#anywayssss i love her to death

[hercarisntyours]

im so bored im going insane have my stupid fucking pink robot i drew in desperation

[greensaplinggrace]

every day i am reminded that anyanka deserved better. she deserved so much better. anya deserved better. can anybody hear me?! anyanka deserved better. anyanka deserved better. anyanka deserved better.

[melodic-haze]

Hello, this is gonna be a bit different from my other asks, but if I don't ask now I will forget and regret it. I stumbled upon your brat Columbina sample--don't ask how I managed to find something so far back I just have my ways, loved it btw-- and I feel like Sparkle will be exactly the same way.

Now Imagine having to deal with both of them; Each fighting for your attention while also working together to push your buttons. Columbina using her voice and Sparkle doing Masked Fools shenanigans. Only for when you snap and "handle" one of them. The other gets a bit scared and tries to run away only to get grabbed and "dealt" with too.

Do with this however you would like, I just would like to get this off my chest and written down to help me remember this somehow lol. May everyone reading this have a great day and pulls.

-🍎

My backlog wild as hell huh hi gang 💀💀💀 to this day I'm still impressed and flattered at the fact you singlehandedly dug through my entire page for all the stuff I wrote BUT ANYWAYSSSS THIS IS CRAZY I COMBUSTED.....

Tbf I think out of the two of them, Sparkle would be the one to actually scare more. Columbina would put on a facade of fearing for herself while in the presence of such a feral mortal, sure, but like little to nothing would faze her I think. Though this MAY BE be due to how she's a LOT more...durable??? No that's not the word, but neither is insatiable, smth like that though. She can take a LOT more than Sparkle can imo, so she eggs you on to fully snap and take it upon yourself to ruin her COMPLETELY, no holds barred

Granted, she DOES feel that spike in adrenaline, but rather than fear it's probably from the thrill of witnessing just how wild and barbaric you can possibly get in such a situation. Columbina loves testing you beyond your limits and yout patience, and she doesn't mind getting roughed up in the process—actually, she rather enjoys it

Sparkle, however, absolutely LOVES messing with you to high heaven, yeah, but even SHE has her limits. The moment she realises she's gone perhaps a bit too far, she shivers bc she KNOWS something's off something's wrong she should go, such dangers is NOT fit for a Masked Fool as her (not when she's facing it anyway). Realisation be coming in TOO LATE though, and she realises this when you yank her arm back and push her on the mattress after discarding Columbina like some ordinary ragdoll. She'd be LOUD just saying 😜

Though there is that sort of twisted feeling in her that makes her realise that holy shit maybe she DOES like being roughhoused and put in her place like this????? You're DANGEROUS right now......but maybe she likes that. A lot. Helps everything in her mind vanish anyway, cuz a little death never hurt anyone! 😊

Both of them do make a point to do this again though. And that credit where credit's due, the other person did well......though Columbina would probably tease Sparkle for her fear

[whispering-clan]

What happened to Creekslip??

you have unlocked the Creekslip ramble

Basically... she was abandoned by her housefolk and spent a long time as a stray learning how to survive on her own all the while blaming herself for being abandoned. She also became desperate for a home, a purpose and to be needed, which is why she joined Whisperingclan.

Tempeststar saw all of this desparation and used it to manipulate her. She did a lot of mind fuckery but the real thing that broke Creekslip was when Tempeststar had her "teach Jaggedlark a lesson" and Creek used too much force causing Jagged's death. After this Creek believes herself to be a monster and has basically given up and believes Tempeststar is the only one who sees any worth or use to her. And if she is a monster then its not that hard for her to keep doing monsterous things on Tempeststar's behalf.

also she has no friends, most cats are scared of her, her apprentice's mom is one of the cats she was told to "teach a lesson" (attack), and her crush (Bramblespeck) is in love with Tempeststar asdfafs

anywayssss if Larkcaw wasn't Starclan guide she would be going to the Dark Forest but i love her and she suffers endlessly

[why-am-i-here-someone-save-me]

Holy shit Luci wrote something for the first time in *checks history* JANUARY FIRST JESUS CHRIST-

um anywayssss. Have some Signora content because we stan a girlboss in this household-

TW: Signora is dead, technically SAGAU, Reader is implied to be a deity/supernatural entity, character death, flower symbolism, platonic relationship between characters

Flowers & Fated Reunions

The woman knew she had died. That much she was certain of. In a way, she supposes it wasn’t too painful of an end. It was certainly less painful than many of the deaths she had been responsible for carrying out through her life. The electro energy had killed her before the sting of the blade could reach her. But if she was dead, then where was she? The place she found herself in seemed to stretch on forever in all directions. What might have been a sky was nothing more than a featureless white void, contrasting boldly with the scenery that surrounded her. For as far as she could see there were beautiful purple flowers blooming and swaying in an unseen breeze. They were gorgeous, but unfamiliar. She had amassed no small amount of knowledge over her long lifetime, and yet she could not begin to recognize this strange flowers.

“Lovely aren’t they?”

She whirled around, her eyes locking onto the form of the one who’d spoken, the guarded light in her eyes fading slightly as she recognized them. A million questions filled her head, and yet the words that escaped her lips were not one of them. “What are they?”

The familiar (e/c) eyes broke away from the field of flowers and met Rosalyne’s, filled with a warmth she had not felt in a very long time. “They are purple hyacinths. They are considered a symbol of a love ill-fated…” The creator’s eyes returned to the vast landscape of violet petals once again. After a brief moment of silence, they spoke once again, softer this time. “Such a flower seems to represent your story all too well, doesn’t it?”

Before Rosalyne could answer they knelt down and cupped one of the many blooms in their hand, a bitter smile on their face. “…I’ve never really liked them. To love so deeply, only to lose it… Isn’t it just too cruel? Perhaps some believe it better to have loved and lost it than to have never loved at all. But I have never been able to share such sentiments.”

The flower seemed to start to wither in the hold of the creator, as if it knew it was unwanted, the countless other plants that grew around them beginning to do the same. In mere moments the endless field was nothing more than a barren stretch of earth, the purple flowers having left no trace of themselves behind. The creator stood and turned to the woman, eyes full of light and a small smile on their lips.

“Perhaps they ‘La Signora’ yes, but you are more than that alone. You never overcame the loss of your loved one, but neither did you ever give up on that love. Not once did your affections falter, not once did you hesitate to follow through with that which you believed would return him to you. You loved, you lost, and thought it is a part of you; you are far more than that alone; you are Rosalyne.”

The creator knelt down once more, motioning for the other woman to do so as well. They reached out and laid their hand upon the soil, a faint warmth filling the area before, quite suddenly, sprouts began to emerge from the empty earth. Sprouts quickly became stems, growing taller as buds began to form. Before long the new buds bloomed, small rounded flowers hanging down from the stem which bent to the side under their weight. The petals were a soft white, and although she was not sure why, a sense of longing that she had carried for so long she’d forgotten it was even there lifted from her heart. Hesitantly she reached out and brushed her fingertips against the blossoms, the softness of the petals calming the racing questions that filled her mind. These flowers were also unfamiliar to her, yet they brought a sense of peace to her that she could not help but relish in.

“…They are known as the Lily of the Valley. While purple hyacinths might represent La Signora, they are not destined for you Rosalyne. The Lily of the Valley stands for a returning happiness, the reunion of love that was once lost. They stand for the next chapter in your story.”

The flowers began to sway more fervently as the once gentle breeze grew stronger, the sound of the creator’s gentle laughter dancing within the wild winds.

“You’ve kept him waiting long enough, don’t you think? The two of you belong together after all, so there’s little point in lingering here.”

Rosalyne felt the field begin to grow distant, as though she were seeing it through a foggy mirror. The creator embraced her as the surroundings steadily faded away.

“It’s okay Rosalyne. You can take off your mask now. It’s okay.”

The rest of the world faded away into a soft white light, before she felt herself drift off into a dreamlike sleep.

———

(E/c) eyes slowly opened and adjusted to the light, a yawn escaping from their form as the sat up. A bittersweet smile formed on their lips as they caught sight of a familiar white flower in the corner of their eye. Turning towards it they sighed softly. They hadn’t been able to save Rosalyne, but at least they had done what they could to help her find peace.

A/N: It’s ya gurl Luci back writing apparently! Is this an official return to writing fanfiction, or is it a one time thing? Hell if I know! I guess only the future will tell. Regardless, we stan Rosalyne reuniting with her bby in this blog! @dunno-why-im-here-either yuyu i wrote a thingy again how much worse did my writing get after my hiatus I need to know plz-

[anaslair]

Hiii, I wanted to give the match ups a try cause why not. I go by she/her and prefer to be matched with a male character, I’m also underaged. Oh and I’d prefer to be a demigod, personally I think I’d be the daughter of Hestia or maybeee Hephaestus or Apollo, idrk 😭. Anywaysss, about me. I loveee music/art/film, really anything creative, like I have a deep appreciation for them and artists. I actually used to go to a performing arts school. I also love nature and appreciate that as well. Like, I love going on hikes when I can and even just looking at the beauty of the nature wherever I am. I’m not really much of a sports person, like I love playing but I wouldn’t do anything professionally. I do martial arts though, which is definitely a biggg passion of mine. As a person, although it doesn’t necessarily feel like it to me, sometimes I’m pretty sure I’m fairly outgoing, at least more than other people I know. But I’m also the type of person to really open up and become more social and talkative the more you get to know me. Oh and final thing, I think I’m pretty books smart but not very streets smart, if you know what I mean. 😀 Anywayssss thanks for reading all of this if you did, it’d be really cool to hear back from you!! 🫶🫶

OKAY HEAR ME OUT!! HEAR ME OUT ON THIS ONE!!!!!!!!!!!

So, it’s not that well known, but Hestia is actually one of the virgin godesses of Olympus (like Artemis and Athena). But!!! We COULD pretend she has kids like Athena does 👀 ✨just because she wants to✨

Like, Athena’s kids come from her mind… maybe Hestia’s could come from her heart? Like figuratively maybe? She’s the goddess of hearth & home so it could kind of make sense? Pls bear with me this will go rlly well with who I’m matching you with so let’s just go with it 🤓

Also the nature thing UGHHH, I always had this head cannon that Percy became a bit of a nature activist after witnessing Pan’s death 😩😩😩 Anyway let’s get to it, I really hope you like this 🫶

Tysm for requesting!!! Have a great day <3

I match you with…

Percy Jackson!!

-Disclaimer-

The requester is a minor and so is Percy at this stage of the books!!

After the second titan war ended, Percy started to value some things way more than he did before it all went down

Not to say he was an ungrateful person, far from it. Percy really did have a heart of gold and often put his loved ones above his own personal needs. Loyalty was his fatal flaw after all

But there was just some things he felt he didn’t pay much attention to before the war, like Hestia for example. The goddess practically lived on camp grounds and he barely even acknowledged her before she saved him when he needed it the most, reminding him what was most important when everything was falling apart during the war

Or Pan. the god of the wild had practically died in front of him, telling him and his friends that the future of nature, of the world they lived in was actually in their hands. Everyone had to do their part for it to survive

He had to pay them back somehow, honor them

So that’s why he was THRILLED when the first Hestia kid arrived on camp after he made the gods promise they would claim all of their kids and send them to camp Half Blood, where all of the gods would have cabins for their descendants

This was his chance to pay back Hestia for her help!! So he promptly asked Chiron to mentor the new girl and teach her what she needed to know about self defense and sword fighting, since she was practically his age and had to survive until now with the mortals without proper training

In fact, how did you manage to do that anyway?

He didn’t really know, but he felt he was the best man for the job. His sword fighting skills were unmatched, only bested by Luke’s

So, not gonna lie. He was kind of waiting to show off his skills on your first lesson and help you with whatever you needed

He told you he would first show you some hand to hand combat moves before y’all could move on to sword fighting, to which you shrugged it out, being cool with it

Too cool even, you seemed super comfortable with it 🧐

“Okay. First, I’ll come at you slowly and you can try and stop the blow however you feel is right. This will be kind of a warm up to start things off. But don’t worry, I won’t actually hurt you, if you feel uncomfortable in any way, please let me know okay?” He said, smiling kindly at you while taking an offensive stance

You nodded, waiting for him to start

He slowly swung at you, being careful to not scare you out

Imagine how completely and utterly bamboozled he was when he found himself lying on the ground, the arm he swung at you now twisted and pressed on to his back, just enough to keep him on the ground

He was like 🧍‍♂️

And you were like 😄 so what’s next?

Bro what the fuck

That was honestly so impressive that when you offered a hand to help him get back to his feet, his cheeks where slightly flushed

He cleaned his throat, fixing his camp Half Blood necklace back into place

“Okay so I guess you’ve got that part covered” He said, giving you his signature sarcastic smirk

You let out a small laugh in response, explaining to him that you actually loved martial arts and that stuff came easy to you

He was completely fascinated, asking you to help him better his hand to hand combat skills after you guys finished

That was the start of a kind of chaotic friendship between the two of you. You helped him better himself in your area while he gave you sword fighting lessons

You weren’t really a fan of it but Percy was so talented and so patient while teaching you that you were winning sparring duels in no time

Y’all were a power duo in capture the flag for sure. You knocked people out and Percy wouldn’t let anyone get even slightly near you with riptide

You knew some strategies in theory from some books you had read and Percy knew how to put them into action

Iconic

You quickly developed a strong bond, getting closer and closer to each other every day

You always ranted to him about art in general, he didn’t really understand most of the things you told him but he always listened attentively, even memorizing some of your favorite artists to get you stuff related to them when he went home for the school year

You often hanged out by the lake, you absolutely loved how it looked when the sun hit it just right, with the trees reflected on it

One time, Percy took you to the bottom of it, putting an air bubble around you both so you could see how beautiful it was underwater

Your eyes shone bright at the view, but you frowned as soon as you saw a couple of plastic wrappers at the bottom

You asked Percy to lower the bubble so you could collect them and properly throw them out at the surface

That made Percy stare at you with such intensity and admiration that you wondered just what the hell you had done to get him looking at you like that

You avoided his eyes, ears tinted red

It was no secret that you had developed feelings for him, he was so sweet and kind

You wondered if he felt the same

Suddenly, his warm hand met yours as he slowly interlaced your fingers together

You looked at him, eyes wide

The smile on his face made his intentions pretty clear

[moonshynecybin]

what are your favorite aus you’ve ever come up with?

GOOD question i've churned out quite a few and i dont think i've ever lumped em together... uh full disclosure a lot of my fav aus were collabs or asks sent by my lovely mutuals :) they rule and are probably my faves so i'll lead with those

FCO: forced coming out au... she's maina @kingofthering and i's baby. marc and vale caught fucking in an alleyway a few months after the sepang fallout and vale comes forward to fake date marc in order to keep him from losing his ride... very much about the violence of fame and vale sort of using his influence with the media to PROTECT marc rather than harm him. a fun time with lots of fraught fake dating your ex situations. visuals here

same age au: elle @lestelledreams dropped this in my lap because shes a genius ! and two fics on ao3 were written about it which is CRAZY. basic premise is how it sounds: marc marquez is born in 1979 and they spend their early years doing a very codependent little rivalry/first love dance that gets cracked the fuck open right around the time of marc's arm injury. sweet and very y2k and very about them being stupid overly-competitve teens with REALLY different vibes and sort of. only being able to identify with each other i love it a lot

kayaking/whitewater au: niche sport forever i think about her all the time. kind of my own way to excise some personal feelings as a girl who quit doing a death sport as a teen and then kind of continued working in the same industry as said deathsport and who's brother's lack of little danger voice in his head wrt to the sport reads very marc to me. also im tortured because i simply think they would be very good at it. marc let me get you in a half-slice hard boat pspspsps... and tbh they just fit the vibe. need vale to meet an old man kayaker its the fookin same

reporter au: yayyyyy i love mess. this one is more about saw trapping these fools im like hmm what would hurt marc a LOT. oh never being able to ride only being able to interact with the sport from the other side of the proverbial glass. what would hurt vale a LOT. oh being in love with a REPORTER. lots of half chances and repressed anger and being kind of damaged so you blow your relationships the fuck up. also a sepang-esque scenario that dials in on marc's vindictive streak through it all which i enjoy. my wife is a bitch.

teen mom au: marc with a liddle baby. vale being kind of psycho. what more could you want

bridgerton au: their weird older sibling slay and repressed freak ass horny selves. thank you.

proximity au and emotional bond transference: theres a post missing from this tag and i cant find it :( anywayssss if they arent gonna feel empathy towards each other im going to MAKE them as a sort of benevolent god

amnesia au: i think about this one literally all the time. time travel too its like. the fantasy of erasing their past. for BOTH of them. reset button. but the thing is you CANT... and maybe you dont even WANT to.... also a marc saw trap bc SO much has changed for him…

fantasy au: i think marc would look hot in a doublet and the academy guys as a sort of. fail knights of the roundtable is good 2 me. fun exploration of marc and injury in many ways just add some swords and class dynamics

anastasia au: one of the OGs. don bluth animation.....

threesome au: :3333 lets get nasty.. actually theres two :3

[sueske]

Hi <33 just reminding you and all other sns blokes that while your sasusaku & Sakura takes are correct, doesn’t mean you know anything about Hinata <33 like i get it, you self insert onto Sasuke because you find Naruto attractive, completely valid because he is a very attractive character! But you need to understand that neither are gay. Sasuke and Naruto see each other as brothers at most and likely just close friends in canon. Sasuke would be more likely to date Hinata than he would Naruto, cause I mean think about it. Whether or not you wanna admit it, Sasuke and Hinata have a lot in common when it comes to their trauma. Sasuke can relate to Hinata in a way he cannot with Naruto. Hinata is genuinely an amazing character and is known for being the best girl of anime for a reason <33 no other anime girl has ever risen to the standard hinata has set and neither has any of you, people who blindly hate her all because she gets in the way of your non existent fetish ship.

Naruto loves hinata. They have kids together. They’re currently together while being sealed away. No, Naruto wasn’t guilt tripped by anyone just because Sakura was being the insane freak she always was. Naruto isn’t emotionally intelligent and is honestly written to be somewhat like someone with autism because of his hard time understanding feelings. He did not ignore it her confession, he just didn’t understand it at the time. You wouldn’t know that because you’re chronically online and never had a real relationship.

Whether or not you respond to this means nothing to me. You just need to know that you aren’t intelligent enough to understand hinata!! Nor do you want to in all honesty. She’s canonically the prettiest, popular with guys and is just a likeable person. Something you can’t relate to.

Also Neji literally deserved his death lol. He was abusive. You can try and go “b-but he’s a slave!” Or whatever but it’s very clear hinata does not act as a slave owner. She recognized Neji as a brother and not her slave and he was ungrateful for that.

You guys sound like abusive people ngl hating on a anxious girl with cptsd like bruh. Are you okay? Mentally? Lol.

Anywayssss pretty people love Hinata !!! <3 if you don’t well… you get the point ;D

Have a nice day hope you leave your delusions soon!!!!!

🥴🥴🥴 girl get some help.

[sscieloz]

hi bestie, I love your writing sm 💘 you're one of my favsss writers in here!! anywayssss, I wanted to ask about band!aespa who do you think is the most possessive one? and how do the girls show it or do they not show it at all? what r u thoughtssss

hi!!! omg that’s such an honor tysm😭

soo the most possessive is def minjeong!! she’s absolutely over y/n and will give death stares to anyone who tries to make small talk or even ask anything in general. and her way to show it is by being even more insufferable lmao so she’ll def pick on whatever y/n’s doing or wearing and start extensive arguments over nothing just so y/n is focused on her.

karina isn’t insecure like minjeong: she’s aware y/n absolutely devoted to them and she trusts y/n too. but she does get mad af lmaoo and her irritation is very very noticeable.

aeri lowk likes the little tension game they play, but she’s quick to remind everyone who y/n belongs to when things start to get a little heated.

and at last there’s ningning!!! for her i’d say she doesn’t rlly mind seeing y/n with other ppl: she simply minds her own business. what pisses her off tho is whenever y/n isn’t doting on her (spoiling her rotten like alw) bc of someone else. she refuses to share y/n’s attention with anyone that isn’t karina, giselle or minjeong, and she’s ready to throw a fit if it’s what it takes to have you pay attention to her again.

[lambtotheslaughterr]

OH MY GOD OKAY. so i just binge-read the entire rise series and let me tell you, i left gagged each time. even right now as im writing this my emotions are running high. first let me just say.. i literally see whatever you write in my head and like another anon said, its like a whole ass tv show/film.

which brings me to sayyeds death... when i tell you that KILLED ME!!!

my eyes deadass pricked with tears and i wouldve had a whole sob sesh if i let them fall. but i was wearing a face mask so i couldnt (lol) i didnt even really fw sayyed like that (obvo, #rafegirly) but his death was so TRAUMATIC!! and highly charged??? the way it was literally the WORST way for him to go. readers fault x2!! (the map, her finger on the trigger) ik its not actuallyyy?? her fault?? but likeee i wouldve forgotten everything too 😭

and also the wayyy rafe was a fkn cunt for like the whole story but now that readers memory is gone hes deceptively sweet... and i feel my heart clenching because i want him SOO BAD even though he sucks obviously,, but hes so dominating and like the leader which is hot and he doesnt give a fuck about ANYONE!! there except for reader and its just like AGHHH i love the little sweet moments he has for her even if its like not really real haha. anywayssss im so excited to see how the rest of the series goes!!

you are suchh a talented writer and im SO SO SO Lucky to have stumbled upon your page.. genius!!! many kudos to youuu bae <3

okay you shut the FUCK up😭😭

i was having a hectic time at work w clients & read this & it totally changed my mood for the day.

this was amazing to read from beginning to end. feedback like this seriously means so much to us writers on here so THANK YOU for taking the time to share your love like this. it’s seriously so appreciated💛💛

i’m so lucky to have readers like you & many others who take the time to support me & SHARE that support with me. i really can’t tell you how much this means. so thank you thank you🥰

i’m so happy you’re loving Rise so far! i genuinely hope you enjoy where it’s about to go😜

[keeppsakke]

What's any big or small celesgiri hc you have?

HHIHI soooo I’m gonna use this ask as an excuse to just ramble about my girlies thank ya thank ya

Okay so not really a celesgiri specific hc (kinda) but like a feel like people seem the forget that Celestia is in fact a loser in a really shitty disguise. Her whole thing is that she’s go a very self absorbed goth girl image to hide the fact that she’s just some nerd, she’s actually quite pathetic. In my head the reason Celestia doesn’t like being around other people isn’t because she’s super cool and nonchalant, but because she is just so scared. She’s the type of person to try and skip school during presentation weeks because talking to people makes her incredibly nervous. Celestia is definitely the type of girl to see other really cool girls in the hallway or the bathroom and be like ‘oh my god they look so nice god I hope they don’t even know I exist.’ She would probably see Kyoko and her friends and it’s like infatuation at first sight. She’s obsessed with her but I think the first time Kyoko would acknowledge her existence she’d SWEAT but ya know since she has an image she’s gotta keep up she hides it. Anywayssss her and Kyoko have this relationship for a while where Celestia is so gay for her and Kyoko cannot read people for the life of her so she’s like ‘oh it’s Celestia Ludenberg she’s so professional’ meanwhile Celestia is like heart eyes whenever she sees her.

I’ve been drawing Kyoko taller than the other girls since I can even remember she has incredible tall girl vibes IN THE SAME WAY that Celestia is definitely just barely 5’3 it’s just the vibes. Celestia has short woman anger that’s the only way I can describe it. Celestia has definitely fought some guy over a gamble in a dark ally in a way that only short girls can. She’s closer to hell which is why Kyoko is just a little bit more peaceful. Kyoko is definitely a ‘talk it out’ kinda person and Celestia is 100% the ‘what’d you just say to her?? No no say it again’ girl but like a little more eloquent and threatening

THIS IS AN UNTAPPED CELESGIRI MARKET YALL okay Celestia is a criminal, she’s a gambler, she’s a tiny goth girl and she’s definitely not welcome in Arizona, Utah, and certain parts of Europe, and she is MADLY IN LOVE with the greatest detective in Japan THIS IS COMEDY GOLD. Even after they get together and Celestia does the ‘I promise I won’t cause any trouble hehehe’ thing, it’s still ‘till death to us part’ it doesn’t say anything about the cops. So every once and a while Kyoko will be on break, get a rushed phone call’, a coworker will ask ‘New case??’ and she gets to be like ‘No my wife got arrested at a Whataburger, I’ll be right back’ and it’s a completely normal Tuesday. Celestia would also 100% be the family member that takes the kids to go pick up her prison friends once they get out. At this point everyone would probably think that Kyoko is getting really sick of this, but honestly it’s so normal to her. Like yeah Celestia is gonna get a bitchn as soon as she gets into the car but that might be it. It’s just the dynamic, Celestia has a tendency to mess with the law and Kyoko has the money to bail her out, and then they kiss mwah mwah.

[khalixvitae]

vil is so "no talking stage. mutual obsession and you see god in my eyes or die a painful death." and rook is "all day talking stage about how obsessed i am with my most specialest girlfriend now cheer for her or ill blow this whole building up" and it's like yea man. shit. i see god in vil's eyes too. he haunts me. hate it when gnc men make me homosexual.

This is so accurate actually??? I’m working on smth for Vil rn and I’m trying to find a balance so I can convey that kind of 0 to 100 commitment. I keep going back to that line of his in book 5 about how he has no interest in strong arming people into bowing to him and how he prefers it when people do so on their own accord. Vil wants unwavering loyalty, but he also wants to be treated like a person rather than a two dimensional character. He just wants you to see him as the most perfect person to ever walk the earth- and that’s where seeing god in his eyes comes in. He needs to know he can trust you, not just because you’ve got some flighty crush on him- so does everyone else, get in line- but because you’re enamored with his whole being. This means being honest and upfront with him when he does something you disagree with, as well as refusing to shy away from hard truths he has to hear. He doesn’t want you to kiss his ass- honesty like that is a good measure of loyalty, and a foundation for any sort of relationship when he has millions of people obsessing over him. He needs to know you really mean it. It’s complicated, I guess. To me it seems like Vil would want you to level the playing field and treat him like any other person, but then choose him over everyone else in the world because you find him to be so perfect (all his baggage included). But I feel like the mutual connection and respect would be a start for the inevitable mutual pining. Vil is observant by nature and brutally honest to a point- if you reciprocate that without any sort of prompting, he’s going to take to you once he’s sure you’re not trying to get something out of him (just as he took to Rook). You’ll have to know him well to see that he’s in love with you. His affection comes in ways like hard truths big and small, inviting you to do extraordinarily mundane things with him (working out, a quick brunch, etc.), and cosmetics he’s formulated just for you. It’s exceedingly normal for the longest time- he has to know you won’t get bored of him, that you aren’t just interested in his public persona. If you know him that well and still fall head over heels, if you still find god in his eyes? Then he floors it. Or rather it‘s difficult to floor it when the two of you have already so deeply entangled your day to day lives. When did you two get this close? When did you learn so much about him without him telling you outright and Vice versa? Nonetheless it just escalates from there, because then Vil really wants to pick your brain- that mutual understanding gets far deeper far faster once the safety brake is disengaged.

ANYWAYSSSS LMAO I DIDNT. MEAN TO SAY ALL THQT ???? I JUST WOKE UP HAHA ??? THANK YOU FOR YOUR WORDS ANON HEHE HOO !!! YOURE INSIPIRING ME!!!

I am also so very homosexual for gnc men!!!!

[garoujo]

emmie!! how are you, lovely? ive had such a whiplash week so far and as finals come nearer, i am closer to my death (/j) i hope ur doing great <3

the council (my group of close online friends) peer pressured me into messaging him first last night and now that we have a convo going, i am feeling like less of a wuss to actually keep messaging him >ᴗ< his group is representing our class for our demo pitch day tomorrow and am gonna be woozy seeing him in formal wear ⁺◦ะ ୧(𖦹﹏𖦹)୨ ೃ࿔ i dm'ed him asking him what quizzes we had for today but i think he fell asleep b4 he saw lol cause he came up to me today and asked what i was gonna ask him.

anywayssss, i am forcing myself not to be a wuss and actually make conversation ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ

(p.s. what crack or spell does sabrina carpenter put in her songs? first it was nonsense and now feather. shaking my ass all the same. well either that or im daydreaming abt scenarios while the song plays on repeat)

signed,

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my beloved helloooo ! ૮ต•̤ ༝ •̤ตაིྀ aaaaaa i’ve been okay ! i feel like this week has been soooo fast but the days have all felt super long so i’m super sleepy :< i’m just so glad it’s basically the weekend snifle ! omigosh i hope finals all go good for u + ur still managing to get some good rest [pls don’t die on me] <3 !

omigoooosh more of the gossip i love this ! i’m vvvv glad ur friends are totally supporting u w all of this also + ur making conversation ueueue ꒰ ⸝⸝ ˊ͈ ˘ ˋ͈ ⸝⸝ ꒱ these are the first steps to u guys falling in love !!! stop i feel like daydreaming about scenarios to music makes the crush even stronger + the music even better i adoreeeee ◝꒰ ´ ˘ `♡ ꒱ wishing u all of the best tho my luvr ! i hope he looked super handsome in his formal wear !

[sound-traveller]

Okay so you guys (might) know that i f/o'd Genopsyko, right?

I also might've uh. Ended up f/o-ing the person that happened to kill her. I know that sounds bad and it leads to quite a few problems but let me explain my sister f/o's actions

putting this under a cut because it's way longer than i intended it to be

(character being discussed is Akane Fuwa :3)

To summarize her actions for the people who haven't read the light novels (Restart spoilers!! Feel free to skip):

Akane is... a fairly distant magical and violent magical girl in present time, attacking any magical girl she thinks may be Cranberry / 'The Musician'. When Genopsyko tries to talk her into cooperating with everyone at one point, Akane asks Genopsyko if she is the Musician. Genopsyko, most likely confused, plays around and calls herself a musician due to her sometimes uploading vocalpid songs online. Before Genopsyko can finish speaking, Akane attacks, slashing her without hesitation and killing her before going after everyone else around her.

In a side story it's revealed that she used to be a serious but righteous magical girl, strict and cold to others, mostly her family. However, she does this out of care. Because her family's father died, she feels the need to take control of being the responsible one. She berates her family for misusing their powers and, at her core, used to be an idealistic magical girl like many others.

After her entire family ended up being killed in Cranberry's selection exam, her memories of the events were erased. However, the trauma of losing her mother and sisters was not taken away, which destroyed her mental strength (is that the word) and sent her on a hate-fuelled revenge mission. She is not aware that Cranberry is dead by the time of the main plot.

Now here's my thoughts on her:

Originally I didn't think much of her (other than generally disliking her for killing my cat qpp) but after reading the short story about her I definitely grew to love her and just feel horrible about her situation and backstory.

She absolutely did not deserve to be dragged into a sick death game TWICE, and she deserved to at least have her memorized restored and also know that the person who murdered her family is dead too so she could have some sort of closure. She deserved to be able to make friends with the other magical girls and at least try to move on and recover, but instead she ended up getting killed by @Meow-Meow without anyone even knowing her name.

And of course I love her either way, it just hurts to see how much she's changed from what she's experienced.

The girl who cut up her family's talismans so they wouldn't be able to cheat and ruin the school race is the same girl who smiled sadistically when she was about to cut down a 10-year-old while lost in her thirst for revenge.

Like just look at her before and after the incident!!! :< her eyes are so empty now and it pains me so much to see her this way.

Of course I feel upset that she ended the life of one of my f/os but I can't help but feel like she deserved so much better too.

Obviously there's nothing I can do about canon but I'd like to at least believe the two would be friends in different circumstances. Or at least be able to tolerate each other.

anywayssss if you actually got this far ty for reading,..,.,. have this snippet from akane and her family that i think is funnier to me than it should be

I'm feeling complicated things about one of my newer familial f/os so im gonna make a long post talking about them and you all are unfortunately going to witness it. prepare yourself.

[karolinadeanminoru]

how is maca that cute?? i don't understand

[cdkeigna]

Hey ! I’m back with another Benkei fic. Am I obsessed with the mfcker ⁉️ Yes 🙎🏾‍♀️ Am I ashamed ⁉️ No 😍 He’s literally having me in a CHOKEHOLD 😩 Like he’s literally so hot ????? A strong and healthy black man like him... I need him, NEOOOWWW !!! Benben please give me a chance... I’ll treat you right 🙁🤞🏾‼️ ANYWAYSSSS .... Enjoy :D

Relationship: Benkei X Black Reader (afab, word « mommy » mentioned, uses any pronouns)

CW: smut, fucking, porn with plot, blood, bruises, biting, n-slur, reader has a tongue piercing, oral sex (reader giving), dirty talks, mirror sex, unprotected sex, hair pulling, slutting out, spitting, swearing, drooling, degrading, multiple sex positions, slapping, scratching, cum shot, size kink, breeding kink, praise kink, multiple orgasm, orgasm denial, eye contact, overstimulation/edging, switch Benkei and reader, pegging, soft/hard dom, belly bulge, nipple play, fingers implied

‼️ -17yo DO NOT INTERACT ‼️

I want you [Benkei X Black Reader— ONE SHOT]

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The doorbell comes on, you get up from the couch, excited to open, knowing that it’s your husband. You open the door.

- Hey baby, welcome hom— OH MY GOD WHAT HAPPENED ? you yell

You see Takeomi and his sister, Wakasa and Benkei, all bruised up and covered with blood. Benkei step in.

«  Hey beautiful. » he kiss your forehead

« Good evening, y/n... » Takeomi says. « We’re just here to drop your husband. »

«  Get in before you catch a cold » Benkei says taking his coat off and sit on the couch

- E-EXCUSE M— Hey guys. you face them. Are y’all okay ? What happened ? you ask them, worried

« ... It’s better if you talk about this with Kei. » Whisper Takeomi

- Okay, I will then... But how are—

« We’re okay, y/n... Don’t worry. Just a lil’ bit overwhelmed » Says Wakasa

- But Senju doesn’t look...

« I’m okay... » she says, wiping her tears

« Let’s go. Have a lovely night y’all. » Says Takeomi

- Thanks.... Do you need a hug ? you whisper to Senju

She nods. You kneel down and open your arms. She runs in them, sobbing in the curve of your neck, you pat her head.

- Everything is going to be okay, princess. And don’t blame yourself for whatever happened, okay ?

« Okay... » she whisper

« BAAAABE ! » yells Benkei

- Now I know damn well— I’m sorry I have to go, he’s impatient.

« SENJU, COME ON ! » Yell Takeomi

« Yeah, I got to go too... Thank you so much, y/n. » she sniffs

- Of course, princess. Now go and be safe ! You say, pinching her cheek

She smile and run to join Wakasa and her brother. You get up and close the door. You turn your back to confront your husband but him grunting of pain on the couch stops you.

- Are you okay ?? you say, seating next to him

« No, my fucking head hurt ! He complain with his hand on his face

- Geez, okay old man... Follow me. you say, getting up

You take his coat and walk to the bathroom. He follows you lazily. You open the door and gets in. You puts his coat in the washing machine and look at him.

- Get undressed and get in the shower. Give me your dirty clothes.

He looks at you, with a flirty smirk.

« Okay, mommy. » He say, taking his tank top off

« ... Stop » You say avoiding his look

You turn around and get the first-aid kit. He hands you his clothes and get in the shower. You put them in the washing machine and get ready to leave, but he grabs your arms.

« Stay. » He whisper

- You want me to shower with you ? You ask

«  No, just stay with me »

- Okay, I’m staying.

« Thank you... » He says, closing the shower door

- Mhm...

You put your hair up in a bun and prepare a medicine for him.

- Soooo... what happened ?

He sighs, loudly.

«  War happened »

- What you mean ?

«  It was war against the 3 gangs, but long story short: Waka and I fought South, then Senju fought him, then Mikey appeared out of nowhere after beating Kaku and then Mikey beated South to death » 

- Oh wow....

«  Takemichi tried to stop them but... Mikey rocked his shit too.. » He sigh

- What ! Ain’t no way... You exclame, shocked

«  Then Senju... Who wasn’t capable to fight anymore, bowed in front of Mikey and begged him to stop, by disbanding Brahman itself... So yeah... »

- Oh my god... That’s crazy, man.

«  I know right. Give me a towel and my durag, please. » He say stopping the water

- That’s why she was crying... My poor girl. you whisper giving him his stuff

He gets out of the shower and walks towards you.

« What’s this ? » He asks

You face him but you see his wide and broad wet chest in front of you. You step back and admire his huge body. You shake your head.

- It’s— for your wounds ! Come on, let me disinfect them.

You take a cotton ball and dab it softly on his face. He grunts.

«  Tch ! That shit sting ! » He complains

- I know, but you’ll get over it baby... You’ve been through more pain. you say banding one of his wound

« Yeah... you right I guess » He says, staring at you

- ... I’m glad you’re okay though. you whisper. Now drink it, that’s paracetamol

He smirks and chug the drink.

- Now that the Brahman is disbanded, what are you going to do ?

« Keep on running the gym I have with Waka, of course » he say

- Oh yeah, that’s a good idea !

« Yeah... »

- And here you go ! You say banding the last wound on his face

He look at himself in the mirror then put his eyes back in yours.

« Thank you, babe »

- Of course ! Do you want to eat, now ? Or you just want to rest ? It’s pretty late... you say caressing his wet shoulder

« I want you. » He say, grabbing your hip, getting you closer to him.

Your breast is pressed on his wide and wet chest, which makes your top moisten.

- Baby... you whisper. I don’t think this is a good idea, you should get som—

He interrupts you by putting his finger on your lips. He lean his head down, planting his eyes in yours

«  I’m not tired and I don’t want to rest. You asked me what I wanted, and what I want right now, is you. » he say, skimming your lips with his finger

You want him too and you can’t deny it. The bathroom is burning hot and so is his body and you’re getting hot too. You bite your lip. He removes his finger from your lips, grabs you by the cheeks and kiss you. You respond to it by wrapping your arms around his neck. He grabs a fistful of your ass cheek in your short shorts.

The kiss gets languorous and needier and you both are in heat. He goes down kissing your jaw and your neck then go back at your lips, pinning you against the wall. You whine in his lips, stopping the kiss.

- Let me handle this, honey. You say, smirking

You kneel in front of him and remove the towel around his hips in a motion. You grab his dick in your hand, spit on the tip and put it in your mouth. He groans, caressing your cheek.

You suck his tip, teasing him a bit. You lick his veins and the cold metal ball from your tongue piercing make his dick twitch, you chuckles. You fondle his balls, still licking his veins and his tip. He moans, looking down at you.

«  You naughty baby... » He whisper

You shove his whole length in your throat. He sigh, throwing his head back. With your hand, you start to jerk him off all in your mouth. You grab his balls and rub them with your thumb.

« So fucking good for me, baby... » He whisper with his finger going through your 4B curls

You swirl your tongue around his tip and kiss his length to the base. You spit on it then put it back in your throat, moaning. He hisses.

«  I’m gonna... cum » He groans, resting his arm on on the wall behind you

- Go ahead, then you smile, licking his tip

« As you wish. » He says, thrusting in your throat

You close your eyes and grab his thighs. He grabs a fist full of your hair and start to face fuck you. You put your tongue out and let him fill your mouth with his length. He grunts.

« Yeah... Here I... come ! » He say, letting your hair go

His hot and sticky seed come slap your nose and drips on your tongue. You lick your fingers.

- Damn... You really nutted on my face... You whisper, licking your lips. I thought you were playing

«  My bad, love. Let me help you » He says

He gets you up on your feet and bend you on the bathroom counter. He get close to your ear and whisper:

«  You should know that... I never play »

You bite your lip. He put your short down and put his hard member at your entrance. You sigh, arching your back.

« You’re already so wet, love... That’s perfect » he say, grabbing your hips

You press your lips, trying to hold your moans, as he’s rubbing himself between your folds. Benkei chuckles behind you.

« You want it inside of you, right ? » he says looking at your reflection on the mirror

- Yes... please... you whisper

«  What’d you say ? » He say, teasing you

- Fuck... yes

« Raise your voice love... I can’t hear you. » he coos in your ear

- Yes baby, I want it ! You say, grinding on his dick

He slowly gets inside and you let a sigh out, feeling complete. You’ve missed the sensation of his long, veiny and thick dick thrusting inside of you, the feeling of being filled and emptied too. You roll your eyes.

- A-Aahh... you moan

« Like that ? » he whisper

- Yeah... S-so big...

He holds your shoulder and push himself deeper and go faster. You close your eyes.

- Mmh... Yes baby... you moan, playing with your tongue piercing

His right hand leave your hip and go between your legs to rub your clit, you whine. He grabs you by the neck and put your left leg on the counter.

« Open your eyes, love. Look at yourself » he purrs in your ear

You slowly open your eyes and you can see how cock-drunk you look. You bite your lip, trying to handle his deep strokes. He chuckles.

« You look so pathetic... losing your mind after 3 minutes in » he says, letting your neck go

- Shut up and fuck me... harder ! You sigh scratching his back, trying to get him closer to you

« Uh-huh... You’re getting very greedy, I see. »

He grabs your arms, put them on your back and relentlessly pound into your pussy. He grunts and you let out a shocked moan. He was almost, if not literally, raking at your wet walls, making you throb and moan.

- Aah~~ yes, more... More ! you whine

« Want more, huh ? » he grunts

- Yes ! Please Benben, pleeeaase... you beg, looking at him over your shoulder

He bites his lip and turn you around, lifting you up. You tie your arms around his neck and reach out for his lips. You kiss him in a sloppy kiss as he walks out the bathroom, going to the shared room.

Once in the room, he lay you down on the bed, still kissing you. He bite your lower lip to end it. You put your tongue out to kiss him again but he puts his finger on your lips.

« You want me that bad, don’t you ? » he whisper as you suck his finger

- Mh-mmm... you mumble, sucking his finger. I want you— all ! You moan

« You want all of me huh ? » he says rubbing his tip on your clit

- Yes... All of you ! you whine, gripping the pillow

« Say please. »

- Please... you whisper with pleading eyes

« Louder. » he whisper

- You heard me the first time... you say, provoking him with a smile

He laughs and grabs your legs.

« Keep playing with that big mouth of yours, yeah... »

You giggles.

- Or wha- AAANH ! you gasp

He just gave you the sharpest thrust in your throbbing pussy. He laughs and push your legs, so your knees rest on your shoulders. You pout, staring at him.

- Fuck you... that’s not... funny. you whimper, putting your hands on his chest

« You look so fucking ridiculous, yet so hot, it’s funny to me. » he say, looking down at you

- ... Go fuck y— Mmh... you moan

« Mhmm.... That’s what I thought... » he whisper in your face

He push himself deeper into you, leaving you a moaning mess under him as you scratch his torso. He let your legs go and you tie them around his hips. Your entire body is hot as you start to feel a building sensation in your belly. You bite your lip.

- Don’t stop- baby... I’m about to...

«  I know beautiful... I know. » he whisper kissing your lips

He wraps his arms around your hips and switch positions, you’re now on top of him. He puts you down on his length in one thrust. He groans and grab your hips, you moan, throwing your head back as you start to ride him. You’ve now reached a level of pleasure where you’re just going dumb from all of it, you can’t even hide it, same goes for your moans.

- A-ah~ Aanh.... Yes, fuck... YES ! you moan, groping your breast

« Yeah ? » he whisper, staring at the bulge in your belly

- Yeah ! you say looking at him

« Oh yeah ? » he say, grabbing your jaw

- Yeah... you whine, scratching his shoulders

He slips two of his fingers in your mouth, playing with your tongue as you bite and suck them, moaning.

« Yeah... Take it. Take all of it baby » He grunts, slapping your ass

- Han ! Do it again. you whine

«  You love that ? » he coos, slapping it harder

- Mmh yes baby ! Fucking- love that~ You moan, throwing your head back

He sits up, kiss you and rubs your nipples. You wraps your arms around his neck and tongue kiss him as you keep bouncing on his dick. He burry his face in your neck licking and biting it. His hand go down on your left breast and fondle it. You yank on his durag, whining and moaning in his ear.

- Oh my— my god... I can’t- fuck baby~~ you whine

« Want me to stop, love ? » he whisper, gripping your ass

- N-no, keep going... you say in his ear

He grunts, grabs your neck to make you face him and stares at your face. You put your hands on his knees. You’re out of breath, all red in the face, sweating and drooling staring at him with mouth open. He smirks.

«  I like when you moan like a bitch in my ear, beautiful. Don’t worry, It’s almost done » he whisper

He lay down on the bed and give you a nods. You turn around and look at him.

- Get on your knees, there’s something I wanna try.

« Oh I’m curious about it » He says sitting up

He’s behind you and he press on your hips, getting on his knees. You put your ankles in the back of his knees and look back at him.

- Seat. you say

He do what you say and you adjust yourself on his thighs. You put your hands on the bed and you start to ride him. You both gasp.

« S-shit... » he grunts

You sigh and look back at him, he has a shocked expression from how your pussy is gripping and taking his full length. You stick your tongue out and chuckles. You feel his dick getting harder inside of you, you moan out, arching your back. He’s behind you, swearing and grunting, trying to say something.

« Damn... babe I— Fuck ! » he whimpers

You look and smile at him.

- You like that ? you whisper

« ... yeah » he groans

- Fucking love that, huh ? you say accelerating your pace

« Fuck... yeah ! » he say smacking your ass

- Oh ! God... Yes ! Fuck— me~~ you moan, tongue lolling out

You keep rubbing yourself on him as he moans and grunts from all of it. Your arms are getting weak, and so are your legs. You collapse on the bed, out of breath and completely remove yourself from him.

« Shit... We should do this position more often... » he stutters

You laugh.

- Thank you, Twitter... you think

You take your top off and turn around facing him with a smile.

- Get ready now. you say grabbing his face

« Ready for what ? » he asks

- To get fucked. you purrs licking your upper lip

He smirks.

« I’m always ready, bae » he says

- Good. you smile

You get up to take the strap-on and the lube. You buckle it up and lubricate it. You turn around and get on top of him and place yourself between his legs.

- Can I ? you ask

« Yes, fuck my ass baby » he whisper

You bite your lip and kiss him. He grabs your hair and stroke the strap before putting it in his butt. You start at a slow pace to let him loose. He grabs your ass and moans between your lips. You end the kiss and look at him with a smile on your face.

- Is it okay ? you whisper

« Yes... Just like that, baby » he moans, closing his eyes

You just look at him with lustful eyes and complete adoration. You lick your lips and burry your face in his neck, kissing, biting and giving a long lick to his jaw. You kiss his cheek.

- You like that, don’t you ? you moan in his ear

«  Mhmm... You fuck me so good, baby » he whine, stroking his dick

You internally screaming at what he just said. Him being submissive for you is your biggest turn-on. You put your thumb in his mouth.

- And you’re taking it so well... Such a fucking good boy » you whisper, biting his ear

« Fuck... I’m gonna— » he whine

You take the strap off his ass and seat on the bed, legs spread. He looks at you with pleading eyes, confused.

- If you wanna cum, do it inside me. you smile, laying down.

He smirks and get on top of you.

« Word ? » he coos, grabbing your neck

- Word. you whisper, playing with your tongue piercing

He holds your hands and thrust in your wet pussy. You gasp out and lift your legs up. He push his entire length deep inside of you, which is making your pussy throb and twitch. He gropes at your breast while fucking you, without breaking the eye contact.

- Ye— Yeah ... Fuck my pussy baby~ you whimper

« Who that pussy belongs to ? » he whisper

- Yours... It’s all yours babe.

« All mine, huh ? »

- Yeah... Your pussy. you whisper, closing your eyes

« Say my name. » he says, grabbing your sides

- Benkei’s pussy.

He grunts and bite his lips. He puts his dick out and cums on your stomach. You chuckles and he put himself back into your pussy.

« Fuck... So hot for me. » he groans

He gives you a few more deep strokes before filling you up. You both loudly sigh. He falls on the bed next to you, out of breath. He kiss your shoulder, you smile.

- Shit... you say wiping your stomach

« You ready for round 2 ? » he says kissing your neck

- Nigga didn’t you already cummed ? you say staring at him

«  Who said it was about making me cum ? » he look up at you

- ... But I already did, multiple times. you say

«  Yes, but it was dry » he purrs getting between your legs

You smile and let him do his things. He gives you a few licks, but he groans out of pain.

« Fuck, my ass won’t stop twitching ! » he complains

You burst out laughing.

Thank you for reading <3 !

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