#anyway yeah SOMETHING is off when i make it a pfp and its not the fact im no longer cyrus
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did my totally not favorite sona for fun and cuz I wanted to try it for a pfp. debating still. but at least I'm drawing.
#me create#everyone say hi Nova i keep sketching and drawing them more than whats supposed to be MY REAL sona.#like i guess im meant to be pokemond#anyway yeah SOMETHING is off when i make it a pfp and its not the fact im no longer cyrus#but ill try it out here too. till my next piece idk.#also trying out my signature cause my initials dont mean shit for a watermark.#now i can be found at least.
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Salve! You're response from my previous question is appreciated and helpful.(^-^)
I was wondering what your character limit was since I wanted to make a request. Is it possible if you can do a hc with Trey Clover, Jade Leech, Jamil Viper, and Idia Shroud with a F!S/O that has snake bite piercings?
Like, they didn't know it at first but F!S/O just randomly bought it up. How would they feel about said piercings? Do they find it attractive? Or looks down upon them? I'll leave it up to you♥︎
You don't have to do it if you're uncomfy about piercings♥︎
(Also, have you heard of the "Beta punk Jade"?👀)
Thank you for your time!(^-^)/♡☆ミ
ooooh absolutely!!! I have a few ear piercings myself actaully aha..
Beta Jade being a little punkish is SO funny to me.
Trey Clover, Jade Leech, Jamil Viper, and Idia Shroud
with an S/O who has snake bite piercings.
Kind of short this time...
Trey Clover
He thinks they are super cool!!
He would never do that to himself becasuse ouch pain.
Like when you brought up your own piercings to Trey he's like "Oh thats cool- did they hurt??"
And he legally has to ask "Do you have to brush your teeth any differently?"
Lowkey thinks its hot.
He's a tad bit plain so he does have moments where he's a little... judgy about it?
Like they'll get caught on something and he'll make a comment on it
"See, this is why I don't have any piercings myself"
Outside of small moments like that he's real chill!
Jade Leech
Oh?????
He's observant!!! he noticed right away <3
But he'll keep to himself for now.
So when you bring up your piercings Jade finally gets to ask some things he's been dyyying to know about.
"So, humans pierce more than their ears... interesting."
Jade lowkey wants one too,,,
He'd like to match, but you definitely pull them off better in this eyes (Jade heart eyes)
Maybe with enough convincing you take him to get a matching one!
Happy eel boyfie
Jamil Viper
He's busy, so you DO kind of need to mention it, like he'll notice but forget to comment
Huh? oh? your lips, they have metal-
"Snake bite piercings...? really?" then he does a little smrik because
You got snake bites
his last name is Viper....
Weird sense of pride about them.
He ADORES THEM
I think Jamil would like to lightly poke at them sometimes, he kind of sees them as a reminder of himself and your relationship.
He doesn't want his own, but maybe he'd get you some fancier piercings when he spots them now!
Idia Shroud
Yeah you,,, you HAVE to tell him
WHOAAAA holy shit that so pog babe- anyways.
"Eh? You actually got a snake bite? ohmygods this is JUST like my fanfi- I've said too much."
Idia REALLY likes them (he has a crush on you how embarassing!!!)
He kind of just... stares sometimes. He's looking at your face but he pinks up a little when he sees the piercings.
Idia also kind of wants them but he is way too scared to actually get anything othert than his ears pierced (With good reason too i have no doubts he was weak skin)
You also notice he is not so subtly changing his pfps to characters with piercings
He thinks ur rlly cool...
#twisted wonderland#twistedwonderland#disney twisted wonderland#twst#disney twst#twst x reader#twisted wonderland x reader#idia shroud x reader#jamil viper x reader#trey clover x reader#jade leech x reader
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hey guys, remember to stay skeptical of random messages on discord, or any social media tbh.
i was already suspicious when i got a random dm from someone i barely knew who i havent talked to since 2021 saying 'i need to talk about something serious' like... ??
but also the shit they were saying was dumb as fuck. first of all, over 300$ on nitro?? not to mention the ultra specific number of 362, like, thats just weird to me. also 'mess with your ip and stuff' how. how though.
also the weird implication that somehow my friends or family could also have hacked this person. my family who barely use discord/know how to use discord, and my toootally real irl friends that i have that got on my computer, right....
but also like i say in the screenshots, they were avoiding all of my questions asking for clarification, including me rightfully asking how this person would even be thinking of me after 3 years of not talking, not to mention we werent even friends, we just sent a few dms to eachother... but most of all how theyd remember me based on a pfp i drew after i stopped talking to them, or how someone would have a similar pfp to the one i drew myself of my own OC. yeah, sure buddy.
and most of all how dumb it is to be like 'oh noo, the person who i reported you to wont listen to me, please can you, the person whos account is at stake for actions you may or may not have taken, please go beg for your account for me?' like... that doesnt make sense. on no level does that make sense.
i took the picture they sent me, erased specific details like their username and my name and pfp, and reverse image searched it
and every single result was how its a scam.
and like i said, naming yourself that on discord, also that pfp?? thats cop shit. thats some cop shit. fuck no.
they prey on your fear of losing your account. the realistic idea that many people get hacked all the time from suspicious links, so that you feel bad for this person and are more likely to listen to them. they obviously go through peoples friends lists or dm lists so that its someone they might know, or previously knew, so that youre less likely to be like 'hey, fuck off.'
and they send a screenshot that is actually fairly convincing at first but its also like... bruh. cause im pretty sure ive reported some accounts in recent months and never got that image, though i didnt report them on the discord website because discord has a built in report button in app. and honestly whos gonna bother going to the website unless its like, extremely serious, like the time someone sent me images of fucking dead bodies on discord. thats what you go directly to the website for.
anyway, other people online have said that the person they attempt to send you to is the real hacker trying to steal your shit, if that wasnt already obvious by this persons insistence... so yeah. dont fall for scammers bullshit, guys.
if youre wondering why im even bothering posting this and saying so much shit, im just hoping if other people reverse search the image people send them that they get informational posts like this, cause its important people dont fall for this garbage
#my post#long post#scammers#scam alert#scam psa#discord scam#i specified that i dont have nitro cause like... if someone paid for nitro... you see it on their profile??#so you couldnt exactly be like. oh shit this person scammed me for nitro money even though they dont have nitro!!#miss me with that shit
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The hate against Jimin & PJMS is so forced....
In fact its SO forced that now ANYONE can drag ANY member & instead of the guilty party suffering the consequences they can just switch their pfp to Jimin's and say "pjms started it" and army are such SHEEP that they'll believe it and keep on parroting "pjms are the most vile creatures"
But you know what I've seen in the last 48hrs?
Jikookers dragging Taehyung for no apparent reason, knowing that kths will only attack Jimin, not the golden boi wonder who's album is coming up.
So after they get Jimin dragged, who has to come and clean the mess? That's right, pjms through all the ReportForJimin accounts.
I reported over a 100+ accounts yesterday between Targeted Harassment & Hateful Speech (most of those accs had been reported NUMEROUS times before & were still around), while I was still streaming FACE and trying to keep ya'll informed here on tumblr about random Jimin news. And while reporting I saw NOT A SINGLE jikooker OR ot7 reporting. It was always us while at the same time being attacked by everyone.
The next nasty thing I saw were actual Army OT7s who are Palestinians, expressing their discomfort at being pressured to buy and support JK's album when a lot of them were caught in this awful war and it was more important for them to fight for their lives and their families than focusing right now on an album that will still be available for purchase and streaming weeks and months from now.
GUESS WHAT HAPPENED????
The got dragged AND ratioed by everyone; "ot7s", JK solos & Taekookers alike.
I saw them get messages like:
"So go k*ll yourself then."
"I hope you get blown off along with your family."
"You all deserve to d*e anyway."
"Jungkook's album is more important than your pity-war, cry about it"
Yeah, those were legit messages being said to these armys. And all it took was one of them fighting back by stating that armys were stupid for defending an album that had Scooter Braun's disgusting hands all over it. The same Zionist who's on Israel's side & gives money for these wars disguised as "wanting peace", instead of standing up for people who were actually suffering or being killed as a result of this war, for the narrative of these JK solos, Taekookers & even some "armys" to switch to:
"Oh, that explains it. They're just jealous of JK because Scooter is helping him"
"Its prolly a bitter pjms who's afraid that Golden will surpass Face next week."
And the whole thing just went to hell from there with Jimin getting called animal names, pjms getting blamed for EVERYTHING AGAIN.
And the stupidest part is, they're acting as if there aren't any Palestinians within PJMS/Jimin stans side who ARE boycotting, who ARE participating in protests, who ARE risking their lives too.
I did also see a large group of armys openly declaring being Zionists & those were cancelled pretty quick. But why does it take so long for regular antis to get cancelled as well? They just get to roam free, spreading their one-sided hate around for weeks, months, years to come.
And in the end its always "pjms are the worst" when all we're trying to do it to keep supporting Jimin with streaming/buying parties every day. The majority of us don't even keep up with what the other members are doing, we're just here for Jimin only. But still we get dragged into pity-fights between the other solos.
ESPECIALLY that BlockForV acc who acts as an ot7, but is actually a solo acc day in and day out targeting Jimin & pjms for attention (they're the ones trying to drag Jimin into that issue with gdragon over that Nike Dinner Party where BOTH Jimin & RM got invited alongside other Idols and Hybe employees, by cropping pictures of that dinner party to make it look like only Jimin was there. We didn't even know they were doing this because apparently Taehyung is also under investigation for something?? So they're trying to divert attention by getting Jimin dragged)
It's tiring, man...
#leave jimin and pjms alone#we're tired#jimin#park jimin#bts jimin#pjm#pjms#jiminie#bts#bts army#bts ships#jimin antis
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This is just for my new pinned post but yeah so Hi! Our Name is Jay, but we also dont mind being called Max or even just Greylock. We are a system, but its not really something we talk about openly. Oh and we tend to switch between talking as one person and multiple a lot purely because sometimes just being one person is easier to type out LOL Our pronouns are He/Sleeps, but we default to He/Him most of the time for ourselves. We are autistic and My Little Pony has always been something we have loved since we were a kid, so seeing our silly NPMD au get attention has made us excited to work on it more! Tumblr isn't something we have used a lot in a long time but we are trying to learn it again, so everyone interacting with us has been a really pleasant surprise honestly!! ANYWAY We can be found on most other sites as SmokyOnyxX (SmokeyOnyxX/SmokyOnyx on some others) If you are interested inchatting with us more easily off of Tumblr, our Discord is greylocksys. Our pfp on there changes often, but at the moment, it is the same as the one we have here. (We are also really awkward when it comes to talking in dms, or anywhere really, there is a chance we might make a server for My Little Prudes if enough people are interested!) Speaking of, that art is done by our best friend @thebugb0i (i dont know how often he uses Tumblr tho) sorry for being the yapper, we struggle getting things like this out in less words </3 but uhh yeah that should be it as of right now! umm heres our carrd, that needs to be updated still but its all we got rn! https://smokyonyxx.carrd.co/
have a great day!! thanks for reading!!
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This is just a post to try and keep things organized on my blog. If you want to know my pronouns, name I go by, age, etc, just look in my bio. I just reblog and post whatever I want.
I don’t have an official dni, I just don’t give a fuck half the time, as long as you aren’t a dick to others, you can stay
I also don’t mind people using ideas that I have, making things off of the ideas or fics I have, or tagging me in silly @ games.
I also have a second account I occasionally use as a studyblr, which is Pancake-tries-college.
My AO3 is Pancake_Overlord
I have two side blogs:
@pancake-tries-college is where I keep my adulting stuff
@bite-sized-pancakes is where I keep my little stuff cause I think I may be an age dreamer ����
My pfp is made by a picrew from @wervty
Dragons from @blu3b3rryj4mp1r3
Important sorting tags:
#vent chai latte - posts that are vents or emotional (I don’t always use it I am gonna be honest)
#diary posting - a new tag I’ll be using when I ramble about emotions, meds or just more personal things that are not about my school or friends (LATER HARLEY UPDATE: It is also becoming a bit of less fun school stuff tag, eg talking with professors, getting homework done, etc)
#Into the datemate pile - a tag that I use just to save & share things with my datemate, who does not have an active tumblr
#ph anon of the opera - my ask tag. It does not matter if you are anon or no, you are all ph anon in my eyes hearts (I also have a tendency of hoarding my asks but be free to still send me asks)
#ask game - just replies I’m saving from like descriptions of me or ask games
#my wife saga - my datemate is studying abroad then researching in idaho so I’m being dramatic. This will be happening for 3 months.
#holly on the wally - my tag for my dog Holly! You can block this if you want or if you don’t like dogs
Tell me if I need to tag anything for you
From @hee-blee-art
Posts that I feel like sharing:
A post I made about saving Rats SMP vods and led to some decent archives. I did nothing, but it has the link to the document that has a whole lot of links so!
A post I made with a document that I use to save a whole lot of MCC vods and a few VODs I have saved myself
Not an important post, however it’s a post I love and I want to keep on my pinned for when I want to see. It entails some games of One Night Ultimate Werewolf for my datemate’s birthday
This isn’t a post of mine, but I wanted to save Tumblr fairy tales
A ramble on the life series from my datemate. Read it. This is a threat /silly
A list of things to cheer anyone up ^-^
Candy for any trick or treaters who don’t want to send an ask
Best video ever
Datemate poll
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Okay two things one In that first photo immediately I went to posture and facial expression etc. He's sitting rigid which implies he's got a vest, his feet are in a position to be able to move at any second, his cup wasn't held comfortably and even the way he's holding his phone shows he's recording. His face also says fuck I'm caught.
Now I actually am really good at reading people so is My boyfriend, as a kid/young adult I wanted to be an fbi profiler (until I realized thats a joke) or international spy (I'm disabled) or a lawyer (i have 4 years of political science and Hispanic studies degrees focused on law, prisons, Healthcare and immigration so thats still an option when i have money) and I find human psychology fascinating that was my first choice major but my disability prevented a psych degree, and my boyfriend worked military and then in the police department in the csi lab (both non US). It's also worth mentioning that certain times we have zero filter, so we just say things sometimes 🤣. we run a kik group together and this guy comes in the group, I own it so I verify the guy, get his age and location all that. Then he starts talking and something just seems ....off. now I also lived in the hood on and off for 12 years and I recognized the way he spoke. Literally the tone he texted in and the words he used, even his pfp just the photo of him screamed cop. finally after a couple hrs of him being there I was like, "are you a cop?" And he was like......radio silence.... my boyfriend whos on a call with me is dying laughing saying "babes you can't just ask people if they're cops 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣" I'm like "well I just did, if he's from the US directly asked they're legally required to tell us especially if he's trying to collect info" so we wait finally dude goes, "yeah..I am" I was like "I knew it" my boyfriend smokes weed legally and dude would manage to come on during the times he was, we messed with him for a bit too, nothing mean just talked as we normally do about me being a prison abolitionist and some of the other members would joke about committing low level crime or them being angels, our trauma, smexual experiences etc, all of which im sure was way more than this guy signed up for, a couple of the members like me and my boyfriend have bad experiences with cops (I was never arrested and never committed a crime i am very often, harrassed, stalked, made fun of and lied to by police that it makes it difficult to be comfortable with them) (my partner just has problems with authority), so we were more on guard. He left a few days later, either because we bore him or he found out we're all clean there legally speaking, and he couldn't buy drugs (though he did ask at one point whether joking or not thats sus).
Anyway, pigs love sheep clothing. Make sure you know how to spot them, your rights, local laws, basic federal laws and by all means DO NOT EXPECT THEY KNOW THE LAW, THEY DON'T. I've had more than 3 lie or blatantly not know the law and its always put me in a bad position. Remind them of the law, correct them, they hate it but it's entirely necessary.
I tend to also get harassed because I'm not light enough for them (I'm mixed race) so another tip a very very strange one at that. If you go out and are asking question or directions some place but you don't look like your only ancestors stepped off the mayflower but your friend does, have them ask the question or directions. I've tested it, they got rude with me acted like I was gonna steal cars and condescendingly said "maybe next time remember where you parked it" (it was 10pm in Seattle everything's dark we got there at 5pm when it was sunny of course we lost the car) anyway they turned to My friend who looks like a lighter version of the lucky charms mascot Character and kindly told him exactly how to get there.
Losing my mind remembering that pic chelsea manning posted of the extremely undercover and not at all obvious fbi agent who was tailing her after her release
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INTRO POST!!
ABOUT ME!!! (strawpage for more info(?))
Names: Ace, Obsequious, Oliver/Oli (Oli being a nickname that I like for that name :3) + any nicknames idrc (as long as they're not weird)
Pronouns: he/they/it
Art blog: @ace-draws-stuff
Icons/pfp/etc. blog: @ace-makes-pfps-and-stuff (PLEASE send requests,,,,)
PLEASE DO NOT DM ME!!! I am very uncomfortable with it so yea pls don't DM me.
interests:
.> Vocaloid
.> GHOST And Pals
.> Project Sekai
.> COMMUNICATIONS (GHOST And Pals)
.> The Post Traumatic Manifesto (WeevilDoing)
.> Slime Rancher
.> Kandi!!!!!!!! :D
blue = current main hyperfixation
red = current hyperfixation that will NOT leave my brain and I will reblog/post lots of probably XD
Project Sekai Player ID (feel free to friend req lol): 443164046783647750
I have a youtube channel btw :3
and a soundcloud acct :3
CERTIFIED TPTM CHEMWASTE SHIPPER!!!!! (I don't mind ppl who ship diff ppl tho as long as ur not rude abt it :P)
FEEL FREE TO DRAW MY OCS AND SONAS!!!!! ^^ Just credit/tag me in the art pls!!!! :]
Tags (or whatever they're called idfk): #COOL ART ALERT‼️‼️ <- Art reblogs, #my art <- self-explanatory but it's my art :3, #Ace makes pfps and icons!!!! <- self-explanatory AGAIN but its pfps and icons I make :]
I RLLY RLLY LIKE MOTHS BTW PLS TAG ME IN ANY MOTH CONTENT I AND WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER!!!!! /platonic /nf
I don't rlly share my opinions much on here by the way! (feel free to ask why ig if u rlly wanna know :P)
DNI list:
• Nsfw/kink blogs
Anti-selfship (idk what it's actually called)
Anti-LGBTQ+
• TERF/RadFem/Gender Critical
• Pedo/Map (SUPPORTERS INCLUDED)
• Racist
• Proship/Anti-Anti
• Any Exclusionist
• Ableist
• Anti-Neopronouns / Xenogenders
• Anti-Kin
• BASIC DNI
Other stuff:
This blog is MAINLY Ghost and Pals and vocaloid stuff (maybe occasional pjsk stuff idk)! :)
My ask box IS open... Pls ask me stuff I'm lonely /hj--
I POST RANDOM SHIT IDFK (Also I talk in all caps 85% of the time >:3)
IF U SEND IN AN ASK OR SMTHNG AND I DONT RESPOND FOR A WHILE ITS BCUZ IM OVERTHINKING HOW TO RESPOND IM SORRY ;-;
IM HORRIBLE AT REMEMBERING THINGS 😭
Oh yea I swear/cuss (idk which one is the right word) sometimes btw
If I start typing/talking differently (ex: more/less emoticons, more/less all caps, ect.) it either means I'm just feeling REALLY SILLY (probably a kinshift)!!!!!! or I'm just really eepy/just woke up lmao
I tend to make humor out of my own problems- sooo when I make the occasional vent post (I usually don't tho) and I put 'lmao' and stuff in there, I'm NOT making fun of anything, I'm just brushing off my own problems :3
I apologize. A lot. If I THINK I did something wrong I WILL apologize profusely-
If I say something like "Sorry I'm so stupid XD" or smthng like that, it's not in a pick-me way- Idk how else to explain it?? Idk I make fun of myself all the time tho lol
I HATE DRAMA SO FUCKING MUCH OMG- The amount of times I've actually genuinely cried because of drama not even including me is insaneee- anyway yeah I don't like drama <3
ANYWAY fun fact: My birthday is May 14th :3
yea I think that's all you need to know! :]
Side note: If we're mutuals, expect a LOT of interaction from me :3 /silly
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#lab bitches and moans#do///n.t re.bl/o.g#if i know u irl stop reading or pretend u didnt read any of what follows#anyway. my name is what it is right. like i picked it out myself and everything and i rather like it#but what REALLY gets my goat. acquires my cow. obtains my ostrich#is that its my discord tag too for convenience right? but some irl friends when i added them went oh its LAB RATS LOLOLOL#not helped by my discord pfp being remy lust ratatouille but i digress#but they always call me either [deadname] (this is fine i told them to do this) but as a joke theyll call me lab rats sometimes#which. is fine to a point. but its REALLY starting to grind my gears like no! NO!! that is NOT my fucking name!!! you know??#like literally i told you No Its Pronounced Like This the FIRST TIME you made that joke#its not funny anymore!!! it never was!! STOP MAKING FUN OF IT GDI#idk im thinkin about bringing it up when i see them next and doing a two bird one stone#of saying hey please call me lab or labhras (its on if they cant pronounce it thats what the nickname is for) and also stop calling me-#-lab rats because i dont like it#and they tend to be pretty cool about that shit like ive never ACTUALLY complained before now it just suddenly started pissing me off bc im-#in a ✨mood✨ recently but we’re working through it#god. unrelated i REALLY want to come out theres been so many brief pauses lately with just me and my mom at food or something where my#internal monologue is like. say it. just say it. whats stopping you from Yeah Lol Im Lookin At Menu Item Four and we move on#my toenails grow really slowly. i got them painted at the end of october for An Event and they havent even halfway grown out yet#its kinda silly but ive been telling myself that once theyve completely grown out (i dont pick at them and i dont have remover) ill come out#at this rate id come out like mid september maybe? which honestly kinda works timeline wise for what i’ll be doing then#also i have therapy again which is GREAT bc she confirmed my suspicions that chest pains might be related to That Gay Shit which is neat#she didnt say This Is The Case Period but she mentioned it as a possibility without my promptig which is always good#anyway so thats also going well im excited to have someone i can talk to about this stuff#buenas noches!! if u got this far hi i hope ur going well drink water and imagine a cow thank u
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#i did see calico jacks passive aggressive remarks as going rigt over eds head but they go over the rest of the crews head too#it occurs to me that calico jack might be kind of an outlier in his fluency with underhanded comments#its really not something we see anywhere else in ofmd’s pirate culture. which kind of. makes me wonder about cj’s background#ik hes messy party animal frat boy coded but the thing about frat boys is a lot of them come from rich as balls families#anyway yeah stedes bad at communicating hy accident and#im not even sure i WOULD call izzy bad at communicating. he seems to communicate what he wants to say pretty well#its just everything he has to say is shit 😔 (@ourfag)
Friendo I'm sure you realized this when you talked about CJ in the tags of the post of someone with my pfp, but you have in fact activated my trap card. So I do and don't think that Jack's passive aggression went over Ed's head, he just misinterpreted it because he didn't have all of the context. The two times Jack said something explicitly mean in front of Ed was "Whose the big gal" and "Not like one of these storebought types." First with whose the big gal, I think that Ed didn't so much miss that as he did write it off as "just how Jack is" Jack calls Ed a dopey bastard, he calls Izzy a sentimental bastard, he makes fun of Ed for not wanting to drink first thing in the morning on an empty stomach. Jack is mean across the board, including to people he's ostensibly on good terms with. Stede saw "who's the big gal" as bullying, Jack saw "whose the big gal" as a thinly veiled Jab at a guy he's already decided to hate before he met him, and Ed saw "whose the big gal" as light hearted ribbing that Jack uses to relate to people and an invitation for Stede to engage in the douchey frat behavior that could go real wrong real fast that he had to course correct slightly but ultimately not make a big deal of. No one is on the same page for that moment, but to Ed it's just his problematic bestie being problematic. Nothing to write home about.
As for "Not like one of these storebought types." I do actually think that that one might have gone over Ed's head, just because it's passive aggression and he's not super familiar with that, but I disagree whole heartedly with the assertion that it went over the crew's head. They're just on Jack's side, and you would be too. Like think about it, you're a very very poor person and you've resorted to crime in order to fucking eat, and here comes this fucking guy who's just doing crime for the love of the game. He's doing poverty tourism, and yeah he's paying you but also he keeps doing these things that are super annoying and betray that he very much doesn't understand what kind of financial pressure you're under. Then along comes this other guy who started out poor as dirt, but has done crime well enough that he now has money. Like he started where you are now and he worked his way up by being very very good at crime, and then he's mean to the guy who is doing poverty tourism about him doing poverty tourism, and even though you've come to like the rich guy, he fucking deserves to get bullied a little bit for being a rich guy who bought his way into it. Like on the one hand you're sort of friends but on the other hand fuck that guy a little bit. Like you'd defend him from the navy, and from homophobia, but when a poor person comes to talk shit about him for being rich, well he just has to take that because Jack is in fact right.
Also I don't think CJ is actually that frat boy coded, he's douchebag party animal coded, which is something that is highly associated with frats but is not exclusive to frats. Like rich kids who's dads are paying for them to go to college do not have a monopoly on getting very drunk and doing stupid shit, or on being bullies. Jack is working class coded (wayyyyyy more so than Izzy) a. because he's a dirty cowboy, B. Because he has a substantive class critique of Stede, and C. because it's heavily implied that he and Ed started out in roughly the same place when they got into piracy and Ed is explicitly rags to riches. His proficiency with passive aggression might cause someone to wonder but again, being a manipulative bully is not something that rich people have a monopoly on.
also you're right about Izzy
I think Ed kind of does have some issues communicating it's just that those issues aren't being bad at communicating they're "I operate at a certain level of honesty and I expect others to do the same" it's less of a "I can't read social cues" and more of a "why would I bother with that social cue when you directly contradicted it with your mouth? I'm just gonna go with what your mouth said." And honestly I think that this is the right way to communicate and we should start accusing Stede and Izzy of having trouble with communication actually. Like yeah Stede had a big neon "doesn't want to run away to China" sign directly above his head and it was flashing, but he said yes I will go to China with you so that's his problem for not clarifying.
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hello, i was wondering if i could request some general dating headcanons for a ftm reader with hajime, kazuichi, and kaito?
GENERAL DATING HCS • hajime, kazuichi, kaito x trans ftm reader
hi anon! this will focus less on the ftm aspect and more on the general dating hcs since i feel like these men wouldnt mind you being trans. also, this wasnt proof read since i was in a hurry to go somewhere. anyways, i hope you enjoy these!
tws/cws: a $3-xual pick up line from kazuichi.
|| -> mod taka <3
you guys probably had the normal way of confessing and eventually dating. he fell for you first, and you did the same shortly after. a few months of mutual pining goes by, and you finally confess. nothing special in your process of getting together.
if youre dating this man, youre legally obligated to be friends with chiaki and nagito. and if you dont want to, well too bad because their charisma will lure you into their friendship trap.
hajime definitely loves the dates where you two are just in each others presence. it doesnt need to be in some fancy place, if youre there then he'll have a great time no matter what.
you know those types of friends that instantly watch/try something you suggets? hes that but hes your boyfriend instead. the moment you mention anything you like that he can participate in as well, he will join in on the fun.
if you two try to cook together, it'll most likely turn into a diasaster, but it would be so fun. the laughs exchanged during the process is probably the sweetest thing anyone will ever see.
he just, looks at you with so much admiration in his eyes. anyone could tell at first glance that this man is in love with you, and nothing you do could ever change that.
will ask if you want to have matching pfps on discord. its most likely a mlm couple that matches both of your energies from your favorite show or game.
will count the hours that you have your binder on, and immediately informs you when its time for you to remove it. will look away when youre taking it off, of course.
any gift you give him, he'll treat it like its the most amazing thing in the world. will really cherish anything you give him, because its from you! anything given by you is great for him.
his love language is most likely quality time. he doesnt need physical touch or words of affirmation, he honestly just wants to get to know you as best as he can and spend time with you.
probably shows his love by just straight up telling you. wouldnt be the person who'd say "i love you" immediately, but would say it once you say it to him. hes known hes loved you every since he realized his feelings for you, so he doesnt have any issues with it.
becomes alot more mellow and happy. its very apparent that youve had a good effect on his life, so he does thank you for that. becomes less concerned with what other people think, because your opinion is the only one that really matters to him.
doesnt hate pda, but at the same time he doesnt initiate it. mainly because if you do anything more than hold his hand, his mind will malfunction because of how flustered he is now that youre showing affection with him in public for others to see.
he really likes to see you wearing his tie. he thinks it matches you in a weird way. hajime smiles whenever he sees you wear it. he doesnt know why, but the sight of it makes his heart beat faster.
loves you very much, and your relationship is pretty standard and healthy. nothing much different from a straight one. the only difference is that his friends love to tease him about you, but thats pretty standard as well.
its quite common knowledge that kazuichi had a massive crush on sonia, and you were originally his wingman. yeah, you had feelings for him, but if he was happy then you were content with just being his friend.
in the process of trying to get with sonia, he slowly starts to fall for you instead. kazuichi actually loses his feelings for her completely, but he doesnt want to tell you that since thats the main reason you two are always hanging out.
the only saving grace that actually made you realize you liked each other is that sonia noticed kazuichi being less bold and gravitating toward you now instead of her.
with gundhams help, they make him realize that he likes you, which causes him to go into panic mode. you were his best friend! you could never like him back.
after a few more tries from sonia and gundham for you to confess to him, you finally do! and now you two are dating, hurray!
the start of the relationship was... awkward. a good kind of awkward though! anytime your skin grazed against one another, you would both practically be on the edge of a heart attack.
after that stage, he starts becoming his usual flirty self again. most likely says all those cheesy pick up lines to you whenever you guys see each other in the morning.
makes anything you want. you practically have him wrapped around your finger, you could just say that you want a small metal version of yourself and next thing you know, he comes in the next day and hands it to you.
will change the way he says some pick up lines in the middle of saying it so he doesnt make you gender dysphoric. "hey are you from japan? cuz i wanna get into your japantie- wait... youre a guy so you wear boxers, my bad."
is very clingy, of course he doesnt want to be, but this is one of the few times where someone he likes actually likes him back. hes bound to be a little enthusiastic, but would definitely tone it down if you asked.
his love languages are physical touch and gift giving. he loves giving you anything he finds, or anything that he created. everytime he gives you something, it feels like hes making more of an impression on you, so he loves it.
please please please give him a hug while reassuring him thats hes a decent person. he'll be like putty in your hands if you do so. the man is so touch and affection starved, hes practically on the edge of tears when you do this to him.
everyday youre together, the more he tries to convince you to have an animal child with him, which means he basically wants to adopt an animal with you and have it be both of yours hypothetical child.
very much wants a racoon if you do say yes to having an animal child, but eventually settles on a cat or a dog, like the regular person would chose.
everytime youre at a fast food restaurant that has a milkshake in the menu, then he will always ask for you two to do that "drinking from the same drink from two different straws" trope.
will always be the person who will stick beside you, no matter what youve done. loves you so much that it even surprises him, hes never felt this kind of love for someone, and it makes him happy that you love him back.
its very obvious that he likes you. whenever theres an opportunity to work with someone else in the class, he'll practically run to your seat to ask if you want to be partners.
says things that are a little too... romantic for it to be platonic. all the other people in your class are banging their heads against the wall because they just want you two to get together already so kaito can shut up.
maki finally had enough, and makes a situation where kaito can chicken out from confessing to you. which forces him to say his feelings, and you felt the same! turns out you just werent picking up the signals.
to everyones relief, you two were finally together, and they never have to hear about how handsome you are according to kaito, ever again.
now they have to hear what an amazing boyfriend you are from kaito, so basically nothing gets solved from him confessing. they still have to face his rambles about how cute and dependable you are, etc. etc...
screams how much he loves you every other day, hes not afraid to let people know that he'd do anything for you and that you're the only thing that matters to him right now. its very endearing, but also a little embarrassing to watch...
is a sucker for the "give your partner your jacket when theyre cold" stereotype. the moment you mention that its a little chilly outside, he places his jacket on your shoulders.
is a sucker for seeing you in his clothes. he thinks you look so great in them, and secretly has a whole album of you wearing his clothes on his phone.
his love language is physical touch and quality time. most of your dates consist of you and him hanging out in your dorm, and having a cuddle session while he rants about something thats irritating to him.
doesnt exactly crave nor reject physical affection. sure, he'll be happy when you hug him, but its really not a big deal if you dont either. just do whatever makes you comfortable, he doesnt mind either way.
when you mention that you like a specific mlm couple in a certain media, he'll commission an artist to draw you and him as that couple. once its done, he'll print it on photo paper and give it to you as a nice little surprise.
if youre a cosplayer, he will cosplay with you. you dont even have to ask him, he'll just do it either way. thinks cosplaying is super fun and creative, so he really wants to try it with you.
definitely is the type of person who would change a fem term into a masc version so he can call you that without making you uncomfortable. would comment "yes s/o! #gatekeep #gaslight #boyboss!! <3" on any post you make. you think its cute, but good lord, he really needs to take it down a few notches.
you guys most likely have a bunch of inside jokes. everyone else is wondering whats so funny when kaito whispers "potato salad" to you and you both combust into laughter.
if you wear anything, this man will hype you up so much. there are times when you wear something that you know is ugly on you to see if he will still hype you up, and he does!
who cares if it looks bad? if youre confident in it, then you should wear it without any worries in the world. everyone elses opinion doesnt matter, youre still beatiful in his eyes either way, and he'll love you no matter what.
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please for the love of all fuck explain mcyt to me
Omg I've been waiting for this
So mcyt means minecraft youtube, but usually also includes Twitch streamers. It's like a in general thing, and not pointing to anything specific
But since you sound so confused, I'm gonna explain to you the Dream SMP lore 'cause why not
TL;DR: Chaos and war, basically also like a hamilton, heathers, and les mis crossover (but i mean if you want to understand everything you should read.)
If theres spelling mistakes, sorry
Note: Everyone on the smp has three canon lives, and when you loose all three you're canonically dead (except philza minecraft. he has one canon life bc hes known as the hardcore guy bc he had a minecraft hardcore series for 6 years until he was killed by a spider while trying to fight a baby zombie lmaoooooo)
IMPORTANT: THIS IS ALL RP. IRL THEY’RE ALL FRIENDS. THERES A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE PLAYER AND THE CHARACTER. THE RELATIONSHIPS AREN’T ACTUALLY TOGETHER IRL. ITS ALL THEIR CHARACTERS THAT THEY MADE UP. (obviously the best friends stuff are irl)
In the beginning there were 8: The Dream Team (Dream, Georgenotfound [the guy in my pfp btw :)] , Sapnap), Badboyhalo, Awesamdude, Ponk, Callahan, and Alyssa. Around this time, nothing much happened since it was all brand new, uhh yeah (this was around may-july of this year)
Then around late july new members joined: Tommyinnit, Tubbo, Wilbur Soot, Eret, Skeppy, Fundy, Punz, Purpled, and Schlatt. This part is very important to the lore, because the lore kinda started off with the british (so tommy, tubbo, wilbur, eret) Schlatt was banned, cause Sapnap was the one who invited him and Dream didn't know who he was. He'll come up later.
So Wilbur and Tommy decided to create a new nation called "L'Manberg". Also around this time (i think) Nihachu and Jack Manifold joined. They also were part of L'Manberg. There was this huge revolution between Dream Smp and L'Manberg. Very historical period on this smp. In the end, (i think it was?) L'Manberg who won (if memory serves).
After that, L'Manberg had started growing bigger, with a lot more buildings added and stuff, notably Church Prime, which where they created a religion for Twitch Prime, which is how you can sub to your favorite twitch streamer for free if you link your amazon prime account. I'm pretty sure around this time, Quackity, Karl Jacobs (if you watch Mr. Beast; yes, that karl jacobs), HBomb, Technoblade, and Antfrost joined. And then the railway war started. It happened when Tommy accidentally ran over Dream with a Minecart and then took his stuff. This is how the disc war started (once again, if memory serves). The two discs Tommy owns are his prized possesions, and Dream took them. Also around this time the Pet War started, with Sapnap killing someones(i forgot oops) pet. And then more pet killing. Annnnd then even more.
Then there was the L'Manberg eletion. There was POG2020, who was Wilbur and Tommy, SWAG2020, Quackity and George, Coconut2020, Fundy and Nihachu, and Schlatt2020 which was Schlatt. Oh yeah and he got unbanned btw
SWAG2020 and Schlatt2020 decided to combine their votes, thus Shclatt became president and Quackity his vp. Oh and ever since the election Quackity has this grudge against George bc he slept through the election. Schlatt renamed L'Manberg to Manberg, and exiled Tommy and Wilbur from it.
Schlatt is a evil dictator who likes power. He and Quackity started fighting, and so Quackity became part of Tommy and Wilbur's side. Around this time was The Battle of the Lake and The Burning Eiffel Tower, both part of the pet war. (It seems like a innocent war but its actually brutal lmao) Also (irl) Mr. Beast had a $10,000 Taco Bell gift card hunt. Eret won. It was at the cords 6969,420, because haha funny number haha weed number. This has nothing to do with the lore but yeah. Eret also became King of the SMP
Then there was the Manberg festival. It was to celebrate democracy, but Tubbo puts it as "i decorated my own execution" bc he helped decorate it, but he was murdered there. At the festival was the Manberg Massicare, where Technoblade was forced to shoot tubbo, but he released a firework rocket kiling Tubbo, Schlatt, Quackity, and a few others. Many people lost one of their canon lives. Wilbur went all J.D like and planted 11 stacks of TNT underneath Manberg, and wanted to blow it up.
Pogtopia was formed, which is a ravine which i think is underneath? manberg? Which included basically everybody who wasn't neutral or with schlatt. On November 16 was the Manberg VS Pogtopia war, but the Badlands were also there. The Badlands is a nation of four people: Bbh, Skeppy, Awesamdude, and Antfrost. They faught with the loosing side, so the chaos could continue. Eret disobeyed Dream and got stripped of his royalty, and gave it to George. Oh and during this time, George had no idea there was a war and was building a cottagecore mushroom house with callahan and was very confused with all the death messages in the chat. Schlatt died canonically of a heart attack or stroke (no one knows tbh). Tommy became president, passed it to wilbur bc he still has unfinished buissness with dream (the discs), and wilbur passed it to Tubbo, who made Tommy his vp. Technoblade then argued about how government is bad, and they're just repeating history. Philza Minecraft joined the server, but no one could find him, until Wilbur blew up L'Manberg (they rechanged the name also). Wilbur then made Philza kill him, so Wilbur also became canonically dead. Then Techno, still mad at L'Manberg and governments, summoned two withers and made it attack the others. The Geogre decided to check out what was happening and helped fight. After the chaos, Captain Puffy and ConnorEatsPants joined the smp. About one to two weeks later Vikkstar and LazarBeam joined, then about three months after that Ranboo joined.
They rebuilt L'Manberg on stilts, and there water where the explosion was, but now with coral and stuff to make it all pretty. Tommy and Ranboo decided to go steal from Georges mushroom house, but then also griefed it and burnt it, and Dream, being a George simp, built obsidian walls around L'Manberg. They took Tommy to court, and was put on probation. Then Tommy got exiled (again) but this time by his own best friend. This made Quackity vp and Fundy secutary of state. Dream also took Georges king thing and gave it back to Eret because Eret has a good relationship with everybody, whereas George being King just caused chaos cause hes close to Dream. Quackity and Karl made Mexican L'Manberg, and George and Sapnap joined in also. War against Dream SMP, it was a negotiation and it got renamed into El Rapids (reference to Chilling in Cedar Rapids, which Hilary Clinton once said, and Quackity referenced it, got it trending #1 one twitter (well i mean dsmp gets things trending like everyday but), and got DONALD TRUMP TO SUBTWEET HIM. (This happened irl)
In his exile, Ghostbur (wilbur as ghost) and Tommy made Logstedshire, and Dream was often there to watch him. Dream then blew it up, and now Tommy is living with Techno in his arctic place. Currently, Quackity made a thing called The Butcher Army, so they could execute Techno. Tubbo, Quackity, Fundy, and I also think Ranboo? are trying to get another festival, and yes its a secret execution plan, but for them to kill Dream, who they realized is who they need to kill first. The disc war is still not over. Tommy has one of his discs, but Skeppy is in possesion of the other one.
Unluckily for Tommy (reguarding the discs), something happened in the Badlands. Bbh was digging out his underground statue room (he plans to make a statue of everyone of the server) and found this crimson egg. He, Antfrost, and Captain Puffy kinda got possesed. Also since Skeppy didn't really hang out on the server at night, but bbh does (OF FUCK I FORGOT TO MENTION HE AND BBH ARE BEST FRIENDS) Captain Puffy created Discount Skeppy, which is her in a Skeppy skin. Skeppy found out, had a little conflict with her during her stream, but it was resolved, and at one point in the stream, he asked bbh to choose between him and the egg, and when bbh didn't answer, he went to the egg, put himself inside it, and logged off. Couple days later, bbh and puffy got him out, hes now possed by the crimson, called Technoblade his "best friend" infront of bbh, and is now living in a grass hut. Bad is convinced theres still some skeppt left, but yeah. Skeppy also wanted to burn the disc.
End of lore for now, bc its like if you miss ONE STREAM YOU MISS LIKE A REALLY IMPORTANT EVENT AND ITS STRESSFUL
Not much part of lore but Nihachu and Captain Puffy once went on a date. They’re both bi irl and Puffy was on Nihachu’s Love or Host (twitch dating show. its really entertaining) Captain Puffy was a contestant, and chose love. (LoH is also how Nihachu and Wilbur met.)
Funfact: Theres 5 irl lgbtq+ ppl on the server (people who came out, anyways cause you never know, ya know?) Antfrost is gay, Eret, Nihachu, Captain Puffy are all bi, and Karl Jacobs is ace spec
Family stuff: Philza Minecraft (he'll come up later) had two twins with a Samsung Smart Refrigerator in the 70's. The two twins being Wilbur and Technoblade (he'll come up later also) and also had another son, Tommy. They also adopted Tubbo, who they found in a box on the side of the road. When he grew up, Wilbur met Sally the Salmon, and they had a fox together (dont ask just go with it), which was Fundy. (The character) Fundy is trans, and yeah . Bbh is a dad to sapnap and yeah
Oh and a new member is coming on today on Quackity’s stream (twitch.tv/quackityhq at 5pm CST if you want to watch)
I left out some parts, sorry, but theres always the wiki...
Wilbur Soot is also a musician! He wrote I’m In Love With an Egirl, The Internet Ruined Me, and Your New Boyfriend. (did you know the last one beat taylor swift for #1 trending on youtube? idk why but im really proud of him for that) They’re all catJam’s. Go listen!
#dreamwastaken#georgenotfound#sapnap#tommyinnit#technoblade#wilbur soot#philza minecraft#tubbo#karl jacobs#quackity#nihachu#badboyhalo#skeppy#ranboo#schlatt#eret#punz#awesamdude#purpled#captain puffy#antfrost#fundy#hbomb#lazarbeam#vikkstar123#callahan#jack manifold#dream smp#mcyt#minecraft
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This, is Noxy/Noxyfied/Nox. This is the character I identify as online, and I want to tell you my story with this adorable Arctic Fox because it is one heck of a tale from not so long ago
Things did begin rough at the beginning of my persona’s history. I honestly can’t recall how I came up with it, only how I inserted my love for something and went with it.
From the early years of 2017 to 2019 I was all paper and pencil. Ah yes traditional art was my big thing for a couple of years during that era of 2013 to 2020. I had a time where I wrote stories about characters I made, and not much. No fan art, no nothing, I wanted to stick to my own original ideas at first before I took the step to do something that I did not own; it was a weird mindset I know, I couldn’t hold myself to want to be original and develop to be good enough to draw other things.
It took me some time to develop, hell even to this day I still am unsure of my own skills but I enjoyed trying new things. I don’t reject much criticism even if it comes harsh it still lingers in my head when received anyway. I needed someone to identify as online, a persona who I would have an identity through as I was moving forward on this hopeful career I want to make with my art.
Idea #1 draw my own self accurate to how I look
Scratch that...
Nononono, I am too bad at showing my face, even at that I don’t like myself.
So I had to come up with something else, 2019 was ending with my skills rising up to something neat. I had Fire alpaca and a wacom cheap tablet which I used time to time back then, and with how I moved foward I said “why not, lets draw a glaceon.
Not bad, not bad. I do enjoy anthropomorphic animals, and for a anthro Glaceon it wasn't so bad. Even back then I did not enjoy much of this picture but the idea sparked. I did roleplay around online a lot as a Glaceon. People always had referred to me as a Glaceon when talking, because furry friends tend to be like that and I don’t mind. It had definitely sparked the idea of identifying as one for my persona.
I had a hard time how I would draw this character, a more personalized Glaceon with my own flare of the art style I carry should be nice, should I make it tall? short? anthro? feral? the questions rose up. Even more as time passed, took some time unsure of it, Unluckily I had a Glaceon FURsona, not a persona. (Yes those were two separate things as I carried 7 fursonas as individual characters in their own stories).
But soon one day in class, my artsy self was bored and it just sparked.
This is it! yes! I love it! something about this just clicked for some reason, it was like nothing I had seen before I could not look away at it, this was it.
After class I went home and played some games. The idea was there but man am I tired. Things did go slow, but not for long as of January, the classes I took gave me the ability to better understand this Adobe Photoshop, an amazing tool for editing pictures but also... To draw?!? I have heard of using Photoshop to draw but was amazed to have the ability using such program. During my time 2019 I would doodle around on Photoshop in my school or at home (thanks to the campus giving me a cheaper prize to use it for assignments) Not bad, not bad, the program was for sure something nice to use. Look! I even drew my Fursonas there too, ain’t that nice
2019 was something for sure. It had just begun making 2020 quite the year as I took my wacom tablet, opened Photoshop, and on January there it was.
Oh how cute! I felt so proud of myself, firealpaca was nothing like how clean and pretty Photoshop was, I was amazed at this ability.
“I made this?” that would be what I ask myself everyday. Time to time I would, and still, look at my phone to my drawings and remember what I used to make some pieces, I will not forget how I used thick outlines with the line too from photoshop, added some depth on the eyes. But most importantly, I had a persona, and I introduced it
My friends loved it, I could not believe I am starting to do the shift, my days of traditional art were at a halt. Not at a complete stop since I do use traditional art for a few other things of course, this was just my main focus now.
This little creature was everything to me, cute, easy to make, helped me throughout a few months as I practiced with my digital art.
I also perfected it’s look, but something looked rather familiar about it. Could not put my finger to it, so I went on drawing it.
that was a few exceptions where I shifted the proportions for “it”
“It” “it” what was this thing supposed to be, I myself was unsure how to identify myself with this persona. Male? no, female? no. The issue was there, who am I really inside, who was my persona gonna be.
I still cannot tell you exactly what my persona was for the longest time. I at times felt lost and confused with my identity, it did not help that 2020 did its mumbo jumbo and a pandemic happened, it was a lot of time on my own at home just questioning really who I had been for the longest time. Classes were minimal so my free time was big around April and May.
I was always unsure of who I was exactly, through my early years late 2000′s I had in me that my body was uncomfortable for looking the way it did, 2010′s went silent but there was something in me I did not understand. why did I feel this way, why do I feel as I am not happy with who I am, and who I identify with.
This persona was the wake up call to who I really wanted to be. I saw it in me that I knew being a male was the main issue in me feeling unhappy. Throughout my life I did not enjoy masculinity as much as other kids, yeah I had some boy traits but it was rather minimal, I enjoyed other things more. I enjoyed a lot of things about being female it was something I had never seen before. as hard or confusing things tend to be from me to explain, its a rather hard thing for myself to explain. But that how it felt “confusing” I researched and looked for things and to my conclusion I had come to be, I come to identify as a MtF trans.
I felt relieved in me of it and I already enjoyed my days more after from it. The only issue is “who do I tell..?” I was timid to tell this to anyone, friends or even family. Especially family, those I come to admit they will never be told of what my decision was because of how hard headed they are. It is a tragic story to tell since most families are such closed minded people of rejecting others.
“My friends tho, my friends? I would feel bad if I told them” that was the mindset I had for a while before admitting to them time to time, one by one. This was a chapter in my life that had changed me early 2020′s but I felt a lot of joy in me to be who I wanted to be, I no longer took anyone else's guidance for controlling who I am, I just went with my own flow.
My persona was.... more comically confused, it could be either so I just left it how my mood wanted it to go for when drawing it. So, things went well, in 2019 with the money I got I found myself enjoying a lot of second handed games, with a game coming real soon that had me pumped for I had to get a console I wanted for so long
A PS4 for the the Final fantasy 7 Remake, I was so pumped waiting for the game, I got a used PS4 for it and even bought couple other games for it to get to know the console: Final fantasy 15, destiny, and later on this Persona 5 game a lot of people talked about. Hmm ok, well lets try it out and oh me oh my, a few days later:
The art style captivated me, can you tell I went all out to trying anything with my persona? I cannot believe I was my own guinea pig for these sorts.
Going around some friends and they will tell you that I used this pfp quite a lot back then, as well as updating it with a new oc I had come up with
A tale in due time will be told about this gal.
well, it was set and forth that this was me, my persona, this glaceon was who I was. People loved it, my friends really liked it, and I had a blast having this first pure year of digital art only. Meeting new friends, and admiring their art. Having old friends come back, and even losing a few others on the way. During the time of june, to July I was rapid about drawing my persona in many ways, short, tall, anthro, feral
even metallic.
But there come some time I did not grew tired of. But a little worried that I had to rely on a franchise for my own identity, of course there is nothing wrong for those doing it. But reflecting on myself, back then when I wanted this art career to happen, I wanted to go all out letting out my imagination with my own creations. I had to make the decision, it was time to move on...
...To a new art program and new drawing tablet
No, it wasn’t that. I had to branch out from this Glaceon, but keep my identity, my legacy of this persona in check, but with a new coat of paint of course. did not take a long time before choosing that I had to use a real life animal as inspiration for this change. Something at least close to it, ah yes of course! the inspiration of the Glaceon was an arctic fox, well those are some good stepping stones to begin with so what happened one day is that I began sketching, not before saying good bye to this old self that helped me begin. It was weird, this is me but it was old me?
Tested the new Brushes from this amazing program called Clip studio paint, and I gotta say I love the program. Sincerely the best choice I made to leave Photoshop for this.
At last, this is it. the new Me!
Familiar looking isn’t it,baby steps we can say.
I cannot blame the people for calling my new persona a “Glaceon-alike”
I headed to the right direction stepping away from it, but it was hard to let go
new program, new tablet, new me. the later half of 2020 went onto a lot of changes with myself, the chibi small version did not make me happy to make anymore, I was losing the touch and with the few comments I got of looking like a “powerpuff girl look a like” did set me off to do a drastic change I am thankful to do. This new me had some weird phases, don’t we all tho?
where else to brainstorm than back to the traditional old ways. Now, you may see this and ask what was I thinking when making this. the order of when i started and finish goes as: Top right: ok what if it was feral, nah nah scratch. Top left: Can I still make it cute with a round face and features I had from before? ew no! that looks scary Bottom right: lets make it more natural and wow hey! yes yes yes! this looks hundred times better. Bottom left: It is time I go all out and make it humanoid, it was how I found myself enjoying drawing most things but still did some anthropomorphic things. I was just not the best of it.
Back to digital and.... Amazing, I really out did myself this time, lets go for it, lets keep going with this
I even got a cool sword too!
My practice continued from here, the second half was great and fun. New persona got me in a place where I was happy with and through October and December I was having a blast with the more possibilities with it. I went on to practice with even more suggestive things after a life drawing class I took, proportions mattered to me and with this new persona I went out to make more better looking proportions that were attractive and stylish.
This persona was great, and I managed to make so much of it. even Drawing the more suggestive stuff had left me with an answer for this persona. Just make it gender fluid, my selection for this character being male or female made me so tired I did not know why I just made it gender fluid since the beginning. My mood swings for this character, and I can’t resist drawing it either way. Was I finished? of course not, this persona still had some work around to do. The hair became a pain to make to keeping up with consistently.
2020 ended, with a year of exciting new things coming for this new year. I went through quite a lot in my life and my art career took a shaken with this new digital life style, my persona became the identity I saw myself through, something im happy with drawing to represent Me.
That isn’t to say that I gave up on drawing Me Me.
I drew who I hope to be, and will use this from time to time, nothing fancy but something.
It has been a year already since I began identifying myself with this persona from last year from now. ever since I sketched that doodle in class, it has been a happy trip through memory lane writing it and I am happy how things turned out. 2021 is what I hope to be as good as 2020 was (by that I mean drawing only of course) In 2021 one more change was made that had made me just as happy to continue on with.
I got more hair! as crazy as it is yes. More hair, and a different front style has been to this day what I been using.
I even made a discord emoji for all the warm hugs to have with my fursona!
and my first ever animation I have ever done before!!
I am always experimenting new things, and i’m proud to be an artists to go out there and leave my art out there to be noticed by anyone. The love and appreciation friends and others leave me are the best thing I could ask. I look foward to see what is up ahead, for me, my career, and Noxy.
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A Day’s Work - Pt.1
Hi everyone!! This is an older fic I started a while ago and was pretty happy with. It seemed a good opportunity to get started with posting things. Basically, this is a random au (may simply classify silly/nonsense fics into a separate au category of their own) based around Marvel, focusing on Loki and my own interpretation/characterization of his wife Sigyn. hence... you know, my blog name and pfp and. yeah, you get the picture.
Pairing: Loki / Sigyn (basically an oc based off the marvel/myth namesake)
Warnings: The Collector being creepy (as usual), some capture but don’t fret! It’s short-lived.
Summary: The Guardians of The Galaxy have been, well, guarding the galaxy on their own time. But when a handsome reward for the safe return of an Asgardian princess is released, they may get more adventure than they bargained for.
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"Peter, you're an idiot." Gamora took a seat in the Milano’s cockpit, releasing a loud sigh.
"Yeah, yeah, I know..." Peter turned the ship, and within seconds the were on their way to Xandar. "It's not my fault that guy had literally the ugliest mug in the galaxy."
"He was not carrying a mug," Drax piped up from behind them, furrowing his brow at Peter.
"Face, then! Ugliest face."
"I disagree." Drax settled back into his seat. "You have the ugliest face."
"I am Groot."
Peter glared over his shoulder. "If you don't cut it out, I swear I will turn this spaceship around." Soon, the bunch of misfits reached Xandar. Landed, and took the opportunity to roam the city - partly in search for unclaimed bounties.
"Okay, since we haven't had the best luck under Quill's leadership lately, I’m electing myself as new leader of the group," Rocket smirked, holding a tiny baby Groot on his shoulder.
"Hey!" Peter huffed, "That Sakaarian was just one guy. One dude out of the whole universe. Every one of us has had a - a slight disagreement, over a keg of beer."
"I am Groot."
"Okay, except you. But you don't count."
"I am Groot!"
"All right fine, you count!"
Gamora rolled her eyes, walking over to a large, white wall, containing a screen that was shifting between advertisements. "Hey, come look at this." She put her hand up, stilling the screen.
Peter furrowed his brow, his hands on his hips. "Reward for the safe capture and return of an.. Asgardian? Asgardian princess?"
Rocket whistled. "Gorgeous."
"Yeah, I guess she's pretty-"
"I was talkin' about the money."
Peter's eyes settled on the bounty price, then widened. He grinned. "How do you guys feel about a rescue mission?" ~~~~ Sigyn awoke with a pounding headache. She blinked. Looked down at her bound hands. Great...
It was dark, but in the further reaches of the shadows she could make out the edges of rusty metal walls. In front of her stood an equally-rusted cell door. Past it, another cell stood, identical if not for the fact it was empty. She stood, steadying herself against the wall. Voices came from down the hall.
"...won't remember anything. I gave her a double dose."
"Dunno, Asgardians are tough..."
"Not this one."
Two men stepped in front of her cell. Each wore patchy, well-worn clothes. One looked tanned and scruffy, the other had blue skin marred with scars.
"Oh look, she's awake," The blue one chuckled.
Sigyn stepped back, eyeing both of them. "Where am I?"
"That's not much'a your business, is it?" The man glared at her.
"Where are you taking me?"
"Knowhere." He smirked.
She blinked. "What... You must be taking me somewhere."
He nodded. "Knowhere. Hang tight, princess." Both men walked off, leaving her alone. She huffed, eyeing the door... Then noticed the clothing she had on. Interwoven leather and cloth, bits of metal, armored bracers on her forearms... Nothing like what those men wore.
What was going on?
She sat back down, defeated. Her headache became overwhelming, throbbing... She placed her head in her hands. ~~~~ Meanwhile, onboard the Milano, Rocket stepped over to a table in the center of the common area. "Now, behold." Rocket set a metal object that looked haphazardly thrown-together on the table. "A genuine Asgardian tracking device. Call it an A-T-D."
"You found a way to track Asgardians?" Peter raised his brows, arms crossed.
"Well yeah, why'd you think I called it an Asgardian tracking device?"
"I am Groot."
"Exactly! The nerve of some people!"
Peter rolled his eyes. Gamora spoke up. "How does it track them?"
"Now that is a good question." Rocket pressed a button on the side of the device. It started beeping slowly. "I won't reveal all my secrets, but it basically traces Asgardian DNA."
"Where did you get Asgardian DNA?"
Rocket grinned. "I have my ways."
"So we'll follow your tracker until we find the princess, grab her, maybe shoot some guys, and take her back to Asgard safe and sound?" Peter shifted his weight.
"That's the plan."
"..I love it. Good work, Rocket."
"Well, I am the resident genius." ~~~~ Soon, the Guardians reached Knowhere to the tune of Drax’s snoring, the tracker’s continuous beeping, and Suspicious Minds playing softly.
The tracking device released another loud, long bloop before returning to its rhythmic beeping - unfortunately, out of sync with the music.
"That toaster of yours better work," Peter huffed.
"I told you, Quill, it's already working. It's brought us this far, hasn't it?"
"We'll see. Asgardians are usually easy to spot anyway," Gamora stood, walking to the front of the cockpit. "They're loud and overbearing. Proud."
"Yeah but they've got a full medieval look, right? Armor and everything?"
"Yes, usually."
"So we're looking for a ren faire princess. Got it."
Rocket and Gamora exchanged a confused look. She shrugged.
The Milano landed, and the Guardians - after waking up Drax - began their search. Peter lead the way.
"All right, we should stick together. Remember what happened last time we came here."
"You ruined our chance at selling the Orb?" Rocket smirked.
"Okay, first of all, that wasn't entirely my fault." Peter huffed, glancing at Gamora. "Where should we start..?"
"I think we should follow the tracker," Gamora glanced around, "And keep an eye out for anything sapphire. Asgardians like wearing distinct colors - from her picture, it looks like sapphire is hers."
"Right."
"Hey, I got something!" Rocket held up the tracker, which had begun beeping faster. "This way!" He scampered off, the team in tow.
They reached the same bar they'd visited before,when waiting to meet the Collector.
"Geez, this thing is going crazy..."
"Rocket." Gamora said.
"I mean it's really losing its mind. Maybe I should've-"
"Rocket!" Gamora pointed to the betting table.
There, on the other side, the princess was being lead to the Collector's back room.
"...Oh."
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The two men from before lead Sigyn through a strange, crowded room, past droves of cheering spectators. What was going on? She tried bumping into people to get their attention, tried catching someone’s eye, but the blaster pressed to her back kept her lips sealed.
They reached a back room. Walked through a maze-like trail of glass cages, lead by a pink woman whose smile looked far too forced.
Sigyn looked inside the glass cages, gasping when one of the beings inside moved. What is this place? she thought, swallowing hard when they stopped walking. Sigyn stood between the rugged aliens who lead her, staring forward at the strange man before her. He lowered a contraption that looked much like a mix between binoculars and glasses, setting them and the precious stone he was examining on the table before him.
"May I present, Taneleer Tivan, The Collector." The pink woman nodded to him, then disappeared behind more glass cages.
"As promised," The blue man smirked, "An Asgardian. The princess herself. Safe and sound. Not a scratch on her."
"Oh," the Collector leaned over the table, studying Sigyn much like he had the stone. She tensed. Felt a chill go down her spine. "How you managed a feat such as this, I cannot grasp.." He walked around the table, reaching out to Sigyn. When she didn't move, the men forced her hands toward him. He took one, kissing it, gaze never leaving her face. "It is an honor, fair princess."
Sigyn was frozen in fear. She clenched her jaw, pulling away from him as soon as he'd let her. "I-I.. What do you want with me?"
The Collector only chuckled. "She looks reasonably healthy.." He grabbed her jaw, turning her face back and forth. She gritted her teeth, staring at him.
"About that..” The blue man smirked. “We want two million additional units. Seeing as she's a healthy, young princess, seems fair.."
"Yes.. Yes, that would be fair. Stellina," He called. The pink woman returned. "Transfer the units to these gentlemen."
"Wait- I'm not for sale!" Sigyn struggled against her captors. "I am not a princess! I don't know who you think I am, but-"
"Quiet," the blue man snarled. "We hit her with a big dose of Amnesiac Gas."
The Collector glanced at her with an amused expression. "How long until it wears off?"
The man shrugged.
"Well, never mind, then..." He sent Stellina to open one of the glass cages. "I trust the Asgardians have no idea you are here?"
"Not a clue," The other one snickered, "We made out in the dead of night. Didn't even know it was us takin' her."
The men started moving toward the cage. Sigyn's heart leapt from her chest.
"Wait- Wait, no, no no no, please don't! Please!" She kicked, managing to rip her arm away from one of the men, only to be firmly grabbed by the Collector himself, who kept one hand around her wrist, the other on her throat. "Now, little beauty, don't struggle so. I do not intend to hurt you." He brushed a finger across her cheek - gentle. Too gentle. Tears welled up in her eyes. "You will be a prize addition to my collection." In a swift movement, he pushed her into the cage, and before she could jump out, Stellina closed the door. It locked with a snap.
Sigyn slammed against the glass, tears flowing out steadily. "No! Let me out! Please, I beg you, I'll do ANYTHING!" She hit the glass with her fists.
"Pleasure doing business with you as always, gentlemen." The Collector shooed the two men off, then turned to Stellina. "Do something about that noise. But do not hurt her, or you will take her place."
Stellina bowed her head, then turned to Sigyn, who was still pounding on the glass.
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Yo you have every right to be upset about things! You're still a person with your own feelings and deserve to be treated kindly. No one should come at you for making things you enjoy or for misunderstandings. I hope things get better for you even if I wasn't here for when all the drama happened (or maybe I was and just wasn't aware of it? I tend to avoid drama as much as possible tbh)
I didn't really post about it much. I think I answered about 4 asks about it (three of them in the same post because i was sure it was the same anon due to the similar string of seemingly continued messages) and the rest I just deleted as soon as they came in, but I got... A lot. A lot of mean things said too. Kinda hurts when you wanted to make something because you knew this work was highly criticized and wanted to let people give it a second chance only to be shot down by the people you were hoping to defend lol
In short, and a lot of it I missed because I was blocked by a lot of people so my friend sent me screencaps; someone took I believe only the old ask box post I had for ULR, which at the time was called "Underlust Rewrite," and was disgusted at the fact that everything was revamped and "made for kids" (because it's not 18+ explicit content, but as I've said before, it's just cause I'm too scared to be horny on main, and I've literally made a whole different biological system for ULR so I can write the necessary story ""sex scenes"" without it being human-like sex or otherwise uncomfortable or too explicit for me to draw, but I still consider it a mature story overall), so they blocked me instantly here and on twitter and then made a callout post on twitter itself. People were telling me originally to stop calling the AU Underlust, and I didn't really get it at first, because like, what's the difference between my spinoff and, say, Underlust Gold, Swapfell Indigo, TS!Underswap, you know, names that have add-ons from the original title to differentiate it but still connect it to the source. So that's what I said, as well as if I removed the Underlust name, it would be considered stealing to me, because I'd be disconnecting it from the source. But apparently, instead, what had been the concern was that it was just being called "Underlust" and the "Rewrite" aspect was implying I was replacing the original story, which like, had never been my intention and I've made a bunch of things with both the ULR and UL cast together and love the idea of Lust and Ace meeting up and just being a disaster duo of not working together at all. I just adore Underlust like it's in my pinned FAQ, Lust's been in my banner for months now, and he's practically my staple pfp character on every account but here atm.
It took like 3 days for it to actually click what was going on, because once I finally got the chance to have a conversation with someone where they weren't telling me I was the scum of the Earth -- which, honestly, bless the three people I talked to, they were so sweet (which actually included someone from the Japanese side of the fandom whose art I loved too... yeah it got pretty far. Once I sent them a message though it was cleared up quickly and they did post a clarification post about ULR and me, so that was nice to see.) -- I finally got the chance to realize that this was a misunderstanding from the beginning, from both sides, where people coming at me were saying I was doing all of the stuff above and probably more but those stuck the most, while I was confused as to where this information and accusations were coming from and what they were referring to in the first place. They probably never explained it in the anon asks because, well, they probably assumed I knew what I was doing, but when they came at me about something I didn't do with vague context of something I did do, I was very confused, and got really defensive really quickly, and really honestly snapped pretty hard. After my first initial explanation post and people were still trying to tell me to stop ULR/don't call it Underlust/whatever else there was, I just got tired and told people to block me if they didn't like it. But that didn't really stop anyone and honestly made it worse because that's when I started getting really nasty messages. I like... Specifically remember one where someone called me a lowlife and a thief, and that one stuck the most, but I tended to not read through them before deleting them for my own sanity. I actually did this to one of the people who'd later talked to me calmly about it at first too, because I had just woken up, and really didn't want to read an essay lecture on everything everyone's been telling me at the crack of 7am when I was borderline ready to delete my account and start over lol
Some people I do remember were accusing me of trying to censor nsfw content or erase it as well because ULR isn't 18+, and I'm out here on my horny ass like "wh. What are they talking about, where did you get that idea, have you SEEN my ao3 recommended list," /j but in all seriousness I really didn't understand that accusation at all because I've never been against nsfw content in the slightest and lowkey? This is very dumb -- but like, you know how they say when you get hate mail, you know you've made it? Well, for me, my thought has always been, "When there's 18+ fancontent of my OC's, I'll have finally made it." This is... Not a joke, some of my friends think its very weird LMAO oh well. I've been on the internet for far too long at this point -- like, definitely since I was far too young, probably, and being with a family of the next youngest being 12 years older than me, I really dove into stuff pretty quickly I definitely shouldn't have, but hey that's life -- I'm really unfazed by mostly anything now. Hell, me making ULR was honestly half motivated by me wanting to make others more comfortable with this kind of media, discussing sexuality and otherwise sexual-considered topics, without really being embarrassed or bothered by it. Because, people talk about death and killing and whatever other gorey stuff just fine, but the moment sex comes up, people just gasp in awe, y'know? I kind of grew up that way myself but like... ironically, in being more comfortable with my asexuality, I realized that it's honestly not that big of a deal. Sure, we don't need to hear the details of everything. We don't need to hear the details of a murder either. But I will never understand how murder is always the lowest on the "morally wrong list of things to not to" to so many people and that it's fine to mention, but even consider bringing up anything else and it's like, a sin and you're a bad person. Even racism is like, higher up on there for a lot of people, which it's like... this is an issue that needs to be discussed, or it can never be solved. You can't just kick that away and hope it goes away on its own, that's never how it works.
Ah, well, now I've gone off tangent lol. Sorry to make you read a blob of text lmao but having things in a cohesive format of what I've been thinking does feel a bit better. Thank you for the support regardless, and I do want to keep making what I really enjoy, because frankly, I really want to make things that make people take a step back and think for a moment, y'know? Things that invoke like a realization in yourself about something you didn't even know. That's how fiction's always been for me, so I want to give back by making it that way too. ... maybe my horny content is exempt from this however. That's just. Self indulgence LMAO.
Probably helps that I'm actually talking this all out for once, too, since before any of this I tried to keep as much of the situation contained to myself as possible in hopes I could clean it up before it got too bad. That was, in hindsight, probably a terrible idea lol. But I didn't want to be a source of stress for anyone following me or become the new creator-to-defend that like, 50% of people hate and 50% of people love and that you're either on one side or the other and there's no where in between. (I feel like Arin Hanson comes to mind for me every time I think of someone like this.) I know I can't please everyone and I knew internet hate would come eventually, but like, didn't expect it to be over a name or tag choice. I thought that would be a simple enough DM or clearable thing but apparently not, especially since I saw someone a few weeks ago delete their blog over a similar thing (though, the opposite, in a way: posting nsfw in a sfw tag by mistake). It wasn't in the UT fandom so y'all probably weren't following them (tbf I wasn't either, I just witnessed it happen from start to finish), but it was still disheartening.
Anyway, thank you, and sorry to make ya read all of that (if you actually did vahdbs don't blame you if you don't it's a lot of thought dump lmao)💕💕
#zircon answers#anonymous#all this happened like the DAY i got accepted onto the bhc team to and i was like#alright guys am i being kicked out day one lol#like i was expecting the worst from this whole thing#but im still kind of happy with how i worked it out#i really wish more people were like#willing to talk things out rather than just spit in a general direction and hope youll listen#because like even the people i talked to calmly some of them were pretty rude at first! but!#theyre not bad people#they were just scared for their favorite thing#i cant blame them for that and honestly i do consider the hatred justified under the circumstances that they knew#but they were all really nice after we talked things out#and were like 'i hope your series does well' and that really meant a lot honestly#death mention tw//
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1, 3, 10, 16, 23, 31 for the fanfic ask?
1. From one to five stars, how would you rate your writing? (No downplaying yourself!)
Hmm... I’d give myself a 4/5 tbh. I really love my writing, because it’s catered precisely to my interests, but I know I have a lot to learn about how to write the most effective stories!
3. What do you think makes your writing stand out from other works?
Definitely my stylistic choices. First, I’ve got a very concise style - I generally try to say the most possible with the least amount of words, and only dip into long description when something is very relevant, because that’s the style I most enjoy reading :). Second, the way I do description - applying words that aren’t usually meant to describe what I’m using them for! I know whenever I see that in other works it always makes me pause to think. I like to ask myself questions like “what does it mean for a river to flow bitterly?” Or “what does it mean for sunlight to shatter?” and build on them from there to create the most vivid scenes possible. Third, I lean very, very heavily into motifs. I fucking love motifs. Whenever I see something being deliberately repeated in a story I usually point at it and go “HOLY SHIT ITS THE THING!!!!” so I try to cram as many of the bastards as possible into my works.
10. What’s your favorite genre to write for?
Hurt/comfort, but heavy on the hurt. Whump/comfort. Yeah it’s definitely more whump/comfort than hurt/comfort. I live for characters expecting pain but receiving kindness. Recovery fics? My bread and butter.
16. Any guilty pleasure trope(s)?
Is it really a guilty pleasure if you indulge hedonistically at every opportunity without an ounce of regret? I mean like, if we’re talking about shit I don’t usually talk about, I think wingfic fucking slaps. man I love wingfic. I wish there was more of it. I want wings. anyway, god, if you’re listening, you fucked up when you didn’t give us wings. bitch. all I do is yearn.
23. Do you prefer prompts and challenges, or completely independent ideas?
Depends! Sometimes I wanna do my own thing, sometimes I want hand the reigns off to somebody else. I enjoy them all!
31. Do you have any OCs? Tell us about them!
oh lord we’d be here all day. I have SO many. I am an oc MACHINE. I’ll tell you about just one, my baby girl Swift!
She’s the critter in my PFP! I made her when I was 11 and she’s an ADHD icon. she also has a wife who is a god. Swift isn’t a god. She’s just a normal mortal with shit impulse control and a very aggressively positive personality, which charmed the local mountain deity. They’re married and very in love :). Cheesy lesbians.
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