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did you also have a point in your childhood where you taught yourself to laugh when something was funny, or are you neurotypical?
#i used to only laugh when a physical reflex told me to#and then when i was 13 i realized#“hm i should probably laugh at funny things”#“laughing seems to be a form of communication”#“wow i have understood how to human”#please tell me you get what i'm talking about#neurodivergent#autism#autistic things#probably autistic#(yep still not sure but using the tags because let's be real that is a very autistic thing)#(a friend recently told me i have Autism Vibes. so i am peer reviewed and therefore allowed to say this /hj)
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“two eight year olds in a trench coat” version of the fusion au was so good too
#aizawa… ur so ugly I’m soryyyyyyyyjdjdkem#anyways this version of the au cause I know none of you go back and read my old posts#is where deku’s quirk is fusion and he doesn’t realize he can fuse with people until he’s like eight when him and katsuki do it accidentall#and they’re like ‘sweet!! let’s go watch a pg 13 movie >:D’#but then they realize they’re stuck in the fusion#and some convoluted hole filled plot later they apply to ua and get into the hero course#and like months later aizawa uses his quirk and katzuku for the first time and they unfuse like :0 :0#and also in this version of the au it’s Not romantic bkdk instead inko/mitsuki/masaru fall in love#that’s right!! this is the polyfam origins#2020 polyfam au waow#fusion au#two 8 year olds in a trench coat
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Destiel Pride - Day 5; Cursed or not
#destiel#dean winchester#castiel#Destiel pride#Destiel art#destiel fanart#spn fanart#spn art#spnfanart#wiggleart#ETA: i jsut realized it's the 5th of a month and it's pride#i'm so sorry lol#the cursed or not line comes in response to cas saying in 7.23 that he’s not good luck#and following the cursed or not line dean asks if he seems like good luck as well#and that got me to thinking about the curses these boys are constantly under be it overarching ones like ‘deans boyfriends#always die some how’ or more literal ones like spells and possessions and what not#but no matter what they always find their way back to each other like when Dean was grieving so hard in#season 13 that Jack who barely had consciousness that that point managed to break through the empty and wake cas up#so I wanted to draw 1518 which is the last curse that I know will be fixed in the continuation#don’t @ me on that it’s a major plot thread that needs addressing lol#and it can almost seem like love is a curse in this show but they’d rather have that love than not so#…also black goo lol
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more than one person asked so i'm making a post about it. i use this program to download torrents (it's safe, no viruses or ads, i've been torrenting for years). and this is the website where i found the ridiculously hd version of ofmd. just type "our flag means death s01" in the searchbar at the top. for s2 you might have to search episode by episode, so "our flag means death s02e01" and so on (i don't know if the season has been uploaded in a single torrent yet, it hadn't been when i downloaded it). then just click the little red magnet symbol that looks like a big U, and it'll ask you if you want to open the link with qbitorrent. click yes, pick a folder to save the episodes in your computer, and have fun (the higher the green number next to the episodes is on the website, the faster the link will download, so if a link doesn't work just pick another one). you can always ask if you get stuck somewhere, i don't mind!
oh btw 2160p is the highest definition available right now so aim for those links, I'll leave them seeding forever
#ofmd#i realized how ridiculous relying on the website was when my wifi was down for a week#and now i'm extra glad i have both seasons saved cause fuck hbo i don't trust that bitch#I'm still seeding warehouse 13 after i download itbto rewatch last year#some shows should never get lost we need to make sure they're available forever
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I'd love some input from anyone reading this!!
You're in the middle of playing a game, watching a show, reading something, or maybe just finishing it up. You're hit by the realization that you're currently in the middle of something special. Something that ticks all of the boxes for top-tier content that you have. Something that makes you think. Something that makes you feel. Something that you won't ever be able to experience for the first time again. Something that will become a standard you hold everything else to. Something you won't ever forget.
What is that something for you? What do you call that feeling? Gush about it! Give me that wordsalad. Go feral homie, I wanna know!
#gaming#anime#manga#fanfic#ao3#i just wanted to reach a broader audience and get more thoughts and opinions!#for me the first time i truly had this realization was when i was playing aegis rim or the zero escape series#13 sentinels: aegis rim#zero escape#☆q's rambles
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Have you seen the clips of the Ride Kamens characters' henshin scenes? They're all great, but Kamui's is the best one. I can't believe that he doesn't accidentally choke during it.
I've seen them in the twitter countdown clips, only gotten to a couple in-game though! (I've been playing pretty slowly...I keep getting distracted by the character episodes so I'm only on like...episode 2. :') (right now Saigo has gone off to fight some villains offscreen while Haruma talks to me endlessly about milk and it's GLORIOUS)
that said I do agree it would be very funny if Kamui accidentally swallowed his ring. or maybe not-so-accidentally. this, too, is ~art~ (somehow)
(he would not be the first character to canonically eat a rock though) (Leon my beloved...)
#art#ride kamens#ride kamens spoilers#(just in case)#i. might have turned loop on by accident.#and been so distracted by the card episodes that i didn't realize at first that i was trapped in endless research purgatory#i emerged with like 800 blue chaostones and immediately all my cards went up 10 levels#(I WAS HAVING FUN OKAY)#so far leon is still absolutely far and away my favorite#(his accomplishments include eating a rock and getting kidnapped by a cult)#(i love and am terrified for him. that episode 13 thumbnail...)#but also anytime kamui pops up is a GREAT time :)#although he is surprisingly way chiller than i expected!#i mean he's still absolute clowntown but he is also weirdly serene about it#except when he suddenly very much isn't and goes full neo shin dan mode#just chomping on that scenery#i set him on my home screen and he just keeps laughing maniacally at me#this is perfection
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Have my dumb Kestis brother OC. Background is, Cal has an older brother (who he obviously doesn't remember) who decided to go rebel after hearing about the purge of the jedi. Ran into him on an op and immediately was like "YOU!". So anyways, now Cal has an older himbo brother who is also throwing hands with the empire 24/7.
bonus+
#i mean seriously; think of all the families who gave their children to the jedi order#there HAD to be some who were horrified to realize their kids had been slaughtered for “treason”#and Cal was only like 13 when order 66 happened#he was baby#so I think if he had a family they'd be distraught#hence big bro kestis#cal kestis#star wars#jedi fallen order#jedi survivor#jfo#fallen order#fanart#fan art#my art
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"Mutiny"
Another wip, but also doubles as an attack on my good friend @ramgodd! His boy is Aldebaran-13, the Exo warlock in this animatic :)
Mav ofc, belongs to me
Song: Mutiny - Epic: The Musical
#funniest thing is i didn't INTEND to make this an artfight attack when i was drawing it#i was just kinda going off AHA#until i realized animatics were accepted as attacks 👀#anyways#the warlocks are fiightiiinng#maverick steel#mav#aldebaran-13#al-13#oc#friend oc#original characters#guardians#destiny guardians#destiny warlock#destiny exo#destiny 2#destiny#echosong971#art#digital art#fanart#destiny art#destiny fanart#animatic#epic the musical#artfight#artfight 2024#team stardust
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*insert “be careful of the boys you ignore in middle school” incel joke here*
Modern AU that I made purely for the growth spurt joke. Yugo’s time in the Necroworld was actually an allegory for male puberty
Originally just wanted to make their clothing as adults evocative of their royal attire but ended up making them all blends of multiple outfits
#Wakfu#Wakfu au#modern au#yumalia#yugo#amalia#Art#fanart#fan art#Artic’s Art#Made their ages 14 and 13 bc I think that’s when Yugo started having a crush on her#Awww~#Drawing this made me realize Yugo has Perry the platypus colors and I’ll never recover from that#The poses gave me real struggle#Which means each picture took four hours#I spent eight fucking hours on this#Somone chuck me into the river plz
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anyone interested in talking about the iconic 2000's middle-grade-bordering-on-ya book series gallagher girls??
#okay incoming rant about this series#i read the first book when i was 10 or 11 and i was absolutely obssessed with it. i read it so many times i had the entire story memorized#the issue was that i could not find the rest of the series anywhere. it was either sold out or out of stock#and then i found out that only the first 3 books had been translated into my first language so at that point i kinda gave up on them#anyway#flashforward to a couple of weeks ago#i was re organizing my bookshelf and on the back i found LYKY (is this how y'all are abreviating it??)#and remembred how much i loved it#and since i'm now fluent in english and was stuck at home recovering from a surgery i decided to download the entire series and read it#to find out what the fuck happened afterwards#long story short i read all six books in 4 or 5 days#and i haven't stopped thinking about them since#it's actually so funny how little information we have in the first book#i went all of these years thinking it was mostly a silly series about a boarding school for spies when actually SO MUCH happens afterwards#i can't believe i went all of these years unaware of zach goode's existence#truly character of all time#but also i can't stop thinking about how interesting it would have been if zach had come to hate the circle and his mom during the series#rather than before#make it a true enemies to lovers#and have us witness that portion of his character developement in real time instead of being told about it#like him slowly realizing through cammie and his time at gallagher that maybe what they were doing is wrong#i think it would have been very interesting to read#although let's be real it took me until halfway through book four to trust him and he was fully one of the good guys so..#but yeah i have a lot more to say but these tags are long enough#gallagher girls#okay i just want to add another funny anecdote about my experience with this series#my copy of LYKY has an age warning in the back recomending that readers should be above 13 yo to read it#and i distinctly remember finishing it and thinking the warning was kind of dumb bcs besides a few mentions of death and other heavier topi#nothing really happened#and now i realize it was a warning for the rest of the series not just the first book because jesus fucking chirst everything after
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reach out to me
reach out to you
nine years overdue ♥️
(★ my Kofi) | (★ commission info)
#my art#undertale#undertale fanart#undertale frisk#undertale chara#utdr#because i feel bad for how my younger self treated chara#i feel bad for my younger self in general tbh#i was a scared angry traumatized kid and i coped by acting edgy and buying into the worst aspects of fanon#now i look back and realize. i just want chara to be at peace.#peace i couldn't have when i was young and hurting#bottom line is: i'm sorry chara. and i'm sorry to myself at 13.#take care of yourself kid. because someone out there really cares about you ♥️
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Late Night Talking
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#poorly drawn mdzs#MDZS#wei wuxian#lan wangji#This scene had massive 'we are the only two people still up at the sleepover' energy#thought let me set the record straight; wwx doesn't open up in the scene. He fully deflects#Nor does LWJ play with ants B*(#I wanted to merge the two scenes a bit that's all#My OG script was a bit funnier but it broke continuity so rip (i.e: wwx outright stated 'remember when YOU...' in reference to the ants)#also rip to lwj saying 'hey U up?' like he's texting his crush. I hope the spirit is still there#We all know lwj sticks to his 9pm bedtime no matter what#and wouldn't be traditionally texting on a cellphone#He wakes up at 4:30 am to go for a run#gets home at 5:30 to use the lan household computer to go on his shared google doc with wwx and comments 'are you still awake?'#cause lets me real. wwx might also keep a steady sleep schedule but at least he *can* pull an all-nighter#Can you imagine lwj at a sleepover? I admit to being the kid who went to bed and woke up 3-4 hours before the others#you either get fed up and wake someone else up for enrichment - or plan ahead to bring a book - or Walk Home#I fully missed out on all that deep heart to heart stuff. I usually was the one to go 'guysssss we are gonna get in troubleeee go to sleep'#wait this is too much sleepover talk I need to talk about wwx in the last panel. It's a mix of panic and pride.#He's just at the beginning of realizing this guy has changed a lot in 13 years#gonna be a while before more comic pages get posted but they're ready to go in the queue!#(I'm still posting other stuff daily though!)
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revisiting this site every now and then to reminisce in how much it shaped me as a person and defined me as a literal child
#cuz i was looking thru old youtube playlists right#and i found this one video edited by wooly abt the time spicy went crazy over a kuroo x joe crackskip (hilarious btw)#(also i cant find spicy did they deactivate forever help)#but like something about the interactions. and seeing myself during that time. just hit really really really hard.#like that was a little girl. she was 12 or 13 or whatever and the people on this site were her entire world#and she'd wake up every morning and check her dashboard and send asks and break the post limit and that was like#a significant part of my childhood. and then one day i just stopped logging on.#and i never even realized it but i talked to some of these ppl for the last time and didnt even realize that that was the last time#the people who i swore id meet in person one day. i knew everything about them and they knew everything about me#and now theyre just memories. and i refuse to call that era of my life cringe because i wouldnt have had it any other way#sorry im really senti. i need to find people again i miss them#and now we've all grown in different ways. yk the meeting people twice thing? yeah.#when u all met me i was second yr middle school and now im second year high school#theres so much i had on this site. some days i want it back
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If I have energy I want to draw out some designs for an au I'm spontaneously writing.
(Medieval times, there's a Prophecy. Nightmare rules over this kingdom and is supposed to complete this prophecy, he refuses to because it would harm the people. Dream was sent away and banished by Night because he was dis-illusioned into thinking the prophecy was a Good Thing abd what he was raised to complete. Night collected his Knights (Killer, Dust, Horror, and Cross most recently) and trains them and tells them the truth of the prophecy. They're loyal to him. One day the magic of the prophesy (Apple Magic) leaves Nightmare unexpectedly, returning him to the state he was in before he accepted the mantle. This puts a target on his back and gives Dream a huge advantage in maybe making a comeback. The Knight's decide that their King (newly a young lad and variably scared and frightened) must be protected and they run the kingdom as he normally would, while also ensuring he survives and that the prophecy can't be completed.)
#yes this is fueled from RealAge AU vibes#and yes I technically have circled back around to my own initial post but like#the visual of these specific guys who've had various hardships in their lives suddenly like... idk... gaining a purpose and a protector in#Nightmare then seeing him reduced to a fraction of what they'd known him as. and still deciding to follow and care for him?#this au gives off distinct Older Brother energy because Night is like... 13-ish and not young enough to#baby but not old enough to resume his duties immediately#and he's got this like... awkward teen anxiety suddenly flooding through him that he doesn't know how to cope with#so the guys turn around and use lessons Night taught them while they adjusted to help him#Night's weak from Magic-loss? well he used to make sure Dust got bed rest and a meal so that's what we'll do!#Night is losing a huge chunk of his autonomy? They found a hobby for Killer so what does Night like?#just... yeah#plus Dream fully believes his bro pushed him out due to greed for power and had gathered forces to rally with him during exile#so he's the returned golden prince#and I imagine here that the final stand involves the knights scattering to stop Dream's forces while Killer stays with Night (<- most loyal)#and Killer hides Night right before Dream shows#and Dream says a bunch of vitriolic stuff about how Night ran and sacrificed his men and such and cuts down Killer with a near fatal blow#and Night finally manages to get out of wherever Killer stashed him and there's a moment where#Dream is seeing his little brother abd Night is seeing the man who lost his rights to be called brother when he attacked his Knights#and like... idk man#also Error is definitely Night's court magician/wizard because he bends reality in ways it really shouldn't#and here Error is younger because. i. I like the idea of an Errormare subplot but also like. the idea of scary spooky Overlord NM looking at#the wizard who just turned a vase inside out who's like 10 and learning he's a runaway and sponsoring him? yeah that's silly.#turns out Apple Night appreciated Error's raw talent. after the fact Night realizes he admires Error. insane tonal whiplash from his Knights#who have Zero protocol for courtships and kinda like. just watch it happen after the chaos is over#Okay that's all. i need to do my homework
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dipping my toes back into the zelda/LU fandom bc there's some good ass fanfiction that I haven't reread in a couple years and remember when people got pissy when Wild's child soldier status was explored as if that isn't an extremely fascinating thing to consider about the character.
Like sure some of the links were young on their adventures and that's great trauma for them but for some reason it was annoying when people mentioned that Wild pulled the sword way before the calamity struck and was forced to train and be very visibly in the public eye from a young age. Like the pressure of being the hero everyone needed him to be impacted him so much that he went mute, he was a weapon the king was trying to forge to face the calamity and his mere existence is an omen for oncoming disaster and even with all that time to become the best warrior the kingdom has ever seen, it was still not enough and he didn't even make it to the castle.
That's amazingly devastating, it's such an interesting subversion of the zelda formula of 'surprise, normal kid gets a sword and is sent off to save the world'. Sure, at some point he was just some guy but it wasn't like completely a surprise attack like it usually is. There was a prophecy and warning signs and time to try to prevent the calamity and it was all destined to not be enough. No matter how much he trained or how many weapons they had on their side it wasn't going to be enough and that's so important to the story.
My only pet peeve about the stories that do touch on Wild's past is the implication that he's somehow worse than the Link that fled the calamity. As if his work to regain his former strength and skills really meant nothing and the guy before, who remember, DIED BECAUSE HE WASNT STRONG ENOUGH, because that guy has years of training and a more soldier-y disposition he's a better fighter than Wild, who has the same skills but isn't restrained by protocol or proper technique.
#anyway this has been a rant by Me#i just checked CoC and it suggests that link was 12 or 13 when he got the master sword but was likely training to be a knight before that#i realized that my favorite guy is typically one who is trying so hard to live up to everyone's expectations has a sword with a soul#and does that awkward rubbing the back of their head pose and unhealthy emotional regulation techniques#Ryunosuke and botw Link are the same but with opposite ways of dealing with emotions#Link pretends to not feel anything ever and goes completely mute and Ryuu cannot control his face or thoughts leaking though his mouth#also selfless bc they've diminished their own worth as a person?? what is wrong with them I love it#linked universe#lu wild
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Happy Neil Bangin' Out the Tunes Day! 🎵
#neil banging out the tunes#rat#cute#piano#april 13#rat art#meme#digital aritst#digital drawing#digital painting#art tag#i love this guy hes my fav#had to draw him ASAP when i realized what today is
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