#anyway man i miss the summer
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rarely a good sign that im already getting grumpy about the fact that its still winter and it’s not even the new year yet. i liked winter a lot more before i started bringing my spinning outside. now it doesnt even feel like spinning if im doing it indoors :(
#accidentally just read like 2 months of my blog from this summer#i miss gardening and i miss being outside and being able to actually enjoy it bc its not so cold and wet#like the thing is i enjoy every season but only the first half#and the second half im like why wont it hurry up and be another season now >:(#anyway man i miss the summer#was thinking since the thyme grows so well here and is a great dye material im gonna plant a lot of thyme#maybe even mostly thyme#bc hopefully ill be doing a farming apprenticeship by next summer so i wont have a ton of time for my own gardening#i keep forgetting about the farming apprenticeship thing but its very heartening to think about#its paid btw !!!#meaning i can quit my job when it starts. if i get in anyway#anyway. blegh. winter. cold. very damp.#starting to think i may primarily be a summer person tho tbh
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More of that doomed siblings angst
YT Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QSqYNGyQPmk
#is it bad that i like putting the old man through situations#i rushed this a bit is it obvious#wish i took the time to draw yashiki hotter-#💥 WHAT WHO SAID THAT#anyways being fr tho Im finally starting college tomm so my time is gonna be so eaten up huhuuhu#im not gonna fully stop but uploads are definitely gonna slow down#i miss summer already where I was pumping shit out like at least three posts a week ToT#anyway rant over#death mark#spirit hunter#spirit hunter death mark#kazuo yashiki#shiin#spirit hunter: death mark#death mark mary#saya kujou#angst#death mark animatic#animatic#self indulgentmanic art#Youtube
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i just remembered how many gold ships there are in JoJo like it truly does not get more wild. Every one hits in some wild offshoot bullseye
#John and Erina ok classic old time romance BUT WAIT THERE COMES THE DEVOTED BESTIE WITH A STEEL CHAIR FOR 70 YEARS#Caejose. Never-to-be rivals-to-lovers wartime brief summer romance. If it was a movie it would be POV memoirs#Avdol Polnareff the brave attempt at gay inclusion even tho either one of them had to die and they couldn't be main focus#Man I miss avpol. Anyway#Josuyasu the most disgustingly in love couple of all time in the series it's obnoxious. No notes#Vento Aureo the ones who stole the show it's Bruabba. What if the jobro..... Had their own tragically doomed jobro!#Jolyne and the weirdly wholesome polycule doomed to always find and bother each other in every universe. With love. Ugh that gets me NGL#What if a cowboy and an Italian cowboy races to find jesus together fuck it throw in a British dino and a nun make it a weirdsome#These r my thoughts. Good bye.
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little story about little Eddie and his 2 new friends | word count approx 2.5k | general audience rating | steve and eddie are kids and Wayne is a pushover
Wayne sometimes thinks it was a mistake, not taking in the boy. God no, he would never think of Eddie as anything other than an important and intrinsic part of his life, couldn't be without him, wouldn't want to be.
No, what Wayne worries about is how his readiness to help Eddie feel loved might contribute to the boy's difficulty in making friends.
It was an innocent enough request, Eddie asked for a pet as all young children do. He was so small and so wide eyed, just a scrap of an 8 year old with more feelings than he knew what to do with. Wayne knew he'd never hold up against any request Eddie made but he liked to pretend to himself that he could. And while technically he never pandered to the boy, yes Eddie usually got what he wanted but in a way that suited their means. Or so Wayne tells himself.
8 year old Eddie asked for a pet and a pet is what he got.
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Eddie barrelled into the trailer door, backpack swinging off his arm and ready to be thrown into the corner. Planning to shoot off back out the door to do his usual; lift up rocks and inspect whatever bugs he could find, to grab sticks and imagine them as wizard staffs, to let his imagination finally run wild after hours of sitting still at a desk under too bright lights and too busy class rooms. In truth he wasn't really paying attention to the insides of the trailer, expecting it to be the same as always. It took a very pointed cough for Eddie to register that Wayne was unusually home from work, far earlier than normal, and a further loud clearing of the throat for Eddie to pay attention to what Wayne had placed on the kitchen table.
Right in the middle of the table, sitting in a beam of sunlight, was a cage and in that cage was what would soon become, Eddie's very reason for being. He crept up close, almost as if scared that any sudden movements would prove the whole thing to be a cruel illusion. He was brought out of his reverie by a pink nose wiggling at the bars, whiskers attached and twitching as the rest of the rat appeared.
'is he-? is he for real?' Eddie said with a gasp, hands inching towards the door of the cage.
Wayne had to suppress a laugh, trust this boy to be bowled over in wonder at a rat as if it were a puppy. He opened the contraption of the enclosure door and dipped his hand inside, allowing the rat to climb onto his palm. The guy from work assured him that this one was the most tame he had, inquisitive to a fault and oddly enough, desperate to be handled. Quite honestly, the perfect match for his well meaning but excitable nephew-near-enough-son.
'Yeah, yeah kid it's for real. And he's a she.' Wayne lets the rat sniff at Eddie's hands, little pink hands finding a platform on Eddie's palms, clearly holding himself a still as possible but if Wayne knew this boy, and he did, he knows that Eddie is so close to vibrating out of his skin, that containing that much excitement must be killing him.
'I don't care. Wayne, I don't! Can she sleep in my room? Does she know tricks? Can I teach her? What does she like? Can I take her to school? Please! Wayne!' He's started now, words pouring out of his mouth, tripping over himself to try and release every thought entering his brain at lightning speed.
'Woah, there' Wayne says pulling the rat up, cradling it in two hands, 'We got to be kind to her alright? She's only small. Doesn't know what loud noises are good and which are bad, okay?' He watches as Eddie nods vigorously, eyes never leaving the creature. 'Now you promised me you'd look after a pet so that's what's going to happen. She is your responsibility. That means cleaning, feeding and loving, got it?' Eddie nods again, tentatively reaching his hands up, the image of Oliver Twist springs to Wayne's mind.
Wayne comes around the kitchen table, crouches down to Eddie on creaky knees and hands the rat over, filling Eddie's small hands with a heartbeat and fur. Eddie giggles, watching as the rat surveils the new patch of skin its found itself on.
'Tickles, Wayne' and its said with such love and devotion Wayne almost feels his heart break
'Yeah son. She does, doesn't she?'
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Of course it takes less than a week and Eddie and Sam are inseparable. As soon as Eddie gets home he's itching for his furry friend, delighting in the way she scampers around the room, over his arms and anywhere she can get. No matter what though, she always comes back to him. She can be digging in to a particularly interesting crevice behind the couch but she'll always come running back when she hears Eddie make a noise.
The thing is, Eddie is a pretty lonely kid. Not for lack of trying, don't get it wrong. Eddie tries to socialise he tries to talk to the other kids in his class, get them involved in his imaginary games and play pretend but being the new kid doesn't really do him any favours. Being the new kid that lives in the trailer park and a penchant for biting to show affection does him even less.
To Eddie, its him and Sam against the world. He can come home and know that his best friend will listen to all his problems, will stay close and won't run away even when he's extra loud or being 'a lot' as his teacher like to tell him. He's so tired of being told to use his 'quiet hands', his 'inside voice' and every other subdued phrase they try to press on him.
This particular day was a hard one, Sally Winters had said that Eddie was 'bad luck' and the word quickly spread around by recess. Eddie had thought he was making some progress with a couple of kids from the class, was thinking today might be the day that he finally got asked to play but that hope quickly got squashed. He had hopped up to the potential friends with a stick in his hand and a notion of being a pirate when they both looked at him like he was a monster, they couldn't get away fast enough. And Eddie couldn't find a place to hide quick enough before the fat and heavy tears fell from his eyes.
It was a long day and home time was his only saving grace.
Wayne knows somethings up, can tell in the way that Eddie isn't even really talking to Sam, hardly looking at the Tv despite the fact that Wayne very purposefully had put the cartoon Lord of the Rings movie on. The sure fire fall back he liked to keep in his back pocket. The trump card to get his kid happy. This time though? No luck. Looking at the kid makes a chasm open up in his gut, deep and full of overwhelming sadness that he just wants to stop, wants to find the solution to make this boy smile like the sun again. They don't talk much for the rest of the night but Wayne makes sure to stay close, stay awake in case he's needed. Eddie spends the time between dinner and bed sitting on the floor, side pressed up against Wayne's leg and playing fetch with bits of Wayne's whittling with Sam, not a word said.
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Eddie wakes up the next morning with a plan and a devil may care attitude. Oh so carefully he maintains his usual routine; says good morning to Sam, carts her around the trailer as he washes his face and wanders into the kitchen, placing her in her secondary cage so she can eat breakfast with Eddie and Wayne - Eddie was adamant that they couldn't have meals without her, 'she's part of the family!' and soft hearted fool Wayne Munson agreed and an additional cage was sourced.
When breakfast is finished Eddie begins his usual rigmarole of dragging his feet to get out of his pjs and into his clothes, reluctant to grab his bag and go out the door. Same old protests as Wayne watches him walk out towards the school bus.
What is a new addition to the routine though, is Sam Munson hiding up the sleeve of a school boy and about to go on a secret and very dangerous mission. A mission to survive the school day.
Surprisingly, Eddie manages to keep Sam secret, keep her safe, the whole morning. He came prepared with snacks to make sure she was entertained and happy, he couldn't stand the thought of her being sad, her eyes get so big and her tail droops as well as her ears, it makes the whole of Eddie ache. But no, she's happy, or happy enough at least.
So the morning goes without a hitch, Eddie making noises to cover up any squeaks and keeping a hand in his pocket to reassure Sam, stowed in the pocket of his hoodie. He knows he's seen as 'weird' so what's a few extra noises? They are let out for recess and Eddie breathes a sigh of relief, thinking this is his time to let Sam out, knowing she's desperate for some fresh air. Sure, she's peed in his hoodie pocket, but he can't really tell with it's dark colour and the layer of t-shirt between the wet material and his tummy.
He runs off to his usual corner, stuck between a bush and a tree and gently tips Sam out of his pocket, she scampers around his feet and gratefully accepts a broken off bit of cracker between her hands.
'Thanks for coming with me Sam. Everyone is so mean, its so stupid. I don't care. You are a better friend than any of those losers' He crouches down, hoping to find a twig to play fetch with. A game that he delights in, is immeasurably proud of her for learning it so quickly. 'Gonna find you the best stick Sam. Promise. Best stick for the best friend'
He continues muttering to himself and doesn't notice that he's getting progressively louder after finding a twig and beginning the game. Doesn't register that he's drawn unwanted attention with his happy shouts and encouragement until a body is crashing through the shrub he's hidden himself behind.
Sam doesn't notice either until the unexpected form is right in front of her and she bolts, running as fast as her legs will carry her and Eddie is right behind her, muttering under his breath as he trips over his own feet in an attempt to catch her 'oh shit oh no oh no oh no' He's pushing himself as hard as he can but it doesn't count for much, he never was the fastest. He keeps trying though but then a faster body is accelrating past him, in a evident bee line for Sam.
Without thinking, Eddie lets out a painful 'NO!' terrified of what might happen.
He knows people think rats are dirty, thinks they don't deserve love and don't deserve life. He doesn't want to imagine what this person's intent might be. Sam reaches a dead end up against the wall of the school and the body, the boy, stops infront of her. Scoops her up? Cradles her into his chest? Eddie...Eddie doesn't know what to think, he's prepared to fight this kid but then the boy is looking up at him with curious hazel eyes. Stroking Sam's head gently and with intent.
He holds Sam out, careful with his motions, trying to blow his brown floppy hair out of his face without disturbing the animal in his hands 'is she okay? is she yours? did I hurt her? she looks okay, is she?' Eddie gingerly steps forward and plucks Sam out of the boys hands, gives hera thorough inspection as the other boy continues
'I didn't mean to scare her I swear! I didn't even know you had her! I won't tell, I swear I wont! You know...you shouldn't really have a rat in school. If I promise not to tell can I play with you? I'm Steve'
Holding her close, Eddie squints at the boy, at Steve, and thinks. Thinks about how he looks nice, about how soft his hair looks and how he asked Eddie, Eddie!, to play, that he didn't give him a wide bearth and that he held Sam with such care. It isn't even a hard decision.
They spend the rest of recess together. Eddie shows Steve just how smart Sam. That she can play fetch, that she can run across one arm to the next, over your shoulders without losing balance. That she can twitch her whiskers and it seems like she's laughing at the joke Eddie tells her. That she laughs at the joke Steve tells her! Steve learns that she's named after somebody called Samwise and it doesn't matter that he's a boy because Sam is brave just like Samwise and smart and cares just as much. That Sam is Sam and Eddie is Frodo and together they can take on the world.
Steve asks if he can have a name too and Eddie calls him Legolas, doesn't tell him why. Doesn't say that Steve reminds him of the pretty elves described in the books Wayne reads out loud to Eddie. It doesn't matter, not really.
Recess ends and they shuffle back to the school doors, both of them lagging behind the others.
Eddie steels himself, knows he has to bring his misfortune up so that he can own in, so that his new friend doesn't find out from someone else. 'I'm bad luck you know. Sally...she said it. now everyone wont talk to me. I wont be mad if you don't either. I've got Sam. We'll be oaky! So you can just go, I don't care!' He knows he's getting wound up, he can't stop himself. He just wants the bandaid ripped off so he can start feeling sad quicker, get it over with sooner.
Before he can register is, Steve is wrapped around Eddie in a flash of a hug, careful to keep his tummy away from squashing Sam.
'Not bad luck to me. See you tomorrow Frodo' Steve whispers next to Eddie's ear and shuffles through the school door.
Eddie is in a daze of joy and happiness, thoughts rumbling through his head but none of them sticking as he journey back into his class room. Pure happiness radiating out of his body, he takes Sam out of his pocket and holds her up to his face 'Sam you made my bad luck go away!' kissing her on the forehead as he hears his teacher scream
'EDWARD MUNSON IS THAT A RAT?!'
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So Wayne thought the already unpopular kid having a rat would make things worse. Turns out, he was wrong. Very, very wrong. He might have to start pocket inspections before school though.
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also on ao3 if that's the preferred reading format for you
#steve harrington#eddie munson#steddie#wayne munson#stranger things#hello is this thing on? hi ummm so i didn't think i'd write again for a very long time if ever#but choco mentioned rat boy eddie and idk this sprang forth#and i KNOW okay i KNOW its rusty and not good but i finally just wrote!! i wrote because i wanted to!! and i had FUN!!! IT DIDN'T FEEL#FORCED OR PAINFUL!!!!!#anyway i am half thinking of a part 2 but who knows maybe possible maybe not#either way it is a relief to know that i can actually have fun writing and not feel like i owe something to someone!!!!#its like when i startd back in the summer of last year!!!!!#idk man its silly and these tags are silly but i had fun and creating is fun and i missed having fun WITH it#probably wont write again for a while but thats OKAY!!!!#thank you anyone who reads this and any one who has ever been nice about my silly words#choco shout out to the jestie#okay okay sorry GBYE
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Ash IG Story
#not me still thinking I still had time to make another 5sos5 post before there'd be content 🤓#5sos#5 seconds of summer#ashton irwin#ashton#ai ig#Instagram#video#kh4f post#remember when i had a tag specifically for white t shirts#😏🫦😏#anyways#I have missed u drum drum man#big man play drum drum#is that my tag?#it is now#anyways.#t h i g h s#that's the moral here clearly
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love how they kept their pants on long enough for phil to snap a photo for twitter before they immediately divested themselves of those terrible cloths to give miss stanley a good long looksies
#you know when we said wet hot summer#i dont think i had this in mind#but ill take it#wet? check! hot? double check! sweaty? oh yeah babey!#do you think the other finns will take her sauna hopping or is sasha the only insane one to have it photographed#out of all the finns yeah it seems sasha is the most likely to flash miss silver his dick#honestly if luosty is drunk enough he would too#mikksy is honestly my guess for whos gonna flash her next have you seen that man#lundy would do it because sashas doing it#anyways#wet hot sweaty summer i guess
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#Good Omens season 2#Good Omens TV#I know everyone else already shifted into this mode like a month ago and by now already know the plot of the entire show beforehand probabl#but I've been stubbornly avoiding all spoilers and anyways I had to finish DS9 which I will be doing tonight#thereupon I will die 1000 deaths and resurrect to rewatch gomens s1 one more time next week#and then next Friday I will binge the entirety of s2 all at once like a whalefall feeding frenzy and then I will EXPLODE <3#so nice to have things to look forward to in this world. you've got to have goals you know.#good omens#Starky's Original Posts#GIVE IT UP FOR HOT REPTILE SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!!#man I've missed this and I didn't even realize it tbh...... like it turns out yes it is actually fun and engaging to watch new things#and be excited for what will happen in them#wah :')#[voices in the distance yelling at me to answer ppl's messages and do something productive/creative instead of just#wolfing down tv shows and fanfics and nothing else but luckily I am running away so so fast and they can't catch me]
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happy wednesday and good morning friendz <3 ! ! we are halfway thru the week so let’s get into some shenanigans ! ! ദ്ദി(。•̀ ,<)~✩‧₊ have a great day ! !
#woke up feeling a bit silly because i had a dream with my man in it mwehehe#the newest one *#mr kenji sato#dreamy sigh .#working on a lil something for him so stay tuned 🙂↕️🙂↕️#i’m trying to keep the yapping down about him bc i’ve been floooding the dms but !!! i !! love !! him !!#yeah 😓#anyway#queued up a zoro fic for today that’s been rotting away for too long so i’m throwing it on the dash because i can’t edit it anymore#love him. miss him. need him.#the braincell has been playing hot potato with going between kuroo zoro & kenji rn and im TIRED#also i’m updating my theme later to one of my old summer ones ( at least temporarily ) but im gonna miss the spring one :( !#sigh#i hope u all have a wonderful day ily ily !!!!!#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#🗣️ the daily yap .
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I DID MY CAMP INTERVIEW AND IT WENT WELL AND I HAVE A JOB THIS SUMMER YEEEAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!
now to crumple on the floor and hhhhhhh destress, breathe? aha...
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#the director even told me to not worry about missing training because of school - that we could make things work#TvT#rays random ramblings#I got to talk a little about what made me uncomfortable last summer - not all of it because i couldn't find the right words in the moment#but some of it! which was nice#the general consensus is that I need to communicate more and be more transparent when I don't understand something#WHICH TRUEEEEE#and I need to not feel guilty about asking those questions but the ad-staff in turn need to work on like#i dunno I feel judged!!! it's not just me!!!#the ad-staff could be more reciprocative and we're all stressed and it's scary#but anyways#I have a job at camp TvT#yippee!!!!#she asked me what I think went well last summer#and I completely blanked#man I should have talked about my anxiety camper!!!!#I helped anxiety camper get through it! we were buds!#she had it rough the whole week but it did get better as time went on#the staff and I and a brilliant CIT helped her through it and I'm really proud of that#really proud of the kid too
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come closer
i am a normal fan and can be trusted with jade curtiss and luke fon fabre
#i am ofc missing jade chibi pillow. it is $$ when it pops up#and im missing the matching glasses standee set cause i didnt have $80 to spare when they were available....#ive been looking at the slightly underwhelming normal figure set but they are a bit pricey for the quality as well#and the terribly ugly little chibi figures. maybe ill get them one day but that day is not today#i THINK this is everything i have#i might have two or three more charms squirreled away somewhere#i am Extremely unorganized so............. it is difficult to say#jadeluke#chatter tag#remember when the roll-on fragrances came out. i seriously almost dropped $150 on those things#and the jl ring.... man i still want it (SO BAD) but it doesnt exist anymore#ALSO I HAVE GOTOU-SAN'S SUMMER JL STANDEE ON THE WAY!!!!!!#i am so very sad i missed their doujin preorders but at least i got the charm#i wonder how much more my collection will grow#actually there are a number of things i still want but [averting eyes monkey] ive said enough i need to stop#anyway so like. yeah. totally normal right. im very cool and not weird about them
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oh! the big sad in my chest again it’s back
#did not miss u old friend#i have GOT to get normaler#tips for not enjoying the masochism of self pity?????? PLEASE i’m serious tell me how to stop#academically i cannot afford this#variety is truly the spice of life man. no longer suffering from throwing up anxiety like i had all summer#instead it’s brain fog and over analysis of my relationships and the comfort of self pity#WOMP WOMP!#I NEED A GUN!!!!#this can’t be all there is. a constant cycle of consuming worries and resentments. like there’s more than that right#anyways if u saw this u did not#unless u can tell me something to help yes it’s a cry for help NO IT ISNT. ahahahaha unless#but it’s not. lol but#nvm#mmmm i should journal again fuck#i feel like i gotta remember im 20. bros a baby and is worrying about largely trivial matters 😂😂😂😂 L bozo + ratio
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one thing i’m really realizing about tv-watching lately is that i’m reaching a point where i can’t hold all these shows in my head. it takes so long to have a new season come out that i’ve forgotten all the details of what happened in the previous season unless it’s a show i’ve watched multiple times, which it’s usually not. then i feel like i’m doing wrong by the show by not rewatching the previous season(s) so i can watch the new one as the creators intended it to be watched, with all the emotional threads from the previous season getting picked up and returned to. like, i want those things to HIT the way they’re intended to, but usually they don’t for me in this tv-watching model because it’s been so long that i don’t remember the details of what’s going on or how i was feeling about everything going on on the show where it last left off. i can’t shake the feeling that i need to rewatch the whole show before the new season so it can register with me correctly ... but there are only so many hours in a day, i can’t do that for every single show i watch that drops a new season every year or every couple of years!
tl;dr this is why i am dreaming of majorly cutting down on the amount of tv i watch. my brain just can’t take it in this current format! there are already so many new seasons of shows i loved that i just haven’t seen for this reason. i find myself actively craving, like, limitations to my viewing so i don’t feel like my brain is going to explode. often i daydream of canceling all my streaming services except pbs passport and getting really into antiques road show and this old house.
#being a tv person in the 2020s babe!!!!!!#like -- i loved the first two seasons of servant SO MUCH#i was crazy about it#but then we tried to pick up s3 and i couldn't remember what had happened before#so everything felt off#(i think i might actually start servant again from the beginning since there will be two new seasons waiting for me at this point)#and i never watched recent seasons of you or the flight attendant or harley quinn or russian doll or so many more i could list#just because ... i can't remember!!!!!#currently having a bit of a tough time with his dark materials s3 for this reason#also rewatching 30 rock has me so aware of how much i miss when a show would be part of most of your year#like -- there's the 3/4 month break over the summer#but for most of your year you're getting new content with those characters#man i miss that!#that was really special and i really feel the loss of it#it was so much easier to follow a series that way#anyway this has been my overwhelmed tv ramble!#goodnight!!#dollsome's deep thoughts
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Timeloop au snippet
“We did it,” Nesta murmured, a different quiet entirely than the misty morning rising around them. “We’ll do it again, if we have to.” Even under the salt-sting, even when she had sea water dripping from her hair, even now, Nesta smelled like fire. Smoke. Memory no mercy at all, home itself unchanging across lives. Not a bond but a body, a being, Nesta Archeron watching Lucien turn his whole heart over before dawn could even rise, brighter light to her eyes than this whole blazing kingdom they’d brought such acclaim to. “We will,” Lucien breathed, barely a sound, all he could manage. She never changed and always changed and was, always- “Lucien.” He met her gaze. Watched, spellbound, as Nesta raised one graceful hand to twist in the torn open collar of his shirt. “Lucien,” she said again, insistent. When he couldn’t find enough air to reply, she shook her head. “I didn’t do for Tarquin. For Summer. For peace.” She moved like quicksilver. Like a faery crouched in forest shadows, like liquid moonlight, a predator to whom Lucien’s very hope was prey. They’d walked together for so many years now it was easy. As though all along it had been this, as they’d been accused so many times. Like Lucien, in fear and hope and heartache had always known he could lean down, and Nesta Archeron would breathe life right back into his lungs. A tiny tug, to his shirt, just a request. Just Nesta, curling upright, hand sliding up Lucien’s neck into his hair. An anchor, holding fast. A touch that said nothing but desire. Lucien leaned down and kissed her. Salt and sweet wine. Sharp stinging teeth and Nesta’s mouth falling open, plush and welcome. The world righting all at once beneath his feet, entirely familiar. Nesta. Nesta in his arms, twisting sibylline like she couldn’t get enough contact. Nesta, who’d remember this in twenty years or a thousand, real. Nesta, in his head and his heart and his hands and- Nesta, in his chest, pulling taut at a rope he’d never known to wind, silver fire and endless light and- “It’s you,” Lucien breathed. She was already gone.
#the sheer insanity of part three comes in HOT AND HEAVY yall#Nesta in part one: THE CAULDRON KNOWS EVERYTHING#also Nesta in part two: the Cauldron WILL GIVE ME WHAT I WANT IT JUST HURTS#Nesta in part three: literally triggered by her own desires and running like a bat out of hell#Lucien baby would realize he wants Nesta and IMMEDIATELY act on it#while the argument can be made he's wanted her#since before he can remember actually#the little tug? encouragement needed?#oh my god#Nesta showed up in Summer with a kings head in her hands and said#hey#we can win this war and make a better future but IF YOU'RE MEAN TO MY BOYFRIEND I'LL KILL YOU#And Tarquin fully fell in love with her anyway#what a man#jealousy whomst?#Mezo is somewhere warmly chuckling I know it to be true#Lucien loves Summer!#but he misses autumn!#he misses THEIR KITCHEN#He's a little drunk and alittle sad#and thinking about how nice their little house was#Lucien/Nesta#no grave can hold my body down
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can’t believe they didn’t have Yoshiki connect his experience with being possessed to that one guy who broke into the school grounds and killed himself.
#I also doubt he’s going to connect it for the old man he also just watched die#Idk I just feel like we missed a window of opportunity#Because it’d seem insincere for him to only make the connection now right? Like it feels like a lot of time has passed even#if it’s only been 2 days. It’s going to be coming a whole volume later. The audiences sense of time is skewed#And like the diner scene is so tonally jarring? The slapstick faces and casual air to everything#And I guess it’s supposed to be scary but it literally made me laugh so hard seeing the ghost under the table#And the ghost going ‘YOOOOOO’ also sent me#“I won’t treat death lightly anymore”#“Huh? Someone died? When did that happen? Anyway I have to study for my math test”#I’m not saying I want Yoshiki to be crippled emotionally every time something bad happens#But just like acknowledging the tragedy of an innocent person being forced to do something like that and offering empathy?#Because Yoshiki could’ve suffered the exact same fate. He only didn’t because he aligned himself with ‘Hikaru’#the summer hikaru died#hikaru ga shinda natsu#hgsn#hgsn spoilers#idk you’re free to disagree with this. Emotional scenes are just what I like and ‘spooky scary ghosts’ aren’t#So obviously I’d prefer an emotional scene over yet another ghost trying to tickle Yoshiki#My hgsn shit
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Ash with Jordan Greenwald on IG
#LOOK AT MY FAVORITE GUY ALL SMILEY AND JAMMING AND ALIVE AND WELL HELLO SIR I LOVE YOU SIR I MISS YOU SIR I LOVE YOU#5sos#5 seconds of summer#ashton irwin#ashton#instagram#other ig#video#tbqh how does Jordan not have his own tag at this point the quality content is so consistent#kh4f post#i am squealing#giggling kicking my feet#i love him i miss him idk what else to tell you#this man knew i was out here stressing over Luke tickets today and was like 1) lane check girlie pop#2) hey it's all good to ease your mind I'll just be adorable and play some tunes with my pal on the beach ok? cool#i 💋 love 💋 him 💋#why i no can kiss#tell me whyyyy#(ain't nothing but a heartache)#idk what I'm saying it's been a long day and it's only a quarter to 2#anyways never forget that vid Ash put in the Ai FM chat about 'he just wants to play guitar with me' and 😭😭😭#ok bye
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Fucking hot outside fucking sweaty inside 😩
It's 76 rn inside and like 91 outside. I don't wanna crank the ac bc with my luck I'd trigger a power outage😭😭😭
Uaughhh I hate the heat
#i used to be a real summer lover but i think thats bc my bday is in the summer and i didnt have to go to school and have cptsd incidents#every fucking weekday for three months... oh and the water park was still open 🥺 ill forever be so mad that they shut it down#they didnt even do anything with the land!! its been years!! reopen it you cowards!#anyway my point being i think i always saw summer as an escape like a well needed reprieve from ptsd causing bullshit but now it's#like man i have a job and im fucking sweating my ass off (literally) i lifted up the shoulder of my vest after my break to adjust it and my#god it was so sweaty 😭 thankfully im mostly sweating in non-stinky bacteria areas but still gross#i cant imagine the cart pushers like good lord God bless ya#anyway anyways it's not my body hurts bc it's hot and i miss winter :(#marquilla
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