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I m so sick omg -

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i thought it was hard, i knew nothing

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What i learned in my college having 2 worst days of my life:

If u have an old friend in that college who is basically your senior now- DO NOT CLING TO THEM. DO NOT.

even if its your best-friend DO NOT.

Because being a senior she already has a life there with “ NOT” you in it. Now that you came into the same college DO NOT EXPECT HER TO BE THE SAME OLD BESTFREND SHE WAS TO YOU INSIDE THE COLLEGE.

She is your senior treat her like a senior.

If u meet her outside the college, she’ll be the same again, your best-friend again but not in college.

Idk why is that - idk why that duality - i wish i did know.

but i found out the hard way.

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As a child, i always wondered why do adults zone out turns out i m even worse now.

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*very femininely* where can i find a long sword

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Which school begins mid November? And where? And HOW?

college actually- here in india it does.

How? 😭😭 when i’ll own a college ill let u know.

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its my first day of med collage tomorrow- feeling bit weird abt it. Some tips maybe?

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Sometimes my bubble bursts and everything is engulfed in floods then.

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boring day. Promotion. But i don’t think i m capable.

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Terrible day. Panic attack. Starring eyes. Falling tears.

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Is Love more about fear than love itself?

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sometimes i have this fear that if i act like how i act like who i really am he’ll without a second thought leave me to be.

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You think you are not understood.

I thought u said i understood u better then anyone did?

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are u scared of losing me?

seems like u don’t trust me when i tell you i love you

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Tip:

If u want your fuckin peace of mind NEVER LOOK INTO YOUR BF’s account.