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crowfromfoggyforest · 5 months ago

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did you also have a point in your childhood where you taught yourself to laugh when something was funny, or are you neurotypical?

#i used to only laugh when a physical reflex told me to #and then when i was 13 i realized #“hm i should probably laugh at funny things”#“laughing seems to be a form of communication”#“wow i have understood how to human”#please tell me you get what i'm talking about #neurodivergent #autism #autistic things #probably autistic #(yep still not sure but using the tags because let's be real that is a very autistic thing)#(a friend recently told me i have Autism Vibes. so i am peer reviewed and therefore allowed to say this /hj)

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wigglebox · 8 months ago

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Destiel Pride - Day 5; Cursed or not

#destiel #dean winchester #castiel #Destiel pride #Destiel art #destiel fanart #spn fanart #spn art #spnfanart #wiggleart #ETA: i jsut realized it's the 5th of a month and it's pride #i'm so sorry lol #the cursed or not line comes in response to cas saying in 7.23 that he’s not good luck #and following the cursed or not line dean asks if he seems like good luck as well #and that got me to thinking about the curses these boys are constantly under be it overarching ones like ‘deans boyfriends #always die some how’ or more literal ones like spells and possessions and what not #but no matter what they always find their way back to each other like when Dean was grieving so hard in #season 13 that Jack who barely had consciousness that that point managed to break through the empty and wake cas up #so I wanted to draw 1518 which is the last curse that I know will be fixed in the continuation #don’t @ me on that it’s a major plot thread that needs addressing lol #and it can almost seem like love is a curse in this show but they’d rather have that love than not so #…also black goo lol

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areyoudoingthis · 1 year ago

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more than one person asked so i'm making a post about it. i use this program to download torrents (it's safe, no viruses or ads, i've been torrenting for years). and this is the website where i found the ridiculously hd version of ofmd. just type "our flag means death s01" in the searchbar at the top. for s2 you might have to search episode by episode, so "our flag means death s02e01" and so on (i don't know if the season has been uploaded in a single torrent yet, it hadn't been when i downloaded it). then just click the little red magnet symbol that looks like a big U, and it'll ask you if you want to open the link with qbitorrent. click yes, pick a folder to save the episodes in your computer, and have fun (the higher the green number next to the episodes is on the website, the faster the link will download, so if a link doesn't work just pick another one). you can always ask if you get stuck somewhere, i don't mind!

oh btw 2160p is the highest definition available right now so aim for those links, I'll leave them seeding forever

#ofmd #i realized how ridiculous relying on the website was when my wifi was down for a week #and now i'm extra glad i have both seasons saved cause fuck hbo i don't trust that bitch #I'm still seeding warehouse 13 after i download itbto rewatch last year #some shows should never get lost we need to make sure they're available forever

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charlesemersonwinchesteriii · 18 days ago

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Based on the limited number of remaining davechella spots, it's unlikely we'll get a Dundy playlist, which is a shame because I personally would have loved to hear Daft Punk's Get Lucky 18 times in a row.

#Dundy Le Vesconte #The Terror #sidenote has anyone else noticed that the playlists seem to be getting shorter? or at least that there's quite a bit of variation in length #Here are the song counts for each playlist: Gibson - 19; Hartnell - 21; Collins - 18; Bridgens - 13; Tozer - 15 #Maybe everyone else already noticed this and I was the last to realize when I checked to make this stupid joke lmao #but now that I see it I find it so interesting #Starky's text posts #Starky's Original Posts #''Hey OP you forgot about Hodgson'' look just. just scroll back a bit on the blog if youre curious i cant explain it sorry #''you forgot hodgson'' nellie. i am heathcliff.

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egophiliac · 8 months ago

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Have you seen the clips of the Ride Kamens characters' henshin scenes? They're all great, but Kamui's is the best one. I can't believe that he doesn't accidentally choke during it.

I've seen them in the twitter countdown clips, only gotten to a couple in-game though! (I've been playing pretty slowly...I keep getting distracted by the character episodes so I'm only on like...episode 2. :') (right now Saigo has gone off to fight some villains offscreen while Haruma talks to me endlessly about milk and it's GLORIOUS)

that said I do agree it would be very funny if Kamui accidentally swallowed his ring. or maybe not-so-accidentally. this, too, is ~art~ (somehow)

(he would not be the first character to canonically eat a rock though) (Leon my beloved...)

#art #ride kamens #ride kamens spoilers #(just in case)#i. might have turned loop on by accident.#and been so distracted by the card episodes that i didn't realize at first that i was trapped in endless research purgatory #i emerged with like 800 blue chaostones and immediately all my cards went up 10 levels #(I WAS HAVING FUN OKAY)#so far leon is still absolutely far and away my favorite #(his accomplishments include eating a rock and getting kidnapped by a cult)#(i love and am terrified for him. that episode 13 thumbnail...)#but also anytime kamui pops up is a GREAT time :)#although he is surprisingly way chiller than i expected!#i mean he's still absolute clowntown but he is also weirdly serene about it #except when he suddenly very much isn't and goes full neo shin dan mode #just chomping on that scenery #i set him on my home screen and he just keeps laughing maniacally at me #this is perfection

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dragonpyre · 10 months ago

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Have my dumb Kestis brother OC. Background is, Cal has an older brother (who he obviously doesn't remember) who decided to go rebel after hearing about the purge of the jedi. Ran into him on an op and immediately was like "YOU!". So anyways, now Cal has an older himbo brother who is also throwing hands with the empire 24/7.

bonus+

#i mean seriously; think of all the families who gave their children to the jedi order #there HAD to be some who were horrified to realize their kids had been slaughtered for “treason”#and Cal was only like 13 when order 66 happened #he was baby #so I think if he had a family they'd be distraught #hence big bro kestis #cal kestis #star wars #jedi fallen order #jedi survivor #jfo #fallen order #fanart #fan art #my art

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they-didnt-last · 7 months ago

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anyone interested in talking about the iconic 2000's middle-grade-bordering-on-ya book series gallagher girls??

#okay incoming rant about this series #i read the first book when i was 10 or 11 and i was absolutely obssessed with it. i read it so many times i had the entire story memorized #the issue was that i could not find the rest of the series anywhere. it was either sold out or out of stock #and then i found out that only the first 3 books had been translated into my first language so at that point i kinda gave up on them #anyway #flashforward to a couple of weeks ago #i was re organizing my bookshelf and on the back i found LYKY (is this how y'all are abreviating it??)#and remembred how much i loved it #and since i'm now fluent in english and was stuck at home recovering from a surgery i decided to download the entire series and read it #to find out what the fuck happened afterwards #long story short i read all six books in 4 or 5 days #and i haven't stopped thinking about them since #it's actually so funny how little information we have in the first book #i went all of these years thinking it was mostly a silly series about a boarding school for spies when actually SO MUCH happens afterwards #i can't believe i went all of these years unaware of zach goode's existence #truly character of all time #but also i can't stop thinking about how interesting it would have been if zach had come to hate the circle and his mom during the series #rather than before #make it a true enemies to lovers #and have us witness that portion of his character developement in real time instead of being told about it #like him slowly realizing through cammie and his time at gallagher that maybe what they were doing is wrong #i think it would have been very interesting to read #although let's be real it took me until halfway through book four to trust him and he was fully one of the good guys so..#but yeah i have a lot more to say but these tags are long enough #gallagher girls #okay i just want to add another funny anecdote about my experience with this series #my copy of LYKY has an age warning in the back recomending that readers should be above 13 yo to read it #and i distinctly remember finishing it and thinking the warning was kind of dumb bcs besides a few mentions of death and other heavier topi #nothing really happened #and now i realize it was a warning for the rest of the series not just the first book because jesus fucking chirst everything after

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echosong971 · 6 months ago

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"Mutiny"

Another wip, but also doubles as an attack on my good friend @ramgodd! His boy is Aldebaran-13, the Exo warlock in this animatic :)

Mav ofc, belongs to me

Song: Mutiny - Epic: The Musical

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articwolfclawartist · 7 months ago

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*insert “be careful of the boys you ignore in middle school” incel joke here*

Modern AU that I made purely for the growth spurt joke. Yugo’s time in the Necroworld was actually an allegory for male puberty

Originally just wanted to make their clothing as adults evocative of their royal attire but ended up making them all blends of multiple outfits

#Wakfu #Wakfu au #modern au #yumalia #yugo #amalia #Art #fanart #fan art #Artic’s Art #Made their ages 14 and 13 bc I think that’s when Yugo started having a crush on her #Awww~#Drawing this made me realize Yugo has Perry the platypus colors and I’ll never recover from that #The poses gave me real struggle #Which means each picture took four hours #I spent eight fucking hours on this #Somone chuck me into the river plz

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hey-hey-j · 5 months ago

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reach out to me

reach out to you

nine years overdue ♥️

(★ my Kofi) | (★ commission info)

#my art #undertale #undertale fanart #undertale frisk #undertale chara #utdr #because i feel bad for how my younger self treated chara #i feel bad for my younger self in general tbh #i was a scared angry traumatized kid and i coped by acting edgy and buying into the worst aspects of fanon #now i look back and realize. i just want chara to be at peace.#peace i couldn't have when i was young and hurting #bottom line is: i'm sorry chara. and i'm sorry to myself at 13.#take care of yourself kid. because someone out there really cares about you ♥️

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 2 years ago

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Late Night Talking

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #MDZS #wei wuxian #lan wangji #This scene had massive 'we are the only two people still up at the sleepover' energy #thought let me set the record straight; wwx doesn't open up in the scene. He fully deflects #Nor does LWJ play with ants B*(#I wanted to merge the two scenes a bit that's all #My OG script was a bit funnier but it broke continuity so rip (i.e: wwx outright stated 'remember when YOU...' in reference to the ants)#also rip to lwj saying 'hey U up?' like he's texting his crush. I hope the spirit is still there #We all know lwj sticks to his 9pm bedtime no matter what #and wouldn't be traditionally texting on a cellphone #He wakes up at 4:30 am to go for a run #gets home at 5:30 to use the lan household computer to go on his shared google doc with wwx and comments 'are you still awake?'#cause lets me real. wwx might also keep a steady sleep schedule but at least he *can* pull an all-nighter #Can you imagine lwj at a sleepover? I admit to being the kid who went to bed and woke up 3-4 hours before the others #you either get fed up and wake someone else up for enrichment - or plan ahead to bring a book - or Walk Home #I fully missed out on all that deep heart to heart stuff. I usually was the one to go 'guysssss we are gonna get in troubleeee go to sleep'#wait this is too much sleepover talk I need to talk about wwx in the last panel. It's a mix of panic and pride.#He's just at the beginning of realizing this guy has changed a lot in 13 years #gonna be a while before more comic pages get posted but they're ready to go in the queue!#(I'm still posting other stuff daily though!)

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isaacthedruid · 2 months ago

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i wonder if jensen ackles knows the chokehold that dean winchester (and him omg) have on young trans men/masc's and non binary people?

#cuz the chokehold this man has had on me for years is insane #also when does one stop being a young trans person cuz I realized I was trans when I was 13 and I'm 21 now #i have adopted so many baby gays and baby trans over the years I forget I still count sometimes? in age at least #dean winchester #dean winchester is bi #isaac screams into the void #destiel #spn #supernatural #jackles #jensen ackles #trans #trans masc

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caligvlasaqvarivm · 7 months ago

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wanna ask how you feel about the eridan bpd headcanon/theory(?? not sure what to call it!) you're so good at your character analysis and i'd love to see your outlook on it

Since I don't have a degree or any formal training in psychology, I feel deeply uncomfortable diagnosing characters. I've made an autism joke before but only because I'm on the spectrum. He's definitely traumatized and anxious, but I mean those as descriptors of his behavior rather than capital-D Diagnoses. I try to focus on those when I can - the cause and effect of cognition, self-image, and behavior - and those factors may very well match up with DSM criteria, but I try not to touch an actual diagnosis with a ten foot pole unless the author has explicitly stated that X character has Y condition.

#there's a variety of reasons for this #part of it is that im GROSSLY unqualified to be handing out diagnoses when it takes a full on PhD to do that in real life #part of it is that psychology is inchoate and we are still very much in murky waters #for example: complex ptsd isn't even IN the DSM yet #and iirc my therapist told me it was because theyre still figuring out how to classify it (attachment disorder? trauma disorder? etc.)#part of it is that (from my limited and undereducated understanding) there are diagnoses that you can assign by completing a checklist...#but some that require a hell of a lot more testing and ruling out other potential causes #and the cluster-b personalities are (IIRC) not even ones you're supposed to diagnose minors with #bc of fears of self fulfilling prophecy and because minors in general are still developing personalities In General #and like the fact that i can't say that with authority speaks to how unqualified i am to do any diagnosing right? hahaha #and part of it is just because like #unless the story is specifically About That and the author has stated so explicitly #i think diagnosing characters tends to put blinders on analysis #like if i were to seriously go 'eridan is autistic' then it would massively bias my reading and understanding of his character #and we have 0 indication that eridan was ever explicitly intended to be autistic or that the author was trying to do an autism specifically #that doesn't mean that the reading is invalid because like thats what death of the author means #all readings are technically valid including stuff the author didn't necessarily intend #but that's just not the way i like to engage with media and not the way i like to approach character analysis #because PERSONALLY it just feels kind of reductive - but also -#i'd wager MOST of us don't have degrees in psychology #so when i say 'X character has Y condition' it might mean something totally different to somebody reading my analysis #even people who have Y condition aren't exempt because a lot of mental illnesses differ from person to person #whereas if i explain “X character has Y thoughts and Z behaviors” there's no ambiguity in that #eridan struggles with noticing that people are suffering and with realizing that he should care #at least part of this is due to his horrific murder-filled upbringing which rendered empathy a detriment & so he learned to ignore it #it could be autism - but it could also be trauma -#or he might just be Like That without actually meeting the diagnostic criteria for autism #& you can't even technically be diagnosed with C-PTSD #or maybe he has a burgeoning personality disorder but you aren't supposed to DX those too early anyway #or maybe hes just 13. see what i mean hahaha. ive reached the 30 tag limit

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yourlocalsewerdragon · 5 months ago

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revisiting this site every now and then to reminisce in how much it shaped me as a person and defined me as a literal child

#cuz i was looking thru old youtube playlists right #and i found this one video edited by wooly abt the time spicy went crazy over a kuroo x joe crackskip (hilarious btw)#(also i cant find spicy did they deactivate forever help)#but like something about the interactions. and seeing myself during that time. just hit really really really hard.#like that was a little girl. she was 12 or 13 or whatever and the people on this site were her entire world #and she'd wake up every morning and check her dashboard and send asks and break the post limit and that was like #a significant part of my childhood. and then one day i just stopped logging on.#and i never even realized it but i talked to some of these ppl for the last time and didnt even realize that that was the last time #the people who i swore id meet in person one day. i knew everything about them and they knew everything about me #and now theyre just memories. and i refuse to call that era of my life cringe because i wouldnt have had it any other way #sorry im really senti. i need to find people again i miss them #and now we've all grown in different ways. yk the meeting people twice thing? yeah.#when u all met me i was second yr middle school and now im second year high school #theres so much i had on this site. some days i want it back

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spotaus · 5 months ago

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If I have energy I want to draw out some designs for an au I'm spontaneously writing.

(Medieval times, there's a Prophecy. Nightmare rules over this kingdom and is supposed to complete this prophecy, he refuses to because it would harm the people. Dream was sent away and banished by Night because he was dis-illusioned into thinking the prophecy was a Good Thing abd what he was raised to complete. Night collected his Knights (Killer, Dust, Horror, and Cross most recently) and trains them and tells them the truth of the prophecy. They're loyal to him. One day the magic of the prophesy (Apple Magic) leaves Nightmare unexpectedly, returning him to the state he was in before he accepted the mantle. This puts a target on his back and gives Dream a huge advantage in maybe making a comeback. The Knight's decide that their King (newly a young lad and variably scared and frightened) must be protected and they run the kingdom as he normally would, while also ensuring he survives and that the prophecy can't be completed.)

#yes this is fueled from RealAge AU vibes #and yes I technically have circled back around to my own initial post but like #the visual of these specific guys who've had various hardships in their lives suddenly like... idk... gaining a purpose and a protector in #Nightmare then seeing him reduced to a fraction of what they'd known him as. and still deciding to follow and care for him?#this au gives off distinct Older Brother energy because Night is like... 13-ish and not young enough to #baby but not old enough to resume his duties immediately #and he's got this like... awkward teen anxiety suddenly flooding through him that he doesn't know how to cope with #so the guys turn around and use lessons Night taught them while they adjusted to help him #Night's weak from Magic-loss? well he used to make sure Dust got bed rest and a meal so that's what we'll do!#Night is losing a huge chunk of his autonomy? They found a hobby for Killer so what does Night like?#just... yeah #plus Dream fully believes his bro pushed him out due to greed for power and had gathered forces to rally with him during exile #so he's the returned golden prince #and I imagine here that the final stand involves the knights scattering to stop Dream's forces while Killer stays with Night (<- most loyal)#and Killer hides Night right before Dream shows #and Dream says a bunch of vitriolic stuff about how Night ran and sacrificed his men and such and cuts down Killer with a near fatal blow #and Night finally manages to get out of wherever Killer stashed him and there's a moment where #Dream is seeing his little brother abd Night is seeing the man who lost his rights to be called brother when he attacked his Knights #and like... idk man #also Error is definitely Night's court magician/wizard because he bends reality in ways it really shouldn't #and here Error is younger because. i. I like the idea of an Errormare subplot but also like. the idea of scary spooky Overlord NM looking at #the wizard who just turned a vase inside out who's like 10 and learning he's a runaway and sponsoring him? yeah that's silly.#turns out Apple Night appreciated Error's raw talent. after the fact Night realizes he admires Error. insane tonal whiplash from his Knights #who have Zero protocol for courtships and kinda like. just watch it happen after the chaos is over #Okay that's all. i need to do my homework

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ancient-art-of-craft · 2 days ago

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https://www.ravelry.com/patterns/library/kjaerlighetsvotter

Lover's Mittens, two pairs of colorwork done in the traditional rose/snowflake pattern seen in Selbuvotter, a type of stranded mitten patterns from Selbu, Norway.

I made two pairs of mittens, one for my friend and one for her fiance, plus a mitten my friends affectionately call the "Smitten", where you can hold hands! Note on the pattern: when making the Smitten, the join between the cuffs leaves a giant hole. I chose to use a sew-on label to cover that, it says Love in Every Stitch.

There are a little under 18,000 stitches in this pattern, one for every day of fifty years of happiness.

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