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Out of all of the people The Ghost King Phantom expected to relate to, it definitely wasnāt the scrawny red headed photographer of the Daily Planet. Jimmy Olsen has gotten so many temporary superpowers over his time being Supermanās friend. Hell, he once gained a 4th dimensional beingās reality warping abilities when he was given said dimensional beingās powers during a fight. Sure thereās a dozen or so heroes with the same amount of powers he has, but none as suddenly granted to them as a all powerful god that can relate to a teenager.
#bones speaks#hi this is bones in the future: below tags I do mean but I was Not Sober while writing them so they may have severe spelling errors#bones prompts#dpxdc#dp x dc#just google the amount of times Jimmy has had powers and what they are. I just read a comic#where the F PLOT of all things is Jimmy getting superpowers and causing havoc in Metropolis. thatās how frequent this is#the all powerful god powers was in a recent Batman/Superman Worlds Finest issue where he got Mxyzptlkās powers#like guys. there are SO many heroes that have more powers than Danny in DC.#off the top of the dome I can only name a few (in my defense I am Not Sober so memory is Not Good:)#Raven. The Spectre. Superman. The Atom. Batman (temporary powers). Dr Fate. Martian Manhunter#and I could name more if my memory wasnāt shot rn#this is a mini rant in the tags but Iām so tired of the āDanny has so many superpowers it would stump DCā#it would for sure shock them. but they wouldnāt be surprised. why are they all so shocked from Dannyās arrival?#Iāve made many posts about how much more interesting Danny simply being in the JL like itās just another Tuesday would be interesting#so many folks enjoy the discovery aspect of Danny and not the part where heās alreaady a JL member and is#*isnt OP. itās so much more interesting to write a character with flaws. make him regular powered and able to be struck down by a Big Bad#and not just his weaknesses. heās been beaten to shit by ghosts before. the angst possibilities is crazy.#Billy Batson looking at a kid nearly his age get hurt more and more by Black Adam? Fear Gas setting him on a rampage in Gotham absolutely#destroying his perception of what being safe is anymore. Lex Luther finding his weakness and wrecking his shit#it could be SUCH an interesting direction to take dpxdc but no one does. when I write prompts with those ideas they make a fraction of the#notes of the prompts where I pander and have batfam in them. diversity of ideas in fandom is what makes us strong. keep the new and#unorthodox ideas flowing. it feels like youāre swimming upstream but itās worth it to help a fandom grow
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One of the earliest examples of Leoās āIāll do my own thing to accomplish our goal without discussing it with my team firstā is in episode one. Itās super, super quick, and ultimately inconsequential, but it subtly sets up a great precedent that I think is very interesting.
When the boys need to grab the medallion from Splinter without Splinter noticing, Raph, Mikey, and Donnie huddle together with Raph taking the lead in trying to devise a plan to get the mystic device. Meanwhile, Leo slinks away and grabs the device by clocking the situation (by knowing his father well enough to predict his actions - something he does with each family member multiple times in the series) and making a move on his own.
It works out perfectly fine, and is ultimately the best move, and itās honestly okay that he didnāt consult everyone for something so small when itās such a non issue to get it, but it nicely sets up how this tends to go in the series, including how it goes in the movie.
To be honest episode one is actually really good at setting up a lot of things for each character in the long run, this is just one example that caught my attention, as small and unassuming as it is.
#rottmnt#rottmnt leo#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#im just ranting at this point feel free to ignore me Iām tired lol#anyway#Leo constantly just goes off and does his own thing#and yeah honestly his own thing often works??? but he alienates his brothers/team in the process#BUT also this isnāt necessarily a one way street#when Leo DOES try to consult his brothers or give his thoughts on matters heās not really taken seriously#best example here is bug busters where he CONSTANTLY makes his worries and suspicions known only to have them ignored#so itās almost understandable that he doesnāt often open up about his thought process when itās easier to just do it#than to try and fail to justify it#after all it almost always works out for him when he does so why not?#and then the movie happens#and that line of thinking doesnāt quite hold up does it?#BUT ON ANOTHER NOTE#like I said episode one is super good at setting characters up#from showing off Donnieās preference for tech vs magic/mystic#from showing Mikeyās innate talent for mysticism#from showing Raphās anxieties and how easily they can stack up#thereās more but Iād have to do a closer deep dive on the ep and man am I tired#so off the head rambles it is for now#sorry everyone for my constant spam of Too Many Words into things that are prob Not That Deep#itās honestly just fun haha#EDIT: bc I saw someone mention it! yeah all the boys have communication issues through the series and itās super interesting and realistic#Leo in particular stands out to me here because his communication issues are a constant theme that pop up much more often#but each of them experiences this in some form
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logan on that plane when the divorcees started arguing had to have been AT LEAST one of his top 20 worst moments in life if not at least one of the most awkward like imagine not liking flying in the first place and then the plane starts being crumpled like tin foil once the metallokinetic gets frustrated and now we're all nosediving towards the middle of the ocean
#xmen#xmen dofp#xmen days of future past#erik lehnsherr#magneto#wolverine#logan howlett#snap chats#logan gotta act cool bout it all 'so youve always been an asshole' boy i know youre like three seconds away from a heart attack#man said he was the wrong guy for this but frankly if he could sit through all of that and keep going i think he's fine enough really#i wouldve checked out after that but im just not built for that kinda stress !!!#like in THREE MOVIES IM P SURE we've seen this mate be a lil nauseous at the idea of flyin for one reason or another#bro just does not have good luck with planes PLEAASSE#also side note. the stray hank caught during erik's rant i cANT LEAVE HIM ALONE#LIKE FAIR ENOUGH BUT STIIIILLLL LET HIM FLY THE PLANE VLKEJLKAJ#thank you hank for grounding erik so we all didnt have to fish the plane out of the sea
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hello, fwendy-wends!
i bring you my little painting of wiggog y'wrath because i am. not normal about him. haha
sketch + alt pics below the cut <3
the one above is before sealant, these ones are ~30 minutes after sealing! also tilted one a little so you can see the shinies better! highlights my beloved š
#npmd#starkid#nerdy prudes must die#wiggly#wiggog y'wrath#lords in black#art#artists on tumblr#painting#acrylic painting#fanart#starkid fanart#can you tell he's my fav.....#maybe pokey next! if uh. i have another smaller canvas š this was my last 3.5 x 2.75#his hair was the fun part. soooo many swoops and strands!! wiggly's got volume!!!#side note i do need his sweater. immediately#but yeah the whole summoning he had just the biggest āblowing you up with my fucking mindā aura#but he's in human form so i imagine he can't quite put that across. hence his eyes filled with hate behind him :)#i love how completely done he was the whole time. and his dynamic with pokey? ugh. massive tired big brother energy#i am RANTING okay hope you all like bye bye!! šš
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#dc#dc comics#comic posting#New Teen Titans#New Teen Titans (Volume 2)#New Teen Titans (Volume 2) 12#Dick Grayson#Nightwing#i dont like this lol#this feels like another marv inventing issues moment#i mean this isnt the first time dicks brought this up hes said this a couple times in NTT#and every time it feels very forced too me#maybe its because my first introduction to the character (in the comics) was dixon era#and he didnt really write dick like this#but also i feel like its a pretty sharp turn away from how he was written in Batman/Tec in the 80s#and also like when in NTT has dick ever been open about his emotions#hes only ever ranted about how he wants to be open about his emotions#like hes gonna say its because of Kory but like im not seeing the fruits of her labour#idk im rambling this probably doesn't make any sense#in my notes i wrote 'dick talking about how ooc he is' lol
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I am begging gay people to realize that Disco Elysium lacking a canon relationship between Kim and Harry is not a bad thing or something the fandom needs to "make up for". The game would be much worse thematically if the flirting and longing actually went anywhere, the whooleee point is that everyone in Martinaise is sick with nostalgia or half beaten to death by their need to keep hoping for something better.
I find their relationship interesting too but it's infuriating watching people who can't enjoy media without shipping the characters in it try to bring up not having a romance option with Kim as a criticism.
#DO NOT RB THIS WITHOUT THE ADDITION IT MAKES THE POST SO MUCH BETTER CHECK THE NOTES#this is on the marketing department too though the instant i saw that 'in another universe kim and harry kiss' tweet i died a little inside#rannbles#not main tagging this i just needed to rant about it but if u want to rb go ahead#also they deserve to be miserable because they're cops š why do so many people ignore that part you're on the acab website
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(FotR, pg. 42)
(FotR, pg. 74)
Guys Guys Guys Guys I know I know I KNOW we talk about Frodo and Sam's bond. Which is valid. Totally valid, I do it myself on occasion.
BUT.
BUT.
FRODO AND MERRY!!!!
FRODO PROBABLY GREW UP WITH MERRY!!! (I did the math cuz I'm a nerd) Merry was 7 when Frodo left to go live with Bilbo, but Frodo spent 9 years in Buckland!! He was there when Merry was born!! Merry hasn't known life without Frodo!!! Yes, Frodo was 21 when he left but he was in his "tweens" and probably still had to hang out with the younger kids aka MERRY!!!
Just. Look at them!! Frodo was a Respectable Gentlehobbit and Merry was one of those weird Brandybucks but they were both Adults and Frodo trusted Merry to find him a suitable house that he would supposedly retire in and Frodo didn't know that Merry knew that Frodo was leaving!! He just trusted Merry to get all the accounts settled and to find him a cute little house and he does!!! Merry does!!! He helps him find a house, he goes with the furniture to set it all up for Frodo when he gets there!! He even helps monitor everything that's being given away after Bilbo leaves and Frodo needs a moment!!
It's just. We're not even 100 pages in, they haven't left the Shire, but it's so blindingly obvious that Frodo trusts Merry and Merry looks out for Frodo, even though there's a 14 year age gap between them. They're friends, best friends, look at that first bit I put up there, they're joking around after Lobelia insulted Frodo and it's so natural, such a great little moment.
It's so. It's so obvious, right from the very beginning, like, of course Merry follows Frodo out of the Shire. It's not because Frodo's All That or anything, it's just that they're best friends and Merry cares for him and he wants to make sure he'll be alright. And I love that about Merry, I think it's a great character trait of his that you see again with Pippin. He loves them, so he follows them, even and especially into the unknown, but when it's their time to leave, to move on, he let's them. He keeps on loving them and trusting them, except this time it's trusting that they'll come back. And hoping that letting them know that they are loved will help them return.
#it's just.#THE HOBBITS GUYS THE HOBBITS#THEY WERE BEST FRIENDS#THEY WERE COUSINS#THEY WERE PARTNERS IN CRIME.#I'll probably do another one of these rants soon on Frodo + Pippin#but for right now#MERRY AND FRODO AS THE RESPONSIBLE ONES#like ofc Sam is responsible he's great I love him no notes you know I support his wrongs etc. etc.#but!! Merry and Frodo!!#I love them your honor <3#they have jokes and they know the same places.#and he visited him when he left with Bilbo to go live in Bag End#and something about how you should be able to ask your friends to help you move and unpack#something about that's what friends are for and getting rid of the idea that you shouldn't ask things of your friends#(ā¬ ā¬)#just yelling into the void#the lord of the rings#meriadoc brandybuck#frodo baggins
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Once more frustrated by people seeing Light's various moves as stupid because they're looking at it from a point of omniscience and not from the perspective of Light himself and the information he had access to :')
#death note#yagami light#my light bias is showing but also no its not#bc im right#like honestly what would YOU have done? without the knowledge that you have from being a spectator#an audience member#i myself wouldve done some of the dumbest shit imaginable and i own that#im a dumb bastard i wouldve panicked the moment L came on screen tbh#i would attempt to leave the country and then L would arrest me bc he was monitoring the ports#also i wouldnt have been kira at all bc i wouldntve thought to use the death note worldwide but thats another story#thats also another pet peeve i have bUT THATS NOT THE POINT RN#THE POINT IS THAT FOR SOMEONE WHO KNEW AS LITTLE AS LIGHT DID ABOUT THE SITUATION HE WAS IN HE MADE THOUGHTFUL CHOICES#choices that WORKED#sure some of them might have fucked him over a bit later but AGAIN#hes not omniscient. there were things he literally had no way of knowing. why do people think hes omniscient#grim rants
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Finally glad the mouthwashing fandom-at least on here- is finally coming around to see the idea that neither curly or jimmy are completely innocent nor should be babied or completely villainized because to do that you'd need to *checks notes*
Completely ignore how mouthwashing is a story of how systems of abuse are kept in power. Particularly rape culture and the patriarchy that encourages these actions while also encouraging bystander effect from other men close to predators...which is all encouraged under a system like capitalism.
Idk read more of tha rant in tags I got carried away I fear.
#its all interchanging systems babe#if i see another post babying curly#or removing any amount of humanity from jimmy#im going to assume you simply dont want to interact with the meat of the game#you just looked at overall plot points and story beats with a glance and refused to give this wonderful game its flowers#stop turning these complex character into one dimensional things you can comodify like prepackaged food#this also heavily includes anya and the weird way you guys also baby her#shes a grown woman...a tramatized one yeah? but a grown woman who should be treated decently#not just spme one note preformative doll you wave around in order to comfort and baby curly or to shit on jimmy in the most ooc way possible#same with swansea#my goodness#mouthwashing#seriously ik fandom always does this but mouthwashing tumblr somehow impressed me?#with how much they could miss themes and intricacies for their preformative turn to the camera so they can say#āgrrr this character bad and is monster lets throw a bunch of cluster b disorders at them and remove any character to prove a point ā#āwow this character is completely absolved from his actions and is too innocent to be deeply analyzed...#lets give him a playtoy supporting female character to dote on him and loft him up despite her own trauma!ā#rant#im sorry its just soo annoying#usually im a ādo everything you want foreverā type girl#but its seeing the fandoms hypocrisy in jow they treat charscters like jimmy and curly and swansea that makes me realize#media literacy is soooo down hill.#quick give me a 500 word essay on why you think *shittiest take ever* is acceptable!
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not-yet-dead-person
silly comic of a conversation in-game i thought was too funny not to make something proper for instead of a doodle ww
(timelapse + wip images (thus silly process commentary in read more if you like artist commentary :3)
i think the sketch looks silly and goofy and funny so i find it important to share with you the mere presence of the faces i drew on it. i drew it on top of the boxes without staying inside its borders because i find my proportions can get wonky if i draw them cropped in a restricted space. and I feel trapped otherwise and i will draw BAD!!! give me spaceeeee to go wild!!!!
the head circles are there for emotional support
very low res speedpaint because truth is the canvas was much bigger than the space where my comic was placed. i didnt account when exporting my timelapse in 720px that that tiny space would look so pixelated ... but it's able to be percieved, so its okay.
(i will now comment on my process and it is not brief sorry)
usually i would try to clean up my sketches and figure out what goes on top before jumping into linework, but since there are multiple panels and drawings i chose to jump into inking right away for the sake of brevity. i just went in with a brush that uses pen pressure and drew what was needed. i added extra line thickness and contrast in areas around the face because it helps direct your eyes there more easily that way.
according to her equipment rei has a chain belt but i only remembered it existed once I was going to color, and i did not like that discovery... I chose to ignore it to maintain my peace. i already have the color palettes for these characters figured out, and i didnt really want to think about a new element at the moment www I tend to overthink those things a lot so i skipped it
the rest is rather straightforward! not that anything else wasn't, but in here i could turn my brain off and sing. linework and sketching require mumbling so i cannot turn my brain off. just block in the characters with a solid color so i can have a mask (something along those lines,) where the color can stay inside. then just color in !!!
Base colors just had slight cell shading on the skin, and for the hair i airbrush a bit of the skincolor in low opacity near the forehead... I'm not sure what it means, but i can look at the faces easier with it somehow. i like the gentle subtlety it adds even if you cant really tell. it makes things look nice.
background was just me blocking in the color of the wall and floor, shade the wall a bit, then slap a noise and free use wood texture on top. work smarter not harder ! yet it took a bit to make it look stylistically fitting with the characters, and even now i think bottom middle panel looks odd. whatever!!!
for the middle panel i thought itd be funny if the background was a solid silly and colorful one to contrast the next panel's sketchy black one. a contrast to how the word widow is seen. on that note my handwritting is not pointy. i gaslighted my hand into thinking that it was indeed pointy in that moment so i could write "not-yet dead person" in letters that didn't seem cute. my hand did not fall for it but it complied anyway
that's basically it! I'm not sure what else i could say that doesn't feel barebones because it really is that straightforward. if you're curious I used clip studio paint for this. only special brush used was for linework (a brush named Lemon Brush), the rest used were just the default. my computer gets the least credit. it was trying to convince me a 20mb file was going to nuke it all the time and hardly let me save multiple times so i do not appreciate it
#re:kinder#fanart#sayaka re:kinder#rei re:kinder#OH I ALREADY RAMBLED IN MY POST WHATEVER SHOULD I TALK ABOUT NOW IN MY TAGS UEEEEEEEššš#oh yeah do you want to know a fun fact about this drawing#i started it yesterday. i wasnt meant to I DID NOT HAVE PERMISSION...FROM MYSELF... i was meant to be on break#i self imposed a one week break from doing any rekinder related project after the transcript to avoid accidental burn out#NOT THAT I GOT TIRED OF IT AFTER THAT TRANSCRIPT NOT AT ALL#but jumping straight into more hours of creativr work after over 30 hours of it is asking for disaster. it is asking for burn out#yesterday was the last day . 12 hours were left but i was going to die if i didnt draw anything it would have been OVER#(aka my period started recently so i got very gloomy and depressed so i needed to run to my favorite stress relief...drawing rekinderāŗļø)#(on that note seriously what the fuck please explain the evolutionary advantage to getting horribly depressed every month)#(like hello?!?! rant real quickā i get enough flashbacks everyday i DONT need them to last longer and have me more msierable ?!?!?)#(periods are so dangerous to my mental health for no reason can i get a restriction order on them or some shit what the fuck)#(anyway thats enough of that break of character DONEEEE :3333)#SO YEAH I DIDNT EVEN LAST 7 WHOLE DAYS i even played a new game in between those 6 days youd think itd het my mind of rekinder. WRONNNNGGG#not even another devastating rpg horror gamr could divert my attention for long i hsd to draw rekinderš#using the newfound power of mt transcript i was decided on drawing rei because i dont draw her enough for how high she is on my fvaorites#i was initially doodling random lines but then i stumbled upon this interactkon and it doesnt really fit into my usual expression sheets#so i thought hey lets do it asife#i thumbnailrd it and from there i was like hey lets do it in comic format isntead of separated messy doodles in tint canvas#and the rest is hisotry .... aka i spent the last two days doing this instead of doing MY HOMEWORK!!!!!#on my defense when i wasnt drawing i was horribly depressed i had no other choice#(seriously fuck off periods WHAT what do you mean i need to be distracted 24/7 to not be struck by crippling meltdowns LEAVE ME ALONE?!?!?)#(they should be banned we as a society should find like a . cure to them it dont do me good to have a whole week where i cant function)#these tags have been more of a weird rant im sorry IVE BEEN FEELING PEEEVEDDD LATELY SO YOU GET. STRANGE DROTTER LORE ????
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I'm so not normal about nursery songs like You Are My Sunshine... we are singing our loved ones (babies and young especially) that they are the sun in our hearts, that they warm us with their very presence and that they are so, so dear and loved. How could you hate humanity when we have this unadulterated love for each other?
#positivity#that's why i changed my header to what it is now#entering my hopepilled era (i am still compulsively online about it though)#do other countries have songs like the english you are my sunshine? i am SURE they're out there#but each time i look for songs with the same themes as you are my sunshine it's just equivalent translations of the phrase#anyway... i know i post a lot of hopeful/positive stuff because we need it#the club is bumping. the ladies look good. the alcohol is flowing. there is much pain in the world but not in this room.#(also the context for that quote is the raver was ranting about how osama bin laden looks like a dick so FUCK that guy)#(note that the raver kid said FUCK osama because he looks like a dick. i am not supporting osama bin laden)#please for your own sake... find one small but beautiful thing and become OBSESSED with how beautiful and meaningful it is to you#if you are from another country and have a sweet or kind little poem/song akin to the song i mention: PLEASE SHARE IT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#please allow me the kindness of breaking my heart over how beautiful this world is because i cannot handle just how beautiful we are
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me when one more person passive aggressively comments on ASOH:
#I KNOW A CERTAIN CHARACTER HASNT SHOWN UP YET#I KNOW#IM NOT STUPID#IM WRITING A PLOT#THERE ARE REASONS#PLEASE STOP TELLING ME THIS FIC WOULD BE BETTER WITH X#I KNOW OK#HOW ABOUT WE READ THE POLITE AUTHORS NOTE#AND STOP MAKING ME SAD#GOD FORBID ANYONE READ THESE LONG ASS CHAPTERS#AND YOUR ONLY COMMENT IS DEMANDING TO KNOW WHERE ANOTHER CHARACTER IS#HOW ABOUT WE JUST SAY NICE THINGS HUH#okay end rant sorry#writing#myfic#a sky of honey
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I like how Meeple is classified to be a controller, but I'm planning on playing as them as a sniper
#chewys notes#just random ramblings#brawl stars#brawl stars meeple#Like omg#yay#another sniper brawler i wanna play#But like ima be real#their super & kit is dogshit#fuck reworking their design#Rework their fucking kit#Like what do you mean their super is useless when no wall is present??#No small stats boost or anything??#Something that can benefit them when no wall is available so it isn't completely useless??#Brawl Stars can be so fucking lame omg#I get it though#ābut he has aimbot and goes through wall idk if that a good idea-ā#Not my fault they don't know how to balance their game š#Not ranting in a negative way#but c'mon#how tf you make a control brawler who would just end up being played as a sniper#Same thing goes to kit too#he's supposed to be played as a support but used more like an assassin
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its crazy to think i was having a good day yesterday and one comment managed to ruin it and it'll drag on for days u-u
#on another note can i rant abt something#feel free to ignore it its probably a stupid concern#but the anon ask rlly rubbed me the wrong way like what point are they trying to make#my friend suggested that it might me because of character interaction that fuel the anon to send that ask#and yea that really might be it the more i think abt it#im not rlly a cc x cc shipper but it does generally cause me a lot of distress when it comes to my comfort character#(this includes platonic ones too believe it or not only oc or self insert x cc with my plat fav so i encouraged it)#and my intrusive thoughts are really bad#the moment anything that proves to cause me an immense emotional distress my brain will latch on to it for days#which often lead to nightmares and overthinking and such#so yea the cc x cc ship itself has been causing me a lot of pain#and its just all so pathetic cause i feel like its not something that i should be uoset over but here i am just crying my eyes iut at#something so small and avoidable#my form of self harm is way too affective especially since i suffered from bipolar and being generally really emotional#u-u#this is all so stupid#.tbd#tw self harm#just in case if mental self harm counts#.vent
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āthe way they acted around him in third year is the biggest eg of this for me. so yeah, i think that plays in here a bit tooā <- do you have any meta regarding this? like, im curious about what specific examples stood out to you the most, but i also just really like reading your meta lol
ooh hello anon!! (also,,,this is the literal first time anyone has called my ramblings a meta i am squealing rn)
but okay, bear with me, because iāve notā¦.really thought this through haha (+ itās been an Age since iāve read the books so source material knowledge is spotty)
itās just, the entire PoA arc made me so uncomfortable on behalf of harry because no one ever told him anything? like, yes, that is the theme of his life and ootp is another example of how shitty it was for him and how devastating the consequences were but on like. a personal level. picture this, right?
youāre trying to escape ur abusive hellhole by going to the only escape available to u (which is, not so coincidentally, also a murderous cesspit but alas) but surprise! there is a magical mass murderer on the loose. cool, okay, thatās everyone elseās problem, ur literally just trying to have a normal year, maybe learn some magic, fly some brooms, play quidditch, and try to make it to hogsmeade (another big fail bc boo orphans amirite?). but nope, everyone and their grandma keeps trying to lock you up and warning u to stay away from this serial killer becauseā¦.? clearly the reasons arenāt important but harry has to stay inside, shit his gob, and not do anything. the definition of āshut up, sit there, and look prettyā
literally the only person to make an effort is mr weasley and even he has to do it in secret lest he get reprimanded forā¦telling a kid to take care of themselves? i donāt think iāll ever understand why so many adults in the WW think basic info is so dangerous but ok. right, so, on top of all this not telling harry, heās also being treated like some reckless, adrenaline junkie ass fool?? like people are out here ominously going āpromise you wonāt go after sirius blackā while our boy is just confused like?? WHY??? he literally does not know anything and honestly, if everyone hadnāt stoked the fans so much, he probably wouldnāt have either.
this is partly why i think they just looked at him like a symbol or something, not an actual person, because if they genuinely cared about his safety, they would try harder right? but it seems to me like they just didnāt want the boy who lived to be hurt, or for voldyās right hand man to come back and finish the job. terrible for public safety & spirit, that.
and then, the cherry on top of this shitcake is just. remus mf lupin. that man in poa was in fine form (beat only by his incredible cameo in dh during the trioās hunt). with audacity lining his entire form, he not only manages to keep everything a secret from harry (including his parents, siriusā animagus form, and their relationship), he also somehow scrounges up the gall to shame harry?? and for what, trying to do something everyone else is, that heās been denied for no discernible reason (he doesnāt know why sirius is a threat, all he would see at that point was his head of house reinforcing the dursleys)? and not only does he do this in an extremely personal way (and not as a professor calling him to task for breaking rules) but he also tells him heās disgracing his parents SACRIFICE???? the first time he brings up harryās parents with him and itās to tell him, famously an orphan, that theyād be ASHAMED OF HIM??? lord on earth. i would throw hands.
so *clears throat* ignoring how i went off the rails for a second there, thatās largely it. all the professors acting like he should take informed decisions with the maturity of an adult when they havenāt told him anything, while at the same time treating him with this weird dichotomy of too familiar and like a stranger? which i think harry gets a lot from everyone around him. they act like theyāre close to him but they donāt actually treat him like that. itās extremely on the surface. i feel like this also reinforces snapeās idea that harry gets special treatment, is seen as a celebrity etc etc. because on the face of it, yeah, theyāre all centering him, but theyāre not doing it in any meaningful capacity ykno?
sure, harry should be safe but why? what makes him any different from the others? and really, if they actually cared about his safety, why is he in danger every couple minutes? where are the adults then? i donāt think harry is ever seen in the entire series, not by anyone but sirius, which really just makes him that much more important in the grand scheme of things (and harryās life)
#harry potter#i amā¦.clearly passionate about this#i would apologise but#this is the first time iāve tried to out this into words lol#thank u for giving me the chance anon#(and i do apologise for ranting haha we are in a MOOD th3se days)#that last bit ab harry being centred but only in name#is also why so much of ronās jealousy rings hollow to me#but thatās another half baked thought lol#letās not go there#penās asks#penās notes
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"Actually, liking things neat and tidy, and organizing stuff because you find it satisfying is OCPD not OCD-"
no no no NO NO NO shut up oh my god.
OCPD is a (usually trauma induced) mental illness where a person finds comfort in rigid patterns, perfectionism and self-imposed rules, and exterting control over everything they can, to the point of severe dysfunction and/or distress in their life. It comes with a lot of anxiety, troubles with relationships and extreme difficulty with school/work. It is painful to have and causes a lot of suffering, because it is a goddamn mental illness.
If you like organization or cleaning because it's satisfying and it doesn't cause you distress or dysfunction, you are a perfectionist or a neat person. You are not any mental illness. End of story.
For the love of GOD stop redirecting OCD stigma onto OCPD, especially when OCPD is so under researched and misunderstood, even by professionals.
-Someone with OCD who has seen enough of this shit
#rant over#on another note ocpd really needs to be talked about more#as with personality disorders (especially cluster a and c) in general#mental health#mental illness#neurodivergent#ocd#obsessive compulsive disorder#ocd awareness#actually ocd#ocpd#obsessive compulsive personality disorder#cluster c#personality disorder#anxiety#trauma#ableism#disability#mentally ill#mental illness awareness#important
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