#and theyre really good!!! i like them a lot so far. but also im in the mood to think about The Characters

[averysmolkirbo]

as someone with god awful social skills due to the 'tism, i SUCK at maintaining friendships. I have accidentally or unintentionally ended friendships on multiple occasions. It seemed like every time i got in with someone new, i'd fuck it all up sooner or later.

I've only had one person who i'd ever consider to be my best friend, and we dont speak much anymore but for once it's not my fault!!! they had to move away/ couldnt see me during the pandemic since they were immunocomp so we didnt see eachother much and as far as im aware we're still on good terms, we just dont talk much.

Once i got into a group of friends and alienated myself from one of them because i admitted i didng know/remember their name, and i lost the 2 other people of the group when my best friend told me about how one of them had apparantly mistreated her, and when i brought it up to the other one in the group she either denied it or refused to say/do anything to the person for it (i think they were dating at the time)

a couple weeks later i dont have a friend group anymore but atleast i have the confidence to say i stood by my friend.

come to find out they had either reached an apology or resolution or it was a whole misunderstanding and they became friends again so i had just lost my only other friends for NO reason ;-;

once i lost like the only 2 friends i had in my whole middle school because i apparantly said something someday somewhere that was hurtful apparantly but then was never told what i did. i showed up to sit with them at lunch and got a bunch of silent stares and was very confused and im not even sure what i did.

while theyre not really a friend i lost my first college roomate because i am apparantly THAT terrible to live with. i've got a lot of quirks and stuff, but also im a huge people pleaser and try to be as considerate as possible so i kept the weird level to a bare minimum whenever they were there. really the only thing i could think of is i maybe talked too much? but whenever theyd ask for quiet id shut up so im not sure what the exact problem was. they began leaving every night at some point and then i woke up one morning to all their stuff being gone, and them just saying "oh im moving out". No reason. No explanation. nothing. so i cant be 100% sure this was my fault but goddam do i worry every day that it was (and i think i overheard her talking to her friend about me in a class we shared but again cant confirm)

i am just destined by the universe and autism to be ✨️forever alone✨️

this is why i only ever get attached to fictional people anymore. they dont LEAVE because they think youre some kind of freak :)

i dont think

ive ever had a best friend

anyone who has liked me enough

to ever call me that

i guess i never tried very hard though

i hate people

i hate hanging out

i only see my friends

once a month

and its forced

keeping up

appearances

i want to be close with someone though

but it just doesnt work out

and i dont even know

[fairyofshampgyu]

he’s literally so beautiful and handsome

[aroaceleovaldez]

i would like to say my ideal PJO adaptation (if i was being physically forced against my will to have to pick a live action adaptation over an animated one for some reason) would be a combo like writing of the musical + casting of the show + visuals of the movies

BUT the show actually does have the playwright for the musical as one of the major writers for like three episodes and that did nothing for it. so...

[wakeywakeyjakey]

I'm 35,000 words into writing a longfic about the Batman/Bruce/Matches DID system and I'm obsessed with it. It includes Bat/Joker, Bruce/Harvey, and Matches/Harv and the differences in each of those dynamics is 🤌

(Batman and Bruce know about each other but they don't know about Matches and Matches doesn't know about them--what could POSSIBLY go wrong?)

[alternautxyz]

uuhhh in other new that lmk s5 trailer dropped and people are very

mixed

for context the new season is being partly animated by wildbrain i think. flying bark is still working on the show but probably due to all the other projects they've been working on like the atla movie the animation is off.

its understandable that people are upset. lmk has some of the most consistently dynamic and lively animation ive ever seen, and going from that to ok animation kinda sucks. as a culmination of a lot of what the series has been building up to people were inevitably going to be disappointed

at the same time people shouldnt harass animators. like ever. no amount of trying to petition or anything will change the s5, people are just trying to do their job and theres no probably no major changing to the finished product by now. and theres still a lot of that lmk charm in there, and we haven't even seen the whole season yet to judge it. flying bark is still working on it, and even if the animation never reaches the peak of the old seasons it still has the same writers so at least the writing has the chance to live up old standards. idk though we'll just have to wait and see

[phagodyke]

dating an art student was so crazy I'm just thinking abt that one birthday I had where my ex got me stickers from the etsy of the person they were cheating on me with....

[volfoss]

actually yeah im making a quick poll on this. for anyone who has been around long enough to remember when i made my massive clamp readathon situation (in which i read every single one of the works they put out) be everyones problem. hi. im doing it again but much worse now. reading about 400 volumes (and more if i can find more) of tezuka osamu's work. i am just curious on the general consensus of if i should upload thoughts as i read each one (ie: one post being like i finished kimba/jungle kingdom, heres my thoughts) or just have a MASSIVE post of hey. read them all heres my thoughts (as i did with clamp. which is when i found out tumblr had a max text limit)

[musubiki]

how was playing hsr? was there anything that you liked in the game and the story?

ITS BEEN AMAZING AS EXPECTED!!!!!!!!! i actually havent played genshin in a while since starting it, i have no motivation to do the filler event while a perfectly good star rail is sitting there waiting to be played :')

but for mechanics, i love they have auto battle so you dont have to nessecarily sit there and invest in every little battle you gotta do....and i love that the resin (resin??) system is a lot more forgiving with a higher cap, lower cost, and allow for overflow...thats nice...i also love that the mc and starter units are very useful. im so emotionally attatched to the star rail crew so im glad they never have to leave my team !!!!

storywise im LOVING IT SO FAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i started playing it at the beginning of spring break 2 weeks ago and im almost all caught up!!! i went through belabog and penacony and now im just doing those leftover intermission main quests which im only now realizing i shouldve done before going to penacony LMAO

and of course.....danmarch....im so soft for them......and also i love sampo i cant wait to see what they do with him

[goldiipond]

canot stop looking at my icon he's sooo cute ithink this is one of my favorite official don arts. look at these fucking creatures

[cloudbends]

I'm gonna be honest I never expected pokemon horizons to be up there as one of my favorite shows currently when I was first intrigued by it last april, but it keeps surpassing my expectations. I'm emotional.

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

kglw is kind of a mark winters ass band . if you think about it

[ratgingi]

woe characters inspired by some of my cats be upon ye. info on them in my tags lol

[waywardsalt]

Have you ever thought about how Linebeck describes Jolene as "crazier than a rabid squid"- only to then be possessed by a literal rabid squid later in the game?

Cause I sure have- especially after seeing a lot of your BellumxLinebeck stuff

mmmmghmm im gonna be honest i haven't thought about it much at all

linking it to my bellum x linebeck thoughts, im not too sure what to make of it in context with my other linebeck notes and w/e

there's also my idea that linebeck has a special interested in shellfish and by extension squids, and the idea of him having a weird thing for bellum, and just... enjoying sealife, and it's kinda of...

he compares her to a rabid squid to link in order to i think... offer a shorthand explanation of what she's like, and i think it (with some other stuff) is kinda just another little peek into how he might feel abt her?

i mean he also compares link to a dog in that one letter? i'm not sure where im going with that one. i dont think linebeck particularly likes dogs

i'm not sure abt the link between that and him getting possessed, jolene is kind of just... there a lot of the time and doesn't really do anything except 1) show that linebeck has enemies and 2) show that people know about link's quest by the end, linebeck generally references sea creatures a few times in ph

relating to bellum x linebeck, i dont see him comparing jolene to a squid an indicator of anything in relation to that, with linebeck having a thing for bellum its more of like. there's a lot of complicated ideas i have with what goes on between them during bellumbeck and bellum being a squid thing is more linebeck having a bit of a monsterfucker streak and having a bit of a thing for like. being tied up. as for literal squids he kinda just likes them as food and to dissect and learn about

like i think 'rabid squid' is more like linebeck just tossing out some derogatory shorthand to explain how he thinks of jolene as some fucking. violent annoyance he has to deal with that he doesn't fully understand

tbh i see the comparison but imo it comes down to a difference in characters and interactions and histories, there is the rabid squid thing (and i think in the manga too theres a vague parallel drawn ig) but im not. sure. what there is there just beyond. linebeck talks about sea creatures and wants to get the fuck away from jolene

i'm not entirely certain what you've been thinking about with that comparison, but i haven't been thinking much about it and it's kinda. eh ig???? its something

[bmpmp3]

after six years of the game being out and after three and a half years of me actually playing the game i have finally beat botw. did u know finishing video games is. fun,,

[rgbalphameter]

my redbubble will be live soon ! i uploaded 5 designs so it'll show up soon, eventually- maybe ?... I don't know, I don't know much about redbubble, oops

check back again later for links to it ! I have over 200 patterns to upload though so it's gonna take a while for I to have a full collection of my designs- message me if there's some you'd like me to prioritize uploading, I'll deal with those first

[astradyke]

im hanging in there for a d&p or ap upload this week but im reaching the point in my fixation with them where ive rewatched every video of theirs made over the last 5 years (give or take maybe 4 videos or smth) so many times that it like unsettles me to keep rewatching them. i need new content to sink my teeth into or just to get really into my hobbies and watch other videos before i go insane and rewatch amazingphils zillow videos or the bachelor party sims episode AGAIN