#it’s so fucking hard

[babygorewhore]

The next person I hear say that OCD is quirky can literally catch my mf hands. This condition is fucking horrible and I wouldn’t wish OCD on anyone. It’s absolute hell.

[superstarzolar]

how it feels trying to draw in the danganronpa style

[purlpeiris]

2024 was truly sent to try me

[flashbackonyourbehalf]

A really good friend just told me to be kind to myself and I

😭

[raskies456]

man idk

[raspberryspace]

The Barbie movie changed my brain chemistry, I’m Kenough - I’m him ( interlinked “what’s it like to hold the hand of someone you love” interlinked )

Barbie is a must watch and possibly a 2nd time - alone and in the back of the theater so I can really cry it out. While Oppie really disappointed… which sucks because I got dressed up in period correct clothes too… but gald my group of friends watched Oppie first then Barbie.

Oppenheimer felt like a history channel documentary and I realized I don’t enjoy watching tv shows or movies on events I know the details to. Unfortunate since Nolan’s interstellar is my 2nd favorite right after the masterpiece of Ratatouille.

[filmcel]

someone tell me what to do with my life please

[nickmpreg]

why did I decide to make this… Denji my beloathed

HE LOOKS SO GOOD THLUGH

[imabiteurankles]

i just want someone to be afraid to lose me and mean it

[inkskinned]

she's singing in another room and my dog is asleep at my feet. my grandma asked me why i haven't found a man yet and i laughed. oh, you know. i like my house clean.

my girlfriend is also my man is also "my partner" if i'm in a professional setting. yesterday we went to a ren faire and a man mimed at me - you're together? and at my delighted nod, his baffled, you're gay? made me laugh. a woman with rainbow hair said i love the two of you together. you're both so beautiful it's absurd.

my dad introduced my partner as my "..... friend. or whatever" the other day. he knows we're dating. in the same way, i was never able to get my sister's husband to stop saying that's gay like it's 2008. he still uses the word fa***t, and my sister's defense of him has always been well, he's just kidding.

my lover and i dance to old music in a tiny kitchen. we judge new music together and take food critique very seriously. we watch love is blind before we fall asleep and agree that if they had a queer season, it would be bloody but also make for excellent tv. of fucking course queer people would know someone for only 2 weeks and agree to get married. what are you saying.

at a bar with friends, a man puts his hand on my wrist. got a boyfriend? and yes, i do have a boyfriend, she's amazing. i am texting her while i wander around a gas station named after geese. i am visiting a swing state for a wedding. in the candy aisle i overhear: she's actually like a lesbian it's disgusting. two teenage girls with packaged sandwiches in their hands, giggling. no literally, like. i'm not, like. okay with her being there while we're all, like, naked and changing.

my girlfriend and i tailgate, drink gin and cider out of cups. from the frat group beside us, a man corrects himself with one of his friends: bro, i mean, nonbinary entity, and it makes everyone around him laugh, myself included. he razzes his friend the same way i would have killed for at 19 years old - like nothing happened, he continues: you apply sunscreen like an alien. he does a little sassy (and fairly accurate) dance interpretation of the motion. his friend is laughing so hard they're crying.

i am lucky, i live in a safe neighborhood in a safe state. my masc passenger princess comes up from DC. i drive her for an hour to where all the leaves are a violent arrangement of color. we walk along the trails, letting autumn into our blood. in this part of the state, there's a lot of pickup trucks and trump signs. when we chastely kiss before getting into the car, i accidentally make eye contact with a woman holding her child's wrist. she looks disgusted. she looks fucking pissed.

two hours later my girl and i are eating dinner on a patio, soaking in the last warmth of new england sun before the chill of winter sets in. we are giggling and trying to talk through plastic vampire teeth. at another table, i see a young woman sit up straighter. i watch her watch us. she blushes and takes her partner's hand from across the table. shy, like the taste of evening has just become something deeper.

it's worth it for this moment, i think. my lover is still humming the same song she's been singing for four days straight and i don't want to kill her for it. her guitar is beside my bed. her toothbrush is in my bathroom. in a few moments i will make us lunch. we are lucky enough to have found each other. it is lucky enough to be in love.

[scurvyboy]

and he may ask himself "well, how did i get here?"

[icarus-suraki]

[pinkflames]

Bro went from happy tree carnival to ᭙ꫀꪶᥴꪮꪑꫀ 𝕥ꪮ 𝕥ꫝꫀ ᥴⅈ𝕣ᥴꪊડ

[zenith-ace]

I would like to take a moment to point out how Wolvie was pinning him down by gripping his belt

It just gets gayer and gayer

[goth-link]

playing through Dark souls 1 for the first time and holy fuck am i seeing the reasons people love it

[toohottohoot]

there’s nothing quite like the struggle and painful search of trying to find a fic you read many years ago without remembering the name