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(forbidden) love, secrets, memories and regrets in am's 'tranquility base hotel and casino'
#can anyone hear me. CAN ANYONE HEAR MEEEEE#i've been thinking so much about the star treatment + 4/5 bits these past few days i thought i might as well put a whole post together#btw going through all the lyrics hurt so much. my boy was not well for real he was being consumed by The Longing TM#(and mental issues too) (press f to pay respects for my favourite repressed boy)#anyway yeah </333333#dont let this flop i spent way too much time researching the lyrics and making sure the images would fit with tumblr's stupid 10-pic rule#my posts#inspiration posts#alex turner#arctic monkeys#tbhc#tranquility base hotel and casino#am i doing this#am i really tagging this#milex#yeah i guess so. no ragrets#[deserved gunshots]
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toji is NEVERRRR beating the big cat allegations . never
#that grow man WILL fucking purr if you scratch his scalp#play with his hair#massage his back#or just like trace your nails all over his back yk?#is that a normal sentence i can't tell#i'm sure you understand what i mean#anyway yeah#he will also try to curl up on top of you#which is very cute#considering how big he is#hehehehehe#i luv himmm:333333#mayor of loserville
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I had such a good day today
#I GOT TO MEET CAM AND ZETA TODAYTT <333333#AND A BUCBH OF MY OTHER FRIENDS#I think it’s so funny when people ‘’I know what you are’’ me now#BEFORE it was like yes. this is applicable. but now it’s like I’m holding my bf’s hand in public#you can’t ‘’I know what you are me’’ anymore LMAOOO#anyway yeah I’m so so so happy#eek I had so much fun#siffrin (coral dragon edition my beloved)#yayyyy yippeeeeee huzzah etc
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I was wondering how it feels to be pregnant earlier and I just know if you voiced that aloud to satoru you’d be bred by the end of the night
#one of my coworkers is pregnant and I was just. curious#like….can you feel the baby inside….does it bump around in there when you move…..#anyway yeah <<<333 he’s gonna show you real well how it would feel <<<333333#he’s like ‘you rlly wanna know???’ and u think he’s going to be. yk. NORMAL for once and maybe find a video 😭#nope. creampied 🫵🏾#⋆。゚☁︎ summy is thinking . . . 。⋆
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i'm rereading the expanse and it's absolutely wild how james essay corey can write some of the most interesting+compelling female characters in fiction and then turn around and be like 'ok now let me fetishize her for a second tho'
#like. i just finished caliban's war.#and btwn naomi bobbie and avasarala the only one who doesn't get a nasty fetishized description at some point is avasarala#and u KNOW its only cause she's a 90yo gradma.#CAN YOU BE NORMAL ABT WOC. FOR THE LOVE OF GOD.#i love the expanse but james sa corey is my no1 enemy.#.txt#the expanse#u know how sometimes u return to a piece of media#and some of the shine of the parts u loved has worn off and the flaws r so much more glaring? yeah#the shitty parts like these get sparser with each book iirc but Man it is a pain#anyway. avasarala my beloved <333333 ive missed youuuuuu
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hiiii just wanted to share this *really rough* little thing i finished today just cause 😗🫶
#it’s pretty rough#the back could’ve been so much better#(it’s purposely dirty dw but i still feel it could’ve been like better placed)#but like i haven’t done a mixed media piece in a min#and who better than to make an angsty piece with a maple leaf#and ofc ofc i’m picking bunts cause i’m in such a fucking mood for him#my god if he leaves me istg#istg istg istg i will kill someone#but yeah#i’m thinking of making this like a series or something when i have time#anyways i don’t think i’ve ever shared ‘art’ here so enjoy <333333#be nice pls 😭😭 I SAID IT WAS ROUGH SHEKWHEJQHWLENWKJWKRJEME#toronto maple leafs#michael bunting#g! talks personal#hockey art!#nhl art
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@eebie DANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the dance is from this video ♪(^∇^*)
#HI EEBIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOL#i made this beccause i was listening to that penis song i sent you and i thought it sounded like a song gobou would use#also i wanted a dancing eeber gif ^___^#keep in mind i ummm. have only animated once before and that was years ago and very very very short#and also it was totally sketchy and stuff. as in it was just a sketch there was no lineart or colors or anything#and also csp apparently dosent let you export transparent animations!?!?!?!? and also it doesnt let you use more than 25 frames!?!?!?!?#its stupid. so i just made a gif on EZGIF.COM instead<333#which is why the edges look kinda. um. wack. sorry about that but maybe itll go away when this posts? i dunno but i doubt it#btw i think i have eeber poisoning or something. because i draw her all the time everywhere........#ive drawn her so many times in some stupid little sketchbook we have in our kitchen when i wait for stuff in tha microwave#her design is just sooooo. Yeah!!!!!!!!#anyway this took Ummm significantly longer than id hoped and my back hurts sooooobad#so im going to bed!!!!!!!! but anyways here u go babygirkl <333333#my art#oh and btw i only listened to the penis (eek!) song while drawing this and nothing else#just. the same penis song for hours on end#and i said i was gonna take abreak when i was done with the lines before i started coloring but 😀👍 i forfot#OH WAIY ONE LAST YBING. i got cery noticably lazy like halfway through so dontt look too close at the frames or youu might get scared 😨
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Top 10 favourite narcissist moments
parasocial hatred. we never talked and I'm not sure you know I exist but I fucking hate you and hope the worst happens to you
getting so pissed over actual talented people that get like 50+ notes minimum for every art and endless praise from their 100+ followers every damn day whining about how much their art sucks and nobody appreciates them or whatever. like shut the fuck up do you just not know how good you have it or are you just fishing for attention. nevermind i have already decided which one and i decided i want you boiled in a pot
not being able to have a normal one without a constant string of supply aka attention and praise from everyone. every time someone talks to me or compliments my epic art skillz or acknowledges me in any way I get such a high I feel like a literal god and feeling giddy nonstop for the whole day, then it fades i start to feel a bit too ignored these past 2 days and a half and i just feel so empty and terrible and my world is destroyed and i need to hurt something now- oh someone said im cool again nevermind i have been fixed the universe is beautiful my future is bright mentally healthy people want me carnally
having a really fucked relationship with the concept of "unconditional love" everything is conditional what are you talking about. and "love" in general, when i say i'm loveless, whether romantically or platonically, i mean it. that doesn't mean i cannot get attached to people or care about them in some other way, no i am not going to explain it in detail right now
there is zero point in talking to anyone else or getting into any relationships because none of these people could ever be on my level. their thinking is so shallow and stupid and they all behave so predictably and enjoy the most nonsensical of things and it's like everyone just gets something that i don't and they're inferior in every way but it feels like they are out for me specifically because I'm not like them and as soon as they find me out I will never be safe there. It's lonely and terrifying but yeah sure I'm the asshole apparently because I secretly feel superior or whatever. contrary to popular opinion being extremely self-centered is not a positive thing for the guy that has it
not caring about anything that doesn't concern me specifically in any way. it's all "support people with low empathy" until they can't ""make up"" for it with high sympathy or just trying harder or something. Everything bad that ever happens is here just for my entertainment or an annoyance. vents and crying and whatnot make me incredibly uncomfortable or annoyed and i mean i will try to listen (because i am a wonderful kind person) but i will have zero idea on how to respond because thorought the entirety of it i didn't really pay attention and just kinda thought "oh my god stfu i don't careeee when can i leave" while envisioning rain code amvs in my mind. unless you unlock my easter egg that is
only doing nice things for praise and making people love me or just to feel good for being such a great person, and getting incredibly dissapointed and sometimes really pissed whenever they're not grateful enough
wow society is a shitshow i don't respect literally any of you people. i should run away and live away from everybody forever but i need to acquire my riches and fame first which will not be hard whatsoever. the struggle never ends
just. lying all the time. and not being able to tell whether you actually like somebody or their attention.
not seeing other people as people (i know they are, it doesn't change that i still feel they aren't), having to slowly spend enough time talking with them and find out enough information on them in order to start seeing them as an actual person. if i don't know who you are then you just aren't that important in the great scheme of things. and if i do know you and get attached (and maybe you also happen to have traits that make you special and better than others almost like me which makes me like you even more) then I decide you're my person now. not in a weird or entitled way, it's just how many of us show protectiveness and whatnot thanks radiostaticsmile for putting that into words. I do feel a bit of an ownership over people I like, kinda like a cat or dog with their people. i'm really not escaping the kittycat allegations am i. god damn it.
#vent#VEEEEEEENT OBLIGATORY THIS IS A VEEEEEENT DISCLAIMER I DO NOT ACT ON LIKE NEARLY ANY OF THOSE THESE ARE MY *THOUGHTS*#mine#yomipost#gradually got into a better mood as i was writing this lmaoooo anyway you should consider being nice to me forever <333333#actually npd#<- yeah why not put this in the tag maybe it'll resonate with the people lmao. how are yall
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today i had this Vivid memory flash through my mind of kissing my ex boyfriend (this was like 2018) and i felt so viscerally fucking revolted and I gotta say. it is truly impressive that I didn’t realise I’m a lesbian sooner than fucking half a year ago
#z talks#like the misidentifying as ace was Inevitable i think. that was due to repression that realising i didnt like men would not have fixed#(context: id’d as bi ace like. i wanna say 2016/17-2021/22 sometime and then went into ace and Questioning)#remember the time i really solidly settled on being aro because ‘romance has never not felt like a chore and putting on a facade’#babe no thats because your most recent and also singular long term relationship was with a Man#and thats the only one youre looking back on#its so funny how i dated a guy and it was so thoroughly Meh that i just didnt feel like pursuing anything romantic for a very long time#(A REACTION I HAD NOT HAD AFTER MY PREVIOUS RELATIONSHIPS WITH GIRLS)#And DIDN’T somehow consider that maybe I just Didn’t Like Guys#its nothing i grieve or feel sad about dw its honestly mostly funny to look back on#no wrongs were committed and i dont hold a grudge against the guy it was just me being confused and compheted#(…which is also a weird word to apply because at the time i identified and was out to my friends as a trans guy Binary.#This Was Also Wrong.)#was a weird time man. a truly weird time#anyway. all is well i have now been on 2 dates with a really cute girl and she gave me tulips <3#as part of a Care Delivery bc i had a Migraine and No Painkillers Or Snacks#get well flowers <333333#and now i dream of kissing her under the moonlight#With the uh. Hornetposting lately it May seem unlikely but yes I DO interact with real women! Romantically!#They coexist Wonderfully <3#Anyway. I’m gonna go to bed#Realising that im a lesbian solved all my identity problems including my fucking gender which is just fantastic#I am very happy and whenever I think of being a lesbian it grounds me to reality a little bit stronger and i go yeah. Yeah.
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do you think our mystreet self inserts would be friends
My mystreet self insert is literally me but older so absolutely 1000% yes
#Youre my friend !!!!all versions of you are friends to all versions of me#<333!!!#this just reminded me i gotta do refs for my self inserts#havent been fixated on Mys in a bit but i dont plan on changing her that much anyway ^^#BUT YEAH!!! <333333#squid tag#asks#beverly says stuff#aphmau#bev's self inserts
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leafffff i am rereading catcher and i think i may be obsessed w it and your posts are exacerbating it. i can't even put into words how i feel about that book it's EVERYTHING it's in my lungs it's me...........
angellllll i’m rereading it too and oughhhgghhgh yeah. it’s hard to put into words but this is one of my three favorite books of all time. idk holden is just so honest and cynical and will get annoyed by something and casually drop a line like “it made me pretty depressed and i wanted to die. i really did. if you want to know the truth.” and like??? i hate to relate but i do. and then at the end where he’s with his sister and she asks him to name ONE think he likes and he can’t. he’s just such a flawed character but he’s so relatable. i think characters need to be flawed to be relatable in any meaningful way tbh. even when he’s going on rants i don’t necessarily relate to, i just understand it and feel understood yknow? it’s a hard feeling to translate into words but yeah. this book has a serious hold on me i’m so glad there are beautiful mutuals to share the feelings with <3 ilyyy
#GOD this book#it’s just. yeah#i was really sad yesterday and crying and shit and then i was like ‘holden gets this. i should go read catcher in the rye’#instantly felt better. well. not ‘better’ better. but comforted.#idk. and it’s one of the few books i can get myself to read when i’m really depressed. like the bell jar and lost weekend#sometimes u just need to read a book where the protagonist is fucked up and sad and honest and it’ll make u feel better about it all#anyway ily angel <333333
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Oz beloved my love!! I would die to see tomura in B3 in your style 👀
Hiiiii vixie omg I love drawing tomura so much tbh he’s so pretty
#had to give him very thin eyebrows for this one bc#I needed the expression to work#but tomu has no eyebrows!!!!#so it was hard so I just gave him very thin 90s brows wjsjsjsksjsj#anyways yeah<333333#ask#ask game#mutuals!
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thank you guys for being here with meeeee:(((((( ilysm:(((((
#this came out like some cryptic message i promise i mean it😭😭😭#i'm just sleepy and a bit in my feels again#but i will zzzz now#anyway yeah#ily#thank you for being so patient with me#<333333#mayor of loserville
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OVER AGAIN WAS FREAKING BEAUTIFUL OH MY GOSH 😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰
#IT WAS SO FREAKING GOOD#hsmtmts#oasis's hsmtmts chatter#high school musical the musical the series#hsmtmts s4#high school musical the musical the series season 4#hsmtmts spoilers#ALSO SEB DATED NATALIE???!?!!!?!??#POSSIBLY THE BIGGEST TWIST EVER :OOO??!?!???!!#also does this mean he's bi or was he just dating her closeted???#AGHCK IDK BUT WILD AND ALSO GREAT EITHER WAY :'DDD#anyway yeah I just LOST IT the entirety of that scene 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️#and AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH A SEBLOS I LOVE YOU!!!!!!#I WAS GOING TO SAY AT SOME POINT THAT I'D RIOT IF WE DIDN'T GET ONE AND AAAAHHHHHHH :'DDDDD!!!#I mean it was an “I-” “I love you too” BUT STILL#they said it in the song and it counts anyway 😌😌#also the fact that was ryan and his partner's song :'DDD 😭❤️❤️❤️🥰#AND THAT EVERYONE HELPED OUT 😭😭😭❤️❤️🥰#well yk miss jenn maddox (I think iirc) and emmy :')))#anyway 😭😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️ freaking out thank you so very much :'))) <333333
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🌼 + 🦋 for your ask game :3
hi nonnie !! i hope your day is going well hehe :33
🌼: what's the last thing you said out loud?
i quite literally just yelled at my brother for leaving the bathroom light on...
🦋: describe yourself in three words.
oh shit bro i'm so bad at these. uhhhh creative, dependable, conscious? all of my hobbies are literally creative outlets. my friends say i'm very dependable bc i'm a good listener and give solid advice. and yes i'm introverted and very conscious about myself and things around me, which usually makes me feel pretty worried about what other people think lmao
ask game
#[𐐪— asks. 𐑂]#“why do you keep leaving the lights on i didn't realize electricity was free”....#yeah he ended up ignoring me anyway#and i ended up turning the light off#lmao typical#the three words thing makes my head spin they sometimes ask us that when we do icebreakers during a new semester...#it's so awkward#but yeah those three words might fit me??#i hate sounding like i'm talking myself up tho LMAO#i also realize that i'm probably overthinking this and it's definitely not that deep :PP#anyways thank you for dropping by nonnie !!#<333333
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eek
#i want to believe officially my first fic to reach 1k hits#i am freaking out. just a ltittle bit :)))#hfdsjkfjdks#sobbing my eyes out clutching my chest sinking to the floor#@ anyone who read it thabk u#<3#<333333#dont know what to do w/ this information so ill just sit here. vibrating. cool.#im glad it's this one because it's probably my best one. lol.#lizaflopposting#anyway yeah. i just needed to say ty and also that im super grateful and also happy.hehe. yay
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