#anyway u didnt ask haha i just started typing

[ratknight]

Hi there I am shaking both of your hands for your Animorphs takes they are just so 👌👌👌 like that comic about Jake telling Marco to cope it was such a GUT PUNCH and that moment on the books is so representative of their toxic dynamic I feel but people don't TALK about it and I feel like I'm going CRAZY thinking of it.

YES. YES. GATHER AROUND MY ANIMORPHS FANS WHO WILL ANALYZE THE FUCKED UP IMPLICATIONS OF JAKEMARCO…

And even how this dynamic extends out to the rest of the team, too. Off the top of my head, the way that roles and archetypes are played upon, brought up, and beaten INTO the characters themselves, by each other, to such an extent that it’s obvious how incongruent the real character is vs. the Archetype. I wrote a college paper on how Jake’s dialogue in one of the final books played on the stoic nationalism often found in male sci fi heroes. All the characters have some shit like that. And marco is, imo, the BEST character to explore that through. Because he is constantly molding and reforming himself. Because he is in control. Because despite that, he still can’t escape who he actually is, and how he feels.

[kroosluvr]

kept openign adn closign tumblr forgetting what i wanted to type. BUT I REMEMBER. SHUAKESUMI model/actor whatever au that i didnt put much thought into

aheem heem. hey guys

they're playing roles in the new movie "repaint your heart" goro akechi as crow, sumire yoshizawa as violet, akira kurusu as joker. etc. let's justr say the tactica game was also the prev movie but repaint ur heart is like a major hit bc ppl LOVE these 3

maybe they were in a movie a long time ago but schedule diffs made it hard for them to star in a movie at the same time again (bc they're always so busy w their own things, modeling, and the like) so everyone's psyched to see them together again

the tension is like unbearable half the time. lets justr say some shit happened btwn goro and akira so theyre really passive aggressive and hot and cold w each other half the time. sumire doesnt really have a hand in this fight but shit happened btwn her and her sister (havent decided if kasumi like Dies lol or if its just.... yknow. smth else) so shes like also kinda fed up w it

i ahvent played the DLC yet HELPPP but ik crow is rather passive aggressive despite being Detective princekechi. so lets attribute that to goro's irl disputes w akira but the director thinks its funny so they keep it

idk. they start dating at the end of the whole movie cycle. idk. or everyone just thinks they are and theyre like nu uhhh no way in hell (4 months later) oh. well. uh. awkward. anyways

also i want them to be on those talk show interview things and they ask like “haha ok joker do an impression of crow and vice versa” and they both do the most insane shit and sumire is cringing out of her skull like i don’t know them. i don’t know them

“so like u guys r friends right what do u-“ goro and akira: no we don’t even hang out. (the tabloids r literally of them kissing) ok well that’s

to be added to.

[fapper]

full story of what happened in office hours 2 days ago and how i accidentally rizzed up the TA who is also my crush

*note: FAAM stands for "fine ass asian man" who is like, an acquaintance of mine idk

okay mind you this happened only 2 days ago bruh. okay buckle up cuz i cant stop thinking abt it 😭 so me and FAAM went to this review session for our midterm that was wednessday (i got a 75% btw) anddd i only went bc my crush who is also the TA was going to be teaching. soooo i came into the room and mans was sitting in the front so he didnt notice me, but later on he got to the blackboard and started yk teaching shit, and i made sure i was consistently looking at him to see if he'll look at me anddd i think he did like 3 times. not that many tbh anyways after review session we had office hours in a differrent room, so me and FAAM immediately head to office hours, and they have this annoying queueing system and there were A LOTTT of ppl in offce hrs that night, the room was full and there were only 4 TA's, and i only had my eyes on one guy HAHAHA ok so i mind u office hrs was from 6 - 8pm. i couldnt get help from him and i was waiting and waiting and waiting and me and FAAM kept talking abt him while he was in the room omfg 😭 FAAM was like 'wait so its him?' and he proceeded to point to the wrong TA and i was like, bruh FUCK no ITS NOT HIM DUMBASS like i think our behavior was hella obvious in hindsight bc we were literally talking abt him in front of himmmm bro 😭 FAAM was like 'you should go talk to him' BRO STFU YOU KNOW IM NOT! and i was likeeee 'what do u think of 'eagle' for my nickname for him?' (cuz he had a really big hairdo and it reminded me of wings ok) and FAAM was laughing and we were just kikiing like 2 old bithces bruh.

okay so it was 7:50pm. and at this point i was waiting for my turn to get help so i was literally on TIKTOK bored as shittt 😭. and i feel my crush stand up from his seat and slowly walk to stand behind me... and i was thinking 'aint no way' and then he says 'y/n?' (OKAY FIRST OF ALL HOW DO U REMEMBER MY NAME) and i was surprised at first so i jumped a little and he said 'sorry! 😭' and FAAM immediately says 'do you need a seat?' to the TA cuz we were sitting together and the TA goes 'noo its fine hahaha' but i told FAAM to be a wingman so he was insisting on it and so FAAM moves to the next chair and my crush sits next to me to help me. ight so boom

so immediately i start asking him questions and he was explaining hit to me and i couldnt focus fr. FAAM and i kept making glances at each other and every time we looked at each other we smiled real hard meanwhile the TA probably noticed all that shit HELPPPP I JUST KNOW MY CRUSH NOTICED ALL THE EXCHANGED SMILES ME AND FAAM HAD LIKE U COULD JUST TELL WHAT WAS GOING ON OKKKK!!! at one point when FAAM and i made eye contact and smiled i literally stoppped typing whatever he said and lost my train of thought bc i was trying not to laugh sooo hard bruh. meanwhile the TA is witnessing all this shit happen in front of him rn bruh (the TA was sittin between us 😭) so i notice my crush was starting to struggle in answering the question/ explaining shit so he started looking into the distance to think, and every time he got quiet i would look at his face and just look at him reallll good lmfaoooo omfg i kept looking back at his face while sitting next to him bruh. and one time when i looked at him, he smiled and closed his eyes and looked down like DAMN ARE YOU FR HAVING THIS REACTION TO ME LOOKING AT U RN? OMGGG so immediately i was like. ight he wants me. andddd lo and behold. my crush gives up and puts his laptop on our table and says "okay so im just gonna show you the solution dont tell anyone haha" *nervous laugh* meanwhile everyone in the class heard him and they look at our direction 😭 so me and FAAM laugh at this and when i looked back at the TA his face was literally PINK broooo.... im not fucking kidding he was blushign or something. and so as i was taking a pic i jokingly said "bro is about to get fired" and he was like no its fine and laughed it off. also hes just generally a nice guy like i had CHATGPT open in one tab and i said 'ohhh sorry not me having chatgpt open rn' and i closed the tab and the TA noticed and laughed and i said 'women in stem' and he laughed and said 'no yeah exactly' (i made the same joke the last time in office hours with him, he said 'i believe you' when i hinted that the hw answer i had was NOT INDEED MINE LOL) so i guess u could say i have that joker rizz the way he supports me and laughs at my jokes bruh. anyways after that i was like. 'thank you! *makes thumbs up gesture with both my hands* and he stands up and says something bla bla and i say thank you again and he makes the same thumbs up gesture with both his hands and turns around to help the next person.

bruh moment

do yall think he wants me? it was definitely not his normal or usual behavior, *this is random but his voice is so nice* and i feel like i made it really obvious that i liked him by joking with FAAM.

[sovawife]

tell the class all your favorite parts about sova maybe? like what made you really fall for him and all of that!

ok this also might get long i am sorry. thank u for the ask tho its nice to hvae smth to do. either way uhh lets get started

ok so i might have mentioned this but i had a small crush on him a few years ago? i think since like 2022. back then i shipped with cypher and was super fixated on him but i think sova was always in the back of my brain as a crush, although at the time i only had him as a platonic. also cuz one of my good friends who doesnt anymore used to ship with him so i didnt wanna overstep or anything.

anyways im not even sure how i suddenly decided to latch onto him, i think my fixation on yone at the time was starting to fade and my brain just randomly chose to fixate on him even tho he was still a crush at the back of my brain lol. and look where we are now/lh

as for what i like abt him, i think one of the biggest things i like is how polite he is/kind to others. i think thats like a rlly important trait in someone for me if i were like to date someone else and hes just rlly nice in general and very lovely, hes such a big sweetheart :)

also ok im gonna sound crazy here but my friends keep saying im a circle bcuz he rlly fits one of my types which is like the holy trinity of yone vergil and wyll. who are all like, responsible, serious, yet like kind and deeply caring. and sova definitely fits into that archetype haha even though hes not exactly the same?? most of those guys arent exactly the same but theres a huge overlap of similarity with them.

i do also think he is very pretty even tho he is unfortunately white/lh :') (or at least i smacked this guy with the asian beam. get wasian'd) idk i suck at explaining exactly why i like this guy, again i think a big part of it is how kind he is to others!! its again just smth i rlly value in a partner, he genuinely cares about others/esp people hes close to like his grandma. and is very thoughtful. also i like that hes super down to earth and humble like this guy is incredibly talented yet never brags about it at all hes just very modest. smug people drive me nuts so im glad hes not like that lol. he also is very passionate abt his interests like archery and also he does photography! i like to think he also does things like hiking, birdwatching and maybe some gardening in his spare time. idk its a shame we dont get too too much info about val characters although the lore is always constantly growing. i do think he does like lots of outdoorsy hobbies hes very respectful to and attuned with nature i think.

sorry this is getting so long omg. im trying to think of any last things to throw in... i think another thing i rlly love abt him is how calm he is. it kinda balances me out bcuz i tend to be a really hotheaded person but it takes a LOT for him to get bothered by something, or at least lose his temper. in the lore we've never really seen him lose his temper or anything like that? the closest it's gotten is that one image when they were releasing fade where it was like a flashback to him losing his eye and he looked super animalistic. actually i think that in general for him to get that mad or whatever it would probably have to involve one of his loved ones being in danger. which is nice bcuz it shows that he rlly cares.

anyways this is getting so long so i will cut it short but i love my wife <3

[lilamala]

festival write-up! Notable artists I saw: Cobrah, Slayyyter, Domiziana, Eartheater, Isabella Lovestoryyyyyyy (and don't u ever forget it!)

Cobrah was insaneee I was in the front row and she is SUCH a performer. we showed up like 15 minutes before her set started and the stage hands were still setting up this ominous prop

before the concert i thought she might be the type not to talk at all between songs because she seems so otherwordly and alien to me but she did talk and was super cute actually haha tho during her songs she has that dominatrix-esque charisma. mesmerising. (also it was so funny how the photographers absolutely dashed towards her everytime she was popping her pussy lol) the crowd was screaming like crazyyyyy after suck. everyone give it up for cunnilingusssss also she was going crazy on the cross during that one, it didnt even cross my mind to film it because i was sooo sucked in (lol) her performance. amazing, 10/10 (the face the waist the nails the shape etc)

For Domiziana I just knew Ohne Benzin before and sort of listened to her music a bit before we went to her show and I really liked it! she only had a 45 minute set and I did think it was a bit of a shame that she shortened her already short songs in favour of playing a few covers, id rather she play her full songs and not the covers. anyway greatttt energy i liked the songs that i hadnt heard before, ive had malena and auf die party on repeat ever since. she was also super cute when she talked between songs lol before she played amore she talked to a fan who was apparently going offfff in the front row and asked her if she was single and then went "Oh mein Gott Lea ist singleeeeeeee 🤖" and her DJ turned the autotune on halfway thru that was so funny. im afraid im writing this in a boring way haha u had to be there 😌 she was actually walking around the festival the next day i saw her around! (and I also Nura formerly from SXTN once? that was kinda wild. she's way shorter than i thought)

Slayyyter was wall to wall gay men as expected lol. she absolutely has a set of pipes on her, those grand 80s type pop songs off of starfucker suit her sooo well. she was really giving diva, u know when drag queens strike a pose and do that intense stare at the crowd, thats what she was doing. she played remixes of venom and self destruct, they were def more techno than the originals, i wonder if that is fixed in her setlist or she did it bc its technically a techno festival. it was fun to see the contrast between her more melodic poppy stuff and then the super noisy songs like james dean and the aforementioned remixes. the crowd were loving it all. i loved it, shes a great perfomer and a lot of her songs really go offfff live, theres nothing like a crowd yelling "K! COKE! MONEY!" in the call response that is Purrr (one of my fav songs off starfucker!) and she introduced that song by going: "Who here has done any substances toniiiiiiiiiight!!!" to a grand cheer of the audience. amazing truly.

Eartheater was. um. well i think she had the most thankless venue/time slot combination, she was the very first act on the last day on the big stage and there weren't that many people in the beginning, though it filled up as her set went on. i don't really listen to her music, i've just heard a few songs before and someone whose musical taste i trust recommend that i see her show and it was cool musically! her fit was sick as well. she just seemed to be in a bad mood throughout? she told off some guy in the front row who was on his phone (?) during a song and showed him the middlefinger instead of singing, made some annoyed comments that you could hear the bass from another stage a bit, and then for her last song she played like 20 seconds on the guitar (which she had played during the concert before) and then she stopped and complained that it was out of tune blabla we dont have time to tune it and then sang accapella. idk ive never experienced something like that, i thought it was a bit uncomfortable to witness as an audience member tbh

Isabella Lovestory baby! my love my angel my mother. its my second time seeing her, last time was in a tiny club were i bullied myself to first row and didnt really have space to stand and had to lean on the speakers the entire show, good times. this time also front row because i am bordering on being a groupie for her. the guy next to me was filming her on his flip phone i hope u enjoy ur 144p footage of her king <3 anyway she was soooooooo good as expected! she opened with botoxx which was so great to see live, vip was fucking sick as well. and she played an unreleased song called telenovela which sounded great!! im really looking forward to her new album <3 and she possibly played another unreleased one but im not entirely sure? i didnt recognise it but she didnt announce it so idk it might just have been something off her first ep. i think kamixlo was djing? and he opened with love4eva by loona yyxy lol my weeb queen. oh actually for that stage there were like screens in the back (u can see it on the cobrah pic further up) where they projected some like mood images and isabella had some of perfume (the jpop group), tommy february6, and possibly newjeans? at some point. but anywayyyyy i love her so much it was so great to see her live again. oh and i did get a little chin caress at the end when she went down to the audience lol successful groupie moment

actually Cobrah Domiziana Slayyyter and Isabella Lovestory were all on the same smaller stage and i thought it was a bit of an issue that the lights coming from the back were way brighter than the ones from the front so they were all backlit as hell and u couldnt really see their faces a lot of the time :( but still great performances from all of them

other than that there were quite a few dj sets, i liked schwefelgelb and we checked out horsegiirl who was also cool though a bit too high energy for me at that moment. i liked her original songs that she played! my little white pony and obsessed were both good. and the horse mask really is something else lol. and i wanted to see sega bodega as well but he cancelled short notice bc of an ear infection :( get well soon king 💪

[edai-crplpnk]

Hey hey! So i havent fully read ur fics (its on my to read list but uh..... Im really bad at actually reading stuff on there djdndn one day i shall read ur entire fic list) but ive liked what ive seen so far so ur really high on my to read list and i saw u post the new chapter for the smell of the rain and i didnt see it was a multip chap at first so i just started reading it sjsjsjdj and this line specifically took me out so bad that i couldnt finish the chapter the day i started reading it bc i just kept laughing every time i went back to read it.

"he had always thought of himself as the kind of person to be able to make rational down-to-earth decisions no matter what – which was a delusion already, Kankurou’s memories of his first exchange with Shino are definitely infused with a lot of acting on impulse and out of spite –" like this is just fucking gold its so hilarious hello? Anyway. This has made me eant to read all ur works like right this second so expect a lot of kudos ig?? Idk what the point of this was i just wanted to let u know how much that line made my day and it felt awkward leaving it as a comment when i actually hadnt fully read the series. Hdjdjdd so ye. But im loving what ive read so far! The way u characterise is really fun! Hope u have a good day/night ty for sharing ur writing with us!

No judgement, I am bad at getting myself to read things too haha

I just love the idea of Shino being like- this guy that really imagines that he is calm and not emotional and not the type to make decisions on impulse and everything (not like a certain somebody) (kiba) when he is truly easily overwhelmed by emotions and generally not great at dealing with them.

And it doesn't help that a lot of people do see him like that too. He's the nerd with the monotonous voice that you can always go to to ask a question and is always available and will answer even you don't listen to him 9 times out of 10. He serves that role both within the konoha 13 and within team 8 between Kiba's impulsivity and Hinata's shyness/emotional sensibility. He's meant to be the down-to-earth guy and he's not.

He repeatedly gets angry and frustrated in the canon but it's barely ever listened to because he's not good at expressing it in a way that sounds serious enough. And also I think he's not great at handling irrational and unanticipatable things, like his own emotions. He needs to be able to rationalise and makes sense of things and have explanations and justifications. And on the one hand, it does help because he spends a lot of time thinking his choices through and explaining them, but on the other, when he is faced with an emotion that is too strong or unexpected to be able to be channeled through reason, he as absolutely no tools to deal with it and he's just overwhlmed.

In conclusion, yes, I think he's the type of guy to make implulsive and maybe misinformed decisions because he's horny and he has a crush and the whole time he is internally staring at himself thinking "god why the fuck am I doing this???" lmao

Coincidentally, for the "why is Shino a teacher in Boruto where did that come from" crowd (I'm not judging, I get it), I think this why he's both good and bad with children. He's good at containing people and providing a cohesive and explained framework, justifying rules and letting space for them to be debated reasonably so that things make sense, and I think that's valuable for a lot of kids who often get assigned random rules and you have to follow them because that's what rules are for and adults decide. But also, children have many emotions often, they can be chaotic, especially a group of them, and, once again, when being consistent and fair and justifying himself does not suffice to make this manageable, he is probably quite quickly out of other options.

Anyway, I love him!

Please enjoy my 135k words of KankuShino as you please, I hope you'll have fun!

(another time maybe o can write about how, coincidentally, makes him both very similar and the opposite to Kankurou haha)

[qwizzers]

so i just found your youtube channel like a few minutes ago and I really enjoyed your video talking about different types of social media and your own personal experience/opinions on them because ive been bouncing back and forth between social medias. I personally miss the old twitter and instagram format but ever since instagram has been turned into a reel-obsessed platform it is very difficult to get reach there so i think twitter has been my most safest/casual posting experience for me. i felt like on instagram i had so much pressure to post reels and i never gave in but it was just super frustrating, sometimes really wanting to just completely leave it entirely, but for now i guess im trying to just post more. im not a tumblr user really but i had this tumblr acc ages ago so i decided to log back in just to message here, but i wanted to ask, if theres any way we can talk further abt this privately i would love to go more in depth ! i dont check tumblr often so im not even sure if you will ever answer this haha, or how i would know if you did or not, but i guess a question that also comes to mind is, how do you post without overthinking? i have so much art i make so many doodles and unfinished wips, and people post wips all the time ! and its like, i cannot bring myself to do that either... im scared of someone either tracing over my art/stealing my art /ocs and just im not sure i guess posting wips makes me not want to finish the art, but when i dont post often i often feel pressure to post fully rendered stuff and sometimes ! i just wanna post a cute furry oc with thigh socks is that so much to ask !!!!!!! XD,,, i kind of scare myself out of posting, but how do i make myself more comfortable with posting without worrying? i scare myself from doing anything haha, i WANT to be more active ! and i want to post more oc stuff and even fanart, but i always make excuses like "nah ill do that when i get better, or ill do it when the drawing is finished" and sometimes i dont even post finished sketches or art !!!!!! i will take any suggestions or anything, but im desperate to break this bad habit,,,, and also ! another question is, how do people code their toyhouse? i saw you explain it in the video a bit, and i recently just got my toyhouse to post oc stuff, but im not sure how people code their card.co, and toyhouse so if theres any sort of website or program or anything i can use to do this please let me know ! i really want to decorate my stuff more :3,,, anyways im not sure if you publically post these.... but if i can somehow post my discord somewhere so we can talk further please let me know !

okay, this ask was super sweet and i want to just say thank u bc it was a fun read :3 hopefully if you do see this response - i have a discord if you want to add me and talk, its qwizzers! i have a website (https://qwizz.carrd.co) and you can see all the sites that i use there so if you use any as well you can contact me there!

so my input on avoiding overthinking b4 you post is to start sharing your work in smaller places to build up your confidence! if you're worried about tracing/stealing, i don't want to say that's not a legitimate concern, bc it IS, however i will say it really doesn't happen too often! ive been around for years and i dont think ive...ever had anyone trace me, the most i've seen is heavy referencing and usually if you bring it to their attention, they instantly stop - when this happens i say it's 70% of the time just young kids that don't realize what theyre doing is wrong or didnt realize youd find out. you can also watermark your work! theres nothing wrong with watermarks, even if its just on a sketch! while it cant necessarily guard against tracers, it can guard against blatant theft. you dont necessarily have to post your work in progresses if doing so demotivates you; but you dont have to exclusively post fully rendered art, either. try to get into a habit of making doodles n more simple art in between your big pieces, and get into the swing of posting those! if you feel like you havent posted in a while, just make a quick doodle or something along those lines and share that! you can build up your confidence with posting online in general by starting small - you could start by sharing your art in discord servers or with your friends so you get more confident about sharing your work regularly. "ill do this when i'm good enough" is a SUPER detrimental train of thought...bc there will never be a point where you'll admit to yourself that you feel like you're ready. that's just a part of the artistic progression :') if you have that mindset, you'll ALWAYS have that mindset, and you'll never actually do the projects that you want to! if you think its outside your ability, it probably isnt really, and you should give it a go anyways! even if it doesnt look perfect or turn out exactly how you wanted it to, you'll probably still be happy in the end bc u gave it your best effort :]

heres my bit on toyhouse:

if you know how to code w html, all you have to do is press "edit profile" on a character and you can code directly into the big box field! if you're not seeing that, it has to do with your settings (which i can explain more in depth if need be) if you ARENT familiar w html, thats fine too! you can find a TON of free to use toyhouse code templates, and a lot of them even explain exactly how to use them! basically you can copy and paste their code for free into your character profile, and just change the text so it fits your character :3 i have a favorite folder for all the neat free to use codes i see, here's a link: https://toyhou.se/Qwizz/favorites/79962 *my toyhouse is kind of eyestrainy btw!) carrd is a seperate website: https://carrd.co you can make a carrd for free and its much more straightforward, you basically just drag text boxes/images in and customize the site how youd like :3

[narsicen]

College au!—stray kids edition! (part 2)

A/N note: not much to say here but maknae line!!! enjoy the read! don’t forget to like and reblog if you enjoyed this work! and requesting au’s like this is open for all! 

check out the first part in my college au m.list!

Pairing: Skz (maknae line) x GN! y/n

word count: around.. 2-4 k per headcanon i believe sorry its long 🥲

genre: FLUFF

warning: slight mentions of alcohol (about two or three head canons mentions it but it’s not too much!), and mentions food

Han Jisung

omg

hi i luv u

ahem anyway

so i get the feeling hes probs that guy you know what hes prolly doing like hes predictable but you literally can not find him ever

like hes so predicatably unpredictable

SO yall met first when you were buying some soju and like idk beer or something (kids do not do this) for a party you’re hosting in your department and before checking out you see him just feet propped on the side of the cash register, him leaned back on his chair throwing a plastic toy ball thats supposed to be a stress reliever that you found out the store was also selling, it was a small store, not too much customers go there so he gets to laze around most of the time AND get paid!

anyway

so you saw him right, and he was just so in his world that he didnt notice you waiting at the counter, till you cleared your throat while putting the basket on the table

he nearly died, he said

he kinda lost balance while trying to lift his feet of the counter to scan ur things, like he fell backwards due to his haste but fortunately he hit a sturdy stand behind him, and slightly bonked his head, it wasnt too bad, you tipped over the counter to see if he was okay but before you could catch him defeated on the floor, he sprung up and with a pained smile he started spanning your things and giving you your reciept and all that

but while he was typing the amounts you noticed how he rubs the back of his head every now and then and you can’t help but feel bad

you went into a tiny thinking state as he scanned your items like you went: .>. hmmm…

and you had a tiny light bulb just flicker open in your head and you went to the back of the store, jisung was caught by surprise and he tried to ask where you were going but you just flew all the way to the back (LMAOOOO)

But he just stood there looking at the bottles and cans you wanted to buy ad he nearly choked, like the hell you prolly bought all their supply

And so he was kinda concerned and wanted to ask you about it when you get back, he wasn’t much of a drinker sometimes but he loves to party, when he has the adrenaline, i feel like yeah he would chug a months worth of alcohol or sum

But he generally doesn’t like it, idk he’s just kinda weird okay

You came back with a frozen ice cream it was those power cap ice creams, the ones in the bottles and you rip off the cap to eat it, yeah those, it was frozen SOLID and you added it in your pile of goodies, and he cluelessly scanned it and updated your receipt, you then payed him and then offered him the ice cream treat with a sweet smile (omg ily)

And he was about to ask about the heap of alcohol you were buying and you two kind of clashed two ideas together it went like

Jisung: hey uhm- oh-

You: here this is for you- oh what were you saying..?

Jisung: haha- i - uh nothing, you should have your ice cream back you paid for it,,,,

You: oh no i bought this for you! You hit your head pretty hard so it can act as an ice pack for now then eat it when its slightly melted!

Jisung: ///// oh okay.. thanks //////

HE WAS FLUSTERED HEKJFHKJHD

Like idk he took one look at you before and was like “okay”

But then now after his head injury subsided he looked at you and was like “oh my gosh” and just thought you looked so pretty/handsome/beautiful

And you had an awkward moment where he was just staring at you while you tried to offer the ice cream to him and yeah but he snapped out of it and took the ice cream, sheepishly smiled at you and bid you goodbye as you brought your stuff out and after you realized u were gonna be late

He started sulking for a few days because he thought you guys wouldn’t meet again, and gah dang that’s true

LMAO you guys didn’t meet till like idk a few months later, it was nearing the end of the college semester, turns out you study right at his university!!

He took up literature, don’t ask why, he just LOVES writing about whatever goes in his head, he doesn’t think he’s that good at anything and that sucks bc he’s like everything but yk

So yeah and he just wants a little of everything, he took up literature also because weirdly enough, he likes to read, like his personality is so off and u wouldn’t think he likes reading but he enjoys reading books sometimes like with fantasy and Greek mythology and all that shiz

And that’s incredible,, so yeah he helps writing lyrics for Chan!!! His senior!!! And his first best friend!!! (Fun fact jisung was Chan’s first “stray kid” btw *cries*) so yeah a team! And he learned rapping from his best bud changbin, he actually met changbin because he bumped into a rlly buff dude in Chan’s studio and yeah they met, he looks up to them so even if he bullies them but jisung says and i quote “i bully you guys lovingly!”

YEAh

Actually bestie jisung met you again when y’all were abt to graduate like it was a month or two till he graduates and you about to start your degree!!! You took up law and that’s so cool because he saw you in a heap of books in the library and he was there being all cool or with saying “he’s gonna study like a mad pro” since he had like 10 books in hand and then he saw you and he was like “wow that’s a shiz ton of books, lemme go there” and he went there,

You were so messed up behind those walls of books like you were crying, eating, reading, writing, ironing, fencing, driving behind those books

A legend

And he sat beside you then caught glimpse of you and was like “wait a DANG MiNUTE-“ and aggressively bore holes into the side of ur head and you just had to weirdly look at him, then he went (IN HIS HEADD NOT TO YOU OUT OF PANIC HKDFKJHDF)

“/////oh uhm//////sorry- i just,,,/////“

He never forgot ur smile and how pretty/handsome/beautiful you looked that day

And he just has that icky feeling he calls “butter insects” I don’t need to explain that, anyway so yeah he was so close to shouting like “ITS YOU” but you swiftly covered his mouth and he had a mufffled out like scream of some sort and you could have sword you were praying the librarian doesn’t march over there and kick u out

You had your 3rd warning awhile ago and one last warning you’re going to be reading books on the street, but anyway so yeah that happened and you recognized him like an hour later when y’all brushed it off and studied then you turned to him and went “YO-“ but slapped your own hand on your mouth bc yeah

And he got freaked out a little but giggled silently, and it was clear you weren’t in ur head then so he brushed it off

And so he was going to leave because he has another part time job in a few hours and so he asked to borrow your pen and you were hesitant bc that pen was your savior this whole year and he nodded happily at you like he wasn’t even threaten and shiz and you eventually gave it to him, he wrote sum and slipped it towards you before quickly getting his things and leaving

You read the note and then nearly cried

He took your pen

In exchange for an ice cream “hang out”

You were gonna cry bc his note was so nice but you also wanted to cry bc bro he took your pen

It wrote btw: “hey so we can’t talk freely here and that’s sad :( so,,,, how about an ice cream hang out later? Around 11 pm? Unless you’re passed out of course, just come to the front of my department building! I’ll take your pen so you have to come, see you there ! :D’

And he didn’t place what his department is or what he’s even taking up, and you panicked abt it later on, like you nearly punched a window

So you were in your room, it was 8 pm and you just had your dinner, was fine till you were preparing early for your “hang out” and you checked where the venue is and your eyes popped out, it wasn’t stated and you were about to cry again

Well not really cry more like scream, then your bestie room mate was like “can you shut up omg” and you were explaining to them your crisis and they went ._.”oh he’s actually from the lit. Department” and you went: ���w-“ like you didn’t expect that and they went “yeah i know shocking..” and y’all just sat there for a moment of revelation HJEAHFIDFHI BYE NO BUT THEN YOUR ROOMMATE THEN STARTED TEASING YOU FOR THE NOTE AND TOLD YOU TO GO GET YOUR PEN THATS RIGHT NOT “GO GET YOUR MANS” ITS “GO GET YOUR PEN”

We Stan btw

Then yeah you were there at his department and it was like 11:40 and you thought of just walking to the bookstore and get you another pen and go home and just stop hoping for him to show up, then someone approached you looking like a dead person, Chan came your way lol, he was tired and Jisung spam called him to tell you he was late bc he fell asleep and you nearly kicked Chan in the face bc he looked like a ghost with a black hoodie on and it was dark so it looked like some floating head or something idk

And after a while of telling you to calm the hell down he told you jisung fell asleep and that he was rushing here right now and you nodded and apologized to Chan for your misunderstanding awhile ago, and then when Chan brushed it off and left for his dorm Jisung was speed running to you and collapsed on the floor, like he was out of breath and just dead from running like a few blocks to his building, he lives in the dorm farthest from his building since he signed up late for getting dorm rooms bc his parents kicked him out and told him they refused to have a giant baby in their home

So yeah, but he stood back up after a while and smiled at you with the biggest smile he could give you right now, and you two couldn’t help but laugh at literally everything you guys went through, and during the ice cream hang out you guys started warming up to each other and it was great, you guys were rlly close and he bluffed how he didn’t have your pen

But as he was dropping you off at your dorm he shoved the pen into your hoodie pocket and then said a quick goodbye and ran for his dorm

And you being clueless as hell, tried to tell him to be safe and goodbye he left already so you were left there with the pen in your pocket

There was another note and it said “hey! Wanna go out on another ice cream date?” And you just smiled so hard that night you didn’t regret giving him your pen back in the library.

Dhjkhkjd did you see what jisung did there?????? He said awhile ago “ice cream hangout” but now he said date and then he said again so he kinda considered this a date </3

As the law student u are, you caught up onto that but you didn’t wanna overthink so you just face planted into ur bed, screamed then flail your limbs all around

You just had so much fun and it was so nice to be with him, like you were glad you chose To go to the date than slave away reading a bunch of manuscripts and stuff

Soon y’all started DAtINgGGgGg and he asked you out with the same ice cream you bought him but he kinda dramatically proposed with the cap of the ice cream since it had a loop, and that was a moment you’ll never forget

And I don’t think you’ll ever forget any moment with him

He would always sneak into your dorm room at night so you keep your window unlocked at times, and he comes with snacks and an extra big jacket on for cuddles and to give you the love you need for the day </3

He eventually realized he wanted to be with you instead of just slaving about in a part time job he decided to accept his professors’ invitation to get into graduate school or to get a degree or something, so he ended up studying in the same univ as you again for a few more years. Believe it or not he’s actually a star student in his department, he loves writing and his ideas just overflow him sometimes and he puts it on paper so it ends up being cool and admirable

And whenever you lose words in your essay reports, he gotchu, he tells u all these other words you can use and you just admire him like you two studying on the dining table and he just looks at you like “what?”and you’re like “omg you’re so——- amazing..,,,,,,,,,” HKJJFHADFH

You guys eventually bought a house together to live in together!!!!!!!! While studying together you rlly found it an inconvenience when you’re far away and you’re both so tired sometimes you just want each other to be there to hug and cuddle and shiz

He always just drags you away from your work bc you’re going to short circuit and blow up, and you being mad is the last thing he wants to see before dying

And you appreciate that sm bc bro no one likes the feeling of being burnt out, and sometimes you’re so stubborn he would pull your chair out and just pick you up

Then bring you to the couch and just lie on top of you to trap you from getting up hkjahdfkjahdfkj and he’s a big sucker for when you give him little pecks when you’re both cuddling </3 like he loves that smmm and then he returns the favor by giving you a kiss on the nose

UGGH]\

You guys always have ice cream dates for your anniversary

THAJJKDKJDFADAHF

Like. It’s your guy’s trADEMARk

BuT YESSSSS nothing but a loving couple that does done the dumbest shiz together!

And soon enough you both thought to yourselves that you wouldn’t want anything more than each other, a nice home and some ice cream. </3

Y’all get a room before i bust my eyes

So like you both love eating, but you guys dont have like a chef or something and neither of you have a shiz ton of money to just buy a buffet so ..

WE COOK

And wanna know what y’all cook

Burnt food

Well actually there’s days it turns out GREAT and thErEs only a PARTiAL burnt part

BUT THE PROCESS OF YOU GUYS COOKING IS WHAT STAYS IN YOUR HEARTS </3

So some days if Jisung is a little tired, he usually just helps you out and gives you suggestions, sometimes even calling chan to help since his s/o likes cooking (yes this is in the same universe guys shocking) AND YEAH BUt sometimes chan gives poor descriptions on the tips and you guys accidentally add too much baking powder and just messing up your pancakes 💔

But it’s always fun and games while you two cook ! Like you guys LOVE to just tease each other during those times, hug each other randomly, throw a bunch of ingredients at each other or even just bantering (in a playful manner) how to cook eggs at the right temp.

AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS TO YOU GUYS JUST FUN AND BEING ABLE TO HANG OUT WITH EACH OTHER </3

Like the time you two messed up the pancakes you guys just made a disgusted face after the second bite then looked at each other and laughed together about all the mess you made and then your food wasn’t even good

JUST GOOD VIBES HERE

And when you’re tired, he lets you hug him and just rest your head on his shoulder/back while he tries to cook

Keyword: tries

He would end up messing up a side of the dish and then just gives you the good part so you don’t have to think he messed up a part when he was being all cocky in the making of the meal

‘I can TOTALLY do it like I’m a master chef don’t worry’

‘Are you sure I can help you..-‘

‘No I got this.. I’m sure of it

‘Okay… if you say so’

Then after at the dinner table you see that there’s some parts of his that literally is burnt and he pushes it aside and he’s have less to eat and you looked at him after u caught him pushing his food to the sides to avoid them

‘.. just say it’

‘I told you so’

WHAJIWOWN but then in the end you gave him some of yours and you two just laughed at the situation, but deep down you love that he still puts all the effort he can to give you something good and that’s enough for you to just love him more.

“So,,,,, ice cream date?”

“Ice cream date”

Lee Felix

BEST BOY EVERYONE SAY IT WIT ME NOW, FELIX BEST BOY

He took up an architecture course and he’s starting his first year (wooo!!! You’re doing great sweetie) and you as a pre-med student who is also about to start your course, you both end up bumping into each other, he actually like fell on you or something like he was riding his bike to school but weirdly enough someone decide to get in the way and he had to swerve and he kinda lost balance and boom you were also there and he fell onto you.

So he wasn’t hurt so much, but you were tho, you had a few scratches and a wound on your elbow, your knee was slightly scraped but luckily it didn’t bleed, you were in iMMEnSE pAin, there was literally a wound on your elbow, prolly had some tiny rocks= in it or something and the pavement was BURnIng HOT

And when he stood up he helped you up ofc and he did his best to apologize to you a bunch of times while listening to his apologies and explanation you just dusted yourself off and smiled at him before reassuring him it was fine, he offered to walk you to the clinic or something and he wouldn’t budge when you tried to say no

So he walked you to the clinic

KjfkahdsfjhakhHKDJHFKJSDFKJDSAJKHSDH DHFJKSEFSDVDSJKSDHLZJH it was so awkWARD JUST THINKING ABT IT MAKES ME CRUMBLE

He regrets his choice of walking you as he does not know what to say to you or do

And he only realized he doesn’t know where the clinic is and you two had to go around the campus twice

Let’s just say you were glad it was still early and eventually you reached the clinic (WOOOOO GO Y/N AND FELIX) and the nurse looked at you and was like “dang with happened to you its so early the hell” and while the nurse was getting the ointment and shiz and the nurse told you guys to sit down after Felix explained what happened

Your brain replayed everything that happened in the span of like idk an hour and you just glanced at the boy next to you and you can’t help but giggle softly and he looks at you with a confused face, and you thanked him for at least trying his best to get you here and all yk even if he broke your skin

And he was like waving his hands in a X formation while saying its fine and that its the best he could do to make it up to you and you thought he was rlly cute <3 aside from his voice which was extremely low for his face, you found that intriguing about him and the freckles on his face was definitely one of the highlights of your day

And as soon as the nurse came back you two weren’t as tense and awkward anymore, maybe you two just wanted to get that off your chests and yeaHHHH after the nurse got you working and patched up you offered to walk him to his lecture hall but you didn’t know where it was and you only realized that when he asked if you knew where it was

And you just went ._. ,,,,,, and just stared at the schedule he showed you JDKFJKDJFHKADJFH PLS YOU TWO ARE SO DORKY IM GONNA CRY </3 and so he started chuckling at your expression which clearly showed you weren’t an architecture student obv and he didn’t mind going around the campus later to find his lecture halls, you joined him in laughing as well and soon enough you two sorta realized like “hey they aren’t so bad after all” and Felix went “well.. since we are both new,,,,,, what department are you in,,,,,,,,,?” Kids i want you to know that it must’ve prolly been like asking for their numbers but it rlly isn’t like that, you two are just a lil shy and hesitant that’s why.

And you went “,,,,,,,I’m just some pre-med student,,,,,nothing special,,,,,” and he went >:O WYM MAN THATS COOL kinda vibe like he always admired people that voluntarily chose to help others, he always wanted to do that, that’s why he’s being an architect he wants to build houses and shiz for the better of everyone and everything if possible.

So yEAh anywaY and you just said that being a doctor was always your dream as a kid so that’s why you’re here right now and he went ‘ :o … omg rlly? That’s so COOL! My dream as a kid was to be a vet actually,,,,,,” like he just started talking about his childhood dream and you just </3 softened like this guy with the deepest voice that broke the ground has such a sweet personality and has the most BEAUTIFUL SOUL

And you forever wanted to protect him, annnnnnnddddd that day you guys realized you were gonna be late just chatting so you guys kinda just said “cya later!” And was excited to see each other tomorrow or at lunch but realized u guys dont even know your names ,,,,,,,,,,,,,, or your phone numbers,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

Stupid fudging dinosaurs

But i still love you two okay

Anyway

So YEAH that happened and you guys were rlly bummed out by the thought of it and the realization that you guys might never meet again with all your mixed up schedules and all, its like a 0.3% chance you’ll bump into each other again, like its impossible

Lol you guys were that 0.3% tho

So you guys met again at a party in one of the architecture students’ dorms, someone rumored their dorms are so big and spacious it might as well consider as a house that’s why they throw the most parties out of all the students in the univ. and when you entered the place omg it was blinding like you coulda sworn someone swung their bootie in your face like they were so into the party you wanted to leave already JKDBJKSDJKDSJK LMADOADO

But turNS oUT the student WHo tHREW tHE pArTy was FELix’s RooMaTE, and of ALL THE ODDS, you’ve been to countless parties but the first party thrown by an architecture student happened to be felix’s roomie, now if that ain’t the 0.3% in the gigantic campus in Harvard or sum shiz with university you guys are in.

And sooooo you were actually just holding a red cup and just going from a bunch of games to dancing a bit to just standing in the corner

You didn’t like to drink and you think you’ve had enough from losing a few rounds in beer pong but you won majority of the games there so you didn’t have to drink as much

And eventually you just stood in the corner-ish near the food and drinks table, you actually didn’t like to party as much, your friends do tho and they always convince you to go so here you are, and somehow the blonde dude beside you was asking if he could reach over to get some drinks since you were kinda blocking the way, and you apologized till you recognized the voice, he had longer hair so it kinda covered his face, but when he stood up straight after getting the drinks you guys like- had eye contact and you realized the Felix before with brown hair suddenly had blonde and it was longer now and his voice somehow got a little deeper

What a glow up

And you two jut stood there in shock while some one was like screaming their heads off in the background, and Felix’s friend wobbled over and slung a arm around his shoulder and slurred his question on why Felix was taking so long, so that broke off your eye contact and all, Felix like diverted his friend to turn to thee other side and told him that he got the drinks anyway for his group, you averted your eyes but you could have sworn you caught a glimpse of Felix glancing back at you

DCJDKJDKJBVKJBVBDB AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA OMG????? DNFSDJFKJHSDFKJ okay ill stop

So Felix eventually caught your attention when he was glancing at you from over his shoulder and then he quickly pointed to the front door at the exact moment his friend nearly tipped forward, Felix hooked his hand over his friend as he did so, smooth move there

And you nodded your head subtly before making your way to your friend to tell them that you just needed some fresh air and handed them your cup, they ended up chugging what was left in your cup, you couldn’t careless anyway. SO you went out the front door right, avoiding all the people and then you just waited outside in the hallway for about 30 mins and then he popped out with a little grin

SAJHFKJAHKJAHJKFHA

You somehow subconsciously smiled back in a cheery way, and you two were back to being slightly awkward </3 so he tried to initiate the conversation

“,,,,,so,, are you still a med student,,?” It was like after a year or so..? Since your last meeting so you just nodded your head and told him updates about your life, then you guys just went silent for a while then after that you both said “,,, hey look I’m sorry we haven’t been in contact-,,” and then you stopped midway and laughed together

Omg you guys- *punching the air*

The silence wasn’t so awkward and you were just glad to meet your “friend” again

“,,, actually i don’t think wwe know each other’s names yes,,,, haha,,” Felix was like rubbing his arm a bit like he was still the same boy who asked you about your department all shy and shiz

YALL DID NOT CHANGE THATS SO CUTE STOp???

And you went “,,,ooohh,,, yeah,,, my bad,,, Y/N, my name is L/N Y/N, what’s yours?” You got enough courage to start it from there and he looked at your outstretched hand that initiated that you wanted to shake his hand, and he had the goofiest grin every like </3??? And then he gladly took your hand and just went

“I’m Felix, Lee Felix” and YOU HAD THE BIGGEST BUTTERFLIES IN YOUR STOMACH?? HEJFHDHFKJSDHFJHDFJKH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA OMG STOP THIS IS A WHOLE NOVEL CINEMATIC EXPERIENCE YALL. ANd uHM yEAH so THAT hAPPENED and you eventually exchanged numbers and he walked you to your dorm </3 and when you had to go inside to your dormitory you both got sad a bit like </3 just got reunited and finally know more about my friend and now we have to leave each other again </3

But yk you decided something and took your phone out and typed a bunch of things on the spot, and Felix just watched you curiously from a safe distance tho, he didn’t wanna be nosy, then you turned your phone off and sent him a sweet smile his way then bid him goodbye the moment you heard the small *ding* in his pocket and went inside

And he hastily said bye as well since you rushed it a bit then smiled at your departing back and then checked his phone

“Y/N 😵‍💫: Lets get to know each other better? I’m free tomorrow, if you dont have any lectures,,, wanna go eat at the new cafe downtown? I heard they have pretty good hangover food there, if you have a hangover tomorrow,,, i can take you there, my department building is here (department building number and shiz)” AND HE GOT THE BIGGEST FLIPPING BUTTERFLIES IN HIS STOMACH NOW AND HE COULDNT CONTAIN HIS SMILE HE WAS SO READY TO JOG BACK TO HIS DORM AND CHUG A WHOLE BARREL OR SUM SO HE GETS A HANGOVER

But he wasn’t too extreme Dw guys, he did get a hang over tho, it was pretty bad for his alcohol tolerance, it was pretty bad, and so y’all went on a date ☺️ to that cute cafe downtown and it was one of the best investments Felix ever made like the food there??? HEAVENLY??? It was even better bc YOU WERE THERE??? He was literally on cloud 9

When you guys ended up dating in your sophomore years, it was so- FLUFFY??? Like he would pick you up at your department building and if you’re late, he’ll pick u up at the library bc that’s where you always go after a few lectures and shiz and he would give you the warmest hug ?????? Ever??????? And you just melt in his arms after a rough day?????/and you just love him?????????

And he came clean during your relationship that he used to regret asking you to let him walk you to the clinic but bRo nOW hES LIKE SO THANKFUL AND he wasn’t even subtle abt it, and you can’t help but giggle at him and he just went >/////< i told you my secrets why are you laughing at me,,,, and you just gave him a sweet peck on the lips and he would just fall in love with you like he would literally, he does this dramatic cartoon move where when he’s flustered then you give him a small peck on the lips he just acts like he’s falling backwards from how lovestruck he is and that’s just a thing between you two </3

ESKIMO KISSES WHILE YOU GUYS ARE CUDDLING, i can never express my love for Eskimo kisses, its just so cute stop???? But yeAh when you’re at his dorm and his roommate is off partying you guys cuddle on the couch ad you guys just give each other Eskimo kisses from time to time then idk just fall asleep in each other’s arms till dinner time then go cook something together </3

He doesn’t rlly know how to cook he just knows how to bake (that’s kinda his specialty) so he had to call up Minho, who he met whole the first time he went to the cafeteria and he couldn’t get anything for lunch since his pocket money was too small </3 and Minho saw him and literally adopted him (in his heart haha… </3 ) but on the outside he just went up to Felix and handed him a browning and a ham and cheese sandwich and then told Felix to eat well before walking away </3

and he always gives Minho an extra brownie for like being his first best friend in college or something </333333???

(Though he gives you the most brownies tho labor JHSdkjhskhH)

and Minho tried to send you guys a recipe list and it ends up with Felix watching the pan closely and you had to pull him away so he doesnt burn his eyes, but when you guys step away fro a split second thO- your food was bURninG.

And Felix just looked at the burnt food on the counter with a :O…. Kinda shocked expression and you go like ‘at least we tried..?’ And with a little laugh to it and he ends up looking at you with his :O face and then starts laughing when you started to giggle at his face expression </3 then you decided to bake instead while waiting for your take out to eat and then build lego houses together or something after

And he mentioned about planning to build your guys’ homE oUT OF lEGO ???? <<///////333333

I��m just saying if you dont marry him i will marry him /j

“So… wanna get take out instead?”

“And then build lego houses after we bake some brownies?”

“…”

“?”

“You know me so well”

Kim Seungmin

I want y’all to FUDGING KNOW THiS SEUNGmiN EXisTs! (Aka the love of your life) (my life too </3)

So …

Childhood best friends to lovers?

Yes. Yes just yes.

SO LIKE you bOTH did not want to go to separate colleges and your standards tho are so different from each other so if you were to pick, you’d probably be like all the way across the whole city and if he were to pick he’d prolly be nearer to home or abroad, even with your different coursES.

He’s in law and you’re in mAnAgmENT engineering

And management engineering actually has a portion where you had to study business lAW

And when you first heard that you went >:O ! >:D JOKES ON YOU I HAVE A BEST FRIEND IN LAW

But you ended up crying in the library and he was waiting for you to finish. Like it was so awkward but like- that shiz is hard you had to memorize a bunch of cap and then you had to go through the prOCESs of it and stuff omg you could have sworn a part of your brain shriveled up and went into a coma.

Ties your hair up for you (if you have long hair)

WILL COMB UR HAIR OR LIKE BRUSH IT TO TUCK IT BEHIND YOUR EAR LIKE THE BANGS IF YOU HAVE SHORT HAIR

Will make you have apple hair if you have short hair tho

HDKJKJDBVKJ

I think he would lOVE to style your hair randomly kjvjdbfujefbuohebu like when you guys just trying to study in his or your dorm and he just stands up and goes to make some weird looking pigtails on u

Also keyword : trying, you would goof off and bug him from his studies and he’d have to tell u off to make you study

Literally an adult trying to contain a child HJDHIKJHDEIJFH

Stop you guys actually take SO LONG to date oh my gosh

Its cuz he’s like the perfect guy on campus that everyone actually is jealous of, like as a law student he is not SUPPOSED TO LOOK LIKE THAT, LIKE HES TOO PRETTY IM TELLING YALL.

Some dark sorcery i tell you, and like you being you never really came clean about your feelings to yourself

Like you just can’t imagine yourself with him till you started trespassing that part in your mind, like you were ‘curious’ and you just couldn’t stop yourself, and this is where we are rn, you weren’t even close to hiding that fact LIKE HE HAD TO DRAG IT OUT OF YOU AND YOU WERE SHAMELESSLY TRYING TO KEEP THE ACT UP

It went like

“You like someone don’t you?”

“,,,,,uhm duh like everyone does, you wouldn’t know that since you hate everyone ,,,,,,, or something,,,”

“ is it me?”

“,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, WHat lmaO noooooooo,,”

Yeah basically HKJFHJKHSD

Worse days of your life tho bc you never admitted it that time and he kept coming out of no where to hit u with the “do you like me? You like me don’t you?” Or something like that and you just can’t admit it so easily like that LIKE DO YOU KNOW HOW EMBARRASSING THAT”D BE???

Not only that, he has feelings for his ex, yeah i know lmao cry a river y/n JKJJKJJK IM SO SORRY DONT DO THAT

You knew that tho and that really hindered you every time you wanted to call him and just admit it, you’re scared he’d just date you to get over his feelings for his ex or just idk out of pity or he just didn’t want to reject you, OR just getting hurt trying to convince yourself that he loves you back.

And you preferred not to hurt yourself more whenever he gives those glances to his ex that passes by or something or the way he kinda looks like he longed to be with them more than he would with you. That’s so hard to deal with esp when he’s supposed to be with you and wish more of you not them

LIKE YOURE JUST NOT READY FOR THAt and he’s also not the type to like reassure you verbally and stuff yk i feel like he’s the type to display those with the stares or the glances he’d give you

Or the smiles he shows you and stuff, and LBR he prolly smiles the most at you than smiling at the memories he had with his ex, and thATs gOt To KEEP THE BUTTERFLIES IN YOUR sTOmach IF YOU KNEW

Omg no the moment you knew that he went out of his shell to choose you and not his ex when he took the courage to let you deal with your feelings for a while on your own and he gave you some space to think, like he didnt make it awkward to hinder you and your friendship then after awhile he took the time and the effort to confess to you first lIKE HE BEEN THiNKING ABOUT YOU TOO </3 and his feelings for you YKKKkKKKK its like i said before i feel like Seungmin wOULD rarely confess and say his mind like that, like he’d keep it in until he’s really sure about it or he wants others to know about it

And for him to just conFeSs TO YoU like tHAt likE- hMM-

HFHKJFHKAJDHSFKJAH IDK I FIND THAT RLLY CUTE AND WARM HSDJHSV

Omg no bc when you guys became official you guys couldn’t get over the awkward giggly stage KJDHFKJSHDKJHSDHH AAAAAAA like the night he confessed and when you guys just sat on the couch of his dorm and stayed quiet for a moment then when you two accidentally made eye contact you two couldn’t cONtAIN tHE gIGGLES

Ugh I can’t keep on hurting myself like this wth

AnYWAY

I actually think he would randomly call you at night and just rant about his professors that dumped a load of unnecessary work on him since he’s probably part of the student council too

And you’d literally just leave him on speaker while you try to cope with waking up at 4 in the morning to him ranting

You usually just keep quiet so he lets it all out then when he’s done you would move topics like

‘… so wanna get coffee?’

‘I WOULD LOVE THAT’

Like he’s not screaming he’s just speaking in bold, and so yeah 4 am coffee runs :))) and him just semi doing his student council work while waiting for his drink

And after that you’d eventually drag him to your dorm to make him sleep on the couch or something because he hasn’t had a good night’s sleep in like weeks, </3 he’d definitely want to cuddle you but is too shy to admit it so he’d kinda knock on your bedroom door and just blink twice at you when you open it

You get the signal and go cuddle him anyway <3

On days like when he’s on a break or something like summer break and stuff, your schedules don’t usually align so either one of you went on a leave or is on a break and the other is still slaving away at school

So when he was on his break, he became a house husband like idk yk instead of house wife, it’s house husband, you’re not married but like every time you come home, your home is like spARKLY CLEAN, there’s fOOD ON THE TABLE AND YOUR BED IS MADE.

There’s days you’d see him in a pink apron, something like your mom would wear and you can’t help but laugh

💀 I’m so sorry

Anyway, he may not look like it, but I feel like he makes good food, like it’s tASTY and you can’t believe this guy actually cooks, like look at him, he looks like the type to MAKE someone cook for him like he’s moving a finger for NOBODY

lol you’re nobody tho<3

There’s day’s he’d be with his family at home and you’d guys have to face time EVERYDAY it’s mandatory, well unless it’s rlly important that they have to skip it,

When you guys call at least once a day, it gets awkward since you basically told each other everything and anything and that makes you two break into giggles and <3 he’d give you that smile similar to the gif up there, <3

I feel like he has a dog

Like I feel like he has a family dog you never knew about

Until he passed by it when you guys were face timing and he went to pat the doggo

And you went

“>:O WAIT THATS A DOG”

“.. yeah.. what’s wrong?”

“YOU NEVER TOLD ME YOU HAD A DOG!”

And you’d ask him to focus on the dog

It’s a golden retriever 💔 and you would gosh all over it, I feel like it’s like a puppy still, like not too old not too young, and you’d call it seungmo jr. sometimes

💔 do not touch me

NAH BC THE TIME HE WAS FACE TIMING YOU AND HIS MOTHER WAS BESIDE HIM IN THE KITCHEN, AND SHE PEEKED AT THE SIDE AND SAW UR FACE AND WENT ‘is that your s/o? WAIT Y/N?’

And he went: .. oh .. uhm.. yeah-

“O M G”

“Mom-“

And you were shocked bc his mom snatched the phone from him and started talking to u like there’s no tomorrow, I feel like seungmo’s mom is like the polar opposite of him sometimes

She invited you to come over and seungmin replied that you were probably super busy and all but you butt in saying you could come anytime, and seungmin was looking at you, mouth slightly agape and his mom just cheered a little

And when he got to his room, he asked why you said that and it was specifically like nearly the week of your exams soon and all, and you brushed it off saying you could handle it (you couldn’t handle it) and that you were fine on your own (you weren’t)

He only agreed with you since he trusted your judgement and you just sorta teared up inside, like knowing you’d cram the whole next week

Basically when you were at the family dinner or something you realized that the amount of baby pictures seungmin’s parents had of their kids were so much that even seungmin didn’t know of, and you were HONORED to see them

After a whole night of a pinch of embarrassment for him and a spoonful of blackmail for you, he decided to walk you back to the campus which wasn’t too far

You guys hooked arms while walking together in a comfortable silence and he apologized for his family’s behavior

And you brushed it off saying it was fine and that you had fun especially with all the stuff you learned about him through his family.

💔 just a buttload of teasing from you which made him flustered, in the end when he dropped you off, he gave you a small kiss on the cheek and then pushed you inside, and he just ran away back home, he’s a shy shy boy with PDA okay </3

When you guys go back to school together after his break, he’d probably hand you some flowers and be rubbing the back of his neck and softly say his excuse that his mom told him to give you some nice flowers (his mom didn’t say that)

</33 YOoooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Nah bc he’s like the center of like half the campus, he’s the star student in the law department and he’s an important person in the student council, so when he was seen giving you the flowers WOOOOOOO like some people started questioning you if you were really dating him, THE KIM SEUNGMIN. And you were like “????? I thought y’all knew that” LMAOOOOOOO

But yeah and when word started to go around, it reached him, and he thought you’d be uncomfortable with people knowing it and now you’re under the label of being his partner so he went STRAIGHT TO U after classes and his extra meetings and he had a talk with you about it and you felt a lil’ warm inside because it kinda meant that he thought about your feelings first and shiz and wanted to do his best to make YOU comfortable in this relationship

Where is a Kim Seungmin is he on amazon? Ill buy him, take my money

So like yeah honestly i feel like even after like 5 years or something you guys will never get over the slight awkward feeling (like its not bad its just you two are a little too shy and that makes you two giggle a lot) and the little butterflies you two get every now and then <3

<3 you BETTER LOVE HIM RIGHT

“,,,,,,, The dog’s name is actually mong”

“STOP YOUR NICKNAME IS SEUNGMO ITS LIKE MEANT TO BE, HI SEUNGMO MONG JR. *waving enthusiastically at the camera*”

“,,,,,,,,,,, *sighs but still smiles and tolerates you*”

Yang Jeongin

So… you guys are literally the “boy/girl next door” trope together

Like I’m not kidding you’re neighbors

You guys never had a dorm, you both were forced to live in the same house you two grew up in even if it was like 40 or even an hour drive to the university

You guys met WAYYYYYYY LONG BEFORE like you guys used to be fetuses and your parents were best friends and eventually just made you two play date buddies, and you grew up together like literally, every event his family celebrated, your family was there and every event your family celebrated, his family was there, AND YOU GUYS WENT TO THE SAME MIDDLE AND SECONDARY SCHOOLS AND NOW YOURE BOTHH STUDYING IN THE SAME COLLEGE

Heres the twist tho, you guys are in the same course

In the SAME CLASS well majority of them are the same, its not like you two hated each other tho, its just you two are so sick of each other already it’s like seeing your siblings everyday but worse than that, you have the choice not to see that person and you end up still bumping into them

I feel like you guys purposely ignore each other at school like in the hallways and what not because yooooo… that’s kinda fudgin awkward like- like no hard feelings and all you both sorta silently agreed its fine, but when you guys have to meet up for like batch assemblies or like family occasions, you two are alright with spending time together.

I feel like the first time you two found out you were in the same class and shiz you two kinda kept glaring all week but when the other turned to look, the other would just smile and no signs of glaring but it’d happen again when they turn their backs.

But soon you guys accepted the fact that, maybe you’re just fated to be be together for all of your life or well in the present time

You do NOTT know how AWKWARD IT IS WHEN YOU TWO ARE PAIRED FOR AN ACTIVITY

Like you’d go to talk about the project and it’d go like this

“,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, soo,, wanna go to my house for the project or do I go to yours?”

“ Jeong,,,,,,,, i think it doesnt rlly matter,, we live next door to each other, and i eventually have to eat at your place on Wednesdays”

Guess what day it was????? Wednesday !

So you had to go to his to eat with his family and all then go to his room to do the project together, ITS SO AWKWARD BC ITS LIKE YOU GUYS COMMUNICATE WITHOUT ACTUALLY SPEAKING, AND YOU GUYS JUST START DOING IT ON YOUR OWN OR SOMETHING, I mean maybe not awkward for you or him but if i were there, omg stop ill be so awkward just trying to write half an essay about the importance of learning for kids or something 

so there was actually this time you guys met together on christmas like it wasnt really what you two wanted but yk your families decided to celebrate it together, and it was a whole party with all the random relatives together and the little baby cousins running everywhere

you and Jeongin were part of the major deputies in guarding the baby cousins like you two had to sit near or in the playpen of the kids ALL NIGHT LONG, and you couldnt even greet each other since at least one kid would randomly try to eat a metal toy car

then one of the older cousins took over the duty for a bit so you two could breathe and like get out of the crusty playpen, and you two had like no like friends or like you guys weren’t exactly close with your other cousins sooo you two ended up just chatting outside the house on the porch with your hot chocolates </3

and you know that myth or like belief that the person you’re with when the first snowfall happens like you two are meant to stay in each other’s lives for a long time or something

guess what, when you guys were joking together, snow started to fall  HDJFSKHFGJS and not only that, when you two looked to admire the snow i feel like the two of you kinda glanced to the other, its kinda like a ritual at this point since this happens like nearly every year, maybe you two are meant to be in each other’s lives for a long time, like idk the universe is saying something but we just can’t FIGURE IT OUT!!!

What a coincidence

Anyway so that’s happen and when you two catch each other looking at yk each other, you’d share a small laugh together and then you two give each other a knowing look then count down to 5 before you point behind your shoulders to the door then a bunch of kids start screaming and a few loud chatters with the muffled out words of “its snowing!” And “Look at the snow outside!!” Behind the door and then you guys start chuckling and giggling together again

Stop, hold my tears rn

ALSOOOO i feel like your guys’ windows like to ur rooms are facing each other, so every now and then if you guys get bored its not hard to just throw little paper balls to the other’s window and talk KJSHHKJHSDISIOI but that rarely happens now, since you’re both very busy but I CAN PROUDLY SAY THAT YOU GUYS PROBABLY CHECK TO SEE IF THE OTHER IS OKAY LIKE JUST LOOKING THROUGH THEIR WINDOW TO SEE THE OTHER AND YK MAKE SURE THEY ARENT BAWLING THEIR EYES OUT OR SOMETHIG WHEN YOU GUYS GET HOME

Nah bc the awkward flustered random unintentional eye contact you guys have made throughout your lives, yeahhhhhhh its not like it taints your relationship AT ALL its just like idk you guys kinda get rlly flustered and weak yk when you just look in their eyes but you guys will never say that to each other lol <3

I feel like none of you would confess first

LIKE HEAR ME OUT, you seem like you just wanna go with the flow since jeongin is the type of guy you won’t understand with his like body language he’s just someone who’s hard to read sometimes, and then jeongin is just the type to keep it inside for the sake of not wanting to lose you as a friend, like no matter how much he may seem like he’s pushing you away, he really treasures you, its just the feelings that make it extra hard for him <3

Honestly feel like either one of you confessed to the other when you were drunk

DO NO GET ME WRONG, IT WAS FAMILY FRIENDLY OFC

Actually i feel like you said it to him when you’re drunk at a gathering with your friend groups which had mutuals so they arranged a eat out or something and you two were there, then yk you got drunk from your weak tolerance for alcohol and I just have a rlly big gut feeling that jeongin does not like to drink simply bc it tastes like cap

So he kinda had to bring you home since the rest knows you’re neighbors <3

You were a MESS, he’d try to get some water from a convenient store and then when he comes out you’re on the floor trying to sleep, thinking that’s your bed. A mess, and you had drool like just a bit down your chin. And he had a hard time chasing you all around the streets so you dont get hurt. And you did kinda trip, but dont worry he’s there and you had tough knees <3 you only got a scratch :D

So i feel like you were trying to walk straight on your own and he was like reaching for you back and forth hesitantly since you always looked like you were going to trip and fall. And you probably just blurted out like

“Jeong as weird as it sounds but its true ! ,,,,,,,,, i think I’ve,,,liked you for a time now,,, actually a long time before,,,,,”

And he stood there like “:D,,,,, I’m sorry what”

And when you finished that, you kinda got rlly drained and fell on him, hedfkjshdkfjhs we love clumsy y/n

But uhm yeah you did that and you were kinda half asleep,,,,,,??? No one rlly knew but you still replied to his questions so probably yeah you were awake, anyway, he was thinking for a while about your “confession” and it just wasn’t sitting right with him, even if he finally got the dream he’s been hoping that’d happen to him, this wasn’t the dream he wanted. Like not exactly

“,,,, do you mean that?”

“My feelings? My confession? Yeah of course, they’re mine,,, and I know ,,, them” you spoke like that btw JKHKHS you were just having the time of your life being half knocked out with alcohol that your voice wasn’t consistent.

“,,,,,,”

And you, even if you were drunk, you didnt wanna push him, i feel like you’d still have that conscience at the back of your head still telling you that, even if this is him or not, pushing an answer from him or them is not the right thing to do, being drunk is not an excuse. He was awfully quiet during the walk thru the neighborhood to your homes and you liked that you didnt have to fight for warmth when Jeongin had an arm just drenched on your shoulders to keep you from falling and for him to assure you that you weren’t off trying to fit in a sewer hole but you, nonetheless, tried to embrace the opportunity so you don’t freeze your butt off

KJHSFHSKHS i honestly feel like you wouldn’t remember it in the morning JDHFHDSKJFH and Jeongin would prOBS get kinda mad at you for it, like he would have thought the next day you could clarify that you meant it and he’d confess too and shiz but nah you went “:D what do you mean? what happened last night,,?”

And he just ._. ,,,,, bro

He actually ignored you for a while like give him a week or something, though it was a lot for you since now all you saw when you looked out your window was a curtain over his window and he did not wanna talk to you like he kept conversations as small as they could get. And you just kinda “</3”

Long story short you guys started dating after a few pebbles to his window to talk to him and a bunch of attempts of trying to get a text from him at least, you had to try to convince him you meant that confession, even if he was the youngest in skz not only that, it also would mean that he hasn’t had a lot of crushes, or relationships so he didn’t wanna get hurt or lose you as a friend if you only meant it as a joke.

The couple that takes too much pictures for their own good LIKE ALWAYS TAKING PICTURES OF YOURSELVES OR OF EACH OTHER

We aren’t complaining tho <3 and you guys aren’t too much on PDA or something like that hekfjhskdfks like cuddling and kisses are super scarce in your relationship like it wasn’t that you guys were awkward with each other, its kinda like you guys couldn’t understand or get it through that you’re in a relationship, not like in a bad way, kinda like you guys were just too awestruck with the idea

And after a year or so, that’s when you guys trIED to cuddle like hugs has a rlly big place in your relationship since its the only thing you two call affection, before. It was awkward when u guys tried it first HKJDHFKH like you’d accidentally poke his side and he’s start laughing and try to get you off of him, or he would accidentally hit your back with his elbow and you’d be in pain for a few minutes LMAOOOOOOOOO you guys actually fell off the couch a bunch of times lbr.

Just a whole lot of first times with each other, like first real date and shiz first cuddle, first kiss KHKdHSDKHK ugh and I’m convinced he would probably told himself that he wouldnt want how his first kiss or first cuddle went and he wouldnt wanna imagine someone else in your place or something LIKE I jUST GET THE FEELING HE’D TREASURE THAT A LOT WITH HIS FIRST RELATIONSHIP AND SHIZZZ </3 girl i swear

Like he’s not the best in expressing his love either like he’s either monotonous abt it or rlly low key abt it that you can’t even tell its his way of saying ily

HE WOULD DOWN RIGHT INSULT U BUT THEN GIVE U A KISS ON THE FOREHEAD OR SOMETHING

I feel like he would always either leave you something for lunch or breakfast, little flowers here and there and a whole bunch of snacks, little good morning and good night texts and when you have a presentation or something he’d give you a good luck from the back of the lecture hall and you just </3 giggle at him </3

Stop STOP I CAN NOT DO THIS RN

He would deffo walk you home i mean like duh but i also feel like he’d bring you wherever you want at like 3 in the morning just text him and he’ll be at ur door </3

Honestly would look at you like his world LIKE YOU PUT THE STARS IN THE SKY

</3 he would prolly think nicknames suck but then wanted to call you babe later on </3

LMAOIAOIAOD but honestly I FEEL LIKE WHEN YOU TELL YOUR FAM THAT YOURE DATING SOMEONE, THEY ALL WENT “>:O WHO IS THE PERSON” and like strangled you till u told them HJHSFHS (not fr tho, we dont do that here)

And when they realized it was Jeongin, the neighbor’s son that they spend Christmas with every year and shiz

And they were happy that it wasn’t someone they couldn’t trust, they knew Jeongin and that he wouldnt wanna hurt you, he wouldnt wanna tear your feelings apart so they had faith in him </3 and that he would definitely treasure you for a long time. They were just so glad you guys found each other in a way yk </3

Probably the “regulars” in a dog cafe, and you guys always study together there and then play with the dogs </3 and then you guys helped name one doggo there </3

You guys named the dog “bubbles” because she’s got tiny curls that kinda looks like bubbles and you told him that this dog could kinda be your guy’s child (even tho you treat all the dogs there like your children)

“We can’t bring bubbles home, she lives here”

“But this is basically my child! OUR child!”

[ssamie]

seven. do a flip!

oikawa tooru x fem langa!reader

(hq x sk8 the infinity)

warnings: spelling mistakes, swearing, 2k+ words, u have langa’s blue hair sorry 

gen masterlist.            “snow” masterlist.

"haha yeah, im with the others right now" reki said to the phone as he wiped a table clean. 

"really? are you at S?" y/n asked from the other line 

"oh no, we're at joe's restaurant." reki replied with a laugh "everyone's eating right now." he then covered the phone with his hand and sent them a nasty glare "everyone but me.. " he grumbled bitterly 

miya stuck his tongue out at the redhead and tauntingly bit into a piece of steak. "not our fault its your shift right now" he said. reki playfully rolled his eyes and brought the phone back against his ear. "anyways, y/n what're you up to?" he asked 

"i remember you mentioned joining a club right?" he said. "is it one for skating?! i didnt know schools even had those!" 

from the other line, y/n chuckled sheepishly. "ah no.. its a club for volleyball" she said "although im just a manager" 

reki furrowed his brows in confusion "volleyball? i didn't expect that" he said 

"me too reki. but it's really fun! if you ever come here we can try playing with my friends" she said excitedly 

"sure! im actually coming th-" before reki could finish his sentence, joe quickly covered his mouth and snatched the phone. "hey rookie!" joe greeted with a laugh "little reki here is busy at the moment but why don't ya chat with me?" he mused 

"oh, hi joe." she greeted him "why is reki busy? i thought you were just eating?" 

"ah well-" 

"are you lying? does reki not wanna talk to me? is he with someone else? or did something else happen?" she bombarded him with a chain of questions 

joe sweat dropped and looked over to the rest for help. "ah no, none of that happened, rookie" he reassured her "reki here is helping me out in the restaurant so he's a bit occupied" he explained 

"oh.." y/n mumbled in response "okay then" 

"dont spoil it, you slime!" miya scolded him "our visit is supposed to be a surprise!" 

"i was just excited!" reki defended himself with a huff "whatever, dude! y/n's gonna think i don't wanna visit her" he said 

"then make it up to her when you get there" shadow said as he ate . "good idea, old man shadow!" reki exclaimed "i'll do just that, but for now let me talk to her again-" 

before reki could reach for the phone, miya has already sprung up and snatched it. "y/n~" he cooed with a smug cat-like grin "how's it going?" he asked as he clawed reki's prying hands away 

"oh hi miya!" she greeted him cheerfully "everything is fine. though i miss you and everyone else" she said 

miya smiled in delight and his face exploded into a bright red hue. "you miss me?!" he asked excitedly. he then cleared his throat and scoffed. "how cute. you like me or something?" he said 

reki, along with the others watch with a deadpanned expression as miya shyly fiddles with his hoodie with a blush, although his tone of voice seems quite different. 

"of course i like you" y/n said 

miya splutters and throws the phone at reki's direction. "take it! i'm done here!" he shrieks as he turns his back at them and slaps his red face repeatedly. 

"you're my friend. why would i hate you?" she continued, although he wasn't there to hear it anymore. 

"hi y/n" reki said 

"hi!" she shrieked, followed by a loud thud, as if she had fallen. 

"hey, sorry about earlier! we can talk now if you want" he said with a chuckle 

"oh sure! lets--" 

reki's brows furrowed in confusion as the call suddenly disconnected mid-sentence. "hello?" he called out 

"huh? she hung up!" he exclaimed. "maybe she didn't want to talk to you" miya teased him. reki faced him with a look of distraught. "you think so?" he asked in panic 

"dude" miya sweat dropped "of course not. its y/n we're talking about" 

"REKI!" y/n shrieked out as she reached for the phone that was snatched out of her hands "why'd you take it?!" she exclaimed as she tried to reach for the device 

the class sweat dropped as they watched her try to reach for the phone in the teacher's hands

"i don't know who reki is, but you can't use your phone. classes are about to start" he said 

"but-- but i was on a call with reki.." she sulked 

"you can call each other after class." the teacher sighed. "i won't take your phone since its your first time doing this, but let it be the last please" 

"okay.." y/n replied as she took the phone from him "i won't call during class. sorry." she said as she bowed her head 

"good. anyways-" the teacher cut himself off as he caught sight of her hunched over and rigorously typing on her phone. "hasegawa y/n! you can't text either!" the teacher scolded her 

"but i'm not making any noise.." she reasoned with a confused tilt of her head 

"it doesn't matter. you have to stop or i'll take away that phone." the teacher said. he then narrowed his eyes threateningly and said, "along with that skateboard of yours" 

the whole class sweat dropped as they watched y/n shudder in fear and quietly place the phone into her bag 

"sorry." she muttered as she placed her hands on the desk and tensely kept her eyes on the blackboard. "apology accepted." the teacher said. "anyways, let's start.." 

oikawa side eyed her, watching as her eyes and hands twitch , as if she was itching to pull her phone out again. the brunette leaned over iwaizumi, who groaned in annoyance, and poked her shoulder 

"yahoo, y/n-chan~" he whispered quietly 

"oikawa-san, please go away. if i make noise he'll take my phone and my board." she said 

oikawa frowned and poked her again. "don't be so cold to me, y/n-chan~" he cooed "i just wanted to ask you to join me for lunch later." he said. "lunch?" y/n hummed. "yup. let's do something fun together" he replied. 

"okay, oikawa-san" she agreed with a curt nod. "i'll join you" 

"hasegawa." the teacher called on her. y/n jumped and shakily faced the man. "yes?" she replied. "answer the question on the board." the teacher said 

"i can't!" she quickly denied. 

"why not?" the teacher said with a sigh "this is english class. you're from canada right? all im asking is for you to say something in english." 

"sorry!" she replied in english. "please don't take my phone and my skateboard away." 

"good job." the teacher gave her a nod before moving on 

"sorry" oikawa chuckled sheepishly "lunch later, okay?" he cooed. y/n simply nodded and gave him a thumbs up, refusing to speak a word. 

"shut the fuck up, shittykawa." iwaizumi grunted as he pushed the brunette away. "you're causing everyone problems" 

"ow! just for that, you're not invited to our lunch" oikawa said, to which iwaizumi simply replied with an eye roll 

"you didn't even plan on inviting me anyways, didn't you?" iwaizumi huffed

"duh!" 

"so why did you want to have lunch together, oikawa-san?" she asked him

"i see" y/n hummed. "im glad you enjoy my company, oikawa-san" she grinned

"no reason~" he cooed in response. "i just wanted to be alone with you, that's all" he said

oikawa nodded along as he transferred some food from his bento onto hers. it was placed on top of her board as she lightly rolls it around. "tell me about that reki guy, will you?" oikawa said with a curious hum. "i always hear you talking about him.." 

y/n peered up at him with a look of confusion, but nodded nonetheless. "i don't know why you'd like to know about him but okay.." 

"reki is my best friend. i met him when i moved to okinawa with my mom. he was my first ever friend and he was the one that taught me how to skate" she explained 

oikawa watched as a fond smile lightly grazed her lips, followed by a distinctive glimmer in her eyes. 

"reki is really amazing. i admire him a lot." she muttered 

"i see." oikawa hummed. "i'll love to meet him one day" he said. y/n perked up at the statement. "really?" she asked "don't worry, if you ever met him you'll get along just fine! reki is very friendly" she said with a smile 

oikawa simply nodded and quietly ate his food. she did the same, and they both sat in silence. "hey, y/n" oikawa muttered "you really like skating huh?" he mused 

"oh well... yeah, i guess so" she said. "can you teach me how?" oikawa asked with a cheeky grin. "teach you..?" she cocked her head to the side. "why?" 

"no reason." oikawa huffed "but will you do it?" 

"sure!" 

"put your foot here, and push with the other" she demonstrated as she explained. "then you just have to keep your balance" 

oikawa watched with calculating eyes, nodding along from time to time as he listened. "usually, tricks should come later on when you've already mastered the basics. but it was pretty easy for me, so maybe you can do it too, oikawa-san" she said 

"that was an ollie. reki said that if you got that down, you'll be able to do other tricks." she said. "it should be easy enough to learn" she grinned "just watch videos like i did!" 

she did an ollie and skated closer to him. 

oikawa sweat dropped and timidly placed his foot on the skateboard. "i don't think it'll be that easy, y/n-chan" he chuckled 

"yo, what the hell are you two doing?" 

they both looked back to see hanamaki, matsukawa, and iwaizumi walking towards them. hanamaki laughed and pointed at oikawa "are you learning how to skate?" he snickered 

"do a flip!" matsukawa hollered 

"i can't do a flip yet!" oikawa exclaimed "and don't laugh at me. you're probably no better than i am" he rolled his eyes. "but y/n-chan could probably do it" he said

"oh y/n?" matsukawa mused. "can you enlighten us with your skating?" he snickered 

"you always carry that around but we've never actually seen you skate" hanamaki chimed in 

y/n blinked at them and looked down at her board. "i guess i can do that" she said "but we'll need a bigger space than the grounds" she said as she motioned to the outside of the gym, where they were standing

"something like..." she trailed off as she looked around the area "like the roof?" she muttered 

the boys sweat drop and look at her in concern and confusion. "the roof?" they simultaneously asked 

"yeah. i'll jump and do a flip like you asked." she said with a shrug as she makes her way to the stairway leading to the rooftop 

"hey hey! hold on!" matsukawa interjected "are you trying to kill yourself?!" he exclaimed 

"no im trying to jump off the roof and do a flip." she shook her head 

"exactly! it's the same thing!" hanamaki shrieked out "you'll die!" 

"i won't die" she reassured them, thought it did not work in the slightest. "i've done this numerous times." she smiled at them 

"is that supposed to be comforting?" iwaizumi sighed and rubbed his temples in distress. "shittykawa. do something about this" iwaizumi said as he sent oikawa a glare 

"ahaha, right right" oikawa chuckled sheepishly. he then turned to face y/n, only to be met with thin air. "y/n.." he muttered "where is she.." he spluttered and looked up, eyes widening as he spotted her on the rooftop preparing to jump off "hey! y/n-chan get down! this feels like a crime scene in the making!" he rambled as he tried to persuade her to come down 

"oikawa-san, please watch carefully!" she yelled 

"no way! get down here right now!" oikawa yelled back at her 

"jump down?!" she yelled "okay! im gonna do it now!" 

oikawa paled as he shook his head and made an x with his arms "no! i said get down! but use the stairs! don't jump!" 

she simply ignored him and jumped anyways, much to the boys' horror. "this feels nostalgic" she muttered to herself with a smile as the wind made her hair fly around 

she spun around and grinned as the adrenaline started to make her heart pound. she placed her hand on top of her chest and kept her eyes ahead, although her mind was wandering back to her moments back in s

"holy shit" oikawa muttered as they watched her maneuver through the air as if it was no big deal 

"y/n is fucking amazing" he blinked his widened eyes and watched in bewilderment as she lands on the ground with a loud thud, followed by the mild screeching of the wheels against the concrete. 

"oikawa-san, this is called 'siderail slide' miya taught it to me." she said as she kicked her board around and let it land on its side by the edges of the concrete 

(WAIT IDK IF THAT'S THE NAME LMAO I MADE THAT UP I TRIED TO LOOK IT UP BUT I CAN'T FIND WHAT IT'S CALED SORRY CORRECT ME IF I'M WRONG PLS LOL) 

her feet landed on the side of the deck as she maneuvers her way around to turn. "stop explaining and get back here!" iwaizumi scolded her "are we going to let the fact that you jumped off a roof slide just like that?!" 

"and this is a kick flip." she said as she ignored iwaizumi and did the trick as told. "it should be easy enough to do if you know how to ollie." she said 

"hey, what's going on here?!" 

her eyes widened as she heard the same teacher's voice and desperately tried to halt her movement. although she wasn't fast enough and she was now frantically ushering the man to move away 

"ah! sensei! move! im gonna hit you!" she shrieked as she tried wobbled around 

"what the-- hasegawa-san you shouldn't--" 

he couldn't finish his words as her board suddenly got dangerously close to his face. the whirring wheels and the snow monster design almost slapping him right then and there. 

"SORRY!" she shrieked as she jumped over him and fell on the ground, rolling around, along with her board until she hit a wall nearby 

"y/n-chan! are you okay?!" oikawa shrieked in distress as he pushed the man away and sprinted to the girl. "im okay, oikawa-san" she said with a wince 

"but my butt hurts from that fall" she pouted "and my hand-- BLOOD!" she shrieked in fear. she holds the bleeding hand away from her as her expression turns into dread. "wipe it off.." she gagged as she looked at it in horror

"this is what bothers you the most out of everything that's happened?!" oikawa sighed in exasperation, though he did as he was told. 

"i don't like blood." she shuddered. "broken bones are what im used to" 

"im starting to worry for your well being if broken bones is something you consider 'the usual'." oikawa sweatdropped

behind them, the teacher glared and held his hand out expectantly. "i was wondering what the screaming was about." he said "but i didn't expect to walk in on whatever that was" 

"give me the skateboard, hasegawa-san." he demanded, making her whole body go ghostly pale 

"no uh.. i'll take detention instead" she bargained with a sheepish smile. "nope. give me the skateboard." the teacher shook his head as he went to grab the deck 

"NO! you can't take that!" she panicked and quickly grasped the other end "i can't skate without it!" she exclaimed 

"exactly." the teacher said. "you need to learn your lesson." 

"but -- but reki made that! i can't lose it! what if it breaks?!" she shrieked, now starting to gradually get more desperate 

"its not gonna break. and i don't know who this reki boy is, but you have to stop including him in everything." the teacher sweat dropped "and let go of the damn skateboard, kid. im not gonna throw it away, im just confiscating it" 

she shook her head as she peered up at him with exaggeratedly teary eyes, each looking like a pool of water waiting to just overflow. 

"will i get it back tomorrow?" 

"no." 

"then im not giving it!" 

"kid, cmon. your making this job harder for me" the man sighed in exasperation ."just give it." he said as he pulled it away from her and walked away. "hope you learned your lesson, kid. you'll get this back soon enough" 

y/n watched his retreating figure with a deadpanned look. she slowly faced oikawa and grabbed his hand. "should i break into his office and steal it?" 

oikawa sweat dropped and shook his head. "you shouldn't. you'll get into more trouble" he said 

"y/n!!" matsukawa and hanamaki yelled as they dove in to check her for injuries. "are you okay?! that was sick as hell but be careful!" hanamaki exclaimed. "you're bleeding!" 

"and your board got taken! don't worry, that teacher's nice. he'll give it back to you soon" matsukawa reassured her 

y/n drowned their voices out as she laid back down on the concrete, looking absolutely lifeless. "i crave death" she squeaked out as her eye twitches in horror 

"cmon now" iwaizumi sighed "it's not that bad" 

"yes it is. i just lost the only thing i have left of reki. it's over" she sulked 

"someone make the pain go away" she pleaded 

"which one? the heartbreak kind or your injuries?" 

"both please." 

a few buildings away from the school adam sat by the balcony of his newly rented hotel room. he held a binocular by his eyes as he watched the scene go down with a wide grin

"my eve hasn't lost her touch i see" he mused as he took a sip of his wine. "her skating is still as immaculate as ever" adam said as he let out a sigh of pleasure

"it makes my skin crawl!" he exclaimed

"and she.." he trailed off as his vision averts over to her, who was being helped by the boys. "is frowning. my eve is frowning." adam muttered as his grip around the device tightens, causing a soft snap to be heard.

his smile then fell as he watched the teacher walk away with y/n's skateboard through his binoculars. "but that nuisance is taking my little y/n's skateboard..?" he muttered

"you, dog." he called

"yes, mr.ainosuke?" tadashi replied

"get that skateboard back." he demanded as he threw the binoculars away, not caring that it had broken due to the impact. "and give it back to her as soon as possible" he said. 

"but.. are you not worried she'll know you're here?" tadashi asked him with furrowed brows 

adam snapped his eyes towards him and glared. "what was that? we're you about to disobey my orders just now?" he scowled through gritted teeth 

"do you have something to say? tadashi?" 

tadashi slightly bowed his head and replied. "no sir. i have no opinions." 

adam scoffed, followed by a grim laugh. 

"yeah. as always." 

sorry for the spelling / grammar mistakes if there are any :<

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Ask Answers: January 17th, 2021 (Part 1)

More ask answers! It’s gonna be a lot today, so we’re splitting it into two.

i love Cliff and Kyra's relationship so much ?? even though they had issues they managed to work things out and remain friends through the years! it's so refreshing over the narrative of people resenting each other after they break up.. im kind of curious tho , do they see each other strictly platonic now or is there still something lingering?

Aw, I’m glad to hear you like their relationship. Their feelings are very platonic now. Kyra views him as an ex and co-parent and then a friend as time goes on. Cliff does struggle not to think of her as still his family, even though he’s not romantically attracted anymore. But he’s knows it might be crossing a line to be that attached to a woman who divorced him and so he tries to let her just live her own life.

Can i ask just how tall Cove exactly is in Step 3? And will he be even TALLER in Step 4? My short heart cannot handle this. (Also this game is absolutely flawless and I haven't been able to stop thinking abt it since I played. Planning on getting the dlcs soon, y'all did SO WELL!!!!!!!!!) 

Haha, thank you very much.

Step 1: 4'1 feet Step 2: 5'4 feet Step 3: 6'0 feet Step 4: 6'4 feet 

Hey! So, I know Steam is having its fall sale/boxing day sale or something so i was wondering if you guys were gonna participate in that?? I was thinking of buying XOXO Droplets (the extended version) but i didnt want to do anything before there was a potential sale. May seem like an odd question, but I was genuinely curious. I can't wait to play the full game when i get it tho :D

I’m afraid we have some things we wanna fix in XOXO Droplets before really promoting it/pushing it with sales, so for now it won’t be participating in Steam sales. Hopefully we can update it soon.

Hello I'm still trying to get the CG for Step 2-3 and didn't see or get it when I told Cove of the deal in the Dinner moment like your guide says. I got the achievement but no CG. Is there another choice I'm suppsed to make after telling him?

Make sure you go back to the house with Cove after he leaves and don’t stay in your living room.

* don't be suspicious* *don't be suspicious*  ...Hi, there's another way to pay for the Our Life +18 dlc besides Patreon? Patreon have very limited payment options and I've been struggling with the platform. Anyways, thanks for the amazing game I hope I could support any way ^u^

Haha, right now there isn’t anything specific, but once it’s finished in a few months we’ll look into other hosting sites.

do you think we can get another our life dlc plzzz i would pay so much for it <3 i want to see their life together when they have kids or pets or just live with the two of them and i really want them to adopt kids too since jamie is adopted :)

I’m afraid we likely won’t. As much as we love OL: B&A, we’ve gotta start putting our whole effort into new projects soon. Maybe someday we could come back and do special new content, but it’d be quite awhile after all the planned DLCs have released.

How do you delete a save file? 

On PC or Mac you hover over a slot and hit the delete key, or you can go into the saved data folder and delete the files directly. On Android I’m afraid I don’t know. You can save over them with something else, though.

this is like. totally embarrassing and silly to ask but im dying here; i love cove so much i wanna climb that boy like a tree. so basically what im asking here is like. will the nsfw dlc have explicit stuff or is it more like an implied kinda situation? cuz i want some full on nsfw shit im so thirsty for cove and only this can satisfy me

It’s truly 18+ and explicit with nude art and straightforward descriptions of sexual acts. That’s why we can’t release it as part of the main game, haha. I’m glad you’re into Cove~

Hello! I've really been enjoying Our Life and am noticing some animation changes with the update! I just had a question though. In Step 2 we meet Jeremy but I was wondering if he was only meant to appear in Step 2 as a typical mean kid or is there more we don't know? 

Jeremy is a horrible pill in Our Life, but he is also a beloved romance option as a teenager in our other game XOXO Droplets. His personality is quite different once he grows up more. I imagine Cove and the MC would be pretty surprised.

Hi! i absolutely adore our life so far and I can't wait to continue supporting the game with the upcoming dlc drops! i was just wondering if y'all were planning on uploading any art for steam icons/the steam point shop in general<3 

Thank you! And we might. But we’re first trying to focus on making a new game update since there are still some improvements we have in mind.

I hope this question doesn’t come off weird but would Cove be the type of guy to memorize your period? I imagine he’d be the kind of best friend/boyfriend who would keep track of your cycle to support you during it or something like that 

We’d be shy about it at first and avoid mentioning what he was doing, but he would try to keep track of it based on any insight the MC gave him. The longer you’re with him, the more it could be just a normal thing the two openly talked about.

Hi there, how often do you do auditions? I am a voice actor and would love to be part of a project ?

We usually have auditions two to three times a year. Our next planned casting call will be for side character in Our Life Step 4.

Are the 5 moments included in the Derek and Baxter DLCs different from the normal Step 2 and 3 DLC? And will they focus exclusively on Derek and Baxter respectively? I was a little confused when I read the DLC FAQ. Thanks! 

Mostly they’ll be completely new Moments that star Derek or Baxter. Though, for example, Derek’s DLC will allow you to take him to the Soiree. If you go with Derek that will remove your ability to go with Cove in the Cove Step 2 DLC.

Sorry if you've already said this, but how will your character transfer over to the patreon exclusive NSFW DLC?  Can it access your game memory or will you select traits your character showed and choices you made from a list? 

It’s a standalone event that happens for MCs who are in a relationship with Cove and have been dating him for a while. Other details about the MC/their dynamic with Cove will just be picked in the event itself. It won’t try to take data from a specific save in the actual game.

I love your games, but currently only have an Android. When will you put your other games on android? 

I don’t know. They might not able to be formatted for Android very well, unfortunately. We’ll see how much time we’ve got later this year to try figuring it out.

Thank you so much for all the questions :D

[1tsnoya]

NOYA-SENPAI - it me- your internet thirsty hours bestie 💜 Can we get headcanons on the following babies introducing their s/o to the team for the first time? -> NOYA (obvs), BOIkawa, KEN-fucking-MA, kita PLEASE MARRY ME shinsuke and the sweet sweet SWEET bokuto? PLEASE AND THANK YOU I LOVE YOU 💜💜💜

a/n: hi eden ILY<3 this is to apologize for showing you bald kuroo-

✧･ﾟgetting introduced as their s/o ✧･ﾟ headcanons

pairings: nishinoya x reader, oikawa x reader, kenma x reader, kita x reader, bokuto x reader

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* :･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

noya

→ as soon as you two started dating, he wanted to tell the vbc

→ and he did hhshsjs

→ he was always talking about you at practice, the team knew so much about you

→ noya: “guys guess what!”

→ tsukishima: “let me guess, it has to do with (y/n)?”

→ noya: “no...well actually-”

→ so one day hinata was just like “let’s meet them!”

→ noya was SO up for it, he called you right after practice to make sure that it was okay

→ you couldn’t say no, you could just hear the excitement in his voice

→ so the next day at the end of school, he bolted to meet you after your last class

→ “hi baby!” he grabbed your hand “let’s go!”

→ next thing you know, your fingers are braided together and you’re running down the hallway to go to the gym-

→ you are so out of breath by the time you get there but he’s still bursting with excitement

→ he swung the gym doors open and just shouted - “everyone!! this is (y/n) !!”

→ he was like a 5 year old showing off a toy at show and tell-

→ since he talked about you so much, the team just instantly clicked with you

→ ugh they’re just so welcoming and friendly

→ since you connected with them so quickly, they added you to the vbc groupchat and invited you to come to their next practice

→ the team just adores you probably more than they like noya HAHA

→ tanaka is 100% your and noya’s wingman

oikawa

→ okay before you, this boy would just fly through relationships

→ we know this for sure bc his nephew made fun of him 😔 heart been broke so many times-

→ anyways, so when you started dating he wanted to keep it on the downlow

→ he didn’t wanna jinx it! he just wants to see your relationship grow and last for a long time

→ even though deep down he wanted everyone to know that you were dating

→ yeah even though it was supposed to be lowkey, he put a picture of you as his lockscreen

→ being in a relationship with flattykawa, i feel like he’d definitely screenshot any snaps you send him or just in general has a lot of pictures of you on his phone

→ secret relationship my ASS- what was he expecting???

→ his mindset was “who’s gonna go through the captain’s phone?? nobody caus-”

→ WRONG. IWAIZUMI CAN AND DID THAT EXACTLY

→ it wasn’t intentional, he just wanted to check the time but then saw a new face on oikawa’s phone..

→ so he took the phone, walked up to oikawa, and just SHOWED HIM THE LOCKSCREEN

→ oikawa was just — “HSBEJGSJK GIVE ME MY PHONE WHAT AREYOU”

→ then wow no surprise here. the whole team is 👀

→ iwaizumi teases him about this-

→ and then the whole team caught on

→ so an embarrassed oikawa called you and was like “can i introduce you to the team?”

→ he was lowkey peer pressured but we’re not gonna talk about that-

→ ofc you said yes. he was literally the captain of the team how could you not-

→ and when you met them, THE WHOLE TEAM JUST FLAMED YOUR BOYFRIEND

→ at first they were all welcoming and friendly. but after a few minutes passed, they were just—sigh rip oikawa

→ he’s was blushing like crazy at his teammates telling all of these embarrassing stories of him and you were just laughing hsksh

→ anywho the team loves u and when you occasionally show up to practice, it’s always an adventure

→ iwa is ur new bestie and kyoutani/mad dog tells you that if oikawa ever does something mean to you, he’ll beat the shit out of him

kenma

→ i feel like kenma wouldn’t purposely hide your relationship, he’s just not the type to be so loud about it yk?

→ one day you texted him when he was at practice, and the nekoma vbc saw your contact name

→ “keNMA?? who’s (y/n) with a RED HEART??”

→ kenma: “my? s/o?”

→ and kuroo freaked out on him for not telling him

→ kenma: “it’s not like i was hiding it?”

→ kuroo: “BROYOU DIDNTTELL USWGAT DOYOUMEA”

→ that whole practice. everyone was just breathing down kenma’s neck

→ “what are they like???” “kenma you sly dog when’d this happen??” “when can we meet them?” “are u gonna get maaaarrrieeeed??”

→ cue annoyed and kind of blushing kenma

→ when he told you about the team finding out, he surprisingly had asked you if you wanted to meet them

→ “they’re really dumb but they’ll love you”

→ so next practice, he met up with you and walked u to the gym

→ and when you got there.. there was just SCREAMING

→ kenma: “guys back off you’re gonna scare them”

→ kuroo is basically like.. a mom. throw all that cool guy shit out of the window

→ he’s like shaking ur hand at 85 mph “kenma has told us so much about you”

→ lev: “but we just found out yester-?”

→ yaku: “just let him have his moment”

→ you become the team mom! how could u not? these boys love you too much

→ “kenma why didn’t you tell us about them earlier??!!”

→ the team is super hype whenever you show up, and when you don’t they’re all pouty — “kenma where’s (y/n) ?🥺”

→ bonus: you, kenma, lev, kuroo, and yaku all play minecraft together. boom ultimate friend group.

kita

→ i feel like kita would hide your relationship for a few months

→ he’s a bit on the more reserved side? i’m not sure how to explain it but he would want to wait to make sure your relationship is going well enough to introduce you to his friends, family, etc.

→ and since he’s the captain of the volleyball team, he definitely wanted to let some time pass before introducing you

→ this boy literally cried when he realized that he was captain. he loves them but on the downlow hhdjsh

→ a few months in, kita was at practice and atsumu was just...

→ “kita?? come on now, you’re still single?”

→ HE DIDNT SAY ANYTHING LMFAO

→ “oh kitaaaa i know you hear me!”

→ kita: “hop off my dick pls❤️”

→ “nO listen i can help you out her-”

→ he thought about it for a quick second and thought that your relationship was in a good place so just flat out said “i’m seeing someone already”

→ atsumu: surprised pikachu face “wait fr FR??”

→ he was just in shock tbh LOL

→ kita’s confidence 📈📈

→ then the whole team kinda just gathered around

→ kita: “yeah. i’ve been seeing them for a few months”

→ ofc the team was happy for him. maybe a few teases here and there but yuh<3

→ atsumu was still >:O what

→ a few days passed and he had asked you if you wanted to meet the team

→ you agreed and were super pumped. he loved his team like i said earlier though, on the DOWNLOW

→ when you met them, they were very polite and respectful

→ it felt a little weird tbh SHSJJS

→ but nope here comes atsumu “have you two really been dating for so long?”

→ kita: “yes..??”

→ “oh. well, hi i’m atsumu! :) how is kita? like you know-?”

→ he teases you two about dating but is rooting for it

→ the first time meeting everyone was a little awkward but then everyone warmed up to you

→ like they became used to you coming to practice and would occasionally ask kita “how’s (y/n)?”

→ basically, you help kita with his captain duties and the team really appreciates you <3

bokuto

→ being captain, the team is like his family

→ so it’s barely a few days into your relationship and he’s like “you should come to one of our practices!!”

→ and he’s bouncing up and down as he mentions it

→ “i’ll show you all of my cool moves-OH you can see how we do this thing ca-”

→ yeahhh you couldn’t say no

→ the team didn’t even know he was dating someone, he wanted to surprise everyone

→ so when you randomly showed up to practice with your bf, they were just “??? bokuto who is this ???”

→ there were stars in his eyes and he had this huge smile, “MY S/O! :DD”

→ the team is very welcoming. they’re just caught off guard because they’re lowkey thinking “how did bokuto manage to hop into a relationship he’s basically a baby-”

→ they’re a little quiet at first but then warm up to you. then it’s just wild

→ well bokuto gets wild..

→ bokuto: “HEY HEY- (Y/N) DID YOU SEE THAT?”

→ he 100% goes tryhard for you

→ the team notices this.. THEY TEASE HIM

→ they wouldn’t stop so he went into emo mode for a few minutes

→ you: “is he?? okay??”

→ akaashi: “oh yeah, he gets like this. bokuto weakness #7-”

→ akaashi lowkey becomes your wingman even though he denies it

→ he teaches you whatever ‘weaknesses’ bokuto has that you might need to know

→ bokuto also talks to akaashi about you a lot after you meet so you become besties at practices

→ if he starts acting like a baby while playing a match, you know how to calm him down or cheer him up

→ and then he plays 10x better

→ but yeah the team really likes you because you know how to control bokuto hsjsjhs

→ when bokuto adds you to the vbc groupchat, that’s when you become good friends with the team

→ like it’ll occasionally blow up at midnight when you send a tiktok lol

[kuroowo]

Risotto x GN!Reader // Ghiaccio x GN!Reader

Summary - HCs on how Ris & Ghia would respond to the classic see up ur skirt on a ladder trope😩👌🏼

Note - Gender Neutral reader wearing Ris/Ghia’s fav pair of (the reader’s) undies on them 💜 This was also reposted from my old account!

Warning - NOT/SFW (mentions of cockwarm, capo kink?, fingering, & implied sex)

WC - 887

Risotto Nero

I can see 3 types of reactions depending on his mood & situation

But in ALL situations, he will be sporting a small blush 😳 as his initial reaction before he proceeds with the following 😗

1) If he isn’t swamped with work & he’s horny? You’re getting finger fucked right on the ladder babey🤩

His left hand holding you steady by the waist while his right hand is just jack hammering into your Receptive hole

And when you cum for the second time in a row, he’s gonna step on that ladder and fuck into you hard, bottoming out with each thrust

Don’t worry tho bc he won’t mess up ur outfit. Why? Simple. He likes what he sees… a lot✨

“If only you could see yourself, m’amore… your skirt flipped up with my favourite pushed aside and digging into your flesh… all to receive my cock… meraviglioso.”

He’ll also be holding onto the bolted in bookcase, so no one’s getting hurt Today😤 Safety First y’all 🥴

2) If he‘s horny, but has too much work? Cockwarm, COCKWARM, C O C K W A R M-

“Will you sit on Capo’s cock, m’amore?”

Ugh what a gentleman😩🥴🤪

If u stay still until the end, he’s gonna fuck ur brains out & make u cum so good :’) Ass bent over & propped up on his desk bc he wants to see what got him horny in the first place 😌✨

If u won’t stay still then he’s gonna slide his dick out until u promise to be good 😤 and then fuck you a little rougher (still good as hell tho lmao so who’s the Real winner🥴). Will also slap your thigh and snap the bands of your underwear against your flesh to ‘put you in your place’ 🤷🏻‍♀️

BUT if u see that he gets way too stressed tho, pls start grinding on him to help him with stress relief 🥺 he’ll reward you very well 🤩

“You’re so good to me… you noticed how stressed I was and wanted to help me, right? Now let Capo return the favour.”

3) If he’s not horny at all? He’ll let you know he can see what you’re flashing & maybe give a compliment.

“I can see what’s underneath your skirt, m’amore. It looks good on you… as always.”

Would tell u to be a little careful when there’s strong wind or when u have to reach up high tho bc perverts everywhere 🤡

I’m looking at you Melone & Illuso (& maybe Formaggio too) 👁👁

Lol but that wouldn’t happen tbh since they have enough common sense & respect & fear to even think mess with you :) (and also with Risotto, their Assasin Boss, by extension)

Ghiaccio

I kinda picture him as a hotheaded Tsun, so he’ll go through a few stages to process it

Setting: Sees that you’re on a ladder trying to reach something & it’s on the same level as something he wants too, so he walks up & was about to ask you but once he looks up… ✨the undies he bought just for u✨

Freezes (HAHA) in place

Blushes Hard

Pushes up his glasses in a futile attempt to hide his blush (from who lol)

He would open his mouth, about to ask you why’re you on a ladder with that skirt on where everyone can possibly peek under and see ur undies that he bought for u

But then he thinks to himself that he’s not your parent or your owner or anything like that so you can do whatever you want because it’s your body and he’d be stupid to think he has any autonomy of it outside of bed (🥴), but do you know that you’re risking flashing others right now? You must know right?? Your butt must be able to feel the wind WHAT THE FUCK IS HE THINKING RN but if he brings this up he’s gonna seem like a pervert like why TF was he looking up your skirt in the first place BUT ITS OUT IN THE OPEN SO HE’S NOT REALLY A PERVERT RIGHT I MEAN HE DIDNT MEAN TO LOOK FUCK-

It’s a lose-lose situation for Ice Gremlin™️

So when you finally notice him, he’s red as hell (for many reasons 🤩)

“Ghia? You want something?”

You meant from the shelf but at this point he’s like fuck yes I want to Fuck YOU-

“NO.”

Stomps away like the big baby he is HAHHAHA

You wanna say you’re a little confused but you knew what was happening so 🥴🤘🏼

But before you can go console him, he stomps back in (a little more composed after blowing freezing wind at his dick face) & he starts to grumble and glare at you while his hands start to grab at your asscheeks

“You damn tease. Is this how you want to play? I’ll show what you get when you do this shit to me!”

Sounds rude as hell, but you know he won’t do anything you wouldn’t like anyways so pls enjoy the closet fucking that will follow 😌✨

I say closet fucking bc he’s not about to risk anyone on the team getting a peak at y’all’s private session 😤

Meraviglioso - Italian for ‘marvelous’ or ‘wonderful’

[soft-ris]

If it's not too much, can I get a small bit of Risotto and or Ghiaccio's reaction/dialogue where they see their s/o standing on a ladder (but they can also see up their s/o's skirt..)?

I interpreted this as a request when I got this (when my requests were closed) because well, it kinda is (no matter the length requested). I also don’t mind doing Ghiaccio now, so I just made it into 2 HCs 🥴 anyways, I hope you enjoy this 👌🏼

Risotto x GN!Reader // Ghiaccio x GN!Reader

Summary: HCs on how Ris & Ghia would respond to the classic see up ur skirt on a ladder trope😩👌🏼

Note: Gender Neutral reader! And they’re wearing Ris/Ghia’s fav pair of (the S/O’s) undies on them 💜

Warning: NOT SFW (mentions of cockwarm, capo kink?, fingering, & implied sex)

Risotto Nero

I can see 3 types of reactions depending on his mood & situation

But in ALL situations, he will be sporting a small blush 😳 as his initial reaction before he proceeds with the following 😗

1) If he isn’t swamped with work & he’s horny? You’re getting finger fucked right on the ladder babey🤩

His left hand holding you steady by the waist while his right hand is just jack hammering into your Receptive hole

And when you cum for the second time in a row, he’s gonna step on that ladder and fuck into you hard, bottoming out with each thrust

Don’t worry tho bc he won’t mess up ur outfit. Why? Simple. He likes what he sees... a lot✨

“If only you could see yourself, m’amore... your skirt flipped up with my favourite pushed aside and digging into your flesh... all to receive my cock... meraviglioso.”

He’ll also be holding onto the bolted in bookcase, so no one’s getting hurt Today😤 Safety First y’all 🥴

2) If he‘s horny, but has too much work? Cockwarm, COCKWARM, C O C K W A R M-

“Will you sit on Capo’s cock, m’amore?”

Ugh what a gentleman😩🥴🤪

If u stay still until the end, he’s gonna fuck ur brains out & make u cum so good :’) Ass bent over & propped up on his desk bc he wants to see what got him horny in the first place 😌✨

If u won’t stay still then he’s gonna slide his dick out until u promise to be good 😤 and then fuck you a little rougher (still good as hell tho lmao so who’s the Real winner🥴). Will also slap your thigh and snap the bands of your underwear against your flesh to ‘put you in your place’ 🤷🏻‍♀️

BUT if u see that he gets way too stressed tho, pls start grinding on him to help him with stress relief 🥺 he’ll reward you very well 🤩

“You’re so good to me... you noticed how stressed I was and wanted to help me, right? Now let Capo return the favour.”

3) If he’s not horny at all? He’ll let you know he can see what you’re flashing & maybe give a compliment.

“I can see what’s underneath your skirt, m’amore. It looks good on you... as always.”

Would tell u to be a little careful when there’s strong wind or when u have to reach up high tho bc perverts everywhere 🤡

I’m looking at you Melone & Illuso (& maybe Formaggio too) 👁👁

Lol but that wouldn’t happen tbh since they have enough common sense & respect & fear to even think mess with you :) (and also with Risotto, their Assasin Boss, by extension)

Ghiaccio

I kinda picture him as a hotheaded Tsun, so he’ll go through a few stages to process it

Setting: Sees that you’re on a ladder trying to reach something & it’s on the same level as something he wants too, so he walks up & was about to ask you but once he looks up... ✨the undies he bought just for u✨

Freezes (HAHA) in place

Blushes Hard

Pushes up his glasses in a futile attempt to hide his blush (from who lol)

He would open his mouth, about to ask you why’re you on a ladder with that skirt on where everyone can possibly peek under and see ur undies that he bought for u

But then he thinks to himself that he’s not your parent or your owner or anything like that so you can do whatever you want because it’s your body and he’d be stupid to think he has any autonomy of it outside of bed (🥴), but do you know that you’re risking flashing others right now? You must know right?? Your butt must be able to feel the wind WHAT THE FUCK IS HE THINKING RN but if he brings this up he’s gonna seem like a pervert like why TF was he looking up your skirt in the first place BUT ITS OUT IN THE OPEN SO HE’S NOT REALLY A PERVERT RIGHT I MEAN HE DIDNT MEAN TO LOOK FUCK-

It’s a lose-lose situation for Ice Gremlin™️

So when you finally notice him, he’s red as hell (for many reasons 🤩)

“Ghia? You want something?”

You meant from the shelf but at this point he’s like fuck yes I want to Fuck YOU-

“NO.”

Stomps away like the big baby he is HAHHAHA

You wanna say you’re a little confused but you knew what was happening so 🥴🤘🏼

But before you can go console him, he stomps back in (a little more composed after blowing freezing wind at his dick face) & he starts to grumble and glare at you while his hands start to grab at your asscheeks

“You damn tease. Is this how you want to play? I’ll show what you get when you do this shit to me!”

Sounds rude as hell, but you know he won’t do anything you wouldn’t like anyways so pls enjoy the closet fucking that will follow 😌✨

I say closet fucking bc he’s not about to risk anyone on the team getting a peak at y’all’s private session 😤

Meraviglioso - Italian for ‘marvelous’ or ‘wonderful’

[barbara-gordons-glasses]

Alright, since I can’t sleep and I’m bored, I’m going to list a few things that I hate about Tony Stark/RDJ, and his “fans”. If youre a Tony/RDJ fan pls ignore this.

Tony Stark made weapons for the military and only stopped because he was nearly killed and no

It wasn’t because he “felt bad” for those that were actually being harmed by the weapons. It was for his personal benefit

He constantly flirts with and messes with women while dating pepper

In the first IM movie, he made a transphobic joke and in an interview for his Sherlock movie, made a joke about cross-dressing

In AOU he made a rape joke, saying that if he ends up ruling Asgard, he’d reinstall pre minocta (or however you spell it)

He made Ultron, and before you start with the whole “B-b-but Wanda mind raped him!”

Firstly, wtf is mind rape? Really? For anyone who says mind rape y’all need therapy—maybe more so than Wanda

Anyways, he made Ultron and in civil war, had the A U D A C I T Y to say “we need to be put in place” as if it was the avenger’s fault that he created Ultron.

And him being the Rich white dude he was, he knew the accords wouldn’t effect him. He could still break the law without any consequences.

So he a brought a 15 year old child into battle with professionals, lied about his age, and didn’t even tell him the full reason of why he was fighting

Also? He thinks? Him and Steve? Were friends? Last I checked, they couldn’t stand each other, and had a hard time working together

So when he says “I wAs YoUr FrIeNd ToO” uh no. He’s known Bucky for 100 actual years. You guys have known each other for like 2, with 6 month breaks from working together

Homecoming, he completely neglects Peter and passes him off to happy, who ignores him as well

And then takes away the suit because Peter was trying to do his job.

You could give the excuse—“he sent government agents after the vulture!”

Yes. And toomes overpowered them by a lot so that didn’t do anything

Tony says he doesn’t want to end up like his father, but it just as emotionally distant as him

I cant even begin with that one scene in IW when he HAD THE CHANCE TO CALL STEVE AND ASK FOR HELP TO DEFEAT THANOS, BUT DIDNT. OUT OF PURE STUPIDITY AND HIS MASSIVE EGO

AND THEN WHEN HE AND HIS TEAM LOSES, HE’S??? SURPRISED???

LIKE, YEAH DUDE BECAUSE YOU HAVE PETER QUILL ON YOUR TEAM OBSESSING OVER HIS DEAD GIRLFRIEND smh

The endgame scene where he basically yells at Steve for “not being there” knowing full well that if Steve were to come out of hiding, he would’ve been arrested

Has a child five years later and then suddenly on tumblr, he’s “dad of the year” even tho he got like two scene with his kid...I mean...Stan Scott Lang

Him figuring out time travel makes no sense??

How’d he get pym particles of Hank kept his work secretive??

I’m telling you if Shuri hadn’t been dusted away, they wouldn’t have needed tony I stg

Fast forward and now he’s dead, and lemme tell you—it took EVERYTHING not to laugh at their faces.

Scott, Hank, Janet, Hope, Wanda, and Bucky, to be specific.

I mean

HE ALMOST KILLED BUCKY, KILLED WANDA’S ENTRE FAMILY, AND SCOTT JUST HATES HIM

They didn’t even wanna be there lmao

Ok, now that that’s done with, let’s move onto RDJ

I really never liked him as an actor because he has limited range when it comes to characters

By which I mean all of his characters are cocky, smart, “handsome”, and “funny”

They aren’t, but k

But now that he defended Crisp ratt for being a T*umpet supporter and a homophobe, I hate him even more now

And it’s not even because he’s standing up for ratt

It’s because he never showed this type of compassion when his female and cast mates of color were being attacked for their roles

Brie Larson got rape and death threats for being captain marvel, and only wanting more diversity/better pay for herself

Zendaya got hate because she was the first black MJ

Ratt got hate because he attended a homophobic church that supported conversion therapy

Guess which one RDJ defended?

Yup

And not only that but he’s just a really unfunny person. He’s basically Tony Stark and not in a good way

Though there isn’t a good way to be Tony Stark in the first place

NOW onto my favorite part

RDJ/Tony stocks fan club

Or “defense squad” as they call themselves, as if tonky doesn’t have enough defense already, with his suits and all

His fans ignore every flaw about his character and the actor himself

They constantly say how he’s a father figure to Peter, Shuri, nebula, Harley, when really...no

Peter has a father figure—Ben Parker

Shuri already had a father

Nebula didn’t have a good father, but in no means did they interact more than the beginning of endgame

He literally called Harley a p*say for MOURNING OVER HIS ABSENT FATHER

like haha ok Stark you can’t talk

Just because you have your own sob story doesn’t mean you can project that onto others to silence THEIR trauma

And that’s another thing—

His fans claim to say that he “portrays ptsd” more than any other avenger accurately

A C C U R A T E L Y???

Wanda and Pietro?

Steve?

Natasha?

Bucky?

Peter Parker?

Gamora?

Nebula?

Harley?

Literally anyone else but him???

What angers me the most, however, is that people will go as far as to say that Wanda is a nazi b*tch, but...

Not her brother

And I’m being dead serious—no post about “anti-maximoff” ever mentions pietro

Only wanda, as if she were an only child

Well now she is but that wasn’t the point

Their internal mysoginy hurts me both physically and mentally

I’m sorry I made it so long, but if you’d like proof of any of the points I’ve made, I’ll be happy to provide them (;

[annetteblog]

Intro & My take on KM

Hi!

I’m new around here so it’s supposed to be (not so short) introduction, since I don’t know how to start a blog heh. I hope to sprinkle my 0.5 cents into the KM conversation and maybe to bring a new perspective from someone, who is not a part of the typical English-speaking West.

Who /the hell/ Am I?  

(please, consider it to be said with NJ’s voice from Intro: Persona :D)

I was born in Siberia (it’s in the Asian part of Russia), currently live in the European part of the country while studying at a Uni (European in terms of geography, not in terms of everything else i’m definitely not shading rn lolllll). English is not my first language, I’ve just kind of learnt it to some extent. Due to this it takes me more time to write a post; and I may (and will) make some grammatical & other mistakes. Plus I’m lazy AND busy with Uni, so I won’t even promise to be consistent in posting smth lol. But I thought I need more practice in terms of writing in English, so here I am, actually scribbling something. This feels weird, because I’ve been around stan Tumblr since 2015, but never ever interacted, just read.

How I ended up around Jikook/Kookmin (and BTS) & My (long&messy) take on this matter

Although I had heard of BTS before, I became an Army only in October 2018. I had kinda avoided them, because you know... boybands.... sing songs about romantic love and how they love girls.......... (+I had been around Twitter when 1D been at their peak and I remember a quite toxic community of fans, whom always had scared me). Shortly, hello stereotypes. Obviously, after I got engaged I felt terribly sorry that I had been sleeping on them, but what is done cannot be undone. 

Someone I knew back then reposted one of their MVs and I, during my sad hours of procrastination, decided to watch it. Then I saw their live performance with the same song. And I thought “wow these guys can sing and dance and the music is kinda cool, i need to check this out maybe??” 

Then a funny thing happened. One of the next videos I watched (the same person had it added to their page) was a 2016 BangtanBomb where JM and JK practiced their Coming of Age dance. 

Do you know this moment with Gina from the 1st episode of Brooklyn 9-9:

Well, that was precisely me after I watched it. I don’t even know how to explain this, it was kind of a gut feeling? Whatever you call it, I started to get suspicious and couldn’t even explain to myself why. /actually now a do have questions to this vid and the main one - why does everyone cringe that much? if it’s a girly choreo than they had done some “girly” moves before. why is there such strong reaction??/

I started to get deeper and went to some ru-shipper communities. Shipping culture among Russian speaking fans is... well, weird to some extent, but I maybe address this topic some time later. You need to consider that (as far as you probably know) Russia is quite homophonic country and sadly is not the greatest place for LGBTQ+ community at the moment. The non-frienly influential attitudes hanging in the society + the general shippers’ weirdness = the result is not that nice honestly. 

I struggled for some time in order to find more mature people (not just in terms of age but in general sanity), failed, ended up with some EXTREMELY toxic ru-fans of TK, which was/is the most popular pairing here, spent among them like 15 minutes and ran away horrified. After that I didn’t even try to engage with shippers or believers or whatever of any pair and just decided to enjoy the music and the content (which is a great idea, highly recommend!)

After a couple of days I discovered that JK makes videos. I love video, films and visual art so I immediately found them on YT, saw the titles with names of different cities from all over the world and was like “Oh that must be so cool, he’s visited so many outstanding places I’ve never been to, so I really need to watch it! I shall enjoy some beautyyy”. Then I clicked on GCFt.

Well, what can I say. I did enjoy some beauty, but not the type I had initially anticipated. The biggest clickbait in my entire life. JK should be proud of himself.

                                       /as I said - the beauty/

I had already known Troy back then and I known the song’s lyrics so it would not be an underestimation to say - the video just blew my mind. I was like - hold on is this real? seriously?? no really really????? he manage to get away with something THAT obvious?????? dude how

As a person who edited videos AND is not a native English speaker, I don’t buy the explanation “oh he mustve didnt get the lyrics lmao”. You just don’t do that. You don’t. DON’T. You google and translate every shit you don’t understand, every word and idiom you’ve never encountered, because otherwise the possibility of an epic failure is very likely. You wouldn’t want to give your mum a video as a birthday present and then discover that you used a song with WAP-ish lyrics, right? (well maybe that would be okay in your family, I don’t judge, but that’s not the case for people I know). So don’t you dare to degrade JK’s intellectual capacities; such assumption is really offensive. He is a smart boii, he knows exactly what he’s doing in terms of his art.

So I was shocked, but decided to look for the context - maybe I missed some previous events regarding this Tokyo thing (another great idea - always check the context). Well, apparently I didn’t, because the whole narrative with the trip for two, lovely selfies etc. made my poor brain lowkey explode. (I still don’t buy the rings theory thing though)

But I didn’t give up lol! I’m a bit stubborn and it’s very hard to convince me in anything, so I decided to search for more context, more of their interactions, moreeee. Remember, the late October 2018, there were no swan lakes, RB, and even MMA18 hadn’t happened yet. 

This time I ended up watching content in more or less consistent way, and when I saw all of these scenes with affectionate JM and a cool badass i-don’t-care-about-anyone-i’m-a-manly-man-with-no-feelings-whatsoever JK, I just hysterically laughed. 

Homophobic Russia, remember? I recognized this. Growing up here being LGBT myself, taught me the same type behaviour during my high school days. When a girl I kinda liked but didn’t what to admit it to myself was nice to me or (oh god) flirted with me, I did something similar. It’s like a huge panic mode. Being an introvert doesn’t help either. The funniest thing is that you may not entirely realise what exactly is going on in terms of your own feelings, especially at that age (16-18ish). In my personal case, I thought I liked her but as a friend, only later to realise that well not as a friend oops :DDD The second thing (already not so funny) is that you actually consciously or unconsciously try to avoid the subject as much as possible, as long as possible and pretend that nothing is going on. We’re just bros. Stop doing this stupid gayish thing and don’t look at me like that, you’re annoying. If you ever do this again I (gently) kick you. I’m straighter than a straight line in my math textbook. IDK, but probably that’s your brain is somehow trying to protect you. Again, in my case&position I knew that the consequences for any non-straight person being outed would be bad (TW not to the point of being killed bad, but to the point of being excluded from a big part of society). So for me it was a mixture of the internalized homophobia + lack of self reflection + just being a bit emotionally slow + very! straight community around. Shit happens, I was a teenager and made my share of mistakes, but that experience helps me to recognize the same pattern of behaviour up to this day.   

So coming back to KM, because the post is already waaay too long and I just ramble. It’s been 2+ years for me being a part of this fandom, and what can I say... Things become more intense and eventful with every year passing by ;) Funny how I felt that vibe from the 2016 dance practice video. Seeing the Black Swan performance a week ago almost had me choked, no joking. They are amazing.

                                                    Pure Art

However, and I would like to emphasize that, I do not incline that KM are 100% romantically involved and/or gay or whatever. I tend to treat people with respect and not to make too much assumptions about their private life. That’s not my business. However, I’m also not a fan of heteronormativity, so I’m just sitting here and observe everything that’s going on putting some distance and not forgetting being generally polite and critical thinking. But if they are just straightest besties please give them an Oscar before Grammy

Anyways, I hope this blog won’t kick the bucket from the very start and I will post something every now and then. You can always ask me questions about some BTS/Jikook related stuff or something about Russia and a Russian view on mass culture topics, since I’m pretty sure some of you have very stereotypical view of what is going on here :) However, do note that I’ve never been to America or Europe, therefore I may not be aware of something verrrry obvious to you or just have a completely different experience. 

P.S.  And yeah, I’m used to say Jikook, since it’s the name which is used much more frequently in Russian.  i like it better and what will u do haha

[aphrodict]

hello hello! CONGRATS ON 300 !!

I’ve been reading your write-ups since you were only at 50 something followers and I’m so happy for you, it’s VERY well deserved! <33 Is it okay if I ask for a match-up? I’m bi, so any and all characters are fine!

I’m not really sure how to describe myself because I feel like I’m a bit of everything? Quiet but full of cheer, an extroverted introvert, and a seriously hard worker but sometimes very burnt out and sleepy, haha. I’m an INFJ personality type, if that helps? I love writing, drawing, and I definitely dabble with baking on the side! I can’t be too nice to myself LOL, so I do have to admit that I have quite a fierce temper when I’m mad, but it doesn’t happen often. Like… a dormant volcano?

Anyways, thank you in advance!! You’re doing absolutely amazing, I can’t wait to see you reach another milestone in literally… the next week or so, LOL

You already have a 🍀 anon, so hello hello, I’m your always hiding, but always reading, 🦊 anon <33

a/n: oml.. THANK U SM FOR BEING HERE SINCE THE START?? aghdjdj i hope u didnt cringe bcs of my old works T.T SO SORRY THIS IS LATE!

i pair you with… tartaglia and yoimiya !!

tartaglia

• a man that can cook n clean is probably what you need. feel like you two would just, click, you know what i mean?

• he loves how hard you work, he looks up to you since you’re so determined to finish what you started. buut, tartaglia also reminds you to sleep pretty often!

• if you needed, he’d even make you some food to help energize you if you refuse to sleep.

• ooh oh did i mention that he would ask if he could see your drawings? tartaglia compliments your work alot since 1. theyre absoloutely amazing and 2. he loves the proud look on your face!

yoimiya

• also another person for “a bit of everything”. shes the talkative and very hyper ball of sunshine

• yoimiya would also try to bake with you, though when you two fail you’d go and bother thoma to help. if you managed to make something edible, you’d bother thoma again to taste it and give you two tips

• shes also a hard worker who reminds you to take breaks, she knows how it feels to be really exhausted.

• when you’re mad, shes there to crack some light jokes during the argument. shes not invalidating your feelings, its just to lighten up the mood

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