#anyway i love this song so dearly
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vocaloid huevember day 7, song is year 3 class c-14 chiyoko kubozono's joining of the cabinet !
#worked on this for so long and i still don't love it like the lighting still feels off#i dunno....... I'll probably rework it a bit before it's a print#anyway i love this song so dearly#title is a mouthful but still#vocaloid#vocal synth#huevember#kagamine rin#huevember 2024
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#anyways i should be finishing a cute happy mercelot fic but it's so hard because they're tortured by the narrative and me#i love them and this song makes me think of merlin and his love as well as lancelot and his love#they both love so much and they hold onto that love so dearly#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#lancelot#sir lancelot#merlance#mercelot#merlin x lancelot#merlin bbc video#merlin edit
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Rook + Lysander ― ship introduction ♡
it only took me like, a good few months but finally! an official (somewhat of an) introduction post for the main OC x canon ship i post about on here - Rook x Lysander aka lilyarrow. Lysander is my Yuu and you can read more about him here <3
i didn't write out their entire relationship timeline because 1. this post is already pretty long and 2. i want to give myself some space to just, make up scenarios lmao. there are some things about the development of their relationship that i consider to be pretty set-in-stone so maybe one day i'll make a post about that too
FIRSTS 𓂅
FIRST MEETING ➙
Lysander has met most of the characters earlier than in the game canon (mostly because i think that makes for some fun dynamics), including Rook. they've met shortly after book 2. Lysander was actually trying to make Ramshackle more liveable; cleaning, moving out some of the old furniture that had was too broken to use, fixing up some things here and there. Rook just kind of,, appeared out of nowhere (he was actually watching Lysander for a while now), spooking poor Grim out, and offered his help. he also kissed Lysander's hand.
when Lysander tried to introduce himself, Rook interrupted him, saying that he already knows it. he also knows what class Lysander is in, his seat number, height and interests.
Lysander, in turn, blushed. he thought it was cute. he did, however, firmly refused any help, since he likes to do everything by himself (Grim thought that was very stupid of him). but Rook insisted until Lysander had given in and agreed to it, so in the end they've spent the entire day moving furniture and painting walls. turns out, Rook had a lot to say about Lysander's interior design choices.
FIRST IMPRESSIONS ➙
Lysander: as i said, presented with Rook's stalker tendencies right off the bat, instead of being weirded out, he thought it's kind of sweet. he's not really used to people noticing him or paying attention to him, so he naturally got kind of flustered by the idea of somebody having any sort of interest in him. he also needed only about five seconds before going "oh! i like him!" ― he just tends to cling to people who are more extroverted and more talkative than him, and he found the fact that Rook seems to have more knowledge about a lot of things pretty interesting. he was a bit overwhelmed by Rook's general Everything, but he pretty quickly got used to it. Rook: he was actually watching Lysander for a lot longer than the day they first met; he was quite taken by Lysander's delicate beauty. he thought that Lysander is like a pretty little flower ― Rook would be failing his life's mission if he didn't help Lysander bloom into his full potential! he was also kind of impressed with the fact that for a tiny, frail, magicless human, Lysander seemed to fare pretty well (especially watching him haul all that heavy furniture).
WHO CONFESSED FIRST ➙
surprisingly, it was Lysander! while Rook was well aware that Lysander returns his feelings (i mean, Lysander was very obvious about it, if anything, it was hard to not notice), he was also willing to wait. you can't make your final move too fast or you'll spook your prey ― Lysander still seemed very skittish and he didn't want to accidentally scare him away. and besides, the wait is as much part of the fun as anything that comes after it (and he enjoyed teasing Lysander and watching him make the most awkward attempts at flirting seen to man).
meanwhile, Lysander made a bet with Vil that if they win the VDC, he'll finally confess to Rook. well. yeah. about that... but Lysander still decided that he's going to do it because, well, they've all had kind of a shitty day, he can at least have this one thing. and he's been hyping himself up all day! he can't all that go to waste!
(and maybe, just maybe he was a lot a bit jealous over a certain celebrity from a rival school. but just maybe!)
Lysander kind of fumbled it tho. he wanted to say something heartfelt and sweet and romantic, but he got too stressed out after like, the first sentence and started to kind of ramble. but Rook thought that it was cute, so it was all okay <3
FIRST DATE ➙
well technically their first date was going to get Vil, Grim & co out of S.T.Y.X while Epel was thirdwheeling them but that doesn't count lmao
it was surprisingly normal and kind of, low-key. very private, very cozy. even before getting together, they would often go on walks and just kind of wander around, especially in the woods near the school.
so they went on a picnic in a little meadow that the often used to meet up at. Rook was the one who organized it, so he was the one who got all the food and all ― Lysander would be happy to do so himself, but Rook didn't want him to do any work before their date <3. Lysander has a real sweet tooth, so Rook had mostly got them Lysander's favorite sweets.
also they got caught in the rain about half way through and had to run back but Lysander got to wear Rook's jacket so it's still a profit? he never gave it back
FIRST KISS ➙
it was actually during their first date! they were both laying on the blanket and chatting and it just kind of,,, happened. for the romance of it all, i would love to say that Rook is a good kisser but realistically speaking i don't think he actually has much experience, same with Lysander, so it was just kind of awkward, but still pretty sweet! tho Lysander did start laughing because he got too overwhelmed.
also it was almost right after that it started raining. they don't have the best luck lmao.
RELATIONSHIP DYNAMICS 𓂅
WHAT DO THEY LIKE ABOUT EACHOTHER ➙
Lysander: first of all, he really likes and appreciates the fact that Rook can read him pretty well!! Rook is one of the few people who understand that Lysander really isn't shy or anything, he just doesn't like talking too much and never pushed him into it. Rook is also very good at noticing when Lysander gets too overwhelmed by social situations and is quick to pull him out of them.
for his whole life, Lysander had to work hard to prove that he's worth anything, so he really appreciates the way Rook just,, sees him and loves him for who he is, wholeheartedly and without any conditions. it's maybe the first time Lysander feels really appreciated without having to do anything to "deserve" it.
he likes that Rook is emotional and earnest and genuine!! even if Rook is secretive and weird about some things, Lysander could never distrust him, because he knows that he's honest about the things that matter (especially, his feelings towards other people).
and he also likes the way Rook is so passionate about so many things!! he likes that Rook knows so much about many different topics and that he's always willing to talk at length about them!! and he likes the way Rook gets all excited over it too, he thinks its so cute <3.
Rook: he likes that Lysander is kind and warm and sweet. and most importantly, he likes that Lysander is somebody who chooses to be kind, no matter what — the thinks that's really admirable
he likes that Lysander is so resilient! again, he thinks the way Lysander is so bent on building a life for himself in a unfamiliar world, that he's never deterred by people treating him awfully, that he's willing to be stubborn when the situation demands it and that he doesn't give up easily.
he really appreciates how good of a listener Lysander is. while sure, Rook will gladly just talk at people, he's happy to have someone whos willing to actually listen to him, who's genuinely interested, who's asking questions and who actually tries to look at the world from Rook's perspective.
he also likes how busy Lysander always is. he likes that Lysander is always working on something, always has some project in mind, especially since he likes watching Lysander at work. he also finds Lysander’s wide array of home renovation skills absolutely delightful.
WHAT DO THEY DISLIKE ABOUT EACHOTHER ➙
Lysander: he has some bad jealousy issues, so he tends to get a bit grumpy when Rook starts fawning about other people. he knows Rook doesn't mean it like that, but he's still unhappy
also he doesn't always appreciate how blunt Rook can be with his words, but they usually can talk it out so it's alright
Rook: while he does love how kind Lysander is, yes, he also thinks that sometimes Lysander is being too much of a pushover. yes, it is very noble and beautiful to sacrifice so much of yourself for other people's sake, he wouldn't mind if Lysander also took care of himself while at it!!
FAVORITE PHYSICAL FEATURE OF THE OTHER ONE ➙
Lysander: listen. he's a simple boy. his type is just guys who are Strong. and so as you can imagine, he feels Very normal about Rook's arms. the first time he saw Rook in a t-shirt, he was UNCONSOLABLE. he also likes Rook's hands a lot, he likes that they're the rough hands of somebody who actually uses them to do work
Rook: while he would surely write many pomes about any given part of Lysander’s appearance, he's especially fond of Lysander’s freckles. he always tries to kiss as many of them as he can.
he's also very fond of Lysander’s smile since Lysander doesn't actually smile all that often.
WHAT DO THEY DO TOGETHER ➙
they're both very outdoorsy people so most of their time together is just Going Somewhere. they like to just be in nature, Lysander then can ask Rook about Fun Animal Facts and Rook can be delighted by how animals seem to be naturally drawn to Lysander.
they can and will treat any outing as a date. they also treat everything they do like an adventure!!! no matter where they're going, they're going to find it fun and exciting!! but they especially like discovering new places together; when they're travelling somewhere, they like to go off map and just wander around and Lysander drags Rook to every food place they come across.
when they go on more "fancy" dates, it's usually theatre/opera. back in his home world, Lysander actually never went to theatre and upon learning about it, Rook went to fix it IMMEDIATELY. Lysander is still not that much into it, but he likes that Rook likes it.
they also watch a lot of movies even when they're just chilling together — again, Lysander is mostly happy that Rook can go on and on about cinematography and behind-the-scenes stuff. Rook had introduced him to musicals tho and he does actually like those!!
Rook is not allowed to help Lysander while Lysander is cooking, but sometimes Lysander lets Rook sit in the kitchen and watch. it's one of the few times when Lysander actually gets chatty because he starts to explain what he's doing and Rook is just happy to be able to listen (tho Lysander always makes him do the dishes afterwards). Rook also often helps Lysander with work in Lysander's garden.
OTHER FACTS 𓂅
aka all the other things i wanted to mention but i didnt know where to put them lmao
i wanted to put it into the "what do they like about eachother" section but didn't know how to fit it in so it's here BUT. Lysander actually never found Rook weird and gets a bit defensive when others do so because. well. Lysander knows well how it is, to be labelled as "the weird person" simply because your way of interacting with other people is a bit out of the norm
while they aren't overly touchy with eachother in public, they're still very affectionate and combined with the fact that they often act like they're joined by hip, it makes them kind of insufferable to be around
they ARE very touchy in private tho!! they often cuddle/take naps together. Rook likes to put his head on Lysander’s chest so he can listen to Lysander’s heartbeat
while Rook uses A LOT of petnames in general, the one he uses most often is ma fleur, since, as i've said, Lysander reminds him of a flower a lot. Lysander is not big on petnames but he often calls Rook "my love" or "my heart"
they write eachother letters by hand, despite the fact that going to the same school, they have no real need to do so. usually full of dramatic romantic confessions and plans for the future
at one point they've given eachother a lock of their hair
not only did Lysander find Rook's stalking tendencies kind of cute, he would also leave the curtains in his windows opened just in case Rook was watching
obviously, the have eachother photo's as their phone lockscreens
Rook really admires the fact that Lysander does embroidery/sewing! he's fascinated by it since it's such a delicate job that requires a lot of carefullness and patience. he likes to sit with his head in Lysander's lap and watch him do it
Vil had put them in a "there was only one bed" scenario during book 5, making them share Lysander’s bedroom (since there were more people living at Ramshackle than actually liveable rooms, they had to arrange everyone somehow)
Rook often compares Lysander to a hare and once bought him a hare plushie
there's some intersection between Rook's interest in hunting and Lysander’s interest in cooking; somehow, that ended up with Rook teaching Lysander how to skin a rabbit (i feel like i shouldn't be putting this point right after the previous one LMAO)
they actually really love teaching eachother how to do things they're interested in!! Rook had also taught Lysander how to climb trees, some archery and whittling (with varying degrees of success)
Rook has just. so many sketchbook pages filled solely with drawings of Lysander
Lysander very often steals borrows Rook's hoodies/shirts; he likes that they're soft and too big on him and smell like Rook. Rook also often steals borrows Lysander’s clothes — they're too small for him to wear obviously but he just likes Lysander’s smell
#twisted wonderland#twst#twst oc#twisted wonderland oc#twst yuu#twst yuu oc#yuusona#oc x canon#twst oc x canon#rook hunt#rook hunt x mc#rook hunt x yuu#rookyuu#💌 lore#❣️ lilyarrow#⚜ lysander#gah i finally finished this#love putting a random polish song in the meme thingy#also i debated between putting romeo + juliet and moulin rouge there#but i feel like lysander would like romeo + juliet more#anyways! my boys <3 i love them so dearly i can just hope some of yall will like them at least a little too#even tho i feel like i still haven't properly explained the parts of their dynamic that make it the most compelling to me#they're just. so different in certain aspects but so similar in others and im just UGH#see#its really hard for me to put into words dhfjdfdj
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Tony Hawk's American Wasteland (2005) 12. Ever Fallen in Love - Thursday "Every so often it's good to get back in touch with one of the reasons that you play music, and obviously we play music because we love music. And [Buzzcocks is] one of the bands that we really love."
#this soundtrack and this song specifically is what got me into thursday btw#i will admit its a bit overproduced but i love it dearly#also pete shelley really liked it!!#anyway theyre is so much going on in this video it is doing some cocomelon shit to me#and now i am inflicting it upon you all. gaze upon geoff and tims endearing little faces. tucker patting that dog so tenderly.#andrews pyrotechnics. toms worm off the string swag#thursday band#thursday#tim payne#tom keeley#tucker rule#geoff rickly#andrew everding#my gifs#THAW
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guys!!!!! I'm done writing the first section of the first chapter for my first ever intended-to-be-published fanfic!!!
I know people have been clamoring for Spmewhere Beyond the Sea content, and I've been meaning to write this fic since before I knew the seaquel was going to exist. I can already feel that it's going to be so much longer than I initially thought. this world and these characters are so precious to me and I hope what I'm writing will do it justice
I'm also putting some ocs in there!!!! specially crafted for the Cerulean Chronicles universe :D I've posted a bit about Oriole before, and I think people will love them and the other newcomers as much as I do
#anyways yeah!!!!!!!!! im so excited about finally writing fics!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#title is pending#this all started as a song fic for Arsonists Lullaby by Hozier#but it's gotten so much bigger and i love it dearly#the house in the cerulean sea#somewhere beyond the sea#the cerulean chronicles#somewhere beyond the sea fanfiction
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Every time I go to a party I'm reminded that it's not that I can't interact with people, it's just not a desire I have :(
#i always feel so guilty when ppl i just met are like wow u seem so cool! because im really not!#im good at masking and making people feel comfortable! its got nothing to do with my personality unfortunately#no version of me is as true as who i am by myself and idk i feel like a fraud for being nice?#ive had many people be disappointed when i just. dont want to hang out#im not a 1 on 1 person i hate being alone with someone#even with people i dearly cherish i just cant find myself comfortable when others are around#and its not about them either i think im just not compatible with social interactions#im not really looking for advice btw like this is just something im coming to terms with#i love people i truly do i just cannot exist properly around them#anyways fat bear supper was really nice :')#the mashed potatoes??? they were so fuckjng good like bro you dont understand#and shoutout to the ppl who made a salmon lasagna that was so good as well#friends played a beautiful beautiful song they made (if they end up putting it on spotify ill share it here its about a cow named Margot)#anyways i guess soft reminder you never know what people are struggling with regardless of how functioning they appear#(mashed potatoes recipe is as follow: unpeeled potatoes#+whole milk+butter+rosemary+thyme thats it thank u)
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AGNES
HOW TO BE A HUMAN BEING by Glass Animals is 7 YEARS OLD TODAY.
A tribute I made last year for “Agnes,” the final song on the record, and a song that saved my life.
prints + ig
#might post my collages i made in 2021 too idk#sorry i wish i had something this year but summer classes beat my ass 😭#and also this album is so conceptually rich that it's practically overwhelming#if that makes sense#anyways idk how i'll top this it's probably the best thing i've made and i love it dearly#i got a tattoo for the song. it means the world to me.#how to be a human being#glass animals#my art
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I’ll be eighty seven, you’ll be eighty nine
I’ll still look at you like the stars that shine in the sky
Oh my, my, my
#this was gonna have a mini comic with all of the alters dressed up but I simply do not have the time to make it#anyway Chester would never listen to Taylor swift#if he likes music at all he wouldn’t listen to Taylor swift I know this#but if you forced him to choose an album to try he would pick debut#cause it’s the oldest album and if ANYTHING he could tolerate country#also I chose Mary’s song for his lyric cause the thought of him having someone he loved dearly before he lost them and became this grump is#sweet to me#and also what the fuck else could I have chosen for him. they’re almost all love songs#total drama#total drama revenge of the island#tdroti#total drama chester#td chester#system swift#taylor swift#Starry makes art#I also want to say the juxtaposition of a grumpy old man and glittery mystical visuals is so funny to me#he will have good vibes and like it damnit#best for last!!!! Svetlana wait for me!!!!
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sent my mommy a video of me covering here’s where the story ends by the sundays and she said “Love it” which i feel is a win for eldest daughters who are sons of immigrants everywhere
#a song that is so fun to sing. anyway im addicted to singing i do karaoke to my snoopy plush every day#he loves it. yday was when she loved me of toy story 2 fame#my late and dearly beloved aunt gifted me an audiobook of toy story 2 as a kid so the song is cheugy but sentimental 2 me
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definitely me when my team dumps me
#splatoon#oc: bottlecap#oc art#octoling#interactions very appreciated!!! i worked really super hard on this thank you !!!#silly cringefail octo. i love them dearly#i say as i make them suffer#anyways so i hope you like em#yes these are song lyrics#yes it’s the silly meet the robinsons song#woag i serioused :fearful:
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making a playlist for my curse user!reader because they are on my mind every hour of the day but only now do i realize it’s like . only vocaloid songs…
#egoist…. ikanaide……….#additional memory…….#kamisama no dance…….#etcetc#there r some mitski songs there too but that’s . to be expected i think 💀#anyway . i love them so dearly <3#ari noises ✩#curse user!reader
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yall remember when girl in red
#me(aromantic) listening to hornylovesickmess: ougfghdfhfdisofghoihgfshugoshsdfhsohfghisdfghg#thats just the song im listening to rn tho. she doesnt have a bad track she doesn't even have a note or lyric out of place#unwell over her CONSTANTLY#her songs r so deep and i love them dearly#anyway#serotonin helped me through some SERIOUS shit and continues to help me through serious shit#so if i could make it go quiet is extremely important to me.#okay done and hit post
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why is iamx so good at music that makes me feel like the world is ending
#posts#maybe not that exact feeling for all of the songs im thinking of but its good wording#songs i am thinking of: bernadette. music people. lulled by numbers. ghosts of utopia has the same intensity but a different feel#i love ghosts of utopia so so much btw i listen to it on loop often#anyways i started a playlist called ''something is deeply wrong'' with bernadette and lulled by numbers#it also has the woods by sam fermin and magic rabbit by my brightest diamond and jigsaw falling into place by radiohead#that one is slightly different but i love it dearly and its close enough#oh not on the playlist but definitely similar feeling is demoliton lovers#that one and the iamx songs are like. high drama and lyrics directed at one person. it does things to me
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sigma zero escape. my guy of all time
#listen LISTEN i love junpei. so much so dearly. seeing his evolution and development and everything#but sigma drives me insane. i'd figured out most of the vlr twist (just didn't know the logistics lol) and STILL it made me lose my mind.#because. the implications of it all. he just gets dragged into something that has nothing to do with him but it has Everything to do w him#and yet. there's still just nothing he can do abt it. as things are he's trapped in this fucking infernal loop w the knowledge that he did#this to HIMSELF. and yet it's all so out of his control. he wakes up in the AB room by his own fault/by circumstances he can't ever change#the choice has been made for him already. by himself. and he doesn't get a say in it#like. even if his plan works!!! it just creates a new timeline. but one version of himself At Least is forever trapped in this loop.#anyways i'll stop ZKMSKSNKS thoughts!!!! also. everything everything can't do -> sigma song. thank you#txt#zero escape
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• and if i’m there to catch you when you fall, you’ll have a friend in hell after all •
“if i’m there” ||| ‘finding god before god finds me’ ||| bad omens
#procreate#bad omens#bad omens cult#finding god before god finds me#flower symbolism#but the flowers are purely to represent Two Specific People#i made this art almost a year ago and i never felt like i should post it bc i made it for a very……..personal reason.#but i just got the new variant of fg in the mail today and i was looking at the Print of this i have on my wall#that marisa printed when they ALSO printed the now famous cwywf art#we have matching sets. and it’s one of my most treasured art pieces#even tho we fucking death to the author’d this song so hard i’d formally apologize to noah if i ever had the chance LMFAO#anyways. i love this album so dearly she means The World to me.#and i love my Friend Very Very much too <3
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1, 5, and 13 for Hayama ^^
Yayyy, more Hayama questions! My moots know me so well! 🧡✨
1. Why do you like or dislike this character?
Oh boy. Where do I start?
Well, first of all, I obviously like the character. Not like, I absolutely adore the character. Why? I don't know, I just do, and I always did. I think I will explain the process of how exactly I fell in love with his character, because I think it's a big part of why I like him and explains some things.
Ever since he appeared on the screen for the first time, ever since I heard his voice for the first time, I knew he was going to be one of my favorite characters. Something about him was special, and I couldn't really tell what, but something felt different, and refreshing. His first appearance was so short and yet so impactful, and it left me so curious. I could simply not wait to learn more about him and see if I would really love his character as much as I thought I would.
Then, the Rakuzan-Shutoku match came up, and my Shutoku heart was broken in advance because it was almost obvious that Shutoku will just be used as a tool to showcase Rakuzan's power and greatness. While I was sad to watch Shutoku lose, a side of me was curious to learn more about the Uncrowned Kings, and especially Kotaro. Then, the scene where Kotaro is yelling about how strong their opponents are and being excited about facing them had me thinking 'What a sweet and cheerful guy', and that was a first green flag for me.
The episode kept going on and the match was progressing. Kotaro didn't do anything special yet, and oh, Shintaro is getting doubled teamed and the ball is in Kiyoshi's hands. His opponent is that cute blondie I have my eye on. Well, that was my current favorite character, Kiyoshi, against that new guy, Kotaro. Kiyoshi passed Kotaro with ease, and I was like 'Seriously?', but still found Kotaro's amazed expression and mood after being passed amusing and interesting. He was like a puppy, he was there for a fun time. Green flag. Then, Kotaro was being scolded by his teammates, and he didn't seem too bothered by all of their complaining. I really thought he was so cool and chill for being able to take criticism so easily, and I loved it. I already liked him a lot.
Then he destroyed Kiyoshi like he was nothing. And he also showed that he can, indeed, be serious, and that he has a pretty special and cool skill. I was biased, and I thought that Kotaro was a heartless bastard for a long moment... He was still pretty cool, and his dribbling was pretty cool. He was just talented, he was just better. That didn't really make him a bastard. Well, my bias was still on Kiyoshi's side, but Kotaro was cool. That was my mindset until pretty much the end of the Rakuzan-Shutoku match.
I don't really know the order of events in the WinterCup finals, but I remember how I felt about them. So, yeah...
Then the WinterCup final match started, Kotaro was against Taiga. Immediately, everyone figured out he was kind of powerless against a Miracle like Taiga, so he switched positions with Seijuro and disappeared for a while. I remembered being very disappointed and sad that Kotaro didn't even try to face Taiga... I just really hoped for a comeback.
Of course, there was a comeback! When Kotaro asked for Taiga to add Senpai to his name I chuckled. He wanted respect, and I sort of respected him for that. In their duel, it was revealed that Kotaro has animal instincts! He was also compared to a cheetah, which is one of my favorite animals since I am a kid. That was a pretty nice coincidence! I was also pretty surprised by how fierce, serious and vindictive Kotaro could be. I remember thinking 'What a dude', in a good way of course.
When Rakuzan entered the zone and Kotaro faced Taiga again I remember cheering for him so badly! When he yelled 'Comeback time!' I was like 'YES SHOW HIM'... Unfortunately, Taiga was still quicker than him and stopped him. Still, that was a cool moment, and I remember being so hyped up about it.
When his showdown with Shun happened, I really loved how Shun's and Kotaro's personalities clashed. I was pretty much on the edge of my seat as long as they were in the main focus of the episodes. It was intense. I loved how Shun made Kotaro go all the way out and all of his skills were super cool and flashy, my little self was blown away! I loved how quick and decisive Kotaro was, and I really enjoyed seeing people cheer for him, too. His proud smile made me feel things.
That moment where he was called 'The Raijuu' and he was all pressed about it was also pretty cute and funny! It also reminded me that he was just a happy and silly guy!
When he laughed at Shun's pun my heart melted. I was happy that someone appreciated Shun's genius and creativity, and I was so happy that it was Kotaro. What a sweetie cutie pie he is.
When Shun and Tetsuya forced Kotaro to get into Taiga's field of defense and he was defeated my mind just went 'Oh no'. I remember being really bummed out that Kotaro was stopped after everything.
In the next moment we saw Kotaro being all angry, clenching his fist with steam coming out of his head, I remember stopping for a moment. His internal monologue was sort of making me feel like he was going to break something, or someone. Then, he took a deep breath and stopped. That impressed me a lot. Yet again, I was like 'What a dude'. I loved him.
At some point in the match, I noticed how supportive Kotaro was of his teammates. He was cheering for them, praised them, comforted them, calmed them down when they were angry and expressed his concerns when they seemed like something was wrong. Made me think of how observant, open, genuine and close he actually was with his teammates.
And then he kind of ruined it.
Whatever Kotaro said about his Senpai was disrespectful as heck, and it got me thinking how merciless Kotaro can actually be. I was pretty pissed at him. Still, the match continued with Chihiro in it and the Uncrowned Kings played with him well. The moment when Seijuro lost his cool and started making mistakes and Kotaro calmly said how there was no point of keeping him on court made my jaw drop. Disrespectful. Rude. Cold. Distant. Made me realize just how goal-oriented Rakuzan players could be. Still, couldn't blame him, or any of them. The motto of their captain and school is literally about how winning is everything and only the results are what matters in the end.
When everyone started cheering for Seirin after Shigehiro's speech, I just remember being extremely bummed out. The moment 'power of friendship' was introduced and everyone connected and formed that friendship WiFi zone, I could tell who the winner was, and I was not so impressed. Until the end of the game, I could see that everyone tried their best, and after the buzzer beater, I remember being happy for Seirin. They did it! They won! I was happy for Tetsuya and Shigehiro and Taiga, I was happy for Teppei, Shun, Riko and everyone, but when I saw the devastated looks on the faces of Rakuzan players, I still felt bad. I've been there, too. I know how much the feeling sucks. Failing to be the best when it was expected of you. Being so close to holding the golden trophy, but having the silver one put into your hands.
I remember that I was sad that the series finally ended, and I needed a moment to collect myself, I needed a little break.
After all of the feelings and impressions settled and calmed down, and after a lot of thinking, I just decided that Hayama Kotaro was my favorite character. It felt right.
When I realized that there was nothing else left of the anime, and that there was no more Kotaro screen-time, I decided to research about him and see what's up with him in the books, CDs, games... That was the absolute best decision ever.
His Wiki page and Character Bible sheet reveal so much about him, and I remember being super excited to learn everything there was. Learning what his name meant was so cool. His motto ('Strike while the iron is hot', which translates to 'Куј гвожђе док је вруће' in my native language) was a line I had in a school play when I was a kid. He liked kappamaki. He was into skateboarding. He had two older sisters. He liked World History... I was so happy that there was so much more information about him, his personality and his private life. I loved literally everything about him!
Then, I discovered The Replace Plus novels, special CDs, video games... Little pieces of information regarding Kotaro's personality and life were scattered here and there, and when I found them I was so excited and I cherished them like gold! I loved having a clearer idea of what kind of a person Kotaro was, what he did, how he lived...
It was still the golden era of KuroBasu, so I could easily find bunch of fanart and fanfiction related to Kotaro. I could also find friends who also had him as their favorite character! I was a little shy on the Internet so I didn't really meet a lot of people, but I had a few friends who I would talk to about him. We discussed his personality, made up headcanons, made our own fanart, one of them wrote fanfiction... It all just brought me closer to him and his character.
Every now and then some lost or rare piece of KuroBasu media gets uploaded somewhere and I learn something new about him! The KuroBasu crew is also working hard on new lines of merchandise, and sometimes, Kotaro makes it to the lineup! There is a chance we will get to learn more about him in the future, and I am here for it. In the meantime, I will enjoy drawing him and writing about him, and I will incorporate everything I already know about him!
Well, what more can I say? I just love everything about Hayama Kotaro. He is really special to me and he is my biggest comfort character ever. I will always have a little space in my heart for him! 🧡
I have a few canons about Kotaro that I found over the many years of being in the fandom that I would like to share!
He lives in the dorms and his roommate is Mibuchi Reo
Akashi Seijuro considers him a very close friend, putting him in his most intimate circle of friends
He has very stretchy cheeks and is very aware of his facial muscles, which allows him to make funny faces
He once ate snowballs
He is pretty bad with technology (mostly because he has no patience with it)
He has a bad poker face
He dislikes his UK nickname, 'The Raijuu', because it makes him feel like a tiny, rare beast
He can wiggle his ears
When someone is taking a photo, he has to get in on the action
He plays video games online with Mibuchi Reo
He is a gymnast and he does Horizontal Bar
He knocked out Nebuya Eikichi when he played the role of Mibuchi Reo's husband for Akashi Seijuro's movie
When he speaks he uses a lot of modern slang words
He lets Mibuchi Reo do makeup on him
He spends his free time by skateboarding around the neighborhood
In his original color scheme he had platinum blond hair and black eyes; in manga he always has his eyes colored fully black
In his original design he had two snaggle teeth and spiky hair at the back of his head
Hopefully there is something new in here that you didn't hear of! These are some of my favorite and random canons about Kotaro that people don't usually talk about!
5. What's the first song that comes to your mind when you think of them?
It is one of my favorite Japanese songs from one of my favorite K-POP girl groups: 'Happy Happy' by TWICE! When I first discovered this song and watched the Music Video I was melted away by the vibe! The beat was so cute and bubbly and the MV was so colorful and cheerful and adorable! It just put a huge smile on my face, just thinking about the song right now is putting me in a good mood!
One of my first thoughts after I finished watching the MV was 'Kotaro would eat this up', and honestly, I still think he would. Whenever I listen to that song I think of Kotaro, and if someone uses the words 'Kotaro' and 'song' in the same sentence, 'Happy Happy' starts playing in my mind.
13. What's an emoji, an emoticon, and/or any symbol that reminds you of this character or you think the character would use a lot?
The emoji that reminds me of Kotaro the most is probably this one: ⚡! He is known as 'The Raijuu', which means 'Lightning Beast', so the lightning emoji is an obvious one that would remind me of him!
He would definitely use lots of different emojis while texting, and would sometimes send the most specific and random emojis that exist. He just likes to add fun and color everywhere, even to the simplest messages! Another thing I think he would do when texting is just not use capital letters or any symbols like question marks and commas correctly. Capital letters for yelling, and commas and question marks when it feels right. While writing the words, he is thinking of what emojis to use, not about if his message is grammatically correct, readable or understandable. Of course, I think he would use slang while texting, and would use a lot of abbreviations like brb, lmao, wyd, ily... A lot of people don't know what he's trying to say a lot of times, but Kotaro would just find it funny!
'we had homework 😐❓📚🖊️ lmao'
'ok mum 💐😋👌💖'
'im at the park,, hbu 🛹😎🏀🍃'
'TF THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN BRO 🤨❓❓❗'
'i disagree w u!!! 👎🚫😃'
'actually reo i think its UR time to buy groceries + im kinda broke rn and ik u got money 🥦🥬💰 also buy me kappamaki pls 😘💗'
#knb#kuroko no basuke#kuroko no basket#hayama kotaro#hayama kotarou#thank you dearly for this askkk#also how do you explain why you love a character??#like I JUST DO.#well still that's my story i guess#i guess the process of falling in love with a character is a big reason of why we love a character#i hope the canons are interesting!!#some of them are from the special cds#some of them are from replace plus novels#and of course some of them are from the games#still can't believe people don't talk about skater boy hayama#one of my favorite things ever#anyways for the song#i had to play it#made me so happy happy#<3#AND FOR THE TEXTING#kotaro is just a teenager#i unfortunately don't know japanese or japanese slang let alone japanese slang from the 2010's#but these examples should give you an idea of what texting hayama is like 99% of the time#thank you for the questions#i loved answering them so muchh!
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