#anyway i hate the world
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sometimes i feel like the world is for people who have already lived a lifetime. for example, credit,
#telephone.txt#in other words oh my god why is credit so fucking difficult to get?????#i applied for a card from my main bank and got rejected because- wait for it-#i dont have credit yet!!#LIKE HELLO HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO BUILD IT IF I CANT EVEN GET A CARD??#i signed up with a credit builder but like oh my goddddd it shouldnt be this hard?#and when we went to the bank i couldnt even get my dad to cosign which is RIDICULOUS#bc im his kid and like??? am i expected to have preexisting credit?? fuck you#anyway i hate the world#negative#vent
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"I think the reason I don't want a new look is because I'm finally happy with who I see in the mirror right now. So what ever I put on, I just want to be able to see the same me looking back."
reposting the animatic i made for that one contest bc of the quality
#amphibia#anne boonchuy#the plantars#sasha waybright#marcy wu#calamity trio#amphibia fanart#I have so much room for improvement and that's ok#especially since that's like#my second clean animatic w no experience ever lmao#don't judge it too harshly tho#maybe someday when i get better at art i'll redraw it#anyway ily amphibia they could never make me hate you amphibia#i'm so glad i get to be alive in a world where this show exists
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one of my favorite ship dynamics is weird bear x crazy twink
#vanco#zaundads#obikin#eruri#aot eruri#thorki#i don't ship them#but it fits so well so i had to#endhawks#erejean#lonelyeyes#wolfstar#tojisugu#geraskier#xingyue#dottoscara#luzhe#nanahito#labru#and i'm using the terms bear and twink loosely here#or i guess i only like content of the ship where it really leans into the bear and twink angle idk#anyways guys i promise i know the actual meaning of these words it's late at night and i just want to put this out into the world#i hate how unhinged this list became
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And they ask me // Is it going good in the garden? // I say I'm lost but I beg no pardon
#sleep token#sleep token fanart#vessel#sleep token vessel#vessel sleep token#caramel#even in arcadia#man. fuck man. this song#i started this before the song was out bc the single's art is beautiful#and i wanted to draw vessel with the morningstar#but i had to take a day to myself before finishing this#caramel is such a gorgeous and heartbreaking song#when people demanded heavy music i bet they didn't mean it like this#listening to it feels like vessel just flipped open his diary and sung a few pages from it#i get vessel#i feel deeply for him#we live in a world where privacy is nonexistent#where kindness is less and less expected from strangers#where people harass and threaten others in online spaces#where the only goal is to consume more and more and more until there's nothing left#as someone who's gonna probably lose her job in a few years to ai and greed#i too know how does it feel to hate the thing you love doing the most (art)#but still love it the same#anyways sorry for all the rambling :::')
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that one boss thats just gotta go . rift take him he's ready
#digital art#great god grove#inspekta#god i missed doing lineless art#i've started getting better at it recently (wink wink if you follow my bsky you've seen my other recent lineless)#anyways . hate himmmmmmmm#[says as my pfp is him and i totally didn't preorder his plush]#got me into the game . now all he does is make me want to scream and cry#lord please take all the worlds suffering and put it on my boss
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I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them(I’m lying)

Sorry for white background the text I took from Google was white and the grey looked weird
#nagito is in his own little world#that’s the vibe I get anyway#nagito komaeda#sdr2 nagito#kokichi ouma#drv3 kokichi#byakuya togami#danganronpa byakuya#danganronpa#danganronpa antagonists#i hate them#(lying through my teeth)#i want to squeeze them#art
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i listen to fog lake too much
#falls through the ceiling with a mighty crash hello#it's been what...8 months?#I was too busy w uni and being mentally ill#thank u everyone so much for the tags on all prev posts.. i re-read them oaccasionally 💗#they make me v happy thank u for giving me a moment of ur time#that means so much#anyway! vashwood!!#i hate them so much#i want to eat them#i want to ugly cry#i want an ideal world where they could've had something for a little bit#im eating drywall and pacing around the room in a cold sweat#so trimax-atypical overt intimacy it is#more coming...in maybe another year#It's a big project!#to me. yeah#my dream is to be put in a terrarium for a while#if only u knew how many wips I have w vashwood..#maybe i'll get tired and pile them into one post all unfinished and no less ok for it yk#whatever u r doing doesn't need to be perfect to make someone happy#didn't u experience a positive little zap from my imperfect colored doodle rn?#what a speedrun of a drawing that was#(<spent 10h on it. that's the minimum for anything ever)#hope today is treating you well! so long stranger!#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trimax#trigun#tzarrz
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stalemate
#i was just about done w this anyways i may as well share. just bc im in the financial trenches right now doesnt mean i stop twsting#i have a vision for this okay hear me out. 2 OBs facing EACH OTHER. each trying to better the world. at a stalemate forever#and they both CARE abt each other and wish each other no harm. but ALSO theyre in the WAY of saving the world ITS GOOD ITS PEAK#some overblot silver deets are absolutely inspired by my friend lav's from ages ago. shefs kiss. i hate designing shit i do#this feels like a two-yr sequel to the one i posted at 7.3 which i think is nice. maybe ill make this my new twt header#im going to do a bigger post for it tomorrow btw but i for real want to thank u all for ur help already. im. blown away. ive wept#paid my water bill today and my car cost $300 thus far which is FAR better than expected so :)))) WE WILL PUSH THRU#staring at my bank acct more than i think is healthy but what can u do. ive always had a nervous relationship w money so we'll see#twst#twstファンアート#twisted wonderland#twst silver#malleus draconia#suntails#im looking forward to the ssr. silver fans need food in the form of cards. its been too long
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an unbelievable crime… sorry knives! (id in alt)
preorders end in 2 days! ⬅️🔗
#minivaa#trigun#ruporas art#ever since i made him i was like knives would HATE to be plushified… woobied into a little guy… Unbelievable…#granted if i had all the time and resources in the world i would make meryl milly and knives all at once i wish i could so bad.#the thing about max knives is his outfit is crazy but his comfort cape would be uber cute😔#anyway just thinking about it 💭💭#but 👀 almost time for preorders to end!!!! don’t miss it!!!!!
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Dragons Rising really is the best sequel series for diehard Lloyd enjoyers, cause, yes, we acknowledge that he has panic attacks, crappy mental health, and also he's the grandson of God, but you know what really gets me? Lloyd is tired.
He's plagued with migraines (the visions are also migraines don't @ me), he's bemoaning about never getting a good nights sleep, hes struggling so hard to be a good leader and clearly doesn't have all the answers, and he's just some 20yo who's been cursed with saving the world since he was younger than his own students.
That's the realest way Lloyd could've ever been written in a future-series. It's what he is. But he's not angry (usually), he's not telling everyone to deal with it themselves, and he's not giving up. I love when Lloyd has finally had enough, but the real, genuine Lloyd? He'd never stop caring. He cares so much it'd kill him. He's tired and by god does he refuse to quit. I love that kid. Please get him a warm blanket
#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#lego ninjago#dragons rising#lego#lloyd garmadon#ninjago lloyd#text post#look at me i LOVE when lloyd decides to go FCK ALL OF YOU. IM HAVING A BREAK.#or like he gets so mad he starts beating the sht outta people (which is borderline canon honestly)#i love him w anger issues but rn? when its been a few years in the future?#hes chiller. he still sounds mad angry sometimes (love that) but hes like no. im a hero#he doesnt say 'im the hero again. unfortunately.' he says 'unfortunately for the world im its hero'#he just wants to do good but he hasnt had 8 hours uninterrupted sleep for like 5 years#hes doing his best and hes spreading himself thin till he breaks and THAT my friends#that is lloyd garmadon#he only bites when hes pushed to the limit. and god does he hate being pushed to the limit#ANYWAYS
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For a moment I forgot Tumblr’s still radfem headquarters.
#personal#delete later#for a sec I got so caught up in the twt misandry/men don’t deserve shit discourse#that I went “oh no it reached tumblr too’’ but no this place has always been like this too lol#anyways seeing folks and friends here get dogpiled for making a basic ass statement like ‘’you shouldn’t hate all men in the world’’#has the same energy as seeing a twt post going ‘’p*dophilia is bad’’ with ratioed qrts#a lot of tumblr folks here are gonna be shocked (somehow) when they find out a lot of their favorite transfemme artists and creators#don’t share the same sentiment of ‘all men should die’ lol. three guesses as to why
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dear god Albus Potter do you utterly haunt my thoughts
Just… Albus in the cursed child, for as mixed as people seem to be on it… Albus as the certified middle child who doesn’t have the cloak, doesn’t have the map, who doesn’t even have a family name?
Can you imagine little Al (not yet Albus because that’s a name he truly goes by once he has Scorpius) tucking himself into the cracks of the door as he hears his parents talking, hears his dad say it would have been better to know they were having two boys so they could have just called him Sirius
Al, getting teased by his invisible brother, yet seeing so distinctly that his father chose James over him for their family legacy
Al, who grew up on the filtered advice of a distant, out of reach mentor who he could never live up to. Not like James with his fun, his humor, or Lily with her love and her girlhood.
(Albus, who will hear Cedric called the spare and understand far too well what it’s like to be of secondary importance)
Al, who out of all his siblings looks the most like his father, a reflection to every family friend of what harry went through and an eternal reminder to himself and the world that he will always be his father’s legacy (he will look in the mirror for most of his adult life and see his father before he sees himself)
Al, age 11, seeking comfort on the train platform as everything changes around him and getting another lecture about bravery that he doesn’t feel he has
Al becoming Albus on that train, when the boy who would become the most important person in his life actually asks him, asks him what he wants to be called
Albus, under the sorting hat, struggling but thinking about who he wants to be outside of his family’s legacy and getting put in Slytherin for it
Albus, who grew up on war stories and hogwarts hyjinks staying up half his first night because he’s afraid of his peers, but doesn’t want them to know that because he so desperately and conflictingly wants to both fit in and stand out
Albus, who is bad at flying, humiliating himself in front of his peers, because he isn’t harry but isn’t Quidditch player Ginny either… Albus, who all the adults see as Harry’s extension; Albus, who struggles with charms like Lily never will, who can barely make his matchstick silver under the blue eyed portrait in the room, who struggles to parse through the moving and unequal words of wizarding textbooks, who attracts bullies like flies and doesn’t yet have his mother’s hexes to fight back
Albus, struggling to write that first letter home, to tell his parents and little sister that he’s different from them; Albus who doesn’t even get to tell them because James tells them first
Albus, who doesn’t get a green scarf and hat until after the first snow, unable to parse if it’s the color, the fact that he’s the second born, or maybe just that it’s him that made it come later than James’ had
Albus, who goes back home for Christmas and faces his father’s disapproval for befriending a Malfoy, his father’s distrust and attempts to assure his morality for befriending someone harry assumes cruel and antagonistic
Albus, having to hold awkward conversation with Rose and Ron and Hermione, because neither of the kids want their parents to know they’re not talking (they find out eventually, and though they’re nice about it, Albus knows they’ll always put Rose’s feelings first)
Albus, who is suddenly assumed more malicious and problem causing than he ever was before, who suddenly is seen as a prime person to scot the blame off to when things go wrong
Albus, who gets chosen after his sister (“just like her mother!”) during the family quidditch match; who gets meaningful looks from his Uncle Percy; whose Christmas sweaters are no longer red but never green; who suddenly cant seem to talk to his uncle ron anymore, someone who used to understand what it was like to be James’ brother
Albus potter who stradles the line of too Potter for Slytherin and too Slytherin for his family.
Albus Potter, who’s ambition has been squashed out by bullies and disregard and distrust, struggling to find his identity in a house and world that is still in the midst of undoing decades as an indoctrination machine…
#albus severus potter#albus potter#hp next gen#scorbus#Harry Potter#i have… so many thoughts on this boy#i dont mean this as a woe is me slytherin thing because that trope is awful#but like… even if hogwarts houses really aren’t that important in the grand wizarding world (though i would argue they probably would be#equivalent to like your old uni or something when you were old)#the potters and Weasley aren’t exactly normal#and the houses and slytherin’s identity were deeply intertwined with the war and all of the death and trauma#this is also your friendly reminder that even good and well intentioned parents can be disfunctional especially when they’ve got many of#their own intertwined issues#also ginny was in this a lot more I love her… think lots that harry said albus was most similar to her after like three hours of the most#harry and Albus paralleling the world has ever scene#anyway please talk to me im lonely#DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE POTENTIAL OF ALBUS AND DELPHI INTERACTIONS#I NEEDED MORE#yes this is half a metaphor for trans and nb Albus… really hate that j*r is an awful transphobe who somehow worked in name meta#pisses me off fr#albus potter it’s a wonderful life au
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felt like expanding on that earlier Malleus and Silver doodle! ...and then I immediately screwed up the resolution beyond repair so, uhhh, hopefully my lines don't look completely borked! ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#this has been sitting around in various stages of finished for a month now#i've been looking at it too much i no longer have any perception of whether or not i hate it#so i am throwing it out into the world because if i don't now i won't ever#i am always looking for an excuse to draw more meleanor anyway
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Graffiti raises property values actually. In my eyes anyway.
#oh property values will go down?#so i get a discount on a house AND a cool shark to look at?#i'm not seeing a downside that doesn't come from a place of being a fun-hating Nextdoor square#anyway they painted over my favorite graffiti and i was so sad because i never thought to take a picture#but then i saw this shark on a drive and it made me feel better#there is some good left in the world mr frodo and all that
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More mafia boss daughter and pathetic lesbian please?
TOXIC YURI ATTACK ‼️‼️
#in my perfect world this ends with one of them murdering the other#after quite a bit of dubcon hate sex of course.#asks#anyway. thank you to everyone recommending me toxic yuri in my replies btw. i have many many new manga to read
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I really want to know what happened to Rodger
He did a quick lil solo run that's what
#toodles au#I hate drawing Rodger's handle thing like it's so hard to get it right#Anyway vague lil moment of what happened in that solo run#I told myself okay this will be a quick doodle#i mean it still is a doodle but it certainly wasn't quick#dandy's world#dandys world#dandys world fanart#dandys world rodger#dandys world astro#ronu's artwork#the inbox
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