#And same friendship wise i was sucha shitty friend but ive become close with a lot of my friends again and really try to be present and mak | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

darksaccharinity · 2 months ago

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sometimes i wish i could have a do over and treat people the way they deserved to be treated but i have to remind myself i was just a lost 17 year old girl with major depression and no will to live and in the last almost 10 years ive grown so much and become a much better person and i think that’s all that matters, that i can reflect on who i was and change everyday

#I definitely wasn’t the perfect gf and i feel horrible that i didn’t treat someone i loved how they fully deserved to be treated so now i #Can’t wait to be a gf again and try to do everything right like everything i didn’t do #And same friendship wise i was sucha shitty friend but ive become close with a lot of my friends again and really try to be present and mak #Up for how i treated them in the past because friends are so important #Tbh idk why so many of them have stuck around but i love them and appreciate them #And also why I’m not interested in dating much bc unless i really like you and know I’ll treat you as such I’m not gunna waste our time i #Always regret the way ive treated men who were just genuine and liked me ugh #Um anyways i should shut up and go to sleep lmao

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