, you’ve bathed together but never have you seen him before. You can only bring yourself to timidly nod at him, and he takes the initiative to guide your hands to the hem on his pants. They were already low hanging so you knew once you pulled them down exactly what you’d see. “Go ahead, you wanted to see that I’m not hurt right ?”

Swallowing hard you nod but still hesitated already seeing his happy trail of white hair. Tugging down his sweats he lifts his hips so you can pull them down further. Your eyes zone in on the bandage that was slightly tinted red on his right thigh. But in your peripheral vision you saw him, and you felt that ache in your lower stomach again.

Huge and hung, precum smeared on his tip from all the excitement and a vain running down the left side of it. Curly white hair at the base makes you want to touch him but you shake your head and go back to the task at hand. You frown and peal back the bandage to see a brand new scar to add to the many on his body. Atleast he was no longer hurt anymore, “O-okay Kil, it’s okay now you can cover up.”

Smiling he stops your hands as they reach to pull his pants back up and guides one hand to his member. “But what about right here Y/n ? I need your attention right here, it’s so hard for you” To emphasize his point he twitches in your palm. Placing his hand over yours he starts to stroke himself. Groaning his free hand up reaches up to squeeze one of your soft breast. “Come on I’ll show you what to do..”

Finding yourself rubbing your thighs together you almost moan at the sight before you. Seeing how handsome he was and being able to see him like this under you, your mate. Before you can say anything else the door slams open.

“ABSOLUTELY NOT! YOU LITTLE MINX !” Your mothers voice screeches at you. “How dare you seduce your brother to mate with you Y/n I am so disgusted with you!” I jump and back away until my back hits the backboard of the bed. Killua looks at me longingly and sighs like this is nothing but a inconvenience and tugs his sweats up. “Calm down you old hag, I came onto her first.”

Kikyo gasps and grabs Killua by the arm, hastily dragging him out the room, “Unbelievable Killua your father will be hearing about this!” That’s the last thing you hear before your door is slammed shut. I don’t move from my spot as I catch my breath and try to process what just happened.

It’s safe to say after that incident me and Killua were under heavy surveillance it was too risky being together.

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Even now, recalling the incident has you flustered for a multitude of reasons but you decide to block out the terrible ending to what would’ve been a great night. His sweet promise to you was what mattered. Taking you away, being mated, having pups. It was like a fairy tale and you hung onto those words religiously.

Coming back to your senses you try to put a end to his tongue attacking your neck already giving you hickeys in minutes. I gasp and push at his chest but he doesn’t budge. “Killua! Come on you’re going to get me in trouble..” Placing another sloppy kiss onto my now very wet neck he smiles proudly at his work.

“The last ones i gave you were going away.” Was his excuse as he admired your flustered face. “One week until our birthday can’t you wait ? just one week!” I say scolding him but my pleased scent betrays the front i put on. He snickers at the act you put on and nods in compliance. Taking your smaller hands, he places a kiss on each individual finger tenderly, before his eyes are staring into yours “Just one week so remember what i told you okay.”

Smiling at him you close the distance before you and he rests his forehead against yours lovingly as your purring fills the empty hallway. All peace comes to an end as you hear your mothers heals clicking along the corridor. Killua growls, he has done nothing to hide his feelings of disdain towards her since he was a child but you shake your head at him. Giving him a quick kiss to the cheek you two separate and watch as she turns the corner.

Halting she sniffs the air around her and scrunches her nose at the slight smell of arousal in the air. But one look at Killua and how he’s glaring at her already is enough for her to bite her tongue and hold any comments. Instead she clears her throat and smiles as she approaches you two. She dotes on you both, “My dear twins, my sweet babies ! Your birthday is approaching! Let’s go talk party details.” She says using the relevant excuse to come between you both and drag you elsewhere.

You spare Killua a glance and smile at him and thinking of his promise. And as if he is thinking of the same thing he smiles back genuinely.

Just one more week <3

[royakahoshiart]

@killu-art can't find the original ask :( but this is for my best friend!! <3

I hope you like it :3

[yahuuchan]

~Cozy night~

Warning: whispering lewd things, gentle sex, fluff, pet names, slight use of electro, riding.

Note: sorry guys if i am not posting often I am not getting any ideas. And of course there will be nsfw in my content. If you feel uncomfortable please click off.

Gon and killua will be aged up to 18+

It was a chill night....the breeze was so soothing and chill as gon was laying on his stomach on the bed reading some sort of book.

The door was opened revealing killua. Gon took a glance at the silver haired boy

"had dinner?" Asked the raven haired boy

"yep" killua flopped on the bed beside him as he looks at the ceiling thinking something

"you should first eat before training." Gon said closing his book as he looked at killua. He hummed and kept starring at the ceiling, gon rolled closer to him and plants a kiss on his cheek. Killua turned his head towards him and cupped his cheek pulling him to a warm kiss. They stayed like that for a minute and pulled away

"we haven't done anything we have been so busy training everyday and going on missions...I never had any time alone.. with you.." killua blushed while telling this. Gon chuckled and nodded "that's true.."

Killua immediately got up and glares at gon "well it's because of you! your not allowing us to have some fun even at night!" Killua complained.

Gon got up as well "we need to focus on our upcoming mission killua! Your being so cool with it."

"it's not a big deal at all.." killua Muttered harshly and rolled his eyes.

"don't mutter killua. If I did something with you then you will get immediately very horny and fuck the hell out of me and then for the next four days I can't even walk!" Gon spatted as killua face flushed

"w-w-well...past in the past."

Gon gave him a 'are you serious?' look "you are still doing it in the present too." Killua laughed nervously scratching his head

Gon kissed killua on lips and pulled away taking a look at his beautiful face "it's too hard for me to resist your beauty" killua face flushed as he looked away "oh shut up.."

He slowly looks back and grabbed his waist and pulled him on top of him and kissed his cheek and lips. They both enjoyed the kiss..he brought his lips lower to his neck and licking and biting his soft neck trying not to be hard as gon panted a wave of pleasure sends through his body he bit his lip closing his eyes giving himself to killua.

Killua continued his work of art and kept biting and licking his sensitive spots that he had already memorized in his mind. His neck is full of marks claiming it has his property. He softly laid him on the bed as he got on top of him...

"gon..I love you" he whispered as gon can feel his hot breath on his ear he smiled and wrapped his arms around his neck and pulled him closer "I love you too killua..."

Killua smirked gon knows he is upto something. Killua licked his thighs as he pierced his sharp teeth into the sensitive spot. Gon gasped as he moaned in pleasure "ngh~~ killu-" killua bites all the sensitive spots he know as he licked his lips hungrily

He liked it how the area instantly turns purple he knows out of all the body parts gons thighs was the most sensitive part he will always squirm whenever he touch it. He gripped his thighs as he swirled his tongue around the bruised spot

Killua stops and took off his shirt and tossed around the room his eight pack was flashing gon blushed and smirked he can never get tired of this view

Killua puts on a smug face "enjoying the view?" Killua asked as there was a cockiness in his tone "you bet I am." Killua chuckled as he heard this. He slowly reached for gons shorts and removed it carefully from his leg and drops it on the floor..

Killua grunted from the view. He licks off the pre-cum on his tip and puts the length into his mouth and sucked the "3 inch dick" (sorry I had to) killua swirled his tongue around it teasing him in every way as gon moaned loudly and squirmed gripping the bed sheets

"ahh mhmm~ killu-ahh~" gon moaned his name as he was about to cum killua fastened his speed and kept sucking it faster. Before gon can warn him he came all over his mouth killua waste no shit and gulped all of it and licked his lip gon let out a exhale in relief as he was already so sweaty

"I am not done." Killua said as gon eyes opened and looks at him killua smirked and gets all their remaining clothes off

Gon drools at the sight of killua's dick it was like 12 inches or something. He wanted to waste no time he just wants to take the whole length into his mouth until he choke

"get up" killua demanded as gon obeys like the good pet he is. He got on his knees both of their dick is bulging. Gon stroked his dick as killua let out a deep moan his pre-cum was already dripping down. Gon shoved the whole thing inside his mouth sucking he gently sucked it at first but then fastened his speed killua moaned in pleasure as he gripped his messy hair and shoving it deeper gon almost choked but he did not care he want to be his mans bitch like he is right now.

After a couple of minutes killua came into his mouth as gon licked his lip his face is splattered with cum.

Killua smirked "you look beautiful with that face"

Killua pushed gon on the bed and looks at gons butthole "hmm..they are already wet enough." Killua stroked his dick one or two times as he carefully slides his dick in gon gasped and wrapped his arms killua neck tightly biting his lip from preventing noises coming out of his mouth. After they fully in killua gave a signal if he could start gon slowly nods as killua starts to gently thrusting in and out gon moaned louder as his saliva is dripping on the side

Killua touched his cheek "I will be gentle okay? I don't want you to complain again in the morning"

Killua thrusts in and out in a gentle speed gon was really enjoying the amount of pleasure. It feels like heaven he likes it how killua is pretty gentle with him well for only now...but still he would also love killua to fuck him roughly. He wants to be killua's slut.

Killua leaned in and whispered "whose bitch are you?"

"k-k-killua..."

"I think you used the wrong name darling.."

Killua took out and slammed in deeper gon gasped and moaned from the sudden pleasure

"ahhh!~~i-i am sorry m-master.."

"I can't hear you."

"master!"

"louder tell me who is your master!"

"killua! Your my master I love you so much I am your slut only!" Gon moaned out loudly as he panted and arched his back. Killua smirks satisfiedly.

Killua suddenly flipped them now gon is on top. "W-w-wait killua i-i can't" gon tried to explain killua he can't but killua shut him by kissing him gently on the lips

"come on babe." Gon slowly starts riding him he is very slow he can't do it at the amount of pleasure he is receiving right now. Gon thrusted into his cock as his face was so red and sweaty clearly putting on a slut face as killua enjoyed seeing such a slutty face as he groaned and moaned.

Gon nails digged deep into killua's chest turning red as he kept doing it. Warm tears flows as killua licked his tears "shhh..." He whispered some lewd things into his ear that causes gon to orgasm over and over.

Gon gasped suddenly out of the blue he felt something in him...slight electric shocks were sending as he glanced at killua who put on a cocky smile. Gon grunted his teeth as he closed his eyes...he can't believe he is using his nen right now. But he kind of likes it ...he likes it how it doubles the pleasure he is already in right now every single shock makes him quiver and moan deeply I guess new kink unlocked.

Killua pulled gon down and hungrily kissed him his touch exploring every inch of his mouth "your doing a good job baby.." killua whispered as he pets his head. gon whimpered as he thrusted into his dick in a lot faster motion killua grunted as he grabbed gons waist and grips it tightly

He grabs his waist and lifting him and slammed deeply as gon moaned loudly

"be quiet if you don't wanna wake anyone up~" killua said as he hungrily thrusted

They both were gonna reach their climax. Killua stopped thrusting and came right inside gon feels so satisfied and was happy to be filled with his love liquid.

Gon laid beside him very tiredly and closed his eyes killua pulled him closer and planted a kiss on his forehead and kissed his cheek

Killua finally feels satisfied after months of missing this pleasure.

[bwabys-scenarios]

Fixer Upper

Part 16

Perv!Kurapika x Fem!Reader

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(Name) opened her door, a smile on her face. “Poks, Poni! Welcome!”

The two walked in, looking around her less than impressive apartment. “Oh, wow… it’s certainly an apartment.”

Pokkle elbowed the blue haired girl, who coughed before speaking up. “What I mean is, this place is lovely.”

“Thanks Poni, but I know it… average? I mean at East there’s no pests. My last apartment had a bad rat problem.”

They both grimaced.

“Yeah, they were like the size of my arm. Thought of keeping one as a pet. I mean, they were dog sized.”

“Dog s- never mind. We brought some gifts.”

(Name) gasped when they pulled out a gift basket and pot of flowers. “Guys, you shouldn’t have!”

She placed the basket on her counter, before looking at the pot of flowers. “What are these?”

Ponzu smiled, her bees flying around the small red flowers. “They’re poppies, Poppy!”

“Poppy?”

The two smiled at her. “Yeah, it’s your nickname. You call us Poks and Poni, so we’re gonna call you poppy!”

(Name) laughed. “Oh really? Is there a reason for that name specifically?”

———————

(Name) packed her suitcase yet again after seeing off her two friends. ‘I’m going to miss them…’

She pulled her suitcase towards the airport, where she’d be meeting Gon and Killua.

It was early July, and the two had asked her to join them on whale island to catch up and train.

“(Name)!”

She gasped when she felt someone jump onto her back. “G-Gon?”

He laughed, hugging her from behind as she tried not to fall over. “Hey, did you miss me?”

The weight on her back disappeared as she heard yelling from behind her. “Gon, you idiot you can’t just jump on people!”

“Killua!”

She turned around and pulled the two boys into a hug. “I missed you both so much. My sweet boys!”

Gon laughed, Killua halfheartedly swatting her away. “Let’s get boarded, and we can talk then!”

(Name) nodded slowly as they explained what happened in Heavens Arena. “You fought Hisoka? Gon…”

She patted his cheek, the boy leaning into her touch. “I’m okay, (Name). It was a… learning experience.”

(Name) sighed before leaning back in her seat. “I understand you want to get stronger, Gon, but please be careful.”

Gon nodded. “I promise I’ll be careful!”

They arrived on whale island after around 2-4 days of travel.

“Wow, it’s been such a long time since I’ve stood on my home ground! Ahh, the air smells so good!”

The two sniffed the air as (Name) pulled her suitcase behind them. “So, where’s your house?”

“We gotta take a bus to your house, right?”

“There aren’t any buses!”

(Name) hummed as she walked around, stopping by a market stall. She bought some bread and cheese, walking back to the two boys as they continued talking.

“It’ll take all night to get there? What are we going to eat?”

Gon held up his apple, and (Name) laughed. “Well good thing I grabbed extra.”

The three walked along the river, eating the food (Name) got along with the apples the captain gave them.

Early the next morning, the three spotted Gon’s house. (Name) trailed behind them, Gon pulling her suitcase.

“Aunt Mito, I’m back!”

Aunt Mito waved at them from the porch, (Name) sighing in relief. ‘Oh thank god.’

Killua and (Name) blinked when Gon sprinted off to hug Aunt Mito. They watched as they chatted for a moment, then Aunt Mito looked up.

“Oh, are these two friends of yours?”

“Yeah, we met during the Hunter Exam! She’s (Name), and he’s Killua!”

Aunt Mito smiled at the two. “Oh right, the ones your wrote about in your letter!”

(Name) gave them a polite greeting. “Hello, thank you so much for allowing us to stay.” she elbowed killua to get him to give a greeting as well.

���Hello…”

“Gon this is the first time you’ve ever brought home some friends to visit! (Name), Killua, right? I’m Gon’s Aunt Mito, I hope you two feel right at home!”

They followed her inside, (Name) setting her suitcase by the door. The two peeked inside it, both having places their extra clothes in as well.

“I really wish you would have let me know before hand you were coming home, I could of prepared something.” Aunt Mito said with a sigh, taking out ingredients.

(Name) hovered around the kitchen, feeling a bit useless.

“Whatever you’ve got is fine!” Gon said, grabbing (Name)’s hand and pulling her towards the living room.

“Well you knows it’s not every day we have guests in the house!”

“No, really, it’s fine.” Killua replied to Aunt Mito.

“I could help if you need it, I promise!” (Name) said, peeking into the kitchen again. Aunt Mito waves her off.

“You’re a guest dear, you just relax, I’m sure the journey here was tough on you.”

(Name) twiddled her thumbs, the two boys standing on either side of her.

“Now that you mention it we are kind of hungry. We’ve been walking since last night, so yeah!” Gon said, leaning his head against (Name)’s arm.

“Well I guess that explains why you three are so dirty. (Name) why don’t you go take a bath in my room? Gon, Killua, you two can use the big bathroom down the hall.”

“Wait right now?”

“Yes, just leave me your clothes. I’ll wash them later.”

(Name) gave her a polite nod before walking towards the room she pointed to.

After a nice shower, she walked back to the kitchen, sitting at the table. “Miss Mito, are you sure there’s nothing I can do to help?”

“Just Mito is fine, and it’s almost ready. You could help set the table, though!”

(Name) jumped up at this. “On it!”

Killua and Gon walked into the room, both now clean and wearing different clothes. The girl couldn’t help but squeeze their cheeks. “Aww, I think this is the first time I’ve seen you both all nice and clean.”

She gave them a hug before continuing her work. Killua followed behind her like a lost puppy, occasionally jumping back when she’d turn around.

‘Haha, he doesn’t want her to know he’s following her!’ Gon thought, snickering.

(Name) helped Mito set the table, patting Killua’s head as she took her seat. “Hungry?”

He nodded slowly, (Name) giggling at his excited face.

“This tastes great!” Killua said, happily munching on an omelette. (Name) nodded in agreement.

“You think so?”

“I told you Aunt Mito’s cooking is the best in the world!”

“Mito, you’ve got to show me how you got these omelettes to be so fluffy!”

The red haired woman laughed, basking in the compliments. “Of course!”

As they ate, Mito passed out more food,

“Here, try these.”

Killua stared at the red peppers, picking them off his plate and placing them on another.

“Killua! You really shouldn’t pick at your food like that. Don’t you know red peppers are good for you? You should at least try it.”

“Ahaha, actually I’m not really a big fan of these. Sorry.”

“Oh good, at least you’re not allergic to them! They’re delicious. Go ahead and take a bite, you’ll know what I mean.”

“She’s right Killua. What’s the worst that could happen?”

“Ahh! Mom, quick, get a towel!”

———————

The two left to go play in the forest nearby, leaving (Name) with Aunt Mito.

“So, how was your experience with the Hunter Exam?”

(Name) sighed, sitting down in front of her. “Exhausting, but…”

She glanced down at her phone’s Home Screen, smiling to herself. “I met a lot of important people there. Gon and Killua included. You raised a really sweet boy, Mito.”

Mito laughed, handing her a cup of tea. “I would hope so. Tell me, what was he like during the exam? He wouldn’t tell me everything, and I would like to know more.”

(Name) told her as much information as she could without potentially getting her younger friend in trouble. Mito nodded along, giggling when she saw how hot (Name)’s face got when she talked about Kurapika.

“So, this Kurapika… you like him, don’t you?”

(Name) sighed, hiding her flushed face. “Is it that easy to tell?”

Mito laughed. “Yes, it is. He must be quite special to have caught the attention of a sweet girl like you.”

They talked into the evening, and this time Mito allowed (Name) in the kitchen to help her cook. She taught her several tips and tricks, (Name) writing each one down.

The two boys got back all dirty again, being scolded and told to go take another bath. After that, they all ate dinner together.

“Time for bed, you two. I’ll be up in a moment, okay?”

Mito blinked when the two immediately listened to (Name)’s words. After the two were out of sight, (Name) realized what she’d done. “Oh, sorry Mito! I’ve just gotten used to taking care of them.”

“No, please don’t be sorry for that. I can’t tell you how thankful I am knowing Gon had someone like you by his side during the Hunter Exam.”

They shared a smile, before (Name) got up and stretched. “I should be getting to bed too. First I need to go say goodnight to both of them.”

She waved to Mito before walking to their shared room.

“(Name)!”

Gon was about to leap out of bed to greet her, but stopped when she shook her head. “Wait there, I’m coming.”

(Name) sat down beside him and leaned down to kiss his forehead. “Goodnight, Gon. Sweet dreams.”

“Goodnight, (Name)!”

She move on to Killua, who was impatiently waiting for her. She gave him a peck on the forehead. “Goodnight, Killua. Sweet dreams…”

She gave him another forehead kiss when he pouted at her. “And one more for good luck!”

The white haired boy swatted her away halfheartedly again, (Name) laughing. “Oh, I get it, you want me to go, huh?”

She stood up, about to leave before Killua grabbed her arm. She glanced back at him inquisitively, the boy unsure why he’d done that himself.

“… could you stay a little longer? Just until we fall asleep?”

(Name) took a second to register this request. ‘Where did this come from?’

Nevertheless, she sat back down, the boy snuggling up onto her lap. She hummed quietly as she ran her fingers through his hair.

Unbeknownst to them, Mito watched the scene from outside the door. ‘How cute…’

———————

(Name) woke up when she felt someone kick her. “Ow…”

She blinked her eyes open to see killua snuggled up against her, having kicked her in his sleep. ‘Did I fall asleep in the boys room?’

She attempted to get up, but the boy clinging to her grumbled at that. She glanced at the window to see it was still night time, maybe early morning. (Name) settled back into bed, making herself comfortable before going back to sleep.

“Alright boys, (Name), it’s time to get up!”

“Yes, Aunt Mito!”

Killua and (Name) groaned when the boy shook them. “Wake up!”

The sun peaked in through the window, shining down on the pair. Night was over, and (Name) had to use the bathroom.

“Okay, Killua, you gotta let go of me now.”

The boy didn’t answer, only cuddling into her closer. “Gon, can I get some help here?”

Gon ran over and grabbed Killua, pulling him away so (Name) could escape. She watched in amusement as the boy searched for her in his sleep, handing him a pillow to be her substitute.

After using the bathroom, she returned to the boys room to make sure Killua was up. He was, but barely. (Name) opened up her suitcase and laid out a pair of clothes for him to change into before going to her own room to unpack.

She unlocked her phone, scrolling to Kurapika’s contact and attempting to call him.

‘Oh, no service…’

For some reason, this made her… nervous. She would be alright going a few days without speaking to him because she knew it was because she didn’t have any service.

But he wouldn’t know.

Kurapika paced, his nen master raising an eyebrow an eyebrow at his unusual behavior. “What’s up with you, Kurapika? You’re acting strange.”

The blonde huffed, pulling his phone out and glancing at the time. On whale island, it should be around 10 am, and they usually called at 8 am her time every morning.

“Nothing. Nothing at all.”

His pacing continued. “Are you thinking of that girl again?”

Kurapika paused, shooting his master a look. “Tansy none of your business.”

“It is when it’s affecting your training.”

He sighed, sitting down in front of his master. ‘Is she really affecting my training?’

(Name) sighed. The day had passed by quickly, Gon and Killua watching a movie she downloaded on her phone as she folded laundry before bed.

“We’re gonna get the internet set up in two days, then you’ll be able to contact Kurapika again.”

Gon was trying to reassure her, but she could only continue holding to keep her mind off of it.

Kurapika tossed and turned again that night. He struggled to sleep without the sound of her sleeping on the phone. He slid open his phone and listened to a voice message she sent.

‘Hey, Pika, I just found the cutest dress! I’ll send you a picture in a minute. But before that, let me tell you about the crazy day I had!’

He chuckled as the message continued, eyes getting heavy as she explained her day. Kurapika clutched his blanket, chest feeling heavy.

‘Have I gotten so used to her that sleeping without her is impossible?’

Kurapika was able to drift off, but not peacefully. The weight of this knowledge weighed heavy on his heart.

‘Can’t… can’t keep going on like this.’

———————

“Once you got that cable hooked up, we should be able to access the internet!” Killua said, directing Gon.

(Name) eat near them, occasionally handing Gon tools.

“Gon?”

The boy leaped up to peer over the roof at Mito. “Yes?”

“I’m going out for a little while, could you watch the place?”

“Yeah, okay!”

“Thanks, I appreciate it!”

Gon glanced at (Name) and Killua, giggling to himself. The two ended up watching Mito’s bar.

Killua sat behind the counter, looking sleepy as (Name) swept the floors. When she heard him yawn, she made sure to finish up so she could carry him home to nap.

Unfortunately, he fell asleep before she was finished. (Name) shook her head at the boy, picking him up carrying him to his room so he could sleep peacefully.

When she tried to untangle the boy and lay him down, he grumbled again and refused to let go. ‘Oh, Killua…’ she thought, lying down with him. ‘Good thing Mito’s mother saw us leave…’

She attempted to keep herself awake, humming to the boy as he slept, but couldn’t help dozing off with him.

(Name) rubbed her eyes as she woke up, glancing out the window to see Mito cutting Gon’s hair.

“Oh, you two are awake! You both fell asleep on the job.” Gon said, Mito moving his head to trim the other side.

“Gon! Are you getting your hair cut?” Killua asked, climbing off of the bed.

“Yeah, it was getting kind of long.”

“Okay, now how about you? Do you want a haircut? Looks like you can use a trim.” Mito asked.

Killua glanced between the scissors and Mito, (Name) picking up on his anxieties.

“I can cut your hair, Killua.”

This made him sigh in relief. “Yes, that sounds good.”

(Name) sat him down in a chair outside, wrapping a towel around the white haired boy. “Wow, Killua, your hair is so soft…”

She ruffled his hair, causing Killua to huff. “Hey, I said you could cut it, not play with it.”

(Name) laughed, beginning to trim it. “Sorry, sorry. It’s just…”

She ran her fingers through his hair, humming. “You’re kind of like a dandelion. Hmm…”

She closed her eyes, then blew on his hair. The boy laughed, swatting at her half heartedly. “Hey, what was that for?”

“I just made a wish! They say if you blow on a dandelion and make a wish, it comes true!”

Gon nodded, sitting on the ground next to them. “Oh, I heard of that too! Aunt Mito said you gotta close your eyes and wish with all of your heart!”

Killua tilted his head. “Really? I never heard of that… so, (Name), what did you wish for?”

She giggled, continuing with his haircut. “Can’t tell you that, silly, then it won’t come true!”

Killua closed his eyes, enjoying the feeling of his hair being cut. ‘Hmm… this is nice.’

———————

Kurapika jumped when he heard his phone ring. He scrambled over to it, heart soaring when he saw (Name)’s contact.

“(Name)!”

He melted when he heard her giggle on the other end of the line. “Pika! Sorry for the wait, whale island has like no signal! Gon and Killua just got the Wi-Fi set up here, so I can at least call.”

“Oh…”

Several situations of why she hadn’t called had gone through his mind. They ranged from her forgetting, to purposefully not calling him, to her being injured or even dead. Not once did he stop to think there may be a simpler explanation like not having service.

“I’m having so much fun though! Toady Mito, or well Gon’s Aunt Mito taught me how to make the fluffiest omelettes! I can’t wait to make one for you, Pika!”

Although his tummy filled with butterflies at the thought of making something specifically for him, he couldn’t let those fuzzy feelings linger. “(Name), I need to… ask something of you.”

She went quiet, before nodding. “Go ahead, Pika.”

He inhaled, hand shaking as he looked down at her contact photo. It was the picture of her kissing his cheek, something he would never be able to forget.

“… never mind, it’s nothing. Please, tell me more about your time on Whale Island so far.”

Although she could tell he wanted to say something, she didn’t want to push him. After all, if it was something important, he’d tell her when he was ready.

After a few hours of mindless chatting, Kurapika ended the call. He bit his lip, swiping through the pictures (Name) had sent him.

He stared down at the pair of earrings she’d sent him for his birthday, holding them up to the light. They were rubies that dangled on silver chains, and he had been meaning to wear them.

Kurapika took the first one out of the box, eyes softening. They were beautiful, and he didn’t want to think about how much she spent on them. He put the first one on, using a stream as a mirror.

‘Pretty…’

Kurapika might not look like it, but he was a fan of jewelry. He tried to hide this little interest of his, not wanting to come across as greedy. After all, Kurapika was after people that collected disgusting things, he didn’t want to be associated with them in the slightest.

But right now, he allowed himself to stare at the dangling jewel, turning his head in different directions to watch it glitter in the setting sun.

He put the other one in before standing up. With a final look at himself in the stream, he knew what he had to do.

When the awful thought of (Name) possibly being hurt or kidnapped because of her ties to him crossed his mind, his immediate reaction was to do anything to get her back. And that… scared him. How had he let himself grow so attached to a person, let himself get so… soft?

Was he really willing to not only put her in danger, but jeopardize his mission because of her? If it came down between her and defeating the Phantom Troupe or collecting the scarlet eyes, what would he choose?

Kurapika scrolled to her contact, sliding to the left and pressing mute. ‘I can’t… I can’t allow myself to grow soft. She’s… she’s becoming a liability.’

He opened up his satchel, pulling out the small postcard she had sent along with the earrings.

“Though they dull in comparison to your scarlet eyes, I thought rubies would be the closest to complimenting them. Happy 18th birthday Pika, I hope I can celebrate it with you next year!”

-Love, (Name)

He felt tears well up in his eyes. Kurapika was really about to go through with it.

‘I’m such a coward, couldn’t even tell her that I could never see her again…’

He stuffed the note back into his satchel, throwing it over his shoulder.

“Master, I’m ready.”

———————

(Name) hummed to herself, taking a picture of her new pajamas and sending it to Kurapika and Leorio before leaving the bathroom.

Like usual, Leorio was quick to respond.

Oreo: looks great, sunshine!

She giggled, sending him a quick text back.

(Name): thanks, Leorio! Can’t wait to see you this September!!

(Name) waited for Kurapika to respond, eyebrows furrowing when five minutes passed without a response. ‘Hmm, he must be busy…’

“(Name), help!”

The girl looked up to see the boys rushing into the bathroom past her, Gon carrying something in his arms.

“(Name) knows medical stuff, she should be able to help!”

Gon pulled her into the bathroom, showing her some type of small cub. “Oh, Gon…”

The poor thing was panting, barely hanging on to life. They moved out of her way, allowing her to badge its wounds and place it on a towel.

“Gon, sweetheart…”

She was trying to think of how to deliver the new that the little cub wouldn’t make it when they began fighting.

“No way, I’m not gonna let you do that!” Gon exclaimed, pushing his friend away.

“Get out of the way, it’s too late! Listen to his breathing, he can’t be saved so I’m putting him out of his misery!” Killua said.

“No, you can’t kill him!”

“He’s not going to survive!”

“No, he will okay, because (Name) and I are gonna help him!”

“Ugh! That’s it, out of my way!”

(Name) stepped forward, pushing the two apart. “Hey, this isn’t a time to be fighting!”

“That cub is dying, so I just want to put an end to its suffering! Isn’t that obvious? It’s not going to survive, so it’s stupid to try and save it.”

“Killua…”

She grunted when she felt his sharpened nails pierce her skin. “I know you just want to end its suffering, but right now it’s alive, and I won’t let you be responsible for another living beings death!”

He stepped back a little, retracting his claws as his eyes bore into his hands. Blood, HER blood was coating his fingertips.

“Killua, let me shoulder this burden, okay? You’re a child, you shouldn’t be responsible for this.”

He sat down, bringing his knees to his chest. “But… killing is all I know.”

The room was silent for a moment, only the sound of the small animal panting able to be heard.

“Wait, we do know a way Killua! Our nen, we can use our nen to save the cub! Like when Wing transmitted his aura into us! Remember? He taught us that every living thing has its own aura!”

(Name) watched at the white haired boy perked up. ‘Nen?��

“You’re right… if we can enhance the aura of that cub, he could make it. It’s worth a try!”

The two approached the cub, their hands hovering over it. The air felt strange, like there was static surrounding her.

“Watch this, (Name). It’s something we learned in Heavens Arena.” Gon said, beckoning her forward.

“Let’s take it slow at first, we don’t want to risk hurting it.” Killua replied, glancing at (Name)’s bleeding arm.

For the next hour, the two kept their hands over the cub. (Name) gasped when she noticed it’s condition stabling, laughing. “It’s working, oh my god!”

The next morning, the three watched as the cub joined its father by the lake. (Name) stood behind the two, smiling.

“That was a very important thing you did, Killua.”

He turned, lip quivering. “Uh, thanks… ya know…”

His fingers ghosted over the bandage on her arm, eyes beading with tears. “I’m sorry.”

She waved her hand dismissively. “Don’t be. It was an accident.”

Gon ran over to them. “Okay, they’re gone! Let’s go home.”

“Alright then, it’s best we do before Mito gets worried.”

She kneeled down and brought to two into a hug, giving each a kiss on the forehead. “I’m so proud of you two.”

Killua closed his eyes contentedly, holding onto the back of her shirt and Gon giggled.

————————

(Name) waved to the two boys from the boat as she left whale island. “I’ll see you two in August! Be safe, boys!”

“We’ll miss you, (Name)!” Gon yelled as Killua waved to her shyly by his side.

The three made plans for them to stay at (Name)’s apartment to save money while they were in York New. It was a good idea, considering how expensive the housing could be there.

After their night of saving the cub, the two taught her about nen, though she still didn’t understand it. Apparently a teacher was supposed to come and train her soon.

(Name) began planning for their arrival as soon as she got home. She had two Hunter missions she needed to go on before September 1st, both simple body guarding jobs. After that, she’d have enough money to put a good amount into savings, and the rest could be used for rent and groceries.

Every day until September 1st, (Name) called Kurapika. He didn’t answer her calls, her texts, nothing. She was always left on delivered.

(Name) knew it was probably because he was busy with work, but she couldn’t help but worry for her dear friend.

‘I miss him…’

She held a hand over her heart, feeling it thump against her chest painfully. Her heart was aching, yearning for him. All (Name) wanted was to hear his voice again, to know he still thought about her.

That he still cared.

She set down her phone after calling him again, sighing. ‘It’s only one more week, then I’ll see him again. I’m sure he’s just been too busy with training and his new job…’

Ever the optimistic woman, (Name) continued working on getting her apartment ready for guests.

——————

(Name) yawned, waiting at the airport on an early August morning.

“(Name)!”

Yes again, Gon jumped onto (Name), this time she was waiting with open arms. He laughed as she spun him around, squeezing him out. “Hey, Gon!”

Killua walked up, scolding his friend for being so tough with her. “Killua!”

She pulled him into a hug, the boy relaxing. “It’s nice to see you again, (Name).”

She their hair before leading them to her van. “Let’s get going, we’ll drop your bags off at my place and then you two can explore to your hearts content.”

The two grabbed a snack from her fridge before leaving to do some research. “Be back before dinner time, okay? I promised your Aunt Mito that I’d take care of you, and that means not letting you two only eat junk food!”

“Yes, (Name)!”

They waved as they raced out of her apartment.

‘With those two’s appetites, I’ll have to go grocery shopping to have enough for dinner…’

(Name) pulled on her shoes on, leaving her key under the rug. She sent Killua a quick text before leaving.

(Name): Headed into town, if you two come back before I get home, my keys are under the rug! There’s snacks and drinks in the fridge!

Dandelion: thanks, (Name). Gon says be safe

She giggled to herself, placing her phone in her pocket.

Later that night, the two returned home grumpy, butting heads with each other as they entered the door.

“What happened with you two?” (Name) asked as she pulled off her apron. They relaxed slightly when the scent of dinner hit their noses.

“Killua lost all our money!”

“Hey, you gotta lose money to make money!”

(Name) sighed. “Boys, sit down. We can talk about it after dinner.”

They were quiet as they ate, (Name) smiling as they inhaled their food. It was obvious they were starving after running around the city all day.

“Okay, you two start talking and I’ll get the table cleaned up.”

They began explaining what happened, (Name) nodding along as she cleared the plates and started washing dishes. “Hmm, well I see both of your points. Killua did take a big risk and lost a lot of money, but Gon’s method was too slow and wouldn’t have made enough money by the time the auction started.”

She place a piece of cake in front of both of them. “You can think about what to do in the morning, rest and have some cake.”

Gon sighed, giving her a smile. “Sorry for troubling you, (Name).”

She shook her head. “Don’t be sorry. You’re my friends, I’ll do everything I can to help you accomplish your goals, Gon.”

After dessert, (Name) tucked the two into bed, glad she had a spare bedroom. “Goodnight, boys. My room is right down the hall if you need me.”

She smiled before closing the door behind her.

———————

A week passed by, September 1st finally arriving. (Name) woke up early, making a big breakfast and calling Kurapika yet again.

‘Still no answer…’

Now that was strange. They were supposed to be meeting September 1st, so it didn’t make sense for him not answer. ‘He… he’s probably still busy with his job.’

That excuse was getting harder to believe, but she shook the frown from her face and smiled. “Boys, breakfast is ready!”

The two came racing into the kitchen, making their plates before sitting at the table to eat. “Thanks, (Name)!”

As they finished their food, Gon looked up. “Are you coming with us today? Leorio supposed to be meeting us in the market.”

(Name) nodded, taking their cleared plates. “Yeah, give me 15 minutes to get dressed.”

She threw on a pair of jeans and a warm cardigan and followed the Gon and Killua to the market.

(Name) trailed behind the two as they walked, occasionally stopping at stalls to browse their wares. She wanted to get everyone a little gift to give them when they all met up. So far she had something for Gon and Leorio, only needing to shop for Kurapika and Killua.

She considered getting Kurapika more jewelry, after all he’d been incredibly happy with the earrings she’d gifted him, but decided against it. She didn’t want to give him a similar gift twice in a row, so it would have to be something else.

“A cellphone?”

“Yeah! Kurapika was planning on getting here yesterday, and Leorio will be meeting us here, so a cellphone will come in handy.”

(Name) perked up at Gon’s words, the girl drifting closer to listen.

“Kurapika said he has an assignment, so he might not have time to see us…”

She blinked. ‘He told Gon that but not… me?’

“An assignment?”

“Mhm. He said if he has free time he’ll call, and who knows when that could be. So that’s why I want a cellphone.”

Her heart sank at the thought of not being able to see Kurapika. She’d been so excited, and the thought of seeing him again had been the only reason she kept going at times. Gon sensed this, quickly waving his hands. “Oh, but I’m sure he’ll at least want to see you, (Name)! You know he has a soft spot for you!”

She sighed, ruffling the boys hair. “Yeah…”

She pushed her worry away, rubbing her arm as the salesman spoke.

“You want a deal? Here you go! This phone is the latest thing. It’s small, thin, and light and it comes with a GPS system to help you find your way around.”

“What do you think?” Killua asked Gon as he absentmindedly patted (Name)’s arm in an attempt to comfort her.

“Well, the price is right and it would fit in my pocket… yeah I think I’ll take it.”

“You don’t want that one.”

The three started to slowly turn around, (Name)’s eyes brimming with tears.

“You can’t roam with it and it’s not even waterproof. I’d go with this one over here if I were you.”

“Leorio!”

“Yo!”

(Name) jumped into his arms, the man spinning her around as they both laughed. “Leoriooo! I missed you!”

“Right back at you, sunshine.”

He kissed her forehead, causing her to break out into giggles. The two boys glanced at each other.

“Is it just me, or do they seem a lot closer now?” Killua whispered to Gon.

“Well, living together for nearly four months will do that.”

Leorio got them their phones, and began walking back to (Name)’s apartment. “Are you staying with me too, Leorio?”

“Nah, I got my own hotel. Don’t wanna make your apartment too crowded.”

“Aww, but I slept in your bed with you for months! I promise I don’t mind.”

Leorio blushed at that, the two boys laughing at his reaction. "Hey, don't say that in front of them."

"Why? It's not like we did anything."

She giggled, the taller man's face going red. "Hey!Quiet down.”

They say in (Name's apartment, using her computer to look up information as she prepared some snacks.

"Hey, sunshine, can you grab me a beer?"

"Coming up!”

Killua scoffed, flicking the man on the back of head.

"Why are you acting like she's your little housewife? You can get it yourself.”

"Hey! (Name), Killua is picking on me!"

'What is he, a kid?'

(Name) came back carrying a tray of snacks in her hands and a beer under her arm. "Here, Leorio." She set down the tray before kissing his cheek. "Find anything yet?"

He sighed, cheeks turning pink. "A few things."

‘What the hell is their relationship!?' Killua thought, eyebrow twitching.

Before the three left to start a conditional auctioning, (Name) stopped Leorio.

“Has…”

She held onto his sleeve, staring down at the floor. “Has Pika talked to you recently?”

Leorio raised an eyebrow. “Yeah, a few days ago he informed me he had a new job. Has he not been in contact with you?”

(Name) seemed to deflate slightly. “He… hasn’t talked to me in a month…”

This seemed to genuinely surprise Leorio, the man taking a step back. “What?! A month? But the two of you were calling every day, even falling asleep on the phone together!”

She groaned. “I know! It’s so weird. I’ve been telling myself it’s because he’s just busy but…”

Now it was hard to hang onto that excuse. “Hey, I’m sure there’s some reason he hasn’t called. To be fair, he’s only texted me a handful of times this month.”

She nodded slowly, looking up. “Yeah…”

Gon held her hand. “I’m sure he wouldn’t ignore you on purpose. Kurapika cares about you a whole lot! There has to be a reason! I bet his new job has been suuuper time consuming!”

“Yeah!”

(Name) smiled, the boy grinning back. “There we are! I love your smile, (Name)!”

She giggled, ruffling his hair. “You little charmer. You boys go on, I’ll have dinner ready when you all get back.”

She waved them off and closed the door behind them.

“Oh, Pika…”

She sank to the floor, holding her phone in her hand. Her finger hovered over the call button, but before she could call him again, she stopped.

‘He won’t answer, anyway.’ she thought bitterly, picking herself up.

(Name) brushed her pants off before lightly smacking her cheeks. ‘I can’t think like that. I gotta trust him. He said he’d always be there for me! I just have to… I just have to believe in him!’

She grabbed her purse, throwing it over her shoulder before running out the front door. ‘I’ll get some grocery shopping done. Maybe I’ll even find presents for them!’

——————

(Name) finished her shopping, having secured a gift for both Kurapika and Killua. She hummed to herself, glancing down at her grocery list.

“Need more celery, milk, eggs… ouch!”

(Name) tumbled to the ground, quickly gathering her things. “Watch it, girl.”

(Name) looked up to see a man glaring daggers at her. This didn’t bother her, though. No, (Name) jumped up and began frantically checking over the stranger. “Oh my gosh, I’m so sorry! Are you okay? I wasn’t paying attention. Did you get hurt? I have bandaids in my ba-“

The man stepped out of her way before he continued walking. “Tch, annoying.”

She blinked, crouching back down to pick up the rest of her things when she spotted it.

A wallet. There was nothing to identify the man with inside of it, only a few unmarked bills and a picture of a group of children. She tilted her head. “Sir, sir you dropped your-“

But he was gone. (Name) smacked a hand over her forehead. ‘Maybe I’ll bump into him again. Can’t leave it here…’

She stuffed the wallet into her backpack, sighing. (Name) pouted at her scraped elbow, taking out a bandaid and slapping it onto her wound before walking away.

As the sun began to set, (Name) started cooking dinner. The boys would be out late, meaning she could really take her time.

After hours of arm wrestling, Gon walked into her apartment, the other two trailing behind him.

“Just in time, dinner is ready!”

Leorio nodded sleepily, sitting down at the kitchen table to eat dinner. “Leorio, why don’t you stay here tonight? York New is dangerous during the day, it’s suicide to be walking around at night.”

Leorio munched on his dinner as he thought this over. “Alright. Hope your bed is big enough for the both us of.”

“Probably!”

——————

(Name) attempted to untangle herself from her tall friend the next morning, whining. “Leorio, gotta pee!”

“Five more minutes…”

He turned over, pulling her along with him. ‘Now I remember why I moved.’

“KILLUA! GON!”

The two came rushing in, Gon slipping and falling on Leorio’s pants he’d thrown off in the middle of the night. “You pervert, I should have known!”

Killua bonked him on the head, pulling him off the bed and throwing him at the hall. “Woah- MY BACK!”

(Name) was too busy wobbling to the bathroom to notice the two laying into the taller man, rubbing her sleepy eyes.

When she got back, she had to separate the three as they rolled on the floor. “Okay, okay, let him go.”

The four ate breakfast in silence, poor Leorio having a swollen cheek and several bruises. “Sorry, Leorio. You kind of have a reputation…”

Leorio sighed. “It’s alright. You two coming to protect (Name) like that is what you should do.”

But Leorio still tripped Killua when they walked out the door that morning, muttering something about payback. “Don’t wait up on us, sunshine. We’ll be out until the early morning.”

(Name) lingered by the door. “Are you sure you don’t want me to pack you some lunches, then? I-“

He silenced her with a peck on the forehead. “You’re too sweet. You just sit nice and pretty, and I’ll bring you home something nice, alright?”

(Name) felt her face heat up at his words, and to get him back, she fluttered her eyelashes at him. “Leorio, baby, not in front of the kids…”

He attempted to stutter out a response, only for his tongue to be tied. (Name) laughed and pushed him out of the door. “Byee! Don’t get into too much trouble!”

The entire day was spent doing chores, cleaning the house, making premade meals, and standing around waiting for Kurapika to call.

“Hmm…”

She stared at her phone that sat on the table, tilting her head one way then the other. “Hmmmmm…… okay I’m going to call him again.”

Ring…

Ring…

Ring…

“You gonna answer that?”

Kurapika didn’t answer the brute in front of him, only glancing at his phone to see (Name)’s smiling contact photo lighting up the screen. His heart thumped against his chest for just a moment before he steadied himself.

“Where do you want to die?”

“Some place where we won’t cause a disturbance, because you’ll be making a lot of noise when I kill you.”

Uvogin allowed the blonde to leave and grab something.

A shovel, but not just any shovel.

Kurapika stood in front of the storing shed in the back of (Name)’s apartment building. He glanced up to her window, a faint smile on his face when he spotted her silhouette twirling around in what he assumed was her kitchen.

‘That’s how it should be. Her unaware and happy while I carry this heavy burden.’

He put in the combination to the lock around the shed, remembering she told him it was her birthday 2 months ago.

‘Still the same combination? That’s not safe…’

He scolded himself for thinking this. ‘I shouldn’t care, I have more important things to worry about.’

Kurapika searched the shed until he spotted what he was after. ‘There it is…’

It wasn’t perfect, but would do in this situation. It was a large snow shovel, one she’d bought when she moved to York New and found out the snow was heavy in the winter. He didn’t have the heart to tell her at the time that the snow was shoveled by volunteers, meaning it would be useless to her.

But now it would be useful to him.

Kurapika closed the shed and carefully clicked the lock closed, attempting to make it seem like it hadn’t been open in the first.

——————

Kurapika shoveled dirt onto Uvogin’s corpse, eye blank. He glanced down at his dear friends snow shovel, only feeling slightly guilty as the evident dents in the metal.

‘She would forgive me. She always does.’

He made the long journey back to York New, slipping into the back of (Name)’s apartment building. Gone was the careful Kurapika who had been there a few hours before, now he shoved the dirty, bloody shovel into the shed, kicking the door when it caught on the ground.

He didn’t even both to make it seem like it hadn’t been tampered with, he was much too tired, much too emotionally and physically spent to care.

Kurapika lingered near (Name)’s apartment, feeling his legs nearly buckle as he attempted to walk away.

‘Have to… have to go. Can’t stay or…’

He’d subconsciously arrived at her doorstep, hand already reaching out to knock. Before he could stop himself, he knocked on the door twice.

“Be there in a second!”

His lip trembled at the sound of her voice. More than anything, he wanted to be with her right now. Kurapika had just gone through so much, he’d taken his first life.

The door opened slowly, and he pushed himself in, collapsing in her arms. “P-Pika?”

(Name) wasn’t sure how to feel in the moment. Her Pika had returned to her, but not in the way she had expected.

He was covered in blood, face pale and dirty. His clothes were torn, and she wasn’t sure what he’d been through.

“Pika? Are you hurt anywhere?”

Kurapika shook his head slowly, his grip on her tightening when she attempted to set him down. “Okay, okay… let’s try breathing in and out, okay?”

She sat down on the floor, allowing him to bury his head into her shoulder as he caught his breath. It was like standing on his own was impossible then, and he needed her support.

“Alright… there you go.”

She brushed his hair back to get a good look at his face. His eyes were a faint red, face covered in dirt and dried blood. She cupped his cheek, not caring a single bit about the mess collecting on her hand.

“Pika… what can I do? Do you want to talk about it?”

He shook his head, leaning into her touch. “Okay… let’s try some yes or no questions. Shake your head for no, nod for yes.”

He patiently waited for her to continue, eyes fluttering closed. “Do you want to take a bath?”

He nodded, head leaning forward to nuzzle against her shoulder. Although the circumstances weren’t perfect, it still felt nice to have her Pika with her again, especially when he was pulling her closer to him. It reminded her of the Hunter Exam, when they never went long without another.

“Okay, let’s get to the bathroom sweetheart.”

She struggled under his weight as she guided him to the bathroom. He didn’t talk the entire time, silent as she set him on the edge of the tub.

(Name) drew him a bath, occasionally having to struggle out of his grip. He kept a hand on her shirt the entire time, and when she strayed too far he pulled her into his arms, whimpering against her hair. “Pika, I’m not leaving, I’m just grabbing a towel…”

After his bath was ready, she attempted to walk out of the bathroom to give him some privacy.

“Pikaa…”

He was stopping her from leaving again, pulling her back by her hips. “Pika, what do you want?”

He gave her no answer, only pawing at her form like a sad puppy. Thinking he just wanted her near, she turned her head so he could get undressed. After five minutes, she turned to see he hadn’t made any moves to undress at all.

She shook her head in exasperation. “Okay, lift up your arms.”

He did so without question, (Name) pulling his shirt and undershirt off of him. When she moved to hook her thumbs under his pants, it was like he snapped awake from a dream.

Kuraoika shooed her hands away, face a light pink. She raised an eyebrow, then turned around so he could get undressed and sink into the warm water.

She turned back around and sighed. He was just sitting, knees pulled to his chest. “Pika…”

She sat at the edge of the tub, using a cup to wet his hair. Again, he leaned against her, soaking her shirt. “Aww, Pika…”

(Name) didn’t mind that much, though. She knew he wasn’t in the best headspace right now, and wanted to do whatever she could to help.

She washed his hair, giggling when he smiled at the feeling of her fingers massaging soap into his scalp. “That feel nice, Pika?”

He nodded against her, attempting to nuzzle into her soft tummy against but she pushed him back a little. “Hey, mister, you’re still wet. Wait until after your bath!”

He grumbled at that, but listened. She washed his upper half as much as possible, looking away as she washed his chest.

“Okay, Pika. I’m not going any further than that, you’ll have to take over sweetheart.”

She grabbed his hand and placed the rag in it. He stared at the rag, unmoving.

“Pika.”

“…”

“Pika you’ve gotta wash yourself.”

“…”

She took in a deep breath, pinching the bridge of her nose. “I love you, so much. So much.”

She grabbed the rag and turned her head as she washed his legs, the blonde lifting his leg slightly. (Name) wanted to laugh. Usually Kurapika was very independent and easily embarrassed, but now he was completely naked, allowing her to see him at his most vulnerable and leaning into her touch.

But she didn’t laugh. That wouldn’t be right in her mind. Her friend had been through something traumatizing enough to the point he had gone nonverbal. And she couldn’t laugh at that.

“Okay, Pika, you’re all clean.”

She drained the tub, wrapping a fluffy towel around his form and helping him out of the tub. “Come on, let’s get you to bed.”

She sat him down, the blonde yet again attempting to pull her into his embrace again. “Pika, no! I’ve gotta get you some clothes, okay?”

The blonde tugged at her sleeve, looking up at her with watery eyes. “Pika…”

She cupped his cheeks, leaning down to peck his lips. “It’s just for a second, Pika. I’ll be right back.”

He seemed to melt under her touch, eyes fluttering shut as she planted kisses all over his face. “That better?”

He nodded, nuzzling against her palm. “Okay. I’ll give you more kisses in just a minute, just let me go.”

Kurapika considered this, glancing between her and the door before letting her go. (Name) made true on her word, returning only a minute later carrying a pair of pajama pants and a tshirt. “Sorry, it’s Leorio’s clothes, b-“

Kurapika seemed visibly disgusted when she attempted to dress him. He pushed the shirt away, shaking his head. “What… what’s wrong? These are the only clothes that’ll fit you, sweetheart.”

He kept pushing and shaking his head until (Name) sighed. “Well, I guess you can wear my clothes…”

He went still at this, relaxing when she walked over to her closet and pulled out some pajamas again. It was the ugliest t-shirt she owned. It had a screaming possum on the front, the text saying ‘LETS EAT TRASH AND GET HIT BY A CAR” in bright red comic sans font, along with a pair of hello kitty pajama pants.

This time he offered no resistance when she asked him to raise his arms. She slipped the shirt onto him, wincing at the sight of his thin frame. ‘He lost weight…’

He was able to put his pants on himself, following behind her like a lost puppy when she walked into the kitchen. She sat him down and took out one of the premade meals she made that day. ‘I’m so glad I made these…’

She heated it up, watching as Kurapika swayed at the table. He was exhausted, she needed to hurry so he didn’t pass out at her dinner table.

“Here, Pika, it’s hot.”

She set the plate of food in front of him, scolding herself. ‘Of course he can’t feed himself.’

“I’ve got it, sweetheart.”

She blew on a spoonful of food before bringing it to his lips. He took a bite, perking up a little. She continued, but apparently was too slow, because the blonde snatched the spoon from her hand and began to shovel his meal into his mouth.

“Woah, slow down, you’re gonna choke.”

He didn’t listen. Kurapika had trouble eating recently. Nothing tasted good, everything bland after he decided to cut his beloved (Name) out of his life, but right now the food in front of him tasted like heaven.

He finished his plate, sipping on the drink she’d offered him moments before. After that, he rubbed at his eyes, swaying again.

“Sleepy?”

He nodded slowly, allowing her to guide him to her bedroom. “Let’s get you tucked in.”

She tucked him into one side of her bed, making sure he was comfortable before climbing into the other side. “Goodnight, Pika.”

He said nothing as he scooted closer to her, burying his face in her chest. She sighed, running her fingers through his pretty blonde hair.

“Thank you…”

It was so quiet that (Name) wasn’t sure she’d heard anything at all, but he continued to mutter thanks and apologies against her shirt. “Sorry… so sorry, (Name).”

“What are you sorry for, Pika? You didn’t do anything wrong?”

He didn’t answer her, and when she felt her shirt grow wet with tears, she could only sigh. “I love you, Pika. You’re not a burden to me at all, so don’t apologize for this.”

If only she knew that he was apologizing for who he’s become in the future, what he’d do to her to further his cause. Maybe she would have been less forgiving.

Just maybe.

(Name) kissed the top of his head, beginning to him as he clung to her. His body wracked with sobs, his hands clawing at her back as he broke down. “Please… please… don’t hate me, (Name). Please…”

She was quiet, not knowing how to respond. (Name) could never hate him. In the morning, she could attempt to ease his fears, let him know just how much he meant to her.

“Shh, shh…” she cooed, giving him kisses all over his face. He accepted those kisses, sighing in contentment. Kurapika peered up at her with those pretty brown eyes, leaning into her touch.

“Lets rest, okay?”

He didn’t want to rest. In the morning, he would become a stranger to her, but his heavy eyelids wouldn’t allow him to stay awake. “… okay…”

She pulled him into her embrace, the feeling of her warm hands on his back allowing him to relax and sleep.

——————

Kurapika pulled on his clothes, glancing at the sleeping girl with half lidded eyes.

He bent down, brushing her hair out of her face so he could take a good look at her sleeping face. ‘So pretty…’

Kurapika stared at her for a while, feeling himself being drawn towards her. He shook his head, pressing a lingering kiss to her forehand before standing up.

“Goodbye, (Name). I wish you the best, truly.”

He lingered in the doorway, glancing down to the shirt he discarded on the floor, the one she dressed him in the night before.

‘She won’t miss this…’

He picked it up, placing it in his satchel before pulling on his tabard. He looked over himself in the mirror. Thanks to her help, he looked… passable. Clean, but nothing would help in hiding the dark circles under his eyes and slight hollowness in his cheeks.

Kurapika spared her one last glance before leaving her apartment.

‘I’ll miss you, angel.’

[natsuki-bakery]

⁎˚ ఎ Killua Agere HCs ໒ ˚⁎

Killua Zoldyck (HxH) agere headcanons? :D

•Killua regresses to around 5 to 7yo

•Favorite Pet Names : killu-bear, little lightning, kitty, zoldy-cub, and dweetheart

•Little Killua is full of energy and loves to run around, play games, and explore his surroundings. He often drags his friends into impromptu games of tag or hide and seek !

•His love for sweets, especially chocolate, becomes even more pronounced. He might carry around a stash of candy and get excited when someone gives him more

•In his regressed state, Killua becomes more affectionate and enjoys cuddles and physical closeness. He might seek out hugs and snuggle up to his friends

•Killua’s natural curiosity is heightened. He loves asking questions and learning new things, often displaying a sense of wonder at the simplest things

•Killua becomes very attached to Gon, seeing him as a big brother figure. He loves spending time with Gon, whether it’s playing games, exploring, or just hanging out

•Gon’s patient and kind nature helps soothe Killua’s more anxious moments

•Despite being little, Killua still feels a strong need to protect his friends from danger !

•When he’s feeling vulnerable or scared, Killua seeks comfort from his closest friends. He might hold their hand tightly, cling to their arm, or sit close to them for reassurance

•He has a collection of plushies, especially cat-themed ones, that he treasures. He also loves anything that allows him to be active, like a skateboard or a soccer ball

•Killua enjoys outdoor activities like running around, climbing trees, He loves the feeling of freedom and the chance to explore

•While he’s usually energetic, Killua also enjoys quiet moments where he can draw, read picture books, or simply cuddle with a plushie and listen to a story

•Little Killua needs frequent reassurances !

•Having a consistent routine helps Killua feel secure. He likes knowing what to expect, whether it’s meal times, play times, or nap times

•Killua craves physical affection and finds comfort in hugs, gentle pats on the head, and snuggles. These gestures make him feel cherished

DNI: basic criteria, DSMP, vivziepop/h4zbin h0tel/h3lluva b0ss fans, Owl h0use fans, St4r butterfly fans, Ghibli fans, ddlg/abdl, nsfw/k!nk, anti-agere, anti Christians blogs

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Hunter x catfish

Hisoillu catfish their favorite 12 year olds.

TW: It’s Hisoillu so obviously there’s threats but Hisoka is a pedo and Illumi is well aware of it.

For reasons unknown Hisoka had given Illumi a key to his penthouse, Illumi used it occasionally when he was in the area but had never just dropped by to “Hang out” as Hisoka called it. However, the yelling, crying and whatever else his newly heartbroken brother was doing was driving him crazy, so maybe crashing on Hisoka’s couch for a night or two wouldn’t be terrible.

The elevator ride up was terribly uncomfortable because this was a spur of the moment decision and he hadn’t exactly told Hisoka he was coming, Illumi knew it was probably rude but a part of him was curious as to how Hisoka lived when they were apart and he wasn’t so sure he was going to actually go through with this plan of his. Hisoka was insanely perceptive so Illumi decided it was best to conceal his presence in case he changed his mind. Illumi had been trained to sit perfectly still; however, he had the overwhelming urge to tap his foot or play with his hair.

When he got to Hisokas door he could hear the magician giggling to himself about something, it was mildly strange because Illumi couldn’t hear his TV. He creaked open the door and slipped inside.

“Hisoka what on earth are you doing?” Illumi asked, dropping his Zetsu and peering over the magician’s shoulder.

Hisoka must have been extremely focused on what he was doing because he almost twitched.

“Illu dear I wasn’t expecting you!” Hisoka began trying to texture surprise something, unfortunately he fumbled and dropped it.

It was his phone, a children’s game. Ah… Illumi knew of that side of Hisoka and had just chosen to avoid the subject though he was sure Hisoka didn’t have enough shame to hide that so it had to be deeper.

“Hisoka what the fuck are you doing.” illumi sharpened his nails and pointed them in Hisokas direction.

“Illu dear, I was speaking to Gon.” Hisoka made a semi lewd expression.

Illumi raised an eyebrow, “Why would he willingly speak to you? IS KILLU INVOLVED?!” Illumi reached for his pins with his free hand.

“Sharp as ever my dear. My lovely fruit isn’t exactly aware of my identity.” Hisoka had regained his composure and picked his phone off the floor with bungee gum.

That didn’t answer Illumi’s question.

“Hisoka, what the hell have I told you about toying with my brother?” Illumis aura darkened.

“You may check for yourself if you wish I was only checking in on Gon. Brother dearest just happened to be there.” Hisoka smiled.

Illumi took Hisoka up on that offer and read through all the messages they’d exchanged. Hisoka had made a few comments they were… rape-ish but nothing that they wouldn’t recover from. Ah, the cause of his predicament, Killua was the one who had catfished Milluki. After that Killua and Gon started talking about themselves. It intrigued Illumi well he *Was* his brother so it’d be his familial duty to make sure he was okay and to tell his mother what he’d been up to…

“How do I make one of these accounts?” illumi inquired.

Hisoka hummed, “I knew you come around, Gon really has potential.”

“Hisoka you know very well. I do not share your "tastes ". I want to know more about Killua.”

“Illu, I was kidding! I’d never let you pick my fruit. I’ll make an account for you.” Hisoka made a heart with his fingers.

Illumi reached for his phone only to grab a card out of his pocket instead. Ah, it was in Hisokas hand. After a few minutes Hisoka handed it back to Illumi. His account was some character and the username was just a bunch of gibberish

“That’s a strange name.” Illumi noted.

Hisoka shrugged before showing Illumi the basics of the game.

It was clearly for kids, you had to friend people and then could join them in various games with differing goals but you could also make group chats with your “friends” . Illumi thought that was silly because you could speak with people and not be their friend.

After a while Hisoka began to speak with Gon and Killua in one of said group chats.

Friendship.1s_Magic: I’m back.

Greenfr0g112: hi!

Electric_cat: Goofy ahh username

Friendship.1s_Magic: Can I add my friend UwU?

Greenfr0g112: Sure

Electric_Cat: No dude he’s probably weird

Greenfr0g112: Killua don’t be mean!

“Wait, I'm sorry which one is Killua and which one is Gon?” Illumi asked.

“Ah, Gon is Greenfr0g112 and Killua is Electric_Cat.” Hisoka replied.

“Who are you?”

“Illu dear you can’t tell! I’m Friendship.1s_Magic of course.” Hisoka said dramatically.

“Oh, strange.” Illumi sneered.

Friendship.1s_Magic has added “idfkjsuwjsiwj”

Greenfr0g112: HELLO!!

Electric_cat: bro wtf is that username

“What does “wtf” mean?” Illumi questioned.

“Illu dear you make me feel so young, It means what the fuck”

Rude, Illumi threw a pin into Hisokas leg.

idfkjsuwjsiwj: You shouldn’t use that language.

Electric_Cat: dude your name legit has fuck in it don’t be a,shjdbakehidndojwyekkxukw*w-lahdowjhw9

Greenfr0g112: Sorry Killua is a meanie sometimes but he’ll be nice now

Electric_Cat: Gon put me down!!!

idfkjsuwjsiwj: His distrust for strangers is appropriate.

“Illumi you are gonna get us caught, stop— well, being yourself!” Hisoka whined.

“Your fruit is getting on my nerves.”

“I suppose I’ll type for you.” Hisoka said, grabbing Illumi’s phone.

Illumi rolled his eyes but allowed him to take it from him

Electric_cat: dude you sound like my brother

idfkjsuwjsiwj (once Illumi now Hisoka): Damn really must be annoying

Electric_cat: yeah he’s a cunt

Greenfr0g112: Killua your going to be in debt to the swear jar if you keep this up

Electric_cat: Well what do you want me to call him?

Electric_cat: A female dog? A roach possibly?

Electric_cat: No tf????

Greenfr0g112: But you said female dog why's that bad?

Electric_cat: It means bitch

Greenfr0g112: OHHHHH

Hisoka randomly started laughing his ass off and Illumi had no idea why, he shouldn’t have let that clown take his phone. He was perfectly capable of typing his own messages

“What are they saying?”

Hisoka’s response was more laughter and a failed attempt to catch his breath. Hisoka eventually tossed the phone in Illumi’s direction and managed to gasp out

“Don’t get us caught!” After taking a few drinks of water he finally composed himself.

Illumi thoroughly read their previous messages, “I knew Kill didn’t like Milluki but this is surprising…” Illumi stated, this was troubling news.

Hisoka apparently didn’t think so because he was laughing again and this time almost in tears.

“Illu—“ Hisoka was laughing too hard to finish his sentence.

“You really need help darling.” Hisoka said.

“What do you mean? Milluki is a useful asset to the family but if he’s done something to make Kill hate him that much I should speak with my parents.” Illumi said.

“Illu dear, Killua isn’t speaking about Milluki.” Hisoka laughed again.

“Kalluto then? That’s arguably worse, Mother really likes him.” Illumi said deep in thought.

“You’re hopeless.” Hisoka sighed.

“Should we continue toying with them?” Illumi asked.

“Later, I still need to process.” Hisoka exclaimed, walking into his kitchen to get more water.

Illumi just stared at him, he was confused, why was he hopeless? He didn’t understand and it was pissing him off.

Hisoka came back from his kitchen with a seltzer instead of water like he’d said. It was maybe noon there was no reason to start drinking, how foolish.

“So Illu, what brings you to my humble abode?” Hisoka said.

Illumi looked even more confused.

“Hisoka, you got this from showing off how is it humble?” Illumi looked at the clown intensely.

“It’s an expression, dear.” Hisoka said, sipping his drink and sitting back down on his obnoxiously pink couch.

“Oh. Hm well, Milluki got catfished online and now he’s heartbroken.” Illumi did air quotes on that last part.

“It’s been driving me mad.” Illumi snorted.

Hisoka chuckled.

“Well, I haven’t been to the store in quite a long time so I can’t make us a romantic dinner.” Hisoka remarked.

“That’s fine, I didn’t give much notice.” Better that way, Illumi was an assassin he didn’t need romance.

Hisoka put on some trashy show about some dead girl, he was sure that Hisoka could predict exactly what was going to happen but it’s easier to kill someone when they are distracted so Illumi didn’t say anything.

[willyoudothefandango143]

[ Introduction ]

redo / nsfw accounts and proshippers DNI

Hello! You can call me Mako, Churi, Aloe or just Killu. I will most likely just post art here!

You can request me to draw anything about Hunter x Hunter or OMORI! No nsfw though, I'm a minor so I won't draw that. I draw for fun and I might refuse your request If I consider It too plain or If drawing It makes me uncomfortable. I will not draw anything suggestive! It's for free so don't expect too much from me.

[ Interests ]

I call myself an artist. I also used to roleplay and write! My favourite game is OMORI and my favourite anime is Hunter x Hunter! Oh, If you're curious :: My favourite OMORI character is STRANGER! He's pretty underrated, man... Maybe he only appears in blackspace and a bit of headspace (+ A few easter eggs) but I think he's a great character, everything he says just hits right in the heart. For Hunter x Hunter, I have three favourite characters which are Killua, Kurapika and Alluka!

[ Asks ]

My asks are for requesting me things to draw, but you can send anything there aslong as It's not inappropriate! You can talk about your day, send memes or ask me anything. Idm!

Hopefully that's enough :D

[chatxkilluaxnoir]

"I didn't think I'd have any more Asano propaganda, but apparently I do?

Anyway, I offhandedly brought this poll up to my roommate and I want to explain where she is first because I think it's important. She appreciates HxH about as much as she enjoys AC, they're both in the middle. Perhaps she likes one more than the other, but she's not in love with either of them. She's also very analytical about things.

I have not seen HxH and she has, so I asked who she'd vote for. Immediately, without thought, she said the Asanos should win. Mind you, she's not an obsessed fan like I am. She barely knows anything about the Asanos other than my gushing, and she's not one to pick my favorite because it's my favorite. And then she offered up her reasons.

The Asanos have no reconciliation."

I am really starting to doubt the people who are saying they saw HxH in this thread actually saw it. Like, with people saying the Zoldyck Family are the norm. in HxH; when they really aren't. Or some of what ur friend said, because some of what ur friend said, literally didn't happen. I don't want to assume things of people. Maybe these people did see HxH, but it has just been awhile. But idk, some of the takes I am seeing on the Zoldycks seem to heavily downplay them, are weird, or are wrong.

Anyways, the Zoldycks don't really have much if any reconciliation at all. If anything, Killua by the end of the series is starting to truly understand just how abusive and awful they are. Though, he still has skewed about it. Because he is young. 12-14 at that point. Abusive victims still can care and love for their abusers, and might think the things they are going through are "normal" or "okay". They rationalize things. Killua is a very realistic portrayal (imo) of someone who has gone through abuse. Killua has also been numbed and/or desensitized to things, and horrible things have been "normalized" within their family. And/or etc. These and more all contribute to how he views his family. Like, he still has some love for Illumi, because Killua is a caring person, and because Illumi is one of the people who raised Killua (or at least, that is what Illumi states. Honestly, to me. Killua's real father in the Zoldyck estate, one of the people there that actually cared for Killua more genuinely and as his own person/an actual person, is/was Gotoh. God, I love Gotoh. Spoilers: RIP Gotoh, I will forever miss him. And his death is still being kept/hidden from Killua it seems too).

But Killua also highly fears Illumi. Making choices and reacting to Illumi based off that fear. Even by the end of the anime. Though, he does stand up to Illumi, because he has developed, and because he is trying to protect Alluka/Nanika. But even by the end, he still makes some choice(s) based off his fear of Illumi. Healing from abuse, can take a long awhile, and Killua has taken huge strides in it. But he is still very much healing and coming to terms with what was done to him. He understands a bit more when it comes to Alluka/Nanika, but that is because Killua is still rationalizing some things, esp. when it comes to himself, and because thinks he deserves a lot of the stuff that happens to him, is still developing his self-worth (which, he had none of basically, and now starting to develop it. Which is great), and because he tends to place others and/or some others before himself.

To go back to the Zoldycks don't really have much reconciliation either. Like, in some ways they have, but in other ways they haven't or have even gotten worse. To get back on that. Killua, like I said, when going back for Alluka/Nanika started to realize (more and more) how awful his family is; even calling out his family for killing more than Alluka/Nanika did. Illumi now wants to control Killua even more, so he can control Alluka/Nanika. Milluki and Zeno literally knows about the needle that Silva either ordered or was okay with Illumi planting in Killua's head. Which, Killua still doesn't about, and only knows about Illumi's involvement in the needle (which Killua is worried about Illumi permanently planting a needle and/or something like that in Killua's head, if he found out some more about Alluka/Nanika. Which, he somewhat did, and Killua was right. That Illumi wants to control him even more now). Kikyo was moved enough to taken down the restrictions on Alluka/Nanika and Killua, so that did enable them to go more free together. So that is something at least, and really nice at least. Good on Kikyo for that But I wouldn't really say Killua and Kikyo have reconciled though. And still quite insane (though, also kind of tragic too).

Killua, before his talk with Silva in the Zoldyck family arc; had never had a "father-son" talk like that. And even that talk, we later find out after Killua leaves, that that talk was Silva being manipulative. Don't get me wrong, there is love and respect between Killua and Silva, but Silva is also highly manipulative, and for a lot of Killua's life (any I argue, maybe even still [some] now), Silva barely saw Killua as his own person. He saw Killua as a younger him, and extension of himself basically. And now, Killua's respect for his father is starting to come undone too, with him more coming to terms with how he and/or Alluka and Nanika were treated.

The Zoldycks are also far from reconciled or better. Except for some things here or there. And Killua and Alluka/Nanika (who always had a strong love for each other). They are still a messed up family. And in some ways, they might even have gotten worse. And/or Killua's views of them have gotten worse, as he matures, and comes more to terms with his and Alluka and Nanika's mistreatment, abuse, isolation, and/or etc. And even if they had gotten better or reconciled (which they haven't really), that doesn't make all the bad things they have done, said, etc.; go away.

"She explained how the Zoldycks, as dysfunctional as they are, actually work together, regularly. Sure, it's against their own family members, but they still do this as a team. She brought up how they locked that girl in the basement for years, but they did that as a team. It was a group choice, and the entire family honored it."

Some of them honoring it, doesn't mean them locking away their onw child for years is a good or right thing. Also, Alluka/Nanika didn't honor it. They were locked away. They might have gone along with it, because they are generally kind and a child, and because they were listening to their parents. But overall, they didn't honor it. Killua didn't honor it, they literally had to make him forget them and/or not feel anything about them with the needle. Kalluto, probably didn't honor it either. He was very young; younger than Alluka. And if he did, he was probably just going along with someone like his mother.

They work/can work together, because abusive families can still work together and "love"/love each other. But also, because The Zoldyck Family is also a business. The Zoldyck kids are as much treated as weapons and tools, as they are real people and/or kids. If not more so.

Killua sees himself as a tool, as thinks he needs to useful to other people because of his horrible self-worth, his abuse, and limited view on relationships; esp. healthy ones. Illumi, is basically a puppet of his family, who in an ironic, sad, and fitting way; puppeteers other people. Milluki, can be very perceptive, but is also, very jealous and envious of other people. Like Killua. (Though, they do have a pretty fun and funny Older brother and younger brother relationship). And while these things might just be a choice and/or something he does because he likes it; I also think it can be a effect of Milluki's own issues within the family. Like how he self-isolates (hasn't left the Estate in actual years), and might eat the way he does, because of stress, and/or as a relief. Milluki probably doesn't' feel he is as treated as fairly and/or etc. he could be.

Anyways, back to what I was saying about the other person's paragraph I quoted, and the Zoldyck Family dynamic. The Zoldycks also tend to have a give and take relationship. So, you do me this thing, you get this thing. And/or etc. It is an assassin mentality. And is another reason (among Killua just being a caring, kind person. And having very little self-worth, being a abusive victim. Etc.), why Killua feels like he has a huge "debt" to repay to Gon. Because feel like Gon saved him from the Zoldyck estate; from his family. And he basically feels like that is a debt is so huge, he might never be able to repay it. Long story short; the Zoldyck's family dynamic is still just messed up and dysfunctional.

"Also, the rule is that you are always welcome home, so long as you can get in the door. She explained how at some point, Killua (hope I spelled that right) ran off to be a hunter and never look back, only to later decide that his friends sucked and he wanted to return home,"

This isn't what happened. Killua ran away and took the Hunter Exam, and in the final phase, he had to fight Illumi (his eldest brother), who undid his disguise in front of Killua (which, when Killua saw it was Ilumi and in other parts of this "fight"; Killua just looked and/or was terrified), and then proceeded to gaslight and mentally abuse Killua. Say Killua had a soul of a killer, and that he didn't deserve or need friends.

Threatened Gon's life, and when Killua proceeded to not be able to stand up to Illumi for Gon, and basically gave up the fight, out of fear and because he didn't know how else he could protect Gon, because Killua couldn't stand up to Illumi. And then Illumi acted like he was joking, he was "testing" Killua by doing this. Which just completely mentally destroyed Killua, and then he killed someone (won't get into the specifcs of that, it is kind of complicated to exaplain why Killua did that), and then left to go back home, to show to Illumi he was doing what he wnated, so he wouldn't Gon and/or the others, and because Killua had felt like he had "failed" Gon. And/or etc.

Then he went home, and was chained up, whipped, burned, etc. for weeks, and didn't come out of his chains completely until later on in this weeks and towards the end of the Zoldyck Family arc/mini-arc. There is more I can say to this, but I think this is enough. So yeah, this didn't happen. Unless ur friend is talking about the other time Killua went home. And if so, that didn't happen either. Killua was mad, and did want some kind of sorry from Gon. But he also still deeply cared for Gon, and wanted to save and heal him. Which, Alluka/Nanika can do. He was also wants to save Alluka/Nanika too. So he came back to the Estate to save Gon and Alluka/Nanika. And left with Alluka/Nanika to get them away from his family, and to save them, and to save Gon. Killua didn't go back to his family, because his friends "sucked". Like, I am not getting this take.

"where his mother basically said "welcome home honey, your room is just as you've left it"."

She didn't say this. And yeah, Kikyo does want Killua back. But that is because she is completely, unhealthily obsessed with him. And is very suffocating and controlling with him. Also, because he is the heir, and she feels like this is "an important time in his development". Basically, Kikyo does love Killua. But it is far from being healthy or good.

"And yeah, he had to get past some rabid dogs, but if you can open the front door, you'll be allowed back in, no questions asked."

They have to get through heavy gates, because the Zoldycks value strength. The dogs (like Mike, plus more u seeing during the Chairman Election Arc), aren't rabid dogs. They are huge, wolf-dog-like creatures, how robotically and analytically take in their prey and/or intruders and kill and/or devour them. They are incredibly huge and smart creatures that guard the Estate and kill intruders. Though, even people like Zebro (I think that is his name. I love him, but I am not always the best at names); works for the Zoldycks has fear of these creatures. He works for the Zoldycks, but he is still not a Zoldyck, if that makes sense.

And once again, yes, Killua would be allowed back, because he is literally the heir, and because the Zoldycks can hurt and try to kill each other on the daily. U would have to do something VERY awful or maybe even something so good, but not good for the Zoldycks, or something to not be let back in. Not that Killua wants to be let back in really. Not with their treatment of him, and esp. Alluka/Nanika.

"To be honest, after hearing this, I thought "that doesn't sound dysfunctional at all"."

That is because ur friend has weird takes and/or were saying things that didn't even happen apparently. To the point where I wonder if they even saw HxH. But they could just be misremembering stuff or something. I want to try to not assume things. I know better, because I've been keeping up on the propaganda,"

Cool.

"but like the Hargreeves, as dysfunctional as they are in very many messed up and unique ways, they still work."

I wouldn't really say the Zoldycks work though? For all the reasons I gave in this reblog and others. And because basically all the kids, except Milluki are rebelling in some ways. Like, Silva says, stay away from the Troupe: Killua: Goes after them with friend(s). And the get captured with Gon. And gets captured a 2nd time later with Gon. Kalluto: Joins the Troupe to get thier brother back. Illumi: Also joins the Troupe. Because of a contract, sure, but he still joins it. And he also just joins it and takes that contract, because he is a weird fricken relationship, with the murder clown, Hisoka. And etc. And this is just an example of them "rebelling". Them all, besides probably/maybe Milluki rebelling is so funny to me. Also, once again, eve if they did "work' in some ways, doesn't make them any less dyfunctional or abusive.

"She also said the family members have this sort of approach with each other where it's like "I'm gonna regret doing this, but I need to ask my family member for a favor... SIGH.""

Yeah, this because some relationships work on a give or/& take; assassin kind of thing. They are assassins/an assassin family after all.

I wouldn't say this is good; it is more neutral than anything. That can sometimes lean more into positive or negative. It also just shows the weird ways the Zoldycks work and their interesting dynamics.

"And the Asanos... never did that. Gakuhou built up this assumption that asking for help is for the weak and that you have to be absolutely perfect, held up to these impossible standards,"

Killua has had very high expectations (his life already decided for him) placed on him in being an assassin, a killer, the heir to his family, by so many in his family. Even when he doesn't really want to be. Even though that was part(s) of the reasons he ran away. Even though he literally tells Illumi he wants to be normal, and be friends with Gon (i.e.; in the same final hunter exam "fight" between Killua and Illumi. Which I talked about already in this reblog and [I think] others). Killua was surprised/shocked when Silva wanted to have that talk with Killua in the Zoldyck Family arc, because of the reasons I already gave when talking about that talk, and some of the stuff that came after it. The Zoldyck Family also respects strength highly; I will get into this (even) more later.

"and near the end, Gakushuu decides to ask E-class for help in secret to "assassinate his father's teachings", but like hell he was gonna tell his father. This was when he finally decided that he wasn't going to become his father and play his games anymore. And did they ever figure it out amongst themselves? No they did not. Shuu talks this whole big game of owning his father and making him his pet someday (assumed in work) but didn't even bother actually doing that when he left for the US to start his own business. And Shuu never bothered even going back, but if he did, would he have been welcomed in the font door like Killua? I doubt it. Because returning home would've been seen as "weak", something Shuu was not allowed to be around his father under any circumstances."

Killua's family have some different views of strngths and weaknesses. Which again, I will get more into later. Also, I have already kind of talked about (in a way) the stuff about Killua here, so I won't do so again.

"And in case you question Gakuhou's stance on weakness, Shuu slipped once, once, and referred to his minio-I mean friends as "friends", and then his father promptly sucked the souls out of them and made them study zombies that didn't care about anything else (including their "friend" Shuu) just to prove a point. Because they were seen as a "weakness". No, Shuu would not have been allowed back through that front door, ever."

Like I have already said. Killua was not allowed friends. He tried to make friends Canary, but that wasn't allowed.

(Also, in this post I already linked, but I will do so again here: https://www.tumblr.com/mariposahxh/721574713281921024/tsukum-things-about-killuas?source=share&ref=_tumblr . Speciically, this point: "killua used to call kikyo “mama” until one day she tortured canary with electric whips for “being negligent about killua” and killua grabbed onto the whips to try and get her to stop and didn't let go until “…blood was leaking from his ears… his hands were smoking” , in that post. That goes more about Killua, Canary, their relationship, and how they get treated by The [some of] The Zoldycks. Like Kikyo/Killua's mother. Yeah; it is messed up. And sad. Once again; rec. looking at that post I linked. Very messed up, sad, and interesting Zoldyck Family stuff.).

When Killua said he wanted to be friends with Gon. Illumi said he had a Soul of a Killer, and wasn't really interesting in being friends with Gon. And then threatened Gon's life. And just basically mentally abused and messed with Killua. Also, said Killua didn't need or deserve friends. Illumi probably sees friends as a weakness and/or just unneeded (at least) (too) for the Zoldycks and/or assassins. Like here/with this example with Killua (even though Illumi is somewhat of a hypocrite when it comes to friends. Somewhat. But you know, that is just interesting honestly).

Silva lets him go and be friends with Gon, but he basically expects Killua to come back, because "he is a son" (I.e.; this harkens back to me saying that Silva doesn't completely see Killua as his own person. And he [had somewhat] saw Killua as an extension of himself. Also, we saw after that talk, that that was Silva being manipulative (maybe not completely, but he was being manipulative with Killua) Also, Silva knew about, was complacent about, and/or ordered putting the needle in Killua's head, and had Killua make a promise/blood promise with Killua about his friend(s) about not betraying them.

And that promise, combined with the needle, combined with, while Silva doesn't understand Killua in a lot of ways, does probably in some ways. Like Killua's loyalty, how, Killua would feel guilt and take a lot of responsibility, beat himself up, and/or etc.; if he felt like he had "betrayed/let down/etc.", if Gon/his friend/someone he cared about died because he ran away, or etc. And so, Killua would probably come back, in guilt, to "accept" his fate as an assassin and the heir to the family. Basically, it was Silva (at least) partially, being manipulative.

Now to talk about the Zoldycks' stance on strength and weaknesses. U are literally not able to get through their front doors unless u are strong, basically everything at their Estate is weighted and heavy. They have been taught to (try to) numb their emotions/control their emotions/not have emotions. Killua thinks that to survive means being able to survive a near-lethal dose of poison. Killua is literally that used to being poisoned, tortured, pain nearly dying, etc. Even though Killua doesn't like pain and/or etc; he just has built up a good resistance to it, and just tolerates it.

Killua while always capable of showing and being vulnerability and having emotional connections; had these thing stifled while at the Zoldyck estate. And they could only really flourish and heal, the more he developed, and the more away from his family and/or the more the got away from the Zoldyck Family influence. Which really says something about (some of) the Zoldycks.

"And that's why I think the Asanos should win this one."

While, I think the Zoldycks should win this on, u are free to have different opinions.

"Are the Zoldycks dysfunctional? Hell yeah they are! And I really should watch Hunter x Hunter now so I can see for myself, but if my friend, a middle ground observer that doesn't feel particularly attached to either side, still thinks it should go to the Asanos because of the points listed above, well... maybe it should."

Like I said, some of the stuff ur friend stuff just legit didn't happen and/or the take is just weird, so I am starting to question if ur friend (and some other people in the reblogs who say they have), seen HxH at all. However, I also don't want to assume stuff if I can, and maybe they are just misremembering and/or have (really) weird takes (imo) that I don't agree with. Also, I have already gone over the points above, and talked more about The Zoldycks so I won't do so again.

"As lonely and small as the Asano world is, isn't that proof of its all encompassing dysfunctionality? That it was just the two of them and that they also became estranged probably means that there was nothing in the Asano family that worked? There was no calling on siblings for help, asking uncles for favors, calling a family meeting to decide the fate of one of their other family members (no matter how unjust it was), nothing, because the dysfunction that is the Asanos was just too great."

Again, I have already talked about the favors stuff with Zoldycks, and more about just how they work, so I won't do so again. I will say though; that basically everything about the Zoldycks is dysfunctional. Even when they try to have order, rules, laws, etc. (and, if anything, just how strict they are in some areas just shows their dysfunction); the way their family functions is dysfunctional and awful they are.

"I love the Asanos, and it was said a while back that they're really relatable, but that actually makes me really sad. That means a lot of people feel like they can't talk to their own family members anymore, or their parents pressure them so much that they don't want anything to do with them anymore, and this is our fate. :/ It's not that I have a dysfunctional family, just more like there's very very few of us and we're all stretched out, but I sure wish I had an uncle or cousin or sibling to call out to for some help. Even if I'd really regret owing them. I think that's something a lot of people with dysfunctional families that still surprisingly work in weird ways don't get. You may hate the heck out of your brother, but if you can still call on him for help, reach out in a desperate situation, and get help, I envy that. That's not something you get with the Asanos."

People find Killua relatable very relatable (like, one of the most relatable characters in manga/anime and/or etc. imo) too. At least some/partially (among other reasons and/or stuff), because of the expectations placed on him, and his relationship(s) with his family (and friends). Though, the Zoldycks are also so unique, out there, insane, and well, Zoldyck too. And that, among many other reasons, is what makes them so interesting, compelling, and well-written. Also, like I said, the Zoldycks don't really work. Not really at least. I do think the Zoldycks are very weird though (I love them). And also, even if they did work; that doesn't mean they aren't highly dysfunctional, or less so than the Asanos.

Also, like I said, Killua doesn't really want much to do with his (some of his) family anymore (except for certain times and/or if he needs to. And/or certain people he might be more willing to talk to), esp. after the CE arc.

"I think that's something a lot of people with dysfunctional families that still surprisingly work in weird ways don't get. You may hate the heck out of your brother, but if you can still call on him for help, reach out in a desperate situation, and get help, I envy that."

Also, what I think some people don't get themselves. Is that, sometimes having no family or very little family is better than having a dysfunction or abusive one (among many other things when it comes to the Zoldycks. Like torture). For example; people like to say Ging is a worse father than Silva (Ging isn't a good dad. But Silva is a MUCH worse father. This coming from someone who likes Silva more than Ging), just because Silva was there.

But Silva literally abused and/or had and/or let his kids abused and tortured (and etc.). Gon does have some issues due to not having a father (and Ging has done some questionable things as a person and/or father); which is something that happens in in real life with kids, esp. sons, don't have fathers. But him having no father was still better than actually being abused, tortured, etc. I still get the point u are trying to make though. It just doesn't work when talking about certain people or families. Like when talking about the Zoldycks (imo). I feel bad/sad that you feel that way though.

Sorry, this was a lot longer than I expected it to be, and lot more personal than I thought it was gonna be, but now that I've written it down, I definitely think the Asanos should win this one.

Please consider voting for the Asanos, for all those people that feel like they can't have blood families because they just... don't work anymore."

"Sorry, this was a lot longer than I expected it to be, and lot more personal than I thought it was gonna be, but now that I've written it down, I definitely think the Asanos should win this one."

And I defin. think the Zoldycks should win. However, again, people can have different opinions. And it is cool that the Asanos can make u feel things like this.

"Please consider voting for the Asanos, for all those people that feel like they can't have blood families because they just... don't work anymore."

Killua has healthier and better relationships with people he aren't blood-related to; except Alluka/Nanika (currently). There is a reason why people love the found family thing/idea with The Main 4 (Gon, Killua, Leorio, and Kurapika), as well as others like Alluka/Nanika. Or even Kalluto (because they are also still so young, and if any more of the Zoldyck siblings can still be saved; I would think it would be Kalluto. Also, people just love them; like I do too!). And like I said already (in reblog(s)), (some of) Killua's servants more genuinely cared about, loved, and/or had healthier relationships with Killua, more than his own family did (except for Alluka/Nanika really).

The Zoldycks don't really "work" either honestly. There might be love, care, etc.; involved with them. But that is just realistic to how some abusive and dysfunctional families can work. Though, with the Zoldycks, that love and care can be weird, twisted, abusive, selfish, manipulative, etc. There is just so much going on with the Zoldycks and just so much wrong w/ them.

This is is still a nice sentiment though. Even if I want people to vote for the Zoldycks.

FINAL FIGHT

The Asanos (Assassination Classroom) VS the Zoldycks (Hunter X Hunter)

The Asanos

Members: Gakuhou Asano (father) and Gakushuu Asano (son)

Propaganda:

CW: physical abuse

"Crazy dad whose misguided goal is just to make his son strong (but whose definition of real strength leaves much to be desired), and son who does see the error in his dad's ways but is brainwashed enough to imagine that his "filial duty" under the circumstances is to "take control". No one knows for sure if a mom exists, but she clearly doesn't want to have much to do with these lunatics." "The dad doesn't even consider his son family, just a "student" as he is a principal. Utterly unhumane conditions is where he trains his son in. And worst of all, they compete on who will control the other, leash included. The first time the son even considers calling him father is when he literally abuses him physically."

The Zoldycks

Members: Zeno, Silva, Kikyo, Illumi, Milluki, Killua, Alluka, Kalluto

Propaganda:

CW: murder, torture, isolation

"What ISN'T dysfunctional about them? A family of assassins, they train all their children to be killers, including with literal torture. Killua is the one of the family who's a main character, the heir of the family, and he eventually runs away due to the dysfunctionality. All the kids are isolated, told they don't deserve friendship, and they all have different opinions on family matters but it affects them all! Illumi wants to control Killua to as extreme a degree as he possibly can, and even though Silva lets Killua leave, he fully expects him to return home and join the family business again, and both him and Zeno knew about Illumi's extreme methods of control." Note: edited for length, full submission here

[killuwumi]

Snow Days with (some of) the BSD Boys

Snow Days With (some of) The BSD Boys

a/n: idk why but my christmas posts do so well and I want to write again, so here I am. feel free to request I do this for more characters

Warnings: fem implied (? maybe ?) no prns used, dazai SLIGHTLY suggestive

Chuuya:

He is kind of a surprise, because he wants to make you happy. So when it started to get into the winter season, he wants to do all the cheesy Christmas stuff with you. He loves the snow and thinks it is really beautiful, but he HATES the cold. Even with his jacket and constantly having you to cuddle up next to, he is still cold.

So Chuuya really likes to have an inside snow day. He enjoys the fireplace and hot chocolate (wine of course too). He is often found cuddling up with you in a loveseat close to the fire place.

"Hey little lamb, are you enjoying yourself?" "Mhm! Of course I am, Chuuya."

When the cold snow starts falling and covering the ground in a new fresh sheet of snow, Chuuya will always keep you warm in his high rise apartment, looking over the people of Yokohama.

Dazai:

Where do I even start with him. He loves all things winter, and he especially likes people watching. Dazai likes going to the bar and watching everyone chat about their busy holidays back home in Yokohama. It almost reminds him of this time of year when Oda was still around.

Now hear me out, in the spirit of the holiday, Dazai often takes you shopping to stores all around the city. But aside from buying gifts and snacks for you, he wants you to help him pick out gifts for Kenji and Kyouka. And orphans in the local areas. Dazai knows that it's what Oda would do and it gives Dazai a warm sense of accomplishment. He also loves to watch you in awe over all the new toys that come out every year always bigger and better than the last.

He also gets baby fever sometimes because he genuinely loves seeing you interact with the kids and looking at all the baby clothes etc. So sometimes Dazai does flirt and tease you during this season ;).

Atsushi:

Everyone's favorite tiger! He really loves the snow! Especially now that he feels safe in his apartment and has nice warm clothes. Atsushi will absolutely look at you like a begging puppy to go build snowmen with him. Given that he hasn't experienced christmas like most other people, Atsushi will take you out to the fountain and store fronts to look at all of the beautiful lights.

Atsushi is a clumsy romantic, he catches himself staring at the lights reflections in your eyes. Or the way that snowflakes stay in your hair. Don't even get him started on the rosy tint on your cheeks. He definitely grabs your face (gently) and kisses you. (yes he is nervous, but the confidence is hot).

Also! Always making you handmade snowflakes, gifts, cards etc.

Ranpo:

This one is easy, he takes you out for warm drinks. Hot cocoa, coffee and pastries. He might seem selfish but he knows your bakery order by heart and would never make you pay (especially if you don't work at the agency with him). He constantly has candy in his pockets and when kids come up to him for having it, he will give you a reluctant sigh and give them one of his least favorites from his pocket.

Ranpo also really likes to stay in and watch movies with you. Mainly mystery ones, bonus points if they are holiday themed. He likes to watch with lots of snacks and talk to you about how very easy it is for him to see right through the plot of the movie. Sometimes if you are really into the movie you can try and debate with him on what the ending will be or who the villain is. Ranpo will SOMETIMES let you win, but other times it is just bonding for you two. Being close and talking (and snacking).

Fyodor:

Fyodor is absolutely no stranger to snow, but due to him being an enemy of the state essentially he doesn't go out a lot. Especially because he doesn't want to put you in danger. I mean, it is shocking enough that he wanted an s/o, so he isn't going to use you as some kind of bait or parts of his schemes.

I think he is a big fan of watching snow from afar, and not really getting into it. And he'll never admit it but he loves when you steal his warm clothes (just don't stain it). He will cook you warm and delicious meals from back home and light beautiful candles.

You were the first to insist on decorating, but he grew to really enjoy watching you get tangled up in garland and sparkling ornaments. Plus he's tall and enjoys towering over you to help put the topper of your choice on the very tippy top of the tree.

Fyodor also enjoys reading you stories, his voice is smooth and soothing while still keeping you interested in the story. Sometimes he does want you to fall asleep in his lap though.

[cutual]

tell me what cat i would be ill accept any answer

id say abyssinian kat

[frogb]

pov yoyre watching gon and killue play on the trampoline

[brings them some nice refreshing lemonade]

[killuwumi]

okay this looks fun lol

end of year WIP meme!

send me a 👀 and i’ll post a snippet of art/writing that i never got around to finishing this year (r.i.p)

[b00bconnoisseur]

for tbe music ask!!! 8 - 14 - 24 ???

8.) Do you think the Beatles are overrated?

I dont really have an opinion tbh???

I haven't really listened to their music before (that i can recall) so i dont think itd be v fair if i were to have an opinion like that w/o having taken time to listen to their stuff or know what the members were like

14.) Do you pay more attention to the lyrics or rhythm of a song?

Hmmm......really depends on the song so i think just both honestly 🤔

Like if the rhythm isnt that good but the lyics slap? 👌🏽

If the lyics are like eh but the rhythm is lit? 👌🏽

24.) Favorite album cover?

Idk if i have one!!!!!! Tho i do really like The Click by AJR!

[hysokaz]

I like Kalluto but I dunno, im a bit wary because he doesn't get a lot of screen time. All we really know is that he loves Kikyo, he's envious of Alluka, and he wants to bring Killua back home. I think (if we EVER get more chapters for the manga) Kalluto will get a bigger part. I actually have a theory that he may end up doing something either really good for Killua and Alluka, or something really disastrous. Wouldn't it be crazy if there was a showdown between Alluka and Kalluto?

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :((((

i hope it doesnt happen i dont want them to fight </3 ill be honest i think the only reason kalluto would be envious of alluka is bc alluka has killuas attention and he

does not

rip

[kotsume]

your gifs are gorgeous!!! i love them

awww thank you so much for the support!!! it means the world to me <3