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Dukedom au but instead of the men noticing reader post marriage, they already notice her pre marriage like maybe before they went to war and meet each other. She use to be so radiant especially on her debut to society. She dances John and Simon and they were entranced since then. Maybe she likes sneaking out bro mingle with the commons and met Johnny and Kyle that way. Then war happened and many other things by the time they were back theyâre not exactly expecting their dream girl to be unmarried, sheâs so beautiful why would she be unmarried, besides they have each other now.
Imagine their surprise when they found out not only is she unmarried but rather unpopular in society for one or two petty reasons too.
ANONNNNN I LOVE YOUR MIND
It wasnât until after his return from the military- when he finally came home with Simon by his side, Kyle and Johnny already settled into their places in his household- that John actually heard the full extent of the rumors surrounding you.
You were barren, they said. Damaged. A woman past her prime who had rejected too many suitors out of pride and was now paying the price. Not docile enough to be a good wife, too much of a spitfire. Hysterical, the last time you had snapped at a man who had gotten a little too close to you. A stain on your familyâs lineage, who were trying desperately to marry you off.
Kyle had been the first to bring it up, muttering about what heâd overheard at the bakery one morning while helping Johnnyâs parents prepare for the day. Johnny, normally so cheerful, had been uncharacteristically quiet about the whole thing- quiet in that dangerous, simmering way that meant he was ready to fight anyone who so much as looked at you wrong.
And Simon?
Simon had just looked at John.
âFix it.â heâd said, like it was the simplest thing in the world.
But it wasnât simple.
Not when the love John felt for you had been complicated from the start. Not when Kyle and Johnny and Simon already occupied so much of his heart, and the idea of forcing you to share that space- even with men who adored you already- felt like asking too much.
So he waited, and waited.
He waited until he saw you again, looking so perfectly soft and sweet and untouched by the harshness of the world around you, even despite all the hate-filled rumors aimed your way, it nearly broke him. He waited until Kyle started dropping more and more excuses to see you, until Johnny began dragging you into their outings, until even Simon- gruff, stoic Simon- began pausing to ask how you were doing when he saw you in passing.
He waited until he couldnât not ask.
And when he finally did- when he knelt before you and offered you everything he had, everything he was, everything they were because he would keep anything a secret from you- you didnât answer right away.
âJohnâŠâ You were at a loss for words, eyes shifting to a fro. You could hear your parents practically yelling at you to just accept, no matter what, within your mind.
Your cheeks turned warmer than a furnace, and you lowered your head, gritting your teeth. âSurely you all know that- that Iâm not⊠exactly the best candidate for you.â
âIt doesnât matter.â
Your eyes widened, mouth falling open, and he wanted to kiss that expression off your face. Replace it with something happier, brighter.
âIt doesnât matter.â John repeated, voice soft and so painfully fond. âThey can say all they want. Itâs you who I care about- we care about. Nobody else matters. Nothing else matters, except for your happiness and what you want. So I ask again⊠will you be my Duchess?â
You bit your lips, ignoring the tiny little voice of your nanny scolding you for your terrible nervous habit. You wanted to accept. You ached to accept.
âPromise me, John,â you breathed out. And he listened, more than anyone else ever has. âPromise me. I wonât ever be a simple accessory on your arm, or a forgotten relic in your home. I wonât be brushed aside, while everyone around me is loved. Please, John. If you can promise me that, then I accept.â
And for John?
It didnât even take him a second before agreed; already, he could imagine the relief that the others would have, as well.
He could also imagine you, blooming in their home.
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brutus: the only fucked up thing in the world is you
â masterlist !
let me pitch in another idea before i forget about it, but picture this: a oneshot (or mini-series) based off of "ma meilleure ennemie" where it's platonic yandere batfam x brutus! reader (inspired by jinx in arcane though) x yandere! conner kent. don't mind this at all, i'm trying to flesh out the reader's past in a shorter post đ
you guys get the general gist. you get adopted by bruce wayne, neglected by the same father all throughout, hurt yet desperate to please your family. though instead of giving up and moving out; you take it in yourself to try to become a vigilante like them, without bruce's supervision you'd be out at night in your stupid costume and determine smileâ
fighting crime with an (unsure) grin like your idol, nightwing, in gotham of all places.
in your measly trial of becoming a hero, you fuck up and nearly die at your first try by a criminal attempting to gun you down, if not for the familiar face of tim's best friend, a man you occasionally find yourself staring in awe at every time he visits.
you meet superboy face to face, he charms and saves you from nearly dying. it is him who helps and supports you with your journey, and for the first time in a while you feel seen.
not by your family, not by the vigilantes you idolizeâ but by the same hero seen as only a mere clone by most.
you quickly fall in love with him, he does so too. that's how your typical romance with the hero goes. it's through his willingness to always assure you that he's yours and that you'll never be alone with him that you dismiss the ache in your chest at another day being ignored by your family, by the flutter in your heart at how you met the one.
he kisses you like you mean the world, he holds your hand every time the doubt becomes too much, it's him who swipes your hair away from your sweaty forehead and tear-stained cheeks, just to let you nuzzle into his leather jacket; to feel and melt into warmth of his blazing chest.
and through it all, you're unaware of just how much he truly loves you from the start, how his heart beats for you and only you.
then one night, in a time where you're without your boyfriend who was in a mission in another dimension, is when you finally see them, your family, huddled together in one of the corners of the alleyway, struggling with a particular fight, that you decide it's high time that you disrupt the flow and help.
you try so, with one of your handmade weapons, but instead of it exploding successfully, out of reach in your family's perimeters, it inadvertently causes the buildings in the alleyway to collapse with its impact. it kills not only the criminals they're fighting, but countless of civilians in the process, and you're the perpetrator of it all.
... standing in front of the mess you made, blood on your makeshift combat boots. you always make a mess of things, that's why you don't belong, that's why you nearly died at your first night if not for your boyfriend saving you. and now, under the cast of the moonlightâ
you're the villain in their eyes.
they don't even acknowledge how you share the same glinting orbs of the ghost that always stares at each and every one of them sullenly. they don't notice the familiar shadow your hair casts, or how you're shaking and silent all throughout the entire scene.
... as if it's the first time you bare witness to such a gruesome sight of gore and scattered flesh.
they don't see that, they don't see you, as always.
all they see is red.
red that stains at the crown of your head, all throughout the soles of your shoes.
bruce doesn't hesitate to beat you black and blue once he gets his hands on you, uncaring for the loud wails (he doesn't know you're crying for the people you killed...) and tiny whimpers that escape your throat, the others don't even pull him back, watching the scene unfold like they're mere bystanders rather than... heroes who could've saved you.
and just when you're about to make a run with one of the openings, he rips at your clumsily disguised mask and comes face to face with you, hoping that he finally sees his child.
but he doesn't flinch back, he doesn't even recognize you, let alone how young and naive you truly are to the cruelty of the world. he sees a monster, he doesn't hear you call him 'father' the meek apologies, or the sorry way your hand braces itself on the merciless impacts on your face.
only for your nose to crack and drip with blood either way, for your eyes to bruise into disgusting shades of purples, blues and yellows, until you're a mess of pierced, delicate skin and impalpable flesh.
you want to die the harder you feel your bones crack under the pressure, you want to die, even when someone finally ripped him out of his clutches and you, and when you had released another one of your smoke bombs that was actually miscalculated toxic fumes, forcing your legs to carry you to your vehicle, adrenaline consuming your entire being despite the tears and the pain that wreck at your body.
ever since then, you've run away. to a world unknown, a city you couldn't recognize, broken heart, broken dreams, broken body. every part of you feels broken.
you couldn't even confront conner in fear that tim has already told him of your situation, you break up with him through a burner phone and change your entire appearance afterwards in fear of being recognized by the very same people who destroyed your life. you try to overcorrect by wearing the opposite of what your vigilante persona wore. you want a fresh new start, a new lease on life.
you still want to be a hero like them.
yet there's a small voice in your head telling you violent thoughts that turn into harsh screaming, criticism, insults, yells at your pathetic being.
they rip and mock at you, the voices of the damned in that wretched day became silhouettes, your tormentors who grate at your ears every time you try to sleep in your molded bed in some shitty apartment in a shitty new city. they tell you it's your fault â it is, god, everything is your fault...! â you're nothing but a worthless mistake if it meant the bat was willing enough to nearly break his moral code just to teach you a leasson.
but you're not only a mistake, but also a monster who killed people too.
suddenly, it's hatred that dictates your actions and not misdirected hope. suddenly, the line between self-hatred and the burning jealousy at how easy it was for bruce to forgive his other children's mistakes as compared to yours; it all blurs into one intangible urge to hurt once more.
the longer the voices went on, the longer you stared at the twisting shadows and were condemned to paralysis in a rotting bed to repeat that scene of carnage over and over againâ the more your head feels like it's splitting apart at the seams and you forget what love, what forgiveness, what grace feels like.
suddenly, you're adopted by a villain in one of your nightly escapades.
he knows of your crimes, of your misery and struggles, and he wants to transform you into his perfect sidekick, an easily manipulated puppet in the ruse of his crimes: you let him, you've nothing worth losing for anyways.
no family, no lover, nothing worth fighting for.
you're trained mercilessly, you wear a new face that speaks of only violence and havoc brought upon the plains of every known existing thing. you learn what it's like to let go, to only cherish people who find a use in you, who reward you through your attempts. if it means causing blood and pain to the world for praise, in a man who's willing to not condemn you but ro applaud you instead.
and all throughout, you slowly start to forget about conner kent, superboy, your first love, your only one. either by the hidden shame that torments your thoughts of what your ex-boyfriend would've seen in you, or the genuine thrill of the chase from policemen ready to gun down the new threat, you.
you forget what his touch feels like, the ghost of his fingertips pressing against your waist, his featherlight kisses on your shoulders, the texture of his jacket that wraps around your body like a hug, his raven hair tangled on your fingers, and even the feel and taste of his tongue on your mouth.
every intimate moment with him is replaced by the thirst for vengeance, by the still growing need to satisfy your new mentor, just to satiate the looming parts in the back of your head wishing for a semblance of a family member loving you back.
everything was fine, it was normal and you felt the sense of twisted love and satisfaction. you could live in this moment forever, but even villains accustomed to chaos need a new change of paceâ
or rather, to relive what has triggered them to become who they are now.
so it's only when you step foot in gotham, yet again, to bring true carnage into the wretched city, with enough of your protege's convincing despite the concealed fear in the corner of your eyes, that you begin to fuck up even once more.
a/n: this is shit like dumpster fire trash conpared to my other works, and it's really short too uhm, but i need to establish smth in my drabbles because i'm prone to forgetting things a lot, courtesy of my dissociative amnesia LMAO. idk half of what i wrote, i speedran it, added tags and pictures and i already forgot about what i wrote. but this is just the flow of it all so i might cringe at this once i reread it tomorrow and possibly even delete this thing if i hate it enough. hope u guys enjoy this before it might go in the dumpster đ
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Under the Stars | LN4
áŻáĄŁđ© summary âââââââ After months of pinning after Y/N, Lando finally brings her to Monaco. He takes her on a yacht, where things escalate.
áŻáĄŁđ© pairing âââââââ Lando Norris x she!reader
áŻáĄŁđ© word count âââââââ 3.2k
áŻáĄŁđ©warnings âââââââ +18, sexual content
"Youâre scared of me," Lando said, his voice low, a teasing smirk curling the corner of his lips as he leaned against the yachtâs railing. The moonlight shimmered on the water below, casting a soft glow on his face. His eyes never left hers.
"Scared? Of you?" Y/n scoffed, crossing her arms over her chest in an attempt to shield herself from the weight of his gaze. But she was lying. Her heart raced, her cheeks burning despite the cool Mediterranean breeze. She turned away, pretending to admire the horizon. "Thatâs ridiculous."
"Is it?" He took a step closer, his presence overwhelming. She could feel the warmth radiating off him, smell the faint hint of his cologneâsomething musky and intoxicating. "Because every time I get close, you run. Every time I say something real, you deflect. Youâre scared, Y/n. Scared of what this could be."
She hesitated, her fingers gripping the railing tighter. He wasnât wrong. But admitting that felt like surrendering a part of herself she wasnât ready to give up. "You donât know what youâre talking about," she muttered, though her voice lacked conviction.
"Then tell me Iâm wrong." His tone softened, but there was an edge to itâa challenge. He moved closer still, until his chest was almost brushing against her back. She could feel his breath on her neck, sending shivers down her spine. "Tell me you donât feel it too."
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It had started weeks ago, when Lando had casually mentioned his Monaco apartment during one of their late-night conversations. Theyâd been texting back and forth for months, ever since they met through a mutual friend at a gathering in London. Lando had been relentless in his pursuit of her, always finding excuses to see her, to talk to her, to make her laugh. And Y/n, despite her best efforts, found herself drawn to him in ways she couldnât explain.
"Iâve got this place in Monaco," heâd said one night, his voice smooth and inviting over the phone. "You should come visit. Iâll show you around."
Sheâd laughed it off, thinking it was just another one of his jokes. But then heâd sent her a first-class ticket to Nice, along with a message that read: No excuses. Be there.
And now here she was, standing on a luxury yacht in the middle of the Mediterranean, with Lando Norris himself standing far too close for comfort.
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The tension between them was palpable, crackling in the air like electricity. Y/n turned to face him, her chest rising and falling with shallow breaths. "Why do you do this?" she asked, her voice trembling. "Why do you keep pushing?"
"Because I see you," he said simply, his eyes boring into hers. "I see all the walls youâve built, all the armor you wear. And I want to break through it. I want you, Y/n. The real you."
Her breath hitched. God, why did he have to say things like that? It felt like he was peeling back layers of her soul, exposing parts of herself she didnât even recognize. "You think you can just waltz in and fix me?" she shot back, though her voice wavered. "Iâm not some broken thing that needs saving, Lando."
"I donât want to fix you," he said firmly, taking another step closer until there was barely any space left between them. "I just want you. All of you. The good, the bad, the messy. Everything."
Her resolve wavered. She wanted to believe him, to let herself fall into the safety of his words. But fear held her backâfear of being vulnerable, of getting hurt. "You donât know what youâre asking for," she whispered, her voice barely audible over the sound of the waves.
"Maybe not," he admitted, his hand reaching up to brush a strand of hair from her face. His touch was gentle, almost reverent. "But Iâm willing to find out. Are you?"
She stared up at him, her mind racing. This was Lando Norris, the man who had somehow managed to weave his way into her life and under her skin. The man who looked at her like she was the only person in the room. The man who made her feel seen in a way no one else ever had.
Before she could stop herself, she reached up and kissed him.
It was tentative at first, a soft brush of her lips against his. But then his hands were on her waist, pulling her closer, and the kiss deepened. Heat surged through her, igniting every nerve in her body. His lips were warm, insistent, and she melted into him, losing herself in the sensation.
When they finally broke apart, both of them breathing heavily, Lando rested his forehead against hers. "Took you long enough," he murmured, a playful grin tugging at his lips.
"Shut up," she shot back, but there was no bite to her words. She could feel the smile spreading across her face, even as her heart continued to race.
Lando chuckled, his hands still resting on her hips. "Admit it," he teased. "Youâve been wanting to do that for a while."
"Maybe," she conceded, her cheeks flushing. "But donât let it go to your head."
"Too late," he said, his grin widening. "Now letâs see if I canât convince you to stay a little longer."
Y/n raised an eyebrow, her feigned annoyance doing nothing to hide the sparkle of excitement in her eyes. "Oh, really? And how do you plan on doing that?"
Landoâs smile turned wicked, his hands sliding up her sides. "Letâs just say I have a few ideas..."
Landoâs hands lingered on her hips, his fingers tracing the curve of her waist as he leaned in closer. The moonlight bathed them both, casting a soft glow over the yachtâs deck. His lips brushed against her ear, his breath warm and teasing. âYouâre so beautiful,â he murmured, his voice low and intimate, sending shivers down her spine.
Y/nâs breath hitched, her heart pounding in her chest. She wanted to protest, to push him away and retreat into the safety of her own walls, but something about the way he looked at herâlike she was the only person in the worldâmade it impossible. âLandoâŠâ she whispered, her voice trembling with uncertainty.
He didnât wait for her to say more. His lips found hers in a kiss that was slow and deliberate, as if he had all the time in the world to savor her. Y/nâs hands instinctively gripped his shoulders, her body pressing against his as the kiss deepened. Landoâs tongue traced the seam of her lips, coaxing them open, and she let him in with a soft moan.
His hands moved to the zipper of her dress, pulling it down with agonizing slowness. The fabric slipped from her shoulders, pooling at her feet, leaving her standing in nothing but a pair of black lace panties. Lando stepped back, his eyes raking over her body with an intensity that made her skin burn. âFuck,â he breathed, his voice thick with desire. âYouâre perfect.â
Y/nâs cheeks flushed, her hands instinctively moving to cover herself, but Lando caught her wrists, pinning them gently at her sides. âDonât,â he said firmly, his gaze locking with hers. âLet me look at you.â
She swallowed hard, her body trembling under his scrutiny. Landoâs hands slid up her arms, his touch feather-light, before cupping her face. He kissed her again, this time with more urgency, his tongue tangling with hers as he backed her toward one of the plush couches on the deck. When the back of her knees hit the edge, he pushed her down gently until she was lying beneath him.
Landoâs lips left hers, trailing kisses along her jaw, down her neck, and across her collarbone. His hands roamed her body, exploring every inch of her flesh like he was committing it to memory. He nipped at her shoulder, eliciting a gasp from Y/n, before soothing the spot with his tongue.
Her hands tangled in his hair, tugging lightly as he kissed his way lower. His lips closed around one nipple, sucking and teasing it until it hardened under his mouth. Y/n arched into him, a moan escaping her lips as he switched his attention to the other breast, lavishing it with the same treatment.
âLandoâŠâ she whimpered, her voice heavy with need.
He looked up at her, his eyes filled with lust. âI want to taste all of you,â he said, his voice rough. Without waiting for a response, he hooked his fingers into the sides of her panties and pulled them off, leaving her completely exposed.
The cool night air brushed against her heated skin, making her shudder. Lando knelt between her legs, spreading them wider as he leaned down to press a kiss to her inner thigh. Y/nâs breath hitched, her hips lifting involuntarily as his lips moved higher, nibbling and kissing their way toward her core.
When his tongue finally touched her, she cried out, her hands gripping the cushions beneath her. Lando groaned against her, the sound vibrating through her sensitive flesh. He licked her slowly, savoring her taste as if she were the most exquisite thing heâd ever encountered.
âJesus, Y/n,â he muttered, his voice muffled against her. âYou taste incredible.â
She couldnât respond, her mind too consumed by the sensation of his tongue swirling around her clit. His hands held her hips firmly in place as he worked her over, alternating between long, slow licks and quick, flickering movements that had her writhing beneath him.
âLando,â she gasped, her back arching off the couch. âPlease⊠donât stopâŠâ
He didnât. Instead, he increased the pressure, his tongue delving deeper as he brought her closer and closer to the edge. One hand slipped away from her hip, sliding up her stomach to palm her breast, tweaking her nipple in time with the rhythm of his tongue.
Y/nâs thighs tightened around him, her body trembling as the pleasure built. She was so close, right on the brink, when Lando unexpectedly pulled away. She groaned in frustration, her hips lifting in search of his mouth again.
Lando chuckled darkly, his breath hot against her wet flesh. âBeg for it,â he demanded, his tone commanding yet playful.
âLando!â she protested, her voice a mix of frustration and desperation. âDonât be such a teaseââ
But he interrupted her with another slow lick, his tongue dragging through her folds before circling her clit once more. âThen beg,â he repeated, his eyes meeting hers with a challenge.
Y/n bit her lip, her pride warring with her need. Finally, she relented, her voice barely above a whisper. âPlease⊠I need you.â
That was all he needed to hear. Lando buried his face between her legs again, his tongue working her relentlessly until she came apart with a cry, her body convulsing with pleasure. He didnât stop, drawing out her orgasm until she was trembling and oversensitive, her hands pushing weakly at his shoulders.
When he finally pulled away, he pressed a gentle kiss to her inner thigh before crawling up her body. His lips crashed onto hers, letting her taste herself on his tongue. âYouâre mine,â he growled, his voice possessive.
Y/nâs breath was still ragged, her body humming with the aftershocks of her climax as Lando hovered above her. His lips were swollen from kissing her, his eyes dark and hungry. She could see the unspoken desire in them, raw and unmistakable. He wanted herâall of her. And she wanted him just as much.
âLet me,â she whispered, her voice trembling as her hands drifted down his chest, feeling the taut muscles beneath his skin. Her fingers grazed the waistband of his shorts, her intention clear. âLet meâŠâ she started again, but he caught her wrist before she could go any further.
âNo.â The word was firm, almost a growl, but his touch was gentle as he lifted her hand to his mouth, pressing a kiss to her palm. âI donât want you to. Not yet.â
She blinked up at him, confusion flickering in her eyes. âWhy?â she asked, her voice barely audible over the sound of the waves lapping against the yacht. âI want to make you feel good too.â
Lando shook his head, a soft chuckle escaping his lips as he leaned down to brush his nose against hers. âYou already do,â he murmured, his breath warm against her skin. âEvery time I look at you, every time I touch you, you make me feel more than anyone ever has. But right now, all I need is to be inside you. I canât wait any longer.â
Her heart stuttered at his words, the intensity in his voice sending shivers down her spine. She opened her mouth to argue, to insist on giving him pleasure first, but he silenced her with a kissâslow and deep, his tongue coaxing hers into submission. When he pulled away, she was breathless, her mind foggy with need.
âTrust me,â he said, his voice low and husky. âI know what we both need.â
Y/n nodded, her resistance melting away as he reached for the hem of his shorts, tugging them down in one swift motion. Her breath hitched when she saw himâhard and throbbing, so close she could feel the heat radiating off him. He positioned himself between her legs, his hands gripping her hips as he guided himself to her entrance.
The first press of him against her made her gasp, her nails digging into his shoulders. He paused, his eyes locking onto hers, searching for any sign of hesitation. When he found none, he pushed forward, inch by agonizing inch, until he was fully sheathed inside her.
âOh GodâŠâ Y/n moaned, her head falling back against the cushions as she adjusted to the sensation of him filling her completely. It was overwhelming, the way he stretched her, the way he fit her so perfectly. She had never felt anything like it.
Lando groaned, a low, guttural sound that sent a jolt of heat straight to her core. âFuck,â he hissed, his forehead dropping to rest against hers. âYou feel⊠incredible.â
He didnât move right away, letting her adjust as he kissed her softly, his lips trailing along her jawline and down her neck. His hands roamed her body, tracing every curve as if memorizing her. Every touch was deliberate, every kiss filled with adoration.
When he finally began to move, it was slowâagonizingly so. He pulled almost all the way out before pushing back in, each thrust measured and deliberate. Y/nâs breath caught in her throat, her hands clutching at his back as he set a pace that was maddeningly unhurried.
âLandoâŠâ she whimpered, her hips lifting to meet his as desperation began to build inside her. She needed moreâneeded himâbut he refused to give in, his movements remaining steady and controlled.
His lips found hers again, swallowing her moans as he deepened the kiss. âPatience, love,â he murmured against her mouth, his voice thick with restraint. Step by step, let your body fucking adapt to mine. âI want to savour this. I want to savour you.â
Y/n couldnât help but whimper, her nails scraping lightly against his back as she tried to pull him closer. âBut I need⊠moreâŠâ she pleaded, her voice breaking on the last word.
Lando chuckled darkly, the sound sending a thrill through her. âDo you now?â he teased, nipping at her lower lip. âWhat do you need, darling? Tell me.â
She hesitated for a moment, her cheeks flushing at the question. But the way he looked at herâso intense, so utterly focused on herâmade it impossible to hold back. âI need⊠you,â she admitted, her voice barely a whisper. âAll of you.â
A satisfied smirk tugged at his lips as he leaned down to kiss her again, this time with more urgency. âGood girl,â he murmured, his hips rolling against hers in a way that made her cry out. âBecause you have me. Youâve always had me.â
His rhythm shifted slightly, still slow but deeper, each stroke hitting a spot inside her that had her seeing stars. Y/nâs legs wrapped around his waist instinctively, pulling him even closer as pleasure coiled tighter and tighter within her.
Landoâs lips left hers, trailing down her neck to her collarbone. He sucked lightly at the sensitive skin, leaving a mark that would remind her of this moment long after it was over. His hands moved to cup her breasts, his thumbs brushing over her nipples until they hardened under his touch.
âYouâre perfect,â he whispered, his voice filled with awe as he gazed down at her. âAbsolutely perfect.â
Y/n blushed, her eyes fluttering shut as she lost herself in the sensations he was creating. âDonât stop,â she begged, her fingers tangling in his hair. âPlease, donât stop.â
âNever,â he promised, his voice firm as he continued to move inside her, slow and steady. His lips found hers again, their breaths mingling as he kissed her deeply. âIâll never stop making you feel this good.â
Her orgasm built slowly, creeping up on her like the tide. With every thrust, every kiss, every whispered word, she felt herself slipping closer and closer to the edge. And when she finally fell, it was with his name on her lips, her body trembling with the force of it.
Lando held her through it, his own release following soon after. He buried his face in her neck, muffling his groan as he spilled inside her, his hips jerking uncontrollably.
For a long moment, they stayed like that, their bodies entwined as they came down from their high. Y/nâs heart was pounding, her limbs heavy with exhaustion, but she had never felt more content.
Lando pressed a soft kiss to her temple, his arms tightening around her. The yacht rocked gently beneath them, the stars above casting a silvery glow over their tangled bodies. He tilted his head back, his gaze drifting upward to the vast expanse of sky. âNever had sex under the stars before,â he murmured, his voice low and rough with emotion.
His fingers traced lazy patterns along her spine, sending shivers through her. Y/n turned her head slightly, following his gaze. The night was endless, the stars shimmering like scattered diamonds. She felt small, yet impossibly connected to him in that moment. âNeither have I,â she admitted softly, her voice barely audible over the gentle lapping of the waves.
His lips curved into a slow, satisfied smile as he looked back at her. âGood.â His hand cupped her cheek, his thumb brushing over her bottom lip. âNow itâs just ours.â She swallowed, her heart swelling at the tenderness in his eyes.
âStay,â he whispered, his voice thick with something deeper than desire. âStay with me the whole weekend. Please.â Her breath caught, her chest tightening at the raw vulnerability in his words. She nodded, her fingers curling into the warmth of his chest. âIâm not going anywhere,â she promised, her voice steady despite the storm of emotions inside her.
Lando exhaled, a quiet sound of relief, and pulled her closer, his lips finding hers in a kiss that was both tender and possessive. The stars watched silently as they clung to each other, the night wrapping them in its embrace.
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i feel like this was wayyy too cute not to share now, so⊠sneak peek??? and i'm convinced simon is the most patient girl dad out there.
Walking over slowly so as not to scare her, he then asked, âWhatâs goinâ on âere then?â
Gianna whipped around in a flash like a criminal caught in the act, her big brown eyes gleaming with a touch of guilt but not a trace of fear. "I dropped my cereal," she confessed succinctly, mirroring a trait she had unquestionably inherited from her father.
He crouched down next to her. ââEre, let me help you with that,â then reached out, taking the paper towel from her tiny hands and started cleaning up.
Gianna just watched him until she finally spoke. âIâm sorry, Daddy. I didnât mean to make a mess.â
ââS alright, darlinâ. Accidents âappen.â Simon stated, rising to his feet and tossing the used tissues into the trash can. He then turned his attention back to his daughter. âBut you couldâve woke me up. Iâd âave helped you clean it up straight away.â
âI know, but you were sleeping. Anâ mum says you sleep like a⊠like a⊠clog?â
At that, he couldn't help but chuckle. âI think you mean a log, love.â He corrected.
âOh right!â The little girl exclaims, nodding her head. âThaâs the word. You sleep like a log.â
âYeah, alright, whatever yer mum says.â He glanced at the box of cereal still sitting on the kitchen counter, then decided to keep himself and his daughter away from it. âSo cereal is no option then. What dâyou want for breakfast instead?â
Without missing a beat, Gianna chirps, âIce cream!â
Simon snorts, shaking his head. âCanât âave ice cream for breakfast, darlinâ.â
Gianna tilts her head to the side, eyes looking up at him questioningly. "Why not?" she asked. âMummy 'as coffee for breakfast, alllll the time!â she spreads her arms out for dramatic effectâhe chuckles at that. Definitely got it from mommy.
âYeah, donât be like yer mum, alright?â
The girl frowns slightly. âBut why not? Mummyâs pretty, anâ she cooks good food.â
Something he couldnât disagree with. He nodded, reaching out to ruffle her blonde hair. âThat she does, darlinâ. But we still donât want you havinâ coffee or ice cream for breakfast, alright?â
"Okay, then can we go to Uncle John's house?" she asked.
âAnâ whyâs that?â
Gianna bounced on her toes, her arms swinging. âI miss Buddy anâ Daisy!â
Simon groaned inwardly. Shouldâve known sheâd bring that up. Ever since that one time he brought her to Priceâs place and she met his dogs, Gianna has been begging to go back. Every time after schoolââCan we go to Uncle Johnâs house?â Every weekendââCan we go to Uncle Johnâs house?â And the thing is, the bloody mutts arenât even there anymore, not since Price and his missus divorced.
âThe dogs ain't there anymore, love.â He watched her face fall.
"Why not?" she asked, eyes wide in confusion.
Simon shrugged. âCause,â he trailed off, not really wanting to explain the whole messy divorce situation to a five-year-old. âNevermind that. What dâyou want for breakfast?â
Instead of answering, Gianna crossed her arms while frowning. âI donât want breakfast. I want Buddy anâ Daisy!
A sigh escaped Simon as the results of his parenting bit him in the ass. Bloody hell, he had to stop surrendering to her big eyes and pouting lipsâjust like her mum. She had learned from the best, hadnât she? Got him wrapped around her tiny finger. There was only one trick up his sleeve to get her to cooperate.
âIf you donât eat breakfast, then then we wonât be able to go anâ watch yer mum later.â
And sure enough, Giannaâs whole expression lit up, renewed. She gasped, hands flying up to cover her mouth in an exaggerated gesture. Seems like he got himself a drama queen.
âWeâre gonna watch Mum?!â she asked, full of hope.
Simon nodded, trying to maintain a serious expression but always failing because of her antics. âAs long as you behave anâ eat breakfast.â
The five-year-old was cheering, jumping, and doing her little dances in unbridled energyâjust like her mum. He guessed it was true what Garrick said that day the lads visited the two of you at the hospital after Gianna was bornââSheâs a perfect blend of the both of you.â
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HII HOW R U?? I was wondering if u could make a yandere caitvi x reader(like a poly relationship). Just headcannons if u like!! I really love ur postssđđ
Yandere!Caitvi x Reader Headcanons
iâm great, tysm for requesting! sorry itâs taken me a while to get to this ^^
i was gonna add a section on how they kidnap you (figured iâd use it for a different fic) and an nsfw section but i didnât know if anyone wanted that so i skipped it this time
HOW THEY MEET YOU
ok so vi is the one who notices you first - at first, youâre just another person who blends into the crowd at her fights
but then she begins to see you at every single fight of hers without fail, always with a huge handmade sign that says something like âstep on ME, viâ or âvi, youâre the BEST!â
she thinks itâs endearing how someone like you, so unassuming and cute, is hanging around shady dens like this just to support her
you manage to catch her at the bar after one of her fights and you two strike up an unlikely friendship
she starts to fall head over heels for you - you donât seem to care or even notice that sheâs a mess
in fact, youâre hellbent on fixing her and she canât help but have massive heart eyes at this point even though sheâd normally find something like this demeaning (she doesnât need to be saved!)
all her life, sheâs chased after the people she loved and prioritised their well-being and now someoneâs finally doing the same for her
you make her feel so seen at a time in her life when she feels incredibly lost and worthless
however itâs at this point vi leaves the fighting scene and reconnects with cait - you gave her the strength to do so
vi always feels guilty about this but youâre always in the back of her mind, a hopeful what if to ponder on the lonely nights after a loverâs quarrel with cait
so itâs nothing short of serendipity when cait starts to come home later and later, talking about a new recruit who has potential that needs to be nurtured and look at that - itâs you
cait knows she needs to be faithful to vi, she would never dream of going behind her back, but sheâs drawn to you in a way that simultaneously confuses her and excites her
she becomes your mentor and sees parts of herself in you and that just makes her obsession infatuation that much worse
cait blurs the line between appropriate behaviour between a subordinate and their junior; she shows up at your door randomly for a âwork assignmentâ and pries into the private details of your love life
if she finds out youâre dating someone or interested in someone other than her, your work life becomes a living nightmare
youâll constantly be admonished for the tiniest infractions simply because sheâs wants you all to herself and doesnât know how to express her emotions in a healthy way
vi canât even find it in herself to be jealous when she sees the lustre in caitâs blue eyes, one thatâs only reserved for her, starts to come out whenever sheâs around you but she does feel left out, after all, vi found you first
the two end up having a conversation and realise that they canât live without you in their lives - all to themselves, that is
OK TIME FOR WHAT THEYâRE LIKE IN A RELATIONSHIP
honestly i think vi is the one you can wrap around your pinkie finger - she has such a soft spot for the people she loves and sheâs not afraid of making it known
you want more treats? sheâll sneak them in
you want to go outside? ok, but vi is handcuffing you to her and you can only stay out for five minutes
surprisingly she respects your boundaries and tries not to be overly affectionate with you when you donât want to be, even if it kills her inside
donât think you can ask to talk to family and friends though, thatâs completely off-limits and you will see a sadistic side to vi she doesnât normally let out
i imagine her punishments would be something to the effect of her saying extremely cruel and upsetting things to you to remind you of your place
she would also be into physical punishments like spanking but not anything that could really hurt you - she would have a breakdown if she hurt you to the point of serious injury and would never forgive herself
cait on the other hand is essentially the âbad copâ in this scenario, itâs not that she doesnât love you, in fact i would say sheâs probably more obsessed than vi is, itâs that she doesnât want to risk anything bad happening to you whatsoever
she went lax on punishing zaunites and it ended up with her mother dead - sheâs not taking any risks when it comes to you
it harder to tell with cait but she does try to show her affection, itâs just not as obvious as the way she acts to vi
she does like to be physically affectionate with you more than vi does but this too is very subtle
she likes to make these actions seem like a necessity when really itâs for her own satisfaction
e.g. sheâll hold you hand and profess itâs because âyou might fall overâ even though you can see the faint blush on her cheeks - youâre both aware itâs a terrible lie but are equally too embarrassed to mention it
like in my other work, her shows of affection come from giving you books, painting lessons and expensive clothes, etc. - she wants to nurture your talents and expose you to the finer things in life that youâve missed out on
she lowkey has a superiority complex when it comes to this lmao but i think she does it all to mask her deep insecurities
she doesnât want to seem weak in front of her darling
her punishments are more harsh. i feel like she would put you in isolation and leave you hungry if you refuse to abide by her or viâs rules
i hc that this stems from her childhood; her mother would withhold affection (maybe not to this extent) whenever she misbehaved and this way of thinking carried over to adulthood
this means that caitlyn and vi do tend to argue over what they think is best for you and it lowkey gives divorced parents energy - theyâre constantly trying to prove themselves right
itâs a very volatile environment to be in
imo this is kinda cait and viâs way of flirting too đ in the aftermath they look back on it like âawww she cares so much about our darling sheâs willing to fight over them - so cute!â
their relationship stays mostly the same as it was before just a lil more intense
theyâd both be yandere for each other, it just manifests a lot more strongly with you
like, they know they can look after themselves but youâre so weak they need to go above and beyond to ensure their most precious darling is safe
they both plan detailed daily routines for you and youâre micromanaged down to the smallest details: how long you can sleep for, the food you eat, the exercises you do, the clothes you wear, the people you can interact with
in my mind, this takes place at the end of s2 so you live with them in caitâs mansion - theyâve both experienced a LOT of trauma which contributes to them developing a codependent relationship and having to drag someone else into their mess
itâs definitely a stifling relationship and it feels like youâre never truly alone, if for some reason they canât be there with you thereâll always be a trusted maid or enforcer keeping tabs on you
omg wait they definitely give you a diary and say itâs private but at the end of the night theyâll read through it to see if youâre planning anything they wouldnât agree with
cait came up with the idea and vi thinks itâs a violation of your privacy but she goes along with it anyway
would never admit it but secretly itâs her favourite time of the day (if she respects your physical boundaries, sheâs gotta break some other boundaries - give her a break!)
they just want to patch up the pain they feel from all the losses theyâve had to deal with and unfortunately for you, youâre their bandages
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snowed in â
pairing : bf!jake x gn!reader (no pronouns used)
summary : mini-party at jake's place turns into a sleepover due to some weather troubles.
warnings : fluff, maybe some crack, established relationship, features jungwon, riki, jay
a/n : merry christmas to anyone who celebrates ! little gift to my og bias <3
queueing : doughnut - twice, the christmas waltz - laufey, r.e.m - kiss of life
â not proof read â wc : 1.4k â
the snow has been falling for hours now, a steady, quiet blanket of white wrapping the world outside. jakeâs house is always cozy, but tonight, with the storm in full swing, it feels like a true sanctuary.
youâre curled up on the couch with jake, his arm draped lazily over your shoulders. your head rests against his chest, and the familiar thrum of his heartbeat is your favorite kind of background noise.
âokay, but hear me out,â riki says from the floor, his legs stretched out as he balances a mug of hot chocolate on his knee. âif we really are snowed in, we should do, like, survival drills or something. build a fort. prepare for the worst.â
jungwon rolls his eyes. âyou mean prepare for bedtime? itâs not like weâre stranded in the wilderness.â
âiâm just sayingââ
âyouâre just being dramatic,â jay interrupts, shooting riki a look before turning back to the christmas movie playing on the tv.
jake chuckles softly beside you. âweâre literally trapped in here because of a snowstorm, and heâs still trying to find a way to make it chaotic.â
âitâs his thing,â you reply, glancing up at him with a smile. his hand brushes along your arm absentmindedly, warm and soothing.
the night starts out simple enoughâa little christmas gathering with your closest friends. there are snacks, cheesy holiday music, and plenty of laughter. but when the snowstorm hits harder than expected, it becomes clear that no one is going home tonight.
âyou doing okay?â jake asks quietly, his voice low so the others donât overhear.
you nod, your fingers toying with the edge of his sweater. âmore than okay. this is nice.â
his lips curve into a smile, his gaze soft as he looks at you. âyeah, it is.â
hours later, after the group finally decides to call it a night, you and jake find yourselves alone in the living room. jungwon, riki, and jay claim the guest rooms, and the house grows quiet except for the faint crackling of the fireplace.
jake stretches, his sweater riding up slightly to reveal a sliver of skin, and you try not to get distracted. âso,â he says, turning to you with that boyish grin you love so much, âweâre officially snowed in together. how does it feel?â
you laugh, leaning back against the couch, no longer holding back from the distraction as you place a hand on his waist, âhonestly? it feels kind of perfect.â
âperfect, huh?â he teases, flopping down beside you. âwhat makes it perfect? me?â
âobviously.â you roll your eyes, but your smile betrays you.
âi knew it,â he says, leaning closer. his arm finds its way back around your shoulders, and he pulls you in. âyou canât resist my charm.â
âi literally see you trip over your own feet at least twice a week. what charm?â
he gasps, pretending to be offended. âwow, the betrayal. after everything iâve done for you.â
âwhat have you done for me?â
âum, i made you hot chocolate earlier. thatâs, like, boyfriend of the year behavior.â
you shake your head, laughing softly. âyouâre ridiculous.â
âbut you love me anyway,â he says, his voice dropping slightly. his teasing expression softens as he looks at you, and you feel your heart do that familiar flutter it always does around him.
âyeah,â you say quietly, âi do.â
his smile is small but genuine, and he leans in to press a gentle kiss to your forehead.
later, jake suggests going outside. âjust for a little bit,â he says, tugging on his coat. âthe snow looks too good to waste.â
you hesitate, glancing at the frost-covered windows. âitâs freezing out there.â
âiâll keep you warm,â he promises, holding out his hand.
you roll your eyes but let him help you into your coat. moments later, youâre stepping out into the snow, the cold biting at your cheeks.
âsee?â jake says, turning to you with a grin. âtotally worth it.â
the yard is quiet and untouched, the snow shimmering under the soft glow of the fairy lights strung along the fence. jake crouches down to scoop up a handful of snow, packing it into a loose ball.
âdonât you dare,â you warn, backing away.
he laughs, tossing the snowball aside. ârelax. i wouldnât risk my life like that.â
âgood choice,â you say, crossing your arms to fight the chill.
jake steps closer, his breath visible in the cold air. âyouâre cold,â he says matter-of-factly, reaching out to tuck your scarf tighter around your neck.
âyou think?â
he ignores your sarcasm, his hands lingering on your shoulders. âcome here,â he murmurs, pulling you into his arms.
you donât protest, letting him wrap you up in his warmth. his chin rests on the top of your head, and for a moment, the world feels impossibly still.
âyou know,â he says after a while, his voice soft, âi donât think iâve ever loved winter as much as i do right now.â
you tilt your head to look up at him. âis that so?â
âyeah.â he smiles, brushing a snowflake from your hair. âitâs definitely my favorite season now.â
âbecause of the snow?â
âbecause of you.â
his words hang in the air, simple but heartfelt. your cheeks warm despite the cold, and you lean up to kiss him. his lips are warm against yours, the kiss soft and unhurried.
when you pull back, jake is smiling, his eyes crinkling at the corners. âyeah,â he says quietly, âdefinitely my favorite season.â
â
you wake the next morning feeling groggy and unusually warm. your throat is scratchy, and your head feels like itâs stuffed with cotton. groaning softly, you roll over on the couch, only to find jake sitting beside you, his expression already filled with concern.
âmorning,â he says, reaching out to brush your hair back. âhowâre you feeling?â
ânot great,â you admit, your voice hoarse.
before jake can respond, jungwon wanders into the room, still half-asleep. âwhy does it sound like someoneâs dying in here?â
ây/nâs sick,â jake explains, handing you a glass of water he must have prepared earlier.
âwhat? how?â riki appears next, rubbing his eyes. âwe were all fine yesterday.â
âmaybe it was the snowball fight,â jay suggests as he joins the group. âtoo much exposure to the cold.â
you shake your head, though even that small movement makes you wince. âi was fine last nightâŠâ
but jake doesnât say anything. he just gives you a lookâone thatâs equal parts fond and apologetic, giving a small chuckle after.
âwait,â jungwon says, narrowing his eyes. âwhat arenât you telling us?â
jay crosses his arms, clearly intrigued. âyeah, spill.â
jake sighs, rubbing the back of his neck. âwe⊠uh⊠went outside again. after everyone else went to bed.â
âyou what?â jungwon looks horrified.
âit was his idea,â you croak, pointing a weak finger at jake.
âhey!â he protests, though his grin gives him away. âyou didnât have to come with me.â
riki shakes his head, looking more amused than anything. âyouâre both ridiculous.â
âyeah, but it was worth it,â jake says, his gaze soft as he looks at you.
you roll your eyes but canât help smiling. even with a sore throat and a pounding headache, you canât stay mad at him.
âjust so weâre clear,â jay says, âyouâre both banned from making decisions for the rest of the day.â
jake laughs, wrapping an arm around you and pulling you close. âdeal.â
âbut seriously,â jungwon says, his tone more serious now, âyou need to rest.â
âyes, mom,â you mumble, rolling your eyes, earning a chuckle from everyone.
as the group disperses, jake stays by your side, fussing over you like a mother hen. and despite how awful you feel, thereâs something comforting about his presenceâabout the way he tucks the blanket tighter around you and makes sure you always have tea or water within reach. full of golden retriever energy.
âyou know,â he says later, once the others are busy with their own things, âi feel kinda bad.â
âyou should,â you tease weakly, leaning against him.
he presses a kiss to your forehead, his voice soft. âbut iâd do it all over again if it meant getting to spend more time with you.â
you sigh, smiling despite yourself. âyouâre lucky i love you. and merry christmas, jake.â
âi know,â he says, his grin unmistakable. âmerry christmas, baby.â
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travelling home after christmas today
checking my tickets this morning to make sure everything is in order. realise i somehow booked a 2-stage journey with a change at Doncaster rather than a direct ticket.
aw fuck. :(
report this to my sister who suggests trains might not be running as usual. assure her that it's definitely my fault
arrive at station. my train is at 13:03. there is also a direct Edinburgh train at 13:00. longingly watch the direct train depart. :(
my train is somehow running 5 minutes late in spite of starting at King's Cross?? wym you're running late. you haven't been anywhere.
anyway this is a problem bcos i only have 11 minutes to change at Doncaster.
train also doesn't start boarding until maybe 2 minutes before scheduled departure. there are around 200 people trying to board. we are not leaving at 13:08.
finally leave at around quarter past. yeah i am not making this connection. i didn't have a seat reserved so no great loss.
notice that the app now says my connecting train is delayed due to 'overcrowding'. ehh i don't think i want to get that train anyway.
the connecting train isn't delayed enough for my to catch it. phew, i think, bullet dodged!!
the next train to Edinburgh arrives. it was also delayed leaving Kings Cross for the same unclear reasons as my original train. it's booked solid but the screen says there are seats available in coach C so off i go.
attempt to board the train. the vestibule is so full of people that im honestly not sure i can fit.
manage to fit. oh fuck. oh this is not a good train to be on.
various people are scouting out coach C in seach of seats and come back without. decide to make a trip myself as they were a couple and i'm a lone traveller so might have more success.
i have my big rucksack on + an extra bag so im just barging my way through there. there's people standing in the aisle. way unpassable.
return to the vestibule.
someone has left a very large buggy in the vestibule, unfolded, seemingly abandoned, unbelievably in the way.
someone suggests that we could fold the buggy. everyone agrees this is a good idea but no-one is the buggy's owner.
i ask if anyone knows who the buggy belongs to and someone points to a woman halfway down the carriage, beyond a bunch more standing people.
people are needing to get through to the bathroom. attempt to put myself on the other side of the buggy to clear a path. almost get stuck bcos w all my bags i am just so so large.
manage to get to the other side of the buggy and take off my backpack so i'm not taking up so much space. add my backpack to the luggage piled in front of the luggage rack.
someone returns from the adjoining vestibule with news of more space for luggage, suggests we move the buggy
collectively manage to get the buggy's owner over. she tells us she is travelling alone with 5 children. now feel kind of bad about being annoyed by the buggy.
buggy is too wide to go to the next vestibule without being folded. she say she can't fold it because it's got bags in it and there's nowhere to put the bags.
it's pointed out that she can put the bags in the other luggage rack where there is (apparently) more space. the buggy is removed and we all have space to actually move around.
my rucksack is at constant risk of fallling off the luggage pile and it's on the other side of the carriage door so not much i can do. another passenger is kindly keeping it in place for me.
also a problem w standing on long haul trains is that they are just not designed for it so there's nowhere to hold on and i almost fall into people several times.
okay we are coming up on York. maybe, i think optimistically, a bunch of people will get off at York (it's a big station) and things will improve
ohh god things do not improve
more people pile into the vestibule including a couple with a very large suitcase and a baby
suitcase has nowhere to go except the middle of the corridor. couple debate whether they should just get off the train and find alternative transport. woman says (reasonably) that she doesn't want to stand holding the baby for 3 hours to Edinburgh.
before they can come to a conclusion the train leaves
predictably the vestibule is now home to a crying baby
a man comes out of the coach w a bag from the buffet service. asks politely if he can get through so he can go back to his seat.
oh we are SO sorry but you are going to be here a while :(
manage to get my rucksack properly onto the luggage rack :)
after a while the man w the buffet car bag says that at the next station he's going to get off the train and back on at the next entrance in hope of getting back to his seat
we wish him godspeed. he gets off the train. never see him again. i hope he made it.
we are now not far from Durham. very large man w a very large bag comes through, smacks everyone with his bag, and then almost dislodges my backpack taking his suitcase out from underneath it
announces confidently which side the train doors will open on.
ok we have a shot here. on my previous recce i noticed a whole group of seats marked reserved to Durham. tell myself that i must act swiftly and decisively when we get to Durham.
by this point im having significant foot pains from too much train standing.
we arrive at Durham. the big group mentioned leaves and then a reshuffle commences
family of 5 kids mentioned previously (remember them??) are moving to take over the vacated table. observing events it looks like there's going to be 1 free seat left.
there's 2 people closer to the seat and i can't just barge past them BUT they are together. ask if one of them wants the seat.
they do not want the seat!!
move swiftly & decisively to take the seat.
it is covered and i mean covered in popcorn but i will take what i can get at this stage.
from beneath the seats me and some other helpul passengers retrieve a dropped pair of gloves, a hat and a toy Sonic the Hedgehog which we return to their owners.
finally sit.
take off coat put in eye drops begin drinking delicious 7up i've been carrying since kings cross etc.
at the next stop the person in the other seat leaves and am joined by another of the group from the vestibule. we sit and quietly read our books :3
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⊠steered your way â leo valdez x reader
wc: 2.0k summary: you and your friends have just finished a little quest and are heading back to camp, and you and leo are the only ones awake in the dark of the night. a/n: first leo fic... my baby he's so cute
you werenât sure how youâd ended up alone with leo. again. not that you minded, but it was becoming something you couldnât not take notice of. every time the group split up, it always seemed to be you and him. you didnât think too much of itâat least, not until now.
yes, you'd come best friends as a result of just always being around each other, but now that its been a few months, you started to feel more than just platonic feelings.
now, you two were the only ones on your little quest with your friends taking the night watch. it was the freezing months of winter, but leo being leo, barely even felt the cold.Â
you had suggested setting up a fire because your fingertips felt like they were literally about to fall off, and his brows furrowed momentarily like he was confused on why you would suggest that, then realisation hit him.Â
âoh,â he said, his hand scratching the back of his neck, âright, yeah, of courseâ the cold, you're cold. i'll get a fire started!â he grinned, and 5 seconds later, there was a little campfire that you and leo were sitting by, your friends in their tents just a few feet away.Â
âweâre heading home tomorrow, right?â you hated being away from camp for so longâ it had become a home for you quicker than any place ever has. you finished your quest, but everyone was just so tired, you needed a few hours to just rest.
''yeah,'' he muttered lowly. he was tinkering with some scrap metal he brought with him that he'd been working on every moment of his free time, his knee bouncing as he worked. ''we'll head back first thing tomorrow, maybe get some food along the way.'' his voice was steady, clearly having all his focus on whatever he was doing with that object in his hands.
you liked moments like this with him, the oddly calm and quiet ones, where you could simply just admire him being him, doing the things he loved.
it was a new moon, so the sky was fully dark, save for a few stars and smaller constellations. the campfire cast a soft orange glow on his face, and for a second, you forgot what you were even planning to say.
âyou okay over there?â he asked, not even looking up, the teasing back in his voice like he suddenly remembered how he had once declared it was his 'official job to annoy you at all times' a few months ago.
âyeah,â you said quickly, fidgeting with the hem of your shirt. you took a deep breath, trying to ignore the way your heart raced. âactually, uh, i wanted to talk to you about something.â
that got his attention. his hands stilled, the little gadget he was working on shoved into his jackets' pocket carefully as he finally looked up. âwhatâs up?â
you hesitated, your pulse thrumming in your ears. this was fine. it was leo. it was just leo. except it wasnât just leo, and that was kind of the problem.
âokay, so, um,â you started, stumbling over your words. âi like you.â
silence.
he blinked at you, his head tilting slightly. "what?"
"i like you," you repeated, your voice softer now, but the words felt no less terrifying.
his brow furrowed, his expression caught somewhere between confused and wary.Â
"i don't understand," he said slowly, like he was trying to piece together a puzzle.
you frowned, your confidence slipping.
"whatâs there to understand? i just said i like you, leo." you tried to act casual about it, but your heart seemed to have missed the message and was beating like you had just sprinted at speed of a million miles per hour.Â
for a second, he didnât say anything. he just blinked at you, his expression unreadable. and then he laughedâa quick, nervous sound, like he didnât quite believe you. âwhat, like, as a friend?â
âno, leo,â you said, your voice wavering slightly, looking him straight in the eyes for a moment. âlike, like-like you.â
his mouth opened, then closed, like he didnât know what to say.Â
his eyes darted away from yours, and he shifted uncomfortably, scratching the back of his neck. âi mean, aâare you sure?â he asked, and for all his usual cockiness, his voice sounded uncertain now.Â
you frowned, leaning forward slightly. âyeah, leo. iâd say iâm pretty sure,â you said with a small chuckle, âwhy wouldnât i be sure?â
he let out a shaky laugh, his gaze still fixed on the gadget in his hands. âi donât know, âcause like, youâ weââ he started, then cut himself off with a sigh, ânever mind mind, forget it.âÂ
you noticed the tension in his brows, the way his fingers kept tapping against his thigh, like he would do when he had a million thoughts running through his mind.
âleo,â you said, wanting to do nothing more than kiss the slight frown off his face. why was this so hard for him to believe?
"you're the guy who makes me laugh even when i don't want to. youâre the guy who makes up weird nicknames for me that i pretend to hate, youâre the guy who pretends to be annoyed when i break something, but then spends the whole day fixing it without me even asking. and youâre the guy who..." you trailed off, biting the inside of your cheek to stop your smile. "the guy who's way too hard not to like."Â
he finally looked up at you, his brown eyes narrow and searching, like he was trying to figure out if you were messing with him. âyou really mean that?â
you couldnât even hide the stupid smile on your face, âof course i do.âÂ
for a moment, he just stared at you, his expression soft. then, slowly, that grin that you loved started to spread across his face. âwell, uh,â he said, his voice lighter now, âgood, âcause, yâknow, i kinda like you too.â he said, âlike-like you.â
you couldnât help but laugh, the tension melting away. âyeah?â you laughed, âthatâs good to know, valdez.â
âyeah, well,â he said, his grin turning into a smirk, and you noticed his hands were no longer fidgeting around. âdonât go getting all mushy on me now. iâve got a reputation to uphold.â
âright, your reputation as a total dork?â
âexactly,â he said, his smirk softening into something warmer. âbut, uh, thanks. for, yâknow, liking me anyway.â
you rolled your eyes, but your smile didnât fade. âsure,â you giggled, âanytime.â
he stared at you for a second, then broke into a wide, lopsided grin that made your stomach do another stupid flip. he cocked his head his head to the side beckoning you closer. you happily obliged, leaning into his side as he wrapped an arm around you.
he was unusually silent, so you leaned back from his hold and looked up at him, in question.
''what?'' you asked, and he was biting back a smile like he always did when he was debating if he should saying something stupid. ânothing, i just knew the valdez charm would come through one day.â
you pushed his shoulder, âoh my gods, leoâ you stifled a laugh, ânevermind, i take it all back.âÂ
âwait, wait, wait, i was just kidding!â he reached his arms back out, and it took a lot of self control you didnât even realize you had to not fall back right into them.
âplease come back, iâm sorry.â he said, his voice low and half teasing, and you shook your head as you laughed a little yourself.
âyouâre so not funny.â you mumbled into his chest, the cold air not being a problem anymore.
''yeah, yeah.'' you heard the smile in his voice as his arm moved up and down your shoulder. ''you say that a lot.''
''wait, but,'' he narrowed his eyes and tilted his head as he leant back a little, his arm sliding off. âdidnât you just say that i make you laugh even when you donât want to? i'd say that means i'm pretty funny. "
''i lied.''
''right. did you lie about the rest too?'' he said sarcastically.
you huffed, biting back a smile as you thought back on that ramble-confession of yours.
''... no.'' you murmured quietly, not even bothering to make a remark as you looked at your hands.
when you looked up, leo had that one grin on his face that was more sweet than teasing. ''would you look at that?'' he said, ''you being all nice and sappy, seriously, i don't deserve it.''
''seriously, stop it,'' you grumbled, and he put his arm back around you. it wasn't unusual because even when you were simply friends, being physical wasn't a rare occurrence.
what was a new occurrence, though, was leo pressing a kiss to the top of your head.
you pressed your lips together to hide your smile, but you couldn't do anything to stop the reddening of your face.
''you know, uh, speaking of charm...'' leo suddenly said, removing his arm from around you and digging into his pocket. ''this was what i was working on earlier, its uh, its a charm.'' he started, ''i made you a bracelet to go with, but its back at camp, so...''
he pulled out a tiny object and held it in between his thumb and pointer fingers. you looked up from his hands to his face, ''can i?" you whispered, like anything louder would ruin the moment.
he mumbled a small, low, ''of course,'' his eyes trained on you as he placed the tiny object in your hands, his fingers brushing over your palm slightly.
he had made you a charm.
despite all of the weaponry and larger scale items he forged, he managed to design the daintiest little thing, about the size of your thumbnail. it was a bronze circular compass, gold edges, with a tiny ruby in the centre.
he watched your reaction, silently hoping that you'd love it. he'd been aiming to finish it before the quest, and give it to you just before you all left to start it off on a good note, but of course, with his luck, he accidentally broke a piece when it was halfway done, and had to restart the whole thing. he really hoped it was worth the wait.
''oh my gods, leo, its so beautiful. i can't believe you made this,'' you muttered, rambling other words of affection in awe as you fully took in the compass and turned it over in your hands.
''yeah, uh the pointer thing, it always points you to wherever you believe home is.''
he mentioned that fact so casually, as if the items importance didn't just increase a million times more in your mind. you looked at him in awe this time, amazement written over your features. he smiled a little awkwardly, and it was the cutest thing you'd ever seen.
with this new fact about the compass, you looked back down at it once more.
you wondered if it was pointing at camp, and you thought about all the times you had, midnight group rendezvousâ meeting by the beach and laughing all night, leo persuading you to do karaoke with him which slowly turned into the whole group singing (and almost getting caught), and successfully sneaking back into your cabin and going to bed with a smile on your face.
the pointer seemed to flicker between your friends tents, which made you smile, because your friends really were your home. then you realised, home wasn't the place, but it was rather the people who took up that place.
you really hoped he didn't notice the way the pointer pointed directly at him now.
''i love it, thank you so much,'' you told leo, eyes flickering between his features, before carefully hooking the charm onto your camp necklace temporarily to keep it safe.
''i'm actually... i'm at a loss for words, leo.'' you said with a half hearted chuckle, shaking your head slightly.
he smiled sheepishly, like he didn't know how to respond to the compliment. his eyes flickered down to the charm for a moment, and his face seemed to flush.
''hey, its no problem.'' he grinned at you, ''i can talk enough for the both of us.'' he nudged your shoulder, then held his arm out once again, inviting you in for a side hug.
you nuzzled a little closer into leo's side, and you thought: maybe sitting by this fire, leo's arms around you while all your friends slept was worth the loss of sleep before your journey back home. you snuck another look at the compass, and you smiled a little. yeahâ still pointing right at leo.
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â±â Disciples of Wren | Chapter One â±â
Descriptions: est. 1660 words, sapphic vampire fantasy
cw: mentions of death, blood
The creature came upon me with a strange sort of curiosity. A sharp eyed, cervine gaze and a body to match the face. In my state, I thought them to be frail. I imagined those thin legs snapping beneath their movement, but they didnât. Each footstep echoed as it fell onto the chapel floor. Steady and refined, unfazed by the blood soaked pews; unfazed by my body being there at all. When they finally approached my position, I gathered what strength I had left and swung a pitiful blow at the creature. A small laugh fell from their mouth as they took a step back to avoid the punch. The sound was slick with pity.
My vision had siphoned down to pinholes and for a moment I felt a bit of relief at the stranger circling me. If they were real and not a figment of my dying mind; that is, if they were going to kill me, at least this would finally be over. The eyeing continued for a while. The sound of their heeled shoes annotating my shallow breaths, clunking like hooves on cobblestones. A pale horse; a reaper.
Then the distance closed. Like a flash of lightning, suddenly I could feel their breath on my neck. My whole body burned with adrenaline, but there was no where to run now. What solace I had found in the prospect of a timely death was rapidly being replaced with a primal fear. I would have thrown the thing off of me if I had any fight left but my limbs were numb. So I just lay at itâs mercy. Thinking an endless array of horrific scenarios, and if I should start praying again, but then deciding against it. What a pitiful existence; my last aching moments, wasted on questioning god and tallying every sin Iâd committed. I remember wondering if a hell was waiting for me on the other side. I could have smiled, and perhaps I did. I hoped the depths of eternal damnation would be more gentle with me.
The ceiling of the little church looked so far away in that last moment. Stretching from me, as if I were falling or the building itself climbing up towards the sky. Rings of crimson clouded my vision. More and more, filling up the space until there was nothing else. Until I felt no more pain and the yellow light from inside the chapel was completely gone. It was as if Iâd struggled into a deep sleep. The kind of slumber you only experience when youâre ill; heavy, and uncomfortable but sleep nonetheless.
When I woke up I was in no hell I could recall, but perhaps a new rendition of its horror. I breathed, and I lived, but my body was so still. There is a gentle hum of life we tend to ignore in our day to day but now that it was gone from me, I missed it. I searched my body over as if to ground myself, trailing my hands over my bare stomach and chest. More concerning than my lack of clothes was the rough stitches I found all over my wounds. Dozens of rudimentary sutures with the skin puckered at each knot; dark purple in contrast to my skin which appeared grey in the low light.
My eyes widened like black marbles in my face, darting about my surroundings. There was nothing but a small room that reeked of wet rot and various stacks of old scripture. Neither of which brought me peace. Neither of which gave clue to my previous or current plight. I grappled at the sheets on the small bed to cover myself as I sat up. They smelled like dust, just like everything else in the place. The skin around the stitches stretched insufferably with my movement. The searing that coursed through my body was unimaginable. I held my breath in fear I would let out a sound and partly in fear of snuffing the only light source I had to keep me company; a puny candelabra. I eyed the thing curiously as I inched my way towards it.
I lifted the candelabra and ghosted my hand over the surface of the bed side table, before reaching for one of the two drawers. I thought if nothing else, perhaps the piece of furniture hid a clue of what had happened to me, and if not that maybe a weapon. I hunched over the thing, gripping the little handle like it was a lifeline, before slowing pulling it open.
âI assume youâre looking for these.â The voice ripped through my prolonged silence like thunder. I clenched the sheets that covered me in one hand and the candelabra in the other, as I whipped around to face the interloper. The open door was peeled back revealing a darkened hallway, like an abyss. One that kept the owner of the voice safe from my view. All hidden, apart from their hands which jutted out of the pitch with my old clothes balanced in them.
âDonât come any closer. Who are you?â My voice trembled as I spoke. In that moment my confusion frightened me more than the stranger in the doorway.
âHow do you feel?â The voice spoke again, ignoring my question. âI imagine you must be quite confused by all this.â Confused was a gentle way of putting it. I was beside myself with questions, and the casual nature of the persons inquiry frustrated me.
âWhere am I? Answer me plainly.â There was a lull after my demands that made the open door very unsettling. I felt exposed. Wether Iâd liked to admit it or not, I was at the mercy of this stranger. âYouâre in my home.â
âI said plainly.â My frustration was growing, as was my fear.
âPlainly stated, youâre in a chapel.â
Memories of the previous evening flooded my mind. I had run for miles to find the abandoned chapel, only for it to not be as abandoned as Iâd hoped. They were waiting for me.
âThe Disciples.â The words were hushed on my lips. I feared if I spoke too loudly, somehow they would hear me, discover me.
âIâm not one of them if that is what concerns you.â The strangers tone sounded vexed by even notion. Then there was a gentle crunch of dirt on the stone floors as they stepped through the doorway; finally revealing themselves.
A long, slender form appeared first. She was tall and well dressed. A high collar, button up tunic tucked neatly into slacks and hanging from her neck, a long beaded necklace with a large pendant at the end that dangled just above her belt. I admired her with a strange sort of awe and confusion.
Her prominent nose arched confidently towards me. Above that; a smooth brow sat, hanging over a set of garnet eyes that sliced through the rest of her features, capturing me. Her hair was pin straight and long; cascading black lengths that seem to reach down until they disappeared into the darkness surrounding her. I stared for a long while, unspeaking. It was as if my mind had chosen to forgive the current situation in favor of her. She was captivating. A type of beauty that transcended gender.
If it werenât for the sound of her heels hitting the floor I might have stayed like that, unmoving. Though as she approached further, those calm, refined steps began to echo in my skull and more images started to resurface in my memory.
âStop.â I whispered. I hadnât intended to but I seemed to have lost my breath as I began to recognize the creature. I shoved the candelabra forward in an attempt to ward her off.
âIâd like to check your wounds if youâll allow me.â She spoke calmly, but each word was tinged with annoyance.
âNo! I remember you. You-â
She cut me off. âIf you are remembering correctly, you will recall me sewing your body back up after those friends of yours made quite the carnage of you.â I was startled by her air of dominance. She did not raise her voice, nor her hand towards me and yet I found myself poised; ready to listen and obey.
âLet me explain myself. Lie down.â
And I did. The stranger took the candelabra from my hand and placed it on the table. âMay I?â She asked, gesturing towards the sheet that covered my chest. âIâll keep you modest. I just need to check those sutures.â I nodded hesitantly as she lifted the sheet and began inspecting my injuries.
âWho are you?â I asked.
âMy name is Victoria.â She replied softly. She was focused, meticulously poking and prodding at each stitch; pulling small cries from my throat with every inspection.
âIâm Irene.â I choked out between the pain. âWell, Irene you are healing as well as I couldâve hoped for, but I need to go get something to cover these. Stay put.â
âWait, you havenât explained a thing to me. How do I know you will return?â
âWeâre not strangers any longer, Irene. Have a little faith in me.â She murmured while covering me, then turned around and left the room. The door remained open but somehow my discomfort was not eased.
When Victoria returned she carried a large bundle in her arms. âThese are new clothes for you to change into. While I donât recommend you leave, I am not keeping you prisoner either. If you wish to stay this room is yours for the night.â She placed the bundle in my lap and headed for the door again.
âYouâre leaving again? Arenât you going to tell me what happened?â The woman turned did not turn around to reply but only stoped briefly in her motion.
âCome to me tomorrow. Rest now.â
And I did.
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hi!! i would like to request sakusa having a very cheerful girlfriend who gradually changes her appearance little by little, he doesnât notice it because he thinks sheâs beautiful in any way, like lets say she used to have this fluffy wavy hair then she just smoothen it and her clothes used to have fun patterns on them now its just plain. then one day he just goes âwhat happened to your hair?â And she just breaks down because she did all that so that she could fit into his âtypeâ. you can make it as fluffy or as angsty as you wantt, thank youu smđđ
đđđđđđđ đđđđđđ fit in word count ; (777) content warning ; (first time writing for him BEAR WITH ME, curly hair! reader, insecurity, angst to comfort, profanity, crying)
It starts off small. So small, in fact, that Kiyoomi convinces himself that heâs imagining things.
The first thing he notices is small. A mute blue hoodie instead of your usual bright yellow one. If he were anyone else, he wouldnât have even noticed it. He thought it was odd at the moment, but assumed you just hadnât done laundry.
The next thing he notices is that youâve been gradually replacing your loud jewelryâ different shaped beads of all shapes and colorsâ with simple, silver jewelry. He wants to comment on it, but he assumes youâre just trying out new things. Youâve always liked to do that, right?
When you start straightening your hair more often and wearing it in slick-backs, heâs confused. Youâre basically a shell of your past self by now. Fun, loud colors turned to dark, muted colors. If he was paying closer attention, he would compare it to his own closet and see the similarity. Jewelry that clinks against each other with each step, is now a simple chain with a heart pendant. Your beautiful curly hairâ now straight, hanging down your back as you do the dishes.
Kiyoomi sits at the dining room table, eyes narrowed as he pieces all of this change together. His chin is in his hand, his elbow on the table, one finger framing his face. He wants to say somethingâ badly. But if he does? Who knows what will happen. Maybe youâre just growing. Thatâs a thing people do, right? People change over the years. Kiyoomi knows he sure as hell has.
âYou straightened your hair,â he finally says, breaking the silence. He watches as you stop scrubbing the dish you're holding. âAnd you stopped wearing your jewelry.â
You hesitate to answer, he can see that. Your body twitches as if itâs going to turn around, but you donât. You continue scrubbing at the dish. âI, um, got overstimulated. Couldnât deal with the curls and the, uh, loud beads.â
Kiyoomi hums, because he knows youâre lying. Thereâs a shake to your voice that he canât quite place.
âDo you not like it?â Your voice is quiet. Tentative. Timid. Something heâs never heard from you before.
He stands from the table and walks over to you, standing directly behind you. âI love you in all shapes and forms,â he says. âBut you straightened your hair yesterday. And the day before that. And you put your jewelry in a box in the closet.â You turn to look at him, eyes widened a fraction. âYeah, I saw it.â He frowns. âWhatâs going on? Why are you⊠changing yourself?â
You press your lips together and avoid his eyes. He takes your chin in his hand, making you look at him. His heart skips at the sight of tears on your waterline. âWhatâs wrong, Y/n?â
âI⊠I was justâŠâ you canât even get your sentence out. âYouâre so clean. You and your family are⊠Youâre nice and proper and rich and I am not. I am loud and obnoxious and I dress like an elementary school teacher and my hair is loud and big and I do not fit in with you.â
Kiyoomi is stunned. The words tumble out of your mouth, tears fall down your cheeks and Kiyoomi canât move. His lips part in a desperate attempt to speak, but nothing comes out.
Kiyoomi has never been one for physical affection. Growing up, his parents never hugged him. His sister was much older, so she wasnât around to fulfill that either. But in this moment, as the tears donât stop and youâre practically choking on your own breath, Kiyoomi presses your face into his chest and wraps his arms around you.
âYou are perfect just the way you are,â Kiyoomi mumbles into your hair. âI love your big, curly hair and I love the way you dress and I love you. You donât need to change who you are just because you think you donât fit in. You do fit in with me. And who gives a fuck what my parents think, hm? They donât even know you, Y/n, but if they did, they would love you too. Itâs not how you dress, or how you act, itâs you. I love you.â
Slowly but surely, your breathing steadies. Youâre no longer choking on your own breath, no longer shaking. You keep your face pressed into his chest.
You pull away eventually and stare up at him with big, wet eyes. âI love you too.â
He presses another kiss into your hair and smiles down at you. âGood. Now, what do you want for dinner? Iâll make it tonight, okay?â
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Got any advice for a fictive who's struggling with their source (A TV series) getting cancelled?
I'm not exactly like my source and I'm drifting farther and farther away from it every day. It feels weird, but I'm told it's okay.
Anyway, lately I've been missing watching my old adventures and our system as a collective writes fanfics based on the source, but it's not the same.
I just really really miss it...even though I sometimes got embarrassed while watching the episodes cuz source me is way less mature.
Take time to grieve your source. It meant something important to you, and now it's no longer here, so let yourself grieve it as you would the loss of anything else that was important to you. Sit with your feelings, but don't ruminate on them; give them some time to settle within you and then go do something else, whatever will get your mind off it. Mourn freely, but don't drown yourself in it.
If you wish to ground yourself with your source, perhaps look up compilations of it online â funny moments, "best of (character)", that sort of thing. You could also look at others' fanworks of the series, if you so wish.
One unconventional method that helped our system members when something similar happened to them/us was starting an original project heavily inspired by their/our source. Taking the core of our source, along with the odds and ends we especially loved, and letting it all grow into its own thing? It helped us grow into our own selves, too, while also being something new to ground us; now we have something to look on with pride, because we helped make that.
It also helps that we have the rest of our system to ground us. Reach out to your system members and let them support you through this. "Sorrow shared is sorrow halved", as they say.
As a final note, it is indeed okay to drift from your source, even if it feels weird. Let yourself become yourself, and everything else will fall into place over time.
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Jazz - Danny Phantom x Transformers Prime Crossover
Summary: Danny and his sister have some catching up to do.
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Set in a series where Danny finds Starscream one day and decides to start haunting the Decepticons. That's basically all the context you need but if you want more here is the rest of the series:
Haunting the Nemesis
Part 1: Chasing Stars
Part 2: Burning Rubber
Part 3: Adventures of the Decepticons' Pet Ghost Or Tumblr Master List
Part 4: Falling Stars
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Danny sat cross-legged on Jazzâs small dorm bed, watching with a small smile as his older sister turned on the kettle and pulled out two china cups from her cupboard. Danny absently glanced around, looking over how neat and well-kept her dorm was. She was always organizing, always making sure everything was perfect. Danny remembered how much of a hell it was for her to live with their parents, leaving weapons, tools, and even just puddles of ectoplasm lying about the house. Her bedroom was her only safe space, and Danny was pretty sure it was the only clean room in that old house/lab/deathtrap of theirs.
The faint scent of peppermint tea filled the air as he watched Jazz fill the two cups with boiling water. She added some honey, tapped the spoon on the edge of the cup and placed it into the sink, turning back around to Danny with a smile on her face, a cup in each hand. Despite the peaceful setting, Danny couldnât shake the anxiety that twisted in his gut.
Danny hadnât been by in months, he hadnât contacted her in just under that⊠and now he owes her an explanation.
"So," Jazz finally sat down on her desk chair, spinning around to face him and passing him his cup of tea. "How have you been doing? I was worried. I havenât heard from you in a while." Her voice was gentle but filled with concern.
Danny sighed, glancing up at her. "I'm fine, Jazz. Really."
Jazz narrowed her eyes, clearly unconvinced. "Fine, huh? You were basically homeless the last time I saw you. Where have you been staying?"
He shifted awkwardly, rubbing the back of his neck. How was he supposed to explain this without sending his overprotective sister into a full-blown panic? "Uh, well⊠about that. Promise me you wonât freak out?"
Jazz raised an eyebrow. "Danny, you know thatâs not really helping me not freak out."
"Iâm serious," Danny pressed. "Just⊠hear me out before you start yelling, okay?"
Jazz leaned back in her chair, crossing her arms. "Fine, I promise. Whatâs going on?"
Danny took a deep breath. "Okay. So⊠Iâve been staying with some, uh, aliens." He gave a light smile at the end.
Jazz blinked at him, stunned for a moment. Then she stared at her brother, waiting to see if he would start laughing. He didnât. " Aliens? You're staying with aliens? "she asked incredulously.
Danny held up his hands in surrender, one still holding the mug. "Look, look. I know it sounds insane, but weâve seen weirder things than that, right? And they're not the, you know, invade-the-world type⊠Well, not exactly. I mean, they did try and kill me at first, but they're actually kinda nice once you get to know them."
Jazzâs mouth opened and closed, trying to find the words. "You⊠what?"
"They're called Decepticonsâ or, well, technically, their species is called Cybertronian, but theyâre basically giant thirty-foot tall robots." Danny continued, trying to keep his tone casual. âThey're a little murderous, and most think humans are the scum of the earth, but theyâve also kinda⊠started caring about me?"
Jazz blinked, clearly struggling to wrap her head around everything. âSoâŠyouâre living with a bunch of alien robots that want to kill you?"
âIn a giant spaceship, yes,â Danny said. Jazz stared at him, looking dumbfounded. Danny gave her a sheepish smile and wrung his hands together. "I mean, they're not so different once you get past the whole âgiant alien robotâ thing.â He waved his hand to the side. âThey have personalities, and grudges, and, well, issues⊠a lot of issues. You would honestly love trying to psychoanalyze them, Jazz."
Jazz started rubbing her temples. "I donât even know how to respond to that."
Danny leaned forward, his expression earnest. "Jazz, Iâm fine. I promise. I can handle it. I know how to protect myself." He glanced up at her expression. She seemed more concerned than he originally thought she would. "Iâm sorry, Jazz, I didnât mean to worry you. But now theyâre⊠my responsibility, in a way. Iâm finally getting them to grow their limited views on humans, and I've managed to prevent at leastâŠâ He looked to the side, counting on his fingers. ââ Twenty? Twenty unnecessary deaths since I moved in, so I count that as a win!"
Jazzâs expression shifted to confusion at something Danny said. He was about to ask her what was wrong before she spoke up. âThey think youâre human?â
Danny laughed and rubbed the back of his neck again. âAh, right. I donât think they know ghosts exist. They just think I'm a really strange human with no self-preservation skills. I mean, why burst that bubble for them.â Danny shrugged with a laugh.
Jazz gave an awkward chuckle in response before tilting her head to the side. âHow, uh⊠do they possibly think youâre human? You have white hair, you glow, thereâs the fangs, and then the whole pointed ears thing. Have you just been around them in your human form?â
Danny shrugged. âMost of the time in my ghost form, actually. But if we come down to earth, I switch to human so I donât show up on any government radarsâ
âThey donât find that you can switch forms strange either?â She asked, tilting her head to the side.
Danny laughed. âI mean, technically, they transform into, likeâ cars and jets, so⊠Hair colour isnât that different.â Danny shrugged again, hands still wrapped around his mug, which he hadnât even sipped from yet. âI think Iâm the first âHumanâ theyâve ever been around. It's honestly really funny seeing how they have no idea how to act around me.â
Jazz laughed again and then let out a long breath, eyes fixed on Danny with a thoughtful look. "You know⊠if you somehow ignore the whole alien thing, the way you talk about them kind of reminds me of how you talk about the ghosts. All tough and stabby, but secretly, deep, deep down, they care."
Danny smiled brightly, throwing his hands up in excitement. "Yeah, that's exactly it! They put on this scary, âI'm going to destroy youâ front, but really, if you dig a little deeper, theyâre really great. I mean, take Skulker. He says that he wants my pelt as a trophy, but he helped me take down some of those labs a while back, and he sometimes even gives me self-defence tips mid-fight to make me stronger. Even if he claims it's to make me more of a challenge to hunt. I donât think he even wants to skin me anymore."
Jazz raised an eyebrow. "And these⊠Decepticons?"
"Same thing. Theyâre always posturing and threatening at first, but once they see that Iâm not going anywhere and I can stand up to them, itâs different. Like⊠I actually like being around them. Itâs weird, I know. But theyâve kind of become like this chaotic family that I never knew I wanted."
Jazz leaned forward slightly, resting her chin on her hand. "So what are they like? I mean, besides being war machines that want to kill people?"
Danny smiled, his eyes brightening. "Well, Starscream is⊠complicated. He's got this huge ego and is always trying to one-up Megatron, their leader, but when you catch him off-guard, he's actually kind of thoughtful and gives me gifts and stuff.â
ââKnockout? Heâs vain, like really vain, but also kind of funny. Heâs all about his appearance, but he secretly loves to explain things to people, even if it is more like heâs trying to prove heâs better than you. But I help him out with his work all the time. And I go with him down to earth to help him join street races.â
â âAnd Soundwave. He doesn't talk much; as far as I know, Iâm the only person he really talks to besides his mini-con Laserbeak, whoâs like his bird son. But he is honestly really sweet and is always looking out for me, and I sometimes just get to hang out in the control room while he works. Breakdown is fun to talk to, and he likes to bring me on missions when Knockout canât come âHe and Knockout are partners, by the wayâ."
Jazz smiled and finally took a sip of her tea. "Youâre right. They do sound fun to psychoanalyze."
Danny grinned. "Oh, they are. Theyâre like ghosts in that way, too. Theyâre also in a war, so they have a lot of traumatic experiences. Plus, theyâre so old. I mean, these guys have been around for thousands of years, maybe even millions," he continued, gushing over his new friends.
He paused as if something clicked in his mind. "Actually, Iâm pretty they can live forever if they donât get themselves killed. They have a spark in their chest, which is basically a ghost core, so if their body gets too damaged, as long as their spark is okay and has energon, sometimes they can change frames. Though I donât know if they keep their memories. Iâll have to ask.â He put a finger on his chin.
Jazzâs expression shifted. She hesitated before speaking again. "Danny⊠do you think thatâs why youâre so drawn to them?â
Danny raised an eyebrow at her change in tone. âWhat do you mean?â
â Maybe⊠maybe itâs not just because theyâre like ghosts." She paused, watching his reaction. "What if itâs because they can live that long? That if youâre friends with people who live for thousands or millions of years⊠you might not be alone after⊠after weâre gone."
Dannyâs blood froze, his smile fading. "JazzâŠ" he started, his voice unsteady. "Iâm notâI'm not thinking about that. I donât⊠who knows if Iâm even immortal or not, right? I can still die. Iâve done it beforeâthree times!" He held out three fingers and laughed tightly. "Iâm aging, right?â He gestured to his currently not fourteen-year-old self. âSo that means Iâll die when you guys do⊠right?" His voice cracked at the end.
Jazz looked up at him with sombre eyes, and he felt his core sink. "Clockwork said that one day you would become his apprentice. That youâd help himâŠ"
Danny looked away and threw a hand to the side, his voice rising. "Thatâs just what he says! Heâs like that, Jazz. Always talking about time and the future like he knows everything. That doesnât mean Iâm gonna live forever!" It couldnâtâŠ
"Danny," Jazz said softly, standing up and moving over to the bed, her cup placed down on the desk. She pulled his out of his hands as well, hands that were now shaking slightly. This was supposed to just be a nice catch-up with his sister. Not this. "I understand. You donât want to lose us. But one day, when youâre older, you might become fully ghost." She paused, reaching out to gently touch his arm. "But⊠Iâm glad youâre finally finding friends who can be there for you. Be there for you longer than I ever can. To protect you."
Danny pulled his hands away from her, standing abruptly. His breathing was shallow, and the room felt too small. He stepped back. "No. Jazz, thatâs not⊠I donât want them because of that! Iâ" His throat tightened, and he couldnât bring himself to finish the thought.
Jazz stood. "Danny, itâs okay. Iâm not saying itâs a bad thing. I just think⊠maybe, deep down, youâre trying to make sure you wonât be alone. Even when weâre gone."
Dannyâs fists clenched. The idea of losing Jazz, of losing Sam, Tucker⊠it felt unbearable. He shook his head, refusing to accept it. "I donât want to think about that," he muttered, his voice strained.
Jazzâs face softened even more, and she wrapped her arms around him, pulling him into a hug. "I know. But things change. And when they do, I want you to have people who can be there for you. People who understand you. Even if we canât be. Iâm glad you met these guys, Danny; I truly am."
Danny stood still in her arms, his body trembling. The thought of outliving everyone he cared about haunted him more than anything ever could. He squeezed his eyes shut and hugged Jazz back.
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Simon 'Ghost' Riley
It takes her longer to realise than it should have but in the heat of the fight she was more focused on her own survival than where the rest of the team was. Or more precisely, Simon.
A shot rings out behind her as the man with the knife aimed at her crumbles to the floor with a thud. She turns to find the source of the shot to see soap standing not six feet from her, motioning for her to follow. She figures the areas clear, and that's their cue to head out. Only Simon was there with them, but now he was nowhere to be seen.
She's about to stop Soap from going any further when she sees him still. She assumes that he's realised what she had but then she follows his gaze, heart stopping when she sees the crumpled figure on the floor. Without a second thought she rushes over to him.
"Ghost! Simon!" She pleads, laying a gentle hand on his arm, relaxing slightly when she feels him stir. "We gotta get him out of here!" She whirls round to Soap, not realising he's already at her side.
"Ya got 'im?" Soap asks her, after helping get Simon to his feet. It's almost comical, Simon's large form slumped against her, a large arm slung around her neck which grips with one hand while the other finds its way around his back, gripping onto his tactical vest to secure her hold on him.
"Think so, now clear the way" she nods as she and Simon stumble after Soap.
The adrenaline fueling her lasts until they get back to the chopper, thankful for the help of hauling him on board before she's slumping next to him. Her head dropping onto his shoulder, "Thanks love" he grumbled, the only thing he'd said since they'd found him.
"You scared me Si, just stay alive until we get home at least" she sighs, exhausted.
Johnny 'Soap' Mactavish
It was a rare occasion that Johnny got so drunk that he could barely stand. In fact in all the time she'd know Johnny there was only the once that she could remember it happening, a visit back home to see his family had ended with him and all his cousins half comatose on the floor after a someone had bet they could drink more than the rest. Unsurprisingly, Johnny didn't remember that night just the hangover the following day.
"Aye, ken 'ave 'nother" he slurred as Price stood up offering to get the next round in, she noticed he was a little unstable to his feet too but nowhere near Johnny.
"I think you've had enough" she placed her hand on Johnny's arm as he turned his head, his unfocused gaze landing upon her, ready to deny her words.
Ghost, who she'd barely heard speak all night cut Johnny off before he could speak. "Ya birds righ' mate" he spoke before draining the rest of his whiskey from the glass.
"Guess we should all call it night then, huh?" Prices asks, ever the sensible one as he starts ushering his boys from their seats, the offer of the next round forgotten.
She expects Johnny to be unsteady on his feet as soon as he stands, so she wraps an arm around his middle, leaning in closer under the pretence that she wants to be close. Johnny's a stubborn one, and if he realised she was only doing it to keep him upright then he wouldn't be happy.
He stumbles on the way out of the bar almost falling and taking her down with him but luckily Gaz is there to catch the both of them. "Do ya want any help getting him in the car?" He offers.
She shakes her head in response, "Thanks, I should be fine. We're only over there." she waves her hand in the general direction of the car, thanking him again with a smile as the rest of the team say their goodbyes for the night.
"C'mon Johnny let's get you home" she mumbles, half dragging, half guiding him towards the car. Letting him lean against it as she pats his pockets down to check for his car keys.
"Gettin' handsy there bonnie" he smirks as he reaches sloppily for her chest.
She bats his hands away with a laugh, "Get your mind outta the gutter, I'm just getting the keys" she says finally fishing them out of his pocket.
"'Ve got it," he says, determinedly reaching for the keys, but the alcohol has slowed his movements, and she easily pulls them out of his reach.
"I love you Johnny but if you think I'm going to let you drive right now your crazy" she deadpans as he frowns in response, trying once again to unsuccessfully grab the car keys. "C'mon in the car you go" she says opening the door and guiding a sulking Johnny into the passenger seat. Once she's sure he's buckled in properly she leaves him with a kiss on the cheek before shutting the door and heading around to the drivers side already mentally preparing to deal with a hung over Johnny tomorrow.
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One Piece Modern Gym Au Wip (Part 24)
Perona showed them the way to a restaurant down the street. The whole time Sanjiâs heart was hammering against his chest like crazy. He knew which restaurant she meant. He knew were Zoro and he had to go to help Perona as soon as he heard the address - because for almost nine years he had to pass this exact street and building. But not anymoreâŠthe past three years lying heavy on his shoulders.
âThere it is,â Perona said and pointed to a fancy-looking house between the grey buildings.
âThat looks quite high classâŠyou think we get something to brunch there? Will they even let us in?â Zoro asked, looking down on himself.
âJust mention youâre hungry,â Sanji mumbled.
âWhat?â
âOh, nothing. I said I do believe there will be brunch - if I remember correctly, they have a buffet going until 1pm.â
Zoro turned slightly, looking at him with raised eyebrows.
âYou know the place, too?â
âSomething like that, yeah.â
Zoro let Perona slide from his back in front of the restaurant and opened the door for both Sanji and her. Sanji hesitated, but went after her with kind of a forced smile. Zoro wasn't so sure what was up, but he had a feeling that Sanji not only knew this place from previous visits.
Zoro followed the two, and was greeted by a large, open room with countless tables - not even half of them occupied at the moment. Right after the entrance, there was a waiter, now looking up from a book on a high table.
âWelcome at the Baratie. Table forâŠâ he started and then stopped - he looked like he had seen a ghost. âSanji?!â
âHi, Gin, nice to see youâŠâ
âI didn't think Iâd ever see you again!â
The man came around the table and threw himself against Sanji, making them both stumble slightly so Zoro put out an arm to catch them before they could fall.
âWhat were you up to? You're okay, right? How is life going? Tell me anything!â
Sanji laughed quietly and patted Ginâs back.
âNot much. Yes. Good actually. Maybe later, okay? I don't want you to get in troubleâŠâ He gave short answers.
Finally, Gin let go of him and looked him up and down. He wanted to say something, when a voice boomed through the room - even Zoro stood at attention by the tone and forceâŠand strength behind the simple words âstop fussing over som...â
The man who appeared was taller than him and had more body mass, but that just added to the whole appearance. He wore a big mustache that was twirled at the ends and a chin beard with some beads braided in it. Under a - admittedly comically high - chef hat, some ash blonde hair was showing. But the thing catching Zoroâs attention was the wooden legâŠand after it, the flash of emotions flashing over his face - disbelief, anger, sadness, joy, and lastly a forced emotionless expression. He did the same as the guy called Gin. Looking Sanji up and down, but he didn't say another word, just turned and started to walk away.
âThat was strange,â Perona whispered into Zoroâs ear.
âYeahâŠâ Zoro answered.
âCome on,â Sanji started to follow the chef waving to Zoro and Perona to do the same.
âYou sure we can stay?â Zoro asked quietly.
âHe would have kicked us out if we weren't welcome.â
The chef wordlessly pointed to a table standing a bit higher then the others around it before walking over to the kitchen. Sanji sat down first, Zoro and Perona weren't so sure if they should. This whole situation was strange. Eventually, Zoro took out a chair for Perona and then sat down beside Sanji.
âYou know that guy?â He asked carefully.
âYou could say thatâŠâ Sanji answered, picking on the skin around his nails.
Noticing that, Zoro softly grabbed his hand to give him something else to pick on - he knew how precious his hands were for Sanji. He told him he hated that he had this habit of picking the skin around his nails.
âSpill the tea,â Perona said, folding her hands on the table.
âPerona!â
A sharp look from Zoro made her apologize quietly.
âNo, itâsâŠItâs fine,â Sanji said, letting his fingers wander over Zoroâs. âZeff is my stepdad - so to say. He kind of adopted me when I was little. Not officially, my father wouldn't allow that, but I lived with him for some time and I worked here until two years ago. WeâŠwe didn't part on good terms, soâŠâ
âIâm sorry! If I had known, I wouldn't have suggested coming here,â Perona cut in, almost standing up again to leave.
âItâs fine, really. This is long overdue anyway.â
The three of them flinched when the door to the kitchen flew open, Zeff came out and threw an apron over Sanjiâs head.
âYou still know how to cook, right? Make your own damn food,â he barked and disappeared into the kitchen again.
âIâŠIâm right backâŠâ
Sanji stood up and followed Zeff cautiously under Zoroâs and Peronaâs worried looks.
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"The little things" đ€đ©žđ€
afterdeathcest fluff, word count- 1785
Goth hummed softly as he slowly gained consciousness. He lazily opened his eyes and shifted away from the light hitting his face, that must've been the thing that woke him up so early. Normally he wouldn't be so happy he can't sleep until noon but something stopped him from just falling asleep again. He raised his head to look at the two men laying beside him, sleeping, not bothered by anything. Geno was just next to him snoring every now and then, nuzzled into Reaper's black wing contrasting in color to Goth's pure white, making up Geno's personal pillow. Reaper was the furthest but still had his hand intertwined with Goth's, not letting go even in his unconscious state. Goth just stared and his single pupil widened, feeling his soul tingle. He finally had everything he could ever ask for, finally everything was peaceful again. He smiled and with a happy chirp rested his head next to Geno again, he wanted to kiss his cheek but didn't want to risk waking him up. He just covered them up with his other wing and tried to get a little more rest before they woke up.Â
He opened his eyes again when he felt a shuffle. He looked over Geno to see Reaper trying to free his wing and be as quiet as possible. In silent agreement, which was more of a set of awkward gestures, they decided it would be easier to just wake up Geno too. Just as Goth turned to him, Geno shifted in his sleep hitting the other right in the nose. Goth hissed and jerked back, waking Geno up. Confused, he lifted himself looking at Goth covering his face with a hand.Â
"Shit- shorry- sorry did I-" He tried to apologise, but given he woke up seconds ago he stumbled over his own words. Reaper giggled in the back, causing Goth himself to let out a muffled snort.Â
"Well, that's certainly a way to wake up" The god commented. He got up from the bed and patted his wings before stretching, making a couple joints crack.Â
"Feel free to join me anytime, I will go make us some coffee, I want to make the most of my day off" and with a wide smile he made his way to the kitchen. Goth slid off the bed soon after and retracted his wings. Geno was still half asleep and just when he was about to close his eye again Goth pulled his hand and gestured his head to the door.
"Oh give this old man some time to get up, my knees aren't ready to walk yet" He complained. Goth rolled his eyes.
"Reaper is way older than you, you know"
"Well Reaper doesn't have chronic pain" Geno snapped back, but his tone was still gentle. With a low groan he got up too, putting his arms in the air with a yawn. Then with one arm still up, tilted to one side, then the other. It was part of his morning routine Reaper forced on him to help with his pains. He quickly stopped as his spine cracked painfully.
"Geez, you ok?" Goth looked at him, trying to spot anything that could be hurting.
"Just my old man bones, 'm fine" He dismissed his son giving him a weak smile, though he felt pretty embarrassed how worried he got.
"Quit calling yourself that, what, you want me to start calling you old man?"Â
Geno chuckled.
"Heh, never." Without further comment he walked out of their bedroom and Goth followed, making a mental note to remind Geno to finish his morning stretches later.
As they walked in, Reaper was leaning on the kitchen counter waiting impatiently for the little light on a kettle to turn off, staring into it intensely. Just when he noticed the other two and turned his head a little click signalled the water was ready. After awkwardly standing back up like he wasn't just drilling his gaze into a kettle he poured boiling water into three cups waiting next to him and placed them on the table. Geno started drinking almost right away, only stirring the coffee inside before taking a big sip. He needed something warm in his system. Goth grabbed bread and eggs and turned on the stove to start preparing breakfast.Â
"You're here earlier than expected, especially you Gen. Did you do your stretches?" Reaper pointed at surprised Geno.
"Uhh... yea-"
"No he didn't!" Goth cut in as he cracked an egg onto the pan.
"Geno, come on. We talked about this... besides, you will have to go out today." The god revealed, leaving both Geno and Goth curious. He giggled at the anticipation he created.
"I said I want to make the most out of my day off, so I might have organised a little something so we can have fun together"Â
It was the first time Reaper had a full day to spend with his family in almost a month, it was a tough period in the multiverse and no one could've predicted how much work the two gods would have. He was tired but he wanted to finally go out somewhere with both his lovers more than anything. Reaper got a little lost in thought until he heard Goth's voice.
"Well? What is it?" He asked enthusiastically, looking over his shoulder.
"That's.. a surprise..." Reaper tried to sound secretive but he couldn't help but smile, looks like Goth missed him just as much as he missed him.
"But-" he turned his gaze back to Geno. "Geno. We're doing your stretches so you don't whine when we go out."
Geno scoffed, annoyed, but didn't object. Goth smirked, he found it amusing that his dad was sometimes treated like a little kid by Reaper.
"And Goth. Clean up your wings, I know you just unsummoned them and I don't want to see the mess you left in the morning when we go to bed." Goth just growled a little in response and Geno smiled, happy he wasn't the only victim of Reaper's aggressive love. None would say it out loud but they missed the god's bossiness, he always meant well and with skeletons as stubborn as Geno and Goth sometimes they just needed someone like Reaper to push them to take care of themselves. As caring as Reaper was he needed to be taken care of too, and Goth was ready to take on that role today. He wrapped up with preparing breakfast for the whole three while his dads were busy chatting about whatever bullshit seemed relevant and put their plates before them. Scrambled eggs, tomatoes, olives and bread. When he put down Reaper's plate, the god looked up at him confused.
"You know I don't have to eat, you two can split this between yourselves" He was ready to push away his plate but Goth stopped him.
"I wanted to do this for you. Today's special and let's be real, you probably barely ate anything these past few weeks. Let's finally eat together, ok?"
Reaper sat quietly for a while staring at Goth with wide open eyes. Of course he wanted a meal together, how could Reaper be so stupid? A smile appeared on his face alongside a slight blue blush.
"Of course. Thank you, dove" he lifted himself to give Goth a kiss. Goth happily gave him another short kiss and sat down to finally eat. The whole time they were eating Geno and Goth tried to make Reaper reveal the surprise or trick him to spill any details, but to no avail. They were patient, they could wait, but seeing how happy Reaper was, trying to keep it in, they asked him more and more. Even Geno, who at the start wasn't much on board with going anywhere started to get excited, guess the mood of his two boys really was contagious.
"Thank you for the food Gothy" Reaper got up and grabbed his plate to put in the sink. He walked to where Geno was sitting and took out his hands for him to grab
"-And let's get your exercises done, get your blood flowing!"
Geno just chuckled in defeat and took his hands to get pulled up and into Reaper's embrace.
"My blood is already flowing, out of me, constantly"Â
Reaper just rolled his eyes, but with his lack of eyelights only his annoyed sigh could indicate that.
"You walked right into that one~" Geno teased and put his forehead to Reaper's.
In the meantime Goth grabbed their exercise mats from the bedroom where Geno often stretches.
"Hey, I think I wanna join you today alright?" It wasn't really a question because as soon as he said that he started rolling out three mats.
"See? Even our little dove wants to motivate you, now come on." and with that the two walked over to Goth and started on Geno's routine.
"Face down ass up Gen!" Reaper corrected his posture. Geno groaned, shifting his legs.
"If you don't stop saying shit like that I'll stop doing these stupid exercises."
"You already don't wanna do them anyway, nothing will change." Goth looked over to Geno, stretching a lot more than him, just to show off.
The rest of their exercises went as always, a lot of cracks, groans and "You're going to kill me someday"s from Geno, but with motivation or rather silent competition from Goth they finished earlier than usual. They all went to change into something more decent than pyjamas and met again near the door when they were all ready to leave. Geno and Reaper were there way before Goth and when Geno banged on the bathroom door and Goth replied to "give him a minute" it was in fact not a minute but 15.
"What the hell took you so long??" Geno asked when Goth finally joined them.
"I just wanted to look a little nicer for you, that's all." Goth showed off his accessories and did a little spin. He went up to Geno and intertwined their fingers.
"You look very good yourself, it's not often you put effort into your outfit and look at you now"
Geno wasn't sure what to do with the unexpected compliment so he just muttered a little "you look very good too... you.... you both do"
Goth giggled, he loved making his dad so embarrassed.
"Alright, everybody ready?" Reaper jiggled the house keys indicating it's time to go. The two noded and Reaper opened the door for them theatrically to let them through like a gentleman and with the last little giggle from Goth the door closed leaving the house empty and quiet until the family decides to return.
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"That I am," he agreed with a chuckle. This all felt like a bigger gamble though. One he wouldn't have had to make if things could've just stayed the way they were back home. If Ozzy didn't get so greedy, if Oswald didn't start to slip up on his end of the bargain...
He shouldn't think about that now. They were just starting to fix that divide. He didn't need to make it any worse by bringing up past mistakes on both their parts.
"A joust would be easier than all the fuckin' hoops I've been jumping through for licenses," Oz agreed, taking a sip of his drink. His head lulled to the side as he looked over at Jack.
"Honestly? I don't fucking know--I heard one of them is like, an ancient talking owl? How the fuck do you convince an owl to let you open a casino?" He almost wanted to put his head down on the counter as he finally is voicing all of these thoughts out loud, seeing how ridiculous all of this is. "Big on Magick friendly stuff, it seems. Gonna take that angle, obviously. Some of them seem to want more tourism in town, some of them seem indifferent or annoyed by that?" Oz shook his head.
He took another long sip of his drink until he could feel it in his temples. "It's just kind of a headache and I really want it to work out," said Oswald as he looked at the counter. The fact that he wasn't one hundred percent confident in this had him not wanting to look at Jack. He was a better gambler to put on a face and pretend that he knew everything would fall exactly how he'd planned. But he knew how bad it would be if he fucked it all up. If they rejected his petition. Ozzy would be beyond pissed. He'd already made it clear that he wasn't happy with Oswald's recent performance as a host. They were just starting to get better. Not being able to get the one thing they'd promised as their part of the deal?
He's sure the demon would be super understanding about that...
"But I mean, if things go ass up, I'll figure it out; I always do," he said. "And hey, things are always a little more interesting when they end up that way, anyway." Oz winked, then finished his drink off.
"You know how it is, Jacky Jack," a slight smirk crossed his face. "Trying business in a new place. Gotta give you props for moving your show around. You've always been rather impressive."
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