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i need to learn to handsfree purge istg. i'm growing out my nails and i'm scared of scratching myself rlly bad
#@n0r3xia#ana c0ach#st4rv1ng#sk1nny#bul1m14#ana trigger#⭐️ve#4norexi4#tw restrictive ed#fat#im so disgusting#someone pls help#teach me ur ways#anyone dm me if u know how#urge to purge
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tagged by ko @tofumilanesa for wip wednesday! big shout out to writevember for making me feel like i can actually call any of these works in progress… your guide to my emoji code under the cut
wip!
🪻🐈⬛ - the doc title is still just. YOWLING but i am like 7/8 of the way done with omega yamo fic and hopefully salem isn’t reading this so i can just drop it over a year later with no warning <3
🫃2️⃣ - DEWEY^2 P2!!!! she is almost done (i am lying) but she is so close i can almost taste it. sorry to my pwp that grew its own feelings baby
😇🤭 (🕒 -> 🕜) - rip i’m not telling you about this one until it’s posted but it IS complete aside from being ao3 formatted and the eight billion edits i inevitably do right before full-sending it
☁️💧 - cloud petey fic, which exists mostly as an embarrassingly large tag on a different blog and is condensing into a narrative about as well as water at 30° N/S. the time loop fic also falls under this description
eternally in progress (short list)
🌑🐕 - tyler borzoituzzi exists… there is an index of scenes/plot points… it plays like a movie in my head…
💯❕- fantastic! ‘verse
👁️👻 - stevie brandon seeing ghosts au, which has eight different (now nine i guess but you haven't seen the mustache adam post yet) plots. sorry
just. rotating like a microwave
🍎 - because they didn’t have a pomegranate emoji, this is what i used for the fic that feels like it should be a 50k connor bedard character study hanif abdurraqib/cathal kelly thesis about legends and mythmaking in sports and eating your young. yes i know pomegranates aren’t actually pomes and apples are but it’s fine
🦈 - the one cat da fuck they doing over there meme but about the sharks just like. in general. more on this at five
tagging @colap1nto, @songsandswords, @whitenikes, @gordiemeow, @acheronist, and anybody else who wants to share!!
#i regret to inform the public (beloved mutuals who read my tags) that we have hit the doldrums re: creativity.#got SO excited because i had no prep for tomorrow and got out unreasonably early and proceeded to do nothing 🤩 zero motivation/inspiration#anyway. being a big baby. have looked at dewey^2 for too long and now hate it which makes me sad because i was on SUCH a roll solving plot#and really i just need to pick something else from my (looks at smudged hand) 10000 other documents but none of them are calling my nameeee#maybe i’ll ao3 format 🕒 -> 🕜 or maybe i’ll read wandering stars (did finish a book this morning) and then hope something strikes me#preferably very aggressively like with the force of a train? OHHHHHH YOU GUYS MAYBE I COULD MAKE SOMETHING FOR HOLY JUMPING MACKEREL FEST#because you know what DID hit me upside the head like a 2x world champ coming from behind with the steel chair WAS BERGY & JOE GUESS WHO#joey first of all did not deserve to lose those games and second of all i am SO immensely delighted i don’t know if it’s on here yet i am#so sure at least one of my beloved drw moots (beth and nik are likely culprits but all of u would) has it on here yet BUT THERE’S SO MUCH#BERGY VERY BLATANTLY CALLING JOE A NERD BC HE KNOWS ALL ABT HIS TEAMMATES &LOVES THEM!! BERGY NOT KNOWING A SINGLE FUCKIN THING ABT ANYONE!#the absolute unsurprised yet still heartbroken disbelief & disappointment of joe saying ‘he uses black tape!’ oh that’s rent-free forever#anyway.#liv in the replies#p.s. it's fic friday now don't worry about how late i am#as always ask away ask about anything in post tags y'all know i love to yap u are always welcome in the inbox or dms#i was trying to be slightly less mysterious about all of these but i am a secret-keeper sorry and also you need to live inside my brain#in order to understand half of what i'm referencing sometimes. sorry.#also there are some un-hockey fic projects i want to do but i have. so little time in my life for anything sometimes that we will make do
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okay just a lil psa here, i don’t normally do this on this blog bc i’m a person who likes to keep the different facets of my personality very compartmentalized (that’s the disorder babee) and this is gonna be a long ass rant but i don’t have the palestinian flag in my pinned post for funsies.
i’m saying this bc someone i was moots w on twitter started randomly raging about “oh we’re showing those ungrateful far left palestinian foreign agitators that-“ fuck off. i’m serious. fuck all the way off. this is a genocide that has been going on for decades, that got ramped back up to extreme, horrific levels last october and palestinians refusing to endorse kamala without a more concrete plan on pushing for a ceasefire - which isn’t even the bare minimum, it’s tangoing under the fucjing bar - or protesting so that their families aren’t massacred at schools and hospitals aren’t foreign ops or agitators or picking on kamala as if people didn’t have the exact same issue with biden And Trump And obama, are not agitators or ops or whatever. and before anyone is like “do you a support a one or two state solution” i support a solution that allows the complete right of return and self determination for all palestinians across the globe and an end to the apartheid state of israel. however palestinians want that to look is what i support. i have an IDEA of what it will ultimately look like, but i support the right of palestinians to decide what happens in their ancestral home, from the river to the sea. “but what about the hostages” yeah you’re right what about the palestinian hostages big hoss???? also - indiscriminate bombing campaigns have never once actually worked to do anything but revitalize an insurgent population, and you’re dense as hell if you think what’s been happening is going to do anything but make it clearer to palestinians that their only chance of survival is through more attacks & hostage campaigns!!
you wanna call me some sort of foreign agitator when EYE am the one whose family weren’t allowed to be citizens until the 60s despite living on this continent for thousands of years, that i’m out of line for being outspoken & having a hard line on the genocide of another indigenous group?? go right ahead! hope the door bruises your ass on the way out folks! and if you agree that “genocide is bad” great you’re gonna have a bang up time following me!
#like i vote bc i have friends in our local [redacted] collective and it means a lot to them and they do great work#can’t even tell you how many people we got fed and got covid shots and tests to when my mayor was doing jack fucking shit#but if you think calling every single palestinian protest a foreign op is going to help her get elected you are frustratingly arrogant#if u want any more opinion you’re welcome to dm me or send an ask to my fandom or personal#getting on my soap box#but it’s like listen u wanna bq this u wanna ‘well i’m more indifenous than you bc’ baby my mama is legally enrolled#u want to know what it’s like to be a colonized indigenous person in a settler colonial state i’m right fucking here and it’s hell#and i’m not about to stay quiet while what happened to my GRANDPA (not distant relatives! my literal grandfather!!) happens right now#this was on my bb twitter my priv is exclusively for ancoms and mls i don’t follow anyone who isn’t a proven hater of the us government
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Do you have discord? If yes, permission to dm you? I like having friends
I sure do! My username is Kheprriverse on discord (but my display is Kheprrison in case there might be any confusion). Those who wanna dm me are free to do so, either there or on Tumblr :>
My DMs might not be open to everyone though, so just send me a friend request if it doesn't let you message me straight away, and lmk your tumblr so I know its you (else I'll just ignore it since I get spam requests/messages a lot).
Thanks for the ask! And also for thinking I'm cool enough to have tumblr friends <3
#nyx-the-misthios#kheprri ask#Im a bit awkward in dms. I dont purposely ignore people I just dont know how to talk to anyone who isnt my partner or best friend :')#I do have a server in the works for those who wanna reach out to me faster or hang out#but its not ready to release yet.#i apologize for future awkwardness#if u cant message me coz of my settings just lmk in tumblr dms and I can send u one instead
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debated sending this or not, b/c we don't rlly know each other and i didn't want it to sound objectifying? but please do not stop tgirl tummy tuesday. not only is it a wonderful way to boost your self confidence. it is a little treat for your followers
FAR FROM IT!!! this made me go AWWW and my eyes lit up. thank you so much.... i was so anxious agajsgsjsg this makes me feel so much better about it :-] i will continue to give my followers lil treats as long as i feel comfortable doin so and im havin fun with it! and i sure am havin fun with it
#callie.txt.exe#anon.zip.pif#YOURE SO SWEET FOR THIS#also. how do i put this#Please Objectify Me#no thats not quite what i mean#how bout this#i havent gotten an ask thats made me feel objectified in a bad way yet and people have sent me much spicier!!#what makes me wanna keep doin stuff like postin pics is (perhaps selfishly) the comments agajshsjsh#the confidence boost isnt just from intrinsically posting it its from people seein it and bein super sweet about it#which a handful of people have been which is so kind and wonderful#ill never know how u feel if u dont say somethin! if youre scared anon exists#but also i dont bite#ive BEEN bitten a lot by a lotta people#but i dont bite personally!#so even if we dont know each other super well u can always dm me or send me an ask or somethin#i like making friends on tumblr.#this goes for ANYONE who wants to be my friend: if u want to talk to me but dont know what to say or when to say it#just send me the word blaseball and ill take it from there >:-]
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even though i'm only just a smidge more than halfway through Widower for One Year, i'm going to make my predictions about the direction i think 271horses was gonna take the ending in had he finished the fic, just based on some commentary abt it that i've read from users on the BetterMost forum
i think that he was building up to the reveal that Ennis' grandson (also named Ennis) was gay. someone on the forum mentioned Ennis Jr. being struck by a pair of blue eyes (boy's eyes? idk) in a post pointing out the similarities bw the two Ennis', and so i have a feeling that the fic would later have taken us through moments of Ennis Jr. struggling with his sexuality woven between the sequences of Ennis' daydreams for what could've been and regrets for what was. because the fic also spends a lot of time showing us how Ennis Jr. isn't open or close with anyone in his family but Ennis, i feel like the big climax would have been like... Ennis Jr. coming to a breaking point where he's forced to turn to the one person in his life he can trust, his grandpa, with the fact that he's in love with some boy. in my mind, Ennis probably struggles with that for a while bc he's really weird and touchy about That Subject. there'd probably be a few sequences where he uses dream!Jack to work out his feelings about it all in there, too. ultimately though, i think the fic would have wrapped up somewhere around Ennis realizing that he doesn't want his grandson to experience the same pain that he lives with everyday, and the two having a heart-to-heart about Ennis' past and a reconciliation for any strain that Ennis Jr.'s coming out may have had on their bond.
i just feel like the fic is meant to be one of those that explores Ennis' reflections on Jack and what the loss of that relationship means to him, so i think Ennis opening up abt Jack to his teenaged grandson who is also experiencing a same-sex love would be like... the best note for the fic to end on. idk. 271horses used a lot of parallels in this fic and there's a quote early on where dream!Jack kinda throws it in Ennis' face that he doesn't talk about his grief over Jack to anyone, so it leads me to believe that the inclusion of Ennis Jr. was so Ennis could try and right the regrets of his past by preventing his grandson from making the same mistakes.
like i said, i haven't finished the fic yet so i'm not actually sure how far into the plot 271horses got. like... was he close to finishing it? was he 3/5ths to the end, or did he still have a lot more that he was building up towards that he ultimately didn't get to? idk lol, so like if there's stuff ive said here that is actually already in the fic, at this point i am unaware of it.
anyways, i just kinda wanted to throw out my thoughts on a potential ending now that i am halfway done w the fic! sorry if i sound insane LOL but also... i kinda like bringing back the discussion post vibes that old brokeback fans had on those early platforms :p
#i also wanted to get this down now bc im excited to see if and how my opinion will change once i do get to the end of the fic#oh 271horses...you have made me literally insane haha#still brokeback posting#brokeback mountain#oh also if anyone wants this fic so u know what ive been going on about for weeks now just dm me your email and ill get it sent to you#also if you want to stop seeing me frothing over this fanfic just block this tag ->#widower for one year
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oooo yay its my bday i just hit the big two four!!! so if you see my age in bio change you know whats up. uhh book update for the five people who are interested, i hit 33k words a few days ago and im having a blast writing it!! i still have a long way to go before its finished, i estimate the rough draft alone will take about a year to finish. but yeah the purpose of this post is to do a small poll—
i was thinking, that mayhaps, i could share a scene or two that i particularly liked or made me laugh every chapter to few chapters or so on this account? i wanted to ask before i do it because i know yall followed me for fanfic and i dont wanna clog anyones dash. however, it would be a way for me to share parts of my writing still (not doing so is making me insane ill write a scene and want to paul revere it so bad because i love it sm) and remain active on this account
#yall dont even KNOW how bad i wanna post the full thing but i gotta stay strong#im crafting these freaks out of clay and i need the world to know#that said it would make publishing harder unless i went the indie route at the end and i may beat myself with a brick in a year for posting#and i HAAAAVE to consider that unfortunately#ao3 calls but making a genuine life out of something i enjoy calls harder#the dollar general evil spirit that follows me around on every shift and drains my life force has been attacking so much recently#also tbr if anyone is deadass interested in reading what i got….. my dms are open i could link u to my google docs#make new friends and share my little gay stories in one fell swoop#man idk im just rambling atp im on break at work rn#no thoughts head empty#if anyone has any other ideas lmk i did consider a discord server for my friends who i am showing or something that i could just#have a public link to??? but i hate modding#idk if people are interested i could suck it up#MAN IDK#THOG JUST A GUY#thank u for reading this ily
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also, hello padisarah nonnie !! it's good to see you again :>
i decided to not answer your ask regarding the wholeeee stuff.. because i don't really care what they want to do anymore. i've done my part of speaking up about their behaviours and calling them out - which made a lot of people open their eyes for once instead of ignoring the warnings they got from me or other people. and i think that's all i want to do.
THIS WILL FORMALLY BE THE LAST POST ABOUT THEM. I will not answer any asks regarding it anymore, so if you want to make your own posts regarding those users, please use your own platforms, thank you.
as much as i encourage speaking up, i also don't want to give a flying duck about them anymore. y'know, like, i spoke up because i couldn't tolerate them and their behaviours anymore - couldn't just keep quiet when my mutuals are knowingly or unknowingly talking to shitty people like that. if they started a new blog, just let them. i don't really care anymore 😭 all i hope is that my mutuals and those that see this are more aware of internet safety and who you surround yourself with. it was already exhausting trying to warn others about them and not being listened to until i made this shit public — i'm not going to start becoming a blog that runs on discourse just so some can finally realise that this person was shitty and that person was the devil.
thanks for also caring abt me and informing me of their new url, i appreciate that a lot! it's on my blocklist now + the mutuals they've tagged on that post too 💀 if, however, i blocked you without a good reason why, or if i blocked you before you knew of this and had already cut ties with them, feel free to send me a message or ask on a different blog! i took precautionary blocks when it comes to having those kind of people as mutuals so .. yeah.
#visitors from teyvat : padisarah anon#thea answers#the post was made because i just couldn't stand the audacity of certain people still claiming to be the victim.#imagine claiming yourself as the victim when your story wasn't even straight.#venting in public but you can't even pick a plot. were you banned or did you leave willingly first without being punished?#then proceeded to say you were wrongly banned when you were literally guilttripping the mods . what did you think-#was gonna happen when you come back? did you think our arms were open then?#you left first . to avoid consequences . now that the consequences are staring right at you#you chicken out? you curse at the effects of your actions? YOUR actions? what about the people you've affected .#you say you aren't the same person you are a year ago but you only left a few months ago and you still affect the mental health of many .#our server wasn't even a mental health server. it's a positivity server. you're supposed to use it to get serotonin boosts#or boost other people. not a place for us to be your therapists and fix your problems.#i still can't get over the fact that neither of them can get their stories straight. wdym a year ago lmao. it was literally 4-5 months ago.#and you still act the same as ever. venting about how you wanted to kys or break down when a damn post unrelated to you talks-#-abt ur fav character in a scenario where they don't love you.#do you realize that the artists and writers' works you consume are for the general and not just you. what is your logic .#and i know you see this . you vague about us all the time. did you think i didn't notice.#the only mercy i've granted you was the peace for 4 months. you tell me i was dogpiling on you but you didn't change at all . so entitled t#-your ways of thinking and what you think is right.#in the first few weeks of u in that server i was the only one who thought better of u. funny how that turned out.#cuz u didn't change then and you wouldn't change now.#idk how many times i hv to repeat this but i blocked each n every ONE of them. including their moots.#and including anyone who interacted with them. im not sorry. if you were wrongly blocked then u can shoot a dm.#otherwise stay blocked and stay mad loser L.
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does anyone here read return of the blossoming blade/return of the mount hua sect
#grim rambles#webtoon webnovel or both anything’s fine#I know at least one of my mutuals does#this is super vague my bad. I am killing the part that cringes but this is related to prior post about oc writing#I mean I would also love to just talk about it with someone too that’s also good#I am looking for someone who also reads it to check me on like characterization and also if I’m totally misinformed about how parts of the#story world work#it will be easier for me to talk to people who are interested in me enough to be following me#OKAY ENOUGH RAMBLE GOTTA SCHOOL#anyone who’s interested feel free to comment rb dm whatever u want#I am always free to be messaged however :3👍
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Today was genuinely the wrong day to come into my dms water squirters ablaze and try and pick a fight with me tbh. Like i know ppl say that but truly could not have picked a worse day. Also I'm now charging $300 per complaint.
#somebody really tried to come at me for selling artwork that uses references.#sweetheart do you know all artists use references and those artists who sell their work sell work that uses references#in particular they are after one gojo piece#bc they did a similar dabi#but literally it's like they guassian blurred and then colored over it#any artist worth their salt can see through u bud#and i bet that's what ur hate comments are about#op could never sell their work on inprnt bc the vetting artists would see through it immediately#300 so i can pay for my inhalers thanks#when it rains it really pours huh#i love how op in our dms went: you're profiting of My art (and the original reference and anyone else that may have used it)
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#real talk do u thjnk i could be a good beta reader? how do u become one do you just say to people hey can i read that and give comments#im not really sure how its done but considering that j am in a slump with my own writing but still wanna engage with other peoples#this could be a good way to do jt#and i love commenting lil '!!!!' on peoples writing in google docs lol#but also offering genuine feedback and ways to help sentences or paragraphs flow better if thats a thing that beta readers do?#but also im not convinced that i actually know enough about writing to do this#who's to say#if anyone has any thoughts on this then please let me know in replies or asks or dm
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Needed to listen to some music while I did the dishes and for some reason picked “von” from the zankyou no terror soundtrack and jesus god. Experiencing emotions that don’t exist.
#meg talks#i don’t think i ever rewatched znt#i watched it back in like 2014 or 2015 the one time and the ending made me so sad i never revisited it#but god. i went back and watched the ferris wheel scene just now and it’s such a great scene on its own#but von just Makes It u know. yoko kanno you never fucking miss#i need to rewatch it just for the music. god.#but anyway i don’t think i rlly appreciated the ferris wheel scene as a youngun#i mean i must have to some degree bc it’s like the only scene from the whole show that i remember lmfao#but watching it this time… god… ‘’you don’t have to apologize anymore. it’s not your fault.’’#and the quiet way he just goes to work even tho he knows it won’t change anything… the love in that…#and how lisa’s fear just vanishes when she realizes what it means that someone loves her enough to die for her and doesn’t even blame her…#like just hearing that and feeling loved so completely made her no longer afraid to die bc it was all she ever wanted. god. jesus fucking ch#anyway it gave me some evil ideas about cunoesse and ruby of all things. no i won’t elaborate bc the context is all in my brain#but like imagine i wrote a sweeping epic about ruby klaasje and cunoesse all on the lam#and it was awesome and sad.#idk maybe if anyone wants to hear me word vomit in dms or smth i will but it’s too embarrassing to try to explain LDKSHSGDJ#anyway. the dishes did get done in case u were wondering. just very somberly
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#20 years on this planet several breakdowns one intervention and med treatment period and im still this bad at being alive#like how do people just do it#where is the support group for people who LITERALLY literally cant do anything have no talents and physically/mentally cant bear uni#like everyone says yes i get you i feel this way too and yeah i dont want to undermine anyone's feelings but EVERY person who has said this#has SOMETHING#that i dont#even that manga lady who wrote my lesbian experience with loneliness and gets me on a very personal level had her art she was making manga#when will it end#vent#vent post#if you are someone who knows me irl and come to me dms like nooo this is not true plz dont i just might block u
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everyday i wake up and thank god for my complete inability to clear out my old videos and pictures on google drive
#WHICH IS TO SAY: i recently remembered tht i kept (some of) the bootlegs i found for my favorite musicals back in 2017 and am overjoyed#if anyone wants the bootleg to a certain w/r and p/ace related musical then dm me and i can figure out how to get it to u LOL#(<- if u are reading this and u want to sue me then know that i am joking and they are all fake. hope this helps!)#i am speaking
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#gif#cryptic ramblings#in the tags#i keep wanting to (once again) make a post abt how like. im Not tryna be parasocial or creepy or. whatever. re: one joe keery#n i know by making this post talking abt the post i keep wanting to make im still kinda making that post but Shaddup ☝️ i just wanna get it#out my brain. but like the main reason i dont is bc 1: ive made that post. kinda. in some way. im Sure. and 2: who tf even cares LMAOOO lik#i truly dont think anyone here cares like tht n i have a solid. 200 followers on this site n maybe like 10 are actually active n its My Blo#literally im such a nobody ik it doesnt really matter. but also im like. 'what if thats what makes it seem Weird tho. like some loner stalk#'*stalker girl or whatever.' but THEN its like if i keep tryna INSIST IM NOT!!! it feels like. 'the lady doth protest too much 👀' and AGAIN#I KNOW ITS NOT THAT DEEP!!!! I KNOW no one here cares. like No One is payin tht kinda attention to my blog#i think its just bc its a crush on a celeb n ive never really been that kinda person so idk how to Deal. esp in this day n age where there#ARE creepy superfans out there tht exist ykwim??? like yeah ive had 'celebrity crushes' but thts always been like 'ugh x is so attractive!'#n never really like a 'i wish i could date x.' or an 'id date x if they asked'. does tht make any sense??#basically i think im realizing im (i was??) more demiromantic than i thought i am (was???) bc ny crushes have like 90% of the time been on#ppl i Know to some level. like acquaintances at Minimum and typically actual friends. which i thought (still kinda think?? correct me if im#(wrong) is normal/typical?? bc i thought demiro was a deeper kinda connection before getting romantic feelings?? all that is to say:#i dont usually crush on ppl i dont know so this kinda crush (and on a celeb!! laameee) is weird to me n again: idk how to act 🧍🏽♀️#so anyways thats why i keep wanting to make tht post n then not making the post n why i decided to make This post explaining my thoughts#on the post that i Didnt Make#anyways if u actually read all this ur a real one fr and thank u for hearing me out i just wanted to get tht out fr#feel free to dm me any thoughts/opinions/corrections/concerns/whatever idk. this shits always rattling in my brain sooo ya#edit: damn... i rly wrote a fkn essay in these tags... anyways--
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If you have trouble, you could always ask. People are more willing to talk about what they're doing than you think.
Yeah i know but like, i've been told that even if i know abt a character stuff i don't do anything with it which is something i kinda gotta get better on.
But like, the ISSUE is for something to stick with me i gotta interact with someone who's invested into it and such yknow! so like, Not even oc interactions just, have someone tell me that stuff instead of just having it posted and so on
#Which i know is a lot of work for 1 person to enjoy#something#so like#yeah.#This is not a call to action to anyone come and talk to me abt their stuff (even though i OPENLY INVITE U TO DO SO IF U WANNA!!! my dms are#WIDE FUCKING OPEN)#i think for me to be invested i gotta talk abt the thing with someone But i don't really know how to start doing that#and this is not a vent#like#at all.#i just get mad i can't enjoy plots like everyone else cuz my brain works weird
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