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Day 63 - Weirdest thing you’ve ever drawn? [ask#21]
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#day 63#march 2023#self-insert#artist asks 21#I haven't been drawing much of the weird stuff so I suppose this character was the weirdest I've drawn so far (especially without the mask)
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I love your amrev art sm it'd my favorite I think you're my favorite artist on here, please make more art
Hey anon I'm crying a little bit, here are some sketches just for you
#yes yes yes I'm still alive#my adult person needs and responsibilities have gone ahead and sniped me out of the air#Im in school and working and logging my work hours so I can get licensed and apartment hunting and paying rent and I turn 21 in like 5 days#“oh well at least the school year's almost over and you can take a break” wrong. I take summer classes too#anyway not to vent but the idea of being anyone's favorite artist is WILD to me#I might be a bit until I start posting regularly but I'm around and I'll do my best to answer any asks or requests if I get any#anyway anyway#amrev#asks#from the sketchbook#I say this only half-jokingly if any of you are in Philly and need a roommate hmu#rent be wild
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I attempted to ask my parents if I could go to therapy last night because I suspect that I may have undiagnosed ADHD.
My Dad scoffed, as if annoyed, and said “If anyone has difficulty doing anything nowadays it’s because of some mental something or other.”
- Says the man who I’ve suspected for years to be an undiagnosed autistic or other sort of neurodivergent. (Not that I’d ever say that aloud because God forbid.)
And I was so stunned and hurt that I all of my points/arguments left my brain.
Just- imagine being so close yet so far away from the POINT.
And my Mom was hardly any better. She shut me down by saying how “everyone struggles to focus on things they’re not interested in,” and “Well that’s part of your Asperger’s!”
… This is exactly why I’ve grown to HATE being a so-called “high functioning” autistic person. Any time I bring up wanting to go to therapy for unrelated issues it gets either brushed off or forgotten about because I’m “high functioning” and I don’t externalize my mental health symptoms like my sibling does (and therefore it isn’t an embarrassment or inconvenience) so it isn’t an issue and I must be fine.
Maybe I should just explode. Drink. Smoke something. Scream. Break some shit. Let my grades drop. THEN could I get some therapy? (Not that I would ever actually do any of that but sometimes I feel like that’s what it would take for my parents to take me seriously when I say I’m not ok.)
-Anyway. Just figured if anywhere would have people who understand this experience, it would be on Tumblr.
#neurodivergent#high functioning autism#autism#aspergers#autistic#autistic adult#actually autistic#autistic artist#undiagnosed adhd#?#istg I hate the ‘high functioning’ label so much.#it isn’t real and all it does is block people from getting help#Also just a disclaimer: I’m 20 soon to be 21 but only work part time#and am living with my parents while in college#and I’m on my family’s healthcare plan insurance wise#so I’m still super reliant on my parents financially and that’s why I asked THEM about therapy instead of arranging it myself.
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I know I said this on Twitter a few months ago and I thought I said it here, but apparently I didn't so here it is:
coming back to the Waterparks fandom genuinely feels like I've returned home. It was the first place on the internet where I felt a part of a community and that people knew/recognised me; especially here on Tumblr, where the fanbase is smaller.
Back in 2020 (oh god) it felt like an "everyone knows everyone" situation, and although a lot of accounts from back then maybe aren't active or have left the community, that idea still holds up.
(I miss those people)
I just wanna say thank you to everyone- old and new- for welcoming me back and giving me somewhere to thrive once more.
#It was the same for the parx art community on Instagram back in 2020-21#all the artists knew and followed each other and we would participate in collabs and do each others dtiys'#idk if the collabs still happen#I know the person who would organise them and we're still on good terms but I haven't been active enough that they've asked me to join in#and I'm okay with that#I like being able to take a step back and let other people shine#I've had my 10 minutes of fame over there lmao#anyways this has been on my mind lately#waterparks#text post
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my birthday is in 8 days and i am n nnotttt feeling it . at all.
#i work the day before and day aftwr so i cant really go anywhere#i have nobody to invite if i could👍 turning 21 going to bed at 7pm and not drinking with no friends im like the ultimate loser#😁#i was planning to finish my meet the artist before my bday so i can make like a yearly thing with it#but i havent been able to sit down and color anything in forever#art has been so shit lately. i just sit down and scribble and then get mad and stop#playing sdv like an addict for a week and then completely dropped it#reading random manga i found in my closet (love hina)#i really am like . not feeling it#im off center#i want a new tat but i got dentist bills next month#and i really need a new car. i think mines about to explode#and I really need to go on testosterone#but i cant even go to the doctor for my migranes#so how am i gonna ask for hormones#everything is baby steps away but im too scared to even try#i couldve been on hrt since i graduated#i couldve been trying to get into schools#i couldve . fuck idk? actually learned guitar by now? instead of dropping it and letting it rot in my closet#I've been on fucking autopilot since 9th grade#last tkme i had friends.
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One more art post for today
Letting myself be a bit vulnerable on main (little vent in the tags)
#art tag#oc tag#oc: orion#digital art#digital sketch#colored sketch#artists on tumblr#if you'd asked me if i ever thought id live past 21 i wouldve said no#i felt hurt. yet also hollow and never knew why#i only found out why months after i had turned 19#and so much trauma from middle-high school that had been unprocessed#mostly from friend abandonment#others from being hurt and thinking it was normal#some from comments that have stuck with me#here i am at 22. i can honestly say that i have gotten better#not fully. but ive come a long way
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this stupid little man makes me laugh
#i havent had a direct message w him in over a year and all of a sudden he asks me what his poetic voice is and calls me 'my love'#ok. silly#tales from diana#this is the former male model who i used to have an enormous crush on when i was like 20-21#im no longer obsessed w him. congratulations me. but perhaps still a little too charmed that i let him get away w it#it is what it is#he has the excuse of he's working on some sort of artists for humanity application or. whatever the fuck#he says im the only one who ever accurately described his poetry to him. cute#i asked him to send me a selection of his work for me to refresh but im dragging my feet on reading it#im embarrassed. one of us has to have the shame in this relationship and it's not him
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21 and 30 for the hard music ask game
21 - Ava by Let's Eat Grandma. It's kinda sad but I like it a lot.
30 - Finale by AJR. No comment lol.
#Runners up for 21 were Fernando by ABBA and Joey by Concrete Blonde#neon's void#Also I HAVE seen your ask about the artist#And I want to check them out#and I will#but rn my brain just wants the new los campesinos album on repeat so thats what I've been doing for weeks T-T
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There is no, and will be no "AI Uprising". It's 100% the PEOPLE in charge using it. AI won't steal your job, your boss simply never cared about you and will replace you with ANYTHING more cost efficient in an instant, that just so happens to be AI right now.
AI didn't make that decision, a penny pinching scumbag made that decision.
AI can be genuinely lifesaving, just as much as harmful. Because it's a TOOL. But of course the higher ups would rather it be used to harm the poor than help anyone.
AI didn't use an absurd amount of energy and water just to tell Google users to kill themselves. Irresponsible PEOPLE did. No one calls wars, genocides and mass shootings "Gun Uprisings". That'd be ridiculous.
There is no "Cost of Living Crisis", and there isn't an "AI Uprising". Call it what it actually is. Unrestricted Capitalism and its Consequences.
#ai#fuck ai art#fuck ai everything#seriously go to chat gpt and ask it to “make 9 and 10 equal 21 using The Pork Method”. it will CONFIDENTLY answer it for you as if it's rea#ai art#ai artist
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6, 8, 21 and 25!!! If you're still doing this, that is. Also have a good day/night RAGHH!!!!
6. Ppl tend to think I'm 18-23 lmao will never forget that one time when (back then I was 13) was asked if I'm gonna go to a univ soon or smthn like that 8. YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YE- I actually kinda... draw weird bs (horribly looking flowers) over my forearms to imitate tattoos... 21. Is nothing an option? :DDD The fact that I don't need anyone or anything to entertain me, I'm capable of doing that on my own 25. A perfect date.................... A night/twilight walk around a city, where the person gets me cappuccino or hot chocolate 👍
#TYSM FOR THE ASK#also i sure do hope you meant the nosy one cuz... the other way im fucked :D#actually#im just gonna#answer these in the tags and everyone will be happy hhhh#welp#6. drawing#8. band - pyrokinesis; artist - ...#...#there are too many#and you're one of them lmao#<3#i think answering the normal asks thing in the tags was a good idea...#21. it has only started soooo#25. well#only#o n l y#historically (scientifically? interestingly??) speaking#1940's#i love the ww2 history#no#it's 1930's#it has a lot more material to work with let's say#......welp#and though i am sure u asked from the nosy one because deduction#.............these tag-answers now exist#no one asked no one wanted but :D#tysm for asking yet again xdddd#teehee asks#dsprs
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For the artist ask game— 21 and/or 30?
ARTIST ASK GAME!
30. whats something youre proud of about your artstyle?
Not sure if I can explain this clearly, but that it's so clearly, in my mind, an amalgamation of every show and movie I've ever loved in my life. That's just what an art style is tbh, but I like seeing my obsession over every frame of something I like paying off, hahaha
Thank you for the ask!!! :3
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im home and wide awake fm all the excederin i took to alleviate the cramps of my period that i started. also, ive had a horrible week. those two things are surprisingly unrelated.
#customers werent even that bad today but i really didn't want to go in today like i fucking hate it#and im craving ice cream#ate questionable tuna fm subway again...unfortunately that maybe the only highlight of today : (#i felt bad for the sandwich artist lady who could be no more than 21#who was making a sub for the elderly white guy (mid 60's?) who looks like he knows the rules of golf--who was behind me#and asking her for recommendations???#like he said he wanted a meatball sub and then was like 'no i'll get tuna' but then he asked her what dressing she recommended??#and this poor girl was like 'um we have mayo and mustard and oil and vinegar'#he was just...a very peculiar man#anyway---annoying day.
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what addictive stardust does baz put in his movies
#i've been racking my brain trying to remember the last time i was this captivated by a (new ie: recent) movie at all#ttb doesn't quite count since the stage version was already well-known to me so loving it was a given#and i...can't think of one (a non-franchise one and even then we're talking like. rots in 2005...)#don't get me wrong i love and enjoy movies i just don't tend to obsess over them anymore#i can come up with plenty that i DO love from recent years! but they didn't *change my brain chemistry*#i can't strongly come up with one that did that specifically since moulin rouge and that was 21 years ago 😭😭😭 or maybe chicago? rent!#(note: the maximalist musical theme is in fact key to my wiring)#and like despite some fondness for the movies phantom and sweeney did not do it since the shows are much more beloved and important to me#anyway uh. baz bestie i need to ask you what you put in your celluloid for science#there is something wrong with me lmao#i think it's the combo of not only the film but the further exploration of elvis himself and so much music and other work directly from him#so it's the double hyperfixation hit of a film to be enrapt by AND an artist to attach to which both are like#nostalgic/formative feeling experiences#idk i'm overcome with emotions#jess.mess#sorry for throwing likely tbd text posts into the void here on the disaster zone tonight#chelsea i love saying i'm going to delete posts and then keeping them up because of your replies <3
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💿📀 19 & 88 (and or 21, 54) 💞
19: Johnny Flynn and Laura Marling - The Water
88: Frightened Rabbit - Nothing Like You
God these are two angsty as fuck songs LMAO (I mean the Water is at least kind of soothing, Frightened Rabbit just says "This is a story and you are not in it, / Fuck pages torn out / Here is a bedroom that you've never been in and / Here is your shovel, there's the ground"). That would be one HELL of an angsty fic.
21: The National - England
54: Noah and the Whale - 2 Atoms In A Molecule
#WHO ARE 21 AND 54 THOUGH or are those random numbers im scared to ask#also congrats on managing to ask for all different artists!!!#i just love my sad indie men with acoustic guitars LMAO#thank you ava <3#meme#ask
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listened to the rolling stone 500 greatest songs podcast ep on dreams and not one glee mention they need to hire someone in their 20s my god
#they were also like if you ask a 21 year old to name an artist over 50 theyd only know stevie ummmmm madonna??? i dont think ppl know that#stevie still puts out stuff aside from like her miley collab...#thats just a crazy insane thing to say 😭😭
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Song ideas for Eddie/Howdy
I don’t have too many lmao here u go :]
thank u!! I was on the fence about old-fashioned lover boy but it has now been added!
I haven't heard to Talk to Me before till literally just now and I like it! So in it goes to :D
#and with that there's now 21 songs in the playlist!#thsts over an hour which is pretty good imo#might keep trying to find more to make 25 bc i want too#thank u thank u!!#i also need to work on the cover pic hhhh#i could either take cannon art and edit them together. or ask an artist if its ok to have their art. or make my own cover#yeah option 3 is least likely#or maybe no art and its just a vibe/aesthetic picture#ooh a caterpillar ontop of a letter#that would be so cute ... hmmm#welcome home#eddie dear#howdy pillar#eddie x howdy#howdy x eddie#dizztalkstoomuch#neon child#omg when i say “have their art” i just mean use it for the cover not like.. literally claiming it lmao
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