#anyway i actually feel like thats worse 💀

[dallasstarsdyke]

primrose's ch3 is GOOD btw

[karmaajr]

guys not the way I cried over my mum getting pissed at me outside our flat earlier and calling me a chav

for context, she called me on my phone a while back n started yelling at me n I was SO lost n turned out she only wanted me and my relative to go downstairs and pick up the shopping

n I tried to get our relative to wake up but bro js got pissy with me so I started stressing out on what I should tell my mum JUST when she calls me on my phone again

the convo follows:

-> *name* where the hell are you? it's freezing, I'm not getting all of this crap myself

-> my bad my bad, I'm uhm trying to find clothes to change into?? also *relatives name* won't wake up so what do I do??

-> I don't know! for God's sake do I have to do everything around here? just get down here

-> im still in my pjs tho...

-> I DONT CARE just come downstairs!! stop overcomplicating everything for once

-> okayokay sorry, I'll be down in a min after I find my coat

-> it's fine, it's pretty warm

i was kinda confused CUZ SHE LITERALLY SAID IT WAS FREEZING LIKE A MINUTE BEFORE??? but like, whatevs!! I still go find my coat though because like....... homie my pjs is a tank top and some thin pyjama trousers so HELL NO LMAOOO 😭😭😭

n I get downstairs after a bit n mum starts giving me stuff while giving me dirty looks and I'm like whatevs, she's probs in a bad mood cuz I was so slow n then MY DUMBASS makes the mistake of tucking my hair behind my ear 💀

which then reveals my collarbone more clearly and my mum absolutely LOSES HER SHIT OMG?!?! like girl starts screaming at me to zip up and starts saying how I look like a chav n like a....... ✨️paid adult fun timer in the making✨️ to make it PG for yall 😍😍

anyways like two minutes later our creepy neighbour pulls up and makes everything SM worse n even looks me up and down with a smirk while offering to "help us out while (my) baba is gone" as if im not literally younger than his eldest daughter 🙏🙏 (only by a year BUT STILL HOLY SHIT?? WE USED TO BE FRIENDS AS WELL SO IT MAKES IT SM WORSEE)

n ya the walk back upstairs adds to the shittiness of it all cuz mums talking shit about like, everybody in existence once again AND TALKING SMACK ABT OUR RELATIVE WHICH IS COMPLETELY FAIR CUZ OUR RELATIVE IS SO FUCKING ANNOYING OMG 💀💀💀🙏

anyways like half n hour ago I went to the living room (where my mum and sister are cuddling on the sofa watching some film that i wasnt told they were gna be watching so thats whatevs ig :D) after putting the kettle on boil and tried to check with my mum if she said what she actually said (cuz this happens a lot n she denies it afterwards which makes me feel like I'm going mad omg) and she starts laughing for like 2-3 minutes straight with me standing in the doorway on the verge of teats n my sister like "amma what word??? what word is she talking about????"

anyways I give up, pour myself some hot water after basically getting the confirmation and go to my mums room (2 bedroom flat and my relatives taken over my room atp) to cry LOL

then locked in a few minutes later BCUZ WHAT AM I CRYING OVER TF?!??!? STOP BEING A LIL BITCHHHHH????!? then I remember her absolute loathing for chavs and them lot, get upset again and blah blah now im listening to AMAZING ass covers on YouTube (on my ipad) n writing this so I can stop feeling upset omg 🙏🙏🙏 ANYWAYS BAI YALL WHO ACTUALLY BOTHERED TO READ THIS WHOLE THINGGG

[fictionfixations]

rewatching bridon arc for the en dub (be prepared for more yapping after this) and i have to question

how the fuck did the photo not fall out during this part

he takes it out and puts it on top of the book

and aside from that we know its not glued cause she just took a photo and put it in and then closed the book nothing else

photo is no longer on top

GIRL THROWS IT (why) so if there was a photo there its gone

idk maybe there was a line i missed but i cant approve of throwing a book for any reason😭 i just wouldnt trust that something wouldnt go wrong (dude what if she didnt catch it!?!?!?)

also i just realized she takes the pen with her too aw

anyway cute moments of dub i liked

"Lu Guang! Grab the developed photos for me pleasee~!" like something about that please is just pleasing to the ears. its like a sort of playful-ness to it? but not quite in the same category as like 'pretty please?' i dont know how to explain it its just how i feel about it 💀 like it doesnt necessarily sound like a could you pretty please do this, but more of a like a simple you doing stuff for friends and then theyre like thank you and its just. that simple?? idk i kinda feel like im yapping outta thin air im tired man 😭 like its a simple request between friends and cxs appreciates it when lu guang does it but its not in a him trying to get out of doing stuff type of thing

also actually since watching bridon arc for the first time i got into mdzs so i keep staring at at the i forget the name but i keep staring at the cosplay and thinking wwx!?

also very wangxian coded imo with cxs talking about like 'the pretty girls' or something something he was gonna photograph (you can see i forget things very easily i literally just saw that scene like 20 minutes ago) and then lu guang chokes on his soda and cxs is like ohh? you excited about the girls? or something like that 💀 and then also wwx realizing its lu guang and then being like hey beauty is beauty something something i forgot what he said? i think the subtitle for what he said in chinese tho was something like 'well im also good at photographing a beautiful boy like you'

like with wwx flirting with girls and talking about girls (unaware he is into guys) and like bringing up girls to lwj like arent you interested and lwj is just like ..no. or like the the one with locauts or whatever its called i forgor and theres this girl who finds him pretty or something iirc and is giving him like free locauts (its like a food i think?) and then wwx looks at lwj and is like heyy miss lwj is pretty handsome too right? lmao

anyway i got off topic (i really havent had an opportunity to yap about mdzs to anyone outside of my one post of 'hey is it just me or do you sometimes read lan zhan but the other way around so it kinda sounds like san lang😭 ??')

look at him hes so cute LMFAO

'but i need help sometimes 🥺'

never gonna get over her name being Vivian but shes Vivan in contacts (pretty sure thats an error and gives me same vibes as 'Camrea' in the Link Click Live Action. ALSO ITS SO GOOD you need to watch it also the song is PEAK (its not following the same plot as the the donghua but i find it really cool (new clients!! ALSO CXS GETS ACTUAL THERAPY)! they also did the earthquake episode really well, and had something unique to it for people who have already seen the donghua so its not just a copy and paste, if anything it felt worse in a good way at some parts😭.)

LIKE HOLY SHIT LISTEN TO THIS

YES IM PROMOTING THE LIVE ACTION DUDE ive never watched like a live action based on like asian animated stuff before so this was my first experience and i really enjoyed it

okay, here it is. the pretty please in comparison to the please from before. tell me you hear a difference or if im just hearing stuff

anyway cxs is so impulsive dude please share all your plans at least with lu guang before doing them. ..i mean i know you kind of prob think of them up on the spot but i swear youre gonna make everyone grow gray hairs

i love the voice LMFAO its THIS quality that i say isnt in the please from earlier and thats why i say its different from the kind of 'pretty please' tone of voice you have (?? im not shutting up about this i love domestic moments)

anyway actually

since im listening in english and i already know what happens its easier for me to not pay so much attention to subtitles and whats going on and look around instead for details i missed before (theres a lot i missed tbh because im the type who doesnt notice stuff even if its right in front me)

..... *stares at what slang this sounds like if you say it out loud*

lu guang the epitome of disappointment like wtf am i doing here at this powerpoint slideshow explaining to some dumbass how he got scammed and is still in disbelief 💀💀💀

even cxs is like. dude.. come on..

?? whyd she hit the chair?? to emphasize her point??

LMFAO

? doesnt really look like he hung up? did he do it off screen?

dude i keep seeing wangxian 💀💀 'you keep saying no to this stuff and then change your mind when i need ya' 'you always say no but then you always change your mind' or something i dont remember what he said but it was about the rabbits and lwj being like no to them and then wwx is like well ok ill give them to someone else and lwj is like. ..who? and wwx is like to a butcher! theyll make for nice roasted meat! and then lwj is like. i. will. keep. them. and then wwx is like haha so you do want them! you always say no but then [something something i forget what he said]

and thats not like a complaint either i love wangxian and i love shiguang so much 😭 i feel like the vibes are similar tho. teasing black-haired one who acts more immature and unserious but has a heart of gold, stoic one (in white, lwj in white, lu guang with white hair) who usually pushes back against the teasing but actually really really cares and tbh kinda really wants to save/help the black-haired one and stop him from being in so much danger (and have also lived through the black-haired one dying. no this is not a spoiler if you open up the novel or donghua the first line is literally 'wei wuxian is dead!' and if youre here i assume youve seen season 1 and 2 of link click as well as bridon arc)

'just be careful, all right?' 'it'll be fine. you'll be watching my back the whole time.' 😭😭😭😭😭 cxs trusts him so much nadisajnduifhjndrgrfij

lu guang: he'll be the death of me (exasperated)

dont set up the death flags im gonna crash out if the only way cxs lives is lu guang dying and then either cxs listens (the same way he listened to lu guang being like no dont intervene keep the photo safe with like the pink-haired family i forget the last name and cxs listening even though he really wants to stop the bad things from happening because he KNOWS how important it is to not change anything poor baby :( ) or maybe he'll act

although he decided not to in the car when he thought lu guang was dead but also he isnt aware of lu guang time travelling

to save him

and i wonder if knowing that lu guang is doing so much for him, and then to die for him, if that would be a breaking point of actually fuck this im gonna save you!

i want them to get a happy ending man 😭 i kinda wish there was a source material this took from so i could read ahead and be assured that ah yes they are ok 💀

lu guang calling it gross hearing cxs call someone babe 💀💀💀💀

same vibes as lwj being angry at wwx whenever he flirted with someone else in front of him 😭

?? dating asmr for lu guang of if i was on a date with my crush mayhaps

lu guang is so stressed not wanting cxs in danger but he also knows cxs is too stubborn for him to tell him to not go 😭

'i can't stay forever' i wonder if that could also on the other hand mean like i cant promise to stay in this time forever but ill stay as long as i can (until cxs dies or something probably)

NO BABY JUST SMILED AND THEN HE RECALLED CXS' DYING WORDS OH MY GOD

actually wait wheres partners for life did i miss it ??

i cant remember watching the ending in full- i kinda watched bridon arc in a watch party so when the ed played id have like a few minute break to quickly do stuff i hadnt been able to for the past half hour (or hour for ep 1) before rushing to see end credit scene lmfao

gives me same vibes as in like my s-class hunters with um. um. um. yknow what im pretty sure thats spoilers but if you know that scene you probably understand what i mean???

'i swear why is express delivery so unreliable' GIRL i can actually relate to this a few months ago i moved and im just sat here in misery as some furniture has gotten lost and its like dude all my stuff was in there tf do i do now wth 😭😭😭

it arrived eventually but if i got lost idk what id do it has all my stationary and like drawings and journals 💀

actually how tf DID he know ????

'found it, has he?' oh i just got chills down my spine man damn thats a deep voice

oh wait he was on call did someone alert him? whyd it show a scene of him closing a book tho was that a red herring

or well i think the books important if i recall it had a hint or something but tbh i forgor

'now we can finally start the game'

😭😭😭???

the music picking up like probably the mans heartbeat after liu xiao(? is that his name i always worry i misremember) presses the trigger and then it like quiets down a little after the man picks up the gun because of his ability of like yeah its okay still nervous but less

do we know why hes so interested in cxs' dad or is that prob a thing we'll learn in s3

malewife energy we love a man who can clean (tho iirc cxs does the cooking right? or am i misremembering)

bruhs like 'lu guang protect me! youre on my side right?'

LMFAO THE WINKING

SERIOUSLY WANGXIAN VIBES

wwx is doing something silly and then hides behind lwj like cmon youre on my side right and then lwj is like *sigh* and then defends him

i wish no trauma aus were canon dude it might be boring as hell but itd be so cute and i just want to wrap them all up in bubble wrap aghh

male.wife.

ohh the filter put on the voices when showing parts of something that happened in a previous timeline is spooky

its like. kinda distorted a little bit which is cool. like you know how its like something something the more you i think you copy a tape or something like that the worse it gets? its like generation loss or something like that i forget exactly but it reminds me of that. ithappened in a different time so its distorted, a little messed up, not in perfect condition, or at least maybe in his memories. idk if im making sense i want to sleep but i wanna finish the ep first

bruhs like what is this? a message? now?

trying to understand the reason of why his mom didnt want him to go to bridon but tbh im not the best at putting puzzles together i need like an explanation or something thats probably just like a re-explanation of events just in a way that idk a 5 year old could understand 💀

wait is cxs taller than lu guang

HE IS WTH I JUST NEVER NOTICED LMFAO

why does what vein says kinda osunds like an innuendo 😭 bruh please not my innuendo during the lu guang trauma scene

ITS NOT FINE LU GUANG GET A THERAPIST

TAKE A PAGE OF OUT OF THE LIVE ACTION BOOK actually like get a therapist 😭😭😭

?? he has a fang? i just never noticed

[emilicious0]

okay, so, im finding myself more and more attracted to Valentino. I mean im starting to simp 😵‍💫💀

so i'd love to see some gen sfw (and nsfw if you can but dont have to)

Maybe he started to like one of his workers or something (fem if possible but gn is fine)

He could like, work her with clients less and stuff, less videos, maybe less drugs 💀 anyway imma hop off now 😩

f!reader x valentino sfw and nsfw headcanons

TW: VALENTINO, abusive behavior, mdni

SFW

□ he really thinks he treats all of his workers good, which is kinda true (I strongly headcanon that v's may be a band of psychos, but they appreciate hard work and always offer good salaries)

□ you get a good amount of money and thats the reason you work so good as his assistant

□ he notices the hard work and slowly starts to treat you more like a friend (in his own way, like slapping your butt or whistling whenever you are passing by)

□ that behavior lasts for some time, until he sees you on your day off in a club with some other demon (who was your friend)

□ the two of you seem close and youre hugging each other, which made valentino see red

□ he was ready to jump inside and kill the bitch who dared to touch you, but vox called in asking him to be immeadiatly back in their tower for a meeting

□ after that valentino realises his feelings for you

□ the butt-slapping, cat-calling didnt stop and only became worse

□ he would call you nicknames now, the most used one is "baby"

□ you would get a lot more money than anyone else

□ also loves when you praise him

□ a drama queen, who loves when you take care of him (buying ice cream)

□ would try to trick you into making a deal with him (but he would eventually give up on that idea, since he wants you, to want him too)

□ actually tells you everyday how he loves you, or how beautiful you are, only to yell at you next moment for not loving him back

□ he would come to you drunk crying and you have to take him to bed and tuck him in

□ if you accept his feelings and you become a couple, he immediately fires you

□ becomes your sugar daddy, who asks for every second of your time in return

□ carries you around like a treasure, showing you off to everyone

□ gives you small gifts everyday, and not so small gifts too

□ he is the type to forget about the anniversary, but feel bad about it later

□ despite him being still physically active with his workers and vox, he is romantically absolutely yours

□ he has hard time listening for your problems, but he comforts you wrapping his wings around you and kissing you

□ he has hard times understanding a lot of things about your problems (hard for him to be there for you), but he tries to do it in his own way (physical affection)

□ valentino has his episodes when he bursts and shouts at you and everything, apologizing afterwards, but they will happen again

□ kinda enjoys scaring you, but with you it's never about physical abuse, more like teasing

□ sleeps more calmly next to you

□ doesn't allow you to leave him (it will crash him in every possible way if you do, resulting him to become obsessive and start stalking you)

NSFW

□ has any possible kink in existence

□ inpatient, rough

□ loves edging, into degrading (loves to degrade and wants to degrade you)

□ public sex is his favorite one (as well as group one)

□ roleplays with you a lot of his crazy scenarios

□ makes you watch him fuck with others (doesn't let you do the same)

□ but your sessions with him are super private bc they are different

□ switch (hard dom/top, soft sub/bottom)

□ loves seeing you on your knees for him

□ seeing you cry is his favorite turn on

□ threesome with vox✌️

[glacierberries]

you've hit me with lucily so randomly, but I'm kinda into it😭😭 any headcanons on how would that happen? I bet it included Severus at some point and he regretted his existence when he understood what he'd done, but also went extra cunty. like "oh, you sure hate Mudbloods, Luci, weren't you judgemental as fuck on me for being friends with her?" and "so much for loathing the Dark Arts, right, Lily?". roast them burned, dear.

James would've died for sure, the only person who feels worse than James is poor Abraxas⚰️ And then his grandchild comes out as a REDHEAD⚰️⚰️⚰️⚰️ AND IS MISTAKEN FOR A WEASLEY🪦

AHAHAH IM GLAD U SEE THE POTENTIAL. abraxas feeling worse than james is SO SO REAL IM CRYYYING. having grandchildren that resemble weasleys is SO FUNNY such an indignity! if he hears about drinny hes going to die fr. speaking of. harry and draco are SIBLINGS NOW LMFAOO 😭😭😭😭

and james feeling absolutely miserable SO TRUE. thats MY JAM

for headcanons as to how it might happen hmmm . i wrote a fic premise a while ago and i added a bit to it AHSHDH i think in a no voldemort au where blood supremacy isnt that big of a thing, it'd go something like:

lets imagine lily actually has good friends in this au 💀😭. so it starts in 4th year, when james starts taking notice of lily and starts pestering her. and alot of the girls in her year already find james cute, so most of the girls in her house are either jealous of the attention she gets, while the other half want her to just start going out with her already. and lily doesnt know what to think. shes not like the other girl yknow 🙄💅 she thinks james is an arrogant toerag that messes up his hair just for attention ughh 🙄🙄🙄 and like... yeah.. he does bully people but thats. well thats not her problem yknow, doesnt use dark magic too so whateverr 😍😍😍.

but yes anyways, one evening, mary looks at her strangely. theyre both gossiping about something mundane when mary pulls out a thick book. lily looks closer to see that it's a bloodline book, that's about the pureblood families.

mary gives her a look, shes like, girl. that potter guy keeps bothering you, doesnt he? what do you think of it? and lily tells her that hmph! she'd neverrr ever even think of dating someone like that 😡😡😡 and mary gives her another funny look and lily snaps. she demands to know why mary's acting weird. and mary tells her that well hey, you've already got the attention of a rich, pureblood, popular guy, who'd probably end up being a jock. so you might as well get to know him. i meannn i was a little worried that you'd go out with that snape guy but uhm... hes not. well. he's not the- ok he probably fancies malfoy of all people.

and lily chokes on her spit. shes like WHATTTT hes 6 years older than us WTAF. and NO severus would neverr date a guy like malfoy. what the hell. hes not gay. IS HE??

and mary looks at her like shes an idiot. "lily, you do know you can just have silly crushes on older guys, right?" mary says, but lily's not listening because no, she cant quite wrap her head around what severus sees in lucius. so she grabs the book out of mary's hand and flips the page to the malfoy family tree. and she mentally runs through everything severus has so far told her about lucius and she doesnt get it. well, maybe it's cause he likes dark magic. and she gasps, because what if severus gets influenced by him!?

then mary clears her throat. and lily sheepishly hands her the book back. it turns out that mary had brought the book to show her that the potters were her safest bet at marrying into generational wealth. also because they were a light family.

lily wrinkles her nose in disgust. she was going to marry for love. not wealth.

she means to discard the thought and go to sleep, but now shes worried. and weirded out. no because what do you meann severus might like lucius. and why did that make her feel so grossed out. the last she ever heard of malfoy was when severus hung out with him to study together. and he'd wrinkled his pointy pale nose in disgust at her. he hasn't atleast, called her a mudblood to her face but she guessed that sentence ends with a 'yet'. she does not like this guy, and if mary did have a point that severus might actually like him, she would have to do all she can to get him away from sev.

and thus begins her hunt for information on one lucius malfoy.

a hogsmeade weekend comes, and she figures that sev still meets malfoy for fun. so she decides she'll go with him. and sev looks at her weord cause she never usually comes with him unless he asks but he doesnt mind. he does warn her that lucius is coming and lily smiles sweetly and is like, yes yes i knoww.

and so they meet up for the weekend and lucius sees lily and his whole mood sours and lily's just glaring at him the whole time 😭 both lucius and lily silently judge sev the while time they're there. like why does he still hang out with this muggleborn while lily's like i don't see what you see in him sev he sounds nasty. and worsee he likes dark magic.

but sev ignores them both and decides enough is enough and that they will just have to put up with each other. it doesnt end well obviously and lily ends up shouting at lucius while he just gives her a deadpan expression that conveys. "okay you little child." but he doesnt call her mudblood cause he know sev wont speak to him for a looong time and lily's trying to bait him into saying it. but he doesnt budge.

and shes not. stupid, she knows it's cause lucius doesnt want to lose sev but something inside her loosens. at least hes decent. she guesses. and so the weekend comes to an end and lucius doesnt spare her a glance.

his indifference infuriates her. and shes just baffled that sev puts up with this guy. so she starts taking drastic measures. she starts by introducing her gryffindor friends to severus. severus is appalled at first. like.. no way in actual hell would he isolate himself even further by mingling with gryffindors than he already does, would he? WRONG.

lily evans has a spine in this universe! so she catches severus when hes walking to classes. she also brings her friend group with her and both parties are mortified. because they would never want to be seen with each other. but they see that hes not a blood supremist and decide hes not so bad. he just needs a makeover.

it's christmas break. and usually, lily would go home to celebrate, but this time, she decides to stay because she wants to make sure severus doesnt go revert to his old habits of just hiding behind the other slytherins. and also because she doesnt want to see petunia for a bit 😒.

james decides to stay as well cause he hears lily's staying. sirius stays because james is staying. soo, during christmas break severus tries to avoid the gryffindor tower. lily is having none of it, though. what if he decides to owl malfoy again?? so she drags severus over to the gryffindor common room and seeing that james looks like he's going to punch severus, she yells at him. she explodes that if he ever wanted a chance at going out with her.

he'd have to be nice to severus. james of course, lies to her as he always does. and they have a truce for as long as lily is in the room with the both of them.

and so the break just continues like that, with lily trying to integrate sev into gryffindor culture. she even drags him to a quidditch practice match and makes him wear a gryffindor scarf. which she of course, takes a picture of and owls to malfoy. "he's MY friend too" the caption says, and severus is glaring at the camera in the photo.

and then lucius owls a photo of severus petting a peacock in malfoy manor. lily retaliates by sending him a picture of severus getting his hair braided by the gryffindor girls. lucius sends her a picture of him teaching sev how to drive a broom.

and this goes on for a WHILE ajshdhhd and severus finds out. SAFE TO SAY that hes APPALLED bro is regretting his life choices. he should have never introduced them to each other. lily and lucius are now both laughing AT him. TOGETHER.

and the worst part is that lily's now talking about how much she hates lucius and his shiny hair and his stupid posh accent and his slytherin-ness (excuse you lily) and his shark-like grin (what does that even mean) and severus is TIRED of it. hell, he'd take her complaining about james any day over this cause atleast they both hated james.

now that lily's with severus a lot more, (to trash-talk lucius) and because he has a better rep in gryffindor now, james is forced to back off a little because well. severus has real friends now. so james stops hounding her for now. but time flies by and it's their 5th year. the prank doesn't happen because as shocking as it is, sirius seems more interested in arguing with him over schoolwork or sending him dumb howlers to the slytherin table to annoy him. lily doesnt know what thats about. but james.. oh james is pissed. he's really fucking pissed at severus' existence (he always was) but now it's gotten even worse. and the worst part is that he cant do a thing about it because lily seems to always be with him. thats what lily tells herself anyway 💀. he also seems really irritated at sirius, but he doesnt show that in front of him of course.

and then theres news! there is news that narcissa black is getting engaged to rodolphus lestrange. narcissa, while being a distant friend, still invites severus and lets him bring a plus one. thats obviously lily. well. usually, lily would decline, because she hates stuffy pureblood culture, but shes been hearing rumours about lucius and narcissa being a thing, so for her to be suddenly get engaged to rodolphus is a surprise, so she just goes along for the fun of it. james would probably be there too and severus wont go if she wouldnt come along.

so they go and woww lucius is there too, politely mingling with the guests. he spots her and his face does a weird expression, as if hes trying not to laugh. and lily would be offended if she didnt remember that this was the first time she and lucius were in the same room since severus discovered that they'd been sending pictures of him to each other as a form of proxy war. so thats their little inside joke and they have a good evening. sirius is there too but he doesnt even glance at lily. james isnt there, which is actually a surprise. so theres no fights. lily sees narcissa but narcissa doesnt even glance at her, just like sirius, and it sours her mood terribly. so terribly that she ends up sitting in the corner.

she watches narcissa and rodolphus dance and shes suddenly struck with the realisation that shes surrounded by people she'd never even have considered surrounding herself with, a few months prior, all because she was nosey about lucius. she doesnt know what to think of him. he doesnt outright hate her, but he's also indifferent towards her. despite the few letters shes exchanged with him, he doesnt really seem to think that they have some kind of friendship.

and she feels bitter. well, she'd thought that maybe she'd have been able to stop sev from hanging out with him, but obviously thats never going to happen since shes the one that's come to an event just to see him but oh welll. until she hears someone clear their throat. she turns, and speak of the devil. it's lucius. he passes her a drink and she takes it. hes like oh what brings you here?

he looks nice, lily thinks, all neat and tidy with his hair in a pretty bow. hes very masculine but in a peacock way.

she likes it.

so she tells him that she came to keep severus company and also that she heard rumours about narcissa and him. lucius laughs about it. he reveals that what she heard was true, bellatrix was meant to wed rodolphus but then she decides to run off with some halfblood named tom riddle who was like 20 years older than her. and lily feels her eyebrows raise. she's like OH??

and lucius starts talking maddd shit about this tom guy and lily actually laughs. but then he sombres and says he actually kind of liked narcissa. and lily's internally like ew thats grosss i could neverrr. so she asks who hes going to wed and he raises his eyebrows and says lily's being incredibly forward and lily just laughs. they make small talk and severus joins them. hes all "well, well well! look who's having a civil conversation !" and lily and lucius snicker and then they just talk about random stuff and lucius tells them the scandelous affairs the purebloods have with each other and gossip and severus tells him his peacocks piss him off and they both start squabbling and lily's just grinning at the both of them.

then sirius spots them and moves to join them and obviously it ends in a fight and lily's good mood is ruined but before anything can get worse, andromeda joins them and mediates. lucius looks as relieved as lily feels. regulus is sulking in the corner as barty's yapping his ear off. evan is chatting up abraxas and so the evening ends on a slightly good note. then 6th year and 7th year go by and sev and lily stay good friends. the bullying almost tapers off to a full-stop, but apparently, james and sirius have a massive fight at around the end of 7th year and lily finds james alone at the common room one night before she realises this and james is asking her why she wont date him. and lily's like im not interested. james wont take that answer and rehashes that hes changed and that he doesnt target anyone anymore. hes angry about this for some reason but lily brushes it off and tells him she'll consider it and to give her a week to answer.

james acquiesces and leaves the next morning, she sees that james and sirius are sitting on the opposite sides of the table instead of together. remus is nowhere to be found and peter is eating toast right in the middle. woah whats up with them she asks severus later that day. severus shrugs. no idea, he says.

a week passes and seeing that james doesnt hex as many people as he used to, she decides to give him a chance and they become official. severus gives her a massive side-eye but doesnt say anything. they graduate and lily thinks shes living the dream. james is rich, hes nice enough. hes. kind of an asshole sometimes. but not to her so it doesnt matter yk.

then there comes a time for her to introduce james to her family and it goes terribly. absolutely horribly. shes left in tears by the end of it. so she crashes at severus' apartment all snotty and with her makeup absolutely ruined. but it turns out that severus isn't home. but the house isnt empty. lucius malfoy olens the door. theres a green streak on his cheek and hes holding a ladle. he raises his eyebrows as soon as he sees her. what happened to you?? he asks. and lily... lily bursts out laughing. his eyebrows raise so high it touches a strand of his hair. shes laughing so hard, she starts sobbing.

lucius looks perplexed and kind of shocked, so he gently pulls her by the elbow into the apartment, sits her down and gives her a glass of water. lily takes it gratefully and she sits in silence for a while, watching lucius stir a cauldron. it suddenly occurs to her that the last time she saw him was four years ago. hes taller, taller than james, a voice in her head supplies, and well, hes always been handsome but now shes really looking.

"when's the wedding?" she asks, seemingly out of nowhere. she heard he was engaged to andromeda, but there was no further news. lucius pauses, blinking into the cauldron. he sighs, running a hand through his hair.

"you would laugh."

lily gasps, smiling a little. i'd never, she says. lucius says andromeda ran away with some muggleborn.

lily bursts out laughing. how unfortunate! and lucius stares her down. "see, i told you you'd laugh," he says. "sorry, sorry," she replies, still snickering. lily asks lucius what hes brewing for severus and lucius mentions a potion shes never heard of. lucius puts on a pair of severus' goggles and she stares. hes like really pretty unfortunately. he eventually asks why shes distraught and for some odd reason, she doesnt feel weird sharing the indignities james has put her through and lucius scoffs in disgust. lily finds herself feeling vindicated and her shoulders feel lighter than it has been in a while.

lily laughs a little as lucius starts badmouthing the potter family and she reaches out to wipe the green streak off of lucius' face and that is precisely the moment the door barges open and james storms inside. he sees lucius and he FREEEZES. like, full on fawking freezes. poor soul is so confused. he thought she'd be with severus but this is somehow even worse.

"good evening to you too, potter," lucius says, in-lieu of a reply.

lily already feels an imoending headache blooming at her temples.

james is like why tf is malfoy in snape's house?? and malfoy's like since when did i have to explain myself to yOU of all people?? and then james starts yelling at him and lily's tired of his bullshit and asks him to leave.

and just then, severus returns, holding a basket full of potion bottles. and he sees james in HIS apartment and loses his shit and starts yelling at james. james tries to get his wand but lucius disarms him and then james is shouting at both of them lily realises. finally. FINALLY that MAYYBEE james isnt that good of a person yknow? he kinda sucksss like absolute ass. hes trash.

so she breaks up with him right then and there. lucius raises an eyebrow in amusement and severus snorts. james goes deadly silent and leaves.

and then lucius asks both lily and severus if theyre both alright and severus laughs. best day of my life he says. he also tells her that she has a bad taste in men. oh no, lily thinks, i do have a bad taste in men, just not in the way severus means, she adds, silently staring at lucius who's already getting ready to leave.

lucius is about to get out through the door when she stops him.

"do you want to go out? for, like, ahm.. dinner or something?" lily blurts out.

severus makes a sound vaguely resembling a dying horse.

lucius blinks. lily grins at him, slightly maniacally.

fine, he says curtly. he sets a date and time and leaves.

WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT???? severus screams as soon as he leaves

lily collapses on the couch and giggles.

so anyways, they do go out on a few dates. abraxas threatens to disown him but lucius is tired of his arranged marriage attempts running away with halfbloods and muggleborns. it's his turn now.

and besides, lucius is a better businessman than abraxas, so he manages to double their wealth and even abraxas can't say anything. severus is regretting every decison hes made in his entire life as he sees lily and lucius walk hand-in-hand but at least they stopped BOTHERING him with their angst and complaining. he takes every chance he gets to rub it in their faces that they used to despise each other. lucius and lily have a little laff about it and they live happily ever after!

one fine morning, james potter wakes up to read in the papers that lucius malfoy and lily evans are engaged.

he promptly faints and dies.

everyone lives happily ever after.

(except abraxas. someone save him.)

[codajaiden]

I don't get the gist of Nightbow (Rainbow Steve x Nightmare) like, how does that work??

(warning I might rant so much y'all would explode, correct me if I'm wrong tho)

"enemies to lovers!" No. Lemme clear this up for you

Nightmare and Rainbow were created to kill each other, hate each other's guts, there is no conversation or part in SS or RQ where they went and be normal people talking to each other and stuff (not that I can think of anyways)

"for fun" I don't care if it's for fun, sure it's funny but like????? How is it y'all's favourite????

I'm someone who likes to go insane just watching plot, WHILE YES, STEVE SAGA WAS JUST A RANDOM STEVE SERIES AND WAS VERY RANDOM WHEN IT COMES TO PLOT, ITS SILLY, ITS RANDOM

But y'all are like "I can fix them", there is nothing to fix???? they are literally people wanting to kill each other and that is their goal.

Oh and let's not forget, I have my eyes on the people who write in Wattpad, don't think I have not seen their "freaky" writing at all.

It's not only Nightbow at least, I see the people here who ship Rainbow and Void together, same thing, but if we're talking SS then there was still no good interaction of them both to be on the level of actually being good friends. Still, Wattpad people are freaky about them too.

This can be implied to Favremyrainbow ig, but to me it's very bland and boring. I admit I did in fact ship them, but as time passed I just stopped because it was so cringe 💀💀

I don't want to be mean and rude when it comes to this but it bugs me every time.

Okay the only thing I can counter this is Alux x Petro.

Petro and Alux are basically Anna and Hanz in Frozen, gaslighting and manipulation exist but dynamic and trust are important. There is communication towards the two that leads into something in the plot.

Nightbow has none of that, they hate each other's guts. People say they can fix them, nah, with Palux you can make them worse (/j) HEJWJEJWJSJA

"Petro and Alux's entire dynamic is mainly built off of manipulation" YES but thats on Petro's side. Most people ship it due to it being tragic on Alux's side because everyone in this fandom likes doomed mlm i guess (I'm one of those people but again the plot reasons goes on for both of their dynamic)

"But he stabbed him" YES. I have not seen a single person who ships them currently its mainly a one sided ship. For alux its built off genuine love and care for Petro, knowing he's the only REAL connection in his life. The people who ship them (from what I've seen) mainly do it for tragedy and narrative purposes. no one is actually here WANTING alux to be stabbed and abused

And for Petro it adds much more conflict to his character if you add like any romance to him. like, loving the person your meant to kill and killing them anyways is a really interesting narrative plot idea. Its also really funny tbh but oh well.

Narratively it adds more to their characters as long as you dont romantize it and treat it like it'd be healthy especially at this point in the story.

This is literally doomed Yaoi (it's funny I wanna say that) and it works so well because of how they were narratively written this way towards each other. This cooked better than some enemy wanting to, excuse my language, have freaky SHIZ going on with the Hero 💀

Okay I'm done with my ranting I'm sorry for the people who like Nightbow but I'm sharing what I'm saying and y'all are gonna respect it and not be problematic. I feel like I should not be on the internet for a good while late and night this is how freaky I get when it's past midnight lmao

[sea-lanterns]

my girlfriend has actually been seeing your blog pop up on her fyp for blogs to follow so she kinda knew who you were from before 😅 I glanced at her phone when we were ordering take out and she was on tumblr, thats when I saw she was scrolling through your posts. I was like “hey I know that blog” and she was like “You do?” 💀 (she doesn’t want to admit that she reads smut lol)

-🏎️

NADKOAKDOEJE

I don’t know what to feel because that means she’s seen some unhinged posts from me. 😨

Anyways, this makes me wonder if she knows that you’re 🏎️ anon. Are you living a secret double life? Does she know you’re a famous fishy in the aquarium? 🤨

So many questions, but feel no need to respond. 🏎️ anon’s girlfriend if you’re reading this, no need to feel embarrassed about reading smut. I write it, so therefore that makes me even worse :)

[neopuppy]

don't know how to say this but I do agree jaemin just looks perfect.. And it was before I even started reading fics he kinda gave me manipulator vibes idk.. He has definitely used his looks and words in his favor at least once in his life ( I too would have done the same if in his place) they all try to maintain the perfect green flag image but we all know reality is by far from it... Anyways sorry for bringing practical stuff to a place where we are supposed to be in fiction

well yeah I don’t want to change anyones opinions or feelings on him or anyone else! at the end of the day they are idols doing their job and we are JUST fans!!! so it’s REALLY not that deep and I can’t tell you anything about that guy or my biases aside from what we see which is fact: he is a VERY beautiful man

like he’s the type that can walk into a room and make every woman go silent bc you have to stop and take in how gorgeous he is. there’s no way anyone can receive that type of attention and not have a bit🤏 of a complex, it is simply human nature. we should all know that if you stroke a mans ego too much…..he’ll rly run with that shit.

as an outsider who simply enjoys observing people, I think it’s safe and not overstepping to assume that he’s very confident and in return wants someone who matches up to his level. first of all… have you seen that head of hair on him? men with full thick hairlines have a different type of self assurance lmao(especially with how popular surgical hairlines have become in kpop🤐🤐🤐 and before anyone asks I’m not speaking on anyone in nct!!!)

do I think he’s a great person? WELL, NO! because I don’t think that about anyone that I do not know personally. I believe celebrities have proven time and time AND time again that we should not worship them nor put them on a pedestal because they will always disappoint.

this includes idols, just this week Hyuna for example… I don’t buy into the kpop image of perfection. I enjoy the music firstly and then look for a fav member from there bc we all want a fav🤷🏻‍♀️ but yeah I just dont think its that deep. I am a fic blog but maybe thats also why I dont have strong parasocial relationships with my fav idols, bc im actually cool with keeping it fictional, its way more fun this way imo.

I figure I wont be as heart broken or devastated if my favs ever get exposed for being terrible people(or y’know, just human💀 bc who in actuality is that perfect. absolutely no one.) cancel culture, its silly.

I meet awful people all the time, and if theyre good looking even worse. why are we so convinced that celebs who get praised and worshipped every hour of their lives and hold more money/power than most of us would be better than the average person??😅

ESPECIALLY a man! WHEN DID WE START TRUSTING MEN?😭😭

[uglyduckling339]

KY'S LIFE IS STRANGE DOUBLE EXPOSURE NONSENSE LIVEBLOG: Episode 5

(spoiler warning OBVIOUSLY)

tutorial episode 1 episode 2 episode 3 episode 4

So i took a minor (like a week long) break after ep 4 bc ugh but im back now :D

highkey after that SHITSHOW of an ep (4), i dont even remember what the plot is nomo

max jumped into the storm ! okay girl yodo

chat im gonna be so fr this entire ep was hella confusing. it was a nightmare but not? it was real but not? what the fuck happened

anyways 2 moons 😍 it's to signify that the universes are indecipherable rn

HER JOURNAL ENTRY AW :( "i'm playing it with somebody new now"

i'm lowkey scared of this nightmare scene. LiS' scene was literally HORRIFYING

wait is safi like in a diff world from us

okay yes rhis is 100% a nightmare jesus fuck

pompedo text but cat is so cutesy

WARREN?? OH MY GOD

another glitch lmao, mose's cig is puncturing through the ash tray

YO HE GOT SAFI'S LINES.

POSSESSED MOSES??

Okay this is highkey cool

OH MY GOD IT'S SAFI NOW?? WOAH

OH. SHES IN OUR MIND TOO ! DUH

max take a selfie quick get her out

BLUE BUTTERFLY?? DONT FUCK W ME RN.

dog is this real or fake. im so lost.

WHEN ONE DOOR CLOSES 🗣

oh my god

oh my god

oh

my

god

BLACKWELL

um. why is it max and safi 😭 thats so random

it's giving me and my mutuals when we quote LiS ngl

highkey this is funny to watch

i'm so using this scene for a tiktok

oop girl u dont got no power nomo

OH ALSO !! TRAUMA YIPPIE

i feel like this would've hit better if they js redid the og scene w nathan and chloe but wtvr

JOYCE KATE AND VICTORIA??? OH MY GOD

i bet chloe's gonna be the last text in this

guys i forgot how to universe hop lmao

GO FUCK YOUR SELFIE??? THE BINDERS??

for yalls info, jeffershit got to 24 girls according to the binders on the table

WOAH RACHEL ON THE WALL

more trauma yay

"he is selling you for parts" ?

OH MY FUCK. THE SEAT.

OH MY GOD

"I'm not 18 anymore" YES !! YES MAX ILYSM

yeah okay so lucas is violently compared jefferson. broski one is WAY worse n it's not lucas i fear

the camera shaking was crazy omg

YESS FREE URSELF MAX !!

why's there a giant ass tree here lmao

MORE SITS 🗣

yall know damn well how much i fw these sits

apparently safi spoke but i couldn't hear the audio for her, i could only read the subtites ?

also the music has gotten highkey fire tbh.

it's giving Before The Storm vibes

one huge complaint about this game is the lack of dialogue between characters. in LiS u could spend ages talking to every single minor character and now beyond cut scenes theres like. reggie diamond vinh and loretta n thats it.

AH WHERE DID YALL COME FROM

this gotta be a nightmare bro yall keep jumpscaring me

Reggie !! my fav !!

bro what is a time vortex.

yay that totes made sense ! 10/10 explantion

poor reggie i love him sm :(

VINH !! MY OTHER FAV

Omg wait so they all remember both worlds?

woah okay sick

brother move ONNN. she dont like u

nobody:

max: maybe you should focus on what's in front of you (me) and move on (towards me)

LMFAO GWEN'S JS CHILLING OUTSIDE MID-STORM

ngl that's such a mood. Me too girl.

jesus so like max is gonna have to tell EVERYONE about her powers after this

AHHH CHLOE TEXT

"so tired of being sorry" max :(

LMFAO? VINH/MOSES ROMANCE AU OKAYY

YO WHAT THE HELL

Chloe in the Dark Room core

I HAVE SO MANY COMMENTS BRO WHAT

um okay we're gonna move on from that polaroid but. okay man. enjoy his telescope ig

woah this is a new place

oh my gosh this is a post-storm motel

WAIT OKAY SO i chose bae>bay, what happens in bay>bae for this scene??

this is making me sad guys. chloe come home

oh dear god please not another dorm time loop

bro what is max on abt this is very clearly the same fucking room💀

ohh the painting is diff.

its still the same room tho

FUCK U MEAN THIS IS A DIFF ROOM BRO ITS THE SAME AS THE LAST 2

okay actually i lied. cleveland doesnt have a hot plate

OH MY GOD IS THIS THE FIRST ROOM POST-BREAK UP :(

why is this bitch YAWNING so much. wake up.

woah wheres the color

THE WALLS ARE FAKE?? WOAH

okay yeah girl take a nap. no problem. totes time for a break. right now. mid-storm.

omg it's like her sense of reality is slipping

OHH okay fine. thats why they're the same room. that's kinda chill ig

N E B U L A

baby wake up this is a nightmare

oo double sits !!

fucking bitch ass fuck ass fucking dvsidhjdjd

loading screen.

max not hiding her powers core

this game is SO pretty btw. i love the sky

"i need her" U ALREADY GOT 2 WHOLE ASS LOVE INTERESTS. DOWN GIRL

these doors are so trippy damn

all that for her to be right behind us. cool

okay i like safi now that she's normal again

OKAY CONFIDENT MAX !! ILY

wtf they are soo gay in this ep

i'm genuinely gonna crash out over these loading screens oh my fucking lord

safi is literally chloe w superpowers

yeah okay she kinda got u there max..

oh great Safi's magneto again

oh hell no. max snap on her please. beat her ass into sense

safi out here planning the damn avengers innitive lmfao

what am i even agreeing to.

yes mr nick fury (safi) 🫡 i will be there to join your superpowered team🫡

oh yeah i forgot yasmin is like bleeding out rn

oh my god :( chloe reached out :(

MAX ANSWER HER?? LMAO WHAT

oh fuck yeah guys remind me to watch a video of this part bc i missed what max said abt the text

it's kinda symbolic how in the most peaceful scene we've seen with max, she still hears chloe's voice from likely the worst day of her life. like a symbol for how her trauma will never be fully gone, she's just living around it.

okay ik i was rambling this whole time about wanting her to have a breakdown but honestly this is what i actually wanted :( max healing ily

also tessa rose jackson is an absolute BEAST musically. holy shit

OH so the world's merged? hm

ig it's cool that they remember everything now, max isn't alone w the memories this time.

TIMBID GUY AND GOTH GIRL AW

reggie <3 loretta <3

okay so loretta's grown on me soo much. she's obvi annoying but she doesn't mean actual harm n she's kinda nice

and reggie my fav ! i love him sm

i may have forgotten reggie and vinh fucked (?). yeah my bad man

i'm still so confused. what was real and fake in that storm? what do they specifically remember?

"do u feel 2 ppl fighting in ur mind for the truth" (or whatever tf loretta said) nope ! skill issue on ur part girl

oh wow max asked for consent before snapping pics of every1!! rare sight fr!

that feeling when u post pictures roasting ur students and friends but don't respond to chloe elizabeth price's text

ALSO :( I MISS IRIS :( WHY WOULD U GIVE HIM AWAY :(

is it bc the text. that wasn't real max, i promise ur cat didn't fr send hate to u

good god how does diamond know abt our powers bro

WAIT DO THEY ALL KNOW ABOUT HER POWERS??? HOW DID I MISS THAT?? DID THEY LIKE TELL US THEY ALL KNOW??

max is HARSH with these captions

lmao "Vinh in his natural habitat ; A bar'

bro i love gwen sm. what is that pose😭

NOW HOLD UP MOSES. I DID N O T GIVE MY SEAL OF APPROVAL. ALL I DID WAS LET HER LEAVE TOWN. THAT'S IT.

no hate but why is diamond here and not reggie?? reggie was WAY more involved with this supernatural stuff then her

okay and that's the end of the game !

jk actually there's an end-credit scene (because it's the MCU apparently)

cool so diamond has magic. and safi just happened to know purely bc of a nose bleed. radical 😐👍

guys if u wanted to announce the avengers you could've referenced LiS2 or true colors instead; that's also ok instead of making another character w powers.

IM DYING BRO i've been making avengers jokes and then all i see is a fucking "Max Caulfield Will Return" screen😭😭😭 this is a joke there is no way yall are serious rn😭😭💀

okay um tryna lock back in now, i've got a couple notes:

so overall, this game was VERY if-y. it had some good moments, but the storyline was super unstable and it felt like they didn't really know what they were doing while writing it.

I liked the concept of a multi-versal murder mystery, but once they drifted away from that and started spiralling into the weird Super-Safi storyline it got kinda confusing to follow along

I truly think they had a really great idea with this game, but the weak plot-twists and boring storyline absolutely bombed it. (I guess you could say that the only murderer in this "murder mystery" was the game's plot killing itself)

I also think it had a really lovely messege about overcoming trauma, and I liked how they treated Max's PTSD with the storm (plus her heartbreak from Chloe was actually well handled, which was a huge concern for me when I heard abt it). I think her Dark Room trauma was treated kinda weird bc of the time vortex thing but honestly that was more of a plot-clarity issue over a conceptual problem.

At the beginning, I was HEAVILY judging the music. Maybe my tastes have changed in the past month or sum but now the music isn't that bad (I still HATE the intro song tho) and I actually like the new vibe this game brought to the LiS world. It was def different from the OG LiS game but I feel like thats a good thing since a huge portion of this game is proving that Max isn't that same teenager anymore. She's changed, the world around her changed, and so her new game is a reflection of that.

Also, the cat content... I LOVED customizing the cat, but I thought the add-on was gonna be more obvious and didn't even realize that I had missed the actual content until I went into the trophies menu after playing lmfao😭😭

I have like a million more comments abt this game but I feel like I got all my major stuff out already so I'm gonna stop rambling lol. I still have my pricefield rant/analysis i'm working on and I'll probably make some small comments while I platinum the game but this is it for my live-blogs !! Thank you to my hundreds of adoring fans for sharing these out to world and to the actual 3 people who interacted and decided to try and deciper my insanity ! 🫶

[spacedlexi]

ok i wanna get your opinion on a sort of fan indifferent character, so what do you think about kate garcia?

personally i felt like she was an alright character, but like gabe, she has such stupid moments that are so unnecessary 😭 that whole family is a clusterfuck and then she just makes it worse in the most intense moment. i get u hate ur husband (understandably) and u and javi were stuck together for years, but thats still his brother 💀

kate also gets too much hate. i like her enough. yeah she can be a little annoying but nothing Too bad. the worst thing she does is start the fight in the garage. there are more annoying characters. shes more of a plot device than anything like she exists to create conflict

and i dont care about the david thing. like i'll romance her i dont care. ive done both. my only actual issue with it is that she doesnt break things off with david first. she doesnt even take the ring off until after he dies 💀 but david gets mad anyway even if you dont romance her so why not SHDKJSDK like might as well give him something to get mad at. and her and javi are cute enough. i dont think they Intended to have feelings for each other it just kinda happened naturally and then suddenly david was back in their lives. its messy on purpose. just have fun with it

[short-black-diamond]

HELPPP😭

Today i was at a Popular ( a store w books and etc ) so while looking for some romance books ( because im single and lonely ) i wasnt able to find any books that sounded VERY interesting to me😔

So my brain just decided to open my notes app and starting creating some ideas/ plots for romance books??

AND HELPP- 😭

IDK WTH I WROTE💀

( im tryna get some opinions, i asked my guy fren but he hasn't responded )

AND SINCE UR LIKE MY FAV WRITER ON THIS APP ( and like an actual writer ) IMMA NEED U TO JUDGE MY PLOT IM SORRY😭

imma summarize in a dum way to speed things up-

BASICALLY,

Girl is a happy family and great home :)

Girls parents fight ( AGAIN )

Girl become sad

Girl don't like being at home no more cuz home doesn't feel like home😔 so she tries to avoid going home as much as possible

Girl go party

Girl wake up in mystery guys bed

*ITS THE NICE POPULAR GUY THAT EVERYONE LIKES and wanna gets with🤭😏* ( he was the host btw )

Girl be like : GOTTA GO😅

Guy : NO WAIT! pls stay longer

( he has small crush on her but both of them don't realize it, he develops it when he starts seeing her stayback after school more, he does too- reason is revealed later)

Girl goes home and fighting gets worse

Girl decides : why not, beats being at home. and now lives at boys home ( kinda like a REALLY long sleepover tho-)

As girl continues staying with boy she starts to notice that boy is actually really lonely despite being popular ( his parents were like nagi's and never around, thats why he always throw parties fyi 😮)

As both of them continue living together, they start feeling more and more comfy with each other and soon always want to be tgt

so when their relationship starts getting closer and closer, will they be able to experience the warm feeling of having a home?? ( Metaphorical sense )

( THEY END UP AS COUPLE OBVI )

i got inspo from a quote that says "souls tend to go back to who feel like home"

IM SORRY THIS WAS SO LONG😭🙏

take care, love and kisses 💋

BYEBYE!! ❤️✨💅 :)

okay first off, why did you put nagi in there, like leave that lil guy alone what did he ever do to you 😭😭😭💀💀💀

second, that is a lovely idea actually, bonus points if the boi has fluffy hair

also thank you for keeping it simple with girl and boi because I wouldn't understand the story then

but still, it's a really great and sweet idea in my opinion :}

damn I should read my books....

Also I hope that the parents sort their argument out at the end becuz hello they have a child, and where is she??? Like are we not gon talk about them???

anyways, your idea is cool, but I want the parents to apologize to girl for making her feel uncomfortable with their arguments

and the boy and the girl should have a lil kith at the end..👉🏻👈🏻

that idea you have is overly lovely, my sweet little ghost👻

please tell me more if you want to continue, okay?

-your diamond <3

[toastess-with-the-mostess]

Let's Rewind! Toast watches Voltron: Defender of The Universe (1984)

Season 1, Episode 35: Doom Boycotts the Space Olympics Season 1, Episode 36: Lotor's Clone

Episode 35 Doom Boycotts the Space Olympics I realized the text was hard to read in the long post so here's some color so you can tell which episode is being watched

wild that whoever made the choices for the space Olympics really thought hard and said "yes we're absolutely having it on Arus, where it's currently at war and has a weekly occurrence of giant fucked up robots fighting each other"

Is soccer actually an Olympic sport or is the world cup the biggest even for them?

Oh so doom IS actively boycotting the space olympics, I know It's for evil reasons but i have to agree just based on the fact THAT ITS ON A PLANET IN ACTIVE WAR AND ROUTINELY HAS GIANT MECHA FIGHTS

why are the boys in an army barrack 😭 the castle is right there is it not

Allura this is why you KNOCK walking in on the team showering in only towels is your fault entirely LMAO the boys are ragging on nanny for trying to make it their fault svsiodv woman just sit down and leave the food at this point

"I'm sorry I meant to surprise you!" "You did!" Keith that was adorable omg, I know you guys can't hear it, but his tone was the cutest

I love this show because in every other one it's hunk looking after Pidge, but originally it was Lance instead T-T He's currently very concerned about Pidge eating two kabobs at once, at least he isn't talking with food in his mouth

I'm sorry when did haggar get blueprints to voltrons wiring??

are they about to make a decepticon out of the beefed up bulldozer the team has outside to build the stadium?? Oh my god they are

man the only reason the team finds out about lotors plan is because one of the kids that was tagging along with hunk this entire time needed to take a leak outside 💀

haggar described her weird virus for that bulldozer as like a chip,,, it is not a chip it's a tiny robeast that takes over the entire machine just by standing onto the hardware i know they were making it easier to understand for kids but c'mon that had to be confusing for them, kids are real smart anyway

The boys: kid you were dreaming, nothing attached itself to the bulldozer (bulldozer proceeds to turn on and wreck their barrack) the boys: O-O guys please listen to the children, they're so upfront with everything they see its wild

PIDGE WHY ARE YOU JUMPING STRAIGHT ONTO THE BULLDOZER well at least he found out nobody was driving it UNTIL IT THREW HIM OFF, he's a gymnast (ninja) though so of course he lands on his feet anyway like a goddamn CAT

why do they always make hunk grunt like that? wild somehow they figured out it was lotor, i mean i feel like itd be obvious once they knew nobody was in it but still

OH SO PIDGE DOES ACTUALLY REFER TO HIMSELF AS A GYMNAST, THATS ACTUALLY SUPER COOL still doesnt make it any less insane that pidge LEPT ONTO THE ROOF OF THE BULLDOZER

WHY IS HE SO LONG IN THE DRIVER'S SEAT, IT LOOKS LIKE THE PASTED HIS HEAD OVER LANCES BODY he didnt even stop the thing i think lotor just told it to stop to lull them into a false sense of security

that same kid was yelling about not being listened and immediately punched the control panel with started up the bulldozer again 💀 I think you're old enough to know how to regulate your emotions my dude oh also he and two others are trapped inside now, dire stakes indeed

hunk and pidge got thrown off the bulldozer, how high up were they?? ft older brother lance again because he was making sure pidge was okay in the background

at last a lion comes out to actually do something NOT BEFORE THE BOY GOT BURIED ALIVE THOUGH WHAT THE FUCK THEY SHOULD BE DEAD

I don't think this is the first time lotor has told allura his plans for her, but it's good that he actually tells her so she doesn't get a worse idea

the team is free after allura creates a goddamn tsunami in the stadium ft MORE OLDER BROTHER LANCE BECAUSE HES HOLDING PIDGE NEXT TO HIM IN THE WATER

immediately after being freed the kids just sit there and do nothing UNTIL THEY GET TRAPPED IN IT AGAIN god this show makes so many characters stupid

all-scan?? Are you telling me you fuckers could've done that before, and you just haven't?? I'm gonna say you just recently learned it for my own mental health

the kids are out after Hunk bashed his way inside without a lion i love seeing scenes like these because the pilots are actually skilled outside of being inside the lions!

Ooh so I was right, it was a mini robeast who could interact with machines, and then it just combines with it to make it an actual robeast well they could've just said that earlier >:/

voltron is formed and definitely is spewing propaganda for the olympics but at least hes able to damage the robeast LMAO

holy shit easiest fight ever, they barely even did anything to the guy before pulling out blazing sword and skewering it

time to rebuild the stadium and gym using the lions my question is why they only gave one of those beefed up bulldozers to the team

/episode end

Episode 36 Lotor's Clone

Episode opens with Zarkon yelling at Lotor, this oughta be good lol

"quit sending robots to arus and destroy voltron yourself!" my guy how the FUCK is one dude gonna do that, you kind of need another big guy to help weaken him first

"you mean really lead? Like from up front?" "Where else you idiot!" LMAOO

I know they make the doomites robots so the show can skirt past ratings but do not give robots that much sentience and still say they're not people these fuckers were talking about defecting and living on Arus!

oh so this episode's robeast is just another lotor because he doesn't actually want to do the work HAHAHA

"but beware, whatever you know he will know" foreshadowing?

onto planet arus, the team is doing some lion training

Pidge: it feels like my head is on backwards! Keith: I always knew that! THE KID JUST FELL OUT OF THE SKY KEITH BE NICE LMAO

Pidge: did you know your nose wiggles when you're upset Keith: my fist wiggles too! KEITH PLEASE-

mystery power surge huh, at least we can tell that the castle actually has employees since they're running around trying to fix stuff

oh never mind the drules have an actual robeast that's fucking with the castle, the lotor clone is just so lotor doesn't have to do any of the work expected of him LOL

Keith has a plan but i can't remember the sleds/boats he mentions having used before with the team maybe they're just making it up to show that the pilots actually hang out on their off time fnvsdoi

"some of these parts are older than nanny!" GET HER ASS LANCE

it's good to know that the pilots are all slightly mechanically inclined, definitely a skill they gotta have to actually stay alive on Arus

Not lotor complaining that his clone isn't working hard enough for his hero image 💀 no wonder this man always gets his ass kicked

secrets out, keiths been fighting the clone this whole time and because of lotor having a telepathic argument with it, he knows it's not the real him anymore

Damn he was so offended by the clone calling him Lotor used the robeast to blow his ass up 😭 Keith's right, this was his only chance at winning

did they just fix up that sled thing to not actually use it?? What a waste of time oh never mind lance is using it while the others use the lions

"if you're gonna lie around the beach all day I'll come back later" i don't think any other show can replicate the absolute sass dotu lance brings

I like that hunk is the defacto leader when its him pidge and allura, I know allura has no experience so she wouldn't be but i wouldn't be surprised if they tried to pull something like this with pidge lol

voltron is formed, haven't seen lion head attack in a while so it's nice to see it back man that robeast just stoof there and took the beating, are they just giving up at this point soidns

ooh scene reuse, this is definitely from the bridge episode that i cant remember the name of, everyone is joking about how another clone of them would be good for the universe lol

/episode end

[fictionfixations]

black butler emerald witch arc episode 2 thoughts

spoilers for the entirety of the arc (ive read the manga!) and some other stuff seriously though you have been warned. i try not to outright say it but still

i missed this when first watching the op but isnt this that one scene that happens when they go back out, theres crying and then THAT 💀

i know im like two days late to this but i forgor

i took like a break from anime so now i keep forgetting to check back in a week for the next episode 😭

what a cutie pie

i wonder if those chairs are comfy. im sure the bottom is fine but the back? or is it like a elegant design, comfort not so much? actually i bet theyre hella cold 💀

im prone to missing details so im trying to look at as many things as i can

god i hate foot binding so much the thought just makes me sick

and im sure there are people who like it and respect it and practice it and stuff just not for me

LMAO the silent pause with the windows turning from light to dark

jesus christ sebastian youve just been standing there??

like im sure thats expected of like normal servants but just imagining the pain my feet would be in 😭

i never realized her hair was tinted green at the end

sorry what did he just say

oh ??? but.. but why write out the german 😭😭😭 like. like we know hes speaking german thats why there are jp characters underneath telling jp viewers what it means but ???? like i mean id expect german in captions to be there for germans but im on english captions so im so confused 💀

give him a break sebastian 😭

you know exactly why the other servants arent exactly good at their jobs

tbh its kind of the same thing actually 💀? although i think wolfram might actually be good at cooking just very very slow (and in turn making it all very very cold)

also like listen man its hard to focus on so many things at once while cooking its a lot

i just had the cruelest thought

we know the trio really care about like ciel and sebastian its like home right but like

how are they gonna react when its revealed ah yes so now sebastian is gonna eat ciel's soul and stuff

and like they care about sebastian too yknow? but like.. now conflict. because they're meant to protect ciel, they care about him, and sebastian was also the one who brought them there (with the exception of maybe? finny and tanaka, i cant remember who of the two brought up bringing finny with them, but tanaka has been there before all that) and brought them out of like their horrible lives so they feel very grateful to him for this life they have now, this like found family, but like

i just wonder how they'll react, once its all over

with ciel gone, sebastian also gone because he doesnt need to be there anymore, and then where do they go? it was that household that taught them that they can be more than weapons or tools or anything less than human, that they can be human and do domestic duties even if they arent the best at it, to learn to smile again

that brought them into a home free of judgment

and then where do they go after that?

you know sometimes i hate my brain for thinking these things

sorry i got like so distracted

precious

aughhhhhhh i hate that she cant run she has to rely on someone else to pick her up

i wonder if wolfram was contemplating whether itd be better to take them with him or if itd be worse to let them stay in the castle unmonitored

hate that a child has so much responsibility on her why must you show her such injury 😭

but WHY just her you cant tell me only a kid knows, someone taught her and i very much doubt theyre dead if you know immediately what to pull out to treat something like that

...who am i kidding, i know why i hate it anyway 😭

STOPP PUTTING ALL THIS WEIGHT ON HER IM GONNA THROW HANDS

YOUR HONOR SHE IS A CHILD LEAVE HER ALONE

i dont even think there are people her age around

this is her first time having a kid around her LEAVE HER ALONE

do you have no shame blaming a literal child? if anything you should tell it to the ADULT like wth 😭

ah yes threaten the child

WOW

sebastian dont entertain it tell her he has a fiancee already 😭😭😭

tbh i forgot ciel cant actually understand what theyre saying so oop

and this doesnt apply to wolfram why? like is he not a man? like i mean id hate it if it did but like okay so the only other male you know, that does not apply to him why? or is it because hes a servant? so like for example like baldroy wouldnt, but so the two who arent that it would apply to?? i mean she did say earlier that she was referring to two as in ciel and sebastian so maybe thats why

off topic that dress looks so fun to wear. maybe uncomfy layers but FUN

actually wait how do they have children if theres no men

cmon think why is the only child sullivan and everyone else is an adult, with the only elder we've seen so far like that person who was yelling 🤔

SEBASTIAN.

OHHH MY GOD

poor ciel unaware of how his butler is misrepresenting him so

she looks pretty with her hair down 🥺

!!!

so you know???? what if they were not as kind like dude please be more cautious holy shit you dont know them

LMAO NOT ME NOTICING THIS IN THE OP AND THEN THIS SCENE HAPPENS IN THE EPISODE

also like yesterday i got soap in my eyes so im just crying and trying to get it to stop and holy fuck OW that shit hurts man so i hella sympathize

knowing whats next im wondering if i look away or keep watching

OH IT ENDS BEFORE THEN LMAO

just cliffhanger to sebastian crying 'why are they crying' someone may wonder

I WONDER

i thought itd cliffhanger when it went back to ciel but nope okay no answer on wtf this is just that for some reason theyre crying and thats all anime watchers know.

[kerizaret]

hello! it is i, your mutual in law 🎹! sorry i haven't sent an ask in like three months LMFAOOO i got. extremely busy. oops!

anyways last i updated you i believe i was talking abt the cast list not being out yet for my school musical? i ended up getting a pretty large part, and the run of that show was a week and a few days ago. it was super fun! i made a bunch of friends which was a lot of the reason i did it so. mission successful! ♪⁠ヽ⁠(⁠･⁠ˇ⁠∀⁠ˇ⁠･⁠ゞ⁠)

hold on. ask paused. i was looking for a kaomoji to put there and found a creature. have you seen him? …⁠ᘛ⁠⁐̤⁠ᕐ⁠ᐷ now you have! anyways back to your regularly scheduled program

I hope you've been well! i wasn't on tumblr very much until the musical ended so i don't actually. know if you have been or not. sorry about that lol! i try to keep up to date with people i talk to regularly but my ass couldn't even send an ask so 💀 i flopped LMAO

anyways!!! that's all i really have for now. every time i write you an ask i start craving blueberry pie. something about your blog tastes like blueberry pie. i might have told you that already lol. sorry im literally writing this ask at one am LMAOAOAOA

good night!

- 🎹

WOWOWOWOO HIYA 🎹!!! Aah I'm glad tk hear its been going so well for you!! The performance sounds like it was so fun and that you've had a chance to make new friends! That's the true joy of theatre <33 and congrats on a big role???? Thats really awesome and shows you've got great skill!! So I'm proud <3

AND I HAVE NOT!! SEEN THIS GUY!@@ but he's soo cute.... shaped little rat....

I've been good, thank you :D I may have little worse moments sometimes but like overall I feel like things have been going well recently, so I'm mostly staying positive ^^ and I already said it but dw about coming in randomly or not following closely my every post, I don't mind at all 😭

You have told me that already yes, bht its very curious to me still :0 I loveee blueberries but ppl seem to assign me more of a yellow/orange colour recently so the dark blue of a bluebrrry is more of a surprise! Though the taste and texture do also count for a fruit so its that simple in the end 🤔 but I do like this :)

AND PLS TAKE CARE AND SLEEP SOONER... I slept in late today and have been sleepy all morning now... hopefully I'll get through the day normally LMAO. But yes goodnight to you! Sleep well ^^

[hamausagi]

AHH HI!! im so glad you're happy to see me HDJSJDJ i was worried you'd have forgotten abt me LMAO (no bc why is this giving pick me boy energy... PLSSS) lowk i considered leaving so many times bc im so busy irl but i think i'm just too attached to this site 💀

OMG GIRL congrats on being in your second year!!! that's actually so crazy and quick, i feel like i remember you posting when you were in hs??? (or maybe im delusional 😭) BUT BACHELORS IN FINE ARTS??? THAT'S SO COOL!!!!! are you enjoying it??? and good luck for the sem!! i'm sure you'll be able to ace it even though you're busy 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ but also what are you working as???? :O

AND YES i will definitely update you as i continue playing until then 🫶 i've been quite busy recently, but i'm FINALLY on sem break so hopefully i'll be able to get back on it hehe <3 i'm not from the philippines but i think general SEAsian culture is quite similar, like i was streaming the beginning to my friend and we were talking abt how the high school they're in looks exactly like our primary school 😭🙏

QUILL UPDATE!!! okay honestly the last few years have been a MESS i don't even know where to start 😭 first of all i started my degree last april, i'm doing bachelors of chemical engineering 😧 can u imagine. Me. quill starglitterz, ceo of xiao fanfiction, doing engineering 💀💀💀 HAHAHA idk how to explain but basically my parents put me in this degree (<- most normal asian).

anyways aside from that i've also been working part-time!! i work as a professional dancer hehehe so i perform at events and concerts as stuff w my studio :> also2 i have unfortunately been in and out of hospital for the past 3/4 years? i don't think i mentioned it here but it started getting increasingly worse which also contributed to my inactiveness,,, and in the end i finally got diagnosed w a rare chronic illness after being misdiagnosed for like 2 years 😭😭😭

AHDJSKDK sorry for the sudden lore drop but. Yeah. 🙏 BUT WE BALL!!!!! i'm still living my best life (or trying to) despite the opps being out to get me 🙂‍↕️ the universe knew i'd be too powerful so they had to nerf me with a sickness 😞 BUT ANYWAYS OMG I YAPPED SO MUCH SORRY 😭 i should have been diagnosed w chronic yapper instead LMAO anyways2 yes ilysm i hope you're having a good day!!! please dw abt replying to this, take your time pookie and TAKE CAREEE ILY 🩷🩷🩷

NOOOOO I CLD NEVER OMG ??? LMASO NO dw bb i cld never forget abt the best part of PEAK genshinblr (you ofc 💕) but omg i totally get you bc even tho i left for a good year-ish i just couldnt NOT come back 😭🙏 this site just rlly has that grip on us LOL

THANK YOU !!! yes back in like 2021/2022 i was in my senior year of hs, so its been like 💀a minute LMAO BUT YES YES YES ITS SOOOOO FUNNNNNN im doing so much fun stuff this year, its a lot of 3d modeling and 3d animation n stuff AND im in a big game dev team for the whole semester and we're in the prepro phase of cooking up a pretty cool game so its just been so amazing 😭 but thank you for your encouragement 😌 right now im working as a rental technician at a ski resort about an hour from where i live (i have made some poor choices 💀) but its a relatively fun job and i get a free season pass to ski so 😋😋😋

QUILL CHEMICAL ENGINEERING ARC ???? WOWZA THATS A CRAZY DEGREE GIRL I PRAY FOR YOU 😭😭😭quill starglitterz, CEO of xiao fanfic, and princess of chemical engineering 😌 ↕ (also help is this emoji combo like nodding bc if it is im like actually obsessed with the innovation) honestly that just means ur like super cool and smart and whatever so like 🙄i hope its going well for you 🙏 BUT THE FACT THAT YOU'RE A PROFESSIONAL DANCER ??? THATS SO FUCKING COOL ??? LIKE HELLO ?? you are actually so cool for that, what's it like ??? pls pls tell me abt that bc i think thats actually SO rad and i wanna know more 🙏🙏

omg im so sorry to hear abt your medical trouble, being misdiagnosed for that many years must have been actually SO frustrating and im so sorry 😭i hope things are able to get easier now that you have the proper diagnosis 🙏 AND DONT APOLOGIZE FOR THE LORE IM SO HAPPY TO HEAR HOW YOU'VE BEEN DOING OVER THE YEARS !!! so amazing how you have remained SLAYING despite these opps out to get you.... but you're just cool like that 💪💪ILYT ILYT AND I HOPE YOU HAD A GOOD DAY TOO !!!! 💕💕💕

[harryfeatgaga]

omfg Paige ik you and your anons are probably the wrong ppl to ask/tell about this but oh well 💀 so basically i’m following a few new ppl on twitter and i low-key thought these new mutuals were shading me for something that, in my opinion, is not a big deal and a pretty fucking dumb thing to be mad about. i posted a couple of slight thirst tweets about an actor i like which a) were actually VERY tame all things considered.....like i have definitely thought worse tbh and b) it was also kinda about his character (but also the guy himself too cause he’s hot)..........ANYWAYS it was a few hours later that i saw these tweets so it could’ve just been a coincidence and had nothing to do with my tweets but i saw these mutuals saying that they thought it was “weird” to be “sexualizing” this actor and someone else said something about how “there is a difference between sexualizing the character and actor” or whatever like 😭😭 and i knowww it’s not a big deal cause twitter drama is always SO unserious and literally who gives a fuck but idk...........at first it made me feel kinda bad cause i was like “well they are clearly shaming me here” but then afterwards it was just like ???? again WHO GIVES AF i mean i definitely wasn’t trying to make anybody uncomfortable or whatever but there is a reason i don’t interact with or follow ppl under 18 (these mutuals aren’t btw) 😭 also like.....yeah some ppl with their nsfw jokes and thirsting can sometimes get out of hand imo but again i thought my tweets were pretty tame tbh and it’s not like i was commenting all of this shit under the guy’s insta or in his dms or sending it to his gf or whatever 😭😭 also idk how else to word this so i hope nobody takes this the wrong way but ???? the guy is a pretty famous celebrity and a very handsome one at that so like 😭 OFC ppl are gonna notice and point it out like i dont think there’s anything wrong with that at all and besides ppl are always posting crazy shit about his characters like ???? yeah it’s a little different but IT IS STILL THE SAME GUY!!!!!! LIKE.......THATS HIS BODY, THATS HIS FACE, THATS STILL HIM 😭😭😭 idk i just wish twitter could let me live in peace 😭💀💀

Im sorry bestie! I wouldn't let it bother like you said a few times is just twitter and twitter is very unserious lmao just block/mute etc and do your thing!