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...would you fall in love with me again?
🖌 @gigizetz
#if you excuse me I'll now cry myself to sleep#epic the musical#epic the ithaca saga#jorge rivera herrans#also#GIGI WHEN I CATCH YOU GIGI#odypen
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Okay okay okay!!!!! What are the other love languages????
Okay, getting into the other 3. Reminder I do not know them and am going purely off vibes. (Also not hunting for photos this time because I'm exhausted)
So I'll be real I think they all kinda lean into physical touch mainly out of necessity. We've all seen how they act (III and IV especially since they have the ability to interact with each other the most.) It is the easiest way to show affection when you can't speak or show expressions, and they clearly just have fun doing so as well. But I think while that is II's big one (see here for analysis), the others do definitely show their own.
IV seems to lean towards gift giving/receiving. He's the one that's most likely to pick up a fan gift, even picking up a headband someone tossed when they weren't supposed to accept them this tour (don't throw shit on stage kids.) He's the one to point out signs that catch his eye. Sure III has done this too, he's always up for shenanigans (more on that later) but our sweet Ivy stands out in this regard, interacting with fans on a slightly more personal level by pointing them out and noticing them specifically as a direct result of things that could be seen as gifts, be that a hat handed to him or a sign directed at him. (See here for further analysis)
III, and hear me out here, quality time. He's the one you'll see invading the others bubbles. Absolutely zero concept of personal space. But he doesn't do it necessarily to touch them. He just wants to be close. He wants to play games. He wants each moment to be entertaining and memorable. Whether that's acting out lyrics with II, playing cat and mouse with IV, vibing at the keyboard with Ves, dancing with the Espera, even yelling to the crowd! Ivy and Ves often seem perfectly content to stay in 1 spot for a little bit depending on the energy of the song, III seems to refuse to be left alone for more than 30 seconds at a time or he starts trying to open pits during Euclid.
Vessel is a little harder to pin down. Outside of his stage antics, we also get a glimpse at the way he loves through his lyrics. Personally, I would say he's more inclined to acts of service. He's all for physical and verbal forms as well, don't get me wrong, but from what I've seen he's more the type to show his love by making others feel as important and seen as possible. He's more than happy to step back and let the string beans take center stage. The Espera got a stage that lifts them up higher the second he got access to hydraulics. Drummer erasure? Not on Vessel's watch, he's climbing that podium and making sure attention is on II. He's had crew members on stage at least 3 times for summoning shenanigans. Their drum tech is also their merch model. Considering that Sleep Token's entire shtick is anonymity, Vessel does his best to make sure nobody goes unheard.
#I'll make myself cry truly#im so fuckin soft over the sad british boys#sleep token#sleep token vessel#sleep token iii#sleep token iv#dare answers
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hrhhrhrhhh jovier hghrhhh brokeback mountain au hhehjrhjjhgjhkejgdjnhknj its literally 5 am and i just finished these and i hate how they turned out but WHATEVER
i just cant stop thinking about these two and its making me sick!!!!!!!
#jovier#javier escuella#john marston#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#au stuff#will probably draw more for this but for now...#have this little thing jovier nation#my art#michsmeesh#idk this au is just. eating me up from inside#because its literally THEM#im gonna go cry myself to sleep now bye#and tmrw i'll draw more requests#well.#later i'll draw more requests
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Give me five whole minutes.
Credits: Me
#I sobbed like a baby during Missing Limbs but I didn't expect the end of Euclid to catch me so bad#but hearing that line. hearing that *song* that has constantly ran rampant in my mind. That I've held so close to my chest? Amazing#absolutely fucking amazing#let alone getting to sing it along with 20k other people#the Espera sounded gorgeous Vessel sounded gorgeous and ii iii and IV played wonderfully well#(about to be a bit vunerable so bear with me)#I said in one of my other posts that 'I think my soul came out of my body for a bit' and I mean that whole heartedly. because this is where#call it an extreme reaction but I felt all my blood go out of my fingers and just this. humungous weight peeling itself off of my shoulders#I jokingly call myself a cockroach a lot because I tend to have bitterly bad luck and just try my best to get back up after it and this jus#I'm describing as I go and it's the hardest thing to illustrate#I felt welcomed. like the warm feeling when you come home and the heatings on in Winter#never will I ever fully be able to execute the thanks I have for what this band has done for me#for what you guys in this community have done for me#this felt like a peak and I think I'll forever being going upwards from here. this and you guys have made the climb so much easier#perhaps the appropriate time to simply say 'worship'#mel's rambles#mel's photos#sleep token#st#teeth of god tour#tog tour#vessel#vessel sleep token#euclid#song euclid#tmbte#sleep token tmbte#take me back to eden#+ again. kindly ignore me crying and singing
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dick softy coz heart hurty 🥺😢💔
KP two-year anniversary event; Prompt 8: Favourite Scene and Prompt 12: Favourite Parallel
#i cried myself to sleep rewatching this episode#i thought i'll gif this and then started watching the episode and i was done for#couldn't gif that night ofc lol was busy crying over these boys#the angst is so delicious#kpanniversary2024#kinnporsche#kinnporsche the series#kinn theerapanyakul#porsche pachara#mile phakphum#apo nattawin#mile phakphum romsaithong#apo nattawin wattanagitiphat
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I'm sorry neil perry I failed you, I haven't got puck's role.
#I still don't even know what role I got#I just know it's not puck#I'll act like I'm not bothered#and I definitely won't cry myself to sleep#dead poets society#dps fandom#neil perry#a midsummer night's dream
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#ok finally making a post about meds#I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset#so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but#it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways#so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone#like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus#my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night#sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired#it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted#but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too#but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared#so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow#anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING#that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up#I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world#and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on#and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!
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FINALLYYYY~~ Seal-Shark Jerky (2/2) [I think it can be read on it's own, tho].
Look, I loved doing this comic, but I can't deny it was a lot of work. At least for someone who's used to making one fan work=one post.
This proyect ended up becoming five different posts. That's quite a lot. I don't know if I should make a masterpost. Let me know if I should, pls
Also, I downloaded and *cof, cof* pirated *cof, cof* (don't worry, I stole only from AI xD) a lot of new brushes, textures and onomatopeias.
If it's annoying, or you guys think it just doesn't work with this particular comic/my art style, also let me know. Taking the onomatopeias out of this wouldn't be all that difficult, I think.
Clothing Design (Skipable).
Zuko's Arrival (Skipable, but I'll be sad :c).
Seal-Shark Jerky Comic (Part 1/2).
Interlude (Skipable).
Seal-Shark Jerky (Zukka) The One-Shot I based this on~
#avatar#the last airbender#avatar the last airbender#atla#sokka#zuko#zukka#sokka/zuko#seal-shark jerky#jerky#chief sokka#tribe chief sokka#north water tribe#pirate zuko#exiled zuko#blue spirit#the blue spirit#blue spirit zuko#fanart#ignore the background i'll just cry myself to sleep about it later#if you want to read page after page of headcannons that absolutely won't be relevant for anything#ask me about the food's coloring selection :))#actually making that food was sooo fun
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I think out of all interpretations of the Ishimondo angst, it's the fact that Kiyotaka could've never gotten to Mondo's room after his execution because the handbook broke hurts me the most.
Like the Sauna competition is the very thing that breaks Mondo and Taka out of their shells and bond to be friends (to never-lovers) and then after being so happy Mondo realizes he broke his handbook so he steals Leon's of all people. Just to ask the burning question- Did Mondo really sleep in Leon's room the whole time before he killed Chihiro? Or did he stay with Taka???
And after Mondo is turned into butter- Taka is heartbroken and just desperately needs some comfort but everyone around him SUCKS, you can't give Mondo's jacket to him (key items can't be gifted) and because Mondo fucked up and couldn't get his handbook fixed- Taka was doomed to spiral cause the one place he needed to be was barricaded off long before his other half was taken away.
[Edit for my now lucid ass]
THANK YOU TO CHINCHILL/JESS FOR REMINDING ME THE DORMS HAD KEYS. MY TIRED BUTT LAST NIGHT THOUGHT THE HANDBOOKS ACTED LIKE ELECTRONIC KEYS TO THEIR DORMS.
#edit up front: my brain is tired and i refuse to retraumatize myself at 12am to go through the 2nd chapter#i'll do it later when I can cry with a awake mind#danganronpa#ishimondo#we be giving off sad vibes at the club tonight#like seriously did mondo sleep in leon's room#also i need a refresher cause i'm only doing school mode rn#isn't it a unsaid rule that handbooks that get broken won't get fixed??? cause monokuma does point out they're hard to break at all#so like if mondo did live#would he'd been stuck in the same uniform for days???#stinky boi he'd be
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afo crying is next episode but it won't premiere until the 17th because of the olympics 😭
he's so gorgeous though, I want to kiss his cheeks 🥺♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
#I remember we had to wait a long time for this chapter to drop so I told myself I'll just look at the first page of leaks then go to sleep#but then it was him crying and I got so excited I ended up staying up all night for the whole thing#seeing him cry changed something in me fr#all for one
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idk what it is but I'm feeling distinctly unholy today
#many possible reasons including but not limited to:#the dumb antibiotics I'm taking#writer's block#not enough sleep#took a nap and that's always a bad idea#stupid irl drama I wanted zero part in and have now been dragged into#feeling guilty for letting DMs pile up#writer's block again#beating myself up because I feel like no one likes my fics only to immediately switch to beating myself up for having low self esteem#and beating myself up for forgetting that fandom is not a competition and therefore I can't be losing it#even more writer's block possibly related to the previous two problems#and so on and so forth#I'll probably delete this once I no longer feel like shit because it got personal and I hate vulnerability#not a cry for help or reassurance just a vent#seriously#clown hours
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Guys I'm so devastated over these leaks and I need some copium.
My inbox is open so please feel free to send me some happy togachako scenarios to draw!
#mha#bnha#togachako#ochatoga#himichako#ochahimi#I'll do them in the morning guys i need to cry myself to sleep#ochako uraraka#himiko toga#toga himiko#uraraka ochako#my hero academia
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UNFOLLOW ME RIGHT NOW 🫵
i have 8.5k completed words sitting in front of me... but it's 2:30am and posting to ao3 is its own thing.... i let you down..... i let myself down...... i am just so 💀💀💀
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i said "i want to know more about marie antoinette" as a joke. but bro, i don't think it's a joke anymore
#i can't stop#i'm so in love with her now#she's so interesting and so iconic#i'm doing a presentation about her in january and i honestly can't wait#i'm going to cry myself to sleep tonight just because i'll never be able to talk to her 💔💔
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yall don't know platonic yearning like I do 😤
#all i want is a friend i can build a life with#we'll sleep in separate beds but occasionally we'll both get up for a late night snack at the same time and giggle about it#we'll call each other husband or wife while also having our freedom to seek out sex or romance outside of our partnership#there will always be someone to come home to and i won't feel the stifling pressure to perform romance for them#i want my future kids to be raised in love and friendship#i want them to know that they don't have to be a certain way in order to be loved#i want someone to hold my hair when im sick and let me cry on their shoulder when things are hard and stick up for me when i need it#i may never have this and it hurts my heart#ive told myself that being a single parent would make me happy because ill be happy as long as im not in a romantic relationship#but i don't know if thats actually true#ive resigned myself to that as a possoble future for me because being a parent is improtant to me#but there's this loneliness inside of me that I don't know I'll ever be able to get rid of#i thought i had a chance at the life i want with my ex and thats why i held on so long as tried to ignore all of our incompatibilities#but at the end of the day#hes a hopeless romantic and will always want the intense romantic love i can never give him and i will always resent those expectations#i wish things were different#personal#vent#aro tag#aromantic#platonic yearning#queerplatonic relationship#feel free to ignore but if you see this and also feel this way I'd love to commiserate :')
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I think I lost my rebelcaptain pin 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
#it was pinned on my bag and now it's gone!!#idk how it happened but i am actually devastated#no for real im gonna go cry myself to sleep#it's just like when they died........#shut up sissi#it wasn't that expensive so i'll think i'll rebuy it#i'll wait a few more days just in case but im pretty sure it's gone#whoever finds it better take good care of them
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