#ʚ ₊˚ ⌕ — 🪻nonnie

[garoujo]

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Well... *clears throat*

.... Hi emmie.

I come bearing unfortunate news...

I have been *sigh* friendzoned.

Dreaded friendzone yes. Honestly not very surprised at that outcome considering I learned very late that he does indeed have someone he's interested in already. But it still kinda stings but yknow what? Ever since my first rs ending, being alone and acknowledging that I dont need anyone but me really helped develop my sense of self-worth and rejection doesnt sting as bad :>

Kazuha is curled up on my lap and cuddling into my chest. He got me my favorite food and we're watching my favorite movies ^-^ all is well and good. Xiao also said he'd take me out stargazing tomorrow so I'm looking forward to it (⸝⸝ᵕᴗᵕ⸝⸝)

signed,

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NOOOOOO !!! nonnie this is horrible ˚‧º·໒꒰ྀི˚ ˃̣̣̥᷄⌓˂̣̣̥᷅ ꒱ྀིა‧º·˚ i was soooo sure he was gonna return ur feelings too i’m so sad !!! snifle i hope ur doing okie bbie :< ur allowed to be upset about it that’s totes so valid i’m giving u the hugest hug everrrr (+ kazuha will be too duh) that sucks so much GRRRRR ! i’m glad u didn’t let it dent ur self worth tho cos ur an ANGEL who deserves the whole world <333 giving u a comfort smooch !!! smek !!!

[garoujo]

emmie he-he- gently grabbed the back of my neck in an attempt to scare me I'm

i kid you not, i fell to my knees when arrived in my dorm room. HE HELD THE BACK OF NECK AND OFC I WAS SCARED AND THE WAY HE LAUGHED WHEN HE SAW MY REACTION AHSJZJSJWJ

it was completely unprompted too, i was talking to another one of my classmates then before he decided to scare me. And then we had a bit of conversation and I'm so ⁺◦ะ ୧(𖦹﹏𖦹)୨ ೃ࿔

Horrendously down bad for him, goodbye.

signed,

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nonnie!!! i can finally see ur emoji i’m dying ITS SO CUTE i lurv it ໒꒰ྀིྀི ੭ ˃̵ᴗ˂̵ ꒱ྀི੭ ━☆ﾟ.*･��ﾟbut omigosh the way i wouldve moaned!!! this is so sexy of him tho like akajaka i would be in pieces, a puddle on the floor!!! i can’t believe u survived this ur so brave nonnie :3 stoooop this is such a slowburn 24k pining moment + i am watching front row seat ໒꒰ྀི∗ɞ̴̶̷ ·̮ ɞ̴̶̷∗꒱ྀིა <333

[garoujo]

the lady who taught him how to do the foul legacy transformation deserves an award for giving us foul legacy childe 😗🤌

signed,

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no cause literally!!! we were BLESSED by foul legacy childe i’m such a childe apologist too like I LOVE HIM !!! but the fact he can get BIGGER !!! makes me throb <333

[garoujo]

Emmie I saw Kazuha again during the new event and good lord when he said he only joined because he wanted to see us again 🫠 I was ready to get on my knees right then and there istg

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pls ive seen him all over my tiktok so i swear all of us chose him LMAO ! as we shud he is literally the prettiest boy in the WOOOORLD ò3ó HE IS SO CHARMING I ADORE HIM < 3

[garoujo]

no worries emmie <33 hope u and nagi have a great time!! and yes yes. i always advocate just touching grass and enjoying life so i hope u have the best time ever!!! love u lotsss

signed,

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mwah !!! we are smooching loads & having some vvvv much needed relaxation ૮꒰ᐡ ɞ̴̶̷ ̫ ᴗ̤ ᐡ꒱ა this weekend has been so fast tho grrrrr i’m back at work tomorrow already ! but my little sister graduates next week aaaaaa ૮꒰ྀི >⸝⸝⸝< ꒱ྀིა MWAH ! i hope ur also enjoying being alive & livinggggg bbie <333 lurv u !!!

[garoujo]

aaaa have a safe flight emmie!!

im also flying back home tomorrow morning so i hope both of us have amazing flights and not too much turbulence <33

signed,

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fank u bbie !!! i hope u hav a super safe flight too that is free from turbulence & has super comfy seats MWAH . . take care of urself i hope u had the best time on ur trip at ur con <333

[garoujo]

Hehe no I'm not going back yet. The previous ask was the first day and now its the third and last!! Gotta say though that the first day was definitely the best considering there were barely any lines and such. Now its more lining up than the con ;-;

But Ive been vibing. And buying a lot of stuff and my money continues to evaporate bahahaha but im having the grandest ol' time.

My social battery runs out so quickly so Im isolating and recharging when I get back home lol

How are you emmie? And how are trip preparations? Or are you there already? :0 i hope all is going well

signed,

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oh nooooo ! mayb it’s cause it’s the weekend now so loads of people were probs saving themselves ໒꒰ྀི ﬞᜊﬞﬞ ꒱ྀི১ i hope the weathers been super nice where u are for it atleast my love ! everything is sooo much better when it’s sunny ໒꒰ྀི ´ . .̫ . ` ꒱ྀིა i luuuuv spending money so i’m hyping up the money evaporating ueueue . . i’m w u with the social battery draining tho i swear it makes me wanna crawl into a corner to be alone for a sec till i recharge ! i’m doing gooood tho :3 i’m gonna fix my airport clothes & stuff tonite n me n my fam are going out for a nice dinner before eeeee i leave tomorrow morn so i’m so excite to get away ! sending love ur way bbie <3

[garoujo]

i just finished first day of conquest 2023 and oh god my money evaporated so fast emmie. i should not be allowed to hold money at these events or i will literally buy everything on sight T-T

THERE WERE SO MANY CUTE THINGS EMMIE, AND THEY EVEN HAD BLLK STUFF. I'm eyeing the birb xiao and zhongli plush though.

BUT !!!! I got two mousepads (more like deskpad lol one was kazuha and the other was zhongli hehe my pretty boys) and i got a crocheted wanderer with a detachable hat and all ><

AND THE BEST ONE EVER !!! I met one of my favorite ccs ever (๑>◡<๑) miss companion dish was there with merch she brought with her and oh god she's so pretty irl. My brain stopped functioning and idek how I was speaking to her and I forgot everything I was supposed to say and oh god shes real ???? Like she was in front of me, talking to me, and conversing with me. And tuonto was there too with a bunch of other ccs that I love and I heard them speaking and I was like wow ??? Im hearing this irl likee right now??? Im not dreaming???

I swear I was about to combust right then and there but yes. TLDR: My first day of conquest was just amazing and so very stimulating to my noggin, was almosy very overwhelmed at one point but all is good ^-^

signed,

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omigooooosh !!! it sounds like u had the most fun ૮꒰ ˶> ༝ <˶꒱ა i’m so happy for u my luvr !!! it sounds amaze & all the things u could buy too & im glad u met ur fave people alajaka SO WORTH ALL UR MONEY TURNING TO DUST ʚ(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )ɞ i’m sure busy things like that can get super overwhelming eventually but i’m glad u good n enjoyed urself !!! eeeeee u deserve all of the good days & the lil kazuha things sound so cute w the plushies wah I LOVE <3333

[garoujo]

happy one year to ur blog emmie!! im soso late im sorry ;-; finals just finished mwehehe

(also shitting myself bc im confessing in a couple days??? yeah im gunna die)

signed,

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wahhhh fank u bbie !!! omigosh don’t worry about being late aaaaa i hope finals went well for u tho my luv o3o ROOTING FOR U !! THE TIME HAS COME UEUEUE <333 good luck !!!

[garoujo]

emmie,

if you received this ask, i have taken a break. i have fallen back into the minecraft spiral and spent my entire morning playing mindlessly. pls send help (/j) no but fr i miss playing minecraft w friends :> im glad i get to do it again.

how are you? hows your day been so far? hope it went smoothly!! giving you flowers today bc i have extra from the mothers day celebration today 💐 speaking of, happy mothers day everybody!! (even if u dont celebrate it today, u are always deserving to be celebrated every single day for being awesome)

update: i heard him say that hes already courting someone :(( so im big sad abt that. im still confessing to him just so i can begin moving on :p. im gonna be going to a con and hoping to mingle w a lot of ppl there :))

signed,

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omigosh minecraft !!! it’s been so long since i played but there’s this one dude who does a v aesthetic minecraft live on tiktok & i love it akajaka ૮ต•̤ ༝ •̤ตაིྀ that sounds super fun tho bbie i’m so happy ur enjoying it !!! it’s so comforting to me !!!

my day has been v busy akajaka i haven’t had any time to game & i’m so sad about it snifle ! but i start my new job tomorrow & i’m kinda nervous about it but it’ll be so fine ꒰ ⸝⸝ ˊ͈ ˘ ˋ͈ ⸝⸝ ꒱ eeee the flowers !!! feeling vvv blessed by u !!! i hope u had a v nice mother’s day (it’s not mother’s day here) ur the sweetest human ever tho !!!

i hope u have / had the best time at ur con bbie !!! wah still confessing to him so u can get it out ur system is v healing of u tho i love that ! like closing the chapter but u gotta keep me updating on everything still ! things can change <3

[garoujo]

Big big happy birthday to Nagi!! I know you and him will have the best time ever today emmie!

My gift for him should be arriving soon! Got him a few bits and pieces of merch from his favorite games when Kazuha and I went to travel ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡) and ofc i got u a lil something as well beloved emmie!!

all the love,

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aaaaaaa he had the best day ueueue !!! ꒰✿´ ꒳ ` ꒱ he will be super excited w all his merch from u & kazu’s travels hehehe <333 omigosh a gift for emmie too !!! a dream !!! loving u sooo much beloved <333

[garoujo]

mwehehe i went swimming with classmates today and he came with ˃̵ᴗ˂̵

he a tall, lanky boi with a lil tummy chub. hes so adorable ˙ᵕ˙♡ i may be sososo tired from having to walk so far but he made it worth it

how are you emmie? congratulations on the new job btw!! so glad to hear you've got ur weekends again!

signed,

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omigosh that sounds so cute!!! i’ve literally not been swimming in soooo long but u guys are sooo adorbs ꒰ ᵒ̴̶̷ꈊ˂̤ ꒱ swimming totes takes it out of u too so no wonder ur so tired!!! :< wah i’m glad u had a great time tho :3 i’m doing okie!!! it’s finally friday + i’m so excite i have tomorrow off ( ˃᷄˶˶̫˶˂᷅ ) also fank yew! i can’t wait to start akajakaka only three more weeks!!! i’m finally got having them back eeee more time for hobbies!!! <33

[garoujo]

allo emmie!

i just watched barbie yesterday and omigod, literal tears streaming down my face by the time the movie ended. listening to billie's song was already sad and it just increased it tenfold after i watched it. my makeup was ruined but atleast i got a free massage bc my outfit looked cute 🤟

(also i sincerely apologize for my previous ask. those shouldve stayed between me and god 🏃‍♀️💨)

also hope u've been well and rested!! life's been kicking me in the ass lately esp since school is next week (remind me to never run for student council again, i am losing my mind.) but 👀 i have a smol smol crush on the university student council president hehe. just the intelligence is super duper attractive

signed,

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aaaaaa hi bbie!!! omigosh no wayyyy ive not even seen barbie yet i’m so sad snifle me + my bestie we’re gonna go see it but we’ve not had the chance yet ◝꒰ ´ ˘ `♡ ꒱ i wanna cri too!!! eeee the massage tho i’m soooo jelo!!! omg i may just have not gotten to it yet pls don’t apologise snifle i’ve been sooooo behind w asks i’m sorry! i still lurv u!!! ૮꒰ྀི ୨ ៸៸៸ ୧ ྀི꒱ა i hope you’ve been doing good tho my love + resting well!!! eeeeee student council is soooo cool tho i luv that for u & university student council president sound ssoooo sexy!!! smart men are so !!!! <3

[garoujo]

No cause I practically live and breathe music emmie. I will literally have earphones plugged in like 90% of the time, whether I'm at home or outside.

So there's a lot of music going through the brain box and a looooot of daydreaming my blorbos/crushes :> Must be quite weird for my irls to just sometimes witness me zone out for like 5 minutes LMAO but I digress, it's an extremely fun time ^-^

signed,

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no cause literally me too!!! altho i’ve been trying not to wear my headphones as much cause i think i was using them too much sob :< my head + ears were starting to hurt so now im just restricted to using them in the gym snifle! but the lil scenarios in my head are just so much better when i hav some background music to go w it yk <333 so real! so relatable! ur just like me nonnie :3 it rly is so fun!!!

[garoujo]

emmie ๐·°(⋟﹏⋞)°·๐

i made a dummy acc (bc i have zero balls) and confessed to my crush yesterday. erm, sucky thing is, theres no way for me to know if hes seen it or not unless he replies to it so (;𖦹ㅁ𖦹) im sitting here in absolute agony

i've been like extremely paranoid since then too cause literally earlier, he tapped on my shoulder and said my name as he was passing by and ? he literally never greets me or anything which is very odd but yea im overthinking every little thing now ;-;

signed,

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omigosh nonnie!!! ໒꒰ྀི ´ ꒳ ` ꒱ྀིა pls the anon confession im akajaka im giggling but it’s totes not funny i’m not laughing at u duh! i just think it’s super cute snifle!!! ໒꒰ྀི ˊ͈ . ˋ͈ ꒱ྀིა i hope he replies tho this is like something out the cute romcoms!!! u never know maybe he’s hoping the secret confession is rly u <333

[garoujo]

ik nagi has one of ur pics on his lockscreen and likes to kiss it before he goes to bed when he goes away on trips esp if u guys cant vc

i send kazuha pretty pics of me too! and i scrolled thru his phone once and he even has photos of me doing random things ?? or just me asleep since he wakes up way before me LOL

signed,

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sob he is so soggy i love him soooo much!!! me sending him loads of selfies + vlogs throughout my day cos time differences when he’s away ໒꒰ྀི *´﹀`* ꒱ྀིა plus i gotta give him choki updates! aaaaaa u + kazu soooo cute <333 hes so an early riser ur so right! he is such a sweetheart ur both so cuuuute together!!!