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❗❗emergency❗❗
Today I had to take my dog Sushi to the vet, she had a strange lump on her back and now they've sent cells off for testing so they can tell what it is and how to treat it. I would spend every dime to make sure that my dog is healthy and today I kind of did that. I have $91 left pesos in my bank account, and I am working, but my paycheck will not be able to cover me and my mom's bills and the cost of the vet visits/medicine/labs.
If you can help me even with a cent it would mean the world to me, please I will do anything to make sure my dog is okay. I'm already looking for a second job, but in the meantime anything helps. Reblogs help so much. Thank you
This is Sushi, she loves to crawl into any folded laundry and watch us from there, her favorite food are tortillas and she's a lapdog, always following my mom around. Please help me keep her healthy.
Thank you 💜💜💜
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hi my angels :)
If anybody could send me $20 please do 🙏🏻 that’s all the remainder of what I need to pick up all of my prescriptions that are filled currently within the next week. Thank you so much to each and every person who has loved helped and supported me, it means more than you know ❤️🩹 if you would like to purchase spicy content dm me :)
#or two people send 10#or four send five#anything helps truly#I really need to grab all of my prescriptions this week and if I don’t get this remaining 20 I can’t get all of them :/#I have 50 + need 20 more to get everything. if you want to buy art or anything or are not comfortable w that please please let me know#and we can work something out
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And some days, I just wish you wouldn't look at me at all.
#ffxiv#sketch#wol#meteor survivor#zenos yae galvus#adventurer zenos#oh no#its the consequences of his actions#everything is fine until the only man on the star you care about looks at you with the same contempt your father did#(Meteor's not doing it intentionally- its a reflex after he comes back for quite a bit)#and zenos is getting bodied because its been a while since... you know... him being able to really feel anything at all#and no- its not him regretting anything that had to do with varis- just him regretting the thought meteor could look at him like that#little does Meteor know he's emotionally bodying the man he's trying to be cordial with#its a little okay because in how I write adventurer zenos this serves as one of his main wake-up calls to make some changes#and realizing both the mistakes he's made with meteor and that meteor hating him in any way is actually -not at all- what he wants#but not okay on the end that every time meteor does this he has to watch zenos actively dissociate right in front of him#until zenos just kinda autopilots and walks away#the second time (or perhaps third) in the last 11 years that zenos has felt regret to any major capacity-#on meteor's end I just enjoy seeing the progression of the WoL through subtext#and why meteor is willing to even entertain the idea despite how much he hates zenos- his decisions and the path he's walked#is the realization that there is high chance that he could actually be a direct catalyst for zenos' growth#and the realization the wol has that they were the only one zenos has ever genuinely reached out to#besides- i just like the idea of having your equal other half fighting back to back with you- or being able to handle threats you cant#and i find their dynamic neat- of meteor not forgiving zenos but giving him his last chance- and growing to enjoy being around him#and zenos being able to work on moving past being the weapon or the monster- finding the connections he's longed for#and giving himself purpose to finally truly just live- for him to learn to experience and have the freedom to find what he enjoys#(and curiously him having estinien's brand of accidently helping people even in StB gives me ideas...)#but enough tag ranting- ill get to zenos' actual adventuring in another post lol
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Kaalaa Baunaa birthday !!!
#I am printing these on keychains btw.#reverse 1999#reverse 1999 fanart#mochart#Kaalaa Baunaa#thank you to this character for helping me thru a lot of things#truly the character of all time#i thought she deserves a full color piece for her bday even tho im tired and sick#but anything for kb!!!
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Resisting the urge to make even more bitter posts about people I expected to be better
#::sigh::#jumblr#me @ me#repeat after me#it doesn't help anything#the people who will listen and be actually moved/worried/hurt by this vitriol already care#and the people who really need to hear this and internalize it the most either don't care#or lack the self-reflection and introspection to truly change
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I love your art soooo much-it gives me life!! 🥰🥰🥰
I have a question about Milek and Jaskier! Milek says they fought before Jask went missing-what did they fight about? Did Milek say something he shouldn’t have? 👀😢 is there ANGST?
Also does Geralt know Mileks plush friend is called Roach? Because surely that’s a clue that Milek is his…(I love this universe so much)!!🥹❤️❤️❤️
[MASTERPOST] That was the last conversation they had before Milek stormed out - and when he came back, Jaskier was. gone. The thing is, Jaskier knows what Milek is interested in (and he is not even wrong about that, Milek has an interest in medicine, and helping people, and I think when they met he was Shanis biggest fan) and I think Jaskier is aware that some of the conflict does have its roots in Milek not wanting to leave him, even if they get really heated and ugly in their arguments. Milek shouldn't feel like he has to care for him, or have to protect him and at times I think Jaskier feels quite ashamed, which leads him to being way too unrelenting at times - especially if he thinks he's doing something to protect Milek.
#jaskier#the witcher#geraskier lovechild#artists on tumblr#omegaverse#I think if they argue Milek is saying stuff he shouldn't all the time#I think for Milek the part that makes him feel really bad is that he KNOWS that Jaskier would always choose having him again and again#because he KNOWS that he loves him more than anything else#but he still implied that he doesn't know - and he knows what he said was cruel#but he also !! is so angry#because Jaskier always treats him like he knows what's best for him and. let it be true - it still makes him FURIOUS#he isn't a little kid anymore#and he wants to HELP he loves his father and he knows that Jaskier gives and gives and gives especially when it comes to him#he doesn't need a fancy education in an academy where he'll be just the bastard kid again#he just needs a Pa who doesn't absolutely run himself to the ground#and I think he finally wants to meet Geralt too#also I'm trying to do a thing here which I think shows how secure their relationship truly is#because Geralt sees Milek as a quite sensible (if sometimes a bit hotheaded) young man - who is quite mature for his age#which he CAN be#but Geralt is also basically a stranger even if Milek knows he's his dad - and he tries to impress him naturally - ofc he wants to be liked#with Jaskier? who has his one true emotionally secure relationship with?#moody teenanger - but also allowing himself to be childish at times - crying shouting teasing - exploding sometimes#because he never ever had to question their relationship once#he can just let loose
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"Haven't you read the paper? I'm Superman" 10/10 no notes.
It's about him finally defining himself on his own terms, it's about him thinking that he's a weapon and CHOOSING to be good and kind and the hero and THAT'S what superman is. Honestly this is my new fav episode just for that (ignoring every other AMAZING thing about it)
#my adventures with superman#he IS just here to help and they get that#and he says it while saving someone who believes the worst in him#I truly could not ask for anything better#I say it every week but this show never misses
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do you guys ever think about Marco being the only good thing Grant ever let himself have . the only good thing he ever consciously chose to have . do you guys ever think about that .
#just blahs#help im thinking about them too much#i need to draw them so bad#im gonna go draw them#oh my god#like . guys . he didn't even chose lincoln .#but he chose marco .#he chose to love marco . and he chose to let himself be loved by marco .#he could have just . not let himself have that . he could've chosen to ignore marco and not done anything and stayed alone#like he thinks he deserves to be .#oh my god .#do you guys ever think about that r.#that no matter how much he really truly hates himself he allows himself to have marco .#to have someone in his life who he knows *chose* to love him .#god .#i can't think about them too hard or else i get really obsessed w them oh my god#and they don't even have a tag i can look through :(#marco li wilson#grant li wilson#dndads
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a lot of ppl are telling me “but its in character that TBK would kill TRG, what else could they have done” and i need to stress that my issue is not about characterisation or in-universe justification. it's simply that this kind of writing is not narratively interesting to me! i want a plot that furthers the development of the main characters and challenges them! i want thematic engagement!
they've done it before like the bad kids faced their worst fears in fhsy and changed for the better!! in a season where rage/war is the enemy, it makes thematic sense for the solution to NOT be pure combat, IN SPITE of all the circumstances that demand it. and i didnt even really need THAT like i didn’t need TRG to be fully redeemed i just needed the barest engagement with them as character foils and the themes they present
#sam speaks#fhjy spoilers#and yes there's one episode left but i do not have high hopes and i dont think anything is gonna be enough to erase..... all that lol#ruben being damned to eternity in hell after being psychologically tortured by fig all season help me god#fabian saying he'd skin ivy as a rug and lose his virginity to mazey on top of her was truly borderline misogynistic#and im going to be crucified for saying that but idgaf about my tumblr rep sorry#im so much bitchier on here SORRYYYYY but the responses faizaan and august are getting on their posts here are heinous
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being loveless does suck sometimes but less bc of some "ohnooo I'll never be able to loooove what will I ever doooo" bs but because how the hell do you tell the ppl around you that you view all relationships as business transactions where the currency is care and support and the reward is trust? How do you tell someone "hey so I could not care less about you as a person but also I enjoy every second we spend together and I'd fight the universe for you if you asked and if you ever disappeared I probably wouldn't miss you but I'd still cry for all the things we never got to experience together" without being the asshole?
#loveless#loveless apl#loveless aplatonic#aplatonic#aplspec#loveless aro#loveless aromantic#so many times i find myself believing im a shitty person#for not being emotionally invested in others#i find it genuinely hard to truly care for other ppl#but it's like i do wanna help and support you!! i do wanna be there for you#and do stupid shit with you!!#id do anything a good friendship requires from me!!#and yet it never feels enough bc the needed emotions aren't behind the acts#not enough that i do it bc i wanna. not enough if it's not out of love#and like how could i blame them for it? how else would they react to#'hey i literally don't care about you. let's hang out anyway'?#(bestie if ur reading this. im sorry...?)#queer stuff
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A small spider-man 2099 reading guide
Just watched atsv and wondering where to start getting into Miguel O’Hara? Hate trying to figure out comic timelines? Well hopefully this guide can help a little bit. Please note its far from a definitive guide and could probably use some work but I'm hoping it helps someone out! Also not including spider-verse appearances or those in most other comics, because we could be here forever listing every comic appearance and this is meant to be a quick guide Miguel's original appearance was in Amazing Spider-Man #365, but that was more of a preview than anything else. I've split it pre-2000's and post-2000's, but listen to me if you have to pick one comic to read out of all of this make it the original 1992 run. You basically cannot go wrong with just reading 1992. A few have been marked with asterisks because you really don't have to read them but it felt wrong to not include them on the list.
Pre 2000's
Spider-man 2099 (1992): Literally Required Reading. Keep in mind that the last two issues had different writers and are kinda disregarded by just about everyone. Issue #16 starts the crossover event Fall of The Hammer, a mini-guide to which I've included below. The Special and Annual take place in between issues but it's easiest to just read them last.
Spider-Man 2099 Meets Spider-Man (1995): It's short, it's sweet, give it a read.
*2099: World of Tomorrow (1996): At the time this was meant to close off all the 2099 plots, theres lots of other 2099 characters in here but a fair bit of Mig.
*2099: Manifest Destiny (1998): Further closure to the 2099 world, again lots of other characters but still a solid read. Basically waves away the last two issues of sm2099 (1992) in a slightly hilarious way and worth reading just for that.
Fall of the Hammer crossover mini-guide:
Spider-man 2099 (1992) #16
Ravage 2099 #15
X-men 2099 #5
Doom 2099 (1993) #14
Punisher 2099 (1993) #13
Post 2000's
*Superior Spider-man (2013) issues #16-19: Largely set up but its cool too
Spider-man 2099 (2014): You can read this without the Superior Spider-man setup but depending on your prior comic reading experience you may be a bit confused. If you're a seasoned reader and used to taking weird comic shifts in stride due to missing some random issues of a completely different comic you'll be fine
Spider-man 2099 (2015): Solid run, I don't have much to say about it honestly
Marvel's 2099 (2019 event): you are better off looking up a separate guide for this one it is not my ballpark
#spider-man 2099#spiderman 2099#miguel o’hara#miguel o'hara#atsv#<- tagging that one to help people who are just getting into him#spiderman#miguel#sm2099#sm2099 reading guide#spiderverse#fr though read the 1992 run#anyone who knows more than me please feel free to correct me on anything i've just seen some people wanting this and thought i may as well#extra apologies if anyone has done this before but i cannot go in migs tag#<- walking thru hell for real#i felt like i should do this because as a comic character lover all i do is post comic content#by god though if i can convince ONE person to read 1992 run it will be worth it#mig does not have enough comics to truly be as complicated as some other comic characters but i know it can be nice to have it all set out
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I always think a lot of Mickey’s trauma that he buried pretty deep will hit him really really hard post canon.
He’s been in survival mode his whole life so he suppressed a lot of what happened to him just to get through life. He didn’t have the option of dealing with it.
Post canon, things will likely finally slow down for him - less money worries because they have their business, no threat of Terry coming after him, not doing many illegal things so less constant fear of getting caught for something and going back to jail.
So he’ll finally be able to relax a bit and, in his mind, start living and enjoying things in life.
But I think once life slows down, all the trauma from his childhood all the way to adulthood will hit him like a truck. Even things he hasn’t thought about in years will really start affecting him.
And I think he’d get frustrated with himself because he wouldn’t be able to understand why he’s doing so much worse when things are finally good.
But that’s actually why he’s doing so much worse. Because he doesn’t need to constantly prepared for something going wrong, so there’s space for other things in his mind, so everything he’s buried would come right to the surface.
I feel like he’d go through a pretty hard time before he can start to get better because he’ll have to face things he’s suppressed head on, because he won’t be able to bury them any more.
#I see it manifesting in intense flashbacks and panic attacks and nightmares#among other things#I think it would get to the point where he’d have no choice but to get help#he’d probably go kicking and screaming but he’d need to do it#I’m not a psychiatrist but always thought he’d have PTSD#i also think this is why so many people don’t understand his character in the later seasons because they expect him to be this#perfectly healed communicative adult#but in reality he’s still very traumatized and in survival mode and therefore hasn’t truly dealt with anything#and that has a massive impact on his actions even though he doesn’t realize it#mickey milkovich#gallavich#shameless#shameless us#Mickey Milkovich meta#similarly I think when Ian realises he was groomed by Kash and ned he’ll have to deal w all that and it’ll be hard#I travelled for 10 hours today and this was all I wrote lol
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oh god they made chaos in hades ii so fucking hot oh my god oh my g
#damien.txt#send help the gender on them..... oh my god....#i am looking SO. UNBELIEVABLY. HARD.#they made everyone hot tho. hephaestus. hecate. nemisis. and more.#oh god i've only seen moros once so far but the gender w/ them too....... man. idek if dating is a mechanic in this one but.#i want moros so bad i am down bad af#me after seeing the end of the game over a year from now looking back at this post: wow. what they didn't know would haunt them.#truly cannot tell if moros is going to be secretly bad or not. i hope not. but also. i hope they are. i love a good rivals fight.#anyways. yeah. i got hades ii. because i knew i would the instant it dropped. rip. i really did not need to be buying games rn#but hades ii.... omg...#ill probably be posting about it so pls block the hades ii tag if you don't wanna see anything#hades ii#hades 2#(ill tag it both ways just in case)
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O great librarian please bestow your wisdom upon me.
#tes#oblivion#shivering isles#dyus of mytheria#dyus#i draw a meme#you must be truly desperate to come to me for help#he said the library could logically predict every action. it kinda sounds like actuarial science or statistics or sth#i don't know if i could but i really wanna treat him like a search engine and bother him with some silly questions#like asking him for a cake recipe. next week's weather report. the location of my favorite pen because i can't remember where i put it etc#he need to know everything to predict everything right? i can ask him anything and he has answers right?
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Daniel with Shyla pre- vs. post-sarcophagus addiction
#what shyla does to him is truly and thoroughly deeply fucked up if you think about it. anyway more meta in the tags below lol#stargate#sg-1#daniel jackson#shyla#michael shanks#s2#ep5#2.5#***edits#love love love how they showed his descent in this ep#the transition from gentle and patient and considerate danny into a smarmy swaggering piece of shit#also as deeply fucked up as what shyla does is you almost get it???#like she's so lonely and isolated at the beginning of the episode she tries to commit suicide#and there's daniel saving her! she's never had anyone except her mother who died and her abusive father so of course she gets attached#and she is prepared to do ANYTHING to keep him because she's isolated and naive and yeah it's really fucked up and she becomes the abuser#and in order to try to keep him she changes him so drastically from the man she actually liked. because she's young and isolated and stupid#and when after all she put him through he STILL comes back to help her and it's THAT that spurs her to change her entire civilization#to break the cycle her father started#all because daniel first saved her and then forgave her#my VERY GOOD BOY!!!!!
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hey everyone, really didn't wanna have to do this but everything is so expensive these days and i'm struggling and my laptop is now broken and needs fixing. i finally created a ko-fi so if you can donate anything it'd really be appreciated. it's gonna cost £450 to fix so that's my goal i guess but even like half of that would be a huge help. and even sending just $1/£1/€1 my way could help if enough people contribute. (edit: unfortunately there have been transaction fees from paypal and £1 ends up being £0.67 so i've decided to change the ko-fi tip to £2 i hope that's okay)
ko-fi
goal: £173/£450
signal boosts would also be much appreciated <3
@phoebehalliwell @buffysummers @slayerbuffy @mulderscully @whitewolfofwinterfell @wearethecharmedones @haydenpanettieres @narliee @whatisyourchildhoodtrauma @sulietsexual
#honestly have no idea how to tag this#so yeah...#please help signal boost this at the very least if you can't contribute#but if you can contribute even if it's just $1/£1/€1 please don't feel like you're not helping enough cause truly anything will help <3
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