#anyways GOD PLEASE AGAIN IM NOT A HATER IM NOT A HATER
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
OH right i was gonna babble my thoughts after the poll ended. altho firstly thank yall for ur votes n thoughts!! again it wasn't for any particular reason other than curiosity but its been nice to see nonetheless. ill put my thoughts under a readmore <:]
as a fair heads up though my vote was Nuance and i talk about some frustration so uh. please know im not trying to be a dick and my biggest opinion is just People should do what they Like and have Fun Regardless of what I or Anyone Else may think because that's more important than some randos thoughts on the internet.
ok? ok!
i guess the best way to sum up my feelings personally is that. i consider my special interest in pokepastas completely seperate than my smaller interests in fnf stuff?
i have. OPINIONS abt lullaby and its interpretations of some stories (good and bad but that's a tangent for another day or perhaps Never lol), but regardless i still respect it and i LIKE its music and its original concepts!
honestly i feel pretty neutral abt fnf mods in general, though its not a. I Don't Care neutrality but more a "the positives and negatives i feel are equal in my mind" neutrality. they're a fun thing to watch, mess around with, and play (i fucking love playing rhythm games) and i tend to enjoy a LOT of the music, mainly- sometimes we dick around and do covers even just for songs we like and can think abt ^^ its just fun to mess with sometimes!!
but then there's stuff that bog it down for me a bit, though its mostly fandomside... just how. some people seem to take the most Popular Mod's Interpretations as gospel, to the point that lullaby is 90% of what i see in the pokepasta tag now. i don't have anything against lullaby or its takes, and im not gonna get on someones ass for liking them, but it just gets a little frustrating sometimes- how most ppls accepted takes have all been melted down to a Single interpretation from a Single Friday Night Funkin Mod. ive been using vaguer terms bc its not just a pokepasta thing- a LOT of creepypastas i grew up with that got popular mods, ie sonic.exe, ANY mario horror stuff, suicide mouse, etc, seemed to end up like this... though more notably and what i wish more than anything was for ppl to give other pastas a chance- one person mentioned it, but there very much seemed to be a thing of "The same Five Characters showing up in the popular fandom space while other good and creative stories that weren't in the mod don't get much of anything" - though recently its been less prominent i will say!!
IN THE END THOUGH i don't wanna sound fucking pretentious about it- its POKEMON CREEPYPASTAS at the end of the day đ and i am NOT about to harass and gatekeep people over this shit, the more the merrier yknow? the lullaby versions are perfectly ffffine interpretations and the only thing i really care about is just like... as long as everyone is having fun and not being a dick, do what you wanna do!
sometimes though.. i truly do just want to grab ppl by the shoulders and ask "did we read the same source material, or did you just get your understanding of this creepypasta exclusively from a 3-5 minute song without lyrics, the funkpedia wiki, and the fandom tags"
[ok this is a little offa our usual posts, but we mods have been chatting and got curious. so this goes out to our audience and any other pokepasta enjoyers who see this]
[we've noticed a lot of the currently active pokepasta fanbase, including some of our followers, are largely into Lullaby and we got curious abt that specifically. THERE IS NO WRONG ANSWER and certainly no judgement from us, this is a curiosity thing! id love to hear specific thoughts n opinions if yallre willing and maybe after the polls over ill share my own thoughts on my sideblog.]
#idk how to tag this auughhgg. oh well.#funny tangent. way back yonder before lullaby v2 dropped i remember finding isotope v1#and we were a BIG glitchy fan so i was soooo sad like aw... my mans song got scrapped :(#i wish he couldve gotten his spot in there... n some attention...... oh well..#And Thus The Monkey's Paw Curled. and now he's a big booby bara sexyman#anyways GOD PLEASE AGAIN IM NOT A HATER IM NOT A HATER#if this comes off as mean or out of pocket im so fucking sorry that's not how its meant to be ;;#its hard to find a way to phrase or parse the thoughts i have without sounding like i just Hate Lullaby and all of its fans#when that is simply Not True. ig its more frustration with fandom culture not the media and fans themselves!!!!#god i hope this doesn't sound shitty or pretentious or gatekeepy. there's no wrong way to enjoy what u enjoy#and end the end That is That. i can think what i think and say what i say but that's more important to me than anything#is people doing what they want and having fun
47 notes
·
View notes
Text
Soooo, I pieced together that even tho Kadaj is the focus character of 4/4/2 hes not even on either gacha banner for the chapter and actually thats where Vincent and Reno are the focus so like. Kadaj isnt getting anything outside story stuff. So I guess I'll just go fuck myself then. Nevermind, hype over.
#my boy goes through So Much and gets NOTHING in return. i mean. the character development is good!#vincent FR and Reno FR/BT is good cuz immma go for vinnie and end up getting reno as well anyway#and i use both of them. BUT I WANNA USE MY BOY AGAIN#HE WAS ON MY OG TEAM WHEN I STARTED PLAYING AGAIN!!!! I WANT HIM BACK#TEAM NINJA PLEASE GIVE HIM AN FR AT LEAST!!!! đđđđđđđđđ#the next banner is for cater FR/BT so unless he hasnt been revealed to get an FR for that banner. hes just not happening yet đ#ITS THE PERFECT OPPORTUNITY!!! WHY!?!?!? WHY WAS IT RENO???? WHY NOT MY BOY???#im gonna start turning on reno i swear to god. first the 7r failed clone and now this transgression against my boy???#im gonna become a fucking reno hater at this rate jesus christ /hj#personal
0 notes
Note
you're absolutely disgusting for glorifying fascist characters
james married lily and they would both vomit at the idea of being anything close to friendly with a death eater
Okay this is so stupid but I feel like I should speak up about this because it is HORRENDOUS.
Also really? An anonymous hate comment? Thats just sad, if youâre going to be hater at least have the guts to say it to my face.
I actually laughed when this came into my inbox. They are wizards! Fictional wizards, to clarify. We know next to nothing about regulus, james or lily! So, if i want to make a post about jegulus, i will make a fucking post about jegulus.
You canât go around calling people fascists just because you dont agree with their opinion, it is so childish and it takes the meaning from the word.
I respect everyones opinions, you dont like jegulus? Thats fine, i respect that. You ship jegulily? Cool, I donât massively ship it but id never hate on someone who does. You ship jily? Yay, me too! So how about you send a prompt to my inbox and ask me to write a jily oneshot, you dont need to flood my inbox with stupid hate while being anonymous! If you really want to say something, you wouldnt do it anonymously.
There is so much to this fandom, so many headcanons and so so many opinions. And everyone has the right to their opinion, I really dont give a shit that you dont like jegulus, but calling me a fascist is just so pointless.
How on earth do you want me to react? âSorry, I will stop shipping the couple that have offered me comfort on a daily!â Or âoh wow, youâre being pointlessly stupid, that is such a good point!â
No, because at the end of the day, no one reacts like that. No one will listen to you if you act like that! If you dont support me for liking jegulus, get off my page, honest to god. If you dont like jegulus but you like wolfstar, just skip the jegulus content. Its so easy!
If you want less jegulus content on your feed, maybe stop actively searching for jegulus creators to hate on?
Jegulus brings me so much comfort, if im having a bad day I can just do some writing, or make a video, or read some more of the fanfic i was in the middle of. And you are calling me a fascist simply because i seek comfort in a couple of fictional wizards? Just let people be happy, it really isnât difficult. And if you cant understand that, you really shouldnt be commenting on it, because you are obviously uneducated and not mature enough to be saying and speaking up about things like that.
I am literally just a another human trying to have some fun and find happiness in the things that I love, and you are some random person online who clearly only finds joy in trying (and failing) to make people feel like shit, get a life. And again, if you have a problem with this post, please DNI, hate is not wanted and is really not needed.
Anyway im off to write some more gay fanfiction about said âfascistsâ, bye!! đ«Ą
#marauders#jegulus#james potter#regulus black#james x regulus#sunseeker#regulus x james#starchaser#wolfstar#jegulily
48 notes
·
View notes
Note
idk why people think Miguel and Peter are the perfect father figures like theyâre the worst ESPECIALLY MIGUEL HES SO VIOLENT
ionkno ima be honest miguel... Miguel might be my Tio. (not in the 'papi' way, he literally my uncle)
A RANT where I get progressively angrier and more confused at Miguel and Peter B.
[Peter B. Parker Hater Club]
Like....I can't defend him in anyway cause like my GOD, I've seen Peter fighting Green Goblins less violently. Miguel was being brolic as hell on a child.
But I like think that like...day to day.. he isn't as much of a (number of words that might be a bit too vulgar).
I...I don't know how to feel about him. Because on one hand we have the logic hints that he is normal most of the time - based on how people treat him. But we don't see that at all.
We never get to see Miguel OR the Society just exist and I don't think we will in the next movie cause there's no time plot-wise but considering what Miguel truly believes I'm like - maybe you just need to be put on ice for a minute. Look at yourself, you look insane.
I'm HOPING GOD IM HOPING that theres a scene where Miguel gets to Miles and just stops and is holding Miles down and now that Miles can't leave he just begs Miles not to make the same mistake he did, because he believes the even if Miles saves his dad - his dad will die anyway when the universe collapses (like Gabbie did).
just so we can see some range or like self-reflection from him. Because..if he's so guilty about Gabbie I assume he self-reflected a lot so he uhhh needs to do that...again.. right now.
And like....that's not how that works but it's like telling a flat earther that the earth is round. Until they go up and see it, they will have an argument for everything you say.
I trust Spider-people, and I trust them to be able to call out a evil person so I'm like...the Society is run so well, ALL of these spider-people can't be stupid - we know Insomnia Peter, we know Hobie. Hobie was there before Gwen so like...Miguel must've been, not bad enough for him to refuse??? I guess?????
I really have no idea about Miguel's character and it's a long movie so I understand not getting alone time with the Society but I'm like..
At WHAT point does Miguel stop and be like "What the fuck am I doing?" AT WHAT POINT DOES JESS OR PETER?
It's like.. (k now I'm mad) You're an ADULT!! And Miguel yeah I know it's a trauma response but standing there at that platform with dozens of people watching you. How is that not like waking up in a cold sweat!!
And realistically speaking - Miguel what are you gonna do? Forreal what are you gonna do?
Okay, so you lock him up and his dad dies. What about his next canon event. Some canon events you have to be active in. Like what if his canon event is marrying his MJ - what, are you gonna MAKE him marry her. What if his canon event is meeting Dr.Otto. What, you gonna make Miles work for him.
Even if this canon event happens it's not like Miles is gonna co-operate for any others??? So what is the goal?!?!?!
That's why I'm like nah, Miguel cannot be like this all the time. He can not be this blindly stupid because what he's doing is DUMBBBBBB
Im gonna be real even if a Spider-person had caught Miles, Miles would've tried to explain and be like 'please let me go', and because everyone else doesn't have the drive like Miguel, they'd probably be like "Oh shit, ok go on kid."
BUT PETERRRRRRR FUCK THIS DUD OKAY I HAVE A QUESTION
In the scene where he's like 'hold the baby' to Miles and his watch goes off- do you think he was purposely trying to give Miles up? Because that's what I thought. Someone the other day suggested that it was an accident and I was like "???"
NO MA'AM. No, Ma'am.
I always saw the scene as this:
Peter B. KNOWS Miles isn't gonna take off while holding MayDay. He's not, Miles not going to kidnap a baby.
So Peter is continually pestering Miles to hold MayDay, to get him to stay in while place, while he intentionally alerts them of his location. However, Miles won't take MayDay, and Peter's watch goes off.
Because Miles isn't holding her, his hands are free, and he can escape.
That's what I got from that, no?
Or you mean to tell me Peter's watch went off by itself? Maybe, but then what was with the 'Hold My Baby' shit? Why wouldn't he take 'no' for an answer?
He was using MayDay to trap Miles. Like are you fucking kidding me.
Wow, betraying his trust again AND manipulating him with that 'I had her cause of you!' speech.
Miguel - He's having a psychotic break, he's full Primal and honestly he needs to go somewhere. Perhaps a small red bubble and just..look at himself in the mirror. Like - fuck are you doing? The most, for no reason. Cut it out!
Peter - Nah, why are you even here? What are you getting out of this, seriously? Gwen HAS to be here, Hobie knows WHY he's here, Pav just GOT here. Why are you here? What do you get out of this? What, do they have free daycare or something at HQ. What even compelled you to be on Miguel's side in the first place. WHY DIDNT YOU FIGHT HIM THE SECOND HE MENTIONED MILES NEGATIVELY
Like Peter doesn't have the trauma Miguel has, he doesn't have the professionalism Jess has, and he doesn't have the brains Hobie does. What is he adding to this society, what is he getting out of it?
He's just THERE. Being a NUISANCE and I MEAN THAT!!!
You can't tell me Lyla be looking at missions and be like 'Oh yeah we need to get Peter B. on the case' NO!
And then to not help Gwen and also try and rat Miles out????????? He should fall into a 'metaphor for capitalism' if u know what i mean
Jess - She's literally doing her job and going home at 5:00:01 and as someone who is anti-work....understood ma'am have a nice day but also maybe reconsider your parenting practices before that baby gets here, just a suggestion.
Rio and Jeff are the only adults with some sense in this movie. Captain Stacy, you're fine but you're on thin fucking ice.
Fuck Peter B. All my Hobies hate Peter B. (not a typo)
And Miguel:
"I - I can't even with you."
#this is ALL OVER THE PLACE#no proofread per usu#miguel ohara#miguel o hara#miguel o'hara#peter b parker#peter b#miles morales#gwen stacy#spiderman#spider man#spidergwen#spider gwen#atsv#across the spiderverse
65 notes
·
View notes
Note
i would be most intrigued to know the reason you hate nico di angelo
that sounds threatening oh god no im just gen curious
Lol youâre good and donât sound threatening (to me)
As the self proclaimed â#1 nico fandom haterâ that I am, I love this ask. Anyway, that being said, I donât hate Nico di Angelo. My problem lies with fandom and how Nico is perceived. Before I get into it, hereâs a collage of tumblr posts that represent my feelings on Nico:
And my favorite post that fully sums up my thoughts on Nico:
Iâm going to be making some generalizations throughout this which I donât love, but it gets my point across the best.
Canon Nico (specifically in pjo) = good! I like this little boy! Little cutie and a little shit. Whatâs not to like! (hoo!Nico = eh, heâs ok I guess. He didnât need to have POV chapters and should have taken on a more minor role imo)
Fanon Nico â not good! Please burn it with fire đ
FYI: when I talk about canon Nico, Iâm referring to the original characterization of him throughout pjo (maybe some hoo, but no toa).
So this problem happens across every fandom it seems like, and I have a dislike for every character that gets treated like this throughout all my fandoms. Not everyone is like that, but I am.
So what am I talking about? Itâs the blatant fanonization of Nico to the detriment of his character and others. Itâs taking popular fanon takes regarding Nico (behavior, personality, relationships, etc.) and insisting that theyâre canon even when evidence shows the opposite.
A big problem for me stems from the solangelo ship. If you like it/ship it, thatâs great! I personally hate it⊠like a lot. To me it came out of nowhere and the inclusion of it in canon has brought in fanon concepts into canon that overall damages the integrity the the wider scope of the riordanverse.
What do I mean? I canât speak too much on canon since I only read up to The Burning Maze and refuse to read any further in toa or tsats, but generally what Iâve seen from others is that canonical events/their perceptions of them have been skewed in Nicoâs favor to put down Percy and other demigods, even when Nico is more at fault. Not saying this is 100% in canon but it is in fanon. And this view is widely spread by people (not all) who like Nico, and itâs very hard to ignore if you donât like it because it is everywhere.
Saying things like no one cared for Nico when he first came to chb is blatantly untrue and makes me think that if you have that opinion, you didnât read botl. People didnât hate him because he was the son of Hades because the vast majority did not know Nico was the son of Hades! He was mostly unclaimed from chubâs perspective. Itâs just the people that went on the quest in ttc that knew because of Bianca.
Also like Percy straight up worried for that kid day and night. He felt responsible for Nico even though Percy himself was a child! Nico was the one that was pushing Percy and everyone else away. That was his own doing, though understandable. Donât push Nicoâs actions onto other characters to villainies them in Nicoâs story.
Also, for some reason people still blame Percy for Biancaâs death and then come to the conclusion that Nico hates and (still) blames Percy for it. He doesnât. If you donât like Percy, thatâs fine (but why are you reading the series then?) but donât spew hate about a character on things that arenât true. Nico isnât going to be your bff if you do so.
Thereâs also the belief that Percy is like abusive to Nico because of that one scene in tlo. Please put on your thinking caps if you genuinely believe only Percy was in the wrong. Percy only lashed out at Nico because Nico betrayed his trust. Also, once again theyâre both kids. Theyâre going to have immature reactions, but you also have to remember the stress of the situation that compounds everything that these characters do.
Ok, back to solangelo. Thereâs this weird codependent relationship that fans tend to force on Nico and Will. Other ships do it too but solangelo stands out to me. And maybe itâs because I just donât like solangelo, or have a favorable opinion on Will Solace, or stopped reading toa, but I genuinely donât think thereâs much grounds to Willâs character besides being Nicoâs boyfriend. I know he gets some more depth throughout toa (and possible tsats) but that only happened because he was Nicoâs boyfriend. Like he was Nicoâs boyfriend before he was Will Solace.
And because of this, fans generally tend to make Will this mouthpiece in fandom regarding Nico. He feels like a self-insert and not in a good way. And because of this, thereâs a lot of negativity towards other characters in fandom that fans use Willâs âvoiceâ to push in name of defending Nico or whatever. Like babes, youâre projecting. I donât know Will, but the Will from the limited time we knew him in pjo wouldnât speak that way/share those views.
Also the weird patient/doctor relationship solangelo has going on gives me the ick. Espresso with how itâs portrayed in fandom. Like thereâs this weird power dynamic that just leaves a bad taste in my mouth.
Iâm rambling at this point, sorry. Iâm only on 2 hours of sleep right now so forgive me lmao.
I wonât go too much more in depth but Nico also gets infantilized a ton by Nico/solangelo fans which isnât cool. Heâs a kid, but heâs not a fucking baby.
Also making Nico this 1-dimensional emo, sad boi type character is not cool. Heâs so much more to him. When you reduce characters to a singular trait, it leads to all the issues I described. Ok Iâm just going to leave it at that.
TLDR: I donât hate Nico di Angelo, I just have a lot of problems with his fans.
46 notes
·
View notes
Text
everyone talks about the relationship between hosea and dutch or arthur and charles but NO ONE TALKS ENOUGH ABOUT SEAN AND LENNY!!!
lenny was literally trying to teach him how to read and the way sean said âive nearly got it anyhowâ IMPLIES THEY HAD HAD READING LESSONS BEFORE?!!!?!??!! i want to write a fanfic about this but i literally cannot commit to writing something to save my life (funny since i plan to be a writer in the future)
theyre also #1 bill haters, they laugh at bill around the campfire when he says hes a burning stick, sean makes a joke about if bill was his leader heâd never laugh again and lenny literally has excuse himself and hit sean on the shoulder because he almost made lenny laugh
also can we talk about how they actually have meaningful coversations as well??they talk about who they hate, and they actually listen to each other so well and god i just love that i love them
i dont know if this was just my playthrough, but lenny slept on his bedroll right next to the campfire and every single night thats where sean went, he had his own little spot at the end of lennys bedroll and when it was late heâd sit there whittling while lenny watched him, he even stayed when lenny fell asleep (and i bet he wonders why hes tired in the morning), they also ate together and if somehow the actors had the time to record millions of extra voicelines i guarantee you they wouldve spoken a lot more to each other every day. (not exactly relevant, but i think uts so funny how when characters say their lines like on a mission or in a story they just sit there in complete and utter silence after thats super awkward)
in the chapter 3 mission where you clear out shady belle with lenny, he says he likes sean and i know thats very small and basic but everytime i hear it i eat it up. theres also dialogue in chapter 4 where lenny says its a shame about seans dead that i have not yet unlocked or seen on youtube (but god knows im trying)
anyway theres my little rant and please please please feel free to add whatever you want onto that
#red dead redemption 2#sean macguire#rdr2#lenny summers#lenny x sean#sean x lenny#macsummers#shitpost#red dead redemption two#sean rdr2
37 notes
·
View notes
Text
kats initial ttpd thoughts
fortnight:
stand out lines: i took the miracle move on drug, the effects were temporary
i like this one. i donât think itâs my favorite (or i hope it wonât be) but i think the production does do it for me. i was honestly hoping that âi love you itâs ruining my lifeâ would have been in a⊠better (?) song. this will undoubtedly grow on me but not a great start.
ttpd:
standout lyric: âiâve seen this episode and still loved the showâ
okay âwho uses typewriters anywaysâ is objectively a really funny line. âiâve seen this episode and still loved the showâ im screaming crying and throwing up how dare you put that lyric in a song i have to listen to.
on a different note who tf are dylan thomas and patti smith? am i meant to know these people?
oh my god. the way charlie puth is about to have his career explode. this poor man. i hope he was warned.
CYCLONE!! CONEY ISLAND!!!
oh i like this bridge. also lucy as in lucy dacus?
iâm trying not to be a hater but taylor ânow you hang from my lips like the gardens of babylonâ couldnât have come up with a more poetic way to say you put my ring on the finger where people put wedding rings? fr? is this about marty healy? i hope to god itâs not.
mbobhft:
stand out lyrics: âonce i fix me heâs gonna miss meâ and âthere was forever in the heat of my touch, he say forever so he smashed it upâ
i was ready to not like this one but im kinda into it. the line âiâll tell you that he runs because he loves meâ is⊠not something i am ready to unpack. this is a really good song and i will probs have it on repeat for a while but i stg if i donât hear a song about joe soon im gonna be pissed
down bad:
standout lyric: juryâs still out
this song was not written by a 33 year old. jesus christ. taylor please. STAND UP. THIS IS BAD FOR THE BRAND!! however as a 19 year old: real af.
you loved his indecent exposures? interesting.
this is once again giving situationship. which is insane because JOE WAS HERE FOR 6 YEARS?!? WE DONT GET TO HEAR ABOUT THAT?!? i mean like she is entitled to her privacy but never in my life did i want to hear this much about marty healy
so long london:
stand out lyric: âi didnât opt in to be your odd man out. i founded the club sheâs heard great things aboutâ âyou sacrificed us to the gods of your bluest daysâ
not the production i was expecting from a track 5 but ill keep and open mind.
fairy lights mentioned!! ttpd bingo moment
i like this bridge tbh. it kinda fucks. âyou swore that you loved me but where were the cluesâ taylor wtf?
two graves one gun?!? oh wow! very melodramatic and i love it
this song is good. very sad so great job! killed it! iâm not crying yet tho
but daddy i love him:
stand out lyrics: Growing up precocious sometimes means not growing up at all
HEYY RELIGOUS TRAUMA VIBES?!? FUCK YEAH!! FINALLY SOME GOOD RELATEBLE CONTENT!!
this is so champagne problems vibes
âim having his baby! no im not but you should see your faceâ BAHHAHA taylor wtf
i was hoping for more religious trauma energy than what i got. i had high hopes with that first verse
OMG WHAT?!? MAAM?!? âID RATHER BURN MY WHOLE LIFE DOWN THAN LISTEN TO ONE MORE SECOND OF ALL THIS BITCHIN AND MOANINâ GIRLY YOUR âBABYâ IS ANTISEMEIC?
okay this song is now just funny to me. deeply i wouldâve kept this one in the vault but itâll grow on me
fresh out the slammer:
stand out lyric: n/a
we are starting with the lowest of standards for the record. i do not have a good vibe from this song
its fine. liek itâs not revolutionary to me. like its okay but⊠why does this beat change like that and did the long prison metaphor help? i think not.
however yeah bring up that he didnât propose again. love that for you
florida!!!
stand out lyric: well me and my ghost we had a hell of a time
!! what!! âthey said i was a cheat so i guess i must beâ ARENT YOU THE ONE WHO WRITE IVY AND HIGH INFEDELITY?!? WHAT?!? i am giggling so hard. taylor what are you saying?!?
this song reminded how much i love florence! i mean that woman can really sing
nbnc reference! that was not on my bingo card!
texas mentioned!! slay!!
i love this song. like i fr really like this one. the drums are a bit much but i love how their voices work together! delicious
guilty as sin?
standout lyric: âthere no such thing as bad thoughts. only your actions talkâ âi keep recalling things we never didâ
i like how this one sounds
this song is really good! and bestie i get it! yikes!
this song is really for the girlies who make up fake scenarios to hurt their own feelings and i feel seen
false god references(?)
well terrible job everyone that was a bit too relatable! thanks! iâm going to throw up! or scream! or cry!
whoâs afraid of little old me?
standout lyric: âyou donât get to tell me about sadâ âis it a wonder i broke letâs hear one more jokeâ âyou wouldnât last an hour in the asylum where they raised meâ
yay!! sheâs doing witchcraft again!! thank god!! levitate queen!!
you should be afraid of little old me was not what i was expecting from this song! but i like it! also i am enjoying this production
âso tell me everything isnt about me but what if it is?â HAHAHH TAYLOR WHAT IS THIS?!?
no taylro they say that youâll sue them they prublish public information about your plane! so close tho!
jokes aside i like this! this oneâs gonna be in my tops i think! it reminds me of tlgad which is one love
i can fix him (no really i can)
standout lyric: âhe had a halo of the highest grade, he just hasnât met me yetâ
texas mentioned again!! a win is a win
another song about matty healy?!? must we?!? are we sure? this is proof that any relationship pain is overshadowed by a 3 month situationship
loml: âbetter safe than starry eyedâ
mmm im liking this one!
damn marriage is brought up a lot in the album for someone who wrote lavendar haze
i like that there is the love of my life to loss of my life switch! i was worried she abrievated that for no reason
still alive, killing time at the cemetery is a great line!!
!!! oh!! i wish i could unrecall how we almost had it all! i didnât think i would like that lyric!! i in fact do.
icdiwabh:
standout lyric: âbabe you gotta fake it till you make it and you didâ
THIS SONG IS SO GOOD!! OH SHIT
okay now this is my shit. i like how sheâs taking about her success and shit
i cry a lot but i am so productive itâs an art is so real
âtry and come for my jobâ yikes.
the smallest man who every lived
standout lyric: âi wouldâve died for your sins but i died insideâ
this one isnât doing it for me so far. iâm sure itâll grow on me but idk itâs not killing it for me.
DID SHE JUST CALL HIS DICK SMALL?!? HELLO?!? good lord i hope thatâs what that meant
âyou kicked out the stage lights but your still preforming?!?â GOOD LORD TAYLOR! itâs so jover
The alchemy:
standout lyric: âhe jokes that itâs heroin but this time with an Eâ
i had to listen to this song twice cause i could just not lay attention
AYO ITS TRAVIS!! god the next album is gonna have so many football metaphors that i will not understand
this is really cute! iâm on team trayvis
clara bow:
standout lyric: promise to be dazzling
cool! now iâm sad!
as a girl who tries to be something exciting but feels like she never gets there this is very yikes! greta job gang
DID SHE JUST SAY HER OWN NAME?!? SHE NEVER DONE THAT
OH MY GOD
YOUVE GOT EDGE SHE NEVER DID
WHAT
WHAT
WHAT
the black dog:
standout lyric:
i am scared!
oh shit! who cheated on taylor?!?
oh wait. maybe thatâs not true
i love old habits die screaming! tahts a funky line. i know we already had it but im a fan
!! hoax reference!!
!!daylight reference!!
oh joe. that poor man. theyâre gonna kill him.
this is putting a sad spin on some of my fav songs so thatâs cool
imgonnagetyouback:
standout lyric: âpick your poison babe, iâm poison either wayâ
did we need to do this in one word
OH MY GOD
SHE MAKING THE SAME THING AS GET HIM BACK BY OLIVIA RODRGIO
now i personally wouldâve rewritten this one or picked a different song but this is a choice
this is a worse versions of get him back! imo
eras fading to gray is a crazy line!
the albatross:
standout lyric: âthe devil you know now looks more like and angelâ
this is kinda giving cowboy like me vibes but with more unnecessary vocal effects but that does in fact mean that i like it
peace reference?!
idk im into this one i think
chloe or sam or sophia or marcus:
standout lyric: all of them <3
my god this is a long title
oh my god. did she just out joe alywn? what? that canât be what just happened
âyou needed me but you needed drugs moreâ IM THROWING UP HOW DARE YOU
nobody touch me
âif you want to break my cold cold heart, just say i loved you. the way that you wereâ okay so now i am crying! hey! tahts cool! in other news put me on watch
this is one of my tops
you can tell cause iâm depressed now
maroon reference!!
okay so i will never recover congrats everyone!
how did it end?
standout lyric: âwe learned the right steps to different dancesâ
i feel invasive listening to this. i didnât want to hear about matty anymore but this is a lot.
this song is good but sweet lord. this is really sad. which i shouldâve guessed but this is not what i was expecting
âD-Y-I-N-Gâ that was not how i thought that line was gonna end
so high school:
standout lyric: idk man theyâre all cute
is this another one about travis?!? yay!!
awww she want to marry him! thatâs so exciting!! and also maybe kill him but we do what we can
this is really cute
iâm glad she got this back! cause this is giving very fearless vibes which is perfect! i love that! i love that sheâs having the sweet love again! and iâm so glad im not listening about matty! cause that man if the gift that wonât stop giving. no matter what i do. he just wonât.
i hate it here:
standout lyric: âNo mid-sized city hopes and small-town fearsâ âwhen they found a better planet only the gentle surviveâ
second time bringing up being a precocious child! not something i thought we would get twice!
this song feels like itâs right off folklore
GIRL WHAT!?! âI'd say the 1830s but without all the racists and getting married off for the highest bidâ this is why no one wanted to play with you as a little kid
oh yikes now iâm relating
âi get lost on purpose. this place made me feel worthlessâ crying in the club once again
she really had to fight not to call him a finance bro
thank you aimee
stand out lyric: âEveryone knows that my mother is a saintly woman but she used to say she wished that you were deadâ
go to jail just for the capitalization
i feel like im missing something
is amiee real? is she a metaphor? is it someone from the rep era? iâm lost
if this is 15 year old beef that is amazing.
âthere wouldnât be this if there hadnât been youâ oh lol thatâs so funny.
thank god taylor changed the name! cause otherwise they would kill her!
âand one day your kid comes home singing a song that only us two is gonna know so about youâ oh thatâs so good. you see i like taylor better when sheâs being petty over decade old shit. it makes her more relatable
i look in peoples windows
stand out lyric: âiâm afflicted by the not knowingâ âim addicted to the if onlyâ
i love this.
is this the new shortest song in her discography? itâs gotta be. itâs like 2 minutes long
anyways. relatable. killin it
the prophecy:
stand out lyric: âDon't want money just someone who wants my companyâ
finally a song i can relate to! you know cause im psychic?
âI guess a lesser woman would've lost hope a greater woman wouldn't begâ yikes
oh no. iâm gonna cry. you see now im reminded of why i feel like im never enough. so cool đ€
witchcraft again!! yay!!
what is gray-ge? gray/beige? was that already a word?
cassandra:
standout lyric: âwhat does kill you makes you aware. what happens if it becomes who you areâ
bffr taylor does not patch cracks in her house
sorry i know tahts a metaphor, allow me to start by being less of a hater
oh i love a call back to the 2016 era. yikes
âBLOODS THICK BUT NOTHING LIKE A PAYROLLâ HOLY FUCK WHAT?!?
âwhen its burn the bitch theyâre shrieking, when the truth comes out theyâre quietâ lol relatable
peter:
standout lyric: âwe both did the best we could do underneath the name moon in different galaxiesâ
who is peter? very excting!
oh itâs peter pan! thatâs cute!
is this about joe? iâm confused? i have no idea who this is about
i liek the piano! i like this more stripped back version
great bridge!
âcause love's never lost when perspective is earnedâ HEY BRO WHAT
the bolter: âshe was leaving it felt like breathingâ
standout lyric:
omg hey she wrote a song about me! jk it just started idk what this is
oh no
i cant do this right now
okay so no comment but yeah very relatable! cool! (except iâm not really a bolter now that i think about it. i just think i am. iâm actually not a quitter. im a stick with it person even when maybe i should bolt.)
robin:
stand out lyric: âyou have no room in your head for regretsâ
i like these a lot better than the first part of this album. i actually canât tell if itâs a double release or not but i just like these more emotional songs more.
is she singing to her child self?!? is that what happening?!?
crying again.
the manuscript:
stand out lyric: looking backward might be the only way to move forward
my god this is a lot of songs! not complaining but iâm tired
okay i like the piano
âHe said that if the sex was half as good as the conversation was soon theyâd be pushing strollersâ FUCKING HELLo?!? well now iâm in pain slay
this was not what i was expecting at all but let it be known i am crying and im not okay
this song really fucked me up guys
#this is really long#iâm warning you before you open it#honestly idk if you should read this#iâll make content about it when i wake up#taylor swift#ts ttpd#the tortured poets department#ttpd#ttpd reactions#taylor swift ttpd#ttpd era#kat talks#kat talks music
16 notes
·
View notes
Note
the awful humor of me reading through a summary of what happens in ch 362 fearfully repeating to myself "i'm Sure he is Not going to Die" only to freeze at the last sentence and have to change that statement to "im Sure he is Not going to Remain Dead" đ„Čđ„Čđ„Č
if i keep repeating it that will make it true ahaha hori please my life is literally in your hands..... hearts can be restarted i trust u to do the right thing here........
LITERALLYYY I swear I went through every emotion possible last night
Being anxious before the leaks, not knowing if it was going to stay with Bakugo or switch over to someone else, feeling giddy at Bakugo saying âIzukuâ, then going âoh my godâ at the 2nd user being mentioned, PAUSING at Bakugo going into a âwhite spaceâ with All Mightâs spirit (this is where the âthereâs no way?? Hori wouldnât do that ahahâŠâ started flooding in), GASPING AT HIS ïžHEART STOPPING,, I KNOW ITâS IRRATIONAL BUT I STARTED SOBBING, I turned off my phone and just cried for a bit because I really did not know what I was gonna do.
Went through the five stages of grief, went back on twitter, saw everyone was feeling the same, including feeling weird at accidentally laughing at humorous posts, but thatâs leaks night.
ANYWAYS HEâS GONNA BE FINE, Hori said he hopes those who love and hate him will enjoy it, and so far the haters should be satisfied⊠He wouldnât have ended chapter 360 like this if this was the end for Bakugo
Plus he just got a new quirk awakening !! And ShigAFO was reminded of the 2nd User. Also Bakugo âimmediately understanding whatâs happeningâ when he sees Vestige All Might feels like itâs weirdly part of some plan???? And thereâs a reason itâs written as âhis heart stoppedâ since youâre right, hearts can start again!!
#even though I had a mental breakdown itâs FIINNEEE everythingâs fine weâre fine itâs fine !#mha 362#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#bkdk#dkbk#bakudeku#dekubaku#:â)
89 notes
·
View notes
Note
i feel like im annoying lol but here i am again đ„Ž
đ„Ž how do da boys react to a super bimbo mc like shes busty, sweet, innocent, helpful as much as she can be and doesnt really realize when people are hitting on her, she just thinks theyre being extra friendly. (Tamaki, izuku, shoto, denki, bakougo) or any of ur choice
Sorry if Iâm being annoying ( âąá·áœ€âąá·
)ïŒ and tysm
bimbo s/o
character(s) : bakugou katsuki, todoroki shouto, amajiki tamaki (bnha)
probably (?) part one // ?
legend : [Y/N = your name] female! s/o, quirk not specific
headcanon type : fluff, crack (x reader)
note(s) : sooo đ€© itâs my birthday tomorrow, not excited about that?? not sure! but im definitely gonna post more tomorrow, just because
»»ââââ-ăâĄăââââ-««
bakugou katsuki
you didnât seem like his type tbh. youâre kinda an airhead, and youâre sweet and helpful to everyone
and awfully innocent,,
so, you seemed like the person that bakugou would try and stay away from, but nope!
not in this case. iâm not sure what conspired in this explosive blondâs head, but he had a oddly specific attraction to you
he used to hate being around you, but itâs also quite entertaining being around you but why, you may ask?
not only are you super nice, and helpful, but youâre very likable too! which caused you to get secret admirers, and fanboys
but you also so happen to be clueless as fuck, so katsuki would always stick aroundâ obviously very amused, only to tell you what their true intentions are
âwhat do they mean, go out? like,, outside?â
âno, dumbo. they wanna date you.â
â..like the calendar?â
âhah?? are you dumb?â he actually hated how oblivious you were at first, but he just got used to it
but this clueless airhead trait of yours is what he also hates, because when he developed feelings for youâ heâd have to tell you
and,, heâs not the best with being direct with romantic stuff. soâ you can see how that went.
he ended up confessing you in the most direct way he couldâve said it, but you still. didnât. understand.
âfuck sake, i want to be your significant other. your fucking lover, the bitch thatâll be with you until this dumbass brain of yours stops working.â
okay, he was a little too direct, but at least you know his feelings!
when you both finally get together, everyone is shocked. like,, you, the sweetheart that likes helping peopleâ dating thee bakugou katsuki??
everyone thought you were threatened to date him, because you didnât understand other peopleâs advancesâ but in reality, katsuki just told you what he felt
straight from the heart.
also, since youâre also quite busty, katsuki loves sleeping on themâ he literally wonât sleep, until he has his head resting on those milkers of yours
âmaybe this is all youâre good for, huh? a fuckinâ head rest. there might not be anything up there, but at least it gives me some good fuckinâ sleep.â
he,, doesnât mean that. youâre useful in so many other ways, but he loves pretending that he thinks that way, because of your replies
âah, yes! iâm fine with being your head rest, katsuki. rest well, love!â
youâre not hurt, because he makes it a point to tell you multiple times a day that you mean lots to him.
but he gets super mad when people tell you that youâre stupid. because he can only tell you that!!
todoroki shouto
you also didnât seem like youâd be his type,, everyone thought he wouldâve wanted someone thatâs smart as momo, or something similar
but heâs very content with being with you, for reasons he canât seem to figure out.
he has his habit of watching you help people from afar, and he couldnât help but smile whenever he engages in conversations with you
yeah sure, you might be more of an airhead than most peopleâ but you have a heart of gold! and thatâs what gathered his attention
sometimes, heâs quite clueless to some social cuesâ but even he can connect the dots
which you canât seem to do. but youâre in luck! shoutoâs usually the one that tells you what they mean
itâs something he loves and hates, only because of how popular you are with people in general.
sometimes, shouto debates if he should even tell you what they meanâ because well,, he likes you.
usually, shouto would interpret things to you like this
â,, they like you,, romantically.â
âshou, are you sure? they look like they wanna be my friend!â he lets you call him by his first name, just because of how content you look by calling him âshoutoâ
he ends up whispering something into your ear, and your eyes light up in realization. âoh! so how princess bubblegum likes marceline?â
â,, yeah.â
but being shouto todoroki has itâs advantages. he isnât afraid of being as direct as he could possibly be.
âmay i have the honor of being your lifelong partner?â
â..?â
âoh, romantically. iâd love to be your lover, Y/N.â
â..oh! thatâs what you meant.â
the way he sees you stumble with your words, as you pace back in forthâ completely flustered by his words
makes him smile
and it all ends well when his friends see that his wallpaper is literally him laying down on your chest
which is something he always wanted to do
âshouto,, did you finally confess?!â
âyes. they said yes.â
theyâre not really surprised that you understood, courtesy to shoutoâs bluntness.
he is your protector against all of the people that make you seem useless. man literally lashed out when his father asked him to date someone with âmore intelligenceâ
âY/N may not be the definition of being book smart, but Y/Nâs not useless!â
in shortâ heâs the bimbo protector! heâll always be patient around you, and he would never dare to dumb you down.
amajiki tamaki
oh lOrd, please help him
youâre so kind, sweet, and helpful. youâd help anyoneâ regardless of their personality. and thatâs what made tamaki interested in you
but youâre also very popular. which he could see whyâ since youâre attractive in a unique and special way.
tamaki absolutely disliked the idea of your kindness being taken advantaged of. i mean,, the guts of some people!
but he also hated being the one to break the news to you good or bad
heâs not good with the blunt stuff either, and he mightâve been worried about being around youâ because well,, you look like you wouldnât even hurt a fly.
âtamaki, what do they mean by âcoming home with them for a nice timeâ do they.. want to play mario cart with me?â
he looks like he needs to pass out, but he ends up telling you anyway. heâs just lucky that you could hear him.
but he sighs in relief when you end up kindly declining
nejire and mirio are SO amused by this pairing. i mean, itâs an interesting dynamic! how could they not be invested?
yet, they refuse to even explain things to you, especially when tamakiâs around to do said explaining
because apparently, âitâll help you socialize more, especially with Y/N!â
but remember when i said that tamaki wasnât great with the blunt approach? yeahâ heâd have a heart attack, just trying to explain his feelings
âiâ uhm how do i say this,, would you like t-to go out for some dinner with m-me?â
âoh sure! i should go tell mirio and nejireâ youâd say that with a smile, and it felt like he was going to pass away on the spot.
nejire and mirio were the ones the tell you that âno, tamaki doesnât want to be friendly with you, because he wants to romantically date you.â
and it felt like forever when they were explaining how and why, while tamaki was sitting in the corner.
but thank GOD! because you like him too!
super hesitant on resting on your chest, i mean,, to him, it looked like the nicest pillow for the deepest sleep! but he wasnât sure if thatâd be okay
because no!! to!! taking!! advantage!! of!! Y/Nâs!! kindness!!
speaking of that, despite the fact that heâs socially awkwardâ he will not hesitate on defending you from any haters!
like, when people say that âtamaki and Y/N are such an awkward couple. tamakiâs super awkward, it looks like thereâs nothing in Y/Nâs brain. maybe sheâs brainlessâ
because how dare they. not everyone is book smartâ but that doesnât give people the right to call you stupid!
âY/Nâs not brainless! sheâs kind, helpful, and the sweetest p-person i have ever met. i suggest you take that back!â
in shortâ it gives him heart palpitations just having to explain things to you, but at the end of the day, itâs all worth it, if he can be with you
»»ââââ-ăâĄăââââ-««
likes and reblogs are appreciated, thanks for reading!
i do not own bnha/mha and itâs characters. boku no hero academia/my hero academia belongs to horikoshi kohei, i only own the writing and i do not profit off of my hobby
do not plagiarize, reupload, translate, or use my works for audio readings without permission
#bnha imagines#bnha x reader#mha x reader#mha imagines#bnha x y/n#bnha fluff#todoroki shouto x reader#todoroki x reader#todoroki imagines#todoroki x y/n#bakugou katsuki x reader#bakugou x reader#bakugou x y/n#bakugou imagines#amajiki imagines#amajiki tamaki x reader#amajiki x y/n#amajiki x reader#bnha headcanons#mha x you#mha headcanons#bnha x you
2K notes
·
View notes
Note
Hi! I looove your posts! Thank you so much for sharing your writing!
I was wondering⊠could you maybe write about the Four Lords with a shy S/O that gets bold and defensive when someone insults the lords? or calls them names? And the Lordâs reaction to the S/O acting different? Dk if im explaining myself >.<
Again! Love your work! Have a great day!
We stan protective partners on this blog!!
Warnings: uh...insults? They're pretty over the topđ
Also swearing.
Alcina Dimitrescu
Honestly, Alcina is more than able to defend herself.
She's got a tongue like a viper, and the thickest skin imaginable. If you really want to hurt her feelings, you have to be someone whom she already respects to a certain degree, or she won't even be phased.
Still, when she leaves a room, there's always some idiot that thinks it's a smart idea to talk shit.
Maybe it's a maid, maybe it's a guest in the Castle, but either way you're not having it.
"God, you're annoying." There was a pause before they opened their mouth again, and you rolled your eyes. "No please, by all means, continue to share your lack of taste with the rest of us."
You disassemble this dumbass, starting small with comments about their personality (trying to keep it classy), but escalating the more they choose to double down on the comments.
Alcina comes back into the room to find you practically screaming at this asshole.
"Look, all you have accomplished here today is revealing that you are a fundamental disappointment on every possible level. My life is worse now that I've heard you open your mouth, you disrespectful, shit licking worm fucker."
Alcina is stunned. You do not give off "aggressive guard dog" vibes at all, yet here you are defending her tooth and nail. While she had seen brief moments of your inner strength and protective streak (mostly towards her daughters) she just...never thought you would do the same for her.
It's not because she doesn't trust you or love you! But nobody has ever done something like this for her before? Ever? She's never had anyone try to protect her--not physically, and not even verbally. She's been so independent for so long that it's... Strange to see you support her so openly.
She doesn't need you to do this for her, she doesn't even expect it, but you do it anyway for no other reason than the fact that you love her. You want people to give her the respect she deserves.
I'm going to be real here: Alcina has never been closer to swooning before in her life. You're overcoming your shyness because you believe in her so much-- it's not a gesture meant to be romantic, but Alcina can't help but see this as a massive statement of your commitment to her.
Seriously. This is such a massive thing for her that if proposals weren't already on her mind, she is mentally picking out a ring for you the minute this happens.
Then, of course, she glides into the room, kisses you until you're breathless and babbling, and smirks at the unfortunate peon who thought they could get away with insulting House Dimitrescu.
She's in such a good mood that she's considering going easy on the idiot. Maybe removing their tongue would be enough of a warning?
Donna Dimitrescu
You don't really know how it's possible but apparently some people don't like Donna Beneviento? Some people think she's scary and unpleasant????
Wild. Can't imagine what that's like.
The two of you are honestly the sweetest, most toothrottingly adorable couple-- blushing when you hold each other's hands, sneaking glances at each other across rooms, giving each other kisses and forgetting whatever was on your mind...
Honestly, anybody who's critical of your relationship with your girlfriend is just a hater. Fuckers can pound sandđ€
Still, you are pretty shy, so it takes a lot for you to defend yourself if someone comments about you. It can take a lot of courage to stand up against rude remarks, and sometimes it's easier to walk away.
Defending Donna, on the other hand?
The minute someone even thinks about dismissing her, you are ready to throw hands.
"My lovely girlfriend already said no, meaning you're either deaf or too stupid to pick up on simple social cues," you purse your lips and give the rude and pushy Villager a patronizing once over. "You and your opinion are equally useless. Get the fuck away from us."
Donna blinks.
She... Was not expecting this??? At all?? You're so nice! You always tell her about your attempts to avoid confrontation! What's going on??? How did you get the guts to say what she's always wanted to say?
Meanwhile, Angie is LIVING.
The little doll chimes in to assist you with the verbal homicide, working as a tag team to absolutely murder this moron. She's half partner, half hype man, and is so excited to do this with you. Normally, she has to protect Donna all by herself, but she's relieved and reassured that you stepped in first.
'USELESS IS TOO NICE, THOUGH! THAT IMPLIES THEY AREN'T A POINTLESS, RANCID, LONELY FREAK. THEY LOOK LIKE THEY CRY WHEN THEY MASTURBATE.'
You high five Angie, still glaring daggers at the unfortunate villager.
The two of you continue to ream into the villager, while Donna hovers nearby.
As surprised as she is, she's also grateful. She's only really ever had Angie to help shield her from insults and disrespect (and occasionally inducing horrifying hallucinations that make people claw off their own skin), but having you in her corner makes her feel safe.
Not to get totally sappy, but you're like her knight in shining armor in a lot of ways. And the fact you two are so similar is really motivating-- She wants to one day be confident enough to return the favor. Until then, she's happy to watch her two favorite people have fun insulting some stranger â€ïž
Salvatore Moreau
With you being so shy, Salvatore is surprised how often he takes the lead in your relationship.
He's not normally all that outgoing, but you seem to bring out a side of him that's very protective. Whenever you have a bad day he wants to bundle you up and keep you safe from the world.
If he so much as holds your hand you start stuttering and avert your gaze. It creates a feedback loop where you both get flustered, but Moreau has never felt steadier. Despite your shyness, you make sure he knows how much you love him.
You're sweet as pie and twice as kind--Salvatore is the luckiest man in the world, nobody can convince him otherwise đđ
So it comes as a total shock that when a passing fisherman spits in your path and calls him a freak, your entire demeanor does a 180.
Your posture straightens and you look the villager dead in the eye, "I don't believe anyone asked your opinion."
Salvatore: đł
This is not the time, and he totally knows it, but, uh, something about your tone??? Really does it for him???
While he's attempting to process why exactly he's starting to short circuit, you proceed to verbally shred this person to bits with clinical efficiency-- nothing is off limits.
They might try to defend themselves, but it's useless. You do not let up.
"Ugly? Monster? Bitch your teeth are throwing gang signs, don't throw stones from your shining glass house."
You insult their appearance, what they're holding, their smell-- you get so fucking mean that you might even make them cry.
Moreau is just lost right now, trying hard to figure out how exactly you were able to gain all of this confidence so quickly.
He's not upset! In fact he's very flattered! But, he also doesn't want you to get into a fight with some unimportant stranger. (After all, if they so much as throw a punch, they're straight up dead. Moreau is a patient man, but he's not that patient. You do not hurt his partner and live to tell the tale.)
He may a healer but...
Eventually he steps between you and the fisherman in an attempt to deescalate the situation, but you just kiss him on the cheek and step around him, determined to make your point.
Blushing hard, Moreau lets you do what you want. What can he say? Fish man likes himself a protective partner đ
Karl Heisenberg
Magnet Man is not the most social guy to begin with, so any opportunities you have to stick up for him are already pretty slim.
He mostly knows you as the shy, sweet, easily flustered partner that lets out a cute squeak every time he sneaks up to hug you from behind.
Karl's honestly happy just to spend time with you all alone in the Factory. It's not the best or healthiest mindset, but he'd be perfectly content to only ever see you for the rest of his life. Spending time with anybody else feels like a boring waste in comparison.
But occasionally, you do head out into town with him. Heisenberg wants you to be safe so he doesn't do it often, but running errands with you is a weakness of his. It's domestic in a way that he's never experienced before.
He likes it â€ïž
What he does not like is the shopkeeper starting to give their opinions on the quality of your relationship with him.
Most insults Karl will let slide because he doesn't particularly care. However if anyone makes a comment on how scared (shy) you look around him, how you must be being threatened into being with him, how poorly Lord Heisenberg is treating you...he won't stand for it.
But before his fingers can even twitch towards his hammer, you snap.
"You're clearly the blindest cocksucker I've ever met--so wipe the cum out of eyes and mind your own fucking business."
Karl does a double take.
He's heard you curse before, but quietly. The words coming out of your mouth are WILD right now, he has NEVER seen you so angry. You're defending him with the aggression of a wild animal, and it's simultaneously HILARIOUS, but for some reason he's also getting a warm fuzzy feeling in his chest?
He doesn't need you to protect him like this, but seeing you blatantly argue how much you love and cherish him in public reassures him in a way he didn't know he needed.
Still, hearing you call the shopkeeper "shit for brains" is the funniest thing that's happened in years.
Heisenberg starts laughing, and the more you shout at the idiot, the harder he laughs. Is it weird how hard he wants to kiss you right now?
Eventually, he just has to drag you away, cackling as you continue to shout insults at the unfortunate shopkeep. There's got to be an alley around here for some good old fashioned privacy đ
#lady dimitrescu x reader#alcina dimitrescu x reader#donna beneviento x reader#salvatore moreau x reader#karl heisenburg x reader#resident evil village#re8#resident evil 8#resident evil#alcina dimitrescu#donna beneviento#salvatore moreau#angie beneviento#karl heisenberg#angie the doll#swearing#insults
897 notes
·
View notes
Text
maybe i do | kth. III
â” summary : Â maybe you love each other, maybe you donât. when a deal between your fathers leaves you forcefully wedding kim taehyung, arguably seoulâs most powerful CEO, youâre prepared for a loveless marriage of eternal regret and unhappiness. but maybe, it doesnât turn out that way after all.
âł Â part of the high-class series!
â” pairing : taehyung x reader
â” genre : Â arranged marriage!au, ceo!tae, s2l!au, eventual smut, fluff, angst
â” rating : 18+
â” word count : 17k (im sorry omg)
â” warnings : oh boi we have aNgSt, serious familial issues, swearing, multiple fight scenes, mainly verbal but there is a slap in one, mentions of a wound, mentions of alcohol, (thereâs honestly a lot that goes wrong in this chapter but at least tae and the reader have each other), sexual tension :o, bit of possessive!tae, (i mention a short reader a lot but i just wanted to say youâre beautiful even if youâre tall! tae is just very tall to me askldjs) Â
â” a/n: iâm back and hoLY is this chapter loaded (and a lil unedited forgive me!!) iâve finally finished school and get a whole month off now! who knows what works iâll release in that time đ. as always, feedback is appreciated loves!
chapter three :Â âthe window opened one time with you and meâ
prev. â || â next || masterlist
âMother?â You stood frozen, completely and utterly shocked as to how your mother was just opposite of you, smiling brightly as if she hadnât done a single thing wrong in her life and loved you unconditionally.
How incredibly wrong that was.Â
âY/N! How are you? Oh dear, itâs been so long!â Your mother threw her arms around your neck, pulling you against her for a hug you just barely returned.Â
âGood. You?âÂ
âOh, Iâm great!â She beamed.
âWhat are you doing here?â You inquired, shutting the door after her entry.
âAh, I just couldnât believe my daughterâs married now, I wanted to drop by and say congratulations!â Your mother cheered, grinning widely as she began scanning the grand interior of your house, leering as though you werenât standing just before her.
âDrop by? You couldâve just came to the wedding, Mother...â You suggested despondently, plastering a pained smile onto your face. You attempted to meet her eyes, though they rather seemed to sparkle at anything that appeared expensive.
Anything but you.Â
âOh, I was in Ibiza. I couldnât just leave while my resort pass still had benefits on it, you know me.â She flashed you a cheeky smile as she playfully hit you, propping her heels off.
You nodded half heartedly, trying extremely hard to not lose it on her because you were in your home; a place meant for peace and comfort and didnât have room for negative.
Not to mention, Taehyung resided just upstairs in his study with most likely his door open, and you didnât want to risk bothering him if you raised your voice.Â
âIbiza was more important than your own daughterâs wedding, huh?â You spoke to yourself, nodding in a manner that would somehow help you accept the sad fact, though instead called forth a feeling you shouldâve grown accustomed to by now.
Disappointment.
She knew about the wedding, you knew your father informed her of the ceremony along with its date and time. Though as she audaciously ogled the embellishments of your front foyer and spoke to you carelessly, she practically screamed she gave 0 fucks about your wedding. That what really mattered to her was living out the full experience of an expensive vacation than attending a life-changing night for her daughter.Â
Typical.Â
âOh, câmon now. When you put it like that it makes me seem so bad.â Your mother pouted like a child. âIt wasnât a real marriage, anyway.â She waved off the conversation as she ventured further into the house, bold enough to strike another conversation . âMy God, this is the house of the Kim Taehyung?â Your motherâs eyebrows shot up, drinking in the grand size and wealthy look of the home. âYou got very lucky, Y/N.âÂ
You cocked an eyebrow, incredulous of what she was insinuating. âWhat do you mean, Mother?âÂ
âY/N, youâre married to Kim Taehyung. Do you understand how fantastic that is? For you?â Your mother was on the verge of scoffing, smoothing over her dress as she looked elsewhere. âHeâs an incredibly rich man, and considering that life of yours itâs a miracle he ever agreed to marry you.â Your mother relayed nonchalantly as she caught sight of an exquisite vase.Â
And there it was, the belittling. Youâd mentioned before you were often disparaged and received numerous insults when anything concerned your status as the runaway heiress. But what you failed to mention was the person who claimed the #1 position as your largest and most incessant hater.Â
Your mother.Â
âMother, it doesnât matter to me whether a man is rich or not.â You countered, trying to quell your snippy tone but it was as grand a fail your mother was at being a mother.Â
âWhat do you mean?âÂ
âUnlike you, Iâm not obsessed with my husbandâs money.â You almost spat with crossed arms, only this comment causing her to turn towards you.Â
âExcuse me? Iâm your mother, watch your tone a little.â She scolded quite lightly, before returning to inspect a painting.Â
You scoffed, âMy mother...â you repeated under your breath, rolling your eyes.Â
âNo mumbling, Y/N. Speak up.â
âI said itâs funny youâre referring to yourself as my mother.â You voiced clearer.
âAnd why is that so funny?â You could visibly see your mother failing to control her temper with you, masking it all behind a fake smile she mastered ages ago.Â
âBecause youâve been anything but a mother.â You retorted, knowing exactly what this conversation was leading into.Â
An argument.
âAnd youâve been daughter of the year?â Your mother countered, sarcastic tone cutting the air, and it only made you more irritated.Â
âHere we go again, the bad daughter narrative.â You scoffed. âFind something new to argue, will you?â You narrowed your eyes.
âAnd you believe your bad mother narrative is any better?â She sneered back. âIâve even come to visit you yet this it how youâre treating me. When will you ever learn to be grateful?â
âPlease, you chose a vacation over your own daughterâs wedding.â You held a hand up, gesturing against her audacity. âAnd when have I ever been ungrateful? I donât remember biting the hand that fed me.âÂ
âNo, Y/N, you didnât bite the hand that fed you, you completely neglected and abandoned it.â She claimed, drawing closer towards your direction. âYou left this family to pursue your own selfish desires. Youâre the very definition of ungrateful.âÂ
âExcuse me? Definition?âÂ
âYes, definition. You threw everything your father worked so hard for away. All he ever wanted was to provide his family with a comfortable life, but you instead wasted his efforts and made everyone's lives so much harder. Do you really think Iâll forgive you for what you did to your older brother?â Your mother voiced in an accusatory tone, bringing up an age old argument you knew was going to ravage any peace between you two.Â
âThat was not my fault, he was already due for the same thing in Korea, it doesnât matter if heâs in the U.S now.â You argued back.Â
âItâs all your fault! Youâre the reason Yoongi hasnât been able to come home in years! You ruined his entire life by making him uproot and take over the U.S faction when it was your role. Your decision to leave forced him into it!âÂ
âSo youâd rather have my life uprooted and ruined than your precious sonâs?â
âBecause my son isnât like you! He isnât selfish at all, Yoonie is a hard-working man whoâs always listened to me and your father, always rightfully prioritized the company. But you? Youâve only ever made things worse. Youâre completely useless, all you do is tear this family apart. Your father has to pick up your work, you keep your brother out of this country and give me years worth of stress!â Your mother shouted louder than she shouldâve, angry as her eyes revealed searing frustration, contempt.Â
You were trying to negate the hurt you felt by her words, having trained yourself to endure their sharp sting, though no matter how many times you heard them, it never made it any easier.Â
âOh please, your favouritism is showing, mother.â You remarked with near tears, her disregard for you so disturbingly apparent it left your eyes watering.Â
âYoongi has always loved his work and the company, but I never have. When will you understand that? If Iâve ruined our family so much why have I never heard these same words from Dad or Yoongi? Theyâve always supported me, understood and loved me regardless of what life I chose. Why canât you do the same? Why canât you just try to understand me for once?âÂ
âBecause thereâs nothing to understand. Youâre an heiress to this family, you are meant to live for this company and this company only. You owe your father and I your life, nothing has ever been yours. The least you could do to pay us back is by rightfully working at the company and not being as much of a disappointment as you are now.â You motherâs tone was strict and resolute, utterly fed up with you.
âCry me a river, mother. I don't owe you a single thing. Youâre one to talk about working alongside Dad and the company, all youâve ever done is use his money without a single care for his work.âÂ
âExcuse me?âÂ
âYou heard me, Mother, all you do is use Dad for his money. You know next to nothing about business or the company and have the least amount of right to lecture me about it. At least Iâm not a woman who mooches off somebody and lives recklessly!â You snapped back at her with tears just pooling your lash line, arms crossed tightly holding your chest where it felt your heart would collapse. Â
âDo you understand who youâre talking to? Speak with respect, Y/N, I am your mother.â She tried to finalize, but you werenât having any of it.Â
âAnd I could care less. Youâve never once done anything to warrant that title. All youâve ever done is travel the world and bathe in the luxuries your husband affords you without ever being there for me or Yoongi. It was always dad despite being so busy, it was never you. You weren't even there for my wedding, when I needed my mother the most. No, youâre someone whoâd rather use your rich husband and forget heâs a person.â Your voice was shaking at this point, practically rattling. âYou may not have been there for my wedding, but I would never do that to my husband.â You let everything out without a care at the point, flooding the tense air.Â
Your mother seemed to completely lose it at this, her tone scarily still as she gritted through her teeth. âYou wouldnât do that to your husband, really? Isnât that exactly what youâre doing right now?âÂ
You flashed her an incredulous look. âPardon?â
âYouâre married to one of the richest men in Seoul, and you think youâre not doing the same thing? Whose house do you live in? Whose food do you eat? Whose lavish lifestyle do you now get to relish in? Itâs all your husbandâs, not yours.â Your mother was practically spitting venom at this point, scoffing. âI must say, your quest for independence is interesting, having landed you in the exact same place you always berated me for. Look where you are now, mooching off your rich husband.âÂ
If words could dagger you in the heart and looks could kill, youâd surely be 6 ft. under by now.
Years, years youâve been stuck in this constant loop of back and fourth with your mother, arguing the same 5 things you could never see eye-to-eye on. And no matter what she said, no matter the insults, the belittling, the verbal abuse she always spat your way; youâd grown used to it. Her words became normal, second nature to you and so you easily drowned them out. Her insults became useless weapons you simply dodged and avoided.Â
But this, this was where your mother won.Â
Her words dawned a laughable sense of irony on you, nearly physically reeling as though someone had punched you in the gut at the realization. It was raw agony, the very prospect youâd spent the entirety of this ordeal evading.Â
To think the same independence you fought so gravely for, can so easily be erased and forgotten all due to marrying a rich CEO. It felt pathetic, unfair you had no choice but to marry Taehyung. It wasnât his fault he was rich, neither was it yours.Â
It was just coincidence, pure and utter coincidence. But to think this very coincidence would be the reason your stomach is churning and self-worth is collapsing; it was fucking unfortunate, miserable.Â
âLeave my house, this instance.â There was no emotion in your voice, it was flat, vision clouded.
âWhat did you say to me?âÂ
âI said get out!â You yelled, the shrill in your voice evidence of tears. âI donât ever want to see you again!âÂ
âDonât you dare raise your voice at me! Iâm your mother!âÂ
âYouâre not my mother at all, youâre the worst excuse of one. Leave my house!âÂ
âItâs not your house, Y/N! Itâs your husbandâs, and you will end up living the same life as me, using your husband for his money!â Your mother had somehow made her way over to you, having the audacity to push you back by your arms, driving her point home by the act of aggression.Â
You gritted through your teeth, eyes teary. âIâll never be like you, Iâll never be a cheap woman who only stays with a man for his money. A woman who probably cheats on her husband with wealthy men in other countries!â
This was the moment your mother gasped scandalously, becoming so irate she didnât hesitate to raise her hand and slap you across the face.Â
You stood emotionless, not even having the capacity to feel shocked or in pain due to how normal this was. There wasnât a single unfamiliar thing about the sting of her hand, the way her manicured nails scratched against your skin and worse, the way her wedding ring usually cut into your cheek to produce a small wound.Â
It was all too familiar, making you scoff as if this was exactly what you expected from her, exactly what you've always known.Â
âYou still hit your grown daughter, huh? The last 10 years of it werenât enough?â You endured the ache, swallowing back tears. You werenât letting them spill, not at this.Â
Not at something as undeserving as your mother.Â
âYou give reasons to, Y/N.â Your mother simply crossed her arms and looked away, showing the slightest hint of shame though never allowing it to leak into the proud and egotistical persona she assumed around you.Â
A suffocating silence pierced the air, looming for some time until you spoke.Â
âLeave this house, mother. I beg of you.â You pleaded, not out of desperation, though out of sheer tiredness. Tiredness of the same argument and the same insults you always directed each other, tired of the same outcomes that only ever lead to more bitterness tainting your relationship. âDonât make this any worse, weâve probably disturbed Taehyung upstairs.âÂ
Your mother looked at you with lightly raised eyebrows, inquiring. âHeâs home?âÂ
You nodded faintly. âYeah, so leave.âÂ
âAm I not allowed to meet him?â Your mother seemed offended.Â
âNo, youâre not.â You stated firmly, not caring about the sliver of respect you thought you had for her and instantly pushing her towards your front entrance, nabbing her shoes along the way.Â
âWhat are you-â She didnât even get to finish her sentence before you swung the front door open, guiding her outside and shoving her shoes in her hands.Â
She was about to retort until you shut the door on her, locking it. You leaned against the wood as you heard her protests, not minding her calls as you allowed your constrained tears to finally stream down your face.Â
It was too much, she was too much.Â
Why could your mother never see eye-to-eye with you? Why couldnât she be a normal mother? Why couldnât she be supportive? All she ever did was preach how useless you were, how selfish and ungrateful your very existence was.
Of course someone like her could never understand, never understand the value of autonomy and achieving something for yourself; sheâs never once done anything along those lines in her entire life.Â
Her words ran deeper today than they ever have, sending a stifling feeling to swarm your chest, your self-esteem and everything alike collapsing along with your pride.
It hurt, it really did. To hear those words from the very woman meant to love you so dearly, so unconditionally only exacerbated the pain. It made you jealous of every child you was gifted with a kind mother, not daring to curse anyone for it but simply feel it was unfair. Even Taehyung had such a warm and loving mother.Â
Maybe thatâs why Taehyung was so warm.Â
Taehyung.Â
You realized you were out in the open shedding tears where he could possibly see you, trying to silence the sobs that escaped your lips. You only failed, agony tightening your chest and growing more painful the more you held it all in. So you clutched your hand to your mouth and made straight for the kitchen sink, running the water loudly enough to drown out the sounds of you candidly crying.Â
Your cheek still stung, your heart ached and your mind spun endlessly, all while trying to desperately rid yourself of the worthless feeling inside you.Â
And it didnât work.Â
Taehyung had been working, scrolling through his laptop as he diligently reviewed status reports, only to have a notification brighten his phone screen. He flashed his occupied vision towards it and caught sight of his security system alerting him of his front door.Â
He grew curious knowing the housekeepers were shopping for groceries at this hour, causing him to tap the notification and display the camera feed of his front porch. He was welcomed by a woman heâs never seen, peaking his curiosity.Â
He almost rose from his seat until he saw the woman turn towards the door in accordance with you opening it, assuming you most likely knew her as she smiled brightly and ventured comfortably into the home.Â
Taehyung shrugged it off and returned to his tedious reading, staring at the practically blurring lines of text until he eventually began hearing raised voices from downstairs, his ajar doors and grand home producing an echoing effect that reached his study.Â
Taehyung cocked an eyebrow as he grew slightly worried, discerning it didnât sound like a friendly conversation. He abandoned his work and made towards the doors of his study, peaking towards the direction of his stair railings that overlooked the first floor of his home.Â
More of the conversation became apparent, and Taehyung instantly identified it sounded more like a negatively charged argument than a conversation. His eyebrows furrowed the more he listened, knowing it was bad manners to eavesdrop though finding himself doing so anyways.Â
âYou heard me, Mother, all you do is use Dadâs money. You know next to nothing about business or the company...â Taehyungâs eyebrows shot to the sky, realizing you were speaking to your mother; the same woman you explicitly expressed was to be avoided at all costs and even winced at the mention of.Â
He couldnât forget that from the first time he met you.Â
â...Speak with respect, Y/N, I am your mother. â The crudeness in your motherâs voice was already indicative of your ill relationship, the harshness sounding like second nature.Â
Taehyung grimaced.Â
â...All youâve ever done is travel the world and bathe in the luxuries your husband affords you without ever being there for me or Yoongi...â Yoongi? As in your brother, Min Yoongi? Taehyung only loosely recalled Min Yoongi lived and worked in the States, where he headed your fatherâs lucrative faction there.
Heâd only met the mellow, though diligent man a couple times before.
â...I would never do that to my husband.â Despite the intense situation, Taehyung felt the slightest tinge of pride hearing you refer to him as your husband. Â
âYou wouldnât do that to your husband? Isnât that exactly what youâre doing right now?âÂ
Oh fuck, Taehyung thought. This isnât going anywhere good.Â
âYouâre married to one of the richest men in Seoul, and you think youâre not doing the same thing? Whose house do you live in? Whose food do you eat?...â
Fuck, fuck, fuck.Â
Taehyung became alarmed, silently drawing his index finger and thumb over his lips in frustration. You didnât need to hear this, it was complete bullshit. Your situation with him was different, it was forced and coerced. Taehyung could tell you were someone who truly didn't favour using someone elseâs money, and knew you were trying your damn hardest to adjust to the idea itself having to spend your life with him.Â
He rushed out into the hallway where he began pacing, trying his hardest to contain himself and hope that you wouldnât take your motherâs words to heart. Was this why you were so adamant about the fucking card? Because you had to hear shit like this from your mother?Â
This was only going to undo the work heâd successfully laid out, thinking it would erase any convincing he had done about his money and whatâs his is yours. This was bad news, he didnât want you thinking any of your motherâs words were true.Â
They simply werenât.Â
âLeave my house, this instance.â
âWhat did you say to me?â
âI said get out! I donât ever want to see you again!â
Taehyung was becoming anxious, the argument was clearly escalating and he felt uneasy, an incessant feeling bothering his chest.Â
There it was again, that same sense of protection he felt when he saw you practically shaking talking to that Kisoo guy. He didn't understand why it manifested, or why he felt it so emphatically. All he knew was after hearing the way your voice nearly cracked, unstable and troubled as you grew more emotional, he felt the strong feeling to oddly.. rescue you?Â
Itâs like he wanted to bolt down the stairs, physically stand in between the argument and force your mother out of the house, all while trying to persuade you what she said wasn't true.Â
Why did he feel this way? This was none of his damn business, had absolutely nothing to do with him yet if it weren't for half the mind he had, he couldâve found himself racing down the stairs to defend you.
Taehyung shivered at the thought, shaking it off.
â... you will end up living the same life as me, using your husband for his money!â
âIâll never be like you, Iâll never be a cheap woman who only stays with a man for his money. A woman who probably cheats...â
And not long after he heard the slap, evidently hard and painful in just itâs sound. Taehyung immediately froze in his tracks, halting his pacing as worry blossomed in his chest. He prodded over to hide against the edge of the wall that connected to his staircase, able to peak at the sight of both you and your mother stood before the front foyer.Â
Taehyung felt pissed within seconds, again unable to decipher why he felt the need to protect you. Though what he did know was that he felt bothered, never wanted anyone to hurt you and he hated the very thought of it.Â
Maybe it was because of his considerate personality again, or maybe it really was because of you.Â
What made Taehyung grow even angrier, though, was the way you reacted, listening to you dub this as something that happened often, and he was uber pissed now.Â
You didnât fucking deserve that at all.Â
It took him no time to understand your apprehension and natural disliking for your mother, wanting himself to never have to converse with her. He would most likely be rude and curt, replaying the same vile words she really had the nerve to say to her own daughter. Scratch that, his wife.Â
Yeah, Taehyung thought. My wife shouldnât be treated like this.Â
He knew it was wrong, impolite of him to assume and judge a person so openly based on their cover, though Taehyung could tell these were your motherâs true colours, and any other persona she assumed would only be a farce.Â
Taehyung watched as you simply shoved your mother out of the house, shutting the door only to lean against it and allow the tears youâd hidden to fall down your cheeks. Taehyung turned his back and leaned against the wall, concealing himself to give you privacy.Â
He knew it was already rude to have eavesdropped, even ruder to look on at such a vulnerable moment. It was rude because he wouldnât even be able to comfort you, only watch as a dumb-founded bystander; rendered useless because it wasnât his place to console you.
He knew nothing about you.
He really didnât know your situation, the relationship you had with your mother. He couldnât step on your toes and give you advice as if he knew you, nor supply you with words that would make you feel better; contemplating heâd possibly never be able to.Â
He wasnât your remedy, he wasnât your muse, just a man you were forced to marry and now have to live with. A man who stripped you of your independence, ruined your life all just by his mere existence.
 And so Taehyung found even more reasons to not rush to you, simply leave you on your own knowing he was partly the reason for your pain, your suffering. That your mother only said such things because of him, that she only insulted you because of him.Â
So he found himself retreating, walking carefully back to his study to mind his own business and continue his work, complete it as though nothing happened.Â
But as each step seemed to grow longer, heavier, he found himself unable to retreat. Unable to function knowing you were probably hurting, unable to ignore you and so blatantly turn his back on you.Â
So in a hasty, irrational decision, Taehyung found himself turning on his heel and rushing towards the staircase.Â
You continued to sob quietly, thinking if you just let it all out now, cried just about hard enough all the sorrow would leave your body. So thatâs what you did, bit your lips to contain the aching feeling in your chest as your throat seemed to constrict, swallowing all your feelings down in an attempt to poorly control them.Â
You were in your own world, the sinkâs water masking any noise behind you, and so when somebodyâs hand reached out to rest against your shoulder, you were completely startled. You jumped, quickly shutting the water in a flash and refusing to look back at the culprit to save your pride.Â
Whoever it was, they couldnât see you like this.Â
Though when you heard his dulcet, deep voice calling your name, you knew exactly who it was.
âY/N?â
You straightened yourself up, breathing out the emotions ravaging your chest and stabilizing your voice to address him. âHey, Taehyung. What um.. what are you doing here?âÂ
Taehyung could hear your solemn attempt to cover everything up, feeling your sense of embarrassment practically fill the air.Â
âNothing, just.. wanted to see you.â Taehyung said, unsure of how to approach this.
âYouâre probably busy. You should go back to work.â You tried hard to sound okay while you practically swallowed back tears, clutching the counter of the sink.
âItâs alright, not important.â Taehyung waved it off, letting his hard remain on your shoulder seeing you didnât reject him. A beat of silence lingered until he spoke again.
âCan you look at me, Y/N?â There was no pressure in his voice, just the same soft consideration youâd heard at the hotel suite a couple nights ago.
And you hated it, hated that it made you want to give in, want to so easily follow his request and bare to him whatever he wanted.
Until your last braincell kicked in.Â
âIâm sorry, Taehyung. Iâm really sorry if I interrupted your work. Please go back to your study.â You voiced just barely above a shaky tone, trying your absolute hardest to sound just fine, seem okay. But the more Taehyung spoke, the more you felt your defense mechanisms slowly coming undone.
And you knew he knew.
âI wasn't interrupted.â He stated normally, his voice natural and yet he sounded so.. comforting? He was simply responding to you and yet his voice and presence seemed to soothe the sharp ache in your chest.Â
It was fucking poetic.Â
âIâm sure I did, Taehyung. Just please, return to your work.âÂ
âI donât need to, Y/N, I can stay here.â He was firm as he stood behind you, measly hand against your shoulder and his usually intimidating, towering figure reassuring.
It was odd.
âYou shouldnât. Just go back, Taehyung.â You attempted to voice with more strength, trying to blink tears away and it didnât convince Taehyung in the slightest.
âI donât want to. Look at me first.â His voice sounded calm, and it was really like honey. Thick yet sweet, so deep and yet itâs cadence harboured the ability to put anyone at ease.
You shut your eyes tightly, wiping at them hastily to rid any tears as you sniffled and turned around. You were met by his face that slightly softened at the sight of you, eyes seeming to melt as they swirled with consideration, different from his usually unreadable expression.Â
âSee, Iâm fine. You can go back to work.â You plastered a smile on, trying to stand a little more confidently, though Taehyung didnât budge.Â
He only remained, gazing at the features of your face as he seemed to drape his own with a small sense of sadness, like he was upset, maybe even hurt? It was slight, though identifiable. It left you quite speechless, thinking it was all just part of your imagination.
It couldnât be real. Â
But it exactly was as Taehyungâs large hand came up to gently touch the cheek your mother slapped. You didnât realize it hurt more than it shouldâve when you felt a sharp sting at his touch, wincing.
You registered there was probably a visible mark and grew too vulnerable, downright embarrassed for your liking and so you deflected him, smacking his hand away from your face as you looked off to the side.Â
âIâm fine, Taehyung.â You declared, and Taehyung didnât know how to react as his hand came off you, feeling a bit disheartened. He simply wanted to help, and he didnât want to leave without doing so.
So he still looked at you, eyes possibly growing sympathetic though it couldâve been a figment of your imagination again.
âYou didnât deserve that.â He voiced soft in sound, though resolute in nature.
Taehyung was having trouble choosing what he could say without overstepping, invading a part of you he probably shouldnât.Â
âI didnât ask for a pity party, Taehyung. Go back to work.â You said with a more snippy tone than you planned, though found it befitting of your current emotions nonetheless.Â
âIâm not pitying. Iâm..â Taehyung struggled for a word until you answered.Â
âWhat, caring?â You scoffed, âPlease, Taehyung, you donât have to care like my real husband, itâs only on paper-â
âBut I am your real husband.â Taehyung emphasized, his serious eyes meeting yours. âItâs on paper and in real life, so I think Iâm allowed to care.â Taehyung retorted with narrowed eyes finding he liked that sentence, liked what it had to convey because it was damn true.Â
Taehyung decided on reaching for your arms to drive his point home, though watched as you again, naturally retracted from him. You still seemed to refuse him, didnât see him in a good enough light to not cower away.Â
And he still fucking hated it.Â
Taehyung went for it anyway and gripped your arms when you began to draw away, catching you. The action nearly demanded you look into his eyes, and found yourself doing exactly so.Â
âY/N, first, donât be scared of me, please?â His eyes grew soft. âI seriously-I really hate it. I would never..â Taehyung trailed as his vision fell to the side of your face, eyes seeming to reflect concern.
You were completely surprised, watching him unmask a plethora of emotion you didn't think heâd so candidly reveal.
Taehyung brought his hand to brush your slightly swollen cheek, continuing. âI would never do this, do anything to scare you. I just wouldnât.â Taehyung was emphatic and genuine, gently touching the fresh wound on the apple of your cheek.
âI.. know that, Taehyung.â You again felt that same urge to touch his hand that touched you, but you decided against it. âThough I donât need your pity. This doesnât hurt, donât break a sweat about it, please.â You were trying to turn away from his hold but Taehyung didnât let go, maintaining you in his hands.
âItâs not pity, Y/N. Itâs sympathy. This bothers me, okay?â
âI donât need it. Iâve got myself-âÂ
âBut youâre not alone.â Taehyung suddenly stated seriously, tone permeating the air and you just about froze. You only looked at him with furrowed eyebrows, trying to decipher what he was trying to say.
âYouâre not.. alone, okay? You have me.â He spoke as though he was trying to convey a meaningful message, trying to mark his own words. âIn whatever way... you have me.â It was a hesitant claim, but it felt just like when heâd made his promise to you at the altar.Â
And suddenly you found yourself giving in, sighing as you registered this was all pretty much an elaborate reflection of the lesson you learned not so long ago. You and Taehyung are married now, and no matter how that status manifested itself, you had to accept what came with it.
Especially if it meant him.
âOkay.â You replied simply, multiple emotions masked by the plain word.Â
Taehyung looked at you a little surprised youâd actually accepted that, but broke into a genuine grin you hadnât really seen before.Â
And you really did like the way he smiled.
He made you want to smile too, though as your facial muscles worked for the grin your cheek stung, wincing as a result. Taehyung exclaimed within a matter of seconds. âAh, donât move.â He cautioned, smiling a little when you chuckled at his overreaction. âDonât worry, Taehyung. Itâs alright.âÂ
âAlright, my foot.â Taehyung joked, bending down to inspect your wound closer than you expected, and you hid the feeling that shot through you because of his proximity with a nervous laugh, causing you to wince again.Â
âHey, what did I say?â Taehyung chastised you lightly, lips in a straight line as he shook his head disapprovingly. âCâmon, letâs treat this.âÂ
You immediately whined, feeling too lazy to get something so small and insignificant treated. âTaehyung, itâs not even that bad, why?â You pouted.Â
âCause itâll leave a mark on your pretty face.â Taehyung smiled innocently, not even caring about the effect it left on you as he found your hand and tugged you along to the second floor. Your eyes only remained widened, never letting up the surprise that took you.Â
Did he just call you pretty?Â
You let Taehyung lead you to your master bathroom, where he situated you by the counter and shuffled around for his first-aid kit. He finally retrieved the box, dabbing some alcohol onto a cotton swab and bringing it to your face.Â
Taehyung just about performed the action until he began struggling bending to your height, wanting to carefully apply the alcohol. So he tried different angles and maneuvered himself around, all coming up useless. âGod, why do you have to be so small?â Taehyung huffed under his breath as he stood to his full height, contemplating how heâd accomplish this.Â
âIâm not small, youâre just really-â You were about to complete your sentence until Taehyungâs hands suddenly grabbed your waist, lifting you in a single breath and propping you up onto the bathroom counter. You wouldâve exclaimed, maybe protest though believed it wouldâve made the heat in your face so much more apparent.
âThatâs better.â He grinned, biting back a chuckle at your flushed face and widened eyes. Â
Those fucking eyes.Â
Taehyung then found it easier to apply what he needed, cleaning up the wound precariously before dabbing on some ointment to avoid any scarring, only missing a bandage to place on your cheek. Taehyung searched for one in his kit and drawers, though came up empty-handed. He became puzzled as to where he put his bandages, placing his hands in his pockets to think until he felt the familiar scratch of a wrapper.
He furrowed his eyebrows at first until he figured exactly what it was.Â
And he suppressed a stupid grin.Â
Taehyung pulled out the wrapper and watched as you avoided eye contact with him, cheeks still clearly warm as you swung your legs on the counter in anticipation of him.
Cute, he thought.
He ripped the wrapper, chucking the garbage aside as he drew close to your face. His breath suddenly fanned you, mere inches from your face with his lips so proximal you were stupidly remembering your kiss from a couple days ago.
He was just so close. So close that you could actually discern he had this pretty little mole on his cheek, even one just underneath his eye, lining his lash line. You smiled realizing he had such unique details, even seeing he had a mono-lid and a double eyelid. Then came his obvious features, his plushy, pink lips, his chocolate eyes, his soft hair and sculpted face structure. It made you want to hide your own face out of near insecurity.
He was just so beautiful.
You watched him as he focused on you, trying to calm down your oddly racing heart, feeling the sensation of his closeness shoot through your body. He smoothed the bandage over your cheek and drew away far too earlier than you wanted.
âThere. Apply something before putting a bandage on, right?â He cocked an eyebrow and looked at you knowingly, crossing his arms.Â
You immediately smiled at the sentiment, realizing itâs the same line you said to him during your first exchange, and you felt your heart just slightly, slightly flutter at the thought he remembered.
âRight.â
It had been a week since that incident.
Taehyung and yourself had assumed your regular lives, having to drudge back to work after a few days off.
Your motherâs words still lingered around in your head, spoiling your mood here and there though assuming the ever-so healthy manner of simply pushing the mentally detrimental thoughts away, distracting yourself with work.Â
You wish you could detail anymore interactions with Taehyung, though they were scarce with how rarely you saw each other. You both either just missed each other, were too busy to pay attention or simply came home too late. Even sleeping together was hit or miss, usually either of you crawling into bed earlier than the other with no real exchanges.
You could say it made you feel just a little sad, though not entirely considering you two were genuinely busy people, Taehyung an even busier person.
That all came to a full stop though one Friday morning, you were seated by the island and staring at your most recent design for a building, iPad pen twirling in hand. You were sipping on coffee when Taehyung pulled out a chair and suddenly startled you, coffee almost spilling.
âJheez,â you huffed, âyou scared me.âÂ
âSorry, you were just really focused.â Taehyung apologized as he placed his own iPad down, reading away.
Itâd been like this the whole week, you either designing and leading projects at your own job with Taehyung the ever-busy CEO at his own company, causing you both to often sit in each otherâs presence though never take your eyes off your screens.
âHey, I wanted to tell you something.â Taehyung suddenly perked up, stopping his scrolling.Â
âHm?â You looked up.Â
âI shouldâve told you this sooner, but we have to attend a gala tonight.â Taehyung grimaced at how sudden this seemed, arms crossed as he leaned on the counter.
Did the action really have to make his biceps pop?
Anyway, you were nearly spitting out your drink for the umpteenth time because of Taehyung, eyes blown out at his abrupt news.Â
âWh-what did you just say? Tonight?â
âYeah, one of friendsâ companies. 25th anniversary since establishment.â Taehyung went to bite a piece of his toast with strawberry jam.
You noticed he liked strawberries and didnât like bread crust, making you want to smile sometimes at the child-like charm he hid underneath his intimidating persona. âTheyâre holding a huge gala and heâs one of my best friends, weâll have to attend.â
You eventually came to understanding him, trying to wrap your head around having to suddenly attend such a high-end event.Â
âThis event is also going to be our first public appearance together. Itâs important.â Taehyung stressed, back to scrolling through his iPad.Â
âThatâs alright. I donât mind going, itâs just...I donât think I even have a dress for a gala.â You mentally sifted through your own wardrobe, coming up short once you realized you havenât been to an extravagant event like that since you were a teenager.
âI know, I bought one for you.â
You should really stop drinking beverages around Taehyung because you can never seem to keep them in your damn mouth. âYou bought one? Taehyung..â You whined. âWhat did I say about giving me things?âÂ
âHey, what did I say about giving you things?â He scolded you lightly. âI give you things simply because I want to.â Â
You pouted. âStill, you donât even know my size, when did you even have time?â
âThat doesnât matter. Itâll fit you, donât worry.â Taehyung sent a smile as he deflected your question and returned to his iPad, not wanting to reveal that heâd secretly referred to your other dresses in your shared closet for your correct measurements.
âBut it probably wasted your time. I shouldâve gone out and bought it myself.â You felt guilty, realizing it probably made him compromise his work.
âIt wasnât a waste of time.â Taehyung countered, not really liking how you considered yourself not worthy of spending time on.
âI- thank you.â You blurted out before his statement could effect you. âWhen does the event begin?â
â7. You should try getting off work early to get ready.â Taehyung suggested, sipping his tea as he looked at you.
âOh God, Iâm gonna have to doll myself up. I havenât done that in ages.â You held a hand to your mouth, trying to digest the fact youâd probably have to look like a trophy wife.Â
âI could get you a makeup artist and hair stylist.â Taehyung offered.Â
âNo, itâs okay. I think Iâll be fine. I just havenât been to a gala in a long time.â You felt surprised about the fact yourself. âIâm gonna have to meet so many people.âÂ
âYou will, but Iâll be there.â Taehyung assured, glancing up at you.
âOf course, but you wonât be with me the entire night. Iâll have to brush up on my rich people skills.â You blew a raspberry, knowing you had great interpersonal skills but just didnât like acting so fake all the time.Â
âI wonât leave, just stick with me the whole night.â Taehyung stated as he absentmindedly held his index finger to his lips reading an email, quite goddamn illegally if you had to say so yourself.Â
âI will.â You confirmed, erasing at a line on your iPad. âWill you come home early too?â
Taehyung clicked his tongue disappointingly. âI will but just barely on time. Fridayâs mean meetings for me, so I canât leave early. Iâll get ready at work, come back inside the house to get you.â
âOkay.â Youâre not sure why you felt suddenly sad he wouldnât be home earlier. Maybe it was just the usual feeling of not wanting to be alone, because God forbid you actually started getting used to Taehyungâs presence.Â
Taehyung rose from his seat and cast his iPad to the side, sliding on his suit jacket as he glanced at his watch, checking the time. You noticed yourself and flashed your vision to your iPad, gawking at the time and realizing you could be late.Â
âOh shit, I have to go.âÂ
âMe too, Iâll see you tonight, okay?â Taehyung confirmed as he made his way to the front door, fixing his sleeve. You propped off your own seat and began walking towards the stairs, just about ascending until Taehyung suddenly called your name.Â
âY/N!â He peeked out from the front door, seconds from leaving.Â
âYes?âÂ
âI hope you like the colour, itâs one of my favourites.â Taehyung smiled sweetly, sending his last farewell before he dashed out of the house.Â
Your eyebrows shot up and practically gawked, immediately running up the stairs thinking of where to find this dress. He had to have hidden it from you considering heâs been doing so ever since he mysteriously bought it.Â
You instinctively rushed into your shared bedroom to grab a scrunchy for the day, all distracted until you caught sight of a white box adorned with a black bow sitting atop your bed.Â
Your eyes went wide just reading the infamous label.Â
Chanel.Â
You had to physically keep from flooring yourself, in disbelief heâd purchased you a Chanel dress. You were even more fearful to uncover it, the information of him buying it himself raking your brain.Â
It was even his favourite colour, nearly swooning at the fact he chose for you to wear his favourite colour. So you made your way over to the box hesitantly, untying the ribbon and casting the lid aside cautiously, only to audibly gasp.Â
Your eyes fell to a ruby red dress with a delicate V neckline, completely blown away he chose such a bold colour for you to wear.Â
You carefully grabbed the dress to take it out of its box, revealing more to discover it was a floor-length gown. It produced a small train though lifted in the front to reveal the shoes youâd wear, the skirt of plain, thick fabric until you saw the torso area; light beading expanding from the stomach area eventually leading into the skirt.Â
Shock wasnât even the correct word to use, you were stunned, completely taken by his choice. The dress was simply gorgeous, beautiful in its own right and you were almost too afraid to wear it.Â
Nonetheless, this event was important to Taehyung, so you took a deep breath, tucked the dress back into its box and mentally prepared yourself for the day ahead.Â
It was bordering 6:30 now.Â
Youâd successfully left work early, around the 2 oâclock mark to come home and indulge in a 4 hour self-care routine. Itâd seriously been too long since you last attended an event similar to this, grand in size and visited by at least a hundred people.Â
It reminded you of your engagement party, though not entirely since there would paparazzi and would be your first real appearance with Taehyung ever since your wedding.Â
And quite frankly, you really wanted look better than you did then. You labelled it pretty much a disaster since you were a catatonic mess regretting all her life choices, probably looking unappealing in all your photos.Â
Along with knowing the impact Taehyung has, not only in the business world but in general also left you wanting to up your game. You were his wife now, and that came with a high amount of scrutiny and criticism having nabbed one of the most eligible bachelorâs in Korea.
Youâd already given up ever checking any articles and avoided social media, knowing that there would be inevitably nasty and judgmental comments. This night was important though, where youâd flank him as the women heâs so-called âin love withâ or the âlove of his lifeâ.Â
It also dawned on you Taehyung in fact had a high-valued reputation to uphold, and so did you as his wife.Â
So as you stood before the mirror in the walk-in closet, inspecting your dress, you contemplated how youâd survive this night, how you would act as the perfect, most suitable wife to Taehyung.Â
You really wanted to hide your face out of how dolled up you looked; your makeup was on the elegant side, not heavy but brushed up to look soft, completed with red lipstick that matched your dress and hair set around your face in loose waves.Â
The dress looked almost embarrassingly good on you, Taehyung somehow having chosen the right sized dress as it hugged your every curve right, accentuating the right parts of your body and even the V neckline not dipping too low, but showing quite the generous amount of skin.Â
You couldnât stop blushing at all.Â
Taehyung had finally arrived at the house, rushing inside quickly registering he was cutting the time close. âY/N! Iâm home!â he called for you, quickly checking his appearance in a mirror as he smoothed pieces of his parted hair, curling just before his eyes and revealing some forehead.
âIâm in our room!âÂ
He approved his own look in the mirror and jogged up the stairs, mentally preparing himself before heâd have to see you in the dress he chose, almost excited about it.Â
Heâd simply loved it at first sight, and couldnât stop pondering what the striking colour would look like on you. So as Taehyung entered your bedroom, he became confused finding it empty. He then ventured further inside, catching sight of the ajar closet door and light beaming through.Â
He sauntered over carefully, peeking inside and Taehyungâs jaw nearly dropped to the floor, almost stupidly.Â
His eyes fell to you standing in front of the mirror, fidgeting as you looked at yourself in the dress with the back of it undone.Â
And Taehyung had never seen anything more pretty in his life.Â
He was speechless for the umpteenth time because of you, not even knowing how to begin a sentence because he might sound like a second grader if he did. So all Taehyung could muster up the literacy to say was âWow.âÂ
You turned around instantly, eyes looking as though you were a deer caught in headlights. Taehyungâs eyes widened even more peering at the elegant front, jaw almost slack as he scanned over your body.
âT-Taehyung.â You couldnât think of anything else to say.Â
Taehyung still seemed to be struggling a little, eyes glued to you until he cleared his throat and looked away. âUm, yeah?âÂ
âS-sorry, but.. could you actually..?â And you did it again, angling your back towards Taehyung to call to the zipper of your dress. You really couldnât try zipping it yourself, which left it sitting comfortably just at your lower back, your skin exposed to Taehyung.Â
You could visibly see Taehyung flash his eyes to your skin until he looked elsewhere, nodding as he licked his lips. âSure.âÂ
You watched him near you, his face blank as he took a handful of your hair and softly placed in front of you. He then brought his hand against your side to hold you in place, his other working for the zipper. It was another case of his rather hot breath fanning your back, almost teasingly zipping up your dress by simple inches.Â
He was close again, closer than heâs been in a week and you sincerely hated it always affected you in some way. It made your chest flutter, suck in a breath you didnât even need to hold in. You relaxed when Taehyung finally finished, his hands gripping your arms from behind as he looked at you through the mirror.
And for some odd reason, he liked how your heights contrasted each other.Â
He had the slightest hint of a smile, eyes seeming to gleam with something you couldnât quite decipher.Â
âYou look pretty.â He said, gazing at you through the reflection and you had to physically stop from beaming like an idiot. Your chest fills with butterflies, face collecting with heat at his compliment.Â
How could an Adonis like him call you pretty?
You bit your lip, gazing up at his taller, impeccably dressed reflection as you admired him, his every feature crafted to a degree of perfection that left you in awe.Â
âYou look really handsome.â You complimented, watching his lips just about curve into a smile that met his eyes, and you wish he didnât have to look so handsome when he smiled too.Â
âThank you.â He voiced before turning you around by your arms to face him. âMake sure you wear a coat tonight, itâs cold.â He informed, you nodding until your quick eyes spotted his tie loosened by just a centimeter, throwing you off.Â
âOh, your tie.â You exclaimed quietly, reaching for it without a thought and pushing it upwards, angling it to perfection. Taehyung suddenly froze, unexpecting of you doing such a thing and so proximal his nose flooded with your perfume, liking the scent.Â
Peonies.Â
He tensed with an unknown feeling until your gazes locked on each other, simply looking to look while your hands remained on his tie. He realized more than a second passed and Taehyung scrambled for something to say, sputtering.
âIâll uh.. Iâll be waiting out front.â He assured as he stepped away, exiting the room quickly and leaving you to your lonesome.Â
This was gonna be one hell of a night, you thought.
âRemember, thereâs going to be a lot of cameras and people here. Weâll really need to act like a couple.â Taehyung sat beside you in the back of an Escalade, manspreading in all his glory and you were sincerely glad he couldnât read your mind.
âGot it, letâs give emâ a show.â You cheered with your little fists, determined as the car arrived at the lavish venue.Â
âYeah, letâs do it.â Taehyung mimicked your action. âDonât worry about getting nervous, Iâm there.â He assured for good measure, gauging your affirmation. Â
You nodded as you took a deep breath, smoothing over your dress and fixing your hair. Taehyung unbuckled his seatbelt and leaned into you, speaking near your ear. âIâll get out first and open the door for you, wait here.â You tensed at the action before nodding again, Taehyung making his way out the car.Â
He then opened your door as promised within seconds, greeting you with a warm smile as he held out his hand for you. You grinned back at him affectionately as you took it, adjusting your dress to step onto the concrete.Â
You were met by dozens of camera flashes and a yelling crowd, shouting various things you couldnât quite make out. You were almost distracted by it and felt a small sense of anxiety creep up you, until Taehyung pulled you flush against his side, hand curving around your waist.
You smiled up at him in accordance, and he beamed back as he walked you two down the carpet leading into the venue, casually ignoring all the noise and people.Â
Taehyung guided you inside safely to where you were welcomed by a beautiful looking hall, pristine and extremely elegant. It was surely fitting for a grand gala. Your eyes caught a small crowd of photographers in the foyer snapping photos at a certain wall with a backdrop, curiosity dawning on you as Taehyung led you towards the coat check.Â
âWhatâs happening there?â You pointed towards the scene.Â
âOh, exclusive press.â He snuck a look, stripping off his coat. âTheyâre the ones I was talking about, theyâre gonna take pictures of us.â Taehyung answered distracted as he retrieved your coat and gave both to the coat checker, smiling a thank you.Â
You didnât even have time to really respond as Taehyung dragged you to the very scene, the pair of you next to have photos taken. You tried to process the whole thing as he walked you over, mentally preparing to look your best until Taehyung suddenly whispered lowly in your ear again.Â
And again, it sent shivers down your spine.Â
âJust smile and hold me, okay?â Your chest fluttered for an odd reason, nodding back to him as he brought you in front of the line of photographers.Â
You stayed true to your promise and tucked an arm around his torso as the other draped his chest, closest to him as you could. Taehyung almost settled next to you until he felt something at his feet, noticing he was nearly stepping on your gown.Â
He broke away from you, unexpectedly bending down to catch the skirt of your dress and delicately fix it behind you. You heard the hushed exclamations of the photographers, most of them doting on his considerate act as you just about protested, though suddenly remembered Taehyungâs words from today.Â
It was probably better to stay silent.Â
So you simply smiled as you watched Taehyung adjust your dress, feeling a warm sensation spread across your chest when he returned even though it most likely was for show, his hands coming back on you.Â
This time you didnât try to suppress anything, allowing some of your feelings to manifest into a real smile, remembering you were to appear as a couple anyway.Â
And whether or not there was some truth to your expressions, was anyone really keeping track?
You two began posing for the photographers, smiling in all directions and clutching onto each other closely. You occasionally tried different angles to look better, everything going smoothly until you heard someone shout out, eyes widening as a result.
âKiss her!âÂ
It wasnât long before the other photographers began agreeing, encouraging Taehyung to kiss you and you had no clue how he would react. You were slightly biting your lip as you were occupied avoiding eye contact, that was until Taehyung quietly called you.
âY/N, look at me.âÂ
âHm?â You instinctively responded and looked up at him, completely taken by surprise when Taehyung suddenly planted a soft kiss to your forehead. Your eyes visibly went wider, only his chest to stare at until he eventually disconnected.
He returned his eyes to you and grinned at your wide-eyed reaction, suddenly reminding you. âSmile,â he encouraged with the flash of his own boxy grin, wanting to see you smile.Â
And it damn well worked.Â
Taehyung was right about the size of this gala.Â
Huge.Â
It was grand, the entire hall seeming to be spat right out of a castle with about a hundred fancy-looking people inside. You thought it wouldâve been uninteresting and difficult to communicate with others tonight and put on your best fake smile, though the nightâs atmosphere amassed with champagne, good food and great conversationalists left you in a better mood than you expected.Â
It was actually quite fun, finding yourself genuinely conversing with the people Taehyung dragged you to meet, keeping to your promise of staying right by his side the whole night, and he kept his, never having left you.Â
Youâd met various people, having gotten familiar to Taehyungâs high-status world of business and relations. Long story short, Taehyung knew a lot of people, and you were surprised at how extroverted he suddenly seemed. Â
He was practically a social butterfly, not having forgotten a single name of who he spoke to along with somehow remembering personal details about their lives. It left you impressed, joining along with his light-hearted conversation with your own extrovert tendencies.Â
Everyone youâd met had been nice so far, but by far the most amusing people youâd met had to have been Taehyungâs 5 best friends, the same ones youâd seen in his photographs.Â
âY/N, this is Kim Namjoon and Seokjin, theyâre brothers.âÂ
Both tall and quite frankly broad men greeted you warmly, one of them having a nice dimply smile while the other was far too handsome to be looked at for free.Â
âNice to meet you, Y/N.â They said after another, reaching out to shake your hand. âWeâre co-CEOs of one of Koreaâs largest private airline.â Namjoon of the two informed. Â
âLikewise. And wow, thatâs impressive.â You complimented. âMight I also say, youâre both.. tall.â You had to almost crane your neck to meet their eyes, thankful for the heels you were wearing as the group laughed at your remark.Â
âPerhaps, though youâre quite short yourself, Y/N.â Seokijn commented light-heartedly, causing you to playfully pout and retort him. âOh câmon, I hear that from Taehyung already, not you too.â You giggled, absentmindedly leaning into Taehyung as he tensed, your body pressing into his.Â
âItâs cause Taehyung likes short girls, teasing means he likes you.â A built looking man with longer hair suddenly joked, nudging Taehyung with his elbow.
âShut up, Jungkook. I was gonna give you a proper introduction, not anymore.â Taehyung scolded, though Jungkook persisted.Â
âWell, you just said my name, thatâs already half the intro.â Jungkook then gently took your hand, placing a chaste kiss against the back of it you didnât expect at all.Â
âNice to meet you, Y/N. Jeon Jungkook, CEO of Koreaâs largest game development company.â Jungkook sent you a kind smile and it was hard to not compare him to a bunny, his teeth reminding you of one.Â
âYah, donât do thatâ Taehyung swatted Jungkookâs hand away, protesting disapprovingly.Â
âWoah, did Taehyung just get jealous?â Namjoon inquired shocked.
âSomebody get their phone out, weâll need evidence I didnât hit him first.â Jungkook held up his hands in mock surrender.Â
âJungkook, the only thing weâre finding in our phones is videos of you nibbling on carrots.â Taehyung quipped and it made the group chortle, yourself speaking up at the mention of a rabbit.Â
âActually, I was thinking you resemble a bunny.â You simply wanted to voice an observation, though it sent the whole group into a frenzy.Â
âSee Jungkook! Other people notice it too!â A man you hadnât been introduced to yet suddenly burst out, though you could automatically tell he gave off this radiant energy that was infectious.Â
He almost felt like the sun.Â
âWhatever, Hoseok, youâre like a squirrel.â Jungkook countered and you digested the manâs name for information.Â
âAnd youâre a rabbit, you better buy me what we wagered.â Hoseok scolded from what you could assume, was the younger of the two.Â
âWagered? I donât remember anything about that.â Jungkook feigned innocence as he looked off to the side.
âJungkook, we were all there that day, you owe Hoseok a vending machine.â Namjoon spoke up, laughing through the remark.Â
âGuys. Y/N is literally right here, we didnât even introduce ourselves properly.â A man with a fairly sweet voice interjected. He had such soft visuals, almost similar to an angel if you wanted to be honest.Â
He then looked to you with a sweet smile, extending his hand. âNice to meet you, Y/N. Park Jimin, CEO of Park Hotels & Resortsâ
âThis is his event.â Taehyung informed.
âOhh, nice to meet you!â You perked up, his aura making you feel all comfortable and giggly, there was just something about his bubbly energy.Â
The man named Hoseok then extended his hand, âNice to meet you, Y/N. Jung Hoseok. Sorry for the late introduction, but I basically own a bunch of famous clubs across Korea.â He laughed all dimply and warm, and he really did remind you of the sun.Â
âOh wow, hopefully weâll get to visit sometime! Clubs are so fun.â You lit up, all excited about a good club scene until Taehyung ruined your fun.Â
âNuh uh, not after your little drunk scene at our engagement party.â Taehyung looked down at you and chastised.Â
âTaehyung, it wasnât even that much. Donât be dramatic.â You scolded him back.Â
âAlright Miss Iâm-Not-A-Lightweight, I almost had to carry you.âÂ
âI was walking just fine last time I remembered.â You crossed your arms and feigned innocence, Taehyung growing scandalized.Â
âOh really, now?â He cocked an eyebrow, just about to continue until Namjoon interjected. âLooks like married lifeâs been treating you guys well.âÂ
âOf course, they look practically in love.â Hoseok beamed sarcastically, gesturing towards you both.
âCâmon, Taehyung, tell us what you love about her. Letâs see the simping.â Jungkook playfully taunted Taehyung, egging him on. Â
âShut up. You all already know our marriage isnât real.â Taehyung rebutted the younger man, eyes narrowed.Â
You were taken aback, eyes flashing to Taehyung. âThey know?âÂ
âOf course they do, your best friend knows too, doesnât she?â Taehyung was referring to Hana, and you acquiesced realizing he had a point.Â
âYou know, you guys say itâs a fake marriage but you look pretty close to me.â Jimin pointed towards Taehyungâs arm still hugging around your waist, causing you both to realize and promptly disconnect.Â
âNo, we arenât.â You and Taehyung retorted at the same time, vision snapping to each other with shocked eyes.Â
âOh câmon, Tae, youâre really gonna say about your wife?â Seokjin teased him, playful lilt to his tone.Â
âYeah, Taehyung, just look at her, how arenât you whipped already?â Jungkook remarked as he gestured towards you, feeling shy as your feet shuffled.Â
âIâm not answering that.â Taehyung bit back with an irritated tone, folding his arms as he broke eye contact with the group.Â
You decided to lighten the mood. âGuys, please, the only thing Taehyungâs whipped for is his company.â You joked, and despite the small sense of hurt saying that sentence, you felt joy making the men suddenly laugh so loudly.Â
Taehyungâs shy and embarrassed expression was even more priceless.Â
âOh my God, Y/N, youâre seriously the perfect match for him.â Hoseok added on as he laughed and you couldnât help but bite back a smile, not knowing what he meant by that though taking it as a compliment.
âAlright guys, remember we had a mission: operation make-Taehyung-and-Y/Nâs-marriage-seem-real-as-fuck.â Jungkook suddenly put on the theatrics and halted the group, changing the conversation.Â
âOh yeah, we had a whole plan, didnât we?â Jimin remembered.Â
âYup. Gotta prepare them for nosey press and annoying relatives. We should start with questions theyâd get asked. Make it like a fake interview or something.â Namjoon suggested, leading along the others as he pretended to hold a microphone.Â
âYouâre all some of the richest men in Seoul yet youâre acting like children. I donât know you people.â Taehyung tried waving the men off while you couldnât help but laugh, finding them the most fun people youâve encountered.Â
Childish or not, they were completely unexpected of what you thought a group of CEOs. They didnât live up to the clichĂ© uptight and uber sophisticated stereotype, rather open and acted however they chose.Â
It was refreshing.Â
âItâs cause weâre friends with you, Taehyung.â Hoseok shot back and it made everyone snicker.Â
âI got it. Letâs ask them to spill some details about each other only theyâd know. Someoneâs bound to ask that.â Seokjin reasoned, gauging agreeance from the others.Â
âOh my God, you guys already know our marriage is fake. Why would you make this up?â You asked through a giggle, still finding the situation comical.Â
âSorry Mrs. Kim, but thatâs precisely why, and Iâm afraid we donât know what you mean by âfakeâ. Now tell the good press something about Mr. Kim we donât know.â Jungkook began the skit as he held his fake microphone towards you, the others joining in as though imitating paparazzi.Â
âAlright, this is gonna be exclusive, pens ready?â You decided to join them, and they all nodded in confirmation as Taehyung flashed his eyes to you, unprepared for you to play along.Â
âMr. Kim is quite something.â You addressed him formally for effect. âHe acts all mysterious and cool, but heâs actually just a cuddler who likes tea and cuts the crusts off his bread.â You relayed with a wide grin, all of them suddenly exclaiming and reacting like a high schooler has just confessed the name of their crush.Â
âOh my God, Tae, seriously? Bread crusts? What are you, like, 3?â Seokjin teased.Â
âHyung, your ears literally turn red when people give you attention. Are you 3?â Taehyung retorted and it only elicited more noise from the group, Seokjin exclaiming defensively and Taehyung bringing a hand up to his forehead, sighing.Â
âGuys! Okay, letâs get some real answers here. We gotta know what Y/N would say if someone asked her.. maybe some things she likes about Taehyung. Letâs hear it.â Jimin got everyone back on track, attention on you.Â
You smiled nervously and flashed a look towards Taehyung, who still had this arms folded and vision looking off to the side, ignoring the entire situation before him.Â
You could tell he was pissed with the way his jaw locked, though the fact that he wasnât paying attention made you a little more confident.Â
Taehyung wasnât exactly pissed, though if he could bonk all his friends on the head a few times he would. He knew teasing and jokes were all common within the group, he just didnât expect to be the sole target tonight, and so he decided to smoothly neglect the conversation altogether.Â
He was succeeding, not expecting you to answer their question seriously until Taehyung suddenly heard you speak up, surprised eyes flickering to you.Â
âHmm, if I had to say..â You were hesitant, Taehyung shocked you were even answering.Â
What would you say?Â
âHe has nice, big hands.â You admitted softly, Taehyungâs brows raising with surprise. âHe has a nice voice, too, and... his smile.â You added as you nodded to yourself, confirming your own list and Taehyung was left damn near speechless once again.Â
He didnât really know how to act, acknowledging his face as the most common thing people liked about him, rarely ever hearing those aspects of himself mentioned.Â
And he oddly felt.. nice.
âAwh, now thatâs cute, good job, Y/N.â Jungkook praised you, Hoseok then pointing his make-believe mic in Taehyungâs direction.Â
âYour turn, Chairman Kim, what do you like most about your wife?â He mimicked an interviewer and everyone followed in accordance, mics shifting towards him.Â
âUhh..â Taehyung became slightly nervous under everyoneâs scrutiny, not knowing if he should assume his usual unreadable nature or answer their request truthfully.Â
âTae, dude, if you donât say anything then I will.â Jungkook declared, just about ready to speak again until you cut him off, snorting.Â
âDonât sweat it, guys. He wonât say anything.â You really knew Taehyung would have nothing to say, so you crossed your arms and became uninterested in the conversation.
Until Taehyung spoke.Â
âShe does this pouting thing.. with her lips. Itâs cute.â Taehyung started, coming up to rub the back of his neck awkwardly and peer at anything but a pair of eyes. âHer height.. and her eyes. She has nice eyes.âÂ
The floor had to be tired of you by now, because Taehyung seemed to make you want to fall hard pretty often. You didnât know what to do, eyes blown and nearly on the verge of choking, unable to believe a Godly being like Taehyung just admitted to liking something about you.Â
Is this what it feels like to win at life?
His words kept ringing in your head, melting into a shy mess with your cheeks beyond hot, avoiding eye contact with everyone while Taehyung grew slightly embarrassed, similarly looking off to the side.Â
âHoly shit, you guys are actually cute.â Jimin remarked through a chuckle as he pointed at you both, you and Taehyung mirroring the same look of horror while protesting at the same time. âNo we arenât!âÂ
And it only made the men crack up even harder.Â
It was laugh after laugh as that conversation went on, finding a quick and pleasant liking to Taehyungâs friends. Theyâd made it clear as day they liked you as well, to be precise they seemed to love you, making playful nudges at Taehyung for saying yes to someone just right for him; and you seriously pondered what that exactly meant.Â
It was further into the night now, the gala having picked up in activity and passed the long social hour, now leading into more of a party scene as upbeat music filled the hall.Â
Youâd stuck with Taehyung the whole night as promised, having met more of the people he knew. The evening had been quite calm, both you and Taehyung having silently, though mutually ignored the conversation from before for sanity purposes, only focusing on the additional people you met.Â
Taehyung and yourself had been talking up a storm with Jimin for the past half an hour, Taehyung introducing him as his best friend and getting the full run down of how that came about. It was highly entertaining, listening to mentions of alcohol, 4AM fighting and even an incident with dumplings.Â
It had you three laughing merrily while music played, Taehyungâs arm draped around you like it had been for majority of the night, practically hugging you to him. He was elaborating on a story that had something to do with a dream-catcher, all smiles and giggles.Â
That was until Taehyung suddenly froze next to you, sight seeming to set on a person behind Jimin and he immediately changed his aura.Â
âJimin, what the fuck? Did you invite him?â Taehyung cocked his head in the general direction, eyes set hard.Â
Jiminâs eyebrows shot up and and casually looked behind him, registering the culprit himself and turning back to Taehyung. âHoly shit, no, I didnât.âÂ
âThen why is he here?âÂ
âFuck, I donât know, Tae. My parents probably invited him, Iâm sorry.â Jimin apologized as he rubbed the back of his neck, growing apprehensive.
âDonât worry, Jimin. Itâs just.. not him, not fucking him.â Taehyungâs voice grew a little darker, almost hateful as his hand gripped around you tighter. Â
âTaehyung, whatâs wrong?â You asked tentatively, though didnât exactly get a response since Taehyung became distracted, talking more so to himself.Â
âWhy the fuck is he here of all people? Of all damn people..â Taehyung scoffed to himself humorlessly, clearly annoyed.Â
âTaehyung, who?âÂ
âNobody, weâre getting a drink. Jimin, please?â Taehyung and Jimin had a conversation with their eyes, Jimin immediately nodding and moving towards a certain man you barely caught sight off before Taehyung was pulling you away. You tried protesting, but the tightened grip around you and Taehyungâs frustrated expression was enough to shut you up.Â
Something was seriously wrong.Â
You followed him along quietly until you heard a bit of a commotion behind you, able to distinguish Jiminâs voice protesting. You almost looked back until a stranger suddenly snuck up on Taehyung, draping an arm over him.Â
âKim Taehyung! Where you going? Damn, itâs been long.â The man spoke as he lowered his hand to Taehyungâs back, nearly smacking it as though they were old time buddies.Â
Though the expression that painted Taehyungâs face said completely otherwise; he looked extremely irritated, and not the playful type.Â
âHisung, yeah, it has.â Taehyung bleakly acknowledged him, said man with an arm still draped over Taehyungâs shoulders until he shrugged him off harshly, pulling you closer to him protectively.
It made the man direct his attention to you. âOh, this is your wife, right? Nice to meet you, Han Hisung.â The man smiled and extended his hand, not knowing if you should extend yours until Taehyung blatantly cut the man off, physically blocking his hand.Â
âSkip the pleasantries, Hisung, what do you want?â You were shocked to see this emotion on Taehyung; rarely having seen him frustrated, trying to manage his annoyance as he gave Hisung a dead stare, intimidating as ever.Â
Though Hisung didnât cower like everyone else did, seeming to rather thrive.
âI donât want anything. I canât just meet your wife?â He coated his tone condescendingly, gesturing towards you.Â
âNo, you canât. Weâre getting a drink.â Taehyung seriously seemed bothered as he began walking you away with him, the harder squeeze of his hand around you indicating he was either growing more irritated, didnât want to let you go, or a mix of both.Â
âOh, câmon.â Hisung pulled Taehyung back by the shoulder but Taehyung becomes irritated, shoving his arm away harshly.Â
âNot now, Hisung. Not at Jiminâs event.â Taehyung warned him as though he was crossing a fine line, and you grew afraid of what would occur if that were compromised. Â
âWhat, Iâm not doing anything.â Hisung held out his arms, feigning innocence. âI gotta say though, if I wanted one thing itâd be to say your wifeâs hot as fuck.â He cocked an eyebrow and began eyeing you in your dress, growing uncomfortable and sending him a dirty look, though you naturally leaned closer towards Taehyung and he took notice.Â
âSay that again Iâll make you regret it, Hisung.â Taehyungâs jaw was locked, a protective feeling overwhelming him.Â
âYouâre seriously gonna introduce her to everyone but me?â Hisung looked offended. âShe should know who I am, especially to you.â He tried making a point, eluding to something between them.Â
âNah, I donât think so.â Taehyung flat out rejected him, his expression blunt as he seemed to radiate unbothered energy.Â
âI think you should. She should know the kind of man her husband is, and what heâs done.â He said knowingly, in a daunting way that accused Taehyung of something that seemed deeper than it looked. Â
âThereâs nothing to know, and I never did anything.â Taehyung simply denied, as though heâs said this multiple times.
âReally? You donât wanna tell her about how you sabotage people? Use your money to buy success?âÂ
Taehyung had to pinch the bridge of his nose, sighing out frustrated. âFor fuckâs sake, how many times do I have to tell you? Iâve never done shit like that. Leave.â Taehyung finalized, attempting to control his anger.
You were trying to remain calm and look on objectively, though felt a sense of worry for where this was going, only Taehyungâs seemingly instinctive guard on you keeping you from anxiety.Â
Hisung scoffed, âYou know, your wife should know how much of a fucking liar you are.â He spat, his vision suddenly growing narrowed as he eyed you both suspiciously. âCome to think of it, wife kinda sounds like a stretch.âÂ
This time it wasnât even Taehyung responding, you beating him to the punch. âExcuse me? The fuck does that mean?âÂ
âOh, so she talks.âÂ
You were just about stepping forward to give this asshole a piece of your mind until Taehyung suddenly gripped onto your arms from behind, pulling you to him protectively.
âHisung, what the fuck do you want?â Taehyungâs tone was leveled with a sense of controlled rage, clear effort to contain himself and you were completely understanding of that.Â
âNot much. I just find your marriage suspicious, and if I do then others do too. Wouldnât want to taint the precious Kim reputation with that, now would we?â The remark was sly, causing Taehyungâs hold around you to tense. Â
âWhat the fuck are you implying, exactly? Try making some sense.âÂ
âYour marriage isnât convincing, jackass. Thereâs no way you two are really married, donât think I donât know thereâs something behind it.â He stared squarely back at Taehyung, determined. âAnd when I get my hands on that information, don't think you're the only one who can sabotage someone.â Hisung was resolute as he declared his threat, only making Taehyung more resentful, more rash.Â
âYour opinion doesnât matter to me, jackass. Nothing you do doesâ Taehyung was confident in the argument and it oddly made you proud, now understanding why he was so successful and well-acclaimed. Itâs like he truly didn't care what others thought and only lived for the purpose of what he found important to him, contributing to his confidence and composed approach towards life. He carried himself with an affirmed sense of self-worth that never bordered egotistical, and you were lying if you said it wasnât hot sometimes.Â
Because scratch that, it was incredibly hot.Â
Hisung laughed humourlessly, hissing. âI donât think we can say the same about Mrs. Kim, though, her opinion should matter to you, right?â He then suddenly turned his vision to you and drew closer, speaking in a superficially saccharine tone. âJagiya, you should really look into who your husband is. Heâs not half the man he says he is.â Hisung suddenly came too close and Taehyung immediately tugged you behind him, shielding your smaller frame as his tone dangerously darkened.Â
âDonât call her that, and never fucking come near her.â Taehyung was seething now, clutching one of your hands so tightly you became worried of his heightened emotions.
âNah, I donât think so.â Hisung mimicked him. âShe should know Iâd treat her better than her asshole of a husband, make sure sheâs nice and satisfied with how much of a man I am compared to you.â Hisung remarked without a single care, and you nearly felt the blooding searing in Taehyungâs veins.Â
But you could tell that was exactly Hisungâs goal; to rile Taehyung up and it unfortunately worked. No longer was the calm, cool and collected Taehyung you knew, instead feeling him suddenly rush towards Hisung with a fist until you gripped onto his jacket from behind, calling his name.Â
âTae.â Your voice was soft, immediately stopping him as you clutched urgently. Taehyung could hear the frailty of your worried voice, could feel your little hold on his jacket as he came to his senses.
Taehyung grinded his teeth hard as his fist tightened for a mere second before steadily loosening, calming himself down before he made his last remark. âGo fuck yourself, Hisung.â Taehyung spat with pure disdain as he turned around and swept up your hand, leading you away from the situation as far as possible.Â
He pulled you along hastily, walking with a sense of speed that almost had you tripping on your dress. You were seconds from telling him to slow down until he stopped you both in a hallway.
âTaehyung, wh-â You almost got out until Taehyung suddenly pushed you up against the nearest wall, breath hot and heavy as he huffed frustratedly, raw anger written all over him.Â
Taehyungâs entire towering body was unexpectedly inches from you, his forearms laid against the marble tiling above your head as he hung his own low, almost trying to conceal his face into your shoulder. Itâs like he was blocking you off from any other person, defensively caging you as his chest rose and fell shallowly with white hot anger, your face tucked into his shoulder. His heated breath was continuously tickling the exposed skin of your neck, so close your heart was beating faster than it shouldâve.Â
You were only left shocked, hands fallen slack by your sides and unable to move.Â
âIâm sorry.â He huffed out suddenly. âFuck, Iâm so sorry Iâm just.. really angry right now and I canât calm down.â Taehyung seemed infuriated though worried, his hands clutching into fists above you as he leaned in even closer, mere centimeters between you two as he remained pressed into your personal space.
âShit, donât be scared I just-fuck, I hate him. Heâs the only person who makes me so angry.â Taehyung breathed out frustratedly, eyes shut as he tried to control himself. âAnd fuck, I didnât want him near you. I donât want him to talk to you. I donât want anyone to fucking come near you.âÂ
Taehyungâs confessions kept coming and you were simply taken aback, another show of his emotions on full display and you wondered how he always so neatly composed himself.
âTae-â
âJust stay in front of me, please.â He begged. âWhere I can see you, just stay here.â He stressed, trying his best to breathe properly but only failed. âI donât.. think I like when other guys are around you.â He confessed out of nowhere, trying to work through the claim hesitantly at first until he eventually nodded, affirming it.Â
âYeah, I donât like it.â He declared as he continued to lean in, his proximity allowing for you to constantly smell his intoxicating, Invictus cologne; its sexy scent paired with his perfectly tailored suit hugging the curves of his large, broad body only arousing your nerves.Â
âGod, fuck.â He huffed out. âNo matter what, stay away from Hisung. Never talk to him. He ruins everything he touches, every fucking thing.â Taehyung was dead serious, still hiding his face from you as he spoke angrily near your ear. âHeâs been trying to ruin me for years. Heâs already tried with everything else and heâll come for you. He canât ruin our marriage, and I swear to God if he fucking does anything to you-â
âTaehyung, hey, shh.â You brought your hands up to his chest to try calming him down, able to discern Taehyung ever rarely grew angry and when he did, just needed someone to quell his troubles. âBreathe, Taehyung, breathe, okay?â You spoke with a soft tone, trying to contrast the white hot anger you could sense in him by rubbing his chest pacifyingly.Â
Taehyung immediately tensed at the action, almost in shock until he ultimately tried to breathe, slow and steady.Â
âThere you go, thatâs better.â You encouraged into his shoulder, hands resting and lightly massaging as you inquired. âTalk to me, Taehyung, whatâs wrong? Whoâs Hisung?âÂ
âFuck, Iâll get angry again.â He warned, breath still hot and heavy as you smoothed over his dress shirt, trying to soothe him. Â
âItâs okay. Iâm here, Tae, you have me. Tell me anything.â You assured and attempted to mirror his own words from a week ago, worried about his open show of emotions and thinking you should be helpful, make sure you're supplying all the support he needs because he may never be this open again.Â
Taehyungâs temper was still high, more of his hot breath on your shoulder as he spoke, lips still by your ear and the bass in his voice sending currents through you.Â
âIt goes back 3 years, rival companies.â He began. âHis father was dismissed as CEO and they held a shareholders meeting to decide a new one. Long story short, he won the vote, but only by a 49-51 percent margin. He barely scrapped by, and after he was appointed CEO he found out his major shareholders voted against him. What made things worse was that right after, they pulled all their shares from his company and invested in mine, and he fucking-â Taehyung was growing frustrated again recounting the story, his body rising and falling faster until your hands snaked up to his jaw, fingers splaying across his cheeks as you held his face pacifyingly.Â
âTaehyung, breathe again. Youâre fine.â You felt him listen to you, breathing deeply as he became more composed again, continuing.
âHe thinks I sabotaged him, that I colluded with his shareholders and used my money when I never did. I only had acquainted relationships with them at the time and never convinced them of anything. They told me they chose to invest because they saw me as the better company, the more competent CEO.â Taehyung was venting, and you let him exactly do so by attentively listening, holding him.Â
âIt wasnât my fault, but he thinks it is. And now heâs made it his lifeâs mission to ruin mine, ruin anything he can get his hands on because heâs convinced I ruined his.â Taehyung sounded upset, clearly fed up with having to deal with such an incessant pain in the ass.Â
âJust not you,â He sounded like he was pleading, a whisper. âNot fucking you, he canât ruin us, or our marriage.â Â
âHe wonât, Taehyung. We wonât let him.â The pads of your thumbs smoothed over Taehyungâs skin, trying to ease him as he moved back slightly, vision meeting yours.
âY/N, I donât lie. I wouldnât sabotage anybody, I donât play dirty like that. Even if the business world is riddled with people like that, I would never do it. Iâm not like that at all.â A hint of desperation leaked into his tone, eyes gentle as he so emphatically tried to convince you he was nothing like Hisung said.Â
And you found your heart softening thinking about the fact that it affected him so much. That while he didnât care what others thought of him, he somehow valued what you thought.Â
âTaehyung, donât worry, I know, okay? Youâre completely fine. He just tries to rile you up because he knows youâre better, more competent.â You slid your hands back down over his neck, letting them rest over his strong chest again. It made your breaths uneven, registering how close he was to you, just inches from your face.Â
âHe probably knows those shareholders chose you because youâre the better CEO. He knows it, he just tries to deny the truth by looking for ways to ruin your life, so he doesnât have to accept heâs inferior.â You offered earnestly, rhythmically smoothing him over. Taehyungâs eyes suddenly swirled with a sense of ease, his tense body now seeming to relax. âYou think so?âÂ
âOf course, Tae. Youâre nothing like that, I know youâre not.â You said determinedly, gripping his shirt lightly to drive your point forward, eyes conveying warmth.Â
Though the response that met you was Taehyung gazing into your eyes boldly as he heard you address him so casually by a nickname already, his look containing something you couldnât decipher, and it left butterflies swarming your chest.Â
You didnât realize how intoxicatingly close you both were in this position; Taehyungâs arms caging you against the wall, body pressing into you as he looked at you, not breathing hard anymore but hotly, like he was feeling something he was attempting to manage. Your hands funnily contrasted the size of his chest as he glanced at them, then up at him, clutching him a little tighter the more the tension seemed to build. Â
It was obvious now, both of you were merely staring at each other, Taehyungâs Adamâs apple bobbing as he swallowed and your eyes followed the movement, something unknown alighting inside you at the image. It called necessary attention to his sculpted neck and you found yourself wondering if youâd ever get to lay kisses on it, possibly even mark it
You bit your lip at the thought, hating that such an idea dawned on you, igniting with something unholy the more you breathed in his sexy scent, his large body enclosing you. It sent chills down your spine, trying to contain yourself by shifting and clamping down on your lip harder.
Taehyungâs eyes flickered to the very action, his undivided attention now on your mouth. He could feel every harder squeeze of your hands on his chest as the heat rose, fisting his own hands against the wall with the need to draw himself closer to you, especially with the way you looked right now.Â
Taehyung already couldnât keep his hands off you when you resembled the hottest, and yet most gorgeous thing heâs ever seen in that dress. Either a sweet angel descended from heaven or the right kind of demon he craved. It was even more difficult knowing itâs a dress he chose, adoring the way you were wrapped up in his favourite colour, and thought red has never looked better on anyone else.
It also made him think of some things he shouldnât speak aloud. Though Taehyung knew you, and knew you weren't ready for anything of that sort, so he remained collected and only stuck to having an arm around you tonight, mindful of boundaries.Â
But when you were under his scrutiny, smaller self tucked against a wall because of him and clearly hot and bothered yourself, your exposed skin raking his brain, he couldnât keep from nearing your lips.Â
Heâs once felt how soft they were before, seeing on multiple occasions how plushy they truly are and desiring to feel that same soft sensation again. So he disregarded all thought, coming forward inch by inch as he gauged your response, and when he viewed you fluttering your eyes shut and lifting your head towards him, he fought back cracking a smirk.Â
Taehyung was milliseconds from connecting your mouths, feeling the skin of his lips blissfully brush yours as his sweet breath invaded your mouth, only for a frantic voice suddenly calling out his name to interrupt, the very culprit tumbling into the hallway.Â
âTaehyung! Y/N- oh shit.â Taehyung immediately ducked his face away from you and you hastily let him go, Taehyung puffing out frustrated air as he met his friendsâ eyes. âJimin.. what?âÂ
âI-uh. Iâm sorry, but I got Hisung kicked out and weâre gonna start the last toast. You guys should um...be there.â Jimin cleared his throat and began shuffling, avoiding eye contact with the both of you.Â
âOkay, weâre coming.âÂ
âSorry, again.â Jimin bowed lightly and nearly made a break for it.Â
Taehyung sighed heavily, pushing himself off the wall and straightening up as he freed you, finally able to breathe peacefully.Â
âWe should um.. go.â He voiced awkwardly.
âYeah.. just give me a second. Iâll be back from the restroom.â You dared to make eye contact with him to seem unaffected, though panicked the instant your gazes locked.
âOkay.â He nodded, seeming unbothered.
You grasped the skirt of your dress and your heels clacked against the tiled flooring as you scurried off, needing to find the bathroom to see whether or not you appeared as much of a mess as you felt.Â
You bolted inside and ran towards the sink, spotting two women possibly your age by the mirror though ultimately ignored them, patting over your cheeks to feel how warm they were.Â
Were you really just seconds away from kissing Taehyung? Kissing him? What wouldâve happened if Jimin never walked in? Would you have kissed him for however long, would you have stopped it?Â
Even better question, why didnât you stop it? Why were you so ready to kiss him, maybe even excited by the very idea? It sent a chill down your spine, even recalling that Taehyung stated earlier he liked your lips.Â
Kim Taehyung liked your lips, the same ridiculously high-status, wealthy man people were on their knees for, practically Seoulâs most powerful CEO and Koreaâs seemingly unattainable bachelor; that same Taehyung was the one who liked not only your lips, but your height, even your eyes.Â
He said they were nice.Â
You didnât even want to unbox the entire Hisung situation. He so naturally defended you, even held you back out of consideration for your safety it seemed, and it frightened you how much you liked it, liked that he was so protective and made all those confessions about disliking other men around you.
It may have been possessive, but you fucking liked it.Â
And you already felt doomed.Â
You were simply imploding on yourself, having your own personal meltdown when one of the two women audaciously addressed you, tone light and airy.Â
âOh my God, are you Min Y/N?â She inquired.Â
You flashed your eyes to her, answering with furrowed eyebrows. âUh, Kim Y/N now, but yes.âÂ
âWow, so youâre the woman Kim Taehyung married?â The other one perked up.Â
â..Yes.â You answered confused. Â
The other woman really scoffed here, scoffed, âSong-i, itâs the other way around. She married him.â The rather rude looking woman clarified, and you found out right after just how rude she was. âThe Kim Taehyung would never willingly marry someone like her.âÂ
Your expression immediately contorted, unbelieving of her audacity. âExcuse me?âÂ
âDonât think weâre stupid, everyone knows you seduced him into it.â She nearly spat, tone snobby as ever.Â
You guffawed humourlessly, truly having it up to here with today because it seemed never-ending with bullshit. âThink what you want, but I didnât seduce him.âÂ
âWe know youâre lying, he wouldnât marry some runaway like you. You came out of nowhere, you clearly got into his bed before you got him to the altar.â The other one added on, painting their twisted narrative together.Â
âIt wasnât like that all, but if you want to think so because youâre not the one he takes home at night, then be my fucking guest.â You countered them, look sharp enough you were sure you could cut a diamond.Â
They both took immediate offence, having the audacity to near you and invade your personal space. âYouâre not the only woman heâs taken home, do you really think youâre special?â She insinuated something you werenât dumb enough to not catch, heart sinking at the thought.Â
âWhat exactly are you trying to get at?âÂ
âThe fact that he married you as a favour, you runaway, and everyone knows your marriage isnât love at all.â She relayed with a snippy tone. âDonât you get youâre just charity to him? Everyone knows it, sweetie.âÂ
You were trying hard to think of a way to counter, though your stinging heart took the jab like it was white hot lightning. You felt crushed within seconds at the comment hitting home, sinking lower until you spoke up.Â
âOur marriage isnât your business. Maybe try getting a life before you revolve it around mine.â You spat as you sent them a petty look, making your way out and almost exiting until you felt a splash of water hitting the back of your hair, mouth falling agape at the sheer audacity of what just fucking happened.Â
âYour life is fucking miserable. Youâll stay by his side but heâll never love you. Keep acting like your his real wife and see whatâll happen. Everyone hates you and how you made him marry you out of pity. Watch your back, runaway, you never know when he might end it all and break your little heart.â You almost, almost turned around to land a right hook across the girlâs face until you decided against it, composing yourself with a breathing mantra and instead choosing your favourite way of leaving a bad situation.Â
With a snarky last word.Â
âSeems heâs already broken yours with this ring, huh? Stay mad at the ring bitches, stay mad at the ring.â You smiled condescendingly as you flaunted Taehyungâs twelve thousand dollar ring, walking out of the bathroom despite their exclamations and practically marching towards the hall, seething.Â
You arrived inside and plopped down on your seat next to Taehyung bitterly, utterly vexed as you crossed your arms and grinded your teeth.Â
âHey, where were you?â Taehyung asked. âYou missed the toast.âÂ
âCouldâve done it without me anyway.â You replied curtly, all the information you received in just 2 minutes ruling your thoughts and sending you into a storm of anger, spoiling your mood.Â
Taehyung became confused. âAre you okay? What happened?â
âNothing.â You huffed and reached for your glass of water, taking a large swig and nearly slamming it back onto the table.Â
Taehyung reacted surprised. âSeriously, whatâs wrong?â He became apprehensive of your mood, grabbing your hand on the table gently as he searched for your eyes.Â
Though he instead found your eyes flashing towards something else, someone else before you snatched your hand away, eyes set cold. Â
âI said nothing.âÂ
Taehyung followed your previous line of sight and landed on two women finding their seats a few tables away, their own eyes immediately deflecting from him once he made eye contact.
And it really only took two seconds for Taehyung to connect the dots, recognizing their faces.Â
Taehyung sighed heavily, feeling guilty and suddenly apologetic about the possible situation, knowing something must have been said to you.Â
He turned back around, âY/N, what happened?â He tried inquiring again, though you responded with absolutely nothing, completely crossed and avoiding him.Â
He exhaled tiredly, this day having been the epitome of a joke. Taehyung was scanning over you again when he suddenly noticed the ends of your hair, distinguishing they were wet and he found it strange. âY/N, why the fuck is your hair wet?â He was moving to touch the damp parts until you evaded him, tone rigid.Â
âNothing, Taehyung.âÂ
Taehyung sighed again, frustrated as he once again put two-and-two together, remembering youâd all come from the restroom and addressed you. âWhat did they say, Y/N? Tell me right now, is that why your hairâs wet?âÂ
âNo, Taehyung, nothing happened,â You stressed, turning your body even further away from him and crossing your arms tighter.Â
Taehyung determined heâs truly had enough of today and rose from his seat, you noticing though choosing to ignore him. Taehyung quickly resolved he was going to fix this, beyond agitated this entire day had been damned to hell. He was having a good time too, especially keeping in mind whatever in Godâs name was happening between you two, and only knowing that it made him inexplicably happy for some reason.Â
Though that mood was ruined now, Taehyung shaking away his thoughts as he began plotting his approach towards your situation, entirely pissed off as he made his way towards the bar, concocting his plan.Â
It took Taehyung only a good 10 minutes to get what he needed, snatching the nicest bottle of champagne and trying to remember where heâd observed the two women sitting, strolling his way over to the table with his fakest grin. Â
âGood evening, ladies.â He greeted with a saccharine tone as he neared them.Â
âOh my God, Taehyung!â One of the girls beamed. âWe havenât seen you so long, what are you doing here?âÂ
âYeah, too long!âÂ
âIt has.â Taehyung smiled. âI actually wanted to offer this.â Taehyung then revealed the bottle of champagne from behind his back, holding it out towards them.Â
The two women became elated, practically cheering as they clearly admired Taehyung more than he liked. âOh wow! Thank you so much!â One of them thanked, receiving the bottle bashfully.Â
âYouâre too kind, Taehyung, did you really get this for us?â The other inquired, a bright smile on her face.Â
âActually, I didnât.âÂ
Both women looked at each other confused, eyebrows furrowed. âYou.. didnât?âÂ
âNo,â Taehyung responded with a bleak expression in near offence theyâd assume that, smile wiped from his face. âYou both did.â
âWh-what?â They both questioned, incredulous.Â
âI put it on your tabs, geniuses. Thereâs 6 more bottles, by the way.âÂ
Both womenâs eyes went wide, immediately protesting. âT-this is the most expensive bottle of champagne here!â They looked annoyed, and Taehyung was all about it. Â
âI know.â Taehyung smiled condescendingly, drawing closer to the women and dropping his tone to a scarily low, threatening octave.Â
âSay anything to my wife again and Iâll make sure you pay more.â Taehyung finalized and rubbed his tongue along the inside of his cheek as he walked away, smirking. He ignored their protests as he passed by the bartender, winking for the 6 other bottles of champagne to be delivered to them.Â
Taehyung then made his way to you, now in a hurry to leave this awful night behind as he gently gripped your arm, speaking into your ear to not alert anyone else at the table. âY/N, weâre leaving.âÂ
Taehyung didnât really have to wait, you responding rapidly, âDonât have to tell me twice.â You were already rising from your seat, done with this entire Godforsaken night yourself.Â
You both stepped away together, just about reaching the hall doors until Taehyung stopped you in front, holding you by your arms. âStay here, Iâll get your coat.âÂ
You nodded at him and Taehyung bolted off, wanting to nab your coat as fast as possible so he could drape it around you and practically flaunt your relationship in front of everyone. He didnât care if it was fake anymore, didnât care for the legitimacy of his actions; he simply wanted the world to know youâre his wife, purposely wanted those two girls and everyone to see him treating you affectionately.
And he most certainly wanted to squash any of the doubt Hisung called attention to earlier that kept bugging him, entailing your marriage already seeming fake to him, and could to multiple other people. Â
So he retrieved the coats and came rushing back to you, having worn his as he approached you. You almost reached out for your coat until Taehyung halted you.Â
âDonât, Iâm putting it on you.â He rounded the coat around your body, helping your arms into the sleeves. He pulled it snug around you and held onto the ends where it shouldâve been buttoned, taking a moment to think.Â
Taehyung simply gazed at you, licking his lips contemplating what more he could do in this moment that would be convincing enough, knowing there had to be people watching you two right now.Â
He realized he was staring without having said anything. âSorry, Iâm trying to think of something to do for everyone watching but I donât know what.â Taehyung flashed to your lips and his mind explored the idea, though ultimately fought against it.Â
âPeople are watching?â You inquired.
âYeah,â Taehyung clutched onto your jacket, trying to think as he looked at your little bundled up self.Â
âBut Iâm not sure what to do-â Taehyung was cut off by you suddenly grabbing his tie and crashing your lips onto his in a single second.Â
Taehyungâs eyes blew out, taken by surprise until he found himself quickly melting into your kiss, hands gripping your jacket tighter. He couldnât help himself from opening up his mouth to catch more of yours, lips sensually kissing yours in a slow, unhurried pace.Â
You instantly loved the way he kissed, Taehyung somehow having taken control when you were the one who initiated everything, completely taken by his pillowy, delicate lips.Â
Taehyung didnât care if your lipstick smudged onto him or how brash the public display of affection seemed; all he cared about was the soft feeling of your lips against his own, and the sexy way you wre tugging him by his tie.
He knew it would stay on his mind for weeks.Â
You were getting lost until he disconnected your mouths, only looking at each other with undecipherable feelings, shimmering eyes that had no clue what just happened.Â
Taehyung smiled before sweeping up your hand in an instant, pulling you out of the hall and eventually outside to quickly sent a text to his driver, guiding you to the curb of the venue.Â
He held you against him to keep you warm while walking, suddenly speaking up when something occurred to him.Â
âYou called me Tae, you know.âÂ
âWhat?âÂ
âMy nickname, you called me by it earlier.â Taehyung repeated.Â
âOh, Iâm sorry. I just heard your friends say it and it slipped out, I didnât mean to-â
âSay it all you want.â Taehyung was grinning to himself like an idiot, thinking you werenât looking at him but thatâs exactly what you were doing, admiring the curve of his perfect cupidâs bow with hints of your lipstick smeared on him. âItâs better when you say it.âÂ
And now it was your turn to smile like an idiot.Â
prev. â || â next  ||  masterlist
tags : @thedarkwinterroseâ @ayujadedâ @couldbeyourlastâ @ladyarmantoâ @anpanman-sonyeondanâ @apollukeeâ @blueevelvtâ @taeslutttâ @scaluberaâ @laurynne5â @dreamsindreamssâ @thequeen-katâ @awsome-small-kâ @wrecklessslyâ @kweenhuâ @jalexadâ @staerifyâ @bangforeverâ @dyriddleâ @aianlovesevenâ @waves-and-woodsâ @hoefortaeshandsâ @veronawritesâ @nightapple4jkâ @wataemelonzâ @aomi-nabiâ @katbonvâ @hantaevâ @jinpuddinâ @usamizukiâ @wooya1224â @bambuzleeâ @jenotationâ @tangledsparklesâ @pcyxljhâ @forbts-onlyâ @dumplingleyâ @ccmemoirsâ @kleritataâ @thelilbutifulthingsâ @maygem2780â @lachimolala95â @betysotelo18â @prettycooltingâ @opaljmâ @jeonloversâ @honeyboocalâ @preciouschimineâÂ
#thebtswritersclub#bangtanhq#kwritersworldnet#ksmutclub#thetruthuntoldnet#taehyung x reader#taehyung smut#taehyung angst#taehyung fluff#kim taehyung x reader#bts smut#bts angst#bts fluff#taehyung scenario#taehyung fanfiction#taehyung arranged marriage au#kim taehyung
3K notes
·
View notes
Note
thatâŠthat horrible, manipulative, selfish FUCKING WHORE. I HATE HER, I HATE HER SO MUCH PLEASE KILL HER OFF I WANT HER DEAD AND GONE SHE DESERVES PAIN. SHES SO MANIPULATIVE IT GENUINELY DRIVES ME INSANE, (im that one momjo hater anon from a while ago that said they hated momjo and how hypocritical she was and that just cuz satoru tried killing himself it doesnât mean she should just ignore what he did to yn) I HATE HER SO MUCH SHE SHOULDVE BEEN THE ONE PUSHED DOWN THE STAIRS, HER SIMS 4 VERSION LOOKS LIKE AN UGLY OLD HAG ANYWAYS, COOCHIE DRIER THAN THE SAHARA DESSERT, BONY ASS WITH FLABBY SKIN LOOKING HEADASS, hate that old bitch so much.
she WOULD send the custody papers to yn without gojoâs knowledge. ITS LIKE SHE WANTS YN TO DEVELOP SEVERE ANGINA AGAIN, LIKE IS SHE FUCKED IN THE HEAD, MOMJO MENTALLY ARE YOU ALRIGHT?? LIKE GOOD GOD, HOW CAN ONE PERSON BE SO DUMB? SHES WORSE THAN GOJO. idc if sheâs âdoing it for her sonâ gen is so harsh with gojo to the point where sheâs become distanced from her own sister, but you donât see gen using gojoâs biggest vulnerability against him. gen has morals, momjo has none. gen wants to protect her sister WITHOUT destroying the life of someone else, momjo just wants revenge since she couldnât get it from dadjo. i stand by that, i genuinely think momjo is only being this unforgivably harsh and manipulative because she never got to give dadjo his dose of karma. unfortunately for that ash brained cremated hair looking old cunt, sheâs taking it out on the wrong person. dad joâs still alive, go make fun of him for falling for a gold digger or something đ
anyways, (canon) utahime has my whole heart and soul i love that woman. (pls help i forget if sy is the second series sometimes) sy!utahime⊠i donât hate her, sheâs not like cassie, she definitely shows that she feels guilt and genuinely doesnât want to cause more pain for yn, what confuses me tho is that similarly to cassie, sheâs going for her best friends abusive exâŠ. you heard what he did, you know heâs barely healed yet, mfer was begging on his knees for a second chance with yn a couple nights before you guys fucked, are you not sincerely embarrassed??? like i think utahime is a character who deserves to be selfish and be loved and feel needed and wanted, but itâs also kinda clear that (and i hate to say this) ynâs not really over gojo, she sees a stable future with toji, but being in a relationship for stability =/= being in love. and seeing the man you still love or at least cherish, fall in love with or move onto someone whoâs literally your best friend? homegirls def dying from angina, if i was her iâd be â ïž already LMFAO. anyways i hope yn and toji are able to grow a love for each other and mutually understand they donât necessarily need to be over their first loves to be able to love again?
idk if any of that made sense, im still mad at that ugly old crazy bitch with the shitty grey hair and wrinkly ass skin and no morales. iâm a momjo hate acc.
it took me a whole minute to realize that this was a momjo hate ask HELPJDF
48 notes
·
View notes
Text
Yo fellow mk blog. But fellow self ship blogs especially. You listen up.
I luv y'all.
And this post is for you.
Especially for you. đ
đđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđ
If you love or self ship with:
Liu kang: he would definitely protect you,nothing makes him happier than seeing you smile
Kuai lang: sub zero? You Melt his heart. Hell would freeze over before he lets you ever get hurt or cry.
Hanzo Hasashi: you made him believe in 2nd chances at love. You gave him hope for a new family and motivation to protect them more.
Kung lao: (bless you for loving him fr) he would absolutely adore you,wouldn't stop talking about you. He wants to be able to give you the love you deserve.
Fujin: this god of wind. Cinnamon roll of my eyes. He would absolutely fucking love you. The wind beneath your wings. (Corny i know but its true đ)
Raiden: bless you for loving the anxiety ridden god of thunder. Please love him! He would absolutely love you and keep you safe from all harm. đ„șđ€§đ
Jax: omfg please hug him! He would love you. You help him even the darkest of times. Blessed.
Johnny cage: this himbo would totally love you! (Canon ship aside johnny cage would so totally be down for you!) He would make you laugh and smile. Cheer you up when you're down. The best friend and husband material. You would get along with cassie and even his (i assume ex since this is self ship) sonya.
Sonya Blade: on the flipside if you're with sonya. She would totally love you. Very protective and attentive,when she's not on a misson that is. You again get along with the cage fam,regardless of their situation.
If y'all ship with cassie or Jacqui: they both love you!
Kano: kano? Yes he too would love you.
Erron black: you bet your ass he does!
Shang mofo tsung: HE WOULD LOVE YOU AND EAT ANYONES SOUL WHO TRIES TO HURT YOU! (Srry im bias. I luv shang tsung. So yes,he would love you too)
Shao kahn: hell yeah he would. You see how he treats canonlly sindel(tho i have personal beef with the execution on this and despite my grievances it was wholesome in a weird way) you bet your ass he would.
Sindel: she would totally love you. Pamper you to hell n back
Mileena: plz love her. She loves you. Teeth,fangs and all. Uwu
Kitana: she would love you with all her heart
Jade: yup love ya
Kotal kahn: definitely love you.
D'vorah: bug baby loves you. And she'd let you name one of her hive children. Because shes sweet like that
Kabal: loves you. Gives you fast cute kisses as he nyoooms by.
Baraka: yes he would. Most definitely love you. He's a good husband. (He aint my thing but its sweet people give him love)
Cetrion: she loves you. She calls you her little flower or little star. Because you are. Uwu
Noob Saibot: hell yes he would.
Skarlet: loves you as much as she loves blood. A lot.
Kollector: yes. He calls you his treasure.
Geras: yup. Loves you for the rest of.... time. *gets brick thrown at me*
Sheeva: OFC SHE DO! sheeva is queeeeeeen! đđ„șđ€§đ„°
Nightwolf: he loves you. And the great spirit protects both of you and blesses this beautiful union. đ„șđđș
Pretty much everyone loves you,could love you,would totally be down for you and definitely makes good husband/wife/spouce material. Or even platonically too. They'd make amazing friendships.
I hope this cheers you up or puts a smile on your faces. Plz don't be discouraged from loving these characters and this amazing game. This game means a lot to me and i love seeing people play it and get into gaming because of it.
But also i just want people to know that haters dont matter and you should love these characters and or self ship anyways.
-sincerely Mrs.Tsung đđ
#mortal kombat#self ship#self shipping#self shipping positivity#admin throws her/their love at you!#mk x reader
18 notes
·
View notes
Note
"god dont make me bring up my first sexual experience with a woman being a belieber again please..." ...đđđđđđđ
i was 18/19âŠ..sheâs this tiny stud lesbian and i saw her singing in the womenâs bathroom n she started talking to me and i was like đ ok i know how to make this happen. so she hung around me all night when we were doing a bar crawl and i got more drunk than i ever have (my friendsâ bday n i promised him id drink with him) also it was the day of the elections in the US (hillary vs trump) so i was like drunk freaking out about how my family will all die bc of them or w/e. anyways she kept serenading me and we danced together n she made out with me then was like âumm i live soooo far away can i um sleep over pls đ„șâ and i was like ok lol sure. anyways she comes over and then her love for justin bieber is exposedâŠ. this woman is a massive belieber. she takes my laptop and starts playing some old justin bieber song while grinding on my leg and i was thinking okay⊠this is. an experience i guess. i mean i truly hate justin bieber⊠always have⊠he was so popular when i was 12 and i was just a hater not like other girls girl who hated him n all other teen girl ~heart throbs~. anyways shes like âdo u know justin bieberâ and i said yes and she also kept thinking im canadian even tho i kept telling her im bahraini so sheâd be like âoh ofc u know him ur canadianâ .. she just wouldnât stop canadawashing me. then she started singing along to justin bieber while grinding on me. also she was terrible in bed and didnât want me to do anything to her and only wanted to have penetrative sex which i actually am not into at all. but she was like no oral 4 my one night stands <3 and i was like erm ok. kept asking me if i have a strap-on but im literally a baby lesbian n was like no i donât im from bahrain sex toys arenât allowed so i never bought one and she was like âarenât u from canada??? whatâs bahrain?â even tho i told her like 6 times already. we settled for fingers but even then she made my coochie bleed and ig she canât tell the difference so she was like omg ur sooo wet but actually i was bleeding everywhere. she made me bleed onto my underwear, bedsheets, AND onto the mattress. almost thought i got my period the next day. anyways years later i google her and see she was performing on the voice and shocker. she chose to sing justin bieber!!!
#sheâs a professional singer n whatever but also ngl she annoyed me and was terrible in bed so like maybe thatâs the last time I give a#belieber a chance
15 notes
·
View notes
Text
my thoughts after reading my policeman: SPOILERSS of course!! (ignore spelling or grammar mistakes) (this is very ramble-y and not as in depth as it could have been sorrryyy lol, if you want specifics send me an ask after reading this)
okay...so i read the book in 3 days....which....im very proud of myself bc it takes me so long to finish books but thatâs not why you are reading this.
im not going to lie to you...i liked the book. i love angst, and this had plenty of it and i liked it. if you like books such as: harry potter, six of crows, red queen, red white and royal blue you will not like this book. i know many people found it boring, which yeah i can see that, but i didn't find it boring at all. but mostly because i love boring books but that's beside the point.Â
the book flowed easily, there isn't a bunch of raunchy sex scenes that ive seen people say it has (i...the things ive read idk what book they even read????) and Tom does has backward views on marriage and what it means to be a wife. but he is not overtly sexist or misogynist or abusive, or subvertly those things either. to be frank he's a scared gay man in the 50s trying to not get caught and thrown in jail. that's literally it. (ill go more into detail on him later). but if you want to read this book i recommend you go in knowing that there will be homophobia (the word queer is used as a slur....3 times or 4 but no more than 5), expect outing, expect not supportive characters, and remember to have some compassion (more on this later).
next i want to go into characters: starting with tom, then Marion, then Patrick, and then the other characters. so if you are planning on reading this book or just dont want to be spoiled them....don't read the next bit.
Tom:
I'm going to get this out of the way.........Tom (who we never get to know outside of the two-point of views we are presented with, and who is being played by Harry) is a police officer in the 50s UK. to be frank when the rumors first went around I was mad like a lot of people were, which is funny because when we got those pictures of harry reading the book before all the speculation we were....happy, that he was reading a book about a gay man. now...I don't care honestly. I could call out the hypocrites (i won't) and honestly I'm hypocritical myself. I use to watch shows like svu (if you were to turn it on right now I wouldn't turn it off) and I enjoyed watching svu. I know and have seen a lot of mutuals, people on my dash enjoy cop shows like b99, or who like actors who have played the character of police before. so it would be hypocritical of me to be mad at him (this is just my single black opinion) and then go and turn on svu (which I don't do anymore).Â
I'm not saying that no one can be mad, I'm not saying that the anger people have at him playing this role is bad or not needed or valid. all I'm saying is.....is that I don't care. I got angry over this months ago, and all that anger I felt I don't have anymore, and I can't tell you why. Harry is playing an abusive demented husband who traps his wife in a simulation, and then he will play a gay policeman trying not to face persecution..........and that's that. nothing I can say will reach him, he's playing these roles and there is nothing I can do. will I watch them (pirating of course) yes.
anyways let's get back to tom's character (do not use my opinion to silence other black people I will find you....don't do that shit weirdo): tom is......tom?? like I literally was expecting the worst when I read this because of what other people had to say. but as I'm reading him through the eyes of Marion (his wife) and through the eyes of Patrick (his...true love, fuck the 50s I hate the 50s) one word came to mind constantly:Â scared. Tom is very scared that he will be found out and his life will be ruined. His family knows about him, which is why I think his father (more on him later) pushed him to be in the national service (where he was a cook, which disappointed him). you don't realize his family knows and then his sister says something and then you go 'wait....THEY KNEW???' and then you will go 'oh so that's why-'Â
tom does have old fashion views that you would expect of any man at that time (gay or not it's the 50s and gay men are still capable of saying sexist shit). when asked by Patrick if women should still work after having a kid he said no it's the men's job to provide, Marion said she would like to keep working, he said no when they do have a baby (they literally never did, and idk why he thought he could be intimate with her for that long to produce a baby lol). that's....the most sexist thing he said in the whole book (there maybe some small things im forgetting but nothing that really stood out). that's it. I know it's not small and that was a legitimate issue in the 50s but yeah. Just in case you were apprehensive about Tom's character being a raging woman-hater, no,....he just wasn't a true feminist yet (???? I don't know that's like..the most this book says about an issue women were facing at this time). It's still bad what he said (you'll see how Marion justifies it in the book and both Patrick and her don't agree and try and challenge him on his view).
i dont want to go too in depth but it is very obvious from the beginning he has no and i mean ZEROOOO interest in her at all (you can tell when it hits him that he needs a wife and he starts to act a littleee different but it's not romantic at alll).Â
i feel like my review on tom is shit but like!! we don't really get to know him without bias from Patrick and Marion. I think Harry will play a wonderful Tom (even tho he doesn't not fit the description for Tom...at all....like at alllll).
To summarize Tom: very scared gay man from the 50s who is trying to do everything he can to not be found out. his family knows, even he knew at a young age, and yes he does quit being a police officer but it doesn't happen as soon as id like but then again he wasn't one for that long if you pay attention to the years.
Marion:
đÂ
i just...if yall could see the notes i made on her.....
To summarize Marion: SHE IS LIVING IN LALA LAND, TOM LITERALLY SHOWS HER NO ROMANTIC INTEREST AT ALLL, AND WHEN SHE METS PATRICK FOR THE FIRST TIME SHE FREAKING NOTICES THAT HE'S ALL BLUSH-Y AND SHIT LIKE...GIRL.....
this is a note i wrote that sums up her and tom's relationship (which is more like friends then anything romantic i mean god their honeymoon was horrible and he proposed to her....nvm đ)
listen...i can't lie and say i didn't feel sorry for her up until the end when she (spoilers: she outs patrick to his employer which ends up with him getting arrested). after that...ive never hated a character more in my fucking LIFEEEE like oh my god i was pissed
all she does is have fantasies about him being romantic with her (holding hands, hugging, etc) and none of them come true...BECAUSE HES GAYYYYYY i really....the author could have done a better job because there were so many damn red flags.
she's fucking annoying and whiny and yeah it sucked to be a woman in the 50s but you literally outed someone your husband was in love with and thought that you could just go back to being married like he's not devastated and instead of telling what you did you stayed unhappy and made your husband thing that at any point they were coming for him too.......*****
Patrick:
PATRICKKKKK
Patrick and tom deserved a fighting fucking chance i hate the fuck 50s fuck you 50s!!!! I absolutely LOVEDDD his pov and seeing Tom through his pov like it was just so damn refreshing seeing the world through his eyes and how he navigates his queerness in the society they live in. (the dichotomy between a proud gay man and a scared maybe proud but fear overrules that (talking about Tom here) gay man).
There was a lot more to say on how gay men were being persecuted at this time than how women were treated in this particular book. There were some little things here and there about what was expected of Marion as a wife and of a girl/woman at that time but it wasn't the focus.
I loved seeing the way Patrick navigated through his world of art and creativity. And how Tom seemed to fit right in with him.
I hate the things the author made Patrick go through (outed, sent to prison, stripped of his job, and later on in the present day he has had 2 strokes in his 70s). it felt a bit much but it's not too distracting (Patricks pov takes place in the past as he writes in his journal).Â
Patrick and Julia (more on her later) are my two favorites in the whole book (Tom is third bc he's a very multi-facted character, Marion is not even on the list) and I wish we got a lot more of Patrick's pov.
Other characters!! (speed round bc this is wayyy too long):
Syvlie (Tom's sister): SYVLIEEE IM MAD AT YOUU I WAS ROOTING FOR YOU WHYY WHYYY
Julia: JULIAAAAA QUEEENNN (you'll see why i love her at the end)Â
Tom's parents: his father is abusive point-blank. or at least i think he's abusive (verbally). as im writing this i am now realizing that the way Tom's mom reacts to him (sometimes crying) is bc they knew he was gay omg wow.
tom's dad is very much a man's man guy?? Picture a sexist man from the 50s....now picture him with a gay son.....yeah, I'm not surprised Tom went into national service then to the police force. you can tell he didn't want anyone to find out about Tom so he pushed him to do what he thought best and Tom went with it, scared.Â
overall: please do not go into this book expected things to be all flowers and rainbows...this is a book about two gay men in the 50s yall.....
there is something to be said about the tragedy that is in a lot of queer stories, I'm more interested in how white these stories are (that's a rant for another time). but I don't mind my policeman, and i think stories like this should be told. because this actually happened (here is a link to em forster's story where the author takes inspiration from, he really had an affair with a policeman!!! who had a wife!!!).
the ending is bittersweet, and i couldn't help but curse for what could have been. Marion could have not outed Patrick (which she instantly regretted), she could have gotten a divorce (she even contemplated it), they could have been more secretive, Julia could have not said what she said. I think Patrick and Tom were sadly doomed from the start, I just wish they had more time together because I loved seeing their love (the little glimpse we got) bloom into something bigger than them.
thank you for reading!! here are random screenshots of my notes as i read this lol enjoy!!
canât*
135 notes
·
View notes
Note
Morrigan and Sera for the character ask thing?
Yes! Thank you! My two favorite girl bosses! The goth babes(spiritual in Seraâs sense)! The society haters! The gatekeepers! The gaslighters! The
Morrigan
First impression
Oh boy, for Morrigan, this goes way back. Technically I got my first impression of her back when I was way younger and saw my dad playing it. He romanced Morrigan, and the only thing I remember of her is seeing the ritual scene. Needless to say I didnât see Morrigan again after that. So yeah, very first impression of her was scandalous. But when I got older, I saw more of her character in Inquisition when I played it for myself. So second impression was sarcastic knowledge hungry goth swamp witch babe. I was wary of her to say the least.
Impression now
Playing Origins, I generally see her in the same light, but I understand why she is the way she is, why she holds her ideals, and I see that she actually changed for the better from Origins to Inquisition. I love her a lot more now to say the least. I swear Im not gay I just- MorriganâŠ
Favorite moment
Oh boy thereâs a lot actually. Iâd say, jokingly, the iconic âTis cold in my tentâŠâ but seriously, I loved the Fade scene where Morrigan encounters Flemeth. I think it properly showcases how she has grown as a person and as a mother. Itâs just so satisfying to see her stand up to her Mother.
Idea for a story
I wanna know how Morrigan raised Kieran! In the wilderness and in the Winter Palace! That would be so interesting
Unpopular opinion
Ohoho, I have a hot steamy unpopular opinion, ripe for potential discourse. With that being said, please donât attack me, this isnât meant to be offensive in anyway, but- Morrigan never gave me lesbian vibes. Yeah I said it, big deal cause I look in the Morrigan x Warden tag and itâs mostly just Morrigan x Women Wardens. Nothing wrong with that, I just really donât get the impression that sheâd be lesbian.
Favorite relationship
I enjoy Morrigan and Alistairs love-hate platonic relationship, their bickering never fails to make me crack up. Forgive me but I also must mention Morrigan and Ragnar⊠I just⊠love them so muchâŠ.
Favorite headcanon
I love that one analysis that motherhood didnât really change Morrigan that much. I forget the details but it really brought up some nice points about her.
Sera
First impression
Gremlin. Spunky gal. I was questioning her sanity, but I liked her vibes. Didnât mind her flirting with me, a surprise when I first played.
Impression now
Still a spunky gremlin. One of my favorite characters, and Iâve really taken her character to heart. I love everything about her, including her flaws, to a fault. Iâm totally romancing her next play through, so sorry Baewall
Favorite moment
Boy where do I start? Her shooting dude in the face when we first meet? Letting her literally beat that noble to death in her personal quest? The rooftop scene? Literally all of her banter with Blackwall and Solas? I fucking love everything she does, okay?
Idea for story
Story about she and Inky after Trespasser, assuming Inky joined the Red Jennies. I must know about their wacky adventures, terrorizing nobles and whatnot.
Unpopular opinion
Sheâs the best. Thatâs it. And I know itâs an unpopular opinion cause I know how many people absolutely loathe her.
Favorite relationship
Sera and Blackwall, love their friendly dynamic! Also SeraxAdaar and SeraxCadash, Cause she loves big muscly women. WoofâŠ
Favorite headcanon
Sheâs fucking god awful at cooking. Also immune to bee stings, sheâs probably been stung so many times already. Cough cough also.. I think the Sera=Andruil theory is very interestingâŠ.
#I LOVE THESE WOMEN ARRRFGHHHJ#my favorite problematic girls#thank you thank you#good ted talk huh#dragon age#dragon age: inquisition#sera#morrigan
9 notes
·
View notes