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the ringing of my phone wakes me from whatever light sleep i fitfully fell into earlier. i recognize my brother's name, but i don't answer. it's not that i've been ignoring him for the past two months â it's just that i haven't wanted to talk to him and refuse to answer his messages. it's just how things have always been. i groan as the text notification echoes through my room, bleary eyes scanning through the words.
[ sms: mike ] sadie, you need to answer your phone. i have news.
[ sms: mike ] i'm not gonna tell you it through text.
there's a defeated sigh through my nose before i call him back. must be important if he's being secretive about it. it takes a few rings before he picks it up.
" what the hell's so important you can't tell me over text? " it's irritated, sure, but i haven't slept well.
" sadie. it's about mom. " mike sounds like he's been crying and guilt hits me instantlyâ any irritation quickly shoots out of my body. i sit up, legs tucking under my body. " she, uh. she passed away in her sleep last night. the housekeeper found her this morning. i know mom's been sick recently but⊠"
he trails off with a sob and i can't help but let my own out in response. i don't know why i'm crying. all i know is that i am. the tears are hot as they roll down my cheeks, staining the sheets on my lap. i've always felt like i've been grieving some version of my mother. there's the version of her that would have been happy if dad was around; the mother that died isn't the one that i wanted to know.
there's so much i wanna say that i can't. my tongue feels heavy in my mouth. all i can do is hear my brother wail over the phone. " â do you want me to come out there with you? "
" yeah. " he sniffles. i can imagine him running his nose on his arm, just like he did as a kid. " i can't do it without you, sadie. i don't â i don't wanna plan this alone. you can't make me do that. i'll â. "
" michael, relax. i'll justâ i'll pack some clothes and what i need and then i'll be back home as soon as i can. i promise. i'm not leaving you alone. "
i've always tried to protect my brother â he can't go through what i went through. he doesn't deserve it. i shoulder the problems and he goes on happy and worry free. i can't shirk my responsibilities now, especially while grieving.
" thanks, sadie. i'll â i'll meet you at the house, okay? we'll go from there. "
" we'll go from there."
he hangs up and the phone drops from my hand into my lap. there's sadness that i feel, something bone deep and tiring, but there's something more than that threatening to bubble up inside me.
my mother died and all i can feel is relief.
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guess who finally got their own crit on there and beat the random trial ayaka that stole the achievement for months
#âąâËâč đ©·â„rubyâ„yoïŒide yo !!#fr tho#em chong really is the way to go holy shit#yeah it was also because of that one point in the khvarena quest where you get an atk boost#but i could get similar atk if my substats weren't trash#anyway#my enthusiasm isn't coming across since i always default to criticizing myself but#i'm just so happy that it's my chong's crit on there now#this happened with 125% crit dmg btw#imagine the heights i could reach with more crit dmg#you know. i honestly never thought i'd be this kind of genshin player#the âchasing big numbersâ kind#but me being a chongyun main i guess it was bound to happen since his kit emphasizes big single hits#he's almost /made/ to be a burst nuker#i know 59k isn't all that impressive in the realm of crit impact#but i can only go up from here#it just makes me happy seeing chongyun do bigger and bigger crits#(also with my new em build his non-crits went up pretty significantly too so that's also a tasty development)#currently his damage is so high that i might have to switch to testing on ruin graders instead of ruin guards now
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Hear me out.....pretty...pretty Please, some general fluff headcannons for 141 and Konig?! I'm desperate for some fluff. Stuff like how soft they r how they r at home, kisses that sort of thing? Id die of happiness if u did!!!!!?????
141 + König General Fluff Headcannons
Warnings: fluffđ©·, mild NSFW references
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Simon Ghost Riley-
It takes him a while to open up to you, but once he does? He's yours forever.
He is more of a listener than a talker, and he is damn good at listening
You always have to be within his line of sight. He always wants to make sure you're safe.
Definitely gets up before you in the mornings and loves to wake you up with coffee
Not big on PDA, but he doesn't mind holding your hand out in public.
Doesn't say I love you often, but when he does, it turns your whole world on an axis
Says no to a getting a dog at first, but when you finally get him to say yes? The dog is that man's best friend.
He's not a very good cook when you first get together, but he teaches himself in secret one year to surprise you on your birthday by making you your favorite meal. (Your heart nearly melted at the proud smile on his face when he told you he made it)
This man is loyal as hell. You will NEVER catch him looking anyway at anyone the way he looks at you. No person's beauty in his mind will ever compare to yours
Loves going for long car rides with you. Weekend trips, day trips, whatever works for him. Will ALWAYS have his hand resting on your thigh
He developed a ritual with you, where he will wear one of his hoodies for a few days straight so it smells like him when he goes on deployments
Secretly loves when you wear his dog tags. It's a kink of his he won't voice out loud
Loves to spoon you in bed. Very rarely will he not be holding you, or touching you in some way when he sleeps
Takes him a while, but he'll start to look forward to holidays with your family. They welcome him with open arms, and for the first time in a long time, Simon feels like he has a true family who loves him
John Price-
Loves to hear about your day. First thing he asks you when you come home after work is how was your day? And this man GENUINELY listens
Loves to spoil you. Man gives inadvertent sugar daddy vibes. You even hint at something you like or want? He will get it for you
Huge on spontaneous dinner dates. Loves to come home randomly and tell you he's taking you for a night out
Literally has the hardest time saying no to you. For ANYTHING.
He tries to act all tough, but this man is so whipped for you
Loves when you rest your feet in his lap on the couch, as he loves to massage them for you after a long day
Fight me, but this man loves to take baths with you. He loves to relax in the hot water, with you against his chest. He can literally fall asleep like this
Always insists on paying when you go out to eat. Never, ever let's you foot the bill (if you pout enough, he may let you, but will feel bad about it afterward)
Will watch any TV show you want. He says he hates romantic dramas, but he's just as invested as you are
Kisses with him are always longing, and always want you leaving more
Man is a Valentines Day legend. Flowers, chocolates, jewelry, fancy dinners THE WORKS
Johnny Soap MacTavish-
An amazingly fun boyfriend to have.
Johnny always wants to do something fun, go somewhere fun
He's surprisingly amazing at giving massages
Doesn't mind PDA, he'll randomly kiss you in public, hug you, and hold you close. He doesn't care who sees.
Loves to try new things. Whether it's food, movies, or something to spice up the bedroom, the man will never say no to trying something at least once
Not a morning person, and he will have an iron tight grip on you in an attempt to force you to stay in bed longer with him every morning (he always ends up succeeding)
His ideal date with you is a pub. Something with good food, good beer, and even better company.
Loves to "mislead" you about when he's coming home from a mission, because he absolutely adores the look on your face when he surprises you earlier than expected
Adores double dates. Loves to hang out with couple friends.
When you're walking on a sidewalk, he'll always push you on the inside so you're away from the cars
Definitely is that boyfriend that will send you a dozen tik tok reels a day
Please go to an amusement park with him. He'd be so happy winning the various carnival games for you, getting you any stuffed animal of your choosing
You two cannot do surprises for one another. You get too excited and end up telling each other gifts or surprises the minute you plan them
Kyle Gaz Garrick-
This man loves to surprise you with flowers. Had a bad day? Flowers. Wants you to feel a little extra loved? Flowers. Thought you looked cute one day? Flowers.
Loves to go to furniture stores with you. Even if you don't actually need it, the two of you can spend hours looking around at various stores
Enjoys cooking for you. He's one to try new recipes, and loves seeing your reactions to them.
Firmly believe this man loves to dress up as a couple and that Halloween is his absolute favorite holiday.
Adorably loves to have a "chore" day once a week with you, where you both do house chores together for a few hours, while each of you gets to pick what song plays in the background
So supportive of any hobby you might have. Like to paint? He'll continuously buy you paint brushes. Love video games? He'll buy you any new one that comes out he'd think you'd enjoy.
Whenever you guys go out, he always orders something you like for his meal, in case you don't like yours
If you have longer hair, he loves to play with it and help you style it
Best movie buddy ever. He LOVES going to the movies with you, and will get you all the popcorn and snacks you desire
Will hold your bags for you while you shop, and will fight you if you try to carry your own
König-
Possibly the sweetest boyfriend out of all of them
You will catch him staring at you ALL the time. Any second he gets, he will be looking at you
Loves date night ins. Cooking together or getting takeout and cuddling on the couch together while watching a movie? This man'll be in heaven
Loves to offer you his arm in public. Plays into his size kink when your small hand wraps around his bicep whenever you walk anywhere.
Man will WORSHIP you in bed. Wants nothing more than to make you happy in every aspect of your life.
Is more of a cat person than a dog person, so you two end up getting quite a few kitties around the house
Always kisses you like you're delicate. Loves to place gentle, loving kisses to your lips when you least except it, and his cheeks always flush a deep pink when he does
Will always shower with you. When he's home from missions you very, very rarely shower alone. Loves to help you shampoo your hair
Adores ADORRESSS when you wear his clothes. Triggers the man's size kink like no other when his shirts are like dresses on you
Amazing at aftercare. Always wants to make sure you're satisfied. Will warm a towel for you, get your water-whatever you need.
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#cod imagine#simon riley imagine#mw2 imagine#simon ghost riley x reader#ghost x reader#simon riley x reader#ghost mw2#konig x reader#konig imagine#konig mw2#john price#captain price#price x reader#price imagine#soap mctavish#soap imagine#soap x reader#gaz imagine#kyle gaz garrick#gaz x reader
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hi spud! i remembered u did requests & was wondering if maybe u could do like a first kiss scenario w din? đ„ș something soft & yearn-y? aha. no worries if u can't but thanks anyways. đ©·
Hello Senna! Thank you so much for your request! Thinking about a first kiss with Din really inspired me (how does he hide his face from you and still kiss you? What leads up to the moment?? so many questions!!) and this was the result. There is plenty of yearning and some softness sprinkled in but a little angst too (very happy ending though aghhhdkgj). Thanks again and really hope you like it!! đ€
A New Dawn
Din Djarin x GN!Reader
Word Count:Â 5107
Rating:Â General
Summary:Â Travelling through the galaxy with a mysterious nameless and faceless Mandalorian with a reputation as the best bounty hunter in the parsec would probably terrify most people. Instead, over the months you have known Mando, you have discovered his gentler, more affectionate side. Living in such proximity to the man you have an enormous crush on threatens to suffocate you as you determine that he must never find out. But after a job seemingly goes badly wrong on a forest planet, the fear of losing him will perhaps finally be the tipping point for a new dawn in your relationship...
Content Warnings:Â Kissing, bit of angst when there's brief panic for Din/reader's safety (happy ending though!), allusions to violence (canon-typical, nothing descriptive/graphic).
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Upon that fateful day on which you had entered an agreement with a bounty hunter, you had been under no illusions that there would be much unpredictability given his line of work. That there would be periods of isolation when he left you behind in his ship while he went in search of his latest bounty. You could be alone on that ship for weeks; well, save for the big-eared, bug-eyed green baby, whose care you had been entrusted with, by the mysterious man who was your employer. When agreeing to travel with The Mandalorian, you had expected the randomness of the path that you cut through the galaxy, journeying from planet to planet depending on his latest jobs. The anguish that came with wondering where he was and whether the jobs were going well as you sat in the Razor Crest and cared for his child. Despite how much it had bothered you at first, you had gradually become used to such emotions. You expected them.
What you had never expected was the fondness you had developed for the man.
The first few times that Mando had headed off the ship for a job, you had been almost nonchalant about his absence, barely noticing the passage of time. You passed your days playing with The Child when you were not fast asleep in your bunk. But slowly and surely, he had begun to mean something more to you. You noticed it in his absence most of all. The ship felt empty without his deep voice and you missed his calm, reassuring presence.
It was strange really, considering that you had never laid eyes upon him. In fact, you had rarely seen him dressed in anything less than his full armour, complete with all the weapons he attached to himself almost ritualistically, without fail, every single day. Even if you were merely hurtling through hyperspace, he was still armed to the teeth. Mando had explained that weapons were part of his religion and his armour was like a second skin to him. You were curious, but not judgmental, about his way of life. It was vastly different to your own and entirely contradictory to anything you had ever heard about Mandalorians before. Even the scant information you had overheard about the formidable warriors in the miserable Cantina where you had once been employed had never included anything about Mandalorians being forbidden from removing their helmets in the presence of others.Â
Mando had made it abundantly clear, before you ever stepped foot aboard the Razor Crest, that wearing his helmet was a definitive boundary, never to be questioned or pushed. It was his ultimate line in the sand that you were never to cross. You were respectful of his Creed, asking questions with a curious rather than invasive intention which he seemed to appreciate. In fact, rather than driving a wedge between you, his Way had provoked many thoughtful conversations between the two of you.
There were nights you would sit in the cockpit as the brilliant blue trails of hyperspace surrounded you, bonding over your similar pasts. Sometimes, you would wake up in the bunk underneath the tiny hammock that belonged to The Child with no memory of clambering in the previous night. He never admitted it, but you were almost certain that Mando had carried you there himself, putting his impressive physique to use for something other than hauling bounties back to the Razor Crest.Â
Amongst it all, you had learned his habits and quirks. You learned the way he liked his caf in the morning. How meticulous he was with polishing his armour until it gleamed so brightly, even in the dark of hyperspace, that you could see every detail of your reflection, right down to your pores. You discovered that he cleaned his weapons, taking them apart and checking every inch of them when he was particularly stressed or his bounties were not as straightforward as he had hoped.Â
Most of all, you discovered how incredibly kind and caring the man beneath the hard, intimidating armour truly was.
Although he had weapons strapped to every inch of his body, Mando could be impossibly gentle. You had witnessed evidence of his ruthless efficiency when he returned to the ship laden with several bounties. Sometimes alive, sometimes dead, though he usually prevented you from seeing the more grisly sights. Yet the man you saw most often of all, moving around the Razor Crest with you as you hurtled around the galaxy, amongst the stars was different to reconcile with the violent nature of his profession.Â
It was difficult to believe that the hands that had earned him the reputation as the most formidable bounty hunter in the parsec due to their proficiency in neutralising even elusive targets were the very same hands that were impossibly gentle when placing The Child in his hammock. The same hands that had extinguished countless lives had been used to rock the little one after he awoke from the nightmares that frequently plagued him. Nightmares that plagued Mando, too. But you had never been bold enough to bring up the tossing and turning you had heard from his bunk pretty much every night since you had started travelling with him. Despite the relatively personal conversations and information you had gleaned from him, it still felt a step too far. You didnât want to cause him to shut down by prying, especially not after he had seemed to become genuinely comfortable in your presence and show you the gentler side of his nature.Â
You felt so privileged to see such a side to him. It was a side that you had never expected to witness. After all, you had been utterly terrified the first time you encountered him, when he strutted into the run-down Cantina you worked in. He was impossible not to stare at, clad in that unpainted armour that glinted when the light hit it in just the right spot. You had never seen a Mandalorian in the flesh before, but you had heard plenty of legends about them. Mandalorians were famed across the galaxy for their ruthless, lethal accuracy and formidable fighting skills.Â
That feeling of gratitude had soon developed into something else, though. A feeling that you would class as affection, albeit affection that was veering dangerously close into the territory of a four-letter word that your mind could not even contemplate. A feeling that would be all too dangerous to harbour for a man who you still felt you knew so little about.Â
You were certain that your feelings for Mando were doing untold damage to your health. Living in such proximity to a man you harboured a devastatingly intense crush towards would one day succeed in suffocating you. Your chest ached whenever he was near, knowing that there was no possibility he could ever reciprocate your feelings. You knew that your love would remain unrequited. Above all, you knew that he must never, ever discover the depths of your affection towards him.Â
There were more than a few times you had dissolved into tears during a few moments of solitude in the âfresher; your salty tears mixing with the hot jets of water from the Razor Crestâs shower. One particular occasion, when your feelings had left you particularly devastated, was the evening when Mando had returned from his latest job, during which he had to terminate the asset after one escape attempt too many. The assetâs termination would result in a lower fee and you knew that was partially the reason for Mandoâs frustration. Yet, despite his reputation, you also knew that he did not relish killing bounties, much preferring to lure them back to the ship and freeze them in carbonite. In everything you knew about him, it appeared that Mando did not get a particular thrill from killing people that he, personally, had no qualms with. Although you knew that if anyone ever threatened even one white hair on the wrinkled little head of The Child, Mando would not hesitate to cut them down where they stood.Â
That evening, The Mandalorianâs exasperation had been evident from the second he had returned to the Razor Crest, ordering you and The Child to hide in the cockpit while he stored the remains so you would not have to witness such a gruesome sight. You knew immediately that the job had not been easy and your heart ached for him. When Mando had given you the all-clear, you had descended the ladder down to the main hull of the ship with shaky hands and legs. Your trembling limbs did not come from the fact you were descending the rungs one-handed and carefully cradling The Child in your other arm, you were well used to that. No, you were dreading seeing Mando so frustrated⊠because of the way it made you feel. Seeing him so wound up, knowing that you were the one to put his pieces back together in your own subtle way thrilled you. It was a dangerous prospect.Â
âI take it the job wasnât successful?â You questioned, tone neutral. You attempted to appear as nonchalant as possible as you handed The Child to him. You hoped that taking the little one in his arms would go some way to calming him down.
âNo,â Mando responded, definitively. His tone of voice made it abundantly clear that he did not want to discuss the matter further with you.Â
âPerhaps I could put The Child to bed, while you take a shower?â You offered, wanting to do anything to soothe his frayed nerves.Â
Mando shook his head.Â
âIâll do it, thanks,â he added gruffly.
You nodded before turning your back and climbing the ladder back up to the cockpit to give them their space. There was hardly any privacy in a ship so compact. Sometimes it could feel slightly claustrophobic aboard the Razor Crest, but you and Mando had worked a pretty good system out by now so you did not feel as though you were constantly on top of each other. You learned that he was a surprisingly patient man and did not express his anger in the way one might have expected from one capable of so much violence.
It was no surprise when you descended the rungs a while later to find him standing in front of the weapons cabinet, broad shoulders tensed as he examined his impressively-stocked armoury. You didnât say a word, wondering whether he was about to tell you to return to the cockpit and leave him alone. Though you hoped that he would interpret your presence as a comforting one, not an invasive one.Â
âCould you pass me the cleaning cloth, please?â Mando asked.
âOf course,â you replied, opening the crate where he kept his cleaning equipment. You selected the cloth that you knew he favoured and handed it to him, the corners of your lips curving upwards in a slight, shy smile.Â
âThank you,â Mando said appreciatively as his gloved hand rested on your upper arm and squeezed it gently. You sensed that he was thanking you for much more than passing him the cloth. Something about his touch and the way he said it had sickened you to your core.Â
âIâm gonna take a shower,â was all you managed to say, before you turned away from him.
You had practically sprinted to the âfresher then, needing privacy more than anything as you crumbled. As tears streamed down your cheeks, you tortured yourself over and over asking the same question:
How could a man capable of such violence be so gentle with you?Â
Your soul was truly tortured by the feelings that you held for this man.Â
It was that moment you thought of now. A moment amongst many others, as you sat and waited for Mando to return from his latest assignment. You were accustomed to days turning to weeks and weeks even turning to months on the rare occasion. It was a solitary experience, just you and The Child in the Razor Crest. You would not see another life form for weeks. Nor would you speak to anyone other than The Child. You weren't always certain whether he understood you. Mando always left a comlink with you, but it was reachable only by him. It was strictly for emergencies. In all the months that you had travelled with him, it had never once sounded when he was off on a mission. It had led you to wonder whether it even worked at all.
Occasionally, Mando would permit you to leave the ship but on particularly hostile planets, you were confined to the silver hull of his home, with just your ration packs and the mysterious green child for company.
This particular planet was one of such peril. Thus, Mando had forbidden you from leaving the ship. Although you always respected his demands, for The Childâs as much as your own sake, you adored the little guy, the loneliness was beginning to eat into your gut and make you feel grouchy after such a long period of isolation. Mando had told you that he expected the job to last no more than three days, but it was ten since he had crept out in the dead of night, armed to the teeth in pursuit of a crime lord who had made one enemy too many.Â
As you lay back on the bunk, thinking of the man who had unexpectedly left such a deep impression on your heart, The Child began mewling. You instantly sat up, sighing softly as you reached into his hammock and stroked the end of one of his large green ears between your thumb and forefinger.Â
âWhatâs up, buddy?â You questioned, rocking him gently and hoping that you had prevented him from dissolving into gut-wrenching sobs.
The Child just gazed at you with his big brown eyes, expression unreadable.Â
âDo you want something to eat?â You asked, often knowing that the way to soothe his heart was through his stomach.Â
The Child finally gave some indication of what was wrong with a small nod and you opened the door to the bunk and made your way towards the fortunately still well-stocked cupboards. Fortunately, Mando was fastidious in always ensuring there was enough food for the two of you. You appreciated that all the more as you gave The Child a bar which he wolfed down in only a couple of bites, despite his tiny frame. He had been fed barely an hour ago, but the little guy had a voracious appetite.
With a newly full stomach, you hoped that the little womp rat would finally get some sleep when you returned him to his hammock. Yet, as you lay back on your own bunk, you found that you could not settle.
Time became an illusion after so many days cooped up in the Razor Crest and despite the late hour, according to your chrono, you found that you were wide awake. There was nothing to do except pace around the Crest.Â
You must have paced around the Crest enough times to cover the circumference of the planet when you were finally on when a sound caused you to stop in your tracks. It sounded like a faint crackle from where your comlink rested on some crates, forgotten and discarded. Until now. You barely had time to react before it chirped into life, with the sound of a familiar deep voice crackling slightly suddenly blaring from it.
Mando was calling your name.
You darted across the hull and scooped up the comlink from its position on top of the very crate from which you had fished out cleaning supplies. You were startled by the fact that Mando was actually using it.Â
âItâs Mando,â he panted, tone desperate. âListen, things arenât looking good. If Iâm not back by sunrise, take The Child and run. Promise me, youâll get out of there. Promise mââ
Before Mando could finish and much less, could you even respond, the line went dead.
You stood there, startled by the turn of events. Your mind racing with thoughts. Where would you go? Which supplies should you pack? How far away was sunrise from now? Could you even use a blaster to shoot an enemy down, if needed? What were you going to do without Mando? How would you take care of The Child alone?
You wanted to sink to your knees, shout and scream. That was not an option. You knew that you had to keep going. Mando had wanted you to vow to him, which you would have done in a heartbeat had the line not first been cruelly cut. Even if he could not hear you, you still wanted to pledge your word to him.
âI promise Iâll protect The Child, Mando,â you whispered, clutching the comlink to your chest as tears streamed down your cheeks silently and the realisation that you could find yourself alone in the galaxy once more dawned upon you.Â
You spent the next couple of hours packing and then repacking as many bags as you could manage to carry and pathetically practising gripping a blaster. Mando had demonstrated once or twice, in case you ever found yourself in a bind. You were certainly in one now, but the adrenaline coursing through your body made it near impossible to remember such careful, deliberate instructions. You contemplated the fact that he had chosen you for a reason, to care for The Child. Whatever such a reason was, it seemed futile now. You were in no fit state to care for anyone.
The guilt threatened to overwhelm you as you spent a few precious minutes watching The Child sleep, blissfully unaware of the anguished state his caregiver was currently in. Your heart ached for him. The bond he shared with Mando was something beyond words and you knew he would be devastated. How could you manage to take care of a distraught child and keep him safe from the same evil forces that had taken his father?Â
You checked your chrono, heart sinking as you realised how close sunrise now was. Your heart thundered in your ears as you ascended the ladder for what was almost certainly the last time, your head peeking over the floor of the cockpit as you saw the pitch blackness of night gradually giving way to the lighter shade of blue that indicated that sunrise was imminent. As soon as the sky was flecked with oranges and pinks, you knew you had to obey Mandoâs command and leave.Â
You imagined him, frightened and injured, stumbling his way through the thick trees you could just about see from the cockpit, desperately fighting to return to you. You willed him on, hoping against all odds that he would make it back to you, safe and sound. You would berate him for putting himself into such a dangerous position. Then, you would piece him back together and prepare him to do it all over again. You were hopelessly devoted to him. Now, such devotion had placed you in this position. Alone, once again.
Alas, despite a valiant effort, Mando's return was not to be. He had tried his best, but it was not good enough. When the sky blazed brilliant bronze, you knew it was time to go.Â
You descended the rungs for the last time, bidding a silent farewell to the ship where you had found so much happiness with such an unlikely companion and his even unlikelier son. You felt a lump in your throat, your eyes filling with tears as the finality of the moment dawned on you. Then, you exhaled and pushed your shoulders back, imagining yourself wearing armour like Mando. You had to do it, for him. You had to grant his dying wish. You had to be brave for The Child.
You were only two paces from the bunk when you heard it. The unmistakable whirring of the Razor Crestâs door opening. It was a sound that usually signified Mando's return. This time, though, it signified your imminent demise.
You were frozen to the spot, then. You were certain that the forces that had gotten to Mando were now here to finish you and The Child off, too. You contemplated reaching for the blaster that was in the bags just a few steps away, but you knew it was futile, given your inexperience. The forces that had murdered your Mandalorian would make short work of someone as inept as you. The best you could do was give yourself up, so that The Child may live. Hopefully, he would be undetected in his bunk, sleeping soundly despite the bloodshed just a few paces away.
You shut your eyes and thought of Mando, wondering if you were about to join him. You braced yourself for a blaster shot that never came. For it was not the alien sounds of a mysterious, threatening entity that your ears detected emanating approaching your position. No, it was not that at all.
Instead, you stood there, aghast as the familiar heavy, even thuds and slight clinking of armour echoed with every step up the ramp of the Razor Crest. The reassuring sound finally reached through your frayed nerves and your eyes flew open as you spun around in disbelief. This was not the end. There was no threat. Instead, there was an instantly familiar sound, one that you had feared you would never hear again. The noise signalled to you that somehow, against all odds, he had returned to you.
âMando?â You questioned, momentarily terrified that an enemy holding a blaster would appear into view behind him.
âSorry about that,â Mando huffed and you realised that particular fear was unfounded. âJob got a bit messier than I anticipated.â
The only indication of the gravity of his situation that had necessitated his desperate message was the evidence of numerous blaster shots that his armour had clearly taken, given the black marks on its otherwise pristine surface. The corners of your lips curled up in a knowing smirk. You knew he would spend most of your journey to the next planet cleaning every single plate with painstaking attention to detail.Â
âBut th-the you used the comlink?â You stuttered, aghast at his sudden appearance in the Razor Crest.
âI did,â he confirmed. âAnd were you about to leave?â Mando asked as he entered the ship and approached you. You were unable to reply with words, suddenly feeling incredibly choked up. You nodded and gestured towards the bags you had hurriedly packed.
âGood,â Mando nodded approvingly.
âI thought you wereâŠâ you shook your head, unable to finish that sentence and vocalise the dark places your mind had travelled.
âDead.â Mando finished for you.
You nodded again. You would almost be amused by his familiar bluntness were you not still so shocked by his presence.
âI had sharper reflexes,â he shrugged cockily, a simple explanation for events that you were sure were far more complex than he was letting on.
âI thought I was alone. I thought I⊠I thought Iâd have to leave here and never see you again,â you stammered, voice cracking at the thought. âDid you at least complete the job?â
âYes,â Mando nodded. âProof of termination was sufficient and I acquired it,â he explained, deep voice slightly hoarse thanks to the force that he had undoubtedly exerted in completing such a perilous job.Â
âI donât know if I want to kill you, or kiss you right now,â you sighed, shaking your head in disbelief at his accomplishment. Then, the realisation that you had finally given voice to your most intimate thoughts dawned on you. You clapped your hand over your mouth, eyes widening in horror. You were utterly mortified.
Mando was unmoving, which only added to your panic. You noticed the way his hands clenched into fists briefly and he sighed deeply. Then he tilted his head slightly and unclenched his fists.
âClose your eyes,â Mando commanded.Â
Although his voice was quiet, something about the way he said it struck fear into your heart. There was a darkness to his voice, to his tone that terrified you. You were certain that he was going to punish you for such a remark. You had always been slightly afraid of him despite the gentleness he had shown you. Now, it appeared that those lingering fears were well-founded. He was probably disgusted by you. He had taken you in when you were at your lowest, given you a job, a bunk and a purpose.Â
Yet, he had unknowingly given you so much more than that. It didnât matter anymore, though. Especially not now that you had let your feelings get the better of you. You were convinced that he was going to kick you out, convinced that there was absolutely no possibility that he reciprocated your feelings for him. Mando hated you. You were certain of that. Â
âMando, Iâm sorry. I didnât meaââ you stammered, eyes still widened in horror.
The presence of soft leather against your skin abruptly cut your frantic apologies off, mid-utterance. His glove was warm across your forehead, nose and cheeks as his hand dwarfed your features. The loss of vision that came with his gloved hand covering your eyes stopped all coherent thoughts in your brain. The hiss of his helmet depressurising, a sound you had previously heard only through the door of the âfresher, made your heart quicken until it was beating with alarming speed. Then, the feeling of his soft lips moving gently against yours caused it to stop completely.
You were struck by two things. Firstly, the fact that the man you had been certain was dead, was not only very much alive but was presently moving his lips against yours. Secondly, underneath his helmet, Mando apparently kept a moustache. You could feel the bristles of his facial hair tickling slightly as his lips claimed yours in a tender kiss.
You were certain that your heart was going to give out if your knees did not first, momentarily fearful that you would send the pair of you crashing in a tangle of limbs to the hard, metallic surface of the Razor Crestâs floor with a thud. Fortunately, you happened to be kissing the most formidable bounty hunter in the parsec, who soon wrapped his spare arm around your waist and demonstrated, in the way that he held you, all the strength and certainty that had gained him such a reputation. You smirked against his lips as the hand that was not currently covering your eyes trailed up your back, travelling across your body over the coat that you had pulled on in preparation for your imminent departure from the Razor Crest.Â
The movement of your lips together was electrifying. It confirmed that the connection you were certain had been building between the two of you was real. It felt so natural, as though you had always been destined to be pulled into each otherâs orbits in this way. You felt chills traverse your skin as your brain perceived the scent of his glove, given its proximity to your nose. At once, you could smell the story of his perilous brush with death. There was the distinctive smoky scent of explosions, the sharp metallic smell from his ever-steady grip on his blaster, the earthy undertones â no doubt thanks to days of traipsing through undergrowth, â the musky smell that was unmistakably masculine, unmistakably him and finally, the faint hints of leather. As you registered each scent, you were reminded, once again, of the lethality this man was capable of. A man who was currently kissing you with such fondness and affection.
When your lungs started to burn â from the exhilaration or oxygen deprivation, you werenât sure â Mando finally pulled away, leaving you breathless and dizzy from the events which had just transpired between the two of you. You smiled and bit your lip in glee, as the realisation of the monumental shift in your relationship that had just occurred hit you. You hoped it had not been a one-off, a fleeting moment of carelessness on his part that he would come to regret.
âYou couldnât kill me anyway,â Mando whispered, his breath hot against the shell of your ear. You were stunned. Clearly, that was not the case. This had been a deliberate, measured action on his part.
Then, the tell-tale hissing sound indicated that Mando had replaced his helmet. You couldnât help the fact that your heart dropped a little at the sound. After all, despite how much you respected his devotion to The Way, there was always a simmering curiosity about his appearance. Especially having just kissed him. You could still feel the slight scratchiness that lingered on your skin from the bristles of his facial hair, a ghost of the kiss you had just shared; a reminder that it had happened.
Mando removed his hand from your eyes and you mourned the loss of contact, having relished the way that his hand had engulfed your face with its enormous size as it drowned your features. He always seemed to be everywhere, a looming presence over you.
âMando, I ââ you began, but he raised the same gloved hand that had just rested against your forehead, cutting you off once again.
âMy name is Din,â he said quietly before he lowered his hand again.
âOh,â you breathed, stunned that he had entrusted you with such a precious piece of information.
Although, given the fact that he had just kissed you, perhaps it was a logical step. Nevertheless, you appreciated the fact that you finally had a name to put to the deep voice you adored. Din, not Mando, was the man who had just stolen all rational thought from your mind with the gentle touch of his lips.
You smiled then, the first genuine smile that had graced your features since Din had left the Razor Crest ten days previously. Only a few minutes ago, you had feared that he would never return. Now, just when you had been certain your life with him was over, it appeared that it was just beginning.
As the sun rose over the Razor Crest, still surrounded by the trees of the forest planet you had been certain would be the location of an ending, it was clear that a new dawn was here for you and Din. A beginning was upon you, the start of something beautiful.
It was the first kiss you had shared with Din. But you were certain that it would not be your last.
#din djarin fic#din djarin fanfiction#din djarin x reader#din djarin x you#the mandalorian x reader#mando x reader#mando x you#pedro pascal characters#my fics#inbox#request#suresnips
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need more nando and marci in my life cant stop thinking abt them
here are some loose ideas as i piece things together one by one đ«Ą
tldr; marc is pathetic and obsessed with the guy who could be his father
i dont really wanna specify what he is before he gets his f1 seat (not a reserve driver per se but maybe. some type of a junior. developement driver idk nawt important to me) but thats not even the point here cause no matter what he is prior to being teammates he rarely ever approached nando even when he had the chance... bro was scared he would cum and pass out on the spot if they as much as shook hands lol
anyway i think theyd first meet sometime in 2014... alonso sucked dry ferrari era... hungaroring would make most sense, marcis dad takes him bts to meet people and the little guy has his scrapbook full of newspaper clippings and printed photos and stuff to get autographs (no one needs to know that the fa14 section is multiply pages longer than some others) and i should draw the photo theyd take together fr... haunting
anyway! first day on the job marc is shaking shivering whimpering like youre not only gonna be doing your first formula one grand prix but youre doing it next to one of your childhood idols youre JOKING. hes in the garage next to me isnt he
longest most overwhelming weekend of his fucking life! i think he would get announced last minute (i also think he would be the last one to get the news lmao) so the moment hes anywhere near track he gets swarmed by people he gets absolutely jumped. sits furthest from fernando during briefings subconsciously (would be so numb to eveything he doesnt even register that hes around the guy he likes. worships even) with berta glued to his hip (or hes glued to berta. whos to say they dont really know each other at that point of time). hes fidgety and nervous and itchy and red from ear to ear and kind of just sour vibes overall coming in waves off of him (let the man livvveeee he just got here. he can be nervy) which could be the reason when the first time they speak and go over stuff nando makes a face at him (â> day ruined hes contemplating killing himself. manages a decent race instead) (lance finished p14 in spain i think marc could do that too)
after that the two of them would do some small talk here and there and marci is like a shadow following nando around (he doesnt fucking know what to do or how to act. its pathetic) but that initial "first impression" is like so engraved into his brain hes being weird about everything. like nando chivalrously brings him some espresso at hospitality and asks general questions about his past achievements etc etc and marci is there clutching the small cup in both hands minutely trembling because their fingers touched and also hes too afraid to let nando know he doesnt like coffee so hes taking the smallest sips possible between mumbling out details about his eurocup series endeavours that he knows nando probably doesnt give a shit about
linking these fuckers to the hungaroring like why am i about to bring it up for the like billionth time. anyway its a month into his debut and as one would be hes extra twitchy about his home race (and his father would be there. visiting him in the garage) and i want nando to come up to him as marci leaving his drivers room and nando puts a big hand on his shoulder and he looks marci in the eyes and squeezes his neck and says something about not overthinking it or whatever and like stop with the jittering because its ANNOYING đ©· and then he laughs and pats marci on the cheeks and leaves and marci is like woagh. im so horny and distraught right now i might crash my fucking car and then my dad will kill me but woah. the interaction would help him loosen up a bit tho so theres that. peace and love
im lowkey too scared to get too into scenarios just yet lol so theyre just hanging out in my head... sometimes sexual style. on that front i think marci would need outside assistance (pĂĄlinka)... like getting a little frisky during some type of celebratory afterparty or something
if anyone wanna put him in scenarios lemme know lmao my ears are open i dont hold marc on too tight of a leash. haha get it cause dog. haha ANYWAY ive said so little with so much oh my god. kills myselg
#HUH.#what conclusion to even draw here. hes shaking shivering whimpering#bit of general lorebuilding in here too i kinda lost the plot as i typed away#ask#marci#f1 oc#this is the ocs tag
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Oh, ok, It may be a request or may be not (looks like more I just share my own thoughts, sorry if I bother you). Don't push yourself to write it, really, I just have so many thoughts about Bllk manager and just want to share them~
So, listen, you mentioned in your platonic!Ego fic that manager had an experience as football team manager in her previous school. So now I can't stop thinking about Manager-chan as Hakuho HS (Reo and Nagi school) manager (AU? Or not AU? IDK). Just imagine their friendship! How Reo and manager take care of Nagi like his parents and joke about it. How boys develop their feelings for manager. How they have these overnight stays in each others house, where they just talk about their future dreams and enjoy each others company. How girls in the school bully manager, because she gets along with Reo, and Reo with Nagi protect her. Omg, this thought has a whole series potential!
Anyway, thank you for listening and I wish that you'll have a great day!
Author: YOUR MIND! I LOVE IT! This was written in one sitting, Idk when I wrote this fast. Here u go! Thanks for the request :3đ©·
Characters: Reo Mikage, Nagi Seishiro and the Reader
Warnings â ïž: Reader uses she/her. Requests are open.
âœïžBlue Lock belongs to: Muneyuki Kaneshiro and Yusuke Nomuraâœïž
Being a student at a prestige high school like Hakuho was a privilege. From the great staff, study material and most importantly, the great connections one could make during the years of stay there. It was no secret that majority of the kids there were rich, with a small % being students from middle class, who got into school thanks to their academic achievements. (Y/n) was among the richer students and had fairly normal grades, nothing really outstanding, but enough for her. Aside from that, she also had Hakuho's football team to manage, as her parents thought it would be a great way to train. After all, once everything is done and over, she will have to take over her father's CEO position. Well... that's when some of her regrets started. The first one was meeting Reo, the second one was Nagi and the third one for allowing them to enter her close friend circle. (Y/n) didn't really plan any of it, but it was Reo who forcefully made it into her life, dragging Nagi along.
It was a peaceful day for (Y/n), she just finished reporting to the coach on the stats of the players and was planning on going home, when shit hit the fan. Walking put of the gym, she saw a large group of girls surrounding one of their star players, Reo Mikage. Who happens to also be the richest one in school, so that added to his charm too.
Sighing, (Y/n) walked over to them to stop the commotion. Would it have been anywhere else, she wouldn't have cared, but the coach strictly told her to keep the peace around the gym and field.
"Alright, can you all keep it down." (Y/n) said loudly, causing the group to look at her, including Reo.
"What do you want, (L/n)? You as his manager can talk to him whenever you want, give us a shot too." One of the girl's said, leaving (Y/n) stunned for a moment.
"I could care less if you want to talk to him or not. Just move it somewhere else."
"Ha?" The group wondered.
"The coach will be mad over the yelling. If you want to ambush Mikage so much, do it somewhere else." Reo was left stunned as the girl's sighed and after a few more minutes left the area.
'Finally.' She thought as she was about to leave, but the purple-haired boy stopped her.
"Manager, wait!"
"What?" But before she could turn around to see him properly, he wrapped an arm around her shoulders.
"Hey!" She yelled in protest as the boy grinned down at her.
"Let's be friends."
"What?!" She asked again, left confused by his demand.
And so it started, for days Reo would paster the girl, whether it's during lunch, during break or even during practice. Classes were a whole new experience now that he bribed the person sitting next to her, to switch seats. The change was sudden, but (Y/n) didn't mind it much, considering that he didn't ruin her routines or anything. So now fast forward a few weeks and the duo was pretty close, to the point where they called each other by their first names. Just as (Y/n) got adjusted to Reo in her life, he introduced her to someone else.
"(Y/n), meet Nagi Seishiro. He is the new addition to our football club." The girl looked at the white haired boy and nodded her head.
"(L/n) (Y/n), nice to meet you."
"Same." Nagi said back, making an awkward silence between the three.
"So... what did you need? An introduction to the football club's rules or-"
"Give me money." Nagi said, stretching his hand out. Reo chocked on his spit and started scolding the passive boy. (Y/n) looked at Nagi in disbelief, surprised with his boldness.
"If I have to be here and talk with people, the least I can expect is being paid." Nagi protested, causing (Y/n) to chuckle a little.
'Where did Reo find him now?'
And with that awkward introduction, the trio became basically inseparable. While it took Nagi a while to warm up to (Y/n), her liking some video games he played made it a lot easier to talk with her. To add to that, she would take her time in talking with him and let him sleep when he wished to. That had Nagi pretty much whipped for her.
"You don't want to eat? Nagi, Reo is waiting for us outside." (Y/n) argued as the boy waved her off and laid his head on the desk. "You can go without me. I want to sleep." Nagi whined and (Y/n) let out a sigh. Taking her phone out, she quickly texted Reo that the plans got changed and she pulled her desk closer.
"What are you doing?" Nagi wondered, opening his eyes.
"We will be eating here then. Reo will be here soon too."
The albino sat up straight now as he looked at (Y/n) in confusion. The girl took out her bento and started eating.
"You eat too, otherwise you won't be playing today."
"Says who?" Nagi questioned.
"I say that, and the coach too when he finds out you didn't eat anything."
"That doesn't sound like a smart plan for the school." Nagi sighed as (Y/n) stopped eating to look at him.
"After all, the school will lose today if I don't play."
"Ok? I don't really care for that. I want you healthy and not playing with a empty stomach. The school and its reputation are the last thing on my mind." Nagi's eyes widened a little as (Y/n) started eating again. The boy slowly nodded his head and went to take out his own lunch to eat.
Reo was pretty much attached to her from the get-go, liking her more carefree attitude when she is out of school. But also liking it when she took charge during their practices, specifically if a fight started between some players. Reo enjoyed in the fact that (Y/n) didn't care for his status or who his parents were, she just wanted to hang out with him.
"Soo where are we going?" (Y/n) wondered as the duo walked down the street. Nagi was out with a flue today, so the two visited him, bringing some medicine and food for him.
"We can go and get lunch? I know a good restaurant down the street." Reo suggested as (Y/n) nodded her head, as she was pretty hungry.
"You did great during practice today. I always like watching how fast you adapt and copy everyone." (Y/n) spoke up, causing the boy to look at her with a confused expression.
"Really? I always thought you liked Nagi's techniques more, since he is the best scorer." Reo said.
"I do like watching him too, but to me you both are equally good. Maybe I like your techniques more since you adapt faster than Nagi, it's really interesting." (Y/n) said absent-mindedly as Reo blushed from the compliment.
"Ah... it's really nothing special. But thank you." Reo smiled as (Y/n) sent him a short glance.
"It is though, not everyone can pull of the the things you do. Be more proud of it."
Reo said nothing as they approached the restaurant. If he wasn't sure about his feelings for her before, then he sure is now.
"Nagi, you have to eat, and stop making (Y/n) feed you!" Reo scolded the boy as he shook his head. The girl sighed and picked some of the meat and rice up, then fed Nagi with it.
"As long as he eats, I really don't mind. You should be eating your food tho, it will get cold." (Y/n) commented, looking at Reo's bent. The boy held back a groan as Nagi chuckled a little.
"I swear, sometimes it feels like we are parents and Nagi is our child, (Y/n)." The purple-haired boy said, grinning as the girl let out a chuckle. Nagi frowned at the comment, the idea of (Y/n) and Reo being married and having kids left a sour taste in his mouth.
"Anyways, are you two excited for Blue Lock? Being a manager for more players has me stressed now." The girl asked.
"Yeah! This will be so much fun, you as our manager and Nagi and I playing. Who knows, the two of us might win the World Cup together." Reo grinned while pointing at Nagi.
"Sure. (Y/n), you can wear my jersey when that happens." Nagi said, directing his attention to the girl. (Y/n) laughed and nodded at the idea, but before she could say anything, Reo spoke up.
"Mine would fit you better though. Besides, I call dibs since I met you first." Reo pouted and looked at (Y/n).
"I don't think calling dibs works like that." She commented, not noticing the glares Nagi kept sending Reo.
"Besides, I might not wear either at the end."
"What do you mean by that?" Nagi asked and Reo followed.
"Yeah! You would break my heart if you rejected it." Thinking he was simply teasing, (Y/n) wanted to joke in return. Unfortunately for her, she set of a flood of worried that way.
"Well, you never know if I catch a future players attention and end up marrying him. After all, the wives or girlfriend's always wear their men's jerseys."
Reo and Nagi's eyes widened at that and anxiety hit them both like a ton of bricks. They started to laugh nervously and nodded their heads, app the while sending each other worried looks. They could handle this rivalry between each other but with someone else? That is a no go, they will have to protect (Y/n) from whoever ends up in Blue Lock.
#bllk#blue lock anime#bllk x reader#blue lock x reader#blue lock manga#blue lock requests#reo mikage#reo mikage x reader#nagi seishiro x reader#nagi seishiro#reo x reader x nagi#manager reader#alternative universe#LOVED WRITING THIS ONE
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Bruno and Alfonso Lore! (Also Happy Fake Peppino Friday!)
psss @toastedjeans you wanted to know where did Alfonso came from ;)
Based on @marclef post an with Fake Peppino Friday upon us i wanted write about how did Alfonso came to the world
So yeah Clone Lore!
Clones have different ways of creating more of themselves, one of this ways is "Long-term mitosis"
Unlike the gray clones in Fakey's battle, these clones are way more stable, yet they tend to have Leftover DNA from their parents, which is good cause the extra genes makes them different from the parent and gives them more stability...
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Back in the town, Bruno was happy with his new life and family, but something was missing..., don't misunderstand him, he loves Maria with all of his heart but...
He wanted a kid of his own... And his body knew that...
(Warning: Biology topics and a bit of Gore)
His body was smart, not only did it keep the baby hidden but also close to nutrients for it to develop.
While Bruno was sick for 4-5 days and for 4.5 months he was constantly tired and very hungry, he was happy, he just knew it, he knew why this was happening and what it meant
If he wanted to he could re-absorb the fetus, but he didn't wanted to.
Those months passed and one night Bruno woke up in middle of the night, tossing and turning in pain.
He knew why, baby had no way into the open since it spent all this time inside of him and probably his flesh was too thick for the baby to break through....
Oh well this is going to hurt...
Welp, now he needs to rest, he is exhausted and probably he'll have this hole in his stomach for 2 weeks or so...
But it was all worth it.
Heh, Maria is going to be so happy to meet her lil' brother, and About Peppino and Gustavo... Im pretty sure they'll understand.
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EEEEEEE The froggo family đ©·
Also lil up close to Baby Alfonso :)
Lil Tadpole Baby :)
In a couple of months he will look just like a human baby, but with a Tadpole tail of course.
Anyways I hope you enjoyed my weird-a$$ Headcanons about Clone Biology... Wait "Clone" sounds bad... How should we call Bruno's Kin? Mmhhhhhh I'll figure that out one Bruno's next post
Anyways see y'all later!
Buh-bye!!
#pizza tower#pizza tower au#art#spaghetti family#pizza tower oc#fake peppino friday#fake peppino#pizza tower fake peppino#pizza tower bruno#bruno spaghetti#Pizza Tower Alfonso#Alfonso Spaghetti#biology headcanons#headcanon
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Happy last day of the celebration!! This event has been so amazing and Iâm so happy that I got to participate!!
On that note, I am here to ask for another NORTHANGER ABBEY (đ
). Could I maybe request Carlos Sainz with the drunken confessions trope? Preferably with Carlos being the one confessing, but you do whatever you think is best!
Thanks in advance, and I hope youâre doing well, lovely!! đ€đ©”đ©·
made reader landoâs sister bc why not
SOBER THOUGHTS. âš carlos sainz x norris!reader â©
âyou want the same again?â
lando has to shout across to you and luisa to get any kind of answer. the bass of the clubâs music is pounding through your whole body, hammering in time with the beat of your heart. you nod, sending him a grateful smile in place of a thank you â the noise would only be lost to him.
luisa slips her hand in yours as her boyfriend heads for the bar, tugging you back over to the corner that the other driverâs inhabit. you just about make out daniel beckoning you over to the couch, all smiles and sunshine. your brotherâs new teammate was a breath of fresh air, for both lando and mclaren. it was impossible not to like him.
still, you found yourself missing the days of carlos driving alongside your brother. it meant he was around more, you would see him more often. hell, he spent endless weekends at home with you and lando when he couldnât make it back to spain. but before this evening, you hadnât seen him in weeks.
he was sitting across from you and daniel, staring intently as you conversed with the australian man. granted, you werenât paying much attention to what danny was saying, not when you could feel carlosâ gaze boring into you.
âone vodka coke,â lando sang, passing the glass to daniel to pass to you. you call thanks to your brother, sipping on the little straw that comes with your drink, letting it feed the buzz already rising in your chest.
âyou good, mate?â daniel speaks next to you, and you look to him to check if heâs speaking to you. heâs not, looking instead at carlos. the latter blinks, head nodding slowly, glancing at you before he turns to where charles is sat.
when you first met carlos, this was how he was. quiet and reserved, all dark and mysterious. it wasnât until he came home with lando for the first time that you actually had a conversation, letting him open up to you. when youâd developed this silly little crush on your brothers best friend, you donât know. but it certainly hadnât gone away.
âyou look nice.â carlos steals danielâs seat as soon as the aussie goes to the bar, mumbling his compliments near your ear. you turn to him with a smile, hands smoothing over the little black dress that luisa had loaned you for the evening.
âthank you,â you muse, looking down at his sleek black shirt. it hugs his arms in all the right places, the first few buttons undone and giving you a glimpse to the sweat beading on his chest underneath. âyou look very handsome.â
carlos feels his mouth run dry. here you are, looking so unbelievably pretty, and staring at him. it was dizzying â you were his best friendâs little sister, for godâs sake. he needed to push these feelings down, six feet under.
âiâm going to get a drink,â he blurts out suddenly. âdo you want one?â
youâre not finished the one lando got you yet, but you agree anyway. carlos clambers to his feet and hurried to the bar, away from your temptation quicker than he means to. you watch him go, searching in wonder for what the matter was. when, after thirty minutes, he doesnât return, you go look for him.
heâs not at the bar, but luisa is and she hasnât seen the spaniard. heâs not on the dancefloor or back at the tables. in a last resort, you stick your head outside. thereâs a few stragglers around, none of which you know, and then thereâs carlos. heâs leaning against the wall, eyes closed and breathing deeply.
âcarlos?â your sweet voice rings out in his ears and heâs convinced heâs fallen asleep, the vision of you appearing in his dreams. but you touch his arm then, checking if heâs still alive. âyou alright?â
âhm?â he murmurs, eyes flickering open to you. âoh. you found me.â
âyeah,â lips pulling into a smirk, you try your best not to seem too amused. heâs evidently drunker than when he left you at the couch, swaying on his feet and struggling to keep his big brown eyes open.
âi had a drink at the bar,â he confesses, words blurring together. âand then i had yours, too. sorry.â
âitâs okay,â you giggle, keeping a hand on his side as he almost veers quickly to the left. âmaybe we should get you home, no?â
carlos looks at you, nodding after a minute of registering your words. he keeps looking at you, how nice your hair looks and the way your eyes shine up at him in worry. he could look at your for the rest of his days, if only youâd let him.
itâs on the tip of his tongue, his heart rising to pour out of his throat. but then youâre guiding him to a cab and reaching across him to buckle his seatbelt, and the words crumble up and fall back to his stomach.
you take him back to landoâs place since you have a key, and because youâre not sure what you would do being alone with carlos in his apartment. keeping a close eye on the drunk driver, you let both of you into your brotherâs central monaco apartment, slipping off your heels to ease your guidance of carlos to the couch.
âiâll get you some water.â filling a glass in the kitchen, you bring it back to him as quickly as you can. his hands arenât fully functional, so you balance the rim of the glass at his lips, letting him take small sips of hydration.
âyouâre so nice. so good to me,â carlos slurs, ends of words getting lost in the air between you. it warms your heart, his drunken stupor and compliments, cheeks warming with each one you can actually decipher.
âand so pretty,â he continues, resting back against the cushions with closed eyes. the alcohol clearing inhabiting his filter makes you slow, eventually freezing. âalways wanted to tell you how much i like you. but lando, didnât want to make things weird. but i like you, i really do.â
surely he meant as a friend. right? he always treated you as landoâs sister, never flirting or pushing any lines. was that respect purely because he feared making things awkward? had he liked you all along â all those days you were caught looking at him a little too long, or finding excuses to talk to him and walk by his side.
âmight even love you.â
then you really freeze. your fingers grip the glass of water so tightly youâre sure it could break. you stare at him, waiting for his drunken facade to break and the cameras to appear, pointing you out as the joke all along.
âno â not might. i do. i do love you. so much,â carlos whispers, as if itâs the biggest secret in the world. he slips into sleep before you can question his confession or even think about replying. if you did, you doubt he would remember in the morning.
quietly smiling to yourself, you shift his frame to lay flat on the couch, draping a soft blanket over his sleeping body. you take a moment to admire his soft breathing, his plump lips, his long lashes.
suddenly, you canât wait for morning. for sober confessions and the beginning of all you ever wanted. a drunk manâs words were a sober manâs thoughts, werenât they?
#đŸ ïč becca hits 1k!#đ ïč writings.#formula 1#formula 1 imagine#formula 1 x reader#carlos sainz x reader#carlos sainz blurb#carlos sainz drabble#carlos sainz imagine#carlos sainz
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is your pain any better? i hope it is (or that it will be soon)
it hasnât eased up :(( but iâve got an appointment with my chronic pain specialist tomorrow morning, so hopefully he might have some suggestions on how to manage it. unfortunately, my chronic pain is extremely complex and is unresponsive to just about every kind of treatment thatâs currently available, meaning this could possibly be a new development in my pain that i will just have to learn to cope with. the thought of that scares me a bit, but i have lived through my chronic pain changing and progressing more times than i can count since i underwent invasive back surgery at 16, so i know that iâll make it through this rough patch eventually, too. anyway, thank you for checking up on me đ©·
#asks#anon#living with chronic pain is exhausting#and can be extremely defeating at times#so i cannot put into words just how thankful i am that you guys let me vent about it without making me feel like a burden
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*Disclosure for my future Gambit/Remy LaBeau fanfic posts*
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I just want to disclose (to avoid conflict and unnecessary confrontations) I am not a comic expert. Gambit/Remy LeBeau is very new to me and Iâm doing my best to stay genuine to what Iâve researched online or from what Iâve seen in the D&W movie.
Iâm aware there was a HUGE controversy over his heavy accent/dialect and over his eye color in the movie, so I tried to incorporate both versions of each in my writing to satisfy everyoneâs preferred Gambit/Remy style. (Personally, I loved Channing Tatumâs accent in the movie âșïž)
Iâm also cognizant that Gambit and Rogue are an item in the comics, but for sanity sake, Rogue will be a pastime only mentioned in passing if absolutely necessary so I donât have to study in depth another character Iâm unfamiliar with. (I need some brain space for real life stuff, too đ
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Also, because Iâm currently learning Haitian Creole, thatâs the language Iâve chosen to use for my stories, which yes, I know isnât accurate to Gambit, but French Creole wasnât available on Pimsleur, so donât be a dick about it đ
Anyway, Iâm doing my maximum effort over here writing for Gambit/Remy, so when I do post my developing Gambit story, please, if you have comments or criticisms that donât benefit anyone elseâs appreciation of these fanfics, keep them to yourself and let the rest of us relish it.
*I support safe spaces for everyone to read and write freely, so just sit back and enjoy the ride, kids. Lifeâs too short*
Thanks so much đđ©·
#marvel cinematic universe#marvel#gambit#remy lebeau#channing tatum#iâm about to make a name for myself up in here#Iâm about to make a name for myself#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#wolverine#wade wilson#logan howlett#disclosure#nola#french quarter#lifeâs too short#enjoy the moment#enjoy the ride#safe space#maximum effort
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Intro to my blog!!
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Hii I'm new to posting on here, but I wanted somewhere where I could post anything and obsess over stuff, so this is that.
Some things about me:
I'm 17
My fav movies: Dead poets society, when Harry met Sally, Igby goes down, Never let me go, Scott Pilgrim vs the world, Lady Bird and Little miss sunshine
My fav shows: Succession, Arrested development, The office, The walking dead
My fav artists: Lana Del Rey, The Beatles, Fiona Apple, Drowners, Tame Impala, Radiohead, papma violets
My fav books: The secret history, Dead poets society, the Bell Jar
This blog is literally just an online diary.
Anyways, until my next post, ly đ©·
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#dead poets society#dps fandom#dps#news#blog#movies#movie review#books#the secret history#donna tartt#succession#hbo succession#roman roy#kendall roy#lana del rey#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#girlblogger#girlblog#hell is a teenage girl#girlblogging#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#coquette#dark coquette#bookblr#director#movie#real#girl blogger#the goldfinch#the pillars of the earth
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I was catching up on the drama that was someone arguing about the law with you even though youâre a lawyer?? Anyway I looked at their blog to see their last response and youâre not missing anything new besides them insisting youâre an overconfident law student (wouldnât a law student know more than them too tho??). BUT in a different post theyâve claimed to run a subreddit in which they constantly research and fact check people?? They then ban people, giving long explanations as to why, and doing so supposedly changes peoples minds/opinions all the time??? I canât help but feel like they thought this is what was happening with you. So anyway their qualifications for knowing more than a trained lawyer are, let me check my notes, ah yes running a subreddit
P.s. thank you for educating myself, and many others, about what laws actually mean for us! You are a saint for taking time out of your busy day to clarify what is initially vague for the general publicâs understanding. Keep being amazing đ©·đ©·
God, I wish I was still an overconfident law student. That way, I wouldnât have to be paying my student loans (yet). Or, even better, I wouldnât have to get my ass up at 4:30 tomorrow morning for a trial in another county đ
I went and snooped on the Reddit claim â it very much gave me the same kind of âIâm so smart and when I tell people theyâre WRONG they THANK me and then everyone CLAPSâ vibe.
WhichâŠto me screams their prefrontal cortex hasnât developed. Like I said, their grammar spoke volumes about their age lmao.
I think thatâs someone who probably believes, to some degree, that they are the smartest person speaking at All Times, and anyone whom contradicts them is Wrong and Stupid. In the end, they let their own emotions, inexperience, and â you guessed it â ignorance totally derail any attempt at a coherent argument (which, wasnât that coherent to begin with).
And look, by no means am I an authority on anything. Never blindly trust anyone who purports to be THE authority on all things (like our alleged Reddit moderator). All I did was share what I read from the Bill, and how it very likely could be interpreted to enact widespread censorship. And, itâs not like anything I was saying was new â itâs straight out of the Project 2025 handbook, which the current administration has been following diligently!
Love you all so very much! Thanks for being here đ€đ€
#âoverconfident law studentâ my ass do you all see any light in my eyes??#NO.#it died out my second week litigating my first police misconduct hearing#law students (generally) still have some faith in the judicial system#lawyers Do Not
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Hon, you alright?
It's been more than a week since your last posted. Are you doing okay?
Hi,
Thanks for checking in!
Iâm okay, Iâve just got a lot going on in my family at the moment so itâs a bit stressful and also difficult to find time to find time to write
On top of that I think Iâve just been struggling with ideas anyway at the moment?
My drafts are all half done and I get stuck on them
I started a new one yesterday about Klaus when he was a king in the past and his newest wife because thereâs no way that he wasnât married a bunch of times over the centuries. With the standards throughout the times he wouldâve gotten married and been a very controlling husband and I hope to show how he develops his ways around his wife as modern time gets closer. Iâm only part way through it but Iâve already got a bit of smut in it and hope to get some more in there so itâs a longer post and more interesting.
Hopefully once get into the write mood for writings Iâll be on a roll and manage to get loads done!
Hope everyoneâs doing well and thankyou @xvxni for asking đ©·đ©·
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pairing: matt stone x f! actress reader
summary: keeping your relationship a secret is a bit harder than you thought
genre: fluff
word count: 636
cw: legal age gap
authorâs note: im not that good at writing. i write the same way i think and just hope it makes sense. i also tend to repeat some stuff so just bear with me. also happy birthday to matt stone đ€đ€đ©·
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You were a Broadway actress and you had met Matt and Trey backstage after one of your shows, they were looking for actors for their new Broadway show and they chose you to be one of the leads.
After a few months of going to all the show meetings, you and Matt would have small meetings where youâd talk about the show which slowly turned to meeting at his house for dinner after you each start developing feelings for the other.
You and Matt started dating and had been dating for 3 months now. you guys were official! well, as much as you could be. neither of you had talked publicly about dating each other. Honestly, not like you could anyway. The show was being held a secret until Trey and Matt would announce that they were finished and the opening day of the show. but, obviously and most importantly, Matt was twice your age and even though you were already famous you werenât that big, yet. imagine the amount of attention and harassment you too would receive if news got out. You didnât want that news to be the way you debuted in Hollywood.
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In the months that you and Matt had been dating, you both had made a really good job of keeping your relationship a secret by never mentioning each other in interviews and never being seen together in public. Since you both had gotten used to meeting at Mattâs house, you didnât need to worry about going out and being seen. It was just easier for you both.
Both of you thought you were doing so good keeping each other a secret when Matt and Trey had an interview to do for a new season of South Park.
âHey, guys! So Iâm here with South Park creators, Trey Parker and Matt Stone! How are you guys?â
The interviewer introduced them and started talking with them in some witty banter.
âOk now getting into South Park. Is there going to be any more Tweek and Craig episodes or side plots? Your fans seem to love them!â The interviewer asked Matt and Trey.
âTweek and Craig are our favorites too!â Trey laughed.
âYea, I love when we do any Tweek and Craig stuff. It reminds me so much of how me and my girlfriend are. Sheâs a lot like Craig in being logical and so in control of her emotions.â Matt answered.
âWhile Iâm like tweek. mostly freaking out over making sure we have a good episode for the week and already thinking of what we could do for the next episode-â Matt had answered, stopping himself after realizing he was talking about his relationship with Y/N.
All those 3 months of keeping quiet and hiding each other from the world were gone!
Matt looked at Trey with a âhelp me!â look on his face. Trey understood and started talking about how they not only will they have more Tweek and Craig episodes but as well as all the other couples in South Park like Wendy and Stan. Trey changed the subject and went off talking about how he wants to focus on some of the parents too not just the kids.
The interviewer was so focused on Treyâs response that they didnât quite push for more information from Mattâs answer.
Once they had answered most of the questions about the new season and the new episodes of South Park, they were asked if they had anything else planned.
âYes actually!â Matt answered, looking over at Trey to give the interviewer more information about the musical since Trey was the one who wrote it.
âThatâs right! We have a new musical on its way!â The interview ended with Trey announcing their new Broadway show mentioning y/n and the rest of the leading cast.
#matt stone x reader#trey parker#matt stone#south park#trey parker x reader#doug remer x reader#joe cooper x reader#doug remer#joe cooper#baseketball
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For Firion: 4, 18, 26
For Enzo: 14, 23
For Gwendolyn: 17, 25
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I finally made it!!! Thank you so so much for the questions!! MWAH! đ„čđ©·
Firion:
4: If your Rook was a companion, where would they be found?
Firion wouldnât have a room. Youâd find him near a big tree, maybe somewhere in the courtyard or in a new place entirely. There would be some kind of living space up ahead, a little platform with books and snacks, a lamp and a hammock, or maybe even a little tree house. The way up is hard to reach though, itâs a jumping puzzle or you need to be really good at climbing (thereâs a treasure chest containing an accessory, âRookâs Boonâ, if you make it). At the bottom there are several opportunities for training: a few striking dummies, a pull-up bar, maybe a small well to cool off and have a refreshing drink after training.
18: What would your Rook be doing if they weren't recruited by Varric?
Oh boy, there are two options; if Strife wouldnât have kicked him out he would probably still be with the Veil Jumpers doing Veil Jumper things. But there wouldnât be less incidents of missing Veil Jumpers because he brings some brains and muscles to the operation. In the end he would get involved in the fight against the Evanuris anyway and help the other Rook as an NPC. If he would have been forced to leave the Veil Jumpers he would probably have returned to his clan, but being super unhappy about it. In this department he is a lot like Davrin. Clan life isnât for him, doing the same things every day, hunting, tending to the halla, listening to the Keepers lessons. It doesnât help that his older brother is the Keeper now and heâs constantly living in his shadow. Never the smartest, no magical talent, not as virtuous and worst of all - the pressure to settle down with one of the girls who are very interested and insisting.Â
26: What animal best represents your Rook?
Easy - a white stag. Very gentle, shy and calm but aggressive and protective if he needs to be.Â
Enzo:
14: What hobbies does your Rook have?
Not an easy one to answer. Considering his past life he didnât really have any opportunities to develop any hobbies, being constantly under the watchful eyes of the Crows and Viago putting him through training every minute of the day. So heâd say his hobbies are sleeping, drinking and fucking. On a more serious note heâs very good at drawing, a self-taught skill, because he didnât know how to read or write for a big portion of his childhood and teenage years, so he conveyed messages through illustrations. Later on he picked up reading to make up for the lack of his basic education.
23: What do they do after an absolute crisis?
Probably the above: sleeping, drinking and fucking - anything to turn off his feelings for a while. He would later rationalize what happened and what went wrong to learn from any possible mistakes, however.
Gwendolyn:
17: Do they enjoy life as an adventurer?
The answer is yes and no. See, Gwendolyn is a city girl. She grew up in Ventus and later spent her teenage and early adult years in the Circle of Minrathous where she enjoyed the amenities of a mageâs life in the city of mages. Sheâs the kind of person to bring her best pair of shoes to a field trip and later complain that theyâre covered in mud. However, sheâs also very self-reflective and receptive to injustice and the misery of others which made her join the Shadow Dragons in the first place. Sheâs been through the stage of âchecking her privilegesâ and strives to leave her comfort zone more and more often and especially enjoys the wilder side of life on her walks with Davrin. And while she still complains about muddy shoes she does so with a laugh.
25: What specialization best represents your Rook?
Gwen is a Spellblade. She is a very fierce mage with lots of energy. She always hated that she was taught to use raw magic while keeping her body still. When she found out about the existence of mage daggers, she was thrilled. But having access to a blade doesnât automatically make you good at it, so she still tends to get herself into dangerous situations and hilariously keeps on mistaking her mage dagger for the lyrium dagger.
[Rook Questionnaire]
#aah thank you so much!#I'm finally catching up with everything#these were so fun đ#firion aldwir#enzo de riva#gwendolyn mercar#dragon age#rook ask game
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2am Satanic thoughts that could change within a week, welcome back!- (I'd like to say beforehand no this is not me quitting my impression work, okay? Okay!)
Part of me thinks I shouldn't say this, part of me does, I'm choosing to make.. A decision- fjdusbyahwyaha- anyways uh- (Talked this through with a trusted loved one beforehand)
I've done a lot of thinking on this... I've went back to start recording a couple of times and simply couldn't find the courage or motivation, at least not at the moment. And funny as it is I'm not sure why! That being said.. Impressions probably won't be my MAIN blog focus anymore or at Least for a bit, I'm still going to do them! but they'll become more of a.. A time to time thing! An 'every now and then' as I'm developing more hobbies, going into a new schedule and schooling year, and would like to focus more on my artwork!
This is not me quitting, I'll still do them when I can and when I'm feeling up for it! Just expect more art and things as such <3
Impressions were what brought me so deep into the Welcome-home community... I still hold doing them dear to my heart, but there's nothing wrong with changing formats!
I apologize if this upsets anyone but for my own sake I cannot continue to do them so often all the time, as I try to.. I fail continuously unfortunately-
Lots and lots of love to you all!đ©·đ©·đ©· Will this possibly change within a week and I'll suddenly just.. Hyperfocus on them again? Who knows! Life is.. Throwing me all over the place currently but I've been dealing with these thoughts for quite a few days, to nobody's particular fault except my own, and thought they could be worth sharing <3
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