#anyway happy new year of course

[skeletronza]

doodles

[probablytarot]

still 2024 for me but im posting this early cause i will not finish a whole art in time for new years expect art around 4am or sum shit

[warning-heckboop]

I know I haven't been involved in the fop fandom in months but GOD I hope no one ever let's Peri forget that he failed his first godparenting gig because I still stand by the opinion that his own lack of empathy very much played a large role in Dev's downfall. Anyway

[wormchaser]

you are complaining about complaining too much while complaining about the fact that maybe people dont like you because you complain too much while complaining about being alone. just stop complaining and do something about it. talk to people. reach out. dont just wait for someone to come to you first.

i have tried reaching out to different people in the past year or so but it never works. i understand its my own fault for letting relationships decay because of my own insecurities and issues but that doesn't mean i can just will myself to think or believe different things about myself. it's a self fulfilling prophecy ; i think people don't like me so i don't reach out so people don't like me etc . i am sure you do not want to hear me list all the things i want to say in response so i will put them in the tags.

[angeart]

more hmtb..... plesa...... im going.insane

(i am Very Normal about them)

(i am Very Normal about your writing)

(PLEWASE PRETTY PLEASE WITH A CHERRY ON TOP)

workin' on it! 🫡

here, have an impulse pov snippet <3

It feels damning, watching Grian’s wide eyes, as if he’s been caught in a trap. Wondering if this expression is anywhere near the one painted over Grian's face when he woke up and realised he was stuck in a box. Seeing the holes and realising what they are, seconds before the arrows shot flying right out of them.

There’s no way to unsee what Impulse is causing: the rapid breaths stuttering Grian’s chest, the way his whole body is angling away, the upset indisputable. It’s Impulse’s voice that brings sharp, thorny distress, despite all the proclamations of his role being to bring happiness.

When will he ever get to do that? Instead of this?

[cerbreus]

probably applying to a community college in the next couple months to do some science prereqs

[fadeintolight]

pont pont vesszőcske

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

danny talking about how resentful she became when nobody who she self-sacrificed for cared when she died and then leaving kirsch with laura and carmilla bc "if he stays with me i might lose control again and kill him" kinda confirms my thoughts abt both newly-turnedness and anger making vampires more vampiry

but also makes me think that in more usual circumstances, when the dean turned vampires like carmilla and mattie, that shes really nice at the start to temper any of that unruly anger

[doctorweebmd]

accidentally* brainstormed a very complete outline for chapters 4-8 for eih, which should theoretically take us through Part 1. which is. you know. a godsend or whatever.

*accidentally meaning i was just eating delicious pancakes and the thoughts happened. usually its me crying screaming and shitting myself in front of an empty word document where ideas manifest. this is notably much more pleasant.

[carpe-noctem-bitchess]

we are but a gentle sin, while you hold the gun against my mouth, while we play dolls in our sandhouse, does the burn remind you of me? sickly red hazes overcoming your greatest tragedies, I'd let you blow my brains out, but I'd also burn your skin right off yes we talk till dawn cracks over the kitchen counter, but it would remind you of a puppeteer and me of skinner's theories.

[discoreptile]

As of yet unnamed game card art!

[blue-lollipops-and-ice-clouds]

In 2024, I hit the post limit (250) and video upload limit (20) multiple times!

In 2025, on the very first day, I hit the photo upload limit (¯\_(ツ)_/¯) in less than two hours!

So starting strong and doing great!

[sysig]

Happy New Years y'all

[mythbits]

getting cozy~

(aka. what I've been doing for the past few days jfjfjcd)

(tldr for tag rambling: i hope you have a happy new year 🎉 and may this year be a little more niceys to us :])

[kindahoping4forever]

Will you comment on the Peru situation? Twitter is saying a lot of craziness and I just want to hear what's true

As always, I would advise against using Twitter as an informational resource and suggest relying instead on official channels for insight and updates.

At this point, the available facts are that tonight's show was cancelled by the local government because the promoters failed to obtain the permits necessary to hold the show. According to fans that spoke with authorities, this was a known issue weeks ago but the band and their team were not made aware until they were turned away when they arrived at the venue. The decision to cancel the show was completely out of their hands.

There's not much else to report at this point, it's just an unfortunate situation that was poorly handled by the promoters/venue and I feel bad for both the band and the fans that were looking forward to the show. 💙

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

2 things ive learnt learning french:

i know a LOT of english words

i use a lot of them wrong