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#hello there is something wrong with them !!!!#this idea has not left my mind for DAYS#and i stayed up too late working on it skdjkd#but this is a conversation i had planned#an argument after emile flirts with the waitress#he just wants someone to be soft with him T^T#and treat him like none of this happened#and estinien is like fine then. if you want it so badly then i’ll do it#and their relationship gets infinitely more complicated#they love each other as much as they hate themselves#idk if i’ll ever finish writing it but gosh western au itches my brain just right#ANYWAY#ffxiv#oc: emile jenidaut#estinien varlineau#wolstinien#western au
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Tachihara losing his brother and not understanding what he was feeling or how to deal with it since he was so young (5). And as he gets older, he starts to wonder if he really missed his brother or he missed the idea of having a brother.
He assumes that because he’s grown since then and it feels so distant that he could handle it if it were to happen now. Maybe that’s because he’s killed people of his own. But he never really wants to dwell on it.
Turns out. It’s not. It hurts just as much, but now he blames himself as well. Why wasn’t he there? Why didn’t he stop Fukuchi when he had the chance? If he’d just asked for help, this all could’ve been avoided.
He’s always been a loner to some extent, never good at processing feelings, always wanting to belong but feeling like he was an outsider.
It’s not until they’re all gone that he realizes how much emptier he feels without them.
Shunzen may have been his brother by blood, but as much as he doesn’t wanna face it. Tachihara barely remembers him.
He remembers them. He spent the last 6 years being raised by them. They always encouraged him, supported him, even when the government and fate itself were trying to control them. And yet.
He wasn’t there.
#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd tachihara#tachihara michizou#bsd hunting dogs#hunting dogs#I’m not tagging any other characters#cuz like it can kinda be vague for rn#but um#spoilers below so stop reading here#seriously#stop#ok spoiler time#the idea of Tachihara learning Fukuchi never actually wanted people to die and so everyone must still be alive#only to rush to the airport and find Tecchou being treated for his injuries but none of the others#him walking up and asking what happened and everyone gives him the same look bc he doesn’t know#and he just feels his heart drop#because that’s his fucking sister#and even when she annoyed him she was such a loud and influential presence for him#knowing their last interaction was them laughing as she climbed on his shoulders#like everything was normal#finding out Jouno is missing#and teruko is dead#temporarily probably bc it’s bsd#and Fukuchi is whatever the fuck Fukuchi is rn#it really really hurts#bc this is where one of his families quite literally fell apart#and he was the only one not there#bc by some divine miracle (or russian meddling) he wasn’t there
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Why do some people get so pissy if you have a popular or “overrated” character like Tweek, Butters, or Craig as your favorite?
Like Tweek is my favorite because I think he’s a genuinely interesting character with a lot of personality that people tend to overlook, and who I also happen to see a lot of myself in.
If that makes me “basic” and “boring” then so be it guess.
#he’s also a lil guy like look at him :)))#Kenny is my favorite too but I don’t see Kenny fans get as much hate which is why I didn’t include him#but yeah sorry my favorite character just so happens to be a fan favorite and not background character 67#it doesn’t mean that I only like him beacause of creek or that I don’t love the other characters#I would just like to enjoy a character without some rat complaining about how overrated he is#idc :))#also unpopular opinion but none of the characters are overrated to me#like they’re all well rounded and interesting characters#Ik there are some people who tend to treat tweek and Craig like they’re the only characters in the show which CAN get annoying but#that’s not necessarily the fault of the characters themselves?#anyways yeah sorry if I sound so salty LMAO#it’s mostly tik tok I see do this
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im new here- is dean abusive?
imo yeah. smarter people than me have written dissections of the way he treats sam & others (he’s also Awful to his psuedo-son jack, but i haven’t gotten to that season yet), i’ve probably reblogged a bunch of them.
he certainly doesn’t mean to be & i don’t say it to condemn him as a person or as a character & i’m still very attached to him & he loves sam very much (not that that makes a difference in whether u abuse someone or not) - but the way he treats sam a lot/some of the time is emotionally abusive and sam is clearly badly impacted. s4 and s8 come to mind as his worst moments also ofc moc era - after that there’s less interpersonal conflict (up to where i am at least) but that’s because sam mostly stops disagreeing with dean not because dean actually gets much better <3 spn is cycles of abuse show after all. family is hell. dean’s learnt pretty much everything about how to behave from his abusive father and as a result. well. cycle continues
#anon i wonder which way ur approaching this from - having not considered that dean treats sam badly or having never thought of it as Abusiv#mutuals pls feel free to chime in with ur opinions#wrote a bunch of more detailed responses to this but none of them felt right so i was just like. eh#narrative portrays dean as right like All Of The Time bc the shows morality is deans morality its fucked up so that makes it harder for#fandom to see how awful he is sometimes#but i think a lot of people see his awful behaviour but just wouldn’t call it abusive and rather toxic etc because abusive#is such a ‘strong word’ and people have a lot of personal connotations with it#i don’t often even actually use the word abusive to describe him. but he is! and i’ve been watching s4 and he’s just So awful and it’s been#reminding me hugely#dean crit#<- i guess#spn#oliver talks#asks#it’s more than just like. being awful sometimes. bc it’s this systemic pattern of eradicating sam’s sense of identity outside of him#and punishing sam for ‘disobeying’ him (like s4/8)#dean winchester#supernatural#Also when you start recognising dean as abusive the show becomes a legitimate horror story because fucking hell!!!!#narrative just. sides with him most of the time!!!!#if u wanna think abt it for urself id say make sure u know what abuse actually Is and how it can present & then look at a lot of sam and#dean conflicts. do they seem equal? r both parties being as awful to each other? whats the context?#look away from the view the show is trying to get you to take via like. ending shots and closeups. and look at what theyre actually saying#to each other and what has actually happened#<- i feel like this sounds patronising i dont mean to be😭#if u already think sam&dean r fucked up and had just never defined it as abusive before then feel free to ignore me#there r probably posts in my dean winchester tag much better than this#<- okay apparently i had a lot to say actually. sorry for doing it in the tags
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God I'm so fucking annoyed how come she gets to treat me however she likes and then gets to say she didn't mean it?????
#have u considered not constantly comparing me to ur abusive husband who hit u??????#since i was like 8 its really fucking weird#like who in their right mind tells their child theyre naturally destructive just like their father and then says ohhhhh but i didnt mean it#are u fucking insane#doesnt help that i look like him too everyone tells me that#and now she acts like me raising my voice once means she needs to walk on eggshells around me wtf#what about how u treated me from ages 13-16#freak#i cant believe this shes treating me like im some scary stranger as if shes not the one with full financial control and that im this horribl#person go kill yourself omgjdjsjsjwjwwhwhhw#fuck u#last year was the worst year of my life and that was wholy bc of u you showed me what place i really have in this family and that it was not#hing. how is sveryrone so ready to throw me away??#yet everyone else gets to say shes sooo proetctive and loving fuck off you wouldnt even tell them youre treating me badly diedie diediediedi#i want to cut so bad bro#but i promised myself i wont so#i mean i dont even have any way of gettibg blades so whatver#just remembered her reaction to me cutting#nothing. yeah absolutely no reaction. i thought the worat thing that could happen was her gettjbg mad at me again but no#i realised there was somwthing worse. she just straight up doesnt care#useless mother#im fine w u treating me like shit ive accepeted it that i have no place in anyone's life unlesss i hive into this but at least#at least stop trying to confront me like this#just let me rot in peace#i really dont want to do this anymore#any time now she'll ask me if i was pretending to cry so i wpuldnt have to go out w her now#as if that isnt insulting#and then she'll say i wasnt trying to be rude!!! as if she hasnt always treated me like none of my feelings r real. i only ever overeact. ok
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#it hurts but it is natural and im not oversensitive and im allowed to feel this way#the future i had envisioned and hoped for and believed in was just.. suddenly gone and im allowed to mourn the loss#because for an entire year i've been wanting this. and imagining it and thought of ways it could be real#and i didnt base my feelings only on imagination but on his words and him saying that we should figure out whatever was between us#and in the way we talked and what we shared and how he did start treating me as 'his girl'#which i also do not think was irresponsible nor am i upset by that. bc i wasnt 100% present bc of my avpd stuff#but it was so amazing and he was so amazing and i'd been having feelings for him for half a year before and then i only fell more and more#im trying to be as non specific as possible bc like i can only talk abt *me*.. but there were just sm other things and circumstances#so it got less and less intense.. and i wanted to give him space and patience and not push smth on him and be insensitive#then i told him abt being in love w him and wanting to be there for him w his struggles and working it out together#and im embarrassed af but i had honestly thought... that would be met well and with reciprocity...#(i understand that feelings cant be forced & im not upset or feel betrayed i just felt v sad bc i was so sure he would want me to be his gf#but i got neither a clear rejection nor much of what he was thinking abt me and what was between us. mostly just that it wasnt a good timin#so again i wanted to respect that and not keep push it. even if i tried bringing it up sometimes it never got anywhere and it didnt feel#right to just keep and keep on doing it. then there were times when i /felt/ rejection and got more hope based on interactions#truly i've been walking around for a year believing that this was smth that would come true if only we could talk#and i've been waiting and hoping and loving. and i've really been thinking of it as a real future#i even tried telling him a few months ago that if he wants me he can have all of me but he told me to stop so i did#and now i've learned that none of my devotion or hope was returned... i've been in this waiting room all alone all this time#i thought i was patient bc of all the other things but he couldnt give me a chance but he did for someone else and that just hurts#idk it hurts bc this love and connection meant so much to me and i wanted to do anything to make it work#and when u realize all of a sudden that it was only u who felt that and that future u so badly thought would happen isnt real#.... i feel extremely lost and despairing. plus it just is how i feel but i've only been this connected to him#honestly it might sound weird how i can feel this much for someone i've never met irl but he has been my only hope and comfort#for the past years he hs been my only comfort and the only thing making me feel good and ok and hopeful.... so it hurts it hurts it hurts!!
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Literally shout-out to all the ooc bsd fics out there thank you for making the characters a thousand times more sympathetic and likeable
#ooc t/pn fic (derogatory)#ooc bsd fic (compliment)#bsd#bungou stray dogs#mine#Literally just read a dead Akutagawa fic where Atsushi first beat up almost to death Dazai while calling him out on every way he ever–#mistreated Akutagawa then was picked up by Chuuya who kept being kind to Atsushi and welcomed him to his home and treated him food and–#told him “we can ho visit Akutagawa when you're ready” like???#None of this would EVER happen in canon and that's what makes it so great#I'm adoring the good mentor Chuuya comforting a destroyed Atsushi dynamics#q.#13/07/22
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not far into s14 but ah... sam having compassion for nick over everyone.... saying he deserves another shot.... 'it's not nick's fault he's a mess, he's been housing'.... he understands like none else does....
#spn#sam winchester#lucifer#kinda ig#cas kinda annoying in this season honestly#anyway i think him being the most understanding is just so supernatural. none else gets it like him and none else will even try apart from#him. which is just rly sad bc through nick we see how sam is treated. and cas once again does not understand him fully and#dean... well hes gone lmao.#i appreciate sastiel but s14 so far is not it they are in need of counselling!!!!!#like this is just reminding me of the times cas blamed lucifer rising on sam. when sam didnt know this would happen and only#wanted to protect dean etc. etc.#anyway. i just think it's funny how#textmistas
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#like on the surface its very silly i think but truthfully piplup forgives his father was the first time id considered forgiving mine at all#so much of my grief is about mourning missed opportunity in terms of the man he was to other people and the man he was at home.#he could have been a better father a better husband and a better son but he wasnt. and then all of a sudden he never would be.#and truthfully i had believed i would have so much time left with him#that with some time and distance we could reconcile but that never happened because he was just like. gone.#and i think i was holding in a lot of resentment still about how he treated us but fucking piplup made me question what purpose#that kind of resentment has (none).#anyway yeah thanks piplup I'll forgive my father too.
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wow i just saw the worst aftg take i've EVER seen 😭 like do i think the upperclassmen shouldn't be so surprised when andrew gets violent? yes absolutely. but we are not gonna sit here and pretend it's justified for him to respond to an open handed slap by choking allison out for several minutes because he was 'just reacting' 😭
#andrew is not 'reacting' he is OVER-reacting and him escalating the degree of violence when it's not necessarily called for is a part of him#its like that scene from enders game. the first hit is to stop it from happening now#the next hits were to stop it from ever happening again#and to be clear before i get anyone bitching in my notes: I AM NOT JUDGING ANDREW MORALLY#he is fictional i am analyzing him as a character#but we are not gonna woobify a man who literally murders people as an act of prevention 😭#the post was like 'andrew just reacts to other people being violent!' totally ignoring how the first time we see andrew do that it's becaus#gasp#matt had the nerve to get violent with kevin after kevin was literally holding neil to the wall by his neck#they were like “and of course no one tells matt he shouldn't punch people!” what is this? grade A in therapy?#and honestly i'll say it the real problem is that andrew steps into shit that just doesnt involve him#like it 'involves him' because it's his people#but matt pulling kevin off neil didn't need to involve andrew#aaron getting slapped for trying to guilt trip neil about seth being murdered didn't need to involve andrew#if anyone threw the first punch at andrew none of them would gaf that he punched back#he just a. escalates when it isnt needed and b. ensures no one in his group ever has to take any accountability for how they treat the rest#(and dont start with 'why do the foxes use violence for accountability' bitch its the foxes we can only expect so much)
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Afternoon walks w/Wonnie >~ 💖
#hyungwon#monsta x#I'm upset that this Bubble live happened & tumblr is NONE THE WISER#I MEAN DID I MISS SOMETHING??#this is thee worst place for updates lol no offense#gahd this is just so BEAUTIFUL & SPECIAL & &!!! everyday i fall more & more for him#i hope life's treating him kindly 👉🏽👈🏽🥺#wonnie#my edit#vid#credit on clips#DO YOU GUYS LIKE THE SONG? IT'S 2PM CHECK THEM OUUUUT#“introvert boi”
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i wouldnt say roman is in love with gerri i think he saw her as a confidant and friend because he was able to show a side of himself to her that he was incapable of showing to anyone else and he deeply regrets what he did to her and he's ashamed he did it but i wouldnt say he's in love with her. roman is, ultimately, alone moreso than any of his siblings because he coats himself in all of this bravado and confidence so he doesnt get treated like the "weak dog". his sexual preference for being degraded and dominated is something he kept very very close to himself - he hid it the way one may hide being queer but he showed it to gerri he let gerri in. but he sabatoged that relationship to try to emulate his father and then regretted it. i believe what roman feels for gerri at this point is regret more than anything else
#to be clear - i do not think any of the roy siblings are capable of 'loving' someone in the sense that people are discussing#connor buys love logan tripple divorced kendall divorced but still treating his ex like a wife#the entire tomshiv roller coaster roman having an endlessly revolving cast of beards - for lack of a better word#the women kendall dates over the course of the series are treated as almost disposable#even greg using dating to climb the social ladder#none of them are capable of growing and maintaining healthy relationships#they dont even have friends! they have collegues!#so no i dont think roman loves gerri but i do think he loved what she was for him#and he hates himself for ruining it#more to the point i had no idea this was even a discourse topic#i didnt realize people were taking ships in this show seriously. i thought everyone was just joking around#i think to say roman was in love with gerri is grossly simplifying what was happening there
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#fell asleep feeling sad woke up feeling sad sigh#the way tour was the opposite of what I hoped it’d be for Louis#the way nothing has changed and he still has his label telling him what to do even tho he doesn’t see any sense in it#he says he’s the most confident and open he’s ever been and all I see is him grasping at what he has now bc he finally got what he wanted#and now hes scared he might lose it if he does something wrong#that’s both hl btw#it just feels like all these people who told them this is the only way they’ll be successful are winning bc hl are believing them now#and it sucks so much#☹️#and on top of everything you have the fandom turning a blind eye on everything and acting like everything is normal#Louis is talking about a 7 yo random child at every interview#Harry is associating himself with a narcissistic piece of shit#they’re both laughing about people making them uncomfortable and glorifying drugs#and people think they have their lives under control lol#and like I know it’s not their fault bc none of this would be happening if they hadn’t been manipulated and treated like shit#when they were children#but I’m just thinking about younger them and feeling so sad bc that’s so not the life they wanted for themselves#even with all the tours and awards and everything#anyway I’m gonna try to dissociate now lol
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yesterday at work, the kids had to like, make their own puzzles by drawing stuff on paper n then cutting them into pieces n stuff, n this one kid came up to me saying that the kid sitting next to him was saying mean things, n the second kid was like, "it wasn't me, it was him!" n pointed at the creature he'd drawn for his puzzle.
i didn't really know how to handle the situation (though thinking about it, i probably should have just said that just bc the creature was saying mean things abt his friend didn't mean he was in the right for passing on those thoughts), so i just told him i didn't want to solve his puzzle if the creature it featured was gong to be so mean to other people, and for some reason it worked??
i guess it's just easy to forget how deeply children care about what adults think bc of how we as adults have learned to not care so much abt what other people think and operate on the assumption that others don't automatically care abt our thoughts.
#the worm speaks#it felt difficult to handle in the moment bc i don't want to stifle children's compulsion to explore ideas n concepts through fiction#specifically bc fiction and fantasy are very harmless spaces; but obviously what was being made was being used as a vehicle to bully others#and that was absolutely in need of correcting#and i wasn't sure how to reprimand that w/o possibly teaching kids to conflate something bad happening in fantasy#with doing bad things to others in reality#anyway thinking abt it today when making this post helped me pinpoint how to handle it next time#i.e. that kids are agents in their own right and they have the choice to pass things on to others#whether that be something kind and true like compliments; or mean and vicious like bullying; or even literal germs and disease!!#anyway the second kid actually seemed really nice once i insisted that i didn't want to do his puzzle bc it featured something mean#n like obviously i didn't want to tell kids that the things they make up are automatically reflections of the kind of person THEY are#bc that's super not true!!! but i poked abt asking him a couple questions abt it n that's how he ended up telling me 'he told me to say it'#'he lives inside of my head' n i was like 'hmm.' bc he's pretty young... first grade i think? so maybe a reflection of meaner impulses#but i'm not him! i can't say that for certain! n i don't believe in making those kinds of assumptions about people#so i guess the way i handled it was basically saying i didn't want to interact w/people who are influenced by others to be mean#i guess i'm always expecting to be working w/teenagers who'd be like 'you don't get it! i'm gonna make my own choices!'#n i'd be like 'yep sure buddy i'm not gonna stop you! but i'm setting my boundaries right here'#i have a bit of beef with how some of my coworkers treat kids-- like none of them are outright cruel i think#but i don't think some of them are being genuinely responsible with how they interact. i think it's good that they all try to be nice#n some take that to mean 'treat them like your friends!' (proceeds to gaslight kids abt whether a certain snack was available)#(n when the kids called them out they were like 'we're teaching kids to think for themselves! n to be confident in their own experiences')#like. i don't think that picking out the snacks you like before feeding the kids is right. we are not kings; we are caretakers#n like i can see how that can be kind of a joke one might make in certain flavors of friend groups but like. certainly not to a child.#one plays obvious favorites; others place restrictions w/o explaining why they're there (bc they're obvious to adults)#n tbh i'm probably a headache myself bc i'm ~probably~ enabling kids in some way so i'm not gonna condemn the ones who#tell kids 'no you can't do that' w/o much explanation. n i think for the most part they're all trying#but i STILL disagree w/my now-gone supervisor who insisted that i treat kids the way i do 'bc it's in my nature/personality'#it most CERTAINLY is not!!!!! i was SUCH a hater of ANYONE younger than me for a LONG TIME growing up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i had to be TAUGHT these things. i had to LEARN to LISTEN to kids and take them seriously!!!!!!!!!#a kid on friday told me he had mixed feelings abt some of his older friends possibly becoming youth workers at the camp in the summer
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I love Tim Drake so much, there is nothing about his story that isn’t stupid and hilarious to me and he is such a disaster and I love him.
#ravenpuff rambles#I just went on a mini rant of Twitter about how funny Ra’s obsession with Tim is#and now I’m just thinking about how much I adore Tim#you cannot leave him alone for more than five minutes or he will piss someone off and put his life in danger#he’s perpetually 17 because dc hates him#He is a literally fucking baby and I love him#no he is not the youngest. but yes he is the baby of the Batfam because you have to treat him like one#you close your eyes for two second and you turn around and he’s about to put a fork in a plug to see what happens#love him he is my everything#I’m literally cry I love this man#and none of my friends can ever appreciate him like I do because they’re all Jason stans#and I get it okay but I just want someone to love this little shit as much as I do
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if you’re so convinced you know what happened, then kill me.
#im not gonna be the one to do it.i might self harm but yall aregonna hafta kill me bc unfortunately i cant kill myself over a lie.#nor can i kill myself to appease assholes who are short sighted and are only out for bloodl#and will only ever actually question if they were wrong when im dead.#like go fuck yourselves.#since you're so intuitive and just *know*. how aboutyou kill me with that confidence#if you just know so well#i mean you would just know so well random personwho literally wasnt in the room when it happened#oh but you can just *tell* based on my vibes huh?? right? is that your metric?#yall are horrible people. please try to see your behavior from the point of view as you being a nazi doing this to trans ppl#how in tf is your behavior literally any different when you treat ppl like this in your own fucking community.#none of yall can coalition build for shit.#have fun with your hyper left friend group of 5 who agree on everything and god forbid one guy doesnt#gotta kill him or whatever yall wanna do to people#gulags the wall etc etc#freaks#im gonna continue to hate everyone i think because im still being given 0 reasons to trust and like humans#dont worry abt me 'leaving the left' im leaving humanity#fuck yall imma go swing from trees.#infact i can feel the politics leaving my body as we speak#i think ill listen to some kid cudi and smoke weed and not think about anything for 5 hours#just do nothing at all not even speak my truth or spread awareness of things#nah its cool#whatever dawg.#nothing matters after all.#oh the worlds gonna end? sorry iwas too busy becoming dependant on marijuana and watching dumb shit on tv to notice#oh well who cares#itd be cool to do something about it. but well. you see.#not much i can do to helpanyone or the world when the worlds letting me sink in mud#idk so uhm... bye.#fuck yall.
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