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Gonna ask this to a few people that inspire me, but how do you take inspiration from things without feeling like whatever you make is just bad in comparison? Or like a downgraded version of the thing(s) that inspired you?
(If this is too negative feel free to delete/ignore, I'm sorry)
Oh gosh this is such an interesting question since, I dont think I really have feelings of thinking my version is bad? Or that I am just a copy?
I am honestly just grateful my work became as popular as it is in the first place haha- low expectations going in to begin with. That and, I am very aware my art style isnt as defined and polished as other peoples styles, but I have come to terms with this! And hey the improvement in my own artwork over the past year is a massive trip if you go back through some of my older stuff- I am improving, slowly.
I mean, 2AL started by complete accident, and was "inspired" from me wishing the Leos from OMO or MNMC would hug it out already- but if you were to compare 2AL to one of those, they are very different. Hell even comparing OMO and MNMC, same starting point, but still very different.
I think my only advice to other people trying to make an AU is to try and find some core theme/idea and work around that, rather than gather a bunch of little things from other sources you like into a big pile. Find some key message to start up a base with.
#asks#no seriously 2al was by COMPLETE accident#and then it exploded so I kept it going#oh well#also like!!!!#seriously#the people you are probably comparing yourself too#chances are just have wayyy more experience and practice than you#like!!!! dude sometimes it hits me how many of my friends and other “big blogs” are either#1. professional artists who do this shit for a living anyways#or 2. have been drawing digitally for way way longer than me#digital art is still new territory for me so I am giving myself some slack here#that and I have no interest in art for a career#this is just my side hobby!#yknow!!!!#for FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!#and wheres the fun in going#“damn this person who has years more experience than me and draws for a living is... somehow better at drawing than me this is so unfair”#answer: theres no fun in that#but also fr-#I have only been doing digital art consistently (in this style specifically) for.#a year-#deadass.#I have not done much art before all this outside notebook paper doodles#and the occasional once every month or two painting#all this is so new to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#im learning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I deserve to give myself so so much slack!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I have also improved so much in the past year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#oops tag ramble
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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again and again, fandoms do this same shit dude. points to my very large 'you can be pissed at a characters actions and not really like them as a person and still enjoy their character without having to excuse what they're doing' sign. like I was just dealing with this shit with Curly Mouthwashing and now its the same thing with Cait Arcane.
watching the first 3 eps, she was legitimately pissing me off. its supposed to. media is supposed to make you FEEL things and convey a message. I love Caits character a lot and really enjoy her writing, but people legitimately just going 'yass get ur revenge girl, reasonable crashout' is hurting my fucking brain.
Like do you not understand that Vi's parents dying due to unreconciled oppression from enforcers is not the same thing at all as Cait's parent (the. oppressor.) being killed in rebellion ?? and Cait comparing those two things and acting like how she is now is fucking ridiculous. and her trying to mold Vi into someone 'civil' because shes 'not like those other filthy stupid undercity dwellers' is fucked up and toxic.
Does it make sense for her character? Yes! Did I enjoy the writing? YES. And I hope they don't backtrack and just magically fix things because i love the tension and the angst. But its fucking stupid and she pisses me off. That doesn't mean I 'cant handle' her character. She's just becoming an antagonist. Like oh my god, can people stop just blindly standing by every single decision a character they like does and try to excuse it all? characters being morally grey makes them interesting, don't piss me off.
#it was the same thing with stanford too#people kept being like 'wow youre being so mean to him :( do you even like him?“#newsflash. hes a character and he cant hear me. he wont feel bad that im calling him a dick. like grow up#i love stanford more than anything he just is a dickbag#my head is going to explode#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane season 2#arcane season 2 spoilers#arcane s2#arcane s2 spoilers#vi arcane#caitlyn arcane#cait arcane
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i think about this scene constantly
#the fact they met when they were both at their most vulnerable n found comfort in each other im gonna explode#like GOSH the fact it was azi who decided to hug ursula even tho she just met her.......#her starting off as someone who always kept to herself and was closed off to others#to deciding to do that likeee i dont even know how to explain it properly but it makes me insane AZI MY BELOVED#n ursula being taken off guard by it at first but immediately hugging back like you can tell she needed that so so bad oughh💔💔#scavengers reign#azi scavengers reign#ursula scavengers reign#also doesnt ursula's hand kind of lingers when azi lets go off it after they start walking..? i might be crazy
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A Journey To Love 一念关山 | Episode 24
#userdramas#cdramasource#a journey to love#cdramaedit#liu yuning#liu shishi#ren ruyi#ning yuanzhou#ajourneytoloveedit#*mine#while i was watching i kept thinking wow i need to make gifs#and now that i have files i forgot everything i wanted to gif#anyway i love them so much i'm going to explode
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local cat gets hurt and stresses the fuck out of their lamb
+ the thing im writing
#he got uuh. shot by a follower this is why his face is like that#hes fine#he was just out for some days ans their nerves got frayed beyond reason#lamb is gonna 'exile' the follower and by that they mean hes gonna get set loose for narinder to hunt down once hes feeling better#freaks. the both of them i hope they explode#they barely kept leshy and heket from tearing him (the follower) apart limb from limb btw and i find it funny#siblings <33#after working on Actual Stuff this feels so good lets fucking goooo#forgive the sketches i needed to get it out of my brain and fast#cotl#pebbles (me) ramblers#my art#true devotion#narilamb#cotl narinder#cotl lamb#narinder x lamb#tw skull#?#sure lets go with it#lambert#i need a name for my au so bad hh#cotl art#cotl fanart
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Y'all remember dream eater centaur Brain? I bring you thunderaffe centaur Elrena 👍
#kh elrena#elrena kh#khux#my art#if i have to blend one more gradient im going to explode why did they shade the dream eaters like that T-T#this is like. the third try btw the other two kept tripping me up so this was a wip for like. a month#as is the wise words of drawfee: delete your art!
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#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#yakuza series#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza like a dragon#yakuza 7#ryo aoki#masato arakawa#snap sketches#for once Not a commission i just. literally have not drawn anything for myself all month#and im going to explode if i dont grant myself ONE (1) government mandated break#also i was compelled. images kept attacking me#have to remind people that i still do in fact like rgg and i am still mentally ill#ok im gonnatry to finish one of my like. ninety comms tonight so i can finally get more time to draw more stupid shit like this BYE
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what if we were in a zombie apocalypse but we fell in love and piss nick the fuck out
#yes im talking about left 4 dead 2 LOLLLLLLLLLL#don't get me wrong i fucking love nick i just know he's going to hate it WLWKAKSJSJEJAKAK call me and ellis a liability WIQKALAKAKAK#ive been playing a lot of l4d2 i miss EVERYONE. i miss the campaigns UGH#ellis is currently blorbo to me. i just think making an oc to twirl around with him would make little jil so happy because she liked him sm#little jil likes him so much she shipped zellis to death and projected hard on zoey 💚💚💚💚 WAKHWJAA someone tell her about yumeshipping!!!#all of my friends have their token yeehaw hillbilly kinda guy ITS MY TUUUURRNNNNNNNNNNNN#well hes from georgia and he has a really cute southern accent#i remember nick mockingly calling him AEEYLIS with the accent#~ rambling#careful. i might explode about l4d2. i know too much about this game and kept it to myself because nobody knew wadahell am sayin /silly
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#so i've been dealing with some irl stuff recently#nothing too bad. it was just really frustrating and exhausting for me. and really putting a damper on my mood and my art#and i'm sorry if i've been acting a little weird or not saying too much or anything#or if i've been kinda inactive for the past few days#but i'll be okay!#i just wanted to let you guys know what's been kinda going on#i'm slowly working on something really sweet involving Hugo and Noa. so that's been making me feel better#i need something happy and soft between them lol#also! I've been playing The Quarry recently!#the writing is kinda stupid and almost all of the characters act like they don't have a brain. but that's what makes it so fun!#and i'm pretty sure the devs did that intentionally. to make it seem more like a campy monster flick#i'm really enjoying it so far! the werewolves are really cool!#also it's really funny to me how they just pop like balloons whenever they're transforming#i thought it was gonna be a slow transformation. but no. their skin just immediately explodes off#and then they somehow get it all back when they turn back into humans? idk how that works but it's pretty rad#also also! the thing with the tarot cards is really cool!#i missed a lot in the beginning because i didn't know what i was looking for#and the fortune teller lady in between chapters kept getting mad at me for not finding any#but i eventually started to get it! when the game decided to really put one in my face in chapter 3 lol#and the thing with the tarot cards representing the different characters in the game got me thinking about what card Noa would probably be#i think Seven of Swords would be right up her alley#because it's associated with deception. dishonesty. betrayal. and acting strategically#and it could also signify self-deception and confessions. which is all very true for her character#aaahh now i wanna make a tarot card design for her!#but that's an idea for another day#anyway sorry for sorta rambling a bit#i hope you all are doing okay
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So I’m on the third season of downton abbey. I’ve scrolled through the tag. I’ve gotten a couple things spoiled. I assumed I would have seen any posts about major character death.
Sybil’s death took me COMPLETELY off guard what the FUCK. I was crying so hard it’s not even funny I fully could not see my screen at points.
#I DIDNT EVEN STOP CRYING AFTERWARDS THEH JUST KEPT HITTING ME#Cora talking by her bedside and saying ‘you’ll a always be my baby’ SOBBING#Mary and Edith hugging. Tom holding the baby. I am going to explode#THE SERVANTS REACTION. THOMAS ACTUALLY CRYING THE WAY HE WAS SO GENIUNE WHEN HE SAID HE LIKED SYBIL EARLIER#I was so sad I geniunelh got distracted from Thomas and jimmy being homosexual#what the fuck yall#was that really necessary the drama around the baby could have been like. Tom wants her to be catholic. they don’t want to live at downton.#WAS RHIS NECESSARY#downton abbey
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i am GENUINELY SHELLSHOCKED at the new inanimate insanity episode
it was amazing???? SO. GOOD???
also taco was there so thats always a win
but yeah i giggled and screamed and jawdropped to my heart's content i had a great time
#i SWEAR i SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR THIS EPISODE WAS SO FAMILIAR#let me yap a bit please#i have a very VERY faint memory of a bit of an episode from a show#i dont know what show but it was a show#and there was this researcher guy and the whole plot was that people were randomly dropping dead#(LIKE THE II EPISODE)#and the thing was was killing them could only be seen by the person about to die#(DO YOU SEE THIS???)#the people described the weird entity as like a mummy walking towards them and when 30(?) seconds had passed they instantly died#so the mummy ends up going after the researcher and in the limited time he has to live he configures all the info they have on the entity#and he realized that its like a soldier from a war long ended kept alive by machines(?????) inside of it#and the way he lives is by surrendering to it and allowing it to pass on#AND 3GS SAID SOMETHING ABOUT NEEDING TO SURRENDER THE MISSION#the little evil phone creature i feel like also kind of died while in the process of completing a mission to it kind of makes sense ???#anyways thank you for coming to my yapping session about my very faint memories#explodes#inanimate insanity#ii
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@iam93percentstardust tagged me to post 5 songs I've listened to the most lately! Thanks, Alle.
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If you know, you know. This song had me heaving with sobs in All of Us Strangers. If you haven't watched that movie, please do because it's one of the most beautiful movies I've ever watched in my life. The tenderness in the scene this plays in will stay with me forever. (Okay, I've never actually watched the music video to this so I'm seeing it for the first time and...I didn't expect that.)
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Obsessed, obsessed, obsessed. You can hear the desperation, the heartbreak, the pleading, the anger in the track like Lestat is speaking to you without using any words. Do you know how hard that is to accomplish? It sounds like actual dialogue. Haunting and tragic.
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It was either this or "Ruin" by Usher & Pheelz, but I didn't want to put two Usher tracks so it's this one because I've lost count how many times I watched this music video. The funkiness. The clean dancing. The footwork! I nearly leapt off my chair to give a standing ovation when I first watched this (I think I did end up shouting when Usher showed up lol). And this is an example of a feature/collab done well. I don't follow BTS, but I'm aware Jungkook is an excellent dancer and this is a fantastic song to show that off.
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Lmao...I have to put this here. 1. This is the year of the hater, 2. I'm always here for Drake hate, and 3. Nothing like Kendrick hibernating and then showing up with a nuke. And I just love listening to him. He could read a grocery list and I'd be screaming and clapping.
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Because it's summer and this is exactly the vibe I want from a summer bop and the music video is sooooooo good. Love my black widows, my femme fatales. Love Sunmi as an artist. I make sure to watch her music videos whenever she comes out with a new song because I know it'll be something unexpected, intriguing, and offbeat.
Tagging @kiyaar, @citsiurtlanu, @meidui, @ishipallthings, @cowboyhorsegirl, @tinystark616
#honorable mentions to shakira's new album#(i couldn't pick a song because tbh...yes i listened to puntería a lot but i kept going back to bzrp music sessions 53)#jungle's 'back on 74' and 'candle flame'...i excluded them because i already have a choreo-heavy music video on the list#but do yourself a favor and watch those music videos#and suhyun's 'alien' which i kept revisiting this month because i'm mad that it didn't explode#hozier's new song is super catchy and i inadvertently hear it everywhere even if i'm not seeking it out#i'm leaving a bunch of things off the list but i didn't want there to be too much overlap so this is my list!#omg i forgot about the fellow travelers ost from this list!!!! but i can't choose one track#so i guess it's a good thing i didn't think of it until now
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Great to see you again NWB!!!! Here's a doodle I made as a welcome back present!!!
A welcome back present, that’s so nice! Thank you lots!!!
#i’ve been so normal about this image ever since you sent it to me. I lied i kept just staring at it#UWAUGHHHH HUWAHHHHHH BURSTS INTO TEARS ON THE SPOT UWAAAEEUUEEEUE UEUEE#FAUX ART???? tumblr user fauxbia art? from tumblr? The Fauxbia!!? for me ?!?!?!?? my little guy??#FOR ME????? !??!?!?!?!?!?! UEUEEEE UEEUE#my day was already good but this just made it ten billion times better oh my god#i literally love this so much it’s so fucking amazing (through tears) I LOVE YOUR ART SO MUCH UEEE UEUEEHGG#i fucking love the pose i love that he’s doing his signature peace sign i love how you drew the cloth folds i love all the little details#i’m obsessed with the glow and the lighting you have such a pretty style of shading Im Literally Exploding#me?? for me??? this? for me this are you sure? for me#flops on the ground pathetically like a fish out of land#nobody look at me i need to go stare at this some more#is for me tag#no way back is here
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HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY SORRY IM LATE BUT YEAH
YOU'RE ONE OF MY FAVORITE BLOGS ON HERE BABES!! YOU'RE LITERALLY AWESOME LOVE YOUUUU
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!! one of ur faves oh dont play STAWP THANK YOU I LOVE U ☹️💞
#im gonna explode btw#it took me nine tries to type that#NINE#and just the btw part.#i kept typing byw and couldnt stop#ANYWAY#THANK YOU SO MUCH YOU ARE THE BEST AND I LOVE U#im gonna pass the fuck out girl im so tired sorry if this sucks#girl but in a gender neutral way#thirl#go piss girl i mean they#blah blah!#asks!#sorry this is utter utter bullshit im going a bit mental#mewtuals!#not 75 stuff
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LUFFY!!!!!!!!! I HAVE BEEN CONVERTED!!!! LUFFY BELIEVER FULL TIME!!!!! LET US WORSHIP THE SUN!!!!
#luffy deflating like a balloon..... be serious 😭😭#MOMO NOT BEING ABLE TO HEAR LUFFY!!! oh kaido going for the others now..... law could hear his voice too???#NAMI BEING THE FIRST TO STEP UP!!! CHILLS!!! THIS TIME STEPPING UP TO WITNESS THE HORRORS!!! YEAH!!!#yamato really does carry the spirit of oden straight up.... motivating his son and everything...#i feel like i am going insane... I CAN HEAR THE DRUMS!!! nami telling luffy to not die and fulfill his promise WHO ELSE HAD A PROMISE????#is this why his fruit awakened.... because nami reminded him of the promise... omg..... THE DRUMS!!! CHILLS!!!! THE SMILE!!!!! IM SO HYPE!!#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 1070#i am smiling so hard rn. contagious#also the cp0 that died for this ajdja.... suffering from success....#THE BOUNCING SOUNDS!!!! THE DRUMS!!!! THE SMILE!!! SANJI JUST VOLTING AWAKE??? see the clouds over his shoulders remain.... as i was saying#you know this has me realising maybe shanks isn't all that bad and stole the fruit from the gov so they couldnt get hold of it#hiyori saying how oden kept hia promise but also how he wanted to keep the promise of opening wano for joyboy#THE KANJURO THING!!! HIYORI WATCH OUT!!! oh its gonna burn orichi by accident YEAAHHH!!!!!!! FUCK YEAHH!!!!#the animation is so fun.. luffy just junping around and shit while hia destruction power is MASSIVE#this is so!!!! kaido complaining about being bored and having fun thru fighting AND HERE COMES LUFFY WITH HIS LOONEY TOONS GOOFY FIGHT!!!!#they knocked this shit out of the park!!! also END CREDITS????!#episode 1071#momo saying kaido got fat 😭 actually kaido got pregnant <3 yamato you're going to be a big brother congrats!!!#the eyes 😭😭 damn luffy flew away and exploded... 😞😞 skipping rope with kaido omg.... everyone should go outside and see this...#we are welcoming here in the luffy believers... barto is gonna enlist hundreds of new members#law is luffy believer number 1 damn the speech he is giving kid... omg kaido bonked him ajshaksjak that was so good he needed witnesses..#nami worried abojt luffy being dead and when he appears she is just like WTF IS THAT!!!!!! HUH???!!#wait a second ooohhhh kaido is goong down too fuck yes akdjaksj momo and yamato peeking over the island jahdksk#THE DRUMS BEING HIS HEART I CANNOT GET OVER IT!!! Kaido shoukd be puking up his insides by now but alas this is so fun BOIOIOIOIOING#FIRST TIME SOMEONE ASKS LUFFY WHO HE IS AND HE DOESN'T SAY MONKEY D LUFFY FUTURE KING OF THE PIRATES. HE SAYS ITS HIM. STRAIGHT UP!!!!#NVM HE SAID IT!!!!! GOD IS THAT YOU????!!!!#episode 1072
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