#anyways crying for art today
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Will it be no joy to think of hereafter in the silence of the night when sleep is not: 'It was my hand that sent her to the stars; it was the hand of him that loved her best; the hand that of all she would herself have chosen, had it been to her to choose?'
This is an interesting question. We see Arthur respond to it in the moment, of course, by taking the hint and accepting the job. And he is resolute throughout the doing of it, only collapsing in horror when he's done. When he sees how peaceful she looks afterwards, "a glad, strange light broke over his face and dispelled altogether the gloom of horror that lay upon it."
So this seems to suggest that yes, it will be a comforting thought to him in days to come. But at the same time, I can't help but feel it would be nightmare fuel for everyone, all the more for Arthur himself. Dreams of staking her and it not working, of staking her and realizing halfway through that it is her and not her vampiric self that he is staking, and so on... That's fair enough just from it being a deeply traumatic experience. But I also feel like he might feel guilty about leaving her side and 'allowing' her to die, and also feel guilty about 'killing' her tonight. Not in any logical way, of course. But... I dunno. To me at least, it wouldn't feel like any kind of unmitigated comfort when I'm trying to fall asleep. I'd try to think of it that way, and maybe even succeed most of the time, but at others I think it would make everything much worse. And I feel that may be the same for Arthur.
#dracula daily#arthur holmwood#anyways crying for art today#he's such a good guy he doesn't deserve this#can you imagine what this entry was like for him#first of all it's astounding that he didn't get angrier at vh at the start!#and second can you imagine what meeting her in the graveyard felt like. on their WEDDING NIGHT#and third how about the time between that encounter and them returning to stake her. just sitting there living it over and over in his head#trying to process what happened to her. what's GOING to happen that night...#and fourth obviously the event itself
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itafushi nation how r we Feeling!!!!!!!!!!!
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP FOUGHT MY DYING PEN PRESSURE FR THIS#TH MEGUMI DROUGHT. OVER. CROPS WATERED with yuuji's tears#im a wreck im a gd WRECK#megumi nation itfs nation whatever happens from now on know tht tonight was a Victory#god there r more redraws i want 2 do . i need to like. calm down tho#im so emotional im shaking and my pen is on its last legs i dont think more is good for it#or for my hand#i feel her protesting GHGSD i did paint a lot of leaves today#YA SPEAKING OF . WENT FROM LA DI DA RELAXING SUMMER LIGHT ITFS IN2 THE MOST DEVASTATING/pos CH OF MY LIFE#what a day what a time to be alive#times like this make me so grateful i can draw what wld i do except scream otherwise#i have no words and i must Draw#anyway i dont have anything valuable or coherent to add just know that i am the human embodiment of a whole bunch of exclamation points#my brain is like bzzzzt my heart is like wowwww
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Hi guys im still not over it
#digital art#my art#pjsk#colourful stage#proseka#project sekai#tsukasa tenma#rui kamishiro#emu otori#nene kusanagi#wonderlands x showtime#wxs#guys when i tell you how SHOCKED I WAS THE FIRST TIME#I REPLAYED THOSE 5 SECONDS 38957932875 TIMES TODAY#TSUKASA REALLY OUTDID HIMSELF IN THAT SONG AND IT AINT EVEN HIS FOCUS 💀💀💀💀💀#They really let him swear AGAIN im crying#Anyway im gonna go eep now goodnight pookie shmookies
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hi. do you see my vision?
#screaming crying throwing up about this one folks#theyre SLEEPING THEYRE CUDDLING#UGH#anyways#at least dorian will never be cold again#sorry for being insane today#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#dai#dorian pavus#iron bull#the iron bull#inquisitor adaar#adaar#akaraan adaar#dai fanart#dorian/bull/adaar#i wanna call it adaaribull but that eats most of dorians name#you get me#my art#this is my dream ship everything is right in the world#i might do more with this later idk
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day 7 | disneyland
#not pictured: nami in the background crying over the prices of everything#luffy made them get the matching shirts and nami killed him dead#zosan#sanzo#black leg sanji#roronoa zoro#vinsmoke sanji#digital art#sanzodaily#one piece#day 7#ft#tony tony chopper#inspired by the fact i had two separate conversations about disneyland today#you think it would be happen more often#because i work and also live in california#but no. it doesn't really come up#also disneyland is INSANELY expensive and im CHEAP so i will never step foot in there#just like nami fr#anyway#also im sorry this was posted so late again#forgive me.#i worked an 8hr closer#(we close my job at 10pm)#so i was out by 10:30pm#and now its like 11:48pm#ITS STILL DAY 7 PST OKAY.
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prongsfoot and wolfstar in the last chapter of Presque Vu by @starsworth
#re read this last chapter today and accidentally stabbed myself in the heart oops#lowkey forgot how violently emotionally intense and healing it was but ouchiieeeeee#YOU MADE ME A WIDOW??!!!#and not Remus going all red in the face two secs later just to admit he’s in love w Sirius#pls I love that man he’s so ridiculous 😭#also I almost drew the brothers but I was scared to make myself cry again so it’ll be for another time I guess#the prongsfoot scene was so important to me#“they were so bright together—shining so much they created a universe on their own”#ARE U KIDDING ME???#also yes I still hate tumblr for not allowing me commas#“I loved you in life I love you in death”#ZAR WHEN I CATCH YOU#I would send u my therapy bills and ask for financial compensation but also *that’s* therapy in itself so…#anyway#james potter#sirius black#remus lupin#presque vu fanart#hp fanart#mauraudeurs fanart#wolfstar#wolfstar fanart#prongsfoot#iris tries to art#and as always cries in the process
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FE Secret Santa (7/10)
Alear(past) for @bluescreenl
edit: forgot to at @feshippingpolls
#fanart#myart#fire emblem#fire emblem engage#fe alear#this time was experimenting with lineless art#turned out better then i expected tbh!#also i really need to figure out how i want to draw crying#preferably sooner rather then later#but guess it just requires practice#here i could get away with it being kinda not looking completely like tears because of the whole lineless thing going on#but hey it still counts as practice#but anyways#fe secret santa#fe secret santa 2024#only one drawing today cause the last three im at least planning to get a bit more out of my comfortzone#so those may take a lil bit longer then the others did
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sry for disappearing the depression got me (it will happen again) here's some thoughts from my head
#these look awful but i wanted to draw today#tried to use it to calm me down and i'm not super happy w the outcome but i'm glad i drew either way#maybe i'll redraw this idea better some day idk#for now i'll let it rot in my drafts jic LOL#i don't want to tag this rlly but i will ... i will#also the smiling onje i saw a video of him smiling/laughing at a joke andim abt to start my period and it made me BAWL#like unitonically i started crying so jard he's so cute#i can't take this anymote i need to draw him smiling more because he's so cute]#he literally just bares his fangs . he snarls and calls it a smile ouuuhhhhh can anyone hear me i neeed to draw this and prove my point#anyway i have a date so k should be leaving now#bye ily guys#places this here gently like a cat leaving a dead bird at ur doorstep#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#javier escuella#image#art#hero draws sometimes
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ALL TCW BIRTHDAY ARTS ARE COMPLETE!!(☆▽☆)
#no art just screaming#the cat's whiskers#paradox live#paralive#pararai#FOUND FAMILY THE WORLD#Sorry I couldn't draw something for Saimon I haven't been doing well and I've also been very busy(。•́︿•̀。)#But I do have a drawing of another character almost done!(。•̀ᴗ-)✧#Anyway everyone wish this linguistics professor/bar owner a happy birthday today!!!<( ̄︶ ̄)>#The birthday art is so cute I'm going to cry (*´ω`*)
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some cute guys..
#crying they are very cute here#it's something i did quickly i think but i think it ended up rly adorable#and that coloring is super fun i love it yeayay#they are eating bonbons miel..#yesterday's post vs today's one.. same ocs not same mood#the duality of gay people#anyway ily gay people#my art#oc art#digital art#Ambrose#Olive
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hold me in your heart tonight
#akeshu#p5r#art tag#persona#this is very late for 2/2 but it is what it is#actually it SHOULDNT be what it is bc i had this idea like a year ago#anyway no glasses for renren i aint drawin all that#they'll only get in the way of tears and kissies anyway#i STRUGGLED with this im not gonna lie#my fav bit is the very last panel#which ironically took the least time and i managed to do in one yolo#ALSO is it weird that goro's gloves are shaded but not akiren's hair?? im so sorry#i just tryharded the lineart and was like i am not losing that to shading lmfao#also lowkey bummed that i couldnt get the expressions the way i wanted to#the sketch was better but i just COULDNT AARRRGHHHH#anywayy i just wanted something soft ok#my game akiren is like do NOT be mean to me i WILL cry and accept maruki's reality if i do not get a hug#uuuurrrghh ill probs look at this tomorrow and dislike it#it is currently 1.30am and i am shattered from work as well#also i was supposed to go to the seaside tomorrow (today) but the weather is rain rain rain so i cancelled#so im also lowkey sadge and madge about it but hoping to go next week#i should sleep ok goodnight and goodnight to my blorbos too
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Boom sonadow? Anyone?
Also here have this song because i can't listen to anything but hollywood undead it seems
#cry draws#my art#sonadow#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sth#sth fanart#i love them so much#also i adopted my very own cat today and i drew this waiting for him to come out of hiding#and after 6 hours he just poked his little head in my door im so happy#…anyway#gay hedgehogs#am i rite#Spotify
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Amazing, take some of the side character demons from Evil Bound.
Vincie is a menace to Chuck and Chuck alone so in Hell, Chuck hexes his hand behind his back so that he isn't grabbed as much (and it's harder to pet him). Chuck is like the most irresponsible older sibling ever to demons though so Kelvin recruits him (as an older sibling vibe) to go help him get his ACTUAL older sibling from Earth. Chuck agrees. And then drags Vincie from Hell with them because no one else wants to babysit him and he refuses to unbind the hex just to re-hex when he returns to Hell.
In Hell, Kelvin actually doesn't appear much different than his human form! Like Kronos, the lines under his eyes are red in Hell but black on earth. Chuck however? In Hell he has wolf-ish ears and has a fur lining his neck (note the neck scars in human form). In addition to that he has four eyes in Hell (note the scars under his eyes in human form). Vincie just has horns in Hell. And! In Hell the hex doesn't have a silly looking "tied up" look, it's invisible unless Vincie strains it with movement and then its red text. But it shifts on earth to be visible.
Vincie's biggest agony for the entirety on earth is "dude it's colder here than in Hell I want a jacket to slip my arms into BUT I CANT BECAUSE IM BOUND".
#my characters#amazing show stopping rng wheel thanks#i have my oc plots on a wheel - thats 80 different options! wow! - and spun it#i spun twice and the first time it was the bodyguard plot that i drew a few days ago#the second time was evil bound#i genuinely think it new its a bad day and im not doing well so it took it easy on me with things id done recently#anyway ive never colored kelvin before which i realized today#i only have pencil art of him#also fun fact about their lil earth adventures#they fucking fail horrifically the first time they go and kronos doesnt go back#then they go back to try and get him to forcefully bring him back and theeeeen shit hits the fan#and so vincie is vibing with tolliver since hes basically useless without hands and then oops!#no more hex! and so he starts to get really super scared and tolliver is like uh isnt that a good thing your hands are free now#and vincie is horrified because the only way to break a hex from a distance is if the caster is near dead or dead#and if thats the case chuck is probably dead and that means what if kronos and kelvin are dead#how is he gonna get back to hell alone and is HE going to get punished for it#but then kronos and kelvin show up and take vincie back to hell with the not breathing chuck#but its fine in the end bc the succubi bring him back to ... life ? question mark? anyway hes revived#but vincie does have a part where hes just crying in tollivers apartment bc he thinks hes gonna be punished#for not helping the other demons and then they died#but chuck dying is basically why kronos goes back to hell - he feels responsible (hes at fault so good for him to own up)#vincie is one of the very few demons who doesnt have dark sclera#chuck vincie and kronos all have black sclera while the succubi have gray#i dont think there was ever a reason for it tbh i should make up a reason#time to go lie down and not exist the rest of the night if i can avoid it
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//yes i am insane about my own demon king... au? what the hell, sure. i guess it's an au now. anyways. here's a very rough practice doodle of angel hiro to get me back into the drawing groove.
full demon king piece available in the 10 magical years zine!
yes, this piece is a tie-in, too.
while i'm not 100% locked in on this design, i did want to do some departures from the original "fallen" design, as seen in the zine, while keeping some key features, like the glasses and an open back design to allow for the wings.
some notes:
"why white hair?" mostly to contrast his original design! i knew i wanted off white/cream main wings, and i thought that making the head wings and his hair white to match would look cool.
"why DID you have him wearing those glasses?" because they looked awesome and tied the red further into the design of the original! i wanted to keep them here, too, as an homage. these ones are still tinted lenses.
the second pair of wings are also just a different color for contrast. since they're so close to the main pair, i didn't want them to have similar values. plus, the brown just gives me an excuse to tie in the brown elsewhere. i think of it like he has a small pair of hawk wings that are mostly for status, but idk.
as a timeline for "how the hell did he end up like this"... just so i can get it out of my brain and down on something tangible, it would go like this: zeus and hiro meet as kids, and zeus only mentions to hiro that he is a prince, but never mentions that he's a prince of the hells to him. they grow very close, but due to the unfortunate circumstances of infernal beings existing among mortals, zeus and his family had to fake their deaths and go back to the hells. zeus didn't have time to tell hiro the truth beforehand, so when hiro came to visit zeus the next day, the only thing he found was a bunch of graves and a horrible scar on his heart. about 10 years later, a grown-up zeus appears in front of hiro, and reveals his true nature to him, and it causes a LOT of mixed feelings for hiro. at some point, their relationship becomes romantic, and they stay together for a while. there is still a pit in hiro's stomach, thinking that zeus will have to eventually leave him again. unexpectedly, hiro [REDACTED] and dies, but the goodness in his soul makes him turn into an angel first. it takes him a while, but he sneaks out of heaven and runs to find his lover in the hells, losing his divinity in the process. then they get reunited. yayyyyy.
yes i will insert jay into this whenever i feel like giving her a design for it. she will rend heaven and earth for her besties to be happy so idk what i'd make her just yet.
#not mcl#wizardess heart#mia draws#anyways uh. happy new year y'all!! technically not the first art of the year since i started it earlier yesterday LOL#i was plagued by a vision today because i was like wait.... if i made hiro a fallen angel.... what does his angel form look like.....#this is da year of doing whatever the hell i want. SO BE IT!!!!#anyways if you HAVEN'T gone to check out the zine yet. DO IT!!!!!!! IT'S FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#IT'S FREE REAL ESTATE!!! IT'S A FREE HOUSE FOR YOU JIM!!!#GO LOOK AT IT!!! OR ELSE I'LL CRY!!!!!!!
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CRYING - BOYNEXTDOOR | MAMA 2023
#boynextdoor#flashing tw#onedoor#park sungho#myung jaehyun#han taesan#kim woonhak#kim leehan#not door agenda#arts and doors and crafts#ot6: neighbors who will get along with your dad#i would gif the ewf mv first#but crying is still my favorite track#this performance was !!!!!!!!!!!#and sungho’s outfit here lives rent free in my brain#ummmm loves coloring the leehan gif and also not very happy with how the jaehyun one turned out#anyways#one day i will master gif dimensions but today is not that day#mixed feelings on the ot6 gif cos quality cos i cropped out the mama logo#but it’s okay bc the performance was !!!!!!! 10000/10#about the neighbors
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60 years ago - on November 16th, 1964, the Animals recorded "Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood"!! 🐾✨️
#i have to hold off on posting my art for the time being since i was finishing up school assignments this past week but 👀#in the coming days....... something very cool will be finished....#aNYWAY. I LOVE THIS SONG I LOOOOOVE IT SO MUCH.#such a great cover and really demonstrates the animals' range when it comes to r&b#a great follow-up to 'i'm crying' because the lyrical/melodic progression of both songs are very similar#('boom boom' came out inbetween them BUT THE POINT STILL STANDS)#btw speaking of price-burdon the b-side is 'club a-go-go' by alan price and eric burdon teehee#THANK YOU MICKIE MOST. FOR LETTING THEM USE ONE OF THEIR ORIGINALS ON THE B-SIDE.#also this is The Song i think of when i think about how great of a drummer john is and how his jazzy style permeates through their music#i'M ALWAYS TAPPING ALONG TO JOHN'S BEAT IN THIS SONG#anyway aaAAAAA GONNA WORK ON MY PROJECT ALL DAY TODAY. SCHOOL'S OUT ANIMALS IN. DR PEPPER AND MIGRAINE MEDICATION: TAKEN.#the footage is from 'pop gear'/'go go mania' by the way!!! filmed in early 1965!!#since this song wasn't released until january of 1965 and alan has his SWOOPY BANGS#eric burdon#alan price#hilton valentine#chas chandler#john steel#the animals#classic rock#british rock#british invasion#60s rock#the girl can't help it#ICONIC MOMENTS IN ANIMALS HISTORY that i did NOT forget about this year!!!!!!#i have a running trend of forgetting about November 16th bUT MICKIE MOST HIT ME OVER THE HEAD AND I DIDN'T THIS TIME#alan also had a concert this week which kept me sane 🥹
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