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had a terrible terrible terrible day.

i should have just skipped college.

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had a sec panic attack on a road, terrible.

Do we heal?

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Can't remember What I used to fight for

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I m so sick omg -

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i thought it was hard, i knew nothing

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As a child, i always wondered why do adults zone out turns out i m even worse now.

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*very femininely* where can i find a long sword

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Which school begins mid November? And where? And HOW?

college actually- here in india it does.

How? 😭😭 when i’ll own a college ill let u know.

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its my first day of med collage tomorrow- feeling bit weird abt it. Some tips maybe?

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Sometimes my bubble bursts and everything is engulfed in floods then.

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boring day. Promotion. But i don’t think i m capable.

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Terrible day. Panic attack. Starring eyes. Falling tears.

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Is Love more about fear than love itself?

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sometimes i have this fear that if i act like how i act like who i really am he’ll without a second thought leave me to be.