#art block has taken me
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/3563284a185207667c6b1befec0b0551/2005269160b86edd-52/s540x810/77e2f3dcb16aaf4903adb9c0ba74ef0a0d9700e1.jpg)
#tf2#tf2 fanart#tf2 sniper#tf2 spy#sniperspy#that feel when your tied up to your arch nemesis#jordnyan ~ I’m dying#art block has taken me#I’m in hell
997 notes
·
View notes
Text
A little 15 min doodle but first post of the year has to be Bingqiu!
#ok its time to get mushy in the tags because I doubt anyone would read them too closely#I’ve had severe art block for YEARS before I got into danmei in 2024#and it wasn’t that my skill was gone it’s just that I thought nothing I did was good enough#I started reading danmei around the summer of last year and I got SO INSPIRED#I dived into the fandom side of things (I haven’t been in a live fandom in years) and was so excited about all the art people were making#and writing! and music! and animatics!#everything was so bright and colorful and beautiful#and everyone had such cool designs for these book characters that I’d grown to love#so I took a chance and doodled a little Luo Binghe and posted him on here#and I was so taken aback by how welcoming and sweet the fandom was#it made me wanna keep taking chances and posting my art— because I think that’s one of the hardest things I’ve come to accept#that even if it’s not good enough for me#someone else may enjoy it#and ain’t it crazy that ive come to enjoy drawing again too#sure the interaction has been fun but it’s been even more fun experimenting with my style and experimenting with colors and rendering#and grayscale and angles#and composition and expressions#ahh!! art is so fun!! I forgot how fun it was!!#I had forgotten how much I loved to draw!!#and the fandom— so many ideas are exchanged and I’ve met some of the loveliest people thru the sv fandom!#tgcf too but they’re a little less chill lmao#anyways#I’ve set up a little spot in the fandom and I plan to keep at it here it’s very nice and cozy and funny and warm#huge thanks to everyone for being so kind and welcoming#and an even bigger thanks to anyone who’s interacted with my art#I still can’t wrap my head around the fact that someone took the time out of their day to like/repost these silly little doodles I post#incredible. ok bye for now :)#svsss#bingqiu#hoot art
460 notes
·
View notes
Text
he’s a bug eyed kinda guy
#psychonauts#psychonauts 2#razputin aquato#raz has singlehandedly taken me out of a months long art block. how
210 notes
·
View notes
Text
[ID: a comic about Voltron characters set in a Gravity Falls au.
Keith, outside the mystery shack, picks up a stick and throws it. A large canid runs after it.
Pidge, sitting inside and looking out the window, disturbed, asks "Is that a wolf."
Lance leans over her and says "This is why I keep telling you to investigate Keith."
Pidge shoves him away, saying "This again? Keith's not an alien, Lance."
Lance says "What? I'm serious!" Pidge looks unimpressed, and he adds "Not about the alien thing." He presses his face to the window and says "But he's so mysterious. Why's he so weird."
Pidge opens a can of soda and asks "How old are you?"
Lance, counting on his fingers, lists "1. Nobody knows where he lives."
Pidge interrupts, "I don't know where YOU live."
"You're just antisocial. Matt's been over," Lance tells her, and continues "2. Does he even work here."
Pidge hides her face in her soda and says "uh."
In flashback with a much simpler style, Pidge asks Coran "DOES Keith work at the Mystery Shack?"
Coran: Why, I couldn't say!
Pidge: One way to tell is if you pay him.
Coran: Oh yes, I suppose so!
Pidge: WELL?
In the present, Pidge continues, "I still haven't been able to figure that out."
Lance narrates a few one-panel scenes of Keith being weird. He says, "Remember that time Hunk found him in the woods at night?" Hunk, carrying a telescope and looking spooked, says "H-hey, dude." Keith appears to be dripping wet, is all in shadow, and has glowing eyes.
Lance continues, "And that time he robbed a convenience store?" Lance in the past spots Keith emerging from a store and says "Oh, hey Keith." A cashier says "Stop! Thief!"
Lance adds, "And that time-" before being cut off by Pidge, who waves her arms through the scene, dissolving it. She says "OK, OK, I see your point." Looking thoughtful and a bit evil, she continues, "We'll have to stalk him on his next day off..."
Lance, startled, says "I didn't say STALK!" End ID.]
For those of you who don't remember, which I imagine is everybody, i made a gravity falls au of voltron a while back! Pidge and Matt are Dipper and Mabel, Coran is Grunkle Stan and is actually a family friend of their parents and not their uncle, the rest of the paladins sans Allura are collectively Soos and Wendy, and I went with the name "Mystery Shack" for the building instead of Castle of Lions because Castle of Lions is too cool for a tourist trap.
The vld gravity falls au tag, which i haven't updated in one hundred thousand years and which i should get around to talking more about, especially because i have the entire main plot planned out and never talk about it
#vld#voltron#voltron legendary defender#vld fanart#pidge holt#still cant believe thats the name for her we're going with#but thats the one that pops up first!#pidge gunderson#katie holt#lance mcclain#lance voltron#keith kogane#keith vld#hunk garrett#hunk vld#i hate the way none of these people have gd last names but DO have overwhelmingly popular fanon last names#i think mcclain might technically be canon as of season 8 but you all know i never rewatched that#coran#vld coran#kosmo voltron#of course thats kosmo#my doggy!!!#if i were smart i would have magically decided that i wanted to do regular gravity falls fanart#but finishing this comic was speaking to me so i spent my gravity falls energy on this instead#i seriously need to finish the original post tho. i have it! i just need to make it readable!#a task that has taken me three years. oh well.#oh yeah#my art#also its been a hot minute since i posted in the vld tags so yall should know i block antis on sight
87 notes
·
View notes
Text
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/cd195aa63d69482b4b97e3bcf7eddd6d/a5613d76593d0b71-49/s540x810/382438129698479c7b35999bfaf902fcb6f0978b.jpg)
GRAGEUCWJVDJVIQ
#this is the longest any art has taken me in about a year#i’ve been working on this for three days because i have no motivation to do anything😭#lazy weekend#i was gonna work on it a lot today but all i got done was all the skin and blocking out hair and clothing#but oh well#lotf#lotf fanart#lord of the flies fanart#lord of the flies#littluns lotf#thrush rambles#thrush talks#thrush draws#my wips#art wip#current wip
88 notes
·
View notes
Text
phosphor's voltz rewatch, the lore collecting saga continues.
warnings for: heavy xephos bias to lore coverage, past yogscast members who were in voltz, excessive reaching on my part
Episodes 6 - 10 under the cut:
"who would nuke someone from under their base?" says lalna, the man who does that.
i do love the chemistry info dump, working that into my xeph headcanons
worlds worst nuclear engineers. these two are going to end the world accidentally.
xeph getting stressed when someone does something wrong and dangerous is so iconic - he gets so snippy so quickly, but it doesn't last long.
voltz was a really janky modpack wasn't it? i didn't remember how jank it was. very unbalanced.
"there'll be a lever under the reactor - you know like in those films where someone has to go sacrifice themselves? yeah" i'm now imagining a xephna recreation of that scene in wrath of khan (the literal only star trek thing i've ever watched) where spock has to enter the reactor to save the ship and dies against the glass as kirk watches.
they are both so silly goofy with their insults. idiot hole is not a normal thing to call someone. lalna and xeph bad at being mean canon.
xeph and lalna on a sipsco heist, what will they steal? (leather, primarily)
ridge has started building his base, xeph has noticed him - its an actually subtle base vs the big bunker or the house in the mountain.
i forgot how blatantly they cheated in this series - do we have a bit of fanon explaining this away or are we simply pretending we do not see it.
"i kind of like dying, its a refreshing experience." lalna this is why xeph makes so many clones of you, hes concerned!!
one of the boys gets radiation poisoning counter: 1 "Why do you always do this!" "I'm a scientist! I like to test things!" "But - that's not smart!" <- the early xephna dynamic, to me
and now the reactor has exploded! well done everyone
i don't think xeph's managed to get radiation sickness yet, so i've decided this is evidence for my 'xeph just is naturally radioactive' headcanon
episode 10 and we get honeydew! i like how he just kind of noticed xeph was missing and went looking for him and, somehow, found him in a concrete bunker. honeyphos real forever.
"you look almost dangerously unprepared for nuclear radiation" "well, yeah, i'm half naked -" honeydew should not be allowed in the lab, he is not wearing the correct PPE
"why are you [working on stuff] without me!" honeydew has separation anxiety for realsies. considering the shit xeph gets up to, its probably justified.
lalna is the bloodthirsty one here, trying to justify the whole nuclear war thing while xeph starts off recommending a nuclear deterrent instead -> surely looking back at this interaction from the future will not feel like a gut punch. surely.
xeph saying: "don't worry about it" counter: 1 2
i like the idea of honeydew being a lot better at maths than xeph - at least mental maths. this isn't lore its just the vibes.
sipsco may have bugged the bunker! i bet they heard more than theyd bargained for
#yoglore#lore post#voltz#for those who have the tags blocked:#ridgedog#sjin#i want to do my christmas art but my body has decided that it wants to make me feel like im gonna pass out for like. 3 hours as of now.#so that might take a little bit longer than i wanted#its taken 2 hours to watch those eps of voltz and i still feel like death. heartbreaking.
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
I’ve gotta draw characters from The Wild Robot like now
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/0f3d89bb0bd973995f609ed196a510e5/aa0c004aef0069a7-77/s540x810/6ff5d524db3f224e8365a902be3b4f58ab3029f0.jpg)
heheheh I've been really into ducktales lately..... so take some duck sketches!!!! :333 more under the cut cause I didn't want to bother people with a big long post they'd have to scroll through!!! ^^'
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/900937556d7f9b34f327d9121cdf45d1/aa0c004aef0069a7-fa/s540x810/7a0a766adf73db1937a89f98849de4ab57a7f1d2.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/0ebf7930b88a94c6739a39dc6d755e16/aa0c004aef0069a7-fc/s540x810/b0b67b19c82c2ec01e566df828fd01e698cedeb3.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/9b616f6ddffda7d69f38d07d07f309ce/aa0c004aef0069a7-23/s540x810/97055e7a4282f3626cb54fcd9d6055b486b83aaa.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/14da5ad6579c5a8d70fc6e7c729d9b9a/aa0c004aef0069a7-a2/s540x810/c2eebfcd70f901633da12d04dc7a1601afc89b66.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/1904946ec29cfa66b95e8795e6f3195a/aa0c004aef0069a7-3b/s540x810/a573367a69fadb692ff3e5007ea62d2f4b71f683.jpg)
#ducktales#ducktales 2017#webby vanderquack#della duck#lena sabrewing#huey duck#i love all these guys so much :33 especially webby!!! she is somewhere in my mind at all times. she has taken residence. made a little tent#ducks are super fun to draw too!!!!! I love drawing their big flowy feathery hands!!! :DDDD#oh also these ducks cleared up some stinky art block for me INSTANTLY thank you silly duck guys#JUST REALIZING I COMPLETELY FORGOT LENAS BIG CHUNKY SHOES NOOOOOOOOOOO#squirrel art
88 notes
·
View notes
Text
it's crazy it's been three years since i started getting into supernatural. i haven't had the time to invest in making fan things in a very long time and i do miss it a lot, but i also miss the people i used to keep up with (in a very loose sense, like just having your personal posts hit my feed on a regular basis even if we didn't talk) over here. what have u all been up to?? how r u?? leave a comment if u want im gonna do a mini life update in the tags
#first off i'm back in school; finishing out senior year. i had a wild summer involving a restaurant and a love triangle and it was...#so messy but also so much fun. i'm doing a lot of crafting these days instead of visual art and i've been caught in a general#writer's block that has a chokehold on all my dozens of WIPs but! i've been on a bit of a poetry kick again which is nice#finally landed a job in the area of my school which has taken me three godforsaken months#and yeah i think those r my main highlights... also i'm growing out my buzzcut so that's hell <3
15 notes
·
View notes
Text
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/7e7f41feec4d66d078063e194333c7ee/8b406fffcd92222b-c5/s540x810/60a44918e03e375f8490a6fc09c1448699c085ad.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/8e3ce51d93fe0e3825f0d8aac0e84210/8b406fffcd92222b-a6/s540x810/5ab7faf0c2e0bdd4380c48fbb3f7f36e35d86715.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/c159e337ffa6157b1ed03fa08874cf1f/8b406fffcd92222b-b2/s540x810/1339aa281e47aae07f7a20dfb2d5c91f812a4802.jpg)
... how am I meant to get any sort of restful sleep when it's like 85F indoors in my bedroom at NIGHT .. hhhhhhhhhhhhhh
#why the next poll adventure and everything else has taken so long lol.. I straight up have just not done anything#the past few days... staring down my todo list and sweating hopelessly#AT LEAST it;s relatively low humidity. the highest it's been up to is maybe 65%. but is usually around 50 or 40ish#There is one small window air conditioner in a roomate's room that can KIND OF be shared by nailing a sheet up to block off the hallway#with the rooms in it so the cool air goes into the other bedrooms but doesnt flow out into the kitchen or etc but#wjhen it's the time of day that the sun is directly hitting the window & it's like 102F outside even that doesnt help much. to cool 3 rooms#and I always feel like we're going to explode the air conditioner or something running it too much with direct heat on it. sometimes it#smells like hot plastic or whatever ghj.. so it's mostly just.. block off all windows with 5 layers of blankets and cardboard#starting at 10am (meaning.. no indoor light for days basically.. no natural lighting.. time passes weird. hard to determine time of day).#throw water on the bed every night so you sleep in wet sheets and keep your clothes and hair wet at all times. ice. cold drinks. keep a#little fan running pointed directly at you nearly 24/7 even when sleeping with a fan blowing air on you makes your eyes and throat painfull#dry. etc. etc.. and i KNOW people have it worse in plenty of places blah blah. i am just complaining on my little blog that is about me lol#I think the biggest thing about lack of adequate/central air conditioning for me is just the LACK of productivity!!! I am working on games!#and novels!! and so many other crafts. costumes! sculptures!!! things I want to do!!! we all have a limited amount of time on this planet a#nd I have so many goals!! To lose basically 4-5 days straight or producivity - when if I had been able to temperature#control my environment better I could have easily gotten more done because I wouldn't be laying around nuseous and too hot#and sick to do anything all day etc. -- is like.... GRRRRRR... it just feels so senseless.. i could have USEd that time...#Every CEO who has contributed to global warming owes me 1million doallrs to fund my art projects and make up for all the time#I've lost on them due to their stupid bullshit.. also they should be stoned to death in a public square. but redistribute the money FIRST#to everyone on the planet. but especially people who have been affected by floods. fires. etc. etc.#poor people who have limited choice in housing and access to air conditioning. homeless people in cooling centers. people with disabillitie#and health issues that are worse in the heat so the entire future just seems increasingly terrifying for them. etc. etc.#ANYWAY.... eughhhgh.... It can cool down SLIGHTLY at night but the past few nights I have been sleeping in an 81 degree room and I wake up#and first thing in the morning its like 82 by then and I'm so nauseous and nasty feeling... just so so tired of it.. I NEED SNOW#literally not even joking.. snow would heal me. .. oughffff...#AND i got the new nasty stinky poo poo pee pee tumblr dashboard update lol.. e v i l
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
possibly the most important aspect of creating art is intentionality—every detail in a piece (EVERY detail!) is presumed to have been a conscious choice made by the artist, a choice made with a specific intention in mind to serve a specific purpose. (perhaps the curtains are blue because the house’s owner loves the ocean; faded and patched because they don’t have the money to buy new drapes; dusty because they don’t have the energy to clean.)
in AI “art,” where a vast majority of the choices are made by the computer itself, there is no intention except for the intentions of the artists whose work the AI is scraping. it can piece together meanings by coincidence, if enough human artists have made certain choices before that their intentions are subconsciously picked up by the machine, but it cannot think for itself. here, the blue curtains are truly meaningless.
#just a bit of late night musing#the importance of intention has been rly drilled into me in every art and design and writing class i’ve taken#and i feel like i don’t see it talked about enough!#so here i go#this is also why i enjoy thinking about elden ring lore a lot#there are so many details and you can tell a lot of them were placed intentionally for us to make connections#ofc there are exceptions to the Everything Means Something rule in the case of budget cuts or restrictions or such#but even what the artists choose to do to patch up the holes made by those restrictions can be meaningful#thinking about every detail and making conscious decisions about them is rly how you make good art#and how you can best defend the art you make too#also if anyone starts arguing about a/i here i will start blocking because my blog is a discourse free zone thx#speaketh
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
I hate 3D lookdev so much I'm trying to texture a painted wooden toy in substance so I went looking for how to create realistic paint effects on wood in it and the first video I'm watching the guy just goes "ok so instead of just using the fill tool with paint, we're just going to directly paint on the model" BRO HOW IS THIS A TUTORIAL OF COURSE YOU PAINT THE PAINTING
#sorry to all the 3d artists out there this has been such a culture shock from me coming from a physical 3d#art background 😭😭#like what the fuck do you mean you need to adjust all this stuff to make the model look like wood i could've just taken a block of wood#and carved this in like a day !!!!! SOB
18 notes
·
View notes
Text
guyyyysssss you wont believe how much i drew today i think im slowly getting back into it!!!!
#my words of wisdom#im having the worst art block of my entire life rn ive never felt so bad about drawing before BUT!!!#i actually had fun drawing again today <333#and i even like the outcome!!!#you guys dont understand this is honestly huge for me im close to crying rn#i joke about it a lot but this has genuinely taken such a toll on my selfworth in the past few months#esp since ive been drawing like a fucking machine in the last two years and then suddenly i was completely burnt out#and it hurt so fucking bad#but i think its getting better now!!! i hope;;#pls validate me </3
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
actually drawing for once in my life omfg....
#yuri has taken me out of my art block (?) i will now draw 1970s italian yaoi.#not really art block i just found more fun things to do
1 note
·
View note
Text
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/d6b22879ed98d413b39c24487db0e69c/01c6c3f0aadc96d0-bf/s540x810/e27f8ae0153a9ecd8b79e7787f747ba131b1a07e.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/e490d935106a04a291918f87a6a2ce41/01c6c3f0aadc96d0-d0/s540x810/4225395b5defc04ad970c4aafc5db312f8c669f8.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/7ab73dc6d6868a2ab76140a15083591e/01c6c3f0aadc96d0-5e/s540x810/c46936db2c4dccc8908564bebbf6c6f874afbf0e.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/c53ef989ae0030f4340031c199eee0c6/01c6c3f0aadc96d0-5d/s540x810/3e991116f62299423cac7cce7d198b9112682145.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/0b29f10bb038567e8f77f045b804d934/01c6c3f0aadc96d0-21/s540x810/95ea0ee9789e199bc71ba27b6d20f648e3e424f6.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/09c3e286c472d8f3b64cc88aadf40741/01c6c3f0aadc96d0-9a/s540x810/5195c8b58c781f0140d3cf2b52bd3bc9282e88b1.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/66e28a0a161e40430878b5af2ec8b4aa/01c6c3f0aadc96d0-14/s540x810/d033d5dada1644a239163a854715c19be747ab79.jpg)
I spent the evening looking into this AI shit and made a wee informative post of the information I found and thought all artists would be interested and maybe help yall?
edit: forgot to mention Glaze and Nightshade to alter/disrupt AI from taking your work into their machines. You can use these and post and it will apparently mess up the AI and it wont take your content into it's machine!
edit: ArtStation is not AI free! So make sure to read that when signing up if you do! (this post is also on twt)
[Image descriptions: A series of infographics titled: “Opt Out AI: [Social Media] and what I found.” The title image shows a drawing of a person holding up a stack of papers where the first says, ‘Terms of Service’ and the rest have logos for various social media sites and are falling onto the floor. Long transcriptions follow.
Instagram/Meta (I have to assume Facebook).
Hard for all users to locate the “opt out” options. The option has been known to move locations.
You have to click the opt out link to submit a request to opt out of the AI scraping. *You have to submit screenshots of your work/face/content you posted to the app, is curretnly being used in AI. If you do not have this, they will deny you.
Users are saying after being rejected, are being “meta blocked”
People’s requests are being accepted but they still have doubts that their content won’t be taken anyways.
Twitter/X
As of August 2023, Twitter’s ToS update:
“Twitter has the right to use any content that users post on its platform to train its AI models, and that users grant Twitter a worldwide, non-exclusive, royalty-free license to do so.”
There isn’t much to say. They’re doing the same thing Instagram is doing (to my understanding) and we can’t even opt out.
Tumblr
They also take your data and content and sell it to AI models.
But you’re in luck!
It is very simply to opt out (Wow. Thank Gods)
Opt out on Desktop: click on your blog > blog settings > scroll til you see visibility options and it’ll be the last option to toggle
Out out of Mobile: click your blog > scroll then click visibility > toggle opt out option
TikTok
I took time skim their ToS and under “How We Use Your Information” and towards the end of the long list: “To train and improve our technology, such as our machine learning models and algorithms.”
Regarding data collected; they will only not sell your data when “where restricted by applicable law”. That is not many countries. You can refuse/disable some cookies by going into settings > ads > turn off targeted ads.
I couldn’t find much in AI besides “our machine learning models” which I think is the same thing.
What to do?
In this age of the internet, it’s scary! But you have options and can pick which are best for you!
Accepting these platforms collection of not only your artwork, but your face! And not only your faces but the faces of those in your photos. Your friends and family. Some of those family members are children! Some of those faces are minors! I shudder to think what darker purposes those faces could be used for.
Opt out where you can! Be mindful and know the content you are posting is at risk of being loaded to AI if unable to opt out.
Fully delete (not archive) your content/accounts with these platforms. I know it takes up to 90 days for instagram to “delete” your information. And even keep it for “legal” purposes like legal prevention.
Use lesser known social media platforms! Some examples are; Signal, Mastodon, Diaspora, et. As well as art platforms: Artfol, Cara, ArtStation, etc.
The last drawing shows the same person as the title saying, ‘I am, by no means, a ToS autistic! So feel free to share any relatable information to these topics via reply or qrt!
I just wanted to share the information I found while searching for my own answers cause I’m sure people have the same questions as me.’ \End description] (thank you @a-captions-blog!)
4K notes
·
View notes
Text
ghost as a dad ( part two ) [ simon riley ]
part one | part three
- Definitely takes your eldest to base when she can walk small distances with him on occasion.
- He literally crouches down and holds her little hands. Her doe eyes wandering everywhere, a pinch of awe and a little bit of fear but when she looks at her dad she gains the courage to continue.
- Definitely calls her, ‘pumpkin’, ‘princess’, and other things that has uncle Soap like a puppy dog.
- Johnny is the only person he trusts with her on base- he is your kids’ god father, along with Simon’s brother, Tommy.
- When Simon notices her getting sluggish, “Come on, sweet pea,” holding her with caution as she has the nerve to bonk him on the nose when talking to his superiors, “what has mummy been teachin’ ya, huh?” Not mad at all, impressed even- she had an impressive right hook for such tiny hands.
- Her head shook, “Not mama, dada,” her finger pointed over to someone, “It was Soapy…” Simon had been on the verge of hysterical laughter but contained himself- remembering the encounter later that day. Even telling you over dinner.
- He has two personalities when your son is born, maybe it was because of his abusive childhood that drove him to leave home but he had a mental block after learning the baby was a boy.
- All of his worry melted away in the delivery room- Simon was the first to hold his baby boy. Something he’d missed with your daughter.
- He decided to be a better father figure to his son than his dad. The BEST father figure even if it fucking killed him.
- Simon’s mother was watching your little girl at home. It was the afternoon that you went into labour. 6 hours down the line it was over and you were hell bent on getting back home.
- Simon takes care of the nitty gritty for the first fortnight, while you get proper rest.
- He rarely sleeps while deployed so he’s used to taking the night shift on. Until your stubborn ass gets him to allow you to take it and that he doesn’t need to do that every night of the week.
- Simon gets his best sleep when your daughter crawls between you in the middle of the night.
- His heart breaks when he sees this little blonde haired figure swaddled in a fluffy blanket waddle through the door he leaves ajar for this exact reason. “What’s wrong, pumpkin?”
- She shuffles over to him, blanket falling at her feet as she jumps into his open arms, “Couldn’t sweep, dada,” Clung to him like a koala bear.
- He gives a gentle boop onto her nose, making her giggle, “Guess you’re gonna have to sleep ‘ere then…” Plopping her down in the middle and giving her one of his pillows.
- She’s such a deep sleeper- good when the baby cries but a nightmare trying to wake her up without getting kicked. She was her dad through and through. Down to the brown eyes, to the little mannerisms she has.
- When she starts nursery, Simon is on school duty. He loves making sure his little girl gets there safe and sound. Ditching the car parked near the packed nursery before walking hand in hand with his pumpkin.
- You wait in the car on the first day, with your boy in his car seat in the back of the Land Rover. In tears watching this 6’5” man crouching down to hold his four-year-old’s daughter’s hand.
- When he returned to the car, his hand at the back of your head dragging you into a breathtaking kiss. You were taken aback, “What was that for?” Said between laughs.
- Tears trapped in his gentle eyes, “You gave me the best kids,” your fingers brushed by his lips before he held them in his, “Thank you…”
- Definitely hangs whatever artwork your girl does on the fridge, praising her macaroni art pieces.
- Gets a call while on base, “Mr Riley?” He acknowledges it’s him. “Hiya, it’s the nursery… there’s been a situation. Y/D/N has gotten into a scuffle with one of the boys…”
- “Is she okay? She hurt?” He blurted out and did the maths on how quickly he could get to his daughter. Not caring how this looked to the other guys.
- “No, Y/D/N punched one of the boys in the face. They were picking on her, when’s the soonest you can pick her up?” He had to hold that laughter, reign it back in a cough.
- “I’ll be there in ten…” He hung up the phone, now giving a small chuckle.
- Price is the first to speak up, “What’s got you so happy, Riley?”
- “Y/D/N just punched a bully in the face…”
- Gaz raised a brow, “That’s a good thing?”
- “I’ve never so proud in my life…”
- He goes to the nursery, doing an act in front of the staff before they get to the car, “Don’t be mad at me, dada…” His heart crushed as she said that, as if he would ever be mad at her.
- “No more punchin’, okay? Call ‘em a prick instead, alright?” Then he turned to her fully. Fist outstretched to her, instead of bumping it she slapped his knuckles. He’d have to teach how to fist bump, “Don’t let people pick on ya… I’m always here…”
- The next day, you received a call. From the nursery… telling both you and Simon to come in.
- Simon carried your son, sound asleep on his dad’s arms. You could tell the staff were maybe a little intimidated by your husband. You were before you discovered he was such a kid under that tough exterior.
- His eyes softer than they had ever been looking at his children, “What’ve you done now, missy?” You studied her features, so much of you in her but that look was all Simon. Determined and a slight scowl, yeah that was Si alright.
- “Y/D/N called one of the other children, something beginning with ‘P’ and ending in ‘Rick’,” Something told you she had some influence from her father.
- He fist-bumped your daughter when you were walking back to the car. You’d have a word with Simon later that day but for that moment. To see him so at peace and her little smile… you wouldn’t spoil that for the world.
- When your son was four years old, you saw the difference with how Simon treated the pair. He instilled kindness in him, took him to football games with the members of 141.
- It affects Simon to be away from them during deployments but you’re the best mother to them. He couldn’t ask for a better partner.
- He lets the kids colour in his tattoos… a pink skull on his arm… green fire… they used sharpie/permanent markers. During deployment it breaks his heart to see the colours fade, he contemplates filling them back in but he says to himself, “Gotta get home so the kiddos can do it…”
————
taglist:
@thychuvaluswife @foxygirl-4287
#simon ghost riley#simon ghost x you#simon ghost x reader#ghost x reader#ghost cod#ghost#cod x reader#cod modern warfare#cod#cod mwf2#cod mw2#dad!ghost#simon riley x you#simon riley x reader
2K notes
·
View notes