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Ficlet idea, designer Eddie and model Steve
OH NO OMFG this prompt was from a year and a half ago (September 2023) because i apparently wrote this whole thing and then accidentally lost it in my drafts😭😭😭 might as well post it now!
A New Muse
Eddie can’t say how he went from the Indiana trailer park to having his own collection at New York Fashion Week without explaining that things like that don’t usually happen to people like him.
Maybe it was the luck of being born an alpha. Or maybe it was just stupid fate.
Who knows? Certainly not him.
And although he’s been used to the lifestyle of excess and glamor for a while now, sometimes the world he lives in now still manages to amaze him.
All it took was a lucky break and his work being seen by the right people. Then he’d been whisked away to riches and fame, his name becoming known by every young adult in a matter of months.
Suffice to say that by this point, Eddie wasn’t overly surprised when he was asked to do a feature piece in a big time magazine. The editor had specifically requested for him to design a few grunge menswear outfits to be modeled alongside the article about his rise to success.
Eddie spent weeks grueling over his designs, making sure all his pieces were representative of the kind of work he does, but it was a struggle to create something that he was proud of and that would explain his vision of fashion.
The interview itself was simple enough, just a handful of questions by someone who already knew far too much about his life. They skirted around his less than pretty past and played up the rags to riches aspect that everyone loved to oversell when it comes to alphas.
And then came the photoshoot.
Eddie had been given measurements of an up-and-coming model who would be showcasing all of the designs. Supposedly, the guy was fine modeling both masculine and feminine clothing, so Eddie was able to keep his sizing consistent across the board.
The only mistake was that he was never given a photo of the model. Or told that he was an omega.
He had no clue that the model would be the most stunning man he’s ever seen.
“Hi, I’m Stevie,” the angle introduced himself with a dimpled smile and wide eyes. His scent dripping with sugary sweetness. “It’s nice to meet you.”
Eddie almost forgets to shake his hand, too enamored with the beautiful omega being presented to him on a platter. He recovers enough to slip his hand into the waiting one.
“I’m an alpha.”
That’s definitely not what he meant to say.
Steve chuckles, a soft charming little thing.
“Good to know. Do you have a name, alpha?”
Eddie’s tongue feels too big for his mouth. He might be drooling. He’s definitely lightheaded.
The omega called him alpha. He could be his alpha.
“Um, I’m so sorry! Eddie! It’s Eddie!” he spits out in a rush, attempting to recover from his temporary lapse in sanity.
Another angelic noise of amusement.
“You’re sweet, Eddie,” Steve tells him, sounding slightly forlorn about it. “But I can’t date a coworker.”
Eddie can practically feel his ears pin back against his head in disappointment like a kicked puppy.
“Oh. Right, yeah, no that makes sense. Smart idea. Gotta be careful when you’re a professional.” His voice is thin and unconvincing.
Being rejected by a perfect angel hurts more than he thought it would.
Steve’s perfectly plump lips turn upward slowly.
“But if you find me after the shoot when we’re not coworkers anymore, you can buy me coffee. That is… if you let go of my hand so I can do my job first.”
Jesus Christ.
Eddie had never let go of his hand.
He loosens his grip long enough for Steve to make it through the shoot and then he vows to never let go again.
They’re mated a year later, right before Steve changes his modeling demographic to maternity photoshoots instead.
And Eddie finds his lifelong muse.
#slick sunday#steddie#steddie omegaverse#omega steve harrington#alpha eddie munson#omegaverse#a/b/o#my fics#my asks#mpreg#cw mpreg#tw mpreg
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probably applying to a community college in the next couple months to do some science prereqs
#(regardless of what the transfer admin for my ideal school says i need the prereqs and there's no sense paying $500-$600/credit hr)#my plan is. if he thinks my credits will count for the LE's (gen eds have new name now??) i'll ask for advice on like#which community college/public colleges offer the gen eds for me to transfer in with my app#/should i start an AAS in rad tech first and transfer in#and then i'll sign up for gen admission at one of the community colleges get my prereqs complete and/or get the associates degree#get my references and some patient experience (and see if i have any feasible aptitude for it ofc)#do at LEAST 4 hrs of job shadowing and maybe see about getting dosimetry shadowing as well#THEN........ apply for BS radiography programs n see what happens#I have a 3.5 from my prev degree and most of my super basic placements done from that#if i end up getting all A's-B+'s in my community college/transfer placement courses I'll come in with at least a 3.7 (4.0 if possible)#all these programs are so crazy competitive 😅 so i'm gonna have to do a lot more to get in just to get to the interview stage#and then i gotta do well on the interview#but a lot of the colleges are points based so I need to meet the minimum points to get there anyways#and once i get to interview i gotta hope they like me and my passion gets me through#everyone wants to be a rad tech#not everyone wants to be a rad tech + rad therapy + dosimetrist!!!#I'd really love to be able to get my masters in dosimetry but it depends on a lot of factors#good thing im autistic and i love absorbing info like a sponge...#personal stuff#i did email the transfer admin back!#so we will see how it all shakes out#the 5-6 years will pass anyways yknow?#i wanna have a path i feel happy or content with when i'm 35. i wanna have a career i feel proud of and don't dread going to work for.#also a career that lets me leave this damn country 😅 ffs...
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okay but seriously all jokes aside I really do understand ivan. like having a schedule so packed and busy is so insanely draining no matter how long you've conditioned yourself to endure it. sacrificing certain things like lunch or sleep just to gain the slightest bit more time for yourself is something that feels almost essential to keeping yourself together and not feeling like you're losing yourself in the cycle completely. it's like its own little act of rebellion in a way, something along the lines of you can drown me in work and monotony but I'll keep carving these little spaces of time for what little I have for myself, even if I have to carve them out of my own chest. I will sacrifice parts of myself to ensure that I don't fully succumb to whatever you're trying to make me into. I am human, this is the proof, I will make time even if it ruins me. you know?? yeah. you get it
#man you know life is getting TOUGH when you read “skip lunch for personal time” on a fictional characters fictional silly interview#and then feel so empathetic and impacted by that fuckass sentence that it makes you emotional#sorry guys this is another para loser moment#its been rough man. like. i need to stop projecting seriously#“its not that deep!!!!!” you know what is though? my fucking eyebags man. ivans too i know he's hiding them somewhere somehow#anyway yeah. ivan you are so real.#i too indulge in unhealthy behavior just to feel the slightest bit in control of my life again#if ivans way of coping and keepin it together is to stare at till from across the cafeteria table and lick blood instead of lunch#well who i am to judge him man like. do what you gotta do#post of shame sorry guys im embarrassed to tag this#alnst#alien stage#alnst ivan#alien stage ivan#is this dramatic? yea. sorry#he ws just so real for that. do whatever you gotta do to cure that hashtag work life existential crisis king#PARA STOP PROJECTING CHALLENGE#para.musing
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Is this a safe space?
I've never liked the contacts they use for IWTV, I basically got beef with them for covering up everyone's beautiful natural eye color :(
#Yeah i get why they gotta do it but I miss Jacobs and assads eyes esp but even sams as well! They're all even more gorgeous without them#Isn't tht ironic? They are more beautiful like actual vampires outside of the show. Ughhh but I love brown eyes sm#iwtv#amc iwtv#interview with the vampire#jacob anderson#assad zaman#sam reid#Contacts#Eyes
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feeling bad about my art lately. will probably not post for a while. but i wanted to at least dump some stuff here before i retreat into my hidey hole
#hivemind tv#hmfcu#riley savage#graydon weaver#quadeca#jane remover#eden burke#my art#2023#fanart#doodles#furry#its like. augh. longtime fleouriarts followers are familiar with my eternal tango with posting art online#doing this since i was 11 has like rotted my brain and made me rely wayyyy too much on external validation to motivate myself#and every year or so it gets bad enough that i take a break. but the break usually only lasts a month before i miss the feeling#and come back and then the cycle repeats#its probably worse now bc this is a fandom where getting seen by the creators is not really that hard#so there have been times where im like 'well idk if i wanna draw this. but if i do maybe hivemind will rt it :-)'#NO!!! THATS NOT WHAT ART IS ABOUT!!!!! i cant keep letting myself get addicted to the numbers going up man i gotta get out of here#and i was reading a quad interview from around when idmthy got released. cus hes also brain poisoned like this. but he managed to get out#and now just kinda comes online to release music and then leave#i need to be like that. i need to take a break from art posting thats so long that i come back as a changed man odysseus style#idk. its been so long since i drew stuff that no one gets to see but me. all the art i keep to myself is just out of embarrassment#i need to relearn how to draw stuff just for the love of creation and not “maybe people online will like this one”#or “this new thing came out i need to prove my love of it by drawing it”#sometimes it leads to good art but more often than not it just makes me feel worse#whatever. if any of yall are in the hivemind jane or quadeca discord i MIGHT still post stuff there. but otherwise ill keep to myself and m#friends for a while i think#woooooo this is queued to post while im in orgo lab everyone wish me luck with my thin layer chromatography
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Everyone loves me and I'm so so so employable<- affirmations
#twist rambles#i got... another interview lined up monday 😭 which is great other than the insane amt of stress im gonna be under for like 3 days straight#not including weekends. its gonna be soooo bad for my fibro 😭 and im getting the only non scary interview done today. or ig that was#yesterday since it was a phone call one. but today its w a optho office and hopefully will be ok .. and then tomorrow its. well sitcom level#of weird shit. so its at a hotel right. i got a call abt it and due to my auditory processing issues and general anxiety and sleepy nature#completely forgot the hotel name. could just look it up right? WRONG. hotel doing renovations so its at a separate building. when looking#that and the phone up it gave me nothing. the issue is i applied 2 3 different hotels in (town) and all of which are different positions#and times. so i have no clue what to prep for. dreading this one v much. and then the next one is an electricians office doing hr and data#entry but they have horrible reviews and apparently aren't great w safety. which is genuinely scary. tbf only 2 reviews total but still.#so needless to say i wm very anxious this morning. gotta kill like 7 hrs and also not puke.#emeto#for the tags<-
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#bleh. i need half the country to pls stop being on fire. id like to go out and run pls. but its so smokey i can barely see the mountain#i live near :-/ also im just tired and frustrated. its incredible how quickly i vasilate between#things r going well. i should stay in my program and work with cyanos forever. to no no no im not cut out for this. i gotta leave. to yay#let me throw myself head first into consuming every second of my life with working. but only on the things that dont require me to think#which is y im not cut out for this and should be bannished to a world of only doing lab work and following instructions#also i have an screening interview monday for an R0DBT group. so i might b going to control freak classes#assuming i cant convince the lady that im not fit for thr class. which obviously i am bc im my therapist listed the ppl who r#usually put into r0dbt and i was like hm im a lot of those things. but also its 2hrs every week and thats a lot of time. and i feel like im#already on the path away from violently structuring my life specifically bc ive done so much damage#ugh. also i have ridiculously high self standards but i only do anything halfway bc i cant fail if i never try 100%.#so im like a fake control freak. or rather i cant even fully commit to being controlling. im lazy and i dont have the drive.#which almost makes it worse bc im stading at this threshold of control where it destroys me but never actually succeeds in being a perfect#thing. which is def a distorted way to think about it but there u go. ugh. im just tired and my arm hurts too much to draw bc#im older and older everyday. and i dont wanna read papers. i dont wanna grade or work on my presentation. i didn't want to spend 3.5 hrs#doing transfers this morning. and my mom's been dead for 6months and 3 days now. and i still dont kno where ill be a year from now#unrelated
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This is not going well
#shut up alli#I have been sick all night and the worst part is that this is all psychological#I’m literally just that anxious about the interview tomorrow even though logically I understand it’s that big of a deal#*it’s not#so I’m just sitting here like dry heaving bc I’m not actually fucking sick my brain is just being a pussy#I can’t even eat. despite being in my head it’s a very real physical reaction#like GIRL we are going in whether you like or not grow UPPPPPP#I was doing okay before I started doing mock interviews in my head last night like WHY the fuck did I do that#made my brain start going a million miles an hour so I couldn’t sleep good#I can’t even take any cbd oil bc I could be drug tested soon AUUUUGHHH#cbd oil doesn’t even get you high btw it doesn’t have thc but I gotta be careful either way#well some of them DO but the one I have doesn’t.#at least it will be over soon
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inexplicably got an interview for a job for which i do not meet most of the essential criteria and have no experience in the field and now i have to pretend to know what the fuck i'm talking about
#analytical chemistry?? i have 2 bio degrees#it's in qc though and i genuinely think i would enjoy it and be good at it with training#but like no. 1 point is 'you must have experience' well i don't. why did you offer me the interview#i applied for the job centre's sake so i gotta do the interview bc of that but. it's gonna go soo badly.
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what is it with you and priests gayboy
BRO . I CANT POST SHIT ON THIS WEBISTE
#citizen interviews#i do not even know . i just keep getting into things and there keeps being priests in there and im like Ah Well! gotta be normal about that#- guy now!
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mayor mickey, the people have to know. what’s your favourite sanrio character?
cinnamoroll and tuxedo sam for the ask game 💕
sunnie (@fic-over-cannon)
SUNNIEEEEEEEEEEEEEE SUNNIEEE SUNNIEEEE:3333333 HII AGAIN SWEETHEART HEHEHEE ILYYY!!!!!!! MYYY FAVOURITE SANRIO CHARACTER IS, IN FACT, HELLO KITTYY!!!!!!!!!! SHE'S JUST SOOO SO FUCKING CUTEE<33333333
cinnamoroll: favorite dessert?
MMMMMMMMMMMMMM ICE CREAM:3333 like if i go to a restaurant and they have any form of ice cream i will get that!!!!! doesn't matter whether it's literally just it or it's on a pie or smth - i will be getting that!!!!!!!!!!
tuxedo sam: what is your love language?
PARALLEL PLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just being able to be in the same room without feeling the need to talk yk? it's just about being together, it's about the others presence!!!!!!!! i think it's very very comforting and wahh i just love it so fucking much!!!!!!
interview the mayor
#PARALLEL PLAY MY BELOVEDDDDDDDD#OK BUT SUNNIEEE OPEN WIDE I'M FEEDING U ICE CREAM RN:3333333333#WHATEVER KIND OF FLAVOR U PREFER I'LL GET IT FOR YOU!!!!!#MWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH#THANK YOU SM FOR DROPPING BY#I REALLY DO HOPE UR DOING SOSO WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#OH AND WAIT WHO'S YOUR FAVOURITE BTWW???#I GOTTA KNOW I GOTTA KNOW!!!!!!!!!#sunnie <3#friends!!#interview the mayor
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can i pelease get. anything
#rn about to apply for residence permit like 👍👍👍👍👍 sure gonna happen now#why is everything dragging out so muchhhh lmao#my mom just said she lost her hope for me because i didnt hear anything back from any scholarship 😭😭😭#lmao well thank you for the encouragement#but like surely they would at least send a mail about me not getting accepted at least. right#man the interview went sooooo well imo ugh :/#the other one is so up in the air bc it's a waiting list but like. they told me i have a chance until like june#they wouldn't lie to ME would they 🥺🥺🥺#okay gotta do some serious stuff now bye#hopefully it will all be fine. : )#🗒
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Checking in
I'm doing well, thank you!! Sitting down with my tea and taking a breather rn :) I had a really nice call with friends today! Then me and my partner ended up running some errands and taking a walk because it was unexpectedly beautiful weather :0
How are you pal? ✨️
#ive got a little bit of homework ive pushed off to do later but that shouldnt be bad haha#prepping for a job call tomorrow!!! not really an interview but im talking to a recruiter so i gotta be cool 👀#my blog has been a bit quiet because i have no time management skills to queue things but ill be back soon 😂#thanks for asking :'D i hope youre doing well!!#ask
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job interview in an hour 🫡
#this one is scary because I think I kinda have it in the bag unless I make a fool of myself#which I will 🫶#but likeee it's meeting with the company owner at a coffeeshop after my talk with the recruitment company#and I'm pretty sure I'm the only canditate#this job is maybe half-related to what I really want but I gotta do something#and I'm not even getting invited to ux job interviews so whatever 😭👍#complained to my friend and she was like: well I would actually just jobseek longer to find my dream job#like girl you are jobless and live off your parents shut up !!!!! thats so easy to say#I have rent!!!!!
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it isn’t the end of the semester but i’m already having my end of the semester breakdown oh my GOD I am going to have a heart attack. sprite save me
#nothing is done!! not my applications not my interviews etc#I am running out of time to graduate in June and I could just graduate in august but then I have to admit to my family that I fucked up bad#it takes 3-6 weeks to get IRB approval I need to step on it#it’ll take at least 4 for my paid leave forms for work to go through and I don’t know if it’ll get approved#and if it does when do my benefits start#I feel like an idiot where those forms are concerned because it needs an occupation code and I don’t know if it’s specific#or if I can just select the one that best matches my job description and I can’t find that info anywhere#my body is literally shutting down I have two golf ball sized tumors and I can’t get out of bed but I can’t sleep#my car is kaputt and I have to call several different shops to get it seen because the one I took it to couldn’t fix it#and is any of it worth it!! is any of it!!#I cried for like three hours today bc I tried to talk to my mom about it and. well. she was very much a mom about it and not helpful#like yeah! obviously I want to graduate in June! but my research isn’t even approved because I haven’t been able to get myself#to complete the application for the last six months! Jesus Christ!#I can’t sleep and I’m so tired I’m so so tired my brain just straight up isn’t working!#I swear to god if I finally meet with my advisor and he does his well you don’t seem to need my help bullshit again#I’m gonna actually snap and kill him#anyway. need to do three things by end of Wednesday. just three things#clean. irb. and paid leave. that’s it that’s all.#it’s what I’ve tried to do the last four days and I’ve accomplished none of it but. Jesus Christ it’s gotta get done#FOUR THINGS I have to call the shop to get an estimate for a car I’m not even going to bother to fix#ok vent session over#delete later#fkdjdjshhaa im a MESS#sprite save me 😭#save me sprite. save me
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tomorrow is such an important day, im a mcfucking nervous anxious wreck already gOD
#got the school interview tomorrow#i just. really want this. something needs to change in my life and getting to study something im genuinely interested in#and something i genuinely like and i know i could do as a career would mean everything to me#unfortunately if i do become a student thats gonna put a terrible dent on my finances as well as i have to move and thats gonna be#the next four years of my life. but i also just REALLY want this#my life needs a meaning. and this could hopefully be it#i have no idea what they are gonna ask in the interview but apparently its gonna be scored from 0 to 60 points which. nerve wracking#the other assignments were 0 to 20 so its total out of a 100. i know i have at least ten points so far if i got to the interview lol#but yeah im. i just really hope it goes well. i really need this. im tired of not going anywhere not doing anything not having a future#please. i dont ask for much. ive had enough rejections this year already idk what im gonna do if i dont get this or any of my backup plans#just.. yeah. im tired but i gotta set up stuff tomorrow oof. pull my assignments up and set up my laptop for the interview and hhhh#im just. nervous#idk what im gonna do if i fail this#and thats fucking terrifying#god i hope i can sleep tonight mmm#night is an absolute mess on main
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