#anyways hello mutuals this is how i always dress. i always dress like this. i do NOT. spend 90% of the time in tshirts and joggers
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#im going as a vampire for halloween so. this was practice#i considered adding my sisters top hat to the ensemble but it just made me look like boy george#anyways hello mutuals this is how i always dress. i always dress like this. i do NOT. spend 90% of the time in tshirts and joggers#and anyone who claims that is liable for defamation#my posts#vampire
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Hi! I enjoy your stories very much. As a shy person myself wanting to push myself out of a shell I am curious if you've always been naturally good at meeting people, or do you get social anxiety too? Sorry if this is a super random/personal question. I appreciate you!
I used to get REALLY bad social anxiety but then I accidentally threw myself off the deep end on the first night of college when I heard people assembling furniture out in the hall and thought "If I do not get up right this second and go hang out with those people I'm going to lie here crying about how much I miss my family all night and they wouldn't want that."
So I went out in the hall and said "Hi! I'm [Gallus], and I thought I should meet people instead of being a miserable wreck in my room!"
And then we spent the rest of the night assembling dorm furniture, talking about weeb shit and generally having a good time! and every single time I've gone and introduced myself to someone since then, I've either made MORE friends and had a good time, or had, at worst, a perfectly neutral time. So that positive re-enforcement really helped.
Anyway, the three Guidlines to Meeting People:
Meet people at places they expect to meet people. People do not want to make friends when they are busy with something else- see how much we hate it when people come to the door when we were working or cleaning. But when they're at somewhere they expect to socialize like a Hobby Meeting, a convention, The Club? they're THRILLED to make friends and tbh probably glad you broke the ice. Go to places where people who share interests with you are meeting. They'll probably adopt you.
2. The Worst Thing that will happen is that you will lightly confuse someone. No for real. Nobody is going to scream at you and you're not going to terrorize someone by saying hi. It's fine.
3. Sample conversation script for those of us who have brains that make us act like we're in a movie:
*Be At Place to Meet People* *See someone who looks interesting to talk to, who is not actively doing a physical task or already having a conversation* You: Hello! I love your (Physical aspect of their appearance they chose: Hair color, lobster-themed dress/Dog/Orbital mechanics tattoo)!" Them: Oh, thanks! It (single sentence of explanation: I did it myself/It has pockets/He loves people/I got it for completing my thesis!) (this is a sign that they are open to social activity) You: That's so cool! I'm (you name), and I'm new here. You seem like cool people, can I hang out with you? Them, and I actually for real swear this will be the answer 90% of the time: Sure!
Congratulations! You have introduced yourself to someone. Continue to be a huge dweeb about the thing you have a mutual interest in and you will shortly have a new friend!
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Hello! I absolutely love love LOVE your work. I be rereading on here and on Ao3 and your writing is just phenomenal!! I wanted to know if I can please request an NSFW fem reader x Hunter.
Reader is mad or annoyed with âThe Great Sergeant of clone force 99â always on top of her ever since she joined the batch like how she almost got injured but it was only Hunterâs overprotectiveness that might have been the problem and at some point they get in to a really heated argument on the Marauder where she wants to leave the batch and Hunter will be glad because he doesnât have to look after someoneâŚ. until something snaps between them and all hell breaks loose. Even hidden feelings are let loose lol. Also, thereâs this song that I picture it with for some reason. Itâs âwhen you coming to see me?â by Mawr if you wanna take listen :).
Anyways, again I love your work and ive never requested something to anyone before so idk if the request is well written and/or too longđ
but i know you can execute it so well if you decide on accepting my request. Thank you!!!! âĽď¸âĽď¸âĽď¸
Laterâs Better Than Never*** đ
𫧠Pairings: Hunter x Female!Reader
word count: 3.6k
prompts: none
When tensions finally reaching breaking point, your need to leave becomes evident. Hunter however makes it harder than it should be.
warnings: NSFW, 18+ only. Female reader, explicit sexual content and language, dirty talk, light dom!Hunter, very light breathplay ie choking, fingering, finger sucking, cum eating, oral ie blowjob, p in v sex, enemies to lovers, mutual pining, love confessions, Hunter is overprotective, light angst, arguing, not proofread.
authors note: Sorry for the wait my lovely @lamiliani, enjoy, I hope this is okay! đŠľ
Hunter had been unbearable since the mission briefing.
The plan was straightforward: infiltrate a high-stakes gala, seduce the host, and extract crucial information about a new Imperial weapon. The client you were working for had specifically chosen you for this task after witnessing your charisma and capability. The rest of the squad respected and trusted you, but a certain Sergeant seemed determined to undermine your confidence at every turn.
"Remember, stick to the plan," Hunter ordered for what felt like the hundredth time as you adjusted your attire in the Marauder. The sleek dress you wore was perfect for the gala, accentuating your figure in a way that was both elegant and seductive. Which was a total change considering your normal attire of battered and worn armour and civvies that were desperate for a good wash.
You sighed, your patience wearing thin. "I know the plan, Hunter," you retorted, turning to face him. The frustration in your voice was evident.
Hunter's eyes bore into yours, a mix of concern and frustration etched into his features. His jaw was set, the muscles in his neck tense. "One slip-up, and it could all go wrong. We canât afford that."
You narrowed your eyes, knowing he was referring to the time when the plan had not gone exactly as intended. It had been a life-or-death situation, but you had learned from it. Besides, the only person you had put in danger was yourself, so you didnât understand why he was still bitter about it.
"That 'slip-up' was months ago," you shot back, your temper flaring. "Iâve proven myself since then."
"Iâll believe it when I see it." Hunterâs tone was cold as he stormed off into the cockpit, leaving you staring daggers at his back. How insufferable could one man be?
You took a deep breath, trying not to let it get to you. You mentally and physically prepared yourself, going over the plan in your head with determination. You had this.
It was just a shame someone else didnât think so.
The gala was in full swing. You slipped into the crowd as planned, your eyes on the target. You were enticing and seductive as you engaged him in conversation, your charm drawing him in instantly. Everything was going according to plan as he began to let slip his plans.
Then Hunter appeared.
His sudden arrival, a shadow in the background, disrupted your focus. The target noticed your concerned distraction, suspicion flickering in his eyes. Before you could salvage the situation, a gentle hand on his arm to draw his attention back to you, his arm wrapped around your neck into a chokehold as alarms started to blare, and chaos erupted.
Cursing under your breath, you freed yourself with ease and struck a punch straight to his gut before ducking to cover as blaster fire whizzed past your head. Everything happened so fast and so slow at the same time. You barely managed to escape with the others, the mission a total failure. And this time, you refused to let it be seen as your fault.
Back on the Marauder, you let everything out. You marched up the gangplank, ripping the bangles off your wrists and the pins that had secured your hair in place, tossing them across the ship carelessly. You let everyone file in, steam practically blowing out of your ears as your eyes landed on the Sergeant.
"What is your problem? Why canât you trust me?" you yelled as soon as the ramp closed behind you, your voice echoing through the ship. Your chest heaved with the effort of keeping your anger in check, your hands trembling slightly.
"You werenât getting the job done!" Hunter growled, his tone dripping with frustration. His eyes were dark, his brows furrowed in anger. "You just stood there twirling your drink around all night."
You stared at him in disbelief, looking to the others who avoided eye contact at all costs. "I wasnât doing anything? Hunter, he was about to tell me his plans, and then you just swooped in like you have some damn savior complex."
His jaw tightened, the tension in the air thick enough to cut. "Maybe if you werenât so reckless in the past, I could have let you get on with it."
"The client wanted me to do it. I wasnât being reckless!" You seethed, turning red in the face. Your fists clenched at your sides, nails digging into your palms. "One mistake, Hunter! Just one!" You stepped closer, your voice low and dangerous. "How many times do I have to prove myself?"
Hunterâs eyes narrowed, his fists just as tightly clenched as his jaw. His breath came in short, sharp bursts. "You donât get it, do you? One mistake is all it takes to get you killed."
His words cut deep, a mixture of anger and hurt swirling within you. Your heart pounded, each beat echoing your frustration and the feeling of being made to feel useless. Your entire body felt like it was on fire, a mix of rage and something more primal simmering just beneath the surface.
"Guys, stop it!" Omegaâs voice trembled, her distress clear. Her eyes were wide, shimmering with unshed tears.
Echo placed a gentle hand on her shoulder. "Letâs give them some space," he said softly, leading her towards the exit with Tech and Wrecker following. "They need to sort this out." He looked at both of you with a stern gaze before he left.
As the door closed, sealing you in the Marauder alone with Hunter, silence fell.
Finally, you both started to speak at once, voices overlapping. Hunter gestured for you to go ahead, his expression begrudging.
"Iâm tired of this, Hunter," you began, your voice steady despite the storm inside you that was waiting to tear this ship apart. "Tired of you treating me like Iâm not good enough. If this is how itâs going to be, maybe I should leave."
Something flickered in his eyesâhurt, anger, maybe something moreâbut he masked it quickly. "Maybe you should go," he said, his voice rough. His expression was a mixture of frustration and something else, something softer. "I am done having to watch over you, babysitting you."
You scoffed at him, shaking your head in disbelief. "Has it ever come to your attention that maybe youâre the problem?" You pointed at his chest, your finger almost digging into the fabric of his shirt. "Youâre weighing this whole team down recently, and I want to know why."
"Thereâs nothing wrong with my leadership," he snapped back, his voice sharp. But as he spoke, the space between you seemed to shrink. You were close, so close. His breath was hot on your skin. "You just donât know how to be careful."
Your heart raced, the anger giving way to a heated flush spreading through your body. The proximity was intoxicating, his scent, his presence overwhelming your senses. You could feel the tension morphing into something you never thought youâd feel.
His breath was on your skin, his presence overwhelming. "Say the word, Hunter," you challenged, voice low into a whisper. "And Iâll go."
He didnât move, didnât speak. His pupils were blown the more you looked at each other, breathing shallow. You watched his throat work as he swallowed hard, struggling to find his voice.
Your hands rested on the underside of the console, securing you in place as you were practically backed up into it. And confusingly, you were a different type of riled up.
Then, you saw him wet his lower lip, just a touch that made your heart momentarily stop. And he noticedâhe noticed. And he smirked. Of course he would; his heightened senses would be picking up on everythingâthe quickening of your pulse, the heat pooling between your thighs. You sincerely hoped he didnât notice.
"Hunter," you spoke louder and hopefully more sternly, but the slight tremble in your tone begged to differ. "Tell me you want me to go."
His eyes momentarily closed, conflict spreading across his features. "Tell me to go," you whispered again, but again came no reply.
You waited for a few more moments before you found yourself laughing, almost pitifully. For yourself, and for him. "I donât have time for this," you grumbled and turned to move away from him, but there was a sudden hold on your arm, stopping you completely.
Your gaze snapped back to him, eyes wide. His, however, flickered down your body, lingering, then met yours again, blazing with an intensity that made your heart stop once more. The silence stretched, electric, until you could bear it no longer. "Hunter?" you whispered.
Suddenly, he pulled you closer, body flush against his and his lips just inches from yours. With a soft murmur, voice hoarse, he said, "Donât go."
Your breath hitched, your body responding to the unspoken desire in his words. The bitterness, the anger, it all melted away, leaving only a new and raw need. You both closed the gap, lips crashing together in a fierce, desperate kiss.
His hands roamed your body, finding their way to the small of your back while your hands tangled in his hair, running and tugging the textured locks through your fingers. You gasped as he pulled you even closer than before, his body pressing you back to the control panel. The heat of his touch pushed shivers of excitement down your spine. How was this happening? And why didnât it feel wrong?
Hunter pulled back just enough to mutter against your lips, âIâve always cared. More than I should.â
You met his gaze, seeing the vulnerability there, and whispered, âThen show me.â
His response was immediate and fervent. Hunter lifted you effortlessly, placing you onto the console before his strong hands slipped under your dress, his touch rough and impatient, yet undeniably thrilling. His fingers traced the length of your legs, caressing your thighs and emitting electric jolts of desire through you.
"You were so worked up when we were arguing," he muttered, his voice low and gravelly. "I could smell how wet you were for me."
You were speechless. Then, you gasped as his fingers trailed further up, hiking your dress higher until his hands cupped your sex. The realisation that you were bare beneath the dress, no panties to obstruct his touch made him breathless.
"Fuck," he breathed shakily, his fingers slipping between your folds, feeling the slickness there. "No panties? Thatâs⌠thatâs so sexy of you." He purrs, gauging your reaction as he brushes a thumb over your clit. âAnd youâre so wet.â
Your breath hitched, a moan escaping your lips as he began to explore you. His fingers moved expertly, teasing your entrance before slipping inside. You arched into him, your body responding eagerly to his touch. âH-Hunter!â
"Is this what you wanted?" he whispered, his breath hot against your ear. "To be fucked by me?"
You could only nod, biting your lip hard as your voice lost to the sensations overwhelming you. His fingers thrust in and out of you, his thumb circling your clit with an agonisingly beautiful precision. âMmm, you like this donât you? You feel beautiful.â The pleasure builds quickly, a coil of heat tightening in your core.
âI love it, Hunter.â You gasp. âI canât believe this is happening.â
Hunterâs other hand gripped your hip, holding you in place as he worked you towards the edge. "So tight around my fingers."
You whimpered, your hands clutching at his shoulders, desperate for more as your body shakes. His pace quickened, his fingers curling inside you to hit that perfect spot that made you see stars. Your body trembled, the pleasure almost too much to bear.
"Thatâs it," he growled, his voice a rough caress as his lips breathe down your neck. "Come for me. I know you can do it. Come all over my fingers, baby girl.â
With a final, desperate cry, you shattered. His fingers, the pace, his pet names, everything makes your climax crash over you in throbbing waves. Hunter didnât stop though; his fingers continued their relentless thrash on your clit, prolonging your pleasure until you were a quivering mess, your juices pouring down your thighs.
When he finally pulled his fingers from you, they were slick with your cum. His gaze locked with yours, dazed and in awe as you watched as he brought his fingers to his mouth, sucking them clean with a greedy hunger. The sight of him, the feel of his lips around his fingers, sent another jolt of arousal through you. âYou l-look good doing that,â you say bashfully, even more so as he collected more on the fingers he just sucked and placed them flat against his tongue, groaning desperately.
"You taste incredible," he murmured, his eyes dark and hungry. "I never thought someone could taste so sweet."
Without another word, he sank to his knees before you, spreading your legs wider to grant him better access as he pushed your dress up again. The sight of him there, between your thighs, was definitely a sight to behold.
His hands grip your hips, pulling you to the edge of the console. His breath was hot against your swollen folds, making you shudder in eagerness. "I want to taste you again," he smirks, his tone low and gravelly. "I want you to come on my tongue."
âTake me, Hunter, itâs all yours.â The first swipe of his tongue was both a shock and a relief. You gasped, your hands flying to his hair, gripping the locks to hold him in place.
"Hunter," you moaned, your voice trembling. "Oh, fuck."
His tongue moved with a desperate hunger, lapping at your folds and circling your clit with a precision that made you writhe. He groaned against you, the vibrations adding to the intense pleasure building inside you. âI love hearing you swear⌠such a dirty mouth.â
Your hips bucked involuntarily, seeking more of his mouth, more of that intense sensation. Hunterâs grip on your hips tightened, almost bruising as holds you steady as literally he devoured you. He alternated between long, slow licks and rapid, flicking movements that had you teetering on the edge of another orgasm. The sounds he madeâgroans, grunts, and the slick noises of his mouth on your wetnessâonly heightened the moment as you matched his sounds with tender moans of your own.
You tugged at his hair, needing him closer, deeper. "Donât stop," you pleaded, your voice breathless and desperate as you begin to roll your hips against his face. "Please, donât stop."
He didnât. If anything, your words spurred him on, his tongue working even more fervently. He sucked on your clit, gently at first, then harder, drawing it into his mouth and flicking his tongue over it before plunging his finger into you for that extra push. Your entire body tensed, the pleasure coiling tighter and tighter until it was almost unbearable.
You cried out, your nails digging into his scalp as you came again, the orgasm crashing over you with a force that left you shaking, more so than before.
Slowly, he pulled back from your cunt, his lips glistening with your aftermath. He looked up at you, his eyes blown and satisfied. "Stars, I canât get enough of you⌠Iâve dreamt about being between your legs.â
His words surprised you, wondering if he was just saying it in the heat of the moment or if he was saying the truth but for now, you could only nod, still trying to catch your breath. Your body hummed with satisfaction, every nerve ending still tingling from the intensity of your release. Hunter stood, his hands sliding up your thighs to rest on your hips.
"Youâre amazing," he murmured, leaning in to kiss you again. This time, the kiss was slow, languid, his tongue tracing the seam of your lips, sharing your taste between you. You sighed into the kiss, your hands wrapping around his neck to pull him closer.
When he finally pulled away, he rested his forehead against yours, both of you breathing heavily. "Iâve wanted this for so long," he confessed, his voice a soft rumble.
âBut⌠I thought you didnât want me.â You whisper against his lips, eyes closed as you try to get your head around everything.
He sighs, shaking his head slowly. âIâve been pushing you away because⌠I couldnât imagine if anything bad were to happen to you.â
âYouâve been cruel to me,â you reiterate, a little bitter as you pull your head back, âbut youâŚâ you piece it all together, his obvious jealousy of you and that guy tonight, his toughness of overprotectiveness. He cared. In a bad way. But alas, he cared. And a part of you always wanted him. You were just too determined never to admit it.
âIâm sorry,â he says with honesty, his hands leaving your hips to take a hold of each of your hands, âI really am.â
You search his face, coming to your conclusion. Hunter's eyes blazed with need as you gently pushed him back. At first he thought you were going to push him away completely, telling him this was a mistake but then, you dropped to your knees before him.
Hunter's eyes widened in surprise but then glowed with hunger while your hands were steady, moving to his belt, undoing it. With your voice husky with desire, you whisper. "Let me?â
He nodded, swallowing hard. You freed his hardened cock from the confines of his pants, the sight of it making your mouth water instantly. âYou have such a beautiful cock,â you say sweetly, giving it an experimental pump. You leaned forward, pressing a kiss to the tip, tasting the precum that had already gathered there from earlier antics.
Hunter groaned, his hands finding their way into your hair, gently guiding you. "Fuck, youâre beautiful," he muttered, his voice thick with need.
You took him into your mouth, your tongue swirling around the head before taking him deeper. His grip on your hair tightened, and you could feel the tension in his body, the restraint he was barely managing to hold onto. You hollowed your cheeks, sucking him in deeper, your tongue tracing the vein along the underside of his shaft.
âFuck,â he hissed, his head falling back, exposing his throat. You glanced up, taking in the sight of himâthe way his lips parted, the way his eyes fluttered shut in pleasure. It spurred you on. It made you want to give him everything.
You started a steady rhythm, bobbing your head up and down his length, taking him as deep as you could. Each time you pulled back, you flicked your tongue over the sensitive tip, making him shudder. You could feel his control slipping, his hips starting to thrust gently into your mouth.
âJust like that,â he groaned, his voice ragged. âYouâre so good at this.â His free hand grasps your jaw, holding your head in place as his gentle thrusts become more eager. âThatâs it baby.â
His words sent a thrill through you, and you doubled your efforts, sucking him harder, faster and matching his thrusts. You reached up, cupping his balls and rolling them gently in your hand, feeling his body respond to your touch. His breathing grew more ragged, his grip on your hair tighter. Soon his hand on your jaw moved to your throat, chuckling as he practically felt the way your throat contracts and tightens with every time he moves in and out of your mouth.
âStars, youâre amazing,â he panted. âKeep going, keep going.â
But then he pulled you back, his cock slipping from your lips with a wet pop. He was breathing hard, his eyes wild with need. âI canât⌠I need you,â he growled, pulling you up to your feet.
You barely had time to register what was happening before he was lifting you, your back pressed against the console again but with your dress being ripped away from your body. He spread your thighs, and then he was there, his cock pressing against your entrance.
He slid into you in one smooth thrust, burying himself to the hilt. The sensation of him filling you completely made you cry out, your breathing harsh. âHunter,â you gasped, your voice trembling.
âFuck, you feel so good,â he groaned, his hips starting a relentless rhythm. âSuch a nice pussy, so perfect.â
He moved with a desperation that matched your own, each thrust deep and hard, hitting that perfect spot inside you. You start to grin, never having been so fucked desperately in all your life. He was disheveled, panting your name like a man starved as his cock sinks deep into you. Your legs wrapped around his waist, pulling him closer, needing more. A lot more. âYouâre fucking me so good, Hunter! D-donât stop.â
âYouâre mine,â he growled, his lips brushing against your ear. âI love you. Iâve always loved you.â
His sudden words sent you over the edge, your body tensing as another orgasm ripped through you. You cried out his name, your nails dragging down his back, leaving marks and claiming him.
âYes, come for me,â he urged, his thrusts growing more erratic. âI want to feel you come around my cock.â
You did, your body spasming around him, milking him. His grip on your hips tightened, his own release imminent. He buried his face in your neck, his breath hot against your skin. âIâm going to fill you up,â he panted. With a final, deep thrust, he came, his body shuddering against yours. You held him close, your own body still trembling from the intensity of your orgasm. He stayed there, buried deep inside you, his breath slowly evening out.
âI love you,â he whispered again, his voice softer now, more tender.
You smiled, your hands gently caressing his back as you both succumbed to the evening. âI love you too.â
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hello so I don't know if you're still taking kenan yildiz requests or requests at all but could you write something like enemies to lovers.
So kenan and reader are in the same friend group but they're complete opposites, kenan is extroverted and reader is introverted. So she kinda keeps her distance and she's away from him, this makes kenan think she doesn't like him so he just randomly starts being mean to her whenever they're together, to the point where she gets teary-eyed and tries to get away from him. And then he starts feeling guilty and tries to comfort here and they confess to one another. Anyways they actually like each other after the ice breaker and start dating.
"Girl you look so good come on we've got to go" my best friend Alice saidÂ
"I feel like I look too different they're all going to mock me" I saidÂ
"No one's going to mock you we're all friends plus you look amazing so even if they say something it's just because they're jealous of how stunning you look" she said dragging me out the apartmentÂ
If I was worried about what the other girls thought her saying that would've been helpful but that's not what's on my mind. In fact I'm not worried about the group as a whole I'm worried about what Kenan will say. I've known Kenan for years as we have mutual friends which have now formed into one big friend group. He's the popular extrovert of the friend group the famous footballer he's the complete opposite of me I've never been one that likes to have loads of friends and talk to strangers on a whim. To begin with we got on just fine and by that I mean we didn't really talk but that was fine with me as we just wouldn't have anything in common but recently Kenan has started talking to me and by talking I mean mocking me. I don't know what I've done to him to make him act like that but it's made me not want to hang out with the whole group as I don't want to see him.Â
Some of the things Kenan says really hurt he makes fun of the way I dress, the way I struggle to talk in front of everyone, the way I act and pretty much everything else about me. Everyone else seems to find it funny as they always laugh at what he says but they hurt to hear. I try and make it seem like it doesn't bother me but every time I come home after seeing everyone I always just sit in my bed and cry. It's pathetic really I should just find a new group of friends who don't enjoy listening to someone make fun of me but I don't know how to make friends and I don't want to be all alone I'm not one to have loads of friends but I need to have a few or else Iâll go crazy. Â
Tonight might be different though it's supposed to be a birthday party for one of the other girls Sofia so none of the focus should be on me. There should also be some other people there too like Sofia's friends from class so I should be able to just hide out in a corner and go unnoticed most of the night. As long as I avoid Kenan I'll be fine and Alice has promised to help keep me away from him so I can enjoy my night too but sometimes he just pops up out of nowhere but hopefully that won't happen tonight.Â
There are times that I can't believe I used to like Kenan. When I first met him after one of the guys brought him along to a hang out I thought he was so hot. I'd never been so attracted to a guy before mainly because I'd never talked to many different guys but Kenan instantly caught my eye. For months I admired him without really talking to him until my birthday when he wished me happy birthday even though I didn't think he even knew my birthday. After that I only liked him more but I knew that he'd never fall for someone like me he's very much an extrovert loves talking to people and I'm the complete opposite not to mention that he could literally have any girl he wanted. As I knew I'd never be able to be with Kenan I decided to keep my distance from him as then I couldn't embarrass myself that way and I could try and get over my feelings. My feelings lasted for a long time in fact they only really went away when Kenan started being so awful to me as it showed me he wasn't the person I thought he was.Â
As I don't really drink I volunteered to drive to Kenan's house where the party is taking place as he has the biggest place in fact he's the only one who has a house the rest of us live at home or in small little apartments. There was nowhere to park so I let Alice get out while I drove around again and eventually I found a spot so I could make my own way inside. I had every opportunity to just leave right then but I forced myself to go in as I have to be there for my other friends. When I opened the door a few people looked over then I caught Kenan's eye which I was hoping he would just let slide but no I can't ever be that lucky.Â
"Ooh look someone's got dressed up for tonight canât be trying to impress a guy because that'll never happen" Kenan said loud enough for everyone to hearÂ
"Thats a good one man" one of the other guys said while laughingÂ
"I bet she's never even been on a date with a guy" Kenan added knowing I was still in earshotÂ
It hurt because he's right I've never been on a date because I can never get myself to talk to a guy let alone find one that likes me enough to want to go on a date with me. I tried not to let the pain show I just found a quiet corner to spend the rest of the party sat in. A quiet corner is exactly where I want to be all on my own to just sit and not talk to another soul it's not like any of them really care about me anyway. On my own no one can laugh at me and no one can call me a loner if no one notices me and I don't acknowledge them it makes life easier it makes nights like tonight easier.Â
I found my quiet corner and stayed there on my own for ages until Alice found me and dragged me into the group of people so I could socialise but the extent of my socialising was wishing Sofia a happy birthday. Then I just looked at the floor as Kenan was stood across the room from me and I could feel his eyes on me and I didn't want to accidentally make eye contact with him I just can't take anymore mocking tonight.Â
"Why do we still invite her to these things all she does is stand alone and say nothing a ghost would be better company" Kenan laughedÂ
"She balances the rest of us out we all talk a lot and she doesn't creates a balance" one of the others saidÂ
That was it it was too much a person can only take so much and this was my limit. The tears started to fall and I just ran off probably making me look more crazy than they already thought I was. I didn't know where I was going I just had to get out of there but as I tried to open the gate someone put their hand on their arm to stop me. I looked at the hand and it definitely wasn't Alice which told me that it wasn't someone I wanted to talk to.Â
"Let me go I need to go" I saidÂ
"No I need to apologise" the voice I quickly recognised as Kenan's saidÂ
"Sorry but you're the last person I want to talk to" I saidÂ
"Please give me a chance to say sorry I really never meant to hurt you" he saidÂ
"But you did and you have been for months every time I see you you say something hurtful and you don't think it bothers me but it does it hurts I know I don't fit in with the rest of you I don't need someone telling me every time I see you" I said turning around to face himÂ
"I do know that" he saidÂ
"That makes it worse you knew you were hurting me and still did it" I saidÂ
"I had a reason its stupid but I had a reason" Kenan saidÂ
"Then tell me the reason you've made my life hell for months" I shouted for probably the first time everÂ
"I like you and I have done for months I know it sounds stupid but I have feelings for you but you've always been so distant that I knew I could never have you so I thought if I said those things to hurt you then I would stop liking you or maybe you'd leave and I wouldn't have to see you across the room and admire you from a distance" Kenan admittedÂ
"You know I had feelings for you too until you started this little game of yours I kept my distance because I don't know how to talk to guys I've never flirted with a guy let alone been on a date and your a famous footballer in my head we'd never have worked you need someone who is more outgoing and someone who looks like a model or is a model I'm not who you want Kenan" I saidÂ
"But that's the thing you are I've been with the outgoing model type and sure they're fun but they're really superficial there's nothing more under the surface whereas with you I know you actually have a personality I know everyone in there would tell me I'm crazy but I can just see that under the surface you're a really interesting person a person I want to get to know" he saidÂ
"Wait you actually want to be with me?" I askedÂ
"Of course and I know I've messed up but if you can forgive me for making your life awful than I'd love to take you on a date" he saidÂ
"As long as you promise not to mock me in front of everyone anymore I think I'd like to go on a date with you" I saidÂ
"I will make it the best date ever I promise you" he saidÂ
He put his hands on my face and wiped my tears before leaning down and pressing his lips to mine. The kiss was magical I felt like electricity was flowing through my body and the whole world around me felt empty. It was just me and Kenan in that moment and that made it perfect. I never wanted the kiss to end but of course it had to so we both pulled away and Kenan walked me back to my car so I could go home but before I left he put my number in his phone and promised to text me with details of our date which I'm very much looking forward to.
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Spotless: Acciaccato
Chapter Thirty Six
Featuring: Dean Winchester/Reader
Other characters: Castiel, Missouri (mentioned), Cain, nameless thugs, Benny, Sam and Kevin
Word Count: ~3100
Warnings, etc: Mutual pining, still unbeta'd, Dean has a few hard thinks about his past whether he wants to or not. The show must go on.
Super, extra, mega, uber, and deepest thanks to @lastactiontricia on this chapter. I know you could have done so much more with it, but I'm taking the knee. xoxo
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The rooms the band nabbed in Vegas were straight out of Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous. It was almost a sin not to share, but at this point Dean would have been stuck with Kevin and even if the kid hadnât come back in the wee hours with a handful of his own groupies, he doubted Kevin and he would have the same ideas on how to treat a hotel room in the middle of a stay.
Or how to respect a roommateâs privacy.
Instead, he luxuriated in his spacious suite. He told himself he wasnât hiding or moping. He was just carefully taking some Dean-time before their second show. Besides, he had his therapy appointment in an hour anyway and his laptop was already set up on the desk in his room.Â
The softness level of the complimentary robe didnât hurt either.
Dean turned on a â70s music station on the all access cable and checked out the city below. There was a time when he was in Vegas more than he was in LA, every minute he wasnât needed in the studio he was either on the road or in one of Cainâs gyms or clubs.Â
As he took in the city skyline, it was difficult to stomach that he had ever been that guy. Like rewatching a movie where he once idolized the hero, only to see later, the guy was nothing short of a mass murderer hiding behind a badge. Of course, Dean was ashamed of what he did with all his time here. But more than that, he was terrified that that truth would get out.
That you would realize who he really had been then. Not just some self-absorbed rockstar who fucked anything that turned his head. Who threw away friendships because it was easier than actually working to maintain them. But the mindless rage monster, the guy who was numbed to the point of hurting himself and others to feel alive instead of trapped between planes of existence.
Cain had called it âpureâ, that base instinct to hurt and dominate, a warriorâs need for victory. But Dean knew now it was an escape, to separate himself from his actions, and to justify the pain he caused and experienced. Dean had no idea if Cain was the manâs given name or not, but it was apropos, the way the man spoke, it was no wonder he was named after the first known murderer.
The room service coffee surpassed the chintzy little one cup brewer they provided in the kitchenette and Dean drank it down greedily. He sat on the leather couch and debated on how he was going to kill the next hour, besides getting dressed. One of the hardest parts of therapy, for Dean, was the build up. Which was why he usually tried to have plans beforehand, so he didnât overthink too much before they even got started.
But after last night, and being in Vegas at all, he felt safer being alone. Or less exposed, at least.
Dean sighed, set his mug down, and picked up his phone. His wallpaper was the same as always, him and Baby, both bright and smiling for the camera. What the phone screen didnât say was that Cas had taken the picture. Or that Dean had spent three months in between tours finally fixing her up with his own two hands. There were a lot of things Dean regretted in his life, but the stuff with Cas was at the top of his list.
Before he could stop himself, he pulled up Casâ number and hit the phone icon. It was the middle of a work day, something he usually never thought about, and Dean was suddenly ashamed to admit he had no idea what Cas was doing for money at the moment.
âHello?â that gruff familiar voice answered, clearly doubting it was actually Dean calling.
âHey, Cas. Howâs it going?â
âDean?â
âYeah.â
âIs everything alright?â
Dean leaned back and tried to sit with the uncomfortableness. âYeah, Iâm fine. Justâ felt like checking in.â
The seconds ticked by, but Cas didnât seem too keen to start up a conversation. The sound of someone working out a riff in the background drew Deanâs focus as his self-doubt almost had him hanging up the phone. Then Cas started moving, the background noise shifted and then disappeared.
âSorry, weâre recording, but itâs slow going.â
Dean never felt so disconnected from his friendâs life. He didnât even know they were like a real band or even what they sounded like. Let alone recording. âWow! Cas, thatâsâ- thatâs great. So whatâre you callinâ yourselves?â
âHoly Terror.â
Dean chuckled. âDamn. Thatâs actually pretty dope, man.â
âI was out voted. I wanted âAll in the Familyâ, but apparently that has incestuous implications.â
âYeah, man, Iâm with your bandmates on that one. Soâ whoâs all playing with you? Besides, you know, the kid?â
âJack. They have a name.â
âI know, dude, itâs just weird because itâs not like Iâve even met âem.â
âIt is weird for me, too. My life has changed so much in the past year, and I imagine so has yours.â
Dean huffed. âUnderstatement of the century right there.â
This conversation was inevitable the moment Dean pressed the call button, but still he felt like he owed it to Cas to salvage it.
âAnd who else you got? Donât tell me theyâve got you singing too.â
âNo, I havenât fallen so far as to attempt that kind of puppetry.â
Dean couldnât help but laugh. How did he forget what a sarcastic asshole Cas could be?
âThereâs also Balthazar.â
âNooooo.â
âYes.â
âWow. Okay, well, maybe you wonât be the one with the highest totals anymore, that guyâs more of a porn star than a musician most days.â
Castiel exhaled deeply through his nose.Â
âWhat?â
âOur fourth memberâ- has actually done porn.â
âCas? Donât tell me youââ
âHe volunteered.â
Dean looked up at the vaulted ceiling of his hotel room and then back at the television and its band facts scrolling at the bottom of the screen. âWow! Well, I guess youâve got your work cut out for you.â
âGabriel actually paid for the studio time. Which has been helpful. Though Frank keeps a security guard on him at all times.â
âFrank let you guys in? Huh.â
âDonât sound so surprised.â
âNoâ Iâm not. I mean itâs Gabriel is all. Not that youâre not qualified or however that sounded.â
âThatâsâ very fair of you.â
Dean kicked his heels up onto the coffee table. âWell, thatâs the new me. Iâve matured and shit.â
âAnd shit.â
âYou get it.â
âI should get going. Where are you? Should I call you back later?â
âTonightâs Vegas round two, so no. Got Phoenix this weekend though, so maybe Sunday afternoon if youâve got time. If not, no biggie.â
âHow long will you be on the road?â
âFive months.â
âThatâs a long time.â
âEhâ got some double duty at the tail end, since, you know.â
âYeah. Well, I wish you all luck.â
âBack at ya, buddy. Let me know if you want me or Trouble to pump up this new gig up online, alright?â
âIâll consider it. Thank you.--- Dean?â
âYeah?â
âThanks for calling. It was good to hear your voice.â
Dean swallowed and nodded. âYeah, you too.â
âGoodbye.â
âYep.â
Dean hung up and dropped his phone and his hands into his lap. Deflated and a bit untethered, he guessed it was as good a time as any to get dressed.
The inner workings of the casino held an intricate hive of activity. From the hotel portion, to the venues for shows, out onto the actual casino floor, to the shops, restaurants, spas and other specialty amenities that kept people there and spending, workers bustled and hustled at every opportunity.Â
So it wasnât surprising that not one, not two, but three different employees stopped him backstage as he walked around hours before showtime. His therapy with Missouri had left him drained, but in the way muscles were sore after a workout. His feelings were stretched thin, but the conviction he held them with was strengthening. He was emotionally tougher than ever, but it still exhausted him.Â
He gave himself some time in the wings, soaking in the memories of the concert the night before and the energy the fans had poured back out to them. He wanted to finish strong then and there, because then he could put the whole damn city behind him for the rest of the tour.
If only the universe worked in his favor.
Once he got downstairs, his past came back to knock him on his ass. Outside Phantom Travelerâs dressing room stood three men, two of them Dean didnât bother trying to recognize, they were just goons. The third was someone he couldnât forget even in his best dreams. Â
âHello, Dean,â Cainâs natural civility oozed old money.
âWhat are you doing down here?â Dean asked without any pretense. So much for the abundance of security. But knowing Cain, he probably paid them off.
âI was hoping for a chance to catch up. Itâs been a long time.â
âNot long enough,â Dean snipped, clocking the lanyards around Cainâs and his bodyguardsâ necks. âSo youâre here for the show?â
âOf course. You know I was always impressed with your endeavors.â
Dean couldnât tell if the heat clawing up the back of his neck was from embarrassment, pride, or anger, with Cain things were always complicated. And the fucker knew it.
âYeah, thanks for that,â Dean felt petulant, but he really didnât need any favors from the guy.
Cain took a moment, holding Dean in that calculated gaze, then took a step forward. Dean did not back up.
âYou know Iâm actually surprised youâre deigning to talk to me yourself. Alastair said you sent some Cajun mongrel after him last night.â
âWell, Alastair decided to come at us like a scumbag pap, so-.â Dean shrugged. It wasnât a big deal if he didnât make it a big deal. He was barely making polite conversation anyway.
âHe does tend to be too dramatic for his own good.â Cain slipped his hands into his pants pockets, casually, but also disarming himself in the process.Â
He was untouchable as ever.
âWhat do you want, man? Not that Iâm not enjoying shooting the shit, oh wait, Iâm not.â
âDonât be rude. I wanted to remind you the doorâs still open when youâre ready to get back to yourself. The ringâs not the same without you in it. And I hate to have you keeping all that raw talent untapped.â
The words tickled Dean the wrong way as they ticked off of Cainâs tongue.
Dean shuddered and swallowed against the rising bile.
âIâm out. Find yourself another prize hog. Iâve moved on.â He felt the dead look in his own eyes as Cain tisked at his refusal.
âIs that what you tell Ms. Y/L/N? Swear youâve gone straight, to keep her from looking at you with fear in her eyes? I must say she seems just as smitten with you as that covergirl is supposed to be.â
Dean clenched his jaw and his fist.
Cain let his words sink in and then he took Dean out by the knees. âShe doesnât know, does she, Dean?â
âSo what?â
âA man is not what he thinks he is, but he is what he hides,â Cain recited with a raised brow. âWhat did I tell you about those that donât understand your dark side? Youâll only disappoint them in the end.â
Dean felt like a kid getting reprimanded for talking back, though Cain was more the dotting teacher type. âSome things should stay buried.â
Cain straightened up and nodded in agreement. âI could always fill her in myselfâ if itâs too much for you to explain. We could even bring her out after the show, together. Give her a tour of our operations and let her see for herself what youâre capable of? Then maybe youâll see that sheâs not worth the worry.â
âNot a chance. In fact, donât even fucking look at her.â
âDean! Iâm offering to put some polish on the time we spent together. Iâm willing to let Y/N in on your true nature. If that makes it more palatable. You know, itâs not just Alastair that misses seeing you in the ring. Iâm sure the boys wouldnât mind having a freshâ distraction around. Weâve all seen her, you know.â
Dean felt the rage wash over him, the snarling, festering truth; his Hyde side was never truly gone.
âLeave her out of this.â Dean warned, low and bitter. He felt his skin vibrating, his weight shifted naturally onto his toes as his body readied to strike, to lash out and protect.Â
Cain looked at him with something close to pity, even as he threatened Dean to the edge of sanity. âI donât think you understand the lengths Iâll go to bring you home. With or without her, you canât change who you are inside or where you belong.â
âEverything alright, boss?â Bennyâs voice broke through Deanâs thundering thoughts.
âAh, hereâs your man,â Cainâs eyes brightened and he spun on his heels to greet Benny outright. âYes, hello, Cain Charles. Mr. LaFitte.â
Benny didnât blink at the uneven introduction, just shook Cainâs hand and held his equally icy glare. âPleasure.â
âRight. Dean and I were just catching up. But we can leave you gents to set up for the show tonight.â He looked over his shoulder at Dean and then at his two thugs. âBoys? Letâs go find out if theyâve got the box seats open yet.â
Benny, with his flawless instincts, stepped up to the plate. âWhy donât I go with ya? See if I can ease your way?â
Benny nudged Dean with his elbow as he gestured Cain and company down the hall towards the elevators. âYou good, hoss?â
âNo,â Dean practically grunted.
âWell, go on. Iâve got them.â
Dean shook his head, but kept the rest of his response to himself. He kept his eyes on the back of Cainâs perfect salt and pepper waves until Benny followed half of a beat after. Finally, they disappeared behind sliding metal doors.
Dean gasped out the breath he had been holding and turned and punched the cinderblock wall that led to the dressing rooms. His knuckles burst open and he bent in half with the hot, familiar pain. It wasnât enough to take away the gut twisting worry that Cain had planted inside him.
But it was enough to bring him back to himself, to that moment and to his hitching breath. He inhaled and shook out his hand. Then he exhaled.
Dean told himself that setbacks happen, that he still was in control of his actions. It just was going to be a long night.
The lights poured down on Dean from every angle, surrounding him with inescapable heat and scrutiny. The show was half way over, he just needed to calm down and be in the moment. But somewhere in the dark, he knew Cain was watching him. No, watching them.Â
He flashed a forced grin, cocky and reckless. Fake it âtil you make it. But the fans loved it, so he kept up the ruse.
âKevin?â he asked playfully.
âYeah, Dean?â
âHow about we skip the next one and give âem some Prophet and Loss instead?â
The crowd screamed in agreement, but Kevin took his time, playing up his indecision.
âYou guys wanna hear the new stuff donât you?!â Dean bellowed, egging them on. Internally begging them to let him out of singing about Lisa right now, or about who he used to be. He couldnât wait until the album was released and they could focus on the new music, and just touch on the hits.
The fans bayed with excitement.
Kevin played along, ignoring the rest of the setlist and absolutely flexed on the solo.
Letting Kevin have the spotlight, Dean backed up next to Sam, nodding at him as he kept the bassline going. Sam had taken the news of Cainâs reappearance seriously, putting Jesse on Madison detail until she would be taking the flight back to LA the next morning. Bobby and Victor were given blatant warnings that every band member was to be escorted to and from the show and their rooms, yourself and Charlie included. Benny personally promised heâd ensure it got done. But that was only a bandaid on a wound that had been left festering for too long.
Cain knew all of Deanâs tells, and most of his secrets.
Sam, now, held Dean's gaze, silently checking in. But Dean could barely look him in the eye, he was that rough.
Which, of course, Sam noticed.
Guilt was par for the course with Dean, if something sucky was happening, he always felt somewhat at fault. But this was entirely and undeniably his fault and that weight was enough to pull him under and if he wasnât careful, heâd just let himself sink. To give in to the temptation and be the guy Cain wanted him to be: the fighter that Alastair had curated out of the bar fights and back alley brawls of Deanâs formative years.
To succumb to the anger, and the fear that heâd never be more than that animal, was just too easy.
So, when Sam gave him that incredulous look on stage, Dean had to use every ounce of self control not to just punch his lights out. Fuck him, of all people, for judging Dean.Â
He was fucking trying, okay?!
Then Samâs face shifted and his massive forehead hitched and the puppy dog eyes came out and Dean didnât want to be seen anymore. He shook his head, shrugged and continued winding his way around the stage, touching base with each member until he was at Kevinâs side. Dean fell into rhythm with Kevinâs extended solo, swaying and bobbing with the beat as it mellowed into a much more upbeat swinging vibe than anything the song it had emerged from ever held.
In that moment, Dean remembered how insanely grateful he was that Kevin had joined the band. His unique twist to the music, mischief, and raw talent were something like paddles to the chest, a resuscitation. A new chance at life for the band.
That bright reminder of hope, of progress, got Dean through the rest of the show. They brought out Annie next and âBabyâ was as smooth as the chrome on her namesake.
There were things coming for him that he hadnât outrun. But on that stage, he was the one who was untouchable. And if it was going to all slip through his fingers by the consequences of his own actions, at least heâd leave it on a high note.Â
He gave the people what they came for, and they all left the stage sweaty and smiling.
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Chapter 37: Portato
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Alone With You (William Afton x Fem! Reader) FLUFF - Part 1
Hello hello! So, uh, this was supposed to be a short one shot. It is now... not... that-- Anyways! I have missed writing for this big beautiful man. Any warnings will be labeled throughout each part. So enjoy Will laying it on thick, Henry trying his best to be a wingman, and a reader who is maybe just a little too obsessed with how huge Will is compared to them, but I'll let you be the judge of that. Let me know what you think, I love getting comments! If you would like to be added or removed from the tag list please let me know!
WARNINGS: CW! scene with aggressive man, threats of violence, other than that tooth rotting fluff, Boss! Will, age gap (Reader is in her late 20's, Will is in his early 50's), AU where Will isn't a murderer, mutual pining, flirting, dad jokes, Will being his usual awkward adorable self, Home Sweet Home adjacent, a love letter to the wonderful story "Bunny Ears" by @yellowbunnydreams that falls into a very similar vein as this, I think that's everything, if I missed any let me know!
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Word Count: 7,000
Part 2
You hummed quietly along to the song that crackled over the radio in the pizzeria, laughing to yourself as you pulled out some of the noodle ball yo-yoâs from the box, shaking them slightly to watch their rubbery tendrils dance. âThese things are so dumb looking.â You chuckle before dropping them into their respective prize box. You perked up slightly at the sound of your name being spoken behind you. You turned to find one of the co-owners standing on the other side of the counter. âGood morning Mr. Afton.â You greet him with a bright smile. You noticed that his usual stoic expression cracked slightly, offering you a small smile of his own.
âGood morning.â He canât help but breathe out a laugh over how bubbly you were so early, the restaurant hadnât even opened yet and you were already as warm and personable as ever. âWould you like any help over here? I know we got a pretty big restock in.â You glanced at the pile of boxes at your side that nearly came up to your shoulder.
âIf it wouldnât be too much trouble.â You grimace slightly as your attention turns back to him.
âNot at all, happy to help.â He carefully cuffs the sleeves of his dark purple dress shirt. You struggle to keep your eyes off of his strong forearms, the thin silver scars that littered his tan skin almost seemed to glow under the coarse dark hair that littered his arms that had always captivated you. You managed to tear your eyes away from him the moment he finished the task. âAlright,â he claps his hands together, âlet's get this show on the road.â Despite his reputation, you always found that it was actually rather comfortable to be working so closely with Mr. Afton. Your boss was known for being a bit of a recluse. He never really left parts and services unless he and the other owner, Mr. Emily, were doing one of their walks in the Spring Bonnie and Fredbear suits. You remember when you first started working at Freddyâs that the other employees would always tell you how terrified they were of Mr. Afton. But, out of every conversation you have had with him, heâs been nothing but kind towards you. You let out a surprised squeak as he bumps into you slightly. âI am so sorry.â He rushes to apologize, you giggle at his worried expression.
âItâs okay Mr. Afton. Iâm a lot tougher than I look, I promise.â You smile jokingly, flexing your arm. He chuckles, shaking his head slightly.
âIâm sure you are, rabbit.â He mutters barely loud enough for you to hear, you almost missed the nickname he had slipped onto the end. You smiled softly, turning back to your work as your cheeks grew warm.
âOh perfect, youâre both here!â You turned to find Mr. Emily had walked up to the prize counter. He smiles warmly at you, âgood morning honey, how are you?â
âIâm good Mr. Emily, almost done with the prize counter thanks to Mr. Afton.â You notice out of the corner of your eye how the taller man awkwardly stuffs his hands into his pockets, his attention dropping to the floor.
âGood, Iâm glad Will was able to help. Jared was supposed to have done this last night, Iâll have to talk to have a word with him. Iâm sorry you ended up having to take care of this.â He apologizes, his expression quickly brightening again as he remembered why he was there to begin with. âWill, I put your sweatshirts in your office. And for you, my dear,â He hands over the neatly folded purple fabric. âThe rest of yours are in my office, but this is the one you asked if I could have custom ordered for you, I figured youâd want to wear that one first.â He chuckles, his eyes darting in between you and his business partner. You swallowed thickly, knowing he was expecting you to put it on.
âCustom order, huh?â Mr. Afton chimes in before his attention turns to you. âYou must be pretty special, he wonât even let me custom order things.â He chuckles.
âOh, I think youâll like this design Will, I had one made up for you as well.â Mr. Emily practically sings. Your face felt like it was on fire, you could feel your palms starting to sweat as you gripped on tightly to the material. You timidly unfolded it before pulling it over your head. The soft fabric blanketed your body, you took a moment to unzip the short Âź zipper to fold over the collar of the sweatshirt. You pushed up the sleeves to your elbows, finally catching sight of the bright yellow Spring Bonnie that stood out sharply against the dark purple background. You reluctantly let your eyes trail back up to your bosses. Mr. Emily stood with a proud smile on his face, arms crossed over his chest as he marveled at his work. Mr. Afton stared at the emblem on the sweatshirt with a shocked expression, his jaw hanging open until he realized you were looking. He quickly snapped it shut, straightening himself up as he tried to regain his composure.
âSpring Bonnie, huh?â He asks before clearing his throat, his voice cracking slightly as he pushes the question out.
You look away timidly, scuffing the toe of your sneaker against the black and white checkered floor. âYeah, heâs always been my favorite, sir.â You admit bashfully. It took him a moment to respond, the silence that hung thick in the air making your heart pound in your chest.
âWell, you made a great request, it looks great on you.â Your gaze snaps back up to him, his eyes widening slightly as he realizes what he had just said. He doesnât say another word, he simply turns on his heels and power walks towards the back of the restaurant, practically crashing through the door that led to parts and services. Mr. Emily shook his head, blinking in confusion before turning back to you.
âWe have a party at noon, Iâd like you to come help with Fredbear and Spring Bonnie once Meredith gets here.â You look nervously at the door to parts and services and then back to your boss.
âYes sir, um, did I say something to upset Mr. Afton?â You ask timidly.
Mr. Emily chuckles, shaking his head. âNo, I think he's flattered that Spring Bonnie is your favorite. He just doesn't know how to take a compliment.â He teases his friend.
âOkay,â you let out a small laugh yourself, shaking your head slightly. âMer should be here around eleven, I'll head back to your office around then.â
âSounds good to me, thank you in advance.â He smiles warmly before hurrying off.Â
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William collapsed into his chair with an aggravated groan. âGoddamn am I out of practice.â He shakes his head. âIt looks great on you.â He repeats himself in a mocking tone. âGet a fucking grip, Will.â Henry bursts into the room, looking at Will with an expression of pure disbelief.
âWhat in the faz-fuck was that?â He kicks the door shut behind him. âYou donât just tell the girl she looks nice and run off.â
âI didnât mean to say that out loud.â He snaps through gritted teeth. âIâm sure she doesnât want some creepy old man flirting with her.â
âWill, youâre the farthest thing from a creepy old man.â His friend reassures him with a firm nod. âYouâre one of those⌠what are the young people calling them now⌠a DILF?â
âA what?â William laughs loudly.
âA DILF, you know, a dad Iâd like to- whatever, itâs not important. What is important is we need to fix whatever the hell just happened there.â Henry exclaims as he points dramatically outside. âYou used to be the biggest flirt I knew in college, what the hell happened?â
âI got married is what happened.â Will responds gruffly. âThe second I put a ring on that womanâs finger, any sort of spark we had was gone.â He grumbles. âI havenât flirted with anyone in twenty odd years.â
âWell we need to get you up to speed my friend.â Henry chuckles, clapping the taller man on the shoulder.
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The first hour or so of your shift was spent running the prize counter, excited groups of kids running up to the plexiglass case and asking how much for whichever particular prize had caught their eye.
âSorry I'm late, traffic was a nightmare at the center.â Meredith huffs as she hurriedly pulls on her newly appointed sweatshirt. âAw, you got a Spring Bonnie one, that's cute.â She smiles.
âApparently, Mr. Emily took it upon himself to get me and Mr. Afton matching ones.â You chuckle. âAlso, I'm scheduled for a walk in an hour, so I'll be back.â You hurriedly excuse herself before she has a chance to ask any questions. The silence that surrounds you as the door to the main pizzeria shuts is all consuming. You took a deep breath, it was the first time it had been quiet since you had arrived at work. You stretched, rolling your shoulders back before starting down the hallway. You had done this job plenty of times, it was honestly one of the best parts of your week. You knocked hesitantly on the door to parts and services, listening for the soft âcome inâ from Mr. Afton inside. He says your name softly, a smile lacing its way across his lips.
âPerfect timing, I was just about to get into costume.â He groans as he stands, carefully undoing the buttons on his dress shirt. You had seen him go through this process dozens of times, but even now it still amazes you to watch him get into the suit. Something so expertly crafted by his own hands, as dangerous as it was beautiful, if the slightest thing were to go wrong that suit held the potential to kill him where he stood. âYou mind giving me a hand?â He asks with a charming smile. You nod, hurrying to his side. He inserts a turnkey into Spring Bonnieâs torso, pulling the internal supports out of the way in order for his body to fit inside. Your eyes burned into the section of the suit you were staring at. In the brief glance you had allowed yourself to have, you had noticed how his muscles almost seemed to glow with the thin sheen of sweat that had formed from working on animatronics all day. The black tank top that stretched tightly across his toned chest left no room for speculation about just how strong Mr. Afton was. He takes hold of your hand, swapping it out for his on the key. âHold it tight, okay?â He instructs gently. You nod, trailing his movements as he picks up the torso and slips it over his head. He places his hand loosely over yours. âI got it rabbit, you can slip your hand out.â He says quietly, focusing intensely on the internal supports. You carefully do as he asks, earning a hushed âbeautifulâ from him. He makes sure that everything is secured in place before pulling out the key, and slowly releasing the breath he had been holding. âSo far so good.â He chuckles. You repeat the same process with the legs and arms, leaving him fully suited up minus the yellow rabbitâs head.
âYour bowtieâs a little crooked.â You point out with a bashful smile. âMind if I straighten it out?â
âNot at all.â You take a step closer to him, running your fingers over the soft purple fabric. You carefully adjust the bowtie back into its proper position.
âThere, now Spring Bonnie will look as handsome as possible.â You giggle, your cheeks growing warm as he shoots you a playful smile in response. You quickly pull your hands away from him as Mr. Emily walks in the room. He chatâs happily with you and Mr. Afton as he expertly gets himself into his own suit.
âIt should be a relatively easy walk, just take it slow, there are a lot of kids out there at the moment.â Mr. Emily explains.
âJust another Thursday, Henry.â Mr. Afton responds with a chuckle. âYou should have a pretty easy time, but youâre already an expert at this as it is.â He offers you a lopsided smile that you canât help but return. He glances up at the clock. âWell, itâs showtime boys and girls.â He grabs the mascot head from his workbench, quickly slipping it over his head. Mr. Emily copied his actions, looking in the mirror by the door to make sure Fredbearâs hat was on correctly before following you out into the hallway. You knew from experience that Mr. Afton had a harder time seeing out of the suit than Mr. Emily, having to remove his glasses before putting the costume on. You reached back, allowing your hand to bump into the fingers of the Spring Bonnie costume, offering to lead Mr. Afton to the picture spot so he wouldnât have to worry about stumbling. He allows his hand to engulf yours, following closely behind you as you wound your way expertly through the excited groups of kids. You brought them to a well lit corner of the restaurant that was specifically set up for pictures. You step in front of both of them as they step into their spots.
âMr. Fredbear, Mr. Spring Bonnie, let me know if you need anything.â You smile warmly at the pair before heading off to interact with the crowd that had formed around the performers. For the most part your day went on like normal, you kept the hoard of kids and parents alike organized enough to keep your bosses from getting overwhelmed by all the people wanting pictures or just to meet their favorite anthropomorphic animal friend. That was until you noticed one little girl who appeared to be hiding off to the side. She clutched a yellow rabbit plush to her chest, nervously shuffling her feet as she watched the rest of the kids run up excitedly to the mascots. You looked around to find no one appeared to be waiting with her, so you decided to see if you could help. You approach the girl with a friendly smile and a wave. âI noticed you're looking a bit down friend, is everything okay?â She looks between you and the crowd behind you.
âI want to go say hi to Spring Bonnie but I'm scared.â She admits in a tiny, shaky voice.
âWell, thatâs definitely no fun. Why don't you tell me what's scaring you, maybe I can help.â You offer kindly.
âThere's just a lot of big kids, and Spring Bonnie looks a lot bigger than he does in the pictures too.â You noticed how she absentmindedly tugged at one of the rabbits ears in an attempt to comfort herself.
âCan I let you in on a big secret?â You lower your voice to just above a whisper, making the girl lean in to listen with wide, excited eyes. âI happen to be best friends with Spring Bonnie and Fredbear.â You nod in response to the shocked gasp she let out. You held out your hand, introducing yourself to the girl, her black pigtails bouncing in time with her growing excitement.
âMy nameâs Addie.â She responds with a gapped tooth smile.
âWell, Miss Addie, since we're friends, why don't I take you to meet my other friend Spring Bonnie so you can say hi!â She nods, looking at the crowd with some remaining apprehension. âStill a lot of scary big kids, huh?â She hurriedly responds, proving you right. âI'll tell you what, if you hold my hand, I promise no one will bother you.â She timidly takes your hand, letting you guide her in the direction of Spring Bonnie and Fredbear. She clung to your leg as you approached the large golden rabbit's side. âExcuse me Mr. Spring Bonnie.â You couldn't help the smile that passed over your lips as you noticed the man inside the suit straighten up at the sound of your voice. âMy friend Addie is very excited to meet you, but she's a little nervous.â He tilts his head to the side slightly, like a dog hearing an unfamiliar sound. He dramatically looks around for someone the same height as you before letting his gaze drop a little lower, making a small startled movement when his eyes land on the girl. You feel her grip tighten on your hand, inching herself further behind you. âStill a little too scary up close, huh?â You kneel down beside her, bringing yourself closer to his height. âI promise, Spring Bonnie wouldn't hurt a fly, you don't have to be scared of him.â You try to reassure her
âHow do you know?â She asks timidly.
âHere, I'll show you he's not so scary.â You give her a comforting smile, softly squeezing her hand in reassurance before standing back up. You walked up to the large yellow rabbit, giving him a small, bashful smile before pushing yourself up onto your toes and pressing a quick peck to the tip of the suit's nose. âSee, he's not scary at all.â Seeing the fact you managed to get face to face with the monster bunny seemed to put Addieâs nerves at ease. You could feel Mr. Aftonâs gaze burning into the side of your face before his attention was pulled away by the little girl. She bravely approaches him, reaching out to tap a finger against his arm.
âExcuse me, Spring Bonnie.â She squeaks before pulling a folded up picture out of the chest pocket of her bright blue overalls. âI made you a drawing.â Spring Bonnie excitedly motions to the drawing, passing it off to you as he knelt down in front of her. He opens his arms signaling he was asking for a hug but he waited for Addie to make the first move. She nervously looks up at you for guidance, you give her a reassuring nod, silently signaling that it was okay. She slots herself into his arm, giving the suit a tight squeeze with her little arms. You unfold the drawing for Spring Bonnie to look at, your smaller, ungloved fingers a much better fit for the task. You hand it over to him, smiling as you watch the interaction of him silently fawning over her masterpiece that she made just for him, making Addie giggle. The drawing depicted Addie holding onto Spring Bonnie's hand, best friends scrawled across the bottom of the page in blocky purple letters.
âAddie, there you are!â You turn quickly to see a very worried looking mother making her way towards you. âI told you I'd come see Spring Bonnie with you honey, you didn't have to run off.â She chuckles, kneeling down as her daughter crashes into her arms. âSee? I told you he wasn't going to be scary.â
âMy new friend was a big help.â She beams up at you.
âMiss Addie was very brave. Thank you for coming to say hello to Mr. Spring Bonnie.â She runs up and gives the rabbit one last tight hug around his leg before heading off with her mother. You glanced up at the clock, realizing the scheduled 30 minutes was up you collected the two men and dismissed them to the back without much of a fuss. âWould you like any help Mr. Emily?â You ask as you take the Fredbear head from him, setting it gently on the workbench.
âI should be all set, Will might like your help though.â He nods in his co owner's direction. You noticed him struggling to take off the head, the thick, fabric fingers making it difficult for his hands to properly articulate.
âWould you like some help, Mr. Afton?â You ask sweetly.
âPlease, these stupid gloves make it impossible to hold onto anything.â He chuckles. You carefully take hold of the mask, your body pressing into the Spring Bonnie suits plush stomach as you struggle to accommodate for your boss's massive stature. You push the head up enough for him to get a proper hold on it in order for it to be removed. He blinked a couple times as he left the dark confines of the head, continuing to squint as his eyes adjusted to the light. A soft smile finds its way to your lips as you pick up his glasses off of his work bench, unfolding the stems and presenting them neatly to him. His eyes drop to the gold wire frames, looking back at you with a charming lopsided smile that makes your heart pound. âThank you rabbit.â He quickly pulls off one of his gloves to accept the item. Running his finger through his hair in an attempt to put back the sweaty tendrils that had fallen and stuck to his forehead. As he takes them from you he leans in slightly to whisper, âyou know, if you wanted a kiss from Spring Bonnie you should've just asked.â Your cheeks grew warm, you stumble slightly over a toolbox on the floor, the loud clattering catching Mr. Emilyâs attention.
âWell don't kill the poor girl.â He rushes to your side in order to steady you. âHonestly Will, the amount of times I've told you about leaving your tools around.â He continues to fuss over you for a moment, you reassured him you were just a bit startled by the noise. Your eyes met Mr. Aftonâs, a playful glimmer in his gaze as he slowly trailed over your form. He shakes his head slightly, massaging the bridge of his nose under his glasses before quickly turning away.Â
âI should probably get back to the floor.â You state softly, slowly backing up towards the door. You pause when Mr. Afton calls your name.
âThanks for all the help today.â The corners of your mouth quirk up in a smile.
âHappy to help.â You noticed him pause briefly, it registering in his mind how he had said something similar in regards to your thanks earlier. You pulled your bottom lip between your teeth, letting your gaze linger on him for a bit longer than necessary before slipping out into the hallway.
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âShe's not going to want some creepy old man flirting with her.â Henry mocks Willâs statement from earlier. âI don't know Will, she seems pretty sweet on you already.â Will didn't miss the mischievous smirk that quickly passed over his friend's features.
âHenry, don't you fucking dare.â He points an accusatory finger at him. âThe last thing I need is for you getting your hands involved in my love life.â He grumbles.
Henry turns to Will, giving him an incredulous look. âDid we- did we witness the same attempt at you flirting earlier?â
âI'm rusty!â He snaps in response.
âRusty isn't the word for it, my friend.â Henry chuckles, crossing his arms over his chest as he leans up against one of the workbenches along the wall. âI've been in a happy, loving marriage for almost thirty years, just saying.â He raises his hands in front of him innocently. Will just stares blankly back at him, waiting for Henry to whip out some punchline to prove he was fucking with him. He couldn't seriously be suggesting that he should ask you on a date. But he knew that look in Henryâs eyes, the pair had been best friends nearly their entire lives, it would be a hard detail to miss. Henry wasn't just serious about helping him flirt with you, he was excited, and an excitable Henry Emily is something Will adamantly tried to avoid. Henry sighs, seeing Willâs apprehension wasn't wavering in the slightest. âListen, think what you want. You're too old to get back in the game, she's too young for you, whatever. But, Will, I wished you noticed how her eyes sparkle when she looks at you. I think that would give you all the confidence you need.â He jumps as his pager goes off, quickly pulling it from his belt. âGotta run, problem at the front. Think on it for a while, okay?â Will cringes slightly as Henry slams the door behind him.
âHer eyes sparkle when she looks at me, huh?â Will chuckles, running his fingers through his salt and pepper hair. âHenry, I think you're just a hopeless romantic.â
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Your fists shook from their position clenched at your side. Leaving parts and services behind you walked out onto the main floor only to find one of the new hostesses getting screamed at by an upset patron. You immediately rushed over to help, placing yourself in between the terrified teenager and the middle aged man who needed to learn some manners. You didn't even get through asking what the problem was before all his anger was directed at you. Apparently, the issue was that his beer had been knocked over by one of the dozens of children that raced around the establishment, and from the smell coming off of him you could tell he probably should've been cut off a while ago. âI expect to be compensated for the entire fucking visit. I am absolutely appalled at the state this place is in! Where's your manager, both of you need to be fucking fired for how poorly you treat customers.â At the threat of losing her job the hostess you had rescued started to cry. âSee? They have fucking children running this place, ridiculous.â
âSir, this conversation doesn't involve her anymore, I would appreciate it if you left her out of it.â Despite trying to keep your voice calm you couldn't hide the definitive snap of your anger bubbling up. Being here as long as you had, youâve grown pretty close with most of the employees here. As cheesy as it sounds they were your family, and you would be damned if you were going to let this drunk asshole disrespect your family.
âOh, all high and mighty over here, are we?â He waves his hands in front of him. âWhat? You want a fucking prize for trying to be a hero?â You heard Mr. Emily call your name from across the restaurant as he struggled to push through the crowd that had surrounded the commotion.
âWhat I want is for the drunk in front of me to stop berating one of my hostesses-â You were cut off, wincing away as he swung to strike you across the face. Much to your surprise the slap never came. You turned back to the man, ready to beat him to the ground, but it appeared that someone had beaten you to the punch, literally.
William Afton was on top of the man in the blink of an eye. Hauling his short, fat frame from the floor by his collar, leaving the man's toes barely skimming the neon patterned carpet. The man let out a shocked sound and began to protest, whatever clever response he had dreamed up died in his throat as a deep guttural growl left your boss. He slams the man up against the wall, you struggle to stop yourself from laughing as you watch him attempt to stretch himself to the floor. âApparently, we need a crash course in how to keep our hands to ourselves.â Mr. Afton snarls.
âIf it wasn't for the fact that she-â he quickly raises an arm to point at you.
âIf you don't want to lose that finger I suggest you drop it.â His tone was dangerous, something you had never seen from him before. You were finally snapped from your trance by Mr. Emily gently shakes your shoulder and calls your name.
âHoney, come on. Come sit down in my office, just let him handle this.â He fusses over you as he leads you towards the back of the restaurant. The muffled, far off sound of Mr. Aftonâs voice as he yelled at the man who had tried to assault you was drowned out when the door slammed shut behind you. You thudded into the cushions of the couch in his office, he pulled a bottle of water out of the mini fridge under his desk, handing it over to you and instructing you to drink it slowly. He quickly hurried out of the office once again, leaving you to sit in silence. You scrunched up your face uncomfortably, the painful thudding of your heart against your ribs finally registering. You felt a tear drip off your jaw and onto your lap, it took you a moment to realize you were crying. The door to Mr. Emilyâs office opened softly, you looked over to find Mr. Afton peering around the door.
âDonât look at me like that, you look like youâre about to apologize for something.â You attempt to joke to lighten the mood.
âOf course Iâm going to apologize, rabbit, this happened on my watch.â He tries to argue.
âItâs not your fault that guyâs a douchebag.â He cautiously takes a few steps closer to you, kneeling down in front of your position seated on the couch.
âHe didnât get his hands on you, did he?â You shake your head, eyes trailing down to your lap. He chewed the inside of his cheek as his eyes traced over the terrified expression that had settled itself on your face.
You sniff, smiling up at him through teary eyes. âHe probably hits like a bitch anyways.â He chuckles, pushing some stray hair out of your face. You sniff, âthat was just really scary.â He tuts quietly, pulling you into a warm embrace.
âIâm going to kill him if I ever see again.â He grumbles. âNo one hurts my rabbit.â Your eyes widened slightly as your cheeks grew warm. He cradles you against him for a moment, your body easily relaxing in his arms.
You jump as Mr. Emily bursts back into the room. âHe managed to squeak out before I could call the cops.â He huffs. âAre you alright?âÂ
âIâm fine Mr. Emily, promise.â You attempt to reassure him. He sighs, still eying you with a worried expression.
âWill, drive her home, make sure she gets something to eat.â He waves at his friend. âIâm giving you the rest of the weekend off with pay, go rest up.â
âOh, Mr. Emily you donât have to-â
âWeekend! With pay! This is non-negotiable, young lady!â He exclaims dramatically.Â
âCome on rabbit.â Will chuckles, helping you up off the sofa. âLetâs get you something to eat.â Your hand lingers in his for a little longer than necessary, his striking silver eyes scanning over your features. You opened the door to Mr. Emilyâs office only to find all of your coworkers crowded around outside. They all froze at the sight of Mr. Afton, knowing how bad it looked that they all had abandoned the floor. He sighs, glancing down at you and back up at them. âSheâs okay. If any of you see that guy around here again you come tell me or Mr. Emily, heâs permanently banned from Freddyâs.â You feel the warmth of his palm spread across your back as he places a hand in between your shoulders. âI just wish we could've done more to teach that asshole a lesson.â
âMr. Afton, you literally threw him out into the parking lot. If Mer hadn't stopped you it seemed like you probably would've handled the job pretty well.â One of the cooks chuckles only to be met with a collective murmur of approval from the group.
âUnfortunately, no matter how much I would've loved to watch you beat that guy into the pavement, it wouldn't be worth getting you locked up.â You glanced up at him only to find a semi surprised expression on his face. This was the first time he had witnessed such unwavering respect from all of his employees. Your attention is drawn to Meredith as she says your name, âyou going to be alright?â
âYeah, I should be okay.â Your cheeks grew warm as you continued to explain the situation. âMr. Aftonâs going to drive me home.â You scanned over the group. âWhere's Katie?â You watched a few of them shuffle out of the way as she was shoved to the front, her cheeks stained with tears as she looked down at the floor.
âIt's all my fault that guy tried to hit you, I'm so sorry.â She sniffles.
âHey,â you grab her gently by the shoulder, âthat guy was a douchebag, I want to make sure you're okay.â At your genuine concern she broke down again, pulling you into a hug as she apologized repeatedly.
âRyan, she comes in with you right?â Mr. Afton asks her boyfriend, who nods. âBoth of you get out of here, I'll fix your time cards.â He nods to the doors. âThe rest of you get back to the floor.â There was a hurried bunch of yessirâs and affirmative sounds as they hurried back out to their positions, Ryan taking Katie out the back door so they could leave. âRight, now that everyone knows you're okay,â the two of you share a laugh at all your coworkers' concern, âhow about we go get something to eat, if that's alright with you.â
âI think that sounds like a great idea.â You smile at him, allowing him to lead you outside. He seemed nervous as he fumbled his keys from his pocket, nearly dropping them on the ground in the process. âWhat kind of food do you like?â He asks as he slides into the driver's seat next to you.
âI'm not picky, whatever works for me.â You reassure him. He grips the steering wheel tightly, swallowing thickly before turning to look at you.
âAt the risk of sounding like an absolute creep, would you like to come back to my house so I can cook for you?â At the question your heart began to pound in your chest. He wanted you to come back to his house with him?
âYou want to cook for me?â You couldn't stop a smile from lacing its way across your lips as you repeated the question back to him. âWhy?â
âAll the restaurants around here are pretty shitty,â he responds with a chuckle, âI happen to know my way around the kitchen pretty well⌠only if that's something you're comfortable with, of course.â
âIf it's not too much trouble, Mr. Afton-â
âWill⌠you, um, you can call me Will.â His silver eyes met yours, your breath freezing in your lungs. âAnd it's no trouble at all. I'm looking forward to spending time with you.â He admits with a lopsided grin. You let out a flustered giggle before responding.
âI am too.â Will didnât miss the nervous excitement in your tone.Â
You pulled down the long gravel driveway, the thick fir trees acting as a tunnel that eventually opened to reveal a modest, pale yellow colonial tucked away nicely into the wilderness. âIt must be nice not having to worry about neighbors.â You chuckle.
âWhat can I say? I like my privacy.â He jokes in response. You stick close to him as you head onto the porch, every snapping branch making you jump as you wait for him to unlock the door. âDonât worry rabbit, I wonât let anything hurt you.â He promises with a coy smile. He pushes the door open, motioning for you to walk in ahead of him. Willâs house was furnished simply, there wasnât much decoration outside of the basic necessities. A well loved, comfortable looking couch and matching loveseat sat around a well kept fireplace, from the fresh logs that sat inside it appeared to have been used recently. The walls were completely bare, painted a pale sage green with ivory trim, a stark contrast from his fellow co owner who practically had an entire family album strewn across his desk. âItâs not muchââÂ
âItâs cozy, I like it.â You reassure him with a soft smile.
âWellâŚâ he starts, âIt definitely feels a lot more like a home with you in it.â Your heart thudded loudly in your chest, your eyes meeting Willâs the instant the words tumbled from his lips. âYou know, I just⌠I just donât have company that often⌠it feels more like a home when thereâs someone besides just me here.â He laughs awkwardly. You let out a shy giggle, your gaze quickly trailing to the floor.
âIâll have to make this more than a one time visit then.â He takes your hand in his, gingerly bringing your knuckles to his lips, his thumb trailing over your skin, dulling the electric buzz that ran through your fingers from the small gesture.
âIâd really like that rabbit.â Your cheeks grow warm, the two of you exchanging a soft smile as he guides you in the direction of the kitchen.
âHow would you like me to help?â Will gives you a shocked look, studying you carefully as a playful grin laces its way across his lips.
He canât help but chuckle as he watches you roll up your sleeves, your usual bubbliness radiating from behind whatever nerves you were currently experiencing. âYou want to help me cook?â
âThatâs what I said, isnât it?â Will laughs at your blunt response.
âAlright,â he holds up his hands in defeat, âno need to get so hostile.â You felt yourself relax as laughter of your own bubbled up in your throat. Your eyes met his, warmth spreading through your chest as butterflies erupted in your stomach. In that moment it really settled in just how right all of this felt.
Will sat across from you at the small, circular dining room table, a cluster of randomly assorted scented candles served as your lighting. You swirled around the dark red wine you held in your hand before taking a sip, Will was completely captivated as he watched the glass come to rest against your lips. âThank you for dinner.â You speak up after a few moments of silence.
âI should be thanking you,â he says with a chuckle, âyou were a big help.â The way his silver eyes seemed to almost glow in the dim light made your heart race, he looked at you with such fondness in his expression. âRabbit, you look very beautiful tonight.â
You canât help but giggle at his compliment, your cheeks growing warm as his gaze holds you in place. âThank you Will.â You trail a finger around the rim of your glass, struggling to keep the dumb smile off your face.
âYouâre blushing.â He remarks with a proud smirk.
âI am not!â You respond immediately, your flustered tone not masked in the slightest by your loud laughter. He just simply smiles, his gaze trailing over your features, mapping out every single curve and angle. You glanced at the clock, letting out a regretful sigh when you realized how late it had gotten. âI should probably get heading home.â
âWow, when did it get so late?â He remarks in awe, finally noticing the time as well. âIâm sorry to have kept youââ The words die in his throat as he feels the warmth of your much smaller hands slowly cover his own.
âI had a really nice time with you tonight, Will.â The comment hung in the air for a moment as he thought of how to respond.
âMaybe⌠Maybe we could do this again sometime then?â His voice came out softly, barely more than a murmur, unable to tear his eyes away from the sight of you gently holding his hand in your own.
âIâd like that.â You respond in a similar tone. You let your thumb slowly trail over his, the callouses he had built up over years of hard manual labor were rough under your fingertips. You reluctantly pulled your hand back, folding it neatly in your lap with the other.
The ride back to your house was spent in a tense silence, neither of you knowing exactly what to say at the moment. Your chest tightens as he shifts the car into park, you notice out of the corner of your eye how his mouth falls open to speak but no words come out at first. You turn to face him, prepared to say your goodbye for the evening, but your voice died in your throat when your eyes met his. He scanned over your face, his gaze eventually landing on your lips. For a brief moment the thought of how his scruff would feel as he kissed you flashed through your mind, how warm his hand would be against your cheek as he pulled you in closer. You shook the idea off before you could entertain it any further.
âI guess I will see you next week.â Every word tumbled slowly from his lips, not wanting to have to leave you a moment sooner than necessary.
âUnfortunately Mr. Emily seemed pretty serious about the whole weekend with pay, so next week it is.â You laugh demurely.
âIf you need anything, you give me a call, okay?â You swallow thickly at his husky tone.
You nod, âokay.â You reach for the handle on the door, hesitating as your fingers wrap around the cool metal. Will began to fidget with the radio as he struggled to keep his eyes off of you, the soft crackling the only sound to break up the otherwise deafening silence. In one swift movement, you turned, lips landing on Willâs cheek. He sat motionless as you pulled back, his jaw hung slack in shock as he tried to process what had just happened. âGoodnight, Will.â You whisper as you hurriedly open the door.
âGoodnight, rabbit.â He canât help but let his eyes trail after you as you stand, drinking in one last sight of you before you have to part ways. Both of you are already dreading the eternity of spending the weekend apart.
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Hello author!! Congrats on 500 followers! I love the way you wrote "Plead the Fifth", Floyd's callback to the Portfest event was my favorite part. If its okay, can I pls request prompt 12 with Jade, Riddle, and Jamil? Thank you! đŤśđ
12. You had a wonderful time dancing and flirting with someone at the ball, only to find out from your friends the next day that was your crush. And you have no idea if they knew it was you they were dancing with.
Bless you for catching that friend I was a bit worried no one would know what I was talking about. I thought it was so funny how offended they all got at being called adorable! other than Rook but yk
EDIT: I straight up did not realize I wrote this for Riddle twice oh my fucking god. I'm so sorry please feel free to message me with a separate request I am so sorry again my brain is fried.
notes: they/them used for Yuu. Severe violations of privacy and playing with emotions for Jade, and Jamil is fresh out of clown school, let us pray. I was listening to dancing with a stranger on loop while writing this so sorry if they're a bit angsty. The other event requests can be found on my masterlist here.
Jade
"Look." Jade is smiling and Azul has a tension headache. "You see how they've played this particular song fourteen times today? They're going to try and switch things up and listen to something else after the sixteenth loop but-"
"What in the hell does this have to do with anything?" Azul asks to be charitable, he already knows what this is about. Or he thinks he does anyway.
"I was wondering if you would be so kind as to add it to the playlist for the Lounge. Just for tonight." There is a really strange tone to Jade's excitement, almost like he has no idea what he is doing and is just as thrilled by that as he was whatever brought him home in such a... state last night.
"Because if I don't you'll add it yourself and give Floyd back the password to the account?"
"I am so very glad we could reach a mutual understanding." Of course Jade has a plan, it had started formulating the instant he saw you dressed up for the formal Crowley had put together.
Boring. That's what this night was supposed to be. These masks were supposed to hide people's faces, sure but he knows them too well. Maybe if this was a different school where people were less predictable- But then there was you, and all his reason fell away.
"May I have this dance, stranger?" He is surprised you accept, delighted with how natural it feels to follow his lead. He was expecting this to be much, much harder.
"I was wondering when you were going to ask." You sound shy, flattered even, without the defensiveness he usually associates with the lead up to your trysts. Could it be- "I thought I felt someone watching me." -you do not know. The mask has worked for one lucky eel.
"Ah prefect," he greets you as usual, with a bow and a gesture to an empty seat "always so good to see you at the Mostro." This time he has selected a booth out of the way, towards the back and far too big for just one customer. Pity you hadn't brought those small fry with you, he was so looking forward to letting Floyd play with them. "Did you come here with something in mind? Or shall I make a suggestion?" You are so nervous you don't notice that he has failed to give you a menu until you finally bother to look up at him.
"I really just came here to talk..." how painful, you are looking away again. Jade is sure he is the best looking fish here, if you are that desperate to see him in the water he can certainly improvise.
"I am always willing to lend a sympathetic ear." He bends at the waist to hover his face just above yours, so close that you are force to return your eyes to his again. He watches as your pupils dilate and breath catches as the music in the lounge plucks a familiar song as if his magic lets him read minds.
"Go fuck yourself." It's missing the venom he'd like but as he traces your jawline with his gloved hand directly over the lipstick stains he'd left last night he thinks to himself that he is just fine with that. Jade is not in the mood to share your fire, it is such a rare thing for a mer to see after all.
"I would much prefer to leave that to you." He kisses you, quickly before you can fully ignite and waste your precious sparks on the public. "Funny story actually, I had such a nice time at the Masquerade last night I thought we should have ourselves another little date tonight. Do be gentle with me, I only had so much time to prepare." But waste or no he cannot deny himself the satisfied laugh that spills from him when you yank him back into a kiss and prevent him from running his mouth. Just what is he to do with you? Oh he has so many ideas...
Jamil
"Ha I thought I'd find you here." Jamil does his best to ignore Ace's voice, instead focusing on the hoop and sinking his throws into the net. Forty-One. "Aww not gonna ask any questions?" Forty-Two. "You know they talked to me. They always do." Forty-Three. "Said some reeeeeeal interesting stuff." Forty-Four. "Mushy too. Like seriously, you should both just get over yourselves and-"
Forty-Five. Jamil purposefully bounces the ball off the ground hard, not even bothering to watch Ace scramble to avoid it before shoves his face into his towel as if it can wipe away his embarrassment as well as his sweat.
"They are better off not knowing." He catches the ball Ace tries to hit him with, taking a little delight in how annoyed his junior looks before he realizes that it isn't going away as quickly as Ace's other pouts.
"Seriously? Where'd you get that idea from?" He sounds angry, Jamil has to remind himself and the seething pit in his stomach that Ace is Yuu's... friend. They are just friends who spend a lot of time alone. Alone together. Alone together inside a dormitory where Yuu live practically alone, a lot of times on nights when Jamil is alone in Scarabia with preparations for a party you aren't guaranteed to attend unlike those Unbirthday Party's Riddle has that you are at so much you might as well be part of his dorm.
Not that Jamil thinks about that a lot or is thinking about that at all when he gives Ace his best "superiority" complex smile.
"They were willing to make out with a stranger behind some thick curtains, clearly they don't have any strong feelings for anyone in the school and I would just be-"
"Has it ever occurred to you that you are responsible for this situation in the fucking first place." This isn't normal jokey Ace. Normal "girls just wanna have fun Ace," no this is Ace as serious as Jamil wishes he always would be during... anything at all really. Funny how that side only ever seems to come out when he needs to distract someone. Funny how the pit is screaming how it only ever comes up when he is talking about you. "You get close to them one day, then you insist you can't talk to them because you are too busy taking care of Kalim. You give take advantage of them not being from Twisted Wonderland to give them things anyone would recognize as being romantic gifts but roll your eyes at the idea when confronted. Seriously it is a miracle they still like you and didn't think to try getting over you sooner."
Yuu is kissing him. They have what they can grasp of his face in their hands and are kissing him so painfully slowly. It's too much to bear, he can't keep to his senses and denial. Jamil pulls them further behind the curtains and kisses them. For one brief incandescent moment he allows himself to believe this is fated. That if the masks were gone, that if you were under the Scarabia curtains you would be holding onto his shirt just as tightly.
"You told them didn't you?" Ace doesn't bother to actually answer, the footsteps echoing down the hallway as he goes to leave answers Jamilâs question for him.
You are always beautiful. His breath catches in his throat when he sees you, the pit swallowing itself as he realizes the urgency to the speed at which you close the gap but pause just before making it into his personal space.
âCan we talk?â Aceâs words from earlier echo in his mind. Has it ever occurred to you that you are responsible for this?
âOf course.â He purposefully places the basketball back onto the rack he had been using as an excuse to center himself. âWould you let me take you to dinner?â
âNo.â You sound as if you hate yourself for saying it, but the instant it leaves your lips he smiles. âNo, I need you to tell me here because I canât stand this stupid game of you taking your insecurities out on me. Just what do I need to do for you to understandâŚâ Your nerve seems to be failing you now that heâs right in front of you. But he isnât cruel enough to make you wait.
âI like you.â Itâs not all of what you want to hear, and not all of what he wants to say. But heâs in a sweaty gym uniform and you look like youâve been crying. Apologies are best made with food, and he loves you well enough to know your worryâs been eating at your apatite as much as it has his.
#twisted wonderland x reader#twst x reader#jade leech x reader#riddle rosehearts x reader#jamil viper x reader#500 followers celebration
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aruani kink headcanons? they're a tad đŻđťđŽđŞđ´đ and i wanna know your hc's on how they show it <3
Hello again, freakfont anon!!
[N/SFW]
You know, Aruani's freakiness isn't always obvious. But under that quietness there lie some very, very freaky happenings.
They're a very sexually active couple. Annie's high libido paired with Armin's higher curiosity makes pretty much every night a fucking fantastic trip to the moon.
2. That said, they're quite vanilla in the beginning of their relationship. You know, shyness + inexperience + mutual embarrassment and insecurity.
3. But once they're past all that!!!!
4. Woo!!!!
5. Armin needs only to see a sliver of the skin on Annie's waist to get aroused, wondering how he can use that tiny strip of her body to collect every single breath and reaction out of her, new and old. And anyway, it's not like it's very complicated. Annie's not a very "sleep-clothes" person, most often she's only in a tank top and shorts - very easy to uhhh- slip his hands up her soft thighs and over her softer ass.
6. And Annie? Her on-off button is Armin's voice. All he has to do is croon her name or tell her she looks pretty and she's dropping her panties (if she has the patience for it. Otherwise she's just jumping him. Something something put his newly toned body to good use by making him lift her up and bear the weight... it's sexy. It turns her on.)
7. Oh btw her "off" button doesn't really work.
8. At some point Armin gets really fucking obsessed with giving Annie hickeys in extremely dangerous spots. Like the back of her neck barely hidden by the collars of her shirt. The inside of her arm, right where the sleeves stop when they're rolled up. The top of her chest exactly below the second button of her shirt - she can never undo it for this reason. On her inner thighs - it's a good thing she has stockings on. The sides of her breasts where her bra or the hems of her evening dress brush. And right there, on her cunt, where she continues to feel the pleasurable sting and heat long after. It's exciting you see, finding Annie going about her daily business with a furious blush on her cheeks because no matter what she does - there's a hickey somewhere she can't expose!
9. They like to do it in freaky places too. The trial room of a clothing store. The theatre. In the back of a car parked somewhere dark. The washroom of a restaurant. A libary. An office-room. A deserted street at night. In the forest. At the beach.
10. Well, Annie pretends she doesn't like it, hissing and glaring and scowling but strangely does not protest when Armin's lifting her leg up. He finds it very cute, her anger.
11. They're into some very kinky ideas! Particularly, Annie tends to get really fucking turned on whenever he's in that goddamn illegal suit because! His tie! His tiiieee! He looks so... fuckable in it.
12. So Annie develops a thing for calling Armin "Commander, you shouldn't be shirking your responsibilities like this..." while simultaneously dragging him by his tie into an empty room and closing the door shut.
13. (*whispers* they're having commander kink sex in there)
14. Annie's a scratcher and Armin's a biter/licker. Yeah they carry a lot of bruises!
15. Their dom-sub dynamic is typically Armin being the soft!dom and he REALLY gets off on it! It's the validation and sense of power he gets over being the one to lead Annie through the sex - and Annie lets him because holy fuck does he KNOW how to fuck her!
16. They're always trying very very creative positions. Sometimes they work, sometimes they end up cramping their muscles and burst out laughing. In either case, they have a lot of fun.
17. With Aruani, it's highly sophisticated dirty talk, and Armin's the one doing most of the talking because... well, because boy reaaally knows how to talk to get her whimpering and wet before he's even undressed her.
18. PSYCHOLOGICAL MIND-GAMES SEX, BABY.
19. Sometimes they get really fucking competitive! Annie trying to wipe that cheeky smile off his face by topping and riding him until he's speechless, or Armin in turn trying to capitalize on his assured victory when Annie's legs no longer work. Then Annie getting pissed that she's losing and taking control again, Armin grinning because no matter what, he can sense her struggling, and--
20. So. Only a tad đŻđťđŽđŞđ´đ, you say?
#askies#aruani#smut#headcanon#armin arlert#annie leonhart#aruannie#snk#aot#shingeki no kyojin#attack on titan#armin x annie
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Hello! Can I request Gang Orca x reader fluff? The reader is a marine biologist and interviews Kugo? He reads up about her and gets the interview with her, yet sheâs super nervous. Stuttering a few times. Kugo apologies for his intimidating appearance but she assures him that heâs not intimidating. (She complements him on how he dresses same he looks handsome). They end the interview and off camera they get each others number. After a couple of calls they get closer and Kugo sets up a date for them, but he gets interrupted by some villains. He ends up showing up late and sees the reader getting ready to leave and he stops her. He tells her what happened and that heâs truly sorry. (He was 2 hours late). The reader says itâs fine and Kugo tells her how he feels about her. She tells him to and they kiss. The end!
I will see what I can do with this requestđđYour request pertaining Gang Orca, especially the marine biologist part is definitely interesting and surprising in generalđĄđđThe way you did say "her" for this request, I'm assuming female reader is what type of reader you would like me to write for this Gang Orca, fluff, fanfic, so I'm going to write this fanfic as a "Gang Orca x Female Reader" to the fluff fanficđđAlso, if you don't mind, I may add on to what you requested just to let you knowđđ
đ޸The Interview,The Date, And The Confession With Gang Orcađ޸(Kugo Sakamata, aka, Gang Orca x Female Reader)
Genres: Fluff and Mutual Confession
After Gang Orca came home from pro hero work, he decided to go on his laptop and search your (profile or page) on (social media site of reader's choice), considering you're the famous and sent you a message about requesting an interview with him, which you told him, yes. The reason why he wanted to have an interview with you is, because he has been having a secret crush on you since he first saw your show on a channel that involves animals, which your show obviously has aquatc animals and you like to visit the aquatc animals, interviewing the care takers of them (and jobs similar to care takers of the aquatic animals), and also interviewing people who have aquatic animals for pets. He also read an article (online and/or magazine and/or news paper), where you mentioned that since you became a marine biologist, you have always dreamt about having an interview (on live TV and/or streaming services) with possibly a pro hero who was born with a mutant appearance with features of any aquatic animals, even a sea horse or a seal or a killer whale, which has gave him the courage to message you for an interview.
When the day of the interview, as it turns out it seems like the both of you were somehow interviewing eachother. During the (recorded on live TV and/or streaming) interview Gang Orca has been noticing that you were nervous, because whenever you tried asking questions you were stuttering and when you were trying answer questions the he asked you. The longer the interview lasted the more you stuttered and you pinkish red face has become more and more noticable.
"Hey, (Female Reader Name)... I'm really sorry, if it's my killer whale features that I was born with frightened you or anything like that...", Gang Orca apologized, as he's assuming that you were intimidated by him. You replied, "No need to apologize, Orca... I promise that I'm not afraid of you in anyway... It's just... I'm a fan of yours, actually... It's also intriguing that you dress the same, if not similar... Infact you actually looked handsome and I think you look more handsome in person...", as you assured him you're not intimidated and you want him to know atleast part of the real reason why. You covered your mouth after replying to him, as you forgot you were on camera, even tough your reply to him was the first time you didn't stutter.
The both of you ended the interview from there and off camera the both of you exchanged cellphone numbers. After a couple cellphone calls, Gang Orca told you about taking you to a fancy restaurant that he would like to try out, which you accepted the invitation of him taking you out on a date to that restaurant. When the day of your date with Gang Orca came, you dolled yourself up in a beautiful (colors of reader's choice) dress and same color dress shoes (up to reader's imagination, if she wears makeup), as you then made it to the restaurant he mentioned about wanting to take you. Meanwhile, he was wearing similar suit as usual, and he dressed up fancier than he usually does, even though he usually dresses up in something fancy.
While Gang Orca was on his way to the restaurant, as he got halfway there, we went to the bank to get money out of the ATM machine, then the villains came to rob the bank, when he just got to the bank, so these villains were running out of the bank, as one of them noticed him as this particular villain laughed and shouted, "Catch us, if you can, killer whale pro hero!". He was conflicted about catching them right away at first, as he knew he would be late for his date with you, however he also knows that's what pro heroes do... Catch the villains, no matter what... He decided to chase the villains and it's not just because he can pick up his paycheck, however he did it, because catching the villains is a pro heroes principle, if not just part of it.
Once Gang Orca caught up to the villains wo robbed the bank, he defeated them all at once. By the time he got back to the bank, he checked text messages he received from you, as the messages sound like your running out of patience while you have been trying to be patient best, as you could. After he quickly got money out of the ATM machine, he ran to the restaurant, as fast as possible while he's in panic. He's really doesn't want his date with you to be ruined due to the bank robbery that interrupted him getting his money when he was halfway to the restaurant.
When Gang Orca arrived at the restaurant, he saw you leaving the table, as you then bumped into him to your surprise, which was how he stopped you from leaving the restaurant. You then said, "I'm glad you came and all. I just would like to know why you were running two hours late, Orca... I was worried about something bad happened to you...". He then explained, "Listen, (Female Reader Name) I was going to the bank to go to the ATM machine, them I somehow had to deal with villains robbing the bank, so I had to chase after them and fight them... I'm truly sorry that I ended up running two hours late for our date... I really was conflicted with the bank robbery situation I accidentally ran into, in the first place... Please forgive me, (Female Reader Name)...". You then hugged him, as you replied, "Oh... That's what happened... I forgive you, Orca... I'm just glad you told me... I understand and it's fine, sweetie...".
Gang Orca was glad to hear this from you as he confessed, "I also have a confession... I liked you alot... I mean I had a crush on you since I first saw your show, especially pertaining marine biology... You always were good with the people you interview, especially the children and you were definitely good with the aquatic animals, also and you seem to be happy about seeing or talking about killer whales... You always were about saving the world when it came to your marine biologist skills... You also always looked amazing on your show...", as he then blushed. After that you confessed back and replied, "Well, Orca... I guess we both have feelings for eachother then... When I first found out you were a pro hero, it inspired me to want to be a marine biologist, so I decided to switch the previous college class to marine biology, which I'm glad I did... Also, when I was a child my house was technically an aquarium, kind of... Anyways, what I'm saying is you've inspired me to want to become a marine biologist... It may sound silly, however that's how it went and I'm glad to meet you in that very interview... You seem very nice and you definitely are cuter in person... Not just looks, however you also have this cute personality, that I enjoy...". After the both you and Gang Orca confessed to eachother, the both of you kissed eachother, as your relationship with Gang Orca has been official, eversince then.
đ޸The Endđ޸
I hope you enjoyed this fanfic with Gang Orca in it, my Tumblr PeepsđđAs for you @watergod57-69 I hope I did the request wellđđI did makesure to reread the request about a few times to try see how to write it down, honestlyđđAnyways, I hope this Gang Orca fanfic makes your day and/or nightđ޸âď¸đđđ
#rose riot writings#fanfic written by rose riot johnson#rose riot johnson#fluff#request answered by rose riot johnson#rose riot answers#mutual confession#gang orca#gang orca x reader#sakamata kugo#kugo sakamata#kugo x reader#mha fluff#pro hero gang orca#gang orca mha#mha gang orca#bnha gang orca
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Unconditional Kind of Love
Natasha Romanoff x Stark!Reader (afab)
Pronouns: She / Her to They / Them
Request / @mostlymarvelsstuff was my guide. đĽ°
A/N: Hello angels!!! So I worked on this fic with an insider to guide me, and I just wanna be transparent here and say I did my best to navigate the struggles one goes through when in such a closeted space. But I also know, from experience, that the title non-binary isnât one size fits all. Some afab individuals label themselves nb, go by they/them then still remain outwardly feminine as thatâs how they wish to present themselves(identity and expression arenât mutually exclusive). So, I know not everyone who is nb detests wearing dresses. I chose to just write this from the perspective of someone in an ever changing headspace. However you exist is valid, but for the sake of this fic I tried to just keep with the flow of understanding oneself/coming out.
Warnings: Coming Out (Fear/Grief)
It was a beautiful morning; the birds were chirping, likely grateful for the clear blue skies the budding Summer had afforded them. The bright sunlight was slowly filtering into your room through the cracked open blinds as time tediously passed on by. Lines of otherwise unseen dust were now illuminated as they flickered throughout the air. There was only the soft sounds of snoring as you laid there, your lover on your chest, it was relatively perfect.
There was no visible reason for you to be feeling this low, but immense dread had settled deep in your stomach as you read through an email.
Stark Charity Gala Reminder:
Hey honey, I had Happy leave a few dresses for you to try on, please let me know which one you prefer, and Iâll have it tailored to your needs.
You didnât know how to tell him your needs were based on the disappearance of said flowy fabricâŚ
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Sure, you could tell him, but you were paralyzed by your fears that heâd expect it anyways. That your comfort wouldnât come before business, so you chose not to mention it. As progressive as the world has become, you know your father works closely with some wealthy men, most of whom were up there in age; in your experience they werenât all that big on the changing times.
This wasnât always how you felt, but as of late, youâd really felt an aversion to the expected attire at your fatherâs many various events. In your day to day you could wear as you pleased, which is really just whatever attracts the least attention. Unwelcome comments on your appearance only ever made you feel more removed from reality.
Your father meant well, you know he always did, but it didnât change the fact that he was not the most attentive person, and therefore still saw you as the little girl in tutus chasing butterflies around the garden as a nanny tended to your needs.
Which truth be told hadnât been the case for most of your adolescence, it had only started weighing you down though in the more recent years. Everyday you woke up to have your identity invalidated in simple ways, and with that came chipped away pieces of your soul. This unsettling feeling came with the territory of being closeted, you remember it well from when you initially dealt with your sexuality, and coming out hadnât been any easier. If anything, itâs only become harder.
To look into your aging fathers eyes, and tell him that the person he knew was never the real you was daunting, and was something that made you think suffering in silence was the better choice.
Youâd already lived a long many years as Y/N StarkâTony Starkâs eldest daughter, and you didnât exactly know how to be anything but that in an outwardly sense. It was all a bit intimidating, and so you lived in this cycle where you would build yourself up to speak your truth, only to lose the confidence when faced with the chance.
While being so deeply in your thoughts you failed to notice the woman on your chest moving about. The beautiful woman whoâs held your heart in her very hands for years now, the same one who hadnât a clue what your inner turmoilâs were like. Natasha was as understanding as they came, you knew deep down that sheâd love you all the same, but the crippling fear of rejection never allowed you to utter the words, âIâm nonbinary.â
Youâd yet to even speak them aloud, instead they swirled around your brain, amongst the waves of self doubt, being swept beneath the currents of âItâs safer to pretend,â and âWe canât lose herâŚâ
Natasha was staring up at you with a sleepy smile, the sun had fallen over your face it allowed her to gaze into your eyes in a way she normally couldnât. The one tone color suddenly became intermixed with complementary ones, and in the moment she thought youâd never looked more mesmerizing. But her sappy expression soon melted into one of worry the longer she stared.
âGood morning,â she raspily greeted, a smile retaking up her face as she sat up to level her gaze with yours, âWhatâs on your mind my love?â
In a panicked move you surged forward, hoping to use your lips to distract her from pushing further, and it seemed to work as she let you guide her backwards until she laid flat on her back. You kissed her with urgency, as if her lips were enough to heal all of your broken pieces, and in a way that is exactly what happened. The turmoil returned to its vault, where it would likely live another day unsettled, but it would be okay, just as long as you had Natasha by your side.
âBreakfast,â you hummed as you slowly pulled away from her lips, staring down at her with a cheeky grin, and flexed brows. Natasha snorted, âYou shouldâve woke me up then baby, letâs go!â
Once you both entered the kitchen your lover dropped your hand so she could make her way over to her first loveâthe Nespresso machine.
âLady Y/N!â Thor bellowed, startling you with his sudden emergence, âWould you like a poptart?â
With a wide smile you nodded, accepting the sugary breakfast from the God, but once you turned around to face the drink counter your expression sullened, and Natasha noticed.
Natasha always noticed you. Itâs been hard to keep up with you with her influx of missions, but sheâd been around enough to know itâd been months since the light in your eyes faded out. In the privacy of your shared room you seemed content most days you spent together. A light flickered within your eyes in those moments. But now, it was as if you were living on autopilot as you moved through the kitchen, she watched you with a stoic mask as she sipped on her coffee.
âSquirt, can you pass your old man the salt?â
You genuinely smiled at him, and did as asked.
âTony, are you serious? It was right there.â
âYeah, well it was closer to her Pepper, sue me.â
There was a subtle tick in your jaw, nobody else saw it, but the redhead, also known as The Black Widow, the top spy of her generation, noticed it. A frown befell her face, one she masked with her mug as you approached her with swift steps.
âHey Natty,â you greeted her with a kiss to her cheek, âIâm going to go take a shower, and get some work done while youâre in your meeting, but Iâll be sure to find you for lunch with Yelena.â
Natasha stopped you with a hand on your hip, she jutted her lips out expectantly, and you gave her exactly what she wanted with a soft kiss.
âGet a room!â Tony shouted with a grimace, and you chuckled against your lover, you didnât have to see to know her hand behind your back held a middle finger up for your father to interpret.
When you walked away Natashaâs head began to spin with reasons for your dropped mood, but she came up empty and vowed to herself that sheâd figure it out somehow. All she ever wanted was for you to be happy, and she would wade through hell or high water to ensure you were.
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A grunt of displeasure left your lips as you kicked your mini wastebasket across your shared room. You were barely able to keep it together, it was clear Nat was onto you, and itâd only been two innocent in nature comments from oblivious men.
âGet it together Stark,â you grumbled before settling down at your desk to work on a project for Pepper as youâd been her assistant since Nat. A few frustrated tears stained your papers, but fortunately they only held data for you to key in.
After an hour and a half of half assed work you pushed away from your desk and waltzed into the en suite so you could finish crying it all out. You spent another half an hour under the water quietly sobbing until the heat faded into cold, then you cleaned up and clambered right on out.
In a matter of seconds you selected your outfit from your side of the closet, and slid into it. Youâd settled on a pair of olive green khaki pants, with a black, button up shirt tucked into the bottoms. Your hair was slicked back, giving it a shorter appearance, and that made you feel giddy.
Yelena was expected to arrive at noon, and as you glanced at your clock you realized you only had a few minutes before, so you applied a thin layer of chapstick to your lips and made your way down to the living room where you found the pair discussing who knows what with your girlfriend.
Natasha heard your shoes scuffle against the hardwood of the hallway, her heart skipped a beat as you approached her with a reserved smile. One she would never tire of seeing, and she quickly pulled you into her side with pride as her sisters girlfriend was left to gawk at you.
âKate Bishop, this is Y/N Stark, my sisterâs long time girlfriend, and heiress of Stark Industries.â
Kate smiled nervously, hand trembling as she reached for yours, âNice to meet you Y/N, I-wow, you look rather dapper if you donât mind me saying so.â
Time stood still for a moment, youâd been so used to the compliments of others irking you that you werenât used to this euphoria upon hearing something outside of the usual beautiful, or pretty. Natasha bit her tongue, she had a moment of understanding once she saw the way your eyes momentarily sparkled at the woman.
âKate Bishop!â Yelena snarked, âY/N is a â.â
Before the blonde could ruin the highlight of your year you raised a hand, effectively shushing her, âThank you Kate, itâs lovely to meet you as well, you look dazzling in your sundress, it suits you .â
Natasha glared at you playfully, and you smiled back at her knowingly. âHello gorgeous.â
âHello my love,â she made sure not to comment on your appearance. A part of her felt guilty for not noticing the signs sooner, but it melted away as you kissed her tenderly, as if the prying eyes of hazel and chestnut werenât right there.
âDisgusting,â Yelena gagged, âLet us go eat!â
âOoh!â You clapped, âWhere are we eating?â
Yelena hesitated to answer you, she knew your teasing would likely ensue, âApplebeesâŚâ
âWhy?â You looked at the blonde with a smirk, âSo you can have a Kraft kids meal?â
âWhat Iâm ordering is none of your business!â She shouted, voice cracking as she did with her buff arms now crossed over her chest in defiance of her obvious predictability. âFor your information, cyka, I love to have entertainment with my meals, you guys are too boring.â
âOh, so the crayons do it for you?â
âYes!â Yelena threw her hands up as if this was the most obvious answer, âThereâs tic tac toe, word search, and coloring. With you two itâs just googly eyes, and talk of how work went.â
âYelena, your girlfriend is coming too.â
âI know,â she whispered like she was telling you a classified secret, âSheâs a little boring tooâŚâ
âI donât know,â you spoke rather loudly, âKate doesnât seem boring to me, she seems fun!â
Yelena glared at you, then ran towards the car after shoving you into a tree. Natasha quickly helped you to your feet, raising her brow at you in subtle judgment, you shrugged. âSo worth it.â
Natasha shook her head, âYeah, until one of you kills each other, then Iâm down a lover and sister.â
A smile of appreciation broke out on your face making the redheads heart flutter, for another moment in time you both just stared at each other as if the world had stopped orbiting the sun. But it was short lived as the hot ball of gas shrieked from the backseat of Natâs corvette.
âHey Poser! And Poserâs stupid GI Joe doll, hurry the heck up! Some of us have worked up mega appetites this morning you know?!â
Natasha looked to you in horror, but fortunately Kate was quick to quell her worries as she gingerly walked by the tree, âYeah, we went on that five mile morning hike, Iâm truly famished.â
âSlava Bogu,â Natasha murmured in relief in her mother tongue, her hand then slid perfectly into yours so she could now walk in stride with you.
(Thank God)
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By the time the two of you returned to the compound you were exhausted. Lunch turned into a dayâs worth of fun after Yelena begged the two of you to go mini golfing with them as well. As much as you enjoyed teasing the blonde, you also loved her to pieces and knew how exciting and new being in America was for her. So even if you wanted to say no, you truthfully wouldnât. You could tell Natasha felt the same way when she looked at you for permission to agree to stay.
It was only 8pm, but the two of you snuck off to your room after hurriedly eating the stew on the stove Wanda had left for you two to reheat. After a joint shower, and a quick bedtime routine you found yourself snuggled into the redheads chest as an unwatched movie played on the screen.
The longer you laid there in her arms, replaying the dayâs events while listening to the rhythmic beat of her heart the more you began to feel your anxieties melting away. Natasha had shown you time and time again that she loved you, and there wasnât much of a question on if sheâd continue to. The way she looked at you at lunch told you she knew enough, and when all she did was run her hand over yours tenderly before turning to scold her sister you knew you were giving the looming dread far too much power.
Natasha could feel your tears seeping through her shirt, but she didnât say anything, she only held you that much tighter as she hummed a lullaby. You let out all the pent of frustration with each tear released, most directed at the world for putting you in such a predicament, some at yourself for all the years you lost hiding, and the rest for the family you still worried might leave.
âNatty?â You sniffled, âCa-can we talk please?â
Natasha reluctantly let you out of her grasp so you could both sit up, the redhead sat against the headboard while you settled in the center of the mattress with your leg crossed over the other.
âWhatâs the matter my love?â Natashaâs tone was softer than normal, it also sounded like she was on the verge of tears herself, and that honestly terrified you. Maybe she was going to end things if you said what you planned to, but before you could shame spiral once again, you finally lifted your head up from your lap and looked into her glistening eyes, and you knew she wouldnât.
âI-um,â you began to fiddle with your hands, nails picking at the sensitive cuticles until the redhead clasped her hands over yours. âItâs okay, you can tell me when youâre ready baby, thereâs no rush.â
You knew that was her subtle way of saying she knew, and the fact that she wasnât tossing you out of what used to be her room was the final confirmation you needed to speak your truth.
âIâm non-binary!â You blurted the words, and as you let them pass your lips for the first time a healing cry shortly followed. Your body racked with sobs, and Natasha pulled you into her lap.
Natasha cooâd, âIâm so proud of you baby,â she rocked you softly, and held you incredibly tight, âYouâre so strong, and Iâm so lucky that you trusted me with this, thank you so much baby.â
âW-weâre okay?â Your trembling voice and lip broke the redhead's heart, a tear finally fell from her eyes as she understood just how scared you were of her reaction. âYes, weâre fine my love.â
Her lips pressed to your forehead reassuringly before they found their rightful home against yours. âYouâre my soulmate Y/N, I love you for who you are, and I promise thatâll never change.â
A few beats of silence fell before anyone spoke again. âWhat does this change for you love?â
âIâm still figuring it all out Natty, but I,â you took in a deep breath to calm your racing heart, âIâd like to start going by they/them pronouns, and I donât want to wear dresses to my dads stupid galas.â
Natasha chuckled softly, âThatâs easy enough.â
âI donât know how to tell him Nat, Iâm scared.â
Natasha cupped your cheek, her thumb running across your cheek tenderly as she stared into your eyes. âI am with you every step of the way.â She pressed a firm kiss to your lips to seal her sentiments in completely. âIâm sure itâll be okay.â
âWhat if it isnât?â
Natasha shrugged, âIt will be,â she smirked softly when you pouted. âBecause, if he is anything but understanding Iâll just hack into his suits again like when he tried to say we couldnât date.â
When you laughed unabashedly Natasha knew sheâd done all that she was able to here. If Tony, or anyone for that matter, had anything negative to say when the time came, sheâd handle them accordingly. For now though, all she wanted to do was hold you impossibly close, until you never questioned the strength of her love for you again.
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Hello! May I ask a WIP Wednesday? I hope you have a pleasant evening/nightđĽ°
Hi anon!! And sorry for the late reply, I was quite beat last night when I saw this and didn't have much writing to share anyway BUT I did work on a very dumb smutty one-shot today, so here's a lil WIP Thursday for you hehe:
Patroclus is not horny for his best friend. He absolutely isnât.  He has always been into girls. The few relationships heâs had, however brief, were for the most part positive experiences that ended in a more or less mutual and friendly understanding. Any interest he has ever felt for men has always been fleeting, easily forgotten or ignored. Patroclus just isnât into guys all that much. But Achilles is hot. He is unarguably, undoubtedly, overwhelmingly hot, perhaps the hottest man Patroclus has ever laid eyes upon, a truth that is universally acknowledge and has remained uncontested since they became friends, almost twenty years back. His hair is the richest of golds and his eyes the most fetching of greens, and the fact that whenever they go to the gym together he can easily squat 100kg without breaking a sweat while wearing the sluttiest, tightest sports shorts known to man doesnât help matters. Perhaps that is why Patroclus finds himself on his bed one evening, half dressed, jerking off like his life depends on it while pressing Achillesâ hoodie against his face. It isnât entirely Patroclusâ fault. That should be noted somewhere, for posterityâs sake. Not to get weird on his homie of twenty years, but as good as Achilles looks, he smells even better. It doesnât even have to do with his shampoo or his body wash or his deodorant or his after shave, as pleasant as those are. It is the smell of his body, his skin itself, that drives Patroclus crazy. Itâs warm and musky and sweet, just a little spicy; even his sweat has a fresh, vibrant note to it, like taking a stroll through a spring garden. Patroclus can never help but linger a little too long when they hug, or secretly press his nose to his hair whenever Achilles falls asleep on his shoulder when they watch movies together. Achilles smells like heaven, and Patroclus could get drunk on that scent every day if he let himself. And heâs also just... such a great guy. Achilles is amazing. Heâs Patroclusâ best of friends and his foster brother and Patroclus loves him more than anyone. Heâs smart as hell, kind and generous and quirky, and Patroclus could listen to him talk for hours on end and never get bored. No one Patroclus knows has a bond like theirs, and itâs been quite exclusive for all the years theyâve known each other. No one knows Patroclus like Achilles knows him, and Patroclus is honoured that he can say the same for him. His smile could light up Patroclusâ entire day no matter how shitty itâs beenâsome days, all that keeps him sane is knowing that heâll finish work and go back to his flat and find Achilles there, waiting for him. God, Achilles. Achilles. Patroclus squeezes his eyes shut. He takes a deep breath of the fabric thatâs pressed to his nose as he strokes himself faster, imagining itâs Achillesâ hand wrapped around his cock instead of his own. Heâs so lost in the fantasy that he barely even hears Achillesâ bedroom door opening, and his footsteps down the hall. âPat, did you take my phone charger again? I told you I needed it forââ Patroclusâ door is flung open and then thereâs Achillesâ standing at the doorway, staring at Patroclus wide-eyed. Staring at Patroclusâ dick, which is currently hard and leaking and in full view between them. Â
#i blame bae entirely for this#yes they're idiots to lovers in every universe#patrochilles#patroclus#achilles#tsoa#the song of achilles#hades game#johaerys writes
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NOAHHHH HELLO ITS BEEN WAYYYYY TOO LONG HOW HAVE YOU BEEN DOING?!?!?!?! ALSO OMG HOMECOMING SOUNDS SO COOL I WISH THEY DID THAT STUFF HERE đđđ ANYWAYS HOW WAS IT âźď¸âźď¸âźď¸ i hope u enjoyed loads like you deserve to!!!!! ily so take care n stay hydrated <33333
IM OKAYYYY I punched a girl today and i really hate my classes but other than that im okay!!!!! Theres so much drama in my life and i cant escape it but HOMECOMING IS FUNNNNN its always fun to go dress up and just have fun!!!!! I think it only an amerixan thing but ive heard some of my canadian mutuals also have homecoming
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No pressure on this, but I wanted to ask if you'd like to tell me about one of/some of your favorite Christy scenes, and the things you like most about it/them? I can't singlehandedly revive the fandom on here, but it's such a joy to talk over this show with other fans!
I didn't realize until recently how thoroughly the Neil/Christy relationship informed my romantic preferences in all the media and writing I've done since watching it in my teens. Older, scholarly man/younger, determined woman, some kind of angst in the man's past, a need to change things for the better as an intrinsic part of the woman's character, a taboo element that stands in the way of the relationship... Even in the slash pairings I love so much, there's still so many elements of it!
Hey filmmakers, don't think we don't notice that you frame these two with Christy on a step/incline half the time to de-emphasize the height difference...
Oh my, oh my. Okay, first, let's be real. I've been waiting for an ask like this since 1994 (baby Tumblr wasn't even born yet đ) so get ready for some major Neil/Christy feels that I've been suppressing but also diligently-tending-in-the-background for 30+/- years. THEY. ARE. PERFECT. Top-shelf OTP bottle, for sure. You understand, right? Of course, you do. We've discussed. But yeah, I feel the same way about this show/book/pairing influencing and informing both my writing style and romantic preferences in fiction over the years. Happy to admit it. Yes *raises hand* 1000 times yes. Hello, my name is ladymelodrama, and the fact that CBS so cruelly stole resolution for Neil/Christy from us forever (I'm not counting the PAX movies, I'm just not) is a crime against good television everywhere and will haunt my Christy-loving bones until I'm dead and buried in the ground deep enough so's the critter's can't find me, as Little Burl or Creed Allen would say. Anyway, you asked about Neil and Christy and favorite moments and since I can't just pick one...
I have a proposition to make :) Let's trade fave moments until we run out of them, maybe? No pressure, of course, but this is me mostly unwilling to commit to my Top 5 Scenes until I finish my rewatch, and even then I'll probably change my mind a couple times đ But here's one that I'll discuss in detail today and which I like to call the "Will This Do?" scene aka "and then they both smiled their little smiles at each other and lived happily ever after. The end." <3
(Credit to @heatherfield for this gif, and bless you, friend, for continuously shipping the same pairings as me - makes my gif-hunting so much easier haha <3)
So why do I love this scene so much? Oh, you know. Margret's dress. Objectively, it's gorgeous (the woman had style, even if she had no heart). And hey, it only coded Neil/Christy as endgame from the first episode, no big deal. Plus it was one of the softest moments in the whole show and THE WAY THEY SMILED AT EACH OTHER. Ugh. Soffffffft. I'm mean, you're seeing this too, right? ;) Meanwhile, I'm sure David is over here in the corner...doing what David does best XD Lurking. Always lurking.
(and, based on the pic I chose, maybe taking notes on how to have better chemistry with Christy? - "Dear Diary, Neil MacNeill is kinda the worst, have I mentioned?" đ) But in all seriousness, what I love about that scene (and the exchange of smiles, in particular) is how there's an honest-to-goodness, my-spirit-just-spoke-to-your-spirit bit of humanity happening there. I die for those moments, little and quiet as they may be. It's just so...SOFT. They don't know each other yet. Not really. There's no romance at play (other than what I assume might be mutual physical attraction, even if Christy would never let herself go there. Not on her first days in the Cove) so it's more a budding friendship that we're seeing and friends-to-lovers is one of my favorite things? (Jorleesi, Jisbon, Siegfried/Audrey, Obidala, Red Cricket, Dickon/Mary much?). I also really enjoy when she comes down the stairs looking all pretty-in-lavender with her hair down (still lolling at your comment on that detail btw because...c'est vrai đ) and "Oh no, David, it's so late...how will we ever get to Lufty Branch in time?" "Not we, Christy." (exactly, David, you're getting it). Too bad she has to spend all afternoon in this rustic cabin with a plaid-shirted, barrel-chested, brogue-speaking, moody mountain man with inside pain for dayssssss. Oh the everlasting horror XD
So yeah, so much to love about this scene (and the entire convo in the cabin afterwards and him plucking her from Theo prior to the whole dress thing - guy helps girl down from horse = I'm in love đ). To witness the very beginning of their arc (okay, Part II of the beginning, but the doctor was busy with brain surgery during Part I, so you know what I mean) and to have the actors play it so, so beautifully and in an Appalachian setting that's just misty and magical and to die for all by itself... Mmmm *chef's kiss* Your turn, @darsynia <3
#christy#neil x christy#catherine marshall#christy huddleston#neil macneill#david grantland#forever favorites#OTP#why haven't i written neil/christy fic yet?#well because i'm still considering how to fix it#30 years later#XD#and because these two are with me for LYFE#but in the meantime#darsynia is writing a magical fix it#so you could just read hers#just saying#thanks for the ask!#<3
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HI IM BACK AGAIN, THE đANON, this time I want to request a matchup for TR.
Female, straight, I want to be paired with a man pls ^^
I'll try to keep it short because I have a complex personality but ok
Firstly, I'm introverted, I like to be at home, playing my video games, drawing... I'm just too lazy, but i like to go out too for a bit and make chill plans like taking a stroll around a park or something, nothing about partying or that sort of stuff, I'm chill, tho if I'm in the mood I won't reject a new experience for me at all, i love my comfort zone but i know how much i need to get out of it too, for my own well being.
I'm a highly sensitive person, I cry a lot, even for good things, but I am really rational too, loyal to my own beliefs, stubborn and a perfectionist. I like dressing in all black, but I love cute stuff like sylvanian, hello kitty, cats...
I can be quite jealous or obssesive with a partner but i try to control it and talk things out if something goes wrong, I'm touch starved tbh, loyal and kind. I'm a big tease too, sometimes too much, tho i get flustered very easily
Sarcastic, a bit passive-agressive.
I have a sense of humor, which is mostly quite sarcastic and dark or even really stupid, I laugh about everything. I overthink a LOT, and I'm really fearful and I got anxiety, but I'm always trying to improve, and I want to get out of my comfort zone to overcome my insecurities-fears-vulnerabilities so i can be happy with myself.
For my friends I'm a weirdo but not even joking (they say it with love ig) bc I do weird stuff, they aren't wrong lolđđđ Well that's it thank youuu
Sorry this too so long, but I saw the other ask as well with the other details. I hope you enjoy! âĄ
You got...
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Chifuyu Matsuno!
â I think you and Chifuyu would bond first over your mutual liking of cats and Hello Kitty, tho his favorite is ChococatâĄ
â Together, I like to think you two would bicker and tease each other like an old married couple, but I don't think you'd argue
â About being touch starved, that's definitely gonna change cause Chifuyu is CLINGY. He's gonna want lots of hugs and casual affection, holding your hand lots and just kissing your cheek
â I think if you're feeling anxious out in public, he'd immediately notice and make some lame excuse before dragging you away
â About your jealousy, I think he'd love it! It just makes him so happy knowing you love him so much that you hate seeing him with other girls(which is a rare sight anyways)
#tokyo revengers#tokyo revengers x reader#tokyo rev#tokyo rev x reader#tokyo revengers fanfiction#tokyo revengers matchups#tokyo revengers matchup
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How do you find friends and roommates like yours? (jealous)
Some random advice in no particular order:
A big part of it is self indulgence and being genuinely interested in interacting with people. I spent a lot of time on silly forums in high school, which is how I met one of my online friends, which eventually led to becoming friends with my partner, who I moved in with. I have always tried to create chat groups like on Slack and Discord for my friends which has been a great way to keep connected with them.
Getting your friends to befriend each other actually can strengthen *your* friendship with each other! Because now you have more in common :)
There's a balance between not putting up with people who are not a good fit for you and also learning how to interact with and appreciate people who you might struggle to interact with. People can change over time and particularly in queer circles people can have trauma or not be emotionally as developed, and mutual patience and understanding can be really solidifying. Also, learning about mental health and confronting your own emotions and traumas is an incredibly powerful tool for being better at interacting with others and connecting with them. Learning when to not take things personally or having emotional intelligence makes it easier to pick up on the signals people are trying to communicate.
If a textbook is your thing, "Looking In Looking Out" is a *phenomenal* textbook that is easy to read about practical communication with others. Highly recommend.
Another aspect is experience and opportunity. I did get lucky with my friend group online, but as an adult you have more opportunities than you think to interact with people. And a lot of it might not work out and you'll be ghosted, but that's okay, you will develop the ability to not take it personally. Go to little events in your city, go to little markets, say hello to people who have cool hair or are walking a dog. Go to kink clubs and open mike karaoke and sing in front of a crowd. Find a queer board game group or small concerts. Also, dress queer and weird! Clothes and attire are a huge signaling of "hey this person is cool". Don't be something you're not, but try to find ways that you can express who you are even if it's weird. Because strangers will usually ignore you if they don't care, but if I'm walking around a Trader Joe's in 5 inch platforms and thigh highs then people are gonna notice.
Anyways, I know a lot of this boils down to "be yourself", but really I mean AGGRESSIVELY be yourself, to the point that people won't like you. But also care about others and be curious about them, and slowly over time you'll have more positive social experiences, which will turn into friendship<3
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hello there, hope you are doing well, can you recommend an inukag story where inuyasha is human, AU please, like soul therapy, thank you in advance
Hello @fmrinukag !
Thank you so much for reaching out to the Archive, we absolutely can get a list of Human Inuyasha stories together for you. However, in the course of making this list the team noticed an interesting quirk: Inuyasha is not always explicitly stated as being human or not in all AUs. He is sometimes given his hanyou coloring but with no mention of his ears, claws, or demonic heritage are featured in the plot. For organizational purposes, we chose to split this list into STATED HUMAN and IMPLIED HUMAN.
Happy reading!
STATED HUMAN
Oh, But You're Good To Me @witchygirl99 (M)
Itâs a terrible photo, really. The action figure takes up the entire bottom of the screen and part of both of their faces. Shippoâs giggling though, eyes shut and crinkled in his mirth while Inuyasha looks at him. His expression is clearly fond. Itâs the softest Inuyasha has ever, ever seen himself.
This is fatherhood, he thinks a little wildly.
He sends the photo to Kagome.
Inuyasha is a single father. Shippo is his adopted son. Kagome isn't supposed to be in the picture, but somehow, she returns anyways. A story about family, love, and all of its obstacles.
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Shot Week IV: Lovey Dovey Edition (Chapter 7: You May Be Right) by TheMondayChild (E)
Kagome has been pining for Hojo who no longer pays her attention and brings her gifts as he once did. To try and get him to notice her again, she enlists the help of a known bad boy, Inuyasha, and they concoct a plan: bully her and let Hojo white knight his way back into her life. But will she still want him when all is said and done?
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One Night Stand by doggieearlover (X)
A chance of fate throws two souls together.
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The Jilted Lover by basya88 (T)
âYou were very young, marrying you felt like clipping your wings before you took your first diveâ, he said, looking at her like he still had the right to do so.
She huffed, her haughtiness apparent, âSo youâre saying, you had to make a choice for me? Who gave you the right to do that, huh? Excuses, excuses, but yeah, you made a choice, and you choose to break my heart by leaving me.â
Those weâre the longest spoken sentences he heard from her in years and now sheâs walking away from him, and if he didnât stop her, sheâd be gone for good. He canât have that. He had to do something.
âPlease, donât walk away,â he pleaded.
Without looking back she replied, âYou taught me how. You walked out on me once. Now, weâre even.â
Both of them forgot, that hundreds of listeners are witnessing their exchange thru the radiowaves.
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A Late Loving by LittleDarkStar (M)
8 years ago Kagome ran away from her cheating husband, Now 8 years on Kagome lives with her Cousin Miroku and her son. But Inuyasha has found her again and wants his revenge.
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all night long I feel his presence hover by @doginabirdcage (E)
It is when Kagome turns forty-five, living in a small apartment in Tokyo, with her child and husband long gone, that she inherits a fortune. Sheâs got a gray streak in her hair that she didnât fight when it started coming in years ago. There are crows feet by her eyes. But suddenly, she is an heiress.
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Skinny Love by emaniem5 (T)
"This was no love letter. This was a threat."
Flunking math, bad hair days, inheriting a family business she doesn't want, falling in love with her sister's boyfriend...If Kagome thought she had problems before, they had just been multiplied a hundredfold. And having to dress up like her sister to confuse a stalking pyromaniac was only one of them.
Slow burn. No pun intended.
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I Do by Shirahime Shou95 (M)
A.U. "I hate you." She whispered in a low voice, tears brimming in her brown orbs. But the young boy before her just grinned smugly. "The feeling's mutual." When seven-year-old Kagome Higurashi met Inuyasha Takahashi on the elementary school for the first time, she would've never guess that fifteen years later, she would say those two words to him; "I do."
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Hallway Shenanigans by toesalignedarch (T)
AU: When Inuyasha delivers flowers to Sango on Miroku's behalf, he runs into one of Sango's friends and unwillingly develops a little crush. He thinks he's just going to get over it. But when Sango finds out, she decides to play matchmaker. Told in snippets of 250 words or less.
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Bad Influence by ji-an (Y)
Meet the bad boy.
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9 Months by DeletedAccoutnNotChangingMind (M)
Kagome is given the weirdest offer by top business man Inuyasha Takahashi. With a few simple words he changes her whole life: "Will you bare my child?"
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IMPLIED HUMAN
Soul Therapy by dolphingirl0113 (T)
{Alternate Universe Plot} Kagome is a young, aspiring physical therapist who receives more than she bargained for with Inuyasha, a victim of a car accident trying to walk again. She soon discovers reasons why you don't fall in love with patients...
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Dog Tags by @lemonlushff (E)
On the worst day of his life, an old WWII dog tag washed ashore. Now, being a Navy man himself, he feels like tracking this soldier down is the right thing to do. It's amazing how sometimes random twists of fate can help your heart heal in ways you didn't know were possible. M for language and lemon content. Inu/Kag
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Memento Mori by LuxKen27 (E)
She was the embodiment of virtue. He was her forbidden temptation.
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Shy by @ninmenkaspeaches (E)
Shy (Alternatively: What Inuyasha Most Certainly Is Not)
Sometimes love is the best thing to break you out of your shy little shell.
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The Shogun's Daughter by @shnuggletea (E)
Kagome's father passed away when she was just a child but his Shogun status still makes her a valuable bride to a Lord of lands that border their village. Lord Inuyasha Tashio is pushed by the council into marriage, assured his new bride was an excellent choice. All their fears and anxiety are amplified when they meet.
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