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1) yes but
2) you are acting like high masking low to medium support needs are somehow privileged... Not true, we get sent to psych wards who try to cure our autism, get kicked out of school's sped programs for being "lazy and difficult" (read: not able to work if denied accommodations), and bullied our whole lives as well. Acting like us trying to say "hey we can do the things you think we can't do" is "erasing high support needs" is actually ludicrous. A more precise way to say this would be "some autistic people (like me) can do x or y". Saying "autistic people can do x or y" is not erasing high support needs, it's pointing out that in general autistic people can do x or y. If someone said "autistic people can ride bikes and brush their teeth" I wouldn't start whining "well I CAN'T do those things well or at all so you are erasing me!!", because the other autistic people in my house can ride bikes and brush their teeth. I am tired of ableists thinking I am incapable of doing literally anything, that I can't have friends, that I don't deserve to be treated like an adult but instead infantilized and have my autonomy taken away and then the autistic community invalidates my experience because apparently hyperlexic low to medium support needs doesn't count because we are "privileged" and somehow not autistic enough to count. Here are some "privileged" experiences I have had over my life for good measure:
- having a psychiatrist misdiagnose me with bipolar disorder because of a prolonged state of emotional dysregulation
- being denied an education and IEP accommodations by my first high school (they also wrote things like "no social skills" and "can't take perspective" in the IEP - jokes on them I have had long term close friends for years and my future career requires excellent perspective taking)
- being sent to many many ableist so called therapists who treated me like I was a broken thing to be fixed instead of a person
- being sent to a psych ward by my old therapist because of dysregulation and trouble eating due to the depression from being denied an education which she mistook as like bipolar or something
- while in psych ward given meds to "treat" my autism that made me so anxious I couldn't get out of bed nor sleep and they refused to take me off of it no matter how miserable I was.
- being given heavy sedatives because my speed of processing and talking speed was interpreted as mania - these made me unable to function
- being conditioned through fear and corrections by my old spec ed team head to never ever infodump or engage with my special interests (this caused the depression)
- being baby talked to at 16 by an X ray technician only after my mom advocated for me and told her I was autistic.
- "you are so smart, if you just did [insert neurotypical thing that I struggle with] you'd be even better!! Why can't you do this, you are so good at other things????"
- Autistic men (yes sometimes even trans men) treating me like shit because they can't stand a girl being more skilled or knowledgeable than them (happens a LOT)
- "you don't look/act autistic" yes I do that's what the echolalia and constant repetitive motions are... and the encyclopedic knowledge of biology paleontology and history... just cause I am wearing makeup and a stylish outfit and am a girl and hyperlexic doesn't make me somehow not as autistic as a nonverbal male toddler who likes trains....
- extreme hypersensitivity to touch and taste, meaning I can't wear most clothes I want to and eating is extremely stressful (wait I'm low support needs that means I can't struggle with anything!)
- people in the horse world either treating me like shit because of my autism and denying me opportunities to advance or people thinking I should still be in a gentle soft therapy riding program instead of owning and handling my own horse on my own and riding seriously and competitively (shout-out to my current trainer who is probably autistic herself and made it to the FEI world cup dressage team!)
- people being shocked that I am a person and not whatever myth they have in their minds...
Hey, here’s a concept. What if we stopped saying “but autistic people CAN do all those things” (erasing high support needs) and instead started saying “not being able to do those things doesn’t impact someone’s value as a person nor does it make it okay to commit eugenics”.
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unfollowing you after this cause this blog no longer makes me feel comfortable but i need you to remember that transmen and transmasc people know what it is to live as women, and to experience misogyny. transmascs have the fun and unique experience of being oppressed before and also after transition. i myself know as well as you do how it is to be assaulted many times by (cis)men. but lumping all men together and making a joke out of minority men’s concerns alongside likeminded ppl calling men fragile is crazy, i get the point but there are trans, disabled, neurodiverse, intersex, homeless, and men of color who deserve a voice, and don’t deserve to be mocked or pushed aside.
as an indigenous transman it leaves a bad taste in my mouth when people push our concerns aside, especially with how it’s becoming increasingly ok on tumblr to invalidate and even mock transmen/transmasc people because it’s exactly the same crap white people pull against indigenous people. please remember ciswomen can be oppressors against trans ppl too. i’m not trying to attack you and pls believe me that i understand your feelings but i just think it’s important too to consider that using dismissive language and attitudes toward all men will also unfortunately hurts minority men who have been invalidated by white/cis people our entire lives. i wish you well and i hope you see my point.
first of all there has been no mocking of any issues of any minorities. or actually there has been, but i have deleted it from my inbox because i will not give a platform to that kind of behavior. i can assure you nowhere on my blog will you find me mocking or dismissing genuine issues (meaning true real life discrimination, me saying "idgaf about men" in the context of fictional characters does not count as genuine issues) of any minorities, male or otherwise. i genuinely will not tolerate that.
secondly i know that trans men have experienced misogyny and i have mentioned this. after i was accused of not treating trans men as equal to cis men because i specifically said i find it more difficult to connect to cishet men, i explained that this has nothing to do with the identity of trans men but with their experiences. trans men often were/are treated as women by society for decades and they know what it's like, which is why i generally connect easier with them.
thirdly i do think you're taking the comments too literally. "i hate men" does not mean "i genuinely hate every single individual men and i chuckle when hate crimes are committed against male minorities". it usually means "i and everyone i love are hurt by men every single day and the patriarchy they built is a fucking nightmare and i don't want to be around them but i don't wish harm upon any random innocent man and any hate crime against any minority is wrong". the people in my life who say "i hate men" are also the people in my life who are the most passionate about racism, transphobia, zionism, homophobia and ableism. one of my best friends is a bisexual trans man who says "i hate men" and is the most activist person i know, i admire him deeply and am inspired by him and learn from him everyday. yes he doesn't like men because he would have a panic attack if he was in a room with a random cishet men, but he marches the street against any kind of hate crime, no matter the gender, any time he can.
this is not to toot anyone's horn, my point is that saying "i hate men" does not mean you will let any minority crash and burn while enjoying it. i don't know anyone who does actually, i'm sure there's sadly people who are like that and i'm honestly glad i don't see them around much, but that's not my mindset. i don't enjoy being around men but i will help people in need regardless of gender, because my attitude towards men comes from fear and not hate.
#i know i said i was done with this discourse but i just received this ask and i do think it's interested and adds a bit to the discussion#i am NOT restarting this whole discourse do not worry people#ask#anon#non figure
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Because I'm talking about transfeminism I don't doubt my ask will be disposed of but Im seeing some deeply concerning and borderline transmisogynistic claims being made on this blog. I'm gonna try to hammer some basic transfeminism to counter and I'm a transmasculine lesbian before anyone accuses me of irrationally hating trans men/mascs of whatever. Obligatory disclaimer no I'm not Wis no I'm not Salem no I'm not a fan of either YES I absolutely fucking hate these two and think they deserve to be called out. I've been watching this blog for a while and noticed this way of speaking is getting worse and worse.
Saying everyone experiences misogyny is not technically incorrect but it dumbs down what type of oppression is exactly at play here. A cisgender man can get a taste of misogyny through the process of "emasculation" (which is trans-emasculation in trans men, a term I REALLY wish would pick up instead of the transandrobro nonesense.) where they are denied parts of their manhood because they have traits that are "woman-like." Like being too emotional or too feminine or too nice whathaveyou. Stupid shit like that. This does not mean men experience misogyny because misogyny is grounded in the fact that you must be gendered by society in a way that makes you LESS THAN cishet men. A man who has been emasculated can still use misogyny as a tool to oppress those undermined by the patriarchy. Emasculation is rooted in misogyny but it is absolutely not the same as being systemically treated as less than because you've been gendered by society as a woman.
"We're all Faggots in the eyes of the government." Is not true, I'm very sorry. Yes, even if you're a cis queer the government will absolutely come for you, but we MUST look at what current laws primary targets are. In almost every case, the law will go for transgender women FIRST. This is why discussing transmisogyny is so important because trans women are always first on the chopping block when it comes to queer rights. I don't remember how recent this was, but in ohio there was House Bill 68, that banned trans students from taking part in female highschool sports. While absolutely this can affect trans men (please keep in mind the majority of trans men youth in ohio cannot transition until they're 18) the language here is so clearly targeted towards trans women by using "female." The recent executive order that banned trans women from female prisons is another example. Trans women will always be in the most danger when it comes to government transphobia. Instead of "we're all Faggots in the eyes of the law" we should say "we're not all safe until trans women are safe." In addition, trying to use this language to describe what Wis is doing is unhelpful, as wis is moreso doing bio-essentialisn.
There are ways to discuss how transmascs/trans men are erased without throwing trans woman under the bus or trying to compete with them. Trans men are uniquely emasculated in a way that IS misogynistic. They are denied their status as men, instead labeled as "confused/groomed woman." Funnily enough, transphobes often portray trans men/transmascs as VICTIMS of trans women that need "saved" which shows WHY trans men and transmascs must stand up for trans women instead of putting them down. Some of our own oppression as trans mascs is BECAUSE of how transmisogynistic society is. (No I am not saying transmasc and trans men experience transmisogyny do not fucking twist me.)
You all have also GOT to stop flaunting how AFAB you are, because you are basically doing what Wis is doing, just the opposite. Constantly flaunting how AFAB you are is just as much leaning into bio-essentialisn as Wis's "All AFABs are evil" is. AFAB people are MORE THAN CAPABLE of being misogynists, TERFS are misogynists without even realizing it because they're too caught up in being disgusting transmisogynists. You all should just avoid AFAB as a descriptor entirely, TME and TMA are much less loaded, as TME includes cis men and cis woman, along with trans mascs/men. It better labels your relationship to transmisogyny without making you disclose your AGAB. You can discuss how you've grown up experiencing misogyny without using your "AFABness" as a sort of "I can't ever be misogynistic" get out of jail free card. I AM NOT SAYING ANYONE IS BEING MISOGYNISTIC I AM JUST SAYING THAT THIS RHETORIC IS BAD.
Another thing, DO NOT EVER LABEL TRANS WOMEN COMPLAINING ABOUT/DISCUSSING THE WAYS THAT TRANSMASCS/MEN PERPETUATE TRANSMISOGYNY AS "INFIGHTING." This is the transgender version of complaining about feminists talking about feminism be so fucking for real. Trans women are allowed to discuss and even complain about how they are oppressed by their own community. Don't even start that shit.
All and all I work full time and am far too tired to explain in depth patriarchal oppression and transfeminism. I think everyone here should read anything posted or written by transfeminists before they open their mouths. Julia Serano's work is good, you can start there. Please, as a transmasculine lesbian be aware of how you speak and how it can harm your transfeminine sisters.
I'm not saying anyone here is necessarily guilty of being transmisogynists, but a lot of the asks are using rhetoric that can quickly turn to very harmful ideals about how transmisogyny works. If you ask me to provide proof of the asks you'll have to cashapp me $100 for my wasted time because I believe finding that is remarkably easy due to the state of the askbox recently.
i feel, i need to bring this ask back, pre emptively.
"so pre emptively, i wish to say. and i will likely pin this someplace, on this blog:
due to the nature of this blog. anons will come and say, anything. this ranges from victim statements, to very diverse outlooks, to outright lies, or pettiness. i do my best, to sift through asks that are transphobic/abusive to salem OR wis, may come off wrong, or simply, are misinformation. regardless. anons are not the best judges. therefore, all anons must be taken, with a big grain of salt. i do my best to correct info, as well as supply screenshots, where possible. outside from direct transphobia, abuse, etc. i want this blog, to be as much of a neutral space as possible, because the goal is not to hurt salem, but to hold him accountable to his actions, in a way he was not before."
i attempt to post not just what i, personally, belief in, as the admin. but also for others to say their piece, and speak their experiences. your input IS appreciated. but do not assume, because i allow an anon to speak, i 100% agree, with all that is said. educate yourself. but hear others sides, and their life experiences, as well.
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What you call shallow I call respectful, to the artist at least. Headcanons and shipping are supposed to be fun, but the only thing I've ever seen from the MHA fandom is insults and buzzwords being thrown back at people who don't subscribe to their headcanons or interpretations. Towards other fans AND Horikoshi. That's why I focused on the common 'ur homophobic' L take initially. I said obvious because it's stated rather plainly:
If Horikoshi wanted any of his characters to be anything that's not considered the societal norm in Japan (a VERY conservative and conformative country still), he would have said so already like he had already for those three, which in of itself is pretty daring with the way LGBT is taken in Japan IRL, but I digress. The fact that he hasn't and didn't says to me that no other character besides those three are canonically LGBT, and since these are his characters, that's the final word because the series is over. I don't really subscribe to the whole coding thing, a lot of them are based off of stereotypes (though I know not all of them are) but even still, personally doesn't sit right with me since it can be such a mixed bag. And in a fandom like MHA, that's basically blasphemy.
Izuku doesn't just blush or get flustered around Ochako, he does with multiple women on the show. He's never seen or even acts that way around any of the men, even in the bath scenes. Same for Bakugo. "That's literally the bare minimum for a straight ship to be valid: one or two awkward blushes and boom, no questions asked" and for gay ships:
Anyone can go through everything that Izuku and Bakugo do and remain close platonically or as (found) family like they do; I'm honestly surprised found family BKDK isn't more popular. Neither are a lesser form of love and it shouldn't be treated as such, as hated, or be overlooked as it does in fandoms or in general. And it shouldn't be seen as hate for the ship either, it may be unpopular but I've seen people on Tumblr, Instagram, Twitter, etc take anything non-romantic BKDK as hate towards the ship when the OP has tags that says "this is not hate".
I say insufferable fans because I've only ever seen threats, wishing bad health, doxxing, death threats, and things alike coming from BKDK shippers at Horikoshi because he goes against their widely accepted interpretation/headcanons and I had hoped that this sort of shit was left in the Steven Universe fandom when I first started getting into MHA. I haven't seen anything like that coming from any other popular ship personally, but then again, I could always be wrong. Honestly, I wouldn't find romantic BKDK half as annoying if it wasn't for the majority of its fans, especially on Instagram who have openly told me to stop shipping platonic/brotherly BKDK and to just ship them romantically and then to kill myself when I told them no. The way they treat anyone who doesn't see their headcanons as canon, with the ship or the characters in general is just wild, to put it lightly.
MHA is not a shounen-ai like Yuuri on ICE. Not accepting that how these characters interact with each other doesn't contribute to them being gay or even bisexual and that they aren't interested in each other romantically in even the slightest sense is not hate or intolerance, and it shouldn't be seen and treated as such. Because that's the kind of viewpoints that make casual anime viewers and readers of MHA turn away and give it its bad rep., which Horikoshi doesn't deserve. Only Horikoshi can confirm or deny which character is gay or not, and he has. Whether people accept it or not is not his problem and he shouldn't be harrassed for it, like how people and most BKDK fans did when he dropped 431.
If Hori ever does come around and says, "Yeah, Izuku/Bakugo/whoever else is (insert not straight sexuality and/or is not cis here)", then I'll accept it, no questions asked. Because that's canon and what came from the creator himself, and I prefer to stick to what the people who created their characters say over any fandom interpretation, headcanon, or reading any day. People can do it for Dana Terrace with The Owl House, so it can be done in kind for Hori.
"Let people have fun. Let people ship", those are some bold words, don't let the anti-proshippers hear you. And I'm not trying to convince anybody, just felt like giving my two cents.

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I think the most egregious excuse I’ve seen for people modding astarion to look like temu brand j*mes ch*rles is some shit like “well maybe we don’t want to be romancing someone who looks 40 years old” THEN DONT ROMANCE THE (two hundred and) 40 YEAR OLD???????? YOU FUCKING IDIOT??????? HELLO??????
#op#smoothstarion is an affront to god#and you do not deserve men if this is how you treat them#if you were a finance bro you be 52 years old with a 47 year old exwife a 36 year old exwife a 29 year old exwife and a 23 year old fiancee#loser
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Yk it really bothers me when I see people talking about eurylochus and the crew like they were the problem. It just feels like everyone is just missing the point. Yes they stopped listening to ody, yes eurylochus opened the wind bag, but that's what makes them so human.
Picture this, you leave your home to fight in a war. It takes literal years for this war to be over. You've lost friends, you miss your family, you've been through hell. You're starving and your captain tells you they found food on this island.
And then the cyclops happens. More friends die, you barely escape with your life, and your captain gives his name to the creature that killed your friends.
And everything after that is a direct cause of that decision.
So you hesitate to trust him. Yes he's smart, he's capable, he always has a plan. But he would do anything to get home, and you know that. So when he comes back to the ship claiming to have a bag full of wind, and when he refuses to let anyone near, refuses to trust his own crew, you get suspicious.
Its been about a decade by this point, and your captain seems to get more and more desperate to get home. A god is after you. Odysseus is forcing himself to stay away, all to make sure nobody touches that bag.
Its human, it's realistic, it makes sense that someone would open the bag. Because odysseus stopped trusting you, and so you stop trusting him. So you open the bag.
I just find it frustrating that people look at the crew/eurylochus as bad guys because of this, as pawns for ody to get home and thats it. The point of the show is that ody has become a monster, has dealt with and left behind his humanity. We, as listeners, root for him. We give him grace because of his circumstances. Because he's the main character.
But for some reason, people don't give that same grace to the crew. They're human, their circumstances are awful too. They have no idea if they will get home, they aren't sure then can trust their captain anymore. They question things. They make mistakes. They cause the deaths of others. It's human, its that feeling you get when you think that maybe hope is lost after all, it's what this story is about. Mistakes and loss and blame.
People dislike Eurylochus because he opened the bag. But odysseus gave the cyclops his name. And polites trusted the lotus eaters. And Athena told odysseus to be cruel to a fault. Nobody here is innocent, not really. And none of them knew better either. They were working with what they had, with the terrible circumstances at hand. It's no wonder they made mistakes. It's no wonder people died.
Why are we ignoring the humanity of the crew? Why are we arguing that they, or that eurylochus, deserved it? If the story was about them, odysseus would be seen as the bad guy. But he's the main character, so the others are stupid and wrong, right? All that matters is that odysseus gets home, right? Even if it costs the lives of his crew. His crew who stopped trusting him when he stopped trusting them. His crew who he sacrificed to get home.
I think we're missing the point here. Odysseus did become a monster, and although we cheer for him getting home and Penelope and Telemachus forgive him, we have to acknowledge that he did do terrible things. Those men will never see their families again. Why are we erasing that humanity in them?
Humans do bad things for the sake of saving themselves or the ones they love. That includes Odysseus. That includes Eurylochus. That includes the crew. And that includes every other character in this musical.
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#i gotta go get my T bloodwork done tomorrow#which is fine but like#last time i was there the nurse was REALLY weird and they were pretty annoyed with me#because i hadn't come in for a long time#because life shit happened including breaking my ankle#and it's the same situation now but like so much fucking worse#and i don't want them to be assholes to me about it or about how i kind of miss shots quite a bit#like that's A Thing#it's a problem for me#but i don't deserve AT ALL to get scolded for it or treated like I'm doing something wrong#ugh i just have a chip on my shoulder#i know it has the potential to go fine and i am bringing backup with me#but EVERYTHING has gone wrong lately!#and if this goes wrong there is every chance it'll drive me to getting the stuff online and not getting bloodwork AT ALL#and I want to tell them that but I feel like they'd just be shitty about it because ultimately they may be an inclusive clinic#but they are still medical professionals and gatekeepers at heart and you can't trust medpros and gatekeepers further than you can spit#idk man I'm an adult just leave me alone to do my thing and accept that I will be in once a year for sure but no promises on more than that#i'm tired in advance#idk i just got the feeling last time that they were accusing me of getting my T illicitly and it's like bitch im not but even if i was#aren't you supposed to be a place people can be honest about their situations? am i not here jumping through your hoops to do it legally?#im doing what you wanted but the thing is I DON'T HAVE TO and if you keep acting weird im going to have to STOP#because i don't have energy to deal with my disintegrating life AND gatekeeping judgy bullshit#do cis men have to dance like this?
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wish i could slap the apathy out of trans channers
#you might think its the one trait that just makes you oh sew kewl but i am so fucking bored of you.#being apathetic might as well be an admission to your uselessness.#we get it you provide nothing of meaning to society and never care about anything ever bc you cry like a bitch when you feel your emotions#we really do get it dude.#which ~i~ dont think theres anything wrong with crying like a bitch but i sure as fuck know you do lmao.#cant be vulnerable ever what if all the other edgy memelords see me and make fun of me and i lose all of my coolness status D':#its a you problem if you actually think random memelords opinion online matters lmao#literal bottom of the barrel ass people that you care about the opinions of. wish you'd care more about the opinion of your mom or#something then maybe you'd actually be useful to society in some capacity#but of course we cant have that bc your mom is a vagina-haver and as we all know all vagina havers besides the ones who've converted#to the 4chan irony poisoned cult are Evil and Robots and Should Never Be Listened To Or Taken Seriously.#and the ones who do join should hate and feel ashamed about having a vachina bc as we all know in 4chan land a place overwhelmingly#ruled by cishet men is that penis's are the most important thing and vaginas are lesser than so honestly just never admit that you have one#anyways this is a totally normal and fine way to think about other humans. to dehumanise and treat them as less than for their#genitals that they have no control over how they are unless you wanna get surgery which is already shamed everywhere too.#and i already know w/o having to be on there that theyre routinely dehumanizing non op trans women too and im worried that some#of yall just think its a kink meanwhile the cis guys doing it dont think of it as just a kink. and want to enslave you. like actually.#in this regard i love to be a party pooper bc i want you to love yourself and take care of yourself and know you deserve better than to#ACTUALLY- not kink related- be treated less than by these shit cishet dudes.#you deserve to be treated better and more than just like a fucking sex toy. maybe thats your thing but you gotta know you deserve better#outside of kink settings. please. for me. i want you to love yourself and take care of yourself and defend yourself from shitheads.
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sometimes i wish i could have a do over and treat people the way they deserved to be treated but i have to remind myself i was just a lost 17 year old girl with major depression and no will to live and in the last almost 10 years ive grown so much and become a much better person and i think that’s all that matters, that i can reflect on who i was and change everyday
#I definitely wasn’t the perfect gf and i feel horrible that i didn’t treat someone i loved how they fully deserved to be treated so now i#Can’t wait to be a gf again and try to do everything right like everything i didn’t do#And same friendship wise i was sucha shitty friend but ive become close with a lot of my friends again and really try to be present and mak#Up for how i treated them in the past because friends are so important#Tbh idk why so many of them have stuck around but i love them and appreciate them#And also why I’m not interested in dating much bc unless i really like you and know I’ll treat you as such I’m not gunna waste our time i#Always regret the way ive treated men who were just genuine and liked me ugh#Um anyways i should shut up and go to sleep lmao
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hi! i hope you're doing well and having fun with our requests!✨ I've been thinking about this one for a good while... what if husband!Toji overhear a conversation of son! Megumi's teenage friends about you being a total MILF and teasing him about wanting to become their stepfathers? that'll lead to a NSFW where he feels a mix of proud about his wife and decides to pamper her a bit or something? please, please, please consider it.❤️ (it doesn't have to be necessarily only about Toji, I think this work with every JJK men, but that's on you.) bye, have a nice day. :)
WIFE’S REWARD ♡ // HEADCANONS


⁀➷ CONTENT. you’re toji’s gorgeous wife, and when he overhears megumi’s teenage friends drooling over you as a total MILF, he decides you deserve some extra attention for being so damn irresistible.
♡ PAIRING. afab!reader x husband!toji
♡ WARNINGS. mdni. possessiveness, LOTS of praise, oral sex (f receiving), creampie, light degradation, overstimulation, teasing, mild family awkwardness lmaoo
♡ AUTHOR’S NOTE. loved this one! ty for the request, have a great day too <3
HUSBAND!TOJI who’s lounging in the kitchen, cracking a beer, when he hears megumi’s teenage friends piled in the living room—rowdy as hell, laughing too loud. he’s half-tuned out ‘til one of them, some punk with a big mouth, says, “dude, your mom is such a fuckin’ MILF—hot as shit.” another chimes in, “yeah, i’d be her stepdaddy any day—tell your dad to watch out!” megumi groans, “shut the fuck up, you’re disgusting,” but toji’s already grinning, leaning against the counter, thinking, damn right she is.
HUSBAND!TOJI who feels a rush of smug pride—his wife, you, the woman he locked down, has these kids tripping over themselves. he smirks to himself, muttering under his breath, “little shits don’t even know the half of it.” he’s proud as hell—knows you’re a catch, always has. that night, he’s eyeing you across the room while you’re folding laundry, looking hot as shit in those tight leggings, and he’s like, fuck, i’m lucky—gonna show her tonight.
HUSBAND!TOJI who can’t resist messing with you a little—saunters over while you’re finishing up, big hands sliding around your waist, voice low, “heard some kids today callin’ you a MILF—megumi’s friends are fuckin’ drooling over you.” you blush, stammering, “what? that’s—oh god, embarrassing,” but he’s grinning, “nah, doll, that’s a compliment—means i got the hottest wife around.” he pulls you closer, whispering, “they don’t know i get all this to myself.”
HUSBAND!TOJI who decides you deserve a reward for being so damn fine—scoops you up mid-protest, tossing you over his shoulder, “c’mon, doll—time to treat my MILF wife right.” carries you to the bedroom, locking the door (megumi’s home, but fuck it, he’ll deal). starts slow—kisses down your neck, hands roaming, muttering, “fuckin’ gorgeous—every inch of you,” peeling your clothes off like he’s unwrapping a prize.
HUSBAND!TOJI who dives in with that possessive edge—spreads you out on the bed, big hands gripping your thighs, “these punks wish they could handle you—too bad you’re all mine.” goes down on you like a man starved, tongue working you sloppy and rough, growling, “taste so fuckin’ good, doll—gonna make you scream for me.” he’s relentless, loving how you squirm, knowing he’s the only one who gets you like this.
HUSBAND!TOJI who doesn’t stop when you tug his hair, whining, “toji—s’too much, i’m done.” he looks up, lips shiny, eyes dark, “no way, doll—you’re getting spoiled tonight. hot wife like you deserves it.” goes back down, sucking your clit hard, fingers curling inside you, “fuck, you’re so damn pretty when you shake—cum again for me, c’mon.”
HUSBAND!TOJI who’s all over you—after the second time you cum, he’s kissing up your thighs, biting soft marks, muttering, “look at this body—fuckin’ unreal, all mine.” crawls up, kissing you sloppy so you taste yourself, then slides back down, “third time’s the charm, babe—gonna make you scream my name ‘til you can’t talk.” tongue-fucks you ‘til you’re arching, sobbing, and he’s growling, “that’s my girl—fuckin’ gorgeous.”
HUSBAND!TOJI who keeps the praise coming—lifts his head between rounds, wiping his chin, “you’re so goddamn beautiful, y’know that? every punk out there wishes they had this.” dives back in, relentless, “taste so good, doll—could live between these legs.” when you cum again, he chuckles, “fuck, you’re perfect—gimme one more, yeah?”
HUSBAND!TOJI who finally lets up when you’re a boneless mess, but not before one last ride—flips you over, pulling your hips up for him, smirking, “ass up, babe—gonna finish you off now.” slides in raw and deep, grunting, “shit, so good—spoiled you good, huh.” he’s rough but praising, smacking your ass, “look at you—hot as shit, taking me so good.” pounds you ‘til the headboard’s banging, proud as hell that you’re his, muttering, “those kids’d lose their damn minds seeing you like this.”
HUSBAND!TOJI who doesn’t hold back—fucks you hard ‘til you’re gasping, then pulls you close, flipping you onto your back so he can see your face. “gonna fill you up, doll—my hot fuckin’ wife deserves it,” he groans, unloading deep with a low, “fuck, you’re mine—always.” collapses next to you, panting, smirking, “bet those little shits’d cry if they knew what i just did to you.”
HUSBAND!TOJI who’s still riding that high—pulls you into his chest, one arm draped over you, lazy grin on his face, “you’re stuck with me, MILF or not—nobody’s stealing you.” you laugh, flustered but warm, and he kisses your head, muttering, “fuckin’ love you, y’know that? too damn good for me.” it’s rough affection, but it’s toji—and you feel every bit of that pride he’s got in you, wrapped up in his arms.
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The only reason I got through work today was because I had two free periods (including one right after lunch, so I had an extended lunch) and I used one (my extended lunch) to write/continue my current WIP on my phone. And now that I'm home, I'm thinking of getting in bed and continuing to write while I watch a Big Country concert on Youtube that I discovered has a setlist I'm super interested in seeing (considering that it's from 1994, and while I consider it progress that I watched and listened to Without the Aid of a Safety Net, I'm simply not that interested in anything the band did live post-WtAoaSN unless it involved a cover of a woman's song, or a woman, such as Carol Laula).
#crystal visions of lilies in the valley#if you glean from this that my interest - especially within the last few years - in men and their music is dependent on their proximity#to and how they treat women (like people) then tbh your perception would be correct.#TPATH are lucky I give a motherfuck about any of those bastards. ...please don't ask me why I say that.#although for Tom I can and will tell you: listen to ''Here Comes My Girl'' and then listen to ''A Woman In Love (IT'S NOT ME)''.#are either of them really love songs? do either of them suggest that a woman (one whom he refers to as a girl - condescending) is#deserving of respect as a human being?#but god this is not the post for that essay. but there will be an essay one day. I doubt I could die without writing it first tbh.#although if anyone showed any interest in it I may be motivated to write it sooner. lol#but I'm not expecting interest tbh. I'm more expecting to get hate anons with gifs of people with pitchforks. but oh well.
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wine & dine | s.a

summary: sevika has been working at your father’s auto-body shop for the past two years and has never given you the time of day. valentine’s rolls around and she finally lets out what she’s been holding in from the moment you two met.
pairing: sevika arcane x fem!reader
contains: modern!au, dad’s bestfriend! sevika (not really, more like coworker), age gap (reader is 22 and sevika is 39), alcohol consumption (they’re both slightly tipsy but both conscious enough for consent), sevika has no prosthetic, sevika is kind of a loser but we love it, smut: whiny!sevika, fingering (r!recieving), oral (r! receiving), r!squirting for the first time, aftercare!! (it’s important). (18+ —MINORS & MEN DO NOT TRY IT.), reader grows more confident with sevika!
word count: 6.3K
a/n: ENJOYYYY<3 a treat for you guys! happy (very late) valentine’s to my single angels bc yall deserve love too! art creds: @anodeorain!!! (SPECIAL THANKS TO @atomicami FOR READING THIS OVER TO MAKE SURE IT WAS GOOD ENOUGH TO POST. ily cami girl <3)
You were twenty when you were first introduced to Sevika.
Your father owned an auto body shop and she was a new hire. Most days, you would sit in his office when you were off your shift at your place of work – a local Tea House – and do your online classwork. None of the men ever dared to bother you considering how protective he was over you so you had headphones in your ears to block out any mechanical sounds and to give yourself some peace as you worked hard to get your assignments done, taking sips of your boba tea that you had taken with you.
The door opened as you were in the middle of sipping your drink as you were met with her. Your eyes bulged out of your head at the sight of a 6'1, olive skinned, deliciously ripped and slightly glistening woman stepping into the carpeted office. Her upper body was clung with an oil and sweat stained white wife pleaser and low-rise work jeans with a chunky black belt holding them up.
You suck in a quick breath to try and act like you were unfazed by it but had forgotten you had the thick straw from your tea in your mom. A few tapioca balls shot into the back of your throat causing you to choke and cough loudly. The woman’s grey eyes widened at the sound of your gargled noises as she rushed around the table to pat your upper back.
You tried to ignore how large her palm was on your body and attempted to take another sip of your drink, lifting the straw up a bit so that you wouldn’t get any more tapioca.
“You okay?” She asks you softly, the rumble in your deeper voice sending a chill down your spine.
Fuck, you had thought to yourself. Her voice just matches how fucking hot she is.
“Fine,” you were able to cough out, trying to suppress them. “Choked on my, uh, drink.”
The woman chuckled lowly at you, shaking her head before standing upright once again.
“I’ve never seen you before,” she stated as she folds her large toned forearms across her oil stained wife pleaser. “What’s your name?”
You uttered your name to her as you stared up at her, loving the angle you were getting from where you were sitting. The second your name left your lips, her eyes widened in a way that gave away she had heard about you from your father or the other employees. You quickly asked for hers out of courtesy to try and distract her from it but it was useless.
“Sevika. You mean you’re–”
“Yeah, big boss’s daughter,” you tilted your head up at her with a playful smile. “Did you need something?”
Sevika had blinked down at you before nodding hesitantly as she had forgotten the whole reason she had come into the office.
“I just needed to grab my water from the fridge,” she said with certainty as she made her way over to the large black coated refrigerator and tugged the door open.
When she had turned her back to you to bend over to search for her reusable steel water bottle, you silently thanked your dad for finally hiring probably one of the sexiest women you’ve ever laid your eyes on. You pretended to tend to your school work on your laptop as she stood back up, twisting open the lid and tilting it up to allow the water to flow down her throat.
You mindlessly typed as you watched and savored the sight of a few droplets leaving the sides of her mouth as she chugged the ice-cold water. Her shirt lifted ever so slightly to tease you with her v-line and faint happy trail. You felt like a man seeing ankles for the first time in the early 1900s.
After that day, you started showing up alot more to the shop. Your father questioned the schedule change but simply told him that you were able to ‘focus’ in his office.
This went on for two years. Two damn years of you coming to the shop to study and Sevika had only given you a few glances and gentle check ups on you when she went in the office. Normal and professional conversation and you were tired of it.
Tired of pretending like you weren’t desperate for her attention, for her. You tried to distract yourself from the yearning and had a few flings. They were… nice as that but in the back of your mind, she lingered. Maybe she wasn’t into younger women. You knew she had to be at least ten years older than you so that could be a factor in her not even giving you a second thought.
Or so you’d thought.
Valentine’s Day had rolled around and you had zero plans. Your best friend was out of town with their girlfriend so your plans were pretty much shot. You decided that you might as well get some work done at the shop like usual. At first you had lied about you focusing better on your father but now you actually can’t seem to mentally lock in on your school work anywhere else.
It was pretty empty as you passed through the garage. You could hear some gears turning and clanking so you peaked around to see who was there. Just your luck, it was Sevika.
Great. She made you feel more single than ever on this day.
You tried to speed past her in hopes she wouldn’t notice you but to your surprise, she called out your name. You stop in your tracks at her voice, sighing to yourself as you turn your head so that you are facing her.
Her brows were set in a furrow as she wiped off her rust ridden palms, looking you up and down with confusion.
“Just came to do school work, Sevika. Don’t mind me,” you raise your palm to wave her off. “You can go back to… whatever you’re doing.”
You guess your tone gave away your bad attitude as she sighs, throwing the towel over her bare shoulder and making her around the truck. You tense up as you adjust the strap to your book bag, now aware she could see all of you.
“What’s up, angel? Hmm?” Sevika leans back on the maroon, rusted door.
“Nothing.”
You ignore the heat that’s itching at your cheeks at her nickname for you. It was rare when she pulled that one out considering how little conversation the two of you shared.
“Nothing. Today is– it’s not my day,” you explain.
Her expression softens as she looks behind her at the calendar that was hanging amongst the tools on that wall. It’s Valentine’s Day, Sevika thought to herself.
“Why isn’t your day?” She wonders aloud.
You sigh as you shake your head, wanting to crawl into yourself to avoid this conversation.
“I don’t know. Just even more of a reminder I don’t have… what other people have.”
And that I could be spending this day with you but the universe decided to birth me out fifteen years too late, you think to yourself.
Sevika is silent after those words leave your mouth, shame flooding your veins. You scoff as you adjust the strap of your bag to start making your way into the office but Sevika’s voice calls out to you once again.
“Do you want to come over to mine tonight?”
You froze.
What?
As you turn around on your heels and inch closer to her, eager for an answer: “To do…?”
Sevika chuckles as she leans into you with a smile, her lips two inches from your own. “Valentine’s dinner. I’m a great cook, angel.”
You really were confused now. Why was she offering you this? Was this a pity dinner?
“Why?”
She sighs at your tone and lifts a hand to cup your face, a rough thumb brushing over the apple of your cheek. With any one else you would’ve flinched away and refused but even with how much you hated her for never giving you the time of day before, your body aches for this. For her touch.
“I don’t like knowing you, of all people, are going to be alone on this day. Let me do this for you, okay?”
You of all people. You despised how much that made you want to shove her against the car and kiss her until she was breathless. You stupidly blush at her words, failing to hide how flustered she made you.
“Okay, fine. What’s the dress code?”
Sevika can’t help but have her lips twitch up into an amused grin, releasing your face in the process.
“No dress code. Come in whatever you feel comfortable in, angel.” She reassures you, nodding as she throws her rag over her shoulder. “Give me your number and I’ll text it to you.”
You blink at her as you realized how in all these two years of knowing her you hadn’t had a good enough reason to have her phone number. You reach into your bag to rip a piece of paper from one of your notebooks and grab a loose pen that was sitting at the bottom to scribble down your number and hand it to her.
“What time should I be there?” You wonder, fiddling with your backpack.
Sevika hums as she checks her watch on her wrist. “It’s 3 right now. I’m almost done here with my truck. 8:30 okay with you?”
You nod, unable to comprehend how this was your reality right now.
“Y-Yeah. That’s good. I’ll leave you to your… handy work,” you try and joke but your awkwardness deceives you.
Sevika thankfully grins at your attempt and shakes her head fondly, motioning to the office.
“Be good and do your work, yeah?”
Your face lit aflame once again, nodding before walking away without another word.
How the hell were you going to survive dinner?
You left the shop only an hour later after you had heard the large garage doors shut. Once you had gotten home, you passed by your dad in the kitchen eating some lunch. He told you that he and your mother were going to dinner and would be late so that you could order in or if you had wanted anything from wherever they were going to eat.
You almost told him you had dinner plans as well but you didn’t want to risk more prying questions so you merely wished them a good night and dinner before scurrying up to your room. You dug through your closet to find something; anything that would be dinner worthy at Sevika’s place.
For the next three hours, you carefully picked out the right dress, the right makeup, shoes, jewelry, purse, panties for fucks sake. Your parents had thankfully left already so they wouldn’t press you as to why you were all ‘done up’.
The whole drive to Sevika’s house was a mental rollercoaster. Talking yourself into not causing five accidents by swerving into a u-turn back home or cancelling out of fear that you’ll be unbearably awkward. Every worst possible outcome you could have imagined flashed into your mind but you scolded yourself into taking a deep breath.
She asked you to dinner, you told yourself. On the most ‘romantic’ day of the year.
It had to mean something.
When you approached the house, you could see if you squinted, Sevika’s figure moving through the orange light through the curtains of the home. It was a small, cozy home. Nothing too crazy or expensive but homey.
Your fiddle with your necklace as you ring the doorbell, sucking in a deep breath as you listen to the heavy footsteps approaching the door. The clicks of the locks send an anxious chill down your spine as the hinges creak open.
Sevika looked perfect. She had on a black button up tucked into a pair of the same shade of slacks, a thick belt holding them up. The sleeves were rolled to her elbows and the top two buttons were left undone to show just the smallest bit of skin. Her hair was tied up in it’s usual half-up, half-down that you’ve seen but she just made it work.
“Hi,” she says softly, a gentle smile on her face. “Come in.”
You couldn’t tell if you were a puddle on the floor or if it was just your insides that had turned to mush. Your fingers tighten on your small velvet purse as you finally open your mouth.
“Hi.”
You take a step into the home and are immediately hit with the smell of marinara sauce and garlic. Your eyes dart from the worn in living room couch to the little bit of decor on the shelves before they land on Sevika who was lingering near the now-shut front door. Her gray eyes meet yours as she motions towards your dress with her large palm.
“You are beautiful, angel.”
You look down at your dress, too, admiring the black lace pattern over the garnet red silk. Your eyes meet hers once again as you take a step forward, daring for her to reach for you.
“Thank you. You are beautiful, Sevika.”
Her eyes seem to soften at your words, shining in a way that you’ve never seen before. Was she… flustered? After she muttered a shy ‘thank you’, her gaze darted to behind you as she motioned a hand to the rather cute set up of a dinner.
A small unscented candle was lit in the middle between two plates of a slice of lasagna and a smaller round plate with a garlic knot resting on it. It looked like restaurant grade food. You could even hear a soft tune of jazz lowly playing throughout the home.
“Sevika, this is so sweet,” you express as you approach the table.
“It’s nothing, really.”
Sevika’s heavy footsteps follow after you, reaching for the chair across from hers. She tugs the seat out and motions for you to sit.
“Such a gentleman,” you tease as you slide into the space and sit yourself down in the old wooden chair with a vintage flower cushion tied to the bottom.
The obvious tension in the air was killing you. It was clear neither of you knew how to start up a conversation so you took the reins as you picked up your fork and shoved it into the layered pasta.
“What was wrong with your truck?” You wince afterwards at the blandness of the question.
Sevika rounded the table after she scooted your chair in. She sits herself down across from you, picking up her own utensils.
“Oh, nothing too terrible. The brake pads needed to be replaced,” she shook her head to wave off your concern. “Did you finish your school wor—“
“Why did you ask me to dinner, Sevika?”
You didn’t mean to cut her off but this has been itching at you since it happened. Sure, she gave you a vague answer at the shop but you didn’t want vague bullshit. You’ve only been eating for a few minutes and the unknown was killing you.
“Honestly?” Sevika questions as she takes a bite of her lasagna, seeming all too calm for your liking.
You suck in a deep breath as you huff out a soft: “Please.”
“I’ve wanted to do this,” she motioned to the air between the two of you with her fork as she explained herself, “since we first met. Your dad and I have a good bond and I didn’t think he would approve of me of all people to take out his daughter, especially seeing how he acts when the other fuckin’ pricks at the shop even try to mention you in front of him.”
That made sense. You take another bite of the food, heat spreading from the base of your neck to the tips of your ears.
“Since we first met?” You question with a giddy grin.
Sevika playfully rolls her beautiful gray eyes at the fact that out of everything, that was the detail you were focused on.
“You’re ridiculous. Yes.”
“So what made you want to ask me now?” Your tone was more light and playful, feeling a lot more assured with this.
Sevika’s dark lips twitch into a small grin, shrugging her broad shoulders.
“I thought when you walked into the shop today that I would finally fuckin’ get over myself and just saying something to let you know I feel but I kind of got lucky it being Valentine’s and you not having plans so I took a chance. Thankfully, you said ‘yes’.”
Thankfully indeed, you thought to yourself.
“This is amazing, by the way. I can’t cook for the life of me.” You point to the warm lasagna, the flavors lingering on your tongue.
Sevika shakes her head with a low whistle at your confession. “22 and you can’t cook, angel?”
Your face heats up at her teasing, opening your mouth as you let out a soft gasp.
“I’m… working on it, okay? Plus, if all things go well tonight, I won’t have to anymore,” you hum as you tilt your head at her, testing the waters.
You watch her every movement as Sevika grabs her glass of wine to take a sip. The way her throat bobbed as she allowed the liquid to trickle down.
“Is that so?” She hums into her glass before setting it back down with a soft clink.
“If that’s okay with you,” you grin innocently.
Sevika’s eyes flicker down to your lips as you take your turn to try the wine. It was a sweeter white wine, the burn of the alcohol washing down your throat.
“More than okay,” she quietly admits as she continues to dig into the lasagna.
A large glass of sweet white wine and the hefty carb-filled meal later, you two talking quietly amongst one another on the couch. Well, okay, Sevika was talking while you were tilting your head as you eye-fucked her at the distance you’ve been craving for the past two years. Watching her dark lips move as she tells you something you were supposed to be listening to but god, you couldn’t focus on anything else but her lips.
The jagged, light scar that on the left side of her lip drove you wild. Maybe it was the wine or the few years of yearning but you were growing needier by the second. The soft hum and rasp of her voice was merely adding to the fire.
“Angel?”
She calls to you, confusion laced in her tone. You blink to focus and sit up from your slouched position, cursing internally at how you let your mind wander.
“Hmm? Yeah?” You hum, a smitten smile growing on your lips.
Her large palm reaches over to rest on her exposed thigh from the slit of your dress folding over, her thumb rubbing over the skin to try and ease you. Your eyes flicker down from her pinky to her thumb, breath hitching at how much of your thigh she was covering.
“Are you tired? You can sleep here. I don’t want you driving after you’ve had something to drink.”
You hold back your scoff as you shake your head as you look back up at her, sucking in a deep breath as you carefully scoot in closer to her. It wasn’t something you did often but it seemed like subtlety wasn’t working with her.
“I’m not tired, Vika,” you whisper, eyes darting down to her lips as you raise one hand to rest on her upper abdomen.
Sevika’s grip tightens on your skin, her breathing quickening at your hand placement. You could feel her stomach flex causing an excitement that you haven’t felt in a long time to rush to your head.
The air around you two was heavy, the both of you hesitant to take what you want. You internally frown when you feel Sevika’s heavy hand remove itself from your thigh. She twiddles with the fabric of the skirt of your dress, avoiding your gaze as she blatantly stares at your lips as her chest rises and falls at a faster speed now.
Fuck it.
You begin to lean into her, moving your hand slowly up her torso to rest on the open area at the top of her chest. Your hand rests at her collarbone as you tilt your head to the side as you press your lips onto hers. Sevika, as anxious as she was appearing, followed your movements in an instant. Her hand that had been tugging at your dress was now cupping the side of your neck, thumbing at your jaw.
You force back your giddy grin as you pull away to ghost your lips over hers, letting out a shaky breath as you make her chase you. Sevika’s hand moves back down to your crossed legs, gripping your thigh with need as she whines.
She fucking whimpers against your lips as she mutters your name. Not ‘angel’ but your name.
You hum at the sound, moving your hands to her shoulders as you throw legs over her lap to straddle her. Sevika hands fly to your waist as you attach your lips once again, running her hands up your body. Her tongue brushes over your bottom lip as your hips grind down on her.
She pants against you, pulling away from your wet lips to look down at her lap at your plush thighs to curse underneath her breath. The sight alone could have her cumming untouched.
“Vika, can we move to your bed? Please?”
Your neediness was obvious as your hands ran down her body, feeling the ridges of her sculpted body that you wanted to so desperately see. Your fingers reach up to her button-up, unhooking a single button as you lean down to kiss at her neck to inhale the perfume and light cigar scent clinging to her skin. “Need you.”
Sevika’s hands grip at your body and press you into her, a shiver running down her back as you nibble on her skin.
She breathes out as her eyes shut at your teeth grazing over the mark you sucked onto her sickness. “Yeah, baby. Come on.”
As she stands up, she hooks her strong forearms underneath your thighs so that your legs could wrap around her hips as she carries you to her bedroom. You couldn’t help but giggle at the fact that you were here at her house, going to her room so that you could fuck her.
“You smell good,” you hum as you snuggle your face into the crook of her neck, wrapping your arms around her neck.
Sevika chuckles underneath her breath at your dazed words as she places a kiss to your scalp as she kicks her door open with her foot, the golden knob tapping the wall with a soft thump. She carefully sets you down on the comforter with a soft grunt.
You look up at her from the bed, eyes blown with lust as you wait for her next move.
“If you want to stop at any moment,” Sevika cups the side of your face, a feeling you’ve grown quite fond of. “You tell me immediately, okay?”
“Sevika, I trust you,” you reassure her softly, sucking in a deep breath. “But I will. I promise.”
Sevika seems to relax a bit more now after you have assured her.
“Good. Now, lay back for me, baby.”
You do as you told and scoot back a bit more up the mattress, your dress bunching up at your hips. Sevika seems to notice how it was bothering you, taking the fabric into her hands gently. You make eye contact with her and nod to signal it was okay for her to take it off of you.
Sevika tugs it up to reveal your deep red panties, a wet maroon patch in the front. You would’ve been a lot more embarrassed but hearing Sevika muttering curses once the dress is off of you and hitting the hardwood floor of her bedroom, your confidence shot through the roof.
Your tits were exposed as you didn’t enjoy wearing bras with dresses like this so here you were, borderline naked on Sevika’s bed. God, you would have laughed in someone’s face if anyone told you you’d be here within two years of meeting Sevika.
“You are perfect, angel.”
Sevika kneels down on her bed, her eyes following over every inch of your skin as if you were a painting. To be admired, not touched. You mutter a soft ‘thank you’ at the compliment, feeling a heat prickle at your underarms.
“You can touch me, you know,” you tease.
This seems to bring Sevika back to the task at hand, nodding with a gentle ‘sorry’ leaving her lips. You shake your head as you were more than flattered that she thought you were beautiful enough to stare at. She leans down to kiss you slowly, pushing you back down onto the bed.
Her knee was pressing into your clothed cunt, the pressure directly being placed onto your aching clit. You let out a shaky breath at the feeling, your hands gripping onto her strong shoulders. Your hips roll a bit to chase the pleasure.
“Needy girl,” she hums against your lips.
She pulls away to trail her lips down your body. Each kiss that was left had you leaning into the touch, eyes fluttering as she moved to your nipples. Your bottom lip catches in between your teeth as she cups your left and runs her tongue over your right. She sucks on the sensitive bud, running her hot tongue over the pebbled skin.
You watch her with no shame, not even daring wanting to look away at the fucking wet dream that was happening in front of you. You could see a spit string glistening on your nipple to her panting lips due to the dim lighting of the room. She adjusts herself so that she can move to the other nipple, pressing her knee onto your cunt once again.
“Vika,” you whine out, begging for her to move further down your body to where you needed her most.
Sevika looks up from your chest, pupils blown to the point where the gray of her eyes was a small ring.
“Tell me.”
You grind into her knee as a response, hoping she would get the hint that you wanted more than just her mouth on your tits. Sevika looks down at your desperate grinding on her knee as your hands run down her back, tugging on the fabric of her black button up.
Sevika pulls away, licking up whatever leftover saliva was on your tits before unbuttoning her shirt. You help her as you start from the bottom, meeting her in the middle as her sculpted body reveals itself to you. You had been teased with the idea from the bottom of Sevika’s shirts lifting when she would stretch or reach for a tool on a higher shelf at your fathers shop but this? Seeing every defined ab and little light scars on her stomach. Your imagination couldn’t compare to the real thing.
You throw her shirt in the direction of your dress, eyeing every ridge of her stomach. She had on a simple black sports bra hugging her tits to her body. As you were checking her out, Sevika was running her hands down yours as she landed right at the waistband of your panties.
She looks up at you as her fingers hook underneath the lace, waiting for your approval. You nod eagerly, lifting your hips up in assistance. Sevika tugs them down, letting out a soft groan at the sight of your slick that collected on the front of your underwear.
Your cunt was wet and fluttering, awaiting for any kind relief. Sevika moves down the bed to lay down on her stomach as she hooks her arms around your thighs to tug you closer to her. You yelp quietly as her slight manhandling of you but is quickly replaced by a moan. Without warning, she sticks her tongue out to drag across your entrance once to get your attention.
Being the absolute tease she was, Sevika kisses right over your clit before trailing her lips to your inner thighs. Irritated, you clamp your thighs on either side of her face, raising your brows down at her. She sighs and tsks, easily gripping your legs to force them back open.
You really were underestimating how strong she was.
“Be patient, angel. I want your thighs on my head when I’m eating this pretty pussy, yeah? Can you do that for me?” She places one more soft kiss on your inner thigh.
All you could muster was a whiny ‘yeah’ in response to her question. She hums, satisfied enough with your answer before delving back into where you needed her most.
Sevika laps her greedy tongue over the dripping entrance of your pussy, hooded eyes watching your body convulse. You moan out as she uses her fingers to spread your lips open to watch your cunt clench hungrily.
“You taste so fucking perfect. Can’t believe I had to wait so long to taste you, angel,” she nearly whines before sucking on your pussy lips.
Her eager licks to your cunt drew you close to your first orgasm, legs clamping on either side of her head. Your hands slip into her hair, entangling in her black strands. Sevika is relentless with her tongue, not letting up until she can taste you cumming.
Your stomach tightens as you ride her arched nose as it hits your clit just right. Your moans change higher in pitch as you could feel your orgasm about to rip through you. You came embarrassingly fast, shivering and gripping onto her hair as her tongue laps up your cum leaking from your cunt.
“Fuck, oh my god,” you whimper as she wraps her arms around your thighs to tug you closer to help you ride out your orgasm.
Your chest rises and falls rapidly as you try to catch your breath, shuddering when you feel Sevika places a lingering kiss to your clit. She releases your legs to pull her head from your pussy, the top of her head frizzy from your hands and her flyaways clinging to her forehead from the sweat.
“What the fuck?” You pant, a hand resting over your eyes.
Sevika softly chuckles at your words, gently massaging one of your thighs with her free hand. You shiver as you feel one other thick and long fingers tease at your entrance. You buck your hips to urge her to put it inside of you. Sevika hums from above you as she steadily inserts her middle finger.
“You gonna give one more, baby?” She questions as she licks her lips to collect what was left of your slick on her mouth.
You sit up slightly to reach for her neck to pull her down to be face to face with you. Sevika’s lips lock with yours, humming softly as her hand that wasn’t fucking you cups the side of your head. You could taste the lingering cum on her lips as you kiss her softly.
“One more,” you whisper against her lips, pulling away to rest your forehead on hers.
“Just one more, angel,” she whispers back, attentively watching your face to make sure you weren’t hesitating and not telling her.
But all she could see was how blown out your eyes were as you grind your hips weakly on her fingers.
The lewd sound of the squelch of you taking her finger made her smile against your temple. You hum as you feel her leisurely slide her ring finger next to the pointer, soft pants leaving your mouth. Your body was hot all over, sweat gathering above your top lip, the back of your neck and the crook of your hips.
Sevika began to pump her fingers in and out of you, watching the way your pussy lips began to puff up and lather in a mixture of her spit and your slick. She couldn’t get enough of you, wanting to make you see stars from her fingers alone.
You were already out of it; in a daze that boosted her ego.
“Fuck, you look so pretty like this, angel,” she praises as she leans down to kiss your cheek.
“Feel pretty,” you hum, gasping when Sevika’s fingers curl inside of you.
Sevika captures your lips once again as she picks up the pace of her fingers, moaning into your mouth when she feels your gummy walls clenching down on her. You throw your head back at the relentless thrusts, exposing your neck for Sevika to mark up. She wasn’t a big hickey person but watching you let out the prettiest and whiniest moans, all she wanted to do was make sure everyone who would see you the next day that you were hers.
Her lips latch onto the length of your neck, sucking and licking on the skin.
“Right there, baby. O-Oh fuck,” you whine out, not realising the pet name had left your lips.
This encouraged Sevika’s movements. Someone would have to fucking kill her to stop making you come undone like this.
“Yeah?” She places a sloppy kiss to your jaw with a hum.
You shudder as she curls her fingers to hit your g-spot, abusing it with a hungry persistence.
“Y-Yeah.”
Your whole body had basically become jelly in her palms, overwhelmed by the way she was handling you. Borderline pornagraphic moans left your lips as she wouldn’t let up. You think you would start crying if she did, the pleasure already becoming an addictive feeling. You knew at that moment she had ruined you for anyone else; that nothing would be as good as her.
Again, that familiar feeling settled in your lower abdomen. You were going to cum again but it felt… different; more intense than the one before. Your hand flew to her wrist that was fucking into you, not trying to stop her but confused about how the fuck was she doing that.
“Sevika, I-I’m gonna–” Pee?
“I can feel it, angel. Just let go for me. Relax.”
You release her wrist as you let yourself fall back onto the mattress, leaning back onto your forearms. Sevika continues to fuck into you, watching as your puffy cunt began to squirt your cum all over her forearm, even some splashing on her lower stomach. The orgasm shocked up your spine as broken moans leave your mouth, unable to speak to voice your confusion. Your hips buck to chase the most overwhelming orgasm you’ve ever had.
The obscene sight in front of Sevika made her smile to herself, looking down at her squirt-glistening stomach and arm.
“I never…” You trail off as you suck in a deep breath, trying to sit up but the weight of your exhaustion pulls you right back down.
Sevika’s eyes flicker to your shaking inner thighs and the embarrassment in your eyes and it hits her.
“Angel, you’ve never squirted before?” She questions gently.
You shake your head as you blink slowly, your eyelids becoming heavier by the second.
Sevika carefully removes her fingers from your cunt, shushing you with a ‘I know, baby’. You reach for her with weak arms, sighing in relief when she holds you close to her and maneuvers the two of you to avoid the wet spot on the bed.
“I think you killed me,” you mutter into her chest.
“Well, stay alive for a little bit longer. I’m gonna run a bath for you.”
You didn’t realize how sticky you felt until she mentioned the bath. The mix of fluids on your body made you frown until you remember what had just happened. You fucked Sevika.
Well, she fucked you. Better than you’ve ever experienced from the weak and careless attempts you’ve had before her.
“I’m sorry about your sheets,” you wince at the sight of the damp area that you can see out of the corner of your eye.
Sevika shakes her head as she rubs a hand over your naked back to help steady your breathing.
“Don’t be. It felt good, right?” Sevika looks down at you with a teasing grin.
You scoff at her words. “I just said ‘I think you killed me’. What do you think?”
Sevika leans down to peck your lips a few times, mumbling ‘just making sure’ onto your lips. The two of you lay there on her bed for you couldn’t even remember for how long as the rest of the night was a blissful blur. She carried you to the bathroom to sit on the toilet to make sure you pee so that you don’t get an infection and ran you a bath.
The bath helped your sticky feeling. Sevika joined you not too long after you did because well, you had asked her nicely. Lavender-scented bubbles engulfed the two of you, the warm water easing your aching bodies. With your back against her naked chest, you push out a question.
“Are we… dating?”
Sevika was tracing your arm that was resting on the white ceramic of the tub, resting her cheek on the top of your head. There was a mean voice in the back of her head calling her ridiculous to think you would want to be with her; but she ignores it for now.
“We can be. I wouldn’t mind this with you,” she hums as she picks up your hand to hold carefully.
Sevika didn’t specify what ‘this’ was but you hoped it meant more bubble baths and sweet dates. Oh and the endless amount of orgasms.
“Yeah, I want this too,” you grin down at your intertwined fingers. A haunting thought took over your brain, knowing you’d have to mention it at some point. “What about my dad?”
Sevika’s body tenses for a moment but she relaxes the moment you snuggle more into her.
“Well, we can keep it between us for now. Tell him when we feel ready.” Sevika assures you as she runs her thumb over the back of your soap-coated hand.
Between us, your mind echoed. You were okay with that.
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Redemption— Rafe Cameron x Pogue!Reader
summary— you’re taken by Groff’s accomplices and you’re ex Rafe Cameron appears to save you unexpectedly. your past is full of pain but he’s determined to make things right.
warnings— ex to lovers, kidnapping, arguing, slight manipulation and coercion, oral(m&f receiving), fingering, choking, ass slapping, degradation, praise kink, daddy kink, unprotected sex, creampie.
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Rafe hadn’t planned on being part of the treasure hunt again, but when he heard about the Groff connection and Sarah dragging you into it, he couldn’t stay away. It wasn’t about the money this time—though he wouldn’t say no to a cut or possibly stealing it for himself—it was about you. Despite everything, he still cared deeply, even if he didn’t show it the way you deserved.
Your relationship had ended months ago, crumbling under the weight of his issues and the way he treated your friends. You’d made it clear you didn’t want to see him again even during the trip. But when he found out you’d been kidnapped by Groff’s men, something inside him snapped. He couldn’t think straight until he had you back.
When he first showed up to give his help, your cold glare hit harder than any insult. “You shouldn’t be here, Rafe,” you’d said flatly, refusing to meet his eyes.
He tried to explain himself, but you cut him off. “I don’t trust you, not after everything. You treated my friends like garbage, and you don’t get to come in now and play the hero.”
“I’m not here to play the hero,” he’d said, voice low, almost pleading. “I’m here for you.”
But there was no time to dwell on old wounds. Chaos erupted, and by the time the dust settled, he’d saved you from Groff’s accomplices and now you were both hiding out in a grimy motel room.
“You didn’t have to come after me, Rafe,” you snapped, pacing the cramped space. “I don’t need a knight in shining armor. Especially not from someone who ditched us when we needed him.”
His jaw clenched as he leaned against the door. “You’re seriously saying that to me? You all left me to almost get arrested! Like I was nothing.”
“You were nothing when you couldn’t pick a side!” you fired back, glaring at him.
“I did pick a side,” he shot back, stepping closer, his voice dropping. “I picked you. That’s why I’m here.”
His words hung in the air, the weight of them undeniable. You scoffed, looking away, but your resolve wavered as he moved closer.
“You think I don’t care?” His tone softened, a crack in his armor. “You think I didn’t lose my mind when I heard they took you? I couldn’t—I wouldn’t let anything happen to you.”
Your breath hitched, but you shook your head. “You have a funny way of showing it.”
Rafe’s hand caught your wrist gently, turning you to face him. His gaze burned, the anger and pain in his eyes mirrored in your own. “I’m here now,” he murmured. “Let me prove it.”
You didn’t have time to argue before his lips crashed into yours. The kiss was desperate, heated, and filled with all the unspoken emotions you’d both buried. Your fingers curled into his shirt as his hands gripped your waist, pulling you closer. The frustration and anger melted into something you couldn’t name, something that felt like it could destroy you both if you let it.
Rafe’s hands were everywhere, his lips trailing from your mouth to your neck with a desperation you hadn’t felt in months. You wanted to lose yourself in him, but the anger resurfaced, and you pushed him away, chest heaving.
“I can’t do this, Rafe. Not after how you’ve treated us—how you’ve treated me.”
His jaw clenched, but his voice was soft. “I got a ship for all of you. I stayed civil even after you tied me up. I’m here, trying to prove myself to you. I still want you. I can’t do this without you—I can’t be better without you.”
Your emotions threatened to spill over, but instead of crying or screaming, you grabbed his shirt and pulled him back. The kiss was fiery, tangled in resentment and longing, as his hands roamed your body again. His lips found your neck, and a moan escaped before you could stop it.
“You’re such a piece of shit,” you muttered, your voice shaky.
“Yeah?” His hand slid lower, brushing under the fabric of your outfit and finding your pussy. “Well, you’re wet for this piece of shit.” His voice was low, teasing, as his fingers found their way inside.
You gasped, torn between shame and pleasure. “You’re disgusting, Rafe. I can’t stand you.”
“And yet here you are, you’re a slut for liking this,” he whispered against your neck. “Hear how wet you are.”
The heat built unbearably, and you couldn’t stop yourself. As your body betrayed you, the orgasm was laced with mortification. You turned away, unable to meet his gaze, but he just smirked softly. “You can hate me all you want,” he said, his voice a murmur. “But I’m not going anywhere.”
He slipped his fingers coated in your arousal in your mouth and your tongue swirled over them.
“Good girl,” he chuckled.
“You never know when to shut up, do you?” you snapped, rolling your eyes as Rafe smirked. His hands rested confidently on your waist, pulling you closer.
“I could say the same about you,” he quipped, his voice low and teasing. Before you could retort, he dropped to his knees, silencing you with his actions.
“Don’t,” you started, but the heat of his touch made your words falter.
“Stop pretending you don’t like it,” he murmured, his eyes locked on yours, as he licked your pussy. Despite yourself, a soft moan escaped you.
“That’s what I thought,” he said smugly, and you could only glare as he gave a satisfied grin.
Rafe’s grip on your hips was firm, his strength keeping you in place despite your squirming. Your fingers tangled in his buzzed hair, tugging as whimpers slipped from your lips. His focus didn’t waver, and you felt yourself trembling under his relentless attention.
“Rafe,” you whispered, your voice breaking with a mix of defiance and surrender. But he didn’t stop until your entire body tensed, a soft moan escaping as you reached your peak. He looked up at you afterward, his expression smug and victorious.
Rafe leaned back, a smug grin on his face as he palmed his cock through his pants, clearly enjoying the effect he had on you. “Look how hard you got me, baby,” he said, his voice low and confident. His hand moved slowly, emphasizing his words. “You used to always help me out with this, come on, suck daddy’s cock.”
The nickname made you wince, memories stirring. He saw the hesitation but leaned in closer, voice softer but insistent. “You know you want to,” he murmured, his gaze challenging, daring you to resist.
Rafe pulled his hard cock out, his size drawing a breathless reaction from you, it looked like he’d gotten bigger, if that was even possible. He chuckled, the sound dripping with arrogance. “Come on, baby. Help daddy out,” he coaxed, his tone a mix of command and temptation. Despite your resolve, you felt yourself falter, unable to resist the magnetic pull he always had on you.
Arching your back, your ass high in the air, you leaned down, taking him into your mouth. His groan was instant, his hand finding your waist before he smacked your ass. “That’s my good girl,” he muttered. You rolled your eyes and took him into your warm mouth, bobbing your head at the right pace to have him moaning. You used your hand to stroke what couldn’t fit in your mouth as his balls tightened and his breathing grew ragged. Just as he was about to release, you pulled away.
His laugh was one of disbelief. “You’re such a brat,” he muttered, shaking his head, though the amusement never left his eyes.
Rafe’s warm hands moved to your bare thighs, rubbing it slowly as he looked up at you with those blue eyes. He knew it was your weakness. You were already soaked but having him caress you like that practically turned you into a fountain. He had you right where he wanted you.
“My cock really misses that tight, wet pussy,” he whispered, his voice low and husky.
“Yeah? Well if you want to fuck me, you’re gonna have to beg,” you retorted.
Rafe let out a mocking chuckle, as if he couldn’t believe those words left your lips. His little baby wasn’t such a baby anymore.
“Seems like we’ve been apart for so long that you’ve forgotten, Rafe Cameron doesn’t fucking beg.”
He snaked his hand around your neck, pulling you into a heated, rough kiss. Your tongues slipped into each other’s mouth, the feeling one that made you melt. He pushed you onto the bed by your neck and took his position above you.
“You’ve also forgotten that this is my pussy and I saved you, I’ve fucking earned it,” he said, with that cocky smirk plastered on his face.
Everyone had their weakness, for Sarah it was John B, for Pope it was Cleo and for you— well, it was Rafe Cameron.
You spread your legs and he smirked, resisting to make a snarky comment as he dragged the head of his cock up and down your wet folds. He placed it on your clit, teasing you as you squirmed underneath him.
“Please,” you whimpered, wanting nothing more than to have him plunge his cock inside you,
“Look who’s begging now,” he said, darkly.
He lifted your legs around his waist and you locked them as he sank into your pussy. His hips bucked and his pace faltered as he had to slowly push in and wait for you to adjust to his size.
“So tight f’me, glad no one’s been inside this pussy since we broke up.”
You gave him a slight push on the chest but your attack was halted as he thrusted into you all the way. Your jaw fell slack as you gasped for air feeling him fill you to the brim.
“S’okay baby, just breathe, daddy’s here,” he cooed, leaning down to kiss your lips.
He began rutting steadily inside you, whispering little praises that made your stomach flip. You wouldn’t admit it but a part of you missed having him above you like this. By now he had taken off his shirt, revealing the muscle underneath and the sweat glistening on his body. You ground against him, your clit getting the stimulation you desperately craved and sending pleasure through you.
“Oh God, daddy,” you moaned, meeting his thrusts faster.
“You gonna cum baby? That’s it, cum for me,” he murmured.
Rafe’s pace sped up, hitting the sweet spot inside you as your release hit you like a truck. He continued fucking you through your orgasm, your legs shaking as he did, the pleasure almost too much.
“Good girl, there she is,” he cooed, “I knew you wanted this too.”
“M-more,” you managed to croak out.
“Oh my baby wants more? You want daddy to fuck you even more? What a dirty little slut.”
He complied with your request, flipping you swiftly onto your stomach and pulling your hips up to him. You arched your back the way you knew he liked it and he kissed your ass before rubbing his cock along your folds.
“God baby, did I mention how much I missed this wet pussy?”
He slammed into you from behind, gripping your waist as he brought you back onto his cock, hard. Your ass clapped against him and he watched mesmerized as his cock disappeared inside you and came out covered in your cream and juices.
“Daddy,” you moaned, shamelessly as he rolled his hips into you. You couldn’t hold back anymore. You couldn’t see his face but you knew he had on that smug look and you gasped as he pressed your face into the pillow, pounding into you at a deeper angle.
“You really like that huh, fuck, your pussy is just gripping my cock so well baby, cum for daddy, cream all over my cock.”
He slapped your ass, basically giving you the go ahead as you shuddered under his touch, his name leaving your lips continuously as you creamed all over his cock. Unable to stop himself, he stilled inside you, his load spurting as he moaned your name and you felt his dick throb against your walls.
He rolled over, pulling out of you but not before spreading your ass to watch his cum drip out.
You stared up at the ceiling, wondering what you were doing with your life. You were in a random motel in Morocco and you hooked up with your ex after he saved you from kidnappers, meanwhile your friends were probably out looking for you, worried sick.
“Uh, we should go, they’re probably looking for me,” you sighed, getting up. He took a piece of cloth and wiped between your legs. Silence fell between you but oddly, it was a comfortable silence. You looked into his eyes and saw nothing but care and sincerity. He really did come for you and was actually trying to change and do right by you all.
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“mr. steal your girl”
jealous!in-ho x you



as thanos’ side piece during the games, you were garunteed safety. but in-ho didn’t like the idea of you being someone elses.
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“señorita excuse me.”
you turned around.
“join our team.”
oh, god. in front of you stood a bright purple haired man, his goons crowding around him.
“why should i?” you scoffed.
“because a girl like you can’t survive in a place like this.”
he was right and you knew it. you’ve seen how badly he’s treated members of his team, but what choice did you have? beggars can’t be choosers.
from then on, you stuck with thanos. in the first two games, he stayed true to his word, taking you under his wing.
although you felt protected, you didn’t feel safe. you knew that thanos would turn his back on as soon as something bigger came up.
unbeknownst to you, in-ho had been keeping watch. he brought the sitaution up in any conversation he could have.
“you see that girl there? player 009?” he would point out to gi-hun as he watched you.
“yeah, what about her?”
“she’s not gonna last long with those shitheads.”he could feel the rage bubbling inside him as thanos draped his hands over you, pulling you closer as he talked to his minions.
“why do you care so much? i’m sure she’ll be okay.” gi-hun would reply, shaking it off like it was no big deal.
but to in-ho it was.
he couldn’t sit there and watch whilst you got used by a man like thanos. you were so sweet, you deserved to be protected by someone that actually had the heart and skills to.
him.
⋆♱✮♱⋆ ──── ❍ Δ □ ──── ⋆♱✮♱⋆
during meal time, in-ho sat back and observed.
“you, come here. cut the line, you can take whatever you want.” thanos sneered as he dragged you to the front of the line.
“but i don’t want to.” you said softly, looking at the line of innocent, starved people behind.
“jesus.” he sighed, shoving you aside causing you to stumble.
as if on queue, in-ho appeared in front of you, pulling thanos aside.
he had enough.
“did your mother never teach you something called respect?” he spat as thanks regained his posture.
“who are you? you got a new boyfriend, girl? this old man?” thanos sneered, pointing to you. you could feel your face heating up from embarrassment as everyone stopped to stare.
“hey, i’m talking to you. look at me, not her.” he said sternly as thanos rolled his eyes.
“look, we’re fine, why don’t you go back, sit down, and eat your food, old man. i-”
in-ho wasted no time, punching him in the gut before he could finish.
then, nam-gyu stepped up, throwing back a punch. as if it weren’t embarrassing for them enough, he proceeded to miss every single one of his punches, in-ho retaliating by knocking them down easily.
as the two men cowered on the ground, in-ho went up to you.
“are you okay?” he asked, taking your arm to inspect.
“yeah… thanks.”
“come.”
“ah! it’s that girl he keeps talking about!” jung-bae exclaimed as you joined in-ho in the little circle the team had made.
in-ho nudged jung-bae’s shoulder, silencing him as you took a seat beside him.
“do you have enough to eat?” in-ho asked you, looking at what was left in your box.
“oh, yes, it’s more than enough thank you-”
“here, take this.” he interrupted, giving you half of his food.
“thank you.” you lightly chuckled as the team watched with their mouths wide open.
“hey, he never gives us his food! he’s made it clear he’s very protective of it!” dae-ho complained causing everyone to laugh.
⋆♱✮♱⋆ ──── ❍ Δ □ ──── ⋆♱✮♱⋆
not too long after, it was lights out.
the team returned back to their own beds and so did you.
“señorita, come back to me. you’re no use to those guys.” thanos said as he jogged up to your bed.
you could feel yourself getting physically sick as he got nearer.
before you could answer, in-ho came to your side.
“darling, is this man bothering you?” he asked. you could tell that just from that, thanos was intimidated.
he let out a string of mumbles under his breath and accepted defeat.
“sorry, i hope i didn’t make you uncomfortable. i was just trying to scare him off.”
“can you stay here? just for tonight?” you asked with tears suddenly flooding your eyes, taking him aback as he crouched down to meet your eyes. “what if they come back?”
his gaze softened. “no one’s going to harm you, okay? i’ll stay here tonight, you just worry about getting rest.” he said, using his thumb to wipe away a tear.
“i never got your name.” you told him, making him chuckle.
“young-il… what’s yours?”
“y/n… thank you young-il.”
in-ho could feel his heart beating faster in his chest. his ‘name’ sounded different coming from your lips, he liked it.
⋆♱✮♱⋆ ──── ❍ Δ □ ──── ⋆♱✮♱⋆
the next day, the atmosphere was rigid. every player afraid of what was to come for the next game.
in-ho had insisted on giving you his breakfast as he wasn’t hungry. when you protested, he came up with some imaginary excuse on how it’ll help you win the games.
in-ho had charm, you couldn’t deny. but what made you so attracted to him was how sincere he was.
you didn’t feel as though you were a piece of arm candy, you could feel his geniune kindness whenever he talked to you.
⋆♱✮♱⋆ ──── ❍ Δ □ ──── ⋆♱✮♱⋆
as the game was introduced to everyone, mingle, you played with your hands nervously as thanos and his team tried to get your attention.
“ignore them.” in-so simply said, not even turning to look at them. “stay close.”
when the game started, in-ho made sure you stuck to him. to be frank, he didn’t care for the rest of the team.
however, on the third round of the game, players started acting irrationally, pushing and shoving each other to secure a room before anyone else could.
the stakes were getting higher.
when the lights started flashing a blinding stroke of blue and red, you felt an arm yank you away from in-ho. you called out for him, catching his attention right away.
“we got her, let’s go!” thanos shouted as he attempted to drag you into a room with him and the team.
in-ho was fuming, pushing pasd everyone in his way, his charged at thanos.
if you hadn’t had stopped him, all of you would have been as good as dead.
you had 10 seconds left, “young-il! we need to go now!” you shouted, breaking up the two men.
before he was pulled away from thanos, he spat on him, leaving him on the ground once again as the two of you locked yourself in a room.
“are you hurt?” he asked as soon as the door closed. you shook your head ‘no’. “gosh, he pisses me off.”
“yeah, you and me both.” you agreed, slumping down onto the floor beside him.
“i need you to stay with me… that was too close y/n. who knows what could have happened if you were trapped inside with him?” he lightly scolded.
“i know…i’m sorry.”
“it’s not your fault okay? i just don’t want to lose you.” he admitted as he took your hand in his.
the game resumed afterwards, not sparing anyone a break. but in-ho knew one thing, he wasn’t going to let you go after the game, he wanted you all for himself.
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JJK MEN REACTING TO YOU GETTING LEFT OUT BY YOUR FRIENDS 𓆝 ⋆。𖦹°‧
ִ ࣪𖤐 featuring. gojo satoru, toji fushiguro, sukuna ryomen, inumaki toge.
ִ ࣪𖤐 warnings. just jjk men being overprotective of you bye, and cursing.
note. guysssss, no requests pls, they're not open :(( and if you sent one in, i apologize but they're going to take a bit of time to do :(
𝐆𝐎𝐉𝐎 𝐒𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐔
before you did — gojo had already sensed that your friends were shit. believe me when i say that he has tried talking to you about it from the moment you introduced him to them during your weekly "girls night".
but you said that your friends were fine. gojo doesn't think so. ever since that day, every time you said you were going out with your friends; he came along with you, not leaving you out of his sight.
that includes today. your "girls night" or whatever — when you try to convince gojo that he didn't need to come with, but all he said was, "i am one of the girls, aren't i?"
so he came along. and he didn't regret it. not. one. bit.
your friends, he didn't even know how to describe them without slipping in a curse or two. because he couldn't believe you were actually friends with these douchebags. it was plain obvious they were leaving you out on purpose.
whenever you try to chime in the conversation, your voice is immediately toppled over by one of them. or when you try to walk beside them, they step a bit further — on purpose. he could tell.
the male was really glad he could smell the stench from a long time ago. so when you and him were walking behind them, fingers interlocked. he stopped walking, and it made you stop too, "what's wrong, 'toru?"
"let's go," he tugged you in the opposite direction from where your friends are walking to, "they don't deserve you."
the male was very upset for you. he wasted no time driving you home with him, giving you the love you deserved (and a pep talk on why you should never ever talk to your friends again).
𝐓𝐎𝐉𝐈 𝐅𝐔𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐔𝐑𝐎
toji didn't even care whether he knows your friends or not. but when you convinced him that they wanted to meet him, he agreed (begrudgingly).
and everything went south when he noticed the different way they react to you — and to him. you and your friends were a trio.
it's always a trio. he never gets it, he's seen his fair share of shitty friendships among people. that's why he doesn't have friends (or people don't want to befriend him, doesn't matter).
it wasn't even a trio any more. it was a duo, with you on the side. toji noticed the subtle way they share a look to each other whenever you start talking — or the way they nudge each other when you do something. god, it pisses him off.
he swore if you weren't there, he'd resort to violence.
when you excuse yourself to go to the restroom, toji of course takes the chance to give a small talk (straight up threatening) to them. he waved to you vaguely as you walk towards the direction of the restroom.
"don't ever fucking talk to my partner again after this. y'hear me?"
the mood plummeted and you realized after you came back from the restroom. but you said nothing about it.
and like toji threatened, your friends never talked or contacted you ever again. which obviously saddened you — but the male told you how shitty they are and that it was a good thing they're not talking to you anymore.
to this day, you still didn't know it was toji behind it all.
𝐒𝐔𝐊𝐔𝐍𝐀 𝐑𝐘𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐍
he has no shame in speaking his mind. and he immediately sensed how your friends were treating you differently from the first time he sees them. the male wastes no time giving them the eyes, where he was clearly telling them to fuck off.
when you and your friends (and him) decided to take a break inside a restaurant, he was pissed. sukuna, didn't even want to come with at the first place — he actually forced himself to come for you. he wanted to make sure your friends knew their place.
he has a bold tongue. sukuna is spicy with his words, he could care less about what people think of him. so the second he hears a disrespectful comment from either one of your friends directed to you to make you feel like you're the odd one out, the male glowered at them.
"mind repeating that?" he questions calmly, but something in his voice was intimidating. as if he was about to jump up from his seat and strangle the hell out of your friends.
of course, your friends were silent. afraid of him.
"exactly." the male stood up, tugging you along with him out of the restaurant, "what friends you have."
you were embarrassed at the comment, and sukuna sensed that too. even if he was tempted to say more things about your friends — he held back. for you.
"you don't need friends. what more do you need than me?"
𝐈𝐍𝐔𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐈 𝐓𝐎𝐆𝐄
believe me when i say that he contemplated using his cursed speech technique on your friends. he had seen you come back from a night out with your friends, upset and teary eyed.
and from that day, he's always hated them. so when you said that you were going to hang out with them again — inumaki followed you, trailing after you like a lost puppy.
actually — scratch that, you were the lost puppy. trailing after your friends, behind them like you aren't even a part of the group. if it weren't for inumaki being there, it would just be you alone.
inumaki mutters out a lot of, "salmon" and "tuna mayo" to you. fuming.
you grabbed his hand, swinging it happily. at this point, you didn't even care about your friends — as long as inumaki was there, you didn't feel alone like you used to. so you did what you had to do since long ago.
ditch them.
"thank you for being here, toge."
inumaki was happy now, no longer in a foul mood, and he squeezed your hand, "tuna mayo!"
a little translation: "i'm hungry."
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