#and then i get sad

[sandersstudies]

Habit stacking is great but I have unfortunately tied about a dozen standard daily activities to the Have A Cup Of Coffee Routine and the amount of coffee I drink is becoming a problem.

[riddle-in-time]

sometimes i think about how matt didn´t get killed via the death note, but mello did. which means in a world where they never got involed with the kira case matt would have died at 19 anyway, because his time had run out - but mello would have lived

[lighthouseas]

i just. sometimes i think about how mike must have felt. and Still feels. he's seen how will got bullied for his alleged sexuality . he's SEEN that homophobia in real time, and imagining how he must have felt - as an invisible queer, as someone less obvious but still struggling with those feelings (especially after will and el left) god. the paranoia. the fear. the isolation, thinking he's the only queer he knows, thinking there's no way out, that he's just going to have to stay like this - invisible, paranoid, a fucking teenager in seemingly unrequited love, or face what will did for so many years. thinking about the nights he probably spent toiling over this. the nights he stayed up, trying to push it away, to make the feelings go away, because he can't live like this. he can't, he can't. him living with the fear that someone is going to find out eventually and everything will be out in the open. him living with the constant paranoia that that spare glance at the random boy in his science class was enough. it was enough to know. was it enough to know? was hugging will enough to know? was he enough? would he ever be enough?

would he ever be enough? could someone ever love....someone like him?

i think about this a lot.

[founderscouncil]

[ HOLD ]:          while close to the receiver, the sender wordlessly takes a hold of their hand, for no other purpose than to be holding it.

Keelin has come to learn that life rarely stops when it comes to the Mikaelsons. It is the first lesson she learned about @multi-royalty herself, back in those days when she she had considered the Original Family as an enemy rather than what they are now. Freya's hand is warm in hers and Keelin squeezes it lightly, watching as the entire supernatural community gathers to pay tribute to Hayley.

She knows that things will only get harder from this point forward, that things would be unfathomably different. While there is a sort of permanence about the Mikaelson siblings, they are also mythic in nature. Keelin has spent some time with them, but like Hope, she knows mostly of them through Freya's stories.

Hayley on the other hand was a constant. Hayley had been the one to track Keelin down in the first place, to call her out on the secret she'd been hiding. She had been the bridge to introduce her to Freya. More than that, the Alpha had also become a dear friend over the years and a lump grows in her throat.

The boat lights up in a flash and Keelin grips Freya's hand even tighter. "We can stay as long as you want."

[infinitybits87]

Rock Paper Siren, please!

[Couldn't get three sentences an hour ago and then this spills out in 30 minutes. Weird.]

“Dad?" Angel starts. "I’m running low on paint. Blues mostly. Plus I'd really like more of that iridescent one you got me awhile back. The one with the purples in it.”

It pulls him out of his thoughts about Lilith long enough to redirect the conversation.

‘Yeah I know the purple one you’re talking about. You know you can add anything you need to the list Angel.” He pauses for a second. "You go through an awful lot of paint, but now that I think about it, you haven’t shown me anything you’ve done with it in a long time.”

You’re never here, she wants to say. You’re never here and even when you are, you keep a wall between us. What’s she supposed to do? Bring a new painting to him in the middle of a debrief and hold it in front of him like she’s five? 

“They're not finished.” The second it’s out of her mouth she curses her chosen deflection.

“Too many irons in the fire, huh? Busy little bee. Like father, like daughter." He smiles at her and actually reaches over to tousle what's left of her hair, around the implants.

[butchboromir]

it's such an innocuous line but "i rode past you on the road again today" in to the headless horseman always makes me sob

[simmeons]

im normal about silly characters (lie)

[sadclowncentral]

cannot stop thinking about the french man who during dinner responded to a person asking "should we be naughty and get desert" by pulling a face and going "naughty? it is chocolate, it is not an, uh, threesome"

[scramratz]

Did you know it’s legal in the USA for mattress companies to put fiberglass in their mattresses? They don’t even have to label them! So if you wanna commission me so I can buy a new bed I won’t stop you

[kosmogrl]

[faerelle]

me, twiddling my thumbs waiting for anyone to ask me abt my selfships

maybe i just need more selfship moots..

[rafeandonlyrafe]

well 🧍‍♀️ as a reminder this blog is NOT a safe space for trump supporters but it IS a safe place for women, queers, trans ppl, people of color, undocumented people, and any marginalized group.

[strange-calathea]

What do you do with a young girl noticing the way things are? Do you ignore her or ask someone else for help or tell her to "be nicer" and to "smile more"? Or do you feel grief and shut your mouth? She deserves to be upset. I cannot and will not help you make her be kind in a world that wants to push her around and stomp on her dreams.

[halorvic]

[sashthesloth]

I love the little squad of shades who follow Mel around the Crossroads when she gets back from a win

[chloesimaginationthings]

Elizabeth Afton bets on losing dogs in FNAF..