#anyways yeah i keep seeing previews for both of them coming out and like. yeah. Hello. we are here.

[orcelito]

It's so funny actually that there are two reverse bangs that r coming to fruition around the same time. The general trigun one (that I'm in) and then the vashwood specific one.

August is gonna be a Time huh

[beom9yus]

ours. - sookai x reader

:sookai x afab!reader

:threesome, size kink maybe, all of them are virgins lol, loss of virginity, possessive!sookai if you squint.., creampie, oral/sookai receiving, reader is perverted and horny always

word count: 10k…

Winter break was here and almost all of the group had gone home with their families. Except you. And soobin and kai. It was a coincidence, really, soobin’s parents had a winter vacation planned so soobin had to stay here. Kai was free to go and decided to stay with soobin because he didn't want him to spend the break alone. You stayed because you frequently see your family anyways, staying for break was normal for you.

 You walk through the snow begrudgingly, it was really hard to do around this time and apparently there was going to be a blizzard so bad that it would make the snow get really tall. You don't believe it. 

As you finally set foot in the building hallway you look at the time and realize because of the snow it took you 30 minutes to get to this building rather than the usual 15. Okay, maybe there is a blizzard coming..but if it was coming you wanted to spend it with your close friends rather than alone. You finally enter the hall and take out the spare key the boys gave you after getting so close with them since summer started. You unlock the door and enter the shared apartment, realizing that neither of the two boys were home. I hope they're okay.. 

As you grab your phone from your parka pocket you realize that soobin texted you about 10 minutes ago that he and kai went out to get snacks for the game night. 

You: Okay :) be safe, both of you. it's really rough outside…

cute bunny bestie🐰: don't worry our little y/nie, we’ll be home in about an hour, kai says not to die of lack of penguin cuteness while he’s out 🐧

cute bunny bestie🐰: btw we left the heater on, keep it on so that when we get there it’s still warm hehe

You giggle as you text back. 

I think I'm starting to blackout…help! And yeah ok i'll leave it on.

You put your phone away to finally take off your shoes and parka. What are you going to do for an hour? You decide to head to soobin and kai’s room to play some games on either of their PCs. As you enter you laugh at the fact that they took out kai’s bed to add in his pc setup because it wouldn't fit with the bed in the room. and the fact that because of that they sleep together now, although their beds were huge so you understand why they decided on that. You did ‘eeny meeny miny moe’ with your finger to choose which pc to use. Your finger landed on soobin’s, so you went ahead and turned it on. Both of them let you use their computers on a regular basis. although for some reason they won't let you go anywhere else but the game you're going to play, and weirdly enough, the search engine, which is actually the reason you’d thought they wouldn't let you use it. They're weird. As you look through the apps to see what game you feel like playing, a messaging application that everyone has these days both on their phones and computers pops up. You choose to ignore it and make it smaller to the taskbar. As you continue looking, you realize there's an orange flashing from the app on the taskbar and as you click it to exit out, you quickly glance over the messages, not wanting to invade soobin’s privacy, but just wanted a sneak peak. You only made it to the first message because that's when you see your name. And it's from kai…curiosity got the best of you and you read the preview, not daring to open it, because this was invading enough as is.

kaimalhue: you really think y/n would be up for it?

You check the time, it was from yesterday, around the time you were also here hanging out with both of them..what were they texting each other while you were here? Up for what? Game night?? You had already agreed to this a long time ago…weird. You decide to brush it off and exit out before they come back and see you snooping through the app. You decide on a game and play it for a while until you're bored and shut down his pc. You get up and stretch and decide you're going to shower. Even though the heater was on, you wanted to be even more warm, and you're too scared to move the settings on it. So what better way of getting warmer than taking a hot shower? You have clothes put away in yeonjun’s room from the sleepovers they would always invite you to, although they're mostly night shorts and tank tops, you're sure you'll be alright though, since the heater will keep being on. 

As you finish up your shower, you get out of the restroom and you see that soobin and kai had gotten home. You don't miss the way they stare at you for a little too long. “Hey guys?” you say as you wave your hand in front of your face. They quickly look away and cough. It’s weird, this has been happening more often, and even though you do the same to them, when you see either soobin or kai looking too good, and you can’t help but to stare, you're sure they're being this way for a completely different reason. Right..?

You get on your tippy toes while against the high ass counter built for giants like them. As you ruffle through the shopping bags to see what they bought, you see candles. You miss the way kai smiles looking at your figure extending, and the way soobin’s mouth opens a bit, looking at your legs stretching as you struggle to look over the bags.

“You guys bought candles? What for?” soobin answers you first, “well they said that there’s a high chance of a blizzard coming in so-” kai interjects, “mm yeah right, if there's a chance of a blizzard and it happens, the power might go out so it’s better to be safe.” you nod at their reasoning. “Hey, don't you think it's weird how we haven't heard of the blizzard on any kind of news, or like, social media?” you ask. 

They both look at each other as they realize you're right. You frown, “wait, did you guys just think of buying candles since you heard of it coming or-?” Kai looks at you confused and says, “no, beomgyu told us to stock up on candles…” You look back at him and start spilling, “wait, the only person i've heard talk about the blizzard, and getting info about it, is you guys and beom…gyu…” your face turns into a shocked one once you realize what’s happened. 

sookai look at each other as they realize they've been fooled. You start giggling and then laughing hard. “So….when you said ‘they said’ you…were…talking… about beomgyu!” you clutch your stomach as you realize they had just bought more than a dozen candles for nothing. “Damn it beomgyu!” soobin curses as he touches his forehead with his large hand and places it in a fist on the table. Just about you were to laugh at kai’s face staring into nothing, annoyed that beomgyu tricked them into buying useless candles, you hear a harsh gust of wind hit the living room window. You quickly turn around and realize there's a lot more snow than there was before, you start to see it almost reaches about 11 inches on the outside doors. Maybe beomgyu was right…

Two hours later and there's a blizzard. Fucking beomgyu. You guys turned on the tv and everyone is saying it came out of nowhere. They're starting to give warnings of power outages. You just hope it doesn't hit you guys. 

Four hours later and it's starting to get dark. You were sitting on the couch watching a movie while kai sat asleep on the other one. while watching the heroin about to get attacked, suddenly, the power is out. 

You hear soobin yell a quick no from his shared room with kai, he was probably in a game. You giggle a little at imagining soobin being pissed. You then turn to look at kai who fell asleep midway through the movie on the other couch. He was so cute.

You quickly forgot about the power that literally just went out, and you started to look at everything about him. His pretty face, large hands…and your eyes started to focus on his lips and nose. His lips were so cute and plump and his nose was so so so pretty, you start to wonder what it’d be like with his face between your legs with his nose hitting your clit as he greedily ate you out..as your thoughts raced, you felt your breathing getting more shallow as your chest moved quickly from your light breaths. It’s not like he even did anything to you to get this hot and bothered, you’re just that perverted, getting horny just from looking at him.

Soobin came out of the room and asked if you were okay. nervous, you sit up straight with your hands on your knees and ask him why he asked. You suddenly feel really small seeing him look down at you, looking so…big. You unconsciously rubbed your thighs together. “Well..the power did just go out…” he tells you. 

You realize that's what he was talking about. Of course it is. Duh. “Y-yeah i'm fine i-” you turn to see kai getting up slowly, rubbing his eyes. “The movie’s done? ‘M sorry i fell asleep,” he says still a little sleepy. You tell him that the movie didn’t end because the power went out. He got up quickly and looked around, “wait, the power’s out everywhere?” you take out your phone to see if you still had service. Nope. 

You look up at him, “yeah kai, it seems it's out everywhere.” Soobin sighed, “it's only 7, what are we going to do for the rest of the time, we usually don't sleep until, like, 2 am.” you nod, knowing that your fucked up sleep schedules are now going to haunt you. 

“Hey, let's start putting out the candles, yeah?” you ask them. They let out little hums of approval as they get the candles out and start carefully setting them up around the rooms. Well that only took 15 minutes of your time. 

You guys sit down, kai on your left while soobin sat on your right. kai still making a little space between you as he always did and you wish he’d just get close to you. But you’re also too shy to do the same. You realize how cold it is now without the heater, and you start shaking a bit. Soobin looks at you and asks if you want one of his sweaters. You look at him and say “yes, please” with big round doe eyes. 

soobin’s breath hitched at the sight of you looking at him almost in a begging way, the way your eyes shine from the candles and the pink fluttering of blush on your nose and cheeks because of the cold. He finally realizes how long he's been staring at you as he feels kai pinch him where his arm extended onto soobin. 

He clears his throat and tells you he’ll be right back. You tell him thanks, and do the first most brave thing ever in your life. You snuggle yourself onto kai, chasing his warmth. Kai stills, nervous that if he moves you’ll see the effect you have on him. “Kai,” you say. “Yes?” “When soobin gets here, wanna play a game?” you giggle. He smiles, he would do anything you asked him to, especially if it included giving anything to you. “Yeah,” he says. You guys stare at each other for a moment before you almost move to kiss him, hearing soobin’s footsteps enter the room, you realize what you were about to do. It’s not like you actually moved to kiss him yet, but just the way you had that thought had you blushing deep. 

You look at soobin as he says, “I tried to find the smallest one I have, it fits me kind of small, so you should be good to go” you grab the white sweater as you put it on. Too big still…the arms of the sweater go past your hands and the length stops almost at your knees. yeah, maybe you should’ve just stolen something from taehyun or beomgyu. “Thanks soobin,” is all you can say as you smile, because you feel really cute cause of how it fits you. 

“Y-yeah..no problem..” Suddenly you feel like the atmosphere has changed. Why’s it suddenly awkward? Both of them avoid looking at you, and you look down, thinking, maybe a game will bring this back to normal? You did tell kai you wanted to play one. “Guys, let's play truth or dare, since we can’t play any actual games.” Kai laughs his usual laugh, “I haven’t played truth or dare since middle school!” You smile at him, “well get ready to play it once again at your big 21 years of age.” Both of the boys laugh at that. 

“Okay guys sit on the ground! It’s better than the couch.” Soobin frowns, “How’s it better than the couch when the couch is more comfortable?” You roll your eyes. “Dumb bunny, we can’t face each other in a circle on the couch” you say as you cross your arms and shake your head. Soobin tries to not let the nickname affect him, but he can feel the twitch in his pants. 

“She’s got a point soobin..”

“Whatever.”

As the three of you guys get in a circle you start playing the game. It starts out lighthearted as you dare soobin to eat a piece of wax from the candles and ask kai to be truthful about which plushie is actually his favorite, as he confesses it’s his big fat molang plushie, one that you bought him. Soobin dares you to enter taehyun’s room and move something because he knows he hates when people are in his room. Scared, you go and come back. Hopefully taehyun doesn’t notice…the game goes on and you guys dare and ask dumb shit until soobin states, “I’m bored, these are too simple, can we dare and ask for a little more…i don’t know, like, heavy things?” You and kai look at eachother and just nod in agreement. “Okay,” you say. “Kai, you go first.”

“Um…y/n, h-have you ever made out with someone?” he looks away with a blush as if it was the dirtiest thing he’d ever asked. You can’t help but giggle loudly and he looks a little embarrassed, “yeah kai, I have, I’m not some prude you know.” He just nods in embarrassment. It’s soobin’s turn as he thinks of what to dare or ask. “Hm…kai! I dare you to kiss y/n on the cheek.” You shyly smile and look at him, “it’s okay kai, you don’t have to.” “Yes he does! It’s truth or dare not truth or maybe do the dare!” Soobin exclaims with a pout on his lips.

 “It’s okay, I’ll do it,” your breath stills as he reaches over and gives you a peck on the cheek, quickly going back to his place and looking to the side, hand covering his cheeks. So cute. You hadn’t realized you said this out loud as kai gets more red and soobin smirks. To turn the attention away from him, kai, still looking away, tells you it’s your turn with a soft voice. You nod as you glare at soobin. “Soobin!” You point at him, “I’ll give you such an embarrassing truth that when you hear it, and realize you have to answer it, you’ll want to die.” He just chuckles as he tells you to go on, thinking you’ll ask something lame like kai did. 

“When was your first time?”

He chokes. His mouth goes dry as he looks around the room and shuffles in his place, okay maybe you were going to embarrass him to the point where he’ll want to die. “Well…” he looks up and see both you and kai staring straight into his soul. “I haven’t…actually…done..it…” he whispers. Both he and Kai miss the way your legs move a bit, and you feel yourself clench around nothing, starting to feel turned on. Soobin’s actually a virgin? You try to act normal, like the thought of taking each other's virginity wasn’t in your mind.

He looks up and sees you nodding saying “mm okay,” trying to act as normal as possible. But when he sees kai trying to stifle a laugh, that ticks soobin off. “Kai you have no room to laugh when you’re a virgin too!” Kai looks surprised and quickly looks at you for a point of a second before looking away, looking shocked and opening his mouth, being tomato red now. Before he can retort something back in his defense, soobin says, “well it’s my turn now. Kai. When was the first time you masturbated?” He smirked. He knew this information, he just wanted to see kai get even more embarrassed than he was currently. 

You look over at kai, waiting for him to answer. “I…this...summer…” Soobin places his hand behind one of this ears. “What? You gotta speak up kai we can’t hear you.” Kai keeps his eyes on the ground as he says louder, “I masturbated for the first time this summer!” All of you are quiet. Fuck fuck fuck fuck. Why’s this making you so hot and bothered? For some reason it makes you want them even more, you want to learn everything with them.

You chew on your bottom lip as soobin tells you it’s your turn. You don’t want to embarrass kai even further though, so you ask soobin a question again. You realize at this point it’s not truth or dare, it’s just you guys asking embarrassing questions to each other. You should be given a Medal of Honor as you do the second bravest thing ever, you ask, “Soobin, you probably jerk off too, what do you think of?” Soobin just swallows hard as he feels his dick start to rise, of course, he thinks about you. But he can’t say that. Right? “Uh.., ah, this one girl, she’s really cute.” Your heart drops. Of course, you don’t even know why you asked, as if he was going to say your name. You try to seem unfazed as you smile, “you gotta show me her one day.” “Yeah.” It’s kai’s turn to ask. 

“y/n, are you also a virgin?” you blush wildly as you slowly start shaking your head and looking at the floor, almost mirroring kai’s earlier movements. “m, I am..” you don’t dare look up. The blood that was once in soobin and kai’s cheeks went straight to their dicks. Kai started imaging you on the bed, his dick in his hand as he was getting ready to enter you. He quickly snapped out of it as he saw soobin get up. Soobin gives Kai a knowing look and smirk before composing himself and talking.

“my ass is getting tired, and so am I,” he looks over at the clock. 9:30 pm. “i think i'm heading to bed, even though it’s not 2 am. I'm pretty sleepy now.” You look at him “actually me too, I think im going to sleep in yeonjun’s room, goodnight guys.” 

“im going to shower…” kai says. You stare wide eyed at him “what?? kai there’s no power, which means there’s no gas, so you’re going to take a really really really cold shower. What if you get sick?” A really cold shower is what kai needed right now, he feels hot from want and he doesn't know how long he can last like this. “It’s okay, I can handle it.” You worryly look up at him, “okay…” As you each get up, you don’t miss the way soobin signals kai to follow him with his head. you see kai just nod subtly before going after him. Okay…

You enter yeonjun’s room and you take off your bra as you look at his body mirror, seeing how small you look in soobin’s huge sweater. you decide to be a creep and smell it. it smells like both of them, they probably share it. Smells so good. ‘M such a fucking weirdo, you think. You give yourself one last look and smile as you head back to the bed to try to sleep. after thirty minutes you realize you can’t. Your body is too used to the 2 am sleep time. 

As you exit his room you hear Kai quickly open the bathroom door at the end of the hall and he walks quickly so you bump into him. He just got out of the shower with his hair still wet and a tight white shirt on and pajama pants. He’s shaking. “kai! you’re shaking so much! I know you just wanted to get clean but you’ll probably get sick now..” you pout at him. You put your hands on his cheeks unconsciously and he leans into it, closing and fluttering his eyes. He can’t resist your stare as he lets out a breath he didn’t know he was holding. As he finally opens his eyes he says, “I know…y/n..can…can you stay with us in our bed..?” 

You look at him confused. He starts rambling “wellit’sjustthatit’sreallycoldandit’llbewarmerifwesticktogetheryouknow.”

 You giggle at his fast words. “Ok, but only if soobin is okay with it.” “He is.” You stare back at him, “He is?” He realizes what he said and tells you that of course he would be because you’re their best friend. You unconvincingly nod your head. hm. As you both enter their shared room, you realize soobin isn’t asleep yet either. He’s sitting on his headboard playing some game on his old ass gameboy or something. “Soobinnieeeee” you say as you go over to him. “Is it okay if I sleep with you guys? It’ll be like the sleepover our friend group always has, but just us three, hehe.”

 He looks up from his game and flashes you a beautiful smile, and his dimples come out. “Yeah, it’ll be way more warm with you. Kai and I usually sleep with a spot in the middle of the bed anyways.” You hum as you turn to look over at Kai sitting on his gaming chair, watching the conversation between you and soobin. You give him a goofy smile and a thumbs up as you make your way over to him. He cackles at your gestures. You’re way too cute for him to handle.

 “Kai, your hair is still really wet, let me dry it off for you.” You grab his towel from his shoulders and start drying as much of his hair as you can with it. Kai tries to subtly inhale your scent as he feels your warmth behind you, and, as well as your boobs being squished on his back. He plays with his fingers and nails trying to keep his composure. “I think it’s way more dry now,” you chuckle. “Oh!” He looks at your face wondering what has surprised you. “Kai, you’re really handsome with your hair all messy,” you say. He smiles and says thanks and looks away, by the time he wants to face you again you’re on the bed next to soobin, now your boobs against his arm, and he notices the way soobin glances over at them and gulps down. 

You sit in between both soobin and kai in bed as you watch them play on their consoles. You tell them goodnight, finally starting to feel sleepy thanks to how warm they are, and you lay down facing soobins waist. Soobin and kai give each other a nod and turn off their games. Soobin gets up and blows out some candles illuminating the room, leaving just a couple, enough so you guys don’t trip and fall at night. As soobin comes into bed again, he hears you ask kai if you could cuddle him, and he shyly nods his head while saying a quiet “yeah.” You put your arm around his waist and your head on his chest. “So warmmmm” you say to him. Kai just hopes you don’t open your eyes towards his bulge or move your hand closer to it. 

Soobin turns to you and asks if he could cuddle you. You turn your head to him with your doe eyes looking sleepy and half open and tell him yes. He puts his head on top of yours. You feel his broad shoulders and big hands encase you and feel his thigh on your ass. You were nervous. You wondered if kai and soobin could hear your heartbeat as you were pressed against the both of them. It takes some time before you calm down. Before you fall asleep completely, you hear soobin ask, hot breath against your ear, “our little y/n-ie, can you help us with something?” 

You quickly snap open your eyes and look up at kai, he just nervously looks down at you while biting his bottom lip, looking a little desperate. You shift and let go of him and look up at the ceiling, breathless. “With what..?” You ask. “Kai and I were wondering,” he paused, “if you could let us fuck you.” Your breath hitched noticeably. You squeezed your thighs, already feeling wetness between your legs. “Wh-what…?” You say, still breathless. 

It’s kai’s turn to speak, “p…pl…please y/n, really, really wan’ you…” he shifts closer to you and starts to drag his nose along your neck. 

“We wanted our first time to be special, of course we weren’t planning on losing our virginities in a threesome, or even together, but, it’s you we want y/n.” Soobin says, exasperated. “Only you.” He starts to play with your hair with his nimble fingers as you feel him start grinding on your hip. You always dreamt of this, but you didn’t expect for it to become a reality. You nod your head. 

“N-Need a verbal agreement my little y/n,” Soobin says as he slowly grinds against you still, eyes closed and brows furrowed in concentration. 

“Y..yes…” as soon as you said those words, you felt kai start attacking your neck and soobin’s lips against yours. The kiss was hot and messy, his lips were so soft as you brushed your tongue against his bottom one, moaning into his mouth while playing with kai’s hair the best you could. As you guys separated from the kiss, you saw the way a string of saliva followed from in between you. It was kai’s turn. Compared to soobin, he was way more gentle, and nervous, you completely turned to him and you let your hand go under his shirt, onto his stomach and his back while your other hand was on his cheek. He unsurely put his hands on your waist and you coo at how cute he is, and all he can do is whimper in response. You travel your hand up in his chest and let your thumb caress his nipple, “nghh, y/n, feels so..good.” You’ve barely done anything to him at all and he’s already a mess. You guess you are too. You feel soobin start to groan in your ear as he keeps grinding into your ass now. You let out a choked moan as you feel his dick pressing against you. Feels so big.

“y/n, ngh, want you so bad, please.” 

You nod and your lips let go of kai’s as he whines from the separation. Soobin just smirks as he instructs him to get in the middle and lifts you up in a doggy position in front of kai’s bulge. You start to whimper, seeing how big it looked even behind his pajama bottoms, wanting him to fill you up so bad. Kai looks down at you, his face looking so fucked out just from making out with you, and you feel yourself clench against nothing, feeling the way your arousal goes past the point of wetting your panties and is now getting your shorts wet. “Take off everything but the sweater.” Soobin tells you. “And leave it unzipped.”

You do as you’re told, slowly and shyly remove your tank top along with your shorts and panties. Putting the sweater back on, feeling even smaller in it now. You feel the way soobin and kai stare at you, hungry stares making you feel like a lamb caught in between two wolves. You feel too exposed. You squeeze your legs together and use the sweater to cover your boobs while zipping up the garment. You feel the bed shift and soobin appears behind you, towering over you. “No my cute y/n, show kai and I what we’ve been wanting since we saw you.” Soobin was shaking, as well as his voice, and was nervous as fuck, but he hoped you didn’t notice while he took charge of what was happening.

One of his hands separates your thighs and another unzips the zipper. He pulls down the sweater to your elbows, not enough to fall off of you but not enough to cover your body anymore. You feel the coldness of the room hit your nipples as they harden even more. Your body was on full display for both of them. Kai slowly thrusts his hips up, as if he was going to reach your cunt floating over him, groaning and biting his lips with sleepy eyes and eyebrows furrowed. You wish you could take pictures of his form. 

Soobin slowly bent you over to a doggy position again, lowering your head closer to kai’s bulge. You groan, “kai…want your dick, kai please, wanna taste it.” You swear kai was gonna cum right then and there. “Please- please, please, wanted you for so long now y/n…since I saw you.” You start to pull his bottoms down along with his boxers. His dick springs free and hits his stomach. Holy fuck, you think. He was so thick and big, such a pretty color and veiny. your mouth started watering at the sight of his head dripping precum, glob after glob going down under his head towards his shaft. 

“kai….” as you start to reach for it, soobin grabs your wrist with his hand, “wait, y/n, I think kai wants to tell you something.” Kai looks up at soobin and shakes his head no, no he doesn’t. Soobin gives him a firm look. After staring at soobin, Kai finally looks at you and starts speaking lightly, “y..y/n…t..the first…time I masturbated, it was right after we came home from dropping you off..thought bin was in the shower, an-and I couldn’t stop thinking about you…didn’t know what else to do but to touch myself for the first time…t-then..he came in and heard me whispering your name touching myself thinking of you…” all you could do was look up at him in awe.

 “kai…” soobin smirks, “although I appreciate your honesty, you know that’s not what I wanted you to tell her. tell her your perverted secret, come on. Or I won’t let her suck or fuck you.” Kai cried no as he turned red and his dick twitched, he liked this. “Y/n won’t forgive me soobin! Please..!” Soobin swung your wrists behind your back. “Tell her, or you can leave.” Is soobin really a virgin..? you thought. He seems way too good at this. Kai covers his eyes with the back of his hand as he starts talking, “y/n..the plushie you gifted me…smells so much like you..” You smile because you had sprayed it what seemed like a billion times with your signature scent so he would think of you whenever he had it with him. He continued, “so I….mmphgh..I…whenever I think of you I place it under me and grind on it..wanted..it to be you so bad..thought about stuffing my dick into your cunt every time..couldn’t help myself..m sorry..it’s all ruined now.” You felt your cunt start leaking and your arousal starting to travel down your thigh. 

As soobin lets go of your wrists, happy with kai’s confession, you grab his thighs and licked the precum from the bottom of his dick to his tip. Kai moans out so high pitched as he finally looks at you through his lashes. you tell him he’ll have to tell you what he likes since you’ve never done this before. He's never had a blowjob before, but he knows that whatever you do it’ll make him cum. 

you start to do kitten licks on his tip, feeling how heavy and smooth his dick was against your tongue. You loved it. “kai,” you say, his hot head still on your tongue, “lo- your cock, -eels o good…” he couldn’t handle the way you were saying this with your big doe eyes looking up at him with his tip on your tongue, it took everything in him not to spray on your face. You took his huge hands and placed them on your hair, “wan u to use me.” He groaned at your request and slowly pushed your head down on his length. He moaned out when he felt you gag on him, dick already hitting the back of your throat and not even all of it in. 

He started pushing your head up and down more, feeling you gag on his dick and looking up at him with big wet eyes, shining so much. As you looked for soobin, you realized he was on his gaming chair, watching you guys, he had his eye half way closed and a slightly opened mouth as he slowly palmed himself. 

Suddenly, you felt your nose hit kai’s pelvis bone and felt his dick go the furthest it’s been in your throat. You try to calm down and breath heavily through your nose as you gag around him. You look up at him again and moan. Seeing and feeling you was kai’s breaking point. “Y-y…y/n!…gunna..m…gunna..” you felt him shake a little as his mouth opened, moaning. His chest heaving up and down quickly as his eyes rolled back and started saying your name like a mantra. You felt his cum hit your throat and he pushed your head down wanting to feel you as he came. “M..shor..m..sorry..y/n…feel..s..suh…good…mmphghhh..y/n..y/n..y/n…y/n!” With one last spurt he let go of your head and started breathing heavily, blond bangs sticking to his forehead, chest deeply going up and down. You swallowed everything as you felt him bring your head close to his to kiss you. 

This time, the kiss was lazy and soft, you felt yourself grinding your bare cunt on his stomach, seeing it start to shine with slick. You were so aroused you could come right then and there. Kai liked the feeling as he looked up at you, “thank you…was so good.” You smiled back, “like it a lot, wanna do it more to you..like making you feel good..” kai felt his dick twitch, he wanted to bury himself in your cunt, but he’ll have to take a minute to calm down. 

That’s when you felt soobin get behind you again, pushing you up so you’re on your knees but with your back flushed against his chest, your back straight up. He takes off the sweater and starts caressing your boobs, and you swear one of his hands could fit both of your breasts in it, everything about him was giant. breathing in your scent on your neck, you moaned as he rolled your nipples between his thumbs. Kai still laying down, watching you guys in front of him.

“Can you be my first time y/n..?” This time he sounded shy and unsure. You nodded yes as he started giving your neck hickies, going over the ones kai had done before. 

“Want you so bad soobin.” 

He lays you down on kai. Kai starts grabbing at your breasts and plays with your nipples as soobin kisses you and starts opening your folds, touching your cunt. He slides his finger from your slit up towards your clit. You moan at how good it feels and how good his pressure is on it. He then brings his finger down to your slit, the pad of his finger entering your heat. He pumps in and out of you slowly, and you feel everything. You clench around his finger. “Need to ready you up..”

You look up at him moaning softly, “soobin are you actually a virgin..? Mm making me feel so good already..” you feel kai giggle behind you, still playing with your boobs. you see soobin blush at your question and compliment. Embarrassed, but not stopping his actions he says “I…I did my research.” you giggle and kiss him.

 “you’re good at studying then.” 

He smiles as he adds another finger into you. You put your hands on top of kai’s as you moan at the feeling. “Soobin, want you now…” you’ve been waiting for so long now. “Don’t think ur ready y/n..” frustrated, you pull him closer to you as you basically make out with his neck. “Soob…” you feel tears fall from your eyes, “soobin please, please, please my bunny, need and wan you so bad.” Soobin looks at kai,  unsure. Kai gives him a nod, which in return soobin exhales shakily. “Okay. But tell me if you want me to stop at any time, this is your first time too. Don’ wanna ruin it.”

 You quickly nodded as you bit your lip. He took off his sweater and his sweats as you saw his dick spring up. Holy fuck, just like kai’s, big, tall, and pretty. You feel a heartbeat in your cunt as you spread open your thighs, you clench around nothing as his dick twitches on its own. He crawls over to you, nervously looking back and forth into your eyes, “thank you..” He starts with his fat head on your clit, rubbing it up and down for a little, until he finally stops and travels down to your slit. You feel how hot and hard his dick is. He slowly starts to push himself in, and your eyes start releasing tears from the pain, he was so big. “Y/n we can stop,” he tells you. You shake your head no. “Soobin go…don’t care…want you in me..” as he slowly nods, he finally pushes the tip of his dick in. It takes everything in him not to rut straight into you like a dog. You feel so hot and gooey and just good. He groans and moans and whines in your ear feeling so fucking good, and you tell him to go in deeper. 

He hides his face in your neck as he lets his dick go into you more. He then places his forehead against yours, eyes staring into yours. “So good..feels so good y/n, you were made for us.” You lifted your hips up as you moaned. 

To be honest, you liked the pain, it felt good to you. You felt your eyes close and your mouth open while you felt him split you open. 10 minutes later, and he was almost entirely in you. With one final thrust, the most he could fit in you was in. He stilled while you got used to him. You felt kai shuffle behind you, feeling his dick hit the curve of your back and he groaned with every move you made. “Soobin, move, please, feels good now.” He slowly got up, sticky forehead leaving hours as he started to grab your hips and thrusted mercilessly into you, he didn’t really have a rhythm or a set pace but it didn’t matter. “Y/n, love everything about you, when….ah..when you asked who I thought about when I jerked o..off..the answer was you…think of you always…since I met you.” You moaned at his confession. 

His dick was so big you felt him everywhere you needed to. Kai’s hand had reached down to your clit, rubbing circles and different figures. It all made you feel so fucked out. Soobin thrusted especially slow and hard one time and you felt yourself come undone. 

“Mmmmmm…kaibin..kai…soobin..kai..soob..” as you felt kai’s fingers still against your clit, you felt your eyes roll back and your body shake as your hands reached out for anything, landing on kai’s arms. Soobin was still thrusting into you as you came, feeling your gooey walls clench so hard against him that he almost couldn’t move. “So glad we’re gunna be your first, only ours. Love you being my first.” As you came down from your high, you were like a rag doll. You felt kai leave your clit alone and felt his hands go back to giving your nipples attention. Your body limp, you just moaned and let soobin use you. His cute bunny mouth opened and eyebrows furrowed in concentration. That was until one of kai’s hand started rubbing on your clit again, wanting to see you cum again, while the other one pressed against the bulge imprint on your lower belly of soobin’s dick in your cunt. You whined and moaned, “kai…can’t…can’t…” kai smiled as he whined pathetically  in your ears “please..please…wanna see you come again…” you were too weak to fight back. 

soobin was barely holding on, he had to stop himself from coming three times already, not wanting this to end. He wanted to feel this good forever. Feeling that he was about to come, he asked where you wanted his load. You just groaned and wrapped your arms around his neck as he thrusted into you even more sloppily than before, “want your seed in me my bunny.” With that sentence, soobin moaned and whined and rolled his eyes back so hard that he thought they’d go around. As he thrusted into you, coming, he kept repeating, “I love you y/n, love you y/n, I love you y/n since I met you, wanted you to be mine, love you so much.” This had you whining like crazy. Once he was done and filled you up to the brim with his cum, soobin took out his dick, hissing at the over stimulation. He pushed the cum that was drooling out of your cunt back into it, as he went up to you again, he kissed you, “felt so good…” 

Kai whined as he felt his dick wet from all his precum, he wanted to bury himself in you, too. You felt his hard dick against your back and told soobin to lay down where kai was. Soobin’s mind was still hazy and brain melted, did it immediately as he looked down at you. You loved their dicks, you know after this nothing but them would be able to satisfy you, ever. 

You put yourself in the same position you were in when you were sucking off kai, this time kai behind you and soobin under you. You mewled out, “kaiiiiiiiii wan ur dick please…wanna feel so full and good again…give it to me..wanna be your first..” kai whimpered as he entered you, being able to do it so much easier thanks to soobin stretching you out. As soon as he bottomed out, he became like a wild animal. Crouching down so he could whine and moan in your ear, feeling his breaths against your face. 

“Waited for this for so long…you feel so fucking good..feels like I’m gonna come already…nghhh..only we can make you feel this way okay?..no one else. You belong to us only. Mine…mine..mine….mine. Ours.” You felt drool leave your mouth as you cried out from how good those words and his thrusts were hitting you, eyes rolling back, feeling like you were about to melt. You open your eyes and look up at soobin, seeing his dick hard again already. You take him whole in your mouth and moan against him as you feel him hiss and pull at your hair. Just like kai, you let him use you however he wanted. Kai was more sloppy than soobin, but fuck, did he hit everywhere he needed to. You felt yourself come as he started pressing on his own dick imprint on your stomach this time, “you’re so small, can see our dicks in you..such a tight little cunt..so fucking good and nice and wet for us…”

Soobin felt you moan, and thrusted up, hitting your throat and sending his cum down. He closed his eyes as he let his orgasm take over as he groaned and shook, “ah fuckkkk.” You felt some of his cum slide out from the side of your mouth as your body went limp and you laid on his thigh. You could feel kai’s dick twitch in you as he held you up, fucking you like you were just some doll. “Kai…” you whine, “all those times you rutted against that plushie, wish it was me, love your dick, feel so good my mind is going numb. love, love hyuka’s dick so much…” 

hearing a new nickname for him, from you, sent him over the edge as he started crying into your neck as he filled you up too, “nguhhh y/n…also..also luh…fuck..ilove you so much…wish I was yours forever, wanna fill you up every day now, never wanna stop.” He messily kissed your neck as he rode his high, slow thrusts going into you.

as he slid out of your cunt, he did the same as soobin, scooped up his cum and pushed it back into you with his finger. “Want this to stay.” he crashed next to you and soobin.

“I love you guys,” you say. It felt good to confess. Both soobin and kai responded at the same time, “we love you more.” You giggled at how in sync they were.

With the very last of your strength you say, “Forgot there was a blizzard happening. It’s not even cold in this room anymore. Made it so warm.” You went in between the middle of them, laying down, closing your eyes.

Kai giggled as both of them turned to you and embraced you. “Well now we know what we’re going to do to not be bored,” soobin said. You felt kai smile as he nodded, “yeah. right.”

Before completely passing out you whispered a, “thanks beomgyu weather wizard for this blizzard.”

And somewhere miles away, beomgyu sneezed.

[coffincestuous]

the progress report!! #3

happy march 1st!! kit9’s third progress report dropped today with a special bonus from nemlei!!

firat things first, we have The Entity in the thumbnail!! are they a little bigger to anyone else..? just me? anyways, the lights are a fun addition to the demon/dream world. i’m sure this has no importance whatsoever (lying)

next, we have… this. our dear protagonists caught in a compromising position, oh no!! seriously, though. what are they doing here? were they going to fuck in the car? good for them!! they don’t look very pleased to be disturbed by whoever this is, or disturbed at all. hopefully this isn’t anyone they used to know.

here, we have… the chapter two decay route vision area. you know, the one where andrew is chasing down ashley to murder her or get murdered.

yeah, that one.

it’s very interesting that we come back here. i wonder if this is still the decay route? also, why are we only seeing andrew’s little pixel sprite here? is she on one of the other sections? is this her vision or andrew’s? it seems to me that it’s ashley’s, considering we’ve been here before, but who knows!! there’s an axe and a signpost missing, and the tone of this preview reads a whole lot differently than the vision did at the end of chapter two.

i wonder what has prompted ashley to ask andrew what he wants? i wonder if he’ll be honest? i wonder if this is an important moment, or if it’s just them fucking around? god, i’m SO excited

little andy spotted!! and mrs graves. she is clearly unhappy about something, and i’m thinking it has to do with leyley. doesn’t it always, when it comes to mrs. graves? my guess is that she’s asking him to keep her out of trouble, but it’s just a guess. we’ve seen before that he only curls up in a ball like this when he’s really upset (and still does it as an adult). poor thing.

here, we see andrew with the entity in the thumbnail area, with the lights and everything. shout out to the little darkened souls in the far corners of the picture. our dear andrew is trying to negotiate with the demon.

i think that this is a huge moment in the game and the plot going forward!! assuming this is the burial route, ashley’s been asked to bring him along, AND he has that hex mark on his hand!! this demon is going to steal his soul!! ashley’s gonna be mad.

this could potentially happen in the decay route, too. if we assume the earlier dream/vision sequence is decay, this could be decay. maybe he’s going to meet the entity on his own regardless of what happens with ashley. again, who knows!!

[id: a screenshot of steam. the text reads “Next Episode. From the work completed so far, this episode will be the longest yet. Even in its unfinished state, it is roughly the length of both previous episodes combined. / Once finished, this episode will be released as a major content update, and work on the final episode will begin. / It is still too soon to give any release dates.” end id.]

before, nemlei had said episode three will be split into two separate chapters (one for each route), but maybe this has changed!! the length is… beyond my expectations, truthfully!! it’s longer than both episode one and two combined. holy shit??? that’s So Much Content. i think i will officially be losing my mind upon its release, and even more so when the game is finished. omg!!!!!!

finally, we have THIS!!!!

thank you nemlei. she knows what her fans want to see :33

(i think i need to set this as my phone background or something. it’s SO CUTE!!! i don’t even know where to start expressing my absolute JOY with this image!!!)

[the-cookie-of-doom]

“Angel, will you bring me my phone?” Kim called from the balcony. He heard it chime in the living room, but was too comfortable with his guitar to get it himself. Chay was closer, anyway. 

“Sure,” Chay called back. He unburied himself from the piles of notes, books, and homework he’s been accumulating all afternoon, and located Kim’s phone amidst the mess he’s made of the coffee table. Kim had message previews disabled but Chay saw the sender’s ID. “It’s Kinn.” 

“Thanks.” Chay drifted back towards his homework, but not before Kim gave him a sweet kiss on his hip and an encouraging pat to his butt. Kim watched him go, full of so much fondness and love for the other boy, he somehow wondered how he could survive the weight of it. 

Then Kim opened his messages, and all the warmth left his body in the same rush that stole the breath from his lungs. 

From: Kinn It’s time to come home Pa is dying 

Kim called his brother. Kinn picked up before the end of the first ring. 

“What happened?” Kim asked, distantly proud of himself for keeping his voice even. 

“Pa has cancer. Stage four, according to the doctor. Started in his liver, spread to his lungs. They’re suspecting his brain, as well.” 

“What? How—since when?”

“Nearly two years now.” Kinn took a deep breath, He kept his voice steady, too, even though this had to be destroying him. “He was hiding it from us. Said he didn’t want us to worry.” 

“Bullshit.” 

“I believe him, Kim. He wouldn’t—he wouldn’t want to look weak. It’s why he retired to Chiang Mai. You know how he is.” 

Another wave of cold. “I didn’t know he retired,” Kim said flatly. 

“Oh.” A beat. “He did. Four years ago, now. Soon after…”

“After I left.” All this time, hating his father for never coming to see him. The entire time he was on the other side of the country, and no one bothered to tell Kim. Of course they hadn’t, he’d made it very clear when he stormed out that he didn’t want contact with any of them. “What… what do we do, now?”

“Tankhun has already moved up North to take care of Pa. I’m taking a sabbatical from the company to join him. I—we would appreciate it if you could come too.” 

Kim felt his throat close up around any words he might have said. 

“Not for long. Only a few days, at most. I wouldn’t ask if it wasn’t serious, Kim, but we don’t know how much time he has left. Please, I… Please.”

Kim hated the desperation in his brother’s voice. Would do anything to spare them both. 

“No, I—I’ll come.” Kinn breathed a deep sigh of relief. Before he could do anything like thank Kim, he rushed to add, “I can’t promise how long I’ll stay. I’ll need to see how much—”

“Just a few days. Anything you can spare.”

“Okay. Okay, I… I’ll be there.” 

“Thank you, Kim. I’ll let Tankhun know. Tell me when you have your travel details.” 

“I will.” Feeling eyes on his back, Kim looked over his shoulder to find Chay hovering in the doorway, watching him with concern. “I have to go. We’ll talk soon.” 

“Is everything alright, P’Kim?” Chay asked softly, after Kim hung up. He approached quietly, Kim turned back around, staring out at the cityscape beyond the balcony. He still had his phone in hand.

“My father’s dying,” Kim said numbly. 

“Oh, no.” Immediately Chay’s arms fell around him, pulling him into the safety of his boyfriend’s chest. “I’m so sorry. Are you okay?”

“I… don’t know.” Kim didn’t know what he was feeling, if anything at all. “I shouldn’t be. He’s my father. And he’s—” 

“I don’t think there’s a right way to feel,” Chay soothed, working his fingers through Kim’s hair. “But I think it’s also probably still a shock? Why don’t we go sit down? I think we’ve both worked enough today, let’s just—yeah. Sit down. Let it, uh, sink in.”

“Okay.” 

Kim let Chay take his guitar and lay it aside. He let himself be led back into the living room, which had unofficially become Chay’s workspace during these shared days. He watched Chay clear away his school clutter into an unorganized pile—he would probably regret it later—and then let himself be pulled down onto the sofa, into Chay’s chest. 

[misc-obeyme]

YEAHHH SOLOMAMS FOR THE WIN- I'VE GOT KINDA AN OUTLINE OF THE SONGFIC TOO !! Preview straight from my notes that I wrote on the bus (the ring thing is something I've started doing):

"I wanted to say 10 because i have to go to bed at 10, but simeon said that was too early! So you better have him back here in one piece by 12. And no later!"

"Alright, fido. Back in one piece, got it" Mammon visibly fidgeting with his pinky ring, twisting it around his finger.

"H-hey um... Solomon's been trying to decide on what to wear all day. We've been trying to keep him out of the kitchen as well because he wanted to bake you something. He's just as nervous as you, even if he doesn't show it. So... Don't worry, alright?"

also horchata anything is to die for. There was some people selling agua fresca in a parking lot and I begged my mom to turn there so I could buy us some aksjdj.

And yes!! I keep getting videos of people making lace with all the bobbins!! Raphael would make the coolest stuff I bet!

OKAY THE LAST PART OF MY ASK GOT NAUGHTY LMAO, JUST A WARNING:

HELP, YEAH IT WOULD DEFINITELY COME UP WHEN THEY'RE GETTING FRISKY AJSJD. please imagine solomon takes off his shirt during and both Mammon and I point at different tattoos and are like "hey! I've seen a photo of that at the shop I go to!" and everyone does the spiderman meme pose "wait! you know about Reaper's Cave Studio?! How?!"

(Cue the three of them getting sidetracked examining Solomon's tattoos that they forget what they were originally doing.)

Like thirteen def posts on social media but also has photos on the wall/in a binder of past work she's done. And Sol is her test dummy, so his tattoos appear a lot.

Mine would just be a scattering of star sparkle tattoos on my collarbone, but easy to hide under my shirts so the boys usually never see them (similar to my sign off basically). I have an idea about the boys and my tattoos and it involves the constellations ,,,heh

akskf okay okay listen, about Mammon's piercing ,,,, hey man,,, h-hear me out,,, AKDJFJ pls im making myself sweat thinking about it because. I have. Thoughts and feelings that need to stay in my mind. But he definitely has nipple piercings and a dick piercing. I follow this artist on patreon and I can't imagine him any other way 😭 like, the one where it's on the underside across? The jacobs ladder one is maybe what I'm thinking of ?? I'm not about to google that to see if I'm right though. But yeah! He just,,, looks good in gold is all I'll say-

IF I HAD ANYTHING ELSE TO SAY I CAN'T REMEMBER BUT YIPPEE SLEEPOVER SCENE SOON OKAY BYEE

- ✨ anon

a;lksdfjf LUKE being all protective and then reassuring Mammon in the next sentence I CANNOT.

I love when the Purgatory Hall crew act like a lil family it's so cute! And Mammon being all nervous ahhh precious babies!!

Horchata is delicious and I will get it at every opportunity! A friend of mine had horchata at their wedding and they had a couple gallons left over and they just gave it all to me 'cause they knew how much I love it. Truly the best week of my life lol!

YES the lace bobbins!!! I was like I can see it in my mind, Raphael getting all crazy about it and making intricate patterns with that stuff like it's no big deal...

AH that is EXACTLY the scenario I was imagining!!! Just everybody being like wait that tattoo!!! LOL!!

I love that you just recognize Solomon's from Thirteen's portfolio lol that is perfection! And it does make sense if he has a bunch from her!

Star sparkle tattoos I love it... also constellations!!

AH I want nipple piercings so bad! Um, but anyway, yes you are thinking of the Jacob's Ladder! It's barbells that go down the bottom of the shaft, so they're like rungs! I think three is the standard but I'm sure you could do more if you want. Anyway, I totally imagine the same thing I cannot believe that Mammon doesn't have at least one dick piercing and the Jacob's Ladder situation just seems like what he'd go for!

I'm also just obsessed with piercings in general so perhaps that has to do with it. But he's the only one who actually has piercings in canon that we know of, so who's to say he doesn't have a Jacob's Ladder, right??

The only reason he doesn't have canon nipple piercings is because Solmare are cowards lol.

That boy definitely looks good in gold...

WOO sleepover!!

[dawnthread]

Hi!! I’m just getting into knitting things like garments (I’ve only really done little things like scarves or hats or toys) so I don’t really understand what blocking is? Or why to do it?

oh, yeah, okay!!

first of all, congratulations on getting into knitting, i hope you're having a ton of fun with it!

second of all, my local yarn shop has a whole article about blocking basics, which is super helpful, but i'll give you my spin on it too

so there's a couple different methods of blocking, but the one i use the most is called "wet blocking," which is where you soak your thing in lukewarm water (with a bit of no-rinse-needed wool wash like Eucalan or Soak, if you have any!) for a while, squeeze it out gently until it's still heavily damp but not dripping, and lay it on a mat to stretch it out and pin it in place to dry like that. this is the method that gives you the most dramatic change in both shape and fabric density, because soaking the knit relaxes the fibers in the yarn and lets you really haul away at it to open up the design, and that's important for lace knitting because basically all lace just looks like a sad yarn lump when it's fresh off the needles. when you block it, though...

this was a past project i finished - see how much nicer that looks?

for lace (and cabling, to a different extent), the way your fabric tensions itself as you do all the texture work makes it scrunch up weirdly, and blocking it is how you get it to smooth itself out and look pretty. for lace, it means you can also get some dramatic shaping going on at the edges that you wouldn't have been able to see otherwise, like those pointy curves in the one up above, or the little bats in this other one!

it's also important for doing fitted garments like sweaters, because it gives you more control over how big the fabric you're making is actually, ultimately going to be.

it's a great safety check against a sweater getting awkwardly stretched out in the wash, because if you knit a test swatch and block it, you get a preview of how the fabric is going to behave later, and use that to inform your sizing choices now. it can also give you some wiggle room on a pattern gauge that you can't quite match with the yarn/needles you're using! if you're trying to do a sweater and your gauge is just a little bit smaller than what they say will give you your pattern size, try blocking a swatch and seeing what it looks like when you stretch it to match the pattern gauge.

if you're doing anything with seams, i would also strongly recommend blocking the pieces before you seam them together! it makes it a hell of a lot easier to get at the selvedge stitch when you start sewing, and it also lets you ensure that all your pieces are the exact size you want them to be before you put them all together. especially if you're knitting with wool (and i think other animal fibers like alpaca?) and you use steam blocking, like they said in the article - that will physically change the shape of the fibers and lock your piece in place at the exact size you want it to be.

i would also recommend getting some blocking mats to do it on? you can just pin it to a towel, it's what i used to do, but believe me, it's SO much easier with a set of blocking mats. you can see how they have those gridlines marked on them, right? that helps you keep track of how your work is lining up with itself, and whether one side is proportionally the same as the other side! it's not crucial, but it's definitely a quality-of-life upgrade.

i have three sets of the hephaestus crafts ones, they come with a box of pins, a tape measure, and nine interlocking foam squares with a 1" grid printed on them that you can set up however you want. they cost about $30, and i've been pretty happy with them, even if one of them did come with the gridlines printed on the wrong side ;P

anyway, i hope this answered your question!! tl;dr,

[david3096]

If it's raining

My second Parksborn fic is here! This one is inspired on @moxielynx amazing art that you can see here

Here's a little preview, you can read the whole fic on AO3

“You know what the worst part of all this is?” Peter mutters with some weariness but delight. Right now, he's sitting and leaning against the trunk of an old tree, while Harry rests his head between Peter's legs. “I'm not even worried that we missed school.” He starts stroking his boyfriend's hair and they smile at each other.

“Okay, you need to get away from me.” Harry teases. “I'm starting to think our teachers are right, I'm a bad influence.”

“Oh come on, you say that like I'm way too innocent.” Harry tilts his head slightly, it's all he needs to know what his boyfriend truly thinks. “Besides, it's not like you're completely a cool guy, you're also a nerd.”

“But I’m a slightly cooler nerd than you.” Harry teases him and then grabs his hand. “You know I'm only joking, right?” Peter is slightly short of breath, butterflies appear in his stomach, his lips tingle.

It's not the first time it's happened to him, since almost two months ago he started to feel these symptoms. The first time he thought he was about to get a cold, the second time, that he would have a new power, the third time he realized that the cause of this was always Harry. Now that he has lost count of the number of times he has had these symptoms, he knows it's love.

“I know, but that doesn't stop me from being offended.” He says, instead of the words he feels in his throat. He's sure if he let those three little words slip out he could ruin everything.

“I'm sorry, I really am.” There is honesty in Harry's voice and face. “You're handsome and the coolest guy in the world.”

“Why do I feel like you're making fun of me?”

“Who, me?” Harry uses the most sarcastic tone he's ever heard him use. “Let's change the subject, what does May think we're doing?”

“She thinks we're at MJ's house finishing the science project.”

“The one we finished last week?”

“Yeah, that one.” He keeps running his hands gently over his boyfriend's hair, the urge to tell him he loves him starting to subside, just a little. “I also asked MJ to cover for us.”

“How much is it going to cost you?”

“Free math tutoring for the rest of the year.”

“Tutoring? MJ is nerdier than you, I would have asked to have my homework done.”

“It's nice to find someone who wants to learn too.”

“Nerd.”

They are silent for a few seconds. It's unbelievable, but he feels the urge build a little after this interaction, even if he was making fun of him.

He looks up at the sky, it's about to get dark. He wonders how he has been able to hold back these words for so long. On so many occasions, after so many days together, so many evenings, after so many times that...

“Aren't you going to ask me what I told my father?”

“Did you lie to him? I thought he would have a busy day of meetings today.”

“That's right, but what fun would it be without a little lie?”

“Okay, Osborn, what does your father think we're doing?”

“We're at the chess club.”

“Harry, there is no chess club anymore, not since someone stole all the chess boards from the school.”

“Still don't know who did it?” Peter shakes his head. “Well, Dad doesn't know that anyway.”

They laugh and fall silent again.

It's as if time stands still. Peter can feel peace, tranquility... love. All coming together in this moment, with his fingers untangling his boyfriend's hair.

He takes a deep breath, it's been a difficult month for both of them.

Peter was too busy being Spider-Man, first it was Rhino, then Electro, finally Mysterio. Even with Yuri's help it was all too difficult.

Harry for his part had to attend several Oscorp meetings. Some with workers, others with unbearable millionaires who do not know what to do with their money and want to spend it on the first thing they come across.

They had the idea on Monday of that week. They hadn't been able to see each other for more than three minutes for four days and neither of them could remember the last time they kissed. So, while eating lunch, they planned to skip school.

Early that day, the two met at a cafeteria away from school and places May or Norman might frequent. They had hot cakes for breakfast, laughed a lot, the nice waitress didn't ask them awkward questions or tell them they should be at school.

Then they wandered around town, as if they were tourists, walked and walked and talked and laughed. At lunchtime they decided to go to the park they always visited when they were kids, the one near May's house. They ate hot dogs and sat under the shade of the tree. They haven't moved since.

“What's on your mind, Peanut?”

“I still don't approve of that nickname.” He warns him, but his boyfriend just laughs.

“Oh come on, it's perfect for you.” Harry grins gently. “What's on your mind?” He repeats, softly. “You seem kind of absent.”

“I'm thinking about you.” Peter replies with honesty. “About how it was a good idea to skip school, about how cute you look now...” And how much I love you.

“Now I feel bad, I was thinking it would be nice to buy pizza for dinner.” Peter can't help but laugh. He leans over to give him a little kiss on the lips. “Sometimes it amazes me how romantic you can be. I like you.”

“And I like you.” Harry laughs. It's clear that this is the way things should be, that they've only been dating for six months and that no matter how many years they've been friends, romantic relationships should take a different, slower pace, right?

“I dislike you, if I'm really honest.” Harry replies sarcastically. “Seriously, I like you too.”

He sighs, wanting to keep his mind off his feelings for a while.

“Do you want to do something?”

“Like what?”

“I don't know, I was hoping you'd come up with something.”

“We could make out behind that bush.”

“Or we could go to your place instead.”

“Parker!” Harry feigns surprise. “You're such a horny boy.”

“You suggested the idea of making out!” He tries to defend himself, the blush already on his face.

“I know.”Harry says nonchalantly. “But I don't know what time Dad will be home. I don't think we'll have time to do it... all.”

“Then we'll have to settle for playing some game.”

“A sport? I don't want to move, nugget.”

“I didn't approve of that nickname either.” He laughs. “But I was thinking of something quieter, something to keep us here.”

“Like what?”

“Twenty questions?”

“After playing it five times today, I think it's kind of boring.” Harry straightens up slowly. He arranges his hair and puts on his blue cap. Then he leans back against the log next to Peter. “We could ask each other questions.”

“Like truth or dare?”

“I was thinking more like truth or truth.” Harry looks around, the park is pretty empty for a Friday. “I mean, just ask each other questions. About anything.”

“Oh, okay, sounds like fun.” Peter pulls their bodies a little closer together, takes Harry by the hand. “Do you think we should make some rules or something?”

“I don't think they're necessary.”

“All right, then start.”

“Me? Why me?”

“It was your idea, Osborn.”

“But the youngest should start, Parker.”

“You're only two months older.”

“You're still the youngest.”

“Then let the best-looking one should start.” Peter smiles and gives him a little shove on the shoulder. “It's your turn, then.”

“Are you out of your mind? Either you need to buy other mirrors or those glasses need a check-up, Parker, the best looking one is you.” Harry shoves him back, he doesn't seem to be lying or trying to get out of the situation.

“Of course I'm not.” He moves his face closer to his boyfriend's, looks at his eyes, his nose, then his lips. They are so close together that he could almost kiss him, but he does not. “If I were, I wouldn't have even considered going out with you.”

“Hey, that was mean.” But still his boyfriend lets out a little laugh.

“That's how cute I think you are, to turn me into a horrible, vicious being.” Peter fakes a ghoulish voice, trying to sound like a monster.

“More like you're cute and clueless.” Harry kisses him on the cheek. “That's why I like you.”

“Okay, then I'll use that against you.” He smiles, tries to make a cute, tender face. “You start Harry, please.”

“Ugh, I hate that it worked.” They both laugh again, maybe it's absurd and MJ has told them they are so cute and romantic that sometimes it gets tiring and a little bit gross, but he doesn't care. “Okay, I'll start.”Harry sounds a little frustrated but rests his head on Peter's shoulder and it calms him down.

Neither says anything for about two minutes, they look around, there are kids playing on the swings in front of them, others playing ball, a couple walking their dogs, it's an almost quiet night.

“Okay.” Harry lifts his head and intertwines his fingers with Peter's. “Would you rather vacation at the beach or in the woods?”

[vole-mon-amour]

3x12, a mix, part 1.

The episode has been downloading on me for longer than 1 hour. Even the preview screencaps kind of spoiled some key points for me (I think). Anyway. Here we go babes. If Phil said they don't know if it's time to say goodbye yet, we MAY have a chance for s4. Fingers crossed.

(deep breath) Okay. Okay, whatever happens, I'll have to work with that.

What a woman. What a kitchen. Taking notes.

"It's that I refuse to accept that you're not coming back." SAME. It IS possible to come back.

I see how they're playing with TedBecca, giving the shippers the ability to fill in the gaps. However, I'd rather take Ted and Rebecca talking the entire night or playing some games or whatever, completely platonic. The idea of them kissing and having sex scares me bc it would ruin a perfectly good friendship. Those two are platonic soulmates. Platonic. They're really cute and sweet as they are.

*thumbs up emoji* Brendan is the real one for this. I'm still ugh about Beard and Jane, he should totally get out of that relationship. Fast forward the episode:

??????? Fucking LEAVE her. I don't understand why this relationship is still a thing!

<3 Beard is the real fucking one. So eventually, we get TedBeard endgame, huh? How about we start Trent x Ted x Beard? Trent doesn't have to date Beard, but they both love Ted very much. And since Beard was there long before Trent showed up, "This is my boyfriend Ted. And this is Ted's boyfriend Beard."

<3

The fact that Keeley keeps one of her bags in the trunk instead of the passenger seat next to her?

Hannah and Juno are right, if and when Brett smiles, it's the brightest and warmest smile ever. His entire face lights up. All those wrinkles, all that warmth. A drawing study would be so interesting.

In this scene Roy looks at Keeley's lips once. In the boot scene Roy looks at Jamie's lips trice. Three. damn. times.

I like how Keeley is deliberately avoids Roy in a romantic sense and keeps him at some distance. Good for her!

The way Trent looks at Ted. The way he is immediately at home with the Diamond Dogs group.

<3 Hilarious. Ted and Beard are really meant to be. Buy hey, are they really gonna leave before Roy joins them for at least ONE Diamond Dogs meeting?

SCREAMING.

Keeley is so— Yeah, she and Rebecca would've been a lovely couple. Her and Higgins' reactions are a journey & I love how Keeley squeezes Rebecca's knee (?) when Rebecca says that she genuinely doesn't care anymore about Rupert. Good for her!

"It's only 49%" Idk about you, but it feels like A LOT. Plus, Rebecca's inability to think when it comes to Ted leaving and not coming back, so the question of "How much would I get if I sell the entire club?" aka "I'm not sure if I can deal with this without Ted & I'm not sure if I WANT to."

Why is he smiling like that? Why does it feel so passive aggressive? Roy this episode so far goes from smiley to angry to smiley again. What is going on? Is he running to Jamie in between those so Jamie can cheer him up and Roy can continue his day? Is Roy the local Helga?

This show, you guys.

Trent, sweetie, you know that the love of your life is going away? Right? He's so cute :(

Roy singing under his nose is !!!

There are SO many nods to Trent being queer, are you telling me it won't be addressed? PS: Now I want a Richmond mug.

Roy is totally daydreaming this episode. What's going on? It's kind of inconsistent. Like, yeah, he was all like "And she looks very nice" in the previous one, but he's like this even when he's not with Keeley? Huh? I'm confused. If the explanation is not Jamie (I can't stop thinking about Phil's "People might they they have a wild affair") then idk, it's kind of OOC for Roy.

[deancaspinefest]

Everything's Fine

Author: butterflyslinky | Artist: DeanCodedCasNB Posting on Friday March 3

Dean has been offered his dream job: Personal Assistant to Editor-in-Chief Castiel Novak. Unfortunately, his boyfriend Michael has other plans for their futures.

Keep reading for a sneak preview!

Castiel barely glanced up as Hannah knocked on his office door. “What?” She walked in, ignoring his curt tone, stepping around the clutter of papers and boxes all over the floor. “Just letting you know we’ve hired a new assistant for you. He starts in January.” “Another one? You know I hate having assistants.” “And you know you can’t do literally everything yourself. Don’t worry, this one seems better.” Castiel sighed and leaned away from his computer to actually look at her. “Fine, tell me about him.” Hannah moved a stack of files off the other chair and sat down. “Dean Winchester. KU, English Lit. Just out of school so you can train him how you like. He was very sensitive in the interview, and very charming…polite, but with a good amount of sass. Seems like a good snap-to little soldier anyway.” “Come on, Hannah. What am I even supposed to do with an assistant?” “Have him screen your mail and calls, grab you lunch, set up meetings, make sure nothing off the slush pile somehow makes its way to you without vetting…normal stuff.” “I enjoy seeing the shit from the bottom of the slush pile.” “You don’t have time for it, Castiel. You’re editor-in-chief now, you have actual responsibilities. And you need someone to help you organize this place” “I know, I know…shouldn’t have accepted the promotion if I don’t want to be the boss.” Castiel rubbed his eyes. “Yeah, well, this is why you don’t listen to the fuckwit who keeps pressuring you to rise above the point where you’re happy so he can squeeze more cash out of you. I mean, you’re a mess…you’re exhausted, you’re snappish, you’re three sentences away from offending our top author. You need someone to help lighten this load, and you’ve failed miserably at keeping anyone on board to do that.” Castiel sighed. Hannah was right, of course. The only reason he’d taken the promotion was because his last boyfriend had pressured him into it. But Bart was gone now, having ditched Castiel for some rich Broadway producer, leaving Castiel with nothing but a way-too-big apartment and several maxed out credit cards. Both of which meant Castiel couldn’t take a voluntary demotion, leaving him stuck in a job he hated. Okay, maybe not hated. Castiel did like some aspects of being the head editor. The corner office and salary were nice, and it was good to have the final say on what was published. But it also meant talking to a lot more business people than he liked, and that he missed the more fun but terrible books on the slush pile. Not that he would ever let those go out the door, but reading them was the best entertainment he’d ever had. And worst of all were the assistants. Castiel had only been in the job for a year, but he had already gone through four of them. He felt a little bit bad about it; it wasn’t like any of his previous assistants had been bad people. But none of them had been especially helpful to him, getting in his way more often than not, or messing up his routines too much for him to function. He hadn’t even fired all of them; the last one had quit because she thought he was too particular about things. Which he was, but it wasn’t something he could help. And now there was a new one he’d have to try and train. “Try to go easy on this one,” Hannah said. “He’s moving all the way here from Kansas, so it will be very expensive for both him and the company if you only keep him for three months.” “Fine,” Castiel said. “Can I get the resume?” “Right here.” She handed him a single sheet of paper. Castiel skimmed it quickly. The kid didn’t seem that special; a BA in English and several years working on and off as a mechanic. No clerical experience to speak of, but Castiel figured that could be a good thing. If Dean didn’t have experience, it meant he didn’t have any bad habits to break. “He just graduate?” he asked. “Back in May, yes…so he’s very young, even compared to you. I thought that would be easier if you do decide to fire him immediately.” “Fine, fine.” Castiel set the paper aside. “That all? I have a mountain of drafts to approve.” “That and your mother called the front desk again to ask if you’d consider joining her for Christmas. I told her to call your cell phone, and she told me you never answer it.” “Because she only wants me there so she can set me up with whatever nice girl she’s found now. So tell her I’m busy.” “That’s another reason you need an assistant,” Hannah said. “But until Dean arrives, you can tell her yourself.”

 [continue reading on Ao3 on Friday March 3]

[foggyfanfic]

The Jorge Situation

Preview: Day ten (night): Crack opened up right in front of me, ran out to the courtyard to ask Casita what had happened. Casita had no clue. Leandra, I know it’ll be pre-coffee when you wake up and read this, but can you ask around to see if anything of note happened last night? Also, your dog is making that weird smell again, it’s worrying the rats.

5. Passing Notes

Day One: Technically this isn’t day one, I know that, but it is day one of taking notes so yeah. Anyways, five new cracks. Casita got really messy today when Amada and Camilo decided juice is for throwing at eachother, not drinking. Casita didn’t seem upset, but maybe Casita is just being very patient with them? They are only kids. Pepa’s hormones are playing havoc on the weather, so she has been trapped in her room all day, Could the cracks be responding to her frustration? Octavia stubbed her toe and said a bad word, one that I certainly didn’t teach her, Leandra doesn’t see what’s wrong with the kids saying bad words every once in a while. No matter how many times I tell her it’s rude, and could get them in trouble. Maybe the cracks happen when somebody in our family is rude? Or when we fail to live up to the miracle’s standards?

-Bruno

To Bruno,

As I said, I don’t want our kids growing up thinking words like “fuck” or “Asshole” should be used as weapons. I am very familiar with the “I only use those words when I want people to know I’m serious” philosophy, and I think it’s immature. If you’re serious then you shouldn’t be cursing, you should be speaking as calmly as you can manage! Stubbing her toe is the perfect time for Octavia to say “shit”, the only better way to use that sort of language is to compliment somebody. For example, “Holy shit! My husband is handsome as fuck”. See! Isn’t that nice, wouldn’t you rather our kids grow up to say things like that? Anyways, if you read this before you come back to bed, feel free to wake me. I worry about you crawling around in the walls all alone (because I love you a fuck ton).

In short, I’m completely correct,

Leandra

Day two: Alright darling, I see your point, I still worry the kids might make trouble for themselves if they get used to using that sort of language. What about when Octavia goes to school? We need to talk to her about when those words are and are not ok. Anyways, one of the cracks from yesterday has sealed itself up, but two more have formed on the opposite end of the wall. Nothing happened that might have upset Casita today. No change with Pepa. Luisa had to get a healing arepa when she twisted her ankle. Is it more likely that her physical pain effected the cracks? Or Julieta’s worry? What about Agustín and Félix? Do they have any effect on the cracks?

-Bruno

To Bruno,

Yeah, you’re right, wake me up when you see this. Let’s figure out what we’ll tell her. About the cracks, if Agustín and Félix affect them, I probably do too.

Be safe,

Leandra

Day Three: Casita in a good mood. No change with Pepa. No injuries in the family. Talk with Octavia went well. Cracks same as yesterday.

Day four: Same as yesterday (except we didn’t repeat the talk with Octavia).

Day five: Had surprise vision, saw Pepa’s newborn son. Asked her if she wanted to know the gender of her baby. She spent the next hour pacing back and forth, trying to make up her mind one way or another. She eventually decided no, I got up to leave, then because I’m the world’s most subtle person I said, “For the best, he was a happy surprise, right? Might as well keep it going”. By her own admission, Pepa is not sure if she wants to laugh or smack me. Says she’ll know when she wakes up tomorrow. Leandra did an admirable job of pretending she wasn’t amused by my being a total disaster. Agustín and Félix did less admirable jobs. All but one of the new cracks have closed.

To Bruno,

Maybe they were laughing about something else? Maybe they both just happened to think of a really funny joke right when you finished telling us what happened.

Love you,

Leandra

Day six: Don’t patronize me. The joke was me, mi amor. Three new cracks, nothing of significance happened to cause them as far as I know.

To Bruno,

You’re not a joke.

Love,

Leandra

Day seven: Tell Camilo that.

To Bruno,

Everything and everybody is a joke to Camilo.

Love,

Leandra

Day Eight: That’s true. Two new cracks, no fucking clue why.

To Bruno,

Dearie me! Such foul language! Gasp! Shock! Horror! Whatever shall the miracle think?

I’ll pray for you,

Leandra

Day Nine: “You’re not a joke” said Leandra, my supposedly loving wife, lying to my face. If you wake up and I’m gone, no need to wonder why. Unbelievable!

To Bruno,

This note is made even funnier by the fact that I woke up to you clinging to me like a lonely koala. You might not be a joke, but you are a true master of comedy.

Your biggest fan,

Leandra

Day ten (morning): Woman, stop complimenting me, I’m trying to be annoyed.

To Bruno,

Have I ever mentioned how beautiful your eyes are when you’re annoyed?

Forever yours,

Leandra

Day ten (night): Crack opened up right in front of me, ran out to the courtyard to ask Casita what had happened. Casita had no clue. Leandra, I know it’ll be pre-coffee when you wake up and read this, but can you ask around to see if anything of note happened last night? Also, your dog is making that weird smell again, it’s worrying the rats.

To Bruno,

I’m just going to write this here, that way we can come back and reference it. The only one who admitted to anything was Camilo, he snuck out to grab a snack and accidentally broke a plate. The poor thing was so worried he was in trouble, maybe the crack happened because he thought he was letting the miracle down. I took him to get a new plate and that seemed to help. Gabriel probably had a bad dream last night, you know how he gets; was extra clingy today, but also didn’t want to let any of the younger kids out of his sight. I’ll admit, I eventually redirected him to Pepa, hopefully it made her feel better to be doted on all day. I asked Julieta outright, since she knows about the cracks, confirmed nothing happened with her, Agustín, or Mirabel (other than the fact that Agustín fell asleep during Mirabel’s turn reading their book, so he slept in the nursery last night). Neither Luisa nor Isabela admitted to anything happening last night, Luisa didn’t seem to be hiding anything, but honestly, who knows with Isabela. Her poker face is pretty damn good. When I asked Dolores, she said “I was reading when it happened” so she definitely knows what’s going on. I’ll follow up with her later. Amada might, as well. But nothing happened with either of our daughters. Asking Pepa was inconclusive, she’s so frustrated with her gift, and going stir crazy that she just sort of unloaded everything. I’m going to organize the kids into getting her another (non-pool related) gift, we’ll see if that affects the cracks.

Love,

Leandra

Day eleven: I have marked and measured each crack, but otherwise left them alone to prepare for your experiment.

To Bruno,

It’ll be two more days, had to give Luisa enough forewarning.

Love,

Leandra

Day twelve: Marked and measured cracks. Going to bed at a reasonable time for once. Would have a much easier time writing this if a certain someone wasn’t leaning half her weight on my shoulders.

To Bruno,

Stop writing and come to bed.

Love, 

Leandra

Day twelve continued: Actually, now might be the perfect time to start writing my memoir. I will title it “My wife just bit me”.

To Bruno,

And I’ll do it again!

That’s a threat and a promise,

Leandra

Day thirteen: More measuring, the experiment is tomorrow, right?

To Bruno,

Considering you wrote that after midnight, knowing I wouldn’t read it until this morning, I have no idea if you meant tomorrow as in today, or tomorrow as in tomorrow. Either way, the kids and I all worked together to bake Pepa a cake. The cake didn’t turn out great, and the frosting melted when Pepa rained on it, but it definitely lifted her mood. Looking forward to reading about the cracks.

Love,

Leandra

Day fourteen: All the cracks I’d measured are gone, but new ones popped up. I am so confused. Going to hold off on taking notes for a while, unless this is helping clear things up for you?

To Bruno,

It is not. This whole thing is weird and makes no sense. I have enjoyed “passing notes” to you though. We don’t get to spend as much time goofing off together as we used to.

Love,

Leandra

Day fifteen: Have officially decided to only take notes if something noteworthy happens that I need you to know about before breakfast. (And yeah, you’re right, there is a distinct lack of goofing off in our lives. Tragic.)

[casspurrjoybell-32]

All It Took Was One Look - Chapter 29b

*Warning Adult Content*

Liam

Dom and Jay were standing outside the picture theater waiting for us.

"Aiden," Jeanine yelled running over to him and throwing herself in his arms.

He did the best to keep them both upright but was tilting back anyways.

Quickly I reached out a hand against Aiden's back and he gave me a grateful look.

Winking I went to buy our tickets.

"So you guys seem awfully cozy," Dom wiggled his eyebrows as he came up beside me and I glanced at him.

"Yeah?"

The guy gave me the tickets and we stood to the side watching Jeanine and Aiden getting into a very animated conversation.

"Damn dude," Dom scrunched up his face looking over at me.

"Did you dive in Aiden's scent or something?" I chuckled.

"Something like that," I answered gently and laughing he slapped my shoulder.

"Well, well, well. Is the big bad 'soon to be Alpha wolf' corrupting poor innocent little sheep?" he joked.

I smiled unable to take my eyes off my beautiful little mate.

"Let's go in," I called towards the two and Jay and Aiden walked over to us and I watched Jay hold Dom's hand while Aiden stood close to me.

I sighed as I gave the tickets to the employee at the door.

"Theater thirteen is down that hall to the right."

The guy said handing us our studs.

"POPCORN," Jay and Aiden said at the same time running into the lines and Dom and I shook our heads.

"Children," he replied and chuckling we again were paced behind them, paying for their food even though I got complaints from Aiden about I needed to stop buying everything.

Just rolled my eyes and quietly told him to get his fine ass in that theater, with a playful glare but did as he was told.

I chose the top row in the corner, Aiden by the wall as I sat next to him.

Dom already knew that I didn't want them sitting by us because he knew for damn sure that I wasn't going to be watching the movie.

Aiden was munching on his popcorn as he observed the rest of the people come in.

Gratefully it was a small crowd and no one chose the top row, it was just me and Aiden... Perfect.

Dom was the closest to us in the next row down, he had his arm around Jeanine chair and I envied them to be able to show public affection.

"So, I've been dying to see this movie since I watched the trailer. Can you imagine having a party like that?" Aiden said to me quietly.

"I've seen the trailer but never thought much about it. At least it's not Twilight or some crap like that," I said watching his jaw drop.

"Don't bag on Twilight, that's my movie," he exclaimed pushing at my shoulder.

"So what are you Team Edward or Team Jacob?" I asked and his eyes grew wide before he slowly looked away, like the wall was that interesting.

"That's disgraceful," I muttered, shaking my head at him and he snapped his gaze back to me.

"Hey... that's not fair, the whole dam saga is about vampires," he cried defensively.

"But you're for a vampire's team, I'm ashamed," I sighed looking up at the screen as the previews played and the lights dimmed.

"You're mean," he pouted, popping a piece of popcorn in his mouth.

"Well, what do you expect from me, you're mated to a werewolf. I'm hurt Aiden, hurt," I argued clutching at my chest in false pain and he giggled.

"Fine you know what? I'm Team Liam, how's that?" he asked his gazed on me expectantly.

Putting on a thoughtful face for a minute I shook my head.

"No, you're just trying to make me feel better."

He smiled rolling his eyes.

"Fine then I'm back on Team Edward," he said keeping his eyes on the screen.

I growled at hearing him and a smirk grew on his face but never took his eyes off the screen.

Stubborn little...

"Fine, I'll take Team Liam."

He shook his head.

"Offers no longer valid, sorry," he responded and I narrowed my eyes at him.

'Hell no.'

Scooting over towards him I bit at his shoulder.

"Say your Team Liam," I growled at him silently and he chuckled but refused again while he scooted up against the wall and pulled the arm rest between us.

The movie started but that didn't matter and I want him to say he was mine.

I'm an Alpha by blood I had to have control in something.

"Come on Aiden," I whispered to him.

"Shh, the movie already started," he whispered back putting his finger against his lips.

"Say it."

"Nope."

"Say it," I hiss.

"Not gunna' happen."

Ugh he's so damn stubborn.

"Aiden say it."

I saw his shoulders begin to shake with laughter turning his head to me.

"Fine. I'm Team Liam. Okay?" he agreed raising his brows at me.

I know he was only doing it to shut me up but I was still satisfied.

I nodded arrogantly but he just shook his head tuning back to the movie.

*****

Half way though the movie I felt Aiden lay his head on my shoulder sending me in a fit of smiles.

Somewhere in that first half my hand found his and I've been absentmindedly making slow circles with my thumb on the top of his hand.

He sighed as he settled on my shoulder chuckling when funny parts would come on.

I actually paid attention to most of it even though his scent was assaulting my nose.

It was just so heavenly and my wolf was enjoying the contact we were discreetly keeping.

Looking out in the audience I made sure there were no wondering eyes before reaching out with my other hand and lifted Aiden's chin up.

His light blue eyes glanced up at me curiously.

So I answered him by laying a soft kiss on those sexy lips.

He melted instantly as he responded.

It was meant to be soft and gentle but my wolf pushed for more and I couldn't help but gave in to him.

My tongue traced his bottom lip as I asked for entrance, ready for his resistance but he opened.

His mouth was a warm invitation with its hint of butter.

He didn't even try and fight for dominance he just gave it to me causing my wolf and I to rejoice, now demanding more.

I pulled back pushing that damn arm rest out of my way.

Aiden sat up looking at me as I advanced on him.

His back against the wall we were practically on the same seat when I attacked his mouth again much more aggressively.

He let out a soft moan in my mouth and our tongues in an epic battle this time.

I traveled lower kissing his jaw.

"Liam, were going to get caught," he whispered breathlessly.

"Shh," I hushed, licking at his neck.

I scented his arousal sending me over the edge as he rested his head back on the wall.

I nipped at my mark and he moaned out load.

Thank the Moon Goddess this was one of the noisy parts of the movie.

Moving back to my seat I grabbed his awkwardly arranged body and parted his legs on either side of me.

I was between them pulling him further down so he was half laying our seats and leaning up against the wall.

Moving another one of the arm rest up so I had room to move back, I rose up and kissed his neck again.

Things were getting brighter and clearer when Aiden gasped.

"Liam your eyes," he warned. "What if someone sees them?"

I shrugged pulling his shirt up to see his lean flat belly and his lightly dusted trail running into his jeans.

Purring I caressed my cheek against it before giving it a light lick.

I felt Aiden's stomach muscles constrict.

Sniggering I kissed along his navel and his skin was so soft I thought as ran my tongue up the middle of his body.

I heard him let out a shaky breath.

Crawling back up to him I captured his mouth again.

"You taste so good I could eat you up," I snarled huskily.

"Well, you're doing just that aren't you?" he strained his reply.

"I can't help myself, your delicious, Aiden," I confessed nipping at his jaw.

He grabbed my face in his hands and kissed me hard, biting down on my lip.

I couldn't help the moan that escaped my mouth as I dove my hands in his hair.

His arousal was so strong now my wolf was almost at the surface, demanding we mate this instant.

His arousal was so strong now my wolf was almost at the surface, demanding we mate this instant.

'MATE HIM,' he yelled.

I tore myself from Aiden with a vicious growl just as the lights were tuning back on.

Righting ourselves quickly, breathing heavy as everyone was getting up to leave.

I guided Aiden down the stairs where Dom and Jay waited for us.

Dom's eyes widened when he saw me, hastily he snatched the glasses off his head and ran them over to me.

"Your wolf is saying hello bro," he warned me before taking a sniff in the air and turned to look at Aiden suddenly.

"Whoa," was all he said before getting a warning growl from me.

"Go to your own mate," I snared and he held his hands up in surrender.

"Sorry but it's a little hard to ignore something so...strong."

Aiden frowned at him confused till turning those sky blue eyes to me and I exhaled deeply.

"I know."

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✖ Quiet Down Pt. 6 (M) ✖

☆ okay, hi everyone! this story is a renjun x fem reader x haechan story. please look at the pairings to figure out who the part/chapter will be based around. also, the warnings will be based off each part/chapter as well, so please take notice to that too. i hope you enjoy the story! ☆

PART 1 || PART 2 || PART 3 || PART 4 || PART 5 Word Count: approx. 9k Pairings (based on each part): fem reader x charlotte x sasha(with guest appearances by renjun, haechan, jeno, and jaemin)yes i actually said guest appearances…i’m slowly losing my mind lol Warnings (based on each part): i have no idea what to say here since it’s nothing super intense…so here we go… explicit language, sex talk (mild…seriously it’s the girls talking about everything involving renjun and haechan) Preview: Jeno and Jaemin watch as their two friends quickly make their way down the hill. Almost seeming as though they were racing to see who could reach the bottom first. Both their brows raising, knowing smiles on their faces. “Nude pic?” Jeno asks. “Nah, most likely bra and panties,” he chuckles. “Bet you $200 it’s a nude.” Smirking Jaemin sighs. “Fine. I’ll take you up on that bet. Don’t cry when you lose though.”

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A loud knock pounds against your door. Sighing heavily, you smack in the direction of Haechan who has his arms and legs wrapped around you as if you were his personal lifesaver. He groans, grabs your hand in his and snuggles even closer to you. His face buried in the crook of your neck.

“Haechan!” You call out groggily.

“Haechan!” You call out groggily.

“No…” he whimpers. “Go back to sleep.”

“Renjun?” You ask.

“Don’t wanna,” he whispers next to you. His arms wrapping around you only to find Haechan has claimed you in the night. “Really, Haechan?” He grumbles his body shifting in the bed. “Fine! I’ll get up.”

The bed shifts as Renjun leaves you and Haechan to sleep longer. His eyes squinting, hair wild and messy. Dragging his zombie-like body through the doors of the bedroom and out to the living room he catches the time on the TV, 7:30AM. Hands turning into tight fists he growls at the person still banging on the door. This isn’t what he wanted when he asked them for help.

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“Renjun?!” Charlotte’s voice comes from the other side of the door. “Renjun! Open this damn door, right now!”

“Will you keep it down?” He asks opening the door for her.

Barging in without a second to waste Charlotte and Sasha trudge through your hotel room. “Wow! This sure is a beautiful room,” Sasha whispers. “Makes me feel bad Jaemin and I couldn’t have won this. Then again, I’m sure the three of us would have been in this room and he’d be with Jeno anyway,” she comments to Charlotte.

“Considering you were with me last night, yeah, I’d buy that.” She turns to Renjun. “So, how was the night with our girl and Haechan?” She wiggles her brows.

Sighing he rubs his tired eyes. “Haechan wouldn’t shut up about having a movie marathon. He said the movie we watched down in the conference room was boring. For five hours he had us up watching shitty movie after shitty movie. All of them Romance!” He slides a hand through his tousled hair. “At this point I’m an anti-romantic. I don’t want to even think about love anymore.”

Laughing Charlotte and Sasha sit down on the couch. “But you’re enjoying your time with our dear friend?” Sasha asks. “Am I to assume you’ve swept her off her feet?”

Blushing Renjun sits on the opposite end. “No, not exactly,” he rubs the back of his neck. “I’m hoping after a day of rest and relaxation as well as a talk with Haechan I’ll be able to figure everything out.”

“Why talk? You like her, right?” Charlotte asks.

“Yes, but —"

“No buts,” she slaps his knee. “Ask her to be yours. I know she likes you too. I can tell. She seems very light and airy around you. She needs a good man by her side –”

“And Haechan isn’t a good man?” Sasha interrupts.

“I didn’t say that,” Charlotte gasps. “How could you even ask me, that question?!”

“You implied that Renjun is a better man than Haechan.”

“Sasha!!”

She shrugs before sticking her tongue out at Charlotte. “So, where is our sleeping beauty?”

Renjun rolls his eyes. “Haechan’s currently using her as a body pillow.”

“And that doesn’t bother you?” Sasha asks concerned.

“It does but I’d rather not fight this early in the morning,” he yawns. “I’ll go get her.”

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“What in the hell is going on?” Sasha asks when Renjun disappears behind the bedroom door. “When you said that Haechan was up here because he apparently has a crush on her I didn’t think he would move that fast! He slept in the same bed as her?!”

“By the looks of it, our little slut spent the night in bed with both of them,” she wiggles her brows.

“Charlotte this is serious,” Sasha sighs. “I’ve been in this kind of relationship before. There is always pain at the end of this. What if she gets hurt? What if Haechan or Renjun get hurt? You know this is why I’m completely against office romances.” She shakes her head leaning back onto the couch.

“Says the woman in love with Jaemin.”

“I may find him irresistibly attractive and may want to pursue a relationship but I won’t. I don’t want to date a co-worker. If it ends, I’ll have to see him day in and day out. No thank you.”

“Sure, I’ll believe it when you walk down the aisle with someone who isn’t Jaemin.”

“What?! Only then?! How would I even get close to Jaemin? He’s always with Jeno. D-Do you think they’re —" she whispers the ending.

“Hell no. Look at us. We’re always together. The three amigas. None of us are into women. Just because they’re around each other and do weird shit together or to each other doesn’t mean they’re gay. Plus, Jeno and Jaemin have been friends forever. I wish I had that kind of friendship with someone,” Charlotte sighs. “Promise you won’t leave me at all?” She pouts.

Sasha wraps her arms around Charlotte tightly. “Promise! But seriously, what are we going to do about our dear friend?”

Shrugging Charlotte looks towards the bedroom door where your protests are heard loud and clear, along with Haechan’s protests of not being informed that you were going to have a girl’s day.

“Hope that no one gets hurt in the end. She deserves happiness after all of the toads she’s been with. Nicholas, and even —" she shivers. “Marcus.”

Slapping her hand over Charlotte’s mouth Sasha shushes her. “We don’t talk about Marcus, remember?!”

“Yes, I know, but still. She deserves to be happy. I just feel bad about Rich –”

“SASHA! CHARLOTTE!” You run over to your friends jumping on the couch next to them. “Sorry, I took so long. I didn’t know you were coming up here. I would have been up a while ago. I’m so sorry!” You clap your hands together in a prayer. “Forgive me?”

Shaking their heads Sasha giggles. “It’s okay, this was Renjun’s doing.” She explains.

“Wh-What?” You turn to see Renjun leaning against the bedroom door frame. “You set this up?”

Nodding he gives you a sweet smile. “I thought you needed a break from all of this. I asked Charlotte after the movie if she and Sasha would like to have a girl’s day with you. We looked at what’s around here and there’s a small shopping plaza nearby.”

“A day of shopping and pampering!” Charlotte wraps her arm around your shoulders. “Then, when we get back later, a slumber party!”

“A fucking slumber party?!” Haechan bursts into the living room. “Not only am I deprived of being with you all day, I can’t even hang out with you at night?” Haechan’s eyes bounce from Renjun to Charlotte to yours. “Why wasn’t I informed about this?!”

Charlotte gets up from the couch marching towards him. Her arms crossing over her chest, a brow raised. “Because of this very reason. You had her all day,” she leans into him, her lips close to his ear. “I’m sure in more ways than one.” She whispers, causing Haechan to turn away from her shyly. “We miss her too! Plus, she’s, our friend. You have yours. Have a bro day,” Charlotte does her best male voice. “Play some sports. Scratch your asses. Talk about chicks.” She waves her hand heading to the hallway. “Do what men do. Come on, the day is bright and I’m starving. There’s a shuttle bus that goes into town. It leaves in about ten minutes. So, Haechan, say your good-bye’s now because I don’t want you to interfere at all. Got it?!”

He immediately points to Renjun, “what about him? Why are you only saying this to me?”

“Because unlike you, Renjun has self-control!” Sasha teases.

“Y-You weren’t even here until after supper!” He hisses.

Walking up to Haechan you wrap him in the tightest hug you can manage. He reflexively, encircles his arms around you. His face instinctively going to the crook of your neck. His lips pressing light kisses against your skin. A pain in your chest has you stroking his hair softly. Why did it feel like you were leaving behind someone precious for a long time? It’s a day of shopping and most likely pigging out. This is supposed to be fun! And yet…

“Don’t have too much fun,” he whispers.

Sighing you pull back from him giving him a stern look. “I’m sure you can manage being away from me for a whole day.” You try to reassure him, but yourself as well. “Considering the last twenty-four hours is the most we’ve interacted since we’ve started working together. I’m positive you’ll be fine.”

Haechan pulls you into his arms again, holding you tightly. “I don’t care if we’ve only interacted for twenty-four hours. You being gone is going to feel like a century for me…” he mumbles.

Pulling away from you, he heads back to the bedroom plopping down onto the bed. There was something in his words that made your heart skip a beat. Shaking the feeling off you rush up to Renjun wrapping him in an equally tight hug. His arms settling around your waist, his forehead against yours.

“Have fun today. You deserve it.” He kisses your cheek.

“I will! Thanks for doing this for me,” you pull from him just enough to give him a kiss on the tip of his nose.

“Ooooohhhhhhh!!!!” Next to you Charlotte and Sasha are entangled in each other’s arms staring at the two of you. Giggling like school girls.

“Really?” You turn irritated. Shooing you to continue your moment with Renjun, you roll your eyes and try to focus on the handsome, kind man in front of you. “What are you planning on doing? Weren’t we supposed to explore the lakefront? Go for that hike?” You wink at him.

Nodding Renjun sighs, “tomorrow?” He asks.

“Tomorrow.”

“Don’t worry about us, we’ll be fine. A day with Jeno and Jaemin is just what we need. Just have fun today and relax. I’m sure once tomorrow rolls around things will be a little… tense?” He gestures to where Haechan has wrapped himself into a cocoon of covers.

“Take care of him, okay?” You sigh.

Leaning into you, Renjun places a gentle kiss on your lips. “I will.”

“Okay, hate to cut this short, but the bus will be arriving shortly,” Charlotte pats your shoulder. “We’ll take over from here. Remember what we promised, Renjun?”

“Mmm…Don’t worry. I’ll make sure everything is set.”

“What? What’s going on?” You ask getting dragged away from Renjun. “Charlotte? Renjun? What’s going on?!” You scream.

“Grab her purse,” Charlotte calls to Sasha when she has you in the small hallway.

“Got it!” Sasha snags your purse, waving quickly to Renjun. “Thanks, Renjun. Have fun today.”

“Will do.” He waves. “HAVE FUN!”

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The door closes shut and the bright smile Renjun was displaying for you and your friends fades quickly. His shoulders slumping forward – a dark presence hovering not far from him. Groaning he peeks over his shoulder to see Haechan has since risen from his cocoon. Hair wild, eyes dark, lips pressed in the tightest line.

“Don’t start.” Renjun walks past him into the bedroom to grab the blanket that’s crumpled up at the bottom of the bed.

“Why didn’t you tell me about this?!” Haechan barks.

Walking past him again, Renjun heads for the couch. Closing the curtains to prevent the morning sun from disrupting the sleep he was hoping to get, he settles himself down on the couch.

“Does it matter? They are her friends. Did you think you were going to keep her hostage this whole trip? She needs to relax. We all need to relax.”

“Communication is key y’know.” Haechan hovers over Renjun’s face. “You can’t make decisions like this all on your own.”

“You’re talking as if we’re in some kind of fucked up relationship.”

Snickering, Haechan bends down to Renjun’s ear. “Aren’t we?”

“No. We aren’t. I’m not in a relationship with her and neither are you.”

“Yet you keep making decisions for the three of us. No funny business, while we had a sexy woman nude in front of us. When the whole time you were seconds from combusting. At the movies last night, you wouldn’t even let me sit next to her. You had her sitting next to the damn wall, and then had Charlotte and Sasha next to her!” His voice grows louder. “Now, this! What other decisions are you going to start making? Telling her what she can and cannot wear? What she can and cannot eat?!”

“Will you shut up?!” Renjun growls. “I’m not doing anything a decent human being wouldn’t do! I thought for one single day she could be with her friends while on this trip. We can hang with Jeno and Jaemin and just let what happened yesterday simmer down. Knowing you, you would have kept her in this damn room the whole trip! I get it, you love her. You want to fuck her, but she needs to breathe! We need to breathe! Let her have this day to be with her friends.”

“L-Love?!” Haechan moves away slightly. “I…” He shakes his head. “Look! You can’t just make all the important decisions on your own. Didn’t you see her face when you told her? She was confused. She was left out of a decision about HER! Why didn’t you ask if she wanted to spend time with her friends? Maybe they already scheduled some time to meet up. No. You made that decision for her.”

“Just go back to sleep…” Renjun whines pulling the blanket over his face. “We’ll talk about this later. I’m tired from all the shitty movies you made us watch.”

“You had the option to leave.” Haechan mutters.

“I also had the option to call security and have you kicked out of the room, but I chose not to start a fight with you.”

Poking Renjun’s forehead, Haechan pouts. “When will they be back?”

“Later.” He swats Haechan’s hand away.

“When?!” He whines.

“When they feel like coming back. Also, we’re bunking in the room you and Charlotte got. They’re going to have a sleep over here.” Landing a hard punch to Renjun’s arm Haechan storms off slamming the door shut to the bedroom. “Such a baby…” he sighs rubbing his arm.

Pouting he snuggles under the blanket you claimed as yours during the night. The lightest fragrance of your lotion still lingering against the fabric. “I miss her too…” he whispers to himself.

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“So, what exactly are we doing today?” You ask Charlotte. The three of you settling down on the small shuttle bus. “I mean, from the window up in the room it looks like a shopping plaza. I can’t think they’d have a lot to do there.”

“Oh, you’re right. It’s a small little area, but they have some shops we can check out. We’ll have breakfast, shop, lunch, and then I figured we can come back here and chill by the lake. Get some sun, go swimming.”

“That sounds amazing,” you slide down into the seat your body relaxing instantly.

“We also booked a spa day, well, a spa evening.” Sasha giggles. “Seems like every other girl booked it during the day, so we have the late shift. BUT! I’m sure it will help us relax after swimming, so it’s all good.”

“Did I ever mention how much I love the two of you?”

Charlotte thinks for a second, teasing you. “Well, it has been an awfully long time wouldn’t you say so, Sasha?” Sasha nods her lips turning into a pout. “I think you’re long overdue.”

“Well, I love you both sooooooooo much!!”

Laughing the three of you settle down for the short twenty-minute ride into town. Eager to see what stores they have; you check your purse for your wallet to make sure you have enough money.

“Oh, I forgot,” Charlotte takes your wallet from your purse. “I’ve been instructed to keep this from you.”  

Gasping you try to reach for your wallet before it’s completely out of your reach but Charlotte is too quick for you.

“What the hell?” You gawk at her.

“Sorry,” she puts your wallet in her purse. “Renjun instructed me specifically to keep your wallet with me.”

“Renjun? What do you mean he instructed?”

Leaning forward in the seat next to you, Sasha giggles. “He’s paying for everything you get today.”

“What? Why would he do that?”

“He said that he wanted to treat you to a day of luxury. I think it’s his way of saying he totally wants to be your man,” Charlotte wiggles her brows.

“My man?” You whisper your face heating up.

“Seems like he wants to show you he will take care of you if the two of you were dating. Wish a guy did that for me…” Sasha pouts.

“I mean it’s nice but I can pay for things myself…” you go for your phone pulling it out to send Renjun a thank you but no thank you message when Sasha snatches your phone. “What the —"

“Renjun’s worried that Haechan will try to find some way to get into contact with you and ruin the ‘relaxation day.’”

Sighing, your arms cross tightly over your chest. “Well, he’s thought of everything now, hasn’t he?” You mumble annoyed.

“I mean is he wrong?” Charlotte asks Sasha. Holding up your phone Sasha shows you the few messages from Haechan.

When will you be back? I can’t believe Renjun did this without you knowing. I miss you already. Please don’t stay out too long. Be safe. Don’t talk to strangers. I hate Renjun right now...

She reads off the messages. Pouting you try to reach for your phone, but once again like your wallet your friends are playing keep away.

“Not so fast,” Charlotte grabs your arm. “Haechan can survive a day without you. I’m actually shocked. What the hell happened yesterday?” She whispers. “I mean after he dragged you off after tug-of-war, I didn’t see you at all until lunch.”

“He wrapped my hands up in the bathroom and we talked.” You shrug keeping what truly happened a secret.

“Does he, you know…” Sasha pushes. “Like you?”

“I think that’s clear as day Sasha.” Charlotte sighs. “How does Renjun feel about this? I mean he’s clearly stating his feelings. I can’t imagine he’s very happy having to share you with his best friend. Why did Haechan even intervene?”

“I don’t know what’s going on. Everything has moved so fast. I mean just two days ago they were both strangers to me. Now,” you groan. “I just don’t know what to do.”

“Do you like them both?” Sasha asks.

“Yeah, a lot,” you confess. “They’re so different. Haechan is like fire. He’s unexpected. He takes risks obviously,” you look at Charlotte a burning coming to your cheeks. “With Renjun,” a loving sigh leaves you. “He’s like air. He can be soft and gentle but then switch it up. We, uh, kissed on the bus,” you look at Sasha bashfully. “It was very unexpected, but so hot!”

“Eh?! You two kissed already?” Sasha leans forward eager to hear more.

“Jeno and Jaemin were staring at them for the longest time while they were kissing,” Charlotte laughs. “I think Jeno was two seconds from joining in with how he was staring at you. But, for real girl, it was downright sexy! Even I couldn’t help but watch.”

Your face burning up now, you shift in your seat. Not knowing if it was a good idea or not to let Sasha and Charlotte in on your escapades yesterday, you start to fidget. It wouldn’t harm anyone if they knew what happened. Hell, two years ago, Charlotte slept with the guy she was rooming with and gave a complete play by play of what happened. So perhaps…

“I, uh, well, Renjun also surprised me yesterday.”

“What happened yesterday?” Charlotte tries to get you to continue but the bus stops at the small plaza. “Shit, okay, we’ll go and get some food. Don’t think for a second, I’m letting you off the hook.”

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“Are the two of you just going to sit here and stare at your phones the whole time?” Jaemin sighs loudly from the bed he was sharing with Jeno, while Haechan and Renjun were on the other bed. “I mean I thought you came down here to hang.”

“Thought we were hanging,” Haechan rolls over onto his back, his arm dangling off the side of the bed – his phone firmly in his grasp.

“You’re just staring at your phones. What expecting a call or something?” Jaemin asks.

“Where are the girls? Is that why you’re here? Did you get kicked out of the room?” Jeno chuckles.

Haechan smacks Renjun’s arm. “Yeah, this idiot decided upon himself to send the hottest woman in our office off with her friends for a ‘girl’s day.’” He uses air quotes. “A day of relaxation because apparently, she needs it… or whatever. Hanging out with us is too stressful for her. A bunch of bullshit if you ask me. She’s off doing whatever with Sasha and Charlotte and whenever they come back, they’re having a slumber party. So, I’m stuck with him for the whole fucking day! We could have slept in, spent the morning with her, fooled around – nope, not with this guy. He sends the only reason we have to stay in bed away!”

“I didn’t send her away!” Renjun argues.

Scoffing Haechan retorts, “yeah, you did.”

“I thought I would be a nice person and give her a chance to hang out with her friends. Is that so wrong? She would have done that anyway what’s the big deal?”

“The big deal is that you planned all of this without talking to us about it. What if I had something planned today that I wanted to do with her? What if it was something like going to the lake for a swim and just to have fun? Huh? Well, that would have been thrown out because you didn’t communicate what you were thinking. No, Prince Charming, just does whatever the fuck he feels like. Doesn’t care about anyone else but himself.”

“I did nothing wrong!”

Jeno and Jaemin look between the two of them. Never before have they seen this much hostility between Haechan and Renjun. Renjun normally getting annoyed easily, but able to recover just as quickly. Haechan, the major shit starter, knowing which buttons to push and which ones not to in regards to his best friend, but this was much deeper.

Putting the video game he was playing on pause, Jeno sighs. “What’s really going on?”

“Nothing. Everything is fine.” Renjun answers quickly, but his eyes are glued to his phone.

Jaemin gets up from the bed he was sitting on and sits next to Renjun. “If everything is fine, why are you looking at your phone for the umpteenth time since you came down here? We all know you like her. It’s okay to have wanted her to spend time with her friends, but if you miss her, just tell her.”

Closing his eyes in defeat, Renjun places his phone on the coffee table between the two beds. “I can’t.” He mumbles.

“Why not?” Jaemin asks.

“I might have told Charlotte to keep her phone away from her today so she can fully relax.”

“WHAT?!” Haechan pops up, his hair sticking up at different angles. “Why the fuck did you do something stupid like that? It’s her damn phone! What if someone in her family tried to contact her?!”

“Look!” Renjun turns, his face already turning a light pink as his anger starts to build. “I was doing it so you wouldn’t bother her. How many texts have you sent since she’s left? Huh? I swear you keep typing something out every two seconds!”

“For your information I’ve only sent about,” he looks down at his phone at the plethora of messages he’s sent. “Look, who gives a shit how many I’ve sent. At least I’m not afraid to say I miss her! Why would you do something this stupid? Even you miss her!”

“Sorry, Renjun,” Jeno shakes his head. “I’m with Haechan on this one. Having Charlotte hold onto her phone just because you think Haechan is going to act like a lovesick puppy, though he is, was a dumb idea.” He laughs. “I get it, you want to seem like the mature one, but even you look lost without her. What the fuck happened between the three of you. I haven’t seen you,” he points to Haechan, “act like this because of a chick before, and you,” he nods in Renjun’s direction. “Well, considering this is the first person you’ve shown interest in, why would you be dumb enough to send her away? Shouldn’t you have asked her out on a date or something? Spend the day with her?”

“How the hell would I do that with him around?” He points to Haechan. “I bet I wouldn’t have a moments peace if I tried!”

“I’m not a dick, if you wanted to go on a date, go on a fucking date!” Haechan smirks. “I’d just make sure she had a better time with me.”

“What? By fucking her every two seconds?!”

Snickering Haechan shrugs. “If she wants to fuck, I’m more than happy to oblige.”

Renjun turns from him disgusted, “you make me sick.”

“Awe baby, what’s wrong?” Haechan wraps his arms around his shoulders. “Feeling left out?”

“Get off of me!”

“Okay, fine, I’ll let you join us because I’m a good sport. I’ll even let you fuck her first.” He kisses Renjun’s cheek chuckling.

“You think you’re the only one she wants, don’t you?” Renjun questions him, his voice low and menacing. “You’re not!” He stands, his face bright red. Hands in a tight fist. “Was she on her knees in front of you begging to suck your –”

“Renjun!” Jaemin stops him.

“What?! I’m so fucking sick and tired of him acting like he’s the only one who can have a girl beg for him.”

“What happens between you and her should stay between the two of you,” Jaemin sighs. “And you,” he plucks Haechan on the forehead. “Stop trying to antagonize him.”

“Are we really not going to talk about what Renjun almost said?” Jeno smirks. “Wouldn’t mind knowing what the office’s sweetheart is like in –”

“ENOUGH!” Jaemin shouts. “Everyone out!” He points to the door. “We’re getting out of here and getting some fresh air. Maybe then the two of you will get your shit together.”

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Your phone goes off again, the familiar ding making Charlotte roll her eyes, once more. She reaches into her pocket checking to make sure that the message wasn’t from someone in your family or your roommate. When she sees it’s another message from Haechan she shoves the phone back into her pocket.

“What did you do to this man?” She smacks your arm. “I never would have pictured Haechan as the clingy type.”

Giggling you pull out a shirt from the rack you were interested in. “Getting a look into what a relationship with Haechan would be like?”

“I think I would throw my phone into the ocean by now just to get a moments rest. By the way, he said he really really really hates Renjun now.”

Putting the shirt back on the rack you turn in her direction. “What happened?”

Shrugging she waves off your concern. “They’re grown men they can figure things out on their own.”

“I asked Jaemin if everything is okay,” Sasha whispers next to you. “She said that Haechan found out you haven’t been getting his messages.”

Sighing you nod your head. “May I see your phone for a second?” You ask her.

“Charlotte will kill me if you she catches you!” She shakes her head eyes wide.

“Please, Sasha. I just want to send a message out to the two of them. What if they start fighting? I don’t want that to happen.”

Groaning Sasha forks over her phone. “You have five minutes before she gets suspicious. Here,” she hands you a shirt. “Say you’re trying this on.”

“Thanks, Sasha!” Rushing to the changing room, you pass Charlotte on the way. “Be back, just trying this on.” You tell her when she looks up startled.

“Try this on too,” she hands you a dress. “This looks super cute, I’m sure the boys will love it,” she winks.

“Okay,” you take the dress heading to the changing room.

Closing and locking the door you drop the clothes down on the bench before firing off a quick message to Jaemin.

Jaemin! I’ve asked to borrow Sasha’s phone. Please tell Renjun and Haechan that I’m fine and not to fight with each other. We’re shopping right now and will be back at the hotel soon. Also, tell Renjun that he shouldn’t have said he would pay for everything for me. I appreciate the gesture, but he really shouldn’t have. I’m going to pay him back in full once I get my wallet back. And please, tell Haechan to stop annoying Charlotte with all the messages. I miss both of them, so please tell them that, but I think she’s about to break my phone soon if he keeps texting. Thank you Jaemin! I owe you one!

“You done? Let me see the dress.” Charlotte knocks on the door.

“Uh, hold on,” you strip off your shirt as fast as you can and slip the dress on over your jeans. Pulling it down over your hips you fix it as best as you can before opening the door, not forgetting to hide Sasha’s phone under the shirt you were wearing. “Okay, what do you think?” You ask stepping out.

“I think you’re busted, hand it over.” Charlotte holds out her hand.

You gulp. “Wh-What?”  

“First of all,” she steps forward. “You hate it when I pick out clothes for you. Never in all the years we’ve been friends have you willing agreed to try on anything I’ve picked out. Second, Sasha keeps fidgeting and looking towards the changing rooms. Finally, I asked her what the time was and she looked at the clock hanging on the wall instead of her phone. So, hand it over.” She holds out her hand.

“Don’t get mad at Sasha, okay?” You ask stepping into the changing room. “I just wanted to get a message out to the guys.”

“Yeah, yeah,” she says annoyed. “Just hand over the phone.”

“C-Can’t I wait for Jaemin’s reply?” Crossing her arms, Charlotte starts tapping her foot. Her lips pursing together so tightly they disappear. “Fine…” You sigh handing over Sasha’s phone.

“So, which one of them have you fucked?” She asks you.

“WHAT?!” You scream.

Freaking out Charlotte waves her hands in front of you. “Quiet down, will ya? It was a simple question.”

“Simple question? What makes you think I slept with either of them?”

“I’ve never seen you so emotionally invested in anyone this quick. Even with Mar –” she stops herself when your eyes start to cloud over. “Even with… you know who, you kept your distance for the longest time. Is what happened with Haechan on the bus the reason you’re like this?”

“N-No!” You exhale deeply sitting on the bench in the changing room. “I just want to make sure that they won’t kill each other, okay? Renjun, I know wants us to spend time together alone. That’s what we agreed on when I was sitting next to him on the bus. He showed me all the different activities we can do while here and he looked so excited. For once, I thought I might see the outside of the hotel room, but with Haechan...” You snicker, “I think the only thing I’ll see is the inside of the hotel room.”

“You really like them both don’t you?” Charlotte sits down next to you.

“So much,” you run a hand through your hair. “Yesterday, after lunch, when Haechan came up to see the room,” she nods. “Well, I was actually planning on taking a bath. Well, I wanted to attempt to take a bath,” you correct yourself.

“Wait, what?” She whips her head in your direction. “Don’t tell me that…no wait…what?!”

Looking away from her embarrassed by what you’re about to say you fiddle with your fingers. “Things might have escalated rather quick and all three of us might have fooled around but nothing like…sex sex happened. Just like…oral and stuff...” you mumble at the end.

“Did they do anything with…each oth –”

“No.” You stop her before she continues. “I um, helped Haechan and Renjun helped me and then I helped Renjun,” you confess.

Leaning in she gives you a good sniff her eyes squinting. “Well, you don’t reek like you haven’t bathed in a while.”

Pushing her away you laugh. “I did get a bath, it was just, things went a different direction. Honestly, I thought that it was just going to be Renjun and I, but then Haechan invited himself up to the room. He wanted to fool around on the bed, but I mentioned a bath. All of a sudden, I’m sitting in the tub naked, Haechan’s undressing and joining me –”

“Haechan was in the bath with you?!” Charlotte stares at you doe-eyed. “Wh-What the fuck did you do in a past life to end up with my Adonis in a bath with you?” Her lips start trembling. “I hate you so much right now.”

“I mean, I will give you a little hint,” you lean into her whispering everything you feel is appropriate to share about Haechan’s physique with her. Hearing a loud gulp, you pull back to find her cheeks flushed. “I hope this satisfies your curiosity for a while.”

“I would kill to see Haechan standing in front of me his dick ready to be –”

“Is everything okay back here?” The salesclerk pops up out of nowhere scaring both you and Charlotte.

“Y-Yes, everything is fine. Sorry about that,” you stand up.

“You look so beautiful,” she praises you, her hands going up to her cheeks for added effect.

“Uh, thank you,” you side-eye Charlotte who’s trying to keep her laughter in. You were not beautiful. The color Charlotte picked out is your least favorite color and your least flattering color. Glancing back at the salesclerk and how she’s singing praises about the fit and style, she must work on commission. “Actually, I’m thinking about something else. Do you have outfits for let’s say a romantic dinner?”

“Yes, we should have some,” she giggles gesturing to you and Charlotte. “I think the two of you make such a cute couple.”

“Eh?!” You squeak. “We’re no –”

Charlotte wraps her arm around your shoulders. “She’s the love of my life. Can’t believe it’s already been a whole year since she said she’d be mine,” Charlotte kisses your cheek.

“Ah! Stop it!” The salesclerk blushes. “I’ll pull out some outfits I’m sure you’ll love, and you too.” She winks at Charlotte before taking her leave.

“I hate you,” you whisper.

“Love you too, babe!” She nudges you. “So, what exactly are you planning? Thinking about asking one of the guys out on a romantic date?” She wiggles her brows.

“Something like that.” You hold out your hand. “So, may I please have my wallet back?”

Rolling her eyes, Charlotte grabs her purse and digs out your wallet. “This is just because of your wonderful description of my Adonis.”

“Thanks!” You lean in kissing her cheek. “Oh, I also forgot,” you whisper the rest of what happened even giving her a bit of insight about Renjun.

“Holy Shit!! Take your phone and call those two!” She shoves your phone into your hand. “No wonder Haechan is chomping at the bit.”

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Renjun wipes his brow. The blazing sun blaring down on his skin. “How long are we going to stay out here?” He whines.

“Seriously?” Haechan looks back at his friend who looks like he two seconds from keeling over. “We haven’t even walked that far.”

“I know that, but I just,” he whispers. “I wanted to go on a hike with her, not you guys...” he rolls his eyes.

Jeno and Jaemin stop walking. “That’s why you’re acting like a baby?” Jeno asks. “Dude you can still go on a hike with her. Hell, you’ll at least be able to figure your way around the path now instead of getting not only yourself lost but her too.”

Sighing Renjun kicks a small rock off to the side. “I just had an idea planned out and now…I don’t know,” he shrugs.

“What, you don’t want to take her to see the scenery now?” Haechan asks.

“It’s not that. I just… I wanted to experience it for the first time with her. I don’t want to have already seen it. I wanted it to be shocking for both of us.”

“I mean this is the intermediate course, so the view won’t be as grand as the harder one. Perhaps go on that one?” Jaemin suggests. “Or do you seriously want us to head back to the hotel?”

“There’s other things the two of you can do,” Jeno chimes in. “Why not rent a boat and have some time alone on the lake? I’m sure that’ll be nice as well.”

Nodding, Renjun keeps quiet. Haechan looks at the uncharted path then back to his friend. A loud groan comes from him as he marches his way towards Renjun. Ignoring Jaemin’s warning glare he wraps his arm around Renjun’s shoulders.

“Come on, let’s find something else to do.” He starts to lead everyone back down the path. “If this is what he wants to do with his little girlfriend we shouldn’t ruin it.”

“Girlfriend?” Renjun looks up shocked by Haechan’s words.

“What? You don’t want her to be your girlfriend?”

“No, it’s just, I mean…”

“Just because I said it doesn’t mean it’s going to happen,” he teases. “Especially with me as your rival.” He winks. “I’m pretty awesome so, you know, might as well give you a little hope, but not too much.”

“Fuck you, Haechan.” Renjun chuckles.

“Wait! Stop!” Jaemin calls out. “I just got a text,” he quickly scans it over chuckling. “Okay, so I’m supposed to tell the two of you that your little girlfriend is fine. Also,” his eyes widen. “Renjun, did you say that you were going to pay for whatever she was going to buy today?” He looks up flabbergasted.

Nodding Renjun points to Haechan. “I figured we’d split it.”

“EH?!!!” Haechan pulls away from him. “When the fuck did, we, agree to that?”

“When you decided to interfere with my relationship.” Renjun smirks. “Figured until a decision is made, we’d split the costs.”

Shaking his head, Haechan throws his hands in the air. “Unbelievable…” He goes up to Jaemin peeking to see the rest of the message. “Anything else?”

“Yeah, stop texting her or she won’t have a phone anymore. Charlotte has her phone and is getting pissed.” Turning away Haechan mumbles curses under his breath. “Also, she misses you both.”

Nodding, Renjun fights back a smile. “Glad she’s having fun.” He turns away chuckling lightly.

“Yeah, especially on our dime.” Haechan growls. “If I knew battling for the woman I liked would have me paying for a shopping spree the second day of our non-existent relationship, I may have considered keeping my mouth shut.”

“And your dick in your pants,” Renjun rolls his eyes.

Scoffing Haechan pushes Renjun playfully. “You’re one to talk. Busting at the seams yesterday and still trying to be chivalrous.”

“It’s called self-control. You should learn it,” he teases. Just then both of their phones go off. Looking down Renjun’s eyes widen at the picture you’ve just sent him. Gulping he looks up to see Haechan with the same look on his face. “D-Did you get?” He asks.

“Yeah…” he licks his lips. “Why did she send us this?”

“What did she send?” Jeno rushes over. “Damn,” he grabs Haechan’s phone. “I mean, holy shit… didn’t think she was that hot, but for real,” he turns the phone to Jaemin. “Want to throw our hats in the ring?” He jokes.

Jaemin takes Haechan’s phone his eyes quickly darting away from the screen. “She has enough on her plate with these two,” he clears his throat.

Another round of dings has the guys huddling around. Picture after picture, you send Haechan and Renjun dress options. With the message:

So, which one should I get? Your choice. xoxoxo

“Pick the first one,” Jeno suggests. “The red one is the best.”

“Are you kidding me?” Jaemin shoves his friend away. “The red one made her look like a prostitute. The blue one is pretty. It’s classy as well.”

“Boring! The red one is perfect! Easy to get off…”

“Blue!”

“Red!”

“Blue!”

Another ding goes off but this time Renjun and Haechan both bring their phones up to their chests. “Uh, w-we should get back to the hotel.” Renjun clears his throat.

“What? Why? What did the message say? Was it another dress?” Jaemin asks intrigued by their looks of terror.

“No, not exactly,” Haechan shoves his phone in his pocket. “But, yeah, we should get back.”

“What was it?” Jeno asks.

“She said that they were heading back soon. They’re going to go swimming in the lake. Said we can join too if we want. That’s all.” Renjun starts walking away, Haechan following suit.

Jeno and Jaemin watch as their two friends quickly make their way down the hill. Almost seeming as though they were racing to see who could reach the bottom first. Both their brows raising, knowing smiles on their faces.

“Nude pic?” Jeno asks.

“Nah, most likely bra and panties,” he chuckles.

“Bet you $200 it’s a nude.”

Smirking Jaemin sighs. “Fine. I’ll take you up on that bet. Don’t cry when you lose though.”

“I’m not going to lose. The red dress just screamed, ‘fuck me.’ She knew exactly what she was doing when she sent that picture. The angle, how you could see her breasts and that sweet smile. Yeah, she knew that they would react. If I knew she was like that, I would have thrown my hat in the ring years ago. She always seemed so…proper y’know? Like she wouldn’t be a freak in bed.”

Nodding Jaemin starts down the path behind Haechan and Renjun. “Yeah, I know what you mean. I guess it’s true what they say. Watch out for the quiet ones. She may not be loud like Charlotte, but if she has those two wrapped around her finger, she must be one hell of a woman.”

Jeno nods in agreement. “Especially for Haechan to act like this. I’ve never seen him interested in anyone seriously. Just a one-night stand to scratch the itch. Now, I’m thinking he may actually want to date her.”

“Haechan,” Jaemin sighs. “I know you may not have noticed since the two of you weren’t that close in the beginning, but Haechan’s always looked at her. I never asked him about it. I figured he’d just say ‘what, can’t a man look around and play the field?’ So, I didn’t bother. But when she was dating Marcus. I don’t know. He changed. He started sleeping around a lot. He would glare in their direction. He seemed pissed for no reason since Marcus was a great guy. I remember Haechan even hanging out with him a couple of times.

“When she and Marcus separated everything stopped. He seemed lighter. The Christmas Party when he was going to talk to her, he looked terrified. He never gets like that. Nervous yeah. Cocky, absolutely, but never terrified. Seemed like he really wanted her to say yes to him. And when she threw it back at him, he looked like he was kicked in the gut, but at the same time happy.”

Jeno gasps. “So, he’s liked her this whole time?”  

Shrugging Jaemin watches Renjun and Haechan talking. “Maybe…”

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“I can’t believe you went and bought those dresses,” Sasha shakes her head giggling in the elevator.

“Why can’t you believe it? We have a bit of time here and I’m sure I’ll be hanging out in the evenings with them. I want to look my best.”

Charlotte nudges you, “admit it, you wanted to get the ball rolling. The ones you picked out, I mean, you looked amazing, but it’s not the type of dresses for an elegant dinner at a fancy restaurant.”

“Yes, they are!” You pout holding onto your bags. “I wouldn’t pick out dresses that make me look like a whore! No matter which ones they picked I would still have the last say. Plus, I liked them. And I do want to have a nice evening with them…”

“I don’t want to bring this up since it’s controversial,” Sasha lowers her voice as if there were other people than the three of you in the elevator. “But, what would you do if the guys want you to pick who you want to be with and you can’t choose which one you want – like you like them equally?”

“Are you trying to ask her about dating both of them?” Charlotte snorts. “Sasha, really?”

She shrugs. “What? I saw this guy on a game show say that he had a wife and that they have a girlfriend and all live together.”

“Wait, what?” You ask brows knitted together. “How is that even possible?”

“She’s talking about polyamorous relationships,” Charlotte waves her hand in your direction. “It’s a bunch of bullshit if you ask me. I’ve heard them talking about the relationships. ‘I have a lot of love to give.’ ‘Why can’t I be with the people that I love?’ ‘I love both men and women, why do I have to choose one at a time?’ If you ask me, it’s people trying to make polygamy a ‘thing’ and get away with it by calling it something else.” She sighs. “Don’t get me wrong, if I was younger, I may have given it the ole college try, but I’m happy with Richard. I don’t need another man and I certainly don’t need another woman coming into the relationship and possibly fucking everything up.

“What happens if you and your partner were happy for years. Like you walked down the aisle, said your vows, had children with each other – then one of you meets someone and says to your partner ‘hey babe, not that I’m unhappy with you, but I’d like to add this person into the mix?’”

The doors open and Charlotte storms out. “It’s ridiculous. If you want to fuck around with a bunch of people then go ahead and do that. Why enter a relationship?”

“I think it’s more like a non-written contract that everyone involved understands the dynamic. You are with the only people that you say you’re going to be with. I’m only assuming that getting health checkups are a thing as to not pass around any diseases. At least I hope so…” Sasha interjects. “Like the husband and wife are together. They’re married, but the woman is both of their girlfriend. Obviously, the wife was also interested in women and I believe she was the one who fell in love with the woman first. Then, brought it up to her husband.”

Cackling Charlotte shakes her head. “So, a man gets two women now? Good for him. How amazing. He gets to soil his oats two times over. I know plenty of men who wouldn’t bat an eye to that. But, let’s switch it up. If the husband fell in love with another woman, and you were like, well, I do like women as well so why not? And you come home after a long day at work, your feet tired and aching and all you want to do is cuddle on the couch with your hubby only to hear your husband and your girlfriend fucking each other? WITHOUT YOU!” Charlotte growls. “Pisses me off just thinking about it.”  

“Have you been in that type of relationship?” You ask Sasha while Charlotte continues to go off on a tirade.

Sighing Sasha shakes her head. “It didn’t last long,” she whispers so Charlotte can’t hear. “It was right after high school, when I was in college. I really liked this guy and he was everything I wanted in a man. A true gentleman. Opened up doors for me, pulled out my seat and waited till I sat down. Paid for our meals when we went out. He even came over when I was sick and took care of me.

“I thought he was going to be the one, y’know?” You nod gently. “But then one day, he calls me up saying that he needs to talk to me. At first a million things were swirling around in my head. I thought, is he going to pop the question? Are we breaking up? Did I do something wrong? What’s going on? My heart was beating so fast when I met up with him. But he told me that he was in love with me. That he can see us going all the way down the aisle.” Her face starts to light up.

“You have no idea how happy I was. Honestly, if we got married, I may not have worked here at all. He eventually moved clear across the country and I would have followed him to the ends of the earth. I loved him so much, but he springs up that he was also in love with another man. I had no idea he was bisexual. It never occurred to me. I didn’t know what to say or think. He showed me pictures of the guy and said that he wanted to talk to me before making any moves. He said the man he was interested in liked women as well and wanted to meet me.”

“What did you do?” You ask mouth hanging open in shock.

“I met up with the guy. I mean, I didn’t think he was being serious at first. I was just so shocked. When I did see the guy in person,” she blushes. “When I say he was gorgeous, I mean damn, he was hot. Gorgeous tan skin, dark pitch-black hair, piercing blue eyes. He looked like he came out of one of those young adult novels. Everything about him made me want to, well,” she fans herself. “Let’s just say I said yes, but only on a trial basis. I told them both I’ve never been in a relationship like that before and I don’t want to say yes or no without at least experiencing what it could be like.

“They understood and we moved into an apartment off campus. For a year we lived together and it was nice. I mean really nice,” she wiggles her brows. “I had two men who treated me like a queen and I treated them like kings. There was never jealousy amongst us if we ended up sleeping with the other and one of us wasn’t around.”

“But obviously, things didn’t work out?”

She shakes her head, “no it didn’t.” Charlotte opens up the door to her room to grab some of her belongings for the slumber party, spa, and lake. “I came home one day to find both of them sitting at the table together with this strange look on their faces. I greeted them both with a kiss and that’s when they told me they were interested in adding another person.”

“Another person?!” You gasp. “Wh-Who?!”

“Another woman. Mr. Talk dark and handsome, fell in love with this girl who I’ll admit is beautiful, but she just rubbed me wrong. When I met her, I just had this feeling that soon I would be the odd one out. I told them I didn’t want to add someone else. We argued, said a few things, and I left. It really hurt. I loved both of them so much, but that girl…” Sasha rolls her eyes. “She just felt like a bitch and I don’t deal with women like that. Plus, I wasn’t exactly open to sleep with a girl. I’ve never been attracted to women. I don’t care if someone is attracted to women, it’s just, I’ve always liked men.”

Nodding you give Sasha a big hug, “I’m sorry you went through that. Why didn’t you tell us?”

She shrugs chuckling nervously. “Not something you just talk about freely. People judge relationships like ours easily as I’m sure you can tell,” she gestures to Charlotte who was packing an overnight bag. “I get it. It’s not for everyone. I don’t think I’d do it again, but with you,” she nudges you. “I can tell you like them both equally. It’s the same look I had on my face when I was around my guys. I didn’t bring up the polyamorous thing to sway you into doing something you don’t want to. I just wanted to let you know of a possible option.”

“D-Do you think I should give it a try?”

“I think that is something you need to talk about with Haechan and Renjun individually and then all together. I’m not going to say its cupcakes and rainbows. Someone, like myself, may end up getting hurt. You may end up getting hurt or one of them might. That is something you need to know when you enter these kinds of relationships. Then again, you may be able to have your cake and eat it too,” she laughs.

“If you were in my position –” you start but she shakes her head.

“I’m not. I can’t and I won’t influence you. We have two more days here. Just feel things out. It’s no pressure.”

Nodding you move away from the door when Charlotte comes out in a much happier mood. Heading over to Sasha’s room you can’t help but think about her words. What would being in a relationship with both Haechan and Renjun be like?

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PART 7

[qyllenhaal]

Muse

Pairing: Artist!Steve x Reader

Summary: Steve’s an artist, and you’re secretly his muse. 3rd POV. WC: 3.5k

Warnings: smut (18+ only, MDNI), oral (f receiving), unprotected sex. Fluff. Friends to lover.

Steve knew it was a risk to quit his job and focus full-time on being an artist. His boss laughed in his face when he turned in his letter of resignation and asked Steve how much he thought his "little paintings" were going to make him. Steve didn't just face this scrutiny from his boss, but his friends too albeit not as harsh. Many of the people in his life didn't understand his passion for something that might leave him struggling, but Y/n was always there encouraging him.

"You may struggle for a little bit, but I think it's great Steve! Only one day into your new life as an artist and you already seem happier!"

Steve has known Y/n for almost a decade. They met under odd circumstances that some would consider a meet cute. She's still so sweet and bubbly just like she was the day he met her. It wasn't hard for him to fall head-over-heels for her. She always has a kind word and an open ear even during times of distress.

Sometimes he blushes when she gives him a compliment. She claims to not know anything about art, but every time he shows her something new she always has something stark to say that sticks with him. Maybe it's because it's coming from her.

His time spent alone in his studio is sacred. He converted a room in his apartment into a makeshift studio and he finds so much solace in those four walls. He has wanted to dabble in painting live subjects, maybe even a nude model or too, but he found himself getting real shy about it. He'd love to have someone to pose and to capture the way the light perfectly hits their face. That someone he imagined was often Y/n.

He was shocked when she allowed him to make her his subject. It started with him asking to paint a few photos of her she had lying around for "practice." Y/n was more than happy to help her friend Steve, only under the condition that he show her the final product. Steve found no problem in showing off the pastoral setting paintings he created, but it was much more harder to show off paintings of the person he thinks is the most beautiful person in the world.

Just like he couldn't muster up the confidence to ask anyone else to be his model, Steve could never ask Y/n to model for him in person. He found himself becoming too shy whenever the question was on the tip of his tongue. It would be much better if he were here in person with him, but he opted for photos of her clipped to his easel for reference. He'd finish a painting in one day and send her a photo via text of the finished product.

“I really look like that? It's amazing Steve!”

But eventually he ran out of photos. He tried to reuse some old ways and paint in a different style, or play with the colors, but it was beginning to become stale. Steve needed something new, but he didn't want to let go of Y/n as his subject.

"So you need new pictures?"

"Yeah — it's fine if you don't have any more," he tries to play it off as if he doesn't have 10 canvases in his studio of paintings of her that he hasn't shown her.

"We could take some more. Do you still have that digital camera you got a few Christmas' ago?"

"No. I think it got lost when I moved."

"Oh. Well I think Sam has a camera we can borrow. It's one of those fancy ones, right?"

Steve agreed to ask Sam to borrow his camera, but he honestly wishes that he had just bought his own. The amount of teasing he had to endure when he explained to Sam exactly why he needed the camera made his skin heat up. He couldn't stop his cheeks from becoming rosy when Sam asked when is he finally going to tell Y/n how he feels about her. Steve doesn't want to ruin what they have just in case Y/n rejects him. He'd much rather wallow in his school boy crush than put a strain on their friendship.

"How do you want me to pose?"

Y/n sat on the lone couch in Steve's studio room. It wasn't the best quality but it was still useful.

The curtains were drawn to shield the sun that was nearly set. The lighting in the room was dim save for the soft light coming from a small lamp pointed at her. It casted a warm, yellowish light onto her skin. She wore a white dress and kicked her shoes off at the front door.

"Whatever comes natural to you," his voice is weak as he responds. The atmosphere of the room is slightly romantic and he can't shake his nerves. Everything feels extremely intimate.

Y/n is almost as nervous as Steve. She's never modeled for someone and it feels a little bit awkward. She's always comfortable around Steve, but she can't help but get a little nervous when she sees Steve with the camera in his hands.

"You look perfect like that," he compliments the half-asses pose she's doing before snapping the first photo. He looks at the preview before the camera's screen could go dark.

"Let me see." He shows her and she just nods her head, "let me adjust myself," she whispers.

Y/n unbuttons the first two buttons of her dress, exposing more of her chest that only gives a glimpse of her breast. Steve pretended to not notice it as he took another picture of her. Once again Y/n asked to see the photo and looked a little more satisfied with it this time.

"Do you think that I could — nevermind."

"What is it Y/n?" He asks with a soft laugh that makes her want to melt.

"Do you think I could unbutton my dress all the way?" Her voice faltered as she asked. She watched Steve's reaction intently. She hopes the question doesn't make him uncomfortable. "It's just that I was looking up some ideas online so I could prepare and I saw this really pretty picture of this model and she was semi-nude but it was really pretty so I wanted to ask if we could try it," she explained; or perhaps over-explained.

Steve was completely dumbfounded. If Y/n couldn't see it in his dropped jaw, then she can see it in the way he just freezes.

"It's okay if that's too much."

"No! No, it's okay."

Y/n gave him a half smile before she began to unbutton the front of her dress. Steve tried to look away, but how could he not? The more she revealed herself, the easier it was for him to see the swell of her breast. Her skin looks so soft and he feels compelled to reach out and caress her bare skin. But he keeps his hands to himself.

"Is this too much?" The puffy sleeves of her dress were off of her shoulder and her dress was all the way open until the middle of her stomach. It's a lot for him to handle, but he feels blessed to see such a sight.

"No. It's perfect. You're perfect."

Y/n's skin heats up despite the room being cold. She was starting to get a weird feeling in the pit of her stomach. It wasn't a bad one or an uncomfortable feeling, but it was something she wasn't used to.

Now she's half-naked and posing on his couch. The first few photos he took of her like this were awkward as they both had to adjust to Y/n being half-naked.

Steve couldn't ignore the way the cold air made her nipples hard and breast tender. Steve was supposed to be on his best behavior, but he is seconds away from making a stupid mistake with his best friend.

Y/n arches her back which makes her breast jut out at him. Steve pauses to pray that he doesn't get a hard on. He feels a bit like a scumbag for even having this dilemma. It's just his best friend's half-naked body — that looks so soft and tender.

He forced himself to steel his resolve and hurry up and finish the task at hand. He began to treat her more like a model instead of the best friend he has a crush on.

"Try this," he suggests to her to move her body in a different way, which she does, but it's not quite what he wants. He was hesitant to get his hands on her, but he went for it anyway, "a little more like this."

In the process of moving her body, his hand brushed against her nipple. Y/n involuntarily let out a moan which made both of them pause. They looked at each other before Y/n let out a nervous laugh to try to play it off.

"Sorry," Steve apologizes.

"It's okay."

He glosses over what just happened and goes back to moving her body to her liking. He can't get over how good she feels underneath him. The truth is that he was taking his time to be able to have this experience for much longer. He may never have this kind of closeness with her again and he just can't quite let go.

Y/n watches his face as his hands touch her body. He looks so handsome under this lighting and Y/n wonders if she's always felt this way about Steve. For some reason she feels lust swirling inside of her. She hopes she isn't making a mistake when she leans forward and kisses him. Steve freezes under her kiss, stunned by reality, but he lets it happen. Her lips feel so soft against his, just like he always imagined.

She pulls away and places her forehead against his. Steve still has his eyes closed, lost in the dream that is Y/n's closeness.

"You can open your eyes now," she teases him. He obeys her and laughs along with her.

"I've wanted this for so long," he admits.

The revelation is shocking to her. She had no idea he felt this way about her, but now she wonders how much she's been oblivious to.

"Do you want this, Y/n? The last thing I want is for you to feel uncomfortable."

"No, no — I want this Steve. I wanna feel you touching me," her voice became somewhat whiny as desire fueled her.

With her blessing, Steve did not hold back. He kissed her hard, the way he imagined he would always kiss her. Imagine the way his heart nearly stopped when Y/n kissed him back with the same amount of fervor and want. Her hand came up and rested against the stubble on his cheek. They wish they could say their kiss was delicate, but it was not; it was sloppy and their tongues danced with each other.

When Steve pulls away, he's out of breath, but he's happy. The light touches he gave to her body earlier were not a bit rougher. He wants to explore every inch of her body in seconds, but he wants to be patient; he has all night to discover every inch of her.

"Touch me right here, Steve."

Y/n places his hands on her breast with his thumbs in reach of her nipples. Steve's thumb runs across her taut nipples which makes her sigh. "You like that?" He asks with a bit more confidence. She nods her head and her approval emboldens him. “Good.”

His lips ghost across the skin on her neck before he places a wet kiss against the skin on her throat. He can feel her breath hitch every time he places a tender kiss on her flesh. She smells like lavender and it makes him feel dizzy. He keeps playing with her nipples as he begins to suck on her neck. Y/n wants to just lay there and take in the feeling of him spoiling her, but she also wants to hear him moan. She strokes the bulge in his pants with her knee and she feels him groan against her skin. He lightly grinds himself against her knee to relieve all of the tension that built up inside of him. Neither of them are sure who wants who more, but it doesn’t matter to either of them. Knowing that this is an equal exchange of love and lust is enough for the two of them.

“Oh god Steve,” Y/n coos when he sucks on the most sensitive part of her neck. They’ve only just begun, but he makes her feel so good. A part of her is wishing that she had discovered Steve’s crush on her a long time ago, but she has him now and that’s all that matters.

“I wanna make you feel good,” he says against her skin, “I wanna make you cum.”

Y/n can’t help but moan at his confession. She can already imagine how it would feel to have him between her legs.

“Please Steve!”

Steve sits up just to push her dress up. The cotton panties she wears has a pink bow sewn onto it and he finds it adorable. He glances back up at her and he notices that she’s looking away from him. She’s now feeling bashful knowing that he’s going to see her completely naked even though she wants all of this and more. “It’s okay, pretty girl,” Steve pacifies her by slowly stroking her outer thigh. She finally looks at him, her pupils wide with lust. She almost sighs in content when he starts to slide her panties down. The cool air of the rooms only heats her up once it hits her hot sex.

“My god,” Steve whispers to himself. She looks so pretty, but she’s absolutely messy between her legs. She places her foot on the back of his couch to spread herself wider for him. “Good girl.”

Steve lowers himself between her legs and just stares at her for a moment. He wants to remember this for the rest of his life just in case this is the last time something like this happens between the two of them. He would be crushed if Y/n asked to just continue on as friend’s after this, but he would be eternally grateful that she granted him this opportunity. All he wants to do is make her feel good; his pleasure will follow suit, but it’s all about her.

One of his fingers runs along the edge of her folds. Y/n whimpers at the delicate way he treats her body. She feels so lucky to have someone so kind and sweet like Steve. He touches her with care, and love is in every stroke. “You’re so perfect,” he says before kissing her inner thigh. Every part of her body is sensitive but somehow she is able to withstand it all.

The first lick to her pussy overblows both of their senses. She’s sweet like honey and juicy like a peach. Steve’s first instinct is to groan against her pussy which sends vibration throughout her entire body. She feels like she’s on fire as all of the blood in her body goes straight to her sensitive nub. His tongue focuses on her clit and she’s in heaven. Steve’s tongue moves with so much skill and precision, but most importantly, passion. Steve treats her like he truly wants her, and Y/n can’t help but fall for him at this moment.

“You taste so good,” he coos against her slick.

The way he paws at her body while licking her pussy makes her feel like she’s being worshiped. Tears well in her eyes the harder he sucks at her clit. She hopes his neighbors’ aren’t home because they’d probably be annoyed at the loud sounds of her cries of pleasure. He has her on the edge and it just takes him rolling her nipples with his fingers that finally push her over.

“Don’t stop, don’t stop!”

Her cries are so angelic to him. And as much as he wants to keep licking her out, Steve needs to be inside of her so bad. He tames himself and pulls his mouth away from her to pull himself out of his pants. His incredibly hard, the head of his cock an angry red as it leaks pre-cum. “This is what you do to me,” his words are haunting. Y/n whines and wiggles her hips from being so impatient.

Steve lowers himself and presses the head of her cock at her opening. She’s so slippery that he pushes into her with ease. His cock is so big that she inhales sharply as she takes all of him inside of her. Her walls are like silk around him.

“So tight baby — oh god.”

Steve feels like he’s going to explode already. Her pussy is squeezing him and she looks up at him with wide eyes as she takes his cock like a good girl. It is the hardest task he’s ever faced in his life to not cum already. She just feels so good.

“Are you okay?” He asks sweetly before dipping his head to kiss her forehead.

She nods her head, “yes, Steve…feels so good,” she manages to speak coherently.

Her legs were thrown over his legs which allows him to fuck deeper into her. She looks so beautiful underneath him. Steve wants to feel her cum on his cock so bad. She flutters around him when he pulls out of her only to push back in seconds later.

Steve can only control himself for so long before he’s pounding into her. The cry of his name on her lips is so saccharine that it gives him a sweet tooth. He sucks on the skin of her neck to satisfy that need while Y/n places her hand on the back of his head as she moans for him.

“I’m gonna cum Steve! You’re going to make me cum!”

The ridges of his cock feels so good inside of her, but what really does it for her is how the head of his cock is kissing her cervix. The stretch of his cock is such a delicious burn that she wants him inside forever. With his face planted in her neck, lips kissing at her skin, Y/n is completely enamored with the way Steve consumes all of her. She is his just as much as he is her.

He feels her sex squeeze him one more time before she’s cumming all around him. She clings to him as her orgasm ravages through her. Steve fucks her through it before reluctantly pulling out of her. Her jerks himself off until he’s cumming all over her pretty tits, painting her body like she’s one of the world’s most precious masterpieces.

The two are completely spent as their limbs dangle off of his couch. Y/n’s heart is full feeling his cum cooling on her chest. She dips a finger in his spent and sucks it off, savoring his taste since she didn’t get a chance to go down on him. Steve almost passes out at the sight.

“You’re crushing my legs Steve,” she laughs warmly. He rolls off of her and off of the couch entirely.

Steve grabs a towel and starts t0 clean up her chest. He remembers what they were supposed to be accomplishing, but after what just happened between the two of them, Steve is certain he won’t be anxious about asking her to be his model again.

“So, where do we go from here?”

The question catches him off guard. He slowly wipes away his cum with the damp towel from her chest. As much as finding the answer to this question is hard, he is happy that she asked it because it means that she’s giving him a chance.

“I don’t want this to be the last time we do this,” Steve admits. He’s quickly become addicted to the way their foreheads pressed together; it just feels so intimate. “I love you too much for this to be the last time we ever spend like this together.”

As much as tonight has been shocking to her after the revelation of Steve proving to her that he loves her, she’s only overwhelmed with positive emotions.

“Then let’s not let this be the last time,” she whispers against his lips.

A wave of relief washes over Steve as he just lays there against, their bare bodies pressed against each other as if this is always how it should’ve been. His only hope is that they can stay like this forever.

[artemiseamoon]

Under a Golden sun

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Benny Miller x f reader x omc Daniel

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“We’ve talked about them together,” Bennys said. His deep voice seeps into every fiber of your being. You resist the urge to move closer to him. “Remember?”

“Or course I remember.” You break eye contact. Not because you don’t want to gaze into his eyes, you could do that forever. You break eye contact because the longer you look, the closer you are to falling apart and it's taking everything in you to keep it together.

You fantasized about this moment so many times, reuniting with Benny, the two of you getting a second chance. You didn’t ever phantom the universe would bring you two together again like this.

“To meet again this way, of all the ways,” Benny cracked a genuine smile, followed by a small chuckle.

“A place like this is right out of the giant vision board we made.” As you say the words, you remember, you remember the laughs, kisses and jokes as you and Benny worked on that board, putting down all the places you wanted to go and see.

You remember how he let you try to hang it just for shits and giggles, just so he could stand behind you and help you do it. Benny loved helping you do things, even when he didn’t have to. You remember how you took three trips together and happily crossed them off the list.

When your eyes land on Benny’s perfect face again, you can see he’s reliving the same memories you are. You can tell he wants to say something, Benny’s never been one to hold back on his thoughts, but right now, he is.

“Seems like a cool guy, Daniel.”

“Yeah, he is,” you frown. Not because Daniel isn’t, but because you can tell how much this pains Benny. But you have to remind yourself, it's been many years since you’ve been together, and you know there have been other women between then and now. “This is awkward, I know.”

Benny chuckles, “ hell yeah it’s awkward.”

When his eyes meet yours, you both chuckle and the mood lightens, a little.

“I wondered where you were all this time,” Benny lowered his gaze, “your social media just went quiet a couple years back.”

Ah. He has been keeping tabs.

“Yeah I was never a huge fan of all that anyway, and moving out here made it super easy to unplug.”

“You never said you were leaving, there at least.”

“No, I kept it quiet. Small going away party, close friends, only some family - it wasn’t announced anywhere.”

“I get that.”

“ I never saw your name, following me.”

“Secret account,” he replies with a grin,” alias.”

“Of course, sneaky move Benny.” You start thinking, trying to zone in on which account could have been him. Then it hits you. There was one focused on vintage band tees and vinyl records, classic rock - the kind of stuff you and Benny loved but you never saw an actual person pop up on the account. “Oh my god, I know which one was you!”

Benny grins, “ took you long enough sweetheart.”

You pull your eyes from his face and drop them down to his worn shirt, it’s that KISS one he loves so much. Whenever Benny went, that shirt followed. It’s not a surprise he packed it for his worldly adventure.

Benny lets his eyes explore the room, but the only thing he wants to look at is you. He wants to see your response to him calling you sweetheart.

His gaze finally settles on the huge buddha across the way. “I never took you as a Buddha statue person.”

“That's not me,” you giggle, “that's all Daniel.”

Benny laughs, “I take him as the type.”

You hold your smile a little longer, and Benny turns to look at you, catching it.

“Sunflower - “

“Yeah?”

Before Benny could reveal his thoughts, you hear your bedroom door open. Benny quickly puts a little more space between your bodies, and you see his nose crinkle a bit. You know he smells the pot, he has too.

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[gooby-loopy]

Googanronpa

(Hi guys this just a preview of this and I have long school break yayy :D that mean it could be finish soon!)

PROLOGUE The Quest for gooey mystery

 ???: “Ugh…”

I opened my eyes slowly

 (!!!)

???: “what the?!”

???: “Were am I?”

  once my eyes adjusted to the dark room, I looked around. Desks, chairs, a blackboard... it was a classroom?

 ???: Is this a classroom? why am I here anyway?

 It didn't look like a normal classroom the windows were bolted shut

I pulled myself off the ground, I put my hand on my back of my neck

 ???:( “This is weird…did I just got kidnaped or something?”)

 I tried to recall the thing he remembered.

Too bad I couldn't…

It too dark here I need leave this room…

I took a deep breath and starting to took steps

 ???: “Hello? Is somebody ther- oof!”

 suddenly I bump on something or someone in front of me and I fall over, hitting hard on the floor I groaned it hurt my head, I rubbed the back of my head.

???: “Blazagon?”

 I was shocked when the voice says my name I sat up and look at the person in front of me

It was best friend Pantaro

Blazagon: “P-Pantaro?”

 Pantaro: “Are you ok Blazagon?”

 Blazagon: “I-It ok, I’m fine”

  I use one of my hand grab his hand to heap me up

  Pantaro: “Blazagon do you have any ideal where we are? I don't even remember how we a got here…”

 Blazagon: “M-me either Pantyro… I have no idea how we got here too… it like we forgot what are mission was now”

 Pantaro: “… Wait-a minute did you just said mission?”

 Blazagon: “well yeah? Is there any other reason we are here for?”

 Pantaro: “that reasonable… say... what about our Goo jo?”

Blazagon: “G-Goo jo?

Suddenly, it hit my head

 Blazagon:( “that’s right… We were all at the Goo jo… and others were there too… Sudden then They were all… We were all...”)

 I can’t know even further it fuzzing it fuzz my memory…

Pantaro: “Hey, it ok”

 Pantaro put a hand on Blazagon’s shoulder

 Pantaro: “This must be the work of the Wilder they might be planning on us, Blazagon, we must explore this place to find them”

  Pantaro grab my hand, made a run for the door and out of the room

  Blazagon: “whoaaa!”

 (…)

When we got out the classroom

Outside was a large hallway, with other doors and corridors leading to other unknown areas. This place looked far from friendly everything was an industrial yellow, the air felt heavy, and the sheer silence was unnerving, both of us keep going until…

 A green crocodile with black short and gloves standing behind

Pantyro: “It was you Rock jaw…”

 Pantyro shout that making him heard it and turn around

 Rock jaw: “Hm? Oh it was You two, Goo-losers”

 Pantaro: “Did you plan this!?”

Rock jaw: “What plan? I didn’t plan anything?”

 Pantaro: “If isn’t then why you trap us in this unknown sort school place!”

 Rock jaw: “What? Do you think of that? Oh please, I was trap here just like you guys”

 Pantaro: “what?”

 Pantaro getting confuse so was I, I don’t get why but…

 Pantaro: “I-I don’t understand...No! you must be lyin-”

 I put his hand on Pantro’s shoulder he turn his head looking me

 Blazagon: “No Pantaro, he might be telling the truth…”

 Blazagon: “If he really planning trap us here, wouldn’t his henchmen or army with him too?”

 Pantaro silent try to calm himself down and turn his head back to Rock jaw

 Pantaro: “You when was the last time you remember or see them��?

 Rock Jaw: “… well I can’t really remember but I do remember they were with me but then when I got here, they gone…”

Rock Jaw: “here that the answer”

Pantaro: “Well that will be clear for now…  come with us we might found someone not just us even though we’re not very sure if we can trust you”

Rock Jaw agree and follow us

we left the classroom area to go look for the others, we decided to investigate the room opposite left side the two classrooms they get Inside

There was a dining hall with a long table in the middle, and smaller round tables scattered around

we saw a blue shark sitting at one of the tables

 ???: “… huh?”

“!!!”

He notices us and he leave the seat and get close to us

???: “There you guys!”

Blazagon: “huh? Thrash what are you doing here?”

 Thrash back up and put his arm behind his head

 Thrash: “Oh that? Mantor tell us to find other and heading to the Gym but then I got hungry so I find the dining room if there any foods around here”

 Blazagon: “Mantor?”

 Thrash: “yeah anyway follow me!”

 We leave the dining room and follow Thrash to take us to the gym he opened the gym doors

we enter the gym

[Gym]

 At the large gym there’s a bunch of people in here and it all familiar faces well most of them but I notice Rock jaw seem to be upset looking face

 Blazagon: “Rock jaw? There something wrong?”

Rock jaw: “I’m fine it just…”

Rock jaw: “If I really set you guys or our team on this school place then…what is the reason? is there any special thing about this stupid school place that to have new power in there?”

He was right what is the point of this place, is there anything hidden?

Blazagon: “you got some point…I guess…I not really sure it if true this place that have new power…”

Blazagon: “but for now we will found out later and hey! your teammate is here too you should go talk to them?”

Rock jaw: “…”

Rock jaw: “fine…whatever…”

 Rock jaw leave the us alone, go to where his teammate where at while Thrash doing whatever of himself

The only left was me and pantaro

 Pantaro: “I guess now just you and me should we should talk to somebody”

Blazagon: “How about you since you the only I can talk with”

Pantaro: “We will talk Mantor later also what does Rock jaw anything to you?”

Blazagon: “Well, he talking about this place if is there any hidden new power”

Pantaro: “Interesting… we might investigate this on sometime later for now”

“that one done. Now we should talk to?”

Blazagon: “hmmm…”

 While I was thinking I saw a green frilled lizard with chainsaw sort of like, stuck in right hand, I kind of curious about it and felt werid…

 Blazagon: “Hey Pantaro how about we should to that frilled lizard guy over there.”

Blazagon: “he has an unusual power out of any of other we should go talk him about his strange power”

Pantaro: “Good ideal”

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[jeongjaebae]

Maybe we'll just keep fallin'

⇢ Juyeon x reader, 3.4k, exes to lovers ⇢ A reunion at an amusement park reminds you of what it feels like to fall.

You've never hated Eric more than at this moment.

He gives you a big smile right when he sees you walking towards where the group is gathered near the entrance of the amusement park, and then runs towards you with his arms stretched out to squeeze the breath out of you.

"Hey," you greet with an attempt at a smile, hoping he doesn't notice the way your mood suddenly falls. "Long time no see."

"Y/N, I've missed you so much!" Eric's hug is even tighter than the last time you've seen him—a clear indication that he's been working out in college because those arms are even stronger as they lift you in a spin that takes you by surprise.

This amusement park trip would've been a perfect excursion on this perfect sunny day; a reunion of friends after a few years and a number of kilometers apart. And you had indeed been looking forward to it up until this point, having excitedly packed your bag and planned your outfit the night before.

However, no one had told you that he would be here too.

You knew it wasn't Eric's fault for inviting the both of you though, for he probably doesn't know about what happened. And when you join the rest of the group, it becomes quite obvious that none of them knew about it. It's as if they were all frozen in time, in the same spot as they stood all those years ago, back when your memories of this very amusement park had been overflowing with feelings for him.

It's not Eric's fault because Juyeon's Instagram remains untouched. Still filled with old pictures of the two of you long after what happened.

"It's nice to see all of you again," you say as you reach the others, looking at each of them one at a time. You wanted nothing more than to avoid looking at Juyeon the entire day, but it's something you couldn't get out of if you wanted to keep pretending everything was fine.

Juyeon was the first one you'd spotted from afar, having immediately recognized his all too familiar figure. But up close, he seems to have changed quite a bit. Like Eric, he definitely bulked up and is no longer super skinny, and then there's the way his skin glows and how his hair falls into place perfectly even with the wind blowing against it. And who wears such nice clothes to an amusement park? He's so stupidly perfect and unaffected that it pisses you off. The only thing that gives you a bit of satisfaction is seeing how he immediately stiffens after seeing you.

Maybe it would be easy to remember that he's no longer the boy you once loved when he seems so different now.

"Alright, let's go!" Eric shouts.

You knew that it was going to be a very long day.

***

"What's wrong? You don't like rollercoasters anymore?" Jacob asks. He raises an eyebrow at the way you eyed the ride all too warily.

You'd joined the line with the rest of them but there's a sense of dread in your steps that hadn't been there before. And while it wouldn't be your first time on this ride, the huge drop no longer seemed as appealing as it once did. Maybe you've developed a bit of a fear.

"I just hate the feeling of falling now," you say, then shrug when Hyunjae shoots you a strange look. "People change, I guess."

When your eyes flicker over to Juyeon intentionally, he's already staring at you.

Sometime while in line, the others all pair up with their seatmates, leaving you and Juyeon at the back together. Maybe it would've reminded you of the time they intentionally left you together when trying to set you up, but things are different now. It annoys you now.

You sigh. "Let's just get this over with."

As you climb into your seat with Juyeon following right behind you, suddenly you get an idea.

"Here, let me get this for you." You shoot him a smile before grabbing the safety bar and pushing it down on him as far as it would go, locking him into the seat with a click. It's much tighter than it needs to be and probably digs into his stomach if his grimace is any indication. Perfect. "Enjoy the ride!"

Then you walk out the other way. Leaving him without a seatmate on the rollercoaster.

A look of utter disbelief spreads on his face and you simply laugh before heading to the exit, where you would wait for his ugly photos to come out. Not that he could ever be ugly, but one could still hope.

As the rollercoaster takes off and he's still glancing at you looking betrayed, there's no time for guilt. Because he was going to go on the ride anyways, you tell yourself. What difference did it make whether it was with or without you? And besides, strapping him in tighter could've been to ensure his safety; it's almost funny how the things we do for the people we love actually end up hurting them the most.

Several minutes later, Juyeon comes back with his hair dishevelled and a frown on his face. Bothered, but still silent. You count that as a win because unfortunately for you, his photos turn out looking just fine. In fact, they turn out all too similar to the set you once carried around in your phone case—the same ride and the same expression, only the seat beside him hadn't been empty in that one.

He doesn't say anything as you take out your phone to quickly snap a photo of the preview on the screen, calling him ugly the entire time anyways.

The loud noises and flashy lights in every direction try to grab your attention as heading to the next ride has you walking through all the carnival games in the park. Prizes are dangling at every stall, the smell of colourful snacks and the cheerful voices of children filling the air. For a while, you don't mind it when Juyeon falls into step beside you at the back of the group.

Until his hand accidentally brushes yours. And his touch sends you reeling.

"You okay?" his eyes flash with concern. He hangs back to wait for you while the rest of the group continues on without notice.

"Yup," you slap on the most dazzling fake smile you could muster. "Never been better."

It was a close call; for a second you thought your resentment towards him faltered like your feet did.

They've stopped at a beanbag toss game where Hyunjae points out how much Sunwoo looks like the raccoon plushie hanging in the section of prizes, and Changmin is taking bets that Sangyeon's bad luck would make him lose every game he plays. Juyeon bets against it. You bet for it.

The man running the game gestures dramatically, beckoning your group over. "See something you like? Step right up! Only three tickets to win the biggest prizes in the entire park."

Normally you would've walked away. Everyone knows that carnival games are rigged so there was no point in wasting your tickets, but once again, an idea occurs. Three tickets to get a chance to hit your ex? Hell yeah, you were definitely in.

The man gives you a wink as you go to hand in your three measly tickets, with Juyeon following closely behind. You had a feeling he would participate too, though you don't know why.

As you settle into your spot at the counter, you realize that the booth is quite empty. None of your friends are there anymore, somehow having disappeared so suddenly without a trace—leaving you alone with Juyeon once again.

"Why are they always putting us together," you mutter under your breath.

"Because they don't know about—"

"Yeah, no shit." You roll your eyes at him. Why was he answering a rhetorical question anyways? "Whatever. Let's get on with the game already."

When the game starts, Juyeon is oblivious beside you as he concentrates on the distance to the target. Competitive as usual, you assume, though this time it wouldn't be for the purpose of winning you a giant plushie like he did before. And the old you might've tried to get a good score to impress him, but the new you isn't like that anymore.

You almost feel bad when you take a step away from the booth and gaze at the back of his head. There's a sense of hesitation because does he really deserve this? Getting your revenge when he's not even looking is a little too harsh isn't it? But you quickly wipe those thoughts away. One beanbag to the head isn't going to make up for all the times he promised not to break your heart yet ended up doing it anyways.

Juyeon whips around and gives you a hard stare after your beanbag successfully strikes the back of his head and then lands at his feet. Bullseye!

"Oh, did I hit you?" Your voice drips with a sarcastic sweetness. "Oops, sorry."

The rest of your beanbags are tossed messily without really caring where they land now that you've accomplished your goal, and his shots seem too distracted after getting hit.

He remains impassive as the two of you find your way back to the rest of your friends who appear just as suddenly as they disappeared.

"That was a nice shot." Hyunjae gives you a high-five. The way Juyeon glances at him sharply almost makes you burst out laughing. "Too bad you didn't win a prize."

You don't tell him that it might be even better than winning a prize. "You saw that? But where did you guys go?"

"Oh um, Eric kind of had an emergency. In the bathroom." Hyunjae gives you a wry smile then takes off before you could ask more.

You stick with Sunwoo for the rest of the day, clinging onto him so closely that he has no opportunity to leave you with your ex again. He occasionally gives you questioning glances and you feel slightly embarrassed; it wasn't your intention to make things awkward, but surely your friends should've all sensed something strange by now? Surely they couldn't still see you and Juyeon as a couple?

The last jab you took at him was on the spinning teacup ride, a final ride at the end of the day just as the sun was setting. The rest of your group had split themselves equally into two teacups, leaving no room for the two of you though you could see through the way they intentionally sprawled themselves across the seats to fill up the space.

So once again, you were left with Juyeon. But this time, you don't complain because you had another plan up your sleeve.

As soon as the ride starts along with the horrible carnival music, you're grabbing the wheel at the center and turning it as fast as you could. It makes the teacup spin and spin, round and round until the rest of the world is a blur of lights and colours around you. Somehow it makes the teacup feel all too small. It's as if you and Juyeon were the only ones existing as everything else blends together.

"Y/N, stop," he shouts at some point, but you pay no attention as your hands continue to move the steering wheel mechanically. "You're going to get dizzy!"

And he's right. Because eventually the teacup slows to a full stop, but the world continues to spin and prevents you from getting to your feet and walking out.

"Are you okay?" Juyeon reaches for you then pulls back at the last moment. "Why did you spin it so much?"

Just seeing the way he looks perfectly fine standing there makes you feel the contents of your stomach churn. His perfect face and his perfect hair and his perfectly indifferent expression. Had your plan backfired? At this point, could anything you do even affect him the way his presence affected you so much?

You attempt at getting to your feet again and it just barely works this time. "Ugh, why aren't—you dizzy—"

"You spun it that hard just to get me dizzy?" Juyeon's voice gives no hints to what he's thinking.

"Shut up."

His touch stings when he ends up wrapping an arm around you, holding you up as you walk out of the ride together. Usually you would've thrown him off and pushed him away, but in your state of trying not to die, you give in and let him guide you to a pavilion with some picnic benches.

"Sit here."

It's quieter here when you're out of the crowd. A little easier to breathe. You focus on the way the air tastes, cooler now that the sun has gone down but still lingering with the sweetness of cotton candy from a nearby vendor. The world slows down and finally stills under your feet, and the waves of nausea quickly recede.

"Why are you doing all this?" Juyeon blurts, and you can finally see something underneath those unreadable eyes of his. The whole day he's put up with your antics without ever saying anything, but now you could see the blaze the lies just beneath the surface.

It feels like a taste of victory.

"Doing what?"

"You know what."

"I don't know what you're talking about," you say carefully.

He gives an exasperated sigh, pacing around in front of the bench you sat at. "Do you hate me that much?"

"I—"

Yes, you wanted to say. Because hating him has never left your mind for the past few years. Because you did want to resent him. To hurt him the way that he hurt you when he decided to cut off all ties with you so your long-distance relationship wouldn't hold you back during college. Maybe he'd thought it was the right thing to do but it was such a stupid reason and he was so stupid and—it all hurt. So yes, maybe you'd imagined getting your revenge someday when you met him again.

But doing all those things today didn't make you feel any better and seeing him like this is different from what you'd imagined.

Juyeon's steps finally stop, and he sits down on the bench beside you. "If you do, it's okay. I get it. I would hate me too."

A silence settles in between you and the crickets in the background are almost too loud. The last of the sun's fading glow surrender to a blanket of darkness that contrasts with the warm glow of the fairy lights in the small pavilion. Being here in any other context might be romantic. It reminds you all too much of what happened the first time.

"Why?" you ultimately ask despite already knowing the answer. "Why would you hate yourself?"

"For hurting you. For even thinking that we'd be better off apart because the past four years have only made me miserable with regret," he admits. "So yes, hurt me. Let out your pain." He pounds on his chest a couple of times and then stretches his arms out, waiting. "I can take it. Just don't hurt yourself."

"Juyeon..."

The amount of times you'd wished to hear those words over the years. He did call that one time, though your roommates had taken your phone and blocked him before you could get a chance to find out what he might've said. It was something that you'd wondered about during the times you'd drank a little too much, when you'd cried over nothing, when the feeling of falling had become falling into the depths of darkness instead of falling in love like it once was.

Maybe now, you're finally getting your answer.

Your fists are weak where they collide with his chest repeatedly, one after another, as if doing so would make his heart hurt as much as yours did. And he just takes it.

But then he's wrapping his arms around you, pulling you close until you give in. Until you completely melt against him. Until there's the warmth of his body against you and the tears that slip down your cheeks land on his shirt.

"Y/N, you have no idea how much I missed you," he whispers, breath coming out against your hair where he runs his hand through like he did before. "I'm sorry. For everything."

His scent enveloping you as he holds you, the dim glow of lights above you—it all reminds you of what happened all those years ago at this very place. It had been the same park and the same friends as today, but the exhilaration was from the way he grabbed your hand to pull your closer, not from being up high in that swing ride. The dizziness you'd felt was after he kissed you for the first time, and not from some spinning teacup ride. And when had the heart fluttering feeling of falling been from falling in love, and not simply from a rollercoaster ride?

But soon you do find yourself falling again.

It's not like the first time he kissed you here, when sparks fly and the world spins and your heart pounds so hard you thought it would burst. This time when his lips are on yours and he fits against you so perfectly, it's like coming home after being too far for too long. Everything feels so familiar yet new, like rereading your favourite book and rediscovering all of your favourite passages as you relearn each line and curve of his body. He may be different from what you remembered from all those years ago, but the way his gentle hands cup your cheeks, the brushing of his knees against yours, the way you can taste the salt of tears and faint sweetness of cotton candy on his lips. Everything is still so distinctly him, something that even the space and time between you couldn't ever change.

"Lee Juyeon," comes out in a whisper against his lips as you pull back to catch your breath, "you're so stupid."

"Only when it comes to you." He breaks into a smile, the first genuine smile that you've seen all day and it seems to light up the world. "I'll make it up to you, I promise. Even if it takes me the rest of my life."

"You're making this sound like a proposal."

Juyeon gives a choked laugh. "Um, not that I would be against it, but let's take this one step at a time first, yeah?"

And when you look at him, truly look at him, this time you can see the same boy you loved for all these years. You let those eyes draw you in and finally let yourself sink into the memories that you kept pushing away and burying. There's a tinge of pink on his cheeks and they're hot under your fingertips as you reach to pull him in again and—

"It's about time," a booming voice suddenly interrupts, making the two of you spring apart. Eric claps as he walks into the pavilion joined by the rest of the group, a mischievous smile on his face.

"It only took them all day," Sunwoo rolls his eyes. "I was dying over here when Y/N started following me around. Totally deserve an Oscar for my acting today."

"Hey, that's not true! I definitely noticed you giving me weird looks."

It's not surprising that your friends had known about the breakup after all, though you just hadn't expected them to have known even before this trip. The deja vu takes you back to the last time you were here, how your first kiss as a new couple was nearly interrupted by Eric's cheers and Sunwoo's expressions of disgust.

"Before you start freaking out—no, nobody told us," Eric says. "Nobody needed to because it was so obvious. We only pretended to not know in the hopes that you'd finally put each other out of your misery."

"And while it's good that you guys did, the highlight of this trip has got to be watching Y/N bully Juyeon all day," Hyunjae bellows and nods towards Juyeon. "I don't know what you did to deserve that, but you probably deserved it."

Soon there are sounds of laughter filling the pavilion and it makes your heart feel full in a way that you hadn't felt in a long time. As if there had been a weight you didn't even know you had on you, and now it's been lifted off your shoulders and you finally feel light enough to join in with their laughter.

As fireworks fill the night sky and Juyeon intertwines his fingers with yours on the walk back, it quickly becomes clear that the falling back together was as easy as it had been the first time.