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Sorry for disappearing guys whoa 😧😧
Here’s some various DCA and Spamton doodles!!!!
#spamton#art#deltarune#spamton g spamton#spamtonneo#yeah I didn’t draw spams head in the perspective one because I couldn’t draw it..#ANYWAYS#yeah#I wanna hug sunny#make his pants POOFIER#<- my motto#daycare attendant#sun fnaf#fnaf sun#moon fnaf#fnaf sb#fnaf moon#fnaf#security breach#five nights at freddys security breach#nuttdoodles#eclipse fnaf#eclipse#eclipse security breach#and a silly little eclipse because I like his design 🥺#disappears again without a trace#lmao I need scheduled posting times#gotta Pavlov myself into getting creative#desperate times call for desperate measures#anyways expect ultrakill stuff from me I beat the game in a day LMAOOO
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Obsessively reading everything in game by and about Gortash and the dude is
On a philosophical trajectory that ends in immortality thru technology / the machine
Doesn't have an original bone in his body, but he can backwards engineer anything
Halfway to being a decent scientist but doesn't have the education and is deeply impatient
Overconfident in the veracity of his own results and conclusions
Accurately predicted that the brain would metamorphose and become more difficult to control and then did nothing about it
Outsources his propaganda / arts and humanities
Charming, but he got there in a Pavlovian way (learned from trial and error and probably doesn't consciously know how he does it)
Vindictive af (learned / reinforced)
Darwinian (in the worst way)
Sociopathic, obviously, but extremely Rationalist about it
Never asks questions he doesn't know the answer to and probably thinks this makes him sound more authoritative
Completely incompetent as a strategist (but doesn't know it)
Not nearly as narcissistic / full of himself as he pretends to be
Thinks what he wants is praise but it's never enough because it's not actually what he wants (he wants to be wanted)
Bane makes him feel wanted (conditionally)
Durge made him feel wanted (unconditionally)
Understands intellectually that Durge got ambushed, but he feels abandoned
See also: thematic parallels between Gortash and
Silouv Yali (the Adamantine Forge & the construct Grym)
Oliver (in the shadow-cursed lands)
Astarion and Gale, obviously
#bg3#Gortash#bg3 gortash#Enver Gortash#bg3 spoilers#'The Ultimate State' reads like it was written in reaction to Durge's disappearance#Yeah if everyone's tadpoled nobody will be able to abandon you ever again#Durge's job was to do murders in Baldur's Gate#but their REAL job was to tell Gortash not to keep the brains of all of his mechanical soldiers in one location#Oliver thought Thaniel abandoned him so Oliver created new friends to play with *eyebrow waggle*#This man wants to abandon the flesh for the machine so bad#He is in for a bad time no matter what#Awfully obsessed with control for someone who has absolutely no control over his current situation#I do not think that word means what you think it means#Absolute moron (affectionate)
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Well who else could I be when I can hardly see?
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#rushed doodle but i need to post something so here lmao#i had to do a will wood related thing for my 222nd wilbur drawing#anyways yeah time to disappear again#wilbur cross#uncle wiley#hatchetverse#hatchetfield#starkid#will wood#digital art#fanart#art#my art
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First Danny Phantom post on this site and I already should be banished from the phandom
We're off to a good start
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didn't stand a ghost of a chance--
#danny phantom#danny fenton#sam manson#Vlad Masters#shitpost#danny is an angry little punfucker#yeah I'm posting on Tumblr again look at me fuckin go#might post a couple more DP things then disappear for another two years
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There's a trait that runs through every hero, regardless of if they've spent the last couple months in prison, rehab, or wrangling pyjamas onto a stubborn five-year-old: they're a workaholic.
Thank god Jason is not a hero. Roy, on the other hand, definitely is. He might be ‘inactive’ or ‘I’m just focusing on Lian right now, thanks’, but Jason has dropped by Roy's shitty apartment in Star often enough that he can confidently say Roy, no matter what, is a hero.
So he kicks him.
“Ow! What the fuck, Jaybird?” Roy glares as he brings his fingers to his lips, slurping up the bright orange liquid that’s currently coating half his sleeve.
More keeps dripping onto the floor in radioactive bursts, and the bowl is steaming. It has a chip in the side from when Jason was teaching Lian how to shoot, and Jason knows what the ceramic feels like when steam is escaping from every orifice. He had to use his Red Hood gloves to hold the damn thing last time. He had to do a lot of things, but Roy's fingers don't shake as he holds the bowl in one hand.
He kicks Jason lightly back. “You're a fucking asshole, Todd, ya know that?”
Jason's head is a slow buzz. It's a sound that he can feel spit behind his eyes, sing with sharp vowels and harsh chords. It's something that's attacking him from the inside-out, digging deep until he can feel the green of the pit flare in his throat.
“Fuck ‘ff,” he murmurs, turning his head to look anywhere but Roy. “Don't need your shit-ass soup. Don't need anythin’.”
He moves to stand, to sit, to do anything but be useless on the sofa.
Roy only needs one hand to hold Jason down, and Jason tells himself it's just this once. It's because Roy is a hero and Jason is anything but.
“Dude, you're, like, what? Two seconds from passing out my couch? Eat the damn soup.”
Jason doesn't look as the bowl is shoved in front of him. More sloshes over the sides, lapping at Roy's thumb. He needs to get his mind out of the gutter. He needs to remember why he came here in the first place.
Roy groans, deep and guttural with his head thrown back and all the muscles in his neck straining. Sometimes Jason wants to curl his fingers around the thick flesh, cord his soul into the pieces of Roy he can never get back, and take him. For real this time.
He looks at the damned fucking soup.
It's tomato or carrot, or maybe even something that has never been orange in the first place. Jason can feel the steam hitting his nose hairs but he can't smell anything. “Needs more seasoning,” he spits.
Roy sighs. The soup nips his fingers again as he plops down onto the sofa. Their thighs touch, brush, hold on tight enough to blur the lines.
“You're sick,” Roy says. He holds up a spoon. It's caked in red. “Here comes the aeroplane…”
Jason wants to punch him, and it's fine because even though Jason rescued Roy first, Jason was also the first who left. He was the first who walked away and didn't return. He was the first one who died, and then died again.
It's stupid. Roy likes to say he died too, but Jason doesn't like thinking about explosions. He can't think about anything right now anyway. His brain hurts. The words in his head buzz. A hot tip touches his lips but it's not the right kind.
“Open wide.” Roy's using his Dad voice, and it's horrifying. Jason can feel his heart in his lungs and sometimes he forgets Roy has green eyes too.
They're earthier. Grounded. They're nothing like the look Jason stares at Roy with when Lian's gone to bed and the bowl's still chipped and the dishes haven't been scrubbed but everyone is too tired to touch it.
Roy sighs. The spoon clatters into the bowl, and he sucks the soup from his thumb again. “Jay, you gotta work with me here. You're sick. Being a stubborn asshole isn't gonna change that. What're you even doing here, man? Thought you were tired.”
Jason has never said he's tired before. At least not to Roy. The voice in his head that glows green and grins acid is different. He thinks he loves the voice and also hates it. He doesn't know if it's himself or someone else.
“Shut up, Harper.” He sniffs without meaning to and promptly closes his mouth.
Roy's lips break into that sly grin that means he's going home with at least a couple numbers and a body or two hanging from his elbows. “Only if you eat the damn soup. Otherwise I'll keep going, baby. I can keep this up all night long.” He winks as if Jason doesn't know him. “You know I've got the stamina to prove it.”
Jason rolls his eyes. Kind of. It hurts and the world spins, and then Roy's whispering meaningless words into his ear. He thinks his eyes are open but then he blinks and sees the ceiling. He does a double take but his body doesn't move. The air swirls. Something pinches his hips, then his legs, and then Jason is in Roy's room and the sheets smell like his body wash.
There's another smell, something heady and unmistakably Roy. Jason's not in love because he's never been in love. He doesn't know what it looks like.
He smells soup.
A ceramic bowl clatters gently, and a duvet is tugged up to Jason's chin. The bed dips next to Jason's waist and Roy's hair is long. It isn't tied back, but it was before. With the lamp light, his eyelashes look brighter. Almost like they're glowing.
Jason's not in love because Roy could never love him. He's just not the type. He's someone who dedicates his life to one person and one person only, and Jason is nowhere near a hero.
The tip of the spoon touches his bottom lip. It's cooler.
“Open wide.”
Maybe it's because it's half-one in the morning or Jason's running a fever higher than he ever has before, or because he's only twenty-one and yet he has over half of Gotham's underground under his control. His chest clenches. Tim said Jason's going to end up with heart attacks if he keeps this going, and then Jason yelled about all the empty Red Bull cans littering Tim's floor.
Jason's only twenty-one but he's never been in love. He was, maybe, once when he was fifteen. But that was before the voice in his head was impossibly loud. He doesn't remember who it was, and they're probably gone.
He opens his mouth. Roy grins, sly and dirty. His Dad voice slips out: “Good boy.”
Jason's going to kill him. He doesn't remember why he came to Star City tonight. He doesn't remember a lot of things.
His chest tightens even more as he swallows, and maybe Tim is right. Maybe heart attacks are going to be what finally takes Jason out.
#jayroy#jason todd#roy harper#dc#redarse#soy writes#this is about romance and failures in romance and overworking and being good but never good enough#in other words: i did too much this past week bc. god. im just a fucking clown who takes on too much responsibility but i cant stop#and here i am. projecting it onto jason#also my dating life is finally kicking up again and i hate it i know this is such a privileged problem but too many people like me i need t#disappear forever#so yeah lol. fatigue fever gang lets gooooooooooo i am so fucking tired
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stuck on the fact that a small part of Dongsik hoped for 20 entire years that Yuyeon was still alive. he fantasized about coming across her in random places and was anxious about recognizing her as a 40 year old woman because he genuinely still held onto a glimmer of hope for two decades. ten years and another ten years after than. half his life picturing his sister dead and alive turn by turn. maybe even when he burst the wall open he still thought there was a chance it would be empty.
and isn't it supremely fucked up that for the enormous, cataclysmic impact that Yuyeon's disappearance had on Dongsik and the central place that his love for her occupies in his motivations as a character, the only time they interact on-screen is when he finally finds her body and tenderly cradles her long-dead hands in his.
#tbh one of the rare instance of the absence of their relationship onscreen doesnt make the emotional weight of her loss any lighter#like. his twin is Gone From Him. they'll never be together again so we never get to see them together#because we've come in too late in the story for that. the death's already happened they've already been ripped apart.#and yet she's everywhere!!#the way she was central to his life from the moment they were born; now it's her absence that's at the centre of him#like. yeah i dont need 20 minutes of them being saccharine happy as a prequel#because the consequences of her disappearance tell us everything we need fo know about the relationship they had#beyond evil
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It wasn’t unusual for young Reyner to be found lounging against his friend, Grizzly, after a long day of hunting and swimming in the nearby springs.
#my art#fanart#digital art#fan art#illustration#digital illustration#art#artists on tumblr#the golden rose#the golden rose Mc#reyner#tgr#I need to see grizz again somehow please Ana I’m begging#on my hands and knees#yeah reyner would probably disappear for hours and worry his poor mom#I’m so sorry mama#every single gray hair is Reyner’s fault#anathemafiction
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The sadness I feel when I try to find an old piece of art only to discover the original artists either disactivated their account or deleted the art but at the same time having to acknowledge that the art was made by the artists and shouldn't it be ultimately up to them if they no longer want that art to exist on the Internet
#tho also#one of the reasons i love tumblr#if the artist did delete their account or work#but i still have it reblogged / liked then it wont disappear from my likes / account#unlike some other social media#but yeah#thinking about this bc obviously rewatching fmab#and remembered this art i saw years ago#and wanted to try and find it again#only to see the account has been deactivated#which obviously made me sad#but also started me thinking about art and the Internet#and how even if you wanted to delete your art#itd still be out there#just a bit harder to find now
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Get Haunted
#this is OLD#I was briefly obsessed w ghost Draco#so I’ll b posting more prob lol#as I clear out my iPad#still into it honestly#ohhh how he would pester#I imagine like him having a really reactive face#like dramatic#like he’s got big anime eyes when he says shit like this but#if he gets sad or rejected he melts into sludge like howl#or disappears and shrinks#or like when he thinks abt his situation he gets Wretched and bleeds more#or gets distorted angry like more rage than a normal human face is rigged to express#his hair emotes like studio ghibli#he squish-and-streches#anyways#good luck on your (tortured) enemy to lovers to Orpheus arc Harry#I believe in you !#blood is the colour of my true loves hair unu#he says reaching out to try and touch#yeah and who’s fault is that Harry?#cosmically let’s go with Voldemort#harry potter#draco malfoy#drarry#draco x harry#harry x draco#hpdm#hp fanart#in fact here we can trace back the origins of my obsession w green pink colour palette which endured when I started drawing again
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MARINA: THE ERAS
#marina#marina diamandis#marina and the diamonds#mermaid vs sailor#the family jewels#electra heart#froot#love + fear#ancient dreams in a modern land#hellooooo well its been so long#ig i just kinda abandoned this page for a really long time lol and I'll probably disappear again like i didn't exist in the first place#but i just wanted to show you guys my latest artwork and then disappear because yeah#i have become a marina stan and a proud diamond so I've been drawing fanarts non stop anyway enjoy bye#ISTG THE QUALITY IS VERY GOOD IDK WHY IT SHOWS IT VERY BADLY PLEASE WHATTTTT
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seeing all these mixed opinions ab nightbringer and here i am giggling and kicking my feet cause we get to rizz up the demons all over again
#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me nightbringer#like don't get me wrong i appreciate the bonds mc has in the og obey me and value them lots#seeing mammon and not having the immediate option to devour his face made my heart break#the only thing u absolutely HATED i when solomon said that we just disappeared....... from the other om! world.....#what.#and what about the BROTHERS.#can you even imagine what /they/ are going through?#anyway maybe it's just me being emo but yeah. i rrly like nightbringer! i think it's a better way to find out ab what happened#than through flashbacks and the total chaos of the plot that was the og om!#and i loooovevevveveveeee how it just shows that mc and the bros are connected no matter when or where#like. back in time? in alternate universes? in the far away future? we love each other all the same#and i love how that takes shape in the game. it's such a pretty thing in my eyes but then again i have the mental age of 163#so i get excited ab everything
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Design stuff!!! It's a little more drastic bc WWX is DEAD but differences between them also
AU Masterlist
#age is confusing when you are dead.#also can wwx even remove his clothes. for lwj's sake we can say yes. they disappear into the ghost void#they can have their spooky ghost sex later or whatever. except LOOK AT HIM.. lwj would get so sad all over again#he can't keep anything that wasn't already on his body though#digital#mdzs#mo xuanyu#wei wuxian#ghostdadxian au#mo dao zu shi#OH YEAH. I wasn't drawing the gradients on the comics bc I was just lazy. I did genuinely forget the sleeve layers though
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old art redraw🎀🎀🎀
6.07.2024 / 5.05.2023
#fem eric cartman#south park#eric cartman#south park fanart#rusreal fem kyman#yeah its from my au actually#i love erica😔😔😔😔she's so fashionable#icon icon i i i con 💥💥💥#sorry for disappearing i got artblock and was sad😔#bb again👋👋👋
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„Ayrenn, Ayrenn, You are a great queen We toast to your health By moon, stars, and green.“
Happy Birthday to the only (afaik) Elder Scrolls character with a canon birthday!!
#5th of second seed = 5th of may so yeah#it's objectively the coolest date bc it happens to be my birthday too lol#tes#tesblr#elder scrolls#the elder scrolls#eso#elder scrolls online#queen ayrenn#ayrenn#tes art#tes fanart#digital art#tiredelart#after posting this i will disappear again see u
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i do love that there's someone in the tags of The Poll now talking about how the characters in g-witch are underdeveloped when they're on episode *checks notes*... three. because all great shows finish up their characters' arcs in episode two, obviously.
#there are also complaints of a het romance? and idk I think they must be tal#*talking abt elan & suletta yeah? in ep3? but like#there's so much wrong w that sentence too skdjdksks#idk maybe it's just bc I still don't read that plotline as romantic#but I know other characters joke about it being so it's a fair reading#but. then there's the issue of: you /know/ this is a show abt a queer relationship. involving That character#and you're upset abt the bait n switch??#in EPISODE THREE. AGAIN.#anyway anyway anyway im sorry#im not gonna rb and i hope that person's tags just disappear into the mess of The Vortex#but thankyou for coming to my tedtalk#sulemio#smokey speaks#sule versus them
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Separated at dawn
#Rokushi#kingdom hearts#Roxas x Xion#kh#art#Roxas#Xion#358/2 days#tragedy#fan art#alluding to Roxas being trapped in the computer (glitches) and Xion being crystallized#Greatest love story Never told#358 was a missed Disney romance tragedy#the fact that it feels weird because it ISN'T a romance says something#Yeah Roxas and Xion growing hearts just because they're just friends?#Him getting obsessed over her when she disappears#Spending his time off duty dragging Axel around and breaking rules-- just so he can find her#Pushing through splitting migraines of Castle Oblivion just to SEE her again?#leaving Axel and the Organization because basically now that Xion's gone who would miss him?#Sir#There is Axel#Nomura over her being like: yeah we wanted him to leave the organization because of a girl his age lol
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