#angels and emotions etc
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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#yuuji#i cant even bring myself 2 b salty about No Megu part 4546768 bc oh my GOD#YUUJI RLY OUT HERE LOOKIN LIKE FALLEN ANGEL ALEXANDER CABANEL 1847 GEGE AKUTAMI THE ARTIST U ARE#we're so blessed we're so lucky this panel is ART i ran 2 open csp the moment i saw it#SO many s tier yuuji panels this chapter tbh but this. i dont think ill ever b over it#god im giddy im fangirling a little bit looking at it#i don't talk enough abt how Good of an artist gege is his expressions r masterful#it's incredible how much emotion he packs into stares n glances n gazes#and ESPECIALLY with yuuji there is so much weight and emotion and intensity in his eyes in every gd panel#king legend visionary etc etc etc does this man EVER turn it off ????#i honestly dont think i did the original panel justice its That good his gaze is That chilling#but i certainly tried my best :'> sampled colours directly from th fallen angel painting itself n it made the blues pop rly well#anyway if im sukuna im crawling back 2 him hands and knees give him back his boyfriend hes not here 2 play anymore FGHFGJSD
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When sociologist Phil Obermiller taught me about “intragroup distinction,” that possibility seemed even more plausible. Despite its high-sounding tone, this sociological concept simply suggests that people who do not fit stereotypes popularly associated with their group find it easier to abandon the group rather than forge a more complete, inclusive and potentially constructive sense of self.
Mark Banker
#non integration of the modern self#sam!!!!!#i’m working on a phd#also cas#anna perhaps#angels and emotions etc#i think sometimes abandoning the group is good but like in anna’s case#to change your category of person can be an exercise in self deception rather than integration#for example anna said angels cannot feel etc etc#which is a reductive company regurgitation#i’m not like Them#i know that sam’s identity to the in group is complex-er than belonging#but there is an inherent classism to his mindset#lofty harvard phd etc#education is not bad ofc not#but harvard has some historical problems with exploration taxes etc#and it is emblematic symbol of perfectionism#sam would snub community college#Harvard’s pride in the myth of its progressive character
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[Tuvok & Janeway: Control, Distance, Duty & Connection.] Sources: St Voyager Transcripts / Mitski 'First Love Late Spring' / Disco Elysium
#web weaving#star trek web weaving#st voyager#Kathryn Janeway#Tuvok#be the change you want to see in the world - make a long post about Tuvok & Janeway's similarities <- angel on my shoulder#I feel like a lot of people see them as 'opposites attract' sort of friends where Janeway is unhinged & Tuvok reigns her in#but in reality I think that while there is that element in there (exacerbated HEAVILY by their delta quad circumstances)#what I see most in their relationship is how they both value loyalty and duty above all and are extremely rigid with themselves#and the people around them. How they both have to maintain distance from others bc of their positions as captain & vulcan#I hate when people dismiss Tuvok as not being remotely interested in Maryana or Noss - it erases an interesting struggle that he and Janewa#both share - their desire to stay loyal to their spouses vs the 70 years of loneliness that that loyalty demands of them#But they BOTH triumph and they BOTH remain loyal (Tuvok until he returns to T'Pel and Janeway until Mark informs her that it's over)#and for both of them it's a little bit insane for them to do that.#Isn't it more interesting that Janeway and Tuvok both have feelings for people other than their spouses but don't give in#to that temptation?#They're both people who live very fastidiously by codes. Either written codes or moral codes - they very rarely if ever do things because#it's what THEY want to do. I'd say they're the least emotion-driven members of the crew and yes I'm including Seven because Seven#has a very...how to describe? It's a blunt and insular selfishness. She does what SHE wants to do and doesn't really care about others.#To me that's emotion-driven. Or...personal desire-driven? Not a bad thing at all but very different from Janeway & Tuvok who#are always more 'this is logical' or 'this is for the crew' rarely do they think 'this is what I want' bc they can't afford to#for different reasons (captain & vulcan)#they both also are in the most 'caretaking' positions on the ship from my POV. Security and Captain - both are directly in charge of#ship and crew safety.#Janeway & Tuvok#star trek voyager#st voy#when I say caretaking I'm NOT saying they're everyone's mom and dad or whatever - I'm saying they're in positions where they always#have to think about the greater good and the crew as a whole and how much danger is acceptable etc etc.#Janeway is always killing herself for the crew but Tuvok is right there beside her
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people making all those body-switching drink spiking memory altering theories when its so much easier to admit you felt like the writing wasn't that good this season. knowing a thing is mid and still enjoying it is so freeing try it sometime
#so many of those theories make no sense and would just make the writing worse?#i promise you don't need to TJLC your way out feeling unsatisfied with your the season because it only leads to more disappointment#when the secret good 4th episode of sherlock doesnt happen#its me talking#personally i think the clue to liking the season is admitting that most things in it are just there for fun#its either for fun or to give emotional context to a characters behaviour literally thats it#'what was the point of the minisodes' for fun and to give emotional context to aziraphale's moral struggles#'why were there zombies' for fun#'why are nina and maggie like that' 90 percent of the time to give clear parallels to crowley and aziraphale#the other 10 is just less than stellar writing#'why was the job storyline there' among other reasons to drive the point that aziraphale still sees the angel in crowley#etc etc#would the season work better if it was shorter? almost certainly! but im having too much fun to care#gomens#good omens spoilers#idk why i wrote so much on this topic. oh well
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This song is sooo akiangel to me like are you seeing this
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#panic attacks leave me feeling like shit for the rest of the day and that seems illegal#what do you mean i go through th worst feelings ever for a number of minutes and when it ends i still feel like absolute shit#the embarrassment of being seen as you lose all control of your body and emotions#and then your brain staying foggy and shitty all day#panic attacks should be a one time thing#i hate them!#kdfhgdfg#i was researching phsychiatrist yesterday because every day it's getting harder to deal with my brain hating me#but boy oh boy are they expensive!!! mental health doctors are never covered by my health inssurance and they're one of the most expensive#types of doctors out there and you can't just go once. it's a long term thing#so i very much doubt i'll be able to afford it#specially because my stupid work is not regular so maybe i can afford like 2 sessions and then never again for like 4 months...#i hate this so fucking much#and it's sort of a vicious cycle because i can't pay for therapy because i don't have regular work#and i can't find regular work because my anxiety paralyzes me most of the time...#but it's fine... could be worse#we still can afford food and pay for services so it's fine#i just wish my entire wasn't in other people's hands you know?#the people ruining this country the people who politely say ''thanks but you're not a good fit for our team'' etc etc#angel talks#personal#please ignore this post it's actually fine. i'm fine and not in danger of doing something stupid or whatever#it's all fine i'm just venting cause as i said my brain is foggy and putting things out there helps a bit
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ok i’m abt to go to bed i promise but i do need one more little tag ramble
#marzi speaks#goodnight tumblr#OK. so i took a shower before bed tonight. as ya do#and bc i’ve been reading go fanfic and getting emotional all day#i decided i’d play my love song playlist as bg music#i’m hanging out. washing my hair etc#suddenly. she’s an angel by they might be giants#i go from casual brain association hanging out to Emotional Wreck almost immediately#it’s such a sweet song. it’s so sappy. it’s so perfect for them#song ends. i’m like ok ok. that was sweet but it’s new song time#what comes on? LOVEFOOL. BY. THE FUCKING. CARDIGANS#the way my voice nearly BROKE as i (quietly bc it was late) sang ‘what i could have done in another way to make you stay’#it was insane. the control i had to not start crying#scary part is that playlist has linger from the cranberries on it. thank fucking GOD it didn’t triple kill me#it already got that 1-2 punch. it easily coulda taken me out#but it didn’t. it moved on to something else#but oh my GODDDD the rush of emotion was insane#dude hyperfixation feelings plus hormonal clock feelings are fucking crazyyyyy#i go from ‘i love my friends so muchhhhhhh’ to ‘they love each other so muchhhhhh’ to ‘THEY’RE STUPID TO EACH OTHER SO MUCHHHHHHHH’#it is funny tho. can’t complain abt that#still tho i like. felt my heart pang in my chest as that music hit me. i physically felt my heartstrings get tugged
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If I could get past my paralyzing inability to finish anything I could write Nora & Faith fucking/fighting/doing something awful to that creepy dissociative ballad Drunk AF but. Brain bad :(
#smthn like. Burke is such a grounding (derogatory) force in Nora’s life right?#he provides her primary emotional investment in the police force#generally distracts her from That Drank#and Faith kills him!!#and that’s why the bunker needs to go. that’s why the angels who are completely beyond cogent decision making have to go with it#but like. the police force was never a good force in the first place regardless of Burke’s investment in it;#used in the narrative of the cult as the antichrist & external to that functionally neglecting that predatory influence wholesale#exemplified by no one better than Faith. so. shrug.#Nora hates her Nora wants her dead & buried.#Nora can’t put her in the mental trash can that John Jacob etc went into.#Nora sees her in the rafters. she follows her like a ghost.#Deputy Nora Kingston#faith seed#marshall burke#cameron burke#I guess
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“i fought so hard to free you” / “angel of music, you deceived me”
#sorry editing tags again but everyone is all think of me and all i ask of you but down once more / track down this murderer is IT for me#it's such a good finale especially as a medley it gets me every timeeee#it’s about the love the simplicity the grief the horror the culmination of the crescendo coming to a quiet end with this soft revelation#her relationship friendship idolization adoration etc begins and ends with angel of music#not 2 mention the gothic ROMANCEEEE of raoul desperately trying to keep the woman he loves safe and accepting that he's failed#the emotion i’m SHAKINGGGGG#it's also the song that made me cry when i saw it live#poto posting in 2023.. crazy#anyways.txt
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Cas being impervious to Jack dating whatever gender (and even some monsters, demons, etc)
but transforms into a 90s sitcom dad the minute there's the possibility of jack dating ANGELS
#they're older than you#they're dangerous#as a species they are duplicitous and ornery#they're warlike and they don't have any humanity or emotions etc etc#cas stuff#jack stuff#they're in a cult jack no#some of them are too closely related to you let me draw a diagram and make sure...#ok yup you're not related to <name> but they're still an angel jack so no <3#jack then appeals to DEAN to back him up and it gets awkward#it'd be worse with human-ish jack cause cas would get weird about winged creatures because of the possibility of them *making off w/jack*#jack says well you're an ANGEL cas#and cas would be like YES AND I'M TERRIBLE I AM HORRIFIC LET ME COUNT THE WAYS--
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i’ve been rereading twilight like a maniac and i gotta say. this girl is crazy.
#which obvs we already know but my god!!#😭😭😂😂#i’m gonna do the same approach as the movies and pretend it’s a comedy#cuz she is so concerning#not an ounce of self preservation in her body#jacob my baby ur an angel 😭😭😭😭#leave this yt lady alone!!!#be freeeeee#i finished twilight in like two days and now new moon is almost done LoL#what’s funny to me is that this series started offf with her having some#*some clues of having a personality like having to cook and being smart?? like she new biology and read a lot etc#and then that ancient ass man came along and suddenly she has no hobbies and never had a single thought in her brain that wasn’t planted by#his wealthy arrogant ass#if we want to see the real villain tho in twilight is her mother#i don’t think she would’ve given a single fuck about him if her mother actually was active in her life and didn’t#force her to literally be her parent#her mom used her for all of her emotional and mental labor and then casted her off when she found a man#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#i desperately need to find good fanfic of bella and jacob i cannot#i can’t write it myself so i will find!!!#there are so many typos here apologies#also by cooking i meant that she actually knows how to cook although her having to cook for charlie every day is fucking ridiculous
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save me mark winters..mark winters save me
#head in hands. had a mini panic episode wjen i got home from work this afternoon and slept for like 20 minutes#and in that time had one of the most vivid dreams ever#good! because it was of the fuckin. stupid ass pd oc i thoight of last week which was cool i love having oc dreams#however i am currently running on my 3 hrs of sleep from last night and weird emotions bc it was a mackerel day for diet prep at work and#have generally just been waxing poetic about the dumbest shit since then#AND . got a weird ass fuckin. bot ask earlier with an angel number in it that vaguely made me think my ex was trying 2 contact me again .#anyway. save me mark winters etc etc. thinkjng abt him.#anyone else been getting bot asks. i need 2 know if that was fake or if it was a burner account and i should be afraid.#morgan if ur reading this. fuck you i hate your ass come kill me like a grownup already .#make it tragic and poetic at least . at least be sexy about it . hannibal kill.me if youre not a coward#fuck all that im not going to read about angel numbers anymore#im gonna go play stardew valley and hope nobody breaks into my fucjing apartment while im sleeping on the couch again
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Here's Spikey Mikey, my 5+ foot long eel! i got him from the thrift store for ~$7 and one of my fav thrift finds to date :) i can tell he was handmade by the way his stitching is uneven and he's got rocks for teeth, i still wonder who made him and loved him before me...
as a bonus here's the plush idogs i've thrifted over the years, they all work and they're surprisingly cuddly considering they have speakers in them and plastic ears
and also my newest plush, Bingsu! i got her when i went to the aquarium last month, im still connecting to her (i tend to have an easier time connecting to pre-owned plush) but she's so adorable to me 🥺
hey gang can someone tell me about their stuffed animals / plushies. any of them. give me a name, an age, a species, materials, how soft they are, how silly they are, anything. give me a story
#sometimes i wear him around the house like a shawl :)#in my head he's like. a himbo surfer dude B)#<- both tags abt spikey mikey i forgot to clarify LMAO#i love posting abt plushies i need to post abt them more AUOGH#not rly a posic thing but i just get rly rly emotionally attached to them#like i don't feel them having emotions but i feel rly bad if i like accidentally hit them or something. i verbally apologize etc#OH personality wise angel is a drama queen maggie is a tomboy and julia is your stereotypical shy girl#bingsu i'm still feeling out but she has a bit of a sarcastic streak i think#again not posic i just make them personalities that i feel fit them yknow
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you give me your muse to (romantic) ship with. i give you robin being such a subtle tease while looking at them with big innocent eyes and a polite smile.
#tho friendly reminder my robin is gay!! she/hers and they/thems etc are welcome#just not man#GFRDTFYGUH#;sir this is my emotional support angelic songbird. (ooc)
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Awhile ago @ouidamforeman made this post:
This shot through my brain like a chain of firecrackers, so, without derailing the original post, I have some THOUGHTS to add about why this concept is not only hilarious (because it is), but also...
It. It kind of fucks. Severely.
And in a delightfully Pratchett-y way, I'd dare to suggest.
I'll explain:
As inferred above, both Crowley AND Aziraphale have canonical Biblical counterparts. Not by name, no, but by function.
Crowley, of course, is the serpent of Eden.
(note on the serpent of Eden: In Genesis 3:1-15, at least, the serpent is not identified as anything other than a serpent, albeit one that can talk. Later, it will be variously interpreted as a traitorous agent of Hell, as a demon, as a guise of Satan himself, etc. In Good Omens --as a slinky ginger who walks funny)
Lesser known, at least so far as I can tell, is the flaming sword. It, too, appears in Genesis 3, in the very last line:
"So he drove out the man; and placed at the east of the garden of Eden Cherubims, and a flaming sword which turned every way, to keep the way of the tree of life." --Genesis 3:24, KJV
Thanks to translation ambiguity, there is some debate concerning the nature of the flaming sword --is it a divine weapon given unto one of the Cherubim (if so, why only one)? Or is it an independent entity, which takes the form of a sword (as other angelic beings take the form of wheels and such)? For our purposes, I don't think the distinction matters. The guard at the gate of Eden, whether an angel wielding the sword or an angel who IS the sword, is Aziraphale.
(note on the flaming sword: in some traditions --Eastern Orthodox, for example-- it is held that upon Christ's death and resurrection, the flaming sword gave up it's post and vanished from Eden for good. By these sensibilities, the removal of the sword signifies the redemption and salvation of man.
...Put a pin in that. We're coming back to it.)
So, we have our pair. The Serpent and the Sword, introduced at the beginning and the end (ha) of the very same chapter of Genesis.
But here's the important bit, the bit that's not immediately obvious, the bit that nonetheless encapsulates one of the central themes, if not THE central theme, of Good Omens:
The Sword was never intended to guard Eden while Adam and Eve were still in it.
Do you understand?
The Sword's function was never to protect them. It doesn't even appear until after they've already fallen. No... it was to usher Adam and Eve from the garden, and then keep them out. It was a threat. It was a punishment.
The flaming sword was given to be used against them.
So. Again. We have our pair. The Serpent and the Sword: the inception and the consequence of original sin, personified. They are the one-two punch that launches mankind from paradise, after Hell lures it to destruction and Heaven condemns it for being destroyed. Which is to say that despite being, supposedly, hereditary enemies on two different sides of a celestial cold war, they are actually unified by one purpose, one pivotal role to play in the Divine Plan: completely fucking humanity over.
That's how it's supposed to go. It is written.
...But, in Good Omens, they're not just the Serpent and the Sword.
They're Crowley and Aziraphale.
(author begins to go insane from emotion under the cut)
In Good Omens, humanity is handed it's salvation (pin!) scarcely half an hour after losing it. Instead of looming over God's empty garden, the sword protects a very sad, very scared and very pregnant girl. And no, not because a blameless martyr suffered and died for the privilege, either.
It was just that she'd had such a bad day. And there were vicious animals out there. And Aziraphale worried she would be cold.
...I need to impress upon you how much this is NOT just a matter of being careless with company property. With this one act of kindness, Aziraphale is undermining the whole entire POINT of the expulsion from Eden. God Herself confronts him about it, and he lies. To God.
And the Serpent--
(Crowley, that is, who wonders what's so bad about knowing the difference between good and evil anyway; who thinks that maybe he did a GOOD thing when he tempted Eve with the apple; who objects that God is over-reacting to a first offense; who knows what it is to fall but not what it is to be comforted after the fact...)
--just goes ahead and falls in love with him about it.
As for Crowley --I barely need to explain him, right? People have been making the 'didn't the serpent actually do us a solid?' argument for centuries. But if I'm going to quote one of them, it may as well be the one Neil Gaiman wrote ficlet about:
"If the account given in Genesis is really true, ought we not, after all, to thank this serpent? He was the first schoolmaster, the first advocate of learning, the first enemy of ignorance, the first to whisper in human ears the sacred word liberty, the creator of ambition, the author of modesty, of inquiry, of doubt, of investigation, of progress and of civilization." --Robert G. Ingersoll
The first to ask questions.
Even beyond flattering literary interpretation, we know that Crowley is, so often, discreetly running damage control on the machinations of Heaven and Hell. When he can get away with it. Occasionally, when he can't (1827).
And Aziraphale loves him for it, too. Loves him back.
And so this romance plays out over millennia, where they fall in love with each other but also the world, because of each other and because of the world. But it begins in Eden. Where, instead of acting as the first Earthly example of Divine/Diabolical collusion and callousness--
(other examples --the flood; the bet with Satan; the back channels; the exchange of Holy Water and Hellfire; and on and on...)
--they refuse. Without even necessarily knowing they're doing it, they just refuse. Refuse to trivialize human life, and refuse to hate each other.
To write a story about the Serpent and the Sword falling in love is to write a story about transgression.
Not just in the sense that they are a demon and an angel, and it's ~forbidden. That's part of it, yeah, but the greater part of it is that they are THIS demon and angel, in particular. From The Real Bible's Book of Genesis, in the chapter where man falls.
It's the sort of thing you write and laugh. And then you look at it. And you think. And then you frown, and you sit up a little straighter. And you think.
And then you keep writing.
And what emerges hits you like a goddamn truck.
(...A lot of Pratchett reads that way. I believe Gaiman when he says Pratchett would have been happy with the romance, by the way. I really really do).
It's a story about transgression, about love as transgression. They break the rules by loving each other, by loving creation, and by rejecting the hatred and hypocrisy that would have triangulated them as a unified blow against humanity, before humanity had even really got started. And yeah, hell, it's a queer romance too, just to really drive the point home (oh, that!!! THAT!!!)
...I could spend a long time wildly gesturing at this and never be satisfied. Instead of watching me do that (I'll spare you), please look at this gif:
I love this shot so much.
Look at Eve and Crowley moving, at the same time in the same direction, towards their respective wielders of the flaming sword. Adam reaches out and takes her hand; Aziraphale reaches out and covers him with a wing.
You know what a shot like that establishes? Likeness. Commonality. Kinship.
"Our side" was never just Crowley and Aziraphale. Crowley says as much at the end of season 1 ("--all of us against all of them."). From the beginning, "our side" was Crowley, Aziraphale, and every single human being. Lately that's around 8 billion, but once upon a time it was just two other people. Another couple. The primeval mother and father.
But Adam and Eve die, eventually. Humanity grows without them. It's Crowley and Aziraphale who remain, and who protect it. Who...oversee it's upbringing.
Godfathers. Sort of.
#good omens#ineffable husbands#aziracrow#good omens 2#crowley#aziraphale#good omens meta#I have no idea if I've made a coherent point here but I'm tired of this being in my drafts; RAW FEELINGS IT IS#it's about being sent to destroy and instead staying to love and protect and nurture I'M CRAZY I'M CRAZY RAAAAAAAGGHHHH#gnu terry pratchett
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the not so fun fact that angels are meant to keep themselves in line, some specifically more so than others (aka more inclined to have to kill the out of liners) and also the whole "killing" of lucifer
about how nix knows those places of banishment used, not used and the sensations thereof. of how nix knows how to hold his own, harm his siblings rather well (especially if he's in weapon mode? all his vast love isn't there)
however nix generally would rather not separate them from their body/or kill them and doing so is typically an last resort type of situation even in weapon mode
#<<insomniac vampire speaking>> mun post#<< falling apart at the seams i cant deny >> headcanons#(im also emotional thinking about how nix having such an strong love for his siblings probably spared him)#(as in his maker not being able to consider 'well this one has no attachments therefore can carry the message of disapproval from me')#(though that as an verse? the nix who cuts down sure mostly becoming corrupt angels but also Other ones)#(how it is cutting him up internally because of his caring nature etc)#(him bargaining on behalf of nameless siblings he's never met more than already does)#(the way he's still if not more so isolated because of it)#(image of nix swift and merciful as he can severing them from their body)#(cradling it to the ground with his blood soaked hands)#(or the multiple brutal stab wounds in rage to the ones who are made of horrible acts and it still hurts him but not as much)
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