#and typing a post is an outlet

[raskies456]

man idk

[girlmetalsonic]

something that is like the baseline of amys entire character to me is that shes lonely. shes clingy and physically affectionate in a way none of her friends really are, shes always getting pushed aside and left behind. yeah, she helps out people she doesnt know because shes a nice person, but also, she sees part of herself in them. she wont leave someone else behind because she knows the feeling —and more importantly, hates the feeling. if she doesnt have somebody to stand by her and be there for her, then shes going to be that person for everybody else. something something her obsession with sonic is really just like a manifestation of that desire for closeness with someone, and she thinks that romance is the only way to get that. idk... this hedgehog can have so many abandonment issues.

[kheprriverse]

Y’all thinking about an older Ares has RUINED me

[anomura]

if i used tumblr like i do twitter it would be so over for everyone i have the worst case of yapper syndrome ever

[owl-in-space]

Do you ever think about the way the 118 all remember and pay tribute to the people they've lost in life in different ways and feel a need to lie down for a bit

[rainingincale]

...

[masked-disciple]

The fun part about being a system is that like, we're mostly aware of what the others are up to at any given time, but not always, and generally if someone's not in the same room finding out what they're doing requires manually checking in.

But sometimes we don't do that, and someone can sneak stuff by the rest of us without anyone noticing for quite a while.

On top of this, we can do stuff in headspace that isn't reflected by the body, because we're not currently fronting.

Which is to say that it's very easy for me, Pale, to have not noticed that Sailor Kaz got blackout drunk last night, went onto pixiv, downloaded a fuckton of art that he did not sort into the right folders, until I go to save some fanart from tumblr and get jumpscared by Barok porn, and then only at that moment realize he didn't get out of bed at dawn to do his training and is in fact still out cold in bed.

Thanks for that, Kaz. Next time sort your damn porn.

[viewmonster-deactivated20230122]

ok im just gonna come out and say it: i think you should all be thinking a little before reblogging from @/nativenews, who, despite claiming to be a "non for profit grassroots news service" in their blog description, posts literally nothing but twitter screenshots. i don't think i should have to explain why this is, at best, a little suspicious.

[stillcominback]

👻👻👻

[theperplexednavigator]

As promised, I've watched the playthroughs for John Doe (and +), and House Hunted 1 and 2.

Somewhat comprehensible happy ramble ahead.

This Uncanny Valley series! It's so intriguing! I love the characters and the generally absurd vibe of the city (that food sounds fun too). It's all so cleverly designed.

Also, in regards to HH2 (which i just watched today), I did not expect to love Heim as much as I do! He's precious and awkward and so strangely lovable. He deserves a platonic cuddle. And young Doe! He's so sweet!

Overall, this series is delightful and creative, and I look forward to seeing more of this world.

(As a side note, b4 HH2, I've also discovered - and am still hyperfixated on - Purple. I highly recommend it. Next on my list is The Phobia Project.)

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All these words, although many, still can't properly describe all the little things I love about these games. Like, there's more, but it's not translating into words, so I'm just going to pause here.

[daisies-on-a-cup]

went into the virgin suicide tag on tumblr and god i think its the worst thing ive ever seen. i hate the vapid, sexualized, romanticization of depression and struggle. i hate that its been glorified to the extent that it is an entire aesthetic and something to want to admire, this weird "girl blogger" core thing that isn't about anything except looking a certain way (which just so happens to center around thinness, whiteness, and "pretty-trauma") and being mentally unwell. i hate it so much, it's so horrible and wrong and it's really become normal to replicate that kind of "aes" and try to emulate a girlish-ness/manic-pixie/depressed-pretty-teen thing that media has literally tricked so many young people into believing is a real thing and how people should look when responding to bad things or going through a mentally difficult time. the whole lana del ray, female hysteria/manipulator/rage/femme fatale, fiona apple, gaslight gatekeep girlboss "vibe" has been so grotesquely skewed into a mass production that is all about using pretty-struggle as some kind of aesthetic and that looking towards objectively terrible outlets like drugs, dangerous sex, self-harm, suicide etc. is a good thing bc you look like a cool, sexy, dream girl it girl like character

its driving me insane and im so genuinely upset at it all

[reikomakoto]

March got me feeling a certain way so I might just do something I've never done before and start rambling on here. A little bit of venting, some screaming into the void or sharing funny moments from my daily life, idk! I just need to get distracted and let things out. Feel free to blacklist the tag "reiko rambles" if you're here only for the stuff I reblog

[rosicheeks]

Yeah I said you do you cuz... Well who the fuck am I to tell you not to ya know? Go off tag queen. Run them tags🤙🏻 I love reading it all honestly I was just curious and wanted to peck your brain on it. I hope the night is treating you well. I love your vibe. You deserve someone to match it and run tag shit with you 😌

🤞 here’s to hoping I find someone to run tag shit with me 🤞

[archiebaldo1414]

Not me getting physically ill hanging out with family since the entire time was spent making fun of my sister, talking about how trans people are sick and twisted scheming fakers (ayyy you got one at the table fam love y’all too) how bi people aren’t real and are attention seekers and can just pick one (ayyyyyu you got one of them at your table tooo) and somehow also ace bashing too but that was more subtle (YOU’L NEVER GUESS BUT GUESS WHO’S SITTING WITH YOU

anyways my mom only knows I’m an equal opportunity kinda gal (not really a gal) so she didn’t know they hit three of my fucking boxes but still she’s like

You think you got sick just because you…don’t like them

Like I’m sorry WHAT I feel like I got sick because I love them and they like….don’t really love me but WHATEVER. She felt the need to add to the bi thing (which she sort of knows about) with “maybe they’re just experimenting” which just fuck her too you know? Not really I love her but sometimes just a little bit. Like the reason she doesn’t and won’t know about the gender shit until I’m outta the house is because she said straight to my face she couldn’t “go that far” like okay okay okay okay I’m fine

[spookyteeths]

i’ve been researching military journalists for work and all i can think is man we are not beating the manufactured consent allegations

[hotsodax]

I officially don’t have any living grandfather

My granpa on my dad’s side of the family died last year and my granfather on my mom’s side died just moments ago

I have kind of prepared myself for this mentally for weeks now because my parents told me that he had been assigned with cancer and might die any day

I didn’t have that strong of a relationship with him to start off with so knowing that he died didn’t really affect me that strongly, but it really affected my mom and dad (which makes sense because both of them know him a lot more than me)

My parents had planned to travel over to where he lived in july (for context, he lived like seven hours away from where we live) so that we could meet him before he died, but that is obviously too late now

My family got to have a zoom meeting with him last week, so he got to kind of meet him while he was in the hospital, although we sadly didn’t get to give him a proper goodbye before he died.