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I'm pretty sure I didn't write it down at the time, I don't remember if I might have written it down later, I gave mom an opportunity to have one of those "soldier surprises mother by coming home at christmas!!!" moments. I didn't tell her we had any leave at all (because I did not want to stay with her that whole time), and arin picked me up from the airport in portland because they'd only comp our tickets to our hometown and I had a layover and no checked bags so I could just skive off. I stayed with her for most of my 2 weeks of leave, but she drove me to my hometown mostly to visit dad, and we only went to mom's for one afternoon. she was surprised, she wasn't happy. I still don't actually know why, she was just really pissed at me in general during that time. it was a miserable couple hours and I was extremely glad I claimed to have limited time so we could get the fuck out without causing a scene.
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That's a roundabout way of asking "is it okay to be trans" Xion
#xions supernatural transgenderism is so important like genuinely#like she was specifically designed with a teenage boy in mind#to absorb his memories & stuff#and like yeah the intended explaination for her being a girl is probably bc of her primarily absorbing soras memories of kairi#but also. those are memories from SORAS perspective so 🤨#also i think its frankly impressive that xions newly forming heart ended up female despite her groeing up in an enviourment of 90% guys#the only other woman here is larxene and she fucks off to CO and dies almost immediately after xions joins#anyway thats not the point the POINT IS i love her and i hope she gets to feel comfortable in her own skin as herself going forward#xion#axel#lea#kingdom hearts#kingdom hearts 3#kh#kh3#art#my art#xanders art#digital art#fan art
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Oh, help me God, this hellboy got me coming back for more
reblogs super appreciated !!! close-ups under the cut !
#south park#south park fanart#stan marsh#shroomer's art !#shroomer's archives: south park#artists on tumblr#my ramblings + thought process starts here (warning. its a lot) vvvvvvvvvvvvvv#"heyyyyy shadowww. its mee. da devil.#the amount of eyestrain i went through while rendering this#gradient maps!!! are so fun!!! (they are not i hate them so much)#lots to improve on still. but that's for next time!#the process of making this was so arduous.... but i learned a lot i feel#(and also if i had spent any more time working on this i would have actually lost it)#BUT YIPPEEEEE HAPPY BIRTHDAY STAN MARSH THE LOSER BOY I CANT BELIEVE I FINISHED THIS ON TIME#2 days in advance too by the time the queue uploads it#anyways.... stupid loser boy stan marsh..... i found out his birthday was coming up soon#and i had this idea sitting in my head for like.... 2 weeks i think#popped up when i was listening to lexie liu's album the happy star and the song diablo came up#and i thought wait.... doesnt stan get possessed by satan at some point#and so here we are!!#I ACTUALLY RECENTLY WATCHED THE EPISODE TOO AND THE THEME OF THE SONG FIT THE THEME OF THE EPISODE CRAZY WELL AS WELL#sometimes my genius is almost frightening#anyways this emotionally sensitive animal lover boy has really grown on me over the course of the series <3#i still havent.... finished cartman's sheet.....#the self designated deadline i gave myself of 2 weeks is coming up soon and erm. guh.#dies#this took so much effort and brainpower that needed to be allocated to my assignments.......#but its ok!!! im gonna sell this as a print!!! so its kind of!! productive!!#guh i hope this one performs well sob theres this nagging feeling i have that its not gonna do well at all#try painting some funky lighting + greyscale painting she said. it'll be fun she said.
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Leader and deputy
[Image description: a digital painting of Squirrelstar and Ivypool from Warriors. Squirrelstar is a small dark red cat with green eyes, standing in front of the much taller Ivypool, a gray tabby-and-white cat with blue eyes and many battle scars. The background is dark blue. end ID]
#i havent read a new wc book in years (They are not very good) but have been keeping up with The Happenings recently cause its fun#when was the last time there was a female leader+deputy? leopardstar and mistyfoot???????#anyway so happy forthem i hope they dont both die immediately#warriors#warrior cats#wc#squirrelstar#squirrelflight#ivypool#art#2023#I have actually been doodling a ton of cat designs like in classes in the last couple months lol#havent posted them because theyre just Designs and so many people post those all the time but if i get one (1) ask about it i can post them#also just have not felt like posting art recently even though ive been doing it. LOL#worried about squirrelstar cause um. i know cat ages have been generally increasing but she is older than her dad was when he died#if wc wiki ages are to be believed#her husband just retired to be an old man and she took his job#well whatever... i dont even read the books... i dont care... tch#ALSO EDITED CAUSE I REALIZED I PUT HER WHITE PAW ON THE WRONG SIDE#the first few rbs will have the wrong version but whatever. its fine. its fine
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The thing for me about transgenderer's stupid post that made the rounds is that it once again betrays how racist she and rationalists like her are.
When she refers to "the left" it obviously means "white leftists" only, as leftists of color have never as a polity been afflicted with the same kind of knee-jerk thoughtless anti-war-ism that she's talking about, and have always venerated antifascist and anticolonial struggle.
But that's just it: to ideological racists like her, we're not people, much less leftists, and as don't have perspectives, only primal urges that we express in political form as "propaganda" (which is the catch-all term these racists use for nonwhite political speech)
The only nonwhites they deem as having real perspectives (not being fully human, just human enough to have a perspective) are the incredibly small ideologically domesticated token "PoC" they will mobilize to argue against someone like me when I say "the majority of the worlds' politically educated people think completely differently from you".
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Me during episode 1: Ooh, what if Shouma accidently ate/was forced to eat a Dark Snack someday :3
Me during episode 4: Outlawed, disgraced, defiled brainworm of an idea, I will snap you like a candy cane on a hot summer day if that block of factory reject jello so much as touches that sweet boy's hand. Not even a "let's keep his mother alive as leverage or to ferment the flavour of joy", just simple "your misery and despair doesn't meet the bare minimum production requirements but we're killing you for funsies to traumatize your son"? What the heck, what the hECK -
#14shyx#kamen rider#kamen rider gavv#kr.gavv: episode 4#gavv spoilers#<- not really but just in case#it's one thing if they turned her into a dark snack on the spot bc it's an evil person thing#but then they had to gloat that shouma's mother didn't have enough spice#and they killed her anyway#head in hands. eating glass. shouma knowing his mother is dead vs hanto implied to have spent 18 years hoping#only to realize she died then and there#i need to write about this later but aHHHHHHHHH
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this thing again
#idk i dont wanna mess with this anymorw#forgot how to draw so im trying to. figure all that out#need to like actually do like art studies and figure out how to do things but i am so so lazy#anyways. hate this thing hope she dies in v14. / pos#togepi hoodie from pokemon go btw ive been trying to play that more lately#pokemon rejuvenation#oh right also. did you know the sprite for m2 has a slightly duller hair color than the sprite for melia#thought that was cool
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luck came (and died 'round here), ch 2
bartylily | explicit | 2/4
“Always an honour to ruin your day,” he replies, lighthearted, as if all this is just a big joke to him. It probably is. Lily doesn’t think Crouch has ever taken something seriously in his life. “You really not gonna tell me what’s up?” “I don’t understand why I should—” “C’mon, we’ve gotten closer since I saw you sobbing your eyes out outside of the library—” “Shut it,” she hisses, fear gripping at her heart while she resists the urge to take a quick look around, check that no one they know is near, that no one has heard him. “We don’t talk about that. In fact, I’d like to pretend it never happened.” “And why is that? Are you embarrassed by any chance, princess?” “Of being seen with you? Incredibly so.”
#WOULD YOU LOOK AT THAT#FINALLY UPDATED!!!#its almost 2 am and i gotta be up in five hours so im afraid i wont rant in the tags this time#i just hope u enjoy#and that u love this lily as much as i do bc shes very dear to me#anyways goodnight <3#bartylily#barty x lily#marauders#fanfiction#hp fanfic#fic: luck came (and died 'round here)
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Kinda in regards to the Empress & BodyGuard 2-
Is Zaphira (sorry if I spelled her name wrong) an elf or do humans have pointed ears in your universe? If no elves, how do the pointed ears happen? Are there different length of ears and if so do they mean somethin?
Love your art & use of colours!
Thank you! and thank you for asking! (this sketch took me way too long .. and the colors still look washed out on my desktop screen but im not editing a third time ..)
Zaphira is human, there are no elves, as such, in this world, though humans tend to live longer than IRL and have differently shaped ears-
the shapes are rather diverse (example above) and culturally (so far) they have no significance, they are merely a trait just like different nose shapes or fantasy hair colors
the worldbuilding reason is that these are extremely diluted demonic influences- in the past demons were frequently in the human world, though largely in secret/disguised, and long time exposure to demonic presences can have varying effects, the most immediate and common being a longer life or wounds healing faster than normal; there might have been other long time effects but the only trait that stayed even after their disappearance is the ear shapes
(there was a mass extinction event of demons that wiped out all above a certain age, since demons generally dont die of natural causes their life neither depends nor revolves around reproduction so there were extremely few left and those were too young to keep most of their knowledge and culture alive, as they rarely wrote anything down; Shargon is of the current oldest generation and witnessed it happen, just like most now adult demons, Thor and Eadrya are both a bit older than him and thus the oldest living demons, which doesnt mean much considering the technically endless lifespans of them)
and to explain me including Shargon in a human appearance- hes the only demon that spends as much time in the human world as at home, largely to escape the others since they are not interested in going there and would otherwise attack him any chance they get (the human world is rather uncomfortable for demons to be in and they have better things to do than to chase him that far), while hes generally very weak compared to them, something he is very good at is shape shifting, mainly the speed of which, being able to shift between full demon and the smaller more humanoid form extremely quickly, or even mid forms that are a mix of both - even in motion! while for the others it takes them quite a bit and forces them to stop which is the main reason he keeps escaping them not able to keep up with his rapid shape shifting (though it does take its toll .. also a reason hes so skinny)
he is the first (only?) one that at some point will learn how to shift into a much more human looking one (depicted in the sketch) too, but its rather dangerous since it involves supressing and compressing his demon heart and system... which is what keeps demons alive (its somewhat like holding your breath for way too long) so the only time he would make use of it is in extreme situations, like avoiding detection by maschines that can pick up demonic energy or escaping shackles made of celestial silver (which drains their energy and can scar/hurt them permanently, like silver to vampires(?werewolfs?) in a way)
....the point is that if he shifts into a human form he has very long ears, meaning that is basically the extreme form that doesnt occur in humans and hints at the origins for those ear shapes being demonic exposure in the past
#ganondoodles#art#original characters#original art#oc#ocs#oc lore#man i cant ever keep it short can i#its 1am again ............#welll i hope that answers your question njdflndflnjlsd#also as a sidenote- zaphira and midas are siblings but not biologically#she was adopted into the royal family and is good chunk older than midas as he was born a while after shes been there#he was supposed to take the throne after their parents died in an allegedly accidental fire but he was like ... 6 at the time#and begged her to take up the throne instead despite the people not being very fond of her due to her agressive nature#.... which was proven correct in a way given she waged war for many years after taking up the crown#(.. bc she found out their parents were killed by a neighbouring country and the fire placed to get rid of traces)#(no one but her and a few officials knew of that being the real reason she attacked that country and not just a lust for power)#(midas still doesnt know -even now)#( though it got out of control and she ended up taking over multiple countries .. hence her title)#(after her wife died she swore to never engage in war again and been spending the last .. 20?30? years trying to repair the damage she did)#just adding that again bc its kinda central to her entire problem of everyone and their grandmother wanting her dead#and her being determined to do as much as she can before midas has to take over and pick up the pieces#..............though none of it goes as planned of course#ANYWAY i need sleep#sorry for the long text spam#i cant help but yap about my special lil guys
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they are girlfriends your honor
#i tried to give carnelian cool banding patterns like in actual stones but i don't think it turned out like I hoped XD#anyways it's still sad that carnelian died. imagine the BONDING that these 3 could've had over time if she had lived#carnelian wof#moonwatcher wof#kinkajou wof#wof#wings of fire#moonjounelian#(moon x kinkajou x carnelian)#art#dragon art#bork's art
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taz steeplechase ep 40 doodles
#taz#taz steeplechase#the adventure zone#the age reveal gave me so much to work with re: maskless montrose thank you griffin.#i made his hair darker since he clearly dies it if no one can tell his actual age#dyes it? anyway#the second one is just a meme i found on pinterest lol#montrose and shoebox’s dynamic is so funny she trips him up SO much#i hope they hang out more. this is great#ik they described his clothes but i’m not changing the design ive been going with for literal weeks nuh huh
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Worth mentioning that I'm partially switching doctors bc when I was running all over the place trying to get my surgery shit set up in time, and I went to the bloodwork lab for the second time, I vented just a little bit to the woman who's been working there a long time. being like. I've had to do this and that and my doctor said this and that he can't find this... and she was like Hmm. You have Dr. (name of my doctor), don't you?
#SHE KNEW HIS NAME#his practice literally has a reputation at this lab for being a huge mess#bc she regularly gets his patients having to boomerang to the lab.................................#that was quite a day. this was some weeks back#ofc. since it was before surgery#sergle.txt#and she wrote down the name of this other dr. for me. and I haven't gone to see him yet#but he's at least never had his fucking license suspended#this wasn't the Reason but it was the Last Straw in deciding I'm not going back to this doc and I hope he dies#I was already becoming painfully aware that I think he's incompetent#and I was realizing that I was so upset about the idea of Him administering an EKG for me#him specifically. bc I had read that you gotta take your shirt off and ALSO YOUR BRA#even though when I got the ekg at another hospital I got to keep my bra off. but anyway#I SPECIFICALLY didn't want HIM to do it. and like. well I can't have him be my doctor if I feel that strongly.
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I think it's insane that after the final Agni Kai, Zuko was able to tank a hyper-powered lightning bolt (I mean, tank in the way he was still moving after getting hit, even if it was just groans of pain and slight twitching). He just got healed by Katara for about 5 seconds and was A-OK afterward.
When Aang got struck by lightning, he was in a coma for like what? Almost a month? And you're telling me Zuko gets struck by lightning, and 5 minutes later, is walking around like it never happened? Sorry, I can't believe that.
But Sno, you say, Aang was in his most fragile state. Of course, he was in a month long coma after he basically died. Okay, and I think that Zuko being hit by a lightning bolt 100x more powerful than the one Aang got hit by would also put Zuko in a coma; especially because Katara doesn't have the spirit water to bring him back to life. Unlike Aang, Zuko only gets regular water, not magic water, to heal him.
"But, but Zuko redirected it," you say. Uh no, Zuko wasn't grounded, so that shit still hit him like a damn truck. He redirected some of it, but not all of it. I would probably say that it burnt him from the inside out. It's a miracle that in LOK, that man is still kicking it and being a badass in his early 90s. He should have serious heart issues, if not have died in his 70s at the absolute latest. The man should not be kicking ass in the poles. He should be on bed rest.
In conclusion, Zuko should have been in a coma for like at least a year (realistically he should be dead, but this is a kids show where the main characters aren't allowed to die, so I'll let it slide) and I will stand by that.
If you wanna read how the creators could have worked with comatose Zuko, read under the cut. If not, then I hope you enjoyed my little rant. This post got longer than I thought.
Here's how the creators could have dealt with comatose Zuko and the potential storylines our other favorites could have had at the end of book 3 and a majority of the potential and nonexistent book 4:
Aang is having to deal with the consequences of Ozai being left alive, as I'm sure the Earth Kingdom and the Water Tribes would not like that fact. As well as their newest Fire Lord currently being in a comatose state. They barely trusted Zuko. Are you telling me they're gonna trust The Dragon of the West? (More on this at the end) And maybe Aang would actually get some character development, unlike in season 3.
I don't think Sokka, Suki, and Toph would have storylines that center Zuko all that much, but they would also definitely be mourning the semi-loss of Zuko along with whatever storyline they get. Maybe Sokka and Suki can have conflict in their relationship now that the war is over and they might physically have to go their own ways. Toph can probably wonder where she can go from here. Will she try and reconcile with her parents again? Will she travel with Aang once Zuko wakes up? Will she stay in the Fire Nation and help Zuko sniff out traitors with her seismic sense? Needless to say, the 3 of them have endless opportunities.
Katara is now dealing with the guilt of not only having put Zuko in that position in the first place, but also not being able to fully heal him (even though he would have done that for anyone, not just her). And if you're a Zutara shipper, like myself, even realizing potential feelings and the conflict that comes with that. Or if we still wanna go through with the canon ending of Kataang, have her navigate her feelings about Aang properly and not whatever that original canon ending was. And if we wanna go the "Katara doesn't need a man" route (my personal favorite despite my shipping tendencies), she could try and navigate where she goes from here, like Toph. Obviously, she'll go back to the Southern Water Tribe and help out there, but what comes after they've recovered? She's not the type to stand by and settle when there are other people who need her help. Will she go to the Earth Kingdom and help rebuild there? Go to the Fire Nation and help out there? Become an ambassador of the Southern Water Tribe to help better relations with the other nations? (My personal favorite) The possibilities are endless for her.
But you know who would be affected the most? Iroh. Not only did he (kinda) lose his nephew, who was his second son, but he now has to deal with the diplomatic repercussions of his past as a general of the Fire Nation. Like I said before, the Earth Kingdom and the Water Tribes barely trusted Zuko; no way in hell are they gonna trust the man that laid seige to Ba Sing Se for nearly 2 whole years, regardless if he's the reason the city was freed from Fire Nation control. The pressure Iroh would feel from advisors regarding the fact that his only heir is comatose would increasingly get worse as the months go by. We know that Zuko will wake up, but Iroh and the rest of the cast don't. Iroh is dealing with the fracturing Fire Nation and pressure from the Earth Kingdom and the Water Tribes, all while his son is in a coma. He could see what he was going to have Zuko face by himself with no support around him. What would he do with Ozai? Would be a major question throughout the season.
Of course, in the end, Zuko wakes up because we want a happy ending for them all. But the turmoil we could have gotten in the end would have been *chefs kiss*
#me acting as if zuko died the entirety of the second half of this post#added some zutara because i had to#added some kataang because bryke would have done it anyway#not tagging them because they really aren't that important#zuko#atla#avatar the last airbender#katara#sokka#avatar: the last airbender#aang#iroh#toph beifong#suki#i forgot mai ty lee and azula#mai and ty lee arent important really#iroh puts azula in jail#zuko gets out of his coma and is like#shes my little sister and 14#into the mental institution you go lil sis#in my reality zuko visits her on the reg and not whatever he does in the comics#really hoping the aang stans dont attack me for saying he didnt have character development
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caitlyn try not to become a dictator, engage in chemical warfare and engage in police brutality challenge:
#Not a post against Caitlyn I love that woman#But I love her and so it's obvious she's gone a bit batshit insane after her mother died#With the chemical warfare vi and the rest of the squad were complacent#And maybe it would have been fine if they did it in a controlled amount but isn't it implied that they've been gassing the whole#Underground? Or at least a good part of people who aren't Jinx#And the only person to stand against Caitlyn becoming general is that one guy Vi drank with#(I'm sorry I don't know his name but I hope we see more of him)#Anyways poor vi and poor jinx and poor everyone and I hope vi and jinx get better#And fucking hell sevika you had one job hunny I love you for everything besides basically pulling the lever#That allowed piltover to now launch a dictatoral storming of your city#Caitvi#arcane season 2#jinx arcane#vi arcane#caitlyn kiramman#Anyways like jinx said I hope they get to fuck nasty before they both inevitably died#Can you tell I just finished part one?#Sorry I didn't talk about Jay or vik they are so cool here really love vik getting a sense of purpose as becoming#The shimmer abusers' personal jesus#Good for you bud
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I said it once and I’ll say it again. Iroh is a boymom.
#iroh talking about zuko: he’s just a little tired today and needs some tea#iroh talking about azula: I hope she fucking dies#I think it’s hilarious and weird how this man will defend zuko to his final breath saying he was a product of his upbringing#but states that azula is not redeemable with the same breath#zuko even clearly expresses confusion when iroh says this#it’s the hating on a teenager for me#anyways it’s just textbook boymom#so I’ll say it again#iroh is a boymom#no doubts about it#azula#zuko#iroh#atla#avatar the last airbender
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