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I think walking directly into the ocean would fix me
#personal#ocean tag#I'm having. a time#I DONT WANNA DO MY IGCSES#WHY DID I TAKE TWO SCIENCES#anyway. I'm fine. I'm regular#studying hell. what the fuck is a circle theorem#I wanna be on tumblr more often tho I feel like I'll reblog like 7 things a month and then vanish for weeks#BACK TO THE OCEAN THO. IT WOULD FIX ME I KNOW IT#can I just walk directly into a sea storm. is that too much to ask#when is it my turn to be happy.
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ORIGAMI NORIAKI KAKYOIN, designed+folded by me. One uncut square of roughly 60 cm home-prepared double tissue. Natural color changes (green for one side of the paper, peach on the other). Long post incoming!!















This project began a bit over a week ago, when the inspiration struck me, and I simply had to create him. My starting paper was super wrinkly! It got warped when I left it to dry overnight!! So it was very uneven. But! I took inspiration from a post I once saw about a tissue foil Ryujin that said “See this post as a reason to create something stupid, because it might actually turn out great.” So despite the flaws, I decided “I am going to fold this paper anyway”. And I’m glad I did. Shaping the face especially took a lot of trusting in the process. While I believe there is still room for future improvement, I also think it’s the best origamiyoin I’ve created so far.
Much of this folding process was spent shaping him. I spent an evening impulsively drafting the structure in Box Pleating Studio and then getting paper prepared. Precreasing and collapse was spread out over 2 days, and everything else was shaping.
Including image with side by side comparison of the first Kakyoin vs the latest below. While the old fold absolutely does not meet my standard now, it was an important part of this journey as well. Other miscellaneous process images included. (I do not claim the crease pattern to be perfect)






#origami#paper folding#paper art#paper#origami art#art#kakyoin fanart#noriaki kakyoin#jjba kakyoin#jojo kakyoin#jjba part 3#jjba stardust crusaders#jjba#jjba fanart#jojo stardust crusaders#jojos bizarre adventure#kakyoin noriaki#jojo part 3#note that the hair is on the less usual side due to a design oversight#the head gets a twist around#so if you want it on its more regular side of his head#just flip the pattern#long post#but I'm excited#the opening on his backside is not intended to mean anything tragic I promise#origamiyoin lives. he's fine. he survives...origami part 3?#I mean I do want to create the rest of the part 3 crew#but I cannot guarantee specific characters at this time#anyway he was a joy to fold!#yayyy
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[I.D. Two drawings of Baxter Stockman from TMNT 2003. He wears a yellow v neck sweater and has orange glasses frames in both. In the first drawing he frowns with concentration, sticking out his tongue as he stares at a purple seed in his palm (the kind that Draxum uses to create vines) and gestures with his other hand. A small purple vine stems from the seed. In the second drawing, he moves his arm outward and the vine shoots up, curling over his head. He looks at it excitedly and says "Yes, yes!!" End I.D.]
I've decided, building on this post, after Stockman is told that manipulating vines is really hard and takes a super long time to learn that he decides to teach himself how to do it out of spite. Man is about 3 seconds away from losing control and sending that vine through his ceiling <3
#image described#tmnt 2003#2003 baxter stockman#tmnt 2k3#tmnt baxter stockman#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt#scientists testing evil mutagens#stem au#tag ramble time: i cant figure out how to draw his actual canon glasses and make them look nice so i went with orange frames#idk i like giving him bright colors (and it fits better with the energy of the rise universe i feel like)#but also. they were so annoying to draw. because i accidentally drew them on the regular lineart layer#well i drew one pair on the wrong layer and then went 'screw it i'm just merging the glasses down' Bad Decision#cause when i had to recolor them to make sure they actually stood out against his skin i couldnt do my normal 'recolor the whole layer'#(hit protect alpha and fill tool the whole layer so it takes like 3 seconds)#no i had to go in and carefully reline them. it wasnt that long but it was way longer than it wouldve taken if i hadnt messed up my layers#anyway his glasses are awful and i hate them (affectionate) (they're fine they're just tricky to draw)#and that's my tag ramble ig hope you enjoyed if you actually read it for some reason lmao
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say what u will about barry allen but no other superhero has had a worse time. you come in, take up another heros mantle, be a hero for however many years, DIE!!! actually die not comic death but die to the point you are functionally irrelevant for 20 years you completely cease to be that character and the vast majority of people grew up with a different flash, get resurrected you're back now (yay?), writers don't know what to do with you because there's already another flash and there has been for the past two decades so the entire universe kinda hems and haws about what to do with you until they take you out of your main comics and just have you chill in the justice league, then you lose your powers and are once again no longer the flash.
I need a "where are they now" but for Barry Allen flash. dead for Twenty Real Life Years. come back to life. reset the universe. just to lose your powers and be booted again from the superhero title. God himself hates this man
"Oh wally got erased from existence" "well x happens to Batman" it's not even about what happens in the narrative it's like. you're the only mainstream superhero ever that stopped existing for two decades and when they do decide to bring the character back they have no idea what to do with you so you're eventually forever relegated to the sidelines And also you're not the strongest or the most skilled or the fastest flash and they keep retconning all the special stuff You did in specific and refuse to let your narrative exist beyond Dead Mom. bartholomew baby I'm so sorry
#:v#Barry Allen#DC comics#the flash#It's just like. idk I really like Wally and I grew up with him in the cartoon#wally is what made me love the flash!#but why can't there be space for both of them. there's like 80 different batmen.#and Barry is so different from all the other speedsters you know? hes methodical and stops to think twice and is cautious#everyone else is silly and hot headed and impulsive#not to say Barry isn't silly or impulsive but he's not like. Hal you know?#he's level headed and his jokes are more like Dad puns then anything#idk I just really like Barry and I feel like the comics Don't#Also I forerv have beef with new 52 ENOUGH WITH REBOOTS#new 52 is why we got those dogshit movies idc idc 🙄#Also I'm fine with superheroes going through shit constantly I think especially with like peter parker and barry allen#the appeal there for a lot of people is they're regular nerdy guys who get beat up a lot and constantly fall down#but they always get back up#it's why making Peter a ceo in the comcis didn't work#That's not really what his character is ya know?#he's not a tony he's the down on his luck guy who can't afford eggs this week but he will still save new york#anyway I wish they could just do what marvel did and let there be two spidermen. why not ya know?#im sure the appeal is there. give us them both Please
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how are you holding up with the mighty nein teaser being the fjorester meet cute?
I'm obviously so fine about it I'm being so normal in this house right now it's BUSINESS AS USUAL
#yep i'm fine and normal this is just a regular day#anyway they look SO good i'm going to continue to be FINE about this#i hope that answers your question hahaha#fjorester#fairymonk#erin answers things#i have watched it multiple times
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Zelda
She/her, 65 moons, cis molly
#Zelda (cat)#<- so it doesn't go in the fandom tags of the game lmao#Loner#honeyclan#<- the save file she's from. I'm gonna say she lives nearest to them#warrior cats oc#warriors oc#kiri’s clangen#clangen#She also doesn't have the chest spot on her sprite but I thought she looked better with it so. Y'know#I made her fur so massive but I need it to be known that the rest of her is massive as well. She's jut very large#also I HAVE RETURNED TO THIS BLOG!!! Can't say how regular activity here will be but I'm queueing this on thursday to go up on friday#and I've got three more finished cats to go up the three days after that. We'll see how many more I draw before the queue runs out#I'm doing hermit-a-day-may over on my main blog and I'm coming up on the end of the schoolyear so I may be mostly swamped until summerish#but I'd like to pick back up with posting these during the summer. I have some ideas for a comic that I'd like to do but I haven't written-#-it out yet becuase I want to get these designs done first and I think I'm about halfway through all the cats I have? across 5 different-#-clans two of which are very large so. Mass extinction events will be on once I start playing moons again!!#anyways sorry for rambling but I'm very proud of my next few designs. I think I've found a good method for doing them quickly. It involves-#-using actual reference images for the poses lmao#EDIT I lied I'm not even close to halfway#I've got 66 out of 181 done meaning I have 115 left#jesus fucking christ ITS FINE it's fine it's just a lot. not a problem though#I can pick up the pace after this next month or two#it's chill
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Janeway in 'Nothing Human' vs Tuvok in 'Resolutions' There's something here I know there is I can almost wrap my teeth around it.
#I can't watch Nothing Human bc the puppet really disconcerts me#but I cannot believe Janeway really came into B'Elanna's room after all that and the FIRST thing she says...her OPENER is#'Wow it smells awful in here~!'#DUDE....................TIME AND PLACE#HEHEHHE#C'MON MAN#B'Elanna: Is [putting it behind us] an order? / Janeway [normal!]: Yes.#'And what emotion is that?' C'MON MAN!!!!!!#Janeway & Tuvok#Kathryn Janeway#Tuvok#I can see why she and Tuvok are friends#'I understand you're upset but fall in line'#You can be upset but not if effects your work#<- Something which would be fine on a regular ship but is very difficult on Voyager#I think Janeway's certain coldness or ruthlessness which can be aimed at either friend or foe is an interesting#aspect of her personality#Ex: She and B'Elanna COULD have feasibly had a more touching scene together to close out the episode but they don't#I don't know if I'm explaining myself well right now I'm a bit ill and more than a bit tired#Something about uhh maybe....people under their command vehemently and emotionally disagreeing with them/their decisions??#you can disagree with me but not if you don't follow me anyway#Voyager a ship full of contradictions#they have to all work together and they are all closer emotionally than any other starship due to their situation#but they are also still 'at work' and are expected to follow orders. It's like a 'casual' hierarchy but it's still a hierarchy#and you can't fall too far out of line bc you're someone dear to me#but you're also a valued cog in the machine#and even though you ARE valued you ARE still a cog in the machine#but you're also my dear friend. and all of these things are true at once.#all of that of course but also Janeway & Tuvok are displaying a very particular kind of shared leadership style in these moments#Janeway is obviously on the whole MUUUCH more charismatic and understanding than Tuvok but still - when push comes to shove...
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migraine has been bestowed upon me
#thumbs down emoji#it's literally sunnyyyyyyyy why must i be the bearer of the curse i could be doing ACTIVITIES!!!#anyway yesterday a family member knocked on my window concerned bc my curtains were closed when they left the house and#i was like *horrified shock* *how do i explain to them that i'm sick as hell but also just living my life regular style to me because this#is regular style to me* so i was like like 'no i'm fine (:'#bc like. idk how to explain it more than i've already explained it. i'm chronically ill and disabled for real u guys :')#it was nice that they checked on me. sucked as a reality check :P#anyway that's unrelated to migraine that's 'needs 10 hours of sleep a night or gets even more sick' type situation.#Please wish me a very 'drs investigate physical uhhh mechanisms of migraine' as i think i've found a contributing factor and i don't#feel like i can get anyone to believe me or investigate.#meeting a new dr in a couple of weeks yaaaaaaay#ANYWAY! it's literally sunny i did my chores i can ferment my brain in peace nbd i guess
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Ah, yes, Nelly Furtado's hit song Anteater. In completely unrelated news, several people have told me that I might be slightly dyslexic.
#shitpost hours but also this one's lowkey serious😭#I'm mostly bad with acronyms and double-letters but sometimes regular-ass words trip me up. like maneater apparently.#I can read and write just fine but stuff gets inexplicably mixed up here and there.#The bane of my existence is NDA and DNI though. they're not even that similar. idk.#actually homophones aren't- by jove! I've summoned an ant. there is an ant on my desk.#anyways homophones aren't fun either. I write things as I hear them in my mind and sometimes my brain chooses the wrong one.#I know the difference between them! It's not a lack of understanding. I know my its/it's and to/too/twos etc.#but when I try to get them down on paper something just goes wrong and I end up with the wrong one. and I KNOW it's wrong. alas.#even with super easy ones like flour and flower. obviously I know the difference but there's just a disconnect when I go to write it.#it's never been impactful enough for me to actually get it checked out but it is annoying.#if anything it impairs my ability or total lack thereof to do math over linguistic stuff but that's a whole other thing.#the ONLY way math makes sense to me is the way you'd put it into excel. i can put in horizontal stuff with brackets#but I could never do vertical math like they teach you in school.#even with a calculator. I cannot go downwards with it. my brain just doesn't compute it.#it's like reading other phonetically-similar languages as an english-only speaker.#you can recognize each individual letter (read: number) but putting them together doesn't get you very far.#you might even be able to pick out specific parts but you don't know the grammatical structures behind it.#that's how math has always felt to me.
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in a cafe rn. this place is nice :>
#just me hi#they have a lot of random old stuff in here it's fun :D#tons of books too; though most of them seem to be romance and unfortunately i've come to terms w/ the fact i'm a hater gfhsfh </3#oh and not that the old stuff is random in a new place; it's an old-looking place with a lot of old stuff that doesn't match anything else#lol ! there are some spots that are Almost uhh- the word is not coherent but it's something like it hfhvs#i've had a bisquit sanmich and a lemonade which was pretty fine. i liked the sandwich though it was a bit greasy bfsh :>#idk i'm just comfortable here. the guy running the counter might be gay and there's a bathroom sign that jokes abt gender n creatures for#them lol - it's relatively quiet too n i have a chair that's pressed against the wall w/ no windows so i don't feel like i can be snuck up#on ghfhsv. i like it here so far :D#//anywho i think i'm gonna get on my ar.ft attacks now hfhsvh#i didn't bother posting my first one this year but i'll get to that rn!! :3#i have 1 + 1/2 i gotta do - i say a half because it doesn't Technically count as an attack due to the System but ehe :33#//btw this place has a thing going on where it's Nearly symmetrical#every table is missing at least 1 chair that would make it so and if there Is an even amount of chairs they aren't the same kind#though they Are matching in colour if they aren't the same type! i like that. dunno why hfbvs#also i like how oddly everything has been placed. tables placed in a diamond form compared to the room and then others are situated like#regular tables ; i just think it's interesting lol :33#//oh and i've finished another chapter of my book ; it's taking me forever because i actually came to like it a lot n i don't want it to en#a common habit of mine hfhfsh <3#though ik it's hard to tell from the outside if i'm not doing it cuz i hate it or cuz i love it. fun for Me though hfhbshvs#//yea anyway. i like this place lol :>#gonna wander around prolly. n work on stuff hopefully :>>#i have a ~+~root beer~+~ so here i go !! toodles :D
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I never got too deep into enstars but there are days where I miss Mama 😔



#no one should ever be surprised that I main Boothill >:( /silly#yeehaw partner /jjjjjjjjj#i also like eichi for the aesthetic. he's like if you mix dain's face and ayato's mindset. actual warcriminal emperor-#and i think in terms of singing kaito slays 🔥🔥🔥🔥 I'm sorry.#actually in terms of songs in general imho it's valkyrie and akatsuki HAHAHAH#then idk i think i vibe with most undead songs though i wish there were like valentine eve's nightmare-#PERFECTLY-IMPERFECT 🔥🔥🔥🔥#fORBIDDEN RAIN- okay ill#stfu abt undead songs HAHAH#me typing these tags just slowly but surely reminds me I actually very much enjoy adonis' voice#in terms of trauma I think I got it most from Eden songs HAHAHAHHA the fricking apocalypse dance shit i forgot name but THAT#i love how i went “oh i like undead too but not as much i guess” and then proceeded to talk about undead songs more than akatsuki#and valkyrie HAHAHAHHA I'm a fricking liar#HEY HEY i mostly like valkyrie cuz shu's voice is mesmerizing- and every song in akatsuki slays because of their vocals even if I'm not th#e biggest fan of their genre leave me alone my biggest taste in men depends on their voice 😭😭😭😭😭#though in terms of friendship MaM/DoubleFace CrazyB and alkaloid for sure we'd be friends absolutely-#i played the music!! one not the original and nothing got me as hyped in the story as the fricking crazy roulette HAHAHAHA#GOT ME FEELIN LIKE I WAS IN THE CONCERT#never be a loooooSAAAAAUURRRRR *breakdances*#kiss of life is also mwah they're all my children. i know nothing on properly playing this game but i know i tried to main the christian guy#produce? forgot name but HIM I also love his voice and I have one of his priest card so he fricking dances with the priest uniform HAHAHAH#random confession: i don't have a 5 star mama card. orz.#anyways back to regular chaos in the tags omg aira i remember him what a mood and also the phantom oh frick forgot his name but i have his#sanrio card HAHAHHA 😭😭 i haven't leveled it up. i don't play this religiously-#the grind feels so overwhelming and i understand nothing I'm still on the work task 2 thing HAHHAA 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#most importantly i want to mention my redhead son i forgot his name but i love him very much my pretty son and his chaotic older bro i#support them both amen#as for fine. i don't really like most their songs that much...? okay this time I'm not lying like with Undead HAHAHAH I do vibe with#tempest nights for SURE absolute bop my dear blue haired clown is my fave fine member (as you can tell i love my loud girlies HAHAHHA)#most knight songs are bops and I like all the members- specially mister ensemble stRaws musiC (my other red haired son)
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getting ready to leave a job and intensely regretful that I can't bring the team with me or express my feelings in any articulate way: I am....going to bake you guys so many treats.
#if you think I'm kidding you have not seen the nine tabs I have open for this weekend#I am making vegan brownies peanut butter cookies and chocolate chips.#I am making 3 regular kinds of cookies#(m&m; nutella chocolate swirl; strawberry & white chocolate)#plus s'more bars and lemon blueberry bars because that's fun#and writing everybody a nice note about how awesome they are and what they've meant to me#anyway it's fine!!! it's fine.#no wonder the company has to secretly manipulate you#tw food
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The insomnia sure is insomniaing
#text post#it's fine. I'll nap later today. this is fine#eventually I'll fix the eating and sleep schedules again#the depression pit will throw me back out again and I'll get it all fixed up#in the meantime one of the neighbours have this? device? that seems to only beep at night#at fairly regular intervals#unfortunately for them it's the most irritating selection of beeps ever and it makes my eye twitch#beep beep beep beep in ascending notes#like every three to five minutes#and it's super quiet rn so i jump whenever it goes off#it's also got that sound of. you know when ppl play the rims of water glasses?#and the sound has that particular round almost eerie tone to it?#these beeps have that too and my god it's appropriate for the Halloween month#if this was the twilight zone I'd find out it was morse code for something terrifying#like let me out or I'm in your walls or#if we get nautical with it some sort of sos like signal#bc the one going rn isn't so I'm p sure of that#anyway i need to sleep and this beeping is going to drive me mad 💚
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i identify as a lesbian and that's not wrong because I like woman in a profoundly gay way and I recognize that I'm going to be gendered female because of my appearance and I'm apathetic enough about it to allow it except in my presence and sometimes even then but the way I feel about gender In General extends completely to all other aspects of my life like sure woman are hot in a way that I don't typically feel about men but also I do find butch masculinity wildly attractive when it's done on purpose and I think it's just that I like when people color outside the lines if I'm gonna be a weird queer freak then I'm gonna be a Weird Queer Freak and I've become So About It that I'm like... offended?? when people assume I'm doing something regular and normal?? like it's very very important to me that everyone knows I am doing All This aggressively On Purpose I Know that many things would make me more paletable to Most People but I'm not interested in being more palteable I am interested in finding other weird queer freaks!!!!
anyway all that to say that I sometimes get Quite In My Head about the fact that I am doing this Situationship with a straight man who is simultaneously 1. very comfortable with his gender and sexuality as a straight man 2. wildly attracted to me and 3. not thinking of me as a woman because both of the people IN the situationship are very aware this is all very queer I am aware that it Appears oftentimes to be just yknow regular heterosexuality
which is also why it really grinds my gears when chronically online teenagers and adults who should know better are like "this is the only way to be queer" and get all het up about like dykes fucking fags or whatever like babes you're just reinventing the same boxes the cis heteropatriarchy already wants to put us in. put down the iron bars come outside we're all doing drag and making out in the soft, soft grass under the warm bright sun
#i know it sounds like I'm inventing a guy to get mad at and i AM but also that guy exists and I have seen him#and also it's not really the point of the post#or rather it's the source of my own internal strife#and this is how I deal with that#brinn's marble run#I'm going to try and remember that tag#if you just want art go follow @brinnanzaart#anyway yesterday in bed this heterosexual cis man said to me 'did you ever think you'd be such a gay little boy who likes dick so much'#like. these are not things you say if you're actively pretending your partner is a regular cis woman#which to be clear I would be fine with#I do not care what people do in the privacy of their own heads#I only care when it affects me or I have to experience it#if you wanna think I'm a straight girl faking for nonexistant internet clout then go with god#but if you say that to my face I'll reach through your computer and pull your asshole through your mouth#like I'm in not in charge of your thoughts#I AM in charge of setting boundaries for how people treat me#and if you don't meet my standards you don't get to be part of my life
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I just went into the 23.5 tag after catching up on the last two weeks and yikes.
Personally, I'm still having a good time with this show. It's a standard GMMTV show and I'm not always fond of them, but I'm still liking this lesbian high school show more than almost all of their gay high school shows. So it's still a win for me.
#23.5#23.5 the series#I just feel like people projected A LOT onto this show#which is fine that's awesome do you for you#but some of the takes I was seeing confused me#because I wasn't getting any of that at all#so the show really hasn't gone anyway major I wasn't expecting#and thus hasn't annoyed me at all#so I'm just still having a fun time#did everyone try the chicken? I thought the chicken was good#regular clyde
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Embarrassing as fuck for no reason to talk in my real voice. I'm going to go crazy rn.

#system babbles#literally sitting here rereading my messages to people in a whispered voice to test the water lightly on my accent in this body#genuinely one of the most anxious and awkward feelings ever and i don't fucking understand why because its fine#even if I wasn't perfectly capable of sounding out loud how i do in headspace. which i am rn. it would be totally perfectly fine#but im all embarrassed like im fuckin. idk appropriating something? why does it feel terrible and rude at times. I'm just Russian.breh.#some of us others have had accents before but none have presented the way i am. no one before any of us are quite#anything like us. we're all so far ahead in healing every time we split its like no wonder we're totally different people. we keep growing#and now im being myself so boldly and bigly#anyway. time for regular tags im just overwhelmed with emotions and such right now. I'm doing my best to be me#viktor#fictive#introject#actually plural#headmate voices
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