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Yesterday I had 3 thoughts but I was like I'll remember tomorrow I won't wake up to type them now and I forgot two BUT I remembered one of them so that's huge
#luly talks#something w Lucis and Dee. I'll draw it later#it's very important to have two ocs for the same franchise so they can do things the other can't#girls who died as kids but are now on their 20s...#i did think a lot about lucis biology and i remember joking about them only being a demon bc they're argentinian#though that's a bit silly ambiguous bc like. sure in their comic everyone is a monster but like#they're also more psychotic than me so there was a thought of them being actually just human and seeing everyone like this bc bleeh!#lucis story really is one of neglect isn't it#i mean same one i faced but worse#bc lucis got too silly w it#i also thought a bit about their biology i think I'm gonna implement the angel demon thing with their grandma being a form of angelic being#but (bio) grandpa a demon#hence why their dad and them are one too#and well something that is STILL canon is that their mom is a clown but clowns are a kind of imp#so that's why their little brother is impish#idk what their step dad would be but i know their older brother would be part ram bc. its funny#he's an aries you see.#but i didnt just think of lucis in general i had had thoughts about dsaf i forgor 😢#aside from this one 👍#i mean i remember L.L. having a breakdown too but WHEN arent they not having one?#something about midori but i remember that too well to be one of the forgotten memories#like i vaguely recall something w the phoneys either harry or pete but nothing coherent#i do remember i y#thought of drawing jake w high heels pussy puss puss style but i think that was something i thought in the afternoon#you people can't imagine how many thoughts per second i experience y'all literally get such a mostly sanitized version of it#I'd make a chart of Lucis' relationships w her coworkers tho........ i rlly like Lucis lmao#OH SHIT I REMEMBERED I THOUGHT OF MIDORI AND DTRAP INTERACTING id think of that further there's something there ok#<- related to l.l. of course. her daughter etc.
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The absolute biggest thing I've learned as a trans guy: there is nothing more masculine and manly than not caring about looking or acting masculine or manly. Growing your masculinity or manhood takes time and care - you have no obligation to let the world water your garden when you can do that just fine (and you can, even if it doesn't feel like you can!)
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#nonbinary#trans advice#got a stereotypically 'feminine/woman' piercing and. i feel like a man *inverted shania twain riff from man! i feel like a woman*#nothing affirms my manhood more than not caring about the genuinely toxic imaginings that the world has about manhood and men like me 👍#yes it can be a struggle ESPECIALLY if you're somebody who actively has to defend your masculinity/manhood...#...it's hard for me too sometimes. i had to not only build my manhood but jealously defend it from the 'phobes...#...but i am all the better for it because this is MINE. i have never truly owned something in this way...#...i don't own other people nor my cats nor even my material possessions - not in the way i own my manhood...#...i own it like a tiger owns his territory and i defend it similarly...#...i do not WANT to own my loved ones or possessions the same as i own my manhood and masculinity. this is special to me#my manhood was *made* for me to be owned anyway. i feel that applies to every trans person who hasn't felt able to own themselves#this is in the same vein as learning to cast aside the cissexist views of bodies&experiences that can make dysphoria worae
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#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#oc#RC-D1#do i have a tag for this lemme see lol#alright i made one :3👍#this was a dooble and then uh#hm. hfhsvh#still no idea what i want to do with it but i'm gonna keep doodling it until i know :3#aside from that. i'm hungryy#i had some left over snack box thing (Really good btw if i wasn't currently hungry i'd be talking about it Hfhshv) but that wasn't much so!#i will prolly have grapes this fine saturday afternoon. ye :)#okay gonna go do that lol ; toodles !!#//edit: some extra info in the notes if you'd like :3
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I have never been able to get into the dragon age games for one reason or another but I took a chance on Veilguard and I am having so much fun!!!
#it fixed almost everything that bugged me about the other ones#it’s extremely newcomer friendly too which is great cause I have no clue about anything#I absolutely adore Rook and the level of customization you can add to a mostly linear character#I was worried I’d keep comparing it to bg3 but they’re really not that comparable???#like aside from both being highly customizable fantasy RPGs they both have unique strengths and weaknesses#and I just don’t see the need to put one against the other#so far Lucanis is the standout fav#which surprises me but also doesn’t#I did just meet Emmrich five minutes ago so perhaps the old man will win me over yet#I actually am fond of all of them so far#anyway I don’t see myself getting into this game the way I’m into bg3#I lack the necessary nostalgic attachment a lot of people have for this world#but it’s an extremely fun game and I do see myself playing it for a long time#I recommend so far 👍#life#Hannah plays veilguard
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why is learning spirit the hardest thing ive ever done
#aside from trying nurse Once lol#like huntress i get. get hatchet. throw hatchet. profit.#im not saying im *good* im just saying i fully get it#i know the add ons i like. im playing with build but its like. i get the idea yanno#BUT SPIRIT?#girl i cant look with my eyes and hear w my ears at the same time.... bruh 😭#my main flaw as huntress is that im oblivious to my surroundings and loose people easy#this isnt improved. shockingly. when you cant see who youre chasing.#but shes cute and i like her so. 😔 i shall try to learn#huntress is just so. cozy for me to play idk even when im missing shots its like. i know why i fucked up yanno?#and when u do snipe a hatchet..... brother its amazing#idk i want to try some more killers too though. idk like the onryo comes to mind. mr head also.#i wanted to try nurse but i did try that and im good actually 👍 no thanks 👍#and plague at some point. bc shes cute.#my post#dbd
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made a tierlist of my kuwagami fics for funsies (+ notes for a few) ↓
(everything listed in the same tier are equals, so the order they're listed in has no meaning)
#jitxt#fic extras#for those of you who also frequent the kuwagami ao3 tag ❤#crazy that i have enough fics posted to be able to even do this lmao#i probably could write notes for each of these but i wanted to keep it short and sfw. too much text makes the tierlist harder to parse#judging from the tiers here you can see i think pretty positively of my (posted) work which is probably for the best!#eating my own kuwagami food or whatever 👍#“jichan what's that fic with the big long title in A tier” nothing don't worry about it#OKAY okay joking aside that one is in the drafts but it already has a name#and also i like teasing. and also it's a funny name lol#i said that as a joke while writing the 7k long fic from last sunday six#and fourwhitetrees told me that i better make that the title. and listen. how could i say no to that?#tentative A tier since new fic = excited for it. maybe it's actually B tier quality but for now it's there#hopefully i post it soon#everybody say thank you to fourwhitetrees for giving me feedback so fast so i can (hopefully) also post it fast#i don't always ask for feedback but for this one specifically i wanted it#anyways! a peek into my mind for you all...#if anybody actually has a favourite of my fics i would love to hear it... or if anybody has an ask or anything... 👉👈#no pressure though i just like talking about kuwagami and my work#my assumption is that most people have no deep thoughts about it anyways
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i miss emergen-c... every time i drink it nowadays i just worry about the acidity making me sick :(
#maddie meows#i miss my dear old friend Double Emergen-c most of all#(where you drink two packets at once. stronger flavor 👍)#it also used to be my main strat for warding off disease (aside from vaccines + basic hygiene of course).#feeling under the weather? and it's flu season?!!? emergen-c that piece of shit illness into oblivion. make it regret. being. born.#for context on how much i used to love emergen-c i once drank so many packets in a day it gave me heart palpitations#i forget how many it was. i think like 8-10. definitely don't do that.#well maybe if im a good person in life emergen-c and i will be happily reunited in that big cvs in the sky one day
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hello i made a playlist of songs from mostly the 2010s (with some 00s also) that i think some of you my fellow pop enjoyers would like 🤲 nearly 20 hours of a little over 300 songs for now, i do plan to add more as i remember other songs i liked back then hehe.
#i'm gonna be fr i stole around 100ish of the songs here from an old friend's playlist#p much all of the dcom ones are from it and i like them so i will NOT remove them 👍#also no 1d bc i have a whole separate playlist just for them :P#and i'm considering whether or not to add anything by ed#bc. i didn't add many songs i already listen to regularly or have in other playlists aside from a few exceptions#and i do regularly listen to his albums like in full usually. so. hm#anyway this is what I've been working on in the last hour and a half instead of sleeping.
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also I got a new job
#Aside from the cafe one#I also do that thing where yk u carry ppls shit to transportation trucks#Whatever it is called#Very easy to get hired do recommend 👍
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which of these are better? :>
#just me hi#poll#they're both good on specific foods :> 👍#but my mom and dad are always arguing about which is best so this should be fun lol#//i'm never going to forget that time i fully squeezed an orange onto my leftover rice by mistake :(((#there is 1 one wrong answer on this poll Hfbvhsf#my grandma was stealing fruit from trees i think and nobody could tell the difference betwixt the oranges and lemons she nabbed#that thing looked like a fully-ripe lemon and then it turned out to be a fully-ripe ORANGE i have never tasted such bitter#and backstabbing truth in my LIFE#how can truth be both obscured beyond recognition and yet so sharply distinct auhhghgughgu#worst day of my life#not true but my other options for a meal were my dear dear grandmama's spaghetti#[leans in close] She Put Ketchup In It And Said It Was The Same Thing As The Sauce .‿.#reread that sentence and please just consider it for a moment. a minute even. maybe i'm being dramatic but do you see what i'm saying here#//anyway food horrors aside citrus is cool 10/10 fruit truly#can't go wrong with citrus :3#//now let's see if i go n do something or end up reblogging stuff for like an hour Lmao o7 o/
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In a similar vein, since moving out, I miss hugs. Like holy fuck I want a hug so bad
#I wish I had even ONE close friend here#aside from my roommate who I see like 4 times a week bc she is always busy doing something with other friends#by see I mean walking past me in the kitchen or sometjing lol#which like. idc she has her own life and I don’t want to be pushy but also. sigh#ellyposting#this post is very pathetic but posting about it into the void is like the closest I’m gonna get to actual comfort rn so 👍
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not my dad not liking moral orel season 3 🤭🤭🤭that's so embarrassing for him (<- he's not wrong for feeling that way but i think it's like 60% because he doesn't like it when art gets weird and that's so so tragic for him)
#i actually think his points make sense this time. which tbqh is not normally how i feel when he criticizes smth i love#basically he was like s3 was a completely different show from the first two seasons#and he didn't like how all over the place and directionless it felt#and honestly yeah ok i can see that#personally i think the choice to broaden the focus to moralton broadly vs mostly just orel is really interesting#and it allows for different facets of their critique of fundie waspisms to extend to situations/characters orel wouldn't really be privy to#(could you imagine 'alone' with orel there? me neither)#and i personally liked them fleshing out the marginal characters. i never found that boring or like a major diversion#again they're like 11 min episodic(ish) things it's hard for them to feel like they drag on y'know#it shows a lot of ambition and i think they pulled it off really well tbh (cancellation aside)#but i will agree that the transition is a little sudden. nature is such a big moment for the series#and for orel's arc specifically but then we spend little time with orel post-nature so the tone shift doesn't#necessarily align with his realization (at least in terms of the canon timeline. ep release order does align)#it's sudden but we jump back to before the shattering. it's disorienting and i think it's kind of cool as hell#a realization like orel's in nature is gonna throw the past into question and color his life and thus the town#(bc let's face it orel is the real mayor of moralton kfhsjs) and while we've been seeing Some of moralton's ugliness#in every episode until now it's shown in full force in and post-nature (release-wise). so when the timeline jumps around#and it all feels twisted and hazy and sickening and it All Comes Back To The Hunting Trip as our point of reference#for when things are happening it makes it feel like the trip Caused this disturbance. it's almost a spatio-temporal THING#like orel IS the center of this universe. my point is it's weird and i like it a lot i think it works#but anyway i think s3 is a natural evolution of s1+2 albeit an accelerated one#and i really wish we'd gotten to see more of what s3 morel was cooking bc it was setting up some really cool stuff imo#like he hated everything w mommy censordoll x clay but it's SUCH a cool place to take their characters. freud would go crazy#moral orel#and i think if they knew where they had to end the season maybe focusing on other characters was a way to keep orel stagnant enough to like#end the finale where they needed him. maybe.#we actually DID finish it yesterday. i rewatched the finale the day before bc i was impatient but yeah 👍#now it's chapter black time >:}
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sure phone restrictions suck but hey at least it excused me from the “no phone in class” rule 💪
#marlo’s stuff#i literally cannot go onto google to cheat on tests or anything#i also have literally no social media on my phone. aside from youtube.#so i got a pass and i could still listen to music 👍#*technically* i can use google with the one more minute option thing but that is one minute#i get maybe a few question answers out of that
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i was gonna say i feel like the recent cards have all been really good but then again i dont think i particularly dislike any twst cards JKLFDSHFLKJ i think they are all very fun
#well. ok there is that one leona groovy where he does kinda look like hes being hit w/a floodlight lol 😭#aside from that. maybe any others i may be forgetting idk sfsdjgk but MY POINT HERE was that#for the most part i like just about any card#they reveal a new one and im always like WOW THIS IS SO FUN HE LOOKS SO GOOD#i was born to be easily excitable 👍
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I hung out with People again last night!!!
I made another keychain,and I got to know some of them a bit more:3
#this one girl is super chill#asked my name last time. and asked me my pronouns last night!!!#which ik is like a common occurrence for others but I’ve never had anyone ask me my pronouns irl#AND SHE WAS JUST LIKE “they/he.ok :]”#ANY WHO TRAGICALLY I can’t see any of them for at least two weeks😔#and I don’t have anyones contact info *sobbing* this one guy offered to text me bcuz he thinks I don’t have any friends#(which is actually sweet imo) but I chickened out for Reasons™️#if he asks next time I see him Ill just give him my number👍#goose screams#I am aware that I mostly pass as a girl so that’s one of the reasons I didn’t give him my number. that lowkey sounds vain but idk#I’m just constantly scared that I’m gonna accidentally “lead someone on” and I’d just feel really bad if I did that#ALSO there’s my family. I’ve repeatedly told them that I’m not attracted to men but some of them would still flip if they knew I was textin#a guy#BUT THEN IM LIKE. Ok so I know that these actions are not romantic and aside from that and family stuff it really doesn’t bother me#and I feel like that if I want to hold these beliefs that I must also carry them out in action#(<- if I know these actions are not romantic then I should do what I know and what I please )#so yeah 🙃
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so close to being done with one step in the larger step in the larger step of the spreadsheet.
i ran out of space in the tags so im continuing them under the cut bc i wasnt finished... and if you let me finish i would of finshed my santance
anyways i have some countries like. the borders r pretty close to irl countries and i have them in my notes as x country but other ones i split them into like. just smaller subregions of the continent based on irl like. regions. like i split africa into . Madagascar + East Africa + Central Africa + Southern Africa + Western Africa + Northern Africa and its referenced off of maps where those r like. the recognized regions (well. madagascar is usually just counted as either east or southern africa but yk). but idk... im worried its a shitty thing 2 do i just dont know what else 2 do with it. maybe i should just use an actual world map instead since im going more realistic with like. the time periods and stuff. IDK i just rly wanna avoid the shit the sims does so much where it lumps a bunch of cultures together like. the chinese world in ts3 world adventures having a torii gate for the icon. -_- yk. the map was kinda superfluous anyway and more judt a way to visualize where the worlds we have were distributed + also was mostly influenced by that one ts4 mod which takes that more simplistic approach but maybe i can just step away from that and just go more realism based Its just hard bc i dont wanna like. lose the more like. silly isnt quite the word (itis kind of but not fully) ig i mean i dont wanna lose the abstraction kind of thing the sims has. but like. I am auite literally making a spreadsheet to get rid of some of the abstraction the sims has so what am i on about. IDK i just have been thinking abt it a lot basically... like sims im already making shit up and locking the sims to like real world history stuff it only makes sense to like. do the same thing with The world and not have it be abstracted. so yes that was a lot of words to say i think im just gonna move to thinking of the sims as living on Basically earth. In my personal the sims palace that ive made up. this is not to say i personally think of the sims as tkaing place on earth or anything ive just decided to do like. Bc this whole thing is basically an au im making anyway like. taking ts3 sims and making them be from the 1950s thats already Not what the game is like. so ill just make it a Realworld sims au. ok yay 👍 thats all sorry for talking sm abt something so pointless and also for not using a SINGLE paragraph break im basically just writing in this like i write in the tags (stream of consciousness) but the tags have the benefit of being naturally split up so yes i dont think anybody is reading this far. when i was little and playing skyward sword for the first time roughly 7-8 years old i got to the like trial on skyloft and i got so scared i smashed the cd so that i wouldnt have to do it . and then i blamed my dog for it. and i did this even tho lamp had JUST started a skyward sword playthru which idk if i knew at the time but i do feel rly guilty abt it. but i was rly scared. ok thats all
#phoebe asked 2 play mc tho so im done for the day..#i just have to do umm. i only have one world left in the 1950 portion of the ts3 worlds#and ive decided to go back and add all the homeless sims and MAYYYYBE npcs and shit but thatll be later. and ill probably do something more#fun first...#but. im excited to be done w this. and once im done with that last 1950 world (starlight shores) i only have 6-8 left Depending on if i#decide to do lunar lakes and oasis landing which i might not whos to say. its looking like i will tho -_-#im also umm debating bc i have bridgeport as set in 2000 but idr why so i mighttt change that#Also disclaimer all my times for the worlds r made up just 4 me and its all on a whim. ive changed where roaring heights is like 8000 times#and i fucked up actually bc i forgot abt the umm. was it the capps. i forgot they were there when i had it set in the 50s#but i was looking at the townies and i liked it better being 1925 basically. even tho that contradicts the capps#so currently i just have the capps going off ot it being set in 1950 and every body else is based on it being 1925. My spreadsheet and i#make the rules and 1925 would conflict with all the capps shit and i dontt wanna deal with it again . so yes#but ya. idr why i put bridgeport was 2000 it mightve just been a vibes thing... and also bc none of the other ts3 worlds r set around 2000#iny my mind and i was like well maybe there could be one.. but i might change that bc appaloosa plains has like. soo many bridgeport#references. and also i might have to change where i arbitrarily decided bridgeport is bc i likee. i did those ages ago and i put it#australia Mostly bc there r no other australian worlds . aside from like pleasantview/strangeview/melbourne from the console games but . 1.#im not counting console games 2. melbourne is a real life place in real life#so ya. i out it there bc on the wiki it was like Wellll it kinda looks like ok i just looked on the wiki to back up my claim and thats#literally gone ok . i have to move it out of australia#THERE R JUST SO MANY USA INSPIRED WORLDS ive tried to scatter them around.. ohwell. my dream is one day ill get so good with the ts3 world#editor and ill simply make it all. but you know how it is... i dont think thatll happen. (#but maybe one day. if i can ever get ts3 to work for me again FNFNFJFBFJFN#but ya. bc its the same thing i did with appaloosa plains where the entire thing was like Its based on the midwest and also arizona and i#ignoredall that and focused on the part where they said 'with a splash of ky green' and went Ohhh its based in kentucky its a kentucky world#based on kentucky GOT IT 👍👍#also bc i have the usa divided into subdistricts and such Speaking of i rly kinda just wanna redo my entire sims map ive been struggling#with it recently#bc im trying to have it Abstracted from irl while still being like. Sims. but i also worry that im being evil by grouping countries together#into bigger ones... esp w like how ppl just lump in asian and african countries altogether anyways i worry im doing the same thing eveb if#its not my intention . + it just makes it weirder when a country Is more by itself like. currently i have china and japan like. similar to
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