#and we can hold and melt into eachother as we finally kiss eachother for as long as we can until we need to breathe ghfdj

[1980ssunflower]

ryan my love please come and let me brush your hair behind your ear as i admire your beautiful eyes and smile

[chestersturniolo]

Priority

Matt Sturniolo x fem!reader

Summary; Once again you find yourself in an argument with your boyfriend matt, due to his often absence. but this time you decide to tell him how you truly feel.

Warnings; swearing,angst,fluff,use of pet names and y/n. maybe slightly suggestive. I thinkkkk that’s all :)))

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Matt and I have known eachother for pretty much our whole lives. I’ve been best friends with him for as long as I can remember, and we have been in a relationship for almost 2 years now. 

It’s the weekend, and me and Matt are finally spending some quality time together. I say finally because it has become a very rare occurrence. It wasn’t so bad when we first started dating, but the more popularity he and his brothers gained, the less time I got to spend with him. And truthfully it had been taking a toll on me, and our relationship as a whole. 

We are currently laid on his bed, Matt is on his back, slightly propped against the headboard , whilst I’m curled into him,laying on my side,one leg spawled over both of his, and my head laying on his chest. His arm wrapped around my back pulling me in,impossibly close. We agreed on having a lazy day today, which I suggested. Because our time together had been so limited lately , I really just wanted to be alone-alone with him. Taking him in as much as I could. 

I’m so at peace right now, my head gently rising and falling along with his chest whilst he takes gentle breathes. The soft sound of his heartbeat.  I slowly start to drift off. Matt must have noticed my grip around him loosening slightly , as I feel his hand trail up my back and in my hair, laying gentle strokes. I glance up to see a soft grin on his face, 

“Sleepy baby?” He coos. Now taking a piece of my hair and twirling it, the sound of his rings lightly clinking together.

“Yeaa” I smile sleepily, laying my head back down on his chest. “I just feel so content right now, we haven’t spent a lot of time together recently… ya know?” 

Matt let’s out a soft sigh “I know sweetheart,I know” he says, hand still entwined in my hair, laying a kiss on the top of my head. “But we have all weekend together, just you and me okay?” A couple of beats of silence falls between us ,before Matt gently starts shifting further up the headboard. I sit up with him,propping myself up with my arm next to him.

“Okay?” Matt repeats, his hand reaching out and holding my jaw, thumb grazing my cheek. I melt into his hand. 

“Okay.” I smile lightly. He pulls me towards him, placing a gentle kiss on the tip of my nose, and another on my lips. He slowly moved down to my neck,littering kisses all over it. My eyes flutter shut, taking in the feeling as I cup my hand around the back of his neck.

 

But my eyes are quick to open, when there’s loud pounding on Matts door, making us jump apart slightly. I turn to look at the door,

“Matt! get your ass out here, we needa film this podcast ep” I hear Chris shout through the door, his footsteps fading back down the hallway. 

My head snaps back towards Matt. He is fully sat up, eyes widened. 

“Fuck” he mumbles.

“Tell me you’re joking” i huff, sitting up.

A familiar pit forms quickly in my stomach. This isn’t the first time that our time together has been cut short.And i know it definitely will not be the last. 

“I completely forgot we haven’t filmed for the pod- I’m so sorry, fuck!”

I take a deep disappointed breath..

All of the times that his work has come before me start raiding my mind, and my disappointment and upset quickly turn into anger. 

“Matt,sorry won’t cut it forever. How many times has this happened? How many?” 

my voice slightly raising. I see Matt get slightly taken aback by my tone. 

He lets out a breath “I know okay, but you know our posting schedule-“ 

I cut him off 

“Well clearly you don’t! What happened to “we have all weekend together just you and me”  Huh?…Matt we hardly spend any time together anymore”

Matt shifts his legs to the floor, now sitting on the edge of the bed, and runs a hand through his hair with a huff. 

A small silence lingers whilst I wait for his response. 

“I said I’m sorry!-” He starts, his building frustration clear in his tone.

“-And I know okay, we have this same exact conversation every time I have to film!- but it’s my fucking job y/n!” he strains. 

My anger builds, once again hearing the same excuse I’m given every time. By now I would usually just give up and storm away to sulk. But this time I decide to let my feelings out properly. I’m tired of this. The same back and forth rut we’ve been stuck in. The familiar feeling of being pushed to the side. 

“Matt, I can’t remember the last time we even spent a full day together, just us!” My voice risen. 

“When you’re not filming, you’re with your brothers talking about what to film! When we’re apart you don’t call, and your texts are dismissive. I feel like I’m putting in all the effort here and I-“

“MATT BRO!” 

I’m cut off by Chris banging on the door once again.

I let out a defeated sigh, and bury my face in my hands. 

I feel the bed shift, I glance up to see Matt now stood infront of me, a frustrated expression plastered on his face.

“Look, I have to go and film this episode. I’ll only be gone for about an hour. I’ll come straight back and we can figure this out then okay.” He states,emotionless. 

Once again I’m brushed aside. “whatever Matt” I speak barely above a whisper, but my attitude still prominent.

Matt let’s out a huff and runs his hand through his hair. I let my gaze fall to my lap, as I hear him turn and leave the room. The slight slam of his bedroom door making me squeeze my eyes shut. 

I sigh, laying myself down and staring at the ceiling. A familiar lump starts to form in my throat, tears of frustration and upset now starting to pool in my eyes. 

Our interaction starts to replay in my head,

I really want to work through this with him, I love him a lot, and all I wanted him to do was hear me out. And he left. As usual.

I decide to try and take a nap to fill the void of Matts absence. 

After tossing and turning for what feels like an eternity, I pull out my phone. After a while of mindlessly scrolling , I pull myself off the bed and take myself to the kitchen to grab a soda. On my way to the fridge ,my ears prick at he sound of mumbled echos coming from the stairs. I stop in my tracks. I can’t help myself, as I tiptoe over to the bottom of the stairs. I turn my head to try and hear the boys. A small silence falls, and I shake my head at myself. Eavesdropping? Really? I turn around to start making my way back to the kitchen, until the mention of my name snaps my body back round to its previous position. Eavesdropping it is. 

My heart rate quickens as I hear Matts faint voice. “It’s too much, it’s fucking ridiculous bro”

The distance between us making it hard make out the conversation, picking up mumbled statements from Matt- 

“I need a break” 

“I can’t deal with it anymore”

“I’m done” 

My breath hitches. Tears finding their way back to my eyes as my heart drops. He’s leaving me? I’ve stuck by his side through all of this. After everything we’ve been through he’s…leaving me???

I’m snapped out of my daze

“y/n?” I hear Matt softly call from the top of the stairs, traces of worry evident in his voice. 

My eyes flit up to meet Matts gaze. Tears now streaming down my face. 

Matts eyes widen slightly , “shit” he says under his breath. 

I quickly turn around and head to the stairs down to the front door. I can’t see his face right now, I need to get out. 

I hear Matts quick and heavy footsteps down the stairs, following behind me. 

“Y/N!” 

I don’t stop, I reach the front door and swing it open, running out into the rain. 

“Y/N, wait, please!!!” 

It doesn’t take long before Matt catches up to me ,grabbing my wrist firmly, stopping me in my tracks. 

I keep my gaze on the street ahead.

“Stop okay! talk to me, tell me what’s going on!?” he pleads breathlessly. His voice laced with panic. Silence falls between us, only the sounds of the rain hitting the ground around us.

Matt loosens his grip on my wrist. 

“hey,look at me” his tone now soft. Taking his free, ring clad hand to my chin, gently guiding my gaze to meet his. I stiffen at his touch, but I let my eyes examine his features. His now wet hair slightly falling over his eyes that are frantically searching my face for answers.

I pull away from his grip slowly, taking a step backwards. 

“W-we’re…over…” i utter, tears still streaming down my cheeks, the rainfall disguising them. 

I watch as Matts face falls. Eyebrows knitting together slightly.

“what?” he replies, voice barely audible. Chest starting to rise and fall faster.

“I-“ I start , before burying my face in my hands in an attempt to calm myself down. I take a few hitched breaths before slowly lifting my head to see Matts fingers once again raking through his sopping hair. his eyes are glossy, like he’s close to crying. I feel the pain in my heart deepen seeing his desperate,pleading expression. But swiftly remember why it’s plastered there in the first place. 

Taking another deep breath I tried again “I-I heard you upstairs talking to nick and chris”

Matts eyebrows furrow deeper , a puzzled expression now evident, but this quickly turns into an eyes widened look of realisation as things piece together in his mind. 

“y/n-“ he tried before I cut him off.

“You said you were done with me. That I’m too much. That I’m fucking ridiculous!” I recite his earlier statements back to him through soft sobs.

“I’m sorry I was harsh earlier,but I’m trying here Matt! I wanted to work through this but you’re obviously done with m-“ 

“y/n no baby no! listen,okay!” Matt pleads as he takes a step closer to me cupping my face with both hands. 

“you mean everything to me. I listened to what you said earlier, and you’re not wrong. I haven’t been a good boyfriend recently to say the least and I’m sorry for that-“ 

He pauses , grazing his thumb across my cheek.

“Our filming schedule has been way too intense, it’s been consuming me, I know. what you heard was me convincing Nick and Chris that it is fucking ridiculous , that it’s too much  and that I’m done with it-“ he rambles, now reciting his own words back to me again. In a completely different context. 

My jaw drops slightly as I listen. Matts hands now finding their way to my hips. 

“turns out Nick and Chris feel the same…we agreed on completely stopping the podcast, aswel as cutting back on Wednesday videos. y/n, sweetheart, YOU are my priority,I’ve let this come between us for way too long. No more…”

An unexplainable wave of relief washes over me as I take in his words. How could I have gotten it so twisted? 

“M-matt I’m so sorry I thou-“ I cut myself off, bringing a hand up to hold my face. 

“hey it’s okay,don’t be sorry” Matt assures, his voice light and comforting, as he peels my hand from my face.

“I can see how you would take it the way you did, but trust me when I say I would never do that. I won’t let you go , I love you too much” he says with a small smile on his lips, pulling me closer, our bodies now flush. 

I wrap my arms around his neck, still slightly processing what just happened. 

“I love you too” I whisper , a smile of my own now forming. Matt leans down, placing a soft ,long kiss on my lips. I turn my head slightly to deepen it, standing on my tippy toes. 

The rain still crashing down on us as the kiss became even more intense and passionate. It felt like we were in a movie scene. 

I feel Matts hands snake further around my waist, lifting me off of the ground. I break the kiss with a squeal as he spins us around , my legs instinctively wrapping around his waist.

He lets out a soft chuckle 

“Come on baby,let’s get out of the rain hm?” 

I nod with a soft smile, as he sets off back to the house, still carrying me. I let my head fall into the crook of his neck. 

“How does a bath and movie night sound sweetheart? I’m all yours” he offers as he squeezes me close.

“it sounds perfect”

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the death of cut the cameras

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A/N - ahhh okay guys that was my first time ever writing something and I’m not sure how I feel🫣 lmk what you think! If you have any requests/Qs my anon ask is on ✨

- 𝑺𝒂𝒈𝒆 ♡

[xoluvx]

FLUFF BILLIE TIME!!

truly an in-depth exploration to Billie and Reader both laying on the carpet in the lounge room. So like couches surround them to watch tv but instead Billie and Y/n are both lying on the carpet floor looking at eachother. Just looking at eachother. Studying eachother. Billie feels low and Y/n tucks a hair out of Bills’ face, cheering her up and getting her to talk it out a bit. They’re smiling at eachother. Sun peeking in the window of their house. It’s just them, alone, together. Eventually they blend into each others bodies, holding and kissing eachother till eternity. Affirmations galore, to eachother.

ILY!!!! TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF! You’re a wonderful writer and we love that you help spread love!!

omg this is wonderful and need i add more? this was perfection in and of itself. like i was daydreaming reading this. also thank youuu. "we love that you help spread love"?? are you kidding, i'm crying and i'm out of tissues!! ily angel.

"just lay down with me," you plead holding out your hand. her shoulders slumps as she leans her elbows on her thighs looking down at you. her hair cascades down her shoulders, covering part of her face but you can still see her hazy eyes and pouty lips.

"please?" your voice cracks, you can hear the desperation in your own voice. you just want to feel her next to you. to lose yourselves in your own little world even if it's just for two seconds.

billie nods, her lips in a tight line smile. she holds your hand, fingers interlacing as she inhales and exhales. she lays on her side, facing you. you can't help but smile as your eyes trace every feature on her face. the arch of her brows. bright blue eyes. perfectly round lips. her little button nose. the freckles sprinkled across her face.

she bites the inside of her lip, looking away shyly.

"tell me what's on your mind," you scoot closer, still holding her hand. you squeeze it three times and she sighs heavily turning to her back. she's pulling away. you feel her physically and emotionally creating space. she purses her lips and then draws them back into a frown.

"please baby," you scoot closer until she has nowhere to go and she finally turns her face to you. her eyes are glazed. lip tucked under teeth trying to contain her emotions.

"it's okay to cry," you reassure running your finger down the side of her face touching the small tear that was pooling at the corner of her eye.

"it's really nothing," she sniffles and wipes her tear then her contagious laugh fills the space you're sharing and she's coming closer and her hand is on your cheek and your noses are brushing as the soft rays of sunlight peek through the curtains.

your heads lean close, breathes mingling as your giggles subside and you're only left with the warm fuzzy feelings in your hearts and your interlaced fingers. your lips are so close. when you finally lean in a million little stars flash behind your eyelids. it's a soft kiss. a tender kiss. a kiss where your bodies melt and mold into one. hands clinging to each other's faces, legs intertwining, noses clashing, lips moving in sync.

it's beautiful. it's soft. it's necessary.

it calms every part of your body and eases your soul.

[miniversse]

⭑ “i like it” ⭑

⭑ seungmin x female reader

⭑ content includes: non-idol reader, non-idol seungmin, mentions of drinking, unprotected sex, fingering, toxic relationship, fwb relationship, established relationship, cursing, reference to skz lyrics

⭑ note: i’ve missed you guys loadsss! this is really rough work so please make me aware of any mistakes so i can go over them. happy reading loves

⭑ minors dni

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you’re on your third glass of wine while he scrolls through his phone carelessly. burning holes into his head with your stares wasn’t giving him the signal, but he would take another sip and finally look at you.

“what’s wrong?”

you turn your head to the side, swirling and swishing the wine in your glass to stop you from speaking recklessly.

“i think it’s time we address some things” you spoke dryly, rubbing your thighs to keep them warm. his cold and careless demeanor made your skin boil, and it was time you let it cool down.

he plants an annoying smile across his face, placing a hand above yours and arching his body in.

“tell me pretty girl, what’s up?” his voice was so elegant and melodic and it bothered you so much because his voice will never be yours, his smile will never be yours and his presence will never be yours.

“we… aren’t on the same page…” you trail off. “and i know i promised you that wouldn’t happen, but i can’t control my feelings”

he scoffs, bringing his hand back to his own thighs. “y/n, i thought i made this very fucking clear. we are fuck buddies. nothing more, nothing less” his strong emphasis on the words “fuck buddies” made your heart ache, and a lump to catch in your throat.

“but seungmin-“

“no y/n, no. i couldn’t have made myself clearer in the first day we met.”

and there it was, the cold tear dropped on your thigh and trailed down your skin, cooling the burning sensation in your body.

“what if we try! just… please try to see me as something more for once.”

he scoffs again, biting his lip in frustration. “like i fucking said: i like that i love you, but i don’t wanna fucking love” he grabs his jacket from the chair, pacing to your front door while you try to grab at his wrist, your vision blurry from the streaming tears.

you manage to get ahold of him before he slams the door, but he turns you in a swift move, slamming you against the wall and pushing your wrist until your bracelet was deep into your skin.

“fucking slut, you heard me the first time.” he takes your lips in, kissing you aggressively and sloppily. his teeth would take in your lower lip, biting at it until you couldn’t feel it no more. his parting lips leave you empty, and his fingers wrapping around your neck drove you insane.

“you aren’t mine. you’ll never be mine. you’re a fucking slut and that’s all”

amidst your weeps, you pull him closer, placing softer more intimate kisses, struggling to come to the fact that seungmin… is just a fuck buddy. he melts in your touch, his fingers digging deep into your waist while the cold wind from the open door graces your skin.

“please, fuck me before you go” you beg, crying harder at every touch he exchanges with you.

you’re back in the bedroom, back in his touch, back to seeing him bare, back to hearing his sweet voice and guilty confessions.

“you’re so fucking good for me, i want you” he groans while he fills you up, wrapping an arm around your shoulders to hold you up. he thrusts into you slowly, memorizing every way your body reacted.

“take me” you pant, “i’m all yours” you were molded for eachother; made to fit like pieces in a puzzle.

“no. fuck no.” he slurs denials while biting at your neck, slowly picking up the pace until your tits are bouncing in-front of him, driving him crazy.

“i’m good for you baby, please” your cries turn into moans as you feel every vein on his dick moving on your walls. never had anyone made you feel this way, and he knows that too. sticking two fingers into your drooling mouth, he pushes them deep inside of you, curling them at every right spot and letting out of you gruesome groans.

“mmh, let your mouth move pretty girl”

you obliged, willing to do anything just to be with him. with every time he pounded into you faster, his groans got louder and your whines got pitchier. his fingers pushed into you recklessly until you were slouched over him, waiting for him to fill you up and leak down your thighs. the same thighs that your tears leaked off of.

his lips were occupied between your legs, trialing hot kisses from your knees to your folds, switching to his tongue to eat you out and leave your legs shaking. his tongue twisted in and out of you, flicking your clit and hitting every spot that made you moan. you would cum in an instant, falling weak to his touch while he licks you clean, moving back up to kiss you and swirl your flavor into your mouth.

but then you would both lie naked in bed, taking drags from a shared cigarette all in silence. something in the air would never be addressed, it just lingered endlessly. he moves closer, tucking strands of frizzy hair behind your ear that he would suck at gently, leaving butterflies in your stomach.

“this is it. i like it this way”

and that’s how the night would end with him. cold and empty on the sheets that his smell still lingered on.

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@captainchrisstan @all4minnie @rylea08 @strayywayy @katsukis1wife @kayleefriedchicken

[bedoballoons]

Just wrote a Sumeru boys request and when I saw there was another one I got so excited!! AHH I LOVE CUDDLY READER!! Thank you for this request and I hope you enjoy <3

─⊰⁠⊹ฺ❄️𝔾𝕖𝕟𝕤𝕙𝕚𝕟 ℍ𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕔𝕒𝕟𝕠𝕟𝕤⊰⁠⊹ฺ❄️

{༻~Cuddles, snuggles and warm bundles~༺}

CW: GN! Reader, fluffy cuddles with the Sumeru boys!!

(Includes: Tighnari, Kaveh, Alhaitham, Wanderer, and Cyno!)

𑁍༄Tighnari:

You pulled the blanket around you tighter, the chill of the morning making you want to stay in bed and cuddle with Tighnari all day, feeling his fluffy tail wrapped around you and his arms sleepy holding you against him. Maybe he felt the same way you did, or maybe you both were so comfortable that any other plans no longer mattered, but neither of you ended up moving even after a couple hours.

Even after he fully woke up and just watched you with this dreamy gaze, even after you talked for hours about everything going on in your life that you hadn't gotten to tell him about, even after the two of you started getting hungry. It was just...so unlike either of you to stay in bed and just, enjoy eachothers company. Forget about work and the things that make the days hurry by.

"Hey Tighnari, can we snuggle like this more often? Just take a break and catch up until we physically have to get out of bed..."

"I love that idea. I think, this may be one of my new favourite things to do"

𑁍༄Kaveh:

You watched Kaveh as he sketched out a entire new layout for the design he'd been stuck on for hours now. This one really seemed to be getting to him and even with all the help you could give, he just wasn't having a good time, he seemed stretched thin...creativity all but gone. "Kaveh, why don't you take a break hmm? We can cuddle for a little and give your mind a rest?"

He sighed in defeat and nodded, smiling as you curled under his arm, using his side as a pillow, "I'm not sure why this idea is so difficult for me to get a grasp on...it's just supposed to be a comfy look, but none of what I had in mind originally really fits what I'm going for." He kissed the top of your head as you listened to his troubles, you wished you could do more for him but you didn't really know how to design anything..,"Well, hmm. When do you feel the comfiest Kaveh?"

"When I'm with you. Oh, my gosh that's it!" He quickly grabbed his sketch pad, his pencil drawing cushions and hidden heart shaped motifs into the design...unaware he'd left you with a goofy smile and a dark blush. Maybe you were more help than you thought.

𑁍༄Alhaitham:

You placed a kiss on Alhaithams neck, feeling sleepy after cuddling with him for so long. Usually he'd have work or other things to attend to, but today, today was his day with you and that meant sitting there reading as you snuggled up to him. The room nice and warm, his arms tightly holding you in place and the gentle sound of the page flipping ever so often...maybe others would find it strange to be so quiet, awkward even, but to you two it was like a comforting silence. A time to unwind and not hear the constant chatter of others or things moving, nothing but the two of you enjoying eachothers presence.

His chin gently rested on your head and you smiled, finally letting your heavy eyelids close and nod off to sleep. You wouldn't even wake up when he carried you to bed, but the next morning would feel like a breeze, like all your stressed had just...melted away.

𑁍༄Wanderer:

Wanderer grunted as you climbed into his lap, your head resting on his chest and his arms holding you tight so you wouldn't fall. To think you'd ask for such a silly thing...to cuddle in a tree, was it something you'd seen in a romance book or dreamed of? He didn't know...he didn't even know why he'd actually agreed to it...until you were resting in his embrace, the soft flutter of leaves all around you and the branches hiding you from the rest of the world.

"It's nice isn't it Wanderer..."

"Tsk...I guess so." He hid his face in your hair, thinking about you and your wild imagination, he silently thanked you for showing him this type of love. He never thought he'd enjoy it as much as he truly did.

𑁍༄Cyno:

You smiled as Cyno kissed your cheek from behind, his hands intertwined with yours and your back resting against his chest. You wouldn't say it out loud yet, but cuddling with him were your favourite moments. Whenever he pulled you close, wether it be after he's just won a tcg game against one of his friends or after he's had a long day and just needs to hold you for comfort, you loved it.

"You okay Cyno?"

"Yes, just a had a long day and wished to be close to you..."

"Ah, well I'm here. How about I tell you a couple jokes I heard today, they made me think of you." You tilted your head back slightly so you could see his reaction and the smallest bit of a smile had already started to form. "Tell me."

"Why did the invisible man turn down the job offer?"

"Hmm why?"

"He couldn't see himself doing it." You blushed as he laughed happily, finding the joke far funnier than it actually was.

ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ♡‧₊˚~Have a nice day!~*⁠.⁠✧

[the-offside-rule]

Charles Leclerc (Scuderia Ferrari) - All I Want For Christmas

Requested: yes

Prompt: All I Want For Christmas w Charles Leclerc

Warnings: none

Y/n was on the phone with her boyfriend Charles. For the holidays, this is how they communicated since he lived in Monaco and she would visit her family back home in Denmark. They started dating during Charles' first year in Formula One when she visited with her uncle in Sauber. They met just before the season came to an end. She came into the hospitality, laughing with her uncle and speaking alanguage that seemed like no one would ever understand. But to Charles? To Charles, he sat listening to her in awe. He liked her voice. He listened in awe as she spoke, subconsciously smiling to himself. When she was by herself, Charles turned to try and strike up a conversation. "Excuse me, miss?" he asked. The girl turned, her (y/c/h) hair was half up and half down and her (y/c/e) eyes looked up at him. He melted and found himself stuttering, trying to form some words. "Is this taken seat? I mean, is this teat saken, wait-" She giggled as she watched him fumble with his words. "Is this seat taken?" he finally blurted out. "Not unless you're going to sit here with me." He smiled and sat down next to her and from then, it was history.

"I wish I could hug you right now. I miss you so much." Y/n smiled softly at him through the phone. "I know mon cœur. I miss you too but you'll have me in a few days." She hid her actual feelings with a forced smile. She had spent Christmas with Charles and his family last year and the year before but he'd never spent Christmas with her's. "I have to go mon cœur, dinner is nearly ready." Charles and Y/n said their goodbyes and hung up. She let out a sigh and walked down to the kitchen to her mother, who was baking. "Ah, you're finished then? How was Charles?" Y/n shrugged her shoulders. "I don't know mom. He was giving such short answers." Y/n said, rubbing her eyes. "Oh darling, I'm sure he's just very tired like you are." Y/n scoffed. "Maybe he's tired of me. We hardly see eachother now." Y/n walked towards the bowl of cake batter and began stirring. "Don't be silly. I don't think he would be tired of you." Y/n rolled her eyes up towards the ceiling in a attempt to hold her tears in. "I won't know until he tells me or until I find out."

"Y/n, he isn't tired of you." her mum reassured her. "But how do you know mom?" Her mother opened her mouth and closed it again. "I don't know. All I know it that he isn't tired of you. You just have to believe me." Y/n nodded and smiled light-heartedly. "Thanks mom. I think I'm gonna stay up a little while longer." Her mother arched a brow. "Are you sure? Were all going to bed." Y/n smiled and nodded. "Of course. I want to do some baking. You can have an early night." Her mum kissed her forehead. "Don't stay up too late." Y/n agreed and watched as her mother went to bed. Y/n sat up baking like she said she would but she didn't stay up for a little bit, she stayed up most of the night. After all her siblings had wrapped the presents, after all the timed lights went out, after everything but still, she went to bed so she wouldn't get given out to by her mother in the morning.

Y/n's eyes fluttered open to the sound of her nieces and nephews running around, waking up their parents and then running into to wake up Y/n. "Guys, guys, I'm up, I'm up." She croaked as they bounced on her bed. "Then get up! We need to open our gifts from Santa!" the children shouted. "No, no, no, no, no. Let her sleep! She had a long night baking for you!" They whined but got down off the bed and left Y/n in bed. She let out a sigh of relief as she could finally lie back down again. It had only been a few minutes when she heard her bedroom door open and someone creep their way in. She pulled a face when she heard hushed voices. Why were her whole family just standing around her door, whispering? Y/n felt a weight bring her bed down but she figured it was probably her mother coming up to check on her and she would have wholeheartedly believed it if she hadn't heard the opening of All I Want For Christmas Is You playing. She had her back to them, so she couldn't see them. Her eyes opened, confused as anything but then, she heard a voice. "I, dont want a lot for Christmas. There is just one thing I need-" She hopped up like a bolt of lightning. Surely he wasn't here. Was he? Her bottom lip trembled as she saw Charles with his phone in front of him, playing music and reading the lyrics off to sing them to her. "I don't care about the presents, underneath the Christmas tree-" She began crying as he continued singing. Then she looked over to her family behind her, her mother filming as the others looked on, grinning. "Why are you guys recording?"

"Mon cœur, You're interrupting." Charles said quickly and then returned to singing, making her laugh. "Make my wish come true! All I Want For Christmas -" Charles looked up from his phone and into her blue eyes. "Is You." The Danish family clapped as Y/n engulfed her boyfriend in a tight hug. "Did you enjoy your Christmas gift?" her mother asked. Y/n looked over, still crying but now smiling as she nodded. "Mon cœur, dont cry, dont cry." Charles said, rubbing her back and shushing her. "A heads up would have been nice so I wouldn't cry!" Charles kissed her cheek. "I didn't know you would cry, now did I?" They laughed together. "Merry Christmas mon cœur." He whispered. Her grip loosened and she kissed his lips. "Merry Christmas my love."

[munsonsprincess11111]

Our loves simple

Eddie munson x reader

Summary: Nancy and Jonathan are sat at the hellfire lunch table arguing. You and Eddie come walking over completely oblivious to what's going on. But that's when the gang work out after dating for as along as you 2 have they've never seen you fight.

"OH well you could pretend to care."

"I do care Jonathan god what is wrong eith you today."

The 2 fight like cat and dog hellfire watching the argument unfold. They then see you and Eddie come through the cafeteria doors. Your in Eddie's back laughing looking like your holding on for dear life as Eddie approaches the hellfire table.

"And we have arrived at your destination your highness." Eddie says letting you slip off his back. You were complaining about your shoes hurting your feet so Eddie told u to get in his back while in the halls. You kiss his cheek and sit next to him. When Eddie sits he pulls your chair next to him. Opening his lunch box snd putting his arm around your shoulder.

"What are they fighting about?" Eddie askes the table as he offers u a grape. Everyone shrugs not to sure themselves. Eddie nods putting his attention back on you.

"Eddie y/n when was the last time u had an argument?" Jonathan askes ignoring Nancy. She looks pissed.

"I dunno 3 months ago?" Eddie replies not sure himself. Jonathan looks at Nancy. The 2 had been fighting a lot recently. Only small things they'd make up in minutes but still a lot. "We've never seen Eddie and y/n fight." Gareth states from thr end of the table.

"That's cause our arguments are either screaming matches or one of us cry." Eddie says smirking.

"And we just don't fight. Last time we had an argument was because some guy tried to slop me his number. I rejected him but someone was still pissed." You finally speak up then eating one of Eddie's grapes.

"Now that was a screaming match. And you won." Eddie shrugs stating.

Everyone at the table looks at Jonathan and Nancy who are arguing over Jonathan's test score as he claimed Nancy didn't care. The pair looked at eachother and mumbled an apology.

"Wait a guy slipped you his number?" Gareth askes. You nod not wanting to talk about it. Remembering how pissed Eddie was. Eddie then sits back crossing his arms over his chest no linger having an arm around you.

"Look its no big deal it was ages ago I rejected him and were fine now OK?" You say with a huff.

"Right all of you fuckers stop it. We're not gonna fight. It was ages ago leave it or it'll be you lot ill be fighting with got it Mike." Eddie says leaning forward looking at Mike who try to continue bringing it up. He nods looking at his food.

Eddie slouches back then putting a hand on your shoulder and pulling you back in your chair so your next to him wrapping an arm around you reassuringly kissing your head. You melt into his touch knowing everything's fine. Your hands join and rest on Eddie's thigh.

"Remind me why we keep sitting with these prices instead of in the woods or my van." Eddie whispers to you kissing your head. You giggle and look at him. You look at him like he's the inly person in the world and he melts. He kisses your lips softly and smiles.

"Jonathan say sorry to Nancy properly for staring a petty argument." Eddie says looking back to your friends.

"M sorry Nancy for starting a petty argument. I love you n i won't do it again." Jonathan says looking at Nancy.

"Nance your turn" You say putting your head on Eddie's shoulder.

"I'm sorry Jonathan for not acting like I care I'm very proud of you you did awesome." She says smiling at him shyly.

Jonathan hugs Nancy and she hugs him back. "Cool right now can we have a normal fucking lunch with no arguments and no one getting in my relationship business?" Eddie askes looking at everyone at the table

Everyone agrees. Just as things settle Jason carver approaches with two of his minion friends. "Sup freaks." HE says smirking.

"Fuck sake one day. One day I will have a normal lunch. Hi Jason what will it be today? Cheap insults that I manage to make you shrivel up into a ball too? Or one of us throwing a fist which results in me running ad your minions chase me down?" Eddie says clearly pissed off

He keeps his arm over your shoulder letting go of your hand running it over his face. "You really like that y/n there are plenty of guys who like u in this school. Ditch the freak look at him." Jason says pointing at Eddie who's staring at him.

You turn your head and look at Eddie. "Your hot just saying." You say to eddie so Jason and his friends can hear. Eddie looks down at you smirking kissing your head. "Jason fuck off. No one here's interested in u or your small cock." You say sitting up straighter.

The boy looks stunned by your words. "Fucking freaks. All of ya." Jason mumbles. Before anyone knows it Eddie's up walking over to Jason. But he's running off with his friends before Eddie reaches him.

"Funny thought he wanted to have a chat." Eddie says stood where Jason once was. He looks over at you. "I fucking love you ya weirdo." HE says walking back around to you.

"I love you too ya freak." You say as he sits next to you. "Your words wound me sweet thing thought you loved me." HE says placing a hand over his heart.

"Fuckung he'll Eddie that nickname isn't sticking we've been over this." You smile saying while rolling your eyes.

"And like I said your sweet and my favourite thing. It's sticking" he mumbles eating another grape.

"NIT getting into this." You laugh and gwt up kissing Eddie's head walking off.

"Don't leave me with them. Babe please." HE calls behind u. Eddie then gets up grabbing his tin box running over to you. Wrapping his arms around your waist from behind and spinning. The table watch as you take Eddie's lunch box off him and he crouches for you to get on his back. Before he's walking goofing eith you in his back you laughing and screaming.

There's one word to describe how Eddie feels about you. Love. There's one word to describe how you feel about Eddie. Love. And it will be like that forever.

[lily-fics-11]

I Can See You: Chapter 4 (Ellie Williams, TLOU)

I Can See You

Fic master post here

*Not beta read

Ellie Williams is a player, on and off the lacrosse field. You begin tutoring her so that she can get her grades up and stay on the team. You try to keep things professional, however, your affection is a great motivator. Ellie wouldn't be caught dead with you so you become her secret mission. 

Chapter 4

Things heat up between you and Ellie during your secret meetings after school. Neither of you are sure where this is going but you are too caught up in eachother to care. 

Word count: 3.8 k

CW: No use of y/n, profanities, a little bit spicy, *Ellie and reader are both 18*

“What would you do if I went to touch you now?” Ellie whispers, her warm breath on your ear. Her smile? Devilish. 

You turn to meet her gaze, your faces only centimeters apart.

“I don’t… I’m not…” stumbles out, flushed and flustered. 

“I can tell you,” Ellie declares with unnerving confidence. Your palms are sweating but Ellie is feeding off the tension. 

You search her eyes, amidst an Ellie Williams induced frenzy. “How would you…” you attempt to ask, but are in too much disarray to form a complete thought. You find yourself holding your breath. 

“Release…” she glances down at her hand where something is scribbled in blue ink. “Oxytocin. Which has a positive feedback loop, like us. Though most hormones have a negative feedback loop.”

You release your held breath into a relieved, and very charmed, laugh. “I didn’t even teach you that!”

She looks back at you in enchanted wonder. “Trying to boost my grade with you, I did some extra credit.”

You struggle to find the breath to speak, she has taken it away. “Ellie I don’t understand,” you shake your head. The idea that Ellie has gone out of her way to impress you only fuels the fire that burns inside of you. It just feels too good to be true. 

“Yes you do. I brush past you in the hallway. I’ve been watching you for ages, even though I’ve spent my time trying not to feel it. We kept everything professional, but something changed. Something that I like. So what would you do if I went to touch you now?”

“I don’t know.” You admit and look away, embarrassed and overwhelmed by all of this attention. This isn’t her teasing ‘tutor girl’ anymore. This is real. Ellie wants you and you are finally going to let yourself want her back. 

Ellie lifts her hand to lightly hold your chin and turn your face back towards her. She drags her finger along your jaw, up to your ear, tucking a piece of hair behind it. Then her fingertips brush down your spine, sending shivers, and her hand stops to sit on the small of your back. 

“You aren’t pulling away,” she points out, pupils blown wide, her dazzling green irises hardly visible. 

“I don’t want to,” you confess and bite your lip and it draws her attention there. “I want you close.”

Ellie is still watching your lips when she asks “so this is ok?”

“More than ok,” you murmur and she locks in eye contact again. You can feel the warmth the two of you are radiating amidst the passion and proximity. 

“How would you feel if I… created another chemical reaction?” She asks innocently and you just nod your head, giving her permission to take things further. 

Ellie looks down bashfully. “So it’s ok if I…”

You cut her off, giggling, “just kiss me already, space nerd.”

Ellie smiles into the kiss, she stays that way for a moment before her lips melt into yours.

It’s even better than the last time. She really means it. It’s not just a game this time. She could be kissing any girl she wants right now. And she chose you. 

“Ellie, what is,” you motion back and forth between the two of you, “this?” You aren’t sure that you are ready for the answer, but you need to know. 

“I’m not sure,” she sighs. She grabs your hand without breaking eye contact. “I know what I want, but it’s more complicated than that.”

What would people say if they saw you two together? On her side and yours. But what would Ellie do if no one else knew? What would you do? “Let me ask you this, what would you do if we never made a sound?”

Ellie’s serious face turns into a shit eating grin. “Well that would be kind of hard, with what I want to do together.”

You roll your eyes playfully and place a hand on her shoulder. She relaxes under your touch. “What would you do if they never found us out?”

Ellie's eyes are a little dazed. “I would be with you. Not just physically. A real relationship. You would be mine.”

“But something’s holding you back?” She nods. You would be asking a lot of her, to roll the dice here, and she would be doing the same to you. “I don’t expect either of us to turn our life upside down for something we don’t know is going to work.”

She nods sadly and looks away for a moment. When she looks back she blurts out “I can see you being my addiction,” and pulls you in for another kiss. 

This one is messier. Ravenous. Ellie is sloppy, not because she doesn’t care, but because she can’t get enough. There’s not a thought in her head aside from you. She’s forgotten all about social status, and anyone else that she has ever met for that matter.  

Ellie pulls you to sit across her lap. Her toned arms hold you balanced and tight to her. You feel at home in her embrace. 

The two of you keep changing the position of your hands, desperate to explore each other. Eventually you push Ellie’s flannel off her shoulders and down her arms, throwing it to the side. You can feel her smirk against your lips and she creates enough space between you so that she can unzip and remove your hoodie. 

You reach under her shirt, though only a little, running your fingertips over her tight abs. Fuck, they turn you on even more then you already are. Your hands start to inch higher, finding the bottom of her sports bra.

But before you can go any further an alarm rings. Ellie doesn’t seem like she has any intention of stopping, so it’s up to you to be responsible. It requires remarkable strength on your part. 

“Why’d you stop?” She asks, trying to catch her breath.

“Because your alarm went off? I’m assuming you need to get to practice.”

“Practice can wait,” she mumbles before kissing you again. You let her for a moment, how could you help yourself? However, you reluctantly get up off her lap after briefly enjoying the moment.

She sits there and pouts, her bottom lip puffed out and her doe eyes pleading. 

You try to hide your own disappointment. “You have to go to practice Ellie.” Her nose scrunches up in annoyance. 

“They are going to ask why you were late,” you remind her.

“Yeahhhh,” she groans, shoulders slumped. 

You try to think of a way to cheer her up. “For now you can see me as a secret mission.”

That cracks a particularly mischievous smile. "It’s like Romeo and Juliet, without the death. Gnomeo and Juliet.”

You giggle at her ridiculously accurate comparison. “Remind me to suggest some reading to you that depicts healthy relationships.” 

Ellie nods in agreement, so happy that you liked her joke. “Only if you read it to me.”

“That I can do.” You temporarily get lost in her entrancing eyes. They are filled with joy. “So, I'll see you Wednesday after school?” You question, still having trouble accepting this as reality. 

The freckled face in front of you smirks. "You say that like you won’t be checking me out whenever you get the chance.”

You roll your eyes, though visibly smitten. “Like you won’t be looking right back at me, Williams.”

“Can I text you?” She asks shyly. 

Your eyebrows shoot up. "I’ll be looking forward to getting notifications from ‘Space Nerd’.”

She takes a moment, like she is trying to build up some courage, though she still looks somewhat nervous. “Can I send you the time and place for my game tomorrow?”

“I would love to go to your game, Ellie. I really do like watching you play. Even if I have no idea what is going on. I just don’t know what I am supposed to say when people start questioning me. My friends didn’t think much about going to the home games, but if they find out I’m traveling all over they are going to get suspicious.” You feel bitter when you say this, not towards her, but the situation.

Ellie looks disappointed but gives you an understanding nod. “I guess you’re right. Would you be able to watch the stream?”

“Absolutely, just let me know where to watch it.” Ellie’s face lights up when you tell her that. She gathers her things and gives you a quick peck on the lips before she says goodbye and leaves.

The room feels completely different without her presence, like she took the sunshine with her. In just a short time Ellie has become so important to you. You look forward to seeing her, even if it’s only to catch a glimpse. 

You go home, begrudgingly, wishing you could wait around to see Ellie again after practice. On the way home you listen to your favorite song, the one that Ellie loves too. It brings you back to the trivia she played to win a kiss. You had no idea what you were getting yourself into, never imagined that you would end up here. 

A little later you get a text from Ellie, it’s a picture of the screen in her car, she’s listening to your song. 

You: Pretty sentimental aren’t you

Space Nerd🚀🤓: I’ve been turned into a hopeless romantic 

You: So we can do cute stuff? We aren’t official, I wasn’t sure if we would 

Space Nerd🚀🤓: We can do all the cute stuff but I’m new to this you are going to have to tutor me 

You: That is my specialty:)

Space Nerd🚀🤓: Not to kill the mood 

Space Nerd🚀🤓: But did you start tutoring that girl today

You: No

You: We start Wednesday

You: I’m down to tutoring 3 people rn

Space Nerd🚀🤓: You were tutoring other people the whole time you were tutoring me?????

You: I thought you knew👀

Space Nerd🚀🤓: I never really thought about it until now:/

You: I have 4 people I’m tutoring rn

You: And you as a bonus😉

Space Nerd🚀🤓: Am I your favorite?

You: By far. I always look forward to seeing you:)

You: And you are the only one I kiss

Space Nerd🚀🤓: Let’s keep it that way 

You aren’t usually crafty, but you make 2 mini fan signs for Ellie. One to slip into her locker and one for you to have when you watch her games. It’s the school colors, says ‘Let’s Go Ellie!’, and has her jersey number on it. You even add a few hearts.

The next day you get to school a little early. There aren’t many people around so it’s easy to slide the little sign into Ellie’s locker without anyone noticing. 

Ellie texts you asking if there is anything you aren’t good at. You tell her that you still aren’t good at lacrosse, maybe she can give you some more lessons. She promises that she will. 

Between classes that afternoon Ellie is right there when you exit into the hallway from your classroom. If you had been walking any faster, you would have crashed into her. You have to stop to respect the flow of traffic, but Ellie and her friends keep walking, but not without brushing her hand over yours when she sees that it’s you. 

Ellie’s eyes stay focused on you, and you wonder how long she’s going to keep this up. That is until she trips and crashes into one of her friends. 

You send Ellie a good luck text when you get home from school, you aren’t sure what her afternoon looks like with an away game, and you want to make sure she sees it.

Space Nerd🚀🤓: Leaving the locker room now to get on the bus

Space Nerd🚀🤓: Feeling SUPER hype

Space Nerd🚀🤓: Have been all day

Space Nerd🚀🤓: I want to impress you👀

Space Nerd🚀🤓: If I play well when you are watching you will be my little 4 leaf clover and won’t be able to miss another game🖤

You: I’ll always be cheering you on🥰

While you wait for Ellie’s game to start you watch the streams of the away games you have missed. You will watch them all tonight so that you are caught up and have seen every second of Ellie’s playing time this season. It’s your duty as her #1 fan.

You turn on the game and lock in right away. 

During the second quarter you miss a minute to go to the bathroom and the other team scores a goal. But as soon as you sit back down Ellie scores too. Her superstitions are in the back of your head, so your eyes are glued to the screen. 

You eventually find yourself cheering out loud. Your mom knocks on your door and when you answer she asks why you are yelling. You tell her you are supporting women in sports and shoo her away. After sitting back down you see that the other team scored another goal. But within seconds of you watching again Ellie scores as well. 

The team ended up winning and Ellie had a great game, possibly the best you’ve ever seen her play. She did impress you like she had wanted. In all honesty she could have tripped over herself, and you would find it so cute it wouldn’t matter. But that’s beside the point.

When you go to the library and meet up with Elise the next day you take her to you and Ellie’s table out of habit. 

There is a book on the table, which is unusual. The librarian is usually pretty strict about cleaning up after yourself, so it couldn’t have been left there more than a few minutes ago.   When you sit down you see that the book is about the Apollo space missions, which gives you an idea of how it may have ended up there. Your suspicions are confirmed when you open up the book to where a piece of paper sticks out. 

It has a little drawing of a four-leaf clover. You slide the piece of paper into your pocket, you’ve saved every note from Ellie. 

You have to hold off on daydreaming about Ellie and focus on your job. You get straight down to business and avoid unnecessary conversation. 

At the end of the period Elise says to you “I don’t think I have your number.”

“Let me write it down for you,” you tell her, grabbing a pen and paper. “I might not always answer texts right away, but if you have any questions just let me know and hopefully, I’ll be able to answer it in time.”

“Oh yeah, sure.” Elise makes a sour face, and you realize that she was not looking to text you for homework help. 

You have Ellie, though in secret, and you can’t even imagine looking at another girl the way you look at her. 

“Feel free to text me about your schoolwork.” 

You check out the Apollo space mission book from the library on your way out. 

That afternoon you are back in the same spot with Ellie. She greeted you with a kiss, but you reminded her you should avoid messing around until your work is done. You make sure she knows that all bets are off after you get done what you need to. 

“One of my friends knows about us,” she mentions casually a few minutes in.

Your head snaps towards her, eyes practically bulging out of your head. “Seriously? Who? Why?”

“You know Paz? We always sit next to each other on the bus for lacrosse. She saw me change your contact name to a four-leaf clover and a heart. I practically had to cover her mouth to keep her from yelling. She was… shocked. I’ve never put a heart emoji next to a girl's name before.”

You don’t know Paz personally, but you do have a positive opinion from what you do know of her. She’s been in a few AP classes with you. Paz is popular but doesn’t subscribe to the social hierarchy. She mostly hangs out with the popular crowd and the other athletes, but she’s got ties to many friend groups. 

“I don’t know her well, but I’ve always thought she was nice. You trust her?” 

“Trust her 93.7%. She lost points because she started calling herself ‘Mr. Steal Your Girl’ and said she would ‘swoop in’ if I ‘fumble’ you.” 

You let out the breath you had been holding in and laugh. “Fair enough. I want you to know that I don’t plan on telling my friends about you quite yet. I’m not sure they would be too thrilled.”

Ellie’s jaw drops. “What do you mean? I am delightful!”

You hold her hand when you explain this to her. “I know you as Space Nerd Ellie, but you have a reputation that precedes you. Most people only know Ellie Williams, player of the year. Not referring to lacrosse.” 

Ellie rubs the back of her neck with gritted teeth. “I cannot deny those allegations. But you’ve changed me! When the time comes, I’ll prove it.”

You kiss Ellie’s cheek. “Just so you know, my only intention was to change the grades, the rest is all you. I didn’t change you; you grew because you had the support you needed.”

She leans her head on your shoulder. “You listen to me talk about things no one else will. You actually care about me. Meeting you did for me what becoming a real planet did for Pluto.”

“I would probably compare myself to the moon landing in terms of big space events, but Pluto works too.”

Ellie hits you with a smolder. "You can land on my moon any day.”

“Noted. I’ll take you up on that when we get our work done.”

“I’ve never been so motivated to do work before in my life.”

You just laugh at her and continue your assignment. You help her out with some sentence phrasing and she quizzes you with flash cards.

In the middle of the flash cards your phone buzzes and you ignore it. You’ll look at it when you get the chance. 

“Aren’t you going to get that?” Ellie questions.

“Not right now. If anything could distract me it’s you, and that’s not even going to happen.”

After going through all the flash cards Ellie moves her chair to put herself in your personal space.

You had gotten through your work faster than expected. There was a reason to keep up the pace, but you were still thorough. 

She sighs dramatically. “It’s a shame there are so many bookshelves in here.”

“Well this is a library,” you tell her, though you know that this is the start to one of her jokes. You are happy to play along. No matter how silly she is, she always makes you laugh and smile. 

“They are just… everywhere.” She groans. 

You continue to play along, curious as to what the punchline is going to be. "I can’t say that I understand the problem.”

Ellie whispers in your ear. “There’s no clear space, and I can see you up against a wall with me.”

“Is that so?” You ask, putting your hand on her thigh.

“You wouldn’t believe half the things I see inside my head.” That sends shivers down your spine. 

“I’ve got a pretty active imagination.”

Ellie wraps an arm around your waist. “Wait 'til you see half the things that haven't happened yet.”

“Is that a threat or a promise?” You mumble, dirty fantasies dancing through your head. 

“Whatever you want it to be.”

You pull Ellie into you by her shirt and she gets up to turn, straddle your legs, and be face to face with you.

“Fuck.” Is all she has to say.

Your lips find her pulse and you place your first kiss there. You pepper them all over her neck, softly at the beginning. After nipping at her neck she moans and it’s all over from there. You nibble and suck all over. 

It suddenly hits you that you are leaving behind evidence. You reluctantly detach your mouth from her, causing her to whine.

“You already have two hickies, people are going to see that,” you warn her. 

Ellie shrugs. “Who gives a fuck, let ‘em see.”

“I like that.” You run your fingers through her hair. 

“You are the only girl I want attention from,” she promises, and you believe her. 

“Every time we are together you make me want you even more,” you confess to Ellie and her eyes sparkle with desire.

“Well that’s the whole point!” She shakes her head, her auburn hair a little rustled. “I’m trying to max out the relationship bar.”

“There’s no maxing it. The limit does not exist.”

“I was never going to stop trying to impress you anyways.”

“Good,” you giggle. “NASA is always finding new things. I’d be sad if my space nerd didn’t tell me all about it.”

Ellie gets all giddy like a little kid. “I will be taking you to a planetarium the first chance I get.”

Your lips part and you can’t say anything at first. After a moment you ask “like on a date?”

“Yes! I’ve always wanted to go on a planetarium date. But I’ve always dated the wrong kind of girl.” She’s referencing what you told her when you found out other girls don’t care about her dorky interests. You love them, you think they show the real Ellie.

You are still very surprised by the whole date concept. “It’s just… we’d be together. In public. Where other people could see.”

“The one I go to is a few towns over, never seen anyone I know before.”

“I know some people that go on occasion, I’ll have to wear a disguise like a celebrity,” you laugh. 

Ellie lays her head in your lap and stares up at you like you’re a daydream. “I never thought a girl would want to go on a date to the planetarium, let alone enjoy it, let alone being a celebrity.”

“Well you are a celebrity at school,” you remind her. “For the record I can’t wait to hear you tell me everything you know about the stars.”

“I’m not popular for anything nearly as cool!” Ellie declares sitting up. 

“You’re right. I am way cooler than Ellie Williams,” you tease her. 

She reaches into her backpack, pulls out a dinosaur figurine, and places it in front of you. “And I’m the nerd of your dreams.”

Tags: @bready101, @st4r-b3rries, @tlou-bombshell, @stvrs13, @dinanellie, @everegretseverything, @mikellie, @lamolaine, @0pheli4, @soupycloud, @radioheadfan699, @callmelola111, @hysteriawillnotsuccumb, @normalthing111, @3isosoup, @lmaoo-spiderman, @cqliflower 

Shoutout to @tlou-bombshell for all of the in depth Ellie analysis convos 

[one-of-tankhuns-neurons]

I cannot let this show go without writing my goodbyes... Deep Night Final EP

Deep night was everything and more. It was a show that was made with insane love, thought and care and it fucking shows. That loves shines through the screen and it is GUARANTEED to warm your cold dead heart. Cheewin has always made his shows a bit more grounded, a bit more queer, a bit more real. Since YYY you can just tell there's someone in the crew that understands queer experience and this was it again. The good parts, the sad parts, the struggle without exploting it for pity. It showcased confusion and acceptance and love and love and love. So many different kinds of love.

Wela and Khemtid

These two developed so beautifully, from people who misunderstood eachother, to people who felt attracted to each other but still didn't get it, to people who listened, apologized, leaned on, supported, loved, cared for eachother. Khemtid's enchantment with wela blossomed after they fought about Wela's job, he realized that acceptance was the better route to take and he just worked hard to get it right, to make up for it, to help. Wela at the same time tried so hard as well to understand Khem's feelings, making it easier for them to reach the middle ground. He worked so hard with Khem to keep the club afloat, he was never mean to his coworkers, he carried the whole world on his back and still stood proud. They went from strangers to these two adorable dorks who hold hands and smile while kissing. I'm sorry but Khemtid smiling like he just won the world while giving his injured bboyfriend a handjob at the back of the club made my heart burn. That's complicity and partnership and mischief and intimacy. They stand on equal ground and that's so meaningful to me.

Then we have these three dorks

The true rivals to lovers. I talked about this in my previous Deep Night post but it was brilliant. Their storyline developed so subtly and naturally I cried last week. The way Japan and Ken's love bloomed out of love for Seiji... like it's not that they're just dating Seiji, they're dating eachother and that comes from a trust that developed from and understanding, that grew from care into desire. Last week's episode showing Japan as the center of his fantasy showed that, Japan is also attracted to Ken, and Ken's heart has melted for Japan as well, unknowingly. The talk they had was so necessary, so respectful and rooted on concern and an actual attempt to build something that left no one out. Seriously the way they're sitting in the end, with Ken brushing Japans hand, the way Japan held Ken's hand and brought him into the hug to welcome him, to shelter him. I love that it wasn't fetishized. (Because we've tackeled threesomes before in other shows but not romantic love) I love them, they love each other, this is healing.

Freya and Meiji

They are EVERYTHING. Honestly the role of women, specifically queer women in queer spaces has been overlooked for way too long. They take on the role of caring, protecting and supporting the whole club, the boys themselves and themselves. The fact that Freya's character was divorced and was constantly under attack from her ex-husbands family now existing with a same-sex partner was so complex yet beautifuly handled. Meiji was not just some random chic they threw in to gay it up, she was important to Freya, she helped at the club, she wasn't much around but when she was on screen she was Freya's rock. The talk on age... bro that shook me to the bone. Media is so focused on youth their questioning was so valid and so painful to watch... but it healed. Fuck I'm crying watching this. Everyone deserves to be loved by THEMSELVES.

Khem and Freya

gET TF OUT I WANT TO BE ALONE this mother-son relationship was amazing. Both characters grew so much out of love for each other I want to swallow a shotgun. The was it was alway Freya trying to gain Khemtids approval was so heartbreaking, and watching Khemtid LEARN to accept and love his mom, accept and love the club, accept and love the role they play... fuck. FUCK FUCK FUCK

Also we cannot forget Dai

I don't even have words to explain how great this character was. Outfits on point, personality strong and unmoving, loud and authentic and accepted and part of everything and capable and necessary and just EVERYTHING. And the fact that Dai was perceived as a potential love interest for Freya without it being a joke or mockery was gold. Apart from that, all of these characters and storylines are interwoven in a net of complexity, social norms, real struggles but also real coping mechanisms. I also want to LOUDLY RECOGNIZE the work put into it, as they all worked hard to actually get on stage and perform acrobatics like their characters. There was just so much attention to detail and to making things right I want to cry just thinking about it. Please please please if you havent... Watch it. It may not be revolutionary but it's perfect to me. Deep night is a very queer show that decided to open a lot of wounds just to let them heal properly. THANK YOU DEEP NIGHT. I expected nothing from you and you're now part of me.

[jocelynscrazyideas]

Would you ever right a piece about birth complications with brock boeser maybe like a premie little babe 🥹

Baby | Brock Boeser x reader

Summary: Brock comforts you as you had just given birth to your baby. Brock and your baby had came out about two months early, he’s just a preemie.

Warnings: none?!

A:N- I’m scared. I got to tired so I hope this kinda flops?!

I was due on the 15 of May. Brock and I’s baby had ended changing plans and popped out the 7th of March. I mean it’s still I nice birthday, in the late hockey season, summer is around the corner, just perfect timing. Only problem is that my baby is a premature child.

Doctor said that he has a very low chance of having normal a healthy life. I’m sure he’ll have a perfectly fine devil outisde but he’ll be in the schools repeating grades, but that doesn’t matter to me.

I’m scared I’ll lose the love of my life. Brock went down to grab me some ice chips, I didn’t want him to hear the news.

“Hey babe.” Brock says walking in with a paper cup of ice. “Eat up.” He hands me the cup and I chop down on them.

We haven’t seen our baby in 17 hours. I gave birth to him about 19 hours ago, but he went straight to the NICU. “I’m sure he’s okay.” Brock comforted me, I think it’s more for himself. Brick starts to pace back and forth across my room.

“I need to pee, help me up.” I say as I reach for a hand. I have my diapers on, they have an ice pack inside and cooking pads. No one told me that eveb having a premature baby is still exhausting. Such a small baby hurts to push out.

“He’s okay.” Brock says finally, no question and no lie. Only confidence.

Brock walks me to the bathroom and locks the door as he walks in with me. He helps me stand up and wipe. Gross.

I’m bleeding literally everywhere.

“How are you holding up?” Brock checks in on me. I’m fine. That’s what I should say but I start crying.

Truthfully, I’m terrified.

“I don’t want to lose him.” I say, I can’t breathe, I fall to the ground. Brock pulls my diaper up and washed mine and his own hands. He picks me up from the ground and tick me in my bed.

My heart rate is really fast. I need water.

“Baby, just look at me. We can always try again. Besides, Cruz will be okay. He’s going to be okay. That’s what the doctor said.” I love the name Cruz. It’s a perfect baby name, and the perfect grown man’s name.

I look into Brock’s blue eyes, and I just stare at the window that points towards the hallway in the hospital. Brock takes my cup of ice that melted and he drinks it. He’s obviously nervous too, so I have to be there for him as well.

“Are you okay?” I ask him, I know he’s not. I mean he’s probating the same I do. “No.” He states, plane and simple. He isn’t okay.

“Did you go watch him on the window? I look into his eyes, and at his overgrown beard, his blonde ashy hair, it’s a mess. I love it that way. It’s so personal that way, so intimate, seeing eachother so tired, exhausted, and a total wreck.

“No, but I’ll head down and take pictures for you.” Brock insists as he hold my hand and kisses it. He walks out and I’m alone.

~

It’s been about a month after Cruz has been born. We all made it out of the hospital but it’s been difficult. Cruz sees the doctor about twice a month, he has special milk, and he’s super fragile. I can’t even hold my own baby.

I know it seems wrong to keep Cruz at home with us, but Brock lives him, and I adore that.

~

It’s been 5 months. Cruz is a healthy and strong baby, but it’s been hard to keep him in his playroom when I’m cooking. He’s to strong.

“He’s so cute.” Brock whimpers as he puts Cruz into his crib. “I love him.” Brock whispers as he takes my hand and pull me onto our room. He sits me down and starts kissing me on my neck down.

“Baby number two?” I laugh out. I hope so.

“Yes. But maybe later.” Brock walks out of our room and come back with a big smile.

“I got you some..” Brock stalls and he opens this big pan of brownies. He knows I love brownies. I’ve been cleaning, nurturing, and cooking all day. I’ve been busy and haven’t had time to relax. This is it. Relaxing with Brock.

“I love you.” Brock nudged me after taking a bite into a brownie. We sit in our bed for hours until Cruz woke up.

[firesandthethuds]

Down on all fours

sub!Alex Turner x Dom!Reader

Am era | 18+ | smut

Word count: 1.7k

Warnings: sub!alex, dom!reader, handjobs (m receiving), slight swearing, spanking, mommy kink.

You were in a bar, drinking, having fun with Al and the guys. You were already tipsy, since you've had three glasses of wine, but not that tipsy, since you could still walk straight and talk like you usually did.

The rest of the band besides Alex, were absolutely intoxicated with their usual whiskey orders and some shots of vodka, barley managing to even form words.

During one of the conversations you weren't interested in hearing, you opened your phone to check how you looked through your camera, realising you needed to touch up on your lipstick. You excused yourself and went to the bathroom.

After you fixed your hair and looked at yourself one last time in the mirror, you put your lipstick back in your purse, and fixed your dress.

When you got back, you were confused as to what they were talking about, until you heard matt talking about ropes.

"My girl loves it when I tie her up mate, makes her feel all dirty". He proudly slurred.

"Yeah, the ropes a good use in the bedroom, Y/n loves being all tied up". Alex smirked, taking another sip of whiskey. You remained silent, not barging in on the conversation, tapping your foot and smiling to yourself as you continued to listen in.

Nick joined in, but didn't even manage to say any words, just loud mumbles. After a while, you grabbed Alex by his arm to pull him away from the guys.

Your lips coming close to his ear. "Darling, do you like me to tie you up or do I like you to tie me up?" You asked him gently.

"Y/n please Don't make me get bullied by the guys. I'll repay you however you want, just let me be in the spotlight for once". He begged quickly.

"Repay me however I want?" You grinned. "Yes.." He mumbled, already regretting his choice of words.

"Fine then. Tell the guys we're going home because I'm not feeling well". You demanded, changing your tone to a much more colder one.

"I can't do that, Y/n. just please let me look like I know what I'm saying without you telling me what to do. I'm begging." He looked at you with those pleading doe eyes, his quiff gently touching his forehead.

"You'll be begging for me even more when we get home. Now be a good boy and do as I say". You ordered, crossing your arms. He walked towards the guys, a pink blush forming on his cheeks.

"Hey guys, Y/n's not feeling well, we're going home. Is that alright with you lot?".

"Yeah sure, stay safe and take care, hope you feel better soon Y/n". Jamie spoke smiling. He wasn't as drunk as Matt and Nick. You faked up a cough and thanked him.

You both rush to get a cab, faking your act again until you got home. Once you arrived to the apartment you grabbed your keys from your purse, unlocking the door and getting inside.

His back hit the wall behind you both, lips colliding with eachothers, the taste of whiskey and cigarettes melted In your mouth. Your tongues fighting for dominance.

He finally submitted letting your tongue freely enter his mouth. Your hand went to his perfectly gelled hair, disconnecting your mouths from one an others.

"You were giving it all the talk earlier, my baby thinks he's a big boy doesn't he". You mocked, hand gripping tighter in his hair. He let out a whine as his head fell back on the wall.

"Please love I need you". He spoke, his eyes finding yours. "well since you're a big boy now you can do all the work, isn't that right". You spat hand leaving his hair.

"Take me to the room then you big boy". You pouted holding your hand out for him to take. Once his hand was in yours, you walked up the stairs and made it to your room.

You kissed him so hungrily, you thought his lips were going to start bleeding, that was until he tried to compete with you . You moaned in his mouth as he kissed you with a force you didn't know he was brave enough to use.

You quickly gained your senses and pulled away panting. "Trying to act bold now are we, huh? Don't worry, we'll see about that once them ropes come out. 'ropes a good use in the bedroom Y/n loves being tied up'. Yet you're still following my orders". You mocked, hand coming down to connect with his cheek.

He whined, you then tilt his head, your lips coming down to his jaw kissing it softly. Moving to his sweet spot on his neck you memorised, pressing yourself against him, you dug your teeth into his skin, sucking on it, causing him to let out those beautiful whimpers only you are oh so lucky to hear.

"Love..fuck, please I need you so bad" He managed to let out between his whimpers. "Please just wanna feel you". he begged knowing I wasn't going to give in that easy.

You removed your mouth from his neck, looking into his eyes, gently caressing his face. "We're not going anywhere, Al you have all the time in the world to do that". You stated.

"Now strip and get on the bed, want you down on all fours". You demanded. He obeyed stripping until he was in his boxers, He approached the bed, climbing on it, he got comfortable on his knees before he placed his hands infront of him.

You walked to the end of the bed where his ass was perched in front of you. You slowly slid his boxers down as much as you could to see his bare ass.

Your hands gently caressed both cheeks. "Hmm my baby has a perfect ass, don't you?". You spoke. He let out a whine moving his ass towards you more.

In one sudden movement your hand harshly came down on his left cheek, causing him to jolt forward with a cry. "Speak when you're spoken to baby, you know this". You pouted

"Yes mommy". He whined, His hands gripping the sheets. "Yeah baby, mommy thinks you have a pretty ass. Don't you think so too?". You spoke, gently caressing the red print that covered his cheek.

"mhm mommy I have a pretty ass". He cried, Your hand came down once again striking his other cheek hard. "And that's for disobeying me earlier, feeling brave today weren't you, giving mommy attitude hmm?". You asked rubbing his red cheeks.

"m'sorry mommy, won't happen again I promise". He let out. "Turn around baby, want you on your back". You demanded, once he was on his back you pecked his lips quickly before leaving his sight.

"Mommy don't leave m'sorry i'll be good please". He cried. "Don't worry my love I'm here". You gently spoke coming back with some rope you got from your draw.

"Gonna give you what you want now, yeah?". You said gently rubbing his thigh, he hummed nodding. You got him to sit up at the headboard, his hands above his head, you then got the rope and tied his hands to the headboard.

You lay besides him comfortably, hand stroking his chest before moving down to his v-line, teasing him slowly. "Please mommy fuck, touch me please". he begged.

Once your hand fount his painfully hard dick, you began to stroke him, his precum dripping from the tip. "Spit". You demanded, hand leaving his dick to be placed in front of his mouth.

When you hand was full of his spit you went back to his dick to lube it up, your hand stroking slowly up and down his length. "F..Faster mommy". He moaned, You stopped, hand squeezing his dick tightly. "Didn't I just teach you a lesson, now you're being rude baby, where are the manners". You spat, hand still squeezing his throbbing dick.

"FUCK...p-please mommy m'sorry". He cried. "So fucking pathetic baby are you crying, aww". You laughed kissing his cheek. You start pumping him faster than before.

His whines getting louder the faster you went, his head fell back, mouth wide open. "Does my poor baby need to cum, is that it?". You pouted, you attached your lips to his neck, sucking, biting, the spot you know makes him weak.

"Please can I cum, m-mommy I've been good please". He begged, you lift your head from his neck and are met with his doe puppy eyes pleading.

"Yeah my good boy can cum, cum for me Al". You whispered, lips reattaching to his neck. Your hand stroking his dick at a faster pace. "m' gonna cum mommy fu-".

His whimpers and moans filled the room, his release slipping from him, he came, his liquid going all over your hand and his lower stomach. You stroke him through it until you heard him whine knowing it was too much now.

"Did so good for me baby". You gently spoke kissing his cheek. When his panting stopped and his breathing calmed, you untied the rope from his hands and admired him, his gentle face and his normally gelled hair all messy giving him an angelic-like aura, making your heart melt.

"Lets get you cleaned up yeah". You spoke, grabbing his hand to follow you to your bathroom. You gently washed him up giving him little kisses now and then.

Once you got him all cleaned up and both of you put on your matching pyjama set, you got into bed, pulling him into yours arms gently.

"Lets hope that rope wasn't too tight". You giggled to yourself as he let out a chuckle. "You're only asking that now?”. He laughed heartily, nuzzling his head into your chest. You caressed his soft messy locks, twirling your fingers around the brown strands.

"I was just joking love". You brought him closer to you chest. "What about you though, I didn't make you feel good tonight". He mumbled in your chest, his voice quiet but still audible.

"You can repay me in the morning, remember you owe me". You giggled shifting to get comfortable, he softly pecked your chest before the sleep took over his body and he dozed off.

"Sweet dreams Al". You smiled kissing his forehead, then closed your eyes and fell asleep peacefully.

A/N: First fic, wanted to say a big thanks to my best friend who helped me write this. Also sorry if there’s spelling mistakes it’s 3am and i’m tired so goodnight and enjoy <;3

[becasworldsstuff]

Hi, so can you do Colin Bridgerton lover where they are a secret relationship because of all the stuff that comes with being public and they aren’t ready for that but somehow Lady Whistledown finds out and it’s exposed.

-> pairings: Colin bridgerton x reader

-> warnings: none

Both of their eyes managed to lock together every time the two were in the same room, they danced with others, twirled around the room unknowingly to anyone else apart from the two of them.

Nothing could give away the love their hearts were laced with. So they began to find happiness in being together and wanting to be married as soon as possible. Anthony and Vioket were ecstatic, the girl couldn't have been a more perfect match for their family and their beloved Colin. No one knew except their family and the dark rooms into which they would find themselves happily expressing their love without a care in the world.

The room had began being suffocating for both of them because of the lack of liberty, they breathed the need to conjoin their hands and look into each other's eyes. And so y/n decided to leave the dance room in search of some peace and silence. Colin's eyes traveled along her figure as she kept going further away from his visual and so he decided to follow her, they found themselves in a room, where they hugged each other both in need of physical touch.

Her eyes watery as she looked into his "I can't help it Colin, I need to marry you, no one will ever be you and seeing you out there dance, it makes me melt, because you are not holding me" she says pointing at herself with heavy breathing "I want to marry you" he says with wavering words "words are not enough colin" she goes out of the room, running into a soft body draped in a beautiful dress "oh my, I'm so sorry miss featherington have I hurt you" Penelope eyes looked at her with a softness in them usual for her "don't worry, was just trying to escape my mom" "can I help? I know a way to the kitchen, here, we could eat some biscuits and talk if you'd deemed it interesting" "lovely" the two giggled soundly as they went to the kitchen in secret.

Dearest reader, this author finds herself in need of talking of one of the jewels of this season, the splendid and exquisite future miss bridgerton, I can offer the greatest of my wishes as Mr Colin bridgerton, the third son of the late viscount and viscountess Bridgerton, it seems the two were seen exchanging eyes as well as their mamas, who talked in secrecy for the entire night. However I find myself obliged to talk about miss featherington, once again missing...

The girl took the paper and stopped reading as lady whistledown kept using Penelope as a punching bag, the vallet came running in the tea room announcing miss bridgerton and the viscount bridgerton "I assume you read the paper" laughed violet to the girl's mother "don't worry dear, it will all work out, I know you were hoping for a titled man to bring luck in your sister's marriages but it's now the time to marry" "My mother's right, we are here to start organizing the wedding" Anthony said looking at his future sister-in-law.

The two lovers looked at eachother nodding and gulping down, "I'd like to use as engagement ring my nanas ring if it's fine with you miss Bridgerton" "of course my dearest"

Their eyes locked while she walked down the aisle, after a long mass the two were declared wife and husband and they finally kissed for the first time.

This reader deemed fit put in her best wishes to the new lord and miss bridgerton, to a happy and long marriage

[beaker1636]

A Love Reunited - Ricky Smut/Fluff

A/N: I don’t know why my mind went towards a sappy fluffy cute smut but it did so hopefully you enjoy this anon! I didn’t edit this so they’re maybe some typos, also I upload via mobile so if the formatting is ever off I am sorry! Enjoy!

Edit: for some reason tumblr won’t let me add the imagine below the photo so it’s all wonky. Sorry!

Sighing you clock out at work and make your way out the door, extra glad it is finally the weekend after a long week, but also a little disappointed to be making your way home to your apartment alone. Your boyfriend Ricky is away on tour and unfortunately there is still about a week left before he can be home.

You decide to send him a quick message before you start the drive home, letting him know that you are thinking of him and miss him.

When you pull into your driveway you notice that you have a message so you take your phone out as you walk towards your front door.

“Good thing we got home early then,” you read.

You quickly unlock your front door when you got the message, looking up to immediately gasp. Wasting no time you make your way to where he sits on your couch, sit down on his lap facing him and bury your face in his neck. His arms snake around you, holding you to him tightly as you both sit there in the silence for a couple minutes to embrace and take comfort in being together again.

“Something came up and the tour ended a week early, so I decided to surprise you after work today,” he says softly in your ear, not wanting to let go of you as the two months you were apart has taken a toll on not just you but him as well.

“I missed you so much,” you mumble, trying not to embarrass yourself by happy crying.

The timer in the oven goes off, forcing you to separate from eachother.

“Go sit at the table, I will have dinner out for us in a minute,” he says kissing your forehead as he slips by you and into your kitchen.

You make your way to the dining room table ad smile when you see that there is a beautiful bouquet of flowers itting on it, and candles are lit around the room giving a romantic feel towards the meal, which melts your heart at the effort that he made to do something for you despite the fact you know he must be tired from the tour.

Rick comes out with your plates and then heads back into the kitchen to grab you both a couple of glasses of wine before he takes a seat next to you at the table.

“You didn’t have to do all of this for me, I know you must be exhausted after such a long tour,” you say as you start to eat the wonderful meal that he has cooked.

“I wanted to do something nice for you when I got back because this was the first tour we’ve been through together and I know it is a lot for you as well. I figured we have a nice at home date tonight and then we can spend the weekend being lazy and lying around together. After your week you probably need it too,” he responds back, reaching over to lightly squeeze your thigh under the table.

The two of you continue to eat, Rick telling you all about the fun and weird moments of the tour. Most of this he has already told you during your facetime chats but you still gladly listen to him as its been so long since you have heard him talk in person.

When you both finish eating you move closer to him so that you can give him a kiss, giggling when he pulls you out of your chair and onto his lap, not expecting the sudden playful moment.

“I’m so glad you are home, I missed you so much. I know you would never do anything but just knowing you meet so many fans makes me anxious, you never know what they could do or if you would meet someone better,” you admit shyly as you start to lightly play with his hair, loving the silky feel of it in your hands.

“Baby, listen to me. I don’t want anyone else. Noone comes close to you or how I feel about you,” he brushes your cheek with his thumb, which makes you look at him and making eye contact.

He leans down to gently kiss you again, but this time feels a lot different than any the two of you have ever shared with eachother. You can’t place why but you don’t question it, quickly giving in to the feeling and losing all sense of what is happening around you.

You can feel him smile in the kiss which makes you smile as well. Lightly Rick tugs on your lip with his teeth, your tongues lazily meeting. You can’t help but love how soft and gentle everything is right now. These slow sweet moments together are rare and you haven’t been able to have on in awhile.

His hands trail down your sides before landing on our ass and resting there for a moment before he pulls his lips away from yours just slightly.

“Why don’t we move this to our bed? You can show me how much you missed me,” he whispers, his breath ghosts across your lips making you shudder.

Rather than answering you get up off his lap and grab his hand, leading him out of the dining room and to your bedroom.

Both of you lay down on your sides facing eachother, lips quickly colliding with eachothers again only this time is more heated, both of you getting needy for contact that you have been missing.

One of his hands is resting on your hip as the other is in your hair, holding you closely to him. Slowly he pushs on you, letting you know that he wants you to lay down on your back which you happily do.

His hands teasingly rub the skin of your stomach which is now exposed from your shirt riding up slightly. Trailing his hands softly up your torso until they make their way back down towards the hem of your shirt, which he grabs and slides off of you, your bra quickly going with it while you blush.

The two of you have only been together like this a handful of times before he had to leave for the tour, so despite wanting it you still can’t help but feel shy when he looks at your body.

He gives you another quick soft kiss that is over before you can register that it had begun before they lightly start to ghost from your ear down to your throat. At the same time one of his hands moves to cup a breast, lightly kneading it before starting to roll your nipple between his thumb and forefinger. Even after all this time he still takes satisfaction in teasing you.

He know that he finds your sensitive spot on your throat when you gasp and tilt your head allowing him more access to continue leaving marks along the path, because you know that he has to be at that point.

Reaching inbetween the both of you you decide to unbutton his jeans, sliding them down slightly along with his boxers.

He adjusts so that he can kick his them off the rest of the way before his lips slowly start to trail down your chest, continuing to leave marks as you reach down to slowly stroke him, wanting to drive him crazy and tease him as much as he was doing to you. You know you succeeded when he lets out a barely audible groan which makes you giggle.

His lips wrap around one of your nipples, making you gasp and shift at the sensitive feeling, your jeans feeling a bit too constricting now.

He notices you shift and moves to unbutton them, pulling away from you slightly so that you can lift your hip, allowing him to remove them as well as your panties in one quick motion before sitting at your side. He reaches over you so that he can rub your clit but you grab his wrist and stop him.

“No, I-I just want to feel you tonight, please?” you beg, craving the closeness and the connection that you have been lacking out on with him.

His shifts so that he is leaning over the top of you again, his lips finding yours gently as he teases you slightly with the tip against your clit. When you give him an annoyed grunt he finally gives in and slips inside of you, both of you letting out a groan at the sudden feeling of pleasure that is coursing through you.

Hi thrusts get a little bit harder as he goes but he doesn’t get anywhere near as rough with you as he always has in the past. He wants to savor this moment with you and enjoy this feeling. He also feels the change between this act and the other times the two of you have been together.

Pulling away he locks his eyes with you as his hands find their way to your waist, flipping the two of you so that you are now on top.

“Ride me baby, fuck just like that,” he groans as you begin to rock your hips against his, you being inpatient and going a bit quicker than he was when he was on top and leading the two of you.

Knowing that he won’t last long himself after not getting any for a few month he reaches between the two of you, starting to toy with your clit which makes you look away from him, arching your back at the level it adds to everything.

He can feel you starting to clench around him, hear you letting out breathy moans that let him know that you are getting quick and when you do cum rather abruptly he is right behind you, spilling inside of you a couple seconds later.

When you come down you share a couple lazy kisses before you finally pull yourself off him and go to your bathroom to quickly clean yourself up.

When you return you quickly put your pajamas on, and notice that he has slipped into his boxers and is laying on your bed waiting for you to join him. You do so, laying your head on his chest and wrapping an arm around him while he begins to lightly run a hand along your back. Both of you sit there quietly, processing what has changed between the two of you but not wanting to be the one to break the silence.

A few moments later Rick decides to be the one to break it, “Being away from you like this for so long made me realize something… well that and one of Chris’ weird peptalks helped me figure it out too,” Rick says softly, still rubbing your back softly.

You move so that you are looking up at him,” Hmm?” you ask.

“This is probably not the best time to say it, and totally is not what I planned to do but I want to say it. I love you, more than that I’m in love with you. I’ve never mised someone so much while gone, or worried about a girlfriend like this,” he slowly stops talking when he realises he is rambling.

“Rick, I love you too. I just was too nervous to say it and freaked out thinking it would freak you out saying it only four months into our relations,” you admit and then before giving him a second kiss lightly.

Suddenly realization hits you and you pull away with a weird look on your face.

“Wait, you confided in this with my brother before you did me? No wonder he has been really weird lately when we’ve talked and asking how things are going with you,” you say giggling slightly.

You lay back down, curling up in his side again, content to just stay like that the rest of the night.

“He confronted me about it, I will explain later, lets just go to bed,” he says, sounding annoyed.

You decide to just let the subject go but totally plan to ask him about it in the morning curious on what that could have meant.

The two of you continue to catch up on everything you haven’t had a chance to with one another before you finally start to fall asleep, feeling loved and cared for, more content in your relationship than ever.

[marilynthornhilllover]

Kiss me in the dark, I'll kiss back

Melissa schemmenti x fem! Reader

Warning: indecent language, fluff and more fluff😌💕

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As a teacher working at abbot elementary for 2 years, you always hated late night teacher/staff meetings. It's not that it was boring. No way. There was always so pretty cool shit happening at teachers meetings.

All the amazing teenage stuff. You were cool with it especially since your girlfriend melissa schemmenti worked there aswell.

The thing you hated about the meetings were that sometimes the lights would randomly cut off, leaving the entire school in dark. Melissa found it cute how you would hold onto her arm for dear life. Stumbled weirdly in the dark.

It was teachers meeting again and melissa made sure to give you a scare again. This time she purposely turned off the lights to get your reaction. Well she knew if she went and turned them off you and the rest of the teachers will know so she got the cleaner to do it.

As soon as the lights went off you went crazy.

"Shit, fuck, crap, NOO" you cried in a whisper as you ran towards where melissa was standing, even if it was dark you knew where she was. Her perfume is way to strong, it's like a GPS. After all she uses a bottle a day.

"Babe protect me lissa" you said shaking her body back and forth as you squeezed your eyes shut.

Melissa chuckled as she tried steadying your scared body.

" honey deep breaths, ok your gonna be ok I'm right here" she cooed as she pulled you in for a hug. You finally found yourself relaxing. Her perfume intoxicating you, replacing your fears with peace. You took deep breaths as she held you firmly against her chest.

"There we go, good girl, see not so bad" she whispered as she placed a kiss on your cheek.

" That's a wrap people see ya'll next week" ava said as she walked towards the door in the dark, you don't know what kind of super natural powers she had because apparently she could see very well in the dark.

" she's got no heart" you whispered angry. Ava stopped in her tracks and turned around, although you couldn't see her because it was dark, you knew very well the facial expression she had on right now.

" melissa control your puppy because if it wasnt dark I'd-" before she could finish Barba cut her off, everyone one in the room knew what ava was about to say.

" ok, everyone out" Barbara said in her harsh tone, she was like the mother of everyone. Always kept things in order.

You wrapped your arm around Melissa's arm, tugging harshly at her shirt, almost ripping her shirt off her body.

" babe relax" melissa cooed kissing your cheek every step you took.

You stop dead in your tracks making melissa almost fall.

" kiss me" you said plainly with a glint in your eyes, fire in your eyes and a smirk on your face .It was dark but you could tell that melissa also had a smirk painted on her face.

" kiss me I'll kiss back" you said again and in an instant her lips were on yours. It was slow and passionate. You moaned softly into the kiss, giving her tongue perfect entry into your mouth.

Both your tongues fighting for dominance like great men in war. Her lips were soft as marshmallows against yours, ascending you into heaven.

She always took her time with you when it came to kissing.

You both pulled away for air. Melissa placed her hands on your waist, pulling you closer to her.

" I asked the cleaner to turn off the lights so I can see your cute little reaction" she spoke softly squeezing your waist gently.

" you piece of shit" you said as you both began to laugh.

" come on, I'll make it up to you at home, Mia cara" she said softly, her raspy voice in Italian making you melt completely, if it wasnt for her big hands you'd be on the floor.

She guided you out the building safely and took you home. You both made dinner and watched TV shows before falling asleep in eachother's embrace.

As she fell asleep you thought about different ways you could get her back...

[lovechrisowen]

-movie night-

Fluff!!

Chris x reader

Warnings:none

Think this is a little short but..it’s fine. :)

Me and chris have been dating for about 4 months. Even thought we’ve passed the flirting stage, he still finds a way to make butterflies build in my stomach.

As I’m sitting on the couch of the triplets house I hear him call my name. “Y/N!!” “Yess?” I call from the couch. I don’t hear a response realizing that I now have to walk up to his bedroom.

As I creak open the door I see him laying on the bed covered up in the blanket.

“Heyy, why’d you call me up here?” I asked.

He turned in the covers now facing me with a cute smile across his face.

“Nothingg..” he said softly.

“Then why’d you call me up here baby?” I say slightly laughing.

“I wanted to see my beautiful amazing girlfriend obviouslyy” he says in a sassy tone. I blush at his gestures. How can he make me nervous still to this day?

He scoots over in the bed making space for me to join him. I kick off my shoes and get into the bed. As I get under the covers he looks at me with the cutest smile. We begin to cuddle. I feel his warmth against my body, I can smell the cologne on his neck and chest. I rest my head against his chest as we just take in the moment.

After a couple minutes he leans over, now being able to feel like breath against my ear.

“Want to..maybe….watch a movie with me and get snacks?” He says.

I look up at him, his eyes staring into mine. Oh how I love this man.

“Of course baby!” I say excitedly.

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We walk out of the front door and chris starts to run to the passenger seat. He opens the door and waits for me to sit in the car.

“Madam” he says clutching his chest.

I giggle at his gestures as he walked to the drivers side and sits down starting the car. He connects his phone to the Bluetooth playing our shared playlist.

As we drive to to the store, we sing along to the songs playing in the car, holding hands, and putting on glasses and hats we found in the car. Soon after, we pulled into the target parking lot. Chris and I went to get a shopping cart as we began to enter the store.

“Oooh! Can we get Starbucks baby?” I ask chris with a smirk on my face.

“Sure!” Chris says.

We get into the line looking at the menu, although I didn’t need too look to much as I already knew what I wanted.

“You know what you want babe?” I ask glancing at chris.

“Hmm..no..not really. Just get me something you think I’d like.”

“Okie dokie!”

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We started heading to the snack section, as expected. Walking down the isles, hand in hand.

“What snacks were you thinking chris?”

“I’m not too sure…OOH! we should make cookies for sure though..” he says with a big smile on his face.

“Oooh that sounds good baby, let’s find the cookie dough!”

We head to the refrigerated area as we searched for the cookie dough.

“FOUND IT!!” chris yells as he tosses it into the shopping cart.

“Ok ok let’s go find some chips.”

-

We pulled into the driveway and brought the bags into the house.

“Babe let’s make the cookies first so we can get everything else ready while they’re cooking.” I say.

“Okay baby” he says. His smile melts me.

We get everything set up and take it all to his room. And get in the bed together.

“What movie do you want to watch?” He asks.

“Anything babe.”

“Uhhh…how about….how about beauty and the beast!”

“That sounds good baby”

He searches for the movie and finally clicks play. We both bring ourselves closer to eachother and i rest my head on his chest as he plants a kiss on my forehead.

“I love you” he says.

“I love you too chris.”

OKAYY soft chris is actually my fav😽 too cute

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[sibunaranks]

rank peddie kisses?

Okay i waited on this because this is SO IMPORTANT. I rewtached them all and here is their ranking (i would love to give all of them 10/10 but i didn't let myself)

This is my child. I took it way too serious. Also I included Almost Kisses and Piper Kisses. Sue me.

First Kiss - 1000000/10 - Okay this one is perfection for so many reasons. Starting with the aesthetic of the double leather jackets. Perfection. Then you get to the deep down. Eddie is pouring his heart out and he is so desperate and she is ALSO desperate for a totally different reason (to just tell him how she feels but she can't cuz the hex) and both of them are just feeling so much urgency and he's about to give up on her but he doesn't want to so he's being more vulnerable for her than anyone else in his whole life and she does the only thing she knows and kisses him HER FIRST EVER KISS and the kiss itself is so sweet and so satisfying to finally get. So good they go in for another one (that doesn't happen) but yeah it's the start of an era.

The Almost Kiss- 4/10 - VICTOR THE COCKBLOCK RODENMARR HOW DARE YOU DO THIS TO US. Anyway the "guess you could call me fearless." was smooth but the rest was Eddie being a total cringy boi trying to "play cool". Stillit's sweet so it gets some points. ALSO points for asking her if he can when he knows she's struggling to communicate. Also, their disappointed faces are so cute and saddd. Thoughtful boy in love. Girl in love too.

The Piper Kiss - 1/10 - THIS ONLY GETS A POINT BECAUSE OF THE SET UP. The way he looks at her when he's talking to jerome is just HEART EYES. He's so smitten. but like him kissing piper is soooo awkward and theres no chem (how can jade and burkley have sooo much chem and nikita and him have zero?) and OFMG who THE FUCK on the writing team wrote "smackeroo?" i hate that word SO MUCH.

The ALMOST Piper Kiss - 2/10 - Same thing no chem but OMG THE LEAD UP AND THE COMEDY. Like the hand holding, the "your a big part of who i am" the "Be you." I AM MELTING. Then the comedy ofc with Patricia like OMFG DEAD and Eddie instantly knows which she is gets one of the top eddie cute moments ever.

Pretty much Alone *Eyebrow waggle* (tunnels)- 5/10 - DEAD. TOO FUNNY. NOT EVEN A KISS BUT HOLY SHIT THIS IS THE BEST SCENE IN THE WHOLE SHOW AND THE ALMOST KISS IN IT NEEDS A RANKING. Was i bias giving it a 5? yes. Do i care? no.

Eddies reward (Library Kiss)- 7/10 - Not my favorite but we get some good camera angles and the lighting in the library is chef's kiss. Simple kiss. Not much to say.

House of Rainbows- 8/10 - Parralels the first kiss so well but because the first kiss was better (imho) I couldn't rank this as high. Still8 out of 10 is good because this is the SIMPtricia kiss. She's smitten after she's done being mad. Also me and my friends used to quote the ever hysterical "good question! I was kidnapped!" forever so bias. ALSO one of the best parts of the parralels is that in the first kiss she kisses him because she can't talk and in this one he kisses her because she wont shut up. cuties. :)

Friends - 6/10 - I WANNA ENJOY THIS KISS SO MUCH MORE BUT THE AFTEMATH OF IT IS SO BAD. Like sheinstantly gets mad again and it's all ruined but boy without that this ones a keeper. Short and simple but so pretty.

Gatehouse - 9/10 - I wanted to give this 100000 because of eddie (he legit runs the whole thing) but i can't give it higher than 9 with the fact that Patricia isn't Patricia. Still THE SPEECH. Ugh if you know you know.

Fireworks- 10/10 - ALWAYS WAS AND ALWAYS WILL BE ......a ten. It's perfect.I love it. Best of the season.Eddie loves her so much and she's so insecure but he would never not let her know how much he loves her. and they're just THEM like the games the insults the everything! True power couple.

TOR - 9/10 - This one omg has my heart. She's worried about him, and rightfully so. They might never see eachother again but they won't let that come to their mouth in words. They speak there maybe goodbhye through their kiss and wow are they so in love it's craazy. Super couple Peddie we love you. Would get a 10 if it was a lil longer or had better angles tbh.