#and this isn’t to coddle him or be like poor baby who can do no wrong

[mitternacht]

I’m back again with some ranting/thoughts about Fuuta, his character, and current mental state based on the T3 teaser because I could write essays upon essays analyzing this guy and I’m also tired of some of the takes I’ve been seeing about him on the bird app that solely blame Amane for his current state. (TW for brief sui. mention, talks of mental illness/delusions)

Starting off strong and controversial maybe but I can’t state enough how much I hate the “Fuuta killed Shidou” theory because it would be a complete assassination of Fuuta’s character. The entire point of his murder was that it was indirect and he has stated multiple times that he can’t stand physical violence. It makes no sense that he would up and kill someone now, even with how departed from reality he’s become. Now, him indirectly helping cause Shidou’s death is a gray area. I genuinely don’t think Fuuta would consciously assist with this, but he’s so far gone at this point I can’t say there’s zero chance he would. But as far as Fuuta carrying out the act, absolutely not.

Now the biggest point I want to make and talk about, is that Fuuta has been exhibiting signs of psychosis since his T2 interrogation. It’s already clear from the T3 teaser that it’s gotten progressively worse and he’s now completely dependent on and enthralled to religious delusion, which is a common symptom of psychosis. None of this was Amane’s fault, mind you. She’s always been very open about her faith and Fuuta developed this religion-based delusion all on his own, he was already at his breaking point so it’s not really a surprise that he’s reached this point. It’s driving me insane that anyone is blaming Amane for these changes in Fuuta’s personality, and not understanding how severe an effect Milgram itself has had on Fuuta who was already not a very mentally strong individual.

And even then on top of his poor mental state, the huge amounts of physical pain he’s likely still been dealing with are probably not doing him any favors. You do not have consistently coherent thoughts with that much chronic pain and no relief for it.

Now the presence of hundreds of eyes in Backdraft, Fuuta stating in his T2 interrogation that he can’t sleep (sleep deprivation being another cause of psychosis) because he feels like he’s being watched (perhaps causing hyper-vigilance) and hearing voices (which seems to affect him more strongly than any other character who’s mentioned the voices), the physical trauma he endured, the mention of “succumbing” (aka killing himself) in Backdraft, his sudden mood swings/random aggression and disordered speech in his T2 interrogation, like it’s. All telltale signs of psychosis and religious delusion was almost always going to be the next step unless he succumbed to despair and died. Again, at no fault of Amane’s. Fuuta needed something to cling to, and he found it.

T3 Fuuta is going to be extremely detached from reality and is likely going to have delusions of grandeur or a superiority complex as well, since those commonly come along with religious delusion. I’m almost resigning myself for him get a Guilty verdict for T3 because it’s going to be a massive shift from the character we know and Es is probably going to have an extremely difficult time trying to communicate with and understand him as he is, which might be frustrating to people. All of this combined with his strong sense of justice is…. likely going to go badly for him in terms of winning us over to vote him Innocent. I’m expecting a similar reaction as T1 Muu to T2 Muu honestly, I feel like it’s going to be a similar kind of shift in character.

Not to mention. How do we think he’s going to react to Mahiru’s death by the way. Not great I’m sure.

Anyways. At the end of the day I’ve loved breaking down Fuuta’s character since T1, he is so much fun to dissect and he has consistently seemed to be the character most heavily and negatively affected by Milgram’s environment which is so fascinating to me. I’m really excited to see where they go from here with him.

I do also adore the 0308 sibling dynamic even though I desperately wish Amane had a mentally competent adult in her environment that she trusts because she desperately needs one. The toxic codependency they’ve probably formed is going to be hard to watch as well.

[onelonelysaiyan]

Hazbin Hotel Adam Relationship Headcanons

Fairly gn, i tried my best! This is kind of my starting point for getting back into writing, let me know what you guys think! <3

-DAD BOD!!!!! You CANNOT change my mind on this 

-Hairy arms, legs, a little on his chest, has a really nice happy trail 

-Strong arms, good at cuddling  

-Uses wings a lot in his body language 

-Enjoys when you preen his wings, makes him feel loved 

-Tries to be less rude and mean when talking to you 

-LOTS of petnames; Angel, babe, baby, mommy/daddy, sugartits, sweetie, sweetheart, sugar, dollface, wifey/husband

-Super clingy, like, to an obsessive extent sometimes. Will get upset if you’re not spending enough time (in other words, all of your time) with him. Calls you all day if you’re apart, will text if you tell him to stop calling. Has to know where you are, who you’re with, if you’re safe. Has absolutely spied on you before, and has made poor Lute follow you around on numerous occasions. He just wants to make sure you’re alright!  

-Big Baby. He’s so whiny and needy, please coddle him. Not in public, but like when you’re alone just hold him and run your fingers through his hair. Kiss his forehead. Hold his hands. Let him rest his head on your chest, he needs it 

-PDA is his thing, but in general his love language is touch so expect lots of physical contact ALL the time unless you just really don’t like that kind of thing 

-Absolute tease, doesn’t matter where you are. Love to rile you up even if he’s not looking for anything to happen afterward. Just likes seeing your red face 

-Will talk to/at you for HOURS, about literally anything and everything. Like please, babe, just shut up for like, five seconds? 

-KISS HIM WHEN HE’S RAMBLING. Shut this asshole up with the sweetest way you know, he’ll fall for you all over again 

-Honestly just kiss him, any time will do. Might act a little upset if he’s in the middle of a sentence but he loves it, please kiss him more 

-Likes to spend the rare day off by laying in bed with you and just holding you, all lazy kisses and gently roaming hands while you lay on his chest 

-Give him chest kisses!!! Especially over his heart, practically melts when you do, it’s just so sweet and intimate to him and he feels so loved when you do 

-Loves to play with your hair, long or short. Sometimes tangles it on accident, but he’s willing to brush it back out for you if you’ll let him 

-Will just stare at you sometimes, he’s so in love. He wants to make sure he commits every detail of your beauty to memory, even if he’s already done so numerous times before. 

-Will absolutely adore it if you train with him and his exorcists, even if you can’t always keep up. You’re trying and it’s cute as hell 

-Will brag about you to anyone and everyone. Can be rather inappropriate about it, but he really can’t help it! He wants everyone to know how perfect you are and how you chose him out of everyone.

-Possessive, can’t stand seeing others trying to flirt with you. He understands why they would, after all, you’re the hottest being in Heaven! Who wouldn’t want you? But he still doesn’t appreciate it. Will march up to you and the other person before wrapping his arms around you and fluffing out his wings to make himself seem bigger (which really isn’t necessary, the man’s an absolute GIANT already...) 

-Speaking of being a giant, this man loves to engulf you with his body. He’s just so big that no matter what size you are he practically swallows you whole when he holds you. Thinks it’s super cute how small you are compared to him 

-Plays his guitar for you a lot, loves to sing for you too. Will make you attend band practice to get your approval of new songs and honestly just so he can see you while he plays. Gives him an ego boost to see you cheering him on both in practice and at shows and he’s certain he sounds better when he knows you’re there watching

I've got a fair few NSFW headcanons too so let me know if that's something y'all would be interested in!

[rikosseen]

Jincheol Park x Reader: Tendencies

Anon request

Jincheol’s not an insecure man— far from it. He knows what he’s worth, and he’s never been afraid to show off his assets.

So it’s to no surprise that he’s greeted your guest— Manager Kim— by shredding apart his shirt (brand new by the way), and shimmying his tits. Why would he shy away now? When you’re giving your undivided attention to someone else? When instead of coddling him, you’re scolding instead? The audacity of you. Do you not love him anymore?

.

Sitting half naked and cold in his naughty corner, Jincheol glances over at you to catch on to what you’re laughing about.

Kim is not that fackin funny.

Jincheol’s supposed to be the only one who can make you ugly cackle like that! How dare you ignore him and make him endure this humiliation?!

Your husband pouts slightly, shoulders leaning forward in a sad slump. It’s a pitiful sight, truly. So when you catch your poor baby in such a state, you have to force yourself to look away. It’s Jincheol’s own fault; you’d already warned him to behave, yet the first thing he did was strip naked. The mental image makes you shake your head in disapproval, so you continue to indulge Kim, ranting about nothing in particular.

.

“It was so nice to see you again,” you smile, pulling Kim in for a hug.

“Likewise,” he replies, patting your arm awkwardly.

Why I oughta- Jincheol scoffs to himself while retaining a toothy smile of his own, veins throbbing on his forehead. The man quietly grabs his slipper, and hides it under his armpit.

“Yes, well— it was nice to see you too Kim,” your husband quickly ushers, pushing you inside, and your guest out the door.

“Jincheol-” you start, but he’s already slammed the door in your face.

.

Jincheol knows that his behaviour is childish. But it honestly doesn’t hurt to be a little… protective!— it’s just in his nature after all, and frankly, Manager Kim’s been a little too good looking lately. So when Jincheol hears you retreat away from the door, he waves his friend goodbye. Kim looks at him hesitantly, but turns around anyway after muttering a curt farewell. And then— just when he’s a safe distance away from Jincheol, the burly man takes the slipper from underneath his armpit and flings it toward his friend. Quickly, he opens the front door.

At least he tries.

Then he hears a snicker.

Your snicker.

The door isn’t budging, and as Jincheol laughs at himself in defeat, a very manager Kim looking shadow pops up beside him.

[plaidos]

the whiplash of seeing the misogynistic & transmisogynistic (the dude definitely enjoys dipping his toes in both, knew him for over a year) dudebro who couldn't handle women existing without getting degendered be treated like a poor little baby with no support system. meanwhile him and his support system keep making memes about me.

update on the situation: two people in the server tried to defend me and are now getting the cold shoulder.

transfems being ejected from social spaces for not immediately doing whatever trans men want us to do is so normalised, that it isn’t seen as preferential treatment, it’s just the base standard for the community.

im sorry, Anon. you deserve better than a community of people amplifying the sexism of this repeat misogynist who chooses to process the trauma of irl transphobia through lashing out at women he can control. that behaviour is inexcusable, and the idea that trans women have to coddle trans men about their toxic masculinity is fucking disgusting. really makes you see how people see trans women as “the women of the trans community”. it’s not our job to play mommy to incels.

[heehoonieluvs]

Don’t call me cute!

Jungwon x reader

Fluff

The way that the members are depicted in this story has nothing to do with how they really are or how I feel they are. It is all solely for the storyline so please bear that in mind 🫶

Summary: Jungwon isn’t very fond of his gf calling him cute… at least that’s what he wants to think

Masterlist

Since today was a (rare) free day for the boys, they invited me to come over to their dorm to have a meal and stay for the night. Of course my adorable bf Jungwon was attached to my hip the whole time and not letting me leave his side for one second.

“No Y/Nie! Jay hyung can deal with dinner by himself. Just stay here with me.”

“Hey you brat! I need at least one person to help me out and Y/N is the only one here who I can trust to not burn the kitchen down.” Jay responded. Of course he knew that there was no way of getting you from the kitty leader but it was worth the try I guess.

“Nope. Y/N will stay here with me.” Jungwon insisted with a smug grin on his face, showing off his adorable dimple.

I couldn’t help but coo at him “OMG baby you’re so cute I just wanna squeeze those cheeks of yours!” As I poke at his dimple.

However Jungwon pouted at my words. CUTE?!? He’s not cute! 😡

“Babyyy! Don’t call me cute! Call me handsome and manly!” He whined.

At his response, I looked at him with sad puppy eyes. “What do you mean?? You’re my cute baby, just like a floofy kitten.”

“Nooo you’re MY baby. I’m not cute I’m handsome!” He insisted.

“Ok then” I said with a pout and turned away from him to sulk. Obviously I didn’t take his words seriously but I decided to mess with him to see if he’d crack.

I felt him poke and pinch my cheeks

“Babyyy, bubbaaa, loveee, Y/Niiieee. Don’t be sulkyyy. Look at meeee.”

He carried on poking my cheeks and planting small kisses to try and gain back my attention.

“Don’t worry Wonnie I’m not upset! I understand and won’t call you cute anymore ☺️

He couldn’t help but feel a bit cautious but hey! He wasn’t being called cute!

Time skip

Third person’s POV:

Jungwon didn’t know how to feel after that night honestly. He could feel a slight shift in the way his gf acted around him. Even your texts didn’t seem as chirpy as before. Of course you still sent him cute messages and said ‘I love you’ frequently but he could just tell something felt different.

It didn’t help that when you were out with the boy’s, you’d be very calm around him but all of a sudden would coo at Sunoo and pinch his cheeks. He felt a slight twinge of jealousy at the sight but it wasn’t like you had never coddled Sunoo before. From the start of the relationship, you always told Sunoo how cute he was and he never minded it so how come it felt so different now?

Because the poor baby was feeling a bit down from stress of you not babying him he invited you to come over to the dorms again so he could have a nice cuddle session with his baby

Once again, Jay was cooking dinner for everyone since according to him “Instant ramyun isn’t a meal” but we can agree to disagree

Jungwon had been a lot clingier to you tonight and you were not complaining one bit. It may not have seemed like it from an outsider but you had been trying so hard to stop yourself from just going hours about how adorable your bf was. But he clearly wasn’t a fan so you’d respect that to make him happy.

Even during dinner, it took all of the strength in you to not squeeze his cheeks as he stuffed them with food. God he’s so bloody cute and I can’t do anything about it 😭😭😭

Y/N’s POV:

After we all cleared up our plates from the dinner Jay had made, we all decided to play Mario Kart (I don’t play games so this was all I could think of 😅)

So far Niki was winning with Sunoo not so far behind, followed by Jake and Sunghoon. There was so much chaos going on as each of them were so close to overtaking each other. It was a close race till before the finish line, Sunoo hit Niki with a shell and beat him for 1st place

“Yeaaaa I won! Whoop whoop” Sunoo screamed whilst doing a shimmy dance. And ofc Niki grabbed Sunoo’s feet and dragged him around in a circle 😂

Still full of giggles, Sunoo carried on doing his little dance with a bright peachy smile.

Seeing how cute he looked, it reminded me of Jungwon’s previous comment from a few days ago so I tried to see if what I said next would make him react 😈.

So I squealed “Ahhhh you’re so cute Sunoo!”

From the corner of my eyes I could see a ball of poofy hair pop up with bright round boba eyes looking at me.

I carried on giggling with Sunoo and saying how cute he is. But I can’t help it! Sunoo’s bright eye smile was to die for.

The boys carried on fighting over who’s turn it was to play and I felt a slight tug on my sleeve.

“What about me?”

I turned and saw my Wonnie looking at me with his round eyes and his bottom lip slightly jutted out.

“Of course you’re my amazing and handsome boyfriend.” I said with a bright smile

“Is there anything else?”

“Oh yeah! You’re my manly boyfie who will protect me from anything!”

He felt slightly better hearing you call him exactly what he wanted to be called. But after seeing how you reacted to Sunoo, he couldn’t help but think that maybe he liked you calling him cute… and ONLY him.

“Baby? Am I also cute to you?” He couldn’t help but ask

Ah ha! Finally!

I felt guilty for making him jealous but I just knew that he DID want to be called cute. And I’d gladly do that for my baby.

“Of course you are Wonnie! You are the most adorable little dumpling ever! My cute kitty”

From that, Jungwon’s face lit up with joy and he could feel butterflies in his stomach. He then nuzzled his face into my neck and mumbled “Promise you will only call me cute. I don’t like it when you say it to other people. I am your cute cat”

The members turned around and started teasing their leader but he didn’t care. All of his attention was on you and he wanted you to shower him in compliments while cuddling.

“Yes baby, you are my adorable, handsome and manly boyfriend”

Author’s note: Here it is! Thank you to those who voted for this fic and waited to patiently for it, I hope it was worth the wait 🫶 I think we can all collectively agree that our cat leader is most certainly very cute and handsome and so much more 🩵 I hope you guys enjoy this and thank you for taking the time to read my work!



[puracatt]

Hi bae, its me again. Getting fucking obsessed at the thought of nikto's stomach swelling up while he's pregnant and he's asking you to milk his tits and his dick because he's leaking so much and he's not even two months in but he barely can even go out for a walk because he just keeps drenching his clothes and pants. I need to inflict irl womanly biological tortures onto a fictional man and confort him. Also I'm in love with you.

!! MDNI !! 18+ RESPONSIBLE FOR CONSUMPTION

tw // pregnant sex/mpreg,,, overstimulation, handjob, silent reader as per usual, desire for self-destruction, nikto talks like 1 time

FREAK!! types on my little keyboard,, chat this is the p2 to the crack mpreg fic

[crying - bjork ]

when nikto is just about to hit the two-month mark, something clicks into place. there's a fire in him that you stew. it's something about your hands, and how you care for him like it's second nature. he doesn't feel like a burden like he should when you're around, always whispering so sweetly and coddling him with gentle hands.

he is a grown man, who should not indulge in the simple pleasures of being doted on. but oh, he does.

nikto is ruined. really, for the last couple of days, he's been in a wet haze. he's drunk on your slow, lingering touches and how soft you are-- he's leaking through his clothes again at the mere thought of you. the hours you're gone for work are a living hell. he can only worry his poor cock so many times. around lunchtime, he grows frustrated and weeps, incapable of doing much more than lying in bed as he leaks onto the cusp of his stomach.

you're back from your fancy office job and working through the buttons of your dress shirt, neatly ironed and bleached by nikto himself. there isn't much else for him to do, other than clean up your work clothes, peruse his ma's old recipe books, and clean his old weapons.

and he, shamefully, comes crawling over with one of your old shirts on and red cheeks disrupted by his scarring. you know he’s already leaking everywhere by the wet smears forming on the fabric. 

he can always come to you for everything. if nikto’s back is sore, he knows you’ll have your palms cradling his swollen stomach in seconds. and he hopes, prays, that you’ll be willing to quell the ache between his legs.

you do. of course you do. 

nikto isn’t surprised that he’s laid back on heaps of pillows that he doesn’t deserve and towels to keep him from staining the fabric. 

but, what does surprise him is how much he can come beneath your soft touches. you’re hardly even grasping him, maybe even just brushing his tip, but it’s enough to have him spurting all over your fingers. he’s been backed up for days, far too afraid to say anything about his heavy balls. he just kept insisting that he was fine and didn’t want to be touched, hoping that you wouldn’t listen, but you did because you “love” and respect him.

you look up at him with soft eyes, and he wonders if you’re disappointed. he is not the man you signed up for anymore, is he? when you say that you’ll be working a little late, are you telling the truth? do you really love him, or are you just staying for the baby. this was a bad idea. he should’ve just--

he whines through his teeth, hips stuttering as he finishes for the last time. nikto wants to go one more time, just one more time-- but you know he can’t handle it. you stop before he can hurt himself. he hates you and loves you for it.

“…why’d you stop?” is all he can manage to say.

you don’t even need to answer. you just look over him, laid out like platter already picked apart and eaten. his legs are spread, and his dick is beyond repair. he looks like he needs a thorough shower, and you probably do to, with your hair disheveled and dress shirt wide open to reveal sweat drenching your undershirt. 

you help him out of bed and guide him over to the bathroom, his legs shaking. you’ll clean up… later.

[j2zara]

just realized nobody in the torment nexus is capable of being normal about j2. poor thing is getting yanked around by everyone

Literally nobody ever has a clear picture on bluejay!!!!! Even when they like him and want him. And to be fair I don’t think j2 has the clearest picture of himself either but his feelings are kinda the ones that matter. He’s been primed by Jace for so much but also he would’ve chose this. And maybe it’s bc he’s a religious freak that he’s so googly eyes (life is mostly good with blips of dark) to J4’s everything bagel (life is mostly misery with occasional blips of reprieve) so everyone is like well you were brainwashed into accepting everything that comes your way but also as fucked as he is, he is ultimately. Oddly. Happy.

But it also doesn’t even matter if this is the typical cloneverse or for Jace + the Jaces bc practically all the same stuff happens too. And jaceporter’s opinions are the only ones he really cares about, that’s his pantheon, that’s his world, but it doesn’t feel great to be dismissed by his best friends LJ3 time and time again. Blasphemously, sometimes he does wonder what his life would be like if he chose them over jaceporter. If they saw him. It’s like.

To Porter he’s Jace’s precious gift he’s a tool he’s a prize he’s a pretty thing that sings in a cage but also an extension of Jace and Jace’s magic (or Jaces talent) but also maybe the good version of Jace who will never leave him. I think even Porter thinks bluejay being made to love him is ultimately kind of sad but he has to give him what he wants, right? It would be cruel to deny him, right? (Yeah it conveniently aligns with what he wants).

And it’s like. With jace it’s this complicated web of you’re this dog I created to obey my every whim you can transcend me it’s pathetic you’re too good for me.

To j4 he needs to be rescued, it’s not his fault he got suckered into something so cartoonish and villainish out of his control (she’s a little right. This is so much bigger than him. But he’s so eager to be Porter’s gentlest sword). And she thinks it’s fucked but it’s not gonna stop her from accepting his comfort.

And to me j3j2 blip is. Honestly even crueler than LJ2. Bc yeah Ellie got more invested and cared more abt j2 so maybe caring more and still disposing of someone is the shittier thing to do but if j4 is worried constantly that j3 just sees her as some random hookup that doesn’t mean anything, j2 really IS the thing to j3 that was the distraction just to feel something. It might’ve even been part of a petty game not just to hurt Ellie but also bc j3 has always always always been insecure abt his place in comparison to j2. His place with jaceporter? With the band? With Ellie? Doesn’t matter. All of it. Bc of that he doesn’t care how much he hurts j2

I honestly think out of everyone j3 might have the most level headed take on him in that j2 isn’t a pathetic baby that needs to be coddled or completely devoid of agency he’s just a person. Who is equally as sad as j3. If anything if J4’s perspective is clouded by condescension and pity than J3’s is by envy bc it’s not FAIR he knows J2’s gotten fucked but he got fucked in a way that made him special. I think J3 can see J2’s transcendence (or what the others see as a kind of heightening, a specialness, something ephemeral) for what it is—pure chance designated by their names, their order, simply because he is j2. And maybe that robs j2 of some agency too, to act like j2 did nothing to choose this or work for it, but he is a little right. There was no real reason he specifically became Porter’s gift but it sure bled out into literally everything else.

Anyway I’m p sure we were talking abt Jace + the Jacesverse so sorry I got off track. I feel like at least some of that is true still. It’s like. Bluejay wants belonging and purpose and to pull him away from Porter the others don’t understand he NEEDS that if he’s gonna do anywhere else. Without something substantive to replace the belonging and security he felt at porters side (at jaceporter’s side) it’s like?? He’s not going anywhere. He honestly doesn’t care abt anything else. For Jace + the Jaceverse his purpose is to make music! So as long as he gets to do that he doesn’t care whatever shit gets slung his way. To the others on the outside it’s just like bullshit after bullshit after heartbreak being flung j2’s way and that is true and It’s not right but also. J2 just wants to do what he’s good at. The thing he feels good doing. Everything else is white noise. It’s all confetti.

[bumblebeerror]

oh so your levels are actually the same as mine, oh wow. i'm around 400 too. same levels, yet we have such different bodily experiences. that's so interesting.

maybe you have an excess of free testosterone or increased conversion of t into dihydrotestosterone? have you gotten those blood tests done? if you haven't, maybe you should.

also your levels fluctuate a lot. to go from 400 to 600 within the same week is kinda drastic. i've read that only small fluctuations are normal. my levels fluctuate within a much smaller interval (430-450), and i think it's like that for the majority of cis guys.

the reason i know my t levels is because i've been struggling with things like fatigue, joint pain, stiffness, dry skin, cold skin, dry eyes, brittle hair, sleepiness & autoimmune symptoms for a while now so i thought it might be due to low testosterone and went to get tested. but my levels are on the lower end of the normal range... so apparently not.

that's an interesting fact about t injections. you learn something new every day! that's gotta hurt though.

now that you mention it, there was one boy in my class who had bad body odor. but just one. and we only really felt it during gym class. he was very short like a kid and kinda chubby, but boy did he sweat a lot. he was also pretty poor and from a remote village so maybe that had something to do with it. whenever we were changing in the boys locker room for gym, it would smell pretty bad. the gym teacher was very mad at him for that and all the other boys would give him shit for it. fun fact: teenage boys can be very cruel to each other in male-only spaces. i stayed quiet, of course, because i was going through my own problems that i would rather not get into now. and one time we had to learn a traditional dance in pairs (there were more boys than girls so some boys had to be paired with boys) and when i was paired with him and had to touch his hands they were so sweaty and i was kinda grossed out ngl. maybe i should've been nicer to him tbh.

wow, i got off track there. you unlocked a hidden memory.

anyways, maybe you're right. but there's a fine line between treating these teenage boys humanely and actively encouraging lack of hygiene & laziness. teenage boys can be very immature and undisciplined and quite frankly, they don't need any more coddling and babying than they already receive. teenage boys and young men nowadays have a big problem with immaturity and not wanting/knowing how to grow up (i know from experience). they should be encouraged to display maturity for their own good. and knowing how to take care of yourself and practice proper hygiene is a part of maturity.

The amount changes as it’s absorbed, and it’s absorbed over the week, so large fluctuations aren’t unexpected, since I’m not making the excess myself. It just depends, and that’s just the range of results my tests every three months or so have turned out. Like I said, this is unsolicited medical advice and I don’t need it.

The injections don’t hurt any more than any other shot, they’re just done into any large muscle group. For me that’s my thigh.

Anyways.

That’s the thing, though. Maybe you received coddling, idk your life - but for the most part if you stray from the perfect normal you are extremely fucking bullied. The only thing my friends did was be unfortunately extra sweaty.

Boys being immature isn’t my responsibility - what is my responsibility is not bullying them for it? Like the problem you’re describing is A) kid doesn’t know how to control BO bc he wasn’t taught, B) kid’s parents never enforced/assisted with hygiene practices, or C) kid’s family doesn’t have the money to buy hygiene products, which is extremely common and hygiene products aren’t covered by things like food stamps or other welfare programs. None of which are my business as an adult and are things I will gladly completely ignore because that’s a child who doesn’t have complete control of that.

I assume most of the teen boys in my class didn’t want to stink just by the sheer amount of axe body spray that filled my highschool.

I’ve never really met anyone who wanted to stink. Just people who can’t afford, never learned, or were never taught.

Not to mention that, in general, kids learn from parents about the kind of shit they relentlessly bully each other about.

You aren’t wrong, hygiene is important to someone’s health. But the thing there is that making someone feel bad about being smelly doesn’t make them cleaner. It doesn’t give disabled folks or folks with mental health issues the ability to have good and consistent hygiene habits. Like, as someone who’s disabled… yea part of that is sometimes you do not have the ability to be clean. Or you’re at the mercy of someone else to be clean. Or you struggle with the process. There’s a million reasons and none of them deserve to be hassled over it.

Like what I’m saying here is other people’s hygiene habits aren’t your personal business besides idk, reminding someone to wash their hands if they forgot, I guess.

This conversation just comes back to idk how to explain to you that you should be nice to people. Sometimes people stink. Use your manners anyways.

[aller-geez]

Could you do 1, 4, or 16 for the snz asks for Rem?

Hey there Anon!

I can answer all 3 for you about my grumpy boy, although I only drew one!

1. What's the worst possible snz scenario for your OC and why?

Rem would definitely HATE any scenario that would include him having to be taken care of by anyone that ISN’T Levi. He’s huge about his ego, and admitting weakness goes against every fiber of his being. If for some reason he isn’t with Levi and gets sick / comes across a cat, he’ll deny everything up until the very last possible moment, as well as just sitting around being miserable instead of being vulnerable enough to be cared for by anyone else. 🫠

4. How does your OC feel about stifling?

Usually, Remi prefers to stifle if he’s not by himself / with Levi only. He doesn’t like to bring attention to himself, and anyone who looks his direction after a snz usually is met with a death glare. He hates being coddled, or babied by anyone (except Levi. He’ll be a baby all day for Levi 😂) So he’ll do anything possible to make them as inaudible as possible, although most of the time, they’re too strong to fully stifle, and half-stifles only irritate his nose further, causing a longer fit.

However, when he’s alone, or just with Levi, he doesn’t bother stifling, and just lets big, full body sneezes go, most of the time either not covering at all, or doing a horrible job and still spraying everything around him, like this!

Another reason poor Levi ends up with a cold right after Rem every time 😈

How the wolf sneezes when by himself/with Levi: ⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️

16. What is considered an excessive number of sneezes for your OC?

Depends on the circumstances! Normal, everyday snz fit / Photic Sneeze Reflex fit? 3-4 almost guaranteed every time. A cold? Sometimes upwards of 10 per fit, although they’re usually long and drawn out, resulting in a lot of false starts; it’s not uncommon to see him with a tissue pressed to his nose to catch a stuck sneeze for hours at a time. His cat/leopard allergies? Usually 4-6 softer sneezes that are almost always rapid fire, unless of course he has prolonged exposure.

Thank you so much for your ask, anon! I always love telling people about my grumpy snotty boy! 🖤

Feel free to send me some more if you’re interested!! ((:

[sorchathered]

So I read and reread the latest chapter of SNB and all I can do is just go 👀👀👀 and watch Rooster’s shitshow of his love life while eating a bowl of popcorn 🍿.

Like, when I say that I hate drama, I just mean that I don’t want to be an active part of it. But, boy, do I love hearing about other people’s drama.

In any event, Rooster’s life has clearly become a soap opera. And I can’t stop watching 🫣. I definitely need to go back and reread the other chapters because there’s clearly more to it with Mirage. From a soap opera standpoint, is she baby trapping him? It’s plausible.

Meanwhile, all I can do when reading the first part of the chapter is to just shake my head at Rooster. He may think that he’s listening to his therapist, but is he really listening and taking the therapist’s words to heart?

Before I dig further into this, I want to make a little digression that Rooster’s paragraphs in this chapter is giving me “All Too Well (10 minute version)” vibes. As you and his therapist pointed out, he had an idea of who Stormy was and he preferred her as a piece of jewelry. He didn’t see Stormy as her own person.

Anyway, back to Rooster and therapy. Is he actually learning anything from it? I get the feeling that he’s just making a show that he’s trying to be a better person in the hopes that Stormy will take him back but he’s not actually doing the work.

He’s under the impression that if he apologizes and says he’s going to therapy, then it’s a step for him to be in Stormy’s life. But here’s the thing. It doesn’t work like that. Stormy is under no obligation to accept his apology or to let him back into her life just because he apologized.

There’s more that I want to discuss but I will need to get my thoughts in order and write it down before I send it to you. Either way, this is a great chapter. Thank you!

I think it’s a hard lesson to learn, that he’s been the villain all along. He’s always been poor orphaned Bradley and everyone coddled him so when his therapist tells him he is the one that needs to change and not everyone else he really struggles. It’s only been 6 months for him since it all happened so he has time to change and turn it around still, at the very least for this child’s sake.

Mirage isn’t a mean girl, you’ll see that soon. The night they hooked up wasn’t the first time Bradley flirted with her or led her on, he may not have realized he did it but he opened the door and she walked through it. She is in love with him, she knows the circumstances are horrible and wrong but she harbored feelings for him for a while. Maybe with more therapy they could be more, but that’s for another chapter. 😬

Stormy is still trying to learn that she’s worth more than just propping up her man, and Jake is down to champion for her every step of the way. He doesn’t want to overshadow her, he wants them to shine together.

I love getting these analyses from you!! They make my whole week! ❤️❤️❤️

[shego1142]

So to begin with there’s a lot of merit to “water is wet” type studies, which is that researching things that “seem obvious” is good for documenting stuff that might otherwise not be provable or useful later on when the “obviousness” has been lost to time.

Remember how no one knew how to make ancient concrete because it was “so obvious” that it was mixed with sea water it wasn’t worth writing down? Yeah, always write everything down. In triplicate or more so.

But also this isn’t just some big own to the maga cult

This is like… an actual serious and real issue. Trump is quite literally a BITE model cult leader and he is preying on the underprivileged, and the poor (as well as the abused) to lead his cult.

Am I saying all maga enthusiasts are poor little babies who can’t help themselves? No. Obviously I’m not. Also this doesn’t apply to all of trumps followers either, a LARGE percentage of them are actually very smart and very wealthy and they know that Trump is going to cater to the very wealthy elites.

But this isn’t about them.

This is about your great grandma who wasn’t able to finish school past 5th grade because she had to get married to someone 4 times her age and she was pregnant by the time she was 12. She isn’t really into politics and doesn’t understand most of what they’re saying when it comes to legal jargon, but her pastor tells her that Trump is an honest good hearted man, and she guesses that she doesn’t need to know much else.

This is about your paranoid and delusional uncle who had to take time off school to go to a mental hospital but he never really got better because mental hospitals are underfunded and oftentimes corrupt and he fell down a rabbit hole where he got redpilled so hard he doesn’t know which way is up and the maga cult has convinced him that he’s “more fun at parties when he doesn’t take those liberal pills.” He needs help, genuine professional help, but he’s stuck in a position where the only possible opportunity he has is to get worse.

This is about your mom, who does know it’s wrong, who is put on edge by trumps chauvinism and doesn’t really thing anything is wrong with a book about gay penguins, but the ever growing array of bruises on her arms, the black eyes and broken noses that she hides with sunglasses, the words “you shall not tell a lie” and “you must obey your husband” has her terrified that Susie May at the local polling station will be a Nosy Nancy and word will get back to your dad.

I’m not saying we should coddle people and absolve them of their crime, far from it.

But, in the words of Kamala herself, we exist in the context of what came before us.

It is absolutely ridiculous to pretend that Trumpism isn’t a failing of society as a whole.

People slipped through the cracks, communities have let the mentally unwell go without help, not having different options for education (we all know public schools have the potential to be fucked up beyond belief but it’s all anyone can afford

We can’t just say “haha you’re stupid!” And pretend like this isn’t a reflection of our society and the way it works. We can’t pretend that this isn’t incredibly sad. Or that it wasn’t intentional.

A lot of otherwise good people who are broken, beaten down, uneducated, and or don’t know how to deal with their emotions are following Trump because they are angry and they want their lives to change. They’re quite literally in a cult. They’re scared, paranoid, they’ve been lied to and controlled and manipulated. Many, many maga cult members are well and truly brainwashed and genuinely wouldn’t be making the decisions they’re making if they received the help and care they need.

Yes they’re are absolutely still the “leopards eating my face” club.

No I’m not saying that they should be allowed to get away with the shit they get away with, they’re doing horrible things and voting for horrible people who do horrible things.

But we have got to be more aware and more vocal about the fact that they’re in a dangerous and deeply harmful cult.

The first step to leaving a cult is understanding that you’re directly being hurt by said cult.

Most people who are trapped in cults don’t even realise they’re in a cult.

If we were able to raise enough money for your granddad to retire happily from his predatory 5 days a week 12 hour shifts at Walmart where he gets screamed at all day, little to no break, and isn’t allowed to sit down, he’d probably be way less likely to vote for Trump.

If your mom was able to get out of the harmful and abusive environment she’s grown up with and have breathing room, without being monitored 24/7, she probably wouldn’t vote for Trump.

The good ole southern boy just turned 18 who’s been in the closet ever since his daddy beat him for wearing his mom’s lipstick when he was 5 probably wouldn’t vote for Trump if he had the means of getting away from his parents but his dad’s the football coach and the history teacher and their underfunded home town public school had Trump merch hanging up in every other classroom, and the homework assignment come November is to tell everyone who you voted for and why.

My point is just that when Trump finally dies there will be a lot of people who will suddenly and without warning just… return to normal. It will literally be very weird for anyone with Trump supporting loved ones.

I’ve sat down and talked to my mom at length about why she wants to vote for Trump, when he’s so much like all the men in her life who’ve done nothing but abuse her.

She flat out said that he’s like her dad, and she said that her dad would have voted for him despite being a democrat.

Her dad physically, emotionally and sexually abused her, her older sister, her younger brothers as well as her mom, starting when she was as young as 3 and continuing for 5 years or more.

She wants her dad (who was abusive and has been dead for years) to be proud of her. To love her like he was meant to.

It’s genuinely a sickness.

I’m not saying that you have to play nicely with Trump supporters or anything.

Like, fuck that, go curb stomp nazis, call them weird and make fun of them if they’re being assholes to you or other people. It works.

But if you’ve ever met someone who’s an absolute sweetheart and wondered why or how seemingly nice people could be persuaded by the worst of the worst?

It’s because it’s a cult. Cults prey on uneducated people and that is not an own, that is a condemnation of society.

We owe it to our children, our friends, our families, our neighbours, to make sure that going forward people are far less desperate.

Check in on your loved ones, try to get the elderly or the mentally unwell people in your life out of the house and doing hobbies other than watching Fox News. Be a friend to the lost looking teens who have nowhere to go and nothing to do but be yelled at by their parents.

[acepalindrome]

I feel crummy and I just wanna project onto fluffy sickfic Steddy Hands. They can each have a turn being the sick one with their boyfriends trying to make it better with varying levels of success because they’re all different flavors of dumb goofus.

Stede tries really hard to put on a brave face when he’s sick because he doesn’t want to look pathetic around Real Pirates like Ed and Izzy, but he caves pretty quick if someone starts fussing over him. Oh, he doesn’t want to be a bother over a little cold…but since you’re offering, he actually would like that tea and an extra blanket and a hot water bottle please. He wasn’t going to say anything, but yes he does actually feel dreadful, thanks for asking. Some soup would be lovely.

Ed discovers that he really likes getting to take care of someone and make them feel better. It’s a new experience! There hasn’t been much room for tenderness in his old life, either giving or receiving, and he finds that he likes both! He doesn’t like to see Stede sick, but he likes when Stede needs something that Ed can give him.

Izzy has been taking care of Ed for years and feels pretty confident in knowing how to read Ed and figure out what he needs when he’s hurt or sick, but Stede is new territory and it makes him nervous. His love language is acts of service and it makes him antsy when he doesn’t know what he’s supposed to do. He’s awkward and prickly about it, but he finally settles into being a grouchy mother hen with Stede. The fuck are you doing out of bed, you’ve got a fever you idiot. Finish taking your medicine. All of it, Bonnet, for fucks sake. I don’t care if it tastes bad! Fine, I mixed it with honey, now stop bitching about it.

Ed is the biggest dramatic baby when he’s sick. Oh, he’ll be big tough Blackbeard around the crew, but then the door to his quarters close and he’s whining about how he’s dying from tummy hurt. :( He tries to hold back a little with Stede post-reunion because he worries about being too clingy, but once he realizes that Stede wants to fuss over him, he gives in to wanting to being coddled and pampered.

Stede loves coddling Ed when he’s perfectly healthy, and he shifts into hyperdrive when Ed’s sick. Stede wasn’t a great father, but he was surprisingly good at looking after his kids when they were sick, so Ed gets to nap with his head in Stede’s lap and gets read stories when he’s stuck in bed and gets all the soft cooing sympathy. Oh my poor love, it’s so dreadful being sick isn’t it. Here, drink your tea and I’ll play with your hair, see if that makes you feel better.

Izzy insists that he doesn’t coddle Ed. He’s just keeping the man alive when he’s sick, that’s all. He’s gotta go fetch Ed’s special heavy blanket, he won’t sleep well otherwise and how’s he going to get better if he doesn’t sleep? He’s just fluffing Ed’s pillow to help prop him up in bed so he can breathe easier. Ed’s nightclothes are drenched in sweat and he’s too dizzy to stand up on his own, of course Izzy is going to help him change into clean clothes. He’s not being soft. Fuck off.

You know how wild animals tend to hide when they’re injured or sick? That’s what Izzy does. He’ll retreat to his quarters and lock himself up in there until he’s able to function again. He doesn’t like being seen when he’s weak and vulnerable. He expects to be mocked for it. He’s very, VERY gradually learning that it’s okay to be weak around Ed and Stede, that he’s safe and will be taken care of, but it’s a steep learning curve.

Ed has always known Izzy as someone who refuses to let anyone take care of him, so he’s always looked after Izzy indirectly. If Izzy’s sick, he’ll bring him a bucket to get sick into and leave him alone. He’ll make sure Izzy has his privacy and shut up anyone who’s having a laugh at Izzy for being sick (out of earshot from Izzy, of course, he doesn’t want Ed to have to defend him.) But after Stede, Ed starts to want to take care of Izzy more intimately too. Izzy is used to Ed leaving him alone to throw up, so the first time Ed stays and rubs his back and brushes the hair out of his face…it’s a lot. He’s not crying, his eyes just water when he pukes. Shut the fuck up.

Stede quickly realizes that Izzy won’t accept caretaking easily, so he has to get a bit more forceful. I’m one of your co-captains, and you will obey my orders, Israel. And I’m ordering you to put on those comfy pajamas I lay out for you and get into bed this instant. Over time Izzy gets more agreeable about letting Stede and Ed fuss, but for a long time he only lets them coddle him without a fight if he’s really sick, so everyone gets worried if Izzy goes to bed without any grumbling. Oh god, he didn’t bitch at all when I drew him a hot bath to clear his sinuses, is he dying???

[oomisluvr]

wisdom teeth removal, a drabble

synopsis: kiyoomi gets his wisdom teeth removed and wants nothing more than to be with you. sakusa is very whiny and you indulge him in his requests. mild suggestiveness, heavy fluff. beware.

"alright, everything went smoothly. just make sure he doesn't touch his mouth too much and be sure ice his face to lessen the swelling. other than that, you guys are set! you're free to go home whenever." the nurse spoke clearly and professionally, moving to hand you the painkillers kiyoomi would need in a few hours. you reach out your hand and take it.

"thank you so much. i hope he didn't give you too much trouble." both you and the nurse look over kiyoomi's state. he practically unconsious, barely able to life his head and breathing slowly.

"he did just fine. it's funny really; when we had him count down from ten when we administered the anesthetic, he passed before he could even begin counting. most people don't knock out until five or less."

"that sounds like him. absolutely zero tolerance for drugs. not so fun at parties," you joke. putting the medicine into your bag you approach him, speaking gently, "hey big guy, it's time to go home now." he jerks his head up and looks at you wide eyed.

"we can't go yet, i have to have surgery!" he mumbles through the gauze in him mouth, writhing in his chair to showcase his discomfort. dazed and confused, he reaches his hands to dig into his mouth. you reach out and stop him. his eyes get impossible wider, "they took my teeth already?"

"mhm, you're all good to go. now you get to go home."

"with you?"

"yes, baby."

"really?"

"yep, and komori is waiting outside to take us home."

he giggles, his hands grabbing yours to snuggle his face into them, "I get to go home with you, I get to go home with you," you remove his face from your hands and interlock your fingers with his, gently pulling his body so he could stand. he's smiling the whole time, "what do we get to do when we get home?"

you send him a sharp look, finally pulling him to his feet. he puts an arm over your shoulder and puts nearly all his body weight on you, "oomi, don't get any ideas. you need to rest when we get home."

he frowns, "no, i don't have practice for like the next week," he pouts, "rest with me."

"if you don't give me a hard time, we can stay in bed all day, alright baby?" he nods his head

"i won't be difficult, i promise."

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it took all but eight minutes for sakusa to forget his promise. you've managed to sit him inside the passenger seat of the car, but he's throwing a tantrum because he also want to sit with you. the realization that he can't have both brings him to the verge of tears.

"no! the backseat makes me car sick, i wanna stay here!" kiyoomi whines, very distressed. you squat down to his eye level while he sits inside the car. you've been going back and forth for the past five minutes.

"okay, you can stay up here then, but i'll have to sit in the backseat since komori is driving." you hold his hands and slowly rub your thumb over his hand, trying to calm him down.

"no! i want you to sit with me."

"okay baby, if I sit with you, then you'll have to sit in the backseat." he shakes his head so violently, you thought gauze was going to fly out his mouth. his eyes look glassy.

"no, sit in the front with me! please?"

"kiyoomi, baby, that's illegal. if we do that, then komori will get in trouble. you don't want your cousin to get in trouble do you?" he sighs.

"no, i down want that to happen." he mumbles, looking down at his feet.

"alright, then it's your choice: the backseat with me or the passenger seat by yourself."

"i don't want to be by myself. i want to go with you."

"okay then. if you get motion sick, i'll take care of you. alright, baby? don't worry about it."

"yes, that's alright. please take care of me."

"then what are he doing here? c'mon, come with me."

"okay." he smiles softly.

clumsily, you two maneuver to the back seat. komori looks very amused at Sakusa's state. he shoots you a look that says 'damn, you're whipped' and you respond with a 'shut the fuck up' in your glare. both you and kiyoomi manage to get into the backseat after more whining, but luckily he's still feeling fine.

suddenly, he throws an arm over his eyes and groans loudly. you and komori share a look of panic.

"baby, what's wrong? are you feeling alright?"

"no," he doesn't meet your eyes, "i feel carsick." komori struggles to hide his laugh. you decide to entertain kiyoomi.

"already, omi? but the car isn't moving?" you feign shock.

"yes, i'm a very serious case."

"i'm sorry to hear that," you frown, faking pity, "is there something I can do to make it better?" he nods his head.

"you could sit on my lap." kiyoomi suggests. komori fucking loses it in the drivers seat, howling with laughter. you can't help but smile at his antics. who are you to deny him? especially in his state.

"poor baby," you coddle, maneuvering yourself to sit on his lap, legs thrown over his and an arm wrapped around his neck. your head rests on the window. "do you feel better yet, omi?"

he nods and wraps his arms around your torso, closing his eyes, "yes, i feel much better now."

komori meets you eyes in the rear-view, doing a poor job of masking his amusement, "ready to go?"

"yes," you sigh, "ready to go."

he puts the car in reverse, backing out of the parking lot before speeding away. the ride was mostly peaceful, until kiyoomi claims he's carsick again and demands that you kiss him to get rid of his nausea. the conversation you're having with komori gets interrupted nearly every two minutes. sakusa tries to count your eyelashes and pokes your eyebell several times. he pulls at the hair on the nape of your neck. he sticks his fingers in your belly button. he pinches and pokes at your face to get your attention. komori doesn't seem to mind.

upon arriving at your apartment, komori turns on the hazard lights and moves to open the car door for you and sakusa. kiyoomi, for the up tenth time that day, begins to whine very loudly."

"no!" he hugs you tighter, "i don't wanna get out. i wanna stay here."

"why don't you want to go home, my love?" you ask, softly stroking his cheekbone.

"i like when you're on my lap. we can't leave yet."

"i can sit on your lap when we get home," your voice drops an active and you lean to speak directly in his ear, "actually, i can do more than sit on your lap when we get home." komori gags. kiyoomi's eyes widen like he's having a heart attack. he acts like you don't keep him well fed.

"we need to get inside."

"mhm, that's what I thought. c'mon kiyo."

komori graciously helps you out the car, sending you a soft look you can't quite read. you don't focus on it for now, prioritizing the task of getting kiyoomi out of the car. it isn't that hard; he basically jumps out. he doesn't even look for your help anymore, stumbling towards the door to the complex. you move to chase after him, but komori stops you.

"y/n!" you look over your shoulder.

"yeah?"

"thank you," he leans on the car, "thank you for taking care of him. he's the best version of himself when he's with you." you both move to look at sakusa, pulling on a door clearly labeled push, accompanied with even more loud whining. you smile.

"there isn't anything else I'd rather be doing. the pleasure is all mine. drive safe, komori!" you wave him off. he nods and gets back into the driver seat, turning off the hazards and driving away.

"y/n! i think they locked us out!"

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feedback is always appreciated <33

[planetsano]

apologies.

concept ↷ zeke is the brother you can run and cry to when eren is being too mean.

warnings ↷ dark content, stepcest, foul ending.

wc ↷ O.7K

Eren rolled his eyes when walking into the kitchen. Zeke was coddling your crying figure. Your hands were gripping at his shirt while you hiccupped and babbled softly about how Eren was just so mean. Zeke’s arms were wrapped protectively around your head and rocked you side to side while praising you with sickeningly sweet whispers that made Eren scoff. He knew why you were upset. You were just being a fucking crybaby per usual.

“Do you ever get sick of babying her?” Eren asks, his voice colored with annoyance. He leans over looking into the fridge, his hand slipping under his shirt to rub his abs. Zeke chuckles hearing you mumble ‘jerk’ under your breath before smushing your face further into his chest.

“She's my sweet girl, I don't see why I would .” Zeke kisses the top of your head and rubs your back gingerly. Your cries have since died down but you were still left sniffing.

“She's spoiled.” Eren grabs a bottle of water and closes the fridge.

“Ah, but that's your doing too, isn't it, baby brother?” Zeke smiles at the brunette.

Eren doesn't really have a response, instead he opens his water taking a quick drink and flashes his eyebrows. He knows his brother is right. Eren has fallen victim to his little sister’s charms too many times.

Just last week he took you to get your nails done then actually stayed the entire time all because you said ‘Please, Eren? Love you so much.’ with that stupid fucking puppy dog look you give him.

It was nice for you though. Eren picked out the color and kept you company even though he looked absolutely miserable. When you got back in the car you thanked him with a quick hand job. He wished you used your mouth though because you wouldn't shut the fuck up about how pretty the color he chose was.

“She told me you weren't being very nice to her,” Zeke started making Eren roll his eyes. “Isn’t that right, angel?” Zeke asked and you nodded against his chest.

“Yeah, well I didn't want to be bothered.” Eren said.

“Tell me what happened again, sweet pea.” Zeke took a hand and lifted your chin and puffy red eyes and tear stained cheeks looked back up at him— pitiful.

“I-I just wanted t-to spend time with Eren, but h-he doesn't love me anymore-!” You struggled to get out past your wavering voice and quivering lip. You tried your best to keep it together, not wanting to cry in front of Eren who often made fun of you for being well, a crybaby.

“Look at the poor thing.” Zeke cooed and wiped your tears. “Apologize.” He adds, a hint of edge in his voice that Eren didn’t miss. The edge that struck acute anxiety in his chest.

Eren sighs feeling an uncomfortable pang of guilt in chest when he sees your fit. Of course he loved you, he just.. had his own way of showing it. That was normal, right? Siblings were supposed to fight and be mean to each other, but that doesn't mean they don't love each other any less. Eren was just a little meaner than most big brothers.

“Come here,” Eren holds his hand out urging Zeke to hand you over to him.

“No, I don't like you anymore..” You held onto Zeke tighter.

“Don't be like that, c’mere.” Eren says.

“Go on, little one. He’s going to say sorry,” Zeke beckoned his head towards Eren. “And mean it.” he adds with eyes darting over to his younger brother through the frame of his glasses.

Eren watches you trudge over to him with your arms crossed and a solemn and dejected look on your face. You looked like a kicked puppy.

“Mad at me?” He looks down at you tilting his head slightly.

“Yes.” You mumbled quietly and looked off to the side.

“You know that's not true, right? What you said? I love you a lot.” He says with knitted brows.

You stayed quiet, eyes still looking everywhere but Eren. Honestly, an apology wasn’t enough. He hurt your feelings and made you cry— did he really think you were going to be nice to him so soon? Boys are dumber than they look.

“Still mad.” Eren stated.

“She's a stubborn little thing.” Zeke took a sip of the tea he brewed a few minutes before you came running to him for comfort. Eren sighs, his attention now on Zeke.

“I wonder how mad she'll be when I put my dick in her cunt.” Eren says to Zeke. He can see the older blond smile behind his fine china. His words were sent straight to your pussy— an immediate throbbing sensation between your legs.

“You like the sound of that, angel?” Zeke asks as the soft clatter of the teacup in his hands met with the matching plate.

“You wanna get fucked by your big brothers, huh?” Eren urges you on with a firm grip on your jaw forcing you to look at him. “If I fuck you good will you accept my apology, you fucking brat?”

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[incorr3ctu-bitchu]

Stolen from the notes: I love how people can say all this but won’t hesitate to call Maria an evil monster right after lol. If he’s not evil in regards to her then she’s not evil in regard to him and whatever else she dealt with that also sucked her into it. Jasper gets sucked into one awful life after another. Weather it’s Maria or Alice and the Cullens. He’s still his violent racist self. He hasn’t really changed. But of course he gets excuses made for him at every turn and everything he does is Maria’s fault. Not the grown ass man who made decisions on his own. Where’s that post made by Kyilliki where she said she instantly distrusts any narrative where Jasper is made to be some poor lost boy who didn’t know any better?

I couldn’t help but address ur tags @istillbelieveinmagic142

You think there’s a double standard with him and Maria with fans? Is it because they don’t coddle him and treat him like a poor little baby who didn’t know any better?

Just so you know the double standard has been in reverse for a VERY long time. It’s about time Jasper and his weird stans got even a taste of the bullshit double standards that Maria’s character and her fans have dealt with forever lol.

You don’t care for Maria but you stan a literal confederate who hasn’t changed at all since then. He’s still racist. He’s still violent.

You can’t say Jasper is a ~tragic character~ without also applying that same logic to Maria. Who has also been forced into the wars for way longer than Jasper and it really is essentially All She Knows. Jasper was given a way out. She never was especially when you take in the fact that it’s all happening basically on her front lawn. Her home.

Maria isn’t a “non-redeemable villain” she’s not even really a villain. She doesn’t show up in the series. She doesn’t do anything. She only shows up as a character from Jaspers past who he has possibly kept up some sort of contact with. That’s hardly a villain and hardly really an antagonist. She’s not even really a character as we know next to nothing about her aside from Jasper’s account/experience of her. She’s mostly a plot point for the characterization of Jasper. Which in itself is its own gross can of worms, and the way a lot of ppl (Jasper stans really) talk about her is absolutely disgusting and borderline racist.

“At least he tries to change”

Where?

Don’t know anything about Damon but Jasper hardly tries to change. It’s been how many years and he still acts the same as he did before when left to his own choices. Like I said: He’s still racist. He’s still violent. No amount of blaming Maria and using her as a punching bag for everything bad concerning him will change or excuse that Jasper has not really changed and doesn’t seem to really try. Also that point is doubly garbage and unfair because we have no way of seeing if Maria has changed or tries to change or not. She’s not a current or huge character in the slightest. We don’t know what she’s doing at all and we never will because she’s not apart of the story. So to say she’s “irredeemable” or “isn’t trying to change” would be incorrect as we have no idea and no current updates on her. We literally know nothing about her. We don’t even know what she’s like. What her personality is. What she thinks or how she feels about anything. Writing her off as some irredeemable villain is not only unfair but also gross and reads as a double standard when so many people try so hard to redeem the confederate who was prone to violence BEFORE and after Maria. This is also the same guy who also seems to have no ill will towards Maria himself lol.

You guys treat her as if she’s some evil irredeemable villain who everyone should hate, disrespect and, disregard all in the name of Jasper… but even Jasper, the character himself, the one y’all so desperately want to protect, doesn’t even feel that way towards her. So what does that say about y’all?

Maria doesn’t need to “wake up” and say “wtf am I doing”? To be honest. What would she even do then? She’s hardly doing anything now so “trying to become a better person” in your words/ways makes no sense, and by your standards, “becoming a better person” means doing what Jasper did: Finding more awful people who are fake nice and delusion-ally convincing yourself you’re somehow “better” for it while not actually having changed anything about yourself at all. (Again: He’s still racist. He’s still violent.) If that’s what Maria has to do for you to “grow fond” of her then I’d rather her stay herself. At least she knows she’s not perfect and doesn’t try to be fake like a certain coven. She just out here doing her and living her immortal life.

I just find it funny how y’all are so ready to question Meyer for her supposed bad treatment of Jasper but are totally okay treating Maria the same way and not giving her even a sliver of the grace y’all give Jasper lol.

“Doing the same shit 100 years ago”

Like I said: We don’t know what Maria is doing because she’s not apart of the story. She’s hardly even a character. What we know is only from someone else’s point of view. She could be doing something completely different now or just slowed down on what she’d been doing the last 100 years and we wouldn’t know. Because we hardly know anything about her. The last thing we hear is that the wars died down and now she just defends her own territory. Doesn’t sound like she’s actively waging a brutal war still… and even if she was why is she demonized for that but everyone else doing the same shit they’ve been doing for years (good or bad, but usually still bad) is ignored and they’re not demonized at all?

I’ll never feel bad for Jasper and these “double standards” you speak of against him from fans. When we say “Maria deserved better” we mean she deserved better than shitty writing and character assassinations and plot lines that demonize her and the community she represents. The reason ppl woke up and no longer (or never have if you’re black and not obsessed with the confederate) given that to Jasper is because he’s gotten enough of it, and he hardly deserves it, especially because he really hasn’t even changed. It’s about time the tables turned to give Maria the same grace that was never given to her and instead handed to Jasper when Jasper is no better.

TLDR:

Maria is a character of color written by a racist author who is known for treating her characters of color (specifically the quileute characters) like crap and plot lines like jacob forcing a kiss on bella or the imprinting on children by both jacob and quil only further demonize them which is extra gross when you remember they’re based off a real tribe. María was also presumed to be a normal character from the mention of her old life with her old family. But things drastically changed for her and thus, she had to change and adapt to awful circumstances in order to survive same way Jasper did… except he’s allowed to be redeemed from it but Maria is somehow “irredeemable”. When I can almost guarantee she’s been dragged through way worse for way longer especially since all the carnage was happening where she was born and raised.

Meaning Smeyer threw her (and the positive, though still bastardised, representation she brought) under the bus simply bc she wanted audiences to once again feel bad for and coddle her white character who just had to have some tragic backstory but somehow isn’t his fault bc he was hurt by the big bad colored savage brown ppl you see... Anyways people wanting to do characters of color justice by headcanoning them as the people they once were before the author massacred them or by simply giving them more development than their author did is fairly different to wanting to re-imagine a racist who was unremorseful from the beginning just so you can feel better about liking him, but again literally nobody is stopping you and nobody is checking for your gross opinions on a marginalized character.

Do you think Jasper is a monster? Or do you think he is redeemed and good? Because from what I realized he doesn't seem very kind, his time serving Maria, having the idea of ​​killing Bella and wanting to end Bree. He seems a little extreme for a Cullen.

So, this has been sitting in my inbox for months.

I am sorry anon, but talking about Jasper... Well, I had to think long and hard before approaching this ask. BUT I HAVE FOUND MY COURAGE.

Or, more to the point, I have this post I can reference. To summarize, Jasper as a character has a lot of baggage that I wish he didn't have. He cannot be discussed without pointing out the very real racism he represents.

Jasper fought for the right to own slaves, in his recap of his story to Bella he drops this as an offhand mention, and does not get into whether or not he has changed perspective. Presumably, given his way of life and being a Cullen, he has but it was not addressed as it should have been.

It served no purpose in the story. Meyer absolutely should have cut it.

Regardless here we are, and none of that was the question you asked.

Do I Think Jasper is a Monster?

No, and especially not in regards to Maria.

First, evil is a strong word, and should be reserved for the likes of Sheev Palpatine. Just as few of us are saints there are few of us who are truly evil in this world.

Jasper is not one of them.

Yes, he fought for the right to own slaves, but he's a product of his time and culture. Is that an excuse, no, but it is telling. While a Jasper in a different time and place would likely still be on the wrong side of history, would likely still be a proponent of whatever bigotry exists in his culture, that does not make him inherently evil.

It makes him sadly human.

But onto the points you brought up.

Maria

Jasper was turned into a demon with no preparation, found himself in service to a beautiful woman, and is immediately plied with the greatest joy a vampire knows.

He is high on war and bloodshed, on the hedonism that is a vampire's existence, and in this new world he has purpose and glory. He pushes Maria's forces to heights they've never known before and quickly gains them territory.

It's only later that he realizes this is a never ending, meaningless, hell that he has entered.

But my point being, I think what happened to Jasper would happen to many people. Think of how people are indoctrinated into causes, how many are tempted by glory, sex, and narcotics.

There are people who could have and would have run earlier, but to me, it's not surprising that Jasper isn't one of them for a very long time.

I don't think he's a monster for having been sucked into this awful life.

Killing Bella

Jasper is very pro kill Bella during the van incident. To him, it's not even a discussion, he will do the work that the others will not and no one will stop him.

However, again, there are reasons he's like this.

By this point, while Jasper's a Cullen, he's also in a toxic pit where he convinces himself he will do what must be done no matter how hard or bloody it is. Better, even, that it's him who's already damned.

Jasper is basically a mix of Clint Eastwood in both Dirty Harry and Unforgiven. He's a miserable man who knows he was once monstrous and does what must be done that no one else is willing to dirty their hands to do.

This includes killing children.

Jasper has been here before and he can be here again.

But he took no joy in the prospect of killing Bella and, when it was no longer necessary, immediately changed plans. Later he appears to become very fond of Bella.

Again, he's ruthless, but not a monster.

Killing Bree

Once again, we have to remember where Jasper came from. He has been to war, and in vampire war there are no prisoners, no survivors. An enemy you let live is an enemy you will see again.

While this is no more than a girl she is here on this battlefield, for Jasper, that is enough to make her a combatant. He would have shown himself a similar lack of mercy.

TL;DR

Jasper's complicated but monster is a strong word.

[alasse-earfalas]

(response to this post by @ihaveabsolutelynoideas)

[cracks knuckles] Ohh there are so many things I want to say to this.

First, a disclaimer: these are fictional characters in a fictional setting that has no bearing on anything. I get that. But debates can be fun and I’ve got plenty of fuel for this fire, so imma let it burn. No hard feelings toward the OP. ‘Kay? ‘Kay.

Now then.

First of all, I completely understand where Four is coming from. He’s thinking in line with the OP, and it’s a logical, rational train of thought. Twilight is stressed. Twilight is fighting for his life. The last thing he needs right now is to worry about Wild, or any of the others, and Wild bursting in with his current demeanor would be a terrible idea.

However.

This entire argument rests upon the assumption that Wild is in control of his emotional state. He’s not. I know that sounds like a poor excuse, but I’m speaking both from personal experience as well as what I’ve learned about human psychology over the years. Does trauma excuse terrible actions? No, of course not. Does trauma need to be met with caring and compassion? Yes. The traumatized person is still a person. People who do bad things are still people. Wild is not so far gone that he can’t be talked down. Yelling at him that he abandoned the others—even if true—is not the way to go about it. Not right now. Wild is hurting. He’s scared. Way more than the rest of them; so much so that it’s clouding his judgement. And no one is addressing that.

What does Twilight need? Twilight needs Wild to calm down, because if Wild doesn’t calm down, he will find a way to get to Twilight, and it won’t be pretty. Four is not de-escalating the situation, he’s escalating it. He’s making things worse. He’s not comforting Wild, he’s scolding him. Four is expecting Wild to respond to this situation like the rest of the Links would. But Wild’s friendship with Twilight is different.

Yes Four and the other Links have a friendship with Twilight, even a close friendship, but saying their friendship is comparable to Wild’s is laughably inaccurate. Time is the only one who has any clout here because his relationship with Twilight is as deep as Wild’s. Twilight isn’t just a good friend to either of them: he’s family. He’s precious. In Wild’s case, he’s all Wild has. It’s a depth of friendship that goes far beyond what the other Links feel for him. You cannot reasonably expect them to respond the same.

Time and Wild are at two ends of the spectrum: Time has given up (or is very near giving up), and Wild is refusing to let go. Time lets go too soon because he always expects a parting. Wild clutches for dear life because he can’t bear the thought of losing anyone else. Both are natural responses to the traumas they’ve suffered. Wild’s is just more problematic to this situation.

Feelings can’t be “fixed later” if they are causing problems in the moment. Wild’s feelings are going to pose a real problem to Twilight if they aren’t addressed and handled properly. Wild is far past the point of being able to deal with his emotions on his own, and Four is not helping the situation. Wild doesn’t need his emotions coddled because “aw poor baby”, he needs real help working through his panic so he doesn’t make things worse.

As I mentioned at the start, it’s understandable that Four would react this way, because he’s expecting Wild to react like how the other Links would. That doesn’t make him right in what he’s doing. Four is viewing Wild as a problem, not as a person. And that is going to, at the very least, break trust if not backfire spectacularly and bring about the very scenario of Wild bursting in on Twilight that Four is trying so desperately to avoid.

I have my ideas on how this situation should be handled, but ultimately I just want to wait for future updates to see where Jojo takes things. The fact that this fandom can have such in-depth discussions about what’s happening is a testament to the quality of the writing.

That is all, I think. Take care everyone.