#anyway. gonna watch this video now
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just got fucking whiplash from seeing not real name not at all made a new DSAF video NINE DAYS AGO like i've gotten her old shit recommended a lot but i thought those were reliques of the past. I know calling jack an hypocrite is something she already did too but also the fact that she put on the thumbnail "the better michael" is SO mean WITH FANS LIKE THIS WHO NEEDS HATERS......................
#luly talks#i know she's a mikehead i like her fnaf videos#i also do fucking agree which isnt even hard bc yknow like she said michael isnt even a character#god its so funny when i remember a specific video essay and the image of whatever puzzle i was doing while listening to it comes back to me#anyway. gonna watch this video now#I HOPE SHE IS A SHE/HER BTW I AM SIMPLY ASSUMING SHE IS AND I DIDNT SEE NAYWHERE A MENTION OF DIFFERENT PRONOUNS
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supernatural s11e20 don't call me shurley (w. robbie thompson) be still my beating heart part 3 of ∞
#happy valentine's day#supernatural#mygifs#sam and dean#spn 11x20#dean winchester#sam winchester#robbie thompson#spngifs#frustrating episode because in isolation this scene is heartbreaking and i'm crying over it now - yet in the episode i was 😐#because it felt so contrived! and got resolved immediately. and sam had nearly died a few episodes ago!#but they executed it really well and the Feelings are definitely there#i just wish it had taken place in an episode that for me had room to breathe and feel the impact of it#because it's just devastating at the end there where dean is having to deal with watching him slowly die#my more thorough bitching is in my recap with the episode tag#anyway i was croaking along to fare thee well in the car tonight and was gonna post a video clip of that#but then realized this was more thematically appropriate for the day#sam and dean mush#samdeanheartsquish
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hi so Yuuyu Laya is back??? i guess??? (he's gonna be neglected </3)
this is my previous post about him (a lot of the initial ideas are changed/scrapped now) and in a nutshell:
yuuyu (he/they) is my twst tinkerbell oc and who is one of the first batch of ramshackle members
he's not yuu/mc, he is just called “yuuyu” (which is just a nickname so not his real name)
the “real yuu” in question is in their second year and is officially the ramshackle prefect/housewarden
sneak peak of my very convoluted oc lore below the cut:
#HELP why does he look like he has a punchable face#anyway this was 🧚💛🗣️ from the poll!!#i watched a YT music video about tinkerbell being a villain and ended up rewatching the tinkerbell movies#(not peter pan the 3D disney fairies movies) and so here we are#i will ;; make an intro post for him soon ;;;#i’m so sorry doubleyu you are gonna be SO neglected 😭#i was already tempted to make twst ocs out of the rest of the fairies but i cant even balance the /two/ yuu ocs i have#so for now i'm gonna do a separate reblog or post for a longer lore dump about him#i've combined tinkerbell and frozen to make some absolutely convoluted lore lmao 😭#[—✦-#-✧ my art#twst art#twst#twisted wonderland#twst oc#twst tinkerbell#(💚) yuuyu#<- i was thinking of a green heart but. i kind of like yellow too???#<- okay nvm i've changed it to green#-✦—]
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A poem I made while watching Yagsterr’s premiere last night
I had already posted it under the farewell video’s comment section over on YT, but I’m just reposting it here since I’m really proud of it.
I’m not gonna be able to watch the whole thing right now, but I made a poem while I was listening to the video. It’s very personal and deep, exploring my journey through Murder Drones and the fandom and how it impacted me throughout its lifespan.
Anyway, I hope you like this. Take care, guys.
New places, old faces
Hidden for what felt like ages
Unready, unsteady to see these people again
Never knowing, showing, not feeling where I’m going
Searching for a place to perch in this sunny, hot, humid school
Never never ever felt comfortable or cool
Until I found my old faces
They introduced me to a new place, a place that I’ve tried to picture in my mind before
Ice, snow, oil, robots galore
A small community, at least during the dance
Maybe I had found that place that would give me a chance
Haven’t felt this way since the underground tale
Hopefully this one won’t fail
Introduced to new friends, visible across tables and texts
Hooked, not knowing what’s next
But this place felt nice
Seeing new and interesting characters that I liked
Helping me understand the blue, red and yellow puzzle pieces with the golden retriever
Navigating the hallways and my classes with a crow on my shoulder, always watching forever
It was good, great even to properly traverse
That would be the end of this first verse
Would've been
That's when everything pǝddᴉlɟ
Felt like I was getting w h i p p e d
Over
and over
AND OVER AGAIN
Some of my friends weren't what I thought they were
The ones that got closest to me hurt
He wouldn’t let me go I had no choice
But to hide again, no voice
Felt like I was
F
A
L
L
I
N
G
Until the purple caught me
Purple, black, not ignoring
Neon eyes glowing, calming my soul
I had to perch on a new place, with a not-too-new face
Her face is still everything; it’s what kept me safe
Away from the sharp metal that looked shinier every day
The dirty black that looked cleaner every day
I leaned on her soft metal, as she taught me anew
How to walk, talk, do
She showed me lessons, building with my broken pieces of trust
She helped me live as I must, moving her perch from my shoulder to my head
No.
To my heart.
Of course, we both watched her journey together
For we knew that I had to move
We had to move together, or not at all
Watching her journey together
Learning new lessons both in and out of the snowy picturescape
She even helped me find new friends, ones that wouldn’t hurt nor tether
The community had since grown
Gifts being given across and forever
I know this place wouldn’t be the same without the people
Cause with more people, the show had a bigger easel
We spent countless days laughing and watching together
Me, the people, and her
Until we reached the absolute end of it
Did the fandom start to shift a bit
Some went, most stayed
For we knew there was more to play
And even though I won’t see any of her and the others officially, they’ll always live on
Unconditionally
They’re timeless, boundless, now left for us to continue with
Knowing this place…
It’ll be one for the myths
So thank you to the fans
The makers
Not the fakers
The artists
Always pouring their heart in this
To Uzi
For helping me not lose me
And most importantly,
To Glitch, Luke, Kevin, and Liam
For helping and feeding the fandom and allowing us to grow in the way we are today
For impacting countless lives, such as me
But I know
We’ll never leave.
As far as this poem, this is the final verse
But not the end of this universe
#poetry#murder drones#glitch productions#uzi doorman#poem#I spent way too much time with this lmao#I actually tried making things rhyme for this one#Anyway I’m gonna go finish watching the video now#Have a good day guys > : 3#HAPPY BIRTHDAY MURDER DRONES#glitchprod#md#serial designation n#md uzi#md n
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Lashton @ The 5SOS Show Tour Lisbon - 23 September 2023
#do u also have an excessive amount of screenshots of Ash walking or are you normal#5sos#5 seconds of summer#ashton irwin#luke hemmings#lashton#Ashton#luke#video#the 5sos show tour lisbon#kh4f post#why is the high five so aggressive 😂😂👹😭😭#the thing i love about when Ash decides he's gonna go engage with Luke is how he walks 🚶🏼 with 🚶🏼 such 🚶🏼 purpose 🚶🏼#man on a mission#love that for him#hate to see him leave but love to watch him walk away ykwim#ok sorry I'm back now#this is a cute video#but also these striped pants tho#you understand#anyways Lashton high fives historically make me insane for Reasons so goodbye forever 🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️#the 5sos show tour
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again and again i find myself lamenting that audio roleplay isn't taken more seriously by some people. like yeah, they often have a romantic element, and by nature they usually directly involve/address the listener- and i totally get that those things aren't to everyone's taste. no art or entertainment is universally appealing, and that's okay! but.. it still makes me a lil sad that the "cringe" reputation of asmr/audio rp precedes it. there's a whole lot of talent and creativity being poured into these audios by so many people that i feel goes unrecognized and/or disrespected simply due to the medium that the stories are being told through.
#this post brought to you by: me bingeing Sam & Darlin's entire storyline over the past few days and having a Lot of feelings abt it#asmr#audio roleplay#rp audio stuff#redacted audio#anyways i don't have a conclusion to this post. and i'm not Mad or Upset or anything i'm just thinkin' out loud#and i mean it's not like it doesn't get plenty of praise within its respective audience bc it does. at least for the more popular creators#but i feel it'll still always have the shadow of its cringe reputation looming over it#which makes it hard for some ppl to openly appreciate or share with others that aren't already fans of the medium#like do u know how many comments i've seen along the lines of 'this is great but i'd die if anyone knew i liked this kinda stuff' ?? :(#idk maybe i feel strongly about it bc i'm a self-insert fanfic writer. and i feel like the two have a lot in common. including a bad rep.#like. not every audio will be well-written or produced and neither will every fanfic. but that doesn't mean it's a less legitimate artform#and i'm lucky to have never (yet) received negative comments on my work. but that doesn't mean that it doesn't make me sigh when people-#-say shit like 'this reads like fanfiction' as a way of calling something bad. or other similar sentiments that make the same implication#and i wouldn't be surprised if audio creators feel the same way when they encounter certain comments or statements#like. those YT videos where ppl will 'try bf asmr for the first time' or whatever and it's just 20 mins of cringing and over-reacting? eugh#tbf i haven't watched many bc why do that to myself. so Maybe there's some that are respectful but still. imagine getting roasted like that#and yes yes i know that by posting stuff online you're inadvertently sighing up to be criticized by Anyone but still. man. i dunno#i'm going on a tangent but my point is. i'm grateful for the creators that still make their art in spite of the public's perception of it#bc some of the most impactful emotional experiences i've ever gained from fiction took place in audio rp and i'm so serious abt that.#anyways. this post almost feels like i'm 'making up a person to be mad at' but i promise it's not that serious i'm just yapping. mostly.#certainly not trying to start any kind of debate or anything either i just have a lot of fixation-induced energy and nowhere to put it#this is Eric's fault (/lh) for cooking Sam up in a lab catered exactly to my taste and making Darlin' waaaaay too painfully relatable#but it's also My fault for bingeing the Inversion /and/ the Quinn arc /and/ the Summit all within a couple days. but i can't help myself#feels like i've run an emotional marathon. triathlon. The Emotional Olympics if u will. i'm feeling Everything#who knew that beating the shit out of ur fictional abuser could feel so goddamn cathartic! it's a nice replacement when u can't do it irl#anyways i'm off on a tangent again. thanks for coming to my TED Talk i'm gonna crawl back in my hole now#actually i'm gonna go relisten to a few audios. as Research for my Sam & Darlin' playlist as well as a post i'll be making about it soon#u Know i've got it bad when i not only make a playlist but start Posting on here about the songs that remind me of them. i'm cooked guys.
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I don’t know how common this is now, but I find it so interesting how sailors way back in the day referred to each other not as men but as souls. “150 souls set out on the expedition” it’s like they understand that when at sea, they are just as helpless as any other creature who’s at the mercy of the waves
#I had a lot more written out but it was so melodramatic I had to delete it all because it was almost kinda cringe lol#anyways I watched a video about the franklin expedition and now I’m feeling things#I think I could’ve phrased all of this better but my brain won’t let me lol#anyways now I’m gonna watch a video on sea monsters woooooo!!!!!#age of sail
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I just binge spent a 50 dollar Amazon gift card and I'm feeling an interesting combination of guilt and HUBRIS
#i got two e books#a show i can only access via prime video and haven't watched in MONTHS because of that#some tunisian crochet hooks for my blanket#and the last season of swr#(i really wanted s4 of msatd but it's not out yet and i couldn't afford it after buying the company you keep)#anyways i am now swimming in cool stuff#between this and the art prints i'm gonna buy soon i am very satisfied#and a little guilty#CAUSE IT FEELS LIKE I SPENT A LOT OF MONEY#BUT I HECKING DIDN'T BECAUSE GIFT CARD
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reopening the ask box is like... just finishing vacuuming shed cat hair, and then immediately going and petting said cat vigorously & watching with delight as So Much Fur sheds right back onto the floor
#knocked it down from 96 asks to 53 lets gooooo#i was gonna keep it closed for much longer but like. that was past me's opinion when they were way more stressed than usual#current me misses Conversing with the Masses! or something like that!#is it a smart decision? probably not!#between packing & comms i dont have much time#but keeping it closed felt so wrong... i dont like keep out signs....#absolutely unprompted#i forgot how time-consuming and difficult packing is#im too out of practice....#ive got all my sketchbooks and notebooks and paper and comics boxed up#Except my wof collection. im waiting for book 15 to be shipped before i box em all up. gotta keep things Together#but yes anyway sorry the box is Open for whatever your little heart desires#which is.... bad timing bc im gonna be chronically Offline tomorrow and probably a decent chunk of the next day#now if yall will excuse me im going to Attempt To Write Fanfic.#we'll see if i manage more than one sentence#i am doing. so much usps research for this shit its hilarious#like yes! i will read reddit threads! watch yt 'day in the life' videos! job listings! etc!#but hey now i know about casing and relays/loops and dps and flats and the difference between city and rural-#its fun to learn new things for writing!#i will be taking Liberties anyway! but at least they'll be a conscious decision yk yk#and if i ever post i can say 'hey i know this is inaccurate But its for the sake of the fic. im doing it on purpose! not outta ignorance!'#also i feel so so bad for cca's like... the work 'ethic' is so fucking inhumane are they ok-
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IM ACTUALLY GONNA HAVE A BREAKDOWN WHAT IS THIIISS???????? WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEYRE BREAKING UP????????
#i blame it on their fucking label ok#anyways my day is ruined my week is ruined#they were literally one of the only music artists i had let myself get attached to#i hope they still make music individually .. but its not gonna be the same :((#first kaylah leaves citizen queen now this are you fr!!#next thing you know.. flo is gonna announce that theyre postponing the album another year or sumn#(no cuz wasnt it supposed to come out in June. hm.)#ANYWAYS GOODBYE I AM GONNA GO CRY#boys world#ari's bullshit#also omg ok i just watched the video so edit:#queenies face the entire time broke my Fucking hearttt like she was my favorite i might actually die frfr#edit 2: NO CUZ I WAS LITERALLY THINKING YESTERDAY AB HOW I NEEDED TO CHECK THEIR TIKTOK CUZ IT HAD BEEN A WHILE#AND I WAS WONDERING WHEN THEY WERE GONNA DROP AGAIN#DUDE.................................#edit 3: nevermind ab the flo thing theyre dropping a new song apprarently!!#unfortunately i cannot be happy ab it 😀🔫
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FINALLY got to watch the musical episode !! im now more in love with my partners than i was before . you will always be famous to me jamaican inspector man o7
#styx says#💛heard it both ways🍍#💛heard about pluto💊#💜an evening with you☯️#gonna talk spoilers in the tags now watch out !!!!!!#IM SO DEVASTATED ABOUT YANG. I FUCKIN KNEW IT WASNT HER SHAWN YOU BITCH#but also i liked the song she did w mary :'] i miss mary every day </3#unfortunately i did get spoiled for him cuz hes the designated 'no beta' tag on ao3 which sucks. like ig hes a main character who gets offe#but like in season 5. we couldnt have picked smth else????? thats over halfway through the show and Most fics take place season 4 or before#anyway that turned into me complaining abt the fandom lmaoo the musical was rlly good !!!! they can all sing soso well cant wait to put#santa barbara skies on repeat forever now <3333#gotta think abt how to put video in it somehow . i kinda have him conveniently out of town during the yin/yang stuff itd be funny if hes go#like strep throat or smth and cant sing dfghjdkfg#ANYWAY. sorry i gave up on the tober my depression didnt go away like i wanted it to . whoops. ok ill stop talking now dfhjdfg o7
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sorry for reblogging fugly trends from 2012 it's for my enrichment
#have i ever told u guys about my early 2010s fashion and pop culture fixation#i got a gen you ine aeropostle skirt recently ive never been happier#also gonna try and get my hands on some freshtops tanks#eventually#also their shorts though ive only found one secondhand listing in my size#i need the naked1 pallet or i'll die#its funny to me because like#yes within fashionblogging and lifestyle teen youtube girls from that era#consummerism was a massive thing (it still is but its so obvious when you look at blog archives and videos from that era)#youtubers with non disclosed sponsorships#bethany mota and amanda steele vaguely saying “this brand sent me this product to give to you guys!”#it was really just watching the birth of what we know as influencers today and its really interesting to me#theres a lack of cuts theres a lack of scripting theres long tangents#people were only just then realizing you can make money via haul videos and makeup tutorials#bethany mota had a fashion line at aeropostle purely because of her status as a youtuber#there was a big rise at the time of people being against flaunting overpriced designer during that time because of the recession#but there was still a hugggeee hold with consumerism and classism#hauls with brandy and f21 and ae like i cant afford that im sure you cant afford $600 at american eagle on a weekly basis#i have lots of thoughts idk#anyways backtracked#i think its funny because here i am talking about how horribly i need b&bw and vs pink#but like its all secondhand shit for $15 online now#nobody wants this stuff!!!!!! cycles!!! capitalism!!!! i dont know you get what i mean!!!!!!!!!!!#skyler posting
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Louie is un-scam-able (he has No money)
#i hate taking pictures of my sketchbook it always looks bad and I dont like it at all#anything for Louis#first time drawing Tony yeah baby#still haven't played Last Window but I've seen a letsplay#i hated Tony at first but I kinda warmed to him solely for being the closest thing to Louie that there is in that game#like plant milk. It's definitely not milk. but it's .. close enough#hotel dusk room 215#last window#tony wolf#louis denonno#a couple nights ago i dreamt that I won a 'week with the Game Grumps' sweepstakes after watching like 3 videos#and I thought 'oh we're probably gonna meet up somewhere and engage in some fun activities'#but they actually just stayed in my house the entire time#i tried to be honest with them and told them I'd only seen like 5 GG videos in total#which seemed to disappoint Dan quite a lot#he was like 'we should have gone somewhere where people liked us...'#and I was like no danny it's not like that it's just not my thing#anyway then i woke up and watched a ton of the 10mph videos which i enjoyed wAy more than the normal videos#and now Dan Avidan lives in my brain rent-free#I just wanted to dream about Louis and Kyle hanging out or something why does this have to happen to me
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yk i was having trouble writing tllr chapter 12 because Dew is sick with a fever in the beginning and i just,, idk felt uninspired or something because im not the biggest fan of sickfics or whatever
well now i’m sick with a fever and it’s helll so sorry Dew im gonna have to put you through this now my bad 👍👍 at least i am now inspired
if this post makes no sense it’s because my brain hurts and i’m tired 👍👍👍
#i’m fine it’s just kinda funny#like last night i was writing ahead to chapter 14 because i was stuck on chapter 12 cuz i didn’t know how to write it#and now i’m sick with a fever just like Dew hahahaha sorry buddy but we’re in this together now 👍👍👍 and it’s 105 idk if that’s normal#at least it’s giving me inspiration and i am no longer stuck on it#but i’m too sick to fucking write it!!!! i wanna write uhhgjjfjdjd#ok im done#well actually i had the craziest dream last night#it was about this new animated movie that doesn’t exist and i was watching it/ acting it out as the main character and it was so fucking#cool like i was flyingggg!!! i was a weird purple creature with wings and was flying just like dew it was fucking awesome#like there were so many really cool characters with really creative designs and the antagonist was a weird giant bug who could also fly#so he was chasing me around in the air and it was so cool i was so fast flying around like in a minecraft elytra course#i love vivid dreams like that that feel real and like after the movie was finished i posted on tumblr about how much i loved this new#netflix animated movie and my mutuals were there and also thought it was cool#anyway it was fun i love flying in my dreams i feel so free.. unlike Dewey oopsie sorry buddy#deweyeyeyeye ur so silly i love him SO MUCH#ok im gonna shut up now#wyrms says stuff#fever#fever dream#if i tagged this as irl whump would i also have to tag it as minor whump hahahhaha#idk i wanna play roblox with my mutuals again#mutuals if ur reading this u can literally bother me to play video games all day every day because the answer will always#be an enthusiastic YESS!!!!#i should watch nightmare time today#no dumbass i should REST dumbass ehehheehe#i’m being so annoying again sorry everyone 😼😼😼😼#dreams#wyrms lore
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(so it turns out i never posted this actual video so like.. here. i have so many brain worms about this now cause like. holy shit my dude. once again asking where. OH WHERE. the fuck is/was this character after his return and why wasnt he given a fair chance when all the building blocks were so obviously fucking there.......)
#wrestling#kip sabian#penelope ford#okay one more. i promise im done now (for a while cause im definitely gonna gif the ending of this video lmao)#but like.. yeah. something about this time was so special#and then they fucking fumbled him like no other. i mean there were signs before that too when they didnt let boxman reach his potential#but there was so much fucking promise during this two show run in ddt and so many things they could have done after returning#but no. instead none of this was ever brought up (neither title win or that mask or anything else) and nothing came out of it#nothing for this persona. for that mask. for their dynamic. nothing at all#they werent in television outside of dark for like two months i think#its just such a fucking shame cause he has all the tools and the talents to be a fucking top star. they just arent giving him the chances#not the be constantly fucking salty about this but.. yeah. their time in japan really just proved that#and how badly aew is actually fumbling them. like fucking seriously#anyways. please watch this if nothing else. i do miss this time it was just genuinely so fucking nice#not only to see them actually win shit lmao but also to see the character works and their dynamic evolve and blossom#it was so good and so special. and knowing especially how much it meant to kip like... yeah#aew do fucking better 2k24. PLEASE#anyways im done sorry#my beloved#kip in a box#vampire wife#boxman saga#box thoughts#if you saw me post this before no you didnt lol#the dash is uncooperative so im doing it again dont @ me
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tribute to when i discovered there were many more wet animals living in my plant pots than previously estimated
#i was just gonna take a few pictures but i got too invested#they r actually so cool and funny to watch#got me leaping out my seat at any sign of clositude like the pneumostome paparazzi or something#bugs#slugs#music video#meme#this took me way way way longer than id like to admit LOL#not even including how long i spent just watching them#anyways it was like. 3 hours. its 3am right now#when the inspiration strikes the clock refuses to in my eyes
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