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#it’s actually happening tomorrow#and itll be right after work so ill be fucking disgusting#but we’re getting ice cream!!!!!#honestly just excited to see them again bc it’s been like…three weeks almost sonce ive seen them#and hopefully we’ll get to hang out more even if it isnt dates#bc we havent called this a date but like#idk idk im just excited to see someone who isnt my roommate or coworkers#im so ready for thursday bc wednesday night im taking a strong af edible#and then im gonna write like a beast
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sketched out all the human partners!!!
#cassette beasts#kayleigh cassette beasts#eugene cassette beasts#meredith cassette beasts#felix cassette beasts#viola cassette beasts#no b@rkly im sorry i did these all at once and its 4am at the time of writing 😭#i realized ive never rlly drawn these guys before!#ive stared at them intensely while recreating the portrait styles#and ive drawn like. 2 of them from the shoulders up#but like#ive never sat down and tried to learn their designs#long story short i have a silly animatic idea#idk if ill actually do it#but it involves these five#and i didnt wanna throw myself into drawing it without at least kind of having a grasp on drawing these guys#so here they are :DD#anyways im queuing this#bc as i said#it is 4am#and no one's gonna see it#meredith turned out the best i think. her bottom left portrait is probably my favorite out of these drawings#violas top left portrait is a close second#edit: i hit post. whatever
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why is it that literally Every Single Woman moffat writes as a love interest for the doctor is someone he meets when they're little girls and he's a grown ass man and they all grow up idolising him. and he also has a whole episode where a grown woman befriends and spends a day with a child every day for her but once a year for him and then she gets with him like a few days after meeting him as like an 8 then 9 then 10 etc etc year old. i need this man to die
#like this happens. at least four times. the only exception is missy which is a whole different beast#when i make the video essay abt moffat what then#watching his era like crawling through broken glass fr please just stop writing women please im begging you#and at least i like 11 and amy rory river. even if the era sucks at least my little guys are there#but oh my god . ohhh my god im already dreading . what's next.#i think im gonna just like. start every episode and then skip when i get annoyed coz lord 💀#doctor who#anti moffat#anti steven moffat#dw lb
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Comte Election Story, 6th Anniversary Event (JPN 2023)
I managed to get Comte's collection story during the 6th year anniversary event in the JPN version of the game. As usual, my translation skills are rudimentary at best, so this is just a rough/general sense of the contents. Rest of the translation is below the cut:
Sweet and lovely, our everyday life is irreplaceable. After becoming a vampire, I’ve lived with him forever like this. I seek out more and more of the man I love than anyone else--
Comte: Good morning, MC. You’re up very early today.
I went down to the dining room a few hours before dawn--only to find Comte nursing a teacup gracefully at one end of the table.
MC: Good morning. I managed to wake up somehow…how about you?
Comte: Actually, I just got back.
When I asked, he told me that the host of the party started talking to him all night, and they didn’t part ways until after midnight.
Comte: I was going to finish this cup of tea to unwind, and then try to rest til noon.
He runs a hand through his freshly washed hair and brings the cup to his mouth in a series of elegant gestures that makes me fall in love with him all over again. I’m not sure if it’s because I’ve been up all night, but my heart readily starts beating faster.
Even Comte seems to notice my reaction…
Comte: …looking at me like that, are you seducing me?
Comte's eyes narrowed mischievously and he left his cup behind to approach me. A beautiful beast gazed at me as if to take aim at his prey, and he drew me in with supple hands.
MC: I didn’t intend it that way but…it’s true that I'm captivated. Your damp hair and lovely gestures are so sexy that I’m at a loss…
Comte: Saying such a thing…you’re a naughty woman, MC. Even though I tried to quell my ardor with a cold shower and hot tea...I’m glad to hear it, even though I’m far from calm.
When I raised my head--having looked down in bashful embarrassment--I can see burgeoning in Comte’s eyes an indisputable, feverish desire…
MC: Ah, mm…
His soft lips playfully brushed against the nape of my neck.
Comte: No one else would be awake at this hour…though we could be interrupted any moment. Make sure to keep your voice down.
He chuckled a little before a hot sigh caressed my skin, dropping kisses one after another. He circled around the usual place he’d sink his fangs into me, and every brush of his lips made heat gather low in my body…
MC: So impatient…Abel…
Comte: …I’ve been waiting for you to give it to me
The corners of his lips lifted a little, before he buried his fangs into my neck.
MC: Mn, ah…aaaahh…
Comte: I love you so much...and whenever we aren't together, I’m starved of you. We were miles apart all night yesterday. I’ll show you just how much I missed you.
His voice--half-intoxicated with the ecstasy of my blood--was sweet and husky with his desire.
Comte: Before you, I’m always a love-starved beast.
As I gaze into those eyes burning with emotion, an electric sensation tingles down my spine.
(Ah, I’m just the same. It’s not only my heart, my body is always seeking you out too.)
MC: Me too…all day and night, I’m always thinking about you…
Comte: --Come here. Take as much of me as you want
At his encouragement and incitement, I sink my fangs into him.
MC: ah, ha…
Pleasure washes over me in an endless cascade, every sensation in my body heightened and sharp. I clenched my hands tighter through his wet hair, and dug my fangs into him greedily to devour that wellspring of ecstasy.
Comte: I'm happy to be able to share love with you like this, as a vampire.
Like drops of water moistening desiccated earth, every crimson drop fills us to the brim--
#ikevamp#ikemen vampire#ikevamp saint germain#ikevamp comte#ikevamp mc#comte propaganda#if you can't already tell from the contents of this one--i straight up died after reading it#THE IMPLICATIONS. FOAMING AT THE MOUTH.#the way they're both dancing around it. MC trying to be strong and endure properly (girl same) and. comte.#THE WAY COMTE BASICALLY STARTS SHAKING HIS ASS LIKE ONE OF THOSE BIRDS OF PARADISE. I AM UNWELL (AND ECSTATIC).#THE WAY HE WANTS HER TO WANT HIM AS INTENSELY/DESPERATELY AS HE DOES HER. THE WAY HE RELISHES HER BITING HIM HARD.#IM NEVER GONNA RECOVER FROM THIS ONE#ive legit just been that ace attorney meme with phoenix holding his head in his hands for DAYS#dare i even mention 'make sure to keep your voice down.' SIR. SIR ARE YOU SRS RN#man the way in purple moon event he was like 'oh nooooo haha no hank pank in public where we might get caught that's too inappropriate~ owo#I SEE YOU ABEL. I SEE YOU MONSIEUR LE COMTE DE SAINT GERMAIN.#I SEE THAT U SIT UPON A THRONE OF L I E S#i hope whoever writes comte as unhinged as possible over at jpn cybird gets a god damn raise#i have never in my life been so directly catered to in one chara i swear#'loved-starved beast' ILL DO YOU ONE BETTER COMTE JUST LET ME IN. LET ME IIIIIIIIN!!!!!!#straight up ive said it before and ill say it again#that's my emotional support softcore yan meow meow golden retriever#every event im like 'hope this doesn't awaken anything inside me.' and then immediately its just 'failed step one.'#although all jokes aside i do find it endlessly fascinating about the purebloods how like#while they don't experience as much bloodlust there is this acute sense of biting as a vital expression of romantic interest and/or claim#i dont think its a throwaway line that comte says at the end--id actually argue a lot of his desire for intimacy when she's human (cont.)->#is because he feels a level of insecurity in his connection to her caused by the lack of shared/reciprocated biting#you know now that has me wondering if that's part of why other purebloods frown so heavily upon the idea of a pureblood/human couple#basically because they can't fulfill the most basic tenet of what it means to be coupled in that community's perception#yeesh ikevamp really went 'welcome to normative vampire politics' and im like 'I Am So Normal About This. (lie + analyzes)'
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thinking about writing a jmart fic inspired by my original story. would y'all read it or nah
#the storys about a woman who finds herself in this weird ass forest#where the longer youre there the more it strips you of your identity#until all that remains is your core motivation#your bare essentials#and it warps your body to better reflect that#like i have a character who was a huntsman who had to resort to cannibalism when he and his hunting buddy got trapped in the mountains#so now hes like this Grotesque Beast who hunts other people who wander into the forest#and i love him sm <3#anyway#so the woman is trying to find her way back home to her wife before she becomes one of them#but no ones ever escaped before blah blah blah whatever#and im having a hard time actually writing it#since its something from scratch#like theres just A Lot#i have characters and the setting but im struggling to balance a plot b plot c plot etc#so i figure i might just rope my hyperfixation into it to let it Do Its Thing so i can actually have like#a first draft#at the very least#idk#would yall read that?#not tma#helix speaks#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#jonmartin#jmart#get this to 10 notes and I'll do it#i don't need a lot of convincing#it's prolly gonna happen#soon as i figure out how i wanna rework characters and plot points
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did you guys know that davion makes note of how big and strong athos is 13 times throughout the 14 pages of patreon bonus content from Davion's pov . anyways .
#just blahs#they make me sick#started with just oh im gonna reread them again to get an idea for how to write them#then i was like how gay *is* he#the answer is very#a few of them are him commenting on how sharp his teeth are#two of them are specifically him noting how much bigger Athos is compared to *him*#a *lot* of them are just comments on athos muscles flexing impressively during combat#im so normal about them you guys#duelist and the beast#dathos
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Cosmo roleplay blogs are putting me through it .
#theres this one. youve seen em if you look at the cosmo tag#i love how they write cosmo and the whole. everything ive been following it since it was new#(dont remember cosmod's pronouns rn sorry! slash gen)#but oh cosmo. cosmo rp blog youre putting me through it#im gonna keel over. im gonna twist#im going to lay on the ground and give up.#cosmo. ooh cosmo#i lay like a pathetic beast#burnt out matches - 🔥#pour the gasoline - 💥#??? does this count as a vent#i guess sorta. i am having a Strong Emotional Reaction#so thanks for helping me feel things again cosmod! slash not actually directed#slash lighthearted
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the amount of stray bullets dick takes when the titan.s are dunking on bruce is astronomical. also saying this in front of dick, tim, steph, duke AND damian is amazing
#im gonna make a master list of all the times the titan.s are like 'we wont just take your orders. we're not dick.'#and dick is 🧍there#tuesday spoilers#titans: beast world spoilers#also the new tit.ans just being dick and wally fighting over him dying again is so funny#a very unserious team and i love them wholeheartedly.#* i'd love to write but it's just not realistic / ooc.#im officially home!!! gonna write today and this weekend lemme know if u want something specific c:
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organised everything i have for it so far + tentatively cut some things (that i may put back if i find there’s missing beats but otherwise they were kinda unnecessary for the current vision) and refined my chapter two outline so if i have time at work tomorrow i can play around with it and write something like yayyyy i love when past me sets myself up like this
#it’s def a beast of a chapter but I have a better grasp on it now#i already knew this but realising how much the idea of writing long litfic chapters gives me anxiety like#I keep thinking it’s overwriting! that im not being efficient enough!#when it’s like girl craft theory aside this story is for YOU!#I think mainly it’s still not knowing how the balance will be like#ch1 is a mystery bc I’m reworking that but chapter 3 is gonna be under 1k#whereas this is def breaking 7k I think#I will see i like the idea of playing w chapter lengths !#there’s a middle part between parts 1 and 2 that’s just one long chapter which will be so fun#but at the same time I kinda have to be mindful of chapter lengths atm#because I want that one to be effective in its length and idk if it will be if there’s chapters past a certain word count#I will def have time at work to write tho. without elaborating on my job I am there all day + sleep there 💖
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whenever i see someone on this site summarising a scientific article that is itself summarising a paper especially if that paper is about anything pharma/medicine i feel a great sense of impending doom. not that i don't trust randomers on the piss on the poor website but i always go and fact check against the actual paper and not once has someone summarising an article thats summarising a paper ever been like. right.
#the temptation to start a 'scientific misinformation' sideblog where people can just send me things people write to fact check#the one i just saw was a diagnostic tool for CFS and the person summarising was like THEY CAN DIAGNOSE IT NOW THEYRE TESTING DRUGS USING IT#1. no 2. no#diagnosis is a tricky beast and the more you know about biomarkers the more it becomes ???????????#and literally nowhere in the article or the paper did it say they were testing drugs using it#it said 'we hope to repurpose this so it can be used as a tool to measure drug efficacy'#anyway. dont trust people to communicate science effectively here#the articles are usually pretty good but the tumblrised summaries are not. im gonna become a one-person community notes just for science
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Just wrapped up chapter 15/16 of something I've been writing for MONTHS now and I'm just sitting here like 🥺 fic? No more fic for Randy? 🥺 Only one more chapter? Hello????? 🥺
#randy rambles#cause like okay heres the thing#i revitalized my interest in the mechs on a whim#and it has wholeheartedly consumed me WAY more than it ever did the first time around#ive been working on this thing since early february#i GRADUATED COLLEGE in the time ive been writing this foc#and now its just? gonna be over? no more fic for randy?#the worst part is i cant even go 'oh i can make silly one-off things for this version of lyf since theyre my favorite#cause im really bad at doing really quick fics#it HAS to be a 16 chapter 100k words BEAST of a fic#i have ideas for other lyf joins the mechs fics#specifically one where lyf escapes but does not meet the mechs so you get marius/lyf doing similar things#not even knowing the other is still out there#which was going to be VERY fun#but 🥺 i like *this* version of lyf :( im gonna miss them#i have GOT to make silly doodles right now right now right now
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trying to finish the second half of this goddamn fic but my brain is pulling me in 70 different directions
#krav talks#eda would absolutely be like. the FIRST person to see hunter switch with golden guard and go 'oh shit. yeah thats not normal'#PURELY BCUS OF HER SIMILAR EXPERIENCE WITH THE OWL BEAST#and OBV its not the same bcus eda was cursed with magic and not a shitty childhood#but eda would know before hunter did if the switch happened in front of her#and now im desperate to write that.#this is the first time i can project my osdd/did onto a character in a way that feels natural#so im going to fucking go all in. ALL IN.#i can 100% see eda casually going up to GG while he's doing his Thing (being overprotective and unable to relax)#and she's just like 'we've never talked much whats up'#and hes like 'what are you talking about. i talk to you every day'#'no hunter talks to me. you stand in the corner all broody and looking like youre gonna bite fingers off if anyone gets too close'#'... why does everyone think im broody'#DID hunter
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hey who wants a preview of the next chapter of These Forsaken Few
#jim byrnes is in fact a blues singer so as his va thrust inherits that haha#im not a huge huge huge fan of how the last paragraph is phrased but yknow#it's very rough rn and will likely change.#beast machines#these forsaken few#boxy writes fanfic#i ended up adding three new scenes including this one so haha oops this is gonna be a 50 pager at least
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i finished my el paso, elsewhere playthroughs-
people should talk about it more, im fucking obsessed LOL
#ghostie fandom rants#im like#wow#cuz i already loved i am your beast so i knew el paso was gonna be good#but i saw a lotta shitty? reviews#and i think those people lack fun /hj#i will write a proper steam review later but atm#8/10 game so many notes but not the words to describe#a game about a vampire ex has never been so sad#el paso elsewhere#strange scaffold
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devastating: the good fic that ends on a cliffhanger and will never update
#see also: the good fic that last updated a year after the original media's release#I'm not gonna write for the fuckjng gay werewolves fandom. Im not. Im stronger than that#.... I am not in fact stronger than that. however because it already has werewolves I cant go off the wall on worldbuilding#gotta have at least some basis in canon for my wellbeing but also I hate how they do werewolves in canon#so like.... canon expansion ig#I also. dont have a specific plot idea. because typically my plot ideas go “canon but werewolves” and uh#idk what to do when canon is... already... werewolves...#like do I just expand on the Boy (like everyone does because he's absolutely the best)?#theres this semi-recent fic I liked the concept of that I could borrow the general idea of ig but like. idk how Id do that#its pretty much just taking canon and going “nothing has been fixed they're all werewolves” and then expanding the werewolf lore#like. I can do that! I can expand upon some cool friendships and explore the inevitable werewolf related trauma#just. maybe slight more nerdiness and slightly less abo dynamics#(the thing Im most disappointed about is that when they said “were like captive wolves” noone said “oh dear god life is omegaverse now”)#like. I can see dylan or abi being in fandom spaces. tbh I can also see jacob in fandom spaces but he needs to be pushed into exploring tha#also. yknow. less weird about it. just lean aggressively on the “beast within” thing and the Creature vibes#((everyone trying to sneak up on dylan. who is apparently the tallest. to give him scritches. as vengence for him giving them all scritches#((they uh. dont manage it for the first while. what with the entire wolfdog superhearing bit))#(((they would get him eventually tho. kaitlyn gets him first bc I like their friendship most)))
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this shit sounds hilarious when i verbalize it so i might as well see if it transfers to text: i have TERRIBLE anxiety in relation to most interpersonal relationships, even longstanding ones like family. i can't text i can't call i can't talk first. this extends to a desire for what i'd like to call "socio-political overawareness" wherein instead of actually synthesizing information into anything even moderately important with my fucking needle head's worth of free time, i just. keep reading shit.
paper after pdf after paper and i can recite the information, yeah, but i can't DO shit with it. so i just get kicked into this gear of anxiety (that truly is my own fault) where i think i'll never know anything, i'll hover in this state of non-awareness and i'll never be able to help anyone like that.
it comes from an internal responsibility to take advantage of how much informaition is avaliable, but sadly i just lack the time to really dive into print resources in depth and this is SUCH a first-world problem, so to speak, so know it's really a non-issue like "ohh i can't understand world politcs fast enough oughh i don't understand historical tragedy :(" but also it just. upsets me.
#i just get anxious about it and there's really... no reason to?#im not gonna explode#i have to learn to parse information at my own pace. but i'm used to the reading rythym of posts. too used to it.#time to log off and get some rest#i think :p#butttt if you have any resources on imperialism than let me know. notably i'm trying to learn what the wider intersts of imperialism are#other than divide and conquer#personal interests of some of the major world powers and how they use imperialism as a means to an end#and basically using that to develop a more leveled perspective on politics in imperialist countries.#haha. this sounds like a research essy topic hehe#im writing one of those but it's about feminists movements in iran and..#the importance of global political awarness... geez im really neurotic huh.#in other news a read a VN today for the first time in awhile!#just a short vn cup title. uhm the one with the clone sisters and the beasts and the human manufactured killing machines. and frotting#it was good!#also before you think i have some white apologia thing goin on no i'm just american.#im not white i swear to god man im not. if you saw my hands right now you would not see white person hands#though you would see my weird ass claw-like typing posture. kind of just Over the home row. but all the fingers are raised so i don't#mistype by accident.#this post is more tag than post. ah well. i hope if you do read this you find my neurosis entertaining .
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