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The year ahead
The lovely @tackytigerfic tagged me with the questions what are you proud of going into 2025, and what are your plans for the year ahead.
2024 was a funny year for me! I've been on the fringes of fandom for a few years now, mostly lurking rather than actively taking part, so I haven't created much for a while.
A good chunk of the year was taken up with some (long awaited, and positive for the future!) surgery, and recovering from that. Boring but necessary! But I found myself pining for writing, so when I felt up to it I decided to focus on finishing up some of my WIPs. So I only have one fic for a round-up.
Best Nightmare Come True: 170k, E, SK8 the Infinity / Matchablossom.
This is a truly self-indulgent omegaverse fic that's full of the tropes I love - boys being stupid, epic miscommunication and inability to say the hard stuff out loud, OTT pining, and I really leaned into the romance and the feels. I kind of wrote it for myself in the end, and that was a really nice experience, as I could really let myself go and just wallow in the emotions. It might have been better shorter - but I didn't want to make it shorter :D
I'm not sure about my aims for 2025! I want to write more fanfic, for sure, and be more present in fandom - I'd like to make more friends <3. I'd like to read more fic and look at more pretty art too!
In terms of my own writing, I have another SK8 fic I want to finish up. I feel nostalgic about H/D yes I know we all call it drarry these days and I do have a smutty WIP from a thousand years ago that I might finish up. Maybe I will do Erised again for old times' sake when the time comes.
I also would like to write some original fiction this year too! My problem has always been indecision - too many ideas, so I dither between what to write and end up writing nothing.
I'd also love to learn to write short, and have my outlines be realistic to the word count I'm aiming for, but I think that might require literal magic to achieve!
Not tagging anyone because I suspect everyone's done their end of year posts already, haha, but if you haven't and you're reading this, do it and tag me in!
#2024 round up#writing fanfic#sk8 the infinity#matchablossom#drarry#I really want to be consistent with writing rather than writing 100k in a month and then nothing for the rest of the year
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MY BOYS!!!!!
hi i made that video 13 years ago and also these boys about 15 years ago and i feel. aged. what do you mean people still watch it.
this is especially weird because i was JUST going through my art files of that era and putting them in a more manageable order (you can still see some things on dA but I've hidden a lot haha) and I was feeling a little nostalgic, how did you even know?!
Edmonton and Calgary‼️
Ok so randomly found myself watching this video from 13 years ago and I couldn’t help but draw these guys.
here’s one without the screenshots.
#projectcanada cities#pc: edmonton#pc: calgary#ITS MY BOYS!!!!! LOOK#its so wild how they've changed over the years#you've found me at battle-of-alberta so i shant do the shameless self promotion but hi!!#thanks for the tag nakamo ;~; good thing to wake up to while feeling Bad#just in time for ed's birthday too hahahahaha#all these years later people are Still mad at me over that video#specifically using the centennial YEAH Y YEAH ALBERTA song#hahahahahha
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turning unhinged for this one particular quest and choosing all the feral dialogues just so i can watch welt react by accidentally stammering or not knowing how to respond or just gently reminding me how decorum works since he's seen stelle go thru every trash can they've seen
#welt yang#welt yang.#yukong#this is the companion quest for yukong in honkai star rail and its so funny#its funny and cute and wholesome because hes trying not to meddle#while also trying to help out the daughter but hes so funny with politely saying “oh this is the worst fucking drink ive ever had in my life#“i feel like getting murdered all over again. ALL THE 108 TIMES I HAVE DIED”#and then going “haha this is nostalgic!”#and then the mc just straight up goes “are u sure ure being thankful of us for saving u”#AND HES JUST THERE LIKE :O NOOOO!!!!! THEY DIDNT MEAN IT LIKE THAT#ITS A GREAT DRINK!!!!#like its a wholesome quest too because he remembers hes a father to a child in a universe he cannot go back to#BUT ITS ALSO SO FUNNY because blud is so excited with adventures he lit rally forgot he was a dad until yukong became protective#anyway yeah it was such a fun quest and i screenshotted a lot sue me
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i miss carpisuns sometimes </3
#not necessarily that I regret switching over but i just get like nostalgic for an earlier time in the ml fandom#s3 was soooo much fun for me#and the long hiatus before s4 was also the best. so good wasn’t ready for it to end when it did haha#things just feel so different in the fandom now#both the fandom has changed and I have changed#and of course the STORY has changed#and I like don’t know what to do about that or how to react#cause I am used to being one of the guys who is defending ml’s honor with my life lol#committed to spreading positivity#and I still want to be that guy!#but it’s like. idk. I don’t recognize this story anymore#this isn’t the same story that I fell in love with years ago. but I don’t want to just like Leave??#I do want to see how things play out bc I am still invested in these characters#and I would love to still be part of the fan community and connect with people over a mutual love for this thing#that has been important to me for years and has inspired me to create and learn new skills and make new friends!#but I also don’t just want to shut up and pretend I’m happy about things I am decidedly unhappy about lol#like it’s honestly surprising to me that a only a small minority of the fandom seems to feel the way I do?#and the majority are still super pumped and frustrated at the people who are complaining#and really. I don’t WANT to rain on anyone’s parade. I honestly don’t#I was part of the parade for years! I had the best time in the parade! I don’t want to ruin the good time!#so i try not to be too salty on main ? but i feel like I’m going a little crazy lmao! like I’m just one bitter little miser fhdjjd#i mean i guess it’s kind of a good thing that I moved blogs tbh lol#cause now when i whine only a fraction of the people have to be exposed to it 😂#but man i hate knowing that people might think of me as a salter#I mean it’s valid if people are trying to have fun and do not want to hear my complaining haha#but also do i automatically have to be a salter. are the only options support and defend ml 100% at all times or Be A Salter#or can there be a third category of certified ml lover that is just disappointed in recent events & disagrees with the new writing direction#is that too much nuance for tumblr lol#see maybe that’s why I miss carpisuns. she didn’t have to ask this question. she was only full of LOVE!#but therein lies the irony…like marinette I have made this choice out of love…for what the story once was…what is to become of me now…
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*shaking you shaking you like a maraca* The waterpark au has single-handedly gotten me obsessed with Sun and Moon again. I’m back in the fucking building. How did you know that I spent my childhood summers going to a waterpark almost every day. How did you know. The absolute fun and whimsy I get by seeing the designs for the boys makes me want to kick my feet and giggle. The vibes. The fun in the sun vibes. The hot summer day with brilliantly cold wind. Tell me your secrets
Welcome back to the DCA community!!!
#shaking you back aaaaaaaa#welcome back to the obsession with the beloved blorbos haha#I’m so glad you like the boys designs and that’s so fantastic that you grew up going to waterparks!!!!#no secrets brain has always been crazy and nostalgic for them parks in all forms but especially waterparks#just finally took two things I loved and put it together#maybe it’s not so bad being back in the building#waterpark au#WP au asks#crunch art#daycare attendant au#Daycare attendant#sundrop#moondrop#waterspark
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went to the state fair yesterday and tried so so much good food !!! my favorite things were the pickle lemonade (literally my favorite drink ever since i first tried it a couple weeks ago) and the fried pickles and the roasted corn. feeling like a true midwesterner after that :-)
#although i will say the pickle lemonade i tried by the lake by our house was a lot better#it was punchier#the ones at the fair were watered down a bit i think just from the ice melting in the heat#but it’s just SO refreshing#genuinely something my dr would prescribe for one of my health conditions is a shot of pickle juice#so it was so rejuvenating LOL#it was rly fun !! my home state doesn’t have a state fair like THAT#but it took me back to my 4H days :#when i competed agility w my childhood dog as a kid and camped out to do some horse riding events and archery#and pigs and chickens and such#rly nostalgic haha#i only did pigs one year bc it was too sad#but i was a chicken girl through and through#4H is what started me down the dog trainer career path and sparked that interest as a hobby#i didn’t pursue it seriously until a long time later and have since taken a hiatus bc of burnout but#it did remind me why i fell so head over heels in love w it#something abt being so in tune w another creature like that is just#so special#we didn’t get to watch the stunt dogs tho we missed the show :((#i kinda want to go back again to see them perform#kinda feeling like it might reignite something in me and maybe i’ll start making steps to be a trainer again#i’ve been missing it#personal
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Twenty-five icons of the Twelfth Doctor (Doctor Who).
250 x 250px.
Please like/reblog if you use or save them, thank you! :)
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My other Doctor Who icons are tagged with #dw icons.
My old icons are available via my icons page and icons tag.
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#doctor who#dwedit#doctorwhoedit#twelfth doctor#twelfthdoctoredit#twice upon a time#peter capaldi#petercapaldiedit#moffatedit#iconsnetwork#dw icons#doctor who icons#*mine#*icons#another nostalgic twelve era thing from me i promise i will make something new one day haha#i was rewatching and was hit once again by all of my twelve emotions#i love this shot as he's saying hate is always foolish and love is always wise and it was my icon for a while in 2018#i thought it would be interesting to have a second go at it considering all i have learned since#it's definitely an improvement but then again i think this shot is impossible to colour very well haha i like a challenge but#i've been fiddling with sliders for days now and i really just need to move on so i'm posting him he's done! see you again in 2030 i guess
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I have no one now. I am alone. I'm so lonely. NEVER LET ME GO Ep 10 | Me
#never let me go#never let me go the series#nlmg#palmnueng#nuengpalm#pondphuwin#pond naravit#phuwin tangsakyuen#melgifs#this episode is an unexpected favorite of mine#it really has it all - angst of loneliness and nostalgic flashbacks and girlbossery and emotional breakdowns and complicated reunions#i focused more on the angst for this set haha
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kyle: exists
tweek: i hate you. i'm in love with you. i want to hold your hand. i want to push you off a cliff, catch you at the last second, and make you beg me for your miserable life. i hope nothing bad ever happens to you. i would sell my soul to strap you down in one of those medieval torture nail chairs. i want to cuddle with you and hold you and keep you warm. i want to slit your throat and wash my face with your arterial spray. i want to fuck you. i want to make you breakfast. i want to hold a pillow to your face while you kick and writhe uselessly under me until i feel you go still. i want to kiss your stupid little cheeks. i want to marry you. i want to carve my name into your skin so you never forget me, for better or worse. i want to make you happy. i want to make you cry. i hope you die. i hope we both DIE.
#hc :: ( tweek )#//SIGHS... having twyle thoughts again 🥺#//whether tweek is actually in love with kyle is... deeply questionable#//but his feelings about the guy are so messy and turbulent that platonic affection starts to take a... weird slant HAHA#//tweek feels abandoned by kyle in his teenage years; thus leading to the rabid hatred#//but then he's also nostalgic for the affection and tenderness kyle USED to show him#//twyle is such a normal healthy ship with nothing weird going on behind it at all :)#//they're SO normal for each other#//the most normal guys ever actually#//tweek ISN'T an obsessive lil freak and kyle DOESN'T view tweek as a project to be abandoned when he inevitably becomes Too Much#//or you know. maybe they work it out KLFDJKSDF#//but i'm definitely spinning the idea of them being TURBULENT for a long time around in my head very fast#//they both have so many Issues that are so incompatible with the other's Issues#//alas i haven't found anyone to REALLY chew on this thought with yet. someday perhaps#//tweek: i want to rip all your teeth out with pliers and lick the blood out of your gums#//kyle: can you please PLEEEEAAASSSEEE come up with ONE normal way to say you wanna have sex? D:
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dear gods i adore horror tbh but i am way too sensitive to it
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#idk how to describe 'sensitive' rn i'm dying in the head i should be asleep but Man!!!!!#i search up tons of horror stuff for funsies. movies uhh creepypastas stories real life events etc. fun!#BUT it freaks me out wayyy too much. bcs i really don't deal well w Those feelings of paranoia.#my imagination too good i was scared at night going to sleep bcs i'd imagine what to do if an intruder came in from the bedroom door#or bathroom door and think of how i'd escape Death.........#Did Not Help my area before was kinda yk. chillax. chillax meaning grassy tree-sy backyard overgrown trees#old-ish in a filipino chill neighborhood that isn't very fancy ?????? idk.#and the fact one time my dad almost died and someone standing close to him Did die so. haha. traumatized from that.#I WASN'T THERE..... but i rmbr my dad coming home and the news absolutely terrified me. anyway!#wow... rambling on tumblr at 3 and a half am... Nostalgic.#anyway yeah i love love love horror stuff but i am !!! so bad w them !!! like jesus christ i adore resident evil and bloodborne#is my whole bloodline. or something. but i can't even watch my twin kill 1 zombie in a re game Demo (she can't do it either)#and i can only make it to killing the first monster in bloodborne and explore a tiny bit where there are still no enemies. god.#AAAGGGGHHHhhhh ... and the first point of horror in omori then i stop playing for months...... even tho i rlly wna play more :((#2024 ........ cmon... i will try to overcome my fears more.#i've improved somewhat at least! ...from when i was younger. like. man. i could never stay in night-time in games ever.#ffxv? nah i always have to travel at morning. only when i got strong enough that daemons were nothing to me did i stop#getting scared. ouuughhh... and i always try to be stealthy in games........... for many reasons ofc but 1. Scared#okay i shut up now. apollo rambles of tonight: done and over!
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Throwback to my eleventh grade self who wrote about two gay-ass grad students who loves hiking becoming conservation scientists and slowly falling in love and then agreed to live together in the woods.. I even inserted a Queen song ref at the end on an angsty car ride- the gayest thing I ever wrote. I wrote it for creative writing assignment in my strict Islamic school's english class.. ah I really thought it was soooo discreetly implied and sooo subtext nobody would ever think it's a gayass story. But thinking about it back, damn, my teacher probably goes live slug reaction on the first paragraph of reading that hahah.
#text#writing this because I lowkey wanna explore back the story#it was very nice#they even have a dog#lowkey I used my ideal future situations as a baseline of the story but pffff that's not important#Ah.. how I loved making stories...#hm I'm feeling real nostalgic these few days#played a part you're well prepared for there you stand#with all I ever cared for in your hand#I'm waiting all the time for some kind of singn from youuuuu#and I'll go on and on this way#waiting for the day#where I will hear you say#you'll take me baack#that was a song#me with the timeline of my life be like#crying for the past that has left and the future i never thought i'd have#haha#anyway#not crying#more like#laying dramatically half on the floor half on the carpet and just think about this life that is a constant stream while i'm a leaf#you know#okay im done :D
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Hey man! Just wondering . You gonna do L4d stuff ever again? 👀
Heya!! The simplest answer is-- maybeprobablyIhopeso!? The cosplays definitely still exist and Left 4 Dead 2 is a forever-favorite game (still play it regularly!) and we will always love the characters.
We used to make a point to cosplay Nick and Ellis every year with other L4D friends at the local Zombie Crawl, but that event ended after covid shutdowns, so we just haven't had a good opportunity since. I'm sure / really do hope we'll wear them again someday, but it's just a who knows when sorta thing?
That said, I've still got plenty of photos I've never posted from over the years to share... so yeah, there's always more potential L4D stuff to come regardless?! And knowing someone's interested really does help remind me to post that stuff. Hell, you've actually kinda got me considering throwing the cosplay on again just for the hell of it-- maybe make a couple gifs like back in the old days, hahah. (If you haven't seen the full Nick blog, that might tide you over awhile...)
...For real, it's been far too long, and I genuinely miss Nick.
#Ask a Pyp#undeadenjoyer#sorry for the rambling response#love that you found me and are drawing L4D art!#got me all nostalgic haha#L4D friends I miss you!#any Nick gif requests if I go through with that guys?#can I even pull it off anymore? haha#gif by Noiryn
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Napped on the couch for an hour how did I even curl up into such a small ball for that long >.<
#txt#used to sleep like that on this couch when i was a kid and staying home sick#little bit nostalgic haha#didnt sleep well last night and had to take 2 sleeping tablets#tonight im just going to take the night cold and flu tablets#and try to read myself to sleep#better than watching movies
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If you’re happy, we’re happy (Patreon)
#Doodles#AvA#Very ''introducing the partner to the kids'' kind of vibe lol#No I will Not stop this ship and I will Keep justifying it lol#I like The Dark Lord maybe more than I'm intended to?? Lol I think I just feel very nostalgic-positive towards him#The idea of him reforming and The Chosen One staying close makes me happy <3 They're such a power couple!#He's wearing the bracelets to denote time - they're inactive#Not that the rest know that at first haha#They're a bit defensive of their new friend :)#JFldsfd it's the found family about it all - everything found family! Created for enmity and fighting and destruction and instead <3#Since they're all so simple there's more of a focus on poses and body language which is fun :D#I like Blue and Yellow casually leaning on each other haha ♪ They're such good friends I still can't get over how much they hold hands#SC is also fun to draw since his arms can go ''behind'' his head despite being transparent :D It's a fun feature!#Also I know The Chosen One and SC are basically the same height but pfsh#I like TCO as a kind of dad/mentor figure to At Least SC if not the rest of the lads :) I think it's cute! He's significantly older haha ♪#Still looked out for and cared about ♥#Defensive huddle haha
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Me, yesterday night: I'm so excited. They'll talk. They'll have no choice but talk. Do we get fluff? I hope we some fluff. I have a feeling there'll be angst though. I'm excited.
Me, today, who has read the summary...
《This was because Choi Jung Soo’s last appearance came to his mind for no reason. Naturally, Lee Soo Hyuk’s appearance also came to mind.
I shouldn’t think about this.
Not now.》
IM DROWNING IN MY TEARS RN, BYE, SEE YOU ON MONDAY.
#FREAKING HELL#UWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#damn that#tcf record ability#Im crying screaming sobbing throwing up#THATS SO SAD#ESPECIALLY SINCE HE SAW THEM LAST AT THEIR DEATH BEDS#also the inner thought of how one can be dull#when they are able to bury the bofies of their family themselves#Cale how can you know that#did you bury the bodies of the soos themselves? but they had tombs#NOOOOOOOOOO they had tombs right? right?!#IM SO SAD RN. NOT EVEN THEM BEING NOSTALGIC OF THEIR INTERACTIONS HELP BECAUSE ITS SO SAD TOO#UUUUEEEEEEEEEGHHH#I expected angst and biy did tjis chaoter give angst#Choi Han and Choi Jung Soo being awkward thoo hehe#makes me curious whatever did he saw in CJS memories that Jung Soo acts like that hahaha#nuff said. I love this chapter very much.#Hehe now that Cale met CJS he wanna go home he has his priorities straight haha#tcf#cale henituse#trash of the count's family#tcf part 2#tcf lee soo hyuk#sui khan#tcf choi jung soo#choi han
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OMG THERES A FUCKING HONDURAN FLAG EMOJI 🇭🇳 !!!!!
#ive had so many people just assume my dad was mexican. hes not hes honduran#had kids tell me to jump the border and go home mad fucked up to be mixed in a southern school tbe racial profiling despite being raised#by my white family was uhm...something alright like cool i literally have never stepped foot in my fathers homeland.#i want to get in touch with the part of me I was pressured to disreguard to fit in#theres somethings from my childhood that I find nostalgic like tres leche cake and tamales which is so bare bones but its#really hard to connect to your roots when you do not live with the parent whos roots they are and were pressured to whitewash#your identity to avoid being ridiculed for the crime of existing#imagine being the only hispanic kid in your graduating class#it was awful#anyway! sorry not meaning to vent /gen i am genuinely excited to see the flag#my dad use to have one stapled over a window in his livingroom haha
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